#anyways i digress on my rantings
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Jarek Kho
Newest MC. I’m actually really looking forward to Inheritance after seeing a few VIP playthroughs. So I’ve already decided on my MC (unless I choose to change them up).
The writing on their tattoo is from Percy Bysshe Shelley: “O, wind, if winter comes, can spring be far behind?” If my translation is correct, it should read “if winter comes”. However, Korean is my newest language and it is the trickiest one I’ve taught myself to date, so please forgive any translation errors on my part 😅 (not that you can read it with the way tumblr butchers images).
Anyways, here it is close up. Please do let me know if you see any errors in my translation.
My Art Ish Thing Tag (Choices Edition): @storyofmychoices @aallotarenunelma @twinkleallnight @dutifullynuttywitch @loreofyore @peonierose @trappedinfanfiction
#playchoices#choices inheritance#choices vip#choices spoilers#<- just in case#wish i was better at drawing younger faces haha but anyways this is a pic trey has still from their college days#not me embarrassing myself by posting art from a book i’ve not read yet#look away you see nothing haha#but over christmas i somehow ended up seeing some vip spoilers for inheritance#and ended up down the rabbit hole of vip playthroughs#and i had dismissed this book off hand because of the premise but i must say im really looking forward to it now#doesn’t hurt it’s not gender locked and it gives some pronoun options#and the li while ethnicity locked are not also gender locked#so it’s hella better in my book than most of what pb has got going on or coming up#anyways i digress on my rantings#my oc: jarek kho#my art ish thing#i polish nothing
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Gosh yeah, I’ve barely been obsessing over the odyssey but I too am sick on how some people characterize Odysseus. I don’t think I could consume any Odyssey media that isn’t Epic the musical cuz I feel like because Odysseus is a super masculine dude, they’ll give him toxic masculinity traits and make him a cheater. Which is entirely false! He’s a kind and caring man who loves his wife and son more than anything! Sure he’s a little violent but only because he HAS to be. He HAS to do things in order to survive and to protect those he cares about!
even if it’s their own interpretation, I feel like characterizing Odysseus as a cheater in any way shape or form is EXTREMELY disrespectful to male SA survivors. That’s a more off topic thought tho (won’t talk about that anymore I just wanna throw it out there)
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I completely agree!!! It’s this weird thing that’s always driven me nuts where masculinity is equated with toxic masculinity just as often as femininity is equated with weakness. As if a manly dude can’t be a family man who’s both soft-hearted and fiercely protective. Which like WHAT?? It’s yet another infuriating stereotype. And it plays into the whole disrespect to male SA victims thing. Him being a victim doesn’t make him any less of a man per se. It freaking makes him HUMAN.
I don’t get the whole thing with the maids and suitors either. People do realize that they betrayed Penelope and plotted to kill Telemachus right?? They do realize that by completely victimizing the maids they take away the agency they did possess, however little? I’m not saying it’s cut and dry or that’s it’s ok to slaughter a bunch of people (though don’t western heroes do that ALL THE TIME and don’t get slack for it??) or that the maids had this wonderful situation where full consent was given. But come on. You’re gonna villainize the dude whose home they invaded and ransacked and whose family they endangered?
And I feel like with Ody especially he gets characterized by his mistakes (real and contrived). People see him as the guy who got all his men killed by telling the cyclops his name (an understandable mistake because the worst of us comes out under duress. Of course he displayed pride and hubris! He was exhausted and sorrowful and infuriated!). They see him as the guy who “cheated” on Penelope with Circe and Calypso. And they forget the source material. Homer was over there making a character to rival the vast majority of those we have today, a sensitive, traumatized, flawed man who endured SO MUCH to return to his beloved family. A man who, unlike all of his fellow warriors, identified himself as the Father of Telemachus because Penelope and Telemachus are his LIFE. He wrote this awesome character, even gave him a character arc in the Odyssey, and he gets reduced to a cocky cheater.
#anyway i digress#sorry for the rant#this kinda thing just drives me insane#it’s actually one of the reasons I started reading the odyssey again#I saw the comments and posts bashing odysseus#and wanted to find out for myself if he was as bad as they said#glad that I did#trin answers#smilesrobotlover my beloved#the odyssey#tw sa mention
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Jane Austen and Jason Todd
Thank you to everyone who has posted elaborate headcanons about Jason's love for Jane Austen. I have yet to pick up my copy of Pride and Prejudice but I still wrote two whole essays on Austen and my professor is thinking about nominating me for an award :)
So I just wanted to thank the Red Hood community for this opportunity lmao
#jane austen#jason todd#red hood#batfam#jasons love for Jane austen#Like i feel like im trolling my Liberal arts proffesor now becasue he probaly thinks I'm in love with Austens work and I've only seen#two movies and watched the realjane austen docu#but i digress you know becasue ive done some research cough cough read 100s of posts on tumblr about this topic#but anyways thank you everyone who has helped me gain awsome grade because of your insight on the topic and helped me come up with an idea#to rant about for my essays#cause without yall i would have to right about idk gahndi and Im not really instead in writing about him at all#:)#college student#essay
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when ppl start arguing abt on a video abt how someone makes *their* family's recipe for sweet tea and being like "oh honey i'm southern" man shut the entire fuck up everybody in the south makes tea a different way i'm gonna toss my tea jug at your head
#the way i grew up making tea and the way one of my cousins grew up making tea is so different#and yet i ain't calling her a fake southern for using an iced tea maker or using less sugar#and she ain't talking shit abt me using a pot on the stove top and a cup and some change more sugar than her#(one time i wasn't paying attention and i accidentally put six cups of sugar in the water and she didn't say nothin 😭 but I DIGRESS)#anyways it makes me roll my eyes so hard when ppl are annoying abt recipes if it don't sound right or good to you don't fuckin use it then#thus concludes my pedantic rant of the night#badger grumbles#y'know what i'm gon try that damn recipe bc i'm intrigued
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Not crying and being guilt ridden again :))))))
#tgdposts#personal#when I can’t articulate to people around me so it results in my mind confronting me#(confronting is a strong word here but I digress)#about me struggling to make any decision regarding my future#and on a lesser note being guilt ridden when I’m unable to meet with people because I’m trying to be productive but then I’m unable to be#productive and oh why weren’t we able to meet up but if I share it it just seems like I was being fucking lazy and fuck I hate this#and fuck it’s hard to talk to my dad like he’s a nice guy but I know he doesn’t really understand and sometimes it’s just hard to explain#things with the weight they have in my heart you know?#it’s so hard to explain that I’m not just procrastinating or being a jobless useless bum I don’t even know how to bring that up#and even if doc gives me ideas things to help me those are still things I need to implement myself and that too is hard to initiate#and talking about all of it just makes me feel like a guilty useless shithead#and I know it’s not true but that doesn’t make me feel it any less#from the outside of my brain it just seems like I’m making up my own problems#how do you even talk about that#anyway#I’m going to bed now I’m tired#if you read this I appreciate you for listening to me#you guys are great#<3#mental illness#I guess might as well tag it as this#rant#vent#vent post#summer is lowkey my worst season mentally lowkey which is kind of sad if you think about it
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i know im not alone on this but i also know this statement is like waving a stick at a hornets nest. my overall memories and nostalgia related to hetalia are generally not bad and i think it may have saved a depression-riddled middle school aged me from being lured towards way darker and more mentally damaging content or online groups
#im dead serious like before that i was getting into creepypasta which. look im not one to say horror would make my little developing brain#disintegrate or anything BUT as an online community and a subculture of sorts i think it was far more of a slippery slope into#toxicity and extremism and most of all romanticizing/normalizing things like self harm and unhealthy eating habits and so on#despite what a lot of people say on this site it’s really not an evil and fascism-endorsing show or anything#it just has occasional jokes or concepts that are a bit distasteful– though from what I can tell alot of the ones people point out are#improvised bullshit lines made up by english dub cast members#anyway I won’t get into that whole rant but point is i am so so serious it could’ve been so much worse#the worst thing that came of being into hetalia as a kid was being more prone to finding stereotype humor funny#which im still like. I feel like was much more distasteful in 2012-13 youtube content. like WAY more distasteful#and rampant in general. so even in a show that’s built on stereotypes like hetalia it’s TAMER than the stereotype humor of the time in#a ton of mainstream media. big youtubers were still doing casual blackface back then man. 99% of hetalia’s stereotype humor is like.#canadians are quiet and nice. japanese politeness is to an extreme. germans are efficient. americans are loud and like burger#sorry I said I wasn’t gonna go into this rant so. I digress. I was just thinking about this cause I realized seeing hetalia fanart#generally makes me feel a good- or at least not bad- kind of nostalgia. which seems adverse to the show’s reputation especially on this sit#food for thought or whatever#kibumblabs#oh yeah I know why I started thinking about this- a drawing of seychelles came up on my dash and i can’t help but feel warm seeing her pop#up because she was the first real full cosplay I ever did for a big con. (with help) i hand-made the dress and everything. :*)
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YOU LIKE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!
what is your favourite song omgomg
OMG DONT MAKE ME CHOOOOOOOOOOSE
Obvi the title song slaps, All I Ask of You is so sweet, Think of Me makes me jealous of sopranos cuz I can’t sing all the high notes, Prima Donna is fun, Music of the Night uhh did things to me lol, Angel of Music is so soothing, and Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again made me tear up a bit.
I can’t narrow it down to just one, so imma say my top three are:
Music of the Night (especiallyyyyy the Ramin Karimloo version from the 25th anniversary)
Phantom of the Opera (nuff said)
and Point of No Return (the movie version)
It’s so good to see a fellow Phan!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩
#I was absolutely infatuated with The Phantom after I watched the movie (three times in a row)#I mean he checked all my boxes#aesthetic? check!#musical talent? check!#lives in a place with secret passageways? double check!#but then I had a dream where The Phantom was revealed to be my father and I think my brain was tryna tell me smth 💀💀💀#phantom of the opera#poto#man I was totally obsessed with this musical I even got to see it on Broadway before it closed!#I made an entire spreadsheet analysis on the different melodies and where they were used and what they meant#you know there’s one melody that always plays after the Phantom does or is mentioned to have done smth crazy or amazing#but then someone says or does smth that really just reminds the audience that the Phantom is not a demon or an Angel#he’s a human#I called the melody ‘true colors’ cuz idk what else to call it lol#it doesn’t have its own song it’s just used in spurts#its used after Erik gets after Christine for taking off his mask and Christine hands it back to him#(and we see him go from anger to vulnerability and then it plays)#and again in the preamble to All I Ask Of You when Christine goes#‘yet in his eyes / all the sadness of the world / those pleading eyes / that both threaten and adore’#(and we see Christine go from ‘he’s scary’ to ‘he’s wonderful’ to ‘oh u know what he’s sad and lonely’)#and more but I digress#anyways sorry that was a rant but I don’t really want to delete all that so there u go 😅#asks#Thanks for reaching out!! ❤️❤️❤️
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A little midnight rant (??) more of a ramble actually.
But anyway, I kept getting a lot of "Feminist" videos when they are actually Terf videos disguise as feminist videos or just flat-out Terf videos but don't want to use the word Terf because "it's a hateful thing to say." When really... no. It's not, it literally means Trans Exclusion Radical Feminist.
But anyway, I digress, my question, when did the word feminist lose its proper meaning?
There's a reason why I don't put feminist on my bio because many folks already (sadly) have come to the assumption that feminism/feminist means an all-women club aka "bio women" only.
When... no... feminism was started by women but only because in the working force women were really seen as stay-at-home wives. But because of the women's rights movement is when the law became more lenient in allowing women to work.
Feminist also means helping others such as men of different races as well to get proper jobs and payment as well. That sentence is gonna confuse someone sorry, to ramble more on what I mean. You have to understand the payment system. It's still a problem in today but way way back then, it was a lot worse. Many foreigners that came to America weren’t getting proper payment or not paid at all. But were really taken advataged at the fact they were aliens so their boss would make threats to them such as getting them deported or worse.
Because of the feminist movement, women realize they weren't the only ones getting mistreated by the system so we, feminist, would stick with them and fight a fight for equal rights. In which we won but obviously still need more work.
There is so much more history in which I can't really type all of that here because that would derail this post purpose on my question.
As a true feminist (ew, I don't like that I have to call myself a true feminist just so I don't lump myself with the falseys), knowing the history of what a feminist is... When did the word feminist lose it proper meaning?
I'm not chronically online as I use to be in my teen years (but knowing that bad habit messed up my mental and physical health). Please explain to me like I have been living under rock. Don't explain to me that undermine my intelligence (I've had people that done that to me before it's not fun) but in a way that is like high school teaching. Except take out the censoring bit. I wanna know the
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#It's really late but I'm just a little tired that I kept getting a lot of terf videos disguised as feminist videos#only reason why I'm extra mad at terfs is because my sis got converted into a terf all because she heard#quote in her word the trans community been calling heterosexual couples breeders... end quote#and I'm like... no one is calling heterosexual couples breeders. The anti human life people been doin' that but like not the trans communit#if so then they aren't loud and should get their toe stub for the rest of their life. In fact anyone who dip their nose in anyone business#should get a stub toe for the rest of their life.#but I digress. It's frustrating to see my sis slowly being converted into being a terf and she even went as far as to say she is not one#but a feminist. Standing by other bio women.#it's so frustrating hearing the word feminist being use as a female only card when... no. That is not what feminist means.#but anyway. Sorry for rambling. My sis isn't really a terf... yet. She still got her values but it is frustrating hearing her be a bigot#about trans folks all because of the terf lies. and those “feminist” videos when they are not feminist videos but terf in disguise.#sorry im rambling#rant#loser brain eat a snicker
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I'm not mad because my favourite character is underrated I'm MAD BECAUSE MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER IS OVERHATED!!!!! I cannot go a DAY without seeing a post about how annoying she is I swear to god I'm gonna draw fanart of her to cope
#briightl1ghts rant#omg my tag woah#im so cool#anyways#this is technically a#osc rant#but i digress#osc
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Work rant:
Been working my ass off in a new department that I have minimal background in, whilst dealing with my mental health being probably the worst it’s been in the 10 months I’ve worked here, and today I was told by a supervisor that I’m not completing my tasks fast enough (mind you we’re consistently at or near max capacity rn) and she regarded my performance as seeming like I just don’t care. Needless to say, I spent the rest of the day feeling extra fucked up and down on myself. I wish I had the capability/courage to stand up for myself and point out that they’re constant nitpicking has been getting to me, especially when they constantly appear to be chatting with their friends during work. Both her and the other supervisor have been cool in my books up til now, but the way they’ve both been treating me the past couple weeks has me not wanting to be there anymore. I’m tired of the nitpicking, hypocrisy, and the lack of care for those they’re supposed to be supervising.
#albeit she gave me some compliments too in order to soften the blow of what she said#and she framed it as her caring and wanting the best for me#but that was way harsh.#to say I don’t care when I’ve been trying so hard in a new area I lack confidence in#I wish I was better with confrontation and with defending myself#I’m just so tired and feeling beaten down#many of my coworkers have been very supportive. but for her to tell me that just ripped apart my already struggling self esteem#maybe she didn’t mean exactly what that choice of words conveyed. but fucks sake.#I’m also tired of being perceived like I’m not smart. but anyways. I digress#just not feeling good rn#rant#in my feels#in a mood#depression#mental health struggles
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I hope you know how unbelievably talented you are. You churn out chapter after chapter like it’s nothing, and they only get even better each time, none of them are ever subpar, and they don’t feel rushed. You’ve got me reading this before bed to try and dream about being rockstar!Joel’s girl. You’re work is amazing and meaningful. Thank you for writing. (And thank you for feeding my delusions about being Joel’s actor girlfriend and having two little stepdaughters) 💌
LEJFKSJDJS THANK YOUUU
I really appreciate your kind words. It made me feel so special and loved 🥹🥹 I’m definitely just going through a little bit of slump which tends to happen after almost fifteen years of writing, working out original plots, being creative, and then trying not to feel like it all sucks lol but it’ll be great!! It’ll work itself out and I’ll (hopefully) stop over analyzing my silly little words on my silly little doc in my silly little room
Thank you so much for being so kind and making my day 🫶🫶
#the curse of having an English degree#also my very last creative writing prof basically told me I was a hack 🤪#because I was/am writing an original story about a lesbian couple from 1972-2017ish#but the misogynist comp-her story gets praised as “the next great American novel#suck my dick dude#I digress#writing is really beautiful and it’s my favorite thing to do#like this#*gestures vaguely*#is just an outlet for what I love to do#and you guys like it too#or at least I hope you do#I could write essays about the bullshit classifications between high art and low art#ART IS ART#IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT ENGAGE WITH IT#how did this rant even start#anyways thank you again#june screams on the internet
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Me and the 10 homestuck aus that circle around in my head at any one time
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#i might have a problem#homestuck#90% of my time is spent thinking about homestuck#it’s a big problem#I have copious amounts of aus#none of them make sense#;)#I have aus of fanfiction#worst thing is that the fanfiction isn’t even particularly good#even more worse thing it that it was discontinued during and important arc#a somehow even more worse thing is that I have aus of multiple different fics#most of these fics are written by the same person tho#whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing is debatable#I also have aus of dr who(???) and Percy jackson(???) that make even less sense#they can barley be considered concepts#more like thought that innocently float through my mind only to get corrupted by the evil touch of homestuck#homestuck is even#but it think we all knew that#or atleast most of us#anyways i digress#as none of that rant was important#do you know what was important tho#MY SPELLING SKILLS!!!#or the lack of them#these tags are sooooo long#I really am a yapmaster
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thinking about how batshit insane the whole try guys situation was again
#idk it just came back to me now that I'm rewatching andrew's content#and it's just... my god#basically a study case on cancel culture if I'm being honest#they knew the ENTIRE TIME the guy cheated on his wife#which first of all. is not really of anyone's business#in a corporate sense#but I digress. since he was hooking up with an employee I guess it was relevant#but still. they knew. and they only chose to do something when shit hit the fan#and yet everyone ate it up like yaaaas three woke people who did exactly what needed to be done#THEY ONLY DID IT CAUSE PEOPLE FOUND OUT#AND THEY DIDN'T WANNA LOSE THEIR AUDIENCE#THEY KNEW#people are so easily manipulated by online narratives like I sweaaaaar#who gives a shit! if he cheats on his wife! and how is that only his fault! that was A GROWN WOMAN!#I hate that cancel culture has made everything so black and white now like. that's such a stupid situation overall#anyway. I just started thinking abt it and decided to rant abt it to see if my brain lets the topic go lol#rambles*
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Yeah I have the vision thing too. I’ve learned to recognise it as the first sign. The second even a millimetre of my vision starts ‘glitching’ I know it’s time to down a painkiller and go lie down in a dark room for a bit. I usually don’t throw up, but I do get nausea from time to time. Throwing up every time sounds like hell though. I’m glad you don’t have to deal with that anymore!
Oh that sounds so fun! I’ve been meaning to look for a folk dance class for a while now, but honestly I don’t have the time.
P.s. I’m late now, but I hope you had fun on your day off!
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OOOHH SAME SPRUCE, I gen would see my vision get wonky and go Oh Shit.
OOOO OH MY GOODNESS YOU SHOULD TRY WHEN U DO HAVE THE TIME!!!!!! that sounds so cool omgogmomgomg
It is interesting though, I love dancing like at home but it makes me super nervous to dance in front of people, so it's kinda funny that I just went Yep. Gonna do partner dance. We BALLL. But yeah, I've been trying to push myself outside of my comfort zone, and this is one of those ways I am doing it!! Everyone is super super friendly tho omg. Ig it makes sense though lol. You probs aren't an introvert if ur making the active decision to do a partner dance. Unlesss youre doing what I'm doing hahahah
Though I don't consider myself an introvert. I am def an ambivert. Sometimes I gain energy from social interactionnnn and sometimes it is very very draining and I need to lie in bed for 29394903 hours to recover lol
#foxieasks#spruce tag#guys my inbox is popping off i feel so popular /lh /pos#i honestly do not recall what i did yesterday . help#but work today was nice!!#guys i can go on rants forever about work i love working at the vet#so uh be warned if u ever ask me about my day when ive had a crazy day at work i will not shut up its all i ever talk about irl now 😭😭😭#i just love the silly animals i see everyday eueueueueu#today we had a cat who was SCREAMING though ohmygod i thought i was gonna get murdered#but we like held a tight enough grip so it was fine but i also had to bear hug him and so ny head was like Right Next To His#he was wearing a cone (10/10 helps so much omg) but dude when a cat is screaming bloody murder it instills fear like nothing else#like i thought a cat hissing was scary BUT BRO THEM SCREAMING IS THE WORST THING EVER#and we were just trying to remove a catheter 😭😭#which fair probably hurt a bit but like...#ough we had another super dramatic dog too lmao#he would not stop barking and you could hear his barks on the moon LMAO#and he was a beagle!! smol#well not Smol but#anyways. i digress help#see like i said#i will just rambleeeee#i love animals so much (even when they are trying to kill me)
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It's truly a wonder how in my teenage years I was able to stay up all night at the club drinking and eating random pills off the bathroom floor, then immediately after go to work in customer service for 12 hours and feel relatively fine. These days I pull an all-nighter on my days off to read a book, drink like two coffees in the morning and immediately feel like I'm on the verge of a total mental breakdown, complete with a feeling of impending doom that lasts the entire day. So yeah, it's certainly going
#a rant-ish post i guess? idk#currently sweating and full of anxiety because i had some coffee#at least i finished the book?#me at 17 was built different#i am in genuine awe of my teenage self because how the fuck did i not die#i mean im glad but like How#these days i feel closer to my 13 year old self more than any other age#they would've liked me now i think#but i digress#anyway
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I love making adult decisions like.. should I take an unpaid internship bcs nobody else is fucking hiring me and I need an internship to literally pass one of my classes. Don't even get me fucking started on how I had a lovely interview (not sarcastic seriously) recently and everyone seems great, they even had an alright salary, but then they were like actually 🥴...our budget doesn't allow enough to pay interns, so gonna have to change your thing to being unpaid. At least you get experience 😊 and a stipend 😊 that AIN'T WORTH SHIT. Boi idk if I'm being stupid, but I did the math and that damn stipend is wAY LESS than half of what other similar positions pay. Ain't enough for sh. Maybe I'm ungrateful, but GOD I am so bad with decision making.
#my stuff#rant#I have a day to decide and I wanna cry#At the end of the day it's my decision ofc#to suffer through an unpaid internship to finish my class quicker#or keep job searching and hope I find one before the semester ends#Can I just play yakuza all day#I digress#Anyway I'm struggling!!!#I may be stupid#Can I just live on my slime rancher farm taking care of my silly little guys?#comfort game fr
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