#anyway uh. I was just thinking abt it . Not rly sure why. But.
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lilac-melody Ā· 1 month ago
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Wondering if I should make a little oneshot about first kisses...
#aiyuu ofc. Bc what else#anyway uh. I was just thinking abt it . Not rly sure why. But.#i had my first kiss a few days after my 21st bday#w my friend. Who is a girl#my first and only kiss was w another woman#it was really awkward that night. She dropped me off after a few days of fun#a few weeks before that she had drunk texted me saying she wouldnt mind kissing me so i could have the experience#and we discussed it that day. And we agreed to do it before we separated n she went back to her hometown#i was at such a loss on what to do lmao#we were in her car shifting towards each other and i swear i never felt so awkward or dumb before#and when it happened. I know i moved my lips but like . Not much? She did the work p much#in my defense i had no idea HOW to kiss (i still dont really...)#and i remember afterwards i was just. Super overwhelmed.#and rapidly trying to wipe my lips bc my mom came out to greet me when i went inside the house#bc her lipstick got on my lips#oh man i was so scared that she would realize LMFAOAOIFSO#it felt like my mind was racing but with absolutely nothing#i was just focused on how my lips felt like they were buzzing#hmmggg... idek why i keep thinking abt it now#me and her dont rly talk anymore. We're both too busy and live in different states now#idk. Maybe im subconsciously wishing to find a gf again and get more experience. I really dont know anymore#that was such an awkward night tho i cant help but laugh recalling it#anyway uh. Ive never really told this story to anyone oops#it never gets brought up in convos and jfjfkrkdkfm#i felt like i needed to get it off my chest
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dabuggh3 Ā· 11 months ago
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Heyyy Can you write smth cutesie abt picking hamzah up after he gets too overwhelmed at comic con. I couldnā€™t stop thinking abt it the whole time watching it was rly funnyšŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ Please and Thank you
HIII YESS, no because when I was watching the video and I literally started getting anxious because of how overwhelmed he was. I paused the videošŸ˜­. But anyways thanks for requesting and I hope you enjoyyy!!šŸ’—
Hamzah calls you to come pick him up from comic con because they were done shooting the video for slushynoobz. You get in your car and head over, you arrive and he gets in the car. The first couple mins were quiet, ā€œ So how did it go?, did you like it?ā€. ā€œ uh it was good there were so sooo many people on one of the floors it was actually crazy, we had to sit down for literally half of itā€ You look over at him and he was holding something.
ā€œ What did you buy?ā€ He looks down and starts bursting out laughing as he shows you, my little pony oven mitts. ā€œ Hamzahhhā€ you say laughing. ā€œ Waitttt, okay me and Martin were passing by and there was just like a huge ass stack and we were like whatā€™s this, and we started talking shit and the lady was like oh theyā€™re home made, theyā€™re home made like 5 times, and idk what came over me and I just bought them.ā€
ā€œ Theyā€™re kindaaa cuteā€ you say looking at them. ā€œ I wasted like 30 dollarssss, I saved 5 dollars tho, we bargained with the lady ā€ he says smiling. ā€œ 30 dollars is actually crazy, but theyā€™re homemade rememberā€. ā€œ Stoppp, oh my god and someone called Martin the skinniest Spiderman theyā€™ve ever seennnā€. You laugh , ā€œ thatā€™s so meannā€.
ā€œBabe I swear I was looking at some people and I literally wanted to gag so bad I donā€™t even know whyā€. He continues talking then he goes silent, just staring at you,ā€œ Whatā€™s wrongā€ ā€œ Youā€™re so pretty youā€™re glowinggggā€ he says admiring you. You turn and smile at him. ā€œEven on shrooms, youā€™re the prettiest girl Iā€™ve seenā€
For the rest of the drive he continues talking, pointing at random signs, and telling you what heā€™s seeing. You guys arrive, parking into youā€™re apartment complex, ā€œ Yea and Martin went over and asked him for a hug and I was like boy he donā€™t want no dam hug from youu, the guy looked so scared I recorded it.ā€ You both laugh so hard, ā€œ Okay weā€™re here letā€™s goā€ ā€œ Huh, I swear the car was still movingā€
You guys enter the apartment, and Hamzah changes then plops down on the couch. ā€œ Do you wanna eat something orrrā€ ā€œ No Iā€™m okay Iā€™ll eat laterā€ ā€œ Okayā€ you walk over and sit next to him, ā€œ Want to watch somethingā€ you look over at him as he sits with his head back eyes closed, ā€œ uhhh yea,ā€ he opens his eyes and turns looking at you. He smiles and leans over to kiss you. He then positions himself, laying on your chest. ā€œ Do you wanna watch Arcaneee??ā€ You say in an excited tone.ā€œ Yesssssā€ he says smiling.
You and Hamzah lay on the couch as you rub his back. And he keeps pointing out random stuff from the show that heā€™s never noticed, ā€œ wait was that always there I swear it wasnā€™tā€. 30 minutes pass by and while laying down, you feel his stomach growl. ā€œ Babe are you sure youā€™re not hungry?ā€ ā€œ Noā€ ā€œ I literally felt youā€™re stomach growl right now, ima go make you somethingā€ you try getting up. Hamzah holds onto you harder while making himself heavier, ā€œ Iā€™m not hungry, donā€™t leaveā€ he says muffled because his face is buried in your chest. ā€œ Iā€™ll take like 20 mins and Iā€™ll be right back, Iā€™m literally right ļæ¼here next to you in the kitchenā€. ā€œ Noā€. ā€œ Okay then come with meā€
Eventually Hamzah agrees and comes with you to the kitchen. You end up making him a sandwich. While making it Hamzah is just hugging you from behind, watching. ā€œ Are you sure the mayoā€™s not expired, itā€™s kinda a weird colorā€ ā€œ No itā€™s not, trust meā€. You finish and go back on the couch. Hamzah sits back down and eats his sandwich. He then goes on a whole rant how Martin didnā€™t want to finish watching Arcane and heā€™s missing out. Then he starts talking about the slushies, ā€œ I hope they actually enjoy the video, I feel like we looked so dumbā€ he laughs. ā€œ Nooo, theyā€™ll enjoy it dont worryā€. Eventually he starts getting tired so he starts quieting down and ends up falling asleep.
I hope this isnā€™t horrible šŸ˜­.
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jack-kellys Ā· 2 years ago
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Okay I was hitting at shuffle and laughing at the results but ohhh hereā€™s a good one: Restaurant & Fae au for the ask game?
this worked out much better than i was thinking it would
randomize some aus and i'll give you my idea!
so itā€™s quite commonly known that henryā€™s father owns or used to own a small restaurant but now it is. a powerpuff gang fae au so:
modern au. henry inherits his dadā€™s restaurant at only age 18. heā€™s still in school, trying to at least graduate since any hope of college is down the drain. his friends arenā€™t sure how to help initially since theyā€™re trying to do the same and plenty have already lost at least one parent. henryā€™s a very talkative person so basically all of his friends know whatā€™s going on, even some heā€™s less close with.Ā 
jojo lost his own parents a while back and often helps out at one of the community centers nearby and normally stays at friendsā€™ houses until he has to go back to the home heā€™s at. he knows thereā€™s not a lot for him once school is over, and heā€™s gotā€¦a bit of a precious secret to look after and heā€™s terrified he might expose himself if he ever got into trouble. so when he hears his friendā€™s friend talk about a restaurant, he dmā€™s henry on instagram immediately.
jojo.g: hi omg!! i heard splasher talking abt your restaurant and i looove to cook and iā€™m rly good with people so iā€™d love to help :)Ā 
hen_butler: hi! super nice of you. arenā€™t you 16 tho??
jojo.g: ok and?? lmao
fuck it, henry needs the help desperately, and he lets jojo on board. what he didnā€™t know initially is that jojo comes as a packaged deal, and yet another sixteen year old appears at the restaurant: mike. mike is curious- he talks plenty but not much about himself, meanwhile henry canā€™t keep a secret to save his life. itā€™s clear that mike can, and he agrees to keep quieter about his age because henry is likeā€¦.i would like for my restaurant to stay open and for me not to get fined for running a restaurant on teenagers.Ā 
it becomes clear as to why mike is good at keep secrets once they get to business.
jojo isā€¦ really good in the kitchen. everything stays clean, each plate is ready nice and quick and to-go meals are even faster, and everything is evenly cooked or prepared. even henry, who grew up cooking his whole life, falls behind the other in the kitchen. mikeā€™s out front with customers, the chatterbox. anytime henryā€™s been like ā€œhaha wow jojo is like really into cooking huhā€ mikeā€™s always ā€œyep he loves it!ā€ ā€œyeah canā€™t believe you guys didnā€™t connect before!ā€ ā€œheā€™s just a natural!ā€
yeah heā€™s magic. jojo is magical as fuck and when henryā€™s not paying attention to him heā€™ll have the bowl mix itself while heā€™s doing other shit LMAOā€¦ sugar and spice and everything nice!
the local restaurant becomes quite successful and their friends often pile in because holy fuck their friends can cook, they gain all these regulars and become this little hub in their community. and make a fair amount of money.
i think itā€™d be a fun dramatic point when henry finds out abt jojo, since itā€™s what joā€™s afraid of but also henry is likeā€¦. so is my merit actually doing anything for this place or has it just been you this whole time.
anyway yeah thats the fae+restaurant au LMFAO very uh.. long. and not one mention of j*ck k*lly from me is very impressive
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volfoss Ā· 3 years ago
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Omg can u pleaseeeee rant about fanon prosciutto šŸ„° I already do every day but I love the salt. Also fanon Kira šŸ¤Ø
omg <3333 ok <3
prosciutto:
ENOUGH OF MAKING THIS MAN A DADDY!!! ENOUGH OF MAKING HIM CRAZY DOMINANT!!!!! HE IS ANCIENT!!!! as someone who (unfortunately) consumes a lot of LS content and regrets going into the tag, its SO bad. people really just kinda? treat him like hes insanely kinky and weird about shit (i mean they do w like ALL of la squadra but <3 this is about prosciutto rn). i HATE suave prosciutto too like literally where in canon is he smooth talking or even really anything other than giving his little awkward pep talks to pesci/talking back to bruno. neither situation really feels like hes suave or would... well, be like how people treat him in fanon? like i rly rly think people take ONE aspect of his personality and run w it, which ig is understandable for him showing up for 2-3 episodes but also like think critically!! also omg i nearly forgot about sexist/misogynistic prosciutto which is SUCH a bad take... girl why are u writing abt ur fave and being like "wow he beats women šŸ˜". i THINK its all derived from the ONE line towards trish (at least in the dub, i dont remember how he acts in the sub or manga off the top of my head and quite honestly i do not care enough to rewatch/reread) and people just are like omg hes so so full of hatred towards women. he literally never interacts w a woman like?? the entire time hes shown??? but yeah sure lets make his ONE trait be hates women. or that oh wow he REALLY hates pesci when its literally just a mentor mentee relationship! u literally DO NOT have to make them hate each other!! or make it so wow prosciutto hates spending time around him or like wow prosciutto is MADLY in love with him. there are literally other ways of viewing a relationship other than wow theyre best friends and they hate each other!!
also omg ship time!!!!! i hate rispro <3 and brupro (and obvi propesci) tbh. so uh lets start w rispro! ENOUGH of shoving the smaller guy into the mommy role!!! enough of being like wow prosciutto is such a twink!!! literally stop forcing two men into hetero-normative roles but sure ok <3 also literally?? they rly dont interact a lot in canon but the jojo fandom LOVES to ship small guy x kind of intimidating big guy (cough cough jotakak) for no reason so its not rly surprising. rispro makes prosciutto very feminine for literally NO reason, in the way that they have to contrast with how big and strong and so so scary risotto is. like theres art of them out there thats just like prosciutto tiny as shit and risotto towering over him when theres like what? 3 inches of a height difference in the anime? to me it rly feels like a ship for people that don't really think about either characters differently than the common fanon perception.
brupro time omg <3 so bruno is 20!! important factor for the jojo fandom who doesnt rly like to check ages for characters <3 and prosciutto doesnt rly have a canon age but definitely seems older than bruno (idk i feel mid to late 30s). and the common dynamic ppl put them in is wow ex bfs/divorced. all important info before i get into my problems with it. to me it feels rly rly weird bc bruno is young (and as someone who is 20 it feels weird as shit for people to be like omg divorced esp w the age of marriage in italy being 18 iirc) and like?? you just want enemies to lovers when they fought once and again!!! barely interacted!!! its literally not interesting or fun, and people just rly rly dwell on their dynamic being either divorced or idk pta moms (šŸ˜’). like its literally so so boring bc again they literally barely interacted and its just?? rly rly dumb.
anyways to conclude- fanon pros is SO bad and like one of the worst fanon receivers for LS and i am literally so sick of any ship w him!!
kira:
prefacing this with i do not consume a ton of fanon for him bc i am SURE it is mostly rly bad. from the little ive seen, its a lot of either wow hes the worst (true as fuck! but hes also more nuanced than that side of the fandom perceives him) or wow omg... best dad and husband ever. taking the first half on first, i think its genuinely a lot of perceiving him as rly just a villain and not as a character if that makes sense? not saying that they dont really understand him but it feels like on a sliding scale of sympathetic nice guy -> completely irredeemable villain, people go to the opposite ends without realizing there can be nuance in his character. he is literally just a little loser that kills people and sucks!! onto the other half because holy shit the dad kira and wow husband kira so domestic stuff is so so prevalent. the good dad thing is so??? guys... guys listen to me. did we forget the entire second half of DiU? where he literally killed hayato and trapped him in a death loop? but yeah sure he would be SUCH a good dad, wow i cant believe that trying to kill your kind of son is such a good dad move omg... like again i KIND OF get wanting to make a dad thats in jojo be good but also literally he is the LAST candidate for being a good dad. and as for being a good husband, he literally only showed care for shinobu once (when she nearly died bc of stray cat) and everything else was literally all manipulative. he wasnt kissing her before work on the time loop day because he wanted to, it was LITERALLY a powermove over hayato. it wasnt because he actually loved or cared about her. genuinely he uses the people around him, he isnt a nice guy like remotely. i understand wanting to romanticize stuff but this guy literally thinks about (and nearly does) strangling her multiple times?? but yeah omg wow best husband ever award.
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faunusrights Ā· 4 years ago
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so how does weiss become cinderā€™s guard dog anyway like????
okay so i'm just gonna shit out my entire plot because tbh this fic is getting very long and idk if i'll ever finish it (it's me we're talking abt here) so here's the gist of the thing:
in this au weiss is abt 20-21 and is getting very involved with the SDC trying to constantly undermine jacques and his Shitty Ideas, and because jacques wants to make whitley his direct heir he decides to just. get rid of weiss. just get rid of her. so he orchestrates a kidnapping with the plan of them killing weiss and leaving her body in the permafrost in the wilds of mantle, before faking a whole ransom scenario, later "finding" the body, and then accusing either the white fang/mantle of the murder depending on whoever he fancies at the time! so he gets his personal security to drag weiss out of bed, get her in a truck, take her down to mantle, kill her, and then start the whole 'oh no my child :( my child :( has been :( kidnapped :(((' skit. by all means this should have been taking candy from a baby, esp cause weiss doesn't even have her aura unlocked or anything.
ENTER: CINDER FALL
(okay this got long i'm popping this under a cut)
so cinder's in solitas doing her shit and whilst coming back from........................ some business merc spots an SDC van fuckin BOOKIN IT across the tundra and is like 'hey. think something's in there'. and cinder who is always down 2 clown is like 'let's find out' and so they stop the van, are mildly surprised that all the people in the van are armed, and decides oh shit, this has to be something fucking juicy.
>yeah it's juicy >it's weiss
ā€œWeiss Schnee?ā€ says Cinder Fall. ā€œCinder Fall?ā€ says Weiss Schnee. Well, out of the frying pan and into the fire.
cinder is instantly like 'oh? a kidnapped heiress? well there's ransom money to be made here' and so cinder kidnaps weiss (weiss: r u jokin me rn) and takes her to her solitas compound to wait for news of the kidnapping to come in. except... weird thing... it doesn't???
ā€œSo, what, it hasnā€™t been reported?ā€ she asks, and Cinder hums behind her. ā€œWell, that would be my conclusion, but the more pressing question is why.ā€ Cinder swings some of Weissā€™s hair around and onto her shoulder, gently coaxing Weiss to turn just a little. ā€œThe heiress to the Schnee Dust Company gets stolen from her own home in the middle of the night, with evidence sure to have been left behind, and yet thereā€™s nothing on the news? Darling, if so much as a hair on your head was harmed in any other circumstance, I could only imagine the worldwide outrage on the matter.ā€
huh. weird.
anyway merc tracks back the biometric data from one of the scrolls from one of weiss's original kidnappers and finds out, uh-oh! babey that's some ESS-DEE-CEE security guy! and so after that it all collapses together and cinder realises that weiss is involved in some sort of internal kidnapping which means it hasn't been reported because jacques now doesn't know if weiss is even dead WHICH MEANS HE WAS NEVER GOING TO PAY ANY RANSOM WHICH MEANS SHE HAS A WHOLE PERSON HERE WHO ISN'T WORTH ANYTHING.
so after that cinder arranges to send an anonymous tip about the truck (which she burnt with the bodies) and figures if jacques wants an easy way out, he'll pay off the police and coroner to claim that weiss's body was within the wreckage, and if he doesn't, he'll claim she's still missing. well he sure wants an easy way out!!! cause he does, in fact, as predicted, pay off the police and coroner to find a fourth mysterious body... wrow...
anyway now weiss is technically dead and a free woman, but cinder tells her she wants the equivalent in ransom money she would have gotten from weiss somehow, and because weiss is now, uh, dead, and has no money (because she's dead), the only way is for weiss to work for cinder! and so they go to vytal so weiss can start working for cinder!
admittedly i haven't planned too much detail past this bit... i do now that cinder unlocks weiss's aura so she doesn't instantly die in the first encounter they have, and so weiss has to start puzzling out her semblance (which belongs to a dead person), but most importantly cinder starts taking care of weiss and ends up taking a liking to this feral little heiress, and weiss kind of... unhealthily ends up relying on cinder to keep her anchored because Yikes Her Own Father Tried To Kill Her And She's Legally Dead!!! anyway as cinder and weiss get closer weiss realises they're transmasc and non-binary, that they really don't know what they'd do without cinder who constantly seems to just be there when they need it, and they gradually end up in a relationship that is............... woof (arf). well the relationship comes first. then cinder renames weiss to Aufeis and decides that aufeis needs to have a firm hand to replace jacques's stranglehold on them (because they're now cast adrift) and it turns into petplay and then aufeis becomes cinder's full-time guard dog!!!!!! HOORAY!!!!!!
(also after that point blake and velvet [who are white fang folk] get involved BECAUSE I'M MEEEE BECAUSE I'M MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND I NEED MY FRAPP IF I DON'T GET FRAPP I'LL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and anyway it gets rly horny from here on out HGDSFHJGKDFS)
it's. i mean. you can tell where i've written up to and where after that i'm just shitting out of my ass BUT THAT'S THE GIST OF THE THING!!!! it's basically a crime au with added petplay but you people didn't really think you were following me for anything else, right,
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tequiladimples Ā· 4 years ago
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I hope this doesn't come off as rude, but I saw that you dislike when collision is branded het cause you're not het, but no one's talking about you personally? like for me, I really like collision but I can understand the criticism in a way and that isn't an attack on you (or an attack at all lol). again hope I'm not rude but idk it seems unnecessary to get upset, it's better to take it as constructive criticism
sigh i don't think ur rude but it simply isn't constructive.
look iā€™ll talk abt this one more time n then i Beg we can put it to rest! (this is gna be a lot of word vomit but if i'm elaborative now i hope i won't have to talk abt this ever again)
iā€™m deeply insecure abt many aspects of collision. i donā€™t really keep that a secret. i also know some ppl don't like fantasy, some ppl don't like the kinds of dynamics i like, some ppl don't vibe with my style of writing (hell, i barely vibe with my style of writing). those things are fine. i can't control that and i don't take that personally. the reason why this is the one critique i do take personally is because it genuinely presumes wrongful, harmful things about me and my values, especially when i've made deliberate efforts to avoid writing the exact flavor of fic they're accusing me of having written. just because people donā€™t mean for what they say to reflect back on me, doesnā€™t stop it from doing so.
the thing about calling something a ā€œhet ficā€ is that the term brings along certain connotations which i donā€™t stand by at all and feel deeply uncomfortable and distraught to possibly have created. iā€™ve gone over this godforsaken story again and again just to be absolutely sure i didnā€™t actually do so. when people say ā€œhet ficā€ they generally donā€™t mean ā€œboy meets girl and they fall in loveā€, they mean ā€œsuper rude and mean boy meets uptight virtuous girl and makes her fall in dependence with him through manipulation and treating her like shit until she behaves how he wants.ā€ and that is straight up not the fic i wrote. iā€™m not stupid. i know the dynamic i went with is widely and easily misused and thereā€™s a lot of fiction depicting really bad, uneven, unhealthy relationships through it. i knew this going in, and iā€™ve tried persistently to avoid making those same mistakes.Ā 
skipping over the fact that theyā€™re both boys (bc duh)--harry doesn't exhibit any real manipulative power over louis. collision harry is a grumpy, fruity little nerd who happened upon a really unfortunate lot in life and managed to trick himself into believing he's evil for like half a second of the story and his resolves crumble like a danish pastry the moment he receives his first hug. he's kind of aloof and arrogant, and understandably hardened from his past, but he's not bad. he's just lost. that's the basis of his character arc. now on the other hand, louis has harry wrapped around his finger starting like chapter 4. harryā€™s the one who opens up emotionally first, harryā€™s the one desperately seeking louisā€™ approval and caring about his opinion, harryā€™s the one who makes himself vulnerable continuously throughout the entire story. the only time louis makes himself vulnerable on a comparable scale is during the smut scenes, and even then, harry is gentle and attentive and puts louis first. louis is less experienced than harry in that area, but he isn't scared or intimidated by harry, and he has full reigns of the progression and nature of their relationship as a whole. thatā€™s kind of how it needs to go with tough x soft dynamics for the power balance to not feel uneven, and i wrote the story accordingly. if you then happen to still be so blindly determined to associate soft/small with weakness (and thereby uh, womanhood ig) that you still felt like louis had an inferior position to harry solely because he is indeed soft/small, that sounds quite frankly like a you problem.
now, the whole point of louisā€™ character is that heā€™s underestimated. sure, heā€™s naive and self-centered and sheltered from the real world--thatā€™s the basis ofĀ his character arc. those things all change. but louis isnā€™t ever weak. like idk who apparently needs to hear this but you can be small and simultaneously not be a pushover. the two arenā€™t mutually exclusive. there isnā€™t a single time louis takes shit in this story, especially not from harry; he gives back as good as he gets every time. oh! and then he literally saves the entire universe and the execution of that whole thing was his idea alone. i tried really hard to underline how strong-willed and full of grit he is to contrast what others think of him. if you think heā€™s portrayed as a meek and frail damsel, you missed the point. once again, i feel like we circle back to this misconception of louis being kind of naive and physically small = louis being inferior = louis being female. just do some soul searching.
(i could also get into the fact that for a bunch of people who donā€™t know these boys personally (no matter how much we like to think we do), this fandom is weirdly opinionated about characterization. especially regarding sexual stuff. i know creating a version for ourselves of who we think these boys are based on things we recognize in ourselves or things we find endearing is part of the comfort with loving them. but that doesnā€™t really equate to actually knowing them, and besides, this is fan fiction; no oneā€™s opting to write a biography, anyway. being experimental and explorative and putting different aspects of their personalities in different lightings is what makes fic fun. if someoneā€™s writing harmful or one-dimensional characters, thatā€™s one thing, and preferences is again whatever floats your boat. but the ā€œout of characterā€ argument feels mostly really strange to me. this is a bit of a tangent, though.)
lastly, the thing is that i will and i do take it personally if someone insinuates that a character--a gay character--that i, a lesbian, construed is a secret vessel for expressing heterosexual attraction. if someone calls louis a ā€œself-insertā€, that does reflect back on me. and to elaborate on that--i donā€™t particularly love to bring it up, but it's quite disheartening to pour personal PTSD experiences into a character and rly put effort into doing it right and justice and underline growth and healing, just to find out people disregard all that completely in favor of declaring that my self-projection lies in the attraction to a man--which is to say, the one thing i couldnā€™t possibly feel more estranged from. it's so incredibly tactless. i feel thoroughly whiny at this point but how is that not supposed to make me a little sad?
anyway. none of this is to say that you canā€™t dislike or critique collision. you can. sometimes ppl donā€™t like things. but i hope iā€™m clear about where iā€™m coming from with my discomfort now. peopleā€™s preferences and dislikes are indeed not mine to be hurt by, but these things are. this definitely got unnecessarily long and i probably look like i take myself unbearably seriously (i promise i donā€™t), so iā€™m sorry. but at least i've said everything now, and if i encounter this sort of rhetoric in the future, i have something to redirect people to. also anon, none of this is directly pointed at you, i know you mean well. take care <3
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icharchivist Ā· 3 years ago
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cries think I made my ask too long so like half of it got deleted bc I typed it right into the askbox. anyways. I come bearing a3 thoughts! at first i was gonna watch the spring/summer and autumn/winter ones and then give my thoughts on both but. turns out i had too many thoughts lol? which i shouldve expected but i actually kind of... got bored by the first two chapters of this event! so i skipped and went to the stranger. and then went back. (1/?)
and then i got to like "tsuzuru and kazunari are having a fight?" and jumped on that like a starving wolf bc helllll yeah! i rly adored kazunari in sardine search, i think he was great! hes just so nice and has good vibes. he and taichi are kind of similar i feel? but i think their respective ages contribute to a lot of difference in their characters. why does it feel like this askbox limit personally wants me dead. (2/?)
anyways! i rly enjoyed the improv scene devolving to a real fight. admittedly i was kinda surprised that the content of that improv wasnt rly too similar to their actual fight? like normally a3 has the story of the play run parallel to like the actual real character drama so i thought the improv might function as the play in this event... it was still good tho. the scene i mean. (3/?)
also i rly liked tenma ragging on them afterwards. like he was mean but. first i adore tenma. second he just felt like. a different meddling type to muku lol? like the vibes he gave me were always like... im going to be a considerate leader and watch out for the ppl under me! therefore im gonna make sure theyre doing fine! aggressively. i think tenmas also just like a friendly person who likes to take care of others in general? like im not saying hes omi or anything but just like. (4/?)
that time he offers his car ride to juza so they can go to school together like hes surprisingly open compared to his initial prickliness. also ive got thoughts abt the tenma juza SSR conversation thing i read. one day ill make a tenma and juza fic and complete a trifecta haha... but thats something for another day! back to the actual story. the way tsuzuru dives right in after kazunari! that was so nice. like its easy to see how much they care abt each other. (5/?)
to the point where like even while theyre fighting theyre like angry but still like fairly quiet bc i think theyre both at least trying to be considerate of each other. ah the moment kazunari didnt respond to tsuzuru trying to talk to him i KNEW he was sick tho. felt proud of myself for calling that one but also the reason i knew is bc i have used the "character being sick during an argument causing them both to make up with each other" trope myself before so uh. like recognizes like haha. (6/?)
anyways the cg there was fuckin beautiful like kazunari looks so sad in the middle bit but then u see his shy smile? like hes sick but hes also like. happy to be there. idk. lovely. i adore kazu i think hes just deeply sweet to other people. tsuzuru telling him "you make everyone around you feel as bright and cheery as the things you designā€ is so wonderful too (7/?)
now im thinking. ah tsuzuru probably feels quite drained after a script and such (i know i am when i finish any piece--its like the emotions just rush out of me) so i like to think that like yknow. kazunari dropping by his room or whatever helps him set himself back to normal! but also when tsuzurus like oh u left ur magazines here! i suddenly remembered. wait shit kazunari and tsuzuru arent even roommates. wonder how much they bother masumi lmaooo. anyways overall very good story! (8/?)
some more thoughts: itaru and citron were so cute in this event! just like. citron saying itaru winking makes his heart skip a beat and itaru quoting citrons wrong sayings (which. i am also guilty of today i told my brother "we'll jump that bridge when we cross it" so) also i love how yuki is like "thank god i wasnt partnered with that hack" but like. yuki. u could literally just not talk about him. like its so funny to me yuki is like wow i hate tenma but he wont shut up abt him haha (9/?)
i also was a lil taken aback at hearing itaru go "for the lulz" tbh... like it fits him. but im mad it fits him? anywaysss thats all i had for this one! im gonna watch autumn/winter and go say my thoughts on that soon. sorry the ask was so broken up, idk what happened!
OLA FRIEND! Glad to see your thoughts again omg :3c
tho omg the fact tumblr deleted it all + the ask limit was all so evil D: poor friend.
I'm putting my answer under a read more because. Well. *waves hand* it got long.
The non-play events can be perhaps a little harder to get into because unlike the plays events that you start with a clear idea of at least the main plot (re: "they are preparing a play, i know the leads so i know who it will focus on"), non-plays events take a little longer to first set up what event they're participating in, how to prepare for it, and then bring up the conflict and which characters are going to have something to do with said conflict. So i can understand that they're a little harder to get into when we know the plays awaits.
On top of that, the first few events still were a bit tame because since it was early when the app released, i think they didn't go too heavy at once in case some people were still stuck on earlier chapters (esp since especially Winter is hard to unlock)
ANYWAY glad that it sucked you in on the second read :3c
So glad you were invested in that conflict!
Totally agreeing with you about Kazunari, and very good point about Taichi as well! they aren't the Puppy Pair for nothing :'D (Yuki took one look at both of them together and just Knew. His suffering knows no end (lovingly)). But yeah i think they have a lot in common, they both are the really bright and friendly figure, both also started in overcompensating a bit because both wanted to be popular in some ways.
But we do have, on one hand, Kazunari who wanted that rather late in his life while Taichi always thrived for that, the fact Kazunari made friends easily and it's just that he was scared of getting to the next level, while Taichi always struggled with this quest for popularity. In a way too both of them were at least scared to share a part of them, Kazunari worrying to show his thoughts, and Taichi being a spy and all of that... which impacts them really differently considering the guilt it puts on Taichi. And then you add their age into the mix, especially the fact Kazu is the oldest of his troupe and Taichi the youngest of his, it makes them fairly similar all while being fairly different.
both are so interesting to me and i love them bothhh, so it's always nice to see them have focus.
admittedly i was kinda surprised that the content of that improv wasnt rly too similar to their actual fight? like normally a3 has the story of the play run parallel to like the actual real character drama so i thought the improv might function as the play in this event
i love how you are seeing the patterns a3 tends to do it's so neat!
It's true the fight isn't really similar to their actual fight, though i do love that they had "swapped" their personality for the act and ended up insulting each other for theirr swapped personality. Like, Kazunari insulted part of himself in Tsuzuru's character and Tsuzuru did the same?? and then the fight escalated and the way Kazunari broke character hurts bc it's really that Tsuzuru hit where it hurts. But yeah it still wasn't too relevent to their actual fight, though i think the thing is that their fight was as such mostly because they tend to clash often due to their personalities rather than just this singular reason why, so to have the play go more "it's their personalities the problem" kinda hurt lol. But yeah still agreed that it didn't reflect much on the plot itself
I was rereading the improv bit to answer correctly and man since we're going to talk about Tenma next, i just. Love that when Kazunari, breaking character, his eyes sad, tells Tsuzuru "you have no rights talking to me like that..." it then cuts on Tenma being upset. Bc like. Exactly like you say, he wants to look out for the people under him. and like. Kazunari is his friend. A friend he also snapped at once and insulted for being who he was, so he probably could have relived a bit of his fight with Kazunari seeing those two fights; Except that now Kazunari is one of his closest friend and he doesn't like that.
Also like. It was also because he could still hide under the plot of the improv but it's so rare, and it never happened before that point, that Kazunari stands for himself in a "the way you treat me is unfair"? Like again re: his fight with Tenma, when Tenma snapped at him, while Tenma was unfair with him, Kazunari took the blame, called himself annoying and all yaknow?
The fact Kazunari is starting to accept that he can take more place for himself is something the whole Summer Troupe have been trying to help him work on, but especially Tenma. Tenma is always there trying to push Kazunari to say what he means, to express his feelings, to stop hiding.
And for once, Kazunari does that in front of everyone... and it's because he's breaking because of his fight with Tsuzuru.
I think Tenma probably felt it was even more of a reason to get involved like, this is the thing he's been working on with Kazunari about, and now he's being all hurt about it, not on Tenma's watch!
And i totally agree with your take on Tenma! (and would LOVE to read the Tenma and Juza fic once you get to it :3c). I think, Tenma is really caring and is trying to take a place as a caretaker and all, but unlike Omi, he has absolutely no reference for it.
Omi is the eldest of multiple brothers and everything indicates his parents have always been lovely to him. Add to it how he ended up leader of a delinquent crew he was clearly looking after, Omi has a history of taking care of people, of nurturing them, and he knows what he's doing. Meanwhile Tenma grew up on TV sets, mostly surrounded by adults and not by people his age, mostly getting advice from being ordered around by directors i think. And his parents are distant, hyperfocused on their job, not really nursing with him. So Tenma meanwhile really didn't have a family emotional support and was in situation where he couldn't befriend other kids his age. His only reference was probably Igawa (his agent) and i think for a long time he didn't exactly see it, and Igawa remained mostly professional so there was probably the idea of it not being sincere? That Tenma had to grow out of.
So like, they're both extremely nurturing and caring, but my point is that Omi has experiences in it and is at ease with it, while Tenma has been so alone and in places were he had no support system that even if he wants to support others, he still struggles with how to do it because he has no set exemple. And that's his development in the main story arc, to learn from how Izumi shows she cares in order to care back at them all.
Like i mean the way Tenma yelled at them about their mistakes at first feel like he would have picked it up from some directors on TV set yaknow? Probably hearing them say that with no consequences on others actors, seeing it worked, didn't think "that's an abuse of power and the actors probably all think badly of their director for that" but "wow that works", tried it on his troupesmates and realized this is... not how that works. And it's spending time watching how Izumi encourages them that have him fix his way to approach it.
So yeah i got lost too into it but like. I feel you on Tenma i love him so much and i love his development so to see him get pissed and involved there? was really nice. even if he was aggressive about it. He's still learning.
ANYWAY back to Tsuzuru and Kazunari, totally agree with what you say next. They still care a lot about each other and yeah they're at a point where this consideration they have for each other make their anger more quiet than trying to attack one another (Banri could NEVER-). so yeah totally agree with you!
DLKFJDLKF i LOVE the reasoning on "recognizing that Kazunari was sick". Your writer's powers making you see through... *coughs* unlike Tsuzuru....
AND YEAH ALL YOU SAY ABOUT THE CG.. YEAH. Kinda crying thinking about it again now LDKJFLKDJF It's just. Everything about it is so soft and tender. The things Tsuzuru tells Kazunari are soo so sweet sobs. They're just adorable i love those kids. and also i feel you for Kazu he's just that great huh?
The whole set up about Kazu dropping by his room is so so cute! I love it! Like probably the very first time Tsuzuru braces himself because "oh no i'm not in the mood to stand mister hyperenergy himself" but Kazunari quickly adjust his energy so that Tsuzuru can just recharge without being overwhelmed. Yes it would drive Masumi completely nuts. Which i think is a plus for Tsuzuru like, hey, if Masumi gets annoyed once in a while it's a win. But yeah also i think that Tsuzuru and Kazunari should really have the Artistic Soldiarity of Students in Art school Probably Working Until Very Late To Complete Their Projects. Would love if at the end Tsuzuru gave it back yaknow?
but yeah their story was really nice i'm so glad you liked it! :D
oh god yeah Itaru and Citron were SO cute in it too, i also love the comments Citron makes about Itaru's winks. Just there flirting in front of everyone like those two embarrassing friends huh. (probably with Muku being all starry eyes considering he greatly admires both Itaru and Citron and, well, Romance.). And yeah i love how Itaru ends up so much into Citron's rhythm (and this idiom you said? is glorious actually, 10 points for you)
DLKFJDLKF what a call out toward Yuki. "yes i hate Tenma,no i won't shut up about him, also if YOU say you hate Tenma i'm going to stab you with my needles, have a nice fucking day.". I love their dynamics so much aha
And yeah Itaru is there cursing us the whole time with the fact he's the greatest nerd ever and it fits him perfectly. It makes me laugh so hard.
Thank you so much for having shared your thoughts there! it's always a blast to read through them and i dearly enjoyed it! (+ it makes me relive the event a little and it makes me soft!)
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! So glad you had so many thoughts about all of this, what a blast.
thank you for sharing, and looking forward the Autumn/Winter reactions :3c
Take care!
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halfhappyhooligan Ā· 5 years ago
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a voltron au? in 2020? itā€™s more likely than you think
look. LOOK. i know that voltron is stupid and we hate it but lets be honest: everything up until season 3 was pretty good and had lots of potential !!
today i was rewatching voltron and a thought struck me: what if, instead of shiro being cloned, he was chipped and turned to the side of the galra?
so here it is, i did not blink since i thought of this
(warning, i have not seen voltron in a while and this is just knowledge i have stored in my moss brain and stuff i know from rewatching the first season)
au where shiro goes evil bc of what happens @ end of season one instead of the clone thing bc 1) haggar rly could not have made thousands of shiros after bumping into team voltron like what twice? its hella improbable and 2) justā€¦ weird
so instead they insert a chip in him that helps them spy and control him just like kuron (the clone) did minus the unlikely storytelling
eventually after the convo with sendak when he was in the pod trying to temp shirp, he does have thoughts about helping zarkon
(ā€œim already infiltrated with the arm, i could just speed up the process by leaving now. save the team the trouble of investing in a leader thatā€™s doomed to fail from the strart.ā€)
shiro ends up leaving team voltron in season 2 after zarkon goes crazy w the black lion n stuff
^^ this adds to Keithā€™s reasoning of joining the Blade of Marmora (shiro is his main stability and one of the main reasons he even stuck around with team voltron, so with shiro gone and keith questioning his place as the leader and paladin of the black lion, he decides the BoM is just.. whatā€™s best for him)Ā 
obviously lance isnā€™t happy with this (ā€œyou just told me that iā€™m a valuable member, now you donā€™t think YOU are? what logic is that?ā€)
ofc keith goes anyways
lance becomes paladin of the black lion
allura takes on the red lion
who has blue lion? ...idk this isnā€™t that thought out (maybe matt after pidge finds her family) (which will happen earlier in the plot since we can forget about the miniplot of black no longer responding to shiro)
enter lotor only this time he has a sidekick and what omg its shiro wow
shiro has that bigger version of his arm that was once offered to him
heā€™s stronger and scary, but his eyes arenā€™t the same, he has the strength of a galra but lacks the passionĀ 
in the fight between lotor and zarkon, (and after, of course lots of self doubt and questioning) shiro comes between them and convinces lotor NOT to kill zarkon
then zarkon kills lotor
everyones like oh shit bc surely someone whoā€™s life was just spared wouldnā€™t kill the person who seems to have the most power
but he did. bc heā€™s zarkon. and heā€™s fckn crazy.
shiro doesnā€™t go back to team voltron bc its too much too easily
instead he takes the place of lotor in the group of galsĀ 
he convinces them all to rebel against the galra
eventually they teach him all about quintessence and all the shit lotor had planned that they canā€™t do anymore
(lotor wasnā€™t harvesting alteans in this universe bc what the heck even was that subplot that had little to no relevance to the main storyline?
instead he was trying to find a way to technologically bring back alteans (kinda like how allureā€™s dad was originally preserved in s1)
i know nothing about How Stuff Works and i dont remember much about quintessence n shit but the basic idea is that when tying in some of a persons artifacts with technology stuff and some quintessence then boom. a weird route from astral projection land to the team is created and ppl can come back or smth idfk
but lotor was never able to get the comet so shiro decides he and the gals will get that comet and try to bring back as many alteans as they can
^ all this while infiltrating as many galra fleets as possible + saving planets under galra empire
they personally visit every planet that lotor was in charge of and release them from galra control
they are able to bring back an altean (its romelle) and she talks abt her friend who lives on the balmera and they go to the balmera and its revealed that it was shayā€™s great grandmother so romelle asks where shay is and shayā€™s family is like with team voltron of course
so
they take her
obviously team voltron, the BoM and the Rebels r very hesitant to make contact but they decide to try it out
keith refuses to meet, instead heā€™s on the team that stands guard
reunions !!Ā 
romelle and shay hit it off and hunk makes a dinner much like roselleā€™s past (allura and coran also hang out and they all vibe)
lance talks to shiro abt everything to do with keith and shiro is like dude do u??? like him?
and lance is like what? no ofc notā€”oh shit.
and keith āœØoverhears āœØ
pidge matt and shiro catch up n shit
meanwhile keith is like Hey Lance Uhhhhhh What The Fuck
they end up being like hey since weā€™re all here and we hate zarkon what if we make a plan to end the galraā€™s reign Right Now
so they do
and yā€™all.. itā€™s hella baller plan
except something is going wrong and in the middle of an attack zarkon is able to get the upper handĀ 
due to haggarā€™s magic and lanceā€™s mental and emotional instability, zarkon is able to get in his head
everyone is trying to talk him down but theyā€™re all under a lot of pressure
allura is also conflicted bc she wanted to be black lion bc she wanted to rub it in to zarkonā€™s face that she was stronger than he and that she could beat him at his own game
but the negativity and instability feeds into zarkonā€™s power and makes him and haggar stronger as they pull in voltron to finally take over the team and regain their status as the most powerful alien race
hunk realizes this and is like okay can yā€™all stop being negative? its clearly affecting them in a good way and it makes us an easier target
and pidge is like im literally a child pls i donā€™t wanna die i just got my family back it canā€™t end like this
shiro realizes whatā€™s going on and he goes to save them
he uses all his energy, pulling in the positive memories (everything: first learning about space, becoming a teacher, meeting adam, meeting keith, first making team voltron, his friends and family--all of it) to push back zarkon and haggarā€™s powers and battle once more in the astral realmĀ 
in defeating zarkon, shiro loses his life
afterwards keith enters the ship in a hurry and is like where the fuck is shiro whereā€™s my brother what did you do what happened
and team voltron is like hey man.. we are so so sorry
and keith cries because the last thing he ever said to shiro was mean
lance feels like its all his fault since he was supposed to be a good leader
they talk about separately while hunk pidge and allura discuss
krolia is like keith we, ur family, are here for u
and axca is there and shes like um?? hey?? sry for trying to kill u bro
and heā€™s like i absolutely do not wanna talk i just lost my closest friend
they talk about it later
axca tells keith abt shiro finishing lotorā€™s work and abt bringing people back and well..Ā 
they use the methods to help keith visit shiro in the astral realm
shiro is like oh uh hey i was just having a drink w adam we r happy
and keith is like shiro u fuckhead why would u sacrifice urself
shiro sighs bc cmon keith you KNOW why ā€œremember what i always said? we canā€™t focus on what went wrong..ā€
ā€œweā€™ve got to figure out how to make it rightā€ keith finishes
keith breaks tf down crying and screams apologizing
ā€œi love u shiro. ur a like a big brother to me.ā€
and shiro is like yeah i know and ilyt but hey. everyoneā€™s safe and happy. im safe and happy. & you deserve to be too. you donā€™t need me anymore.
so the galra rule is over and everyone goes to their respected planets
romelle and the other alteans as well as some galra babes hang in earth
romelle and shay r in an apartment together and have a garden
allura realizes she may not have been the strongest leader for voltron, andĀ  couldnā€™t stop zarkon on her own but that physical strength doesnā€™t define her as a whole
her heart is strong enough to care for everyone, so thats what she does
allura starts running an inn for alteans filled with painted sceneries like altea in case anyone ever needs a reminder of home
when lance reunites with his family its a real tearjerker
rachel finally gets her jacket back and veronica is like So.. Axca šŸ‘€
the McClainā€™s host a huge party for everyone and itā€™s filled with lots of hugs and loud music and even tho lance was way too tired, he danced all night
he wouldnā€™t trade his family for the worldā€”genetic and chosen
when hunk reunites with his parents they donā€™t let him out the house for hours, he tells them all about his new best friend shay as well as hundreds of his favorites stories from space
they are so, so proud of him
hunk spends the next days playing minecraft and animal crossing with pidge, giving their brains a rest from being on hyperdrive for 3 yrs straight
when pidge gets home she finally gets grounded by her mom, only being allowed to leave the house to see her old teammates
(same for matt and her dad)
(her mother cries so hard when they opened the door to the home)
the holt family holds movie nights filled with popcorn, cuddles, and tears
keith moves in with the holt family, and finally accepts that he has a home as well as a family
he often goes on trips with the BoM but mostly just stays on earth
after a Team Voltron sleepover in the altea inn keith and lance decide to get an apartment together and live their lives in love and in peace
everyone gets together once a year in celebration of shiro and the sacrifice he made for them
they use the ship to visit Astral Shiro and once they even met adam
everyone laughs and catches up and just... live their lives
everyone is happy
pls ignore any and all errors lmao
again, just a thought !! maybe iā€™ll write a fic abt it idk for sure but yeah
feel free to add anything <3
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lizbotw Ā· 4 years ago
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okay not a request! i just wanna talk to you about characters bc i love you šŸ˜ŒšŸ’• but what do you think valentineā€™s day with kaminari would be like? literally just tell me the first things that come to mind! just a no pressure thing where we can talk (ahem scream) about our favs if you feel up to it šŸ˜­ <3 anyway i hope youā€™re having a good day šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•
turn it up... iā€™ve been waiting for this one šŸ˜
hellooo my best boy i think abt him daily asf bye šŸ˜£ ew he would be so cheesy thatā€™s horrible i love him šŸ˜
he would make you so many cards with pick-up line puns omfg. his dorm looks like heā€™s doing a kindergarten craft project the night before... he has the safety scissors, the construction paper (imagine him making time after school to go to the craft store and look for ur fav colors pls he thinks heā€™s a genius), the glue sticks, the glitter uh oh
sero helps him bc šŸ¤ kirishima too!!! best bros, letā€™s get it šŸ˜Ž it was just supposed to be kami + sero but then kirishima shows up to kaminariā€™s room because thatā€™s just what he does so then kiri gets put on snack duty bc this is a lot of hard work and they need fuel
the problem is... kiri is somehow bad at that. long story short iida caught him trying to lug a bunch of the dormā€™s supply of chip bags up to kaminariā€™s room and lectured him about how itā€™s not healthy šŸ™„ so now they have no junk food so they actually have to make something...
kirishima is trying, he really is, but god can he not cook. after it is clear he sucks at cracking eggs, they switch so now sero is on snack duty and kirishima is helping kaminari make the cards and itā€™s actually going sort of okay šŸ˜ they have a rhythm + everyone knows their role and itā€™s not a perfect system but yā€™know šŸ˜
yeah but that doesnā€™t really last. bakugou comes into the kitchen... says sero sucks at cooking and takes over that </3 mina appears bc omg food and then she finds out how theyā€™re helping kami make valentineā€™s cards for you and she wants in. queen of romance. she has such a big brain and comes up with even better puns. probably ropes jirou in too bc girls okay. suddenly everyone is involved, awesome sauce šŸ‘
anyway yeah they do those and kaminari leaves them in places for you to find throughout the day like pls why is there so much glitter.......... aizawa is annoyed. probably. maybe. like you are tracking glitter all over the school but itā€™s legit NOT ur fault!!! itā€™s the cards!!!
anyway thatā€™s off topic but yeah he has the cards w the puns AND he has a whole list of puns + pick-ups lines in his phone to say to you he memorized them too but like the list is just in case he forgets, you know idk he probably checks the list when ur not looking and when you turn back to him heā€™s all like šŸ˜ itā€™s very cute idk like if u try to forget for one second that today is valentineā€™s day... well u wonā€™t. bc itā€™s everywhere
probably got so caught up with everything that he forgot the flowers esp bc he was running late </3 idk if itā€™s just my area but thereā€™s legit sm places to buy valentineā€™s stuff on the walk to school even. like just walk around the block during ur lunch period and sm ppl are selling flowers n bears n chocolates n stuff. crazy.
yeah so when heā€™s walking to school he buys a bouquet from some random seller and thanks the heavens that he doesnā€™t have to go back to the flower store halfway across town rn šŸ˜¤ but he still chooses a pretty bouquet even if itā€™s last minute okay šŸ˜ (whatever ā€œprettyā€ means in his standards...) feeling like he probably gets light pink roses i will not accept anything other than roses... not sure if ppl do other types of flowers anyway tbh. am not an expert
he also has basic ass chocolates šŸ™„ idk what the typical ones are but whichever ones are like the target of chocolates. theyā€™re good yes but everyone has them... whereā€™s the creativity (iā€™m kidding, theyā€™re very cute! you expected nothing less from your boyfriend. thanks king)
idk i feel like a lot of ppl say arcade dates w him but it just makes sense šŸ˜© so thereā€™s that. but anyway i think it would just be chill after school w him lol you can just go out to eat at ur usual spot or idk maybe somewhere new but tbh anywhere works bc all the restaurants have cute valentineā€™s decorations set up so it sets the cute mood!
might wear rly bright valentineā€™s outfits to go out idk like you both look cute and trendy. you probably take the cutest insta pics together too like w you kissing his check or smth cheesy LMAO pretty simple and normal but it so fun <3
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tunnel-sneks-rule Ā· 5 years ago
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Got any headcanons for Butch? :D
I never did finish that headcanon post did I? Oh we this will basically become it!
Hope you know youā€™re gonna get some shippy shit in here as well xD
I headcanon Butch as having Monophobia- (The fear of being alone-) Thatā€™s why heā€™s clingy and has that one specific line ā€œyouā€™re not gonna leave me here are you?ā€
Bi Bi Bi! Heā€™s bisexual and proud! His first crush that made him realize he sure as hell ainā€™t straight was Wally- ah to be young and gay...
Heā€™s an anxious bean- sure heā€™s confident, flirty, talkative, loud- but trust me, you can be all of those and be anxious af xD
He def made the Tunnel Snakes jacketsā€” thereā€™s no way that asshole Wally helped him and Paul probably wasnā€™t that great with help on that
Paul was Butchā€™s best friend before he diedā€” LW sure as hell made it up there real fast- tho he still misses him.
He tries to hide his emotions and never will cry in public bcuz heā€™s too ā€œtoughā€ to.
The Lone wanderer is one of the only ppl Butch shows his emotions to- they earned his trust.
That boy def has a crush on LW. Regardless of gender ;)
Swing!! He knows how to swing dance! He loves dancing! Esp with Lone
When Iā€™m public heā€™ll just randomly start humming songs- but when alone with lone hell just fully start singing songs randomly-
Heā€™s good at singing šŸ‘€ šŸ˜³
Heā€™s rly romantic when he wants to beā€” and often uses his voice to make lone swoon-
Heā€™s an artist! Who else couldā€™ve designed the jackets
He will fixate on little things and can easily get overwhelmed-
He likes to count and note little things abt lone that he notices and finds cute- (freckles, beauty marks, little movements, ect.)
He will fuckin fight for what he believes right! He has no care who he will punchā€” or uh bite? Anyone who goes against him and lone are sure to get much more bite and bark than they expected lol what else would you expect tho from the vaults rebellion?
Heā€™s a pussy donā€™t get me wrong- but the ambition in that lil man.. the determination is what kept him going. Even in the darkest point of his life.
He loves his mother with all his heart! But the feelings arenā€™t mutual... she ended up disowning him and they arenā€™t on speaking terms... at all... at least on her end anyways-
If the lw is in danger or is getting attacked heā€™ll try to make sure he gets the enemies off of them at least to give them time to think/ react. Even if heā€™s far away from them heā€™ll still try to help and get closer.
Regardless if the lw tells him to stay back he will slowly inch closer and probably hold onto their arm when scared.
Sorry itā€™s so long!! Itā€™s not even all of them lmaooo but I couldnā€™t think of any more xD also as you can tell LW x Butch is big here šŸ˜³
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neo-shitty Ā· 3 years ago
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so uh i couldnt wait kaya binasa ko na HAHAHHAHA in class pero were doing projects lng naman, since tapos nako mag edit free time ako šŸ˜Œ ngayon lang ako natuwa na maaga ako gumawa lmao
reading it made me want to rewatch bsd too AND continue jjk. nasa baby stay phase ako when i started jjk kaya parang na drift away ako sa anime pERO START KO NA TALGA after hometown at pag rewatch ng bsd idk if biased lang ako towards stories na puro narration pero nakaka amaze talaga writing style mo. ALAM KO PAULIT ULIT KASO TRU NAMAN KC LAGI KO SYA NAIISIP AFTER KO MAGBASA NG WORKS MO šŸ˜­
"Two people whose hands have only known violence for as long they could remember, standing together to keep destruction at bay; determined to protect a home theyā€™ve taken part in destroying themselves"
my favourite part hehe ^^^ and i though that sneak peak you posted i think last week, got included in this one. im rly curious of what would the outcome of that paragraph be. i didnt feel that 2k wc tho, i thought it was shorter lmao e sabe nga nila pag nag eenjoy ka, di mo mamamalayan oras HAHAHHA legit, it made me miss the bsd universe šŸ¤©
anyways story time, my friends and i were talking abt anime earlier and i realized na ako lang sa lahat ng magkakaibigan na action>romance LOL so nung linapag ko ung animes that ive recently watched, di sila relate kc di pa nila napanood šŸ˜­ and ganon den ako sa kanila pero romance usapan. hbu u? did something happen or just the normal ?
no, ineefortan ko talaga 100% mga projects (major man or minor subj) para high grades ng first qrtr šŸ¤© bc the school i want to transfer to relies the possibility of you passing mainly on your first semester grades kaya šŸ˜ŒšŸ‘Œ
oy pati pala sayang unti lang makakabasa nung tainted. ung mga stalkers este naka fl and on notifs sayo ung makakabalita lang Y^Y pero isipin mo din parang limited copy lang eon so swerte kami šŸ˜—
and wheres angst-lover anon? :<
- šŸ‘»
hala bad HAJHA pero i can't say smth abt that kasi di ako pumapasok. we're talking abt edits and it's reminding me of this bungo stray dogs edit i have tapos yung song na ginamit ko all in.
all this talk abt bsd really made me rewatch bsd. also why haven't you finished jjk? T_T i don't like it as much as i loved jjk but i liked it naman skdjks sukuna šŸ˜Œ
thank you for the compliments regarding the writing pero yeah im not much of a fan of dialogues kasi zzz also i'm glad you liked that o.O mej nakulangan ako sa elaboration ng pairing. i wrote that 2k in one sitting <//3 i'm really proud of it hngh i'm not sure when i'll drop the sneak peek fic lmao i lost inspo for that.
really omg that kinda sucks ;n; my friends dont even watch anime HAHHA aw iilan lang tapos iba iba pa yung taste. shockingly i have a guy friend who likes romcom animes and im like wot. do you have anime recommendations na mej short lang? uhh my friend came over today kasi nagpatulong siya sa proj. im so done with PE man.
sipag mo namang student uy penge ng gana xd tapos hanggang first quarter lang pala or baka ako lang yung ganon. ay oo nga magsshs ka palang pala!! good luck! work hard if you're aspiring for the big schools for college, they take grades from g9 to g11 if i remember correctly.
i think only three people read tainted including you. idt ppl lurk on my blog that much so XD limited edition but i'm debating to post it? maybe here or sa anime blog go. idk lang tho ;n; i want to work on the dazai fic but i'm still on a call with my friends umay hngh
idk di na bumalik yung anon umay din HAJSHJAH
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wastrelwoods Ā· 4 years ago
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for the character ask gimme a kristen applebees
AHHH west. YES. YEAH
why i like them:
sarah was initially getting me into this series and i was like. you know i donā€™t really do this whole kinnie thing and she was like. well youā€™re going to kin kristen applebees iā€™ll tell you that much. and sheā€™s never been wrong in her life so i guess i do!Ā 
why i donā€™t:Ā 
OH those first few episodes were rough!! ROUGH! the gal rly hits so close to home and thatā€™s itā€™s own kind of hard to deal with. but i do appreciate it if only bc itā€™s so much fun to see her progress from there
favorite episode (so far):Ā 
iā€™m only abt 2/3 of the way through freshman year but i canā€™t decide if i love more when she meets tracker at the black pit or when she gets actually wasted on like. one beer at ostentatiaā€™s house party and makes out with a cheerleader who is CLEARLY and OBVIOUSLY a construct and not a living woman
favorite season:Ā 
not rly applicable because i havenā€™t finished season 1 yet but like! ask me again later i guess!!Ā 
favorite line:
FUCK. OH MY GOD. when tracker kisses her and she blurts out,Ā ā€œI actually, uh, I donā€™t kiss!!ā€ in a lesbian panic. have not gotten over that thatā€™s SO goodĀ 
favorite outfit:
thatā€™s not fair to her bc as far as i know she only has one. six variations of the same tie dyed summer camp t shirt...and she wears them so well bless her heart. anyway kristen applebees prom suit when
otp:
sjkflg i mean it seems like sheā€™s got a nice canon thing going but i also wouldnā€™t mind her with either of the other bad kids girls. i have baby gay energies to project onto all3 of those ladies in any combination at all and i am NOT picky about itĀ 
brotp:Ā 
oh geez well! kristen and fig!! at this current moment i am experiencing the exhilaration of those two being on-and-off roommates and just. tormenting gilear and every other unlucky son of a bitch in the apartment complex. also i think fig should give kristen an undercut and a stick and poke. fuck i should draw that
headcanon:Ā 
i mean i almost canā€™t project anything on her sheā€™s got it all already but i guess i can go for like....hmmmm....has never worn makeup in her life and does not know how to apply it. which end of a mascara wand is up? she doesnā€™t know. that might be basically canonĀ 
ohhhh god also she and fabian are the same height and she could lift him. i want to doublecheck their stats to see if this checks out but i am, once again, only midway through the first season and i will NOT be spoilt
unpopular opinion:Ā 
oh i donā€™t know any of the relevant opinions and frankly iā€™m not sure i want to...god i hope nobody baselessly hates her and thinks sheā€™s annoying i would be Hurt
a wish:Ā 
i feel like much of what i want for her CLEARLY happens later on in this campaign and i will be very satisfied when i get there but just. excited to see it
an oh-god-please-donā€™t-ever-happen:
she becomes femme
5 words to best describe them:
UHHHHHHHH fuck i donā€™t know i feel like iā€™m so early days!!! but just. my exact high school experience give or take a few fights to the death
my nickname for them:
i feel like kris works. i manifest that. someone refer to her as krisĀ 
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rhydium Ā· 4 years ago
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Info dumbo about the StarFinite story?
aright u asked for it anon GET READY [cracks knuckles] this is gonna be long so obligatory cut in 3, 2........
...1!
so the uh, the au! the story!! w/e yall wanna call it! full disclaimer, i only began working on this whole thing a while ago, but it's totally taken over my fukn brain. like, we're talking big hyperfixation hrs. am i cringe for being this invested in my own content? yes? cool i do not Care >:3ā‚¬
i should also throw it out there real quick that i am kin w/ infinite, n this is actually one of my two canons (both of which are my own aus lmfao wow). i didn't go into it expecting it to be but sfsfsgdfs here we are ig!! for that reason it's got extra importance to me n this definitely contributes to the euphoria i get from it!! it's a lil odd writing ur own canon,,? but i kinda just go w/ the flow!
the au n, the story that i will start Eventually, revolves around infinite n starline (obvi) n it's honestly just ... the tl;dr is big healing momence n, what's this? uh oh sisters !!! they are falling in love šŸ˜³šŸ˜³šŸ˜³
uhhhh so infinite is an android, made by eggman. that's like, the most notable canon divergence here! super important context to have. i've got a whole big theory on the possibility of sega originally intending infinite to be an artificial being (which i explored in the works for my Other canon too), stemming from not only the scene in forces wherein infinite comments on sonic's "data", but a line of dialogue from tails in one of the last stages of the game where he Literally Says "so this is where eggman built infinite". that ... i mean. that contrasts w/ episode shadow pretty hard don't it?? would explain why that dlc was so rushed, n the comic too. ANYWAY adsfsfs um that's a seperate ramblepost. yeah!!!
they are also agender n use they/them (primarily) as well as he/him!! so i'll be refering to them w/ those pronouns!
after the war, infinite is taken in by the resistance n, instead of being dismantled, they're basically given a chance to rehabilitate themselves. it's agreed that they won't be reprogrammed, as despite the potential risks, it feels wrong to do so; like a violation of their free will, individuality n thinking. if infinite is to be a good person, it's not gonna be bc other ppl recreated their entire personality, it's gonna be bc it's what they themselves truly want. robot ethics idk man!! u can't tell me that sonic n co wouldn't offer this to infinite if they offered it to metal in IDW,,,, i am Standing By This!!!
it's, yknow, a bit rocky, at first. infinite has to really fight the urge to return to eggman (something they already tried once, before the resistance found them; they were cast out). it's a struggle against what they were built to do, against giving into unhealthy familiarity over facing a, while healthier, unfamiliarity. new faces, a new life, turning their back on their mission n creator, it's like, a lot.
they work for/with the sonic crew, rebuilding the world they tore down as deemed fitting justice, being closely monitored for a bit as a natural precaution. as it becomes apparent infinite truly no longer has any ambition to harm others (they don't have much ambition for anything, really), they're then granted more freedom, n start taking on more important missions!! it at least gives them something to do, keeps them occupied. they have issues with dissociation, unreality, whether they're truly a real person bc, well, android. feeling purposeless, n a lack of worth, especially. a need to prove themselves. heavy stuff. i'll kinda go into that a bit more in a sec. their work grounds them, if only temporarily.
n soooooo... IDW comic stuff happens. metal virus time. starline gets kicked out of the empire.
now, as the comics are ongoing, n as this is already an au, there's gonna be divergence, n i must admit i haven't planned out all that yet. there's a lot i have to consider!! infinite being w the resistance/restoration is a big game changer ... tho i Do believe that they were absent, likely on a far out mission during most of the chaos. eggman doesn't know abt them, nor does starline or anyone else other than the sonic crew; n some civilians that recognise them.
i'm not 100% sure of Exactly when it happens, but i think it's just after bad guys, that infinite is sent to locate n bring in starline. it doesn't prove too difficult. there's a whole, starline realising "oh fuck it's you???", some bickering n, the two don't hit it off right away. they're both kinda like. not mentally stable ddgddgdds,,,
so uh. starline ends up essentially going thru the same sorta shit as infinite. careful watch, rebuilding, all that jazz, making sure he can be trusted. he's like... very very lost, quite like infinite is. the world has kinda calmed down, in the meanwhile.
it's at this point i'm gonna go ahead n drop a bit of a ramble i subjected my friends to a while ago, to articulate the way i see the two, n their dynamic together!! i was considering making this it's own post a while ago!
analysing their characters a bit... let's look at starline. Like. so we have this, in bad guys, which SENT ME tbfh;
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i feel like it's the moment that triggers starline onto the path he is rn canonically,,, he's clearly like. rly mad n bitter. the core of this?? he wants his work n his efforts to be acknowledged.
he's big angry. still kind of in denial at this stage. he has himself obsessed w/ the idea of making eggman see him as Worthy, that if he just tries hard enough, that'll happen. he's dependent on eggman's validation, n i mean, it's no surprise; he's followed him a Long Time by the sounds of it.
then in the recent issue, hold the fuck up, bc we got, This;
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god. my god it's all comin together now homies. this???? this right here??? it is the CLASSIC "i have to do this to prove i'm strong n powerful n smart n worthy n should be respected please Give Me Acknowledgement" ..... n who else is Like That? can u see where im going w/ this?
i think most ppl are aware of infinite's character being extremely indicative of self worth/esteem issues n the need to prove themself, right?? the extreme adversity, repulsion, perhaps even fear toward the idea of being weak. the compulsion to prove otherwise, to show their strength, to become powerful, to conquer to make a point. their theme exudes this same energy as their behaviour in-game; an aggressive attitude, trying to assert themself, while if u rly listen...? the lyrics are actually really sad in places. it reeks of cover up, although composition wise, a v interesting thing to note is a lot of the more telling lyrics are prominent while some of the affirming ones are in the background. indicative of a desire to have their true feelings be heard but caught in a vicious loop?
okay okay that's yet Another different analysis. AHEM.
not to get deep on main (oh who the hell am i kidding that's the point of this entire thing) but i think starline has issues w/ his worth in a similar way to infinite. they both seem to have this need to Prove something, whether it's to others or themselves, n get caught in a toxic spiral of doing worse n worse things for Some kind of validation or acknowledgement. they'll go to really big lengths chasing that, n both of them ultimately sought validation in the wrong place n wrong way.
this is a big part of my starfinite dynamic,, n so, what happens, as they get closer n open up??? we have them BOTH realising together that they don't have to do fuck all to prove anything to anyone. they don't need to do all this to show they're strong n smart n worth something, not to anyone else OR themselves. they're enough as they are. they bond over that shared feeling that they have to do xyz, to prove themselves, n that desire to just finally be acknowledged n appreciated n help each other thru it. to help each other understand that other ppls approval, or lack thereof, doesn't define them, their strength, intelligence, and worthiness.
i feel like they have an interesting parallel between them in like... the above could be taken as a general analysis, but to go more in depth on this au specifically?? ...
starline followed eggman for presumably a long time n it no doubt left him feeling a heavy and deep regret for all that time wasted n spent on an unhealthy path. infinite kinda teaches him that what matters is what he's doing Now n also reminds him that if none of it happened, starline wouldn't have learnt a lot of the serious skills he has. n while starline still feels bad, he also realises himself that, he likely never would have crossed infinite's path if none of it happened. for that reason, he wouldn't take it back.
infinite has only been recently made, on the other hand. they haven't really existed long, yet, but so far their experiences haven't been very positive n it can be .... discouraging. starline sorta, shows infinite their limited experiences w/ the world are a very tiny fraction of what's out there, n things can absolutely change, yes, including for the better; that's the essence of life, a neverending, constant flow of change.
it's a big tale of moving on n letting go, honestly; made easier as they're doing it together. n as they heal n grow, well... these bitches gay. sfshshdgds like, ig that's putting it p bluntly but!! they start to trust each other, understand each other more. as they get to truly know who the other is, they both start developing The Feelings. they're both pretty oblivious n the reveal is totally unknown so far!! yeah, i know, bummer. i suck. boo. adafsfsds however i can say there will be lots of content in the making!! if that soothes the soul! i've got of ideas i hope to bring to life.
ofc there's still a lot of more specific things i haven't covered here so! if y'all want more juice hmu w/ more focused questions but !! this is the overview n i hope it was a decent read now that gave some uhhh! Cool Insight! yea!!! āœŒ
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sociallyawkward--fics Ā· 4 years ago
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yeaa since the 2 months since ive sent u those asks (i think it was 2 months ???? idk) ive had a few more minor crises over whether or not i was aro (&a more memorable one recently where i completely convinced myself out of it for a day) bc im dumb& constantly forget that as much as i like to debate over whether im capable of experiencing The Romantic Attraction i have yet to do so -H
also ??? i just realized ??? i always think of romance movies as too quick paced bc who gets together within a few days?? weeks?? months?? obviously u need to know them better before u know if ud be compatible dating. But No That's Not How It Works What The Fuck the only romantics i will accept in this world r demiromantics /lh /j theyre the only ones who make sense -H (i saw smth somewhere abt how u dated ppl to get to know them better& my view of the world shifted drastically within seconds)
wait that reminds me of how when i was younger (younger being like .. a year or two ago) i thought the purpose of dating was to eventually get married so middle school relationships baffled me bc ???? theyre not gonna last that long ???? whats the point ???? but nooo u date ppl bc u enjoy being around them or smth what the fuck when will this stuff stop being confusing -H (why do i even bother questioning if im aro sigh)
theres also alot of theories abt papyrus bc he doesnt appear at all in the game but i am pretending i do not see it i will wait for canon -H
just realized i have no idea whether uve played deltarune but .. im just gonna assume u have ?? if not .. oops ?? i think i was gonna say smth else not pertaining to undertale originally but i got distracted give me a moment -H
oh wait yea i was gonna uh .. gender !! ! me too ! ! i am .. noncis. im not rly comfortable w using trans& nb is ok but .. i do technically identify w my agab so its not rly right. .. so uhhh im arogender !. !! im not sure how much i relate to the def but its also the only label ive found that feels right so ive uh just been using it -H (bc its not as much that my lack of romantic attraction affects my gender than it is uh my gender feels like my aromanticism ???but its a little of both i think)
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Gosh, I am still so sorry it took me two months to answer those other asks, I was way out of my own head for a while there. Thank you for being patient with me lol
And hey, remember: sexuality and romanticism and gender are all fluid. For some people, they change and shift over time. So if youā€™re aro now, and later on you realize youā€™re grayro or demiro or something like that, thatā€™s valid. That doesnā€™t make the time you spent identifying as aro any less valid, either. This is a lifelong journey, for many people, probably including myself tbh. And who even says you need a label anyways? If you want one, then by all means, find one youā€™re comfy with, but you donā€™t needĀ one if itā€™s stressing you out too much. But, hey, identify as aro for now if you want to. If later on you choose to change that, that doesnā€™t invalidate you or anyone else. Itā€™s okay.
And yeah, big agree, romance movies always seemed p rushed to me lol. Iā€™m here likeĀ ā€œwhat do you meanĀ people date each other to get to know each other??ā€ Like, my aspec self does not understand lol. I think itā€™s likely why Iā€™m so into friends-to-lovers/mutual pining/slow burn type stuff when I read shippy fics lol, I canā€™t vibe with the faster-paced stuff because it seems so unrealistic as someone who doesnā€™t experience the world like alloromantics (and allosexuals) do. Also, I also grew up thinking the point of dating was finding a spouse, but thatā€™s because I was raised in the church and thatā€™s what my dad raised us to believe, and also why my parentsā€™ rule wasĀ ā€œno dating before 16 years of age minimumā€
Iā€™ve played mostĀ of deltarune but I got stuck and then my computer reset and I didnā€™t finish it lol. But I watched Jacksepticeye play the whole thing!! Itā€™s just been a while so itā€™s hazy, I didnā€™t obsess over it as heavily as I did Undertale back in 2015/2016 lol. Still very excited for what comes next though, even though Iā€™m not super caught up with the background lore and the fan theories lol.
Your gender is so valid kiddo, you do you. I usually refer to you with they/them in my head, is that chill or do you have different pronouns you use? I realized I had never thought to ask before even though I really should have lol
I hope youā€™re doing well!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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carbootsoul Ā· 4 years ago
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i was tagged by @katarahairloopies!!! thank u :mwah:
name:Ā leo! @/zeitgeistofnow on ao3,Ā @lazypigeon & @timetohope on here, altho iā€™m considering uh switching back to not having an art blog :/ i have to think abt it.
fandom(s):Ā ace attorney is my main one rn bc iā€™m replaying the games with a friend of mine and itā€™s reminding me how invested i am in the characters!! a lot of my recent fic is atla stuff, altho iā€™ve been distancing myself from the fandom bc iā€™ve kinda exhausted my interest in it. finally iā€™ve been reading a lot of mp100 fic but i donā€™t think iā€™ll ever write for it. i just love how dumb all the characters r (with the dubious exception of ritsu)
where you post:Ā ao3!! tbh i always get suprised when people say they write/read fic on any other platform like i havenā€™t messed around w wattpad or ff.net since middle school... catch up........
most popular oneshot:Ā going just by ā€œone chapterā€ as the definition of a oneshot, the firestarters, bc itā€™s fluffy and modern au :) i wouldnā€™t necessarily call it a oneshot tho bc to me a oneshot shows like, one scene? so like by my definition and your sweet sweet sun makes me crazy (i wanna lay you down and see how you amaze me is my most popular!! (also @ kit u thought UR fic titles were unnecessarily long??? iā€™ve hit the ao3 LIMIT for characters in titles. itā€™s about the aesthetic
most popular multichapter fic:Ā sdkjflakjlkj itā€™s two crowned kings; and one that stood alone, which is a w359 fic i wrote back in late 2017. itā€™s literally the last fic i havenā€™t orphaned from when i actually wrote podcast fic (i have 4 other podcast fics but they were all borne out of nostalgia and written after i stopped participating in the fandom). i rewrote all but the last chapter? the last two? about a year ago and i fucked up halfway through so like chapter 6 and 7 are repeated and thereā€™s something missing but iā€™m too lazy to fix it. no oneā€™s going to read it now anyway :) it WAS the top minlace fic for a little while tho which i take great pride in.
favorite story youā€™ve written so far:Ā oh thatā€™s a hard question akfsldkfj i honestly like most of them!! and i write a LOT so thereā€™s a lot to choose from. tonight, we are youngĀ is def one of my favorites- it was fun to write and i got to explore the ways zuko and yue r similar, which i LOVE to do outside of a zukka/yukka view. you can lean on my arm as you break my heartĀ Ā is one that iā€™m really proud of? the wholeĀ ā€œcooking as an expression of batoā€™s loveā€ is definitely some of my favorites. a lot of my ace attorney fics would be categoried as my favorites if i hadnā€™t improved, too, if that makes sense. like theyā€™re no long my favorites because i can see where my writing is shitty and it bothers me, but if i had written them a month ago theyā€™d be my favorite.
fic you were nervous to post:Ā figures 1-5: killing godsĀ def!! itā€™s a lot more purple-prose-y than most of my fics and it was also written before iā€™d kinda like emersed myself in the atla fandom so i didnā€™t have as good a grasp on the general understanding of zukoā€™s character as i do now. tbh itā€™s one iā€™m rly happy w tho!! i have a few people leave really nice comments on it and rereading them makes me really happy. also it was the start of me hating the position of fire lord and being at least passively anti-it in my fics.
how you choose your titles: theyā€™re almost all song lyrics!! only 14 of my 50 words ARENā€™T song lyrics and about half of those are from before i started writing ace attorney fic lol. sometimes i go into a fic with a song in mind for the vibes and then i usually go with lyrics from that (like in ā€˜cuz weā€™re the greatest /theyā€™ll hang us in the louvre), but otherwise i usually pick an artist iā€™ve been listening to and go through their songs until i find a lyric that fits. sometimes the lyric doesnā€™t even really fit the fic and i just chose it at random or because i searching up the wordĀ ā€œflyā€ in my spotify library or whatever. honestly i like coming up with titles? i know a lot of fic writers hate it but being able to just use song lyrics is v soothing for me and while i know that most people wonā€™t search out a song just bc itā€™s a fic title like.. seeing that the title of a fic is a hozier lyric does affect how i read it and i kinda like that.
do you outline?Ā i outline my long form/multichaptered fics with varying strictness. usually anything over ~8k will have some kind of outline. sometimes i go into it with every single scene planned out, sometimes itā€™s just notes on the side of the google doc that sayĀ ā€œit's about MORE family. about how it's not betraying your existing family to find moreā€ andĀ ā€œscenes i want to include: [...]ā€ andĀ ā€œvampires... ngl kinda hot.ā€ iā€™m trying to outline super strictly less bc iā€™ve found itā€™s less fun? but i do try to keep a plot arc in mind. since most of my fics are more character-driven than plot-driven, that usually just means keeping track of what character development i want to happen or what is motiviating the characters.Ā 
complete:Ā um everything posted on ao3 i guess. also the MULTITUDE of orphaned fics out there asksfjldkj i always clickĀ ā€˜leave my pseud onā€™ so if u look up my username you see all of my fics and then a. lot of other ones.
in progress: - a fic titledĀ ā€˜dad phoenixā€™ that is actually just a no DL-6Ā au with defense attorney miles edgeworth and single dad bartender phoenix where neither of them want to date for A While but phoenix gets wrapped up in one of milesā€™s cases. itā€™s about family. itā€™s about writing teenagers. itā€™s about the background franmaya which is ALWAYS what iā€™m here for in wrightworth fics - a franmaya werewolf/vampire au because iā€™m ~gay~ and love rivals to lovers and also franziska and maya both being angry their older brothers r dating each other. - my secret santa fic!! which i canā€™t talk about much but it does feature toph and zuko and also piandao and jeong jeong???? idk where they came from but they are Part Of The Fic Now also i forgot iroh existed for half the fic and wrote piandao as zukoā€™s father figure and now iā€™m in too deep. - a 5+1 bakoda fic (maybe a bato/hakoda/kay fic??? i need to decide. thatā€™s part of why this fic is still incomplete bc i canā€™t decide which relationship dynamic i prefer) thatā€™s 5 times bato said he loves hakoda and one time hakoda said it back. possibly i have already written him saying i love u back and i need to change the title a little. - retail au klapollo where klavier works at an overpriced boutique and apollo comes in to buy earrings for nahyutaā€™s birthday. klavier gives him a punch card (one that the store doesnā€™t actually offer anymore as a bid to get apollo to come back)Ā and all of apolloā€™s family come in to use the punch card and also give klavier variations on the shovel talk/find out if heā€™s actually into apollo. - a LOT of atla fics that i donā€™t think iā€™ll ever finish :(
coming soon/not yet started:Ā  - i want to write some blackmadhi bc theyā€™re.. cute..... and itā€™s a good excuse to also write athena and i love her - my stuff for yueki week!!! i have NOT prepped enough but hopefully iā€™ll remember in time! i wrote the prompts in a way that kinda set up stuff iā€™ve already wanted to write (donā€™t look at me lol) so hopefully iā€™ll get at least two or three fics finished in time. - i want to rewrite the wrightworth fic i have about them not getting married bc it was interesting and i like what i wrote about but i think i could have written it better and made it more interesting. rewriting fics is hard tho bc iā€™m never sure if it makes sense to just edit in the new work or to repost it? and then if u repost it do u delete the old one? conflicting so i might just not
do you accept prompts?Ā totally!!! a disclaimer tho iā€™m not super into writing atla stuff anymore (most of the atla stuff iā€™m still writing isĀ  something i made a commitment to finish) so if your prompt is an atla one i probably wonā€™t do it :/ basically anything else is fair game tho!! podcasts/aa/sa/uh i donā€™t remember anything else but like if you search a fandom on my blog and come up with more than two posts about it chances r iā€™d be happy to write fic for it!
upcoming work that youā€™re most excited about:Ā oh huh i mean probably the no dl-6 au!!! itā€™s the longest ace attorney fic iā€™ve written already and since itā€™s wrightworth itā€™ll get more attention than any franmaya fic i write. my standards r so high now tho after getting to much feedback from atla fans... love u all... obviously i have no choice but to pressure my atla mutuals into playing ace attorney. pls ask abt it bc i WIll Give You A Sales Pitch about why youā€™d like it in relation to atla
tagging: iā€™m not rly tagging anyone!!! @deadflora if you still consider urself a fic writer also consider urself tagged! also any of my other mutuals who write fic i just canā€™t think of anyone rn
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The scarlatinas are a big family with aunts and cousins visiting a lot right? Have you got an idea of how their house looks? (also could you release the Scarlatina family descriptions you gave me to the public?)
well, really the scarlatina family isnā€™t big in the, uh, family tree sense; itā€™s not like Velvet has 100+ cousins and that sort of stuff, but theyā€™re big in the sense that they all live together,Ā hjdshkjfsd. so itā€™s a big household! sixteen people! itā€™s nothing to sniff at! so the aunts and cousins dont visit, really,Ā because they literally live next door, lmao.
the scarlatina homestead is split into two houses that keep getting added to every once in a while. the bigger one (aka the first) has georgette, rajah, taffeta, ash, chiffon, velvet, satin and hickory live there, whilst the second (rapidly growing) house has cotton, tennĆ©, hawthorn (+ hawthornā€™s wife, saffron, and their kid, fir), ramie (+ her wife, auburn) and birch. that said, the houses pretty much act as one, and people tend to drift in and out of either of em at will.
the houses are similar in terms of their footprint, since they sorta both evolved abt the same time for the same needs (oh shit a kid oh shit a marriage oh shit ANOTHER kid), and save for two smaller second storeys for storage/spare room needs, almost the entire thing is on the ground floor (heat rises, baby). they share a big old shed/workshop which ash lingers in CONSTANTLY, as well as two little gardens where they grow their own produce. they also have some solar panels and a huge windmill out front, both of which usually power their houses since they donā€™t typically draw a TON of energy, though they do have a generator that runs on fuel as a backup.
okay if weā€™re describing the whole family im gonna shunt this under a cut this goes on for a while dsfjhgjhskfgd
GEORGETTE SCARLATINA: the matriarch of the family! well, sorta; sheā€™s let her own daughters sort of have run of the place in her stead, because sheā€™sĀ ā€œretiredā€ now and that means she mostly sits back and enjoys not Working all the time. back in her heyday the woman was an absolutely powerhouse, 24/7 on the grind, but even now sheā€™s veryā€¦ well, sheā€™s still a force to be reckoned with, really, and whilst she isnā€™t uuuuuuuh Strict, per se, sheā€™s very disciplined, and no matter what her kids and grandkids choose to do, she expects them to really throw themselves into it. weiss is both terrified of her and desperately wants her approval, which isnā€™t hard to get, but weiss is, how they say, dumbass. georgette is also the reason why taffeta and cotton areā€¦ Like That. like what? stubborn loud fuzzy taking zero shit, etc,
RAJAH SCARLATINA: scarlatina women seem to always land themselves timid men and nobody is sure how, or why, but georgette wasnt the first to start this trend and shes def not the one to end it. rajah is pretty mild-mannered, but like georgette, never rested when people needed help. he and ash (and tennĆ©) get on real well because theyā€™re happy enough to mind their own Fuckin Business whilst their wives barrel around with all the grace of rampaging bulls. still, rajahā€™s also very much a product of his time as an early settler to menagerie; heā€™s never reallyā€¦ happy with everything, because they lost so much leaving for this shithole, so heā€™s always kindaā€¦ mildly sad about stuff, but the same can be said of any faunus his age tbh.
COTTON SCARLATINA:Ā the older of the two Scarlatina Daughters, cotton isā€¦ manic. full of energy, always looking to burn it off. sheā€™s an optimist at heart since she and taffeta came to menagerie when they were ten and therefore are more accustomed to the island, and her primary objective is making a good home and a good start for the family. sheā€™s not too interested in politics or revolution, mainly because sheā€™s the type of woman who plans by meals and mouths to feed, if u get me. sheā€™s also pretty smug because her side of the family are rly growing up (TWO wives. a GRANDKID. its ALL COMING UP COTTON) and it means she gets to spend more time doing stuff sheā€™s passionate abt!!!!!!! nice!!!!!!!!
TENNƉ SCARLATINA:Ā i put an accent on his name and i regret it every day of my life. anyway. tennĆ© isnā€™t entirely sure how he ended up with just The Most scarlatina, but he did and, well, thereā€™s no backing out now. tennĆ©ā€˜s a deer faunus and was around cottonā€™s age when he and his family moved with the scarlatinas to menagerie, so he and cotton have always been close. heā€™s very patient and doesnā€™t always have a lot to say, but he and cotton are a great team when it comes to managing the entire homestead together. again, heā€™s not a political type, and just wants to keep his corner of things safe in uncertain times. he always pretty rarely leaves the homestead for anything, so heā€™s also kinda reclusive, but so is cotton! it all works out!
HAWTHORN SCARLATINA: i wonā€™t go into the partners lest i Die but hawthorne is the eldest child of cotton and tennĆ©. got antlers like his da, and heā€™s a pretty big fellow by scarlatina standards (that is to say, not thin enough to fly away in a stiff breeze). hawthorn isā€¦ well, long and short, heā€™s a himbo, but heā€™s also a pretty devoted homesteader (this is a trend! watch this space). his wife, saffron, was from desert sands and theyā€™d been dating for a While before they got married, and theyā€™re the first to have kids of all the first-gen* scarlatinas. heā€™s got cottonā€™s love of the family and tennĆ©ā€™s sort of quiet offset nature, though he was pretty rowdy as a kid (he grew out of that once velvet broke his nose tho).
RAMIE AND BIRCH SCARLATINA:Ā twins! twins! oh my god! twins!!! fraternal twins!!!
ramie is the older of the two (my friends who were w/ me when we played the RWBY ttrpg will Remember Her) and sheā€™s. well sheā€™s surprisingly enough like taffetaĀ that cotton jokes that clearly sheā€™s gone and had the wrong kid. sheā€™s very Firm abt things and has a way of naturally corralling people to follow after her, if only because this bitch has enough common sense for herself and, like, five people. she was also voted Best Lesbian Cousin five years in a row, and she and auburn get on like a house on fire. theyā€™re also very into PDA, donā€™t mind them.
birch is the younger of the two and ramie always calls them the emo one. theyā€™re not really so much into people as they are into their crafts and their plants (their bedroom looks like a greenhouse dont mind them) and they have tennĆ©ā€™s nature and georgetteā€™s focus on working all the goddamn time. theyā€™re good company is you strike up convo in the areas they have interest in, but sometimes itā€™s like talking to a brick wall. ramie is very fluent in their noncommittal grunts of disinterest, though.
FIR SCARLATINA:Ā heā€™s one year old. heā€™s a baby. idk shit.
TAFFETA SCARLATINA: hereā€™s the bitch weā€™ve all been waiting for
taffeta is like georgette if georgette was somehow more like herself. whereas the other half of the family are more core to the values of the clan, taffetaā€™s a tribeĀ woman, and when she wakes up in the morning her focus is always on the wider community. taffetaā€™s very much just a machine of intent; she farms, she builds, she repairs, she trades, she gives, she travels, she does SO much and sheā€™s very much the face of the family at present (which is why ppl hear the nameĀ ā€˜scarlatina and goĀ ā€˜oh godā€™ w/o realising the other half wont bother u even slightly djsfggjsdfh). sheā€™s STURDY sheā€™s FLUFFY and she has zero qualms abt putting u in a headlock if u deserve one. dont test her. that said, taffetaā€™s a very reasonable woman; iā€™ll eventually go more into that at some nebulous point in the future hdjsgfjghksfd
ASH SCARLATINA: itā€™s everyoneā€™s favourite da! iā€™ll TRY and keep this short. ash (MUCH LIKE THE MEN SO FAR) is just. so chilled out. can everyone PLEASE be quiet. well, he didnā€™t used to be ā€“ ash lived in kuo kuana before meeting taffeta and had such severe anxiety abt crowds that the boy could barely put a sentence together, let alone much else, not in the scarlatina household, heā€™s very calm and hard to ruffle. ash really just likes to do his thing, which is everything taffeta doesnā€™t do; he cooks, he watches the kids, he fixes stuff in the workshop, and heā€™s big into photography of the family, which is where velvet gets it from! ash is basically taffetaā€™s counterbalance, but being with her means heā€™s also become pretty well known about the town (if not for. entirely the reasons you think,)
CHIFFON SCARLATINA:Ā the eldest of ash and taffetaā€™s kids! chiffon is a weird one; she takes a lot after ash in that sheā€™s pretty reserved and doesnā€™t let a lot bother her, and when stuff doesĀ bother her, she expresses it pretty quietly. also, unlike her cousins who are all homebodies, chiffon was the first kid to actually leaveĀ the homestead for kuo kuana to work on the docks during a biiiig overhaul and extension of the boardwalk. she wanted to get out and see the world, but human tourists really out her off the idea, so after about a year and a bit she ended up returning home where sheā€™s stayed ever since. after taffeta retires, sheā€™ll probably be the next face people know and relate to the name scarlatina, tbh.
VELVET SCARLATINA: do i. do i have to say anything about her. you KNOW this bitch. anyway. velvetā€™s got taffetaā€™s stubborn sense and ashā€™s compassion, wants to travel like chiffon, has enough determination to just keep going when it gets her down. extremely stupid. herbo energy. trans jock. has fists will punch. fluffy. fuzzy. hot. dumbass. seriously, do i have to say anything else?
SATIN SCARLATINA:Ā itā€™s a baby! just kidding, sheā€™s 11. satin is pretty young but sheā€™s at that age where sheā€™s tryna figure out the world for herself. sheā€™s already shaping up to be a lot like taffeta ā€“ bold and brash and determined ā€“ and much like her older siblings, politics is already playing into her interests. satin really wants to see vale and her tribelands, but after what happened to velvet at uni, taffetaā€™s trying toā€¦ well, not talk her out of it,Ā but encourage her, gently, to reconsider. itā€™s not working. she and chiffon get on spectacularly well, and she and velvet get on ever better.
HICKORY SCARLATINA:Ā okay, NOW baby. wellā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. okay, yeah, heā€™s 7. hickory is a little dreamer, never really in the present. heā€™s super into making stuff and helping out the adults around the homestead, and heā€™s not really noticed enough to be infuriated like satin, so heā€™s got that youthful, uh, innocence, letā€™s say, that means right now? life is GREAT! eventually heā€™ll find out that no, itā€™s not all that great, tbh, but right now heā€™s a champ at feeding the rabbits, pulling up veggies, and finishing his plate. good job hickory!
AND THATā€™S THE FAM (save for the inlaws). theyre great and i think abt em all the time. could u tell? could u tell, sharkie,
*so i looked up the wholeĀ ā€˜generationsā€™ thing to check if i was right and it turns out both first-gen and second-gen have incompatible definitions (thanks america) but for the sake of not going nuts, all of cottonā€™s and taffetaā€™s kids r first gen and fir is second-gen. u could also argue cotton and taff are first-gen on account of being pretty young when they came to menag but honestly itā€™s too complicated. lets just leave it at that sdfjhgksdf
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