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not feeling smart/intelligent enough for a conversation or a group of people or for even just making jokes with people is such a crazy insecurity and here it is ruining my life and making me separate myself from the knowledge that I feel like im lacking in so desperately that I'm separating myself from people by varying degrees.
#and thats on autism inability to read tone correctly without tone tags or clarification and reassurance#and several other things lol.#i dont feel smart enough or intelligent enough or well versed enough to like. talk to people who i think are smarter than me#theres been this political theory/friend server ive been wanting to join but i genuinely feel to unintelligent to join them at all#like. everybody else in there is smart. everybody else in there has years of theory and understanding it under their belt#and has developed their own personal ideologies as well as understanding others views despite fights and shit#but idk. what do i really have to contribute that wohldnt be just. me complaining and trauma dumping and being stupid!#like! what do i have to contribute. why would they want me in there. i cant answer questions like any of them can. i dont have my own#defined personal ideology. i just think everything is based in compassion. i dont have fancy fucking terms for anything i believe in#idk. my shit is just the same things you would read off of a fucking tumblr post. something thats already been said by someone better#at explaining than i am#anyways lol. this is so stupid. im going explode in a corner to make up for it bye.#vent#delete later
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in honor of last seasonās poem being called āāend poemāā (all quotes mandatory) this season i made one out of pieces of the actual end poem
#letting me just download the minecraft font? for free? a mistake#if you or a loved one have been suffering from RED TEXT you may be entitled to compensation#my art#my poetry#secret life#goodtimeswithscar#grian#secret life spoilers#sorry tumblr user livvi3love for not making one with all the deaths again#if you (or anyone) did want to illustrate this one as well youāre more than welcome to but i am not expecting anything#i can do an explainer thing again like i did last time but that is for tomorrow#right now i am just. very tired#but for now i will confirm yes the colors Matter#i literally made this on accident against my will#i was trying to DRAW
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole itās electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#donāt you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that youāre just having fun#but iām making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#āhousehold nameā firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now itās just this.#i keep forgetting#and then iām here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but itās so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Ummā¦ Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and iām done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#iām not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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Thinking about that one joke in the Book of Bill that implied Bill might be the biological father of the Flynn kids. Thinking about how Linda Flynn had a secret career as a famous astrophysicist at one point. Thinking about how we donāt know exactly what Bill was doing in the 90s, and how he seems to want to skim over that part of his life, after Ford broke up with him for good but before the twins showed up in Gravity Falls.
Thinking about how Bill frequently hung out with famous musicians. Thinking about Linda, a brilliant young woman fresh off a bizarre pop star career, wanting to make a name for herself that ISNāT Lindana, might have found a new direction with an old friend (before he showed her his true colors.)
Thinking about Bill, fresh off a devastating breakup, trying again one more time to get SOMEONE on Earth to make him a portal. Trying to make the plan WORK. Trying to get a home for his friends in the face of a home dimension that was being destroyed (again). Having someone whoās COMPLETELY DIFFERENT from the man he was obsessed with, but who was no less brilliant and no less capable. (But, unfortunately for him, MUCH less gullible.)
Thinking about how Linda doesnāt want people to know about her former career as a famous astrophysicist. How she keeps this secret, even better than she did her past as Lindana. How she keeps the lid on this even TIGHTER. How sheās almost bitter about it. As if something HAPPENED.
Iām not saying Bill Cipher WAS Lindaās partner of at least five years, even going so far as to start a family with her before she saw his true colors and filed some sort of Uber-effective inter-dimensional restraining order against him, one-upping him so hard that he doesnāt even wanna think about it, but. Holy shit. Imagine
#book of bill#phineas and ferb#gravity falls#linda flynn fletcher#bill cipher#Linda Cipher AU#artists on tumblr#fanart#I know itās a joke I KNOW ITāS A JOKE#BUT WHO AM I IF NOT THE CRACK TAKEN SERIOUSLY PERSON#ALSO THE TIMELINES MATCH UP AND THAT DRIVES ME INSANE#Also you canāt tell me Bill Cipher being Candaceās dad wouldnāt explain some things about her#also like#I wanna explore this from a perspective that gives Linda MORE agency you know?#because thatās WAY more fascinating to me than āāhaha Bill fucked Phineasās momāā#Linda gets to stand with Ford and Charlene in the āādivorced an evil triangle manāā corner trading stories and sipping punch#anyway uhhh I have a lot more art of this so get ready#looney mooney rants#mooneyart#looney mooney art#long post
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a few sketches of the heros aspect au by @tashacee since it finished recently!! to be loved is to be changed.....
if i think about the ancient hero too hard i WILL be sobbing thank you very much this is a promise and a threat too actually
#i cannot explain to you how much this series of one shots lives in my brain#theyre so blorbo i want to squeeze them like squeaky toys#hero's aspect au#linked universe#linkeduniverse#my art#why am i nervous posting linked universe what makes this different than other shit ive posted aaaaaaaaaaaaa
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It's 4 am but wanted to post more Solar-punk Pearl :D
Reblogs appreciated!
#pearlescentmoon#hermitcraft#hermitblr#my art#pearlescentmoon fanart#ask to tag#solarpunk#i can't explain the pose other than my brother tried to copy it and popped his back lol#also really happy with the background on this! :D it's messy but it was fun#i think pearl's base is just very pretty this season#i am going to bed now lol ^_^#froggiart
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Cdiverse i love u unironically
#tloz#princess zelda#link#cdi zelda#faces of evil#wand of gamelon#art#my art#redesign#loz redesigns round 2#i cant explain the airpl-ine! bit you just have to understand the vibe#i had to decide between the crop top and the mini skirt and the mini skirt won out#but i added magic cloak so the cuntiness equals out#i am still counting the third cdi game as seperate but that one is wildly unfinished because i cant get their posing okay#also yes this is the link i refered to as gayer than a court jester in my discord message post from last year and i will not apologize#i mean look at him#if anybody has zeldas official royal dress in their closet its him
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"Do the Evolution" - Pearl Jam
#this specific lyric of the song reminded me soooo much of dutch/john and hosea/arthur#obviously john is very different from dutch but i think there is a reason why he was considered to be dutch's favourite son#john seems closer to dutch in a similar way arthur is with hosea but in a different manner i think. there is obviously a tension present#dutch is observant but only when he wants to be (otherwise i think he would have kicked micah out of the gang a long time ago)#john is just observant. he saw first-hand what happened in blackwater and is sus of dutch throughout the rest of the game#he isnt as dumb or slow as he calls himself#i read a meta about it and it explains it 1000x better than i can#as for hosea/arthur the parallels are already obvious enough#also i am quite a fan of pearl jam so teehee i had to make the selfish parallel#might make more like this idk#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#rdr2 dutch van der linde#john marston#rdr2 john marston#hosea matthews#rdr2 hosea matthews#outlaws for life#pearl jam#ranna song quotes
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Not some peoples on here and TikTok going:
āYou donāt like the ending because your favorite character diedā
Hell yeah? Literally why wouldnāt I be pissed that my favorite character who could be saved died? Dabi has one of the most realistic backstories and best characterizations in Mha, actually not only in Mha but Anime/Manga in general and do you know how taboo of topics domestic violence, child abuse and raping are in Japan? Mind you, Japan is a country that has domestic violence normalized in their country as part of marriage and somehow education too. Yāall might think Iām joking but victims of domestic abuse in Japan are struggling very much to this day, but Japanese peoples rarely talks about it because Japan is a āFamily Imageā oriented society (Endeavor and the Himuras showed it enough me thinks) so they categorically refuse to let people know abuse happens, especially the abusers.
āOh BuT aLL aBuSeRs DoNāt WaNt It To Be KnOwNā, I know but in Japan itās normalized to just live through it and that (together with bullying) itās one of the reasons the suicide rate in Japan is one of the highest globally, hope it helps to get a better grasp on everything Iām trying to say.
Horikoshi has depicted it perfectly, because you knowā¦ He lives there and even the final outcome (Rei becoming Enjiās caretaker after years of abuse) itās very much Japanese style. Which is why the Todoroki family ending itās wrong and disturbing. Wrong, and disturbing.
And as if one of Enjiās victims becoming his caretaker isnāt enough, one of his other victims had to die because of his actions.
āNo BuT tOuYa WeNt OfF wItH hIs QuIrK oN hIs OwNā, and who was the main reason and cause he went off like that with his Quirk? Endeavor.
Yep. Thought so too.
I donāt get why some of you are bending backwards, doing backflips and cartwheels to defend Endeavor just because heās an Hero likeā Iām sorry but he is the depiction of a realistically fact that even if your job (YOUR JOB!) is to save other people, behind closed doors that same person who saves other people can still be a shitty person whoās a curse to his own family, because Endeavor is just Enji Todorokiās faƧade.
And heās a well-written character because the depiction of abuser Horikoshi did of him itās accurate to reality. Enji is egotistical, narcissistic, greedy, self-centered and selfish, which are all the characteristics that made him physically unable to actually address any of what he did until Dabiās reveal, despite knowing that he was dead wrong and that together with the fact that he waited almost a decade to apologize to his family, is the reason why I genuinely donāt give a flying fuck about his āredemptionā. If sorrow was eating you alive why didnāt you apologize sooner, trash?
Touya never got the closure he deserved, actually none of the Leagues got it and you know why? Because the whole War arc was rushed, you can tell by the way Shigaraki was offed. From a writing standpoint it was laughable, seriously.
Whatās even worse is thatā¦ Nothing has actually changed in the Hero society despite the fact that nine years have passed, because people like Touya, Shigaraki and Toga will never be actually saved because Heroes have failed miserably to save the prime examples of whatās to be saved.
And no, they werenāt saved because death isnāt salvation for people who want to live, be accepted and loved. You guys that think this way genuinely scare me and I want yāall far away from me.
Likeā To sum what Iām trying to say: We canāt cry and hate Mhaās ending because of all this, but some of yāall can cry, kick sheets, throw up, crashout and hate the ending over fucking ships?
Wowā¦
#ā ā„ kelrambles;#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#toga himiko#todofam#anti endeavor#likeā iāve been getting in my tiktok fyp this bkdk shipper whoās twenty-two (22) crashing out because izoc became canon#and that had me unlocking a new facial expression that i didnāt knew i had#but suddenly i am weird and crazy for hating the ending because my favorite character died???#š¦š¦š¦š¦#you know whoās actually weird??? ITāS YāAā#canāt believe i had to explain why an abuser surviving and being unpunished while one of his victims died pisses me off#crazy work guysā¦ crazy workā¦#no because listenā¦ horikoshi took into his hands VERY SERIOUS matters that in japan need to be talked about more#but in the end he still didnāt have enough balls to end these matters the rightful way because of japanās conservative ass#idk guysā¦ i thought horikoshi would handle the many IMPORTANT topics he put in this serie way better than thisā¦#guess my expectations were a tad bit too high
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Waittt, what did you mean with your last post?? I don't want to spoil myself so I'm waiting for the nightmare before christmas event to arrive on the eng server before diving deep into the wiki. But I HAVE to know; were there hints of Lilia joining in for a rerun or a sequel ??? Your big "OR IS IT???" filled me with way too much hope !! please tell me it wasn't a bit : (
there was a little teaser at the end that implied there'll be a sequel event, though we don't really know anything beyond that! I do think it's likely we'll get the other half of the cast in it, even if it's just wishful thinking on my part. š¤š¤ NIGHTMARE SUITS FOR EVERYONE!!!!
as far as I know there's been no confirmation on whether it's going to be next year's Halloween event or a separate thing (the snow makes me think it'll be more Christmas-themed, or otherwise more related to the plot of the original movie) so. we're probably going to have to wait quite a while before we find out anything solid. :') they really do love just dropping these things on us and then watching us go absolutely wild with speculation while they watch like
#joseimuke games are serious business#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#me the second i saw the question mark at the end: ahhhh so that's why lilia couldn't be in it#(nods sagely) they were saving him for the second one. yes. of course.#to get more into event spoilers though (so stop reading here if you're avoiding them for now!)#this does explain some things i was wondering about!#like the stitch event didn't follow the movie at all so i wasn't really surprised that this didn't either#but i WAS surprised that oogie wasn't so much as mentioned#if he's also being saved for the second part then that makes a lot more sense#though i am sorry that jamil won't get to meet the man made of bugs š#however i am very excited for lilia and floyd to wreak chaos across not one but two holidays!#half the characters: now hold on can we talk about this before --#lilia and floyd: (already shoving santa into a bag) KIDNAP THE SANDY CLAWS#i guess the real question is...if this is for next halloween are we gonna get an oogie boy to go along with it#how many handsome animes can they squeeze out of this franchise? more than you'd expect#wait so does this mean the rhythmic being essentially the opening to the movie was like...foreshadowing or something#or am i overthinking it as per usual#(eng i am praying for you that this rhythmic won't get eaten by the music licensing monsters and replaced with some generic instrumental)#(it is SO cute i love it SO much)
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I want to be poetic and say something about fate and religious imagery and Zolu being soulmates but right now I can't stop thinking about how homoerotic this whole scene feels and how bad they wanted to make out sloppy style from the second they met
#i am so romantic i know#but seriously hear me out there's just something about these frames#luffy with zoro's swords too like#and the way wano animated it#idk how to explain it it's just extremely gayer than usual#one piece#roronoa zoro#monkey d. luffy#zolu
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š®āšØ Went out to socialize with some coworkers yesterday. I mention that I'm bi, and then just a minute later that I have a husband.
Coworker (who is a lesbian, for the record, so what follows isnt straight ignorance) that I really do not know: oh, wait, you're married?
Me: ha, yes.
Them: And you're bi?
Me: ...yes?
Them: wow, so like, an open relationship?
Me: ....?????? No?
Them: really?.....so, you're married. In a monogamous relationship? And...you're still bi?
Me: ...................yes? I...still think women are attractive? Like my husband still thinks women are attractive? Getting married didn't change that.
Them: oh, wow, how interesting.
#in the year of the lord 2024#why am i having to explain this#this woman couldnt have been more than 5 or 6 yeara older than me though so wtf#but my lesbian grandmother had said something similar when i told her I was bi after i was married#she was like 'still? even though youre married?' like yeah grandma. still. wtf#it wasnt like malicious or rude#but it was#...uncomfortable and confusing
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Didja know you're seeing cool art from years and years ago, amazing performance videos and GIFs and rare photos on here, beautiful fics and cosplay that needs to get revisted.....because people are actively reblogging things?
That's how this place works. Btw.
#please reblog#this fandom is experiencing a bottleneck that can only be explained by there's now more lurkers than rebloggers#a lot of the big rebloggers are on hiatus thanks to a lot of undue uncessary drama#this is why maybe your posts are tanking and or you cant see new things#i am enjoying interacting with the small group of people around me#but this place is an ecosystem that needs to be actively cultuvated by fans so reblog what you want to see out there
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Why does the orange Addison's mannequin kinda resemble you?
#most of their mannequins probably look like him tbf#good average cyber-citizen sizing (SHORTASS)#i dont have a lot to say because it explains itself + if i say anything i remove possibilities of answering an asks with something related#to said thought so im not gonna#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#no.1 freak#something different about this one i think. maybe its the expressions. not a bad thing but its definitely. different.#i had thoughts but im tired and i dont hop on tumblr until i finish the ask im working on so i dont get stuck scrolling & unproductive#sorry i dissapearrreeeddd i was overstimulated like halfway through the week which is earlier than usual but it makes sense because i was#out doing more unusual social activities :-P but you dont care and nor am i obligated soo....#the hands look better not pixelated idk why#give me a little to respond to stuff and check up we be eepy#this one has a lot of freakin frames for some reason
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Robin chose Steve. Robin made the conscious and deliberate decision that she could and would trust Steve. She already liked him! She had fun working and bantering with him! They were already on their way to being weird little bffs and the torture just expedited the process. Steve chose Robin just the same! He thinks she's fun and cool and likes her so much! He chose to be honest and open with her too, putting himself out there.
Even though their interests on the surface level don't match why wouldn't they share them? Steve clearly caves when Robin wants to watch a movie he doesn't think he'll like, Robin can watch a March madness game or five.
Stop trying to take away their bond oh my god people can be close to more than one person!!! Their best friend doesn't have to be dismissive or mean or whatever in order for a romance to be special to them!
#if i have to see another fic or whatever that makes it seem like robin doesnt give a shit about what steve likes and talkes about im going#to scream and maybe even rampage#its nice to sit down and have someone who knows explain who the players are and what the stakes for this particular game!!#just because yall seem to not think anyone can be nutral towards sports doesnt mean people aren't#literally why is it so hard to believe robin would like to hear steve talk as much as steve likes to hear her talk#i am so close to telling some steddie shippers to not look at steve or robin or their friendship because some of yall do Not get it.#its like you can see them go 'have to make sure eddie is the most perfect specialest boy for steve...well that means robin doesn't Get Him '#or 'robin ignores him/dismisses his interests/isnt told everything happening in his life' like okay dont ever touch them again thanks#robin is steves specialest sunshine cupcake goober girl. steve is robins bestest happy times sweet funnyman. dont u dare take that away.#omce again tsgs longer than the post but ah well.#stobin#platonic stobin#robin buckley#steve harrington#stranger things#finda's rambles#steve and robin#this is a scheduled post just to jazz things up i guess#but seriously some of yall need to STOP MESSIGN WITH STOBIN
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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