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Daniel Brühl by Matthias David for Face Magazin (2008)
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Do you care for a cigarette?
#I wanted to reuse a color palette from last year that I loved and this is the result ^_^#actually part of a larger project but life makes me incapable of drawing rn#so have this completed piece of an uncompleted whole for now! I will probably repost it once I’ve got the rest#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#you can probably guess who he is looking at 🤭#I promise the perspective /doesn’t/ make more sense with the rest of the artworks. I found cool pose refs and thought: why not#my art
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i made you a cookie but i eated it
#hiiiii :3 i have bronchitis and the only thing i want to do is put coco in outfits#baby coco this time#i swear the next story post is almost done i just do not have the energy to take the rest of the screenshots rn 😭#you can ask wcif for this if you promise to be patient because like i said i'm sick#coco arias#ts4
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that one post asking what ring they would propose to you with….. i actually have a whole thing of how it would play out ( im normal )
#doodles#not putting this in my main art tag bc i was just scrawling down ideas I might make a whole thing tbh …..#the whole thing i was thinking abt was like. we both know we’re far from ready to get married#but we know we want to be with eachother for the rest of our lives#he’s wanted to give something to show he was committed to me so he got a promise ring. not an engagement ring 😭#but i think he’s proposing that we get married and that’s why i look a lil horrified .#he panics after seeing my reaction not realizing how it came off and promises that he wasn’t proposing#he just wanted to make it know that he wants a future together with me ….#idk I don’t know if I have the will power to make a comic …. maybe I’ll write a fic….. im insane rn sorry ….#banjo i love you#🐻🍯🪕
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I'm thinking about making a pre-fallen angel q!BBH design soon. When I have the motivation to... But basically my vision for angel qBBH is that he is almost like an antithesis to demon/current q!bbh. Basically, if his demonic form has dark, shadowy void skin, I think it would be perfect if his angelic form looked a little less humanoid and more like a physical form of light itself. Something that is otherworldly, ethereal, and terrifyingly unknown...
Actually, the fact that it's so hard to explain my interpretation right now is kind of perfect, because I think angels are meant to be abstract and so far removed from the physical world, therefore humanity, that you can't really explain them.
I've noticed some people designing angel q!BBH that looks more human, and while I don't think there is anything wrong with that (design characters to your heart's desire <3) in my opinion, angels are beings that the human mind simply can't comprehend. Like, that time when Bad was explaining the whole concept of the 4d time thing, it took someone drawing a diagram for me to understand it, and even then I still have trouble fully comprehending that. That's what angels are, and my interpretation of q!BBH, at least. Plus, it would go so well with him falling, becoming a demon and literally being corrupted by darkness yk?
And when I say symmetrical- like light vs dark, I don't really mean that as a parallel to good vs evil because there are so many gray areas with how heaven vs hell and character morality is presented in the qsmp. So I think heaven/light lines up with order and perfection. A cleanliness that must be kept pure, emotionless, and distant. Whereas hell/darkness is chaos, desire, and flaws that relate more to humanity.
Anyways, I went in a little tangent but basically: angels=light=strict order/harsh justice and demon/falling from heaven= darkness=chaos=humanity.
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#qbbh#i promise i will get to designing and drawing again soon but im having problems w my tablet rn but rest assured i will do this because#its just a really cool idea for me to do#also ive been lacking motivation the past few weeks so i kind of took an art break as well -_-#but yea i just love the fallen angel designs and discussions people do for qbbh idk why but its one of my fav parts of his character-#badboyhalo
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sorry for how slow and sparse I've been getting around to everyone. I'm doing my best but genuinely rn I desperately need to take care of myself instead of always putting others first.
#I've been. not okay mentally or emotionally for a few weeks now.#and I'm eternally grateful for the. like. 2 people that know that and have been so kind and patient with me.#and I feel bad for not giving as much as I want to be to /everyone/ right now and how much I feel like I'm falling behind.#but I don't have the energy or the will rn and I need to be shaken and forced to rest.#I'm so depressed and stressed out and anxious over every little thing rn.#my sense of self-worth is fucking shot and I'm trying so hard to be brave and remind myself people really do care about me.#that I'm not nuisance that I'm not causing problems and ruining everything that it's not better for everyone if I just wasn't in the picture#idk this isn't like. I want to be swarmed with reassurances right now.#it's more of just. I'm sorry. I know my mood is fluctuating and I'm very slow lately.#I promise I'm not ignoring anyone.#I'm just in a not great spot and it's taking a bad toll on me especially when I know how I am trying to appease others.#while giving up my own well-being giving up my own heart.#I just need to rest and take it easy for a bit. I promise everything is fine.#rambling#maybe delete later
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Neeeeeeeeed to be a dumb mutt again i think. Need to make mistakes and not understand basic things and instead of getting yelled at i just get a condescending look and accomodations. Next time i eat so fast i feel sick or try to save the best bite of food for last i need someome to put that shit in those scary spiky dog bowls that make it harder for your dog to eat so fast they throw up. Smiel
#raunchy rabble#nsft puppy#okay smile now the rest of these tags are me whining and going wahhhh wahhhh#im a pussy yes the withdrawal isnt that bad yes i know i promise idk why im being such a bitch#anyways i take effexor and i take two capsules. one big (75) and one thats half the size#i forgot to order the big size so today i was on a third of my dose#and i was already feeling bad due to sleep issues and food problems and depression etc#so it was just wrecking my shit and im at the sorta apex rn#and the worst part is its making me really atupid in the not fun sex way i keep forgetting things or being unable to understand basic shit#and ots scary for me and last time i experiencef effexor withdrawal my dad got mad at me for how much help i needed#'its just withdrawal its not cancer' or something but i have a headache and brain zaps and hot flashes and nausea and i cant think#and its just scary and upsetting to me rn. ALSO! this week i was gonna have my belated birthday dinner and if that got ruined bc of this???#its the one personal thing i got for my birthday and its late because my DAD felt too bad due to his own withdrawals to go!#anyways i decided to take extra of my small pills to make up for it bc i was gonna lose it#which worst case scenario means later im gonna have to do double the withdrawal time while takin 2/3rd my dose#better than half at 1/3rd my dose to me
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Sunday Moon
Hi there dear fellows and Luna lovers, that day of the week arrived.
Don't edit this drawing and don't post it anywhere.
If you thought two OctoLuna would be enough, think it thrice.
The artist of this octoling Luna is like the first one, @/vetrelex on Instagram.
#vanitas no carte#vnc#the case study of vanitas#luna#votbm#splatoon#octoling#fanart#commission#i bought#dont edit neither publish it anywhere#I can't promise you won't see more of this#but i can tell you that rn i don't have more neither done neither commissioned#you can rest#for a while#this one is special and i didn't thought yo no share it#but since the artist has shared it too#I said to myself: why not?#basically it was a present from the artist#because we had a misunderstanding and I paid a little more than necessary for the comm#+ i taught this artist how to elude taxes#xD#i told her it was okay but she surprised me with this#as you can imagine a love of person#also#the plan of giving the other artists i commissioned more time by sharing my bullshit with you is working#next week i will receive 1 or 3#the seconds idk when but soon#and the 3 is literally: off or out of covertage#sunday moon
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finished a little bit more work on 5, then immediately went on to work on this very quick mockup of the territories in inkarnate
check my tags for information on the territories and their inhabitants :)
#the rogues live in the same mountain but not the same cave system as phoenixclan#where phoenixclan caves are mostly horizontal and safe to spelunk even for kits#the rogues have a much more complicated and dangerous cave system#also where phoenixclan make the cave entrance itself the camp#the rogues have a clearing within the mountains that is their camp#(which u saw at the end of 4)#mouseclan is the only clan close enough to phoenixclan but they rarely ever leave their safe territory in fear of what lies beyond#so they don't know that phoenixclan are there yet#the other clans rn fully believe that hawkclan is lost and no survivors were left#the lake is mysterious because it is often foggy and obscured#so the cats around the mountains kind of assume it's like a meeting place of the dead#and they try to avoid it for fear of drowning within it and being lost to the souls that linger around it#it is also as u can see a HUGE lake#i know the terrain looks flat but i promise u only mouseclan terf is flat moorlands. the rest are ragged fields and rocky mountains#i just don't understand inkarnate enough yet to illustrate it well#max moment
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i kinda wanna make an interests page so that people kinda know what to expect on this blog but like. it'd have to be a collective interest one since all of our interests do vary a bit, and then i'd have to add. the Triggering interests
#zephyr.txt#annoying how the rest of the system likes something that either actively triggers me or i just dislike it alot :(#it's not like i plan to draw anything related to it. but the others might! and most of us are sourced from those things! so yikes!#sometimes i have really big interests tho but i don't remember them until someone mentions it and then it activates like a sleeper agent#i'm more than just funny monkeys i promise guys. everything else is just supppperrrr buried rn LMAO
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Heyyy just read through CETBWA and loved it all over again! No rush but any word on when there might be a chapter 21? 👀
hey!! thanks, i'm very glad you enjoyed it and continue to enjoy it, that makes me really happy ☺️
chap 21 is happening, just very slowly. i'm trying to focus on getting a fic out for the @/dpxdcbigbang before i get back into cetbwa properly, but i've been dabbling here and there. honestly probably won't happen until september tho lol sorry
#idk we might get it in august#i should have the month of july to work on it and it's already halfway done so maybe#idk we'll see#it might not happen - the big black dog has bit me hard and i have the biggest case of the morbs#i'm only still writing because of the lovely extension for the bang fic otherwise i would be screwed#we'll see we'll see idk#cetbwa#feel so guilty everytime i get an 'update? soon please now?' comment and like.... fuck#i'm so tired haha#it's happening i promise#i just need some time to screw my head on straight and get back in the groove#i have plans for the rest of the fic so it's definitely not abandoned - not many chapters left ahhh!!!!#scary thoughts#that might be another reason why it's taking a bit longer... i want to do the ending justice#but that's at least four or five chapters down the line#there's time... there's time#thank you for the ask and again i'm really glad you're enjoying it still#really did uplift me#thank you#did also cry a bit after getting this but that's just me rn lol#thanks again#i'm gonna try and write ig haha
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thinking of writing a review of hotd s2 but *looks at the flame war that is the hotd fandom* i think i might be stoned to death by both sides.
#i like the show and imo even if its not a 'good' or faithful adaptation of the book it's not proven itself to be completely valueless#or thematically incoherent for that matter#i think its following what it promised (within the confines of the show) perfectly fine even if different from the book.#and i kinda wanna go into that#that's not to say s2 was perfect. it wasn't very well paced or as focused as s1. i didn't like that daemon's turn rested on prophecy#rather than it being a solely character choice#i ALSO think grrm has the right to dislike the adaptation and want to suggest/improve on it. he has the right to want it to be done well#it's all for the betterment of the show after all. he's a writer in his own right and since he was amenable to major changes in s1#i think if he's saying something here he's not just nitpicking#no matter what hot water he's in rn we might have him to thank once s3 is out. but man i do not envy him/condal atm#hotd#jp musings#spoilers
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Finally sat my white ass down and read hs2 (I left off at Sollux being reintroduced for a four years in the making joke) . So like. God I love Homestuck?
#also as an aside I’m gonna sound like a total dickbitch in future homosuck related discussions from now on#bc if one person comes out of the wood work screaming Dirk and Rose are too ‘*ncesty’ or whatever#literally fuck off . I cannot stress enough how badly you need to fuck off#idk if you’ve noticed but the people behind Homestuck rn aren’t freaks weirdos or degenerates#Dirk and Roses interactions are the perfect level of pseudo-father-daughter strilalonde bullshit to make it compelling#did we even read the same webcomic? Dirk and Rose have always been this weird it’s just now they’re talking to each other and not others#sans Terezi who I promise doesn’t give a damn bc she’s not high and mighty on her stale relationships horse with her thumb up her ass#Homestuck is a media and the characters in said media are weird but they’re not *gross*#this ain’t no rick and morty#and brother rick and morty is shockingly similar at face value but . it’s not#the writers on that show ARE weirdos#but for the record Beth on Beth lesbian Yuri fingerbanging is cool . you should fuck your clone#the rest is weird. but also makes sense for the fake-philosophical bullshittery that show presents#and I say this as someone who has seen every episode of it#what the fuck am I talking about#READ HOMESTUCK. the epilogues are good homestuck^2 is good beyond canon is good#fuck you fuck you fuck you
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WIP DAY.
tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡
tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡
i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.
started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]
it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo
never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.
everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk
i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe
actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not
Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.
#tag games.#keep going to do picrews and just zoning out 😭 i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying)#i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day#or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words#are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i#still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to#sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just#like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how#i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then#disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your#creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about#being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually#filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm#rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not#i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted#the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji ✨ on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but#also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or#leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well#because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations)#but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg
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Will try to sleep now. Night.
#;little raven speaks#only gonna try for Asmo...I honestly want to skip sleeping and just stay up and have a coffee but he's pleading for me to try to rest...#since i do really need it...i'm only gonna try to for him..since i love him lots...and he did promise he won't leave my side no matter what#so i hope that is true...again tho...i wish he was really real and here iwth me rn...but f/o wise...he's here...mentally and stuff...
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So with me getting a big art commission for ITNL, it makes me think about how I've never gotten any commissions for discacc... and like yes ok I've been neglecting my big baby (I'm Sorry,,,,) but my love for it remains. The 500k word count is testament to my dedication to it, even if it's currently on hiatus.
But for me putting actual real money into ITNL and not discacc...
Well...
It ultimately boils down to the fact that in discacc they still look just like their canon counterparts lol so there's really no point to doing a commission for it. ITNL Vash already looks different from his canon counterpart (due to the lightning scars, which are the main focal point of the commission).
So... no it is NOT me saying I love ITNL more. ITNL and discacc both are very dear to me. I'm just doing objectively crazier stuff in ITNL and Thus, big differences have happened. And so it goes.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#discacc shit#i do have some rather Uhmmm mean kinds of plans for discacc. that would perhaps leave lasting damage and/or scars.#but those have not happened yet. and wouldnt for a While.#in ITNL i not only gave him lightning scars but i also broke his NOSE#plus potentially more stuff to come.#ive been emotionally mean to goro but vash really takes the cake in the physical sense. teehee.#i can not choose between ITNL and discacc for which i love more bc they are both so dear to me#...tho i can easily say i love them more than the rest of my works hfkshfjd#sorry ladue and Sentido but u r not my main focuses. RIP.#theres a kind of love that comes from spending months (or years) working on One Thing Only.#i wanna do right by both discacc and ITNL. i wanna see them through to the end.#i wish it wasnt so hard for me to write rn... and that i didnt struggle so much with splitting my attention.#it really does make me sad to leave discacc on indefinite hiatus like this#but it just isnt the story i want to write rn. that's ITNL.#but i will return to it someday. i still love it so very dearly.#That is a Promise.#anyways yeah i paid for the comm for ITNL and im very excited ehehehe#And Now We Wait.
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