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after this year i have decided i will ditch the muses for tartessos.
#i'm just. tired.#and i know my phd proposal on the muses is tricky it needs a lot of theoretical work and there's not many sources#i have done stuff about tartessos for a few conferences now so. i think it makes sense that if i were to do my phd on another topic#it would be on it#i could do it on identity in tartessos#which again it is a very tricky topic with a lot of theoretical work and very little sources. but it does feel more approachable#and i could try applying to more spanish universities#especially those from the south#so yeah. i think that's the plan#if i don't get into any of the unis i've applied this year (very likely) i'll do that#a third year applying while focusing on oposiciones#and after that. i'm done trying to do a phd#at least at this point in my life#i cannot take it anymore
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my nails are so pretty <3
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There should be more twenty-four hour work spaces. It cannot be that hard to implement. If the idea of running a business didn’t make me want to barf I’d do it myself. Take the skeleton of a twenty four hour gym business but instead of paying $10 a month to lift weights I can pay $10 a month to park my butt in a reading nook or at a large table. Bonus points if you run a little cafe in there too but you don’t gotta. I don’t need a bougie ultra hip spot, I need an accessible, comfortable, multi-purpose place I can use at any time. I’ll pay a small fee, thats fine, that’s how business works. Literally I’m thinking 24 hour gym membership but for a study/work space.
And yeah, I’ve got a larger discussion in me about free public spaces and bathrooms and shelter and multi-use spaces but that’s another post for another day.
#I’m sure there’s versions of this in some big cities but not where I’m at so I’m complaining#also please use your local libraries and everything they are one of the last remaining public spaces#but it’d be nice to have more public multiuse spaces#and the gov ain’t giving that to us for free anytime soon bc they hate non profitable shit#but also I started going to the gym with my roommate and I’m like I can just swipe my ID for a small fee and use a space with likeminded ppl#for working out so why can we have that for other stuff you know#I’d do it myself but I really don’t want to be a business owner#at least at this point in my life#maybe in the far future we’ll see#personal#rant#study spaces#college
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Weird internal moment going on
#theres pretty much nothing i can do about it tho#at least at this point in my life#itd be one thing if it only effected me bc yknow. therapy.#but actual humans are involved wauuughhhh#idk i justlike. feel bad for something that isnt really my fault#(NDA compliant context: an old friend i badly wronged and then ghosted has gone down a sussy path that probably wouldnt exist#had i apologised and mended our friendship like i wanted to#i hope for their sake they get out of it because they genuinely deserve the best#they were literally just about to get tf out of here when they got dragged back#tony speaks#tony vents#technically ig#this post is rat proof#absolutely not discrediting what theyre up to tho. if i did the right thing and they were up to this then tbh id cut contact#and try to get help for them#but by neglecting their wellbeing i have forfeitted my right to being in their life#so yknow#all i can do is hope for the best
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big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#YUUJI WILL NOT COOPERATE TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME >:(((#is it the angle ? is it the expression?? the bangs??????? am i just a fraud and a fake yuuji liker i dont know at this point#god#just . just take it i cant fiddle with the proportions any more ill go insane#it was worse when i tried colouring it but im STILL not 100% sold on it no matter what i shift or tilt#megumi my darling boy i love u at least You always have my back :'<#honestly my leading theory is that bc my yuuji design looks objectively More different than his canon design#its more prone 2 looking Wrong in my head#but even so !!! if i *have* my yuuji design down why does it still feel like im fighting fr my gd life when i try 2 draw him#it feels like he is shattering my drawing hand and smiling at me n taunting me w those shiny puppy eyes th entire time#head in hands I Don't Get It#when will i get it#anyway scoreboard yuuji: 623453766235 hina: 0
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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Ogata and his Ogakittens
#this was originally meant to be a color practice but i like how it turned out so now you get to see it on Tumblr dot com#i've been obsessed with this man for over 3 years you are free to point and laugh#no meaning behind everything being green i just like green#illustration#my art#fanart#gk fanart#digital art#art#drawing#golden kamuy#gk ogata#ogata hyakunosuke#i hate him#i love him#human art#human#does he qualify as human#he is a cat#to me at least#gk#talk to me about him and my life is yours#might make this into a print
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inspired by those textposts about dick rocking up to the rest of titans with tim for the first time and kori et al. being like: is that the stalker kid???
bonus:
warm ups:
#sart#dc#koriand'r#tim drake#victor stone#dick grayson#dick & tim#'i'll do a quick meme redraw between things' <- A FOOL#i was skimming ntt issues for costume refs and im. So concerned#also apologies to the people who've actually read ntt i could not for the life of me tell who was and wasnt still part of the roster#by the time tim is fully robin and hanging with dick#i dont think i did kori's hair justice :')#and i chickened out of her og costume bc it's. a Lot#also this is unironically my favorite nightwing look#MULLETWING MY BELOVED#GONE TOO SOON#at least in batman collected stuff#ig i have to read ntt too at some point#ALSO if anyone knows the textpost im talking about!!! pls lmk#bc i cant find it
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#avatar#avatar 2#jake sully#neytiri#neteyam#kiri#norm spellman#sully family#jeytiri#my art#comic#yeah yeah i know this is basically the same joke as the time travel shenanigan series#(which there will be at least two more parts to that coming at some point)#but listen...#...as someone who currently feels kinda Stuck in life and increasingly anxious about it...#...the idea that personal circumstances can change so much in such a short time...#....is kinda an appealing/intriguing concept to explore with my blorbos :P
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(SPOILERS FOR LIFE IS STRANGE COMICS which are old at this point what are you doing AND SOME DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS)
Got that warning out of the way. Yeah. So. If you know The Spoiler then you know.
With FULL disclaimer that I know the comics are officially "only one possible version of reality", and are in no way binding canon. Nevertheless, they are official still.
Here's Chloe freelancing as a designer for a rock band. She also travels with them later.
Here's Chloe taking an internship at an auto repairs shop, 'cause she's good with cars.
Here's Chloe some years later taking an active part in rebuilding Arcadia Bay and her mother's diner. Taking a responsible leader role and shit.
Here's Chloe opening her own auto repairs shop she's now the boss of. And evidently designing it herself. Y'know. 'Cause she's good at stuff
Here's Chloe also buying an apartment for Max and her. Together. On her initiative.
Here's Chloe being willing to wait for her superpowered ass girlfriend for the aforementioned years because plot happened to Max, as it does, and she's her "partner in time".
Here they both are after another timeskip, fully consistent with LiS 2 photo
Y'know. This one.
In a recovering town. Where Chloe rebuilt a diner and established her own auto shop with her own hard work and skill. And bought them an apartment. TO SETTLE DOWN TOGETHER.
Note: Full disclosure, they had an apartment in Seattle together before "plot happened" and also traveled around with a rock band for years so it's not like Chloe ultimately ends up confined to Arcadia Bay again. Don't worry.
BONUS: Them being normal with Victoria:
So yeah. "Chloe is a free spirit who didn't wanna be tied down or take life seriously and fucked off to flirt with Victoria Chase" MY ASS.
Granted, both this and DE are about equal in being "canon" but. In terms of Chloe's characterization and what we know from previous games. I can see her do all this. Even if you take the relationship out of the equation, fine, the rest of it. I do NOT see her doing ALL THAT.
Bite me, for all their faults the comics understood Chloe's character much better than whatever DE has got so far.
Anyway this is not a "GOTCHA" post, this is a "If you're pissed like me take this and run"
#if you're gonna break them up AT LEAST don't character assassinate my girl!!!#can you tell I'm mad 'cause I whipped out the receipts???#life is strange#chloe price#pricefield#life is strange double exposure spoilers#jesus what's the tag#lis de spoilers#at this point I'm more pissed about the audacity than the break up itself.#I could've written a better reasoning for it without going OOC.#long post#sorry dash
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too eepy after work to have a life, stardust? smh
#in fast and food#loop isat#siffrin isat#in stars and time#isat#kitscribbles#oddly my comfort au and vent au wrapped into one#dear whoever said that there isnt much i can do with this au. yeah youre not wrong#lmao what's Sif gonna do#wish to keep his friends in the capitalistic pit of death of never moving out of town to chase their dreams because they cant afford to?#smh you dont need timeloops for that#therefore no loop u_u or at least not conventionally#could someone help me find that art someone made of Sif having a doll loop and i think that doll coming to life#if i ever go that direction id like to credit them#that there is my inspiration#art#fanart#tfw you cant think of a personality for your stuffie so you just overlay a personality over your own and give them that#have you ever tried to cut sharp points into felt. let me tell you it does not like to remain sharp
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A dream and a nightmare
@blackkatdraws's silly!
i just want him to be happy bro
by himself not only with black, honestly i like their relationship but most of the time (i think early in their relationship) he always comes out injured or dead and the fact that he doesnt even care about his own safety most of the time just to (me thinks) make black happy makes me so sad/pos
i like the fact that they are being more cute now but im not sure how much that its going to last
#I made this on ibispaint btw!#the second stanley aint Stanley#its the player#its like a before and after in a story?#at least at some point in this one Stanley got to be happy and chill a little#tsp#the stanley parable#:3#tsp stanley#tsp fanart#stanley parable#tspud#tsp blank scripts au#blank scripts au#edit: NOT SAYING THAT IT ISNT NORMAL THAT HE IS HAPPY IN A STORY#HE DEFINITELLY CAN BE#im just assuming since i really cant remember at the moment if he was ever happy on a drawing without black#unless the ones that include black are also the stories the players are going toplay#wait-#hold on#WAIT#IT MIGHT BE#I THINK IT WAS IN AN ANIMATION??? WHERE STANLEY WASNT TALKING AND BLACK WAS LIKE: “why aint you saying anything?”#It MIGHT be black acting#depends in which part of the timeline of blank scripts we are in#Also im not sure which parts of Stan's life are up for the public to play and which parts arent#but considering black can see us (to some extent) its not really private#so that brings the question if black if being genuine or not#ok im just rambling now#think im merging my own narry a lil too much into this
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"I have left my faith. Or it has left me. Thus, my prospects seemed only a long, dark corridor without an end. I have done things in my life for reasons that seemed right and even moral in their violent immorality. And now I stand without that God upon whom I have always depended. But please do not fear for me. I have no fear myself. The old monsters are gone. The old curses have echoed to silence. And if my immortal soul is lost to me, something yet remains. I remain." - Vanessa Ives in Penny Dreadful
#iwtvedit#tvedit#cinematv#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#jacob anderson#made by carolyn#dangerously depressed gothic catholics clinging onto a cursed life with both hands let's goooooooooo#overlays really aren't my style but it felt right here#y'all that shit is tedious as hell#but i think it turned out well in the end at least :)))))))
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Also, if you want to make art but you don't have "talent" and don't want to put in the effort to develop skill, you have two perfectly valid options that don't involve encouraging a robot to steal from artists:
you can make bad art at whatever skill level you have and enjoy the process and the satisfaction of having made a thing
you can commission a skilled artist to make exactly the thing you want to cause to exist.
people defending using ai image generators be like "i jUst dOn'T hAve tHe tAlEnt" but really they just wanna say they're too lazy to put in the work necessary to get better at art. oh you don't actually enjoy making art? well maybe consider that making art just isn't for you? you're not entitled to being good at art just because you exist?
art is a skill. don't have time or will to develop it/don't like doing it? then leave it to people who actually do.
#look#look at me in my face#I would love to be able to draw or paint realistically#I cannot do that#I could learn!#but I have not yet acquired the skill and the amount I want it isn't worth the effort of learning it#at least at this point in my life#so y'know what I do? I fucking appreciate people who DID develop that skill#I encourage them to do more of the thing#if I want them to do something to my specs I pay them money#and thus I get to look at a lot of art! that I didn't have to make!#all without feeding a soulless art theft machine!
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decided to finally sit down and make a ref sheet for all of my hc grian designs
#art#mcyt#hermitcraft#hc6#hc7#hc8#hc9#hc10#grian#reference sheet#character design#i want to do my life series designs as well at some point#but i will say that at least 3rd life uses his base design colours#also im begging you guys to look up maned owls they are so sphynx grian coded it's insane
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going back to my roots
#posting this on here first since i feel like yall would judge me the least😭😭#HUGE dnf fan during my dsmp phase#ooc but im pretty sure thats the point#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k#saiki no psi nan#akechi touma#tdlosk#artists on tumblr#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#saikechi#arfis art#saiki kusuo
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