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FRIENDS WITHIN TOUCHING DISTANCE
⊹ Summary: Jungkook and you, his childhood friend, live together in an apartment, sharing space as roommates. Your relationship, built on years of friendship, is gradually becoming strained by growing sexual tension. You decide to become friends with benefits, trying not to complicate your feelings. But Jungkook's world is not so simple. When you begin to realize that he is hiding something, you open the veil of his double life - a world of mafia, criminal activity, and risk that could ruin not only your deal, but everything you valued in each other.
⊹ Couple: Jeon Jungkook/ Fem!Reader
⊹ Characters: The Reader, Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Min Yoongi, Kim Seokjin, Kim Namjoon, Jeon Hoseok.
⊹ 🔞 Age restrictions: 18+
⊹ 👩🏼‍❤️‍👨🏻 Relationships: ⚤
⊹ 📘 Number of part: 29/30
⊹ 🖇️ Tags: best friends, friends with benefits, slow longing, sexual tension, protected sex, unprotected sex, alcohol, drunken sex, inexperienced main character, mafia au, illegal trade, deaths of minor characters, weapons, swear words, scenes of violence, coercion, psychological pressure.
⊹ 👩🏼‍💻 From the author: Hello my beloved armies 💜 I hope you are doing well 😊 I came to you with chapter 29... Um, I would like to officially admit to you that this chapter was the hardest for me to write out of all 29 that I wrote. Maybe 30 will also be difficult to write, but I'm ready for it 🫡 I don't know why, but it's hard for me to evaluate how this part turned out, whether it's worth all the time I spent and yours too, but this is how I see it 💔 Please let me know in the comments your opinion, maybe you don't like something? 🥺 As always, I appreciate and love everyone who reads and loves this story 🫂 You guys are priceless to me 😭💞
⊹ 🫂 Dedication: For you, my love @myjungkookthighs. You are my favorite person 😘🥰 You know that I appreciate you so much and LOVE you🥰💜
⊹ ⚠️ Warning: English is not my native language, so there may be mistakes in the text. Please don't get mad at me too much! Those under 18, please don't read this story!
⊹ 📋Tag list: @myjungkookthighs, @notsevenwithyou, @nikkinikj, @lovelyyylunaa222, @jiminiemanura, @jalexad, @kelsyx33, @bhonbhon, @unholyforjk, @ambiee3, @mianhae-baozi , @someoneelse0109, @medstudentlifestyle, @mskookie, @kooccult, @smokinghotstargirl , @curse-of-art, @curse-of-art2 @wintaemoonjen, @jungkookswifeeeeeee, @someonegoood, @kooko007, @indigomoonchild09, @zeytiable (If anyone wants to be in my tag list let me know)
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≣ Chapter Index ↓
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Part 29. Saved. 
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Jungkook was not himself. He stood on the terrace of the top floor and nervously lit a cigarette. He inhaled the smoke and felt a little relieved. He had to go to Namjoon and his time was running out, but he needed to smoke at least one cigarette to put his broken feelings in order. He literally took puff after puff thinking about what happened and what he should do next.
Jungkook squeezed the cigarette with his fingers, finishing it all the way to the filter. His head was heavy with thoughts, and his heart was beating faster than usual. He replayed in his mind how he saw you in Namjoon's office. It threw him off balance. Angry, he later yelled at you in Jimin's office and sent you home because you had already done so much that you weren't supposed to. You did your part, even though he asked you to stay out of it, and that was the most annoying thing.
You always did everything for him. Even now, when you were pregnant, exhausted, ready to risk your life to get him out of this hell. You played spy games to get him out of the mafia world. You were threatened, but you did it anyway to find out important information and came to Namjoon to exchange it for his freedom.
He never wanted you to get involved in this shit. You were supposed to live a quiet life, not knowing what it means to trade information for survival.
Jungkook rubbed his palm over his face, exhaling the remaining smoke. He knew you wanted a different life for you. A life without blood, without blackmail, without threats. But how? How can he get out?
Once, at the beginning of all this, he wanted to escape. He fought. He tried not to get his hands dirty with what Namjoon made him do. But then he got used to it. And maybe he even started to like it. The power, the influence, the fear he saw in the eyes of others when he walked into a room... All these things made him who he was. And he was no longer sure if he wanted to leave it. So he was in no hurry to take any radical steps. And damn it, you noticed that, and that's why you're in Namjoon's office today. To beg for him.
Fuck...
Before all this, there was this bullshit about selling weapons to the Black Pearl. It's definitely Doohoon's handiwork. Jungkook knows that he did some business with Black Pearl's Sehun, so he definitely helped Doohoon pull it off.
Thanks to their actions, he was suspected of betrayed. Of offshore fraud, of a meeting that was actually trap. He flicked his lighter irritably, though he had no cigarette. He needed to get out of this somehow, to prove that he hadn't betrayed Namjoon.
Jungkook sighed heavily and turned to leave. But as soon as he stepped into the hallway, he saw Jimin. He looked worried.
"Jungkook-ah, I've been looking for you..." - He stopped a few steps away and looked closely at his friend's face. "Are you okay? Did Y/N leave already?" - Jungkook was silent. He didn't want to talk about your fight right now. But he had to say something, so he gathered all his will into a fist and said.
"I screwed up..." - Jungkook says tiredly, hinting at what you had fought about, and that he was set up and looks like a traitor to Namjoon. "And yes, she's already gone." - Jimin frowns. He realizes that something is going on. "Why were you looking for me?" - Jungkook asks because Jimin is lost in thought.
"Namjoon is calling us all together. He asked for everyone to be in the company this morning. And now we've been told that we're all supposed to come to his office. That's why I went looking for you, that we could go together." - Jimin replies. Jungkook nods his head and walks past Jimin, who immediately follows.
"I was just heading that way." - Jungkook says as Jimin aligns himself with him.
"What's wrong, Jungkook? Why is Y/N at the company today? And why were you two fighting?" - Jimin asks. Jungkook expected him to ask about it.
"Y/N came to get free me of Namjoon's hands." - Jungkook says shortly. He walks down the corridor confidently, taking a wide stride to make sure he makes it within the 20 minutes Namjoon has given him. Jimin walks beside him at the same pace to keep up. But when he hears Jungkook's words, he stops. Jungkook notices that Jimin has disappeared and turns around, finding him a few steps behind him.
"Free you? What does that mean?" - Jimin asks. Jungkook exhale heavily.
"That's what it means. She dug up information that the Black Pearl wants to take over Uranium from us. She came to Namjoon to tell him in exchange for my place in the clan." - Jungkook explains. Jimin widens his eyes, wants to ask something, but Jungkook doesn't let him. He turns around and walks away, throwing over his shoulder. "Come on, Jimin, I can't be late."
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Jungkook and Jimin entered Namjoon's office in silence. The atmosphere in the room was tense. Everyone was already in place - Taehyung was sitting with his leg over leg, Yoongi was looking at some documents, and Hoseok was typing something quickly on his phone. Namjoon stood by the table, his arms crossed over his chest, and his gaze was as sharp as a knife blade.
Jungkook walked over to Hoseok and Taehyung and shook their hands, because he hadn't seen them yet. They sat down on the couch with Jimin and waited for someone to break the silence first.
"Is Jin not coming yet?" - Jimin asked to fill the silence, which for some reason seemed heavy, although Namjoon didn't say why he had called them. Everyone present, except Yoongi, who already knew the reason, realized that something serious had happened.
"He'll be later, we can start without him." - Namjoon said tensely and pushed away from the table and moved toward the chair. He sat down, put his hands on the armrests, gently squeezing the material of the chair and looked around at everyone in turn. Everyone present looked at their boss, waiting for an explanation. Only Jungkook was staring intently at the floor, clenching his intertwined fingers. "This morning, as soon as I stepped into my office, I received information that there was a rat in the clan." - Namjoon went on to say. The silence became even heavier. Everyone in the office seemed to be frozen, trying to understand what Namjoon meant.
Jungkook slowly looked up, but did not meet his boss's eyes. He could feel the tension coursing through his entire body, squeezing his lungs and making his heart beat faster. How do you prove you're not a traitor with all this evidence? His head hurt worse.
"A rat?" - Hoseok asked, leaning on the back of the couch. He tilted his head, watching Namjoon, trying to read his expression. "What do you mean?"
Namjoon gave a short hum as if he had heard a completely predictable question. His gaze rested on Yoongi for a moment, as if they had talked about this before, and then he turned back to everyone else.
"I mean, one of us has been transferring money through offshore firms, working behind my back with a man I kicked out of the clan a long time ago."
Jungkook didn't even need to ask who he was addressing. He knew. It was about him.
"Do you have any proof?" - Asked Jimin tensely. Namjoon nodded slowly, pointing to the folder in Yoongi's hands. He threw it on the table and leaned back on the couch.
"Of course there are, Jimin, otherwise I wouldn't have gathered you all here." - Namjoon said a little irritated. Jimin picked up the folder and began to look through its contents. Jungkook didn't even look at the files again, he knew what was in them. Taehyung frowned, rested his elbow on his knee, and intertwined his fingers.
"So who do you suspect?" - He asked without waiting for his turn to look at the evidence files. Jungkook looked up at Namjoon, and the latter he said his name directly into his eyes.
"Jungkook." - His name came out of Namjoon's mouth like a sentence. The room fell dead silent. All eyes were on him. Although he realized the gravity of the situation, he felt that he could handle proving his truth.
Everyone was looking at him-some with suspicion, some with doubt, some with indescribable shock. Jimin closed the folder and looked at his friend. His lips were pressed into a thin line, and his eyes were tense. Hosok took the folder and looked at the contents with Taehyung.
"I want an explanation, Jungkook." - Namjoon demanded. Jungkook sniffled and began to speak.
"I did meet this man, but I swear I don't know that he ever belonged to our clan. He called me when I was in the Suwon, I was waiting for a call about uranium. He said it was about a shipment, so I thought he was talking about uranium. And then he said he had samples and if I had time to meet him to examine them. I found this suspicious because I hadn't received any information about the samples. He started rubbing it in that if I didn't come, his boss would contact you and you would be unhappy. I went and when I arrived, it turned out to be weapons. Japanese weapons of good quality. I asked him where he got my phone, and he mumbled something at first, and then gave me a name. I think it was Takeshi Tanaka..." - Jungkook tells how everything happened that day, not noticing how tense Hoseok was. Jungkook had asked him to find out about this Japanese man, but he forgot to tell him that his people had gotten the information. Because of the whole uranium situation, it just slipped his mind. "I said I didn't know this Japanese guy, I said we didn't need the weapons and left. That was it, I never interacted with this man again. Namjun, I did not betray you. I have no reason to do so." - Jungkook finally finishes his explanation. Yoongi tilts his head and then rests his elbows on his knees, looking at Jungkook closely.
"What do you mean there's no Jungkook-ah? Everyone knows your position in the clan. You're not here of your own free will, and you could easily want to go behind Namjoon's back. Here are the facts: we get evidence of a meeting, a money transfer from our company, and it looks like you want to cooperate with the Black Pearl. And then your girlfriend comes in and tells us that the Black Pearl knows about Uranium, about which knew only seven people, and they want to intercept it. What are we supposed to believe?" - Yoongi asks. Jungkook took a deep breath, trying to control the rage boiling inside him. His fingers clenched into fists so hard that his nails dug into his skin. He turned his gaze to Yungi, who seemed to have already passed his sentence.
"Yes, I'm not here by choice, but isn't it stupid to betray your boss, who already has you in a vice grip? Why should I make my situation even worse? It's not logical." - Jungkook defended himself.
"You said that the man seemed suspicious and insisted that you examine the samples." - Jimin interjected. "Why didn't you call me, why didn't you ask me if this was the case or not?" - Jimin's voice sounded protesting. Jungkook deliberately kept silent, saying that he couldn't reach Jimin and Hoseok at the time because they were resting and simply didn't hear his calls, so he went alone to check what the samples were. Jungkook was silent, weighing whether to tell the truth.
"I called you, but you didn't pick up." - Jungkook said calmly. "I couldn't wait because that man was pressuring me, I couldn't not go because if it was really Uranium we would have gotten our asses handed to us by Namjoon." - Jimin's eyes run over his friend's face and realizes that he hadn't mentioned this moment during the story, but now he said it because he was pressured. Jimin cast a quick glance at Hoseok, and he looked as guilty as he did.
"Why didn't you tell us that you went to Suwon, by the way? Why were you there at that time? The photo said twenty minutes past nine in the evening?" - Taehyung asked, holding the photos in his hands. Jungkook shakes his head and barely holds back an exasperated exhale. He has to admit that he went to his parents' house with you to tell them that you two met, because it's his alibi. But he doesn't want you or his parents to be questioned.
"I went to my parents from Y/N. I had some time and so we decided to visit them. However, I did not know that I had to report to you about my every move. There was no need for that before." - Jungkook says, trying to sound casual but not irritated. Taehyung looked away, his lips pressed into a thin line. Namjoon sighed heavily, running his hand over his face.
"The evidence is well faked if it's not real. I asked Jin to find out everything about this evidence, so we only have to wait for him." - Namjoon said. Everyone was quiet. But not for long, because Jin walked into the clan leader's office. He looked as impeccable as ever, with a lingering smile on his face.
"You're all so miserable. Did someone die?" - He asked as he came inside.
"No one yet, but who knows if anyone will die today, it all depends on what you got." - Yoongi replies in an indifferent voice. Jin let out a short laugh as he sat down at Namdujun's table.
This was not a surprise to anyone. All seven men were very good friends and almost like family. Jin was the oldest, so he could afford to behave like this even with the leader of the Ran Noir clan. On paper, Namjoon is the boss, Yoongi is his right-hand man, and everyone else is subordinate, but in reality they were seven best friends who were very close, almost brothers. Even though Jungkook was with them for four years, he managed to become one of them. He has respect for his older Hyungs, especially Namjoon, even though he resisted him in every way possible at first.
Jin opens his laptop. Everyone looks at him intensely.
"Oh my God, Yoongi, what are you talking about? Inside you’re awakened your bloodlust?" - Jin turns his head to the window, peering out into the dusk. "Is there a full moon tonight or something?" - Yoongi rolled his eyes, and Taehyung and Hoseok laughed softly.
"Jin, that's enough, get to the point." - Namjoon ended his jokes. Jin bit his lip, still smiling, and then folded his hands over his laptop keyboard.
"So the evidence we got on Jungkook is overwhelming." - Jin said. He connected the laptop to the display that hung in Namjoon's office and brought up the images taken in Suwon. “But let's take it from the beginning. Jungkook drove there in his father's car. I checked the license plate, and it's his father's car." - Jin flipped through the photos, and everyone looked at them carefully. "Here's a picture of him getting out of the car, and in the next one they're shaking hands. Then Jungkook and this guy go into the warehouse. And in the last photo, where Jungkook appears, he gets into the car and drives away. The time on the photo is 8:34 pm. That is, their meeting lasted about 15 minutes. And there are no more photos. But I am the best hacker Korea has ever had. So I got the video. The video near the warehouse and also in the middle. By the way, I did a little digging and found out that this warehouse belongs to Doohoon’s father." - Jungkook raised his eyebrows at this, his gaze turned angry. This was the proof that Doohoon was involved. He stared at the monitor as Jin opened the video file, and didn't notice Hoseok fidgeting nervously on the couch.
"Well, here's the video. But there's a caveat, it's without sound, so it doesn't tell us much." - Jin said, pressing the play button. The video starts and Jin comments. "We see Jungkook pull up. He got out and stopped. You can see he doesn't shake hands with Hyuwon right away. Then he's obviously inviting our tongsung to come in and evaluate the goods." - Jin turns off the video and turns on the second file. "Here's a video from the warehouse itself. Jungkook is looking at the weapons in the crates..." - He zooms in on Jungkook's face. "Hey Jungkook-ah, you look confused, not like someone who knows there are weapons in the crates." - Jin turns to Jungkook and winks at him.
Jungkook looks at the older hyung in surprise, as if he knows how to prove his innocence. Jungkook purses his lips and nods in appreciation. He glances around at everyone, and they're all looking at the video carefully. Jin plays the video back as it was and stops it when Jungkook leaves the warehouse. Jin goes to the folder where the video files were and Jungkook notices another file. Another video.
"So what? We don't know what they were talking about." - Namjoon says when Jin turns off the video. He smiled and turned in his chair.
"Did I mention I'm the best hacker in Korea?" - He asks everyone. Yoongi rolls his eyes so that he looks like he's seen his own brain, and Jimin huffs.
"Yes, you did." - He answered for everyone.
"I'm the best because I'm good at getting things that seem inaccessible, and I'm good at hiding things that need to be hidden. I had to find out what they were talking about. The camera does not record sound, but there is a program developed by our native Korean IT specialists that allows you to read words from lips. Guess who has access to it?" - Jin triumphantly opens the third file and text appears next to the video. It's a video of Jungkook and Hyuwon standing in a warehouse. "I'm about to save your ass, Jungkook-ah!" - Jin says jokingly. "You can read the text they're saying on their lips." - Everyone reads the running text carefully.
"Who gave you my contact number again?" - Jungkook's line appears on the screen.
"Takeshi Tanaka, you worked with him. He mentioned you and said you'd be interested." - Everyone reads Hyuwon's response. Hoseok interrupts the silence that was caused by everyone reading.
"Is this the Japanese guy you asked me to find out about?" - He asks Jungkook suddenly. He nods slowly. Everyone else in the room looks at them.
"Yes, about him." - Jungkook says softly. Namjoon turns his gaze to Hoseok.
"Did he ask you to get the information about this Japanese guy?" - He asks tensely.
"Yeah." - Hoseok says, a little guiltily. "I had completely forgotten Jungkook-ah. He called me that evening, probably after he met with this man, and asked me to find information about Takeshi Tanaka. I was at the club at the time. And the next day, I instructed my manager to find something on this man. If Jungkook-ah asks me, I know it's important." - Hoseok says.
"So did you find out anything?" - Jungkook asks, looking at hyung.
"I did find something, but with all the chaos with Uranium, I forgot to tell you." - He admitted. "Tanaka has ties to the Black Pearl, but he's not an arms dealer or anything. He's a drug supplier. We have never dealt with him. So it's obvious that this whole meeting is a setup." - Hoseok concludes. Namjoon exhales a deep breath. He seems to be convinced.
"I told you from the beginning that our golden maknae couldn't have done it." - Jin chimes in. "That's why I checked everything carefully. The money transferred through the offshore account that Jungkook allegedly made was made on the day he was in Suwon. Therefore, he could not physically authorize the payment. This required his personal verification code, which he could only enter from a device connected to our closed network. And that was not possible in Suwon." - Jin explains.
"It's obvious that Jungkook is innocent, judging by their conversation and the fact that someone had access to his device, the code that no more than 10 people know." - Jimin summarizes. "Jungkook was set up well." - Everyone is tensely silent. Namjoon runs his hand over his face and exhales heavily.
"Yeah. Now I see that Jungkook was really set up." - He stands up and walks to the window. He puts his hands in his pockets and stares out at the Seoul night skyline. "So there is a rat after all! And he's working for the Black Pearl!" - He says angrily.
Jungkook stands up and gives a grateful look to Jin and Hoseok, who have essentially proved him innocent.
"Namjoon, I know who set me up…" - Jungkook says confidently. "It's Doohoon, I'm sure of it. I know he's been friends with Sehun for a long time, the Black Pearl's makne. They share a common interest in destroying not only me, but you as well." - Namjoon slowly turned around, his gaze even more intense. The room fell silent, everyone waiting for his reaction.
"It's that little shit again. He still can't stop?" - Namjoon asked.
"Yeah." - Jungkook said. "I think it's all his fault." - Namjoon thinks about what Jungkook said.
"But then who is the rat who told the Black Pearl?" - Taehyung asks.
"It's someone who communicates with us directly. I think it could be our managers." - Jimin suggested. Everyone paid attention to him. Yongi sat up straight and spoke.
"Why don't we use the information that Y/N brought us?" - Yoongi suggested. Jungkook abruptly turned his gaze to his other leader and glared at him.
"What do you mean?" - He asked Yoongi. He looked lazily at Jungkook, explaining his proposal.
"We'll arrange everything as shown in the screenshots that Y/N gave to that journalist, but we'll only change the mode of transportation. In a casual conversation with our managers, we'll say that we had to change the transport because Taehyung reported on inspections from the authorities at the previous location. And then we'll find out which manager could be the rat." - Yoongi finished.
"And how will we know which manager was the rat?" - Taehyung asked. "If everyone knows..."
"Let's get the best hacker in Korea to put a tracer and tap on their personal and work phones." - Namjoon said as he walked over to Jin and tapped him on the shoulder.
"Geez, Namjoon-ah, could you think of anything more boring and unbearable for me than following your managers?" - Jin asked, whimpering. Namjoon slapped him on the shoulder and grabbed his collar, forcing him to stand up.
"Get up from my desk." - Jin stood up grudgingly, grabbing his laptop. "You'll need to keep an eye on Jimin's manager, Hoseok, two of Yoongi's managers, and three of mine. Twenty-four hours a day, checking everywhere you can, I need to know who the traitor is, and when I find out, I'll skin him. They have all forgotten who they are dealing with." - Namjoon said menacingly. Everyone fell silent, and Jin stood next to Jungkook and hugged him like a little brother.
"Well, we have a plan of action." - Jimin summarized, getting up from the couch. "I wanted to suggest that we all go to Muse, we didn’t celebrated Seollal. After work at 7:30 p.m., we'll all go to the club. I think after all this, we need to relax a little bit." - He suggested.
Everyone agreed, and gradually the room began to empty. One by one, they left, discussing plans for the evening. Namjoon was sitting at the table, continuing to work, and when Jungkook took a step toward the door, he stopped him.
"Stay a minute." - Jungkook looked at Jimin, who. He stepped in front of him and raised his eyebrows in surprise. Jimin pursed his lips and sent support in the form of a nod. Jungkook closed the door and walked over to the table.
When they were alone, Namjoon ran his hand over his face, as if to wash away the fatigue.
"I..." - He fell silent, then exhaled and looked Jungkook straight in the eye. "I'm sorry." - Jungkook looked surprised, raising his eyebrows.
"For what?" - He asked, not really knowing.
"For doubting you." - Namjoon said sincerely. "I know how dedicated you are, but when the whole situation started to unfold... I really thought you might have betrayed me."
Jungkook was silent for a few seconds before responding seriously.
"I would never do that." - He assured him. Namjoon looked at him and then nodded.
"I know. I know now." - He was silent for a moment and then added. "If anything ever goes wrong, remember that you can come to me. Always." - He said suddenly. Jungkook tensed a little, but then nodded.
"Thank you." - He bowed low.
"I know you're not here of your own free will, and your girlfriend asked me to let you go in exchange for information she brought me. And it's really valuable information, and it turns out I have to keep my word. So..." - Namjoon stood up from his chair and walked over to Jungkook. Jungkook looked at his boss carefully. "I forgive you all of your debt. You no longer owe me anything. You've worked hard for me all these years, so I've decided that you're now free from our agreement." - Jungkook could not believe he was hearing these words. They had been necessary for him at one point, but why wasn't he as happy as he had imagined when the debt was paid off?
"Are you serious?" - Jungkook asked in disbelief. Namjoon smiled sadly.
"Yes, our golden maknae." - He tapped him on the shoulder. "So if you want to leave, I'll understand, but not right now. Please finish the business with Uranium and you can be free." - Namjoon pressed his lips together. He looked like he was going to cry. Jungkook wanted to laugh that a man like Namjoon wanted to cry for him. He would finally be free.
But something in the middle of him was twisting. He had wanted to leave the world of the mafia for years, and now that he was really free, he seemed... reluctant to leave. He dreamed of this moment, of freedom, of being able to just disappear and start a new life. But for some reason, now this freedom seemed empty to him, like something he does not remember, as something unknown to him. But there was you, and you were pregnant. You will definitely be against it if he stays.
Silence hung between them, but this time it was not tense.
"Namjoon..." - Jungkook looked up again at the man in front of him. He looked calm, but his eyes betrayed fatigue and... sadness?
"Yes?" - Namjoon raised his eyebrows slightly.
"Why now? Why did you decide to let me go now?" - Jungkook asked. Namjoon tilted his head slightly, as if evaluating his words, and then exhaled heavily.
"You've always been one of the best, Jungkook. I've seen you as a potential since the first time we met. And I know I kept you here longer than I should have. But after everything... I realized that I don't want you to stay here just because of your debt. If you're going to be a part of this world, it's going to be by choice." - Namjoon said honestly. "Besides, I made a promise to your girlfriend. How can I not keep my word to her, she's so brave and she really loves you to put herself through such a trial." - Jungkook smiled warmly. But he immediately remembered how he yelled at you today. His heart clenched and he felt terribly guilty. Jungkook didn't know what to say. He nodded, as if accepting Namjoon's words, but his mind was also full of questions that he couldn't find the answer to. "You can think about it." -Namjoon patted him on the shoulder. "Now go. You have a lot of work to do." - Namjoon returned to the table, and Jungkook bowed gratefully and turned and left the room. He was greeted by the warm voices of Jimin and Taehyung, who were waiting for him near Namjoon's secretary.
"Well?" - Taehyung asked when he saw Jungkook leave.
"Is everything okay?" - Jimin was also concerned, nudging him lightly with her elbow. Jungkook nodded but didn't say anything else.
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Jungkook went into his office and immediately dialed your number. You were out of range. Jungkook raised his eyebrows. Jungkook stared at the phone screen as he dialed again and heard a cold, automated voice: "The caller is out of range..."
He sighed, running a hand over his face. This was suspicious. You rarely turned off your phone, especially now that you were carrying their child under your heart.
He remembered yelling at you. How his own voice cut through the air, and your eyes gradually filled with pain.
"Fuck..." - He muttered, clutching the phone in his hand. You couldn't just turn off the phone. Was you really offended? That would be fair enough... He was being an idiot.
Jungkook leaned back and closed his eyes. Memories came flooding back to him.
He had known you all his life. At first, you were just friends, inseparable since childhood. You were always there for each other, sharing secrets, laughing, quarreling. Then everything changed. You started living together because he offered to save you some money and it seemed convenient, logical, and right at the time.
This offer changed his life forever. He is happy that he offered you and happy that you agreed at the time. He remembers all the fights he had because of those stupid rules you made up. It makes him smile now, but back then it was so annoying.
There was sexual tension between you because you started to react differently to his jokes, to his touch, you were jealous of the girls he brought home back then. On the day you had a big fight and wanted to move out because he specifically did not follow the rules you created, he realized he had to act.
He realized that you seemed to like him and he was right. Soon after that you two became friends with benefits, and the sex with you was so passionate and insatiable that he was just crazy about you. And then... Then he realized that he could no longer imagine his life without you.
Jungkook was head over heels in love with you. He adored you. And the fact that you loved him back was the best thing that had ever happened to him.You had gone through so much in those six months that it seemed like you had been together forever.
Jungkook always knew you were special. Ever since we were kids, you were more than just a friend to him. But he didn't pay much attention to it - it was just something he was used to, as natural as the air he breathed.
He fell in love with you gradually, unnoticed by himself.
First, he fell in love with your laugh. You laughed loudly, openly, without holding back your emotions. He could recognize your voice among hundreds, and as soon as you laughed, his heart began to beat faster.
Then there was your stubbornness. You always had your own opinion, you were not afraid to object to him, to argue, to prove your point. Sometimes it annoyed him, but at the same time, it fascinated him. He loved that sparkle in your eyes when you were passionate about something, loved your confidence with which you challenged him.
And then came the passion.
It was always there between you - even when you were just friends. Invisible, hidden behind innocent touches, glances that lingered a little longer than they should have. He remembered the first time he touched your lips - you were so sweet on his lips, so provocative, and he fucking loved it. He remembers your first sex. How your skin trembled under his fingers, how you squeezed his shoulders as if you were afraid he would disappear.
Jungkook remembered every night he spent with you. How you whispered his name, how you curled up in his arms, how you gave him your trust and tenderness. These were the moments when he lost his head, when nothing existed but the two of you.
But it was something else that captivated him the most.
The fact that after all the passionate nights you stayed with him. He would wake up in the morning and see you next to him - with tousled hair, slightly swollen lips, still sleepy, but so dear. You would hug him in his sleep, looking for warmth, and then he would realize that you were not just his passion. You are his love.
And this love has lived in him ever since.
You had to do was look at him and he would fall back into that whirlpool. You had to say something in your quiet, trusting voice or run your fingers over his wrist and he would lose control.
You were his fire and his calm. You were his temptation and his refuge. His best friend, his love, his universe.
And every time he looked at you, he fell in love all over again.
Jungkook finally opened his eyes. He will work for a few more hours and then go home. About forty hours passed and he dialed your number again.
"The caller is out of range..." - His fingers nervously tapped the table. He looked at the screen and saw that he had already called you four times.
Something was wrong.
Jungkook tried to concentrate on his work, but nothing was working. Thoughts of you were always in his head. He tried several more times to contact you, but it was all in vain. After two hours, he couldn't take it anymore. He stood up decisively, took his car keys from the desk, and left the office.
Jungkook went to Jimin's office and he was talking to someone on the phone. He had to wait for five minutes, which seemed like an eternity.
"Jimin, I came to tell you that I'm going home. Y/N is out of the zone and I don't like it. Her phone has been off for two hours now." - Jungkook said. Jimin got up excitedly and came over to him.
"Don't worry buddy, she probably just got mad at you and turned her phone off so you wouldn't call." - Jungkook shook his head. He thinks so too, but he'll be calm if he comes home and you're still mad at him and he'll do everything he can to make up with you.
"Yeah, I'll go." - Jungkook says, about to leave, but Jimin stops him.
"Hey Jungkook, when you and Y/N make up..." - He winks at Jungkook, hinting at sex between the two of you. "Come to “Muse” and we'll celebrate it together." - Jungkook smiles.
"Okay, Hyung, we'll come. When are you going to go there?" - Jungkook asked.
"I have some things to do. So I'll be there around 8:00." - Jungkook nods and says goodbye with a final "See you at the club".
On the way home, he tries to call you again, but your phone is off. Jungkook starts to get nervous. He arrives at your apartment, goes up to the 7th floor, enters the code to the door, and immediately realizes that you are not home. He looks for you in all the rooms, hoping that you are just lying there upset with no light on, but you are not there. Not in any room. The apartment is empty.
Jungkook is afraid to imagine what could have happened. He quickly goes to the car and gets behind the wheel. He starts the engine and drives to his apartment. Maybe you wanted to be there. To hide? On the way to his apartment, Jungkook dials Jimin.
"I'm listening to Jungkook-ah." - He says cheerfully.
"Jimin, brother, can you please check Y/N's location on her phone? She's not at home."
"Yes, Jungkook-ah, don't panic, okay?" - Jimin immediately felt the tension in his voice. "I'll check the geolocation now. Maybe she just turned off her phone somewhere."
"Please do it quickly." - Jungkook gripped the steering wheel so hard that his knuckles turned white.
"I'll call you in ten minutes." - Jimin said.
Jungkook drove fast and arrived at his apartment, ran out of the car, and quickly went upstairs. He entered the code, opened the door, and his heart went cold. There was no sign that you had come here.
He walked from room to room, peering into the darkness until didn’t beat the wall. His breathing was labored, his chest tightened with a bad feeling. He instantly turned around, ran out of the apartment, and rushed to his car. As soon as he got behind the wheel, the phone rang.
"Well?" - He asked impatiently, answering the call. Jimin paused and then spoke.
"Kid... I don't want to scare you, but her last location was the Panho Bridge, near the Han River. And then the signal just disappeared." - Jungkook felt his chest tighten with panic.
"Wh-what?!" - He compress the steering wheel hard, trying to control himself. "Are you sure?"
"Yes. But calm down. The phone could have just blow off, or..."
"Or it could have been thrown into the river!" - Jungkook growled, nervously running his fingers through his hair. "Oh my God, she's been kidnapped? Fuck Jimin, she's pregnant... I have to find her!"
"She's pregnant? Oh my god! Jungkook, calm down! We'll find her! Just give me a minute, I'll check the cameras outside her house." - Jimin soothed.
"Do that. And please do it as soon as possible." - Jungkook dropped the phone, started the engine, and sped toward the bridge, ignoring the red lights and other drivers' signals. He was afraid that Doohoon might be involved in your disappearance again. Jungkook gripped the steering wheel with a terrifying force. The fucking sucker! He had enough. He's going to kill him if he's found to be responsible for your kidnapping.
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The touches of reality come slowly. At first, it's oppressive darkness. Then - a heaviness in the head, as if consciousness is breaking through a thick fog. Your eyes do not open yet, but the sensations... they cut through this darkness, make you feel.
Cold. A piercing, unfamiliar cold that gets under my skin. You smell dampness, and dust hangs in the air.
You open your eyes. You see a dusty room in front of you. Darkness envelops every corner, with only a faint ray of moonlight coming through the dirty window. The air is frozen, musty, as if this room has not been opened for years.
Your body aches. You try to stand up, but your muscles refuse to obey. Your head is dizzy and your mouth is dry.
What did he do? What happened?
The last thing you remember is Doohoon pinning you to the car, the pain of a needle piercing your neck, and then darkness.
You don't know how you ended up here, but you know it's bad. Very bad.
Your foggy mind tries to figure out what's going on, but it fails.
Your baby.
Your heart is beating faster. What's wrong with her? Panic rolls in like a wave. You run your hands over your stomach, as if that can make a difference. What if it hurt the baby? What if...
No. If anything happens to the baby, you swear you'll kill Doohoon with your bare hands.
You turn your head involuntarily. The phone is gone. Your bag is gone. Nothing. You are cut off from the world.
Panic builds like a snowball, but you force yourself to breathe steadily. Now you can't show fear. You can't panic. You need to understand where you are and what Doohoon is up to.
You have to hold out. You have to find a way to escape. But above all, you need to understand how far Doohoon is willing to go.
Suddenly, the silence is split by the sound of footsteps. Heavy, measured, and you freeze. Your heart beats an anxious rhythm in your chest. The door creaks as it opens. A silhouette appears in the moonlight. Tall, tense. Doohoon.
His eyes are dark, shining with something inexplicable. He stares at you for a long time, as if reveling in the fact that you is helpless here, in front of him.
"Are you awake, Candy?" - His voice is soft, but you can hear the hidden tension in it. "Finally." - He closes the door behind him, and you suddenly realize that the trap has closed. It's hard to breathe from fear and pain, but you won't give up. All that matters now is the baby. You have to get through this. You have to endure it. Save the baby. You think about Jungkook and you want to cry. Sooner or later, he will find you. He will find you.
"He won't find you." - Doohoon suddenly says, as if reading your mind. He stops in front of you. He takes a chair that was standing nearby and sits down. He has a strange smile on his lips that you want to wipe away with your fists.
"Doohoon, have you gone fucking crazy?" - You say, your voice hoarse. You're shivering from the cold, your head hurts, and the gap is still spinning.
"Are you cold?" - He ignores your question and asks his own, a damn stupid one. You raise your eyebrows, wanting to strangle this idiot with your own hands.
His indifference only adds fuel to your anger. You're shivering, but you don't know if it's from the cold or from hatred.
"Are you serious?" - Your voice breaks into a rasp. "Doohoon, you injected me with something and kidnapped me, and now you're asking me if I'm cold?" - He sighs, leaning forward a little. His gaze is full of condescension.
"Well, it doesn't mean I want you to be sick, Candy." - He says it so tenderly, as if you were really his precious treasure and not a kidnapping victim. It's disgusting. It's...
You think of your baby. You look down, and almost instinctively put your hand on his. Fear clutches your throat. He notices your movement and squints.
"What's wrong?" - His voice changes, becoming more alert. "Worried about the baby?"
You force yourself to meet his gaze, trying not to show fear. You look at him with hostility.
"What did you inject me with?" - You ask. He does not answer. He just looks at you. Your patience is running out. When he doesn't answer and you feel like you've been waiting forever for him to answer, you can't contain your anger any longer. "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO ME! ANSWER ME, YOU SICK BASTARD!" - You scream.
Everything happens quickly. He flies up to you and grabs you by the hair with one hand and the cheeks with the other. You automatically grab his hands. His fingernails dig into your soft skin, and his other hand clutches your hair painfully. He brings his face dangerously close to yours for a short distance. His face is still beautiful and flawless, but you see only the monster again, not the beautiful man.
"Who gave you permission to raise your voice to me?" - Doohoon says, lowering his voice to almost a whisper. His breath is hot and unpleasant on your skin. His eyes are dark, almost crazy. He squeezes your face harder, making you feel weak, defenseless. "You know I don't like it when you act so rough, Candy." - His voice is almost caressing, but it sounds threatening.
You gasp for air, trying not to let your fear show. His fingers dig painfully into your jaw, but you don't look away. Your heart is beating in a frantic rhythm, but you force yourself to hold on.
"Just tell me…" - You say, holding back tears. He looks at you, letting go of your cheeks. Then he touches your face gently, almost weightlessly, with his fingers. You resist, but he holds you back by pulling your hair, reminding you that you are in his hands.
"You're so beautiful, Candy. Have I ever told you that?" - He asks, his gaze locked on your eyes. You look at him angrily, no you look at him with eyes full of hate.
"I don't need your compliments." - You say, your voice trembling with hatred. Doohoon laughs. He looks at you for a second longer before suddenly letting go. You can feel the pain where his nails dug into your skin. But you don't lower your head.
"You talk too much." - He sighs, as if tired of your disobedience. Then he tilts his head to the side and changes his tone. "Sleeping pills. That's all." - You don't believe him.
"You mean it won't harm the baby?" - He presses his lips together as if thinking, before answering calmly.
"Why would I lie?" - He asks, putting his hands in his pockets. You look at his figure towering over you. Your hands clench into fists.
"Because you're an asshole." - You say through gritted teeth. He laughs. The sound makes you feel even worse.
"You're so outspoken, Candy. That's one of the things I hate about you." - He admits.
"Why am I here?" - You abruptly change the subject because you can't take the tension anymore. He doesn't answer. He hurls at you an irritating view. Doohoon decides that you have nothing more to talk about and walks away without answering you. "Hey, are you deaf? Where are you going?" - You try to get out of bed and chase him, but he's out the door. When you get to the door, it is already locked. You beat on the door with your hands, screaming, calling out to him, but to no avail. You slide down by the door, sitting on the cold floor and crying.
You sit on the cold floor, clutching your knees with your hands, and tears roll down your cheeks one by one. They are hot, stinging, but you do not wipe them away.
You are desperate. You don't even try to hide it - who needs it? You sob, biting your lip to calm yourself down a little. Everything is so bad that you don't even know how to cope with it. Why you? Why do you have to go through this?
His face pops into my head. Jungkook.
His deep dark eyes that always looked at you with such passion and care. His strong arms that hugged you as if they could protect you from the whole world. His voice full of tenderness when he called you by your favorite nickname...
"Jungkook..." - You whisper it barely audibly, as if this word could make him come here. But the silence in the room only proves once again that he is not here. That he doesn't even know where you are.
Pain rips through your chest. You clench your hands, your nails digging into your skin, trying not to cry even harder. But you can't stop yourself. And then your hand, almost instinctively, falls back on your stomach.
You inhale sharply. A baby. Your baby. You're not alone. You close your eyes slowly, forcing yourself to breathe more evenly.
For her... or him. For your baby's sake, you can't let yourself fall apart now.
A chill courses through your body, forcing you to finally lift your head. You take another breath, swallowing back tears, and finally force yourself to stand up. One step at a time. With your palms resting on the floor until you feel your body finally lift. You go back to the bed and slowly sit on the edge.
You're shaking, but you try to focus on your breathing. Take a deep breath. Exhale. Don't be nervous. Don't think about the worst.
You throw your head back, looking at the ceiling. But instead of a white canvas, you see him again. You remember his warm embrace. His chest, which you pressed against and felt so warm. His hands that touched you so gently.
You bite your lip, trying to push it out of your mind. But your heart feels like it's going crazy with pain.
"Jungkook..." - His name escapes your lips again, like a mantra. You want to be in his arms. You want to feel his warmth. You want him to be with you now... But he's not here. Only you are. And the darkness, which seems to be getting denser by the minute.
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You climbed onto the bed, wrapping yourself in your coat. It was dirty, covered in dust. You sat staring at one point and didn't know what to do. You didn't know how much time has passed. An hour, two hours... you completely lost track of it. Your head hurt from crying and stress. Suddenly you heard footsteps again. Doohoon was coming toward you.
You tensed up against your will. How you wanted him to disappear to forever.
He enters the room and you notice that the light is on in the corridor. A strip of light makes its way into the room where you are sitting. Doohoon finds you sitting on the bed and flips the switch.
A bright light fills the room, and you put your hands over your crying face, you can't see the light because you're used to the darkness.
Doohoon goes inside and closes the door. The smell of ramen reaches your nose. You take your hands away from your face and see him putting a box of ramen and a corndog on a chair. He pulls the chair with the food closer to you.
You looked at the steam coming off the ramen, the smell of the seasonings should have awakened your appetite, but you didn't. You looked up at Doohoon, who took another chair and sat down next to you.
"You need to eat." - He said coldly. There was no trace of the softness in his voice that he usually showed you.
"I'm not hungry." - You said, looking away. You turned your face the other way so you wouldn't have to look at Doohoon, who you hated.
He presses his lips together, your words irritating him, but he doesn't say anything. He just pushes the food even closer, as if that will make you change your mind.
"Eat." - His voice is sharp, without any warmth.
"I said I don't want any." - You stubbornly turn away even more. Doohoon exhales, as if he's trying not to get angry.
"It's not up for discussion." - His voice becomes lower, more threatening. "You need to eat. You can't get weak."
"I don't care what you think." - You say colorlessly. You hear him smile.
"What? You decided to torture yourself? You've want to starve yourself until Junguk comes for you?" - Doohoon asks. You turn your head sharply toward him.
"It won't take him long to come get you!" - You say in exasperation. His eyes flash with curiosity. Doohoon gets up and walks over to the bed. He sits down in front of your legs tucked under your arms. You keep your eyes on him, as if preparing to defend yourself.
"You do realize he's not coming, Candy." - His voice is almost gentle, but there is only coldness in his eyes. You hate it when he calls you that. You hate the fake calmness in his voice. You hate the arrogant expression on his face as he looks at you now.
"He's coming." - You clench your teeth stubbornly. Doohoon laughs softly.
"He doesn’t care about you." - His next words make you freeze. "Jungkook won’t be getting out of that hole I drove him into anytime soon." - You blink. What? What has he done again?
"What did you…?" - You say quietly. He smiles contentedly.
"I made sure he wasn’t a problem anymore." - Doohoon replies. Your stomach clenches in horror.
"What are you talking about?!" - Your voice trembles. Did he hurt Jungkook again? He’s been everywhere. What kind of person is he?
Doohoon catches your gaze relaxed, enjoying your reaction.
"I set him up so that it would cost him his life." - He says.
"No…" - You whisper.
"Yes. And I tried to make it look very… convincing. It was easy to make him a traitor." - He says it lightly, as if it’s not a human life.
"Do you know Namjoon personally? If not, I can safely say that everyone who betrayed him is long since resting at the bottom of the Han River." - He says with a wide smile. He sits down closer and you tense up even more.
"No..." - You repeat again, not believing his words. And now you realize that this is the case Namjoon was talking about. The arms trade connected to the Black Pearl is the work of Doohoon.
"So I don't think you should go hungry. You should eat and think for yourself." - You were silent. You are breathing heavily, and you are filled with anger. For the fact that Doohoon can't accept Jungkook's existence. For not realizing that you hate him and that you will never reciprocate. For not being able to stop himself in time and making it all go crazy. Doohoon reaches for the box of ramen and hands it to you. You look at the food and then push it with your hand. All the ramen flies to the floor.
Doohoon sees what you did and his patience is over. He stands up and grabs you sharply. Doohoon squeezes your wrist so hard that you scream. His face is distorted with rage, his eyes dark as a bottomless pit.
"You're unbearable, you know that?" - His voice is husky, threatening. He pulls you sharply toward him, forcing you to rest your arms against his chest to keep your distance. You hit him, try to break free, but his grip only tightens.
"Let go of me!" - You scream, wriggling, but he doesn't even blink.
"Stop playing around. You're mine, and it's time to accept it." - He says. He leans closer, his breath burning hot on your skin. His fingers grip your jaw roughly, forcing you to look into his eyes. His other hand goes around your waist, trying to hold you close. Panic flares up in you even more.
You try to pull away, but in vain. In a moment, you find yourself on the bed, pinned down by his body. You look at him with eyes full of horror. If he does this to you, you just won't survive it.
He tries to kiss you, but you turn your head away, and then you feel his lips on your neck. The adrenaline in your blood is going through the roof. You start to resist even more, screaming. His breathing is hot and ragged, and his grip is iron. You pull with all your might, but he doesn't even move.
"Don't touch me! Stop it!" - You scream, your voice trembling with panic. - "Doohoon, don't you dare!"
He just smiles wryly, his fingers clenching your jaw ruthlessly, not allowing you to turn away.
"There's no need to provoke me, Candy." - He speaks in a low tone, his voice laced with irritation and morbid desire.
You can't breathe. He's too close. His weight is overwhelming, squeezing your chest, leaving no room for resistance. But you are not going to give up. He tries to get through your clothes and you're glad you have a coat on.
"Let me go, or else..." - Your voice breaks, but you force yourself to continue. "If you... if you do that, I'll kill myself!" - Doohoon freezes. His eyes darken even more, and this time there is something new in them - anxiety. He looks at you, his breathing steadies, and his fingers weaken. He is breathing heavily, just like you. You are painfully disgusted with him lying on top of you. He looks at your face for a moment longer, then lets you go and sits on the edge of the bed. He runs his hands over his face.
You can only hear his heavy breathing in the room. You climb further up on the bed, farther away from Doohoon. He turns to you, seeing your frightened look.
"You prefer death to being with me?" - He asks, more disappointed than angry. You look up at him, frightened, exhausted, and broken. Hot tears flow down your face from your shock. You hadn't eaten properly for two days and didn't sleep well, and you didn't have the strength to fight him because he is a healthy, strong man. Even if you knew some taekwondo moves, you couldn't use them, you just don't have the physical strength.
You are silent, scared to death. Doohoon approaches again, but he doesn't get too close. Your eyes are pure fear.
"Candy, you'll be mine willingly. You'll see, I'm much better than that bastard. We'll be happy together, you just have to accept me." - He looks at you, and you don't say anything, still crying. He curses, exhaling heavily. "I'll prove to you that you won't be disappointed in me. Just give me a chance." - He says desperately. You shiver from the old age and the cold.
"I'd rather die than be with you." - You say, determination in your voice. "You are a sick bastard who attacked a pregnant woman and kidnapped her." - You say, finally trampling on Doohoon’s hopes of having any kind of relationship with you. His eyes express anger. He raises his eyebrows and looks at you for a long time. Then he stands up abruptly. He turns to you and his voice is colder than the weather outside.
"I told you that you are mine. Whether you like it or not." - He pushed his foot away the chair with the cold corndog still on it. "Jungkook will not find you, and we will leave here very soon. To a place where no one will know you or me. And of course , I won't let you carry his child." - You freeze. It's like you're paralyzed.
"What...?" - You whisper unconsciously.
"Do you think I'm going to let you have of his child in you?" - His face distorts with anger. "I'll take it away, just like everything else."
You clutch your stomach, as if that could somehow protect your child.
"You won't do that..." - You say, shaking your head.
"I've already decided." - His voice is cold. "Jungkook is dead. And his child shouldn't live." - You clench your jaw, feeling the hot tears running down your cheeks in a thin ribbon along the route you've already laid out.
"If you ever hurt my child, I swear with everything I have, I will kill you." - You threatened. And you were one hundred percent sure of your words. You would never have thought of saying such words before, not even in your mind, let alone felt that you could do it.
Doohoon doesn't answer. He turns around and leaves the room, locking it.
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The morning greets you with a coldness that penetrates to the bone. You sit with your arms wrapped around yourself, trying to keep warm. Your eyelids are heavy from a sleepless night, but you don't even think about closing your eyes. You can't. Everything is too quiet in this room, and every rustle seems as loud as thunder.
You don't know what time it is, but the sun has already risen high enough that a gray, dim light is shining through the bars of the window. It makes this room even more depressing - the walls seem even dirtier, the ceiling even lower, and your helplessness even more bitter.
You got up several times to stretch your muscles. You went to the window to study the area. There were bars on the window. You tried several times to loosen them, but to no avail. You couldn't make much noise so as not to attract attention. After trying for the third time, you gave up. You closed the window because the room was already cold.
You went to the door and listened. Doohoon's quiet voice was coming from behind the door. You could hear his words broken off: "at the company," "I got rid of phone," "the situation." The only thing you could understand from what you heard was that Doohoon had got rid of phone, but which phone was he talking about? Was it yours or his?
You listened again, but there was silence. You stood at the door, listening intently, but it was still quiet. You exhaled heavily. Your stomach growls, and you are hungry. You glance at the ramen scattered on the floor, and then at the cordon lying on the chair next to the bed. You turn away and go to the bed.
You lie down facing away from the door, curled up in a fetal position to keep warm. You close your eyes and feel terribly tired. You lie there wondering how to escape, what to do next. Is Jungkook looking for you? He should know by now that you are gone.
Your chest is pierced with pain, he is definitely looking for you. Namjoon didn't kill him. He couldn't have. He would've definitely looked into whether Jungkook could've betrayed him first. You think that would have been the case. But what if he didn't? Your blood runs cold at the thought that Jungkook could have been killed. You quickly push away the horrible thoughts that you shouldn't get yourself worked up.
You almost doze off. A cold, unpleasant dream was beginning to envelop you when suddenly you heard a loud bang. You sat up sharply on the bed, frightened. It felt like someone smashed a chair against the wall.
"FUCK! WHY THE FUCK IS THAT BASTARD STILL ALIVE!!!" - You hear Doohoon's furious voice. Your heart is pounding in your chest in a frantic rhythm. He's alive. Jungkook is alive. And he's looking for you. You run to the door, listening to what's going on behind it. "I PAID YOU MONEY TO DO THE RIGHT THING! LISTEN, YOU DUMBASS, IF I GET TO YOU, AND I WILL, YOU'RE GOING TO BE SORRY YOU DIDN'T DO IT RIGHT." - Doohoon is shouting somewhere in the next room and you can hear him clearly. He stops talking and you listen intently to the silence without even breathing. "Is he coming here?" - You can barely hear. A smile touches your lips. Your heart is racing. Jungkook is coming to get you.
But you cannot rejoice for long. You hear quick footsteps and run to bed. You barely have time to lie down on it, turning away, when the door opens. They swing open with such force that they kick up dust in a shock wave. You turn your head. Doohoon bursts into the room, his face contorted with anger, his eyes full of madness.
"Get up!" - He barks. He walks toward you and you notice a rope in his hands. You don't move. "I said get up!" - He shouts again. You look down at the ropes and notice on his wristwatch that it is 7 am.
He grabs your arm, pulling you to the edge of the bed. Before you can resist, he deftly throws the rope and ties your wrists together. Tightly. So hard that you can barely hold back a moan of pain.
"What are you doing?!" - You struggle, but it's no use. He ties you up. Your hands are tied behind your back, in a tight knot, binding them very tightly.
"We're leaving." - His voice is cold. He pushes you toward the door, forcing you to walk ahead. A few minutes later, you find yourself at the car. Doohoon opens the back door and then shoves you inside with a sudden movement. "Don't think about anything stupid." - He warns you. "I'm not an idiot to give you a chance to be free."
He drive for a long time. You don't know exactly how much time has passed. The windows are darkened, and your hands are cramping from the rough rope. You are worried that he has taken you too far. But Jungkook will definitely be able to find you, you are one hundred percent sure. You are sure that his friends from Ran Noir are helping him. They must be helping him.
When the car finally stops, Doohoon pulls you out and leads you inside a building. It's a small motel. The lamps on its sign have long since burned out, and old yellow light bulbs glow dimly in the corridors. It's almost at the end of its life.
"Be quiet." - He orders, stopping you at the threshold. "If you make a sound, you'll regret it."
You walk into a horrible lobby. An old man sits at the reception desk. He looks at you indifferently. Doohoon doesn't even try to hide your tied-up position. His hand squeezes your shoulder so hard that you're sure it will bruise.
"We need a number." - He says sharply, throwing a money on the countere. The old man looks at you lazily, then shrugs and holds out a key.
"Second floor, end of the corridor." - He answers, grabbing the money and starting to count it. You raise your eyebrows in surprise. This old man doesn't seem to care that you are tied up and dirty. Maybe he sees pictures like this every day, or maybe the earnings in this motel are so meager that he doesn't neglect any earnings.
Doohoon pulls you sharply behind him, forcing you to hurry up the stairs. The door closes with a loud click. The room is filled with the musty smell of dampness and dust. The gray curtain is barely hanging on the curtain rod, and there are dark spots on the ceiling.
"Sit down." - He orders, pushing you toward the old sofa. You don't argue. There is no point in it. You just look up at him, not hiding your anger.
"What are you going to do now? Are you going to sit here and watch me until your plan falls apart?" - You ask. The hope that Jungkook will find you soon gives you strength.
"Shut your mouth!" - He growls. "Don't try my patience!" - He warns. You shut up, thinking it's the right thing to do.
Doohoon doesn't sit down. He walks nervously around the room, clutching his phone in his hand. You realize he's nervous.
A few minutes later his phone rings. Doohoon answers it almost immediately.
"Yes!" - His voice is tense. You stare at his face, trying to understand what's going on. But it's not him who gives you the answer.
"Doohoon, I just found out that they've tracked you down. I saw that Jin is monitoring the roads from Seoul to Osan and Cheonan." - The voice on the phone is clear enough. You hold your breath. Ran Noir is looking for you, along with Jungkook. All you have to do is hold out until they find you.
"Damn shit!" - Doohoon curses. "DO SOMETHING! Turn off the lights, turn off the internet. Do something to buy me some time!" - He yells, ordering.
"Yes, Doohoon, I'll do anything for y..." - Suddenly the sound in the phone changes. It's screaming. The man on the other end seems to be choking on his own words.
"What the...?!" - Doohoon doesn't understand what happened. He hears the rustling and screaming. "Hey Insoo, what's wrong?" - Doohoon waits for an answer. You strain your ears. And you hear someone answering.
"Hello, honey." - You hear a familiar voice, but you can't remember who it belongs to. "Hey Doohoon, I think you're in big-big shit." - You catch the jovial tone and realize it must be Jin.
"Fuck!" - Doohoon throws the phone against the wall with all his might. You duck as the phone goes straight over your head. It shatters, falling into pieces. You realize only now that it was not his phone. He was using an iPhone, and the broken phone, the pieces of which are lying not far from your feet, is a Samsung. You don't have time to say anything. He abruptly grabs you, forcing you to stand up.
Doohoon drags you outside. He opens the car and pulls you into the trunk. Once you're in it, panic immediately clamps down on your throat. There is not enough air. There's not enough space. Your head is pounding, but you try not to panic.
You don't know how much time is passing. You were counting the minutes, but then you lost track. You were also ready to remember whether he turned, whether he turned on his turn signals, whether he stopped at a traffic light. But it was useless. You drove straight the whole time, not stopping anywhere.
When the car finally stops, Doohoon pulls you again. Your whole body hurts and you are exhausted to the max. The building he brings you to looks like it should have collapsed long ago. You inhale the dust and metallic flavor. An aluminum factory or something like that?
Doohoon drags you up the stairs, which sway under the weight of his steps. He sits you down on the floor. And he looks nervously out the window, which looks like it leads to the road. You see him reach into the waistband of his pants and pull out a gun. You freeze in horror.
He twirls the gun in his hands as if thinking about something, and then abruptly puts it down on the windowsill, sighing heavily. The room is in tense silence, broken only by the sound of the wind seeping through the cracks in the walls.
You clench your fists, feeling the ropes cut into your wrists. Your heart is pounding furiously.
"Why did you do all this? What have you achieved?" - You ask, your voice hoarse with fatigue. Doohoon doesn't even turn his head.
"You should have been mine from the beginning." - His voice trembles with anger. "He stole you from me, shamelessly, when I told him I liked you." - He turns to you, and his eyes are fierce. "You chose a scumbag. You chose him!" - Doohoon takes a step closer, and you instinctively move away. "And I... I loved you all my life!" - You shudder at his words.
"Love?" - You laugh bitterly. "Is this love? Kidnapping, violence, threats?" - He clenches his jaws, his eyes full of hatred.
"I could have given you everything... You ran to him. To an arrogant, narcissistic bastard who fucked everything that moved! And you took him when he was sated enough." - You look up at him sharply.
"You think you can hurt me with that? Do you think I don't know that?" - You ask. Doohoon grinds his teeth.
"You know…" - He said with venom in his voice. "So that means you just another one on his list. Another Jungkook’s whore!" - Doohoon says roughly and approaches you.
"And you're just another pathetic loser who can't accept the fact that he's been rejected!" - You reply with no less rudeness. His fist clenches. And a moment later you feel a sharp pain as his palm comes down on your cheek with all its strength. Your head falls to the side, your ears ring.
"SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!" - Doohoon screaming. You accidentally bite your lip, not expecting a blow, and it starts to bleed. You remain silent, licking your lips, the taste of blood flooding your mouth. "I'll wait for him here." - Doohoon says, grabbing your hair. He tilts your head back and looks right into your eyes. "And this time it really will be over." - He pulls your head back and walks away.
You are left alone. Your chest heaves painfully with deep breathing. Tears are in your eyes, but you don't let them escape.
And suddenly... A barely audible rustle. You raise your head sharply. And you meet his eyes.
Jungkook.
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writingstoraes · 2 years ago
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the other side 🥡
pairing: charles leclerc/fem!horner!reader
type: instagram imagine, social media au
notes: this was actually a request but it somehow got lost in my inbox so im so sorry to whoever requested this 😭 i hope you still see this though and i hope u like it! lmk what u guys think hehehe
about: fans adore your support for ferrari, given your dad is literally their rival's team principal.
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ynhorner had the best view at monaco 🏎️
(ps. i hope my dad isn't using his instagram right now)
christianhorner I have no words....
ynhorner see u at home 😘
redgirlz LMAOOO THIS IS SO FUNNY
maxverstappen ??? Hello
ynhorner hi, max :)
daylightcharles if years ago you told me christian horner's own daughter would be openly supporting ferrari i would have laughed in your face
hamilecs not charles liking this 😭
sainzlines QUEEN DO U PLAN ON WATCHING SOMEDAY AT FERRARI'S GARAGE 🎤🎤
ynhorner i would if i'd still be my dad's daughter afterwards
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ynhorner i may scream "forza ferrari sempre" during race weekends, but i am my dad's daughter still 🫡
therealgerihalliwell There we go, Dad was waiting for you to wear that 😊
ilpredestinato she is me and i am her (i too, would support ferrari to hell and back)
lovesgasly my ferrari queen ❤️
britcedesbros LOVE THE JACKET drop the link pls 🙏
ynhorner dad brought it home after seeing me check out another ferrari cap 😆
ynhorner recently added to her instagram story!
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ynhorner clearing my gallery so enjoy this race week’s dump! life's good when i'm not torn between two teams; i can bust my lungs out to "super max" and forza ferrari my way every sunday ❤️
queensland mother pls tell me that man is just an uber driver
charlierari That's literally Charles 😭 loverslane reaching we can't even see the face???
paddockgirlie MAM IS THAT CHARLES PLS SPEAK INTO THE MIC
ynhorner i think my lawyer says i'd rather not say anything 😅
maxverstappen Glad to know "Super Max" is on your playlist
ynhorner are you kidding? i play that when i drive so i can get to where i'm going faster christianhorner Your karting races are not an excuse for you to overtake whenever you want, Y/N ynhorner it's okay i'm driving a ferrari anyway :D
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ynhorner okay maybe there's another reason why i love ferrari, but it's really not my fault they signed someone so breathtaking and loveable to be their driver 🤷‍♀️
merchamilton someone check up on christian quick
sainzzzzham Y/N IS UR DAD OKAY 😭
ynhorner oh don't worry about him, i'm sure he'll be fine!
charles_leclerc Saw the sign today, apparently that's why you sent me out to buy red poster board?
ynhorner yes, gotta stick to my ferrari girl agenda
paddocklovez MY NEW PARENTS ❤️
maxverstappen Finally, growing tired of hiding Charles when he visits the garage 😐
christianhorner So you were in on this? maxverstappen For legal reasons, I will be blocking you.
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tagging: @slytherheign, @honethatty12, @siovhanroy, @cxcewg, @sassyheroneckgiant (lmk if anyone else wants to be part of my taglist!)
notes: tysm for reading <3
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cieloclercs · 2 years ago
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what would you say (if i told you i love you)? — charles leclerc
PART: 5/? (read part 4 here)
summary. in which childhood best friends blur the lines between what they’ve always known, and something more
pairing. charles leclerc x artsy!reader
warnings. it’s GROVELLING time !! sad charles, sad reader, swearing, everyone still kind of hates charles (as they should) angst but not quite as angsty as the last part
face claim. tara michelle
author’s note. i hope this is enough suffering for you guys 😭 i’m weak tho so there’s a tinyyy bit of progress at the end 👀 i feel like this one’s a bit messy so i’m sorry about that?? it’s also kind of just setting up the next part but oh well 😭 anyways, LAST PART COMING UP NEXT ☹️ i’m gonna miss this series :’(
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NOW PLAYING | Singapore 2023 post-FP1 interview: Charles Leclerc
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username i’m still charles’ number 1 hater rn but he looked so sad at the end… ☹️
username girl no we need to be strong! don’t fall for the sad puppy dog eyes (i know he’s cute but srsly don’t) 🫠
username you’re right, you’re right 😔 haters until the end 🫡
username sir don’t try and blame your shitty mistakes on y/n 😭😭
username HE LOOKS SO SAD I CANT 🥲
username i really hope y/n sees this and realises he’s actually sorry
username no way that’s too easy. charles needs to apologise properly !!
username oh my GOD the way he started smiling when he said y/n is his ‘lucky charm’ AND THEN THE WAY IT DROPPED WHEN HE REMEMBERED THEY’RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE IM GONNA SCREAM 😭😭😭💔💔💔
username charles do you see what you’re doing to us charlesy/n stans?? PLEASE JUST TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL FFS 😫
username i swear if these two don’t pull their heads out of their asses soon I WILL COMMIT MURDER
username so real bestie 😔
username it’s such an invasion of privacy to ask about this though 😭
username fr the press don’t know when to keep out of it 😒
username i think he knows he’s in love with her now, he’s just not sure how to fix things ☹️
username i’m scared this feels like right person wrong time you know? 😃
username don’t say that 🫣 i’m just praying y/n forgives him. as soon as he apologises properly ofc, can’t make it too easy for him mwahahah
username i want to keep hating him but i’ve never seen him look that sad 🥲
username CHARLES YOU DONT GET TO ACT LIKE THE VICTIM WHEN YOU’RE THE ONE THAT’S CAUSED THIS
username so true. he needs to stop feeling sorry for himself and apologise 🙄
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username SHE’S BACK IN MONACO GUYS EVERYBODY STAY CALM
username MOTHER HAS RETURNED !!!
username wait is that f1 she’s watching on her phone? 🤨
username omg it is 🤭
username SHE WATCHED THE RACE OMFG
username charles podium as well 😩😩
username it’s like he knew she was watching ��
username i hate how quickly everyone’s switching up on the charles situation just because of that interview but at the same time i can’t deal with my parents fighting anymore i need them to make up 😫
leclerc_pascale Bienvenue à la maison, ma fille ❤️ / welcome home, my girl
yourusername 🥰
arthur_leclerc YOU’RE BACK
yourusername did you forget? i literally saw you twenty minutes ago 😭
username the caption 🤔
username we can all agree she’s talking about charles, right?
yourfriend ma femme 🤩 / my wife
yourusername mon amour 😘
username she is everything.
username forget her art SHE IS THE ART RIGHT THERE
charles_leclerc belle / beautiful
username EXCUSE ME??
username SIR WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE PHAHAHA
username charles get tf out of here 😭
username i love how y/n’s just straight up ignoring him 😭
username CHARLES IS HERE GUYS HOW ARE WE FEELING
username i’m so conflicted rn
username like i want them to make up but at the same time he needs to SUFFER like he made y/n suffer
username fr, make him squirm a little 😌
username idk guys, if charles leclerc commented ‘belle’ on MY instagram, i’d be on my knees in an instant 🫣
username girl please 😭
username charles babe please go away you’re ruining the vibes x
username i swear to god if he’s here just to fuck with y/n’s head again i’ll fucking kill him
username he wouldn’t do that
username @charles_leclerc if you want to win her back this is NOT the way to do it
arthur_leclerc @charles_leclerc what did i tell you? 👀
username HAHAHA ARTHUR STOP
joris_trouche @charles_leclerc you should listen to our advice mate 😃
yourfriend @arthur_leclerc @joris_trouche shut up both of you 😒
joris_trouche yes ma’am 🫡
username they’re all ganging up on him 😭
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f1gossip Charles Leclerc and Y/N Y/L/N spotted at the same night club in Monaco 👀
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username OH MY GOD IS IT HAPPENING??
username there’s no way this is coincidence charles is boutta beg for forgiveness i’m calling it
username y/n’s actually smiling tho 😭 charles please don’t ruin it x
username we need y/f/n to scare him off before he can ruin her night 🤞
username AHAHAHA YES
username what i’d give to be in that club rn 😔
username fr y/n better be roasting him 😭
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➜ part 6
taglist: @cxcewg @incoherenciass @formula1mount @allywthsr @meabhcavanagh @driveswiftly13 @zzblooda @gaslysainz @be-your-coffee-pot @siovhanroy
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m4rs-ex3 · 7 months ago
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im sending you the same list of headcanons i sent tate a few days ago but I'm facing my anxiety and coming off anon just for you mars you're welcome 😅
So here are your Rayllum head canons on a silver platter 😘:
Sometimes when Rayla’s brain is being mean to her and the ✨trauma✨ is hitting her especially hard or when she’s sad, she reverts to her old mentalities of making herself seem small and hiding her feelings and sometimes she ends up sitting with her knees against her chest in a corner of their bedroom. And Callum finds her like that and doesn’t even question, he just sits down next to her in wordless support until she’s ready to talk or is feeling a bit better. 
Anytime Rayla wears a dress and Callum will just be gasping, fumbling for words, speechless and stammering and blushing the whole time and its the funniest thing 🤭
On their wedding day they danced to the same song Harrow and Sarai did. 
HAND HOLDING. ALL THE TIME. Reaching for each others hands, when they’re happy, sad, anxious, scared, excited, ALL THE TIME. 
And they play with each others fingers. Just absentmindedly but they do. 
There’s a scar on Rayla’s shoulder and Callum loves to kiss it. Just gently whenever he can, he’ll give it a little kiss. 
Sometimes Ez does something thats so much like their mom (or dad) that after he’s gone (so he doesn’t see) Callum will just burst into tears. And Rayla will pull him into her tiny frame and let him cry against her shoulder and kiss his head until he’s calmed down a little. 
In the middle of the night when one of them has had a nightmare and the other person has moved to the other side of the bed, they’ll also move to that side. So in the morning, both of them are cuddling on one side of the bed. 
They will both rant/complain to the other. Like one of them will be pacing back and forth just ranting and the other will be sitting on the bed or wherever totally invested in the rant. 
three words. MORE STAR-GAZING DATES.
if there's anything else, i'll send it to you 😘
why thank you
i like imagining him walking into the room, seeing her, leaving without a word, coming back with blankets, pillows, and snacks and just curling up next to her to read, all with a completely blank expression
unfortunately she can't wear them that often because the amount of walls callum walks into becomes dangerous
that's beautiful but also i haven't been able to stop thinking about the potential for a parallel between rayllum and tiadrin + lain dancing in the meadow
literally. it's absolutely disgusting /pos
them absent-mindedly observing each other's fingers out of fascination is just so ASDFSAEFJGASHOKJ
i've mentioned this personal hc before but i just know that she has like hundreds of tiny scars and he has memorized ALLLLL of them. he could draw up a map
correct. sad
eventually they get like a big ass california king-sized bed and yet they still sleep like it's a twin
one of em will be talking about how they want to skin some asshole alive and the other will be dreamily gazing at them like "you are so hot 💖"
well yes. they both end up with an encyclopedic knowledge of constellations and everyone else is just like "why do you know that" (to rayla, anyway)
thank you for your service 🫡
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nonerrata-myarchives · 1 month ago
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Holy moly. Happy Valentine's day 💕 baby.
@elysianwayy77 I'm a fool. 💕
Attention, peasants. 🫡
You may read this if you wish to learn how to properly treat a goddess, but if you lack the intelligence or the ability to appreciate true beauty, kindly move along.
Now, to the only person who matters—my wife, the breathtaking, mind-blowingly hot, and utterly untouchable queen of my existence. 😍😍😍😍🥳🥳🥳🥹🥹 Just a casual reminder that you are dangerously gorgeous, and I am but a mere mortal lucky enough to be in your presence.
(P.S. What’s cooking, good-looking? 😉🔥)
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Anyways, here we go.
My Dearest, Most Gorgeous, Utterly Unbelievable Wife—
It’s our first Valentine’s, and I need you to brace yourself, because I am about to ruin all future Valentine’s for you by setting the bar so high even NASA couldn't reach it. 🚀💥
Looking back, we’ve come so far—oh wait, we actually have. You used to be just some pretty, untouchable, otherworldly being, and I? Just a lowly fool worshipping from afar. Then, somehow, we ended up in the same weird little cult (love that for us), then besties, then a whole nan situation (ugly ho.), then besties again, and then BOOM—MY WIFEEE.
OMG. MY. WIFEEE.
To this day, I am still baffled by how I managed to pull you. Did I hypnotize you? Did you hit your head? Am I secretly a Greek god and just don’t know it yet? The world may never know. 🙉🙀
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Anyway, enough with the sweet talk.
Let’s get into the important business. 😏
I have some very urgent, bedroom-related topics to discuss, but since there’s a tiny chance some underage gremlin is reading this, let’s keep it PG-13—for now. 👀
Just know that I am fully prepared to lick any and all whipped cream for you, wherever, whenever, however. 😏 I would commit actual crimes for you, no hesitation, no regrets, just straight-up:
"Yes, your honor, it was for my wife."
I will gladly watch you wear a wine red thong (yes, you read that correctly 😈), twirl dramatically around a pole 💃🏽, and after that? We can cry over tragic romcoms, high on caffeine and dangerously in love, while I hold you so tight it’s practically a felony.
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And just so we’re clear—this is just the beginning. 💍
You are stuck with this foolishly devoted, sarcastic, absolutely whipped idiot for life. 💘
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P.S. Happy Valentine’s, BBG. 😘 I hope you’re ready for me, because I am never, ever letting you go. ❤️‍🔥
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kasagia · 6 months ago
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I BEG YOU TO PLEASE WRITE A STORY FOR SAURON. There are not enough and you’re INCREDIBLE. I trust you with the sacred texts of writing.
Okay now it's getting serious and I'm starting to get a little stressed about how it's going to turn out 😅🫣
Looks like I have serious work to do. See you on Friday. 🫡
Dear anonymous, know that I was supposed to back out of this (for fear that the Fandom will eat me for my lack of knowledge 😅), but now I can't and I don't want to. 🤣 So I'm just trying to nervously say that your words matter and I am veeeery excited to write it!
And thank you so much, honey, I hope you like what my brain has put together after getting inspired from watching/reading all of Haladriel's works/realted things! I never thought in my life that I would be writing for Sauron, but oh well... 😂🤣 Anyway, THAAAAANK YOUUUUUUU!!! 🥰😘🖤🖤🖤
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justagalwhowrites · 8 months ago
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Heyyy I just wanna say hey and love you!! It’s so depressing seeing so many incredible fic writers get hated on and bullied into leaving this site and makes me so mad. There are so many more of us who love and appreciate fic writers but unfortunately the hateful losers are always the loudest. I know the rest of us could do a better job of being supportive and appreciative and I can speak for myself when I say I will try to be more supportive of all fic writers with reblogs, comments, etc. anyways, that’s it, just wanted to thank you for your amazing stories that you share with us! 🫡😘❤️💕👸
Hi Bestie!
You are so kind to reach out like this, thank you so much! I think you're right, there are a lot more people here who are kind and supportive - both of creators and people who are to find things within the fandom they enjoy - than there are otherwise.
I think something that's getting lost in all this is that yes, writers put themselves out there and yes, I understand that when I share something, I'm opening myself up to criticism (and if someone sends an ask that is critical, that's totally fine by me, I'll always share it and respond as long as there aren't any slurs - though everyone has been overwhelmingly kind to me) BUT people posting about different kinds of stories on that blog aren't just hurting the writers, they're hurting the readers, too. The people who have found meaning or comfort or fulfillment of any kind in these stories haven't opened themselves up for criticism in the same way creators have and I hope they aren't feeling like something they enjoy or something that's meant a lot of them is bad or wrong because of what someone anonymously sends into a blog.
Everyone is different and has different wants and needs to be fulfilled with fiction. That's why there are so many kinds of stories! I think that's a beautiful thing. That doesn't mean everything is my cup of tea but hey, that's OK! Those stories exist for SOMEONE and that someone and their needs are just as important as me and mine.
I appreciate every ounce of support I've gotten here! I've said it before and I'll say it again, I feel like you're all just doing me a favor by reading anything that I write at all and I want you to interact with what I create in whatever way makes you feel the most comfortable. If that's just silently reading, that's totally fine! I love every like, comment, reblog and ask I get (they are so often a bright spot in my day!) but I care a lot more about you.
Thank you for being here and for your support and your thoughts!
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jungkoode · 1 month ago
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Chat will there be 3 chapters release for off labels tomorrow?? 🤠
It's hobi's birthday booooo❤️‍🔥
WHATS NEWWWWW🎺
Baby girl I'm hooked for your writing🙏🏻 the technical know how has me on knees🧎🏼‍♀️please fullfill me with the leagacy
Im not high im not high im not high
Am i high or doctor hobi having a tongue depressor down my throat??!
CHAT ARE WE COOKED🤯
Sorry for the brain rot, you're writing is so fucking good, I've been on edge for the longest of time sweating through all my holes for ur updates and; say it with me
THE NEVER DISAPPOINT🫡
Stay with me now. I maybe just delusional but is u a doctor?????? MAKE IT MAKE SENSEEE WE GOT A DOCTOR FIC WRITER😱 im in for the party
Ok I'll leave you alone now, just know that i love u
Sra😘
OH MY GOD I LITERALLY JUST HAD A FULL-ON EXISTENTIAL CRISIS BECAUSE I READ THIS AND WENT, "WHAT DOES SHE MEAN TOMORROW IS HOBI'S BIRTHDAY??? TOMORROW'S NOT FEBRUARY 18TH—" checks calendar "—OH MY GOD TOMORROW IS FEBRUARY 18TH." My brain was fully convinced we were somewhere in December, which is frankly alarming but not surprising given my general lack of awareness of time and space. ANYWAY.
YES. In honor of our dance king, I will probably be dropping two chapters tomorrow. Smutty ones, because of course. I need you to prepare yourselves emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually for the sheer drama of Chapter 7. Like, it's giving stress, it's giving internal conflict, it's giving why are they like this. But I know you all eat that up, so who am I to deny you?
Also, NO, I am not a doctor (god help us all if I were), but I am a research gremlin who hyperfixates on getting details right. If something medical sounds convincing, it’s just me playing pretend with excessive Googling and academic papers. Plus, Hoseok is a doctor in kkangpae too, so my brain is already wired to default to him in a lab coat.
I LOVE YOU TOO, BABY. Stay tuned, stay unhinged, and get ready for tomorrow. It's about to get real.
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oddinary4bts · 10 months ago
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Hiiii, guess whose new toxic trait is starting stories but never finishing them bc ✨feelings✨ side eyes my copy of a court of wings and ruin that I haven’t touched since I reached a climactic point like a month ago and the fics on here I binged knowing full well they weren’t finished 🙋🏽‍♀️
All that to say…that same person mayhaps just binged chasing cars even tho I told myself I would finish sinful lust first 😭 It’s literally so good, I wanted to tell you I’m obsessed before I hit whatever trigger it is that will make me hold off on finishing it for the foreseeable future 😬😂
I’m as down bad for these jk POV’s you’re doing as he is for oc. I LOVE a good pov shift and his are the best!! They’re so…wholesome??? He talks about tae being a romantic but I think his heart is trying to make him one too. Perhaps love at first sight 👀 but deny deny deny. That’s my kind of angst/slow burn 👌🏽 there’s a lot of talent on this site but there are just some writers who stand out to me and you’re definitely one of them. You have an amazing talent and we’re so lucky you want to share it with us 🖤 got my heart beating as fast as Jk’s when reader does something cute 🤭 I would love to make wild theories but I think what I like most about your writing is I just feel so content to be along for the ride?? Maybe it’s because you seem to have so much written before you start releasing but I just fully trust the process every single time
Anyway… guess I should be off to talk to my therapist about my commitment issues 😂👋🏽😘
Oh one last thing, the universe is sick of my toxic shit bc legit one of the series I binged knowing full well it hasn’t been updated in over a year…within a week of me reading the author updated. Like a 30k chapter at that!!!!! 😳
ACOWAR!!!!! YOU HAVE TO FINISH MY DUDE!!! Silver flames is so so so so good😭 like don’t get me started on Azriel bc we’ll be here until she releases the next book fr
I’m happy you’re obsessed!! I hope you won’t hit a trigger that makes you stop reading🥺🥺
Oh yes his heart is definitely trying to make him a romantic rn🤭 it definitely was love at first sight for him but he doesn’t realize it all! I’m glad you like his povs✨
Oh thank you so much for saying I stand out🥺🥺 I really try to write the entire stories before I start posting bc if I don’t I feel like I’d never finish them. So that way it really is just a ride for you guys - if you wanna tag along, that is😌
And don’t worry about the commitment issues, I totally get it hahaha
A 30k chapter😭 that’s sick tho we thank you for your service🫡
Oh and also I hope you finish sinful lust one day even tho it’s really angsty🥹
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Hi! i want to ask how you got the idea to write SWY and TRP story and chose them (among Pedro’s character) as your main characters? 🫶🏻
Hi love! Thanks for the ask 😘 The short answer for why Din or Tim is that I'm personally very weak for gruff, competent men who are secret softies and caretakers. 🤭😍 Longer ramblings under the cut 🫡
Safest with You was the first story I ever wrote (down) and it probably always had to be Din because I'm the most familiar with him? I've watched (and thought about) The Mandalorian more than I have any of Pedro's other shows/films (the second is Narcos).
The concept of a (retired) mob enforcer who loves his girl enough to leave her came to me when I was driving in the car and listening to "People" by Libianca, and I just couldn't get the image of two people in love who are apart and miserable, out of my head; she's safe, but at what cost? Yup, you heard it here first: even though we are just now getting to the angst in Ch. 19/20/21, this angst spawned the whole series 😂 My brain is weird! To this day, when I listen to that song, I think of Din and Pretty Bird and I probably always will.
As for The Rockford Portfolio, this one started (and continues) very differently! None of us know Tim that well because there's only been 48 seconds of him in canon 🤭 and this makes it super fun to write him because we can make a lot of things up - hopefully I've been able to paint an attractive and consistent picture of this man!
The stories for them come from everywhere! The first one was written for a Tumblr writing challenge where I had to brainstorm an ocean themed location/plot first, and once I decided on the aquarium location I picked a Pboi after (it was *almost* an aquarium date with Marcus Moreno, or an aquarium field trip chaperoned by Mr. Ben!🤷🏻‍♀️).
Some inspo comes from fun Tiktok trends and sometimes stories are inspired by posts and fics from talented writers here! Tim and Shutterbug's stories just come when they come; I don't have an overall plot for them (for now anyways) and that actually makes writing TPR and SwY at the same time very beneficial. SwY is fully outlined until the end (including epilogue), so when I write it, there’s pressure to make sure I hit certain plot points or convey certain points of view. I can get stuck sometimes. It's nice to a have a series that doesn't have a lot of structure to it, so there's no pressure but I can continue writing in order to keep the creative juices flowing 😊
OK - that was a lot! Hope it answered your question at least a little 😂 Thank you for reading and always being supportive - I'm so grateful for your interest in these series 🥹🥹😘😘
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Good morning puppy! I hope you're feeling better very soon! Can't have such a sweet lil' prince be super ill! I would happily offer my service as a large, comfortable man to have you cozy up on me 🫡💕
The vibes would be immaculate! That's what freaking around is all about, everyone involved having fun and feeling amazing! 💚 That does sound very silly little guy coded to be like "Oop, hold on... I love this part!" And I'd happily pause to listen with you 😘
I loved seeing your musical yapping!! You have a whole variety of playlists and that baffles me as a one playlist man 🤣 I may not have Spotify but I'll have to work my way through the list and see what I rock with!!
Lil' fella be yapping and absolutely having all of my attention 😍 gotta love a certified yapper! It opens eyes to new things and offers new information as well as being the best way to get to know someone! So I will happily volunteer to be a yap buddy with you 🫡
I'm glad you got a valentine! It may just be a friend, but it's the sentiment that matters most! 💕 I will be making sure to try and hit some PRs for you next Friday, I lift in solidarity for all of us single folk 🫡 drama club sounds fun! I miss doing drama and acting, I did a bunch in highschool but got lazy teen syndrome after and never went further with it 🤣
I hope you get lots of rest and relaxing in today so you are feeling better soon! Make sure to eat well, drink lots of water and get some meds if needed! 💕
good morning <3 !!! i just woke up after going back to sleep and i feel a bit better now ^_^ my stomach is still a little unsettled but once i get out of bed and have some water and stuff im sure i will be fine! althoughhhh if i had you here to cozy up with i wouldn't want to get up at all :3 maybe its a good thing you aren't... wouldn't want you to catch whatever's up with me >_<
hell yeah!!! i am all for fun and whimsy allll the time 💜 silly little guy... yep. that's me!! and YAYYY Yahoo to listening with me! hfkdhghfhh so silly,,, making me giggle just thinking about it omg ^_^ ♡
WOOO im glad you liked my musical yap it was so FUN i had such a great time writing it all out oh my goodness...!! i love loveeee making playlists i think i have about?? almost 40?? so a looot more besides what ive got publicly... i have them for all sorts of genres and moods aaand also i have a lot of playlists based on characters that i like!! my most embarrassing playlist has to be this 9 hour one i have that's just All the opening and ending themes for my favourite anime on repeat... ouugh. and i listen to it!! anyway yes yes see what you rock with 🎸🔥 !!! i love sharing my fave music and just my fave things in general with people yayy!!
omg hell YES i have a Yap Buddy now yippee 🥳🥳🥳 !!!! giggling sooo bad right now this is so awesome. you're never everrrr ever going to get me to shut up about Anything now BTW. Yay 💜 !!
YEAAAH you can do it 💪 !! hit those PRs ^_^ !!! drama club is soooo fun oh my goodness i love it so so much... i've been super into performance since i was maybe 11 or 12 ? so a really long time! reading that you used to do it in high school made me so insanely happy omg thats so cool.... lazy teen syndrome is so real though 😭😭 !!!
ill definitely be taking it easy <3 !! i hope you have an amazinggg wonderful day today wahoo ^_^ ☆☆
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joosthead · 2 months ago
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hiiii joostcid anon here
overstim fic got me like...u know....
"i saw i read i came" 🫡
yeah just like that famous saying
and just like #normal au
omg im just really want to spill my crazy wildest thoughts on u rn but my eng is not good enough
but anyway sooo i want u to know i love your work pls never die 😘
JOOSTCID ANONNN I NEED TO RESPOND TO YTOUR ASKS TOO ILY </333 im so very glad you enjoyed overstim fic!!
im so serious please spill your wildest crazy thoughts on me your english is perfectly fine and honestly if you put out a concept i will definitely expand upon it (see family anon replies LOL) i wanna know your mind as a fellow joostcid enjoyer!! i need to definitely respond to your asks tho my legend<3
i will never die as long as i need to fulfill my quest of writing joosti fanfiction
im so happy you love my work <33333 :)))
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hangmansradio · 6 months ago
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restricted section suggestions or ideas or things i'd like to see! : more subspace, i love when frank gets literally stupid with it. more intriguing toys that gerard is experienced with but frank has never tried. i think frank is due to be a little bratty and have a proper punishment (that they both enjoy obv) more public sex. gerard goes to franks again. maybe at some point they move in together and can explore that dynamic. gerard doing work and keeping frank next to him and fucking him whenever he wants and plugging him so he's so full of cum by the end. frank in lingerie! roleplay. they're together fr so frank should meet mikey. i want to know if mikey knows about gerards preferences maybe frank addresses gerard sir in front of him on accident and some awkwardness ensues and mikey can be like yea i don't need to know about all that you two have fun tho. you know how frank would write his fantasies? i want gerard to write one that makes frank positively blush all the way down his face and chest and his pupils dilate and his cock weeps also. no one ever frots anymore you know? maybe a scenario where that happens. frank wants to fuck in the archive and gerard is like no we couldn't possibly these are historical documents! also an inclusion of other bandom characters and friends of theirs could lead to more plotty stuff. more development in franks career i want to know more about his music! and also just i loved the chapter where they went out in public so much i love them being in a relationship but also having their power dynamic. i love reading about them being out while gerard buys things for frank and frank walks around like an airhead yay. but obviously they don't have to go shopping again they can just do whatever but yes airhead frank who is just happy to go along with whatever daddy wants.
anyway i love the fic so much and i hope to see more!
Oh my goodness THANK YOU for this, Nonny! 💜💜
I am thrilled and delighted to see some things here that have already started appearing in the chapter I'm currently working on 🤭 and a few things that I hadn't considered, that have fired my brain back into the place it needs to be to get those cogs moving again. Thank you thank you thank you 😘
I worry sometimes that I'm being too self indulgent with the copious amounts of cum in this fic, but your idea of Frank being kept on hand to fill up through Gerard's working day is too good to miss... If I'm not alone in wanting Frank utterly dripping, then it is my duty to write it 🫡
I had considered bringing in Mikey... I think some more characters are probably required now it's rolled along this far 🤭 I keep going back and forth over whether it's time to admit enough is enough and wrap it up... Or whether to just keep it going in some endless, mostly plotless, mammoth fic where I squeeze in as many kinks as I can think of.
I think I know now which way it's going to swing 😅💜
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rahleeyah · 8 months ago
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Miss ma'am WHERE did that chapter come from!! I thought the story would be a nice alternate take on their reunion and you have ratcheted the tension UPPPPP and constantly surprise me. Plus don't ever stop 😮‍💨
🫡🫡🫡 thank youuuuu I know that chapter was a lot but man was it fun 💀 my approach to this story from the jump was "I wanna have fun." I wanted outrageous mic drop cliffhangers and thickkkkkk sexual tension and one liners and visuals that stick with us. I wanted something special that was gonna be as much fun to write as it was to read and so far I've been really happy with how it's turning out. It's about pushing both Elliot and Olivia to their limits; stripped down, cut off from their "real lives", lonely and scared and crashing into each other, they're so far outside their comfort zones - untethered from the rules and familiar customs that used to hold them in check - and that's what I think it would take for them to cross those lines. It had to be extreme, and their response to their extreme circumstances is also extreme.
So anyway fun is the name of the game and we got lots more coming 😘
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Weekend Update - 03/17/2024 (on 03/18/2024)
Happy St. Patrick’s Day! ☘️ This format will be a bit abbreviated this week. It’s been rough for me the last few week with work especially and life somewhat.
I think in sharing a small portion of what some of my days have looked like the last few months (mainly violent patients, disrobing patients, family members bringing drugs and other contraband into the hospital, a man arguing with security in a diaper) and still being expected to finish your shift and be ready to come back in a day or two, any of these single events might be a lot for some.
One silver lining, mama Nerdie has life advice: “Watch some Pedro and forget about old man balls.” Words I never thought I would hear her say but also words to live by. 🤣🤣🤣
For me they’ve become weekly. 😑 When I read it all together I realized it was a lot but it was a lot. Do I see a lot every week? I think I’m desensitized 😵‍💫 I’m kinda concerned but also it helps me function so…
Anyway, due to the above, my fic rec section will be shorter, what I put out this week is definitely shorter and the week of 03/24 and 03/31, there won’t be a weekend update from me as I am taking a well earned I think, vacation. 😎 Yay!
I should have my March Prompts scheduled through 3/31 and my Ezra series should continue through the end of March as well. I plan to continue Ezra, my fluffy Din series and Wedding Dieter series in April. 😘 Likely mid to late April as a heads up.
Thank you all so much for your support of my weekend updates. My usual format is fun to write because it’s what I imagine talking to one of you would be like if you wanted to pick my brain 🧠
Fanfiction recommendations 🥰
1. Ezra part two** from “A Baker’s Dozen” by @avastrasposts
2. His Living Fleshlight by @beskarandblasters (Din Djarin - F! Reader)
3. Plus size reader Masterlist by @ezrasbirdie
4. Mejor Sin Ti part one by @fhatbhabie (Javier Peña x plus size female reader featuring Joel Miller)
5. Que Manera de Despertar (Javier Peña x fat wife) by @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin
6. Watercolor by @magpiepills (Lucian Flores x female reader)
7. Mientes part two of Mejor Sin Ti by @fhatbhabie (Javier Peña x plus size reader featuring Joel Miller)
8. Summer nights, you and I by @katsheadinclouds (Lucian Flores x F plus’s size reader)
9. Couch, Interrupted by @charethcutestory02 (Frankie Morales x Benny Miller)
10. One Day at a Time by @rebel-held (Dieter Bravo x f reader)
I’m sad I didn’t get to more fics this week, there’s too many in my drafts folder warning to be read and reblogged.
What Nerdie did this week:
1. Made Our Journey Across the Star Ocean Masterlist
2. Part Three of The Lake Between Us
3. March Prompts days 10 - 16 (my top three: 11, 14 and 15) ☺️
4. Notes with Dieter
A doodle of one of the tattoos I want AU Din to have when he moves into the neighborhood: @alltheglitterandtheroar and @megamindsecretlair are to blame for letting me talk about Din way too much in sweatpants, special mention of @rhoorl for her former love 🫡
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Why did I write elbow? Truthfully I’m not sure, where else would his elbow be? 🤣🤣🤣
This is why I write and do not draw. 👀 I will leave it to @immarocketman and @morallyinept as they’re artists. 🧑‍🎨
Stay safe, stay hydrated and when in doubt, watch some Pedro 💕
Love Nerdie! See you in April ❤️
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