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jckeperalta · 1 year

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are daddy issues just being attracted to hot older guys? or seeing ANY older man you EVER meet as a father figure to the point where it becomes lowkey uncomfortable bc sometimes he's literally my boss. but to my brain he's Dad. asking for a friend btw

#im like ew ew ew WHY #and when they PRAISE ME. like WORK RELATED. i instantly assume im the best daughter he's ever had and he's soooo proud of me #he loves me (his child)#anyways so 😃👍#also it bothers me sm bc i have a normal relationship with my dad????? yeah he's had anger issues all his life #but emotionally our connection is soooooooo much better than with my mom #like i know he loves me and is proud of me and supports me. even if he yells a lot #but my mom? no we don't go there 😃😃#delete

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whereismyhat5678 · 5 months

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HOORAY IT’S DONE MY DOODLES ARE DONE!! 💥💥💥

I polished em’ up >:DDD (I was gonna do more but I hated how the sketches looked so I just went with these bad boys 😈😈✨✨)

#ANTONBLAST #Pizza Tower #I wanted to add white shading to the first one so I did that since I got more time to work on it :D #More time being night time 😃👍 (but that’s okay I LIKE WORKING IN THE. IGHT ANYWAYS 💪💪💪)#Anton my absolute beloved. 💖💖 Deserves to be recognized by millions 💗💗💗#GOD I LOVE THIS MAN!!! *SLAMS DESK*#Anton #Dynamite Anton #Peppino

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superbellsubways · 2 years

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play rhythm heaven Raaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#thinking so so hard about these games help me #WHEN THE SPECIAL INTEREST 😁😁‼️‼️😃👍#i never draw rh stuff bci feel like i never do the characters justice Fhshkskd #id love to draw more of it ...#anyways. gay people #rhythm heaven #rh #doodle

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thatdemiboymess · 4 months

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#mystery skulls animated #msa #arthur kingsmen #An Expression! 😃👍#anyways i just wanted to draw him with a very emotional crying expression suddenly and well #i also had the perfect song for this playing which just happens to be #Sorry That I'm Like This by Kat and the Hurricane #and as if suddenly possessed next thing I knew there he was #as things go ya know?#anyways now that what i wanted to draw has been drawn ive no more inspiration so im posting this on its own #Spotify

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dawdlecentric · 6 months

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Man, this doujin isn't fucking around

Meanwhile, Seikuri in the background...

Doujin: Flashbackers by Totobe

#my ramblings #bocchi the rock #no fr tho. please read flashbackers!! it's so good!#it's a ryokita doujin made by one of my fave artist and everything about it is just...so great. I can't express it enough #whether you ship ryokita or not it's still a good read! like really it's well articulated and goes in depth about ryo & kita's relationship #and acknowledges how unhealthy it is but the realization of this makes the both of them understand each other more clearly without-#-seeing through rose colored glasses. I just- ughhh! I'm not good with words and I can't stress it enough so once again please read this!#you can really tell how much this artist is passionate and dedicated about the ship #not only that but how they color the cover page (and their art in general) is JUST SO CATCHING! LITERAL EYE CANDY!#and the pacing and panelling of the story is well thought out plus the equal balance of humor and angst is so entertaining & heart wrenchin #and their art style... fricking adorable and expressive and striking!! Just grrr!! I LOVE THIS ARTIST'S WORK SO MUCH!!!#I'm not that particularly crazy about ryokita but they are very interesting to explore and could have some potential if they worked out-#-their own flaws. I've been meaning to draw them sometime (if only I could start posting decent bnj art-#-tfw hyper fixation so strong it overwhelms you and in turn can't make fanart of it even if you most definitely WANT TO)#ehem. anyways I think it's quite criminal that ryokita was one of the least popular btr ships #in other story. I was woken up by my cat way to early today so I ended up reading this in a half awake state XD #I just found out last night that this doujin was already translated so what better time to read this other than first thing in the morning-#-running on three hours of sleep 😃👍

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poughkeepsies · 9 months

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popped my American cherry (got caught up in a shooting 🤪)

#im fine but jesus fuck that was close #i was at the mall it happened right down the hall and everyone started stampeding toward us #then my mom fell and i ran back and she couldnt get up so i just started dragging the poor woman on the floor trying to get us out the open #anyway we made it though! 👍😃#i just think im gonna need a new heart #shooting tw

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crotovane · 10 months

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hey does anyone know any jobs that are good for people with anxiety and autism and if so how would i get there

#recent grads in my major are facing the worst job market in years (and i would be miserable in programming anyway so thats off the table)#my IT job rn is actual hell on earth but thats a whole other thing #unironically i think customer service was the least awful position i've held but oof that wrecked me physically #and all of my interests are in the industries with the most worker exploitation 😃👍 and i wouldn't know where to get connections regardless #the only jobs listings near me are minimum wage or delivery drivers :(#the signs are pointing me to go back to school but hhhhhg i don't know if i could afford that on my own now #screams into pillow #text

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honey-skulls · 2 months

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HUGE VENT

I'm sorry but i need to get this out, just please don't worry too much or take anything personally/gen

My routine these last two weeeks has been:

-Wake up at my 10 am alarm and spend the whole day in bed, mentally and physically exhausted, brain fog and no motivation for anything, only getting up to eat, having to wait for the "food time" hours to roll around that my therapist gave me because I'm not allowed to eat outside of those hours and if I'm hungry but missed the last food time then too bad, struggling to stay awake because again I'm not allowed to sleep out of the "sleep hours" she gave me and that includes naps, excitedly waiting for 21h30/22h to roll around so i can finally sleep

-Spend the evening mentally screaming in my mind because, while my body is still just as physically exhausted, my mind is suddenly sharp and full of ideas and motivation, but i'm still too tired to get up and draw

-Then spend midnight and onward rolling around in bed, hot and bored out of my mind because my physical tiredness also vanished, but i'm not allowed to get up and draw because it's "sleep hours" and i need to reschedule my body, and end up falling asleep at around 5 am

I'm totally not slowly loosing my mind 😃👍

Edit: Oh also the constant noise in my ears has gotten worse, i don't know what silence is anymore

Silence is actually worse than loud rooms

It's driving me insane

It's so loud

#literaly so mentally exhausted to the point that i forgot to ask a bunch of really important stuff and tests at my last gyneco appointement #i can't remember which med I'm supposed to take at a specific hour and which one is whenever. so i just take them both at the same time #i can't remember if i have still boxes of meds in advance and which one i need to go refill #because they're stuff i need to constantly take and not suddenly stop with #but i keep forgetting to check #and i can't remember where i put the prescriptions anyway #and which one are the right one and which one are old #I'm so tired #and I'm so tired of being tired #and I'm SO so so tired of constantly fighting to have my health and struggles acknowledge #i kinda just gave up and now i'm just mindlessly sitting there at the appointments for only 10 minutes being being told that i can leave #I've just been run in circles for way too long #and i get aggresively criticised every time i use advice and seek for help on the Internet. by the same doctors who don't give me ANY advic #or help #and my head has been pounding for two days #and my verbal ticks have gotten so bad that it genuinely gets hard to breathe sometimes #with a therapist that just made me talk in circles and lowkey criticised me for two hours #(this was our first real therapy meeting and they're supposed to only be 1 hour and are NOT reimbursed because the autism center will NOT #fucking answer to ANYONE. medical professional or not. so i had to go private 😃👍)#and the only thing she gave me at the end of those 2 hours was this schedule that I'm not allowed to bend #I've been trying to daydream about my AUs and develope them as usual to try to feel better #but now that i have time to draw. i just get more and more drawing ideas that keep pilling up and tear me apart from the inside because i #can't draw any of them thanks to this damn fatigue #i literally only did 1 af revenge and still need to do 3 more. and i genuinely don't know if I'll manage to do that #i told two friends that ill draw something for them. but nothing. because too tired and everything keeps slipping from my mind #i will daydream about Dimentio for hours straight. then forget that i did. and panic that the fixation is slipping because i “haven't #thought about him in a while“. ”a while“ was 40 seconds ago. I'm not exaggerating this keeps happening #i also keep spending the night DRENCHED in sweat because i just can't sleep without my blanket on me anymore. so more struggles #vent #negative

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bunnihearted · 7 months

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it's literally soooo hard bc all i wanna do is whine nd complain rn but im keeping it in bc i know everyone's sick of me.......

#it's making me feel even more isolated nd lonely bc i actually dont have anything positive to say rn #all i want nd need is to complain nd bitch nd moan >.<#but i cant bc thats annoying and a burden!!!!!! so then im like hahah 😃😃😃 sure sure 👍#nd just keeping it all to myself #my mom is SO sick of me #thats why i havent said a peep to her abt post surgery stuff #but ohhhhh i wanna complain so bad 💀💀#ugh anyway back to pretending to be positive nd upbeat nd like im taking it all in stride or whatever 🤙

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sp00kies · 1 year

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My boy

#sp00ks’ art #reblogs > likes #helluva boss #helluva boss striker #western energy #new episode was really good lol #I cried! 😃👍#also striker was so ace code in this episode I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL #anyways enjoy cowboy imp

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myokk · 13 days

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1) the sunrise!!!😇🙏 it’s back to being beautiful now thst it isn’t raining/cloudy every day🫶

2) the only time he was a good boy today🙄👹

3) salpa….weird jelly creatures that fill the beaches now but they’re harmless!!

4) I’m not the best photographer but THERE ARE TWO HUGE JELLYFISH…see if you can spot them🕵️‍♀️ they’re bigger than my head😭😭😭 my bf swam this morning and he said ONE WENT RIGHT PAST HIM 😥😥 (he’s crazy)

5) finally feeling better & starting to teach my art classes again🥹 a student made that necklace for me over the summer so ofc I had to wear it😤💓

#sorry I haven’t been super active it is a combo of getting back to working a lot after a lazy summer plus #I’m almost done with the next chapter of my fic after many months but it’s been really hard to start writing again 🥲#plus this next chapter is kind of…😃👍 idk it’s just really heavy & difficult and I want to get it right #bc it’s a moment I’ve been working towards and imagined when I first thought of the idea for it #so I put a lot of pressure on myself to make sure it’s good #but once I finish it I’ll be back to posting these little sketches/paintings etc 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#anyways my diary post of the day bahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha #my life is pretty boring but I like to find ways to make it seem exciting (to me lol)

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euclydya · 1 year

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i drgot bras hurt

#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#sports bras anyways? the one I chose 2 waer anways #it has LACE ON IT *OK* THAT'S *CUTE* +1 to *ME* OKAY FJDJSJDJDJF #but. omg.#it definitely. does the job a sports bra is supposed to do! what tje fuck #HOLD ON ARE SPORTS BRAS SUPPOSED TO BE A TIGHT TO THE POINT OF DISCOMFORT WITH BREATHING. IS THAT NORMAL #. so that might not be normal. .... otay 😃👍 noted <///3 #. ANYWAYS #+1 2 me regardless Idont care IM NOT GONNA WEAR IT FOR LONG DON'T WORRRYYyyyy fncnxkalkskdx when i go back inside I'll change

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lost-in-2d · 7 months

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😞

#I don't like to dress in styles from my childhood (long shirt + fitted pants)#but my mum forced me anyway so that the whole fam wears green #it reminds me of being shamed for childhood obesity ; of having to hide my butt All the time 😞😞#in a perfect world my mum wouldn't have projected her self image issues onto me in the first place 😃👍#vent #rant #personal

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wuhohdotcom · 10 months

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genuinely baffled how people will look at the cast of dr1 and see taka and not immediately go "he is my favorite"

he's well designed. SHARP eyes. really striking overall. dude is filled to the brim with issues disorder he's hilarious and hes autistic what's not to love

#i mean. kiyondo for one thing.#wow your game has TWO badly portrayed characters with DID? sign me up 😃👍💥#i get not liking the kiyondo aspect even if that has interesting implications. To Me. even beyond him being a system.#if we're only talking base game though... they threw any good shit with taka out the window after mondo died #anyways. this is coming from someone who has thought about data extensively for hours on end so #can you blame me for my preferences.#txt

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straykats · 2 years

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hi has anyone had their wisdom teeth out and how much blood did u see etc bc the idea is making me Very Not Good

#like when i had oral surgery in the past i was knocked out but when i woke up #i had icecream (that sounds so random) and seeing the blood on the spoon made me shake and want to cry/throw up so bad #so like 😃👍#kat talks #anyways yeah any recounts would be amazing 😭

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naes-dairy · 2 years

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I think the thing that affected me the most as a kid (and considering that I'm still a kid.. I think this sounds bad) is the fact that my parents wouldn't believe me whenever I cried.

I have to think about this.. I don't really want to specify anything like who or why, but...

since they were 'crocodile tears' and I wasn't pouring my eyes out I was obviously faking it.

It just hurt me so much.. and still hurts.

I think it's the reason why I get so scared when someone thinks I'm lying when I'm telling the truth. Mainly a close person too.

I just feel... I don't know. It just hurts so much and j don't know how to make it stop.

What's worse is that my behaviour is just self destructive so I end up proving everyone else right... I wish I could just do better.

be better.

but now, that's just wishful thinking..

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