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Nine (or however many) people you'd like to get to know better:
I was tagged a couple times for this one, hi everybody! @underacalicosky (twice? you didn't actually seem to have any tags on that second post but tumblr notified me of a mention anyway) @ragnarlothcat @thegingerwrites
Last song: More Like You by Orla Gartland
Favorite color: Ah, I guess it shouldn't be a surprise that it's red? A nice deep red (But calicosky's answer reminded me of a song I really love called Dark Blue that I haven't listened to in a while so that's gonna be my soundtrack for the rest of this post)
Currently watching: I've been keeping up with the new 9-1-1 episodes as they come out
Sweet/Savory/Spicy: In order, spicy, then sweet, then savory. They're all good though
Relationship status: Single, because I haven't found someone who'll dom me the way I deserve 😔 (Okay, that's not actually the reason. But it's a big mood, I think)
Current obsession: Still just star wars. I know I've been spending a lot of time doing other stuff, but like... Not voluntarily
Last thing you googled searched for: Interview etiquette. I have yet to get called back for one, but surely it'll happen sooner or later (Right??)
Tag a few friends: Given how alarmingly late to this I am, I think everyone's already done it? I'll tag @unspuncreature @renlyslittlerose and @amadwinter just in case (sorry if you DID do it and I just missed the post, lol)
#as always no pressure to keep it going#sometimes it just takes too many spoons to write a response#or idk maybe that's just me#because I'm looking at this post like “did I need to use that many words to answer each question? they were actually pretty straightforward#whoops lol#tag game#red speaks
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the master works discourse on twitter is killing me. none of these bitches understood the game or its characters AT ALL
#'they should have kept the festival instead of making it so no one knew who link was' HE DID NOT WANT TO BE RECOGNIZED.#his whole thing is that he felt so much pressure because of the attention he got precalamity that he WENT MUTE.#WHY WOULD HE WANT A GIANT FESTIVAL IN HIS HONOR REMINDING HIM OF THE THING THAT LOWKEY RUINED HIS LIFE#LIKE???? okay guys i get it the concept art was pretty. but in terms of characterization it makes NO SENSE FOR HIM#he has been the center of attention since he was 12 years old and he EXPLICITLY DOES NOT LIKE IT#like do you honestly think that the low profile he keeps in totk was not a deliberate choice?? especially when EVERYONE knows zelda???#if he wanted attention he could have had attention. he CHOSE to be 'that guy who's always with the princess' instead of the hero of hyrule#basically his entire adolescence was lost to the calamity. he was not allowed to have an identity outside of his duty to the kingdom#OF COURSE when given the opportunity he's going to choose to build an identity completely divorced from that duty.#he did it. hes done. he doesnt HAVE to be that person anymore. no one recognizes him as the hero and that means that he gets to be HIMSELF#instead. UGHHHH ANYWAYS#sorry i cant start arguments with grown men on twitter so i have to vaguepost here instead#this is self-control. i am Controlling Myself.#personal
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Some doodles cuz I’m thinking about girl dad warriors.
And some drama lol. The reason why Zelda and Link didn’t get married is cuz he’s half human. His father was a Hylian and his mother was a human, and the council didn’t want Zelda’s children to be “dirtied” with non Hylian blood. This wasn’t a big deal back then (see love at twilight) but it became a big deal around this time. No one is happy.
#yes gave dad warriors long hair#need to name his daughter#also yeah rip the queens of Hyrule#probably always pressured to have kids to keep Hylia’s bloodline going#legend of Zelda#Hyrule warriors#zelink#hw zelink
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Something I really like is that April’s constant stream of odd jobs she goes through is somewhat reflected in the boys as well. Like, you have April working at random pizza places or getting a crane license or being fully willing to apply for a job at a place clearly made out of cardboard. Then you have the boys as well who do anything from working as a basketball mascot, building a massive dog park, being waiters, getting a whole band gig at a theme park, etc, etc-
Main difference is that April actively applies for these jobs (and is hopefully paid for the short time she’s in them) whereas for the bros the jobs usually find them (and they practically never get paid.) It doesn’t even stop at jobs either, they just seem to casually amass skills in general.
I don’t know, I like how both April and the turtles are just so ready and willing to do things. Sure, they’re not always good at these things, but they do them readily! In a way, being heroes is just another job (well, more like volunteer work/vigilantism/another fun activity) that they initially took on because of their general sense of “why not?”
They’re very willing and open to trying out new things despite their tendency to revert back to what they enjoy (and how commonly trying new things ends up going wrong), and I think that adaptational interest of theirs really helps them be well rounded in multiple regards.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#like not even just jobs these characters just like to go out and do things!#even if they’re initially not interested they’re so curious and stuff that they’ll do it anyway#I wonder if April being as curious and incredibly open minded as she is rubbed off on the boys growing up#and they like…osmosis’d this personality trait from her to be like ‘yeah sure whatever’ to any antic#I also just think that they’re bored teenagers with a TON of time on their hands so they like to just live it up#I think the boys always had the desire to go out and apply themselves but meeting April likely pushed them more#y’know I wonder#what if April narrowed down just one job when in college and she actually managed to keep it#like…almost as a form of growth - she narrowed down jobs and careers and schooling as she hit early adulthood?#it’s kinda reflected in raph as well - originally so open and for goofing off but now much more singularly focused on hero stuff#kinda a sad way to look at growing up but it works here#because you have the three younger sibs still readily doing other things#not as focused on responsibility or singular paths#it’s sad because adulthood absolutely does not mean not being open to other things#but at that time in your life sometimes there’s a pressure and unwanted responsibility to pick a path y’know?#and it’s a relief to learn that actually there was never just one set path with one set trail you always had to stay on#and I think that’s reflected in how raph at the end of the movie opens back up to playing around and doing things for the fun of it
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please help me by reblogging ‼️
hello im dylan. i make what money i can through doordashing but that barely covers even half of my bills and nowhere else will hire me rn (slow season in a tourist town). my car payment and car insurance are both scheduled to come out of my bank acct today and i barely have enough to cover the $135 in my checking account leaving me to have to use my credit card for my $150 car insurance. i also really need to buy groceries and get gas which i desperately need to keep working.
i currently am over $1000 in debt on my credit card and i really can’t afford to keep piling up the bills on it. the monthly fee ($99) for my HRT service just came out as well so i really need at least $400.
$155 (insurance) + $99 (hrt) + $60 (gas) + $100 (groceries) to at least get my credit card back down to only owing $1000. ideally i want to pay that all off but i know there’s no way i’m crowdfunding 1400. thank you guys this isnt terribly urgent but the sooner i can pay it off the better. ❤️
$60 / $400
#im so mad. my fucking car insurance price keeps going up and i dont know why. i dont get tickets i drive safely and make my car payments on#time. but nooo geico says kill yourself fagggot#anyway. of course no pressure to donate as always but sharing would be much appreciated#gonna queue this a bunch sorry in advance#thought i was over this!!! but nope. doordash doesnt pay jack shit either#if i cant figure something out ill have to move in w my mom across the country and id probably just kill myself there so! not ideal
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Joked about Adam being divorced one too many times that now I'm getting anti-divorce ads
Adam think of the children... Please...
#the context for this image is deep#basically i saw a tumblr sexyman quiz#like one of those mary sue quizzes#and i told my readers in my discord server#adam and steve each scored 30 points#guess which points they scored#and when it was getting down to the last like 3 they were struggling so hard to figure out which ones applied#and someone asked me 'does adam coint as divorced?'#and it made me absolutely lose it#so funny to think of his horrifying situation as divorce...#anyways#uh.#idk why the fuck this ad was on my blog#fuck you#divorce is such a hard thing to go through especially when you gave kids#and the children are always kept in mind. obviously.#the divorce is often BENEFITTING the children#by getting them out of a terrible situation#all my friends who have divorced parents. which. now that i think about it is a lot...#think jts a good thing their parents separated#like#do not stay together for the kids#thats not healthy for you or them...#plus then youre just putting your children at the center of your romantic relationship#and putting an extreme amount of pressure on them#to think its their job to keep you together#horrifying ad#text post#shitpost#not art
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Yak and I are fake boyfriends. Yes, we started like that. But you know something? Yak is a huge green flag for me.
When I'm with Yak, I never question myself if I'm good enough. It's Yak who makes me realize how worthy I am.
Right now Yak is my peace of mind. I still don't understand why I wasted those eight years with you. Because right now, I really love myself when I'm with Yak.
Thank you, Yak, for coming into my life.
It's my pleasure. Alright then. Let's go home.
[Wandee Gooddday, 1.09]
#hands hands hands#it's always them with the hands#that first shot is so so so important to me#the way Dee lets go so slowly and puts the pressure on Yak's fingers to reassure him#and how Yak is still reaching for him and tries not to let go#i love them an unhealthy amount#i want to put them in my pocket and keep them forever#dee having these realisations and speaking them out loud was such a relief and so satisfying#dee letting go of yak's hand so he could take it again with such clarity of purpose and intent was so important#he wasn't just hanging on to yak because he was using yak and the fake relationship as a shield anymore#he was actively and purposefully choosing yak in the clearest way he could show it#i should probably write an actual post about that but it's late#i keep losing sleep to make gifs haha ugh#anyway i'm very normal about this show good night#wandee goodday#wandee goodday ep9#yakdee#yoryakwandee#wandeeyoryak#mia gifs wandee goodday things#mia gifs drama things#mia gifs things
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Not to keep beating dead horses like I so much love to do but I am still completely Flabbergasted and Astonished at how you (Merle Ambrose) could discover the most terrifying fact that a child that is essentially under your care has been indoctrinated into a cult (which, by the way, a process that has taken over the course of years) ((by an agent that has been stationed in a direct position to make it easier to access and manipulate children, that has easily escaped your notice for such a long time)) that worships a nihilistic entity whose ultimate goal is the absolute and total destruction of Everything and Everyone around you, and your one, single, simple-sentenced response to that is to say "Oh, that's a shame. He (Duncan) always was pretty terrible. Hope he gets better someday." And then to move on from those extremely worrying and dangerous bundle of issues permanently without taking any sort of action to protect the vulnerable and make sure nothing like this ever happens again
#i love ambrose as a character but the things he does makes me clench my fists so hard blood circulation gets cut off#the absolute.... lack of care ambrose has for certain things literally render me speechless#and like okay in his uh. in his uh “defense”. there was like. other stuff going on at the time. i get that#like the end of the world for the 7th time yeah there were other things on ambrose's plate#but i dont know how many different ways to put “your children are being manipulated and kidnapped into a cult that means them harm under-#-your nose and it can absolutely happen again“ and make that stick#you... i#that is a horrifying fact to learn and the response is dismissive at BEST#like im not saying ambrose should adopt all 800 children that go to his school or whatever#but like... DO SOMETHING#you have COMPLETE AND UTTER INFLUENCE OVER THE NATIONAL GUARD. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT? USE THAT#send out watch parties! hold stranger danger assemblies! have adults regularly check in with kids! install a curfew! ANY OF THOSE THINGS?#like even if ambrose couldnt single-handedly stop a powerful cult he could at least make an effort.... AN EFFORT#ONE ATTEMPT. TO MAKE SURE ****HIS**** SCHOOL AND STUDENTS ARE SAFE........#and the fact that he says something along the lines of “well duncan was always fucked up” ☹️☹️☹️☹️#this shouldt surprise me fir the man who for 1. some reason refuses to fix the death school#2. does not care about dworgyn or mortis in the least#3. keeps trying to pressure necromancers to change schools#4. kidnapped US from earth and used us.#it really shouldnt but........ but#im gonna say it and idc (/lh) if its unpopular. ambrose should not be in power#he is incompetent at best. he is harmful at worst.#he does NOTHING 99.9% of the time and the one Tuesday where he takes action it makes something worse. he should not be in power#this post is /lh but idk. im a little angry#NOT SERIOUSLY ANGRY BUT CMON MAN. CMON BRO#if the game utilized ambrose's potential more and pointed out how useless/paranoid/rash he can be i would ascend to heaven#i would like literally one person (who isnt a villain) in the game to look at ambrose and say “wow hes kinda fucked up”#THATS THE BARE MINIMUM BUT I WILL ACCEPT THAT I WILL.#kind of unrelated but im kinda mad that the only person to correctly point out how weird ambrose is is morganthe#the murderous tyrant. the person we're not supposed to listen to. because she's evil. she couldnt POSSIBLY be right about Good Guy Ambrose!
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just a couple of dirty bean boys!
#jacksepticeye#just like art#this was SO CLOSE to never being finished#art machine (me) broke halfway through but we did it#uni is............. going#even though im only doing 2 subjects im losing it man#i think its just ALL OF THE GROUP PROJECTS IM DOING#like my groups are fine theyre all sweet and nice but i just.#just let me do it by myself let me take 100% control without guilt let me only depend on myself doing it#im such a damn follower with group projects please itd be quicker if it was just me making my own shots instead of a second party coming in#and asking for my opinion when my opinion is always ''do whatever you want :)'' because i either dont mind OR i dont have the social energy#to say otherwise like theyd be fine with it but i just cant do it man i got anxiety of the social kind i cant keep going man i cant#i dont like feeling like im letting down other people or that theyre depending on me im bad under pressure#JUST LET ME DO IT ALONE AND ONLY DISAPPOINT MYSELF BRO CMON#the group projects are wrapping up soon so i cant complain but im screaming#besides that ive been good thanks for asking!
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Stasis
Comet but magical boy
I have like 31 mana, but no magic staffs, just runes and magic claws bby
#stasis roblox#roblox#if this comet met og/pressure comet#he would be looking at him with confusion#like bro has two boyfriends?#AND IS A YOUNG GOD?#pale af cause its always night but time still keeps going#no sunlight for you bby boy
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@madefate asked: ❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜ : blitz @ stolas
subtle smut sentence starters // accepting
Ever since their arrangement had started, Blitz had been the one teaching Stolas, showing him all of the many different options that were available to two people in a consensual sexual relationship. And he had eagerly participated, learning and finding out what things he liked, making notes about what Blitz liked, too. Because while Blitz very clearly the top in this relationship (partly because he knew more, and partly because he was very good at it), Stolas wanted to do everything he could to please and take care of him. And that included potentially switching things up in the future.
It hadn't been something he'd ever brought up when they were still…..when they were still just business partners, essentially. He'd already been helplessly in love with Blitz, which had complicated things; he didn't want to make anything worse.
But now that things were better between them, now that they'd actually been together for a little while, he'd mentioned that he'd be interested in taking care of Blitz, sometime, even though he still didn't really know what he was doing. Oh, he'd read plenty of books, but that was still very different from physically performing something.
It was something they'd had to talk out, too, to make sure they were on the same page, that if either of them got uncomfortable, they would speak up. Which….was admittedly one of the things that Stolas was still working on, recovering people pleaser as he was, especially when it came to Blitz.
Which he was clearly picking up on when he reminded Stolas that he wasn't going to break.
A little smile slipped onto the owl's face as he took a moment to just look over Blitz, reassured by how relaxed he currently looked.
"I know you won't," he said with a little laugh. "I'm just….adjusting." He hated the thought of hurting Blitz, so he had to take a moment to remind himself that they were going to be careful, and they were going to go slow, for both of their sakes.
#madefate#ᯓ★ stolas / blitz (madefate) : if you trust me with your heart i'd keep it safe like it was mine#ᯓ★ stolas : verse // i will try to make amends#ᯓ★ stolas : ic#suggestive cw#[did I remember some of your headcanons and go reread most of them for this?]#[no of course not]#[and as always there is absolutely NO pressure for anything beyond what you're comfortable with]#[this just would not leave my brain]
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FALLEN IDOL WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! THE BROTHERS ARE FIGHTING!!!
#FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!#MY HEART#EVIL EVIL EVIL JAIL 100 YEARS#I always love an episode where Hawkeye crumbles under the pressure#me when the jokey coping mechanism facade falls away#me when its easy to be confident in your abilities when you’re operating on people you dont know#but as soon as its someone you love you’re reminded of the gravity of your work and what could happen if it goes wrong#PLUS knowing you’re the reason he was out there to get hurt in the first place#and even though everything goes well the guilt makes you act as badly as you feel you are#leading to my next point. I love when character’s perception of another also crumbles#Ah Radar sweet naïve starry eyes Radar#Hawk always has a joke a comment a remark. he laughs in the face of the war#even if he’s scared he doesn’t let it get to the steadiness of his hands. nothing could rattle him#and that makes it all easier to keep going to not be scared yourself#but thats a lot to put on someone’s shoulders to be fearless at all times#so its a cold shock when he snaps after you try to uphold him to your idealised view of him. showing hes just as scared as you are#maybe even more so#this whole episode was so thich as thieves brother’s first fight#God… GOD!!!!#Fallen idol….. hawkeye…. radar…..#literally head in hands#its all so human…. putting someone on a pedestal helps no one….#all because Radar has no rizz…#the way everyone went to yell at Hawk after he snapped at Radar was classic#Mulcahy really put his whole christussy into kicking that heater#Potter and Margret’s whole how dare you yell at your little brother like that dont you know he looks up to you?!’ shtick was great#urgh…#they’re brothers your honor#theyre so important to me#mash
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“How did you meet Cassian?” A smile- no, a flash of teeth, gorgeous face smoothing. “How on earth did you end up Morrigan’s date for the evening?” The bartender, in such steely grey he blended right into the walls, tilted his overly-coiffed head. It seemed possible he’d been hired not just to mix drinks, but for the exactitude his hair matched the lights, tints of gold the only light. Azriel watched him restock clean glasses, thick tumblers gleaming- he could practically feel the slightly too hot glass, sliding in his own hands, a decade and another life ago. “Why?” Azriel looked back at her, met Nesta exactly where he thought she was, “Because I fuck men?” The bartender straightened back up. “Because,” Her shark smile did not abate, in fact, eyes twinkling, pleased, “You don’t seem like someone who’d go for her brand of bullshit.” Azriel, seen, said nothing. “I met Cassian at a bar,” Nesta continued, with a carelessness that felt entirely genuine, “Let him take me home. Took him up on a repeat a few weeks later. I didn’t know about this,” she raised her glass, gesturing past Azriel’s body toward the table full of people neither of them seemed remotely inclined to speak to, “Until yesterday. I’m busy. I didn’t realize sufficient dick and mediocre oral was a fucking betrothal.” Arm flattened to the rich oak of the bar, Azriel let its cold surface seep through his sleeve. Traced the circle cut by his glass, the least dangerous thing his hands wanted to reach for. “He doesn’t pay enough attention,” Azriel said, smiling back at her, just a little, “Does he?” Elegant, easy, Nesta risked wildly tipping her wine glass to clink against his gin. Not a drop spilled. “That he does not.” “More of a placeholder,” Azriel watched her sip, her mouth and her swallow and her throat, “Than a date.” “Wasteful,” Nesta volleyed back, holding his gaze.
#me: if I keep editing this sex scene I will go insane#also me: the obvious cure to this is to take the pressure off! by writing a different story that is also about semi public sex antics#babes the brain rot IS HERE#Cassian fumbled two tens? yes obviously#a TRUE MEETING OF BITCHY HOTNESS#listen#LISTEN IT IS#Always the quiet ones that secretly have a mouth on them sorry#Azriel: calls Nesta trouble#Azriel 20 minutes later: SET A TIMER I'M NOT MEDIOCRE#instant meeting to wanting to fuck energy IS nezriel
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Actually is there any cure to feeling like I'm a failure of a person if I don't keep posting fic regularly. Like I know this is not a job or anything. It's just for fun. But with how most people comment only within a day or two of when something is posted, I end up with weeks and weeks of no comments, even when the hits on my works still go up, so it makes me feel rather forgotten.
Like idk. This is probably just feeling worse bc im apparently phenomenally neurotic today. But I wish people commented on older fics more.
#speculation nation#like it's not in my head it's the same thing. everyone experiences it.#theres a spike in new comments for the first day or two. by day 3 id be lucky to get 1 or 2. and beyond that?#well i do get some Sometimes but it's usually the stragglers in reading an update or the rare wonderful person who comments as they read#highlight on the rare. ive only had a handful of these types of people. wonderful when it happens. but it's not the rule.#no after day 4 of posting something new comments drop off into practically nothing. even as hits and kudos still go up.#so it's hard to not feel shitty about it. why do people think it's so bad to interact with older things?#it makes me feel like i Have to keep posting things just to have my writing be recognized.#and logically i know it's not like ppl dont love it anymore. clearly at least a few do.#the people who are supportive on my posts or reach out to me about it. you know.#but overall... idfk. mass majority of readers just dont interact after the first few days. if at all.#and it makes me feel so forgotten. like i have to be a fast fashion poster always and forever to keep ppl's attentions.#i dont want to write under that pressure. im so tired. and im Still grieving.#idk. i just feel so under appreciated. even though i know im one of the lucky ones with how sweet my readers are.#it's just... hard. when the vast majority of my readers dont bother to give back to me. even a little bit.#idk. i should probably stop thinking about it. im just making myself sad.
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Leo lore I could talk about
1. Leo's thoughts on charr society and how hes trying so hard to change it
2. Growing up in Ascalon, path to necromancy, love/empathy for spirits/ghosts
3. How his necromancy works (including shroud)
4. Whatever the fuck is going on with him and Rytlock (up to ls2)
5. Relationship with destiny's edge and the other characters :] (he is not the commander)
6. Mexican coded \o/
#vote now on your phones except its me spinning a roul going uhhhhh please pick one if you keep all the thoughts in ur head youll die#leo has prestablished lore as#again#i played gw2 years and years ago but ive forgotten a lot so me going through the game is hashing him out again and being able to#provide more detail on him :]#he has always been my special guy even if i wasnt playing gw2 i did often think abt him#also i realized i worded this in a certain way but 2 anyone seeing this i was talking to myself mainly do nawt feel pressured nwjwnwjw#I do this a lot....im used to twit....
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we're doing system logs and we asked our ranboo fictive if he has a role/job and he was just like 'i dunno!!!' so we marked him as not employed and now he's sulking
#he wants to feel important#job could refer to a source job (that they chose to keep)#or an in-sys job#and he seems to have none at the moment#he never really had one even when we were wayyyyy more strict about roles and stuff#so we hid him because we did not yet know the joy of being cringe and free (we were stuck in medicalist circles then)#cannot express enough how freeing it was to just. not use roles anymore#especially when newbies were being pressured right out the gate to Pick One even though they barely know what existence is yet#like. yeah! new formations aren't always going to know Immediately what they do in this system! they're NEW#and not having to hide 'problematic' introjects from people was very nice also. they appreciate not feeling scared constantly
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