#anyway. im very tired goodNIGHT
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doing my first ever nutcracker performance tomorrow 😬
#i've only done ballet routines before i've never done a proper ballet with a narrative story and whatnot#and it's my first performance at my new studio however i don't think i'll do a lot of performances bc#im staff and im only doing nutcracker bc im fiiling in for a last minute thing bc a girl got injured#which ALSO makes me nervous bc i had less than a month to learn my parts. thank god i don't have a solo or anything#anyway. im very tired goodNIGHT#;malls;
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The Terror Episode 1 "Go For Broke" & 10 "We Are Gone" | Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Idiot | Carlos Fuentes | Chris Abani, Prelude | Danusha Laméris, Fictional Characters | Rainer Maria Rilke, The First Elegy (trans. Edward Snow) | Sue Zhao, Where to begin? | W. H. Auden, Marginalia | Dalton Day, One-Act Play In Which There Is A Blueprint, & That Blueprint Is Ignored Entirely | Hanif Abdurraqib, ALL THE TV SHOWS ARE ABOUT COPS | Chris Abani, Dog Woman | Len Verwey, Rehearsal Notes | Lena Khalaf Tuffaha, Lullaby | Rainer Maria Rilke, Go to the Limits of Your Longing (trans. Joanna Macy)
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#the terror#francis crozier#silna#james clark ross#caveweb#i mean technically this is also kind of abt#rossier#but eh. this is about many things. including silna/goodsir and crozier/jopson and colonialism and guilt and The Narrative but im tired so#no big rant. i just love silna. and i have very many thoughts abt her and crozier. also abt him solo but i cant articulate them so take thi#but yeah i love nuance also sorry for being v literal w this sometimes i just had a thought 2 weeks ago and had to do sth abt it#the thought was [terror x rilke] bc the last give me ur hand bit came to me in a vision but then this grew like five new heads#anyway i need to SLEEP. goodnight ilu
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my favourite pastime is making crossover aus that will only appeal to like 3 people
being both a 17776 fan and a portal fan has given me too much power (its like 2am i rushed half of this in an attempt to get my ideas on the canvas before i forgot)
(bonus live footage of me about to commit a crime)
btw i barely have anything for this '''au''' yet feel free to throw ideas @ me
#snowgems art#17776#portal#this is literally my first post in the portal tag#hi everyone i draw satellites sometimes#anyway onto the commentary from ME#yes i did base the optics on my own 17776 designs#bc im unoriginal and i think it looks good#i tried basing their colours on the actual satellites#to be a BIT MORE original lol#do they have actual core names? no. not yet#feel free to give ideas lol im very tired#ANYWAY goodnight everyone bye
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i played this game for? so many hours. its actually embarrassing how many hours i played today. its 3am. ok. goodnight
#12 hours........... ok.#as you can tell i was having fun#i took a break to watch the thing with my bf :) it was so scary we had so much fun!! we went in totally blind#neither of us had ever seen it before and we were way off base for what our guesses were lmao#all i knew was that? theres a dog. i thought maybe he'd have rabies... lmao... and he was like i think it's about a murder mystery??#very off base guesses but 10/10 movie would recommend its so fun. idk why this turned into a movie review#ANYWAYS datv is so much fun i had such a great time playing it today :D time for bed zzzzz#i was trying 2 play until i recruited emmrich and taash but im too tired zzzz my bed calls to me#ok now goodnight for real this time
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Happy 25th birthday, Luka 🌟
5× NBA All-Star (2020–2024)
4× All-NBA First Team (2020–2023)
NBA Rookie of the Year (2019)
NBA All-Rookie First Team (2019)
FIBA World Cup Top Scorer (2023)
All-FIBA World Cup Team (2023)
Olympics All-Star Team (2020)
EuroBasket champion (2017)
All-EuroBasket Team (2017)
EuroLeague champion (2018)
EuroLeague MVP (2018)
EuroLeague Final Four MVP (2018)
All-EuroLeague First Team (2018)
2× EuroLeague Rising Star (2017, 2018)
EuroLeague 2010–20 All-Decade Team (2020)
3× Liga ACB champion (2015, 2016, 2018)
Liga ACB MVP (2018)
All-Liga ACB First Team (2018)
2× Spanish King's Cup winner (2016, 2017)
#cant believe he is 25 already...#luka doncic#dallas mavericks#look i have not gifed in YEARS#so this is very meh#but its luka so its automatically amazing#ITS ALMOST 7 AM#IM TIRED#but its still the 28th in dallas#so im technically not late#i was going to make 10 gifs but no <3#anyway: happy bday wonder boy i love you so much#my gifs#mavs#luka#wonder boy#goodnight#ill stop looking at this before i hate it and delete it
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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everyone be nice, i bring you a fic
#SLIMAV BABY!!!#im sick and im tired but i finish it#I love the first part im very proud of it so please be nice#I also rarely write so#anyway goodnight girls (gn)#slimav
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i've said it before but i'll say it again. it is incredible how you're able to write a good oc story, especially one centered around grief and dysfunctional family dynamics. i love kiru as a character a lot and it's almost haunting how much her struggles and growth remind me of myself and what i'm going through. i don't know how much of it you based on your own personal experiences, but it feels good to know people are out there making such fleshed out stories about lived experiences, and it makes me feel less alone knowing this.
OKAY im supposed to be asleep by now (tried and failed and i will try again soon. my schedule is very irregular) but this ask was particularly touching so i really wanted to answer it before bed.
i cannot describe how much it warms my heart that ive been able to help you feel less isolated in your experiences with kiru + her story. i will say that it's a bit far from being a 1:1 to my experiences, but a lot of it Is very much based on either my life or the lives of my relatives and others close to me, so it's definitely quite a personal narrative. i won't lie, writing her story has honestly been very cathartic for me, since i started working on her when i was VERY fresh from a rough patch in my life; at the risk of getting too personal, i was having panic attacks almost every day for a 2-3 month period because of how hard it was for me to grapple with everything. (PLEASE DON'T WORRY IM DOING MUCH BETTER NOW)
writing kirus story has helped me to process a lot of my own emotions and struggles surrounding grief, and in working on her ive made a lot of progress in how i manage myself and handle grief. as a result she's become very personal and important to me. to be able to share that with another person through her and to communicate these things in a way that other people can connect to is something that's made me indescribably happy. we are not alone even if we don't really know one another <3
#larry time#answers#sorry if this is a bit rambly i am a little tired#i do sometimes worry if im going Too hard with the more serious/grief focused aspects of her story since it IS a gag anime#and i worry that it may seem corny or excessive#but she's very special to me as a character. so much of her comes from me and my experiences with grief#that i could never take that away from her no matter how cringe it might seem to some losers online#you know what i mean?#anyways im gonna try to sleep again now#goodnight <3
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hate that i have to choose between bylertwt and here if i want to see just a little byler content bc on one hand you got ppl not even believing they’ll be endgame or saying every rainbow in st is a gay byler reference then on the other everyone thinks byler wont be important to the plot at all when mike and will are two very important characters for the next season and are going to team up. i hate it there and here. like there’s no middleground for me anywhere 😭😭 does anyone else feel like this like i guess i have to mute byler on here idk
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#believe it or not i STILL can expand on byler theories two years later the more i find out about the show in general#and where they realistically integrate into the s5 plot and i still think them coming together is something vital#im literally just in the middle of the two sides of the byler fandom like i do not belong in either space and im tired of it so#idk i hate a lot of bylers too but like. i can see SO clearly how their relationship will fit into the s5 plot im not saying its everything#but idk why ppl act like its not important#anyways goodnight thats my take bc both sides are annoying#this isnt in ref to a specific post either i’ve been feeling this for a long time lmao#also when i say relationship i mean their entire relationship romance is just a small part of it#ANYWAYS damn#idk i still am very passionate about them BECAUSE of how they fit into the story but it feels like im the last one who thinks that idk 😭😭
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wait i just got it. the duffers are doing an homage to dawson’s creek by making the audience hate the titular character
#you know the titular character of stranger things. mike stranger things#they’re subverting it by having mike actually have underlying character motivations#that aren’t just like. be antagonistic#anyway post defeating the apocolypse or whatever stranger things spin-off called mike’s basement that’s a that 80s show/dawson’s creek style#genre mashup. i just threw all those words together and have no idea what that means can u imagine#does anyone remember moody’s point? like that but. the party#im so sorry for this im very tired goodnight#beets posts
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i can rest at last
#im so insanely tired#angryborzois rambles#im very close to hitting the 24 hour mark since i last slept#but hey we made it#woke up at 5 am on friday#currently a 4 am on saturday back in cali#(well im rounding up but shh)#(its 3:46 technically)#so yeah#first time doing an all nighter technically#watch me be calculatibg this all wrong lol#i too tired#im#anyways now that im here i can finally play phantom parade#no more vpn needed#anywho#goodnight chat#(ive always wanted to say that)
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giropuru friendship propaganda, and other such silliness
#sgt frog#keroro gunso#ive been busy. but im around :)#missed an opportunity to try a deep fried oreo today. sad! oh well there are more fairs and festivals#still need to hop back on the askblog#i used to be comfortable drawing on my bed like some sort of lump but this is no longer so much the case#but i don't wanna clear off my desk. theres so much shit#plus i need a new chair.#oough#anyway yeah hi :)#im very tired goodnight chat#OH YEAH fyi supontchi is just a sloppy placeholder name for a keron tamagotchi :)#based on the transliteration of spawn as in frogspawn#👍#gem art
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Raiju the kaiju: category IV, and number 1 in my heart
#pacific rim#pacrim#kaiju#raiju#raiju pacrim#raiju pacific rim#chicken scratch#this took so long <3 but im really happy with it!! i think i couldve done better with the lighting but im very tired rn glfglskdjfg#nonetheless im happy with how he looks#i love raiju sm <3 people dont talk about him enough#also the pacrim wiki has no choice but to use it/its pronouns for him bc we dont really have a canon gender (or sex-- since its a creature)#i use he/him for him because to me hes just a little boy fdglfdskjldg#anyway goodnight im going to lie down now i think#if youve read this far please know that i hope you have a lovely rest of your day/night!! ^w^
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Sleepover w my probably unrequited crush was NOT good for me
#going insane. i slept for 2 hours mainly bcs i spent most of the time near cardiac arrest#such a cringefail moment nothing has changed since highschool etc. well it has but ive had 2 hrs of sleep and im being dramatic#i dont even know if shes in a relationship i think maybe shes in like a fwb situation w this guy she spends a lot of time with#who is very nice honestly might not even mind that like everyone here is polyam anyway lol but idk if she even likes me that way at all.#and i physically cannot talk to her abt this i think i'd genuinely die of a heart attack and bury myself alive no matter the outcome#but also i guess my life will stay this way forever if i dont eventually do smth abt crushes but im like SO scared#though i guess realistically the worst outcome is that i embarrass myself. like she's bisexual she's not going to kill me or be disgusted#WELL. Maybe I'll do smth abt this tomorrow (probably not)#but also im soo worried that if it's reciprocated it turns out i dont actually want anything from her#bcs that would mean i have Fucked Up Issues and i don't even know how to begin thinking abt solving them#anyway GOODNIGHT. I am tired and not in a state of mind to do deep psychoanalysis on myself 🗣
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its past midnight but idgaf, todays gender was girl in a "steve harrington from season 3" kinda way. the energy was somewhere between "Alien Blues" by that band i think it starts with a v idk and "Verbatim" by Mother Mother. if i wasn't going to work for 8 hours i would've worn hot pink flair pants and a Crumb merch t-shirt with an explosion behind the cat and maybe fishnets cut to be worn as a shirt underneath (but alas i cant risk the hot pink pants in a food service environment). goodnight
#token female character in a cyberpunk universe#genderfluid steve harrington#personal#for context ive been doing this thing where i come up with a very specific way to describe gender i feel each day#and i usually end up picking a song from my playlist that fits the vibe that accompanies said gender#so like the other day the gender was girl in a kida way and the song was#Don't Fear The Reaper by Blie Oyster Cult#*Blue#im so tired#also just checked the band that did Alien Blues is Vundabar#I've never pronounced it in my brain until now i just saw the word and recognized it y'know#anyway actually goodnight god i have work tomorrow
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even before i watched bcs (and even before i watched brba, a little) i found myself imitating saul goodman's mannerisms and phsyicality/gestures. This is because 1. he's attractive 2. I'm already constantly moving my hands and clapping and pointing. I'm not that far off.
#this does NOT apply to my manner of speech however i am a WAYS away from that#irl i tend to use a lot of the same saying every time a certain thing happens#like if it's raining kinda heavy i'll nearly always say ''it's coming down hard''#and there's some words and word-combinations i use ALL the time. like heavy‚ i always say that one. and completely and totally.#im always saying completely and totally#i tend to be slightly verbose but not in the sense that i use a lot of obscure words‚ more that i use a lot of uncommon constructions#and also. adding on the 'getting very attached and repetitive with a certain phrase' thing. the phrases can go in and out of use#when i was like 10 or 11 i used to say 's'all good‚ man' ALL THE TIME#im unfortunately very limited by my trouble with speech and volume :( it's hard for me to make sounds with my mouth#and it's even harder to make them a reasonable volume#although all that can depend on physical conditions. today it was very cold and i was very tired and not dressed for the temperature‚#and i found myself speaking in nigh-gibberish a lot. instead of saying 'yeah man my fingers are like killing me rn' i said something like#''yeahmamma fiŋrsr la kiln me rana''#it's not a dialect thing it was just tough conditions#although dialect is quite interesting#my dialect is for the most part pretty similar to GenAm without too many modifications to classify it in a specific dialect however!#i tend to use pieces from multiple different dialects (mostly varieties of american english)#and most of the time it varies. i can go heavy on elision and vowel reduction too.#like. the way i say it‚ sorry and s'alright and pretty similar. my s'alright sounds like a different dialect's sorry#ANYWAYS sorry for the ramble no im not. this was fun. GOODNIGHT
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