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between the johannes asmr and the plea for tim food, i am thoroughly convinced. that sweater is mine (itās not even on sale)
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i really hate asking for help but capital one is screwing me over again this week with no explanation and living pay check to pay check at this time is destroying me. i was able to get necessities, plus my cats food but i have no food for myself and canāt go anymore than 100 negative due to account restrictions.. if anyone can donate even a dollar it would really help me out
my cash app is $steffu anything is appreciated!! šā¤ļø
paypal [email protected]
#plum.txt#please help#please consider donating#donations#i know this is a reach but i gotta try something right now#i had a mild panic attack this morning waking up to nothing in my account#i canāt last 4 days i donāt have any food lmao idk what to do i just keep crying tbh#the other week capital one did this i didnāt get paid till mondayā¦ i cannot last the weekend like why is this happening#at least my cats are fed
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Hey there!
Just in case anyone's forgotten, I am still taking COMMISSIONS BY DONATION!
Please DM me for info, and check out #my art on my blog for some examples of my work.
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#art comms open#commissions#digital art#artists on tumblr#commissions by donation#my art#real talk i havent paid my elec bill in months#every day i get emails about failed payments#my credit card is maxed and im completely out of savings#frankly any time i even think about finances i get nauseous so i really genuinely need the help right now#ive got a craft market this weekend which should at least even out my chequing and put a couple hundred onto my cc#but rent elec and water are um :/#so yeah. PLEASE reblog even if you aren't gonna buy anything#i would love to actually go grocery shopping for the first time in over a month lol
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Fanime day 2!
Harrowhark- me
The most perfect Gideon ever- @bawdyknocker
Harrow vestige design (immediately marred by my traitorous watering eye) - @sleepysnailart
#the locked tomb#the locked tomb cosplay#Gideon the ninth#Gideon nav cosplay#Harrowhark nonagesimus cosplay#shadow stuff#her usual vestige is too complex for me to make look super good but this design is a great mixture of simple enough for me to do well#and complicated enough to look harrow appropriate#except then my eye watered so bad fucking immediately and ruined it#ffs maybe the greasepaint was better at least it wouldnāt have done THAT#doesnāt Brie look so good!!#the sword#the knuckle knives#the keys#the contacts#the shades#the muscles?!?#š#also not to sound too humble but Iām very pleased with mine too#I was proud of my cape and ribcage and I had way better jewelry this time too#I just wish she hadnāt forgotten the best part of her knuckle knives in that first pic but itās otherwise my fave picture of the weekend#Iām sad we didnāt get any of us together that werenāt selfies#but we did have a paid shoot and I will run here immediately when I get the pics back
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengenā¦ _(:3 ćā )_
#(my toxic trait is that iāll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anywayā¦ eventually.)#thereās rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but stillā¦)#thereās also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38ā¦ that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that monaās frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc itās obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i shouldāve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huhā¦#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said āso if i asked you if you can start work next mondayāā huhā¦#sighā¦ maybe ch 36 next month thenā¦ iāll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 butā¦#and then thereās the hard to clean text boxes whichā¦ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#ā¦though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2ā¦#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tlsā¦ since weāre in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious āidw the creators to find out about itāā¦ i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so iād like to. yāknow. have the chance to update the tls where possible. iāve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippeiās name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tlsā¦ fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc itās hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc itās their job that theyāre getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if youāve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound āem out in dms here or sth. donāt worry~~~ i wonāt eat yāall if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless youāre the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but thatās bc idw bots to flood the comments bc thatās annoying as heā#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for itā¦) iāll improve on my work ethicā¦ tomorrow. maybe.
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[My slots will remain open until I can handle no more orders!]
#dislyte#digital art#art#digital artist#fanart#original art#anime#dislyte fanart#character art#emergency commissions#commissions open#Iāll need probably at least 2 commissions this weekā¦#I am unsure if my other job will take me back over break#I donāt get paid for the time I worked last weekend until two weeks later so I have a gap of time where I am basically out of funds I need-#for necessities
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Freed from the chains of academic misery just to immediately be thrown into the dungeon of a Full time position
#lord help me#i mean I've been working overtime a lot so it's better to have some more hours I'll actually get paid for#but goood i already feel drained#(starting next week/month (tomorrow's a holiday so at least i get a 3 day weekend before that))#((although i will probably have to do some work over the weekend because i need to prepare some stuff for the new hires#who i have to train#and also we have our print deadline next monday (so i mean. the monday after next week? idk)#and our medical advisor IS ON VACATION until November 14th#HELLO??? i don't wanna complain about her taking her well deserved time off but like. a little heads up would have been nice#now i have to find another suitable person to do the certification of that one article#and we have less than a week?#god i hate next week#i swear we Just did this#and heaven help me find some interesting urology news or the newsletter will crash and burn#sorry#got carried away#void screams#work stuff
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Hey! I saw your reply to that anon ask about mandalorian, and i gotta say i agree with your view. There is something different in season 3 that i couldnt really explain, but you managed to put it into words. The past seasons feel character driven, while this season is more plot driven.
Honestly, i didnt have high expectations, because the ending of season 2 feels conclusive, so i dont know what theyre going to do after that. And when they said that din wont be the main focus of season 3, i felt a bit sad about it haha. I was thinking that maybe we're gonna explore more of din's identity crisis or something like that. But uhhhh idk. I have thoughts and emotions that i cant put into words. I hope you understand what im saying here lmao
Y'know, in hindsight - and can I really say so when we still have an episode left of Season 3, a whole ass Season 4, and however many seasons left until the Disneyfied Thrawn Trilogy Movie? - I feel comfortable saying that Din's story should've ended in Season 2 and he never should've gotten the Darksaber. I also want to argue that he got the Darksaber because Favloni did have plans for him, specifically, until something (Ahsoka and the Thrawn Trilogy and a movie) happened that made them decide to pivot hard into propping up Bo-Katan, whitewashing and sanitizing her backstory, and giving her all of Din's possible storylines. I mean, what did she really do over a season that made her better than Din, who lost everything saving Grogu from Gideon and finding a Jedi who could take him in?
Din was left alone on the bridge of Gideon's cruiser with Bo-Katan and Koska. He is truly alone. Does he follow them back to Bo-Katan's fleet, a CotW among others who don't trust him and his covert? Does he start his search for the Armorer and survivors of Nevarro? Din showed his face to another living being. What does his crisis of faith look like? We saw a glimpse of that in TBOBF; he wasn't doing too hot and then he was banished from his covert and told hwo to atone for his sins. We could've had a multi-episode arc following his journey to Mandalore and visiting the history of Mandalore and its desecration by the Empire. We could have seen him waver in his faith, struggling between what he believed and what he experienced and all the ways they intersect and conflict. Din won the Darksaber in combat. He now holds an ancient Mandalorian Jedi weapon that the Mandalorian diaspora now say marks him as Mand'alor (or the best candidate for Mand'alor). Does he grow into this role using his experience and skills earned as a bounty hunter and his covert's provider, or does he choose to surrender it to somebody else because he never wanted and still does not want the power and authority that comes with the title? Does he ever see Grogu again? Is Grogu doing well? How will they reunite? Well, TBOBF answered all those questions and we just have to accept they're back together at the start of Season 3.
Thse are just some of so many potential character-driven and character-centric stories that I'm never seeing in canon now. He's been wallflowered, pushed into the background, Bo-Katan's newest and biggest supporter in her so-called redemption arc even though you wouldn't fucking know that her redemption arc maybe should've included some mention of what she fucking did in the Clone Wars and the fucking Season 3 logo features Din and Grogu front and center.
(A lot of newer merch I see at the Disney Store, Heroes & Villains, Her Universe, etc. now feature multiple Mandalorians and Mandalorian helmets, so maybe that was a giveaway that we are following more Mandalorians now... and I am still forever struggling to find decent Din Djarin merch that puts him front and center. Fuck me, I guess)
I truly wonder what kind of Season 3 we could've gotten if Favloni, Kennedy, and Disney decided not to MCU-fy Filoni's precious darlings, if we were allowed to follow Din the way we did in the first two seasons. You could bring him back to the covert without losing him to the crowd. You could have him cross paths with Bo-Katan again and have her play a more significant role in his journey(s) without taking all of the spotlight.
I did have high expectations after Season 2, Anon, but once TBOBF came out, i realized I was fucked. And, well. Here we are.
#shirozora awkwardly responds to asks#the mandalorian#the mandalorian critical#mando critical#the mandalorian season 3#the mandalorian season 3 spoilers#mando spoilers#ngl this is me actually being polite and thoughtful#elsewhere I've been breathing fire all day while at the office getting paid to not think about TV shows for a while#I have been thinking nonstop about the lyrics to 'Non-Stop' from Hamilton and that Frankenstein quote about rage and love#there is sadness too because I still can't understand what the fuck is happening and why everything Din did is being undone#but mostly I've been feeling rage and love nonstop and it is truly fucking exhausting#at least I'll get to go touch some grass this weekend. always remember to go touch some grass. be well first and a fandom person second
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imagine a two bedroom apartment. decent size, but not incredibly big. now Imagine six people living there. hhh
#I don't dislike anyone at all it's just. a lot#again. thank god I'm not paying to be here#if anything I'll GET paid. but not until I pass this training session#two more weeks of this#at least I have a three day weekend coming up
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I decided to take a break from under the influence to rest my brain, for now I'll work on some smaller things and a few of the requests I've been sent
but... these days... I want to write so badly.... but I can't.... I'm working so much............ I hate it
#and it's only going to get worse the closer it gets to the holidays hrrnnng#literally working nine hours on fri and sat but it's prob gonna be more like ten hours#I ended up asking my boss if I could have every weekend off#I'll still have to work then when things get busier but at least soon when the schedule updates I can have some rest#adult life is pain#so swamped I totally forgot I have aki goods coming to me soon#I have that to look forward to at least....#and the money... I'll get paid so much...#but I'm gonna save it so I can spoil myself with the aki scale figure in october... hehe#thanks for being patient... I want to write more aki soon... (bleh)
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the other grads going 'we love having three-day work weeks and vacation time' well that must be fucking nice!!!
#for context if you work 36 hrs/wk (3 12 hr days) it's still considered full time#you make less money but you get bonus if you volunteer for shifts#but we have to make 80 hrs biweekly so we have to do a stupid 8 hr every two weeks#and I just want the cleanliness of a three-day week PLEASE#anyway I just signed up for the january and february schedule#call every other weekend is annoying but it does mean money#and I need to get these loans paid off already!!! I have a six month plan but also I'm impatient#none of the og ppl at work have been able to take a vacation more than 4 days long#one of them is being denied her jan vacation so she's just like I'll call out#she got offered a job with lower stress better schedule and more vacation and our manager is NOT doing much to try to keep her on#I still have a whole week of vacation left this year but am i going to be able to take it? absolutely not#better take at least 2 next year#cor.txt
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jenny holzer inflammatory essays <3 i stood on the stairs and read every single one (there arenāt as many as it looks. each one is on here on about two columns, i think. still a long time to stand there) and i was in the way and people had to walk around me but i was like psssh this is an art gallery if theyāre gonna display art here then iām gonna look at it here. and then afterward i went up and stood by the barrier above the stairs and actually i could read the text reasonably well. so. maybe i did not in fact have to stand in everybodyās way. but whatever
#had fun at the gallery but it was also so so exhausting & also it was a nightmare getting home & now iāve been home for close to 3 hours but#iām still soooo tired#but iāve showered!!#but like i only made it through one collection exhibit & one artist exhibit. or whatever theyāre called#there are like. 4 of the first one and 2 of the second one. i think#thatās not even counting all the paid exhibits. here i was thinking iād get through the free stuff & then see if i could get tickets to some#thing else if i had time & felt like it#i spent two hours in that one section.#and like it was nice i got to see everything in there but oh my god#and thereās TWO tate museums in london. i didnāt know this until this morning!#i was thinking oh maybe i get through the tate modern today & i hit the tate britain tomorrow. a nice weekend of art#no. literally no#god i need to be travelling i havenāt left london at ALL iām running out of time! but also i want to do this!#iāve been thinking iāll do a single day in oxford at least#but if i canāt do the tate modern in a day how can i do a whole city in a dayā¦#and i want to go to SCOTLAND. when will i go to scotland!!!#but i have 6 days of vacation i still need to use at some point. so maybe thatās what iāll do with them#i also have one day scheduled only because iām going somewhere the night before & donāt want to work the next day#so maybe i go back to the gallery that dayā¦.#post tag
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#unprecedented emotions in this body o mine. like. this may b surprising given the amount of bitching i do on this website#but let me assure u irl i am exceptionally patient. but right now. there is a limit and that is where we now stand#and again this is prob my fault but ive come to the conclusion that fuck these custom chambers. fuck the amount of work that went into them#fuck all of this. im not fucking using them. i will sit here with this one fucking bryophite chamber if it takes me all goddam day bc at#least i fucking trust the values. that means ill have to split up measurements by 2 days but fuck u im right abt this#the solution is: u cant fucking do 98 samples at once. that it. im sorry. fuck u#and i would probably have come to this conclusion earlier if i had thr time to test but doing it all rught now with no fucking room for#grace makes it very fucking clear. so idk. im not fucking using the chambers. and im not looking forward to explaining this to my boss#bc shes so excited abt this project that i have been dreading since its conception. i started with the 3 chambers and it was somehow#even more awful than i would have imagined. fuck that. 2 or 3 fucking weeks of this#and im not even getting paid for all the extra work i do bc i don't get overtime. im not even technically allowed to work weekends or over#40hrs a week. im just doinf this bc im already so miserable why thr fuck not.#hhhhh im being such a brat abt this for real. ugh but i dont wanna meet with my boss#bc this feels like the time where i have to explain that like. listen. u know that thing im really good at and have spent fucking hour and#hours and hours and hours of time doing? well its catastrophically destructive to my brain and thats whats landed us here#where im so fucking fed up that i wanna quit. clean cut and never work with this stuff ever again#and if i have to use the 3 chambers i might die. i might just evaporate away into a million pieces bc i dont wanna deal with this#but i dont wanna explain that bc then shell feel bad and this isnt her fault. i have an issue thats out of my control and im letting it#devour me whole so like š¤·āāļø its my fault bleh#whatever. itll be fine. ive got a coherent argument as to why this is too much. and i kno im fucking right so there it is#i feel like that helps me make decisions: heres what has to happen. heres whats preventing that from happening#and there it is. it either u can fix it or u cant. thats it. u deal with the things in ur control#lol at least im not alone to stew in my anger. im working with 2 other ppl today. so i mean i say that im fucking furious bc im visual fine#lol bc im a patient and level headed person irl im just really whiney online bc i have no outlet. so itll b fine. decision made now we just#deal with it. ugh but how tf am i gonna distract myself from how miserable this is all day? thats the real question#brain gets Interrupted ever 5 min bleh agony#unrelated
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Remembering when my friends and I went to Montauk because we all expected it to make us Feel Something and all we felt was hungover, underwhelmed, and poor,,
#four of us in a hotel room with a max occupancy of three#couldn't get into the lighthouse bc expensive + would've had to wait an hour#EVERYTHING was expensive#found a creepy abandoned house. saw a sign that said the sloppy tuna was back. etc#slept on a mattress on the floor and hurt more from getting off said floor than the hangover#wild weekend tbh!!!#at least there was a fire pit which was mesmerizing#overpriced smores kit with stale marshmallows that we paid $17 for my beloathed#OH also i got us so fucking lost going to a liquor store in the hamptons (none open in montauk)#that by the time we got there my friend who'd been just tipsy had sobered up enough for me to eventually pull over#and let him drive back so i didn't keep getting us lost lmfaoooo#also we almost got kicked out of a taco bell in riverhead on the way there when we stopped for dinner. as a treat
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I would almost be ashamed that the prospect of a booty call is what got me to finally do my dishes, but letās be real Iām not ashamed at all
#shhh sharkie#me and this guy have been pretty steadily hooking up almost every weekend#heās not coming over for another hour or two but this is the first time heās coming to my new place#and while I know he wouldnāt judge cause lord knows iāve seen his place in worse shape than mine#but the idea of him having to smell the mouldering dishes just finally lit that fire under my ass#this is what happened when my partner last visited too. I hadnāt done the dishes for a while and then was like āfuck iāve got a personā#thereās still a few left but the drying rack is overfull and I got rid of the worst of them so thatās what matters#and now I have time to put away my laundry too! caved and paid for it this week cause I just needed to get it all done#ugh my life is a wreck weāll fix it piece by piece but damn itās a lot of work to do alone#update: dick appointment didnāt come through and while i am salty about that at least i got the apartment tidied
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Tbh california should just pave the way for a shorter work week by requiring lunch breaks to be paid.
#tag#like itās only 2.5 hours per week if you work full time#but itās a start ya know?#turn the 8 hour day into an actual 8 hour day instead of 8.5#then maybe step 2 is turn the 2 already required-and-paid 15min breaks into 30mins as well#and then thatās another 2.5 hours#suddenly the paid work week is 5 hours shorter but youāre still getting paid#and with CAs laws on how long a shift has to be vs how many breaks you get by law#itāll be inconvenient at best for employers to fuck with trying to come in under the line for scheduling on that front#step 3 is perhaps a little counterintuitive and maybe has to be done as part of step 2#give an option for overtime thatās NOT paid at time-and-a-half as long as that employee 1) works full time that week#and 2) works for only 4 days of the week#(or as long as they have at least 3 days where they work no more than 4 hours? something like that?)#this essentially creates a slightly-less-than-ideal option for a 3 day weekend#one I would gladly takeā personally
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