#anyways. uh. yeah thats all i got.
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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I'm personally blaming @starbiology and everyone who has reblogged or commented the other piece for this.
Bonus comic featuring my grundo:
#every minute i keep working on this i take psychological damage#neotag#neopets#vin memes#you'reall to blame for this monstruosity#i literally just searched “babygirl” pose and went “I... i can do that”#i didn't stop to think if i should though#Star i was gonna respond 2 the reblog with the first image only but decided it needed its own post for quarantining this... thing#again if youre seeing this with no context#you dont need context#i... i don't think there's any for that matter#just picture me writing all this tags while losing health in posion damage every turn#i am working on neo oc images i just need to render them but i.... i needed the world to see this before#my blog's already tainted anyway LMFAOO#yeah uh im dead in neo canon i drew this and inmediately got taken back by yours trully and never came back#also i'll try making a ref as well for my sona so i can draw them more im just really indecisive in what color to make him#split it is for now#i don't want to look at this anymore end me#i am making more drawings to kinda cover this thing from the light but at this point it just keeps reappearing like a mold#thats it im done see u all in kreludorian therapy#kreludorian health insurance in a farse
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Been thinking about idw1's outliers lately, and how sort of wild the whole concept is from a worldbuilding standpoint, and it struck me that most confirmed outlier abilities tend to be really useful, or flashy, or powerfully dangerous, and few to none tend to be like, really boring, or totally impractical, or even entirely useless? Which, doesn't really make sense when considering the fact that outlier abilities are seemingly random.
Surely not everyone who's born an outlier gets something useful?
And I don't mean like, "good" useful, but any sort of useful, even if that means you can kill people with your voice, or give a power boost by exploding yourself, those are still "useful".
But surely there had to be some with abilities that were totally impractical, or nonbeneficial, or at the very least just insignificant or purely aesthetic and pointless?
#mods. enhancements. and artificial outlier abilities are a different thing. with plenty of room for error and drawbacks#but being born inherently an outlier by the sheer whim of. idfk. primus or the planet itself. what's the chances there???#this definitely has to have been discussed before. i'm just too lazy to dig for it rn. but yeah. its a fascinating concept either way#idw transformers#tf idw1#mtmte#lost light#maccadam#maybe thundercracker's sonic booms count. but those have some use. also its funky. so he gets a pass i think#i had more thoughts about this earlier when i first jotted the thought down. but ive forgotten them now >:/#basically its just funny to think of like. shockwaves school and all. going around like ''what can you do?''#and you've got the group we see in the flashback. and then like. some guy whos like ''...i can change the color of energon''#or like. ''i can float! but only like... three inches off the ground''#i cant think of every example. but go down a list of useless superpowers and there ya go#omg. wait. if rewinds whole color changing deal was legitimately a outlier thing. i guess he would count#also. in a similar vein. its really funny to think of outlier abilities as like. stats and stuff? plus 1 to so and so but negative 1 to etc#so abilities had a sort of cost. this is smth ive seen here and there in fics and stuff. and its great.#but its sorta funny to think of working in the opposite way too#take misfire as an example. bcs its funny. negative boost to aiming. but positive boost to evasion#less of a chance to hit smth. but also less of a chance to be hit by smth#idk lol. sorry. ive been doing a lot of gaming lately bcs ✨️stress✨️. so ive got a lot of dumb stats rolling around in my head lmao#also its 4am. so... coherence has long gone to bed before me lol#struggling to sleep again tonight. but more so for anxiety reasons. all these federal job changes are hitting very close to home rn#it'll probably be fine tho. probably. got a lot of other personal shit to worry about anyways. like my fucking medical files being tossed?!#tricare when i get you. when i fucking grt you omg. i didnt even serve. why am i suffering omfg#sorry... thats off-topic. so its probably best i uh. put myself to bed. at 4am. so. goodnight and good morning 🥲👍#tf idw#tf worldbuilding
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What's this noir au you speak of?
I sent a screenshot of this to my friend and he said "oh they fucked up"
I have another post explaining some of the more graphic parts of my AU, but here's another post in attempt to write it better!!
This AU is a continuation of literally every comic minus the noir fanservice ones (2020) because those aren't him that's ITSV noir and I stand by that. So this takes place after Spider-Geddon, ight? So a fair amount of time has passed and he's seen even more horrors. And boy oh boy have the horrors plagued him. He's gone textbook definition psychotic. Before you get any ideas, this is in no way glorifying psychosis. I know firsthand how disturbing the experience can be, and a lot of this is me transcribing my own experiences if I'm being honest.
So, he's psychotic. And can you blame the guy? You can only take so much of the people around you getting killed (and eaten) before it takes a toll. But don't you guys worry, my biggest pet peeve is when characters aren't written realistically or out of character. He's always had incredibly strong morals, and I don't intend on changing them; just amping them up by 1000.
So he gets back from literally fucking dying in Spider Geddon (okay I am taking some things from the 2020 comics because I'm not THAT creative) and just wants a hug from Aunt May, only to be rejected. And not just "no, you're supposed to be dead" rejection, oh no. I'm talking disgust. She shuts the door on him, she can barely look him in the eyes without feeling even more hatred for the kid she thought she once knew. And this crushes Peter, as it would anyone. So he goes to the next person he can think of: Mary Jane. Oops, she died overseas. So he goes to the Robertsons who let him in with warmth. Yeah that's right, I'm not a total fucking asshat. But Robbie still is lobotomized so all poor Petey can do is cry on his lap. Idc what anyone says, he does this at least once a week since it happened because I said so.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT! IT'S OKAY BECAUSE HE HAS A CAT! So he's still sane at this point. He continues on with his miserable life the best he can… which is not great. He can barely afford rent, none of his cases are working out, and he slowly begins to isolate himself out of disappointment. The only time he goes out is as Spider-Man because despite how Aunt May feels, it's the only time where he can be himself. It's the only time where he can just… run. From everything. From his personal life, from his work life, from his miserable state. The only thing that's really keeping him together is those moments of freedom and his cat. Until she dies. That's right, the cat dies.
Everything holding him together, everything that kept him from just abandoning everything, is gone. NOW cue the psychosis. I meant it when I said the cat was all that was holding him together. Because now nothing makes sense. It's just not fair. Now everything is a nightmare. He can't find a single speck of joy in his life. Scratch that, he can't even feel anything. He's nothing but numb.
Till one classic, cliché night (you won't believe this), a robbery occurs (Bro thought he could avoid a robbery that drastically changes his entire way of life 💀💀💀). Unfortunately for the robber, fortunately for Peter, beating the mook up made him feel something.
So he kept doing it. Going out of his way to punch the bad guys. But like any high, it comes down. The adrenaline runs off and the thrill leaves you empty once more. And eventually punching bad guys doesn't cut it anymore. He digs up some cases where he knows the son of a gun got away with it, and decided to put justice into his own hands. So when he finally took an asshats life, he felt alive for the first time in god knows how long.
But once more, it wears off. Just shooting someone isn't enough. Yeah, taking a life is intense, but they deserve more. These are the scum of the earth he's looking for, and getting shot is mercy. Mercy he doesn't have. Not anymore.
#that got incredibly long my bad g#I got really into it...#if anyone actually reads all this I think I'll explode with joy#I kinda ate with this am I actually Willy Shakes#oh sorry this took so long to respond to it had to be perfect#I've made this my AP portfollio bc it consumes my every waking thought#I made the question what makes a monster what makes a man because I'm so creative (stole it from Hunchback of Notre Dame without realizing)#So uh yeah thats why we got some specific art that makes no sense bc I have to impress the AP board#so yeah#anyways.... someone please read this and lmk what you think#its great right?#right???#noir AU#alternate universe#spider noir#spider man noir#spiderman noir#noir
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making what is quite possibly the most questionable quiche to have existed
#substituted. maybe perhaps too many items#whats that philosohpy thing#if you replace every part of the ship is it still the same ship#yeah#thats me and this quiche#i almost don't wanna describe it i'm too embarassed#okay so lol i had pie dough. um. SWEET pie dough mind you. for a sweet pie#so there's. that's the first thing deeply wrong with this quiche#uh also not a whole lot of dough at that so it's extremely thin and shallow#so yeah note that#recipe asked for shallots... i got green onions. good enough#my butter is unsalted so um low sodium quiche#while simultaneously high sugar quiche lol#and then it. i dunno it asked for spinach so i was like okay sure. BRO#the . like#egg mixture doesn't even. cover all the spinach. it asked for 10 oz of spinach. that's a LOT of spinach i#i didn't even use all of it but it's still a lot#but to be fair i did less eggs just cuz i was like the dough is so shallow surely i#um god anyways#also don't have heavy cream but i figured half and half is like. diluted heavy cream anyways so#well she's in the oven i guess i'll. let tumblr know how this bad boy turns out#it's 2 am and i have sooooo much hw teehee love myself yippee#crying shitting
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Blog directory
I finally decide to organize everything here
My Count Blog (Joseph + Claude) // My Embrace Blog (Victor)
Art tag: unconcerned art / unconcerned collab
Comics tag: unconcerned comic
Mun tag: its me the mun / unconcerned ramblings
RPs: unconcerned reply
Events
1. Exorcist event (100 followers)
2. Joseph and Mun event
3. 250 request fest (250 followers)
4. chibi muffin event
5. aesop draws
6. Exorcist 2.0 (400 followers)
7. 550 skin event (550 followers)
8. Fenix/Birdsop (700 followers)
9. mun got a new pen
10. cookie event
11. Gatto event (~800 followers)
Comic series
1. Exorcist event (intro / extra)
2. Modern Ghost AU
3. Exorcist 2.0 (intro)
4. Modern Ghost AU 2 electric boogaloo (in progress)
Miscellaneous tags I happen to have: mersop, simp au, gen/shin flavoured, modern au stuff, the drama tm
#im not gonna tag this im pinning this HAHAHAHA#wow ive really done a whole lot for this blog huh. sheds a tear#went through the mass post editor for all this. so hopefully i got them all XD#theres other stuff like my opinions on characters but thats not what ppl r here for so i didnt include those#all my comics including the short 1 - 3 pages ones are in the comics tag. the series are the more serious projects#anyway i did put gatto as the 800 follower event cos i was kind of expecting my follower count to go up by like 5 n reach 800#but instead it uh. fell by 5 instead. so technically im not at 800 yet#lying on the internet. who wouldve known#i did want to put little summaries for the events n comics but. theyre pretty self explanatory HAHAHAHA#also i really really hope the tags work. that is a lot of posts and tag links im not ready to fix again#im just gonna put the date when i update this just in case. i dont know if there will be any more events or comics#since a lot of things are. well. the odds are pretty stacked. mainly me being out of touch with idv#and the idv ask blog scene in general........ well............#anyway! ill see how long i can do this for. work and life in general makes it impossible for me to be consistently posting everyday all yea#i guess me rambling in the tags will always be a constant huh. do i really want all this to be in a pinned post? yeah sure why not
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yknow i think ive severely overestimated how much people in college have their shit together
#like i dont have as many classes as some but also all my classes are literature classes so its like. im spending over 12 hours weekly just#reading the assigned books and whatnot and its just reading and reading and more reading#like i enjoyed the stem classes because its the lecture + straightforward studying + some labs w/ assignments that *feel* like you make#progress with each step and can also do pretty quickly#but literature?? i have to spend 10 hours per book at least just to read them not to mention spending the time analyzing and attending#lectures and discussion sections and writing essays and--#in other words maybe i shouldnt have become an english major lol#anyway ive overheard several people say theyve straight up not read the books like. we're two books in and you havent read either???#i thought i was slow because i hadnt finished jane eyre by the 2nd/3rd class on it but some people werent done the class before the midterm#so uh yeah i think ive got my shit way more together#and thats also considering i cant help spending a few hours every day doing dumb self indulgent shit like reading manga/playing games#and scrolling tumblr#i should throw my phone in the ocean fr
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people who still make Joey the ink demon despite canon steering far away from that being the case this is for you I am sending u kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO <3
People who make Joey well-meaning, sympathetic, a lighter shade of morally grey than canon I am also sending u lots of love <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!
And people who generally steer wildly from the direction Bendy takes with its characters and has fun with it I hope to see more from all of ur aus and rewrites!!
#ramblez#batim#batdr#this is not me saying aus that don't do this r bad blah blah I just personally have a super soft spot for Joey being the ink demon#since I really like the idea storywise the symbolism of Joey becoming the ultimate monster of this story#joeys who also take a very sympathetic role who are more morally grey than canon also hold a special place in my heart#joeys who think what theyre doing is right not just for them but for their staff who genuinely care abt them who love them mwah#I just love to see very unique takes on these characters I kinda miss when it was only like chapter 2 so everyone had this wildly#different but very unique and fun takes on where we thought the story would head hell for a while we didn't know if Joey was evil or not#thats what spawned Encore it was originally just a collection of theories I thought would come true#esp since I dont think bendy is a particularly well written story its fun to see the fandom have such fun wild ideas on where to take#the concepts and idea presented in bendy that never really panned out into anything interesting or were discarded or retconned#yknow? I miss the days where the aus were wildly out of sync with the actual story when all we had was a few names a few tapes#and we all went wild making our versions of the story and characters and then got so attached to them we doubled down#when canon didnt deliver on em#umm oops this is long have a great new year folks! Get wild get weird with ur bendy aus and rewrites#lets have fun this year and take canon as optional bc lets face it Bendy isn't great but man is it fun and I care abt that way more than#the quality of the story tbh#it had great ideas and executed them uh badly! But idc bc I can stir those great ideas in my head all day and see others do the same <3#anyways yeah thats it love ya guys have a great 2024 <3
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Had to explain to a friend today that No Really I Swear Magneto And Professor X Are Friends And Like Each Other Thats Canon And Real
#snap chats#i forget thats not common knowledge fkPWSJAKA#the domino effect of this convo was so funny tho#i made a joke about if i had 3k i could buy two marvel statues#and so my friend kayla went to go look at magneto ones and then she stumbles upon shirtless pics of him#and amongst that collage theres pics of him and rogue which Of Course prompts the question ‘snap what the fuck is this’#and As Neutrally As I Could i explained what thats about and. The Cacophony Of Disdain LIKE I SWEAR I WAS A NEUTRAL PARTY EODSKSKSK#dont even get me started when i explained the Charles Jr. lore to them dkaPSSKSK def played a part in me beginnin to explain The Cherik Lore#BUT YEAH so after that funny bit i was talking about how 97 repopularized the pairing and my other friend was like#‘wait magneto lives at the x mansion now… him and rogue already seems ooc but…’#so THEN i got into the lore of cherik and he was like Oh Shit I Really Missed A Lot#LIKE GIRL IF I KNEW ID BE ASKED ABOUT THE DEPTH OF CHARLES AND ERIK’S ‘’’’FRIENDSHIP’’’’ TODAY I WOULDVE PREPARED A SLIDESHOW#i tried to be as In A Nutshell about it as i could but Man…. so fuckin funny 😭😭😭😭#bombshell after bombshell i was in stitches really but also getting to explain magneto/prof x lore to friends.. awesome…#he was like ‘damn i missed a lot i gotta catch up..’ understatement of the century girl i had never locked in for a convo so hard before#on that note we mentioned rivals and kayla was like ‘hey did you know hes a LORD MAGNETO now’#and her boyfriend be like ‘oh shit really- wair why am i surprised no duh’ LIKE ???? EXCUSE ME. ACCURATE BUT STILLEKDKSKS#and he was like ‘so do you play anyone else’ and when i said wanda and adam he was like ‘oh wanda makes sense- magneto’s daughter and all’#LIKE OK WE GET IT I LIKE MAGNETO !!!!! FUCK !!!!! I LIKE WANDA TOO DAMN#and then ofc he mentioned the rivals rumors about charles…. Loud Sigh… i hope he gets added one day…#ANYWAY!!! my laptop inexplicably shut down todya and wont turn back on !!! fucking uh oh !!!!#esp cause i wanted to launch my comms again today but my comm files are on my computer….#i hope it sorts itself out tomorrow luckily i dont need my laptop for the rest of the day but still…#this happened to me months ago so im praying and hoping i dont have to get it fixed or god forbid replaced#i fr have no clue why it couldve shut down… all them damn tabs open tbh…. anyways!!! heres to hoping 😭😭
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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JO: Well, what do they look like? DOCTOR: Well I expect myself their basic form is analogous to a cephalopod. JO: What's a cephalopod? DOCTOR: An octopus. I thought you took an A-Level in science. JO: I didn't say I passed. Urgh, an octopus. DOCTOR: They manifest themselves as a disembodied, mutually telepathic intelligence. JO: But if they're disembodied, how can they hurt us? YATES: They make themselves bodies when they need them. JO: You mean like Frankenstein? - Fun quote from S8E1 for you
oh that IS fun thank you!!
#completely not the point but a pet peeve i have is when in tv theyre always justifying how a character knows something#by going 'learnt it in school'#like????? hello? do writers not live in reality?#like 1) who the fuck remembers anything from SCHOOL#and 2) do we not hear things just randomly all the time that we remember?#like i get it it's easier to say you learnt a thing at school it's a concrete place where people learn things in life#easier to say than 'uh yeah i guess i just picked that up at some point during my life' which is how i think we know most things we do??#and MISknow most things we do too bc lots of things we just pick up like that are not really entirely true#but like thats the knowledge people function on#you just read a thing one time right? you just heard a thing one time#who knows where or when#anyway CHARACTERS DONT NEED TO JUSTIFY THEIR KNOWLDEGE IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN hashtag twenty twentythree#dont you worry writers it's actually more believable i think if people just know stuff and dont know where they got it#anyway sorry not the point#cephalopod!!! 🐙🐙🐙 frankenstein!!!
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milo and the one or two forevers ago poem…
i can’t remember the sound of your laugh or the tone of your voice i can’t remember your face not even your name but i know you were there.
i think i lost myself too one or two forevers ago but even if i did. i can’t remember who he was
#ooc#this poem in general fucking gets me#gonna get personal on the milo blog for a second but-#earlier this year i learned all my childhood stuff got thrown our or givin away in the foreclosure#no one told me till i asked my grandma if we could get an old recipe book from the house cause i wasnted to make banana bread#and its kinda. fucked me up alot.#and its been making me think about like. the fact i cant go back to things and the value of items and memories#and just the general concept of home and childhood homes and archival#the fucking ‘it mightve been good it might’ve been bad it might’ve been insignificant but it was yours! and now you can never get it back’#breaks me. like yeah. i really cant get those back can i#i have. so much to day about my feelings about the fore closure but i dont wana just start venting-#thats its own post#anyway uh#vent in tags
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Dragonspiral for sure, the one cliff for Keldeo maybe, absolutely the Giant Chasm or whatever for Kyurem, maybe the shrine for Landorus
Because Sinnoh is (ig) the first region and the divine first footstep of creation for the world, the whole region stinks of spiritual energy. Alola might be the same tbh.
i never fuckin did the keldeo event so idk what the cliff is but yeah this all makes sense. I wonder how much of any other given region would do it
#kanto: probably the cinnabar mansion and Thats It#Johto: most of northern johto would do it and maybe mt silver? idk#ilex forest for sure tho#hoenn: hm. sky pillar and sootopolis but idk where else. maybe the Event Islands#sinnoh: see above#unova: also see above#kalos: lmao i dont remember shit about kalos. geosenge would probably do the trick tho#alola: yeah the whole thing is probably Haunted As Shit/very Holy Land#galar: i bet theres hzoroark in the slumbering weald#probably the isle of armor and crown tundra too#paldea: uuuuuuuh i havent played enough of gen 9 to say. oops. in area zero maybe??#anyway uh. the reason i asked to begin with was for Dumb Octopath Headcanons#and bc Orsterra is the land where Aelfric and co walked the earth id say that counts. fuck it#therion got shoved off that cliff with his zorua and on landing the zorua died BUT also evolved#filled with hatred for all humans besides therion and ESPECIALLY for darius#i bet that zoroark saved therions life. at least kept the wildlife at bay with its illusions. maybe brought him berries and water
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Me: yeah people have said Quincy has EDS but it wasn't something I did on purpose
Another reader with EDS hearing this: wait. But she DOES.
#thats. uh. yeah that makes sense.#i actually even reached out and checked with an additional reader after that and they were like#'she never says it outright but i thought it was pretty clear???'#so thats REALLY funny#i wrote her before i ever got diagnosed all the symptoms she displays are just me writing my own experience djfhfhdg#ehlers danlos syndrome#anyways unwanted prophet has eds rep you didnt hear it from me
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November 27th, 2024 (Part 1) - Unsent Messages
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i always doubted that His birthday was actually today. He likes lying a lot.
But even if it wasn't, i'd like to use this day as a reminder of my appretiation.
i've forbidden myself from saying anything. It's an experiment.
So maybe this makes all my words meaningless because it even is public. It makes this useless in some way.
i don't care.
If He's reading this, i'd like Him to know how much i feel since he became part of my life.
Yes, that's all. Feel.
Now i dream of chrysanthemums and pouring rain of blood. And the hand that offers me everything i didn't know i needed.
And i never complain. Because now i feel different. Grown.
Awake.
i want to remind Him that... He doesn't have to be like him.
No, He can be better than that. He must be.
So He should stop comparing Himself with that excuse of a person. Because He is not him. He shouldn't.
i hope He remembers what a marvellous creature He is. Intriguing, entertaining, smart.
Ruthless.
He wants to be remembered, and He will be. The swaying figure of my dreams that walks among broken gems because He is better than that. With His bright mind, electrifying speech and imposing character.
And that is what makes Him beautiful.
And if He still wants to be immortal, i'd pray for his soul to be spread on all stars so that everyone remembers Him and i never forget.
(How could i do that in the first place?)
And if i can't grant His wish and ingest His cage of flesh and blood, i'll wait for shooting stars to come down and chew on them until i drank every single drop of their light.
Even if too much knowledge hurts and i choke with my own blood.
i love you, kid.
No feelings attached.
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#diary#dear diary#uh yeah#happy birthday#i think.#lol this is awkward#sorry about that#i got too excited#and well#im delulu#what did you expect#anyway did you know that the word for a “young goat” is literally “kid”?#i didnt#ok thats all#byebye
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