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Been feeling the growing pains full force lately. Absolutely not perfect, but so much of the shit that used to make me feel anxious isn’t making me feel anxious anymore. Maybe it’s bc I’m at a period of my life where I’ve had the most freedom w how to structure my time, and it’s a transitional period of intense studying and commitment to so many things that are fairly new to me, but I could genuinely only liken it to staring into a flame for an hour and just feeling the brain fog clearing. It’s just been so much easier to put things into perspective lately. And I could confidently say that this is the most I’ve known myself & been unapologetically me. I’ve been trailblazing my own path as opposed to listening to other opinions, and it has never felt more right. It’s so hard to be swayed when for once I know exactly how I fit in the jigsaw
#at least for the next few months#who knows what comes after#but for now I’ve truly been razor focused. it’s hard to be deterred in this state of mind#if this is how it’s like to have a fully developed prefrontal cortex then whoever’s experiencing it is WINNING#I want to feel this way all the time#my triggers just haven’t been affecting me as of late. lets see how long this lasts#p
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So you're obviously not the youngest kid but I feel like you aren't the oldest either so I feel like you're the middle kid but at the same time you give off oldest vibes
Well at least I give off oldest vibes
#I am indeed the oldest child#I'm also the only girl#At least for the next few months#Heres to hoping it stays that way#capitol ask
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another wip, that i wont be able to finish for a while
#guys send help and motivation for the next week i have 3 tests and a homework to finish rip#star wars#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#codywan#my art#wip#uni is kicking my ass so badly 😭#trying my best not get back to the mindset i was in the past few months#but its hard like this ugh#at least only a week and exam mont left of this semester#sorry for rambling here 🤣#you guys should watch the vampire gay show#thats what keeps me going its so good#im obsessed with it#i made a typo *month#thise drawing was also inspired by that show#its great show#i think i need sleep why im still rambling here#okay sorry if you are still reading the tags#made another typo *this#*screams silently*
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fuck it friday
another snippet of the barbecue fic (aka another snippet of buck being horny for his boyfriend lmao I swear this is a wholesome fluffy family fic haha), this is my priority now, I wanna finish it soon so send all the motivation haha <3
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“Behave.” He scolds with no heat behind it.
“Mhm, yessir.” Buck purrs, his lips moving across Tommy’s bare shoulder.
“Fuck.” Tommy breathes out and completely stills, and Buck can’t really see his face but he knows his boyfriend closed his eyes and is trying to calm down – which can’t be easy with Buck still plastered against his back. “This food is gonna burn if you keep this up. And we have guests to feed.” He adds, and as if to make a point, he flips a slightly overdone burger, Buck hindering his movements just a little bit.
Before he can respond, he hears another voice get through the chatter and music and reach his ears.
“Buck!” Chimney calls, and Buck looks over his shoulder to find everyone’s eyes on him, amused expressions on their faces. “Don’t distract our cook, we’re starving!”
“I’m just scolding him for taking his shirt off.” Buck says easily, then adds a little louder, to Tommy but making sure everyone hears, “Babe, you’re gonna burn yourself, you’re a firefighter, you should know better.” He shakes his head, and Tommy looks back at him with a raised eyebrow.
“Oh, you’re gonna pretend like you don’t approve?”
“Oh, I so don’t, Tommy, at all.” Buck tries to keep a straight face, but a chuckle bubbles out of him anyway. “You’re such a distraction, this is dangerous for everyone here.”
“I think you’re the only one with that problem, Buckaroo.” Hen laughs, and only then Buck remembers everyone’s still paying attention to them. It’s so easy to get lost in Tommy, to feel like it’s just them, even in a crowd of people. So distracting. It’s a hazard, really. He should keep Tommy away from everyone, preferably locked in the bedroom with him, for everyone’s safety.
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#wikiangela writes#bucktommy barbecue fic#fuck it friday#bucktommy wip#911 fic#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#bucktommy#buck x tommy#kinley#tevan#911 abc#tommy kinard#evan buckley#i set myself goal this year to post at least one fic a month and so far I did it so let's hope this one is my september fic haha#would be great if I stop getting stuck every few paragraphs#and also im not fully happy with the names for my ocs who are tommy's work friends but that's like such a minor thing lol#i was debating whether to share or not bc atp most of this fic is already on tumblr in snippets#but also i need motivation and inspiration (and attention lol) so... here y'all go haha#btw thanks for all the tags this week ill get to reading it all over the next few days haha
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their secret handshake ^w^
! WaT Day 10 Spoilers below the cut !
a week later...
(but does he still even remember the secret handshake? 😭)
#stormlight archive#wind and truth#wind and truth spoilers#wat spoilers#cosmere#lift#gavinor kholin#i drew the first image while reading the preview chapters a loooong time ago#FYI the day 2 spoiler embargo has expired but any spoilers past that will be hidden and tagged for at least the next few months :)
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Amphibian Pride 2024!
Thank you to everyone who joined!
Link to a Google drive with larger version! Credits below!
@arcadianskypirate, @bagumbo, @boldforg, @bumblechub, @charlotte-lancer, @dark-roasted-kestel, @froggyfroo-art, @goofy-guy-dj, @hsavinien, @impulseimpact, @infiniteorangethethird, @its-a-beautful-day, @laptoparmageddon, @mb-blue-roses, @mercworm, myweirdwriting, @pride-flag-planets, @reallyprofoundkryptonite, @rusalkaandtheshepherdgirl, @salamanders-in-a-trench-coat, @shittybraindrawings, @sillyinq, @slemhosta, @spamssketches, @teethburglar, @thebespectacledhyacinth, @werewolf-transgenderism
#amphibian#frog#others art#and my art#amphibian pride 2024#happy pride everyone! this was lots of fun as usual!#it's a joy recognizing people by their styles and/or designs :D#also this is day 1694#only a few @s seemed to wrok so most are manually turned into links which probably unfortunately means those people don't get notified :(#but at least there is proper credits!#assuming its some kind of anti spam bot measure but :(((#smallest one so far but iu think the end result turned out really nice!#i always use these as my desktop background for the next several months it makes me so happy to keep looking at everyones art
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control (2019) + king of pain by the police
#art#digital#grayscale#control#control remedy#control 2019#hi *explodes*#<- hiss charged voice#ok but seriously im pretty stoked about these. not all of them are my absolute best work but a lot of them turned out really well and more#importantly i actually fucking finished all of them (only took about 2 months longer than i thought it would lmao)#ummm notes. all of these were done with the same single brush for everything you see and most were done on only 2 layers + one for the text#the first 3 were done first in order and the last one was done last i dont entirely remember the order of the rest#also i listened to the song exploder episode on the house of cards theme probably at least a dozen times while working on these#just felt like it set the mood well#anything else interesting i have to share about the process? dont think so... look out for some alternate color versions#in the next few days as i endeavor to figure out gradient maps i suppose#well thats it. very much hope this gets even half as much traction as last weeks memes due to the aforementioned 3 months spent working#but we'll see. we shall see.#yayyyyy posting art before bedtime <3
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THE DAILY*/WEEKLY TSAMS, LAES, EAPS REVIEW SHOW!!!!!
Welp, let's see what's gonna happening on today's episodes...
HE DID IT!!!!!!!!
The Creator is D.E.A.D! DEAD! YES! [BEEP]ING! YES!
It's no lobotomy, but I'll accept it. He is dead! Good riddance! Don't let the door kick ya where mother nature split ya!
Wow. Creator is actually dead and he died in such a brutal way. I love it! Let this be a lesson to all the villains...
NEVER MESS WITH THE CELESTIAL FAMILY!!!
🌞🌚🌜🌎☀️
Now let's see what they're gonna do for the Lunar and Earth show?
SONOFA[BEEP]!
He's back! Back again! Creators back! Tell a friend!
Welp! Some good news is that he can't ever become a god now. He's now just a servant to a god-like being, which some will say is good enough, but for a guy like Creator, it won't be forever. He'll crave more, and that's what will get him killed.
Bad news? LITERALLY EVERYTHING!
This man hates his children more than anything and now he's going after them right when I think some major things are gonna happen in their lives. Lunar you better get your powers back and fast!
Looks like The Astrals are gonna be sticking around a lot longer now.
Oh...oh this is nice.
Ruin is now friends with Sunshine/Sunlight/whateverthebuttwewerecallinghim?
This is awesome.
One step closer to stopping Lefty
*Cough!* Probably Mimic! *Cough!*
Who said that?
Anyways awesome episodes glad Creator got SOME of what is coming to him but now I am VERY worried for the Celestial family. Astrals prove your metal here!
11/10!!!!!!!!!!!
Also.. in The world of Roxanne and Gregory show
GLITCHBOI IS BACK!
Glitchtrap is back baby!
Anyone remember him from the Glamrock Bonnie and Glitchtrap show/Springtrap and Springbonnie show?
#sun and moon show#tsams#lunar and earth show#laes#eclipse and puppet show#eaps#tsams solar#tsams creator#laes rez#what are we gonna call Creator now? Still Creator or something else?#Dark Creator?#Dark Star Creator?#Rez!Creator?#Rezurrected! Creator?#Mechator?#The next few months are gonna be interesting to say the least.#eaps ruin#eaps glamrock ballora#eaps sunshine#You did good Ruin you did good.#Solar went full Odysseus and I love it!#Solar: Look what you turned me into! Creator:Ahhhhhhhh!#Ivanoff?#I'm start calling Creator Ivanoff or Mechator#Sven Ivanoff is his real name?#Glitchtrap is back!#roxanne wolf and gregory show#rwags Gregory#rwags roxanne#Uh oh GGY has entered the fray!
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Making Miami Rick serve he/she the way god (user cinnachaos) intended
#also taking the chance to tell you guys I won’t be very active for the next few months#at least post wise#because I want to focus on oc content for my ig#and I want to participate in art fight#and like a billion other reasons#rick and morty#rick sanchez#stop me from saying ‘cunt’ or ��serve’ 3 times a sentence#miami rick#miami morty#rick prime#three headed snake
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That scene where Morro shows up at Steep Wisdom being all emo and angry.Only to pause. He has a mental chat with Lloyd.
"You said Wu is here."
"Yeah?There he is,in the doorway."
"With that beard?No way."
#“i don't look that old!” -Wu#next he questions Kai's hair#“how is it even possible to have that hair”#then he questions Zane#“...why is that guy metal?”#at least this would've happened if he went to possess Lloyd immediately after escaping#canonically he probably waited#for the ninja to relax+find info and some understanding of the modern world#and only appeared a few weeks or months after the war with chen#ninjago#morro ninjago#ninjago morro#morro wu#ninjago lloyd#ninjago wu#wu ninjago
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024
#what a year#ive never compiled it neatly before#i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe#this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram#I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls#i also need to do more color piece#launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that#to do at least one colored piece each month#i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time#we’ll see#still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con#this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year#i would put Raven but she’s always a main so#im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it#consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style#some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress#December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year#moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy#burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni#stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it#me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD#at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months#it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too#drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there#thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart#art summary 2024
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i love forgetting beloved mutuals have a top posts section then being absolutely floored by all their selfies in there. oomfies greatest hits... the forgotten gems
#like damn i did not need a reminder but i appreciate one nonetheless#wth...... some of u are so hot.....#⁄(��⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄#hi greenie. i wonder if she'll see this.. she's so beautiful#i would do anything for her. I'm her little yes girl her reply girl her silly little rabbit mutual#waow#there's a few of u who have rly crawled into and are rolling around in my head. 😵💫 u don't just live here rent free this is ur house now#*on my hands and knees sobbing*#wauuugggjgjfjjjfhhfjsakkalalskfkska#there's one of u where I'm just straight up like i wish i could give u my paychecks for a month or two at least#@duckduckgo how to not need money for a few months so i can give all of mine away#PLEASE#💵🧎🏾♀️#i can and will still part with some of it but god it's not Enough!!!!!!!!!! 😤😤😤😭#i swear to god I'm going to spoil the hell out of my next lover#not just financially though.. i mean in every way ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ ♡ i want to give them the royal treatment‚ if i may
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Potential September Reading
The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien (ideally in audio)
An English Squire by Christabel R. Coleridge
A Sherlock Holmes story (and/or a screen adaptation)
C.S. Lewis nonfiction
A sensation or mystery novel
A piece of one of the Psmith stories
Some kind of nonfiction book
#monthly reading lists#books#a nicely restrained list#mostly made up of my strong september associations#of course it's psmith pseptember so i must read at least a chapter or two#(i know too well that i don't have the discipline to expect more but i would like a taste)#sherlock holmes audiobooks made great commute reading during several septembers and now it's a vital part of the season#(i'll prob only read one or two short stories rather than try for a whole volume)#i've vaguely been feeling i'm due for a hobbit reread for a few months#but now it hit me strongly that i must read it in audio#(if i can't find a good audio version i'll have to skip that item)#i read 'surprised by joy' one september while my sister was in ireland and i was missing it#and now it feels right especially because there's an oxford academia vibe that's great for back-to-school#i want to read some kind of female-written mystery#but yet to decide if i want victorian sensation novel or agatha christie#or if i'll just try a vaguely gothic christian novel#an english squire gets on the list thanks to thatscarletflycatcher and it just feels right to have that be my next obscure classic#i wanted something for back-to-school but i didn't know if i wanted a non-psmith school story or what#so i just went with nonfiction because it's about me learning new things#also several things that didn't make the list but may be read#i was very close to putting the tenant of wildfell hall on the list#but i don't want the pressure#if i do read it it needs to be something i'm not required to do#i will probably try to finish chesterton's 'varied types'#and prob read more emma m lion#and maybe pride and prejudice on audio?
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🌟art vs artist🌟
#tj3star#artists on tumblr#artvsartist#art vs artist#art vs artist 2024#artvsartist2024#legend of zelda#splatoon#pokemon#It’s been a pretty ok year for me art wise!#kinda crazy I didn’t post for the entirety of 2023 😭#but I’m really proud for at least making some sort of art at least once a month this year#and even doing all of inktober aside from being late a few days lol#but overall a good year nonetheless :D#hope to do even more next year and maybe even start taking commissions again!
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//I did it... I did it everybody.... Sleepless nights and exhausting days of churning out data collection and codes from my thesis interview and research docs and I'm done (at least with the data collection, until after winter break) 🥹 everybody say 'good job little gremlin' in unison now 😩//
#ooc;the gremlin behind the curtain#//no but fr this is where i've been for the past months even//#//just exhausted on every level also making my eyesight worse to churn out my thesis//#//im not done entirely with my thesis but at least with collecting the data which is the most important part//#//did i cry and just end up planting my head on my desk multiple times these past few days esp? :'> perhapth//#//but anyways im so mentally burnt out and cannot think and i will choose not to for the next month or so thank u 😌//
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