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Be Careful What You Ship For - Bully fanfiction
Rating: Explicit (Underage warning)
Tags: POV First Person, Unreliable Narrator, Characters Writing Fanfiction, Comedy, Pining, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Explicit Language, Canon-Typical Violence, Threats of Violence, Explicit Sexual Content, Eating Disorders
Ships: Gary Smith / Jimmy Hopkins, Beatrice Trudeau / Mandy Wiles
A self-recounted tale of how Beatrice Trudeau falls into a habit of writing smutty fanfiction about Jimmy/Gary. What starts as an innocent secret soon grows into something much closer to the truth than she ever intended. The vibrant life of Bullworth continues around her, with all of the blistering issues providing ample inspiration. If only she had known the consequences of seemingly inconsequential actions...
Ao3 link here
#bully game#bully canis canem edit#bully cce#canis canem edit#smopkins#gary smith#jimmy hopkins#beatrice trudeau#bully fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#i drew this silly 'cover art' myself#I'd love to do some for all my big ones#then i could make a masterpost?#big thoughts for someone with three (3) things to put on said masterpost#anyway please enjoy your read!#be careful what you ship for
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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ#snap sketches#posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP#please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue#i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that#this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this#only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it#the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default#however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can#my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ
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Merry Christmas!! I hope you all have a wonderful day <3
EDIT: I accidentally posted this too early but know this illustration is referring to a previous comic if you'd like to read it ! [Christmas 2023]
#almost tgcf#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hob#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#san lang#there's also three additional characters hidden there can you recognize them?#myart#merry christmas#merry xmas#I do admit I only wrote xmas because I lacked space#anyway I know I said I wouldn't do any illustrations for christmas but guess what haha I lied#no I didn't lie actually the spirit of christmas just came to me with an idea and I had to draw it#the spirit of christmas was listening to the fruitcake album on loop#anyway this is what happened after the christmas comic from last year#they got an after work party and then hualian just slumped on a sofa to cuddle or something like that idk#it's about the vibes okay not the feasability of it all#on that note please ignore the fact that I accidentally gave them the same heights#I hope you all have wonderful holidays and enjoy your time!!#I blurred the christmas tree for composition reasons but know I liked drawing it a lot <3#summarizing tgcf without having read any of it#san lang my babygirl my boytoy malewife my little pin up
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Any caitlyn too fanfic recs LOL thanks diva
Lol i was bout to reply to your comment but ig i'll just make a post about it.
My favourite writers are SunsetSharkbite and Connie they have a bunch of fics about them, from long fics to smut oneshots so you can choose 👁
#suger answers#fic rec#caitvi#my favourites probs are#rumours (terrible & true)#overtime#and#coming!#yes#anyway#enjoy the fics if you decide to read any! and please share if you have any recs of your own 👀#piltover's gayest#piltover's finest#violyn#vi x caitlyn#caitlyn x vi#arcane#league of legends#caitvi fanfic#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman
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what is your favorite quote from the infamous hp fanfic, my immortal
#my immortal#ive been obsessed with the strange aeons full reading of the fic ive just listened to it like five times this week alone#sorry im gonna subject you to it now too#if you have never read it or havent even heard it before please. seek out my immortal#that fic is legendary and i want everyone to be aware#so heres my collective fave quotes. vote for one or add your own!!#my favorite is the 'but im also a satanist' one i fucking laugh out loud every single time#anyways heres a poll ive wanted to make like all week enjoy <3#polls#night is an absolute mess on main
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helloo!! hope youre having a good day :3
was wondering if i could get a drabble of the dca helping reader with something medical? sickfic, stitches, yadda yadda. reader being embarrassed, the whole "i can do it myself" shabang. im a sucker for "patching up" tropes </3 im CURSED!!
Title: Sick but Fine
Word Count: 1,492
CW: nothing, just a lil bit of sick y/n
You hurried through the rain up to the huge doors of the Pizzaplex, feeling heavy-headed and congested. Your body ached and protested that you stay home today, but you couldn’t miss work.
To clear your head of any thoughts of sickness, you thought about how you were probably supposed to take the employee entrance, but why did it matter? Nobody would care, and nobody does. Besides, the front entrance has a much warmer welcome than the old door in the back.
But putting that aside, you rushed through the crowds to get to the daycare. You were already late, trying to push through the sea of people going to see the band’s show was going to make you even more late.
You swore half these people saw the show every day. How does it never get old? You never saw it more than once. Other than that, you only heard kids begging Sun and Moon to take them to see it. The answer was always no.
You finally made it to the doors leading to the Superstar Daycare, and as you entered the completely empty lobby, you sneezed. And you sneezed again. And again. And again. You stopped in the dead center of the room and calmed yourself down. You weren’t supposed to come to work sick. You had to do everything in your power to make sure that Vanessa didn’t find out you had a fever, she’d kick you out.
The final breath you took before you left the lobby was deep and long, and then you left for the stairs and went down to the entrance. Before you opened the large doors to the daycare, you rubbed your eyes and stood a little taller, trying to pass the I’m not sick look.
Finally, you pushed open one of the doors and stepped into the brightly lit daycare. A few kids ran around away from the rest of the children, and over by the ball pit was Sun playing who knows what with quite a few kids. He looked up at you, and his rays spun around, clearly quite happy to see you.
You waved and took your route to the main desk, setting your plastic water bottle next to the computer. “Sunshine!” You jumped, and though Sun did this nearly every day, his popping up suddenly caught you off guard each time.
You cleared your throat, “Hey, Sunny.” You smiled at him.
Sun leaned over the desk and watched you for a moment as you pulled out your chair and sat down. You heard the sunbot say your name with a bit of concern.
Your mind snapped to how you looked—probably a little under the weather. “Yeah?” You replied, acting oblivious.
Sun stood up straight and gestured his hands accordingly as he spoke, “You look a little rosy-cheeked today! Everything's all right?”
You nodded, “Yeah, why?” You lied.
Sun twitched, “Sunflower, you seem… are- are you sure you should be coming into work today? I- I mean, it’s not that we don’t want you here! Moony and I- I mean, you just look unwell, do you have…” He reached over the desk in an attempt to feel your forehead for a fever. You knew you were flaring up, so as Sun tried to place a hand on your forehead, you pushed it away and said, “I’m fine, Sun.”
He would frown, and then he groaned with displeasure, “If you say so...” You stood up from the desk and stretched, “Oh, could you grab the box of art supplies from the closet, please?” Sun chimed, his rays swaying blissfully as he walked along.
You nodded and left for the closet. Sun waved you off and then turned back to the children.
“Moony… I don’t think-”
“Neither do I. They are sick.” Moon’s voice rang from inside Sun’s head, the moon and the sun animatronics speaking through their shared headspace.
“What do you think...? Should we help? Or should we… leave them be?” Sun asked, looking back, scanning around for you even though he just sent you to the closet.
“Leave it to me.” Moon said without hesitation, immediately thinking up a plan.
You took the box of art supplies from the closet, wandered back to the daycare, and dropped it on the counter. Sun turned around and sighed, then he called all the kids to the tables and signaled for you to bring the box over. You did as you were told and lugged it over, plopping it on the ground beside Sun. “Thank you, Sunshine!” He beamed with enthusiasm, digging through the box and grabbing what he needed.
You watched as he started to pass out the art supplies, and you started to space out.
You were tired. You felt someone tap your shoulder, and you snapped out of it, shaking your head vaguely as you realized Sun had been talking to you. “Sunbite…? You okay?”
You nodded, “Oh, yeah, sorry. I just spaced out for a moment.”
Sun’s brows knitted, but he just turned back to the kids and supervised them. Eventually he sat down and started to color with the rest of the kids, and so did you.
Before you knew it, nap time came around. You went back behind the desk and waited for the lights to go out. Maybe you could get at least five minutes of rest while Moon was taking care of the kids.
Finally, the lights dimmed and went dark. There were a few clicking sounds and the sound of shifting metal, and that told you that Sun and Moon were switching.
The next thing you knew, Moon peeked over the desk at you. "Hey, Moon.” You smiled at him.
He popped up onto the desk, crouching on it as a perch, “Hello, starlight~!” He hummed, his sharp teeth spreading in a wide grin.
“The kids are looking for you.” You said, looking past Moon. “I’m aware.” He jumped down from the desk and lingered behind it, “I’ll be back in a moment,” he whispered, heading off into the darkness to fulfill his job.
Just like he said he would, Moon returned to the desk. But you didn’t see him. He came stealthily from behind and grabbed you, pulling you off your chair.
“MOON!” You whisper-screamed, mindful of the kids that were sleeping.
He shifted you into a position in his arms where one arm held your legs, the other your back and head. He ignored your squirming and complaining and started to walk away from the desk.
Moon’s skyhook came down and attached to his back, and then he was carried up to the platform where his room was. “Moon, what are you doing…!?” You hissed, pushing to get out of his arms.
He walked off the balcony, detaching his hook, and went into his and Sun’s room. It was messy but cozy, with soft lights hanging from the ceiling that weren’t enough for Sun to come out, and blankets and pillows everywhere. There were cleaning supplies and other daycare products in some corners, too.
Moon carried you to a couch in the corner and plopped you down onto it. You tried to stand, but Moon pushed you back onto the red sofa.
“Lay down.” He demanded simply.
“What are you doing?” You groaned, folding your arms over your chest.
“You are sick. You need to rest, so I am putting you to sleep.”
“I am NOT sick! I’m fine!” You hollered in a mutter, standing from the couch and taking a few steps away before Moon inevitably pushed you back onto the couch.
“I don’t care whether you think you’re fine or not. You are going to rest because you are not fine.” Moon grabbed a blanket and a bunch of pillows. He lifted your head and placed a pillow behind you, then covered you with a blanket.
You shook him away, “I can take care of myself, Moon.” You took the blanket off and turned your body, planting your feet to stand, when you suddenly had a huge, painful coughing fit. Your chest felt like it was burning and on fire, and your throat was dry and sore.
Moon just watched you from across the room, arms crossed and a monotone expression. “So. How’s being fine going for you, Starlight?” He murmured, his eyes narrowing.
You shot him a glare, “All right, fine…” You laid back down and covered yourself up, “I’ll sleep…” You moped, turning yourself so you were facing the couch and not Moon.
You heard Moon shuffle closer to you, and then he sat beside the couch. You turned over and looked at him, but he didn’t look at you.
Your arm hung over the edge of the sofa, your fingers barely brushing the hard ground. Moon looked at your hand and thought for a moment before he mended his fingers into yours.
It was silent.
It was calm.
“Thanks, Moon…” you said under your breath, your eyes closing with heaviness and comfort.
He sighed, “Any time, Starlight.”
#I would love to hear your guys feedback!!#I would also love for a few more requests#I’m getting bored on roadtrips :)#anyways I hope you enjoyed reading this!#please reblog this!!#hahskeleton#fnaf#fnaf security breach#sundrop#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#dca x reader#dca x y/n#dca x you#sun x reader#sun x y/n#moon x reader#moon x y/n#daycare attendant#fnaf daycare attendant#daycare attendant fnaf#daycare attendant moon#daycare attendant sun#daycare attendant x reader#dca#inbox
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hello tumblr, hello squid game 2 nation, hello inhun/457/toxic old man yaoi enjoyers
may i present to you:
illusions by yours truly seitti
https://archiveofourown.org/works/61899175/
a multichapter wip i am currently working on, a retelling of season two -- featuring gi-hun meeting a dashing stranger (who is definitely not the frontman.... definitely not....... who'd think that.....) and falling in love with him, before meeting him again in the games.
#this is what made me open tumblr again after Months okay#squid game#inhun#457#001 x 456#in ho x gi hun#hwang in ho#seong gi hun#the korean hannigram has truly rotted my brain okay#let me live#anyway please read this i swear if youre having any ounce of the fun reading that im having while writing youll enjoy it#my fic#ao3 writer
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sapphic wilmon fics as sapphic songs🩷🧡🤍
this is a (play)list of some of my favourite genderbent au wilmon fics as sapphic songs to celebrate the wilmon tag on ao3 hitting 5k works!
I won't treat you like you're oh so typical by saynomore @saynomorefic [T, 9k, 1/2]
non-royal AU. rare butch wille/femme simon! delicious sexuality realisation friends to lovers
I'd be home with you by TheBoyWhoWalksInTheLight @aro-of-artemis [E, 6k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon in universe fluffy established relationship valentine's date.
Comes on the common tongue of your loving me by TheBoyWhoWalksInTheLight @aro-of-artemis [E, 1k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon in universe pwp. simon being a teasing lil shit
Santa Claus won't make me happy (but you will) by MarvellKya17 @i-love-semicolons [E, 3k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon in universe pwp. christmas themed, semi-public sex with toys
The altar is my hips by TheBoyWhoWalksInTheLight @aro-of-artemis [E, 1k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon in universe pwp. new year's eve themed and excellent lesbian sacrilege as usual
Bubblegum by stealthy_chameleon @stealthy-chameleon [E, 2k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon cute mutual pining to smut speed run
the taste of lace and you by willesworld @willesworld [E, 3k, 1/1]
princess wille x she/they simon in universe pwp. wille in lingerie.
Look at me when you're alone by Gwendolyn @shouldntbearevolution [E, 3k, 1/1]
dom she/they simon giving wille a lap dance... yeah
Something Bittersweet by embracedthevoid @embracedthevoid [E, 9k, 2/2]
a series of 2 fics. non-royal AU. enemies to lovers. hate sex. still pretending to be enemies hehe. public sex.
good friends by phnelt @phneltwrites [E,4k, 1/1]
established wilmon and (straight friend) felice threesome. trust me sksk.
#even if my music taste isn’t up your alley please trust my fic tastes#mother (of lesbian wilmon) knows best trust me😌#sksks look the fact that most of them are rated r is definitely coincidental#i also didn’t realise you’re only allowed 10 songs so maybe there’ll be a second round when i have 10 other fics!#sksks i started this before i saw the challenges and… yeah my reading does not have the breadth to complete the challenge sorry😭#my tastes are very singular aksksk i read exactly what i’d write#and that is. lesbian sex sksks#please enjoy this lil gift anyway x#it’s time for dinner lesbian wilmon nation sksk#young royals fanfic#young royals fanfiction#young royals#tiff fic recs#princess wille au#wilmonhits5k
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People calling the wicked book traumatic, horrific or "straight up porn" is making me very upset because its none of those things. Since when is a political plotline traumatic.
And of course the book is not appropriate for children and theres heavy topics included in it that would make people uncomfortable. But telling everyone that its horrific and traumatizing is not the right direction????? Its fine to have boundaries and recognize that something isnt right for you but also lets not scare everyone. This is the type of behavior that leads to banning books. The fear of art is making me scared for the future. Its 2025 and i see more and more people being against any type of art thats challenging in any way. Smells like fascism which is already returning, even without this artistic narrative.
The least we can do is not making people fucking SCARED of books. Can we not let media literacy die completely. Can we engage with things that are out of our comfort zone or at the very fucking least not propagate fear.
#thank you for coming to my ted talk#ive been taking advantage of how cheap museum tickets are for students recently#any time im at a gallery with contemporary art all around me i hear how its pointless how its vulgar and disgusting and uncomfortable#and how it shouldnt be displayed anywhere that it doesnt deserve recognition#i go on tiktok and people are making jokes about elphabas genitals#and the comments are just “the book is awful its just porn”#the worst part is that wicked is really not a bad political book#its also a very emotional book i mostly look at it from an emotional perspective but ozian politics are very interesting#AND POLITICAL FICTION IS NOT A BAD FUCKING THING TO READ IT SHOULD BE READ#justttt fuckingggggg FUCK im upset#YOU DONT HAVE TO ENJOY DARK THEMES BUT DONT FUCKING SCARE PEOPLE#anyway#look out for fascism its in your backyard probably please im begging#wicked book#wicked#tumblr politics#szarempire chronicles
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Get Your Life Together AU
#kaiji#kaiji itou#akagi#akagi shigeru#FKMT#edit: updated this illustration bc some of the rendering was bothering me#if you dont know what Kaiji is just pretend these are my OCs bc they might as well be for how unrecognizable they are. Also read/watch Kaij#why did i draw an AU where Kaiji gets his life together & becomes a tattoo artist and f.t.m Akagi is there? anxiety i guess??#i've been unemployd as flck and my coping stratergy is that i terraform my blorbos#i know tattooing is kinda tabooin japan bc of yakuza but kaiji and akagi are pariahs so why not. not like he can keep a normal job anyway#it puts him in the flow state he craves but instead of gambIing away ungodly amounts of money he just draws a w ee d leaf on kazuyas a s#i put thought into the tatoos and stickers etc i want to explain them but i doubt anyone would read all that. but please enjoy the details#HEY HERE'S A FUN FACT ABOUT THIS POST#it wasn't showing up in the fkmt fandom tags for a while so i complainted to tumblr about it bc i was feeling petty#apparently tumblr looks through all your tags and all the individual words within your tags to see if its sensitive material#so i went through and changed words until it showed up in the tags#and then changed some back to see what would keep it in. and i know for a fact that one of the sensitive words was f////t///////m#so thats cool.
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alright alright alright.
Here it is, Binary Stars, in all its weird ass glory, for those of you who keep seeing me tag posts about it or like the 3 of you who are here because Chaumas made me some really sick ass art. I appreciate any and all feedback!
You have to have an account with AO3 to read it to try and prevent AI bot scrapers from uploading my work other places, but it's free and posted in its entirety.
#Please be kind to me#or at least make your criticisms good and funny#I've wanted to share it for a long time#but there's that whole mortifying ordeal of being known thing going on#that said#please enjoy#Binary Stars#my writing#You also have access to the partner piece Black Holes if you finish it#which is also posted to my AO3#but do NOT try to read it before reading Binary Stars#anyway two books for the price of one (which is nothing because I'm not charging you)
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i throw these P03 expression doodles out like food into a tiger cage.
#dont mind the pink/red hand flipping it off thats my sona#i dont have a reason for that. i. just wanted to.#anyways i hate/love this horrible machine sm#my art#inscryption#P03#inscryption P03#stoat's there too but. eh.#tumblr rly does destroy the quality huh. oh well#if youre still reading the tags hi i literally cannot stop rambling#i think this is my first time posting doodles actually so. enjoy ig??#also please ignore how shitty the crank and arm look its so fucking HARD TO DRAW i HATE HIM
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your krakoa era cherik art has altered my brain chemistry
more krakoa era is to come from me my friend so i worry for your brain
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#house of x#cherik#charles xavier#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#THANK YOU SM !!!!! i hope :) i hope your brain chemistry being altered is good ..... if not ermmmm oops </3#everyone ignore the fact i started to rush this at a certain point i have to go somewhere today bRLTKBJS#theres an alt ver where erik's wearing the black suit but the black + black suit combo was makign me mad so.#i went with the black suit first cause i just finished reading inferno and i wanted to draw it .... oops lol ....#ima just keep that ver locked in a folder forever thats just for me. ill draw his black suit publicly one day#after all i love his outfit in resurrection ... thats a delicious suit right there ...#anyway !!!!!! thank you again !!!!!!! please enjoy Them
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if you do not follow/haven't seen my recent posts, i really recommend you read this one and this one before continuing, just to make it hit the right way.
also reminder that i have an ao3 right here (and it's not all pain, promise!)
sorry in advance :)
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the more time passes, the easier it is for joel to talk about sarah. it still hurts, always will, an old bullet buried in his heart surrounded by scar tissue, but except for a few memories, words don't make him bleed anymore. tommy tentatively starts bringing her up once he notices that joel no longer flinches when he mentions her name, and it feels good to breathe life into their shared experiences, his brother the only one who comes close to understanding his pain but also the joy that colored their years.
ellie asks, too, just as hesitantly as tommy at first, but soon her curiosity takes over and not a day passes by without a question in-between sentences about his past. joel answers all of them, stories spilling from his lips and spinning themselves into a sarah-shaped web that he can share with her.
"she played soccer, right? when did she win her first competition?"
there's a few sports teams in jackson, and of course the soccer one caught her eye, making joel dread all the twisted ankles and bruised shins he was going to have to tend to. getting grass stains out of sarah's uniforms had always been a task and a half, and eventually they both stopped caring about it and just watched them pile up, turning white fabric a greenish-brown.
joel opens his mouth, the coffee cup in his hand hovering above the kitchen table, and then he stills, every muscle in his body turning to ice.
ellie's joel? is drowned out by the ringing in his hears, knuckles turning white and gripping the porcelain so tightly he can feel it crack in his palm, and he must have stopped breathing because his vision is growing fuzzy, black dots scurrying in his periphery.
joel lets the cup fall more than he sets it down, stomach turning, bile rising in his throat, because ellie asked him a question about sarah, his sarah, and he doesn't remember the answer.
it can't be, right? just a small gap in his memory, nothing big, it'll come back to him in an hour and he'll tell ellie about it later. but the panic squeezing his chest is real, terror slithering up his neck and curling around his ear whispering what else did you forget?
more than ever before, he tries to think back to all of it, from the first time he held her in his arms to the moment he buried her, and something odd happens to him when he finds that so much of it is. blurry. frayed at the edges, burned holes and white blotches obscuring important and unimportant details alike, memory an old role of film decomposing in the back of his mind.
the color of her baby blanket (blue, it had to be blue, he can't see), the first movie he watched with her, her favorite book in primary school, the way he did her hair on the first day of kindergarten, the friendship bracelets they made together, the posters on her wall, the dress she wore to her first dance (purple right? right?), memories surfacing as his panic cracks him open like an earthquake, and joel tries to cling to them, nails scratching at the parts that should be there but aren't until he tastes blood, desperation growing and growing because he is forgetting her.
"joel you're scaring the fuck out of me right now what's wrong?"
ellie's voice is distant, and he hates worrying her, hates the almost hysteric edge beneath it when she repeats herself, hands squeezing his shoulders, softly, first, then harder when he doesn't respond. all of the years that he didn't even know she existed, memories she has that he never will, all the firsts and buts and what ifs and failures that define a childhood, their innocent light fractured into vivid fantasies by the stained glass window of life. he has had all that and more with sarah, clung to it in the after to remind himself that she is real, that he is still a father even with his daughter buried by a nameless river.
it is all he has left of her, the childhood she never got to outgrow, and it's fading in a mind that has mourned her for longer than she got exist.
not for the first time, joel wishes he hadn't flinched, his brain worthless if it allowed sarah to fade away. without ellie bound to his heart, he would have tempted fate again for that alone.
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"who hurt you" too many people to count and luckily tumblr lets me make it everyones problem
#alex writes tlou#the last of us#tlou#joel and ellie#joel miller#joel and sarah#ellie williams#sarah miller#ficlet#i am so sorry but also not at all#please leave your pain in the tags or comments or my inbox i enjoy reading it#keeps me going#at this pace someone should take tumblr away from me before i give myself or someone else a stroke#anyway i promise this is like the worst it will get#at least today#who knows what my brain spits out tomorrow#but im really on a roll today!#time to read some fanfics and then probably write for my own so i can inflict more psychic damage in the future#if you see me use :) you know shit is about to go down#hi mutuals who i am directly stabbing with this ily
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Since when did we start charging money on patreon for fanfics 😭😭😭😭 is this for real😭
hi, love. I haven't seen that many people doing the Patreon thing when it comes to fanfic, but it's pretty common for people who draw for example to set up a Patreon. I believe that everyone who does, just like myself, needs the money. I wouldn't be doing it if i didn't need to. I figured the Patreon setup was the best idea since it's not really that common for people to tip writers, we've been struggling with getting reblogs and comments, so you can imagine.
Right now, I'm applying and doing tests to get an internship, which still won't be enough because I'm also trying to apply for a master's. So, yeah, I'm really thankful for everyone who tipped me on ko-fi and subscribed to my Patreon, last month my savings were over, and the Patreon money was what helped me pay for some medical stuff I needed (Idk if you saw the whole mick schumacher's sick club, but yeah — huge thank you for everyone who subscribed/donated btw).
We often see fic writers as little robots who don't eat, drink, or sleep. We request stuff, and expect an instant reply, and when we get the content we don't even go back to the page to tell the writer our thoughts. We don't reblog, nor leave comments, but still, we expect them to keep writing and keep sharing everything as if it didn't take hours, sometimes days to come up with a 1k piece polished to what we think readers will like best. I hope I don't sound rude, I'm just trying to make a point because I'm tired of seeing writers deactivating, tired of seeing my friends getting writer's block and then people still demanding things.
On top of that, I'm still posting a lot here, from smau to blubs and long fic requests (and I won't even talk about how some pieces aren't even getting a hundred notes, which always makes me wonder if I'm doing something wrong, if my writing is bad, or if there's anything that I could do to make the reader's experience more enjoyable), and it takes a lot of time, it's even harder to balance the two profiles now, but still, I keep sharing some of my work for free. so please, please, don't make me feel bad about needing money. thanks ❤️.
#I'm still searching like crazy for the best internship that gives me enough time to study for my application and enough money to pay for +#the stuff that I really need#medical bills are expensive#school books and stuff are expensive#we do what we can#and I say we including other writers that relly on donations too#anyways#Im sorry for letting my heart run wild here but I really needed to share this because I'm tired#and I do feel a bit guilty some days for sharing paid stuff because I wanted everyone to read what I post#wanted everyone to enjoy it and gush with me about college!mick and ghost!lewis and so on#but right now that's the best way I found to deal with my current situation#so please please try seeing your writers side#and on top of that make sure youre supporting the people that are here everyday putting their hearts on each piece#and I mean support as in reblog and let them know you liked it and so on#if you can support someone with money thats great#but most of the times a comment and a reblog will make the writers days#it makes mine#I wish you guys could see the smile on my face whenever someone comes back like “hey Im the one who requested x and I loved it”#anyways Im sorry for ranting#I hope I did not come across as rude again#and Im not saying you don't reblog or support your writers this is more of a widely rant#<3#millies inbox#anon#patreon#f1 fandom
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kind of tithe themed stimboard
#AUGHHH im in my tmft phase again#i just like edgy nonsensical mildly bigoted bullshit...#one of my favorite series but i can never reccomend it to people because you HAVE to read it within the cultural context it was written in#it was written in 2002! and its trying to appeal to a very specific audience!#its not a thing where you can turn your brain off and enjoy it despite the bigotry#you have to engage with its problematic aspects because they are a fundamental part of the text...#especially in valiant? bitch!#anyways READ THE TITHE SERIES RIGHT NOW DO IT THIS SECOND PLEASE#tithe#tmft#holly black#depollute me pretty baby [my boards]#bugs#stim#stimboard#wolf#grave#dark#picture#forest#wings#camera#cemetary#night#black#brown#green#Spotify
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