#anyway should I or should I not dare to do this thing XD
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sometimes self care is watching The Last of Us with your mom and slowly but surely wanting to make up an AU for every other blessed fandom you’re in
UGH IT’S SO GOOD
it hits all my ‘dark shit and medical shit interspersed with small bits of fluff and hope’ cravings ahahaha
do I dare to make a TLOU for the Kuro characters here............. DO I DARE.
#mod post#I might dare who fuckin knows#it'd give me an excuse to write Elysia into more things with her being head honcho of the London Reaper branch's medical department#but it would also give me an excuse to write some CREEPY MEDICAL HORROR BULLSHIT#and I mean........ it ain't like Kuro doesn't have ANY of that in its canon stuff soooooo.............#anyway should I or should I not dare to do this thing XD
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the arguments homophobic people make against same sex couples raising kids makes literally zero sense considering they raise no problem to single parent families. the problem really isn't that there's an absent gender, because if it was they would chase and/or blame single parents and they don't.
#i never had a father and im okay with that i grew up just fine#my only problem was having to see people push down my throat my mother's ex was a father figure to me when he wasn't#just because he payed bills lol#homophobic people really turn a blind eye to abusive relationships and abandonment who actually traumatise children but look at two people#wanting to build a family who most likely have the resources to give them a happy life and suddenly the world is ending because they are#the same gender#it has no logic other than most of those people don't know how to critically read a 2000 year old book ✌️#i don't accept religion as an excuse because there's plenty of religious people who respect others#feeling angry about homophobia on this monday morning sorry about that#if i could push a homophobe in the face rn i would imagine caring other people are living their lives and trying to be happy 😭#by doing normal things too 😭#how dare you be gay (out of the norm) and try to perform normal society tasks that do not alienate you further from me?#< what they sound like#they're literally just scared that a gay person can look like them and do what they do#imagine your own sense of identity being so weak...#and by normal i mean what's expected from couples obviously not having kids is okay#it should be normalised too#anyways ignore me people have a good day if you by chance read this xd
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Lute sees Vaggie's wings have grown back and tries take them again. She grabs them to pull them off, but her hands burn right through her gloves. Sp, Lute tries to cut them off with her sword, but the blade shatters the second it hits the feathers. That's the power of love, bitch!
this could be either so dramatic or so fucking funny so i'd love to imagine it being Both
(fuck this turned out looooooong XD)
Emily: "Good news!”
Charlie: "YAY!"
Vaggie: "How good can it be, if we had to come all the way to stupid heaven to hear it?
Charlie: "Vaggie, c'mon- We could REALLY use some good news!"
Emily: "Then you'll love this. I looked into it and, Vaggie, you being abandoned in hell was wrong, not to mention Adam never cleared it with anyone else anyway- so you can come back here to heaven! Isn't that great!"
Charlie: "Oh... thanks Emily, that's..."
Vaggie: "Not happening."
Charlie: "Maybe she could have some time to think about-"
Lute: "No.”
Vaggie: "No."
Lute: “An angel's place is in heaven. Hell is a prison for sinners, demons, and the fallen who reject the very order of creation. If you choose to stay down there, then what does that make you?"
Vaggie: "It's making me fucking happy, for one thing."
Charlie: (whispers) "... a happy day in hell?"
Vaggie: (whispering back) "Every single one."
Charlie: (BEAMS)
Lute: "Then you've made your choice. You're not an angel. You’re not one of us. You're a traitor."
Vaggie: "And it's been better company than I had up here."
Lute: "Think so?” (grins) “Sera, respectfully, hell is rebelling-"
Charlie: "We were PROTECTING ourselves!"
Lute: "-they killed Adam and one of their people is up here acting like he doesn’t still sympathize with murderers and filthy sinners. We can’t risk anyone else getting past heaven’s gates.”
Vaggie: “Like I’d ever want to!”
Lute: “So you wouldn’t lead the charge if your demon bitch said the word and pointed at us?”
Emily: “Lute!”
Charlie: “Vaggie wouldn’t-”
Vaggie: “Charlie never would! That’s what makes her different from assholes like YOU.”
Lute: “You think everyone’s as weak as you are, don’t you? She’s a hellborn princess. She just called violently resisting a sanctioned extermination ‘self defense.’”
Charlie: “YOU WERE KILLING PEOPLE!”
Lute: “Sinners are not people. They had their chance and burned it. And they’re not the only ones.”
Emily: “But they can be redeemed! We’ve seen it happen!”
Lute: “Once.”
Emily: “It doesn’t matter that it was only ‘once’- it matters that it happened and we still don’t understand why. We have a duty to the people of heaven, but if sinners can find their way here then that duty includes them too! And the exterminations were just wrong from the start!”
Lute: “Careful Emily, you’re starting to sound like a traitor too.”
Emily: “If the other choice is sounding like YOU, then-”
Sera: “Enough! Both of you! Emily is not the one on trial here, Lute.”
Lute: “Then listen to the ones that ARE! Sera, listen to them, listen to HER- she’s made her choice. She’s fallen even more than Lucifer Morningstar did-”
Charlie: “Don’t you DARE bring my dad into this!”
Lute: “-and there should be a PRICE for that. We need to take precautions.”
Emily: “Precautions? What does that even mean? She’s locked in hell with everyone else, like Lucifer is, what more can you even do to her?”
Lute: “Same thing I did before. Only this time.” (draws sword) “I know how to make it stick.”
Charlie: “What?”
Vaggie: “….you… bitch.”
Lute: "Traitor's don't need an angel's wings, do they? Traitors don't deserve them."
Charlie: "Well she has them again now anyway so CLEARLY having angel wings doesn’t mean what you think it does!”
Lute: “It means I didn’t use heavenly steel the first time.”
Emily: “You-”
Charlie: “Don’t. Come any closer.”
Emily: “Lute stop! Sera stop her! This isn’t helping anyone!”
Sera: “I have only one question.”
Lute: “Ask and get it over with, we all know what the answer is already.”
Sera: “Hush.”
Sera: “Vaggie. Do you reject our offer of a pardon, and the orders of and service to heaven, in favor of remaining hell?”
Vaggie: “…I do.”
Sera: "Understanding that no other angel has ever done so before?”
Vaggie: “They would’ve, if they’d met Charlie.”
Sera: “Then you are guilty of treason.”
Vaggie: “…”
Sera: “Lute. Make it quick.”
Lute: (grinning) “As the seraphim commands.”
Emily: “Wait-”
Charlie: “BACK. OFF.”
Sera: “You are not in hell, miss Morningstar, this is not your domain and you have no power to draw on here. I will honor our former treaty not to spill hell’s royal blood but do NOT test my patience with it. Emily, restrain her.”
Charlie: “NO-”
Emily: “Sera you can’t! This is-!”
Sera: “Fine. Exorcists, hold the hell princess. And Emily, if you cannot obey a command or bear witness to my rulings then leave before I remove you myself.”
Emily: “I… you…”
Lute: “Kneel. Traitor.”
Charlie: “TOUCH HER AND I’LL MOTHERFUCKING KILL YOU”
Vaggie: “Charlie don’t struggle don’t fight them- get those fucking spears out of her face- Emily!”
Emily: “…what…?”
Lute: “I said. KNEEL.”
Charlie: “VAGGIE!”
Vaggie: “Please! Don’t let- AGH- don’t let them hurt her!”
Emily: “I won’t… I.” (grabs Charlie and holds on tight) “I- I have her. Spears down. I, have her restrained.”
Charlie: "FUCK YOU LET GO! LET GO-"
Sera: (relieved) “Thank you.”
Lute: "Let's make you look the part first shall we? Trim this hair out of the way?"
Vaggie: "You're pathetic."
Lute: "I'm not the one chained up and crying on my knees."
Charlie: "PLEASE I can make a deal I can make a new agreement with heaven- Whatever you want! What do you WANT from us!?"
Lute: "I want her to hold still. If she flinches, I might nick that left over eye of hers."
Vaggie: "Fuck. You- Ah!"
Lute: "Whoops. Hope that won't scar."
Sera: "Lute I said to make it quick-"
Lute: "We want to it be clean too don't we. I'm just cut cutting off some loose ends- wouldn't want to miss her wings and MANGLE this, would I."
Emily: “Charlie-”
Charlie: “YOU!”
Lute: "There. Now you look just as pathetic as you did three years ago."
Emily: “Charlie just close your eyes, she’ll be okay-”
Lute: “No she won’t.”
Charlie: “VAGGIE-”
(Slash)
(THUNDR CRACK)
(shatter)
Lute: “AARGH!”
Sera: “…….” (horrified)
Lute: “My hand! My sword-” (rounds on Charlie) “Demon BITCH! WHAT DID YOU DO!?”
Charlie: “Vaggie? Are you..?”
Vaggie: “….fine. I’m. I don’t think it’ll even bruise?”
Emily: (awed) “Your wings broke her sword. They shattered heavenly steel-”
Lute: “DEMON MAGIC!”
Emily: “A miracle.” (releases Charlie)
Charlie: "Vaggie-" (snaps the chains off vaggie and pulls her close)
Sera: “Traitor. How did you regain those wings.”
Vaggie: (huddled in Charlie’s fierce hug) “C- someone told me I had to fight with love, and I thought about Charlie, and they just…”
Lute: “SEE!? They were made in HELL they’re as profane as the love that spawned them-”
Emily: “Then they’re not under heaven’s jurisdiction to take away, are they? They belong to Vaggie. Not to us.”
Lute: “Belong to- she doesn’t DESERVE-”
Emily: “And you don’t deserve to cut them off her apparently.”
Lute: “I-”
Sera: “Lute. QUIET.”
Lute: (seething and bleeding from sword shrapnel) “…”
Sera: “You, fallen. If I bent my power on you, I could very likely burn those wings from existence.”
Charlie: “If you want to start a war with hell that’s a VERY good way of doing it. Sera.”
Sera: "...."
Sera: “…you will no longer be allowed past the gates of heaven. You are here on and forever more bound to the regions of hell, regardless of your wings-”
Vaggie: “Fine by f-fucking me.”
Sera: “-and in time you will lose all your divinity. You will bleed a demon’s blood one day.”
Vaggie: “Good.”
Lute: “If you live that long.”
Charlie: (Unholy SNARL)
Emily: (getting between them) “Can I send them home now? Or are we going to do something else to shame all of heaven in front of our guests?”
Vaggie: (sighing) “I’d love to be home right now…”
Charlie: “We’ll be there in a second.” (hugs her tighter) “I promise.” (kiss her hair) “Want to stretch your wings?”
Vaggie: “…yeah.”
Sera: “No, Emily. I will banish them.”
Charlie: “Okay.” (suddenly glaring) “Ha ha thank you Sera but don’t bother. It’s straight down from here and the prison wards don’t stop anyone from coming IN do they?”
Emily: “Are you sure your wings are okay for flying with, Vaggie?”
Vaggie: “That’s what I wanna find out.”
Charlie: “We’ll be fine. And we won’t be coming back.”
Emily: “I’m sorry.”
Lute: “Like you’d have the chance.���
Sera: “Go. Heaven is no place for either of you.”
Charlie: “Wow really I hadn’t noticed! I mean no one in HELL ever tried mutilating my girlfriend in front of me, but whatever I guess!” (muttering) “Sadistic homophobic pricks.”
Vaggie: “Told you.”
Charlie: “You did. You did tell me. I’m sorry I didn’t-”
Vaggie: “I love that you didn’t listen.”
Charlie: “…okay.” (deep breath) “Okay.”
Vaggie: “Besides, there’s Sir Pentious up here now.”
Charlie: “True. They don’t deserve him.”
Vaggie: “And Emily.”
Charlie: “Hm.” (burns a hole in the clouds beneath them) “Ready to fuck off together for all eternity?”
Vaggie: (weak chuckle) “Yeah, sweetie. Let’s go home.”
- they go home-
Sera: “Emily.”
Emily: "..."
Sera: “I hope you will think hard on what you’ve done and very nearly did today. Please.” (touches Emily’s shoulder) “For your own sake. Please.” (leaves)
Emily: “…she’s never going to forgive me, is she.”
Lute: “Oh shut UP. Sera will forgive you for ANYTHING.”
Emily: “I meant Charlie.”
Lute: (disgusted noise) (throws her broken sword down after them) (stalks off)
Emily: (sits down on the edge of the clouds) (finds one of Vaggie’s loose feathers floating by) (picks it up and twirls it sadly as she stares down at the distant warm glow of hell)
-down in hell-
Angel Dust: "Unholy fuck, Vaggie Tales, what the hell happened to your hair?"
Charlie: "Lute."
Vaggie: "Heaven."
Angel Dust: "Huh. Shit that's a bad enough cut to make a guy rethink the whole redeemin' himself stuff to get up there, y'know?"
Charlie: "I know. Trust me Angel Dust- NOW, I know."
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#emily hazbin hotel#lute hazbin hotel#sera hazbin hotel#angst#threats of violence#incorrect quotes#an au idea i guess???#ends perfectly happy enough kinda#only casualties: vaggie's hair. emily's hope of staying friends with charlie. charlie's dreams and mental health....#....#well#i guess it /could/ have gone better
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𝗗 𝗥 𝗘 𝗔 𝗠 𝗜 𝗡 𝗚
Summary: You had a dream but unfortunately there was a misunderstanding.
Characters: Valtor x Reader (she/her) / Bloom
Words: 1091
Warnings: Implied smut/Nsfw, some spice but nothing detailed. Cuddling with a friend. Secret relationship. Enemy to lovers. Kind of betrayal. (Please let me know if I should add anything)
A/n: Hey Ho. Well, this is only the second fandom for which I post fanfiction and I haven’t written for a while. And my native language is not English, so please forgive me for any mistakes and it was more of a spontaneous idea I had. Please just don’t expect a Jane Austen novel. (I'm not nervous, you are xD) Okay, I’ll stop talking now and just hope that at least one person will kind of enjoy this here. Have a great day/evening/night.
"Y/N! Hey, Y/N, wake up. You’re having a nightmare." The voice of bloom breaks through the wonderful dream you just had.
"Y/N, come on, please, you have to wake up, it’s all right, I’m here, it’s just a bad dream."
Confused, you slowely open your eyes but the second after you closed them again, blinded by the bright light of the lid lamp.
"Ugh," escapes your mouth while you press your face into the pillow.
"Y/N, finally! Everything is fine." Bloom’s deliberate calming words only add to your confusion. More carefully this time you turn your head to look at her.
The brightness lets small tears shimmer in your eyes, quickly you try to blink them away.
"What’s the matter?" you ask without really opening your mouth but Bloom understood you anyway.
She carefully puts a hand on your cheek, stroking a tear from your skin with her thumb. "Hey, don’t cry. Everything's okay, it was just a nightmare, don’t worry, Valtor’s not here."
Suddenly your eyes widen, "What? Valtor?" Your voice sounds nervous as you're pushing yourself up to sit, capturing her gaze with your own.
"Hey, I told you everything was okay. It was just a bad dream. You called Valtor’s name in your sleep, I can understand it, I often dream about him. But we’re with you, we protect each other, don’t worry."
The Guardian of the Dragon Flame moved closer to hug you. Still overwhelmed you let it happen, placing your head on her shoulder.
You can’t find the right words to get yourself out of this uncomfortable situation. And the only option you have is to play along and just agree.
You close your eyes, still not accustomed to the brightness and two more small tears roll over your cheeks, your chin and finally land on Bloom’s arm.
Your friend sighs, "Back a little, I can sleep next to you, maybe we’ll both dream better."
In your head you hear the laughing of the lord of evil. He's laughing at you for this situation. Gloatingly, teasingly.
You nod indecisively but at the same time shake your head to banish the magician from your thoughts, which rather ends in a strange circular movement.
The fairy lets you go and crawls behind you on the bed, patting on the mattress next to her and slowly you lie down.
With a snap, the light goes out. Bloom approaches you, wraps an arm around you before snuggling up to you.
You grab her hand to cross your fingers with hers.
"Try to sleep a bit more, I’m here now," she whispered.
Your heart is racing incessantly as you can do nothing but nod again, it has absolutely taken your breath away.
For the next few minutes it is quiet, you do not dare to move. Not until you are aware of the regular breath of the fairy. She fell asleep.
You sigh and are sure that your cheek must be red like a tomato from shame.
Your mind worked at full speed to realize and process the things that have just happened. You must summon all self-control to avoid giggling. At the same time, however, you feel your guilty conscience eating through your body, burying cell by cell.
Your friends were always there for you, they helped you every second without asking questions, they trusted you blindly, just like you trusted them. They made every effort to protect and support you.
You all had nightmares about all the things you had to go through and survive. But since Valtor came into your lives, everything has gotten worse. Hardly anyone can sleep for a whole night. Hardly anyone can dream of anything beautiful.
Hardly anyone can feel something like true joy.
But while all your friends were plagued with nightmares and are not allowed to have a careless second because of the dark wizard, he is the reason that you can sleep well. That you still feel something like satisfaction or happiness and can forget all that terrible things for a moment.
It was pure irony.
While they all suffered because of the wizard, every night you dream of his hands gliding over your entire body when you sneaked out of Alfea to meet him in the cloud tower again. How his lips invade every spot of your body, leading you into another dimension. How his rough voice sounds musically in your ears when he groans your name or tells you how perfect you are for him. How his hot breath flits over your skin when you lie in front of him on the desk. How he makes you feel as good as no other has done before.
What was your dream, was their nightmare.
What became your joy, became their sadness.
What deprived them of all their powers was what made you feel more alive than ever.
Valtor was their curse, but he was your blessing.
The more you thought about it, the more your mind became weary. And as soon as your eyes closed, you were back at the sport you were before Bloom woke you up.
In a storeroom in the cloud tower, without clothes, while the magician knelt in front of you, throwing your head back in pleasure.
***
In the cloud tower, Valtor laughed deeply as he turned his gaze away from the sphere through which he had observed you and your friend.
He could hardly wait to make you blush with the events of today and evoke your shy side the next time you would come to him, your enemy, to wind under him in passion.
He had taken off his coat and pulled the sleeves of his shirt up to his elbows. Sitting in the big desk chair he turned in a semicircle. He looked through the large windows of Miss Griffin’s office into the dark night. Then he leaned back, closing his eyes as well before mentally diving into the same memories you are exploring.
This little fairy had fallen for him, just like he had fallen for her.
Thanks for reading. 💚
#winx club#winx club fanfiction#winx club valtor#valtor fanfiction#valtor smut#valtor x reader#winx club valtor x reader#winx club villains#winx club bloom
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the purpose of this post is for me to figure some stuff out so i'm open to feedback and discussion
disclaimer: i love Halsin, he's my precious bear man
but damn i am pissed
i started to really dig into the epilogue, specifically that last morning after the brain goodbye scene in the room at the inn where he says he has nine wagons of kids and he will aid the people in Thaniel's realm
sadly i can't find any footage of what he says when Tav goes "oh a community built with your own hands, i'd love to see that" (or something to that extent) bc i think that is the one option that nullifies the goodbye and i think? he just asks if Tav is sure and then happy end bells
but even so
the interaction practically starts with "why does this sound like you're saying goodbye?" - oh that's because he is. at least for now. but Tav can visit, he's very eager for them to visit - and then narrator is like a tenday later Tav went to the commune and then the party invite stuff, not important
and I'm like....
it just hit me how - yes, Halsin has abandonment issues and he wants to help those orphans and all the homeless refugees and all the great stuff but like…… HOW DARE YOU DECIDE FOR ME THAT I DON'T WANNA GO WITH YOU????
watching that on a loop three times seriously hit me hard and i don't like it (as in me, personally, not in the sense that it's bad writing or it makes no sense for him to do that, maybe it does - if somebody can help me wrap my head around that, I would be super grateful bc atm I'm stuck in my own emotional reaction to Halsin making decisions for me)
in my head Tav's response to that should be: fuck you, i don't want to visit - fuck that! i wanna go with you and move in with you bc I love you but i guess you don't really want that huh? oh you do? then I guess we are at an impasse, huh?
bottom line is - what do I want to do with it in my fic?
i could ignore it bc i kinda wanna, i don't want them fighting like that
on the other hand it would be great to have this devolve into a conflict, bc i already sprinkled a few tiny bits of them saying not the best things but then the other kinda steps past it or around it and they are fine, but it would add some realism for them to have a serious disagreement about their (joint) future and about communicating and making decisions and could be something to be revisited as a work in progress for them to grow into as their relationship keeps going
i don't mind exploring difficult shit in my fics, i already decided to commit and give Tav my trauma and it was very cathartic just drafting that bit, and this turning into a conflict could play into that I suppose, could work really well
I guess my problem is the dissonance between Halsin doing that unintentionally bc of his own issues and him generally being very considerate and respectful of others, especially Tav imo, he was perfectly happy to follow their decisions as a leader but now I guess they are no longer the leader and this is his thing, his commune, his new purpose in life and ofc he could never be selfishly happy when he could be doing good things for strangers but like.... i can't grasp that step how from that he goes into "therefore I shall not offer this as a choice for them but instead make that a foregone conclusion that this is goodbye, at least for now" - is it bc asking means risk of rejection and he'd rather reject himself to spare them both the interaction?
sorry this got rambly XD but anyway - thoughts?
#halsin#bg3#baldur's gate 3#epilogue halsin#last time i rambled in a post like that#i got great results so#here's me hoping ;)#pls help
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911 ep 705 first watch reactions
Of course 911 would "punish" the "You are the boss of you!" guy with an alien hand that attacks him, and does what it wants. Pooor Buck and Eddie paying the price for that...
Okay, love the storyline with Hen and Karen possibly eventually adopting an older girl. Too many shows just find easy, unrealistic ways to give their same sex couples kids, and I am really glad that 911 shows the reality of it, and that it is a more complex struggle for many, that it's an act of continuously choosing to be parents. That's actually an amazing, difficult thing, and it should be faithfully depicted and respected, for all of its heartache, and the little moments of triumph.
Buck and Tommy on a date, and Eddie comes along with Marisol? Love how Buck's bisexual awakening and coming out continues to involve Eddie so much. Tell me they're end game, even if they're not gonna get together right now, without telling me they're...
I did not need to learn Marisol is moving in with Eddie like this, with any build up, or even any sort of insight into the relationship, and nope, that does not bode well for them. IDK how 911 managed to do it, but they have somehow managed to give Eddie a love interest the show is even less invested in than Ana.
And the funniest bit, is that Marisol and Eddie's big development is only there to further Buck's journey anyway.
"You can never have too much closet space" LMAO the way 911 both made me laugh, and feel sorry for poor, baby bi Buck. XD
Hmmm. Were parts of this scene cut out? We don't get to see Eddie on his own date with Marisol, but constantly looking over at Tommy and Buck? Boo. I'm glad we at least got the BTS photos, then. But seriously, why!? That was gonna be so delicious.
Oh, Tommy's breaking up with Buck. I mean, good for him, and he ain't wrong after Buck's "after this, we're gonna go out looking for chicks" reaction, but man do I feel sorry for Buck. Him and Tommy might not be my end game (Buddie forever will be), but I do think this relationship could be good for our baby bi. Tommy being in the same profession, knowing what it's like to have this gap between who you are and the image of guys in your line of work, plus he's got more experience than Buck, is sure of himself, can help our boy figure himself out, and also Buck obviously does like his vibe. He deserves to be with someone he actually likes, not just the first woman willing to be with him that the plot pushed in his way.
Oh, baby Buck. :( You didn't even tell Maddie about Tommy. You really aren't ready it. But also (and as a Buddie shipper, more importantly), Tommy broke things off with Buck, but what is eating him up, is that he lied to Eddie. XD Yeah, this gonna end with wedding bells, sooner or later. On screen, off screen after the show ends with canon Buddie, or only in my head if 911 never dares make Buddie canon, I don't care. That kind of emotional devotion is not something that my hopelessly romantic heart can ignore.
OMG, this is how Buck comes out to Maddie? XD Via random pronoun mention, and as a by product of trying to figure out how to tell Eddie the truth? This is hilarious. lol It really makes it clear that, after all, the issue for Buck really isn't people knowing he is also dating guys (or checking their asses), even when it's the other closest person in the world for him, it's Eddie. Specifically. Buck's ready, even if he doesn't have the exact clear words yet, he's just not ready to tell Eddie. Can't imagine why. XDDD
What was that awkward post-sex scene with Eddie and Marisol? And the issues with her moving in are popping up a second after she has. But yeah, we have no idea who this woman is as a person, she's been a cardboard cut out so far, and then one of the first things we do learn about her, is that she would call her stuff better than Eddie's? Once again, this is not the stuff great romance is made of. Or... even just the stuff any kind of romance is made of.
Wait, Marisol was a nun, and Eddie didn't even know!? This whole ep is telegraphing in the news of how weird and awkward and underdeveloped this r/s is, not just for us as viewers who know nothing about Marisol, but apparently for Eddie as well.
And of course his Catholic guilt is gonna kick in now. I'd care, except 911 has given me absolutely no reason to. Seriously, I care more about Buck and Tommy after just 2 eps, than Eddie and Marisol, even though this is technically her 2nd season on the show.
Of course Buck went to find Eddie, and spotted him at the gym. Forever 201 vibes, with Eddie being the focus of Buck's attention. ^u^
I couldn't care less about Eddie's Catholic guilt crisis, and how it's actually a projection of what his real issues are with Marisol, but it's nice to see that as always, Buck's the one who can tell when something's off, and offer Eddie exactly what he needs (even when that's to talk to someone else, but Buck figures out immediately who the right person to address is), and then they just very naturally switch, because Eddie can also tell when something's off with Buck, and he wants to tell him something. Soulmates. THAT is the stuff that great romance IS made of.
:/ The imagery of Catholic nuns has not been around for over 2,000 years, please stop being ignorant about your own religion, and the very different way it looked in its early days.
Bobby is forgiven, he does give good advice, and his "her ex, the Lord" bit, which prompted that reaction from Eddie, is hilarious. XD
So... when Eddie is having issues with Marisol, he already knows he has to figure out how he feels about her, but instead of doing so, he goes to his safe place... Buck's loft.
Man, Eddie being into Tommy's choice of avoidning relationships with women, and hanging out with boys, after in the past, Eddie had dealt with his Shannon issues by running away from her, and re-enlisting in the army, where he gets to hang out with boys, when we all (Buck included) know why Tommy's "hanging out with boys"... I do like that if they want to (and hopefully they do), this further lays the groundwork for Eddie's own queer realization.
Buck and Eddie helping each other with their respective romantic problems, without realizing they are each other's respective romantic solution is gonna make me chew on my own fists. Again. But I'm not even a little bit surprised that Eddie was totally fine and accepting of Buck being bi, or that the first thing he thought of is how this reflects on them. Because their friendship IS way deeper and closer than normal for platonic friends, and Eddie's little reassurance is also an admission of that.
Man, for a second I was worried they also cut out Eddie in the loft, once more putting his thumb on Buck's pulse point possessively, in a perfect parallel to 303. I would have sued for emotional damages. But yeah, it says so much that the peak of emotional meaningfulness for Buck when coming out is in relation to Eddie, and that the scene itself peaks with Eddie, instead of finishing rushing out to take care of his own romantic business, hurries back to Buck first, to hug him, place his hand on Buck and give him orders. "Sure, you're gonna be dating this guy, but I'm still your real husband."
Well, at least Eddie amitted to himself and Marisol that he doesn't actually know her. But... I have never seen two people being both being so happy about not moving in together, and I'm supposed to think this r/s has a chance? Okay. Suuuure.
The scene with Buck going to Tommy to set things straight ready for something was lovely, it was nice seeing him excited, and get to choose, and hear he's wanted. But since the note Tommy and Buck's storyline in this ep should have ended on, is Buck showing Tommy he's ready enough to let others know he's dating a guy by inviting Tommy to come with Buck to Madney's wedding, then why is the very next scene playing the romantic switch again, making us think Buck's car just arrived at the wedding with him and Tommy, only for Buck and Eddie to walk in together? I see what you did there, 911.
Thank you for reading! If you're looking for more, you can find my s7 reactions tag here, and more of my Buddie meta and content in my pinned post. xoxox
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Spy x Family Code: White thoughts!
Alright, time to write down my thoughts about the film! I liked it a lot, and for this anime only it was a HUGE satisfactory dose after not having had anything new since December 🥲 there were a few parts that I found meh, and I will mention them here too, but overall I got a very positive view of it!
Related to this, my mom was in the next room where I was sitting watching the film, and when I finished and passed by to get some water, she asked me what film I watched that made me laugh so much. So I think that speaks for itself 😂
Anyway, on to the film!
Having seen the trailer where Twilight rips off the disguise of a woman with long, curly blonde hair, as soon as I saw her here I was like is that her? But then that guy appeared and I recognized his voice and, dare I say I was confused XD
Damn, isn't that past their rating? XD
And then the music started! STRIX theme with a new twist for the film!
I think by this point we've already shrugged away Twilight's ability to make disguises. It gets even crazier near the end, so it should be of no surprise that he just disguised himself as that woman. Lucky she happened to wear a choker, too, good cover for his Adam's apple.
The way they showed the woman wrapped in a blanket underneath the desk, though 😳 that's the kind of visual you'd use to show a character died. What am I supposed to infer from this, guys?!
Then we cut to Yor!
There's a review on letterboxd saying how easy the film is to watch and follow for someone who hasn't watched the original, and I'm happy to hear that because as someone who already knows these characters and their dynamics, it didn't feel like it dragged on too much on that.
Yor, ever being the sweetheart, will call a guy a traitorous scumbag yes but she will be kind as ever when she kills him 🥰
The way she dodged the bullets! Queen! And also a set up to later show her dodge all the ammunition thrown from the shooters and Type F!
This. Was. Amazing. I actually gasped out loud. The animators understood the assignment, 10/10.
Right after that, we see Loid reach his door, and for the first time we see him go to use keys. A few other times I remember anyone opening the door they just... opened it. You'd think an apartment where a spy and an assassin live would have better security! XD
I love how they kinda showed it like Yor was going to attack Loid, and then Loid just turned and went like "Oh hey beautiful wife, welcome home! :D" It must have looked funny for anyone who hasn't seen the anime/manga before XD
Yor wants to cook! Everybody hide!
That... is a horror of an omelet. Yor's cooking is always for the "congrats lil buddy that’s the worst anyone’s ever done it" meme. She does try, though, bless her heart.
Anya evades the horror. And Loid wants to make... peanut butter pizza???? Is that even a thing??? WITH MEAT ON TOP???
What does it say about this film that this isn't the weirdest thing to happen in it
TITLE CARD WITH THE THEME ENDING AND THE ORCHESTRA GOING WILD <3333
Damian, shut the fuck up
... I mean, with a mother like that... I'll give this to him XD
Did Anya call him an asshole? Serves him right, tbh XD
Knowing that the story can't veer a lot far from the anime/manga canon, I already knew Anya wouldn't earn a Stella in that competition. But it was a good set-up for the rest of the film to move on from.
Twilight read Henderson's lips through a window and through the latter's thick moustache, and lip reading is already hard to do accurately, if not nearly impossible. Boy's nuts. But I think it only prepared us for a fucking falcon to fly above him and throw him the message from WISE. Show-offs XD
A rare view of Berlint!
DAAAAMN the higher animation budget is really doing those characters such good favour 🥰
Bro actually read a book by flipping through it. Get outta town.
The idea of having another guy take over Operation Strix from Twilight feels a little shallow. It's already a very delicate and long-term operation, it feels that it wouldn't make sense to replace their best agent with just a dude just because said dude has connections.
Twilight meets with Nightfall outside, and Yor sees them across all those streets (I mean, she is an assassin with a deadly aim) and... she doesn't recognize Nightfall? Is this supposed to take place before Nightfall visits the Forger household?
I mean, at the current time in the anime, Yor is supposed to be over her fear of getting replaced, but I get why they retreated back a little, so they could explain the later scene of Loid taking her hand and reminding her of his vows.
Very conveniently, Yor's coworkers are chatting about cheating men, and Yor, being inexperienced with relationships, immediately believes everything, her suspicions even taking root with what she just saw.
Back home, Twilight thinks about how, since he's dismissed from Operation Strix, he'll have to move out, and the camera shows their happy family picture 🥺 he's not ready to admit his feelings to himself but the narrative is.
Making the dessert that's the favourite of the judge and in particular the one he grew up with feels kinda cheating, no? XD
Come on, Loid. A child filling her bag with toys does not deserve that murder glare 😂
That train looked a little too modern for the supposed 60s/70s aesthetic. I know Germany has some top trains (as does Japan) but like, still XD it's very different from the train we see on the very first episode when Twilight boards one for Berlint.
Lovely visuals, though!
I wonder if there's any system as to how Bond's powers work. He has the vision of Anya finding the suitcase and opening it... but that's creating a sort of paradox because without the vision coming to him and without Anya seeing it, it wouldn't have been made true. I mean, I get why it was put there, but still.
Again, the story needed a little backtracking in order for Yor's doubts to make sense. I'm not sure how much they contributed to the whole story, but at least there it was funny. The small awkward laugh she throws at the end before she exits their booth to go look for Anya was hilarious XD
Gremlin Anya is best Anya <3
LMAO at least she enjoyed the chocolate XD
The following part was intense! I found myself saying "Run Anya run!" even though I knew from trailers that they'd eventually catch her anyway.
So the microfilm hides intelligence about a research lab in Westalis. Hmm.
I think it was at this point I noticed that they had Anya react to people's thoughts way too little. I get that it can get repetitive but with her curiosity she would have tried to look for more information through the guys' thoughts.
"Chocolate thieves" is actually perfect to describe those two. They were conveniently - and hilariously - incompetent.
But it did get intense. It's always like that when a bad guy threatens to hurt, let alone kill, a child.
I love how Yor asked Anya to close her eyes while she was beating up the guys but then told her she can open them when they were down and fully expected her to believe her lie that they just passed out XD
Also, her snowman jgvllublftlulbj
Chekhov's military airplane! I didn't expect it would actually work by the end, though XD
I love the music in the restaurant. Poor Bond being left alone outside where it's snowing, though 🥲 at least they brought him food!
Yor notices that it's rare for Loid to wear turtlenecks, and that's actually true. Too bad, though, they fit him so nicely :)
I actually laughed out loud at the guys jumping on Yuri to stop him. They were prepared. They knew who they were dealing with XD
"Rubble and Bonds"... the chef is very wholesome but he literally named his restaurant after his trauma and like... dude. Therapy exists. And then he starts laying out his trauma thick while Twilight is sitting there like yup this doesn't affect me at all
I don't think he was prepared for that when he asked about the restaurant's name. I was kinda disappointed they showed the exact same footage of him as a kid from the first episode. I think they could have afforded making a few seconds of new footage of the same imagery. But maybe that's just my anime-only ass who has been waiting for a certain manga arc to be animated for nearly two years now 😶
Snidel appears! And he has the absolute nerve to just... steal the meremere plate from someone else's table. Perfect way to make us hate him.
And... I'm sorry. I have to say it. When Snidel challenges Loid to a game and the camera focuses on Loid... that zoom-in and fade to black was SO CRINGEY. Sorry XD
The music there was nice, though. I think I notice a tiny bit of James Bond music influence.
Fucking Snidel shifting the goalposts with the amounts of sugar. That's not being detailed, that's not explaining the rules of the game properly. They really wanted us to hate the guy.
Twilight looks really stricken by the fact that he lost. And we know it's not because of despair - since he immediately says they can have meremere the next day - and it's not because his pride was hurt... so you can't take it out of my mind that it was because he was disgusted by how a grown-ass man practically stole a piece of cake from a little child, and Twilight was unable to stop him.
But then XD Loid has the absolute gall to ask a chef for his recipe, and then reprimand Anya for calling him stingy. Like mah dude it was already a far-fetched request to have the guy give you the recipe XD
Twilight being totally not suspicious and bolting through the market to buy all the ingredients. Cause that's what normal people do.
The way Twilight tries to cheer Yor up and he only manages to make her feel worse never disappoints XD
Right, I forgot this film was released in December in Japan. It feels weird for it to have a winter-y, almost Christmas-y feeling while I have my A/C on XD
I like how Twilight actually cared enough to expose the guy at the shooting gallery, and advise him to run an honest business. You'd think this would be low on his priorities... but having a child will expand your sensitivities. It feels similar to how he encouraged Carroll Campbell into playing tennis more fairly and to depend on his own strengths.
And then he wonders why a little child has fun on a train ride XD
I... am not sure how I feel about Yor's outburst there. It feels directly inspired by the Disastrous Date, if not a copy of it, and I'm not sure it helps Yor's character develop in any way. I mean, again, I get that the film can't allow the characters to develop a lot since it can't veer from canon, but still, it felt a little forced just to give Yor more screentime and to have a very subtle twiyor tease.
Anya finding out about divorce through Becky's soap-opera filter, though XD
They feel too confident leaving Anya all alone (even if she's with Bond) in a strange town. I know they can keep an eye on her from the ferris wheel cabin, but still.
Now that's a character development moment you can have without veering from canon: having Yor feel guilty for allowing Anya to notice her dark mood, and then feeling happy that Anya pushed her and Loid to having a moment together to talk things out.
Also, beautiful visuals!
Twilight, best�� spy™ of Westalis™, being unable to read the room whenever his wife is involved.
MAH DUDE. THERE'S ONE THING TO DESCRIBE WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND THAT'S BEING TOO DIRECT
That's a phrase you don't wanna hear from your little kid, especially when you're fake married XD
Handler: Go and help Twilight. Nightfall: Yes ma'am! Handler: Not you. Nightfall: SENPAI WILL NOTICE ME SENPAI WILL NOTICE ME Handler: jfc
It was really sweet seeing Anya and Bond play, and then Yor joining in. That makes it more plausible that the film is set earlier on in the story, since it looks like Yor isn't used to playing with Anya.
No, really, what did that woman who was at Franky's kiosk want to ask him when she would come by with her friend??? 😳
One day the way Twilight abuses Franky's services will come bite him in the ass, I'm calling it now.
Yet another scene where character/relationship dynamic can happen without veering from canon: Loid comes back to the hotel and says he'll go out again, Anya says she wants to come too, and Loid tells her she has to stay in the hotel. Anya goes back to the bedroom dejected, but Yor reminds him it's a family trip and they're supposed to spend this time together, connecting that to her memories of Yuri being happy whenever he spent time with her.
And I think that speaks to another level of distance Twilight has kept from his emotions; he denies himself that he loves his family, but that also leads him to forget that his family won't like missing out on quality time with him.
I especially noticed his surprised reaction at Yor saying that being away from loved ones can make one feel lonely. I don't think Twilight has allowed himself to grasp just how lonely he's felt all these years, it was just the norm for him to have no-one. He's forgotten what it's like to have loved ones and to miss them when you don't get to spend enough time with them, and he's also forgotten that for most people, this is how everyday life is like. We love people, we like spending time with them, we miss them when we haven't seen them in a while. A master of disguises he may be, but this role forces him to face the thing he understands the least: human relationships.
And so, he realizes that Anya's motivation here wasn't petulance or restlessness. It was her need to have fun with him. He considered it easier to sneak around to find the liqueur if they weren't with him, but he failed to consider that casting them aside would actually impact them. Give yourself some credit, dude 🥺
Nightfall: I will surprise Twilight with my effectiveness!
Twilight when he sees her unexpectedly:
I did love however how he looked so sternly at her when they were outside. Like lady, first, bad timing, second, this is why Handler didn't want you to be the one to help Twilight XD
Once again, Bond's power works in a form of paradox. He saw the shop where the liqueur was, and Anya went there because she saw it. If she hadn't seen it, she wouldn't have gone, and Bond wouldn't have had the vision.
I love how the military guys get a rough sketch of Anya and go like "Nah no-one can actually look like this" XD
Anya must have swiped some dalcs as she ran off. That liqueur wasn't gonna be cheap!
Poor Bond!
Endo has surrounded Anya with two physically exceptional parents and a big strong dog to protect her, so it's hard to make a case of her getting kidnapped believable. Realistically, I think Bond would have fought harder to keep her safe, but to achieve the kidnapping the bad guys would have had to get more violent with him. That would make for a sadder scene and also take away from the humor of those guys' incompetence, so the most violence against an animal they could resort to was a conveniently falling beer can.
And thus, the "Anya Has to Poop" side plot starts! With the amount of fear she went through in those scenes, I'm surprised she didn't just... accidentally let go 😶
I just realized when Loid was checking the plane's radio they were also refuelling it. Again, kind of a surprise the whole system worked XD They were a little too chill about the fact that Anya was with the military, though? Maybe I got the wrong vibe off of their acting, lol.
The way that Yor decides at the last moment to join Loid and just... runs and jumps into a plane that's right on takeoff. Madwoman. I love her.
Meanwhile, at least Nightfall is funny XD
They really went on and made an entire sequence in a different animation style for a poop joke. Respect where it's due 👏
Someone: So how did you save world peace this time? Anya: I refused to take a shit.
The incompetent duo have a bedpan that's shaped like a duck and, funny thing... in Greek the word for "bedpan" can also be called, colloquially, with the same word that we use for "duck". So. There's that random connection I found funny XD
Twilight tries to ask for permission to land on the airship and they immediately turn their guns on him and damn, that must be terrifying.
And damn, again, that's a huge risk he took just to get Anya back. My man was prepared to do anything. And he walked out of the plane crashing into the airship without a single scratch like GET OUT OF HERE. I wanted my whump and I only got a single drip of blood near the end 😞 when will I have my whump.
And then Yor just... ran on the top of the airship, fully exposed to the freezing weather of not only outside but also a few hundred (thousand?) feet off the ground. My girl runs on hot steam. AND THEN SHE ALSO FUCKING TOOK HER COAT OFF.
Meanwhile, Anya finally finds a private moment to take a shit. And that marks the end of the wackiest plotline in this movie XD
Okay now, look. I can maybe imagine Twilight quickly making up a mask of Snidel's face from earlier in the day (though he wasn't shown to have any time to do that), and he somehow had it ready when the time came for their duel. But making a mask of that random military guy? Yeah, my suspension of disbelief is stronger for that than for freaking time travel XD
Yor also has her moment of going like "Excuse me, may I ask a question" and immediately getting guns aimed at her.
Damn. What the actual fuck is Type F even. At first I thought it was a full-on robot, but apparently it's a modified human? The fuck. Also. Just how many fucking bullets does he have???!
For real, though, Snidel isn't fucking around. He not only is fine with murdering a kid in cold blood, he also finds it entertaining to make her terrified as well. Like, even that guy from the Doggy Crisis arc said "Nothing personal, kid," when Keith commanded him to kill her.
And then Twilight overhears the incompetent dudes mention Anya... and mighty spy Twilight's emotions get the best of him and he beats up those guys for no other reason than getting back at them? More likely than you think.
Fuck, that scared me. That bullet was literally millimeters from piercing his brain. Cool visual, though, with his real hair popping from beneath the mask.
Anya worrying about her papa :(
Okay, I don't care about the logistics. This was fucking awesome.
AND THEN THIS???
10/10. They understood the assignment.
AND THEN THE OTHER THING???
QUEEN SHIT.
No, but really, their fight was going in circles because Type F has a shit ton of bullets and Yor has great stamina and ability to dodge bullets. She can't win with her strength, so she has to use her brain and her environment. AND SHE SLAYS 👏👏👏
My dude why are you still surprised 😭😭 what did you expect your kidnapped daughter to do once she saw you came to her rescue 😭 HUG YOUR DAUGHTER BACK I BEG 😭
Nah, I know he can't yet, this guy's got the emotional type of constipation. He'll get there.
So we'll never know what he thought about her sneaking out to get him the liqueur, and why that made her smile, eh? Okay 🥲
I love how Yor and Loid just both buy each other's lies. Oh yeah I just decided to jump on your plane while you were taking off, no biggie! Yeah this military ship was totally run by chocolate thieves! And also, I was flying part-time as a student :D
(I also love how high his voice went there. It's full-on "nice sweet Dr. Forger" voice XD)
And then :)
My crops are watered :)
With the action part over, I gotta say that they handled it all of it awesomely! I felt that the whole film was a little slow at first, but I didn't really mind. The climax was great, I got my whump, I got my fake family working together with all of them pretending that oh it was just chocolate thieves and not an actual threat of war breaking out.
My question is... didn't Anya just gulp the chocolate down?
... how did the microfilm get stuck in her teeth?
... you know what, never mind XD
Aw, Twilight got Handler a bottle of wine! And she actually looked thankful for it!
... was she the one who went in disguise to trap Depple into cheating on his wife??
*squealing*
Yor offering to help with the dessert and everyone going "Naaaaah you don't have to 😁"
Damian, shut the fuck up.
It is funny, however, how Anya can say one (1) thing and unintentionally leave him a blubbering mess. Girl is not even trying for that, lmao.
And then, another trip! Buddy who has the time and money--
Oh, wait. Yeah they're going on vacation on WISE budget lmao XD
It's kinda funny to see this with me having the Cruise arc as the "last" I saw of them, as an anime only, cause it was "trip to the ocean!" then "trip to the north!" and now it's "trip to the beach!"
Aw!
Meanwhile, after the credits...
Hang in there buddy. Your time will come to get Twilight back XD
Overall, definitely recommended, it did have its weak parts and its parts that you had to happily kick your logic out the window, but it was great fun, with awesome action, character depth, and even angsty parts that I adored. This will keep my anime-only ass satisfied for a little while, hopefully we also get news about Season 3 soon!
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I headcanon Riven as a rocker type guy, but I don't think he wears a lot of black. He's not against the color, it's just a bit boring for him plus he associates it with funerals so it's meh to him most of the time. His wardrobe, in my head, is Maneskin inspired but with more pinks and cherries, and a few reds (like the combo on the strawberry shirt) and of course most of his clothes cover up more (but I'll defend the 70's boy crop top look until I die- I actually hc that it is quite fashionable for boys and girls alike in Magix, Riven is actually most fashion forward of the group- Timmy does have his very flattering Sheldon style (yes I said it XD) and Helia is doing his own thing, while Sky doesn't know what his style would even be and Brandon wears the clothes that his dresser sends over). Riven's style is mostly inspired by the music scene and his favorite color, which is pink. He doesn't put a lot of thought into his clothes, but it's there. And yes, that sometimes makes him the only pink thing in the crowd of black, but when you have that dog in you that's no issue. Riven doesn't see an issue with wearing a lot of pink because his HAIR is pink, it's already a done deal, why fight it? @daydreamsia ohhh I know you mentioned black nailpolish, but what about black cherry? And I do think all this is a bit confusing to Bloom, who is used to aggressive, biting guys like Riven dressing extremely masculine- so being barked at by a tall, muscular guy dressed in the strawberry shirt is very odd. The overall pink look is broken up by the fact that he usually wears parts of his uniform out, so the pink/red/cherry is usually balanced with cream, blue, and sometimes black and/or camouflage. When I was a kid I didn't think the blue and cream uniforms were badass enough so I hced them as black, but then Fate did and we hate fate plus it showed me it's kinda really boring. So while I do think they'd have like, one black think, it's not so much a uniform as something they wear for a very particular training/mission, they don't have that many of those issued to them anyways; they have a few cami gears, which is what they'd wear when going to Black Mud Swamp (not contradicting Episode Black Mud Swamp because they weren't meant to be there anyways) and the rest is blue/cream, with maybe a fancier version of their canon ones being ceremonial ones. Also, yes, red fountain basically supplies a near damn whole wardrobe because teenage boys are shit at keeping up with their laundry (they do it themselves- in Alphea housekeeping does it) and the boys won't mind rewearing dirty clothes mostly but the STAFF most certainly does. DID, actually, and that's why they started issuing more clothes to the boys instead of like just 2 pairs. Has anyone noticed that I want the strawberry shirt? Bc I want the strawberry shit god DAMN it I don't even dare to look up the price. Should I do it? Do I deserve a little something something?? (is it even still in the rotation???) (so many questions) I also saw a kick ass lounge chair I want. I don't have a lounge. Honestly the day I don't wake up and want something ridiculously expensive is the day hell freezes over lmfao.
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I loved the way you characterise Aventurine! So I wanted to know your opinion if you think he’s able to have a fulfilling relationship, like life long sort of thing and what makes him hold on to that in spite of him always gambling on his life. Because I can’t really imagine an old Aven.
Hello Anon! Thanks, that's a first xD mostly people like my takes on Ratio more, but I do admit I find Aventurine harder to wrangle. There's just a lot to him but at the same time I keep coming back to feeling like "this guy's got noooothing"
So then, when you ask this, I don't even have like a good answer that isn't going to be a long essay.
Would he be able to hold a fulfilling relationship? In a way, yeah?
For me, I think Aventurine would love to be a family man. He'd be such a good dad! I just don't think his mental state would allow him to really be happy about it when he does get that because:
a) I don't think he will ever be free of being a Stoneheart and live a normal life b) because as he is his entire deal is that he is a man who got (nearly) everything (money + power) because he has nothing to lose.
So the nothing to lose bit is like, key to his character. If he becomes a family man the edge he has, the daring to bet his life vs what he wants to get will really start to have weight, he would start weighing that kind of wager more, and I think he thinks he can't risk that, because while we don't know what his new motivations are, I do think he would still want to accomplish a lot of huge things therefore...
The only way I see him gaining some balance in his desire to win against all cost but having like, a bit of attachment to life enough that there will be some stakes to make his mental state less bleak. He would probably permit himself only the ONE desire/one irreplaceable someone/one weakness, and that is all concentrated in Dr Ratio.
I feel like, idk, he's got to have something to live for, but not too much, enough to keep going. It might as well be 1 single person who he just wants to have a few pockets of peace with, not necessarily a white picket fence life, but just enough to get by in companionship etc. (I also don't think Ratio is the settling down kind tbh)
I really do see him winning until the very end though, at least he'd never lose a gamble where it counts. That said, I also don't think he'd get old, he'd probably die due to some recklessness or something. I do see him kinda sticking to the IPC though, but not because of Diamond's grander ambitions idk too early to tell.
I still really wonder what the deal was in the Myriad Celestia when he looked unhappy to receive his stone back. I don't think he was going to walk out of it alive, so did he want to die instead of come back to being a Stoneheart? It doesn't align with what should have been his character development at the end of the 2.1 quest and the title of his boss theme (Hell is Preferable to Nihility) suggests he is glad to face hell (continuing on his life) rather than be gone so anyway let's assume, he isn't exactly happy to be in the IPC but that is his the "state" that serves him best soooo
Thanks for the ask, anon! I hope that was sufficient answer enough and made sense. He's kinda hard to wrangle....
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If you are still taking submissions for the character ask thing perhaps Sweetie?
My first impression - She's so spoiled??
My impression now - She's SO spoiled?? Also not a villain, just obsessed with being in the spotlights, ok. They do treat her lowly though... I'd be annoyed too.
Favorite thing about that character - She may scheme all she wants and even capture the Princess, but the moment the Princess turns out to be in danger, she's always like HELL NO NOT ON MY WATCH
Least favorite thing - For such a smart pup, she fails a lot to understand most things she tries to get for herself to become the Queen won't actually make her the Queen just for being in her possession XD Come on Sweetie, you're more intelligent than this...
Favorite line/scene - See the next answer for favorite interaction, it's also my favorite scene
Favorite interaction that character has with another - She just wanted the attention and applauses... Busby played applause sounds for her... She hugged him... There goes my heart, I didn't need it anyway--
A character that I wish that character would interact with more - Chase. NO, SERIOUSLY, HEAR ME OUT-- Remember how she hated him because he's the Princess' favorite rescue pup? Imagine if the show would keep going back to this, at least sometimes. There would be space for so many shenanigans and side glaring/growling and arguing between these two. Every time they go to Barkingburg, Chase's like "What did Sweetie do this time" and Sweetie's like "HOW DARE YOU INSULT ME LIKE THAT I'LL MAKE YOU PAY FOR YOUR INSOLENCE" and everyone else's like "Omg just kiss already" "Welp here we go again"
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character - THOSE TWO GIRLS FROM THE HORSELAND SHOW, CHLOE AND ZOEY and tbh their horses too
A headcanon about that character - She secretly likes Rock music.
A song that reminds of that character - I NEVER THOUGHT I'D ASSOCIATE A SONG FROM "SIX" TO ANY PAW PATROL CHARACTER EVER and look at me now. "No Way". Just-- Just take away the whole part of how this song is about a Queen who was betrayed and gaslighted by her husband. Instead, change it into how Sweetie has always been treated poorly, promised big things but in the end she's just being played, she wants the attention she was made to believe she deserves, she wants to be important, and they just find it adorable and silly from her and keep pushing her down all the time. She's been loyal, she's been there for the princess all this time, what she gets in return? Mockery, laughter, they treat her as an adorable joke, most times they're just annoyed when she demands attention, she causes a mischief and they send her to her pup house jail thing and move on.
An unpopular opinion about that character - If there's a pup in this show who has an awful owner, that's not Arrby, that's Sweetie. She's not a villain, she's literally led to believe she'll have greatness and then they pull her down all the time. I really think the Princess should be a better friend and owner.
Favorite picture - Not exactly any particular picture but I just really like to see her happy
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🍀Justice For Lake!🍀 - Total Drama Viewer Reacts to Disventure Camp Season 2 Episode 6 “Broke & Back Mountain”
BOW DOWN TO YOUR SAVIOR.
HE SLAYED RIGHTFULLY.
Anyway, we're back. I know it's been awhile. I've been busy doing other things.
But don't worry. We're back now. We're cool. I didn't die.
At least I can watch this show more peacefully, so I'm not bombarded with bigotry every minute! I can hear my conscience again!
Because yeah, last episode's elimination, subverted my expectations in a way that pleased me.
I'm very interested in what's gonna happen next, considering Yul is out now. I mean, slayed or not, James is still an antagonistic character, so I'm ASSUMING he's taking the mantle as villain.
That and we have Krystal as a villain already.
So let's get into this episode:
Oh, no recap this time? We're just gonna...
Aw, I wanted to watch Yul die again :(
Awwwwww, Aiden and his bear, that's so cute ❤️
Why you sleeping with earrings?
Uuuuuuhhhh... why are you two sleeping together? What is going on here?
I guess you guys figured things out.
...
AND NOW I'M EVEN MORE CONFUSED AS TO WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE?
ARE THEY IN A POLYCULE? IS THAT WHAT IT IS?
😂
Riya has my exact reaction XD
"What in Bollywood's name did I witness last night?!"
"I told them not to bring it up until the game was over."
Wait, so why were y'all in the same bed?
That's not a 'friends' thing to do.
So Hunter still hasn't come out yet.
"Fortunately, Yul had to leave the game due to a medical emergency."
Yeah, FORTUNATELY XD
I love that nobody misses him at all.
"Eh, you know, we don't know if he made it or not, but he was kind of a douche, so I should be worried, but I'm just not, you know...?"
"Well, I hope he doesn't get well soon."
XD
YEAH SEE?! XD
DON'T WE ALL?
Idk how many Yul stans there are. All the Yul stans probably blocked me.
"I never liked Yul. His personality and way of expressing himself were horrible."
Why didn't you vote him out then? When you had the chance.
You could've allied with Kai or Connor, and not much about your gameplay changes.
"But all the hate he caused kept me and the girls safe. It was good strategy."
THAT'S your justification?
You and your girls weren't in ANY danger. And Kai would be easy to persuade for a fourth vote. You have majority.
OH. MERGE ALREADY?!
We're only at Episode 6. GODDAMN.
Total Drama 2024 was out for BLOOD trying to beat this.
"PreMerge speedrun! How quickly can we merge our characters?"
"As you may have noticed, we are in the middle of nowhere."
XD
"WELCOME TO THE VOID!!!"
"Excuse me?!"
What's wrong with supplies?
"HOW DARE YOU ENSURE THE PEOPLE'S SAFETY!!"
"Aiden and James are going together."
Oh goddammit. AGAIN?!
I mean yeah James didn't kill Aiden, but THAT'S THE BAR.
I would've loved to see Aiden and Lake pair up tbh.
As friends, obviously.
"Is there a problem with the signal here?"
I'm glad I have subtitles on so I know he said signal.
I heard 'SIGH-NAL'
'SINAL'
Idk, I'm not gonna question it in case this is an accent thing.
"You are in the middle of forest. There is no Internet here."
I thought that'd be obvious. XD
Oh he's gonna LOSE IT
"What?! What year are we in?!"
The year of HELL.
Except I'm in the future. So...
Still hell.
"You seem to know a lot about survival."
"No big deal, I just read it in a book."
Sounds like everyone.
"Sources?"
"Uh... I read a book once. Ten years ago. So yeah, I'm an expert. I know everything there is to know about surviving-OH, HEALTHY BERRIES-*GAGS*"
"Nope. Not another one. Please no."
XD
"NO! NO MORE GIRLS! PLEASE! I DON'T WANT LOVE, PLEASE!!!"
"Can you believe it?! What kind of low budget show leaves its participants without Internet access?!"
BUDDY. IT'S THE WOODS.
I'm surprised you even HAVE wifi at camp.
James is just gonna be complaining the whole time.
"We're in the middle of the woods, James. What did you expect?"
Yeah, exactly. Even the other characters are calling this out.
"Look, the faster we get to camp, the faster you can get back online."
Aiden's like, "So PLEASE, shut your mouth and stop staring at me with predatory eyes. Then maybe I'll get you your precious wifi back. If I don't smash the phone first-"
"I had some differences with James, but what he did for me in the previous ceremony makes me believe that, deep down inside, he's not that bad."
"I mean, HE KILLED YUL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. How can I NOT respect the hell out of him?!"
"Now that the teams are dissolved, I guess you'll go back to your alliance with Lake and I'll be alone again."
Awww, Riya, honey, no...
"If I make an alliance with Lake, you will be also part of it."
ABSOLUTELY.
BEST GIRLS ALLIANCE? HELLO?
Alliance of all the best girls?
"We can dominate the game together and you can beat the shit out of us in the semi-final."
Oh so you WANT to lose to Riya?
Heyo, don't tempt her to slay, Rosa. SHE'LL DO IT.
"Huh, now that you're encouraging me to slay, I think maybe I should slay, you know? Helps with my broke-ass career. People LOVE IT when people SLAY."
Awwwwww
Why is Rosa so good with everyone?
"Maybe I should go higher."
"Don't do it. You could fall and hurt yourself."
LOOK AT YOU SITTING ON THAT THIN-ASS TREE BRANCH. YOU'RE ONE TO TALK.
"Do you care about me?"
Oh... oh that's deep actually... shit...
"Well sure. You are my friend."
"Even though you threaten my senpai's attention away from me."
"Who's your senpai?"
"Good question..."
*Bi Crisis*
"I thought you were just pretending to be nice to me."
Oof. OOF. Girl, I'VE BEEN THERE.
"What? Of course not! I really like you!"
"Don't take that in wrong context! Please, no! I'm not bi! I'm just making a point!"😳
"I admit, at first I pretended to be Tess's friend a bit so Hunter wouldn't feel bad."
Oh, so...
This and the children rage thing. I question your morality a bit Allyson.
Poor Tess.
"This is the last time you take part in a challenge!"
What are you mad at him for?! Ensuring your camper's safety?
...actually that checks out.
"People want to see people suffer and fight for their lives, to see them get hurt and go through the worst of embarrassments! This is what the show is about!"
You sound like a Chris McLean child.
You sound like Chris McLean right now XD
God that's a good line though.
Has someone working at OddNations seen my Total Drama posts where I discussed this exact topic, and said "We should make THAT a major theming of our show!"
"That's why this show went so many years without being broadcast!"
HUH?
HANG ON. BIG QUESTION MARK.
What is the time gap between Season 1 and 2? Exactly?
I THOUGHT it was just one year, but apparently not. It's been several years?
I mean I know the past hosts were criminals, but the show was still aired, right? Or was it not??
I'm confused now.
"I'm saying Lake was right. You ARE worse than Mr McLean!"
*CHOKES*
WAIT WHOA WHAT THE FUCK-?!
I SAID THAT AS A JOKE.
I SAID THAT AS A JOKE, I THOUGHT SHE WAS JUST SOME EXECUTIVE'S CHILD-
SHE'S ACTUALLY CHRIS MCLEAN'S DAUGHTER?!
SINCE WHEN DID THAT MAN GET A KID?!
Oh wait cause her name is CHRIS-tal-
I'm an idiot.
I am a fucking idiot.
I bet y'all are laughing so hard at my mental breakdown right now cause you figured this out on day one.
I AM A FUCKING DUMBASS...
Alright I'm calming down. I'm calming down.
So uh... SO MUCH MAKES SENSE NOW.
So... let me get this straight, if I am TRYING to understand the lore here:
Total Drama is CANON to this universe. That's what they're implying. Unless this is an AU.
I THINK when Oliver said "This Show" he meant that SURVIVOR, the show Total Drama is based on, doesn't exist in THEIR universe, and Total Drama IS the equivalent of Survivor in THEIR universe.
Total Drama took place in the years they were airing in real life. So TDI took place in 2007 for example. And the last season, before the reboot anyway, was Pahketiew Island. AKA, the worst TD Season EVER. That aired in...
*looks it up*
2014.
So if this same logic applies here, then this show takes place in...
2022.
So it's an EIGHT YEAR TIME GAP.
So after Total Drama got cancelled for Chris McLean's island scheme, before the show was revived in 2023, Disventure Camp Season 1 would take place in 2021.
And the original Disventure Camp, the season ran by Derek and Trevor, was aired as a shady site due to their crimes. Which is why they got people messed up in the head and/or desperate for money, to do the show. THEN when they got caught, a year later, the rights of the show went to Krystal, someone of much higher power and Chris McLean's daughter, and she kept the show alive and aired this season.
So it's basically:
TDI-TDA - 2007
TDWT - 2008
TDROTI - 2012
TDAS - TDPI - 2014
DC1 - 2021
DC2 - 2022
TD2023 - 2023
TD2024 - 2024
And if we're sticking with the year gaps, then DC3 is in 2023 in their time.
Idk, I feel like this could be wrong. I'm trying to understand the lore here.
I know, THERE'S ACTUAL LORE IN TOTAL DRAMA NOW.
"I'd rather sleep on the street than keep working on this damn show!"
DAMN.
That's every Gen Z employee now.
Y'all have no idea of the mistreatment we suffer...
Like, old folks, we will be overworking our asses off just to get impossible standards to even get HIRED in the first place. No matter the degree. No matter the experience.
And we will STILL not be able to afford rent.
And WE'RE the problem?!
Ummmmm... hi?
"Lake, get in the helicopter."
What? NO. WHY?
"You're out of the game."
WHAT?!
WHAT WAIT WHAT THE FUCK?!
HANG ON!!!!
Is this because she read you for filth?!
Are you eliminating Lake out of SPITE?
NO. I WON'T ACCEPT THIS. NO SHOT SHE ACTUALLY GETS ELIMINATED HERE.
SHE HASN'T EVEN GOTTEN A CHANCE TO PLEAD HER CASE OR GET VOTED OFF!
"Your father called. He wants you to come home immediately."
Oh so that's why?!
Lake, you don't have to go sweetie! STAND YOUR GROUND AND SAY NO.
"NO, Krystal. I am NOT going anywhere!"
"Unless I get voted off. THEN I'll leave. But not because of my shit father!"
"I could, but your father offered me a generous payment for him to skip certain deals."
Uh, yeah, no.
Lake, you don't have to do this.
"Also, if I remember correctly, you said some nasty things about me in the last challenge."
YEAH I FIGURED THAT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT.
LAKE, YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GO.
"I AM NOT GOING. I HAVE TO GET VOTED OFF FIRST."
NOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOO
NOO COME ON
HUNTER!!! YOU'RE WATCHING THIS. DO SOMETHING!!
YOU CAN'T JUST DO LAKE LIKE THAT!
WHAT WAS THE POINT OF HER DEVELOPMENT IF IT WAS GONNA AMOUNT TO NOTHING AND SHE WAS JUST GONNA GO BACK?
WHAT WAS THE POINT?!
"I don't agree with Lake's situation but I admit I feel a little relieved now that I'm on my own."
WOW. YOU SUCK HUNTER.
BRING LAKE BACK! I WANT LAKE BACK RIGHT NOW!! GIVE HER A PROPER ELIMINATION! THAT'S BULLSHIT!!!
I'm so mad...
"Do you have any idea how much content you could be uploading to TikTok right now?"
And Tumblr.
*UNRELATED IMAGE*
"Don't tell me, thunder scares you."
Awwww.
It's actually worse cause they're in a tent.
"And to think I could upload how cute you are when you're terrified! Look at my BABY everyone! Hashtag LOVE!!"
UMMM... SIR. NO.
HE DID NOT SAY THIS WAS OKAY.
THERE IS NO CONSENT HERE.
HOW HARD IS IT TO ASK: "Hey, do you want me to cuddle you? It might help your fears."
"I can't replace your teddy bear. But I can try it."
...I mean it's a sweet gesture at least...
Half the time I can't tell if Aiden is blushing out of crush or DISCOMFORT.
James, I appreciate the effort, but you're still a creep.
Oh god it's HELL...
How is there a fire in the rain?
"It's the boys! Great! Now that I'm an intern, we can be friends again!"
What boys?
Trevor and Derek? They escaped?
WHAAAAAAATTTT IN HELL'S NAME...
WHAT ARE THEY DOING OUT HERE? HELLO?!?
"Kai and I have been living in the forest."
You're completely okay with this? WHY?
"A dance to bring rain!"
WAIT YOU'RE GODS?!
These two have been trying to become the GODS and take over the universe. Holy shit...
Why is Kai jacked? I just noticed that...
Why am I asking this when I have A MILLION other questions.
"Look for the wise man who drinks from the turtle's neck."
WHAT?
"I'm going to find some wood to make a fire."
Girl, IT'S RAINING. It won't work.
...what's wrong with Tess? You're fine.
"I need... I want all this to go away..."
OH...
Wait what she's going through? Is she panicking?
"I do not want to be here."
Does she have some trauma with the cave space?
"No! You do not understand anything! Nobody understands why I came to this place!"
Oh...
Okay, explain then. I want answers.
Honey's going through it right now.
"I told you not to worry, I don't need you."
Tess, come on...
NO DON'T CUT AWAY.
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND TESS BETTER.
WHAT WAS TRIGGERING HER THERE? I DON'T GET IT.
YOU CAN'T JUST CUT AWAY BEFORE I, THE AUDIENCE, UNDERSTAND SOMETHING!
OH LAKE'S STILL HERE. YES!
"Is there a reason father wants me to come back?"
I WONDER WHY.
"It's because of the kisses, right?"
"I haven't exactly come out of the closet, you know?"
"Because of that and because you burned your books, didn't turn in your essays, they found out you hid photos of them and now everyone knows you're bald for being stressed."
Oh. We FINALLY get an answer for that.
I heard that was a real thing that could happen. When people lose their hair out of intense stress. And... yeah.
That says a lot about Lake's character and what she goes through.
Also Krystal FORCED her to do all these things, so why isn't her dad taking it out on Krystal?
"I'm done. I'm sure he'll send me straight to boarding school and I'll have to spend my youth surrounded by cranky nuns."
You're just giving up? GIRL.
"Your parents seem tough, huh?"
"They're the worst."
Yeah. Took you awhile to realize that.
"Since I was born, they have controlled every aspect of my life. From the clothes I should wear, to the tone my skin should have..."
DAMN.
"Well, at least your parents were with you."
Oh, is Chris...
Why am I asking? OF COURSE. OF COURSE CHRIS WAS A SHIT NEGLECTFUL FATHER. I SHOULDN'T BE SURPRISED AT ALL.
"When I was a child, I could only see my dad on television."
"And he was torturing teenagers. Now you know where I get it from?"
"What abut your mother?"
"I don't know. Dad never talks about her."
I'm confused on if it was a fling situation or if Chris is married... idk, I don't remember if Chris mentioned having a wife or not.
This could just be a fling he had and whoops, the woman got pregnant.
OH THIS LOOKS LIKE A NIGHTMARE.
I'M SO SORRY GIRLS YOU DON'T DESERVE THAT.
OH NO HUNTER.
WHAT HAPPENED MAN?
"GOLDEN SAID I SUCKED..."
I'M SORRY!! I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO SUFFER FOR IT.
"James and Aiden found a bike that Oliver hid, Rosa and Riya put together a raft and are about to arrive as well."
Oh cool. Glad we saw that on screen. /s
"Third place? But Lake is here."
"Where's Hunter?"
"Oh, he died."
"Is that true, Lake? Are you going home?"
"Unfortunately, yes."
I hate this so much.
This sucks.
This is a SHIT elimination for Lake.
"But there was a change of plans. She stays here and she'll just leave this camp, voted out or with a million bucks."
OH WAIT, WAIT A MINUTE.
HAVE MY PRAYERS BEEN ANSWERED?!
Also the dad sounds like he's been kidnapped and gagged.
LAKE STAYS!!!!🎉
I wish Lake was the one who stood up to him. But SHE STAYS!!!
"That's right, father, mother, I'm not going anywhere. I will eat as many calories as I want, I will not marry anyone for your selfish interests, and I will not go to that boarding school! Whether I win the million or not, I will never let them control my life again!"
OKAY I'LL TAKE IT!!! I WILL TAKE THAT!!!
👏👏
GET EM QUEEN!!!!
Okay, NOW I get why y'all like her so much.
"There will be no eliminations today!"
Oh cool!
"Don't you want to catch up with your followers?"
"Nah. I'll do it later."
James development too? Hello?
AWWW LOOK AT THEM. THIS IS SO SWEET.
They didn't invite Tess, Allyson, and Hunter?
Oh there they are.
"Hey Ally, what I told you... what I said about pretending to be my friend, well I..."
"Tess. It's okay."
NO STOP INERRUPTING HER.
LET TESS OPEN UP GODDAMMIT.
I WANT A TRAUMA DUMP.
Allyson has a tattoo?
That actually looks kinda sick.
"Will Tess open up her heart to Ally?"
I feel like they can hear me teasing them.
Thing is I can't tell if they have better chemistry with each other than they do with Hunter, cause they'd had good Hunter interactions too...
But I think Hunter is aromantic, so...
And that was Episode 6.
No eliminations today. But I'm fine with it.
This was a pretty good character episode.
It's almost like now that a certain someone is out of the picture, I FEEL LIKE I CAN BREATHE. I CAN ENJOY THINGS AGAIN. I CAN BE INVESTED IN CHARACTER BITS MORE.
Instead of bitching about this one guy.
JUSTICE FOR LAKE.
Like, NOW I see why y'all like her.
I liked her at the start too, but not to the point where I was like "LOVE YA GIRLIEPOP, MUST PROTECT."
And now I am "LOVE YA GIRLIEPOP, MUST PROTECT."
I am SO GLAD that was a fakeout elimination. Because if that was real, I WOULD'VE BEEN PISSED. Because that would've butchered all her character development, made it all pointless, and plus that's just such a cheap and rigged way to eliminate a character.
That's why Leshawna's TDI Elimination is THE worst elimination of all of these shows. AND I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS.
THANK GOD THAT WASN'T REPLICATED HERE.
Do I think she's winning? Eh...? Idk. I don't know if a million dollars really suits her character and what they're doing with her, ya know?
If you're asking me who I think is winning: Rosa or Aiden.
Aiden has just been "The Innocent Boy" The entire time, and his association with the SNAKE of the cast is building up to something for sure.
I LOVE that James killed Yul. But in terms of being around Aiden, I'm not won over YET.
I still can't ignore the uh... CONSENTUAL ISSUES between them.
Like, come on, how hard is it to ASK before you snuggle up to someone? Especially if they're NOT your significant other.
And I just love Rosa. And I honestly see no scenario where she could be eliminated.
She's a lot like Owen and Wayne in that sense. Where her whole strategy is just being the nicest person around, and thus nobody wants to vote her off or hurt her.
Plus she actually DOES have some strategic moments with her girls alliance, and she knows morals and stands for them. So, yeah, I'm routing for Rosa.
She can use the money to raise her child. It would be so sweet!
She's a Paddington. That's all I'll say. She is a Paddington and a beacon of light in such a CRUEL, MISERABLE environment where there's so much deception and hate going around. And not only does she refuse to get pushed, but she also says that sweetheart. I SALUTE HER.
I also hope we get to know more about Tess. Idk. MAYBE I was stupid and didn't understand what was going on in that scene. Mostly because they don't explain it.
Like, I get that maybe you don't want an info dump. But I, the audience, needs to understand what's going on. I'm not in the writer's head! I don't know this character! I need to be explained what's going on!
I know she's an orphan. I know she's depressed. I THINK that scene was hinting towards a trauma trigger from either caves or the dark? But I don't know??? I don't know what they were saying there.
Maybe I'm stupid. If someone can explain that scene better, PLEASE. I want to understand this.
But, uh, here's a criticism for Disventure Camp:
There's several times in these episodes where they cut away before things can be explained. And several times it cuts away before I feel like the scene is properly done. It's weird pacing, and it's also depriving the audience of information we SHOULD have.
Like, Hunter says he'll talk to them about the love triangle situation. THEN IT CUTS AWAY. And next time we see them they're in the same bed and a confessional tells us what they talked about.
Like, you don't need a confessional there. You could've just, idk, SHOWN ME the scene where he talks about this to them. Then when we start this episode and they're all in the same bed, I wouldn't be scratching my head, I would be flattered because then I'd know what the conversation was and why they were doing that.
That's just an example. There's multiple others I could use.
Even in Season 1, even if it's not AS bad there, it's still there. Like when it cut away before Jake could tell Ellie his situation. Though, I can excuse THAT, because we the audience already knew of the situation and those aspects of Jake's backstory, so we didn't need to hear it again.
But everything else, idk, I feel like I should know more than I know.
This is like... just an example, The Amazing Digital Circus, only when they're in hell, we DON'T get Pomni breaking down and crying or Kinger's speech about love and memory. After Pomni gets saved from possession, we just go straight to them figuring out how to get past the damned soul corridor.
No, there's not a lot of action of them sitting there, so it's not the most fun scene to make, but it's NECESSARY, and helps you FEEL the characters and understand in full what's going through their heads.
You NEEDED that heart to heart. You NEEDED Pomni to cry. You NEEDED Kinger to explain his dementia. Otherwise you'd just be scratching your head on what the character's context is, because it's context you don't have.
This isn't a mystery show. So I think this criticism is valid.
It's a pacing issue. It's not a criticism I give out of spite. I'm just saying a flaw I have picked up on.
And I do hope they do better with this going forward and we get some really good character moments in the future.
And before you say "Runtime". This isn't Total Drama. This is an indie show that can do whatever they want and run these episodes as long as they want. So they ABSOLUTELY can make episodes 5-10 minutes longer to accompany some backstory and character building.
I know they can't do flashbacks or anything like that in this format, but idk, you could do some visual stuff with the setting to tell the story or something.
(I'm, at this point, asking to be hired as a writer.)
Good episode.
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers (except me because obvs I have done it). Spread the self-love ❤
This is a lovely ask thank you!
Now let's see. 5 of my favorite fics I've written, hmmm.
I know no one asked for explanations but I'll give them anyway XD Here they are (these probably change depending on my mood), in no particular order even though they're numbered:
Lonely Stars Drifting In The Black (gen) Why is it fav? I of course CANNNOT go without mentioning this fic. My first, properly long fic that I finished. I remain so proud of what I achieved here and my commitment to writing it all out and FINISHING it. That used to be something so hard for me to do and I'm so proud of how I managed to write these complex relationships without sacrificing the character's morals. I-m still working on the series that sprouted out of it and I'm STILL so happy about the stories coming out of it. Fandom: Star Wars: Prequels Characters: Jango Fett & Obi-wan Kenobi Summary: It's an easy job, go in, get some information, and then Jango Fett can be on his merry way out of the disgusting Death Watch camp which he has nothing but contempt for. It WOULD be an easy job, that is if it weren't for the chained kid they've got, tied up like an animal… Jango sees red and nothing more. He'll make them regret the day they dared to lay hands on a child.
Of The Old Things Hidden In The World (gen) Why is it fav? I consider this one of my most self indulgent projects and I love it for this XD. It's a crossover but I take myself very seriously with it and that's one of the things I like so much about it. Could be silly but I don't let it be. I took a concept that I really liked (Merlin turning Aithusa human) and then I just REALLY ran with that idea. When I would usually hate miscommunication, this story is filled with it but it's purposeful and no one is being stupid about it. Fandom: Merlin BBC x Avengers MCU Characters: Aithusa, Merlin, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff & Clint Barton Summary: Merlin and Aithusa have weathered this world together since the long gone age of Camelot. But now Merlin is in grave trouble and there's nothing Aithusa can do to help him. Merlin has commanded him not to follow, not to help. If Aithusa keeps doing nothing at all, it'll soon break his heart, surely. But… this new age has heroes, perhaps they might help. After all, Hydra IS their problem, isn't it? The should be the ones to deal with it.
A Crime Of Passion (gen, but can definitely be read as shippy) Why is it fav? This story gave me SO much grief but since the MOMENT I conceived this story I've loved the idea and at the end (despite all the problems) I keep loving the result I got from it. I got some good narrative out of it and TENSION. Characters being forced to do something they don't want to my beloved. Fandom: Twilight Characters: Carlisle Cullen & Aro Summary: For the life of Edward, Carlisle Cullen must make a bargain with the devil of Volterra himself, the bargain though, is not at all what the Doctor thought it would be. (Canon Divergence from the end of New Moon)
After The Mist (pre-ship but SUPER gen vibes) Why is it fav? This ones OLD and you can see a lot of mistakes in the writing but I LOVE the interactions that I wrote and the relationship I was crafting. I like it so much, love the idea of the story, that I STILL want to finish it and give it the love it deserves. Fandom: Frozen ll Characters: Agnarr & Iduna Summary: After young Agnarr returns to Arendell that faithful day in the forest, there's a grief too deep inside his chest he cannot begin to comprehend it. But there's no time to dwell on it, he's a king now and he must act as such. Still, he is drowning, he's drowning all the time. But there's someone out there who might just understand what this profound pain is doing to him. "My name's Iduna."
Drizzle By The Sea (Gen) Why is it fav? Another VERY old work which I'm still very fond off. It captures one of the things I love writing the most and it's this little pleasures like walking in the woods or getting soaked by the rain. I find the feeling it produced beautiful and it makes me happy so, yeah. The execution is maybe a bit clumsy but I know what old me wanted to transmit. I keep coming back to this sort of writing and I hope I never stop cause it makes me feel alive and like the world is magic. Fandom: Teen Titans (cartoon) Characters: Robin & Jericho Summary: Jericho is a bit... weird. Robin can see in the way the sea captures his attention that there's a natural feeling and a sense of delight that he carries with him. It's contagious.
Thank you so much for the ask @cilil it made me very happy and I did want to answer something like this today. I'm glad for that emotional boost, so thanks again <3
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Kings reaction of MC messaging them”send nudes”
(XD okay) Satan: "Very daring of you." MC: "Just asking for some pics... Unless that's too much for Satan himself." Satan would scoff behind his screen as he makes the most seductive nude he could make at that moment. Satan: *Sends nudes* "You know touching the real thing is better than drooling over some nudes. You know where to find me. If you dare." Satan: *Leaves chat*
Mammon: "You should just come over. Then I'll give you something better." MC: "Just want something to keep as a reminder of you..." Mammon: "Cute, come here and I'll give you an experience you won't forget." MC: *Leaves chat.* Mammon just laughs at how fast you left the chat. He awaits you in his chambers.
Beelzebub: *Sends nudes before you even asked.* MC: "... What-" Beelzebub: "I know you want them, you're welcome. Enjoy." MC: "But, how?" Beelzebub: "Don't question my methods... Anyway, do you want more?" MC: "Tempting..." Beelzebub: "Look out your window." There he was. A grin on his face as he looked up at your window.
Leviathan: *Read.* MC: "... So-" Leviathan: "Read." MC: "I guess that this is a no?" Leviathan: "You won't get pictures from me, not now at least. But you can come here and see if you can get a better treat." MC: "Coming over." Leviathan: *Leaves chat.*
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Pertinent to the request I sent earlier; Could you write a scenario where Akashi tells his S/O about his DID and how it came about? And maybe also about the associated negative feelings? I'm sorry that's a bit too specific. xd I'd really like some Akashi angst right now. :'D
It was a calm day and his father had allowed him a free day; that he was using to be with you. He was laying in the garden, his head on your lap as you read his favorite novel out loud to him. He relaxed at hearing your voice. It had became a favorite pasttime of his, to lay back and enjoy you reading to him. He tried to relax, but something was nagging at the back of his mind. His other self. The Emperor inside of him, had a tendency to get restless when he was relaxing. Because the Emperor inside of him hated his free days. It was the antithesis to his existence, to have peace and to have no pressure to do anything. He could relax, most of the time, but sometimes, an irritated grumble from his other self would bubble through his mind and he'd tense up for a moment. Something you noticed. "What's wrong Sei?" You asked softly, closing the book and laid it at the other side of your lap. Knowing better then to lie to you, Akashi sighed. "I don't really know the best way to start." "Take a deep breath, I'll wait for however it takes for you to formulate that answer." You instructed playfully. This, was one of the things he loved best about you. How you could support him and bring a smile to his face with the most beautifully soft expression on your face that showed just how much you loved him. "You remember, my other personality, right?" He asked cautiously. You nodded, stroking his hair. "Is he bothering you?" "Not really, it's just that I feel there's this restless piece in the back of my mind that I'm sure is him. He cannot stand it when I relax." Akashi explained, glad he could talk about it with you. His father was a way different story, but you always listened and would confide any stories of your own regarding the subject in an attempt to make him feel less alone. And you were listening, biting your lip. "I suppose this is the part where I say, why do you think that is?" He took another deep breath, it felt like he had to gather all the energy in his body to answer your question, "It's because of how he was born." "You mean, the reason why you got sick?" You asked, wanting to be absolutely clear. You didn't wanted to be confused by a topic this important. Akashi's feelings mattered deeply to you, and so did his health; in every form. Akashi closed his eyes, not being able to bear the world as he dared to open up for the first time, "It was just after my mother died, you know? My father put me under so much pressure and it was as if I could feel my mind beginning to crack, and split. The Captain duties at Teiko took so much of me too, that when I nearly lost to Murasakibara, he emerged. My mind has created him to protect me against failure, and to always succeed. But he's an Emperor, who always feels like he has to do something. Relaxing like this is something he'd seldomly allow himself to participate in. He cannot handle us just laying about like this." He confessed everything, and it truly felt like a weight was lifted from his shoulders. "But Sei, that makes total sense. You were pushed to your absolute limit with no remorse, anyone's mind would shatter! Especially someone as vulnerable as a kid. I'm so sorry your dad's such a dick." You said, sincerely angry on his behalf. Akashi let out a small chuckle, feeling grateful he had a wonderful girlfriend who was as understanding as you. "But can I please tell Emperor-tan to let us enjoy our time? If he continues to bother me on our dates, he should better come out right now. I still need to kick his ass for threatening Nana-Chan anyway." You challenged and he grinned weakly in response. "Well, you should know he's not scared of you." "I don't care! He should better bring his A game, because I won't surrender easily! I will not stop until he cowers at my feet and leaves us be." You declared and he laughed softly. Going through grief, trauma and mental illness was a difficult journey and for sure a rollercoaster of emotions but with you that rollercoaster always ended at a positive note. He would thank you for being his rock, until his dying day.
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Hello! first time asker! I've only just recently got back into AC and you're pretty much the only AC blog I've followed so far (after reading your fantastic Eagle of Alamut fic) but the thing that happened to me seems very much something you'd enjoy.
Which is the Altair Jumpscare I got
to preface, I'm an ad blocker extraordinaire and put that on pretty much everything - except my mobile games. But even so, with how much i adblock the ads i DO get are very generic with very generic characters.
EXCEPT FOR ONE BIZARRE AD
A Tap-Away ad that for some inexplicable reason had Altair in it where he waved his arms like a wacky inflatable tube man and was then promptly sucked into the tapaway cube.
I was so caught off guard that i didn't nab a screenshot and I have been trying and failing to get him to show up again after 3 weeks of doing so much more Wordscape than I've ever had before to no avail😭
But it did spawn the idea of Desmond, with a burner/stolen phone, playing a mobile game and getting that Altair Jumpscare like i did which, with some digging by Rebecca because why the hell is he in an ad??? find a breach in Abstergo's database which they can exploit.
Welcome to the fandom! I hope you enjoy your stay (don’t mind the missing exit).
Aaahhh, Wordscape. I used to play you but then you keep interrupting my time with ads so I deleted you… like all the others who dared to give me ads that takes majority of the screen.
Ngl, I would have tried that game because it dared to show Altaïr to me. Then promptly delete it after a few hours XD
Alright, for this one, we’ll set it during AC2. He’s not that close to anybody yet so he sorta kinda stole Lucy’s burner phone while she was looking.
He always had a knack for stealing, probably the only thing that didn’t make William Miles say ‘again’ more than five times.
It only became so much easier when he started reliving Ezio’s memories.
The Bleeding Effect, right?
That’s what Lucy called it.
Regardless, Desmond figured it would be alright to play it anyway. It had a cell service and he always returned it to Lucy’s bag before she notices anyway.
It was during one of his free time (Rebecca said the Animus was acting fussy for some reason), he figured he can play one more level before they tell him to go back in.
The level wasn’t anything new, kinda funny that one of the words was ‘imprison’ and he got a bonus for trying out ‘prim’ (primo was a no go though and it took a moment before Desmond realized it was because it wasn’t English, fuck, was this the Bleeding Effect as well?. Just when he cleared it, the phone let out a loud static sound.
Which was weird because (1) the game’s audio was set to mute and (2) the phone itself was set to full silent with 0 volume on any kind of media.
They all turned to stare at him and he would have apologized, had he not heard someone shout his name coming from the phone.
“Desmond!”
It was Altaïr.
It could only be Altaïr.
The voice was the same voice he heard back in the Animus.
And he shouting at Desmond, staring at the screen as he slammed one hand against…
The screen?
Golden wisps wrapped around him, dragging him to the darkness behind him as he shouted, “Desmond! Find us! We’re-”
The ‘ad’ disappeared.
And Desmond was now staring at the next level.
He could clearly see one of the words was already filled out for some reason.
‘Breach’.
“Desmond…”
“Sorry, Lucy.” He handed the phone to Lucy as he said, “I was just playing ‘cause I was bored.”
Before Lucy could grab it, he pulled it back and pressed it over his chest as he asked, “Did you guys hear Altaïr too?”
“We heard him but, more importantly, Desmond…” Rebecca glanced at Lucy before she said, “None of us should have any phones at all. Abstergo could track us.”
“It’s not mine!” Lucy immediately said, taking a step back as she said, “I don’t know why you think that’s my phone, Desmond.”
“What?” Desmond blinked, “But… I took this from your bag…”
“Shit.” Rebecca’s eyes widened as she realized, “Did… Did Abstergo plant that in your bag, Lucy?”
“What?” Lucy turned to stare at Rebecca.
“That’s not possible. We’re the ones who brought that bag here, remember?” Shaun reminded Rebecca, “And we’re absolutely sure we didn’t put that phone there.”
“Then… who did?” Rebecca frowned as she mumbled.
“We need to get out of here.” Shaun said, “Desmond, turn that phone off and give it to Rebecca. She’ll check it.”
“Wait-”
“We don’t have to tell Bill about this.” Shaun said, “That phone could have easily given Abstergo our location. We need to move.”
Lucy’s eyes widened when Desmond gave the phone to Rebecca and she said, “We need to destroy it then. To keep us safe!”
“What? No!” Desmond stepped forward to cover Rebecca.
No.
To cover the phone.
“Altaïr just used it to contact me. We need to know how it was able to do that.”
“It’s a risk but he’s right, that Altaïr could have just as easily been a trap but we need to be sure.” Shaun was already taking down the papers on his corkboard as he said, “Come on, Lucy, let’s pack as quickly as we can. We can contact Bill on the move.”
Desmond frowned.
Lucy looked pale.
Was she afraid that Abstergo already knew their connection.
“Hey.” Desmond placed a hand on her shoulder, feeling her freeze. He smiled at her as he said, “We’ll be fine.”
His smile grew as he said, “I’ll kill any Templar coming our way, okay?”
#was the phone something that appeared due to the change of calculations?#was it lucy’s actual secret phone?#shrug#it is connected to abstergo’s network though#what is altaïr though?#shrugs again#he did say ‘we’#so you know he’s not the only one trying to contact desmond XD#assassin's creed#desmond miles#altaïr ibn la'ahad#ask and answer#teecup writes/has a plot#fic idea: assassin's creed#lucy stillman#rebecca crane#shaun hastings
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head above water | chapter 3
also written by @keepswingin
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pairing chan x reader, jeongin x reader
genre love triangle, coming of age, angst, sickfic, friends with benefits, college au
summary Homework, a small business, overbearing parents, a boyfriend that isn't a boyfriend. And then there's whatever is going on with her best friend, who seems to want something...more than a friendship, if he ever gets around to asking her about it- life is complicated, and far too busy for Y/N to be bothered with being stressed, or sick, or whatever it is that's making it hard to eat and sleep and focus on her work-
status ongoing
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a/n hi hello keeps here with an update, finally! this chapter has been done for a while, all i needed to do was the texts xD anyway, sorry for the delay, life and all that to put it lightly. the support means everything so far, and i'm excited for what's coming even if you guys might not be ;)
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For some reason, it's only Chan home when you unlock the door to Minho's apartment, tucked in the corner clicking idly on his mousepad. He calls a distracted hello over his shoulder as you leave your things on the counter before you walk into the living room and flop down on the couch sideways, huffing a long sigh. Chan doesn't offer any other words as he continues to type and click, so you decide to wait until he's done, closing your eyes and readjusting your head on the armrest.
You don't know how much time has passed by the time you hear his laptop shut and the fumble of a cord dragging across the table, before you feel the couch dip as your legs are pushed over to make room. "What's up?" he asks you gently, one hand reaching out and resting atop your knee.
It's comforting in an annoying way, how he just knows that you're not feeling how you should be - that sleeps tugs all too easily at your eyelids, that your throat has been dry, that your stomach continues to tighten and clench like it's battling the rest of your organs. It's all concerning things that don't usually happen to you, but you also know there's really no time for you to focus on things like this between the three new commissions that came in the other day, and the homework you're barely finishing on time. Not to mention your mother's sudden flurry of messages yesterday, poking and prodding and pretending to be upset that you hadn't gone on vacation with them. Not that they had even asked if you had wanted to go, or that you would ever dare to go in the first place.
"Where is everyone?" you counter quietly.
Chan shifts, his back pressing against your legs. He's wearing a grey button-down that's a tad too nice for lounging around at home, though his colorful pajama pants offset it nicely. "I think Minho and Han went out. I don't know where Bin is, but he left early this morning." He pauses, thinking. "Did you have any idea what he was talking about the other day?"
"I'm still trying to figure it out," you admit. It's far too easy to admit that, actually. Can he read the stress in your face too? The questions that have been swirling around your mind nonstop against everything else going on? "That's actually why I'm here." You broach, watching him carefully. If there was someone who could possibly know what Changbin had been talking about, or why he was acting so strange, Chan would. "I need someone to talk to about all of..." you pause, and end up giving a grand gesture that's really not all that grand, "this."
His expression doesn't change much, if at all.
"This?"
"Not this-this," you clarify, heart beating a beat too fast, surprised by the gentle smile that curves his cheeks. "I mean what Changbin said. What Seungmin said the other day. What it is that everyone is keeping from me." You don't know if you're onto something or not with the way he laughs, almost like he couldn't keep it in. It's short and sweet, and soothing to the stress that clings to you like a second skin, but it also makes something else in you not feel so great. Couldn't things ever just not be complicated?
"No one's keeping anything from you," he says, but the light lilt of his voice keeps you from thinking he's more than certain.
You stare at him for a long moment, trying to decode what you can't even see. He turns away from you to play with a loose-hanging string on your jeans, just below the ripped hole in your knee. His touch used to give you shivers, back when it was all you ever wanted, but now his thumb brushes softly across your skin, and you don't really feel anything at all.
In fact, he's always the one trying to touch you, even when there's more than enough distance between you. He always finds a way to cross the distance, even if it's completely out of his way, a boat against an ocean of crashing waves that tries to steer home anyway; Chan standing halfway into the kitchen, backtracking to rest an arm around your shoulders, butting Changbin out of the way one drunken evening to be the arm you lean against, always, always being there, even if you don't need him.
"Actually, hey, can we pause for a second and maybe talk about this-this too." You say, slowly sitting yourself up and tugging your legs away from his touch. He gives you a curious look, and his cheekbones dip as his lips start to frown, and it's the last thing you want. "Hey, no, not - just - chill." You sputter, the words getting lost on the way out.
You reach out, and he grabs your hand before it can really get anywhere, holding it still. Gently. Like you're something that could break, and that's always been another part of it, of why your relationship didn't last. He always acknowledged you as a person, but never as something that couldn't break. He was always worried you would, and it was something sweet at first, knowing he would be there to catch you, but you didn't like how you were always expected to fall down and not get back up.
You squeeze his hand, and hope you can figure out how to say this without sounding stupid.
"Chan," you start quietly, meeting his searching gaze. "I love you, but we're not dating anymore. You know that, right?" You hate how fast his face drops, faster than he can control it. You said it as gently as you could, because this wasn't coming from a place of malice, but from your own heart, and what you knew was good for the both of you in the long run. You would never stop being best friends with him, and you would never push him away, but this needed to be said. Especially now.
It takes a long minute before he's able to school his expression into something calmer, something that doesn't twist at your chest like you've gone and stabbed him with a knife just for the fun of it. You feel like the bad guy, even though he would never say it. A part of you wishes he would. (What else would he say, as he took all of your broken parts and crushed them until there was nothing left?)
No. No. Not Chan. Not any of your friends, none of them would do that to you. This was your mind straying too far, your eyes getting too wet, your anxiety getting too thick. Your own fault, you suppose, trying to run around and do things like this between already not feeling well. It was hard enough to battle it on a good day.
Chan squeezes your hand to get your attention. You blink and look over, and see him smiling, back to his usual self. You don't remember looking away, and you don't remember your hands trembling, but he squeezes you all the same. He was too good, after all, above you, above all the girls he had dated back in the day before he had settled on you. There really was no one else like him.
"Hey," he says softly, reassuring, "you're okay." He waits patiently, until you slowly stop shaking, before offering his thoughts, smile sticking firm to his cheeks. "I'm sorry that I'm crossing the line. I didn't mean to, and I never want to make you uncomfortable."
"You never did," you are quick to correct, "and there's never been a problem. I just think it would be healthier for us both to..."
You trail off, at a loss for the right words. It's never been this hard to think before.
"To keep a healthy distance?" Chan supplies, and now he's smirking. "So that it looks like we aren't in a relationship?" You let go of his hand so you can swat at him, but he ducks out of your way, fully versed in avoiding you when need be. You're glad he's teasing though, because that means you didn't ruin this too.
He stands from the couch to stretch, and you catch him glancing over at the time. You figure now is as good of a time as any to ask, now that some of the weight has been lifted off your shoulders. "Is there a reason you're half dressed, by the way?"
He hums in question, looking over at you, and then down at his outfit like he's forgotten what he's currently wearing. You're not sure if he does it out of humor, or because he really didn't remember.
"Oh, right, I have a gig in a half hour." He reaches down and tugs at the collar of his shirt, trying to straighten it out. You give him look of confusion. They hadn't secured an underground gig as a rapper trio in a long while. Chan moves towards his bedroom as you work through your thoughts, before remembering that he most likely means a random job he snagged off a friend's social media post. Why was it so hard to think? To remember? Would you be okay making it to the doctor's office in your car, or would you forget the directions halfway there?
You try to shake the negative thoughts from your mind. You'd much rather try and grill Chan for details before he goes.
"Where are you working today?"
You hear the sound of his closet clanging open, and hangers roughly jerk around as they're sorted through. "A small construction job up in town. Some new building they're doing, but the pay is above average because they want it done fast. I won't be home until late, I'm sure."
"Changbin will be mad that you didn't invite him along," you call back, smiling to yourself. Him and Chan were like brothers when push came to shove, and Changbin loved to shove. He also liked to look out for Chan with jobs that sounded too good to be true. "Did it sound safe? Or was that why the pay is so high?"
Chan is quiet for a long time, and all it does is confirm your suspicions. You catch him ducking into the bathroom from the corner of your eye, the door left ajar behind him as he fixes his hair. "It'll be fine," he dismisses, voice slightly muffled from the walls between you. "He'll be busy helping Minho with dinner."
"If Minho lets him help with dinner," you chime, and Chan laughs. You lean back against the couch, fingers drumming over each other in your lap. You never got to ask him what you really wanted to. Would it be wise to bring it up now, or just put a damper on what's been an easy conversation between best friends?
"What is everyone keeping from me?" you ask before you can stop yourself and keep the line that's been drawn in the sand without your knowledge. "Changbin's acting weird, and you know Bin better than anyone. Is secret keeping really still a thing at our age?"
He sprays something in the bathroom, and then you hear the sound of clothes being thrown to the ground. "It's for your own good," he confesses as he opens the door a moment later and walks down the hall. He's no longer wearing pajama pants as he walks into the kitchen and starts to fetch what he needs for a quick sandwich.
"Can you let me decide what is and isn't for my own good please?" you ask, sighing exasperatedly. "This just makes me worried it's about me, or something. Do you all suddenly hate me?"
"Stop that," Chan rebukes, turning around so that he can glare at you for saying such a thing. He pops open the cap of his mustard and points the bottle in your direction. It's not as threatening as he hopes it is. "It's not about you," he continues, directing his attention back to his partly made meal, "it's about someone else." He pauses, lost in thought for a moment. "And we would never think that about you. You know that."
You deflate, sinking further into the couch cushions. "Sorry," you mumble, guilt pinching at your insides. "I'm just overthinking. As usual."
"No self-degrading comments either," he replies, and you watch as he tosses a container back into the fridge that looks suspiciously like leftovers. His eyes meet yours, and there's a hard glint in his that tells you he isn't kidding. You bite back your own comment of asking if he just put last night's leftovers between two slices of bread with mustard.
"Fine," you grumble, rolling your eyes.
Chan smiles, and then takes a bite of his sandwich that no mere mortal could. You spend far too much time trying to think of a joke, only to come up short. Figures.
Your phone chimes, dragging your attention away.
You smile, unable to help it. Your stomach flutters, and it's a nice contrast to what it's been doing otherwise. Chan notices as he walks back into the room, grabbing his own phone and checking the time. "Minho text you?"
"Funny," you deadpan, putting your phone down as he grins and heads towards the front door, bending down and digging through the shoe rack for something hidden in the back. "It was just Jeongin," you dismiss, curious in the way he freezes for a moment before continuing to search. "Can you please just tell me?" You try one last time, watching as he finally pulls out the work boots he had been searching for. He slips them on one at a time, crouching down to tie them tightly. He doesn't turn to face you, and that nice fluttering feeling in your stomach dissipates faster than you would have liked it to.
"It's really not my place to say," he responds tentatively, his fingers slipping on a lace. "But someone likes you."
And that, of all things, is not what you were expecting to hear.
"What?" you reply, dumbly.
Chan returns to his full height, turning to face you. "Someone likes you, Y/N." It's hard to decipher his expression. "Bin found out, and it's been a bit hard to keep him from doing anything stupid."
Your mouth moves automatically. "Typical."
"Yeah," he confirms, quietly. "The big lug."
The silence that you both lapse into is...odd. It's not uncomfortable, but it's not the best either. Chan shifts on his feet for a moment before gaining some of his previous energy back, and by the time you blink, it's like nothing had happened.
"Do I look okay?" he asks, one hand curled around the doorknob.
You give his outfit a short glance. "You look the same as always. Is that what you were going for?"
His eyebrows knit together in confusion. "What does my same as always look like?"
You smile. "Like a middle-aged music teacher."
You're proud of yourself for staying straight-faced as you say it, and nearly hold your breath as Chan looks down at himself and then back up at you. Then his cheeks pull, and he's huffing out laughter as he pulls open the door. "Your lessons are cancelled," he finally says, pulling the door shut behind him, followed by the sound of your laughter.
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