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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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Been feeling the growing pains full force lately. Absolutely not perfect, but so much of the shit that used to make me feel anxious isn’t making me feel anxious anymore. Maybe it’s bc I’m at a period of my life where I’ve had the most freedom w how to structure my time, and it’s a transitional period of intense studying and commitment to so many things that are fairly new to me, but I could genuinely only liken it to staring into a flame for an hour and just feeling the brain fog clearing. It’s just been so much easier to put things into perspective lately. And I could confidently say that this is the most I’ve known myself & been unapologetically me. I’ve been trailblazing my own path as opposed to listening to other opinions, and it has never felt more right. It’s so hard to be swayed when for once I know exactly how I fit in the jigsaw

#at least for the next few months #who knows what comes after #but for now I’ve truly been razor focused. it’s hard to be deterred in this state of mind #if this is how it’s like to have a fully developed prefrontal cortex then whoever’s experiencing it is WINNING #I want to feel this way all the time #my triggers just haven’t been affecting me as of late. lets see how long this lasts #p

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hellsite-hungergames · 2 years ago

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So you're obviously not the youngest kid but I feel like you aren't the oldest either so I feel like you're the middle kid but at the same time you give off oldest vibes

Well at least I give off oldest vibes

#I am indeed the oldest child #I'm also the only girl #At least for the next few months #Heres to hoping it stays that way #capitol ask

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sunflowersinheaven · 6 months ago

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another wip, that i wont be able to finish for a while

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wikiangela · 3 months ago

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fuck it friday

another snippet of the barbecue fic (aka another snippet of buck being horny for his boyfriend lmao I swear this is a wholesome fluffy family fic haha), this is my priority now, I wanna finish it soon so send all the motivation haha <3

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“Behave.” He scolds with no heat behind it.

“Mhm, yessir.” Buck purrs, his lips moving across Tommy’s bare shoulder.

“Fuck.” Tommy breathes out and completely stills, and Buck can’t really see his face but he knows his boyfriend closed his eyes and is trying to calm down – which can’t be easy with Buck still plastered against his back. “This food is gonna burn if you keep this up. And we have guests to feed.” He adds, and as if to make a point, he flips a slightly overdone burger, Buck hindering his movements just a little bit.

Before he can respond, he hears another voice get through the chatter and music and reach his ears.

“Buck!” Chimney calls, and Buck looks over his shoulder to find everyone’s eyes on him, amused expressions on their faces. “Don’t distract our cook, we’re starving!”

“I’m just scolding him for taking his shirt off.” Buck says easily, then adds a little louder, to Tommy but making sure everyone hears, “Babe, you’re gonna burn yourself, you’re a firefighter, you should know better.” He shakes his head, and Tommy looks back at him with a raised eyebrow.

“Oh, you’re gonna pretend like you don’t approve?”

“Oh, I so don’t, Tommy, at all.” Buck tries to keep a straight face, but a chuckle bubbles out of him anyway. “You’re such a distraction, this is dangerous for everyone here.”

“I think you’re the only one with that problem, Buckaroo.” Hen laughs, and only then Buck remembers everyone’s still paying attention to them. It’s so easy to get lost in Tommy, to feel like it’s just them, even in a crowd of people. So distracting. It’s a hazard, really. He should keep Tommy away from everyone, preferably locked in the bedroom with him, for everyone’s safety.

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amphibianaday · 5 months ago

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Amphibian Pride 2024!

Thank you to everyone who joined!

Link to a Google drive with larger version! Credits below!

@arcadianskypirate, @bagumbo, @boldforg, @bumblechub, @charlotte-lancer, @dark-roasted-kestel, @froggyfroo-art, @goofy-guy-dj, @hsavinien, @impulseimpact, @infiniteorangethethird, @its-a-beautful-day, @laptoparmageddon, @mb-blue-roses, @mercworm, myweirdwriting, @pride-flag-planets, @reallyprofoundkryptonite, @rusalkaandtheshepherdgirl, @salamanders-in-a-trench-coat, @shittybraindrawings, @sillyinq, @slemhosta, @spamssketches, @teethburglar, @thebespectacledhyacinth, @werewolf-transgenderism

#amphibian #frog #others art #and my art #amphibian pride 2024 #happy pride everyone! this was lots of fun as usual!#it's a joy recognizing people by their styles and/or designs :D #also this is day 1694 #only a few @s seemed to wrok so most are manually turned into links which probably unfortunately means those people don't get notified :(#but at least there is proper credits!#assuming its some kind of anti spam bot measure but :(((#smallest one so far but iu think the end result turned out really nice!#i always use these as my desktop background for the next several months it makes me so happy to keep looking at everyones art

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skimpilydressedwithanaxe · 1 year ago

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Making Miami Rick serve he/she the way god (user cinnachaos) intended

#also taking the chance to tell you guys I won’t be very active for the next few months #at least post wise #because I want to focus on oc content for my ig #and I want to participate in art fight #and like a billion other reasons #rick and morty #rick sanchez #stop me from saying ‘cunt’ or ‘serve’ 3 times a sentence #miami rick #miami morty #rick prime #three headed snake

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swordmaid · 6 months ago

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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…

#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war #and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him #atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be #travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with #her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war #so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either #but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know #jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone #but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord #also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway #so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet #she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him #but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived #the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister #for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite #rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his #smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him #not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying #man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a #potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a #lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn #and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as #now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield #one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies #with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT

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kuromi-hoemie · 20 days ago

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i love forgetting beloved mutuals have a top posts section then being absolutely floored by all their selfies in there. oomfies greatest hits... the forgotten gems

#like damn i did not need a reminder but i appreciate one nonetheless #wth...... some of u are so hot.....#⁄⁠(⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠)⁠⁄#hi greenie. i wonder if she'll see this.. she's so beautiful #i would do anything for her. I'm her little yes girl her reply girl her silly little rabbit mutual #waow #there's a few of u who have rly crawled into and are rolling around in my head. 😵‍💫 u don't just live here rent free this is ur house now #*on my hands and knees sobbing*#wauuugggjgjfjjjfhhfjsakkalalskfkska #there's one of u where I'm just straight up like i wish i could give u my paychecks for a month or two at least #@duckduckgo how to not need money for a few months so i can give all of mine away #PLEASE #💵🧎🏾‍♀️#i can and will still part with some of it but god it's not Enough!!!!!!!!!! 😤😤😤😭#i swear to god I'm going to spoil the hell out of my next lover #not just financially though.. i mean in every way ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ ♡⁠ i want to give them the royal treatment‚ if i may

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riptidesblog · 3 months ago

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That scene where Morro shows up at Steep Wisdom being all emo and angry.Only to pause. He has a mental chat with Lloyd.

"You said Wu is here."

"Yeah?There he is,in the doorway."

"With that beard?No way."

#“i don't look that old!” -Wu #next he questions Kai's hair #“how is it even possible to have that hair”#then he questions Zane #“...why is that guy metal?”#at least this would've happened if he went to possess Lloyd immediately after escaping #canonically he probably waited #for the ninja to relax+find info and some understanding of the modern world #and only appeared a few weeks or months after the war with chen #ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #ninjago lloyd #ninjago wu #wu ninjago

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fictionadventurer · 2 months ago

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Potential September Reading

The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien (ideally in audio)

An English Squire by Christabel R. Coleridge

A Sherlock Holmes story (and/or a screen adaptation)

C.S. Lewis nonfiction

A sensation or mystery novel

A piece of one of the Psmith stories

Some kind of nonfiction book

#monthly reading lists #books #a nicely restrained list #mostly made up of my strong september associations #of course it's psmith pseptember so i must read at least a chapter or two #(i know too well that i don't have the discipline to expect more but i would like a taste)#sherlock holmes audiobooks made great commute reading during several septembers and now it's a vital part of the season #(i'll prob only read one or two short stories rather than try for a whole volume)#i've vaguely been feeling i'm due for a hobbit reread for a few months #but now it hit me strongly that i must read it in audio #(if i can't find a good audio version i'll have to skip that item)#i read 'surprised by joy' one september while my sister was in ireland and i was missing it #and now it feels right especially because there's an oxford academia vibe that's great for back-to-school #i want to read some kind of female-written mystery #but yet to decide if i want victorian sensation novel or agatha christie #or if i'll just try a vaguely gothic christian novel #an english squire gets on the list thanks to thatscarletflycatcher and it just feels right to have that be my next obscure classic #i wanted something for back-to-school but i didn't know if i wanted a non-psmith school story or what #so i just went with nonfiction because it's about me learning new things #also several things that didn't make the list but may be read #i was very close to putting the tenant of wildfell hall on the list #but i don't want the pressure #if i do read it it needs to be something i'm not required to do #i will probably try to finish chesterton's 'varied types'#and prob read more emma m lion #and maybe pride and prejudice on audio?

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poems-of-a-lover · 2 years ago

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that t4t mlm shit heals ur soul. just being with a boy who understands what it's like. and like obviously not every experience is the same but being able to become ur true selves together is so incredible and i want that in my life.

#mlm #mlm yearning #mlm love #trans mlm #t4t #ive made a deal with myself now #at least for the next couple months i wont be actively searching for a relationship. im not gonna be actively looking to be with a guy.#but if something happens or something comes up after a while. why not. yknow.#i am taking a few months to be on my own but after a while if something happens then sure. if that makes sense.#either way. t4t <3333 t4t mlm <333333 special place in my soul

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minivirgo · 3 months ago

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oh just some of the things i made with my hands over the summer...

#not pictured : more #genuinely grieving the end of the summer / uni starting again soon because of how i'll have way less time for my little crafts...#at least i have lots of knitting plans for the next few months (sweaters) and yarn is on its way to me

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birdyverdie · 25 days ago

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The other day I had such a bad breakdown where I was wandering mindlessly around campus like some feral beast. Nah.. perhaps I was more akin to a hunted rabbit. But regardless, a thing about me is that I was born and raised catholic, by my Hispanic parents, so for the first 14 years of my life all I ever knew were the endless cycles of Spanish prayers and mass. You say the words "Padre nuestro" and the next lines of prayer fall out of my mouth unbitted, unwilling. Say "Santa maria" and I'll be staring blankly in space, spewing the same words I said every day as I was driven to school, to church, to some random outing at the whims of my parents. Anyways, I haven't gone to church in over 7 years. but man, what a bad break it was, if I ran head-first to the chapel on campus, and cried at the feet of some random priest who didnt even know my name

#vent post #vent #religious trauma #<- jic anyone doesn't wanna read that stuff #idk why i wrote it oddly poetic but man i was not having a good time #immediately after confession I purge-puked for the first time in over 6 years. blergh #im doing fine yall. don't fret. These....stress episodes come an go. I'll be good for the next 6 months or so #that's my usual cycle at least. definitely not healthy. but I can't help it in this sort of society.#Literally the solution to this will be “dont go to school. and dont live under your parents thumb” which i reasonably cant do for the-#-next few years.#but one day at a time. as always <3

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generalsmemories · 8 months ago

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ya'll please i haven't even finished the 1k requests and we're already nearing 2k.

#narus' corner #life update in the tags that no one asked for because if ya'll know me i say stuff here more than on the actual post for some reason.#im burned out from life - and it's directly affecting the speed i can churn out stuff even with my eepy jing yuan being there in front of m #T__T at least he's being eepy at E4 #work environment has very much to say to that i've been overworked already LMFAOOO #anyway it gonna be a bit to bounce back but with that said #ion think imma do any event for 2k even though IM HUGELY GRATEFUL TO YA'LL #WE'VE ALMOST GATHERED 2K JING YUAN BELIEVERS. IM SORRY THIS SILLY PERSON CAN'T DO MUCH MORE FOR U IN HER CURRENT STATE #but i shall prosper and get over this bump in life like i actually do.#after i get myself diagnosed by a professional-#so yeah. if i update within the next few months please be surprised cause i would be very surprised myself.

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sainz100 · 2 months ago

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2024 Singapore GP | x

#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days #this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1 #I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it #then I swing back to hope #not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better #he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to #I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next #but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened #but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max #thank you Daniel #and I'm hopeful til the end #I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love #and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care #I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me #let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend #and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh #and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend #with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything #but thank you everyone for this space #I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel #it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel #I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance #but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be #I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up #I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night #I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts

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sprolden · 2 months ago

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officially on the 4th generation of my sims family 🙏 truly making the most out of barely being able to leave the house

#these have been a hellish few months health-wise but at least i managed to create crazy sims lore in the mean time #slowly feeling better fortunately so i am going to try to go back to work again next week yayyy. i will miss my sims family sm....#like genuinely i'm going to be SO upset when my fav sim dies LMAO she's an elder so it's nearing and i don't want it to 😭😭😭😭#i literally did the whole body builder aspiration w her so she would get that trait that makes her live longer I'M NOT READY #personal

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