#as much as i love him im sick of it
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i cant even properly explain how it emotionally affects me when my cat comes up to me for cuddles. small creature walks up to me, a giant, in search of a gentle touch, because he trusts me completely. that is what love is. that is what the universe is built for. i want to cry
#i've been really sick for a week and haven't had the energy to play with navid for a while#and i feel like he's been so understanding about it??#like he gets it that im not well so he's not being pushy to play as he usually is when im healthy#i love him so so so much#jamble ramble#navid#my cat
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merlin (immortal) giving arthur (pendragon) the only blade that could kill him
#they make me SICK#i hate them so much#if arthur had found out about his magic earlier and took it poorly…he’d be the only person able to kill him#merlin handing over the sword as a symbol of his utter trust in arthur#god imagine arthur finding out (au everyone lives) and being torn between wanting to cast the sword away but also wanting to keep it on him#he hates the weight of merlins life that now seems attached to the blade#he doesnt want it#but he cant cast it away bc what if someone gets their hands on it?? then merlins life is in their hands#he is BAFFLED that merlin would give HIM - uther pendragons son - the only thing that could kill him#he asks after days of fitful sleep and consideration and merlin is just like#‘its /you/ arthur.’ he says like its painfully obvious#NCJGSKSNSDIBSKSB TEYH MKAE ME VIOELTNT#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#excalibur#immortal merlin#merthur#im just thinking of percabeth when percy tells annabeth where his mortal point is and she is the ONLY person who knows#and she has to carry that tidbit of information around like its not the heaviest burden shes ever carried - more so than the sky#that one quote 'love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to'#idk you get it#arthur and annabeth being the only people who can destroy the one they love#merlin and percy having unwavering trust and faith in their other half that they place their life in their hands#literally#sorry im done
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he's my wife, actually
#malevolent fanart#my art#kayne malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent#malevolent episode 40#i actually love him so much#im sick with chronic illness stuff and god hit me with art powers at 9pm last night#this was the result#im so normal about this podcast
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um!
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#y/n#fnaf springtrap#william afton#purple guy#springtrap x y/n#um!!!! um....#uhmmm yum uyum uujmmmyeah#*dies cutely*#I WISH THAT WAS ME BOIS!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA HPOU ALREADY KNEW THAT#i was originally gonna do more but i got pooped out#look forward ta that later bois new spacie era incoming#GOD I FUCKING LOVE HIM SO MUCH#I WANNA KISS HIM SO BADDDD FUCK#im sick im sick im sick and twisted im sicjk in the head and i will never get better#GRRRR OIUUOUOUGOUGOHGOHHG FUCKKKKKK FUCK FUKCUFKC#FUCIING EXPLODES AND DIES#spacie scribbles
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quick cooldown doodle of my favorite guy after busting my ass on zine pieces
#chris doodles#ive been in the zine trenches the past week#but im out of them now#just final touchups#the zine is the HGCZ btw#i did a giant comic#it's sick as hell honestly#very excited to tease and show it soon#i cant say much but! soon! B)#oh yeah#black leg sanji#that's him thats the guy in the picture#man he's so cool#i love you sanji#one piece
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i think the changes should also apply to him but like. in ways where he will not realise it. lqg throws a really heavy carcass or smth at him and everyone is all "a candle for the soon to be crushed peak lord" but sqh catches it just fine. >:( be careful shidi!! they're so confused. someone else tries to pick it up and- oh, jesus, fuck thats way too heavy. how is sqh handling it fine?? mobei finds out because theres a trap or array and sqh just scoops him before it activates. holding a whole ass demon man with one arm and his sword with the other. hes going to be boasting about it for WEEKS. his human is so much stronger than other humans AND some demons. your stupid princess shizun could NEVER
YES YES YES 100 PERCENT I can see everyone gaping at him like WHAT. WHEN? HOW? HUH?
I actually think Qinghua is pretty strong, especially being from An Ding with all the work he has to do, but with the whole god business, it's a whole other level he's rivaling DEMONS!
I'm actually obsessed with the idea that once Mobei Jun gets carried he immediately thinks about how much better his husband is compared to the emperor's consort the image of how smug he is thinking he got the better human is so funny to me
Rough sketch below of Qinghua carrying Mobei cause I think he deserves to get carried by his God
#svsss#shang qinghua#mobei jun#moshang#I love them so much#also im crying thinking about how NO ONE WAS GOING TO GO SAVE QINGHUA WHEN HE WAS TOSSED SOMETHING HEAVY ENOUGH TO KILL HIM#they just went f we'll miss you 🙏#no wonder he needs to upgrade his stats everyone is just watching his downfall#do you think with all of Mobei's boasting about his strong human Binghe would want to fight him and Qinghua is screaming because NOPE NOPE!#would Shen Qingqiu and Shang Qinghua have to have some type of play fight to see whose stronger because Binghe is sick of hearing about it#my art#nibbelraz#nib text#ask
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Another one bites the dust
#phighting#phighting banhammer#phighting scythe#banscythe#scythehammer#i am ILL ABOUT THEM#ITS BEEN ALMOST 5 MONTHS GET ME OUUUUT#i love them so much#soo much help me#i keep thinking of them fighting and scythe besting him and sparing him. and banhammer don't know why#im il. so ill. im so sick IM SIIICK SICK OF THEM /silly#also shoutout to unexplainable white dust effect ily . never leave me white dust effect
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Everyone moved on but I stayed there
#sick to my stomach again. i miss him so much im about to end it all. who else was like him#like. he saw daniel struggling and would not be dissuade. all throughout 2022. scathingly defending daniel in public.#comforting him in private. reaching out to daniel again and again and again#showed up to daniels test. rested his head on the halo and encouraged him. when daniel got the seat he said#I AM VERY HAPPY FOR DANIEL BECAUSE I LOVE HIM#LIKE I DONT KNOW WHAT WOULD MAKE IT MORE DEVASTATING. IF THE EMPHASIS WAS ON WHICH WORD#f1#daniel ricciardo#sebastian vettel
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something something seeing things through different eyes
#tigerghost#art student manny is my FAVORITE of jorge guitierrez's plans for his life. i LOVEEEE that sm#danny takes him to the ghost zone for some mission reason and hes like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SICK AS FUCK#ITS AWAKENED LATENT FINE ART IMPULSES IN ME!!#meanwhile danny kind of tolerates being in the GZ but its very much like. not a place where Good things happen to him#hes grown accustomed to it and he loves certain things about it but he will never be fond of it and that sort of colors his perception of i#so manny coming in like WHOAH AND YOURE THE /KING/ HERE? THINK OF ALL THE COOL ASS GHOSTS YOU CAN MEET! THE AWESOME GHOST LANDS!#THE FLOATING GREEN STUFF!!!#gives him a little bit of that first-time wonder back :')#anyways the style is HEAVILY cribbed from anastasia trusova who i HIGHLY recommend checking out#when im rich and famous i shall buy many of her pieces#ntu tag#also mannys jersey was kept safe by his Painting Shirt (now tied about his waist) you know his apartment is eclectic af#but quite clean. he got the stress cleaning habit from his dad
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bodyguard behavior...
#I LOVE FENG XIN SO MUCH ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE#at first it was cute bc LOOK AT HIM#but now im gonna make myself SICK thinking about these snips#tgcf#feng xin#xie lian#fenglian#tgcf s2#tian guan ci fu#mxtx
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Derek gets deeply pissed off when someone says smn like "how didn't you kill Stiles yet? he's so annoying and he's babbling all the time. how can you stand to be with him? aren't you embarrassed when he talks nonsense?" bc what the fuck do you mean he's embarrassed?
He's not annoyed or frustrated, because he likes hearing Stiles talk, he likes that Stiles feels comfortable around him enough to let his conscious flow free. He loves it, bc he sees how Stiles shuts up in the presence of his dad, he knows that he's the only one since Claudia who actually listens to what Stiles says.
And he hates when Stiles hears those things bc he shuts off and doesn't talk for days and Derek has to grab him by his face and growl "fucking talk to me" and shake him a little. And Stiles explodes and cries and they have sex and then everything is normal again.
OH YM GOD YESSS./ HEDWIG OH MY GOD. this is so crazy cause i once had a post about how stiles' exes/previous relationship has definitely done the "kisses you to shut you up" thing especially when he's rambling and stuff so when he's finally with derek, he FULLY expects derek to do the same. like to the point that he sometimes suddenly goes quiet because no one has ever let him ramble this long and surely derek isn't even listening anymore??? except. except derek looks up from whatever he's doing and perfectly follows up on whatever stiles has been saying and even says some super specific things he's said bc guess what! guess what! derek hale IS the most perfect boyfriend and he LOVES stiles. to death!!!
"He loves it, bc he sees how Stiles shuts up in the presence of his dad, he knows that he's the only one since Claudia who actually listens to what Stiles says." GODDDDDDD. I JUST KNOW YOU WERE SMIRKING SO EVIKLLY. YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE GONNA DO TO ME WITH THIS SENTENCE CHRIST. i forgot what fics i read this once but claudia being the only one who can keep up with stiles' talking and random changes of topic. the sheriff who can't even keep up with stilesclaudia's conversations. the sheriff who has definitely, at one point after claudia's death, told stiles to shut up because claudia is dead and no one's gonna listen to him anymore............
i just. oh my7 god. i have so much fucking emotions about stiles' rambly self and derek absolutely loving it and keeping track of everything and LISTENING. like derek hale is a listener he LISTENS!!!! sometimes he even shocks stiles because he'd randomly open up a conversation by recalling stiles has said daysss or weeks ago and acting like they were just talking abt it. like he knows how much stiles loves talking abt his interests or abt anything in the sun it's so. he just loves him so much
i jsut love the idea that derek knows stiles is often annoying and rambly but that's HIS annoying and rambjly human. he loves him BECAUSE he's annoying and rambly, because he's who exactly derek needs..... he'd absolutely punch someone for saying all that shit abt stiles honestly he's just so perfect
#answered#sterek#i genuinyl feel sick to my sotmach#THIS. THIS IS JUST#IM SOOO PASSIONATE ABT THIS ASPECT OF STEREK#LIKE I WHOLEHEARTEDLY BELIEVE STILES BELIEVES THAT DEREK IS THE TYPE TO SHUT HIM UP BY KISSING HIM#and ok maybe SOMETIMES derek does it but he does it during arguments or debates during pack meetings#but when he's just mindlessly rambling??? derek doesnt oh goddd he loves stiles voice and talking too much#and thats honestly why derek is jsut so so different from stiles' exes
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wanna share these pictures of harlan with his beloved dog named Ahbhu :) (which was a Puli— a Hungarian sheep dog.)
bonus : some excerpts from a dedicated story harlan wrote for ahbhu (heres the full story :])
#he loved him so much im so sick to my stomach#i love him#this story made me bawl my eyes out#ahbhu you sweet thing#thank you again buck for sharing these with me im crying now#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#am#am ihnmaims#allied mastercomputer#harlan ellison#a boy and his dog#repent harlequin#love aint nothing but sex misspelled
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I am always thinking about the dark island trilogy journal entry things Wu writes and how much he genuinely adores all the people he cares about. He writes so fondly and lovingly about Misako and Lloyd and all the ninja and and and augh This bad boy can fit so much love in him
#I get so emotional when I think about how much they all mean to him#And how much he means to them#Literally in tears writing this hope you know. I love him so much#He was there for them all at their lowest he gave them the support they needed and they all found family in each other because of it#11 minute era will always hold a special place in my heart#For the sheer fact that it gives a lot of focus to Wu and his bond with the ninja individually#Maybe not with all of them but still#I could go on whole rants about his relationship with individual ninja they're everything to him#The thing he said in DR about how he was lonely for so long after Garmadon fell. But once he found them he's become much happier#Im sick.#wu#wu ninjago#master wu#ninjago#lego ninjago
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Requirements to be in the coven of Agatha Harkness, most infamous witch in the world:
gay
#THESE BITCHES GAY! GOOD FOR THEM! GOOD FOR THEM!!!!!#OH my god this was the best episode yet. i had chills!!! literal chills!!!!!#ok so I guess agatha also thought teen was her son. which makes sense from what we know. her reaction to seeing him hurt......#oh kathryn hahn you're SICK#i rly hope their relationship won't change after this they're my fav duo#also. did i mention they're all gay. marvel is genuinely shocking me i can't believe we almost got a sapphic kiss i'm weeping#lilia with her little percussions :') god i love her sm she's so wonky#and jennifer managed a miracle cure!!! and alice destroyed the generational curse!!! oh im really sold on these gays i love them all!!!!!#also can we talk about the latin please lmao. i love that they're literally saying the most basic stuff in latin#'we need to summon a green witch' -> 'i call a green witch'#SO much in this episode holy shit. absolutely incredible. im actually speechless i really really loved it#so pumped for next week!!!!!#agatha all along
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hi rqg people i am once again late to the party
#LMAOO so i may have finsihed it like two months ago and have been thikning about it CONSTANTLY ever since i started#the npcs!!!!!! wowowowowowoow sick !!#i ONLY JUST REALISED GRIZZOP AND VESSEK HAVE KIDS??? that's sick#idc if they're qpr or inlove romantic styles or just like awesome friends. i LOVE THEM !! FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!#i didn't read your description vessek so NO you are NOT big and BUFF#you are under the ILLUSION of being small and then you can pick up a TRUCK#i have so many thoughts i love this show ...#oh omg so list of them because i realise everyone has different designs even tho look at that PRICK that's oscar.#1 - oscar#2 - earhart#i never looked at a picture of earhart b4 leave me be#3- carter#4- barnes#5 - vesseeeeeek!!!#zolf i know im basic but the amount of discord statuses dedicated to you i have had since listening is CRAZZZZZY#i missed him so much and then loved grizzop and then grizzop gone and then heartbreak#i don't pay attention to so many of the descriptions im so sorry fellas#i just want to be whimsy and these DESCRIPTIONS in my AUDIO ONLY PODCAST are UNACCEPTABLE!!#last picture is from when errrr ( SPOILERS ) zolf like resurects wilde AGAIN and then he's just so tired that he hugs him n that was sweet#rusty quill gaming#rusty quill#rqg#rqg spoilers#rqg wilde#rqg fanart#rqgaming#zolf smith#alexander j newall#sasha rackett#fish art tax
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he didn't match my energy and now my entire mood is ruined :)!!
#you can convince me he loves me as much as he says he does#why does how i feel always revolve around him#im sick#bpd#bpd splitting#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder
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