#anyway. gonna go cry. thank you.
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oh my god man
Warm Healer | Everything Everything // The Terror
We got ourselves another Jane Doe.
#OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGJUGESHGJSEJGJEJGUEUESJ#< ME CRYING SOBBING AND FALLING OVER#THIS IS SOOOOOOO FUCGIKIGN GOOD JESUS H CHRIST MY DUDE LIKE OK HANG ON HANG ON#ok FIRST OF ALL thank you for matching the chupacabra lyric to hickey--a blood sucking mythical creature. UGH#all the cuts with 'something's wrong' WODJAWDJAKDWKADK OW OW OW#AND THEN YOU PUT GOODGORE IN THERE-THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE BASED!?? OH MY GODAWHD... i love your face and there's no more time!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭#SILNA! SILNA! MY BEST FRIEND SILNA! god- her inclusion is so wonderful and fitting#they call me the medicine man as Goodsir is desperately trying to help everyone.. the lead... morfin... oughhh.. head in hands.......#the dying quote with goodsirs death. the radiance. the loved ones (that dont exist anymore BTW!!!!) to welcome them over. oh oh oh my heart#he died alone and with no more faith left in the people he tried to save............................... ok im crying!#the whole last part is so beautifully edited well done!!#i love the ending with “its ugly but its all i want” with silna and it sounding so morbid and sad and disappointed like#goodsir wanted to show her england and how englishmen really 'are' and this is... how they are...#sobs.#“:you dont want me sucking you down” with silna comforting him...... him not wanting to burden her further... sigh.#whats all that young life been wasted on. whats all that young like been wasted on. whats all that young life been wasted on.#im literally dead. like this killed me#you absolutely cooked tysfm it perfectly arcticulated everything i wanted like oh my goawd 😭#and BTW the color grading is really really beautiful too- i love how it looks--its very beautiful and pleasing!! so well done!!#anyway. gonna go cry. thank you.#harry goodsir#the terror#the terror amc#silna the terror#silna#cornelius hickey#henry collins#graham gore
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everybody knows that on the 13th of July Annabeth Chase is never around she vanishes to gods know where. This has confused Percy for years why would annabeth leave the day after her birthday ? When frederick and ms chase learn of this they flinch Percy forces them to tell what they know and they admit that it's the day Annabeth ran away... Sally slapped them after that and no matter how hard her loved ones tried Annabeth never stayed during that day.
who knows what i’m gonna say?
#I CANT DO THIS#I CANT FUCKING DO THIS#SHE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER#ANNABETH CHASE YOU DESERVED BETTER#AHHHSKDISIWNDIS#anyway#thanks for the ask#i’m gonna go cry#pjo#answered#well is it answeed?
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Read a fic then suddenly thought-
Do Bruce's kids know he was engaged to Selina and that she stood him up? If not, I'm curious what their reaction would be to the info
WAIT HE WAS ENGAGED TO SELINA AND SHE STOOD HIM UP?!?!?!?
lemme look smth up- OH MY GODS... ok- ok-... ok i think i got this... im gonna cry:
It happened on a Saturday. Because of course it did. The one day where she had no obligations, no excuse to run and flee, and the day that she and Dick met every week to catch up.
"You really drink this stuff?" Dick wrinkled his nose at the smoothie in front of him, pushing it away. Selina laughed, pulling bowls from her cabinet.
"You're really insulting my drinking choices when you live with Bruce Wayne and Tim Drake?" She countered, raising an eyebrow as she ladled soup into their bowls. Dick snorted, accepting his bowl with a nod of thanks.
"Fair, i guess. But I can hate on all of your drink choices. I'm equal in my distribution of judgement." Selina chuckled, blowing gently on her spoon before taking a gentle sip.
"I appreciate it." Dick's shoulders shook with silent laughter as he lifted his spoon in acknowledgement, taking a sip as well.
"Of course. Ah- shoot!" Selina raised an eyebrow as the first Robin cursed, hissing in pain as the hot soup splattered onto his shirt. He sighed in frustration, grabbing a napkin.
Selina swatted his hand away, rolling her eyes. "Go- there are towels in my side table, go to the bathroom." Dick nodded his grim agreement, standing from the table and heading into her bedroom for the towels. Selina shook her head, returning to her meal and finishing it up before standing to clean up.
"Uh?? Lina?" Dick's voice echoed from the bedroom.
"Yeah?" Selina called back, cleaning out her bowl in the sink. Dick walked into the kitchen, a frown on his face.
"What's this?" Selina turned, wiping her hands on a dish towel, and froze.
"Wher- where'd you get that?" She asked quietly, hands grabbing the counter behind her to keep her upright. Dick raised an eyebrow.
"It was in your drawer. Sorry, I didn't mean to pry, but I couldn't find the towels." Selina shook her head.
"Right. Yes. Of course." She turned away, back towards the dishes.
"Tabby?" Dick asked, taking a step closer, the stupid box in his hand. "What is it? You don't usually keep your steals in your drawers, and this is something expensive." Selina breathed slowly, bracing herself.
"No," She agreed finally. "I don't keep steals in my drawers. And yes, it is expensive. I would hope it would be," She smiled softly, turning to face him at last. "Because your father bought it for me."
Dick's eyes grew wide as he looked at the box. "B bought this for you?" Selina tilted her head in a nod. Dick's eyes narrowed. "But... its a ring-" He froze, eyes darting to her. "You're not married." It was a statement. Selina's head jerked in a no. "Then what-"
"We were supposed to be. Going to be." Selina cut him off before his detective skills could go haywire and she'd lose him. "He uh, he asked me. And I said yes. And we were going to be." She leaned against the cabinets, avoiding Dick's blue eyes. The same eyes as his father, though adopted. "But um.." Her finger traced circles on the counter, eyes distant. "We weren't... as alone, as we would have liked. And... someone.. close to me.. She talked me out of it. And I-" Her voice caught but she forced herself to look at him, to say it. "I left him there. Alone."
Dick's silence was damming. "You left him at the altar?" Every word was precise, hard, cold. Selina forced herself to nod.
"Well, technically we didn't have an altar- it was a roof-"
"You left my father, alone, at the altar-" He threw his hands up in frustration. "Chimney- whatever! And- and and, kept his ring???" Selina swallowed.
"He told me to keep it. A reminder. Maybe a promise. Dickie-" She reached for him, begging him to understand.
"No. No." He shook his head, backing away from her. "No no no.. I- I need to think. Alone. And- and maybe talk to Bruce-"
"Please don't." She grabbed his sleeve, holding on despite the vicious look he sent her. "Please. Your father... I don't want him to have to... to be reminded. Please. You can yell at me all you want- but- but leave him out of it. It's my fault." Dick's eyes melted slightly, but he still moved out of reach again, his sleeve slipping through her fingers.
"I know its not his fault." Dick's laugh was entirely devoid of humor. "For once, its not his fault. No, that lies solely on you." His eyes were so hard and cold and blue it hurt.
"Kitten- Dick I'm sorry," Selina begged, wiping her nose with the back of her hand. "If I could I'd go back in time and erase it all from ever going wrong... but I can't. We agreed... we agreed to give each other a break, some time, and I'll give him that," She looked at him, anguished. "I'll give him whatever he wants I will, I swear. But... but I'm no longer a part of that."
Dick stared at her as though she had grown two heads, and maybe she had because he set down the ring box, and took a seat. "Selina, we're going to sit here, and you're going to explain exactly what happened, and after that you're going to explain exactly how it is that you believe he doesn't want you anymore, because I can guarantee-" He laughed, and this time there was something there. "That he still does."
Selina slid into the seat opposite him, hands unconsciously seeking out the box, and the ring inside. She opened it slowly, and Dick watched as she pulled out the ring, twirling the gorgeous thing across her fingers. She slipped it onto her middle finger, and Dick, mercifully, didn't comment, just watched her expectantly. Selina took a deep breath, and began talking.
#uhhh so yeah#that was a#hard comic for me to read#i mean it was beautiful#but the ending took me out#poor bruce#but also poor selina#also i didnt write it#but following this conversation they marry#i dont make the rules#but she talks to bruce#and they marry#and this time everyone is there#yeah#batcat#batcat for life#im sobbing#thanks for this wonderful piece of info im gonna go cry now#batfam#batman#catwoman#bruce wayne#selina kyle#dick grayson#dick felt like the most appropriate batkid to do it#because he and selina go way back#shes like his mom the way bruce is his dad#anyway#hope you liked even if that comic destroyed me
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hey when they wrote "knight behind bars" and they wrote kitt helping a couple get together and they gave him the line "Some day, it will be my turn" [to find love]. did they know what they were doing. did they know that in some 40 years some gay autistic robot-obsessed little freak on tumblr would not stop thinking about it for weeks and write literal dozens of paragraphs screaming about it on discord. did they know they were going to ruin Me, Specifically, with this concept that feels like the culmination of everything kitt has gone through through the show and such a fascinating thing to think about in regards to michael and kitt's relationship,
one of the themes of knight rider is kitt developing as a Person, developing a line between the Knight Industries Two-Thousand, and Kitt. discovering humanity, his own emotions, the joys of the seemingly and logically pointless, and often through the lens of his own driver, his partner, his friend, Michael - his primary guide through all these experiences, his reference for those human things he doesn't understand. and as much as he initially claims to not be capable of experiencing emotions, of understanding feelings, he learns to. he experiences a wide range of emotions through the show even while claiming he doesn't, he even learns fear and insecurity. perhaps it's only natural a robot would learn to love, or at the very least be terribly curious about it and wonder if such a thing could ever exist for Him
the majority of people are not exactly kind to kitt. they talk about him like he's not there, they talk about him like he's a machine, a novelty, some people are even scared of or disturbed by him when all he's trying to do is make polite conversation and company. he's always Othered - there's no other cars like him (at least not anymore), but there's no other person like him either, he doesn't truly belong among humans or vehicles. some of the technicians at FLAG don't even seem to fully respect him as a person, at least they don't based on my vague recollection of how they talk about him in Junkyard Dog. when Michael asks him after KARR is destroyed if it feels good to be one of a kind again, he doesn't say yes or no - he only says it's a "familiar feeling." it may be familiar, but it's surely also isolating, and i think that's something he'd realize as he slowly picks up this curiosity about love. where could he even find it when so few people see him as an equal person to begin with?
and then there's michael. oh my god, and then there's michael. no matter what flavor you choose to read it in, the whole show is about their relationship, they're a duo, a set Not to be separated, they're Partners. they work together, they worry about and look after each other (forever insane about when kitt was a melted shell, Michael stuck around the garage for hours, waiting for any news like a worried spouse, constantly checking on him every opportunity he got... encouraging him to recover, and even helping paint back on his protective coating... kitt always looks after michael, but for once, it's michael's turn to look after Him), in a way they were Made for each other - Kitt more literally, being programmed for Michael and holding his namesake, but Michael was also made in a sense for the pilot program, hand picked and given a second life to work for the foundation and with this strange supercar. and even if they had a rocky start, michael comes to view kitt as a person - car, TV set, or computer core, Kitt is his partner, his buddy. he helps him find himself, guides him and teaches him about these things that make us human, and in a way, kitt becomes human - but his entire experience is still through the perspective of an AI in a car, it's still very unique and isolating, and I think he sort of grows into his own limitations, he's finally brushing against the walls that define him.
he learns of love, and then he learns to dream Of love. these things he sees in the movies, that michael tells him about, that he so often sees michael Partaking in that he gets so oddly jealous of, doesn't it all seem so wonderful? he's very curious. but who could ever love steel and circuitry, who could ever see him as an equal let alone a partner in a romantic sense? who would ever love a car and all the limitations That comes with? it's a problem for a hypothetical hopeful Some Day, in the meantime stuck between two worlds where he doesn't perfectly belong to either, where no car Can love him and no human seemingly Would love him...
and michael loves him anyway. before either of them really realize or talk about it, in spite of everything, in any form, regardless of the fact it wouldn't be a typical relationship by absolutely any means, michael loves him anyway. kitt is as much a person to him as bonnie or devon or RC, and that person is someone he loves and cares for deeply. the feeling is mutual, kitt's world revolves around michael, he's one of the most important people in kitt's life, and he'd do anything to protect him.
and it is michael that will finally teach him to love, and what it means to feel loved in turn, to be loved as the person he undoubtedly is.
#liz blogs#kr#knight rider#michael knight#kitt#robots#gay#this isnt writing. its rambling. its very insane rambling.#WHAT is the ship tag. i dont even know. fuck it we ball#michael x kitt#sure#knight rider spoilers#i saw someone make up a really good one but i cant remember what it was-- oh my god was it MK2000. was it. was that iT-#mk2000#retroactively gonna go tag all the fruity posts with that i dont care#do not even get me started on michael learning to love for the first time in This lifetime. ... literally dont get me started i havent seen#the last stevie episode yet. thats next weeks crying fit. but i feel like that's a piece i need#but stevie was michael Long's girl. part of His life. michael Knight can't go back to that. and maybe he Shouldn't#listen. its about michael teaching kitt to love. and kitt Letting him learn to love Again. something real besides his weekend flings#i need a lobotomyyyyyyy i need an ice pick to the brain i need to stop being completely fucking insane about robots#IF BEING INSANE ABOUT FICTIONAL ROBOTS WAS A JOB I WOULD BE A MILLIONAIRE#anyway michael is bisexual and a dashboard smoocher thanks for coming to my ted talk#homosexuality is rampant in the military jerry. thats a bisexual if ever i saw one. have you seen the way he dresses. he calls his car baby#if you dont watch knight rider and you read this i'm sorry i must look deranged#this ship is queer flavored even besides the fact its two guys. there's like four levels of queer flavoring in this bitch
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60 years ago - on November 16th, 1964, the Animals recorded "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood"!! 🐾✨️
#i have to hold off on posting my art for the time being since i was finishing up school assignments this past week but 👀#in the coming days....... something very cool will be finished....#aNYWAY. I LOVE THIS SONG I LOOOOOVE IT SO MUCH.#such a great cover and really demonstrates the animals' range when it comes to r&b#a great follow-up to 'i'm crying' because the lyrical/melodic progression of both songs are very similar#('boom boom' came out inbetween them BUT THE POINT STILL STANDS)#btw speaking of price-burdon the b-side is 'club a-go-go' by alan price and eric burdon teehee#THANK YOU MICKIE MOST. FOR LETTING THEM USE ONE OF THEIR ORIGINALS ON THE B-SIDE.#also this is The Song i think of when i think about how great of a drummer john is and how his jazzy style permeates through their music#i'M ALWAYS TAPPING ALONG TO JOHN'S BEAT IN THIS SONG#anyway aaAAAAA GONNA WORK ON MY PROJECT ALL DAY TODAY. SCHOOL'S OUT ANIMALS IN. DR PEPPER AND MIGRAINE MEDICATION: TAKEN.#the footage is from 'pop gear'/'go go mania' by the way!!! filmed in early 1965!!#since this song wasn't released until january of 1965 and alan has his SWOOPY BANGS#eric burdon#alan price#hilton valentine#chas chandler#john steel#the animals#classic rock#british rock#british invasion#60s rock#the girl can't help it#ICONIC MOMENTS IN ANIMALS HISTORY that i did NOT forget about this year!!!!!!#i have a running trend of forgetting about November 16th bUT MICKIE MOST HIT ME OVER THE HEAD AND I DIDN'T THIS TIME#alan also had a concert this week which kept me sane 🥹
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i cant capture it in a single picture but the pain and agony i felt watching this shit in front of my very eyes. this was evil <- needs every frame of it in a museum
#gaiden spoilers#snap chats#LIKE STOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPP#LET DAIGO SEE HIS DAD YOU ASSHOLES#HIS DOWNCAST LOOK :(((((((((( WAAAAAAHHHH ill forever cry about this grown ass man leave me alone#i just want him to have a hug.......... give my middle aged child a hug idcidc#PLEASE THE WAY DAIGO WAS TRYING TO APPROACH HIM STOPPPPPPP I ALMOST WANNA CRY this game was so evil#it was so delightfully evil and im gonna think about it until january 26th#i was kicking my feet in anguish shit hurted#the one saving grace of this torture to my soul was seeing daigo do his lil hand clap after they left the building.... that was cute...#bro was basking in the sunlight like a lizard... i love him so much and no one even knows how much i love him....#i loved seeing daigo seem so casual for once...... i love him so so much please let him smile more god thank you...#i have to squeeze my daigo i said i was playing minecraft I Lied the mental illness is taking hold of me once more#anyway gonna go look at arakawa. from this same segment HIS FACE AT TENDO PLEASE IT MADE ME GIGGLE MORE THAN IT SHOUDLVE#he didnt even kill you yet son why are you so pressed. ily.#ok bye
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I love some melodramatics, so:
Kiss 50 & Pitch Pearl
~ 50. kisses with their last dying breath (it's an AU, that's all you need to know afdhskjsfad. hopefully it's melodramatic enough) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Time was not on Danny’s side.
Maybe if this were a fairytale, the damning tolls of a clock striking midnight would be echoing throughout the castle. Maybe he’d be swooping into the throne room with a steed of white and a blade sharp as his wit and the looks of the valiant hero come to save the day. Maybe it would be the time for some sort of latent prowess to show, or some unyielding bravery to kick in, or something, anything, to help him pull through.
But this was no fairytale. There was no clock chiming away the seconds, only the painful thudding of his heart reminding him of the ever-nearing deadline. He did not swoop into the throne room like a hero, rather he staggered in, barely able to hold himself up. There was no miracle, eleventh-hour asset making itself known, only the gaping wound in his side reminding him that there was more than one deadline rapidly approaching.
He needed to hurry.
Gasping against the pain wracking his body, he dragged himself across the throne room and up to the dais. Stairs proved themselves to be difficult, and shame burned away at him when he had to drop and finish the last few steps on all fours, using the sword he carried as a means to pull himself forward.
But determination burned brighter than shame.
At the top of the dais, he finally managed to pull his head up to look, and he couldn’t contain another gasp at the sight before him.
The throne itself was beautiful. Carved with obsidian and set with hundreds of thousands of twinkling diamonds, a high back towering towards the vaulted ceiling, lined with a plush green velvet that looked more expensive than anything he’d ever seen. Every bit fitting a powerful king.
Its occupant, however, stood in stark contrast to the image of a powerful king. Danny recognized the face well - it had imprinted after his own, after all - but where once there had been vigor and vivaciousness in its expression, there was now only the gaunt outline of sallow cheeks and a paleness matched only in death. The body sat limp and lifeless, bound in thick, glowing chains. A crown blacker than the throne rested on the head, and a large ring wrapped around a finger on the left hand. Both were ablaze with acidic green flames.
The sight made Danny’s stomach churn. “Phantom…” he whispered hoarsely, feeling more helpless than he had when the breach of the castle had begun.
But he couldn’t allow himself to be helpless. Not now.
He stumbled over to the throne and fell onto his knees at Phantom’s feet. The sword clattered onto the ground. Carefully, he pried a hand away from the wound in his side and rested it on Phantom’s knee, leaving a handprint of sticky blood.
“Please, Phantom, please, you have to wake up.” Begging would be pointless, he knew, but the words escaped his mouth before he could stop them. Tears began to fall down his cheeks as he stared at Phantom’s closed eyelids, willing them to open.
They didn’t.
Danny let out a cry, a mixture of pain, grief, and fear. He grabbed his fallen sword and, with a desperate, clumsy swing, drove the blade into the side of the throne, where Phantom’s chains wrapped. Metal grated against metal, and the sword rebounded violently. Danny nearly lost his grip on it.
The chains remained uncut and unmarked.
It’s pointless, child, a deep voice rumbled. It reverberated in his chest and echoed around the room. Those bonds will never be severed, not with a silly human weapon.
Despite the swell of fear and adrenaline the voice brought, Danny pulled a face. Blowing bangs out of his eyes, ignoring the agonizing sting in his side as he raised his arm, he swung again, only for the same result. “Quiet,” he panted. “You won’t win this. I won’t let you.”
The voice laughed, and a chill ran down Danny’s spine. You only fool yourself, it taunted. He is nearly drained now. Perhaps you will discover how to free him, but you will be too late.
The throne flickered, and Danny pulled away in horror.
A sarcophagus began to flicker in its place.
“No!” The strangled cry tore across his vocal cords. He swung his sword a third time, dissolving the sarcophagus away. The throne reappeared with Phantom, looking worse than he had just a moment ago.
Danny choked back a sob. Phantom’s name fell from his lips like a prayer, and he crawled up and into the throne, bracing his knees on either side of Phantom and resting on his lap. Unable to restrain his tears, becoming dizzy from the loss of blood, he took Phantom’s face in his hands. “Please…” he begged. “Please tell me how to free you. I’ll do anything, anything you ask, just please, wake up…”
How does it go again? The voice sounded more amused than anything. An eye for an eye? I suppose the same principle applies here. Power for power. A life for a life. You should rejoice, child. His worthless existence will be the key to my own. It is only a matter of time now.
Danny ignored the voice. His thumb stroked Phantom’s bony cheek, and tears dripped onto the chains binding him, sizzling as they hit the metal. “You can’t leave me,” he whispered. “Not yet. Please…”
He pulled Phantom’s head to his face and pressed a kiss to his forehead before burying himself in soft white hair. Another sob wracked his body, followed closely by a fresh wave of pain.
Time was most certainly not on his side.
As the voice cackled around him again, as he cried into Phantom’s hair, he mourned. Mourned for the life tied to the throne, mourned for the Realms about to be sealed to a fate worse than death, mourned for everything to be lost in this moment.
And selfishly, he mourned for the life he would never have with the one he held in his arms.
The voice’s words echoed in his ears.
A life for a life…
A pang gripped his heart, and whether it was from his death approaching all too quickly or the grief of knowing what he had to do, he would never know.
The strength it took to pull himself away from Phantom’s head exceeded the strength he thought he had remaining, but somehow, he still managed to do so. He gazed longingly into the face he’d come to love, and if he concentrated, he could see past the lifelessness and picture Phantom smiling and laughing once more.
The thought was comforting.
But time was running out.
Darkness began to creep into his vision. Danny brought his mouth in towards Phantom’s and paused. Their lips barely touched.
A life for a life…
“My life is yours,” Danny whispered against Phantom’s mouth. “Forever and always.”
He closed his eyes and sealed them together. Their lips. Their bodies. Their beings.
Darkness overcame him.
The last thing he saw as he succumbed to the darkness was a pair of brilliant green eyes flickering open. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ~ Send me a ship and a number from this ask game and I'll write a drabble or draw a sketch!
#danny phantom#danny fenton#pitch pearl#danny phantom au#au#hannah writes#ask game#ask hannah#anonymous#whats the au you ask#heck if i know afdhskdsfkh#ANYWAY HOPE ITS MELODRAMATIC ENOUGH IM GONNA GO CRY IN A CORNER FROM MY BROKEN HEART DFSHKLH#thanks for the ask!!
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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@quazies AAHUAUAUAUUASYGDHAGGAHDHSJDFJSKXJSKRJENEFJKSXJJEKSKDBRJRODSKBDSKDLDMS
TY QUAZIES FOR THIS BLESSING UPON MY HOME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE WILL BE TREASURED FOREVER
#quazies#lil pootis#lil pootis plush#medimedes#cat#don’t mind natasha she’s just nosy#anyways i’m gonna go cry over this baby bird#for the next few years#thanks again quazies i love you so much#ur so talented and cool and if u don’t know who tf that is CHECK OUT HER STUFF#IT’S SO GOOD#I WILL EXPLODE IT’S SO GOOD#BOTH TF2 AND GODZILLA SILLIES#ANIMATIONS#ANIMATIONS DUDE#THEY’RE SICK AND SO WELL MADE AND POLISHED AND AAUUUAUAUDGH#cannot praise shordy enough#i love them they have given me so much happy brain juice#tf2#team fortress 2#scout tf2#tf2 fanart#honkshoozzz
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“kill them with kindness” wrong. bonetrousle 🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴🦴
#papyrus is the best character btw if you disagree i suggest going to have your brain and eyes checked ^_^#undertale#I MISSPELLED THAT 4 TIMES AS UNDERTALR IM GONNA CRY#anyways#deltarune#i love everything toby fox worked on#thank u for contributing to homestuck undertale and deltarune my guy#okay bye guys kris out#hashtag blessed
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@lesharl-eclair here is the vettonso timeline I mentioned at some point!! I was gonna make a more refined version but ah, the original is fine so I'm posting it for you <3
Its written so its as if their careers began at the same time. There's obviously some parts where they deviate from each other(I blame Fernando), but they're pretty similar, no??
Here's some notes I have:
They both started at technically the same team(if you ignore that Seb raced one race for Sauber): Minardi/STR. And they spent 3 seasons either racing for that team or testing(Fernando for Renault, Seb for BMW teams), before being promoted to the team where they won their respective WDCS.
They both spent six seasons with their WDC team. And both won their WDCs using Renault engines. Both were pretty much the golden boys of their teams, beloved by their team principal and team in general. Unfortunately both aren't consecutive because Fernando tried out McLaren lol.
They spent a similar amount of years at Ferrari(five and six respectively.) Neither could win a WDC with Ferrai(😔) And both joined Ferrari in a very similar way. When Fernando joined, he ousted Kimi and it was very uncertain where Kimi was going. I think the commentators in 2009 predicted McLaren? (But he ended up taking a sabbatical obv.) But pretty messy, right? The literal same exact thing happened with Fernando and Seb in 2014-2015. They finally announced at the end of the season, even though it was pretty obvious, that Seb would be replacing Fernando. And where did Fernando go? McLaren! The history book on the shelf is always repeating itself. I guess I find it funny that Fernando replaced his former rival under somewhat messy circumstances, only for his other rival to do the exact same thing to him years later.
Okay McHonda and Alpine blah blah blah. Anyways they're probably going to have both end up competing their careers after two years with Aston Martin. This honestly is my favorite parallel. Because it's very sweet to me that Seb replaced Fernando, in an aforementioned messy way, only for Fernando to take Seb's seat in a very peaceful, almost "passing the torch" type exchange 🥰
#blah blah blah theyre mirrors do you get it 🥺#i was gonna make one where i took our mclaren and alpine bcs they pretty much match up perfectly#but ig it feels a bit weird to just rip them out of his timeline yknow#i think they still match up regardless of that though#and im sure Fernando prob wouldnt mind too much removing both from his history 😭#i love how kimi is just there as well for both the ferrari replacements#like he was there to be the pawn in fernando's and then there to be the unaffected teammate during the second one 😭#see actually this is why we never got them as teammates#it wouldnt make sense for the mirror theory okay 🙄#cause they have the same career but just a little bit offset#so you can look at it and go wow! and then cry yourself to sleep bcs you then realize you'll never get them as teammates#haha i just bought some merch and they're both in aston racesuits so at least *I'll* have vettonso teammates on a personal level#but i think if i ever draw more of that timeswap au +#i wanna draw them together when they were each at the respective parts of their career#ex. minardi nando x str seb. renault nando x rbr seb. sf nando x sf seb. amr nando x amr seb. YKNOW!?#<- ive already thought of some silly dialog for two of them lmao#anyways this is my thesis thanks. hope you enjoy and agree <3#catie.rambling.txt#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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your art is amazing!! so happy you got into isat because i discovered your cool oc art!!
hope you have a wonderful day :D
hfbbhhhhhbuhhhhuhuhhbbbbb . cries and gives you a little kiss on the head. thamk youuuuuu
if you wanna see the secret art (silly doodles i dont post on tumblr n stuff) i upload literally all of my oc stuff no matter how unpolished on toyhouse.... it also has profiles for (most) of my guys if you wanna know what's up with them :'3
and thanks to isat finally making me have that lightbulb moment on how to thumbnail and format comics i'm super jazzed to get back to an oc zine of mine i was working on.... ill be able to do the comics better now yaay
#anyway AWWAWWAWAWAWAHGHGHH IVE NEVER GOTTEN OC SPECIFIC FANMAIL BEFORE AUGHGHHHGH CRYING. THANK YOU ANON#ill return to my little guys soon (right now i'm working on a weird little dark fantasy au for them?? ive posted about lethidae a little b4#but ough. isat has been so creatively refreshing and has really forced me out of my comfort zone its gonna be fun to put these new skills#back to the test on my guys. though isat does still have my brain in a vicegrip like i havent felt in. . um. ever#but oh boy if you like white-haired nonbinary guys who like theatre.... i also have one of those coincidentally its kinda weird. hi ali#lucabytetalks#anyway thank you anon i will be going back and staring at this ask periodically for the next 3 weeks minimum
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yknow im probably going to sound a bit overdramatic for a moment with this sorry but,
ive said like two lore streams ago or w/e that im not going to let myself get as heated as i did at the start with how gun's been handling ( read : forgetting she exists ) maria all this time bc at this point i consider my portrayal of her an oc, as i essentially feel across the board with my other texas muses frankly but like.
i do think, while i was obviously thrilled to no end that they announced maria & she was playable etc, i do think the execution of her in-game really sincerely disappointed and pissed me off so badly. like yes end of the day shes a bunch of pixels etc etc whatever sure but its like. genuine frustration at how absolutely sidelined she has been since day one. and i know theres plenty of valid arguments for other characters receiving similar treatment ( ie. sonny ) in a variety of ways, and i do get the angle of maria initially serving as a haunting of the narrative, haunting her friends and sister and being more of that sort of invisible presence rather than physically there in the moment like they all are - but its severely disappointing to see just how little they give a shit about her, both in lore & in gameplay etc.
model-wise? shes completely fine i adore how she looks and everything shes beautiful shes adorable shes exactly as babygirl as i hoped and imagined her to be & look. but shes otherwise both so underwhelming and so borderline useless ( being generous ) and her ability is just the most uncreative pointless thing i feel they could have thought to give her. like. theres so many pieces i can rip apart for just that alone but i dont wanna yap for an eternity lmao
i just wish they gave an ounce of a shit about her. and like sure yes they could easily alter things or add on things on for her in the future etc. sure, yeah, fine and all but its just... i dont think im going to forget how sloppily put together they made her. or how they've consistently forgotten & disrespected her all these months. and with them branching away from her & the friendgroups' story into other victims' as time passes, their already sheer-ass attention spans are only going to grow thinner across the rosters and i guess in my eyes theyre just never going to make up for any of how they treated her character. and like yes thats fine bc i & others will do her infinitely better justice than they ever will but its still just like... its still disappointing.
like so much went wrong with that release day that i think i was just trying to cling onto the excitement of her just being playable but everything else, certain other complaints etc i wont get into, made me think that disappointment in how she was executed was an exaggeration on my part bc im too attached to her lmao and so i kinda just internalized the disappointment i think but it really is just like man. i feel like ive lowkey been in mourning of her since she was released. no faith at all that they are ever going to give her an ounce of dignity outside of how her model looks.
and again. i know i and the fandom do her infinitely more justice than they ever will at this point and that fact alone does make up for this all, i just wish she was remotely fun to play as and didnt feel like such a slapped together, zero-thought, near copy-paste non-asset in-game. i play her bc i love her but she also just makes me fucking sad LMAO
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#sorry for random whatever this is its been eating away at the back of my mind since release day & only worsened while playing lately lol.#im literally so fucking thankful that ive been able to work on her for so many months & that ive had such lovely experiences building#her character from the ground up with this lil corner i love you guys so sincerely & bigly for helping her grow into the character#she is currently & will grow into in the future - i just wish gun would love her w even a fingernails worth of how much we adore her.#( 'mourning' is probably overdramatic as hell but its the word that comes to mind lmao ) like i know my expectations need to stay#reigned in w/ gun & i try to but it is just. discouraging as hell w/ her in-game & then the constant worsening state of the#game on top of it not helping in the slightest lmao. anyways sorry again ignore me im just thinking too strongly about my girl-#end of: im proud of where ive been able to take her & how ive built her over this nearing year of writing her & im beyond happy w/ the#connections shes made & the stories being built & all of it. shes my oc as she stands on this acct & i truly hope i keep#building her for a long while more. sorry if u read thru all this nonsense also thank u & kisses to the sky for loving my girl w/ me <3#we all do more than gun literally ever will with any of them.#gonna go lie down & prob cry a moment & then return to Normal and try to write FNJKSD
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#so ive been crying since 5:30am#ive had to cancel my meetings today bc i cant face people#im literally trying to save up all my will power to be able to make it through class tonight#but i just can get over whats just happened#the next few years will break me i know it#ill make sure i persevere but its gonna hurt and its going to be hard#im worried about my grandparents who rely on medicare to survive and get their medication#im worried about my trans and queer friends#im stressed about the threats about the cuts to the board of education#if its gone i loose my ability to finish school#I /rely/ on those loans like it or not#how am i supposed to face my younger sister who dreams of going to school knowing she might not get the same chance bc loans are gone#how am i supposed to watch my little cousin with adhd and autism lose his iep#how am i supposed to live with myself knowing the right to my own body is threatened at every turn#how am i supposed to be able to look both my parents in the eyes ever again and not hold their votes against them#today i let myself morn my hopes i had yesterday#tomorrow i build new hopes for the people i love and those that will be effected by this coming administration#thank god my next therapy appt ended up being schedule for this fri#anyway thanks for reading if you did#i love all of you <3 and i know we can make it through together no matter how tough
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I have loved all the comments I’ve gotten on my post season three fic (like you don’t even know how much I have reread all of those bad boys they give me oxygen), but by far one of the most gratifying ones I’ve gotten has been:
“you made that last episode seem so much more reasonable”
THAT WAS THE GOAL
#laughing crying thank you so much whoever you are#achievement unlocked#this was my AGONY#the amount of notes I made the rewrites the editing#most of them centered around the question ‘but is this consistent?’#‘does it flow?’#‘have I given the characters a satisfying amount of internal consistency linking the events as they happen to the growth they have made?’#‘DOES IT ALL MAKE SENSE YET’#‘Roy relapsed’ even relapses have a progression. they tend to happen for a reason#also#why is there a cut on Roy’s head the night of their final practice but not even a scratch on game day?!#how does Rebecca go from ‘should I sell the club’ to ‘I sold half the club’ in a matter of days#why does Roy say ‘we have city on Saturday’ when the match is in fact the day after next#anyways#I have been biting my tongue the entire time I spent writing that chapter and now that I don’t have to anymore?#I’m definitely definitely gonna be talking about it#fic: oh god you’re gonna get it (you have not been given love)#self indulgent blogging about my own fic
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do you guys KNOW how frustrated this thing makes me. like it's literally from the regiment that jamie would most likely have been in AND the story lines up so well with the plot of the highlanders and I'm just. constantly itching to retcon the episode a little bit in my head and make this the standard
but no!! the serial kind of depends on the standard being prince charles' rather than nust a regimental standard!!!! and it kills me every single day
#second doctor#jacobite ramblings#the OTHER thing that kills me is the ring.#having been given to kirsty's father 'in the heat of battle'#because i've placed the maclarens at kinkell castle#which supposedly hosted charles after culloden when he was on the run#whether or not that story is true i like the association#and i would love to swap it around in the dr who universe to him having stayed there before the battle#& the ring being something he gave to kirsty as a thanks for hosting#(which was quite common there is a Lot of jewellery in various collections given to ladies who hosted him)#(and other objects as well)#(not gonna talk about them here but i do love talking about them)#so it would make so much sense!!!! for kirsty to have the ring!!!!#but again the episode kinda hinges on the ring being charles' personal ring rather than a gift#screaming crying clawing at the walls. why won't this 60s tv show for kids squish neatly into historical realism.#for the sake of clarity i am being overdramatic about this but also i am a little bit pretentious and it does make me chew through concrete#anyway this post brought to you by me going to nms yesterday#was i technically there for a job interview? yes.#did that stop me from visiting the jacobite displays to say hello to my favourite objects and do a little bit of blorbo research? no.#if anyone was at nms yesterday & saw a little gremlin in a waistcoat taking pictures of highland wool spinning implements that was me <3
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