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after this year i have decided i will ditch the muses for tartessos.
#i'm just. tired.#and i know my phd proposal on the muses is tricky it needs a lot of theoretical work and there's not many sources#i have done stuff about tartessos for a few conferences now so. i think it makes sense that if i were to do my phd on another topic#it would be on it#i could do it on identity in tartessos#which again it is a very tricky topic with a lot of theoretical work and very little sources. but it does feel more approachable#and i could try applying to more spanish universities#especially those from the south#so yeah. i think that's the plan#if i don't get into any of the unis i've applied this year (very likely) i'll do that#a third year applying while focusing on oposiciones#and after that. i'm done trying to do a phd#at least at this point in my life#i cannot take it anymore
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Rules:
- You are aware that you will not have any way of getting back to your original time when you leave ("but i can transport far enough in the future that time travel will exist and I can take myself back!" NOPEānot in the spirit of the question. you have no idea when it was invented or if you would even be allowed to access it. )
- You can exist at the same time as a younger version of yourself, but you will be the same self that transports there (ie you do not "become" your younger self. this is not a do-over)
- Just for funsies, let's say it also can travel to your preferred location (on Earth).
- You can take whatever you can fit in a bag, but no other people or pets.
#polls#my poll#no nuance! think on it as long as you want but once in a lifetime chances dont have āmaybeā or āsee resultsā options#if yall know when/where you want to go i would also appreciate hearing :)#personally i would not do this#at least at this point in my life
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There should be more twenty-four hour work spaces. It cannot be that hard to implement. If the idea of running a business didnāt make me want to barf Iād do it myself. Take the skeleton of a twenty four hour gym business but instead of paying $10 a month to lift weights I can pay $10 a month to park my butt in a reading nook or at a large table. Bonus points if you run a little cafe in there too but you donāt gotta. I donāt need a bougie ultra hip spot, I need an accessible, comfortable, multi-purpose place I can use at any time. Iāll pay a small fee, thats fine, thatās how business works. Literally Iām thinking 24 hour gym membership but for a study/work space.
And yeah, Iāve got a larger discussion in me about free public spaces and bathrooms and shelter and multi-use spaces but thatās another post for another day.
#Iām sure thereās versions of this in some big cities but not where Iām at so Iām complaining#also please use your local libraries and everything they are one of the last remaining public spaces#but itād be nice to have more public multiuse spaces#and the gov aināt giving that to us for free anytime soon bc they hate non profitable shit#but also I started going to the gym with my roommate and Iām like I can just swipe my ID for a small fee and use a space with likeminded ppl#for working out so why can we have that for other stuff you know#Iād do it myself but I really donāt want to be a business owner#at least at this point in my life#maybe in the far future weāll see#personal#rant#study spaces#college
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big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#YUUJI WILL NOT COOPERATE TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME >:(((#is it the angle ? is it the expression?? the bangs??????? am i just a fraud and a fake yuuji liker i dont know at this point#god#just . just take it i cant fiddle with the proportions any more ill go insane#it was worse when i tried colouring it but im STILL not 100% sold on it no matter what i shift or tilt#megumi my darling boy i love u at least You always have my back :'<#honestly my leading theory is that bc my yuuji design looks objectively More different than his canon design#its more prone 2 looking Wrong in my head#but even so !!! if i *have* my yuuji design down why does it still feel like im fighting fr my gd life when i try 2 draw him#it feels like he is shattering my drawing hand and smiling at me n taunting me w those shiny puppy eyes th entire time#head in hands I Don't Get It#when will i get it#anyway scoreboard yuuji: 623453766235 hina: 0
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Ogata and his Ogakittens
#this was originally meant to be a color practice but i like how it turned out so now you get to see it on Tumblr dot com#i've been obsessed with this man for over 3 years you are free to point and laugh#no meaning behind everything being green i just like green#illustration#my art#fanart#gk fanart#digital art#art#drawing#golden kamuy#gk ogata#ogata hyakunosuke#i hate him#i love him#human art#human#does he qualify as human#he is a cat#to me at least#gk#talk to me about him and my life is yours#might make this into a print
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as āso bland he's tempted to throw salt on himselfā and āall he could do is lay around and wait for deathā (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on āShen Yuan isnāt lazyā is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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Thank you Doctor, for the information.
SPARE ME YOUR MERCY | 1.02
#spare me your mercy#jaylerr#jj krissanapoom#tor thanapob#spare me your mercy the series#euthanasia the series#smymedit#clairedgifs#smym#userjamiec#usersasa#userrain#userpharawee#userspring#userrzey#tobelle#thaidramaedit#forfive#rinblr#smymep2#ok but here's the thing. relationship wise i have no issues w how they're developing kantew bc kan is as unhinged and shameless novel-wise#HOWEVER.... they're trying to incorporate the plot points in book 2 and that messes the original flow of tew slowly finding evidences#pointing at kan AFTER they're in a relationship fdjflsjfldfkajfa#waves hands in despair#the thing is i like book 2 bc there's a proper conclusion to this story but seeing how they're incorporating both. i wonder if we'll even#able to get to THAT point sighs#but if they're doing what i think they're doing... i think we'll be okay.#kan is probably not gonna drug tew in this version of smym so at least i'll have that#that being said i love how torjj is bringing gunnwasan to life... oh wasan my fave righteous cop
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Somebody else
#Library of Ruina#Angela Library of Ruina#Project Moon#Lobotomy corporation#Lobotomy corporation spoilers#Okay guys. I am ~75% through the game. Just got to Star of the City. I have been VERY dutifully avoiding spoilers#I have the whole LoR tag blocked at this point. PLEASE do not spoil in the tags; thank you#I have been fighting for my life btw. Difficulty spike in SotC is beating my ass. At least my friends are there for moral support#This was a lighting test that got out of control + kind of unfinished but Whatever#Hrokkall art#Eyestrain
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#avatar#avatar 2#jake sully#neytiri#neteyam#kiri#norm spellman#sully family#jeytiri#my art#comic#yeah yeah i know this is basically the same joke as the time travel shenanigan series#(which there will be at least two more parts to that coming at some point)#but listen...#...as someone who currently feels kinda Stuck in life and increasingly anxious about it...#...the idea that personal circumstances can change so much in such a short time...#....is kinda an appealing/intriguing concept to explore with my blorbos :P
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(SPOILERS FOR LIFE IS STRANGE COMICS which are old at this point what are you doing AND SOME DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS)
Got that warning out of the way. Yeah. So. If you know The Spoiler then you know.
With FULL disclaimer that I know the comics are officially "only one possible version of reality", and are in no way binding canon. Nevertheless, they are official still.
Here's Chloe freelancing as a designer for a rock band. She also travels with them later.
Here's Chloe taking an internship at an auto repairs shop, 'cause she's good with cars.
Here's Chloe some years later taking an active part in rebuilding Arcadia Bay and her mother's diner. Taking a responsible leader role and shit.
Here's Chloe opening her own auto repairs shop she's now the boss of. And evidently designing it herself. Y'know. 'Cause she's good at stuff
Here's Chloe also buying an apartment for Max and her. Together. On her initiative.
Here's Chloe being willing to wait for her superpowered ass girlfriend for the aforementioned years because plot happened to Max, as it does, and she's her "partner in time".
Here they both are after another timeskip, fully consistent with LiS 2 photo
Y'know. This one.
In a recovering town. Where Chloe rebuilt a diner and established her own auto shop with her own hard work and skill. And bought them an apartment. TO SETTLE DOWN TOGETHER.
Note: Full disclosure, they had an apartment in Seattle together before "plot happened" and also traveled around with a rock band for years so it's not like Chloe ultimately ends up confined to Arcadia Bay again. Don't worry.
BONUS: Them being normal with Victoria:
So yeah. "Chloe is a free spirit who didn't wanna be tied down or take life seriously and fucked off to flirt with Victoria Chase" MY ASS.
Granted, both this and DE are about equal in being "canon" but. In terms of Chloe's characterization and what we know from previous games. I can see her do all this. Even if you take the relationship out of the equation, fine, the rest of it. I do NOT see her doing ALL THAT.
Bite me, for all their faults the comics understood Chloe's character much better than whatever DE has got so far.
Anyway this is not a "GOTCHA" post, this is a "If you're pissed like me take this and run"
#if you're gonna break them up AT LEAST don't character assassinate my girl!!!#can you tell I'm mad 'cause I whipped out the receipts???#life is strange#chloe price#pricefield#life is strange double exposure spoilers#jesus what's the tag#lis de spoilers#at this point I'm more pissed about the audacity than the break up itself.#I could've written a better reasoning for it without going OOC.#long post#sorry dash
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A dream and a nightmare
@blackkatdraws's silly!
i just want him to be happy bro
by himself not only with black, honestly i like their relationship but most of the time (i think early in their relationship) he always comes out injured or dead and the fact that he doesnt even care about his own safety most of the time just to (me thinks) make black happy makes me so sad/pos
i like the fact that they are being more cute now but im not sure how much that its going to last
#I made this on ibispaint btw!#the second stanley aint Stanley#its the player#its like a before and after in a story?#at least at some point in this one Stanley got to be happy and chill a little#tsp#the stanley parable#:3#tsp stanley#tsp fanart#stanley parable#tspud#tsp blank scripts au#blank scripts au#edit: NOT SAYING THAT IT ISNT NORMAL THAT HE IS HAPPY IN A STORY#HE DEFINITELLY CAN BE#im just assuming since i really cant remember at the moment if he was ever happy on a drawing without black#unless the ones that include black are also the stories the players are going toplay#wait-#hold on#WAIT#IT MIGHT BE#I THINK IT WAS IN AN ANIMATION??? WHERE STANLEY WASNT TALKING AND BLACK WAS LIKE: āwhy aint you saying anything?ā#It MIGHT be black acting#depends in which part of the timeline of blank scripts we are in#Also im not sure which parts of Stan's life are up for the public to play and which parts arent#but considering black can see us (to some extent) its not really private#so that brings the question if black if being genuine or not#ok im just rambling now#think im merging my own narry a lil too much into this
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*voice of person that's over 2 years late to the CCCC party* guys CCCC goes kind of crazy
#txt#I literally feel like this so often whenever I talk about it...#part of me wishes I had given the full album a proper listen back then#but at the same time I like to believe I listened to it at the right point in my life if that makes sense#BUT STILL!!! AHHH!!!#oh well... at least it's good to know that even 2 years later people are still appreciating CCCC ^_^ good album...
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I want to be cool, I really do. I wish I had that certain coolness mystique which cannot be quantified, the effortless swagger commanding attention and awe. Some people can summon thay aspect effortlessly. This is not me. I'm aware of it. There's no mystery, no hidden aspects or blasĆØ indifference in my personality. No, I'm different, not cool but rather:
That's fine, because leaning into being more of me has got me this far. But I do wish every once in awhile I was a bit more Jessica than Roger Rabbit.
#I'm looney toons coded#that's just how i live#i guess being wile e coyote full times at least reminds me that at no point is anything so special that it can't be undone with a face plant#reminds me not to be precious with my sense of self and humble about my efforts#but i have got to be cool a few times and i wish i could be like that more#however on balance considering how much of my life involved blowing up falling running into walls tripping and walking into doors#I'm never gonna be anything but a cartoon character holding a little sign that says help before plummeting into a canyon
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whatās that one figure of erik tying charles up called?? i cant find it anyone and i feel like youād know lol
if you mean This statue
then it's by Graven Labs! 'Magneto Triumphant' to be specific
#snap chats#so funny i got this ask right now i was literally just thinking of this statue and if i wanted to buy it JLKGAEJGALKJ#i keep eyeing like two listings for this thing because i dont know how badly i want it yet like i WANT IT but for THAT much...#its either this statue or the jim lee one ...... i fear those two have a hold on my wallet#i need ONE in my coffin with me once i die yk what i mean#giving myself until the end of march to figure it out by then i should have enough for like ONE. i want at least ONE in my lifetime#so long as my life doesnt do things again . computer dont go breaking on me JERLJAJ#trying to get my graduation gift early is the excuse im going with š© but i prob wont even get either i know myself too well...#ill feel too bad about it so ill simply just stare at them on my computer like šļøšļø
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decided to finally sit down and make a ref sheet for all of my hc grian designs
#art#mcyt#hermitcraft#hc6#hc7#hc8#hc9#hc10#grian#reference sheet#character design#i want to do my life series designs as well at some point#but i will say that at least 3rd life uses his base design colours#also im begging you guys to look up maned owls they are so sphynx grian coded it's insane
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going back to my roots
#posting this on here first since i feel like yall would judge me the leastšš#HUGE dnf fan during my dsmp phase#ooc but im pretty sure thats the point#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki k#saiki no psi nan#akechi touma#tdlosk#artists on tumblr#the disaster of psi kusuo saiki#saikechi#arfis art#saiki kusuo
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