#as a writer i love making people cry :)
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I am: Heartbroken…
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#i just… what the fuck??? i’m already crying now… imagine when the episode will drop…#can’t do this… horikoshi please give him a happy ending because this is so…#you already deprived us of shigaraki twice toga and magne don’t deprive us of him too…#why do manga authors always love to self-sabotage and sabotage the best characters??? what happened to being actually good writers???#like— YOU OKAY THERE???? HORI BLINK TWICE IF YOU NEED HELP AND FOR ME TO COME AND SAVE YOU FROM YOUR EDITORS 😭#because how do you make peoples who have already suffered enough… suffer even more??? that’s crazy… stop all this deadass???
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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Yeah... I remember seeing the architectural design majors at my uni having this breakdown each semester...
#love in the air#lita#rain#scriptwriting was the only course within my major famous for making people openly cry#because the professor would eviscerate you with her feedback#not to be mean; but she would look at the feedback you'd already been given by your classmates over and over throughout the course#and if you still hadn't fixed issues she'd really stab into them and rip you apart#she liked me though- i followed the syllabus due dates and no one else did#meaning day 1 i already had a treatment ready by the first class#and even though she told me the syllabus schedule didn't need to be followed; i chose to follow it#because it kept me a week ahead or so#So when I finished each 200+ page draft of my script I was finishing it a week early#which let me focus on other exams in other classes and manage my workload more easily#the only time scriptwriting made me cry was when i spent 6 hours typing draft 6 of a 214 page feature and my computer crashed#erased the whole thing#i'd been typing up the script based on hand notes i'd written on my previous draft so it was easy to recreate#but redoing it took 8 hours since my hands were so tired#but that wasn't the classes fault; that was my fault#i did really well in the class; you just can't take feedback personally and a lot of writers really struggle with that#i've lost so many friends because they claim to be writers who take feedback seriously#and then it turns out they're little bitches about it and throw tantrums after begging me to give them feedback#so now I will not give a friend feedback on anything they write#for the record- the way i was trained is not to be cruel or mean#you literally just go through it like 'here is what I had issues with as a viewer and here are some ideas on how to easily fix that'#always offer a solution#and for every complaint you have to give a complementt#so i'm not out there like gordon ramsey ripping into people; it's very gentle and kind#except when i gave M her round 6 feedback on her script and she STILL insisted Mt Everest was 3 billion years old in her story#AT EVERY STAGE OF THIS SCRIPT I REMINDED YOU IT IS AROUND 30 MILLION YEARS OLD GET IT THROUGH YOUR-
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Happy 10 Year Doctor Who Anniversary to me!! 🎉Genuinely crazy that I’ve loved this silly little space show for a whole decade 💙
#the impact this show has had on my life over the past 10 years is immense#realising I’m gay choosing to do a teaching degree helping me to understand my autism helping me heal trauma making me cry and laugh and#act generally crazy#and not to mention the people it has brought into my life friendships irl and online (some crossing over both) the creators writers and#actors of the show and expanded universe I have had chance to meet and connect with I just would be a completely different person without it#also all the media it has led me too which have all brought me even more fun and joy#the feelings have been great today but also the events now that I think about it#a girl in my lecture was wearing 4’s scarf so I talked to her for the first time and my cy crush said she’d love to watch it with me it’s#been a fun one!#here’s to the next decade (and let’s be honest the many after that)#doctor who#classic who
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Man. I'm too old for ship fighting/discourse. I ain't 16 anymore, dunno how these ppl manage to remain so stagnated mentally cause you'd expect they'd outgrow this kinda thing.
#Being witness to the kind of behaviour I've seen is crazy. Imagine spending 18+ hours of your time spamming on Twitter ppl to complain about#A mini series of comics that haven't even been published yet just because you can't stand the thought of two characters interacting togethe#And disguising it by screaming 'sexism' 'objectification' and what not#Y'all are deeply troubled people who've been Literally harassing a published writer to the point he had to write#A tweet about how ppl who hate comics they haven't read won't remember it but that those who did and loved it will.#This fandom is overpopulated by adults acting like toddlers shitting and pissing their pants over not being pandered to 24/7#Cry me a river.#Vent#Rant#X Men#X Men savage lands#She loved Erik. She made love to him. She had his child in multiple timelines. She loved multiple men in her life and it was beautiful.#I hope the knowledge that she isn't just a sacrificial virgin on the altar of Your sexism makes you throw up and have nightmares.#Rogue#anna marie darkholme#Anna Marie x men#Ship discourse
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JUST RECEIVED SOME OF THE NICEST AND MOST THOUGHTFUL AND DEEPLY IMPACTFUL FEEDBACK ON MY WRITING I’VE EVER GOTTEN I’M SO EMOTIONAL OH MY FUCKING GOD
#pointy objects#HAVE NEVER MEANT ‘CRYING AND THROWING UP INTO MY HANDS’ MORE THAN I DO IN THIS MOMENT#pointy objects has amassed so many kind lovely readers and like i say ‘pointy objects nation’ as a joke but genuinely . so so so so so#thabkful and grateful and awed constantly by the little community that’s developed around jt. ive gotten very lucky that this happened#first with jump and now with pointy objects and it just Makes me so emotional and sappy and just really makes me feel good#i love writing its what i want to do forever and ever whether it be fanfic or original fiction and like. i recognize i am a talented writer#despite my own hashtag Insecurities but when people are like Can i commission you or Can i buy a physical copy or Can i financially support#you for yohr writing because it deserves it alongside the feedback im much more used to even if im still left speechless by#idk. it makes my heart feel warm. makes it hard not to smile.#there will definitely be (at least privately made and distributed) pointy objects hard copies and ill post commission info One day and#maybe even make a k0fi even though that sounds crazy like WHAT ⁉️⁉️⁉️ but for now i am just very thankful. sobs into my hands forever and ev
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Okay. Okay okay okay so I am very very close to the end of Bunny I probably should be finishing it but this is so obscenely horrifying, hallucinogenic and absolutely fucking devastating that I can't physically bring myself to
#I have never seen the written word induce such a feeling of physical dread in me before#I don't even want to know what chokingly horrified noises I was making during my last reading session#(followed by tears btw. ive already cried once from a mix of how upsetting the writer wrote it alongside pure 'this is too much for me')#like this book genuinely with no exaggeration has got me shaking and crying#and I love it??#like I've said it before and I'll say it again#I can't get over how fucking genius this all is#however it is so intense of an experience that I genuinely can't read it for too long#what a fucking amazing book tho to induce all of that#people who don't read would never understand istg#anyway yeah#more bunny thoughts here guys lmao#fuuuuckin hell#this was written during my breather#will probably finish it later tonight#I will probably cry more#bunny#mona awad#bunny book#bunny novel#bookblr#cass thinks ab stuff
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It’s crying over River Song hours now
#raineyrambles#who in the writers room decided to make Clara’s goodbye and rivers in the same season#tho I’ve heard I am one of the very few people who did actually love clara#I’m also aware some people did not like River either#to those I am so happy I am not you#or maybe not cause I’m the one crying lol#doctor who#river song
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me yesterday: the next 911 episode is going to be a miserable tearjerker to begin with but they always get you with some super sad music choice and that makes it even worse. mark my words, mom.
my mom: you're being dramatic
me hearing exactly 1 note of 'fix you' by coldplay and immediately breaking down: THIS IS EXACTLY THE SHIT I WAS TALKING ABOUT
#literally the first note had me messed up#the writers said 'we're gonna take this incredibly hurt and silly character#who just wants to help people and fix things but doesnt have a SHRED of self love#and we're going to play the song that never fails to make you cry over a scene of him deciding to love himself'#THEY CHOSE VIOLENCE AGAINST ME SPECIFICALLY#MAYBE I CAN LOVE MYSELF BECAUSE BUCK CAN LOVE HIMSELF. FINE. FUCK YOU WHATEVER.#im fine im so normal about this stupid firefighter show that isnt even a genre of media that i like#i only started watching it because my mom was and here i am. buck coded.#911#911 spoilers
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Addiction is weirdly cathartic to write because I rarely ever look so forward to ripping someone to shreds using their heart to farm the pain. Gyokko has irked me in ways nobody can really do. I like the idea of taking him down a few notches.
#glitchrambles.txt#evil scheming#lots of evil plans for him#As the writer I am legally obligated to make people cry#Because I like feeling the ache in my heart for one sided pining and tears of those wanting to be loved#Plus writing something so interesting is nice#I look forward to describing the reader's true magnum opus#it shall be an agony like none I've ever written before#But it's needed for more than just Douma#I see the one sided love thing in so many other fics#When Gyokko is also so perfect for the fit of it because of his prideful nature and inability to comprehend others#Where Douma straight up can't understand the feelings#Gyokko knows. He knows and feels too#He feels the aching in his chest and he knows what he's got#He just hates the realization and admittance required with the feelings#He's prideful#Loving a human is pathetic and frowned on#Yet just like Gyutaro he can't help it. You'll be prying anything like a confession from him from his mouths with a crowbar#to be fair Gyu's the same way but Gyutaro's more scared and less bitter over his broken pride. At least Gyu'd show you through actions#Gyokko's more likely to do stuff and deny ever doing it for you#That's crazy talk!#I mumble to myself more than Midoriya in these tags istg....
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Reckless don't mean a thing If you ain't kinda hopeless As she told me not to waste Another moment No point resisting Giving up control Hot Mess
#grimm#nick burkhardt#monroe grimm#monroe/nick burkhardt#mine: edit#almost the full song!#that's dedication people#there's scenes from the entire first season in here#i'm very proud of myself#they make it so easy#best dynamics i've seen in a while#they're so funny together and WILDLY bisexual#my favorite thing is how i could easily make a ten minute compilation of monroe rolling his eyes at the SMELL of nick on his door#nick being pretty for no reason [remix]#there's a lot of nick smiling because of monroe#i LOVE that shit#please make him happy his life sucks so much ass#my fanfic writer mind going straight to nick saying things like 'being a grimm isn't what i wanted but it gave me you'#if this happens in the next seasons i'm gonna CRY#btw the song is perfect for them#nick is a hot mess and monroe has zero idea where his life is going but goddamn it he'll fight for whatever this is#can you tell 'possessive monroe' is my favorite AO3 tag#nickroe
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OMG GIMMERREE MORES FORCEBOOK F I CS TJE LOL FEDDT ONE WAS SOO GOODD I CR I RD
>insert kylo ren screaming more gif<
kjfdslsa omg thank you anon ;; it's such a tiny little thing that i almost didn't write it, it's very moving how much y'all have loved it ;;
my HOPE is to write more but i don't have any real ideas percolating in my brain right now. i'm sure i'll end up with too many to write soon (that's what always happens lmao), but you might have to "settle" for guncher and akktheo for a li'l while haha
in the meantime, me @ you
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Sorry can't let that stay in the tags bc you're so right
i dont think that people actually dislike 'fluff' in writing its just that not many people know how to write characters well when nothing high stakes is happening and therefore the scenes feel bland or wasted (tucks and rolls offstage) because they can only imagine people to be interesting during high action scenes and not during the slower moments in between (slides on a tomato) likely because they consider their own life and the people around them uninteresting and cannot imagine characters they want to like to be anything less than larger than life when in reality the quiet humanity between action is the core of all good character writing (gets shot)
#Writing#Fandom#I love writing fluff/slice of life *because* it's such a fun way of exploring characters and letting them have some normalcy#If it's coming off boring then the writer's doing something wrong#It's the quiet celebration of being alive; of being with people you enjoy being around or being annoyed by or w/e the situation is#Life is a miracle it's so damn beautiful you can be crying one moment and laughing the next. Step in shit & your friend makes it better#I wish more people understood that fluff isn't the absence of bad or uncomfortable feelings but the love & hope that makes it better
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me, sobbing into my hands: pls reblog fanfics dont just reblog fanart love ur fanfic writers and let other people see their content and let them know you like it
#personal#ive had a lot of people like my fic without a single reblog and it makes me want to cry#fanfics get reblogged a lot less than fanart ime#pls love ur fanfic writers and reblog their stuff#this is why i never see fanfic stuff in fandom tags#and why i never see my own shit#(complaining complaining complaining)
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Y'all ever be writing something and then you genuinely hurt your own feelings with a part of the story you haven't even written yet? And then you get anxious because what if you don't write it well enough to get that hurt across? Like... As a concept this fic has me wanting to sob but once it's fully written I have no clue if it'll hit the same for everyone else (or even myself) and that has me spooked tbh.
#This is what I get for not writing for so long#I've never been a confident writer but now im not sure i even know what im doing atp#like....??#i would love to be able to write this well enough that it hurts my readers feelings as much as it hurts mine#I mean im sorry to the people i wanna make cry but also you know how angst writing works#anywhozie#lou rambles#lou rants#lou speaks#lou writes#send help#byeee love you
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im a dean girlie and the description is EXACTLY how my last relationship ended.
i love that you can learn so much about a person's issues by asking them which of rory gilmore's cringefail boyfriends is their favorite.
#i also think i do admit its destructive but i believed our love was worth it#it really was just my love in the end with hope that he still loved me :/#anyway if i keep talking abt him id cry THE FACT WE WATCHED GG TGT TOO....ANYWAY#im such a dean girlie like all the guys were lowk fucked but its the way id defend dean during the auction episode WITH MY LIFE#YES WHO WOULDNT GET MAD IF SOMEONE ELSE BID ON THEIR S/O AND WON??? TO BASICALLG PUBLICALLY HUMILATE YOU BY CALLING YOU TOO BROKE FOR UR GF#that episode had me so PISSED that i gen rethought my whole life (and this was me during my rewatch) that i realized dean got way too much#shit for just being a highschooler boy in love#SHE BROUGHT JESS INTI THE CAR DEAN MADE AND THEY CRASHED IT#AND DEAN LITERALLLLLLYYYY CONTROLLED HIS ANGER OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY WERE THEY IN THE CAR TO BEGIN WITH#this post is making me realize how passionate i feel abt dean GOODBYE LMFAO LIKE. bro those episodes had me PISSED#tbh dean was made for me not rory#rory is just...smth else#before my rewatch i Hated dean like everyone else and rooted so hard for logan and tristan#ITS THE WAY DEAN HAD EYES FOR NO ONE EYES BUT RORY????? THE WAY HE PUNCHED JESS???#then the writers fucked him up BUT TBH THEY FUCKED EVERYONE UP jess was saved hes better when he returned and was roryless#also im pissed at mfs who bring up how jess was understanding with rorys future w harvard while dean considered breaking up LIKE DUH??? LON#DISTANCE LIKE THINKKKJK also him getting clingy while SHE ditched THEIR PLANS. HE WOULD CALL AND STOPPED WHEN HE WAS TOLD IT WAS TOO MUCH.#i see myself in him :( AND PLUS aside from the cheating which is So Valid SOME PEOPLE HATED HIM JUST BC HE WAS CLINGY?????????#i didnt mean to go on a dean tangent this is so embarrassing since everyone in the tags are praising jess 😭😭😭 pls dont come at me#no but im still shocked how accurate the description was i might lose it like why am i dean#OKAY IM SORRY ILL SHUT UP I CANR IM TOO PASSIONATE#also id like to add npne of this makes sense since my thoughrs are all over but dean has my heart and had Every Right to react the way he#did when it came to tristan and jess tbh
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