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"you never thought what youre destinied to do?" sweetheart i thought i was destinied to kiss a truck at 130m/h at 13, but guess fates a bitch.
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I'm seeing a lot of people with neurodivergency, specially under the autism spectrum say that "Laios is annoying, never shuts up, is insensitive, and I can't stand him"; and the irony is not lost on me lmao.
#like im sorry dude did you think all autism is “anime obsessed dude”?#how did you think neurodivergent people behaved on old times?#also like#being unintentionally insensitive is almost a telltale sign of autism cause you struggle with social cues#if anything i think a lot of you are finally habing to face your own internalized predjudices#“he is annoying” yes that's how ableist neurotypical people talk about us all the time tell me something i haven't heard already#like how do i explain to you that a lot of neurotypical people tal the exact same eay youre talkbing about laios#and is annoying when they go “but im neurodivergent! i can be biased agaisnt neurodivergent people”#yes you can because being neurodivergent is not a monolith and you are mistifying being neurodivergent#by implying theres some sort of virtue in being under the spectrum when youre as capable of being a dick just as everyone else#like you think you have autism but suddenly wanting to taste things youre not supposed to eat and not remembering peoples names is too much?#some of yall never experienced beinf a “weird kid” at a young age and it shows#and im not talking the “geek bullied” weird kid kinda way#im talking “the adults think I'm weird amd don't know how to deal with me”#WHICH FITS LAIOS PERFECTLY BECAUSE WE ACTUALLY HAVE A SCENE OF HIS DAD SHOWING HIM FALLIN AS A BABY#AND NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY IS THERE NO EXPECTED REACTION FROM LAIOS#anyways im making this rant because is unreal how many posts of this exist#you think Laios is annoying cause he wont shut up?#congratulations thats how most people see us#now get over it or watch other series if you hate it that much#dunmeshi hell thoughts#weird rant i suppose#dungeon meshi#laios touden
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one of my favorite senarios to imagine to put yukio in is sending him 10 years into the future (with the exwires usually) and everyone from their class are like chill adults including himself working their boring ass exorcist job and hes trying to assert dominance over them as the teacher™ but they're all like bro why so serious?
#somehow in my future au i accidently made only the boys active exorcists im so sorry to all the women in aoex#they all passed but i think shiemi and izumo would leave to persue other passions but still be in ajacent fields#like shiemi still runs her exorcist shop#idk what izumo does maybe she still is an exorcist but shes on leave trying to figure out what she wants to do with her life#cuz so much of her adolescence was focused vengence for her family i think she would be kinda lost as an adult#ive said this a bunch of times but rin isnt actually an exorcist for the same reason izumo isnt#ive been kinda muddy on my own timeline but either he passed and left or he dropped out of school and ran away#i think hes like an independent demon slayer like a contract worker#so he still is basically an exorcist but not sanctioned by the vatican like as part of a mercenary guild or something#but he can still take exorcist missions if he wants to but usually its not worth it so he just helps out yukio or bon on their missions#i think after being a literal terrorist yukio got demoted and lost his license for a bit so hes still the same rank as he is now#but now hes medicated and he went to therapy#he has like no memory of highschool to almost a concerning degree and hes generally pretty muted but is still well liked#bon had a completely normal exorcist experience against all odds actually so did koneko except koneko went back to the myoda#and then shima got scouted for his amazing spy skills and works overseas#sorry shima ur not allowed to be an idol that might be the trigger for the bad end#anyway i think teen yukio would hate adult yukio because he thinks hes not allowed to be normal and happy#this is like the 4th time ive made this post like i said its one of my favorites#the reverse is rin going to the past and like tutoring the exorcist class#nobody wants to do yukio psychoanalysis but me so i gotta step up to the plate#jk theres a lot of good yukio fanfics#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#yukio okumura#rin okumura
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gentle reminder that if you're a minor to please be mindful of my 18+only warnings in my blog <;'3 i got a lot of minors following me since the cotl potluck and this is mainly bc i while i dont draw nsfw my art style still isnt for 16+
#i want to post my ocs and what I draw and now that my commissions on vgen are opening up very soon#i don't want to get in trouble because someone accidentally steps into my blog#agh#rambles#sunny rambles#when i first began i only really just drew shitposts but now that im getting more comfortable i want to make my platform my own#im not comfortable with sharing even suggestive stuff and just advertise my blog as “16+” it feels weird. im a whole grown adult and I dont#to share something like that to a younger audience's safety i care abt and to my OWN safety#i feel bad but ragh#i want to post my art and my ocs but they wear form fitting stuff or something of the sort and almost all of them are feminine so im agh#ouff#sorry im rambling LOL#anyways!
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Okay so I was thinking someone should do something adjacent to this band au by @emilywaters but with Rembrandt as the lighting director but i fear that i may be the only person capable of this considering you know. Thats actually my job. But i have too many wips so you're getting this au in post form. Everything I changed from the original post is due to me writing out this entire post before I successfully tracked it down so like it's not me disagreeing I simply forgor.
I'm not sure what like level of fame they were supposed to be in the original but i need them to be doing stadium shows purely for Rembrandt's sake okay she deserves it theyre touring with an ma3 just believe me.
I think Cleon was originally their lead singer but she had to step down for. Reasons. Idk. So the Warriors are hard up bc their producer is on their ass about getting demos recorded for their next album but none of them really feel good about replacing Cleon.
Mercy is a mistreated burnt out pop idol who's just kind of getting listless at this point because she's basically just a prop for a brand and she can't even give a fuck about her music anymore. She meets Swan at a party and they hit it off and get blackout drunk and Swan wakes up the next day with a recording on her phone of Mercy doing a demo of one of the songs she wrote. She takes it in to their producer like here fine theres a demo are you happy and shes like??? Hello???? This is incredible??? Who is this singer??? And Swan is like hahaha. About that.
The producer reaches out to Mercy's management and theyre like um absolutely not she does not want to join your band she's a solo act but then Mercy gets Swan's number somehow and is like i DO wanna join your band actually but im stuck in this goddamned contract. So then its about them getting their record label to go up against Mercy's and get her out of her contract so she can be their new lead singer.
And also more importantly (to me) is the subplot about the like relatively young and inexperienced lighting girl from their home venue who Cleon insisted on hiring for their first tour and who just kind of stuck around and became part of the group. They tour with a disproportionately nice rig bc Rembrandt is a fucking nerd and none of them can resist her puppy dog eyes about getting shiny new toys. And like yeah she's kind of quiet and doesn't talk much in a group but she can hold her own against the fucking overhires giving her shit at whatever venue and not taking her seriously and she gets stars in her eyes when Ajax asks her about programming so like needless to say Ajax is a little bit obsessed with her. Rembrandt's job is half ordering around men twice her size and age and half real-time computer programming live in front of an audience. Ajax never stood a chance. There are always fans trying to see Ajax after the show and Ajax is always in the booth while Rembrandt talks about the latest patch grand ma pushed out and how she hates everything about it and everyone at that company is trying to ruin her life (she will have adapted and forgotten about this in two days until the next patch which alters her workflow .00001% upon which time she will again believe her career is over and she needs to call them to revert the console)
I think probably their relationship is more of a flashback moment bc obviously The Warriors can't be touring while they're looking for a new singer but I think when they're not on tour Rembrandt lives in Portland and does like weird indie performance art shit and Ajax stays in LA with Swan and the others and the long distance is kind of killing them. Could Ajax stay with Rembrandt in Portland for a few months and fly back down when they're actually recording stuff? Absolutely. Does this idea terrify her existentially for reasons she can neither articulate nor overcome? Also absolutely. But on a more fun note Rembrandt drags Ajax to USITT with her every year which is actually kind of fun for Ajax because in addition to Rembrandt being so excited nobody there is impressed at all by her being famous but they ARE impressed that she knows how DMX works. So. Who's laughing now Swan. The flashcards worked.
#the getting blackout drunk and recording a demo plot point is from hit abc soap opera nashville but idc#its a beautiful concept and im here to share it with the people#almost put the whole post in the post but i couldnt help myself so the sequel to the post in the tags is i think this au is kind of also#about the complexity of names and stage personas#like cowgirl and cochise and cleon who are like yeah these are our stage names#vs swan who is like yeah swan is my stage name but i forgot who i am underneath the stage persona so my old name sounds wrong now#and mercy who feels like the whole idea of who she is has been totally taken out of her hands for her whole adult life#and then ajax who has been trying and failing for years to get journalists to understand that ajax ISNT her stage name thats just her NAME#like yeah shes a performer but shes always ajax shes always been ajax#and rembrandt who like Gets It in a way even the other Warriors don't really get it#anyways. thank you guys for coming to my ted talk.#this is a double ted talk night. im up past my bedtime thats how ted talk it is#i was procrastinating folding my laundry okay. you know how it is.#warriors musical
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✨️jazz hands✨️ wow I wish I could just I don't know, fucking finish my milk in piece without it all being linked back to me wanting to play on the computer. like yeah guys good association its definitely true for sure guys you're so fucking smart huh, not like I maybe, I dunno know, just wanted to finish my milk and also get things done on the queue. not like thats a thing I could do. nope not at all for sure you're so smart thinking you know everything going on in my brain
#sorry#your periodic vent post cause i cant fucking be bothered#i love my parents but fuck can they just stop for a second and consider#i dont know . that maybe their oldest in the house rn is a little neurodivergent#and that maybe im not tryong to agrue im just trying to explain#and#i dunno#okay im just a little annoyed and a lot upset cause my dad keeps ✨️jumping to conclusions✨️ about how the people i play minecraft#with are like . bad people#like sorry dad ive talked to these people for a year or more in most cases also I'm almost an adult fuck off man#like yeah dad hate to break it to you ive been doing this new internet thing for a while now i know when people are creepy#ive had a creepy person talk to me. i know what it looks like#im not fucking stupid dad. sorry#anyway#sorry chat#needed to rant a little before i went insane#vent post#rant post#a tag to help find my own posts
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sooo glad we live in the universe where twdgs4 was rewritten to be about saving the school instead of the original lis2-esque on the road each-episode-is-a-new-location plot. really dodged a bullet there
dont know if it was due to the cuts and collapsing work environment (no budget for all the assets needed) or what but the school plot is just like the perfect setting for her to end her story. and we really almost got a plot about her.... just trying to make it back to her original house? oof
#my biggest problem with lis2 is that being on the road made a lot of your choices essentially meaningless#like wheres the threat of consequence when you know youll be gone by the next episode anyway?#the kids were originally gonna kick them out permanently.......Nightmare Scenario#the plot of her trying to get back 'home' is so silly honestly like its Just nostalgia/fan bait. convince me otherwise you cant#it makes no sense....she lived right outside a major city... that place is Not safe anymore#it wasnt even safe when she left it 8 years ago girl why would you go back#her finding a place to MAKE a new home and having to fight for it? with a community of her peers who love and respect her? so much better#shes a community leader now :) of a bunch of kids living secretly in the woods just trying to make a safe home for themselves#in a hostile world that wants them dead#love that for her#shes been managing adults since she was 11 and even before that tried to be a voice of reason. at 8 years old. community leader makes sense#s4 is just so narratively sound to me for clems character that i cant believe there was ever any other direction they wanted to go in#every time im thinking about how good s4 is i remember what it almost was......... and i am so grateful we got what we did#not only do we live in the universe where s4 is about the school but we Also live in the universe where s4 was un-cancelled :) yay#shit makes me so happy man. i remember clem is living happily at ericsons and my day is Immediately improved#these little fictional bitches in my head giving me free serotonin on command#it speaks#twdg
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im gonna be honest nobody in the ostc fucking likes me asides from my friends since a little something happened and it somewhat crapped down my "reputation" i guess. i need to come over that aand accept that if it wasnt over my designs and art id be given a weird look 24/7. lol. someone tried ruining my chances of being a guest artist of something just because we dont like eachother and someone else ripped off my oc because we dont like eachother people want me gone ahhhhhhhh i wish i could completely migrate to the lisa fandom but im a bit too young for that rn, atleast in my own opinion. i dont want to risk it taking a toll on my mental health considering lisa is one hell of a game LOL. i love this game but id prefer waiting that im a bit older to make it the "only" thing idk how to put it in words??? im bad at explainig aghhhhhh; i genuinely cant believe the community of a game so life ruining has been way nicer to me than a community of trading fucking objects with limbs like pokemon cards. idont really care anymore but its sad ppl dont really like me alot, however im glad ppl like my lisa stuff though i feel happier focusig on that and my friends an drawing . ah
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#IM OPPS WITH AN ALMOST 20 YEAR OLD PLEASEE GET ME OUT OF HERE#we r mutually blocked and im not going after them since but uhhhh they found my twitter somehow when it was inactive#i didnt even use my normal user it was just a default google user and i never linked it what the hell it scared me so bad lol#if i told you the reason we r blocking eachother youd be baffled. anyways#im grateful for everyone whos nice to me in the lisa community#im also grateful to thoses in the ostc community who accepted me somewhat#even if its just for my designs#i just wish people would get off my dick especially when now i know i have a grown ass adult against me#i try to be as normal as i can. however depression. but i like to play and draw#but i got a bunch of awesome ocs on toyhouse so maybe its worth it#and art of my ocs i love my ocs and my friends#ill see what ill make of my online presence eventually#i still have a little bit of time and my life ahead#everythig will b okay#:( i hope
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Just found out that due to all the passport and ID insanity happening, I now cannot legally travel to the U.S. 😊 I can't fucking wait to share this with all the cishets I know who try to convince me incessantly to go to Disneyland or H*rry P*tter land or whatever the fuck y'all like so much.
#full disclosure: i have never wanted to go to the us anyway. ive been twice but a long time ago#this almost feels like a relief because now i can make all the disney adults around me stfu#their reactions to me saying how dangerous the US is for me are always like --#'whAAAt?? 🥺 i had no idea !!' well then fucking stay informed like you keep saying you wanna do.#im so angry lol#does this mean that trans people cant get OUT of the US??
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within me are two wolves.
to inject every ounce of homoerotic and severely mentally ill tension into one character (violet).
to also do that but like a concerning amount.
#aydf fic#twdg#twdg 4#twdg violet#twdg brody#brolet#twdg fanfiction#kiss scene#like they kiss a LOT a lot#HERE'S THE CONTEXT which will not be read for months but whATEVER:#in this fic the boarding school had a little civil war where half the kids formed their own cult cuz no adults and it was not a good one#so um#like almost 20 kids died in one day lol#that's not funny#lol#anywAY the brolet is violet and brody being very very emotional and very confused and touch starved and very traumatized#in like the weeks/month after the “incident” where a lot of the relationships were strained#including minnie and violet's#so there you go#to anyone who has found this little crumb the whole riot thing is huge so you're welcome for mild spoiler i guess#also as with anything im posting right now these scenes will be edited and polished in time
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Oh yeah also before the year ends, happy late birthday to this blog
It was on December 26 but I forgot to post anything that day
So yeah, happy birthday jsasm, you are officially not a toddler age anymore (4 years old)
#ooc#mun post#inky speaks#it’s so weird to think I’ve been doing this for 4 years now#and it’s still not over yet lol#im almost an adult and yet we’re still not at the last chapter yet#it’s getting close i promise#anyway time to procrastinate on the next ask for another month lol
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um. i bought an adult toy.
#.din#.txt#im not a prude. i barely flinched twice before i changed my original post to 'adult toy'.#NOT SFW TEXT#almost forgor. anyways. im like a real boy [adult] now.
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#a week ago i would've never thought that i'd arrive at this decision so soon#and so abruptly!!!!! and like. something about myself that i've always been proud about is my conviction n confidence. once i've made up my-#-mind it's almost impossible for anyone or anything to change it. and that's bc i know that i've already thought it through sooo thoroughly#i have so much conviction! my values my heart my logic brought me here! im sooo clear about what i want#n anyway back to the original point....... somehow everything was timed perfectly#it was a perfect storm. but the me from a week ago would've never thought that i'd decide so quickly#and now that i have. i feel so light and invincible. i have sooo much conviction that im doing the right thing#and if anyone's gonna try to change my mind they'd have to go through my values my heart and my head. not Easy!!! i'm so assured aha........#personal#i think i'm in a good place! i think there's nothing i cannot do!! i'll get through anything#im competent and capable and kind. im a decent person! flawed obviously but like. im alright#mayb this is what adulting is all about. learning to stand up for urself. learning that u don't have to put up with things at work bc-#-your values and heart are worth so much more than A Job. n you should protect everything that makes you You!!! oho
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22 isn't very much at all, I think.
#5am rambles#anyways ignore this as per usual im just thinking in a post that i'll delete soon. i just worry and writing it helps.#you ever wonder when you'll “grow up'? and then realize youre not even fully grown?#that theres still more to learn in life and that the mistakes you make are just that? mistakes?#that you are still so very very young in a world that is so very very old?#im almost 23. barely a quarter of my lifespan. im still a child in a way- my brain not fully formed.#you ever wonder how many mistakes you can make before you figure something out?#I dont know much of anything really. that's the sad part. and the adults who were supposed to help me learn... didnt.#i was failed. and now im a failure. at almost not quite 23 years old. Maybe i wont be a failure in another few years.#i still have a while to go before I die. I'm not going to waste time thinking about it. im just going to try my best.#I have time. I can learn. Grace and patience are not endless but damn if i dont try to figure things out#first step though is meds and therapy tho. we're done with the pity party. some things you just have to accept are okay#cuz my whole life i was taught that being emotional is a weakness. its pathetic and stupid to be upset or angry about anything.#any time i wanted to show i was upset or angry i was 'wrong'. i was 'selfish' and 'dramatic'#so i suppressed and pretended i was fine. that i wasnt weak and pathetic. that i was good and not an annoyance or burden.#i am not weak. i am not pathetic. i am fine i am fine i am fine you dont need to worry about the inconvenience at your door.#sometimes the shame is so much that i cant look at myself or even think i deserve help. that therapy is for people with real problems.#that i feel like ill just be told im like this for attention or dramatics. that im such a disappointment and selfish too.#ive been a “problem” my whole life to the point i dunno if i CAN be fixed. that anxiety eats me alive every day.#therapy is supposed to give you methods to cope#i dunno if it'll work though. I forget my appointments a lot. i struggle to talk sometimes. i may be autistic but its hard to get diagnosed.#emotions are so hard to figure out.
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people trying to help me in too pushy of a way <3 how do i say thanks so much but leave me alone <3
#i literally dont WANT you to cc the ceo of a center for helping small businesses in an email to me im not in business yet 🙃#she literally immediately scheduled a zoom call for tomorrow morning to talk abt applying for a program im not ready for!!#i dont want to apply for a loan im not ready for all that!!!#i literally wont be opening for almost a decade im just planting trees every spring i dont need to do anything else#in ten years i might want to buy some used equipment#aaaaaaaa#this lady i know has been telling me abt this organization for months which is very nice and encouraging me to reach out to them#but i have literally no need or reason to do that yet#and wont for a few years probably#but she got inpatient ig and just reached out for me and now things are happeninggg#i literally have no pitch for my business it barely exists <3#i registered to claim the name so technically it exists and i planted a crop this spring that wont be ready for 8 years but thats it lol#we dont exist exist#anyway this lady means so very well and wants to help but im so stressed abt this i wasnt ready to deal with this lol#anyway its an organization that helps women and minority businesses or somethingggg idk anything abt it 😭#and im pretty sure the program she's signing me up for will cost money that i dont have 😣#i literally dont need to do a small business workshop at this point im just starting out and wont be open for years#ughhhhh#now i have a business zoom call first thing in the morning like an actual professional adult 😐#this has been a shitpost#anyway its probably a good and wonderful thing that i should be grateful for but its happening too fast and im not prepared#so i dont want to ruin the opportunity by being a dummy who doesn't know abt business ten years before i am even ready for the opportunity#😣😣😣#im sure its all good and fine and helpful but aaaaaaaaaa
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small little tjol interlude! cameron asked ivy to be his girlfriend and soon after asked if they could move in together. of course, ivy said yes to both! they've been talking for quite some time and they both want the same things in life. ivy is going to continue selling her baked goods out of their home & cameron is going to finish school! he's currently taking 3 classes and needs 9 to graduate. he also got a full makeover this time!
#tjol: gen 1#tjolc#tjol challenge#we're moving on up into gen 2 already!#ivy is pretty much almost an adult jksdfjksdf#little updates honestly but tons of gameplay cause i couldn't figure a lot of the baking stuff out :| anyway#now it's fixed and we're good.#also im too lazy to make the cas shots “clean” - this is what ya'll get lmao
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