#at least its not a migraine

[visionof-lumen]

have had a very mild headache constantly for the past 5 days now!!!

literally, the pain has not lessened or gone away at ALL in the past 5 days. its not light or sound sensitive, but it DOES get worse & throb violently if we move our head too fast.

only on one side of our head, the right side. its above the temple, just around the top of the forehead , but it sometimes extends to the back of the eye & back of the head [ like a straight line of pain going to the back of our head near where our neck starts ]

it could be from dehydration? not 100% sure . tried drinking more water but its so exhausting and gross we just cant commit to it. probably our fault but whatever we dont wanna gag on fucking WATER all day

[vodika-vibes]

💋 anon here, good morning Vod’ika!

(I’ve never played Dragon Age Inquisition, I might have to look it up now!)

[Dorian's gaze lingers on the bruise on your face, and he feels something cold settle in his chest. "You're hurt." It almost doesn't sound like his voice, or, more specifically, it sounds like his voice when he's at his most furious. He shifts to reach up, to touch you, but is stopped by the restraints that he needs when he's unconscious.

Dorian's face twitches, he's not happy, "Who hurt you." It's a question, but he doesn't phrase it as such, so much as a demand for an answer.]

I frown and reach to touch the bruise. “Oh, so there is a mark there.” I shake my head dismissively. “I’m fine, it was an accident and completely my fault. Nothing broken, I didn’t even think it would leave a visible mark.”

I sit in a small chair next to the bed. “Dorian, I’m going to remove your restraints, but you can’t get up from this bed until your leg heals.” I go back to soothingly stroking his cheek. “Can you promise me that?”

(I get weather change headaches too. Not fun! I also apologize in advance, my dear, later today for some time I won’t be able to send many asks, but I will be back when I can today and have nothing going on tomorrow! I don’t want you to think I’m disappearing on you or anything! I’m enjoying seeing what you come up with for the boys way too much to do that to you, my dear! 😊🩵)

-💋 anon

Inquisition is the third in a series, but I just really enjoy most bioware games. Another fun fact about Dorian! Riff might be the most protective, but Dorian is a close second. And you don't have to worry about not sending any asks! Real life comes first after all!

Dorian nods slowly, "Yeah, I can do that." He keeps his gaze on you, even as he leans into your touch. "You're sure no one hurt you?" His gaze is sharp and intense, "You can tell me if someone did. I promise not to do anything foolish. Well. Until I'm healed at least." The worst part of being injured, in his opinion, was needing the restraints so he doesn't hurt anyone when he's out of it.

[milkweedman]

Nooooooooo

I finished the heel on the second sock and was just like...what the hell is going on here why does it look so weird ? Why is the color pooling so extremely off ??

The toes are exactly aligned in this pic--apparently I started increased 8 fucking rows late ??? I'm not sure how. I also messed up constantly on the heel and managed to create new problems I've never encountered before. So, I'm guessing my brain is just not working right the last few days.

Anyway....now to frog the entire heel and gusset ...

[gaminegay]

talking bout drugs

I hate sounding like the teenager your mom warned you about bc i am SO not immune to addiction (and I am trying to be super duper careful at least now I am) but it makes sense doesn't it.

I did drug, my brain got 1 (one!!) night where there wasn't a chemical cocktail of sadness and fear being pumped into it every single minute (and actually fun and pleasant and relaxed chemicals instead), and now a week later I just kinda feel lighter and more relaxed. I'm not fixed and this is very temporary, but at least for a little while I remember a really good night where I had no worries or pains and everything felt good and looked really good. I felt good about my body and I could talk myself up without the reflexive self-diminishing shame that follows the admittance that sometimes you're a cool person!! And doing good makes you feel good! And I got more physically close with my friend than ive been with almost any other person (besides my ex) and it changes nothing in our relationship so im never worried. I actually kinda feel like that's what human relationships should be like, if religion and misogyny hadn't ruined the concept of the human body.

I don't remember the last time I got a break from myself like that for more than like, a few good minutes, since before The Great Depression. And like they're considering a lot of these drugs as therapy for depression and PTSD and anxiety and all that, and I can see it! just reminding the brain that it's POSSIBLE to operate differently is huge.

And there's not even a hangover. As long as you have 4 gatorades around.

[lilidawnonthemoon]

GFriend Season of Memories music shows stages 🤍🩵💜

January 2025 10th anniversary 💫

[setevulpo]

i was thinking about the archangels and how fucked up being possessed by one of them would be and this was created. headcanons on what each (non-bloodline) vessel would go through while possessed! bon appétit

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michael

their vessel runs hot, grace a constant thrum under the skin that imitates a heartbeat well enough for those unaware not to notice. the blue glow that takes over their eyes upon the slightest provocation calms only when their enemies are on the ground, enochian seared into what’s left of their skin once the light dies down.

the heat that follows them shapes the air into wings too big for the space they’re in, even in the most expansive fields earth has. they have to watch out when stepping on grass, or stretching their wings too far into the trees, or fire will follow them too.

eventually it starts to burn, whatever body they’re in. the grace running through its veins turns closer to lava with each passing day, flares deep inside its chest and expands down to its hands when their anger rises. bruises showing up in blues no matter how old they are, burns in its skin hot to the touch.

a smell of fire and smoke follows them when they leave the vessel, and they set ablaze anything in their path on the way to a new body. the largest fires are caused by their rage, charred eyes and hearts left behind on their path.

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lucifer

there's something freezing under their skin, somehow encompassing entire rooms and digging into the skin of everyone around them. the air around them is cold enough to kill, frostbite reaching others before turning their own vessel's hands red with it. its lips are bitten red and raw because the taste of blood is almost intoxicating.

garbled enochian slips through in a constant downpour, because they are an angel and won't taint their tongue with a human language despite the way it burns their vessel's mouth. the easiest way to find them is following the trail of frozen footsteps and the scent of rust so strong it can be tasted.

the hypothermia that sets after some time is what leads them to find a new body, when the one they are wearing becomes too sluggish and their grace starts slipping through the dry cracks in its skin. all that's left is a cold body with its eyes frozen shut.

the earth bleeds on their path, water freezes red by being in their proximity, plants burn and die from the frost. their grace whips through the air and leaves bloody slashes in the skin of anyone who dares get in their way, the wounds never closing completely.

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raphael

their electricity can be felt under the skin of their vessel, sometimes shocking those who try landing their hands on it. their presence makes people’s hair stand on end, their voice resonates through the room in a way that makes it impossible to ignore. the fissures that appear on its skin from one day to the next are eerily similar to lightning.

the eyes of their vessel gain an unnatural brightness, something fiery that is just wrong when compared to the decaying state of the rest its body. their words flow in a way that’s almost hypnotic, calming until the next strike of their blade.

an ill-suited vessel can’t hold them for long. the tremors starting in its hands show that, as do the bouts of dizziness that hit them every so often. by the time their vessel starts losing its sight they have a new victim picked, their electricity having already eroded the brain of the previous.

it seems as if thunderstorms follow their grace, both rain and lightning falling close but never hitting them. wildfires start in their wake, raindrops never quite reaching their destination, and the injured miraculously recovering in hours.

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gabriel

there’s a wind hiding under their skin, usually unnoticeable to the common eye. they’re light on their feet, eyes travelling through every corner of the room they’re in, the air around them somehow feeling heavy with the power they chase. at times it blows stronger, the whole of them looking longer, bigger than their vessel, but it doesn’t last long anymore.

their vessel’s skin grows dry with time, tearing open with each snap of their fingers, grace pouring from its hands and giving life to lilies wherever it falls. all of their vessels’ hands are burnt by the time they leave, skin too fragile to handle their grace.

erosion is what kills their bodies, the debris that always seems to fly back towards them easily chipping away at flesh and bone. what’s left of the body after they take their leave isn’t enough to keep it alive, not with the dust coating its lungs.

tornadoes follow the path of their grace, leaving destruction and chaos between their vessels. they are angry, and they are frustrated, and the mayhem they create is the singular way they can be heard. the debris lifted by their rage is flung as far as their grace can reach.

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[ocular-intercourse]

all things considered, i'm pretty lucky

[scentofpines]

uni gave me an awful migraine today and i am heavily questioning if i didnt sign up for too much (8 classes, 40 ECTS but 2 of them are pretty easy and i just want my bachelors soo...???) but another student randomly complimented my earrings and she said it so kindly 🥺 so not the worst day i guess. and dinosaurs rule 🦕

[august-anon]

hilarious pope ask aside, i do know i have more asks waiting for me i want yall to know ive recieved them im just braindead dkjfhf hopefully will get to them tomorrow thank u for patience my lovelies

[lepistemologie]

Cherry Coke Zero tastes like straight chemicals to me now and I can’t keep pretending like it doesn’t. It’s haunting me. What happened

[faunandfloraas]

I can't deal with periods off the pill. You're telling me it just shows up whenever it pleases?? No notice??? Fucked

[stormyrainyday]

tmi about periods but got mine ~15 days ago which mean it ended about a week ago but it started??? again??? today??? and my parents do not share the same level of concern i do

[hewhobreathesfire]

I'm overheating and so tired, but god damn is this leftover takeout a good reward for making it through the first day back.

[supercantaloupe]

I was just googling around to see if there's any perfumes that smell like artificial cherry bc 1. I've been wanting to be a Perfume Person for a while now. Like get into wearing scents and stuff. & 2. I used my dry shampoo that smells like cherries and I love it so much... Anyways ppl online were saying that if you want artificial cherry smell you're probably better off with body spray, so I looked that up and it's a lot cheaper? So like, jackpot for me! Now I'm contemplating buying some 🍒

Question for you: Do you wear perfumes/etc? And even if not, what's a smell you really like?

i don't wear perfumes or generally use scented body products, i both have shitty sensitive skin and am easily prone to headaches, so i tend to avoid strong scents and skin contact with fragrances when i can because they can be a migraine and/or skin rash trigger for me :( like i'll use a lightly scented deodorant on my underarms but other than that i don't use any products on my skin or clothes or hair or whatever for the purpose of Scent. i'll occasionally light a scented candle in my apartment if like i just took the trash out and it's a little smelly but i don't burn it for very long otherwise i give myself a headache. i've been very slowly burning through an apple scented candle from trader joes for like a year and a half at this point lol

i do enjoy a good scent though...the kind of artificial fragrances added to candles and perfumes and stuff are too strong for me but i love a good natural scent. the inside of a bakery/cafe is a great smell. all that pastry crust and ground coffee. baking smells are almost always amazing tbh just like baking bread or muffins or cookies, top tier scents. warming winter spices like cinnamon and clove are wonderful, and especially cardamom, i love the fragrance of cardamom so much i always throw a few pods into my hot cocoa. and roasting chicken. smells like home!!

[ask meme]

[not-actually-human]

i think after almost 18 years ive finally made my mom understand that my base level of functioning is different from everyone else’s

[gootube]

will :-)

(based off "the fly" by william blake)