#atleast when i drew him lol

[crocuta1]

Remembered I had an undertale phase

Ughhh old undertale oc my beloved....

[januaryembrs]

hi em!! im so late but happy 3k, it’s so deserved you’re an amazing writer! anyway, could i order a tea? i saw this picture: https://pin.it/mv0D4zZ9s and i thought it would be fun if bushy and spencer went to the beach and he was hating it cos of germs and all that, but then he had to wear his sunglasses over his normal glasses and bugsy’s just teasing him—have fun!

description: Bugsy and Spencer have a little downtime at the beach after hiding their relationship for all of one week

length: 1.1k

warning: nothing really, talk of spider mating rituals lol. Picture nonnie was talking about included above!

part of the trouble almost all my life universe

She leaned into his embrace, her back pressing against his warm chest, his skin sticky with a meld of sweat and suncream as they watched the waves rolling into shore.

“I love them all so much,” She sighed, Spencer’s arms wrapping around her waist to lean a book on the soft of her stomach, creasing where she’d pulled on one of his shirts over her bikini, “But I miss things being just us sometimes,”

“Bug, we live together,” Spencer smirked, and she groaned, flicking a glance up at him where he was squinting behind the lenses of his prescription glasses, trying to read his novel whilst looking over her shoulder. 

“You know what I meant,” She grumbled, feeling stupid for saying it, only for him to chuckle, the sound vibrating through his chest and into the nooks of her spine. She smiled at the feeling, the grin widening when he kissed the side of her head sweetly.

“I know what you meant,” He agreed, giving her a few more pecks for good measure because as much as he loved teasing her until she was unnaturally shy, he loved the affectionate side of her more. “It’s getting hard hiding it from them,”

“And yet we’re so good at it,” She quipped, the two of them sharing a towel instead of a sunlounger, Spencer’s head being propped up by their bags and jackets, his girlfriend nestled between his legs like they were a single cell amoeba, “We could be like spies, all this undercover work. Seven whole days hiding a relationship from five of the best profiler’s in America, that’s got to be some kind of record.”

He smiled, and lay his book down flat on her stomach, sacrificing his now free hands to wrap all the way around her and squeeze her to him tightly. Because she was right. He loved the every day routine they’d slipped into at home, the natural kisses before bed and before they left the comfort of their four walls, the only space where they could be so openly themselves without prying eyes. He wished he could hold her like this every day, or atleast didn’t have to watch over his shoulder for any of the team watching just a little too closely when they would exchange loving looks. 

He loved being able to hold her so unapologetically, loved that she preened and nuzzled into his touch like it was all she’d ever wanted as well. Spencer never had to question himself a single moment he was with her. He knew every shred of love he’d ever felt for her was reciprocated, and the thought of it alone made him warm inside, where they lay comfortably on the sunny beach, only a handful of other patrons enjoying the Friday morning waves. 

He felt a headache brewing however from the light glaring in his eyes, and he cursed not listening to her when she reminded him to get his contact lenses ordered, deciding almost immediately that she would always know better than him no matter how high his IQ was or how many doctorates he polished on his shelf. Because she always knew everything when it came to him. 

“Too bright?” She asked, as if she’d wormed her way into his head, though it wasn’t difficult to guess from his squinting, the way his nose scrunched in pain as he nodded. And with no more explanation needed, she drew the sunglasses off her own nose to slide over the top of his specs. Pushing them up gently with the tip of her finger, she giggled as she saw his shaded hues looking down at her through four separate windows, and he raised his eyebrows at her. “Better?” 

“Oh, yeah, much better. I love looking like some kind of weird Spider man with an insanely hot girlfriend,” He said flatly, and she sniggered, her face upside down when she looked up at him, the crown of her head pressing against his chest. 

“I always had a thing for Spider-man,” She said, blinking up at him and Spencer wondered what he ever did to get a girl so pretty she was attractive even upside down and smeared with oily sunscreen, “Don’t know if you’d know this but I have a thing for the tall, genius guys with kind eyes.”

“I didn’t know that,” He said with a wry smile and an adoring gaze, and he couldn’t help but steal a small peck to her lips, knowing he looked a little dumb with his second pair of glasses slipping down his nose. She didn’t seem to care as she kissed him back. She settled back into his chest, picking his book up to flick through what he’d been reading, and she felt him bury his nose into her hair, his hands slipping under her shirt to paw at the free skin of her belly, running his fingertips over it lovingly. 

“Technically if you were some sort of Spider/Man hybrid, you’d need to do a mating dance to woo me away from other suitors,” She said mindlessly, and he chuckled, his headache ebbing away with the sun’s rays deflecting off his face. 

“Yes, and then you’d more than likely eat me afterwards,” He replied, and she moved a hand away from the book to trace an invisible drawing over his forearm, following the grooves of his veins and nerves where they pulsed against his humid skin, her eyes never leaving the pages of the book. 

“Good thing we haven’t mated yet then. I kind of like having you around,” She quipped and she felt him freeze, flicking him a smile so he’d know she was teasing him. Because they hadn’t gone any further than long kisses and soft touches just above the waistline. Hell, seeing her in a bikini was the closest they’d gotten to being naked, and even then she’d covered up with a shirt mere moments after. That little word ‘Yet’ dangled over them, and Spencer found himself smiling back at her, knowing they could take all the time they needed because for now it was just between them. No nosy questions from Garcia and Morgan, no intrigued if not worried glances from Hotch, no knowing smiles from Rossi and Blake. They could just be them. Just Bugsy and Spencer, the way they’d always wanted it to be. 

“Not to mention the fact you’d have to give birth to about two-hundred babies that would eat you alive,” He murmured, and she giggled, squeezing his hand in her own. 

“God, you know just how to talk dirty to me,” She said, and he chuckled, tugging the cap off his head to slide onto her own because he could feel the heat beating down on her face from here, and knew she would forget to re-apply if he didn’t step in. 

Yeah, Spencer was more than happy to have things stay like this for a little while.

[yuqsdug]

In the one (1) Block Tales comic i've made so far, I drew the player as this R15 model Noob with modern day Roblox chat. Since blocktales can have four (4) players in a battle, I decided to draw the rest of the sqaud.

OBLIGATORY SEBASTIAN SOLICE

Drew him from memory

READ MORE ABOUT THESE BLOCK TALES CHARACTERS? down below

So you want to know more about these goobers hm?

[Player] (yes that's his name)

- Despite his very cheerful demeanor, he can make grudges extremely easy.

- He's the only one of the squad who talks in modern chat bubbles. Something must've went wrong when he time traveled.

- He still uses R15 because he didn't want to lose his elbows. He needs those to throw balls, Okay?!

- He may, possibly, be abusing the ghost Walker for meaningless- and legally dubious- means. He's not paying for a 777 tix card!

- Was the only who got to experience the later half demo 3. He was quite surprised to be in a hospital after defeating IT. His friends were hovering woriedly over his bed.

- Hatred was particularly strong in this one.

BaconBoy

- Brother of BaconGirl

- Quite a skitish boy, Easily scared. He did not like Telamon's manor ONE BIT!

- the time when his model type was added to Roblox left quite an impact on him. Why were people so mean?

- he forgot to change his scale before time traveling, so now he towers over most people they encounter. Now he's noticed even more and bumps his head on doors... Yay...

- He doesn't know a lot about Roblox before 2016. So the meaning of the swords their collecting is a bit lost on him. He can't help but be a bit fearful of them. The previous holders of the Icedagger and Venomshank seemed to be going insane. And his friends seen awfully attached to the swords they have collected. He hopes everything will end fine.

- FEAR is strong in this one

BaconGirl

- Sister of baconboy

- She can't handle being alone well. Being alone for a short time causes great feeling of solitude. She's always with atleast one of her friends.

- She's in charge of snack duty, she got the biggest bag after all. Someone low on HP? A burger is ready. Low on SP? the Bloxycola is already in your hand. Low on Tix? That's something she can't fix.

- She the only one of the group who realised they should be in the R6 model when they time traveled. She thought the rest also knew this, apparently not.

- The Icedagger is her FAVORITE weapon. Just focus a bit and heal EVERYONE? yes please! ####, She'd let this thing freeze her for less.

- She's a bit cold to the touch

- Solitude is strong in this one

Ann

- short for androgynous default (who is naming these children?)

- Very chaotic person

- They kill every enemy in their wake, be it bird, Mosquito, or zombie. Getting 0 xp does not bring them joy.

- Always has hard mode enable to get more Xp. This has absolutely backfired multiple times.

- They will come up for their friends, every good friend does that! Including when BaconBoy burgers contain pickles.

- Their a fan of the Venomshank. An AOE attack also afflicting poison is. the. best! The pretty flowers coming out of the enemies is a plus too.

- Greed is very strong in this one.

Thanks for reading that btw.

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New designs:

The drawings were made on my phone.

(trying to post thing broke my Tumblr, lol)

[kcalsforhim]

˖⋆࿐໋ monday 17th of december

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i forgot to weigh myself this day as well, but it really wasn’t that relevant… anyways. i woke up late again around 12:00-13:00 and i started my morning with my dad texting me… ill drop the texts below

i provided some translations.. well i went downstairs feeling very nervous… i decided i probably shouldn’t obsessively weigh my food or log it extensively so when i give the cal estimate it is a overestimation tbh…

when i was plating up my food he really made me nervous by being like “put more put more ! atleast 5-6” and “how much do you weigh ?” and when i said i didn’t know, he insisted i go to weigh myself. he then kept saying stuff like “you should’ve put more toppings” and “you used to be able to eat 5-6 of them” which makes sense cause i used to be in the bmi30’s and now im in the bmi17’s … it was just all very triggering. i still chose to eat downstairs to not arouse too much suspicion, although this did lead to me HAVING to finish my food… sigh

to preface, i fasted for 37 hours and 30 mins ! was pretty proud of this… usually i fast around 20-25 hours per meal nowadays but ofc since i skipped daytime eating the day before i got a pretty long fast in ^^

lunch omad :

3 pancakes, 2 with chocolate spread topping, one of those having a lotus cookie crumbled in, and 1 with strawberry jam —— some rice, idk how much, and 2 sausages. also a glass of water cause i did not want to drink any liquid cals . oh and cucumbers with greek yogurt

cals : 881

the cals were pretty terrible, but my dad is extremely pushy and he has a past of being emotionally abusive to a degree… he body shamed me DAILY when i was fat and now he’s seeing the consequences of his actions… my “eating disorder” was born from him and his words… i’ll be honest, if it was my choice, i would not have more than 2 pancakes, maybe even one, i would’ve kept fasting for longer, but i felt kind of backed into a corner

i was actually really afraid he’d make me eat more, but after i finished up i actually felt so full i could puke and my mom said i don’t need to force myself to eat if im genuinely not hungry which made me feel relief.

my dad said “he should eat atleast 2 more pancakes with dinner” something like this and i shook my head in silence, my mom said “nooo he can have them tommorow” and my dad said “tommorow is too late” almost as if to trigger my old binge eating habits

(i used to binge a lot because MY food in the fridge would always dissapear and just not be available for later consumption and i’d just get really scared and honestly greedy too…)

anyways i went back up feeling sick, i just didn’t do much of anything untill maybe 6-7 pm when i asked my mom to go to the store with me.. so we walk to the nearby store together cause i planned to get energy drinks for the next day (thank you past me)

i got 4 energy drinks for the next day, and my mom also got me more shampoo since i ran out of my one and had been using her in the times i would be showering.. she also got me 2 face cleansers since i use a specific one that doesn’t irritate my very sensitive thin ass eyelids i always slap lots of makeup and eyeliner and LASHGLUE ON (recently less guys im healing)… i also got a milkis drink and let her try it. sigh on the walk back home i felt dizzy and all but i honestly think its cause i smoke so much lol. i smoke on these walks with my mom

afterwards i got home and i called eli feeling tired. we talked a bit, then i drew for a little bit, not that long, then i started getting really hungry so i took sleeping pills at 9 pm.. i drew some more and by 10-11 pm i felt so tired i just put on my headphones and went to sleep… my scarred arm started swelling a bit today also and leaking ewwwwww but its fine its just healing. im so glad i’ve kept up my omad streak for quite a bit now im so so proud of myself tbh….

total cals : 881

total steps : n.v.t (35 min walk with mom !)

this song is very cool hehehe it reminds me of just… drawing and story writing and cool stories… just cool vibes.

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[mer-acle]

tell me why when I was just writing a angsty fic about our favourite goddess (or atleast trying lol) poseidon just. came out of nowhere and took over. Shsshshshhshs (he is not leaving and at this point I think I am going to have to write another chapter lol)

Hahaha I get it Apollo's been doing the same in my fics even if I try to put him on the bench he's too fabulous to be contained XD

Given that when I drew Poseidon recently he turned out unreasonably hot I think it might be the same here lmao

[nrilliree]

we all know that dragons are not slaves and choose their own rider but i understand baela and rhaena anger because it was their mothers funeral and vhagar was the last living piece of her but their cousin ( Aemond ) sneaked out in the middle of the night and claimed her . I mean atleast rhaena should have given a chance first and if vhagar rejected her than it will a different matter , and while confronting him instead of realising his mistake he goes ignorent and pushes baela and starts the fight . And threatens jace with a stone and almost bashes his head until luke slashed his eye but he was just protecting his brother.

now people will justify alicents action to take lukes eye but why did she draw out blood first she should have listen to everyones side of the story and then she should decide what to do next . I mean if the roles were riversed and luke and jace were throwing slurs at aemond like " you will die screaming in flames just as your father did " and aemond accidently takes lukes eye in self defence and rhaenyra just goes and tries to stab alicent and take aemonds eye people will go balls and justify aemonds action and blame rhaenyra for taking action without thinking .

And in the last ep of hotd luke went as a messenger for the queen which means he cannot be harmed and cannot take part in any fight and also he didn't know that aemonds was gonna be there . and in stroms land aemonds taunts him and demand his eyes that is the sole reason he drews out his sword and when he leaves aemond thought it was the best ideas to chase after him on the words largest dragon which is also a war dragon because of his ego and to scare luke and when that idea didn't work and vhagar was out of control he commanded her in english wow vhagar has downloaded doulingo and started learning english .

That's right. It was Laena's funeral, and Rhaena and Baela had known Vhagar since birth. She had always been something directly related to Laena for them, and the fact that Laena talked about her with Rhaena when she was worried about her lack of a dragon could have been important to Rhaena because by trying to bond with Vhagar, she could have a part of Laena in her. And here came Aemond, whom they did not know at all, took Vhagar away without a word and contrary to custom, and then mocked and insulted them even more. Of course they reacted emotionally. And in such a situation, Aemond, being several years older than Rhaena, should not have brutally pushed her away and threatened to kill her using Vhagar. He might not have known them, but he probably had the emotional maturity to know that wasn't the right thing to do. That's why for me Aemond is a little psychopath. People blame Rhaenyra that when she saw her sons alone and bloody, she believed them that it wasn't their fault and that they were attacked. They spoke the truth in their reasoning. And Alicent did exactly the same - she saw her injured son and immediately started looking for those responsible, refusing to admit that it could have been Aemond's fault.

A situation arises in which Lucerys is responsible for both Aemond's eye damage and his own death. Because for some, Lucerys is the one responsible for Lucerys' death, not Aemond, lol.

[matthewloverr]

The Book P2

part one | part two

matt x maysen drew (femreader)

summary: when watching the people you love destroy themselves and choose money and fame over you, you found someone else to love.

warnings: swearing, smoking (weed, cigarettes) angst, mention of substance abuse/ addiction, mentions of abuse

a/n: this chapter is a bit heavy so please read at your own risk and please take care of yourself i love you okay enjoy !

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Matt’s pov

i fell in love with maysen the first time i ever laid my eyes on her, i had felt love before, with my parents, my brothers, my friends and i had a whole fan base that loved me. not once did it ever feel like this.

everyone views her as snobby, rude, spoiled but that’s just because she doesn’t show her face to the public that much plus her parents. i wanted to expose her parents so many times but I knew it would destroy her.

i want nothing more than for her to be okay, i dream about me and her living a life where she feels completely free, like she doesn’t have to hide the amazing girl she is.

“yo, do you wanna go for a drive and smoke?”

i stare at the message twiddling my thumbs, we’ve been friends for so long you’d think i would stop being a nervous little boy.

“yeah sure just let me ask mom”

“😹😹 funny joke”

“lol see you in 10”

a small smirk appears across my face, she’s gotten so comfortable and improved so much since that night I met her, she used to shut down the topic of her parents but now she makes jokes.

i run down my stairs with that same smirk on my face and swipe the car keys off my counter, i turn on my heels to see chris sitting in the couch behind me with a knowing look on his face.

“going to stalk your girlfriend?”

“what no, we’re going for a drive”

“ok kid” he lets out a soft chuckle and lifts himself off the couch, he walks over to me.

“tell her I said hi” with that he slips a pre-rolled joint into my hoodie pocket and turns to walk up the stairs.

i check myself out in the mirror as I slip my shoes on and out i go.

i pull up to the gates in front of her parents massive mansion and text her I’m outside the gate, she reads it immediately and the gate slowly opens.

Masyn’s pov

i slipped my pack of cigarettes into my pocket before I ran down my stairs.

i wore a black baby tee with some grey sweats and just left my hair how it was knowing matt would still compliment it.

i was slightly running just so excited to see my best friend, before i turned my head to say bye to my mom before i stopped in my tracks. there stood my mother and my father next to her, she looked so sad and disappointed meanwhile my father had a fake ass smile on his face like he was happy to see me?

i looked at my mom with shock and anger and she just stared at the ground clearly nervous for me to see him.

“my little girl masyn, how have you been”

his voice sent shivers down my spine. i quickly mumbled a “no” and immediately ran out the door, no one tried to stop me

i ran to matt’s car with tears brimming my eyes, i felt bad for leaving my mom but she was no better than him but atleast she stuck around.

i swung that passenger door open with my head low and my hands slightly shaking

“drive” i said with my hands over my face and my head low.

“hey, are you okay-“

“matt please” i cut him off, my voice cracking as i did so i could feel the tears streaming down my face.

he quickly put the car in drive and drove off and down the road.

the drive was quiet but i already knew where we were driving since we went to the same spot every time, and there was only one thought in my head as he pulled into the random parking lot that always seemed to be empty.

“i sure as shit hope you brought a joint” i said staring out my window as he reversed parked into the corner of the parking lot.

“yeah chris gave me one” he said throwing the car in park before unbuckling his seat belt, he turned to look at me but i kept my hands in my lap and my head low refusing to look up because I knew I would cry.

“mays, cmon” he said his face full of worry and confusion.

i looked up at him taking a deep breath through my nose.

“my dad was in my living room when i left” I said my voice cracked, staring him in the eyes.

his eyes softened as he looked down trying to process what i had said.

“yeah” I said exhaling

he looked back up at me with worry? it almost looked like he had a question to ask me.

“what really happened with your dad masyn” he quickly said like he had been holding it back for a while now.

“i told you everything? he basically drained me and my mom of our money for gambling and left us next to nothing” i replied my face twisting in confusion.

“mays..” He said shaking his head

“i know you’ve been through a lot with your parents and all” he paused for a moment “but i know something else went down that night.”

the night he left.

i swore my stomached dropped to my ass, how did he know, how many other people knew, did I let it slip when we got high. a million thoughts raced through my head while I just stared at him like a deer in headlights.

FLASHBACK

the night he left.

i had locked myself in my room, hearing my parents yelling at each other. This happened every night, they would get into the biggest screaming match and when it began to get too much i walk down, they act like nothing happened and the next morning everything would be fine until that night.

this night however was different. all i could hear was my dad yelling, he had just come back from the casino after losing 10 grand and was so obviously wasted.

all of a sudden everything went quiet, I slowly stood up a pit in my stomach growing, that’s when I heard my mom.

“GET THE FUCK OUT” her voice cracking as she screamed bloody murder.

i started running down my stairs when i heard a big crash.

my dad had somehow in his drunken state grabbed my mother and threw her against the wall causing the cabinet behind her to cave in.

i immediately ran to the kitchen no time to mentally prepare myself for what I was about to walk into

and there laid my mother crying and my dad just stood there, chest puffing up and down, eyes filled with rage.

i quickly started backing away trying to make a b line for the door, that’s when he grabbed both of my wrists so hard they were bruised the next day.

“mention any of this to anyone and i swear masyn, you’ll fucking regret it” with that he grabbed an already packed bag from the dining table which i’m assuming my mother had packed before he came home and out the door he went.

BACK TO PRESENT DAY

i replayed that night in my head as i tried to form words for matt who was still staring at me.

“wanna know how i know” he said looking down at my hands where i was staring.

my eyes quickly shot up to him.

my mind was going crazy i couldn’t even focus on anything other than how he knew my eyes darted back and forth my head still low, that’s when I stopped and my face relaxed.

i looked at him with confusion almost anger building inside of me.

“where were you the night he left matt?”

a/n: just had to leave y’all with that little cliffhanger :) anywho please do leave suggestions in the comments for me to better my work it means a lot ok bye love u !!🤍

[deimostes]

OK so like, there's alot of jokes about trans guys loving that after top surgery, they can go shirtless or wear things like mesh tops and was imaging Hammer lovingly thinking up all the new outfit styles that would open up for him.

But when I was looking through all the official outfits for male Sonic characters, most of them have tops but not bottoms.

So, like, Hammer imagines running around free from the confined of pants like all Sonic lads. (Would he actually go pantsless? Probably not but atleast he'd have the option.)

oh he'd open up to it for sure!! i'm gonna take this ask as an opportunity to infodump my thought process for the way i imagine him <3. my headcanon for hammer being transmasc involves a lot of other headcanon abt mobian vs human culture regarding gender presentation; i have a short little fic in the works about how his egg cracks and it's absolutely full of this LOL. basically my idea is that - having the "mobians see pants as feminine/shirts are unisex/clothes in general are lowkey optional + humans see topless as masculine/pants are a must" headcanon in mind - he grew up more around humans in station square, but he's still pretty young by the time little planet happens and that's when i think he starts going to mobian islands more often than before, so he's greatly influenced by both cultures.

all that being said, my intention with making hammer trans isn't to make him all the way masc but instead gnc in his own way! i think it'd take some getting used to for him to go pantsless, but once he starts he does different things with it ^__^ he likes dressing up and he likes breaking the different confines of gender presentation. he's a boy wearing his fun overalls most of the time, other times he'll do no pants (or clothes at all) as it opens up for him presenting as a mobian boy like you said, other times he thinks the topless look with pants that a lot of human boys do looks cool. most important of all he keeps the heeled boots. with just the same outfit he's gnc from one culture's perspective and masc from the other. i actually have a month old ms paint doodle in my files of him pantsless, no idea what the context is but for some reason i drew him in a fancy suit top :)

[brickeyssketchhut]

sorry for being so absent on posts, in the meanwhile, i drew a remake of my old sans take i posted here when i first joined, the whole intention wih this design was to make him look like a garfield character, and after trying to study the style of it, i think i got it down pretty well, better than my first attempt atleast.

i wanted it to feel more true to toby's intentions with sans (atleast, what i got from his whole design/personality.) and make him look more abstract, not looking very skeletal at all, thats why his ribcage isnt visible or anything under his shirt, or why his hands are toony and aren't made to look like how real skeleton hands look, i always imagined sans as being like that, being more of a cartoon depiction of one instead of a realistic one.

anyways, i think that's enough yapping for one post, lol. enjoy the art.

[just-a-carrot]

Carrot, I must ask. Did you have atleast slight of an inkling that most people would respond with what is essentially

😳->🤭->😍

To Cecil when you were designing/writing him or did it come as a complete shock

i had zero idea lol

cecil is so interesting to me in general like i didn't even come up with him until i started working on arc 4 and he was going to be this one-off character but then everything started to click with him so he became much more (same thing happened with jerry tbh)

when i drew and wrote him it was mostly just in a silly way having fun i did not think about him as being any sort of attractive character LOL

[readingismyhobby24]

haaiiii hello faith !!!!! how have u been doing today? anything interesting happen?

ive been trying to finish whumptober day 1 :( i wish i didnt procrastinate but ill probably just finish and upload stuff across this month, november, and december i guess since apparently i can upload stuff late atleast

im getting the sebastian solace plush btw!!!!! hes so cutie i love him i cant wait dudeeeee omg

me and my irl friend hung out today :D we had so much fun, we went to a skating rink and even if i didnt actually skate we talked a bunch :3 me and him see eachother like once a month irl so its nice to see him

heres a few pictures from when me and my friend hung out :D !!!

he drew the cat on my hand :3 i drew the triforce on his lol

i drew a few stars on myself, the will wood icimi album cover, the will wood tapeworm, the triforce, then the karma 1 and the karma 10 symbols from rainworld!

HIIIIIIII NOAH!!!! I'm doing pretty good! I've done a lot of work today, but nothing fun or interesting 😔 I am going to do a TON of drawing soon because I'm going to draw all my mutuals their favorite animals. So, I do need to know what your favorite animal is :D

YOU GOT THIS!!! Can I ask what your whumptober day 1 fic is about? 👀

YAYYYYYY!!!! YOURE GETTING THE SEBASTIAN SOLACE PLUSHIEEEEEE!!!!!! THAT'S SO EXCITING!!!!!

That sounds like you two had a lot of fun! The plushies look like they're having a blast as well.

I'm sorry I never have anything interesting to talk about 😔 My life just hasn't had a ton of fun things to talk about lately. It's honestly been a rough few weeks. But maybe it will get better soon! I have some exciting things to look forward to this month!!! So hopefully I'll have some adventures to talk about!

Thanks for dropping by!!!

[thelunarsystemwrites]

Documenting the unknown.

(TW for death and zombie like infections, and being restrained!)

Enter 0.1 - New log - Title: Possible evolution of infection.

Blue found an infected... that isn't.... normal.

We were out on a raid, mostly collecting snow from a post-genocide underfell AU, we needed it for the freezers, helps keep our produce fresh longer. When suddenly we were ambushed by a hoard of infected.

Immediately, we lost our story-shift Torial, and a Swapfell Papyrus, the hoard had atleast thirty in it's cluster, including an Error type Geno.

Somehow, one of the infected started opening portals, and our group was disbanded by force... Blue was missing for twelve hours.

We manged to Dust the hoard after awhile, though we faced a total of three confirmed causalites, having lost our classic Temmie...

Six people were missing. Blue, a storyshift Chara, underfell Muffet, and three different Froggets.

Immediately a search party was sent after them. We teleported across our nearest AUs, found two infected froggets of ours, who had to be dusted. We did recover Chara—As of writing this, Muffet and the other Frogget are still missing...

We did recover Blue... along with a 'survivor.' Which I write that with heavy hesitation, due to the state of said 'survivor.'

Lust, an old friend of Blue's, is currently infected. Physically, he is no different then a fully infected victim, however, he appears to have full sentience, not quite different from an actual survivor.

When I saw Blue helping Lust up, once he was located that is, at first I didn't know he was infected. As Blue had carelessly gifted his protected cloak to the other, it covered the lightning pattern Lust had, along with the greenish tint to his bones. Both were defined signs of being fully infected.

However, once I got a look, I drew my bow, assuming Blue was too in denial to end the suffering life...

Blue begged me not to shoot Lust, Lust begged me not to shoot. Normally an infected has lost all cognitive abilities, such as speaking, and especially that clearly... I decided to spare him, on the condition that we detain him to avoid him possibly infecting others.

So luckily, Ink was equipped with handcuffs, and a mask. After making sure the infected put on the mask, he was restrained as a precaution.

We manged to transport him back to our base, the entire time the infected was rather... chatty, with Blue.

Proper equipment was then used. We've put him into a muzzle, one that requires three steps to unlock, and cannot be unlocked without my direct input. We have also required him to wear full length gloves and socks, shackled hia legs and cuffed his hands, and put a double chained collar onto his neck, making head jerking very limited.

He has been detained in a quarantine cell, he has limited body movements aa of now, so we believe he is unable to attack. Even if Blue tells us that Lust was the one protecting him those twelve hours, I have no reason to believe this isn't some sort of trick. For all we know, the infection has now evolved enough to mimic sentences and behaviours of the host, to lure in prey...

I do not have the heart to dust him, I made a promise to Blue... and the infected. Plus, I do think it would be wise to research him first...

I do hope Blue doesn't get too attached again.

Logging off, Dream.

(Author note: this isn't exactly canon, as I want Dream and Ink to not know Lust was infected for awhile, atleast a day or so? But idk lol)

[yumeurl]

Taco ballroom dance anon again, hello! I just want to say that I absolutely adore that you drew them dancing!!! Your chibis are so cute!!! I keep going back to stare at it cause it’s so adorable! The “he’s so focused lol” omg so cute!!! Yeah Tom is an absolute king of putting himself in situations and shooting himself in his own foot lol (I say with fond exasperation and affection) The urge to talk and spoil the entire fic before I post is so strong lmao, but I will try to resist! The ballroom dance part is still being written so it’ll be a wip for a while, but you are right that they do get to talk while they practice dancing! At this point in time, Tom doesn’t know Draco’s a time traveler or about his past (future?)etc and Draco won’t directly talk about it (Tom’s figured out that if he doesn’t push for answers but let’s Draco ramble and be chatty he’s more likely to say things that Tom can glean bits and pieces about the other’s past in a more efficient way than asking directly which just makes Draco clam up), but the way Draco talks about things and his mysterious appearance at Hogwarts “to avoid the chaos on the continent with Grindelwald” as his official story to the student body, Tom sort of thinks everyone Draco knew is most likely dead or murdered though there might be more to it, Tom’s got his own theories about all of that but nothing conclusive, but when they’re dancing Draco fondly talks about how it was his parents who taught him to dance and shares a cute little story about it with Tom

(Also sorry all my asks are so long, I ramble a lot 😭, I hope it doesn’t bother you)

MGTMFDGMDFG i'm deathgripping here…waiting for your fic patiently ToT please do tyt! also LMFAOOOOO of course even simple things like talking has tom be calculating about it. and aww that's so sad and cute…i like to imagine that tom doesn't really understand nor can relate as to why draco shares his story fondly like that, but atleast recognizes his feelings and lets draco share on his own instead of trying to prod for more info and sate toms curiosity

(and i really don't mind it's ok!! i enjoy the rambles alot)

[allthedamnlove]

i love that you’re a drewfiona enthusiast (ik they’re in relationships but they have such a cute costar relationship :,)) and i wish we got more of their interactions too! they both are so sweet and i love how drew during poguelandia was taking care and looking out for fiona since it was her first time 🥺 like in the live he kept looking at her and asking “you guys having fun?” like he clearly was only speaking to fiona lol it was so cute and sweet. and when JD hugged fiona first and kept her close to him, drew later hugged her and pulled her to his side kinda like bro that’s my costar hehe they def got closer in season 4 and i hope we get some more of them in season 5 press tour but like…not high hopes for that knowing the show runners. but i love them anywayyy <3

oh the main reason i even tuned to season 4 was rafe and sofia. I was very much into the other ships before them but then BOOM I saw them and I was like no no no this is THEE ship i will be dying on. And the main reason was drews and fionas chemistry. I love how drew and fiona literally sat down and created a story for rafe and sofia cuz the fuckass writers couldn't.

OH I love them together so much. The way THEY WERE THE ONLY ACTUAL "COUPLE" of obx who took a couple photo on the red carpet. Jd and laci obvio did but not as an official photo on the red carpet. SOOOO IN A WAY I SO WON THAT DAY. And the way drew and fi always GOOF around; making funny faces and putting ones shoulder over others shoulders....I hate that god hates me. Alsoo the austin comment abt them on the live being a "dynamic duo" OH DONT DO THIS TO ME. Oh I love that he knows he is kinda the only person other than chase, austin and the girl who played ruthie (shes so prettie btw) so he's always keeps her at an arms length. AND ALSO AT THE EVENT THEY WAY THEY WERE SMILING AT EACH OTHER AND THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE, HE ALWAYS BENDS DOWN TO HUG HER I CANTTTT

Obvio i know that both may be in different relationship but hey a girl can at least dream ig. But honestly if they were really together in some other reality, they would EAT, have you seen that face cards and the height difference and the combined TALENT LIKE HELLO

I watched other interviews of fiona and shes SOO SICKINGLY SWEET. She was even holding the anchors hands and just talking sooo cutesy in Spanish and I feel that drew's kind of shy when he's alone in interviews and so it will be so interesting to see how cutesy fiona will just ramble while drew will just chime in. I so want them to do interviews cuz i wanna see how their offscreen chemistry is and I HATEEE THAT NO ONE IN THE PRESS TOUR asked anything about working with fiona cuz basically she was rafes scene partner throughout this season and i hate that she is being sidelined while AUSTIN was there for the press like OKKKK. I want the INTERVIEWERS TO TALK ABOUT SOFIA AND RAFE, NOT RIARA.

I so wanted fiona to be on the hot ones cuz drew was the one without a partner and clearly fiona could have been an amazing addition. I feel like she would be a riot in those cast games.

Atleast i want them in another project cuz I have said this a thousand times atp...the reason they seem so "underwhelming" (FIRST OF ALL THATS A LIE AND THEY ALL ARE BLIND) is because of the script. Even then they have captured my interest with the very very limited amount of screentime cuz it was that good, i can feel the sexual tension through the screen during the scene with rafe holding her uo tying the bikini like just fuck atp.

And so truee with jj being presumed dead (oh jiaras are trying so hard to revive jj but I don't think he's coming back). Rafe will kinda become an important character like s2 so I feel like fiona ie sofia will also become more relevant ig.so I'm so waiting for fiona interacing with the main cast for the next season.

again pls dont come at me other peeps. This is my opinion and mine only. THANK YOU FOR THE ASK THO I LOVE THEM SM AND WANT ONLY THE BEST FOR THEM.

MWAH

[bisluthq]

Wasn't Sam the one who cheated on her? The picture to burn muse?

But yeah Joe J is known as the guy who broke with her on the phone and then dated someone else. How dare he? But things weren't exactly like that (or atleast it doesn't seem like he was as much as an asshole as he was made to be) lol

it makes you think how much Taylor creates this worse than reality narrative sometimes, people run with it as truth cause you often don't hear the other side, but then things weren't exactly like that. Like we are made out to think all the guys she dated were trash and she mostly suffered with them until the one came along (the one always being the guy she is seeing atm).

Just look at all the revisionist history people are doing now with Joe A. Suddenly their whole relationship was horrible and poor her she stayed because she loved him too much. He got advantage of her being low and then manipulated her the rest of the years, until she realized her worth because of her fans and escaped his claws. No joke, I see people saying this kind of stuff.

no Sam isn’t the guy from picture to burn lol that’s a whole other guy that came before Our Song Drew. Sam is the guy from should’ve said no. Sam and her dated after our song Drew and her and when she went on tour he cheated on her so she wrote should’ve said no. Sam SUCKS guys like he’s self-owned on Twitter multiple times because he brags he dated her even tho he cheated on her and he went on tv and to the media and just all round is a shitty man.

re the rest of your point idk that’s what makes her human and relatable? And she always reflects on other stuff too like she’s self-aware tbh. I love that her story changes over time because that’s what makes her a person. I love that she doesn’t say “eh this was okay but it could’ve been a bit better” that often because that’s how I feel a lot of the time and I don’t need an artist to tell me that. I want feelings and emotions and like vibes.

I have two playlists that are very sekrit and I won’t show even you but they’re my playlists for my boyfriend (he hasn’t seen them either). One is songs for when I’m very in love with him and it’s called ++++ and one is songs for when I’m very pissed off with him and it’s called ————. There are a couple of Taylor songs that are on both and that’s idk testament to her lyricism. Ultimately it’s not about her or her guy problems or her personal life, it’s that when I’m having a problem with someone False God hits hard and when I’m not having a problem with that same someone False God also hits hard in a different way lol.

Her fans are annoying. They are not very interesting to me. Now, fundamentally, fans aside - Taylor’s biography is deeply interesting to me. I’d legit love to write it tbh lol and put all this useless trivia in my head to good use and do more research even. I also love the fact that she’s not a dick powered jukebox and like her songs are often inspired by other stuff or whatnot. But what I love most about Taylor is her music and what it means to ME. And her music - more than any other artist’s - has applied to me in different situations and with different people because she is a GENIUS. That’s also why it can mean different things to her as well??? Because those are her words and they’re gorgeous and shit 💀💀💀

Her fandom is very annoying and boring for me personally and that’s why I’d not work at Buzzfeed because fandom coverage is just idk very annoying and boring.

[reminiscingtonight]

why am I just now finding out you’re a Seahawks fan amazing stuff lol. But about the Seahawks needing a qb they’ve needed one for a bit now but this unwavering faith in Geno has cost them yet another playoff potential season. And not to just shit on Geno cause he’s had his moments where’s he’s done good but the future the Seahawks are trying to build can not be structured around him, he’s old for starters and had been a consistent benchwarmer his whole career, he is barley the present of the Seahawks team. Same with drew the second string qb todays game with wasn’t as disastrous as i thought it’d be but he’s also not starting qb material. At this rate we’ll end with atleast a top 10 pick going into this draft, with the likes of penix jr, we could make a good effort to snag him and get a great qb out of him. Bonus points cause he’s the uw qb atm and is balling out so he should stay in seattle even tho the weather can be miserable. (Sorry for the long message)

My eyes went from o.o to O.O when I opened my inbox 😂 But yes, the unfortunate side effect of being seattle born and raised means rooting for the hawks, no matter how bad they are

And yes! I totally agree, Carroll for some reason keeps giving him chances when Geno's proved time and time again he doesn't have what it takes to be a starter. We should be giving our backups chances in games (kinda like the jets did with boyle even tho boyle did reallyyyy bad) bc imo that's the only real way to gauge if someone is game ready. I fear to wonder if the reason we haven't been seeing Lock or our third qb getting chances because they're that bad, but I wholly believe that we would have lost way worse if Geno was playing today. Yes, there were a couple interceptions but Lock just looks better, more confident, and more in-sync with the players

At this rate this season is done. We're clearly not going to make the playoffs in any way shape or form. The best thing the team can do now is lose games. Sinking our rank is the only way to ensure we have a chance at drafting a good qb and rebuilding the team