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katsuhiras · 1 year ago
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update in the computer saga
bad news: my computer has decided to completely die, taking with it my files + access to using my usual software. unclear if it’s possible to get back those files at any point 
good(?) news: I have my brother’s old laptop (which admittedly probably could not run clip studio paint well even if I had the access to use it on here) and I tested a little to see how it handles rebelle 5, which went better than expected, so I think I can try to download some lighter art programs for editing too and try to do some of my usual things despite all of the horrors. obvious disclaimer that without my assets + brushes and stuff even if I can make it work and get some edits done they won’t look exactly the same as usual
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tailbitten · 18 days ago
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Welcoming Post
God, ok, so this is not my main Dumblr account-- I sprang out one of my other emails to put this puppy together so that I could do the magical FOLLOW/FOLLOWBACK! I hate how you can't do that on side blogs. Meh.
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I've been a huge fan of Journey to the West and it's fandom(s) for a loooong time. When we discuss rp, I'll probably talk to you about how I got introduced to it when I was eight-- fun, cute story, but not something I want to put here.
Thought I'd see what the RP scene was like on here, so here we are!
Details
-Journey to the West / Lego Monkie Kid / Black Myth Wukong (And more, I guess, these babies are everywhere) RP Blog
-20+
-Literate / Advanced Literate (Mun has a minor in English Literature)
-Can RP on Tumblr through threads, DMs, Gmail or on Discord (Please ask privately)
-WILL DO: Canon/OC, Canon/Canon, OC/OC; Doubling Up (For Canon/OC ships, you want a specific canon for your OC? I’ll expect the same in return.)
Things I Need
-Length Requirement; So long as you’re able to write at least a Paragraph, I’m satisfied. I can post upwards of twenty paragraphs if I’m scene building, but do not let that scare you off. I will never require you to match me unless you just want to. Please don’t feel pressured.
-Age Requirement; 20+, as previously stated. For certain situations, I may ask you to prove your age to me, and will provide proof of my age to you.
-I prefer to write in Third Person, and I would appreciate it if you did the same.
-Teamwork makes the Dream Work! I like plotting, and I LOVE Collaborating. We can make something amazing together if we just think about it.
-Communication; If you have an issue you need to discuss, let me know! Further, I like to make friends with the people that I write with, so OOC is much loved.
-Frequency; So, I work third shift at a Mental Hospital, and at a certain point of the night, I’m very, very active to try and keep myself from falling asleep at work. I will post a lot at night, and less during the day unless it’s my days off. I work on a Rotation, which I will inform you of when/if you contact me. It’s pretty easy to get accustomed to when I’m around. I can/will post multiple times a day, but this isn’t a requirement.
-Art; I will draw stuff in regards to our rps, but I will always ask permission, first.
-YOUR COMFORT IS IMPORTANT TO ME; Please let me know of your triggers, pet peeves, dislikes, etc. I don’t want to approach any subject that may make YOU uncomfortable. I appreciate this courtesy returned to me.
-NSFW Nonsense; Dark themes ahead! Further, if you want a romantic plot of some sort, I’d prefer a slow-burn. Lewds can be lead up to, but it will never take place on the dash. Always in private- assuming we write here on Tumblr at all.
MUSES;
Who I can/Will RP;
-Sun Wukong, Liu Er Mihou, Ne Zha, Erlang, Red Boy/Son/Whatever, White Bone Devil/ Lady Bone Demon/ White Bone Spirit (whatever), Spider Sisters/Queen, and many many more!!!
I have several OCs, some that are based on pre-existing novel characters who don’t get shown out in much else, some just pure OC.
I can write any gender, so please specify what do when we’re doublin’ up u3u
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this post, I appreciate you. If you have any more questions that this didn’t cover, the Rules and Character Info sections may help out!
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demigodsanswer · 4 months ago
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Hello! I'm genderfluid I went searching for stuff on Rick Riordan after finding out he won a stonewall award on The Second Book from the Magnus Chase trilogy. I've read all of Riordan's books as a minor and, upon finding this stuff it's been disheartening to say the least. I'll come back, after doing some research on my own but I'm personally curious about how you feel about LGBTQIA+ representation in Riordan's books.
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I want to lead with: if you feel as though the queer and trans representation in the series is not reflective of your experience, or worse, offensive in its depiction, then I am very sorry. I myself am a bisexual woman who was in a relationship with a woman for five years, so I know what it's like to feel like a depiction of your gender or sexuality is simply insufficient or downright offensive.
Your experiences of the representation in the series are valid, whether they be positive or negative. These are fundamentally very personal experiences, and it's rare that any media will ever be 100% representative of our lived experiences. It is completely okay to feel represented where others do not, or to feel let down by a depiction, even if others think on it favorably.
To that end though, I honestly can't comment in any meaningful way on the representation in the series, simply because I am out of touch with it. I never finished Magnus Chase or Trials of Apollo. Chalice of the Gods was basically fun fanfic in my brain, and I haven't read any Hero's of Olympus book cover to cover since they debuted, not 10+ years ago. The only series I regularly return to are the first five, which do not have any explicit queer rep.
There are posts on my blog from 2020 and earlier that are from a time when I was more in touch with the fandom, Rick, and the books, but alas that time has passed. In between when I was last active in this fandom and now, I have completed almost all of a PhD. So a lot of this just isn't in my brain anymore.
What is in my brain is how important Nico coming out in House of Hades was. I will never forget how it felt to see that leak, get the book, and flip right to the page to make sure it was real. It was groundbreaking and so important. It wasn't the first queer rep in a book for middle or high schoolers, but it didn't exist in a saturated market either.
When continually stands out to me about Rick is his willingness to learn, grow, and correct. Sure, I wish he did things right the first time. He probably should have had sensitivity readers for HoO, but it's nice that he did have them for ToA. I think he has proven to be willing to listen to fans and course correct when he needs to. He doesn't just rest of his representation laurels; he keeps trying to make the world more diverse. I think the TV show is a great show of that work as well.
But really at the heart of my inability to be overly critical of him is the reality that I fucking loved Harry Potter. I loved it so much. And I have other queer and trans friends for whom that series was their life. It was the favorite thing, it was their #1 fandom, it was everything to them in the way Percy Jackson is still everything to me. And all of us feel as though Harry Potter was taken from us by the rampant bigotry of JKR. The choice to disengage is obviously also political, but it feels so emotional first and foremost. I cannot separate art from the artist there, and that to me doesn't feel like a political statement; it feels entirely like an emotional one.
So when I think about Rick's efforts, flawed as they may be, all I can think is "There but for the grace of god go I," because if it was him succumbing to the black mold and becoming one of the four horseman of the rise of global fascism, I do not know how I would cope with the emotional loss of this series.
That's not to say that fans should not continue to hold him accountable or engage in dialogue with him. It's just me saying that I'm not the fan who's going to do that. I'm too old, too tired, too out of touch, and I need to finish this degree before it finishes me.
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beowulfxgrendel · 4 months ago
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A few thought i had about someone and about emotions that i wanted to share:
I think its very interesting how someone can admire and hate a person at the same time. It just seems so illogical to me and I've never really experienced it before like right now.
They give me so much comfort and gender Euphorie because they're kind of a good role model for me to not be scared of doing stuff that is considered feminin while being transmasc. Like they're wearing eyeliner/kajal and nail polish and are or at least were taking testosterone because of a deficit and they think gender stereotypes are dumb.
And that gave me so much confidence to start wearing nail polish and eyeliner again.
And they are just overall such an inspiration (and a very cool person) and I really like drawing/painting them.
But at the same time they're probably the reason why I've felt no desire to paint at all the last few days and actually had to cry more than once. Cause they have such a unique writing style and I'm pretty sure they wrote that one comment about my painting, that made me regret posting it as soon as I read it.
Like I really appreciate them reposting my art. That's great. And tagging me was also very kind (and they also kinda have the right to just post it on their account since my reference was their picture to begin with, but at least telling me or asking me would have been very nice too) but taking two in-progress pictures that look even worse than the finished painting (which I also captioned as clearly not perfect) because they're from a moment where most things where clearly not finished (and also my signature wasn't on it) and then putting a caption that says that I painted them how I see them with my heart (which is not true at all. I admire them and was painting them for practise. To get better at painting. Because I was so inspired by them) and that "someone could have told them that they aren't as beautiful as they thought they were" has just been putting my inspiration to a complete stop.
I was so proud of how the painting turned out but I was also clearly aware that it wasn't perfect (but that I would ruin it if I continued working on it, cause the text parts had already frustrated me too much). And now when I'm looking at it I'm constantly reminded of their opinion on it and have to stop myself from just destroying it because it makes me so sad and angry and disappointed in myself or from deleting the post (because as I said they tagged me. And if people would look at my profile they wouldn't even see the result. They would just have seen the in progress pics and would probably believe the caption completely). And of course it could also have been one of the other two that could have written the caption. But first of all it has such a unique wording that it fits best to him and I think the other two wouldn't be so rude.
And I've still done a few sketches of them because they also give me so much comfort but then I remember the caption again and just get so frustrated. And I wanted to start another painting but I haven't even completed the first sketch because I'm just soo worried that I'll mess up that one too and I'm not strong enough to handle another such disappointment.
I mean if you don't like what I painted, you don't have to share it. You could have just ignored it. And if you liked it and that was some kind of twisted irony then it's not better either. Because that wouldn't be clear from the wording.
And Its just so weird how such a few words from one person (or maybe three. Idk if the other two have to approve of posts first) can have such a negative impact while I've gotten so many nice words from so many people in the community. The positive and nice comments clearly outweight the one negative comment. And still it affects me so much. Maybe because they helped me find confidence in things considered feminine by society.
And still I admire them. Still their voice comforts me. And sketching them too. Im still looking for them in backgrounds of some TV stuff. I'm still listening to their podcast and music and it still gives me so much energy. But it all has such a bitter aftertaste. And then I remember again why I feel so conflicted and have to stop myself from crying.
I just don't understand that. Why are emotions so complicated. Why can such a little comment influence my whole life so much while positive comments can't?
Edit: I am aware that they deleted that one sentence. And that's (I don't want to say nice) fine. Because both sentences were unkind. But they could have just changed the caption if they were already at it. Because I most certainly did not paint them the way I see them with my heart, I am not good enough for something like that yet, and that comment still hurts.
However, I'm very grateful for you nice people who reached out to me (and apparently also to them?) and showed me that I wasn't really overreacting. (And because it seems I haven't been quite clear about this: I am aware that they mostly make comedy stuff and all that and that it was probably a joke (or if not then it was a not very nice honest opinion on something, where I never asked for an opinion, on something I made clear that it wasn't perfect or exactly how I wanted it))
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saigawrites · 2 years ago
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Title : Genshin characters as highschool students.
Note : This will probably mostly relate to central asian students. Also, most of the interactions are platonic :) Characters that look older will be teachers cuz it's strange for me to imagine them as students😥
Tags : crack, fluff(?), headcanons.
Warnings : mentions of vaping, insulting, alcohol.
Characters : Xiao, Scaramouche, Childe, Zhongli, Venti, Kazuha.
Xiao is the type of student that follows the uniform rules strictly, a well-ironed shirt, a tie neatly sitting on top, with a good-looking blazer. Has good grades, kinda one of those lonely mysterious excellent students who look very pretty while literally putting no effort😭.
We have this thing where starting from 6 or 7th classes will have to go out patrolling on break time. Basically to watch and scold students if they run, misbehave or don't follow the dress code. So I imagine Xiao taking the patrol very seriously, like man would lecture you for a solid 10 minutes when you slightly quickened your pace in the halls💀. I swear, he would enjoy patrolling so much, he would continue to do it even when it's the other classes turn.
Scaramouche is the type of student who has beef with the whole school. With this behavior he would not survive our schools, man would get slandered on daily basis😰. You know, we have this type of insta acc's where you can send anonymous letters inside of your school, like confess to a crush from the other class, right? Scaramouche would literally get hate letters all of the time. Every second post on this account would be about him☠. Either ppl insulting the shit out of him, or defending him with their life, with his pretty privilege I think he would have at least some amount of fans.
In my opinion, scaramouche is those type of people who tried vaping once, didn't like it and started hating and dissing everyone around him who vapes.
Venti is the student who spends his break time in the toilets, vaping with his friends, maybe even drinking. Remembering there was a case in my school where some students hid some beer behind the toilet walls😶. Venti would try to do something like that too, for sure. Also I think he would be very interested in the drama around, involving himself in some conflicts accidentally.
Kazuha is the type of student who vapes, but hides it surprisingly well, the only person knowing being Venti. Generally has a good reputation in school, being a chill student that can get along with literally anyone. Could be one of the Scaramouche defenders, or could be not informed on the drama at all. The one who you always see in the art classroom, hanging out there with the art teacher, talking with your class about the meaning of life, philosophy, and all those other artsy things.
Childe is the PE teacher that never, and I mean NEVER, spares you. You have your PE uniform? Run 10 circles on the 500 metre length. Oh, you don't have your PE uniform? Do 500 squads in the uncomfortable school uniform and then don't have the permission to sit on any benches, you don't deserve them. He's the type of teacher who has the most useless lessons in school, but acts like they are the most important ones. Some ppl simp for him, and you can see why, but you still think it's kind of sus how he acts when his students compliment him🤨.
Zhongli is the sweet and kind history teacher, who puts a lot of effort in your studying and let's you draw things and write stories on your tests if you've done them early😭. Actually appreciates all of the goofy little drawings and stories and thinks of them as the warm memories. Also the one who always greets you whenever you see each other while passing, but somehow doesn't remember your name and always misses it😐.
I think I'll this one on here, let me know if should make a part 2!! This was very fun, and I honestly didn't expect to write that much😶.
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skyedice · 6 months ago
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I think I wanna share this! Sketched this around 3 weeks ago I think?
In any case I'm really happy with this sketch even if it's messy! Maybe I'll clean it up and color it later, idk. Or turn it into a more or less complete piece, even. Can never guess, taking my depressed ass into account! Also please check out my masterpost, there's another art piece with her in it there! ------------------------ OC INFO DUMP BELOW ------------------------ Uhhh, considering it's (probably) the first time you're seeing this gal outside of my masterpost - this is my Invader Zim OC, Sky! She doubles both as my sona and just an OC, considering she does have differences from me regarding her character, quite a few of them.
She's a mechanic, formerly a (field) medic. Sky basically got moved to a position where interactions with other irken are way less frequent due to some... past shenanigans. She wasn't outright banished or demoted to some humiliating job simply because she's shown to be actually competent before, so her punishment was limited to ungodly amounts of work on one of those far away planets which are an absolute hell to work on. Sky spent quite a lot of time there before anyone decided to move her somewhere better. Oh btw, said shenanigans happened way back when she basically started to understand just how unjust and horrible to everyone involved the whole system the Irken Empire operates on is. As well as what the Empire is doing to other species and their planets and how it treats them. And welp, she's on the shorter side so of course Sky was never treated too well. That took a toll as well. So let's just say she started to get way less outgoing, friendly, optimistic and naive and more reserved, anxious, violent, cold (on the outside) but also short-tempered. Sky is still a sweetie on the inside (which is unusal for an irken so she might just be suspected to be a defective) but now she doesn't trust anyone and is genuinely afraid of letting other ppl close. Smol traumatized bug who hides under the mask of seeming almost emotionless outside from outbursts of anger from being threatened / annoyed by others. Also yeah she doesn't really like most other irken (not too difficult to guess why) and is way more lenient with basically anyone else besides her own species. Sky honestly has quite a lot of rebellious spirit and would very much like to leave the Empire for good, but it's difficult to do when you don't have the same freedom of movement and level of access to everything as invaders do, for example. Aaand let's be honest, when irken is not exiled and is trying to leave themselves instead, attempts of hunting them down after finding out they have betrayed the Irken Empire are probably very likely. At least I think so. That is, without getting into much detail, is the gist of it. Trust me, this post would've been MUCH longer if I was getting into any more details of her bio and explaining stuff.
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doughguts-art · 5 months ago
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Okay okay back with more Bandit questions and observations now!!! Hi!!! First off, what's the model of his gun? Literally just curious, really doesn't mean anything unless I feel like drawing it lmao. Secondly, what's his thoughts on the people in power/the guardians + the queen (I'm lumping the Judge into the guardians)? You said he won't work when he can survive well on his own, but does his dislike stretch out to even wishing harm on the guardians? Actually, does he know if a guardian dies, their Zone dies, too? How knowledgeable is he on the world of OFF's lore and how it functions?? Thirdly, does he have any friends I should know about? You drew him interacting with Project Goldfinch/Just Finch to break up the text in my first ask, what's their relationship? Does Bandit scam him to hell and back, or do they just casually chat every now and then? Fourthly, I VERY BRIEFLY checked out Ask Bandit and here are some observations I made: Uno, how come you ship him with Red from Animal Crossing? Is it cuz they both steal and resell?? If so, that's hilarious and I love your sense of humor. Dos, when drawing him with Elsen 7 I did not know Bandit currently resides in Zone Three, because 7 lives in Zone One. This whole time I was under the impression he travels through Zones for some reason lol? I guess that's my curse of having a handful of ECU Elsen that do that themselves lmao. Last but not least, not something Ask Bandit related, just generally speaking, would you like to see any future doodles I make of Bandit, whether he's interacting with my own OCs or otherwise? If not, I totally get it lol. Sorry if this is too many questions btw!! You're free to infiltrate my inbox with silly questions too if you want, just to make it more fair. Thank you! :]
Apologies in advance, I didn't make any new Bandit art for this post so I'm just linking something I drew in April that I don't think I shared to tumblr XD Answer time!
I modeled Bandit's gun after a Glock?? Kinda?? I didn't really reference a specific model, more like loosely inspired. I probably should create a prop-reference for it, but I haven't yet.
Bandit's dislike for authority does not stretch to wanting to take out the guardians. It would be counter-intuitive to his role as a merchant to kill off his customers by killing off the guardians. Bandit cares too much about profit, and although the guardians are annoying, without them he wouldn't have profit.
Bandit is fully aware on how the world of OFF works, it's inner workings, and other meta things.
Bandit will say anyone is his friend, even if they clearly hate him. Louis would be the only one that would truly think of Bandit as a friend (except maybe my elsen-sona, but they're a mary-sue type oc and should probably not be counted if we're talking in-universe/story lol)
As Finch is the protagonist in my game concept, Bandit will be the merchant selling them items. Finch is distrusting of Bandit, but sees him as a necessity in their mission. I do have an idea where Bandit does steal something from Finch to propel the plot, but who knows if that'll stay in the final lol
Bandit x Redd is a joke ship created by @brandy-elsen (tagging the account it was posted on and not your current account because I do not wanna waste a tag on this I am sorry Brandy AHHSGFG). All the credits to her for the comedic genius. I think you guessed right as to why that ship exists tho. I just drew it for that post because it met the "two pieces of fanart" criteria I set.
Bandit travels the zones, your initial assumption was right. He is only in Zone 3 on the askbandit blog because of the story being told on there. He's gotta refill his stock of sugar manually since sugar happens to be one of the things he cannot magically pull from his pack.
I would love to see future doodles you make of Bandit! I like collecting all the fanart I get and posting it (with credits/links) to his gallery on toyhouse.
I'm terrible with asking questions, but I'll keep your offer in mind if I have any in the future! :D
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a dapper Bandit in a suit
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m3tr0n0m333 · 1 year ago
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Make sure to click for Palestine ^_^
INTRODUCTION POST!!!!
Call me Metro!! (Or Tails… or Nine…. Or Donnie… but I stole those names so they’re optional :3 )
I like Sonic the Hedgehog ATM!!! I might post other stuff though occasionally… depends…
All solid art made by me is under #my art :3
Any art I think doesn't belong in that tag is in #doodles
All text posts made by me are under #text post
- (sometimes I actually try to write genuine story kind of stuff. That’ll be tagged under #genuine writing )
(This includes ask responses! Btw, feel free to drop an ask or an art request!! No guarantee that I’ll actually do the request but uh. Still feel free to try!!)
Ocs are tagged by name !
Everything else is pretty much reblogs. 🎉🎉
OTHER SOCIALS:
-Reblog Acc (tumblr): @m3tr0n0m333-reblogs
- Instagram: @ nyamu_uwu
- Cara: @ m3tr0n0m3
- ARTFIGHT! :
- Ask for discord ^_^
Fav character is Tails and Nine btw… can you tell… (I stole their names) I kin them unfortunately </3
Firm qpr Kittails supporter btw… Kittails fans pspsps!!! I’ll try to draw them but honestly ships aren’t really my thing. I mostly draw Tails LMAO
Also very firm believer in unbreakable Sonic and Tails brother bond :3 (I need them to be happy)
Few of the aus I've conjured up...
Project: Rewind, Redo, Revive (Tails time travels to try and bring Sonic back from death)
-Also got an account for that one: @timetravellingfox
Faker Emo Unbreakable Bond (Nine is in the original universe now and gets adopted by Shadow)
Smoke & Mirrors (Nine hallucinates(?) a version of Sonic back in the desolate Grim.)
OKAAAAYY. SOMETHING TO ADDRESS THOUGH! I’ve got a few Sonic character based ocs that you might see on this blog! Just to know that it’s not… the same characters… although the design/concept is heavily inspired by them! More info below:
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Here's some info about our world, LEMNISCUS!
If you've hung around my blog, you're probably wondering: "Hey isn't that Tails/Sonic/Knuckles/etc? Why are they being called a different name/Why do they have altered designs? Is this an au?"
Nope! It's an oc world- stemming from the Sonic the Hedgehog franchise!!
If you click here, you can see the easy guide made by my friend Hana explaining the gist of the world!!
ANY ART/INFORMATION ABOUT THEM WILL BE UNDER THE #LEMNISCUS tag !!!
Plus we got a discord for this universe!!!!
Please please PLEASE read the guide at the very least- and hop in the server if you can!!
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If there is any trouble with the link, just comment and I'll replace it!
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barbietos · 6 months ago
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Welcome! <3
Barbietos is a one-person run Genshin account for roleplaying & writing!
Mainly inactive, but I'll share some things here eventually.
If you're interested, read below~
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About The Blog // (started 07-25-24)
I main Venti & Nahida! I can also play Yoimiya, Klee, & Kaveh, + optional others.
I have literally zero friends, all other accs are allowed to freely interact with me & my posts <3
I am a multi-shipper and freely respect all dynamics, please don't argue about that here!
I am not the most knowledgable on lore (if anyone wants to infodump about Genshin lore please do)!
I might not end up posting much here at all since it entirely depends on my motivation!
Regarding this, it will be a hot minute before I start posting any starters, but I prefer an at least semi-literate or above roleplay style (I may do occasional one-liners though). Feel free to @ me in any posts or starters!
Most posts will be OOC unless implied/stated otherwise! (though, I'm kinda winging this blog so we'll see if this changes haha)
About Me
I am a minor, please no NSFW! (Flirting is fine when in character) (I am fine with interacting casually with adults)
In-game I'm AR 60 and a seasoned lyre player & composer. Hmu if you want covers or notes...
I will accept writing prompts/suggestions! I'll dish out stuff very inconsistently & possibly weeks/months late because my motivation comes to me in random flares of passion. Additionally I can offer art & headcanons!
I love writing poetry, verses, etc. and will probably end up sharing some here!
I'll probably actually start using this blog super late, but it's set up now, yippeeeee...
o7 take care!! :D
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lunar-solstice-plur · 8 months ago
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⬦ Hello! We're lunar solstice, a spirigenic, traumagenic, and soulbonded system! ⬦
This blog is meant to share our experiences, hopefully majority through artwork! Though I'll also be reblogging stuff too, and will probably make some textposts.
⤞ Our main blog is @lunarsolstice-blueyouaway , AKA the blog we like with. You can follow it, but there's no real point, its just meant to be a base for this and our other account.
⤞ Our regular art blog is @blueyouaway-art , we post non-plural related art there. Please do follow us there :')
🞚 Collectively, we go by Sol, with he/they pronouns. We use I & we interchangeably. We prefer the word plural over system, but its nbd if system is used. We don't really care what term is used for members, except for part, which we dislike, and for our soulbonds, don't call them fictives. The body's features are irrelevant.
🞜 The nature of our plurality is very spiritual. I understand that such things can be difficult to believe, and you are not inclined to believe us, but you sure as hell don't have to be a dick about it, and trying to deny/argue about it to my face is only going to succeed in getting you blocked. This is not to say that we aren't open and respectful to anyone else's spiritual or religious beliefs (or lack thereof), of course; we don't need to believe in the same things to get along.
🞛 Going to try our best to remain discourse & syscourse-free on here, but just so its clear: we are pro *all* system types, origins, experiences, all of it, and that's the end of the conversation. If you say you experience it, then I believe you. Also accepting towards those with other non-normative labels, interests, & experiences. Lastly, I am anti-harassment to the highest degree.
⯁ We don't have a DNI. If I don't like you, I'll just block you, and I hope you'll give me the same courtesy.
Now that all that's out of the way, onto the system stuff. Currently, we have 44 active members and a couple other non-permanent members (some people come and go fairly quickly, others stick around for a small while before leaving). More info about everyone is under the cut!
⬦ Basic System/Belief Guide⬦
Generally, we believe that most everyone here is a walk-in or soulbond, AKA, someone who came here from a different place/time. Some people are probably more psychological in origin, but in the end, there's no real reason to separate anyone out. At the very least, everyone has a soul.
Still, some believe in slightly different things under this. There are more Christian-aligned members, more witchy-aligned members, more "whatever"-aligned members.
And yes, we are also traumagenic, or at least trauma-based. Our beliefs do not take away from the trauma, and vice versa.
⬦ Members ⬦
This lists only our frequent fronters now, or particularly relevant people. To see a list of everyone, click here!
*Note that none of these names are anyone's real name, for privacy's sake. Maybe in the future, some may give theirs away, but that day is not today.*
⤞ Canis || He/They || 💙🐶 || Is often aware; the one who "found out." Dog-hearted.
⤞ Apollo|| He/Wolv || 🐺🌕 || Protector-type with mad lethargy, but will bite back.
⤞ Lico || He/Him || 🍒🎶 || City boy at heart, passionate about creating and singing.
⤞ Hikaru || She/Her || 💖🌠 || Soulbond. Just wants a simple life. Likes to read/watch her source.
⤞ Clover || She/Her || ♣🍁 || Aloof girl who is similar to Fern from Frieren. Don't piss her off cuz she's not afraid to dish it back out.
⤞ Kuro || He/Him || ♟🪡 || Holds a lot of the base desires, if you get what I mean, all of which are violent in nature, so this is your warning.
⤞ Shiro || He/They || 🌫🧵 || Holds a lot of the base instincts and such. Soft, but trying his best.
⤞ Twig || She/It || 🐦🪺 || Girl who loves the outdoors. Especially likes to climb trees.
⤞ Clementine || She/Her || 🍊🏵️ || Bright smile, dark eyes. A homely girl with too much empathy.
⤞ Boots || He/Him || 🧶🍀 || Kind & cheerful. Sees the positive side. Cat-hearted.
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Any trigger warnings will be tagged as '[subject] tw'. I apologize in advance if I forget to tag something; our sense of what is triggering to most people is completely fucked lol.
Members will tag their posts with their name + their above emoji combo. If we're blurry, then there might not be a tag or I'll just tag it as 'blurry 💭❓'.
#plural art: Our artwork that we post here, can include any medium
#plural comic: Comics about ourselves
#txt: Textposts from us
#reblog: Reblogs from others
#op art: Art from others
I'll probably edit this section as we post more.
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Alright, who's actually still reading this? Sorry for the mega long post, but I want to keep everything important pinned at once.
Cheers!
⬗[LUNAR SOLSTICE] Playlist⬖
01. [Alaska - Sky Sailing] 0:00 ────── 2:36 ▶ 02. [Hi Too Loo Rye - Hop Along, Queen Ansleis] 0:00 ────── 2:49 ▶ 03. [Solstice - OneShot OST] 0:00 ────── 2:48 ▶
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dont-hug-me-its-yuri · 14 hours ago
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Life has been A HELL OF A ROLLERCOASTER but I can't believe soon it's almost been a year since I've known you? It's actually insane how fast time has been passing by, You know how often I think "Azzie is SO COOL how did I meet someone so empathetic and fun?" because I mean it with my whole heart that you've been in so many ways, A great friend who has been here from the start of my account growth! To some that may not mean all that much but for me it's like. So extremely overwhelming to know you've been here and I GET TO ENJOY YOUR AU! I CAN HEAR ABOUT YOUR SILLY LITTLE HEADCANONS... I get to see your artwork! I WAS SO EXCITED DURING OCTOBER WHEN YOU STARTED POSTING DRAWING PROMPTS IT WAS SO AWESOME SEEING YOUR ART STYLE AGH I'm just grateful it's 2025 and we're both still here! As hard as it is to adjust to the situation in this country, At least i'm not alone and you're not either. Remember if you ever need to vent, let off some steam or express anything it's alright. We'll all support you :) I'LL SCREAM ON THE TOP OF MY LUNGS TO SUPPORT YOU. Thank you so much for everything!!!!! Also don't feel obligated to reply I understand it's been tiring lately to really focus on anything Just know I wouldn't trade the friendship <3
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Hi, Doll, I hope you are doing so well!!!
I always enjoy these little messages especially since my own mental health has been on the decline (probably much like everybody else’s), I always take the time to be kind to others, there’s too much hate in the world and when we are in a community, we can support eachother.
I’m so overjoyed by how much you love my art, I was very scared to post art on here since I consider my abilities to be lacking and also because I assumed that people wouldn’t care cause it wasn’t digital and it was so sweet to see on your tags on Dhmis Oddtober posts and all my other recent art posts, it’s so sweet to see you on my dash, I hope you take of yourself even in the circumstances of your situation, my inbox is always open for vents!!! Love ya, Dolly!!! /plat
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capricious-stars · 16 days ago
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What up it's ya boy uhhhh capacious shins 
Evil blog for evil things (penit)(joking)(mostly)
trying to get back into dipping my toes into this sorta thing so I still probably won't be very active but I'll at least try logging in and posting more than once a year 👍
Nothing lichrally explicit, as per tumblr rules, but definitely.  Not what I'd post on main!  That being said
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Frankly I'd even be more comfortable w/ 20+ but that's neither here nor there. Main for all is capricious☀️
CW for mirrorshipping sometimes (blog specifically for that is @snuggles-and-struggles )
DNI if pr/sh/p & MDNI
the tide waxes -> art stuff
the tide wanes -> talk stuff
list of guys <- for reference
More general boundaries below the cut
Since I've never had an account like this before, a lot of this is just gunna be feeling my way around and figuring out what I'm comfortable talking about publicly.  So, for now:
Please don't send me any graphic images or overly descriptive asks about things.  I'd probably like asks abt stuff and things but I'm not really entirely sure of my own boundaries on this stuff with strangers yet.
This isn't a selfship blog in any capacity, but I wouldn't mind answering questions about the various skeleton guys' (and probably other characters) uh...preferences? And perhaps scenarios or circumstances...?
I would also be open to talking about some of the heavier things that happened to like, the Fell crews or any of the Love-variants, just so long as tone is respected (I don't intend for nor want any of the more fucked up stuff to be sexualized)
I probably won't get into a lot of Bad details even here, but if you've followed me for any amount of time you know I will still find a way to talk way too much about something
I'm like mostly aroace so take anything you see here with a massive grain of salt I don't know jack! <3
I will try to trigger tag for anything major I can think of, but if there is anything specific feel free to shoot an ask for me to tag smth
I will probably address most things in a lighthearted tone (barring of course The Bad Things) <- I was going to add something to this but forgot midsentence.  I mean I will do that but it wasn't the point.  I will leave it here in case I remember.
I remembered. What I was saying was that I will try to tag the more typical stuff but if you'd like for me to tag anything specifically lmk
I am going to try and leave a pretty wide margin for error so like, feel free to just shoot your shot with any questions, if I'm not comfortable answering anything I'll either clarify or just delete the ask, no harm no foul.  I'm a pretty resilient guy who isn't bothered by much so don't worry abt me being actually upset or anything, all the aforementioned stuff is just about keeping the space fun for myself more than like, avoiding triggers 👍
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olderthannetfic · 2 years ago
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Having more fandom friends around my age/mindset (context: late 30s, rare fandoms, reads some nsfw but not the type to post about it a lot in my main account) might be nice. I ignored the fandom part of myself a long time due to my RL friends being shitty about it (I dumped the worst of them) and I'm trying to enjoy it more.
But I keep leaving comments on fic and art and don't get any reply, let alone a conversation or follow. When I do get a response, the person stops posting fic in that fandom shortly afterwards. In an earlier more active fandom, I would send requests to people (clearly open for requests!) and 99% of the time I'd be ignored, or they'd draw the request at a level clearly before their usual stuff then delete it because they didn't like it (their words).
I'm not writing anything inappropriate or critical? I try to make my comments more interesting than 'i love this write more thx', maybe they get too confusing and off-putting to read? It certainly isn't because my ship is too weird because even non-shippers ship my current OTP lmao
I am trying to be realistic about it, maybe they aren't replying because they don't have the energy, or they have a life and they can't reply to the comment immediately and forget to, or they moved on, or they think I'm a tit which is totally fine?
The issue is it keeps happening, it's depressing, and the follows I do get are people in the same fandom who only like the parts I'm not invested in at all, have really tired takes and are significantly younger to the point I'm concerned about looking like a creep if I interact with them at 100% of my full power. It feels very much like I'm wishing on a monkey paw.
I have a very small number of friends I can talk to about fandom stuff I will cling onto with both hands. I just wish there were more. This is mainly me venting but if anyone has any suggestions feel free.
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Hmm... Well, I share your suspicion that if you're the common factor, you're at least somewhat contributing to this situation. It may not be that you're offputting but that you inherently like things most other fans don't like—not just rare ships but also rarer tropes.
Or it may not be rarity exactly but prompt style: while tons of people love found family and slice of life, a lot of prompts for those are so generic and boring that they inspire exactly zero new plotbunnies. Meanwhile filthy kink is not for everyone but often has the seeds of a specific fic in a prompt, so if you do like it, those prompts are super inspiring.
A lot of people are pretty terrible at responding to comments. I'm extremely hit or miss on AO3 myself. I'll respond to a zillion things on tumblr before I remember to actually answer comments on AO3. Partly, it's that I get said comments in my email inbox, not on AO3 itself, so I read them and appreciate them but am not in the space where I'd respond right at that moment.
Sadly, people making one fanwork and moving on just comes with the territory when you're in rare fandoms. It's much easier to make friends who like to vid Asian dramas or who are learning a language for fandomy reasons or who are doing fandom historical preservation than friends who share your exact current taste in blorbos and who will continue to do so.
In my case, I love rare things, but I also love to move from fandom to fandom rapidly, and I find it really stressful to have friends who end up resenting that.
I tend to befriend fans whose overall vibe I find compatible more than people I share ships with: people who will probably be in fandom for life, people who are loud and proud about it, people who are interested in fandom history and pan-fandom meta. I also tend to be drawn to accounts that are not only horny on main but horny for kinky shit that draws haters. It does a wonderful job of weeding out the whiny children and finding me fans with a spine. Hilariously, one of my closest offline fandom friends with whom I share the most character opinions doesn't even like sex scenes. But that's not somebody I'd have gotten to know online.
It's going to vary for the people you're approaching, but that may be one reason they're not as enticed by the sight of another fan of their current rare fandom: they may have totally different types of criteria for fandom friends.
It's hard to know how much of the problem is you without examining your internet presence more, but I get why going "here's my account, plz critique" is not attractive. This ask seems fine. No particular writing style red flags jump out at me.
I've definitely known people who were dicks about my tumblr popularity and wanted to know why I didn't reblog them... but it turns out they interacted with me only once every six months so I don't remember them or their tumblr is entirely shitposts or their writing style is incoherent or they sound angry all the time.
One problem you may be running into is that findable fans in their 30s and 40s are self-selected for Fandom For Life types who already have a bunch of close fandom friends. They're likely doing a lot of socializing in private with people they've known for ages. I like to think of it as people with very full dance cards. They tend to be the most attractive because they're living happy, fulfilling lives, but that same quality makes them too busy. Meanwhile, people who are sad and alone and desperate for friends are often less visible and less compelling. If someone figured out how to connect with them, they'd be a great friend, but fewer people are trying.
It's not that every compatible late 30s fan is too busy for new friends. It's that the fans who are visible enough that you know they exist and know their approximate age are a very specific slice of overall fandom.
As fans age, some of their fandom friends leave fandom or die, so there can be periods where people are going "Shit, I need new friends!" later on, not just in college and such. But I'd say late 30s is a tough-ish period. A lot of people are busy with young kids and/or haven't lost their inner circles from younger years yet.
In general, a lot of my closer fandom friends aren't actually looking for new friends and haven't been in quite a while. Some don't even post publicly anymore. I'm something of an exception because I'm both extremely friendly and always on the lookout for minions to convince to go to Escapade con or take up the banner of fandom preservation yadda yadda. I have a vested interest in remaining open to new people.
Thoughts, everyone? Have you gone through friend-seeking and full dance card phases?
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fishandships · 2 months ago
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I'll write something more in depth soon but i have started coming up with Christmas designs and a few essence outfits :))) (specifically putting the curator into alvas release essence as an overseer/lookout in a tower lol, and the architect into the upcoming season as a storyboarder for pictures in the journal) I'm excited to doodle those,,,
At this point ill just say their names, because anyone who knows my account would have already recognized them ( ;∀;). The curators name is Montague Chastain and the architect's is Saint Sallow (self chosen name for the win,,! Saint is my trans king)!!
Saint is friends or at least well aquainted with a lot of people I think, with the exception of a few (Aesop for example, the embalmer scares him😭). Hes pretty happy with both listening or rambling to others. I think he'd get along pretty well with Victor since he'd love to send him letters and isn't overwhelmingly extroverted/overwhelming,, I also think he'd be good friends with Alva, murro, Mike, and Edgar! He doesn't try very hard to make deep friendships with *everyone*, and will only keep up a close relationship with those he really connects with, but still likes to talk and chill with most people there :) He also has a past with one of my other ocs, Cecil, as he came to sketch up some interior plans for his family's estate before the manor!
Montague also is fine with most people with the exception of few, but I don't think other survivors would be as fond of him compared to Saint because of his neutral/off putting behavior. He would definitely get along with Alva since he also likes talking to people who are passionate in their interests/work. He'd also probably just feel more comfortable with him since Alva is a little similar in personality. He'd also get along decently with Florian, Luchino (surv), Antonio, and Demi. They're all people I think wouldn't mind his behavior and could actually engage with him without any weird feelings or looks floating about. He would absolutely not get along with Vera, Andrew (from Andrews side as Montague would want to be aquainted with him but would probably upset him accidentally), and Orpheus. He would still get along with luchinos hunter form theoretically, but he'd personally have a hard time adjusting to the new form & such.
Also, 🎻⛸️ anon your ocs seem very cool!!!
Once I have more art up of them both (especially saint since I haven't posted any art of him on my blog yet) I'll come off of anon (๑˃̵ ᴗ ˂̵)و
omg i would love to see ALL of those designs when you're done!! (no worries, respectfully i won't, like, go hunting through tags for you or anything, but i'd definitely like to give you a follow when you're comfortable with that!)
that's such an eclectic array of friends, for both of them! but the reasoning you mentioned makes sense! (lbr who DOES get along with Orpheus. like name one person in canon who doesn't want to throat punch him). Montague's friend group in particular is basically just the chillest people in the Manor, plus Florian asldfkjdasf
u know what taking time to adjust is the realistic response to someone u know turning into a giant reptile who no longer gives a single fuck about conforming to societal norms. whereas Rosario was almost too quickly like
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straw-beret · 1 year ago
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The significance of the claw machines in the opening of season 2
This is the first theory I've ever really posted or even MADE, and I haven't seen anyone else address it so apologies if I'm just repeating what someone else has already said; but yeah, these are just some observations I made recently, and they mostly have to do with the the intro to season 2 and how that potentially relates to the future of a rather significant main character.
More under the cut! And spoilers for season 2, if you haven't already guessed.
Every week I tune in to watch Link Click with my friends, and only at episode 10, i.e. a week ago, did i notice that in the opening, all the stuffed animals surrounding the claw machines are bunny rabbits.
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It's a bit hard to see on account of the dim lighting, but I assure you that every single plush on the outside of those claw machines (and inside, at least in this shot) is a bunny rabbit. You can check the OP out on youtube if you want as well, if you want to confirm.
At first I thought, "Maybe the animators were just trying to save money on the budget!" But then I remembered that in the very next shot, we see other stuffed animal models that aren't rabbits:
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This is the interior of one of the claw machines, presumably the one from episodes 4-5, and we can see 3D models of plushies such as bears and cats, alongside the rabbits of the outside.
And even in episodes 4-5, which are conversely animated in 2D, we can see there are a variety of other animals in each of the claw machines. And although the outlines aren't the clearest, it's still easy to discern they aren't ALL the same plushies as in the machine Tianxi is focused on:
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From left to right as seen in the second image, I'll call each claw machine CM1, 2, and 3.
In CM2, we can see there's many different animals, majority with tails. I had a theory that they might be related to the animals of the Chinese zodiac, but you can't see them too clearly, so I'm not too sure.
CM3 isn't clear either, but the plushes/toys are definitely different to the other ones. On close inspection, I think there are bears and rabbits, but coloured red and white instead of pink, brown and greys/whites, like in CM1.
So clearly they didn't just have just one bunny plush model they had to reuse, and they put in the effort of hand drawing different plushies in the other claw machines. Plus, the budget for the intro must have been enormous— they weren't exactly pinching pennies. So why pile ONLY rabbits on the outside of the claw machines in the intro?
My theory is that it has something to do with my beloved Qiao Ling.
From the very first episode season 1, the show has set up a recurring rabbit motif in relation to Qiao Ling. We see this first in her phone case:
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I put in a second photo of her phone for reference, and that one is from season 2, either episode 9 or 10.
So, bunny ears on the phone case. Big deal, probably just a fun piece of visual storytelling to add to her character— maybe she's into 'meng' culture. She's about the age to be into it, right?
Well, let's look at the chibi spinoff, Daily Life in Lighttime!
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I don't think it's at the end of every episode this animal segment appears, but after the main events of each episode, we get to see the main characters as animals, doing animal things. Pretty straightforward— LG is a cat, CXS is a dog, and QL is a rabbit. Another thing connecting QL with the motif of rabbits.
In the official art by INPLICK, who did the character designs for the show, Qiao Ling is also commonly depicted with rabbits/a rabbit motif, and the boys with their respective animals as well.
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On top of that, we know the show is set in 2021. Based on her character profiles, we know Qiao Ling is 22 years old, making her birth year 1999 (March 16th, if anyone cares). This makes her, you guessed it, year of the Rabbit!
So, let's tie this back to the claw machines. We've got a character who is established in show and in official art to be associated with rabbits, and we've got an abundance of rabbit plushes on the outside of the claw machines. Link Click is always very intentional with their imagery and mise en scene, this isn't an accident. So, what exactly does this mean?
My theory is that Qiao Ling will come to play a very significant role in the finale and upcoming season 3.
Initially, when me and my friend discussed this (shout out to Lara if you're reading this); we figured it might just be another reference to how Qiao Ling is metaphorically on the outside of the supernatural happenings. She is the only main character without powers, she didn't know what CXS and LG were doing with the photos, she was the first of the mains to get possessed by red eyes, who we now know are a wombo combo of Li Tianxi and Li Tianchen. But why go to such lengths to compound on something we already know?
So then I started to wonder, maybe it means she is less protected than the others? After all, she was the first to get possessed, she is the only one without any supernatural powers. I thought it might mean imminent doom for Qiao Ling— which would suck, because (and this is especially applicable if you've seen the most recent episode, i.e. s2e11) Link Click is not the best when it comes to leaving female characters alive!!!!!
It adds up— the animals on the inside of the claw machine are "safe", metaphorically and literally. They are protected by the glass (and also the impossibility of winning anything from a claw machine). But on the outside, they are up for grabs, easy to be destroyed or harmed. The claw machine ensures safety, and when you're outside the machine, nothing is guaranteed. So when we see the inside of the claw machine in the shot of that pink cat plush, i.e. the second image in this post, we see that there aren't as many rabbits in the claw machine, meaning less safety for QL.
(also if you want to strengthen that argument, that stuffed cat that liu lan and li tianxi won from the claw machine was torn apart by li fan when they got home).
((and even in the est. shot where we do see rabbits on the inside, there are much less than on the outside.))
So, Qiao Ling the outsider in this situation, who has as far as we know no powers and not much of a clue as to the supernatural happenings (and who let's be real only became plot significant recently, as much as i love her), her animal is on the outside of the claw machines. Simple.
And then the trailer for the finale of s2 dropped, and we got this lovely frame:
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My friend and I thought it might be Qiao Ling's powers awakening, some others think it might be Tianxi transferring her powers to Qiao Ling. However, if you watch the rest of the trailer, you'll notice that Qiao Ling is left entirely defenseless, just sitting by Tianxi's body.
While the rest of the fight is presumably happening. These characters have guns and tasers! Why is she turning her back on them when she has no natural defenses of her own (save for those sick martial arts skills)?
Especially because Qian Jin, who has been established to want to harm QL and even rigged up a god damn BOMB to set off for when she and CXS went to retrieve LG:
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Is on the scene with a gun!
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I think that something bad is going to happen to Qiao Ling, the "outsider", either in the finale or in season 3. Could be death, could be a major injury, but whatever it is, it will have been foreshadowed through the stuffed rabbits and the claw machines.
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kudos if you read this much lol i'm not sure if i structured my arguments well but i got really into this theory. and maybe i might make a post about the symbolism of the pacman machine in the intro as well? idk. lmk what you think!! i'd love to know if there's anything i'm missing or if there are any other interpretations to glean from this :)
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hansirilow · 2 months ago
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alright. so this is weird. 
i logged into this account while i was looking for a bootleg post i had saved years ago. first time i've logged in here in like.... five years? i saw the names of a lot of friends i had on here. i saw some inbox messages too, i dunno how old they are. i saw some old posts and messages and just reminisced/spiraled a little bit. i used this blog religiously from when i was 14 to like 18ish. i went thru a lot on here. i had community on here when i was at my loneliest. i was volatile and so scared and trans and queer and i guess in some ways, nothing has changed. im 25 now, gonna be 26 in a couple weeks. i figured i could make a little post to update y'all. i dunno if anyone will read this. but i've been thinking a lot about my friends i made here lately.
i turn 26 in a little over a month. i'm still jasper, havent transitioned yet, but i might be the gayest i've ever been. my coming out process has been Awful to say the least. but my 9 year anniversary with my partner jer is coming up. i'm spending my 26th birthday with jer in salem, mass, my favorite city in the world. 
i have an associates degree in theatre and a bachelors degree in english with a creative writing concentration. not doing anything in those fields yet but i'm figuring things out. it hasn't been exactly easy. 
i'm figuring my life out i guess! i went thru a very traumatic falling out with a group of friends that abused me during the pandemic. i lost a lot of my college life to a horrible group of people, it's a whole thing i'm not gonna get into right now. in some ways i'm still recovering from that. in some ways i'm better than i've ever been. 
i'm like high key a furry now tbh. i have a fursona named salem who kinda saved my life i guess. he is everything to me. 
no shock here but i still love fall out boy with every part of my heart, maybe even more than i did when i was a kid. i got my first tattoo and it's a fall out boy one. i also got into a lot of other alternative bands! i adore ghost a lot, i'm seeing them in july. i also love sleep token, spiritbox, bad omens, linkin park, and poppy. music has gotten me thru the worst of the shit i've been thru. 
and despite everything, i still love musicals and andy and spring awakening and everything. i actually logged in looking for a wicked bootleg in the wake of the movie coming out. i saw andy as jonathan in tick tick boom in cape cod a couple months ago! front row in this old little local theatre, what a magical night it was. i'm planning on getting andy's handwriting tattooed on me still, and i want some other musical related tattoos eventually (i'll probably be covered in a couple years: gender affirming care). 
also i really love spiderman now but no one's shocked by that either, that's just transmasc rite of passage i think. 
i guess i'm still the same in a lot of ways. that weirdo little gay boy that felt too much and definitely shared too much. i am so sorry for being way too TMI when i was younger. i was way too young and unsupervised and lonely as hell. i'm happy to say i'm a bit older and a little less lonely and a little more reserved in what i share online now lmfao 
that being said, i do art and stuff still! i post my art on instagram (sometimes) at @/witchcityspider and on bluesky @/kingofpentacles if anyone wants to find me there. or if you want my discord or my personal instagram you can let me know. i made another blog at one point that i use here and there: @shadowacademy 
i've thought about reaching out to people i used to talk to here but i didn't wanna freak anyone out, so i'm doing this instead. 
i'll keep this blog up, check it here and there. in some ways i miss it. i miss the community i guess, having a place i belonged. i've gone through a lot and lost a lot of friends over the past couple years. i mean, hell, i went through a lot on here. it was a huge part of my life, somedays my little sect on here was all i had. and i hope that, even my friends that have deactivated or aren't active, i hope you all are well and happier than we were in 2015. almost a decade ago. 
i guess i just wanna hug my little 15 year old self and i wish i could warn him about what has happened to us since, but i can't. but we made it out. despite everything, it's still me. 
anyways. i'm around if you're looking to find me. i'm off trying to be cryptic and mysterious but just coming off as a certified yapper elsewhere. i don't wanna be weird and interrupt people that don't wanna see me again, but i do miss so many people from here. i wonder if they ever remember this or think of me and wonder where i've been. maybe it's selfish or maybe it's just human, i'm not sure. 
but i'm here. figuring my shit out, but i'm here. 
i love all of your lights. you are fabulous creatures, each and every one.
jasper morningstar 
or hanschen rilow 
whichever you prefer 
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