#anyway hope y’all are doing well

[spinsterennui]

Today was a day off. Slept most of the afternoon!!! It’s absolutely miserable outside which is exhausting. And no rain in the next ten days so no real drop in temperatures either. It’s times like these I really want to move to northern Scotland where it’s still in the 50s every day.

[seoulmatez]

i’ve been hit with the dreaded “part two!!”

[sensitiveheartless]

Howdy! Sorry I’ve been super inactive this week, I got abruptly very busy and have spent much of my time running around like a chicken and then subsequently flopping about in utter exhaustion like a beached fish — but I should be able to get to unanswered asks in the next couple days, and I’m almost finished with the fem!skk comic I’ve been working on! :D (it got a bit long lol)

So anyway, in the meantime here are some extra fem!Dazai doodles I made :0

[riality-check]

“What was it like? When you and Steve were together?” Eddie asks.

Nancy’s face takes on a grave seriousness that, honestly, scares the shit out of him. She’s Nancy Wheeler, and she’s always serious, but this is the kind of serious she gets when Eddie’s seen her talk about how awful the Hawkins Post is or the best way to aim for the kill.

This is Nancy Wheeler at her most serious. If Eddie were a lesser man, he’d be shaking in his boots. Instead, he’s only slightly aware of the way his feet are going numb in his high tops.

“Loving Steve is the easiest thing you���ll ever do,” she says. “And he’s going to find it so easy to love you back, because that’s what he does.”

Eddie wants to nod or say something to acknowledge that, but he doesn’t. He keeps sitting on the couch next to Nancy and waits for her to continue after she takes a sip of her Coke.

“Being loved by Steve is the hard part. He’s going to see you in a way that doesn’t line up with how you see yourself.”

She takes a deep breath. Unlike Eddie’s, hers doesn’t rattle in her lungs.

Straightedge.

“Because he is only ever going to see the best parts of you, and he is going to love them with everything he has.”

She looks at him for the first time. “Do you understand?”

Eddie nods, and he wants to leave it at that. Instead, he opens his mouth and asks, “Do you think you’d still be together? If it weren’t for the monsters?”

Nancy downs the rest of her Coke like a shot. Maybe she wishes that’s what it was.

“I don’t know. I don’t know what could have been, but I do know we’re different people now.”

“Okay.”

“I think,” Nancy says, because she’s not done and she’s a hell of a lot better with her words than Eddie is, “that people want what they didn’t have growing up. I want to make it big and get noticed and get the hell out. And Steve wants things that are big for him but little for me.”

She levels Eddie another look. Her big eyes are imploring.

Do you understand? they ask. Do you blame me?

Yes, Eddie thinks. No.

“So, as long as you can handle him loving you, and if you want the same things, I think you’ll be fine.”

“Just fine?” Eddie asks, trying to bring some levity back.

Nancy smiles for the first time. “More than fine. You’ll be better to him than I was.”

And with that, she gets off the couch and leaves Eddie alone.

[thisispoggers]

Do other coaches just look at the SS team and wish their own teams act like that or are they too busy seething over the fact that they could have won the game if it weren’t for those “meddling strikas”?

[neonbodyache]

figuring out little rewards for my milestones is something i literally never considered before making an acct on 3dblr thats so lovely… i dont even know what they’d be but motivation this strong usually has to come with a heaping high cal spoonful of self disgust along with it but no im just excited to come up with my trophies to collect yay💙

[karlyboyyy]

Celebrating the birthday boy 💝

Kurusu Kazuki | May 16

[sirbird]

My spidersona would bug the life out of Miguel I can tell you that much

[thedeadthree]

feline son posting under the cut <33

he was hanging out on his bed as i played the third witchering a couple days ago and i am convinced he invented posing because yk?? like he’s just so PHOTOGENIC i love him

[wyvernne]

heard neuvillette speak one word and immediately folded

[quietlyblooms]

we’re feeling off, folks, so it’s gonna be another quiet night from me. i’m not built to socialize this much in such a short span of time 😔

[musings-of-the-void]

I hope

That when I fall from this

Pedestal

Where you placed me

You’ll be

Standing there to catch me

I hope

That I’ll be made real

In the falling

Instead of crumbling to

Dust

[plumdale]

Life things 😁😁

starting next week I’m gonna be living two hours away from home for university at an off campus apartment with two other roommates. I am sooo nervous but also pretty excited. Like I’m a majooorrrr homebody who’s lowkey dependent on my family 😭😭 I love living at home and spending time w my mom lol. I also have a job interview on Tuesday and I’m hoping it goes well bc I do want this job. If I hear back from the other spots I applied at, I’m gonna have more interviews lined up 😩 thennnn my classes start Wednesday andddjfjjd my university is hugeeee. God I really hope I make some likeminded friends 🥲 I don’t feel as anxious as I’d expect and I think that’s due to the fact that I’ve started taking medication for my anxiety again! anyway gameplay is definitely going to slow down, if not go on pause entirely for a while since I’m not taking my gaming laptop with me (at least for now. I cannot be tempted with such a distraction lmao).

[harrylights]

i guess the mini update I’ll give here is that I prob won’t be super active on this acc but I will be on my main @gaybirdwizard <3

[lolacouldnotcareless]

[schwellencharakter]

currently watching jojo’s bizarre adventure part 4 with my partner (bc he’s never seen it and I occasionally yapped abt it) and I feel nostalgic tbh. It feels like running into my ex boyfriend who’s disappeared on me years ago only to find out that he’s now hyperfocusing on starfish and also failing fatherhood