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I didn't want to make this announcement and intended to quietly disappear for a while, but I see so many people writing to me that I will write a separate post here so that everyone understands where I am and why I disappeared 🙏🏻🥺
At the moment, my mental state is not the best, and my therapist has advised me to refrain from using social media. So I'm going to leave you guys for a while 😭
I don't know how long it will take, but I promise it won't be long 🙏🏻 While I'm away, I will prepare many new chapters and stories for you 🙏🏻💜
I hope you will wait patiently for me 🙏🏻 I apologize to those whom I did not respond to personally, and I hope you will read this post 🥺 You are so precious to me, and I didn't think I would send you a message like this again 😭
But life is kicking my ass, and I have to deal with all the shit in my life and then come back to you clean and healthy!
I LOVE YOU 💜 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES, MY BELOVED ARMY 💗


#announcement of which shouldn’t have been made#here I am again with my whining 😂#please wait for me
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Hey babes, i absolutely loveee your ficsss 🎀🎀 so much and will read the one you posted a few minutes agooo!!! I was kinda confused since u said in the authors note that it's already september 1 in korea but ig, it actually is not yet? I might be very wrong so?? Will u let me know 🫠
Thank you, my love ❤️🔥❤️🔥 I'll be happy if you read my new fanfic 😭❤️🔥❤️🔥
I'M SO ANGRY THAT HE PUBLISHED IT EARLIER 😭 It's almost 8 p.m. in Korea now 😭😭
I set the post to publish automatically, but it was published earlier 😭😭😭😭
Things didn't go as planned, and my gift was revealed early 😭😭😭 I was supposed to publish it in 5 hours 💔
Oh!! I'm just want cry 😭😭😭
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When everything is going wrong today, and all I want to do is cry 😭
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˶° Summary: After a chance encounter at a party where sparks flew between you and Jungkook, you see him again—this time amid the adrenaline rush of illegal street racing. One risky race, a chase with the cops, and a night on the beach turn the tension between you into a passion you can't escape.
˶° Couple: Jeon Jungkook x The Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
˶° Age restrictions: 18+
˶° Size: one shot (9k+ words)
˶° Tags: strangers to lovers, dom!jungkook, sub!reader, racing au, illegal street racing, adrenaline rush, police chase, bad boy jungkook, tattooed jungkook, party vibes, sexual tension, smoking, angst with smut, slow burn to passion, car sex, risky romance, forbidden desire, pusan nights, toxic chemistry, nsfw, smut, explicit content, rough sex, fingering, oral sex, car sex, semi public sex, protected sex, dirty talk, teasing, sexual tension, body worship, size kink, overstimulation, passionate sex, biting and marking
˶° From author: If you're wondering what inspired me to write this story, read the end of the post 👇🏻 But I have to say here that this is a GIFT for you, my dear ones, in honor of Jungkook's birthday ❤️🔥🎂🎉
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˶° Warning: This story contains explicit scenes of a sexual nature, descriptions of physical intimacy, use of profanity, and themes that may be uncomfortable for some readers. Recommended for readers aged 18+. The story focuses on sexual tension, provocations, and romantic interactions that may evoke strong emotions. Since English is not my native language, some sentences may have unusual constructions or grammatical inaccuracies. Thank you for your understandin!g!
The evening was supposed to end peacefully. You and your friend wanted to relax after a hard week. The club was pulsing with electronic music, the lights were flashing to the beat of the bass, and the cocktail in your hand was slowly melting, leaving a barely noticeable bitterness on your tongue. It was around three o'clock when you decided to go home.
"Taehyung is on his way," your friend, Hannah, smiled as she received a message. "He says he'll be here in five minutes."
"Oh, finally. I can't feel my legs anymore," you grimaced, leaning toward her.
"Let's go wait for him outside," Hannah said.
It was warm outside. And after the stuffy club, being out in the open air was bliss. You were wearing a black top with bows on the shoulders that exposed your collarbones and black loose pants with white stripes and buttons down the sides that flared slightly at the bottom, exposing your knees and thighs with every step. Your hair was loose, with only a few strands gathered in a small hair clip to keep them from falling on your face. The white sneakers on your feet were your salvation, and you were glad you wore them because they saved your feet.
You and your friend walked away from the club entrance, and at that very moment, a black Tesla Model Y pulled up. Behind the wheel was Taehyung, Hannah's boyfriend. He was tall, with messy hair and a habit of playfully biting his lower lip when he was excited about something. And right now, it seemed he was.
You got into the car. You greeted Taehyung cheerfully and settled comfortably in the back seat, dreaming of taking a bath and going to bed. Hannah kissed Taehyung on the lips, and you tried not to look. You always felt awkward at moments like this. You unlocked your phone and went on Instagram to check who had viewed your stories.
"Well, are you ready for adventure?" you heard Taehyung's voice as he pulled away.
You looked up and saw the guy's profile, a smile playing on his lips.
"I thought you were taking us home," you said, a little tensely. Hannah turned sharply to you, looking over her seat with a broad smile.
"That was the plan at first," Taehyung laughed. "But on the way to your place, Jungkook called me. He said there's going to be a cool race."
"A race?" There was alarm in your voice.
"Yes! And not just a race, but the season finale. In the industrial zone, as usual!" Taehyung clarified.
"But it's an illegal race. If the police are there and I get caught, I'll get a reprimand at work. And that's if I'm lucky..." you muttered, trying to convince your friends not to take you there.
"You're exaggerating," Hannah waved her hand. "The police don't care about races at three in the morning in an industrial area. And Jungkook will be happy to see you again, I’m sure," she encouraged you, but you barely managed to keep from grimacing. Because in reality, there was something unresolved between you and Jungkook.
Jungkook was a guy you met a few weeks ago at a party. It was one of those parties you were persuaded to go to literally an hour before it started. Jungkook was Taehyung's friend. You remember how he appeared out of nowhere. You first noticed him because of the way he moved through the crowd — confidently, but with a natural ease, as if he didn't care who was looking at him.
Dark hair, slightly tousled, tattoos peeking out from under the sleeves of his black T-shirt, and that seemingly indifferent gaze, but with a spark of playfulness. Taehyung introduced you to each other, and you immediately felt your heart beat faster when Jungkook smiled, revealing dimples on his cheeks.
The party continued, and when you got a little tired of the noise and dancing, you found a place in the kitchen where there were the fewest people. Jungkook came in a few minutes later, supposedly to get a drink. He sat down next to you and you started talking. At first, it was casual banter about the music being too loud and how Hannah and Taehyung had already put on a mini-show on the dance floor.
Your conversation flowed easily as he talked about his car, how he loved speed and the feeling of freedom when racing down the night roads. You listened, but mostly looked at him — at his profile, at how he slightly narrowed his eyes when he laughed, at how his lips touched the beer can, at how his tongue quickly and deftly picked up every drop of the drink.
He sat close, his knee almost touching yours, his eyes lingering on you longer than a normal conversation required. And you couldn't help but feel a sense of confidence that a man like Jungkook had noticed you. He was incredibly attractive, and the longer you were in his company, the more you wanted to stay.
At one point, the kitchen became crowded and noisy. As you watched several guys trying to clear space on the kitchen table to arm wrestle, you felt hot breath on your ear and heard his low voice:
"Let's go outside and get some fresh air."
Because of the surprise, you turned your head too sharply and almost bumped into his lips. He lingered on your lips, then took your hand and led you through the noisy crowd that was already watching the fight.
Once outside, Jungkook let go of your hand and lit a cigarette. He took a long, deep drag. The cigarette smoke left his lips in a thick veil that quickly dissolved into the air. Jungkook looked at you, and you couldn't hold his gaze for long. You quickly looked away, hearing his voice somewhere to the side.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" His voice sounded calm, almost playful.
"You're already smoking. Will you put it out if I say I don't want you to?" you replied, glancing over your shoulder. He took another drag and followed you, waving the smoke away so it wouldn't touch you.
"If you say you don't want me to, I'll throw it away," he replied. You stopped and turned around. Jungkook was only half a step away from you. You tilted your head back, only now realizing how tall and broad he was. It seemed as if he filled the entire space. Jungkook looked at you, and you saw a spark in his eyes.
"I don't want you to. Don't smoke," you said deliberately, to see if he would keep his word.
He smiled — first with the corner of his lips, then more broadly, as if he really liked your boldness. After pausing for a few seconds, he threw the cigarette at his feet and crushed it with his shoe. You watched his movements, and when you looked up again, you found yourself captivated by his gaze.
You looked at each other, and the idea of kissing him was imposed on your mind. You smelled his perfume, which had a narcotic effect on you, mixed with the slight taste of tobacco that still lingered in the air.
Jungkook was standing so close that you could feel the warmth of his body, and it made your heart beat faster. His gaze was magnetic, as if he could see right through you, and you couldn't look away, even though somewhere inside you felt a slight fear of where this might lead.
"Well, you really made me quit smoking," he said with a slight smile, but there was a note of surprise in his voice, as if he himself did not expect to obey your words. He stepped even closer, and now there were only a few inches between you. You felt his fingers lightly touch your wrist, as if checking whether you would let him. You didn't pull your hand away. "But I could use one to ease my nerves," his voice became quieter, deeper, and you felt goosebumps run down your skin.
You wanted to say something witty, but the words stuck in your throat. Instead, you just smiled slightly, holding his gaze.
"Easy your nerves?" you smiled, feeling the alcohol and his closeness breaking down all your barriers.
"You know, I've been trying all evening to figure out how to be alone with you," he whispered, and those words made your insides tighten.
You didn't have time to answer because in the next moment his lips touched yours — at first cautiously, as if he was giving you a chance to back away. But you didn't back away. You responded to the kiss, and it immediately became deeper, more insistent. His hand slid to your waist, and then his fingers slipped slightly under the edge of your top, touching your skin. The touch was like an electric shock, and you felt your knees buckle slightly.
You stood under the house, in the shadows, where the light from the street lamps barely reached. His kiss was confident but not rough, and you lost track of time, immersing yourself in the moment. But suddenly you heard voices—loud laughter and footsteps. Two girls came out of the house, one of them shouting when she saw Jungkook. She said that everyone wanted him to take part in an arm wrestling match.
Jungkook stepped away, glancing at them quickly, and you felt the moment slip away. The girls were drunk, and one of them approached you, paying no attention to you, and literally took him away from you. The girl who took Jungkook dragged him by the arm toward the house, laughing loudly and shouting something about how he "had to beat everyone" in arm wrestling.
He glanced back at you over his shoulder, his eyes still sparkling, but he let himself be led away, reluctantly but without much resistance. Jungkook went into the house, and you stayed outside, still a little excited from the feeling of his palm under your top.
You could have gone back into the house, found Hannah, or just joined in the buzz of the party, but your feet seemed to be glued to the ground. You stood there, staring at the door through which Jungkook had just disappeared, wondering if you should follow him. But something held you back — maybe pride, or maybe the fear that he would no longer pay attention to you once he returned to the noisy crowd. You sighed and sat down on the curb, taking out your phone to distract yourself. Instagram stories, messages from Hannah ("Where are you? I'm in the kitchen, come on over!"), but all you could think about was him.
A few minutes later, the door opened again, and you involuntarily looked up, hoping it was Jungkook. But it was just another group of guests who had come out to smoke and were discussing something loudly.
You looked away, feeling your mood slowly sinking. Jungkook never came back to you. You waited a little longer, but finally decided not to chase after him. You returned to the house, found Hana, who was already a little drunk and dancing with Taehyung, and just spent the rest of the evening trying not to think about what had happened.
When the evening was over, you said goodbye to Jungkook with just a quick glance. He was standing with a group of guys, holding a bottle of beer in his hand, and just nodded slightly to you with the same cheeky smile. You didn't know why he didn't come over, ask for your number, or say anything else. Maybe for him it was just a moment, one of many that he easily lets go. But you couldn't shake the feeling that your kiss with him had affected you much more deeply than you wanted to admit.
But his words, "I wanted to be alone with you," now sounded like a cheap trick to lower your guard. Who knows what would have happened if that girl hadn't come out to pick up Jungkook? Was there something more between you?
Now, sitting in Taehyung's car on the way to the race, you felt those memories come back with renewed force. Hana kept chattering about how cool it would be to see Jungkook behind the wheel and what a first-class driver he was, while Taehyung joked that he would "put on a show again."
You remained silent, staring out the window at the flashing lights of the city at night. You weren't sure if you were ready to see him again, or if you were ready for him to act as if nothing had happened between you. But no one knew about you, and you had to pretend that you would be interested in the races.
Taehyung's car stopped on the outskirts of an industrial area, where a crowd was already buzzing. The industrial area in Busan was the perfect place for such illegal races: wide asphalt roads, empty warehouses, and no prying eyes. Summer in Busan was hot, and even at night the air remained warm, with a slight hint of the sea.
Taehyung parked, and you and Hannah got out of the car. Music from portable speakers mixed with the roar of engines and the shouts of people. Taehyung led you to a group of guys standing near the improvised "organizers' area" — a few folding chairs and a table with drinks.
He approached each of them and shook their hands, leaning his shoulder against them.
"Hey guys, you remember Y/N, right?" Taehyung shouted so he could be heard better. He quickly introduced you to everyone present because, unlike these guys who recognized you (you couldn't know why), you didn't remember almost any of them. Apparently, they were at the party, the same one where you met Jungkook.
The guys greeted you, each in their own way: Namjoon with a confident smile, Hoseok with a friendly nod, Yoongi raised his eyebrow slightly and greeted you in an indifferent tone, Jimin winked cheerfully, and Jin bowed theatrically, making everyone laugh. You noticed that they looked relaxed and cheerful, and it was captivating.
You felt a strange excitement inside, waiting for the one man you couldn't find in the crowd. Suddenly, the crowd erupted in cheers, and you turned your head toward the road. A Mercedes-AMG GT R roared to the finish line, followed by a BMW and an Audi.
The cars stopped, and the crowd began to chant:
"JK! JK!"
Your heart skipped a beat, and you immediately realized that Jungkook was behind the wheel of the Mercedes. He got out of the car, and you couldn't take your eyes off him. He was wearing a black sleeveless T-shirt that hugged his broad shoulders and highlighted the tattoo on his arm. Dark, worn jeans sat low on his hips, and black sneakers completed the look. His hair was slightly tousled, and he looked as attractive as ever, you would even say perfect. His face was lit up with the cheeky smile you remembered from the party.
Jungkook approached the crowd, where he was immediately surrounded, greeted, and patted on the back. His eyes scanned the crowd, and suddenly he stopped when he saw you. His smile softened, becoming almost intimate. His eyebrows rose slightly. He was pleasantly surprised to see you here.
When the crowd finally let Jungkook go, he approached his friends, where you were standing next to Hannah, who was in Taehyung's arms. Jungkook hugged each of his friends, accepting their greetings, and then his eyes met yours again.
"Hi," he said softly, as if you hadn't seen each other in weeks, but had just been talking.
"Hi," you replied, feeling a rush of heat wash over your body, and barely managed to respond.
From further conversations and actions, you realized that it was Jimin who had organized the whole event. A moment later, he was on an improvised stage made of folding chairs, raising his hand to call everyone to silence. His energy ignited the crowd, and even in the chaos of shouting and music, he easily commanded attention.
"All right, listen up! It's time for the final race!" he proclaimed, and the crowd erupted in cheers. "Me, Jungkook, and Jin! And, as always, according to tradition, everyone takes a passenger!"
You heard the crowd cheer with shouts, applause, and whistles. You also started clapping along with everyone else, not noticing that Jungkook was right behind you.
Jimin explained that the tradition of taking a passenger began as a joke a few years ago when one of the racers took a friend with him to "show off" his skills. Over time, it became a ritual: the passenger adds weight to the car, making the race more difficult, but at the same time it's a way to show what you're capable of when the stakes are high.
"It's like a dance with risk," Jimin added with a smile, and the crowd roared again. He climbed down from the stool and pointed at Taehyung. "You're with me, bro!" Taehyung laughed and slapped him on the shoulder, and Hannah clapped her hands happily.
Jin, standing nearby, put his arm around his girlfriend's waist and declared:
"I'll take my queen." She rolled her eyes but smiled, clearly accustomed to his theatricality. All eyes turned to Jungkook, and only when you saw everyone looking behind you did you realize that he had been standing there the whole time.
"Who will you take for the final chord, buddy?" Jimin asked, still hugging Taehyung.
Jungkook glanced at you. You looked away for a moment, confused, but he looked straight ahead, and everyone around understood who Jungkook's passenger would be.
"Will you ride with me?" he asked with a playful smile, and you almost fainted. Take part in the race? With Jungkook? Be alone with him in a cramped car? You unconsciously took a step aside, shaking your head in denial.
"I... no... I won't go. I'm afraid of speed," you muttered, feeling a wave of heat run down your back.
Standing nearby, Taehyung laughed:
"Jungkook is more skilled at speed than a bus driver at 70 km/h. You're in safe hands!"
Jungkook just smiled, tilting his head slightly.
"If you're afraid, you don't have to go. I'm not forcing you," he added, but in his eyes you saw a challenge mixed with something warm, almost tender.
Hannah, who was standing next to you, suddenly nudged you with her elbow and whispered,
"Are you serious? Don't refuse, he wants you. This is your chance to charm him," she winked, and you felt your resistance weakening. You looked at Jungkook, at his calm confidence, and nodded. It was a chance, and you had to take it.
You approached the Mercedes-AMG GT R, feeling your heart pound. Jungkook opened the passenger door, letting you go first. You sat down, smelling the leather interior and the light scent of his perfume.
Next to Jungkook's Mercedes was Jimin's Audi, where he and Taehyung sat, and on the other side was Jin's Mustang, where he was already sitting with his girlfriend.
Jungkook got behind the wheel. You looked around the interior awkwardly, expecting something completely crazy. Jungkook adjusted everything around him to make it as comfortable as possible, checking the dashboard, mirrors, steering wheel, and seats.
He started the engine, and then you suddenly felt him lean toward you. His hand slid to the seat belt. His face was so close that you felt the warmth of his breath on your cheek.
"It's safer this way," he said quietly, and his fingers lightly touched your shoulder, causing a tremor inside you. You glanced at him, trying to hide how much his closeness embarrassed you.
Suddenly, a loudspeaker in the crowd shouted:
"Cops! They'll be here in a couple of minutes, get out of here!"
The crowd scrambled, cars began to drive away, and Jungkook cursed under his breath. He gripped the steering wheel and said,
"Hold on tight," and the Mercedes roared away with such a roar that you clung to your seat, feeling adrenaline rush through your veins.
He raced through the industrial zone, maneuvering between other cars with incredible precision. Police sirens blared somewhere behind you, but Jungkook remained calm, his hands firmly on the wheel, his gaze focused. You were scared, but you couldn't help but admire his skill — every turn was smooth, every movement deliberate. You felt fear mixed with a strange sense of trust in him.
Jungkook drove out of the industrial zone and headed for the Busan waterfront. The sirens grew quieter but could still be heard in the distance. He slammed on the brakes near the beach. Jungkook unbuckled his seatbelt and said to you,
"Quick, follow me!" he commanded. With trembling hands, you unbuckled your seatbelt and ran after him, feeling your heart pounding with adrenaline and panic.
In an instant, he grabbed your hand and you ran together along the beach toward the ocean. Jungkook stopped at the shore and turned to you.
"Take your clothes off," he said, already pulling off his T-shirt and jeans, leaving only his boxers on. You froze.
"What? Why?" Your voice trembled with cold and confusion.
"The police will be looking for whoever ran away from the race. If we're in the water in our underwear, they'll think we're just a couple on the beach," he explained, throwing his clothes into the sand. He buried the car keys underneath them.
You heard sirens getting closer and, without hesitation, quickly pulled off your top and pants, leaving you in your black underwear. Jungkook grabbed your hand and pulled you into the water. The cold sea water burned your skin, and you involuntarily pressed yourself against him as he hugged you, shielding you from the cold.
Your faces were only a few inches apart, and you were still trembling in his arms. His gaze was mischievous, probably amused by your frightened look.
"Don't be afraid, I'm with you," he said softly, and his voice sounded so calm that you involuntarily relaxed.
You stood in the water, looking at each other. You felt his arm tighten around your waist.
"You can wrap your legs around me, it'll be warmer if you're close," he suggested. You listened to him without hesitation. In a moment, you were already pressing yourself against his chest, trying to ignore the fact that his cock was pressing against your pussy.
Jungkook put his hands on your butt, pressing your body against his in the water, and you felt his warmth surround you. You involuntarily squeezed his shoulders, catching him looking at your lips.
He smiled, and the moment between you became so intimate that you could no longer ignore the throbbing between your legs, which was growing stronger.
"You probably think I'm an asshole," he said, and you felt his voice rumbling in your chest.
"Why do you think I think that?" you asked, barely restraining yourself from looking at his lips.
"We kissed, and I didn't even take your phone number," said Jungkook, and you snorted.
"I’m think, if you didn't take my number, it means you didn't like the kiss," you said ironically. Jungkook chuckled. His gaze fell on your lips again and lingered there.
"Can I tell you the truth?" Jungkook asked, leaning slightly toward your cheek. He noticed two police officers approaching you in the distance behind you.
"Go ahead," you said briefly, feeling your breath catch.
"I liked the kiss so much that I wanted to fuck you," Jungkook confessed right then and there into your ear. His words made the throbbing between your legs grow stronger, and a powerful wave of heat ran through your body, seeming to warm the water around you. "I would have done it if we hadn't been interrupted, but when they took me away, I decided you were too good for someone like me, baby."
You froze, feeling Jungkook's words still echoing in your head, his hands holding you tightly by the ass, pressing you against his warm body. So he planned to fuck you but was afraid that you weren't the type to sleep with a stranger? You wanted to ask him why he had made such assumptions about you, but the beams of approaching headlights and the voices of police officers brought you back to reality with a jolt.
"Hey, you two there, get out of the water!" one of the police officers shouted, his voice sounding stern but with a hint of fatigue. Jungkook didn't lose his composure. He moved away slightly but didn't let go of you, his hands remaining on your buttocks as if to protect you.
"What's up, officer?" he replied with an innocent smile, his tone calm, almost playful. "We're here with my girlfriend, trying to end our date romantically, you know. And someone ruined the moment, by the way."
You felt your stomach tighten at the words "my girlfriend," but you didn't argue, realizing it was part of his plan. The police officer shone his flashlight in your direction, and you involuntarily pressed closer to Jungkook, trying to hide your trembling—from the cold, the adrenaline, and what he had just said to you.
"Is that your car over there, near the beach entrance?" asked the second police officer, pointing toward the promenade where the Mercedes was parked. Jungkook shook his head, maintaining his composure.
"No, officer, we came on foot. We wanted to swim, enjoy the night," he added with a slight note of irritation, sighing theatrically. You barely suppressed a smile, impressed by how naturally he played his role.
The police officers exchanged glances, clearly unsure of what to do.
"Do you have your documents?" one of them asked. Jungkook shrugged, his arms still wrapped around you, keeping you warm.
"We left them at home. We weren't planning getting caught in a police raid, just a little fun at the end of the evening," he replied, his voice so convincing that even you felt embarrassed by his words. The police officers seemed to feel just as awkward.
"So you didn't see who drove up in the Mercedes? Maybe you saw some people nearby?" asked the second cop, who had a rough voice. Jungkook shrugged, and that's when you decided to contribute to the big lie that Jongkook had so skillfully created.
"I just remembered that when we were approaching the water, I saw a guy running to the bar on the other side of the beach. I don't know if he was driving a Mercedes, but he was running so fast that it seemed strange to me," you lied, putting confidence in your voice.
Jungkook barely held back a smile when he heard your lie, his eyes flashing with mischievous pride, but he kept himself under control, maintaining an innocent expression. You felt his fingers squeeze your buttocks lightly, as if in approval. The police officers exchanged glances, clearly interested in your information.
"A bar, you say?" asked the one with the rough voice, turning his head toward the waterfront. "All right, we'll check it out. Don't stay here too long, they're predicting a storm warning in the morning," he added, and they took one last look at you before heading toward the bar, their flashlights swaying in the darkness.
When their silhouettes were still visible through the darkness, Jungkook chuckled softly, his chest vibrating beneath your palms.
"That's genius, baby," he said with obvious satisfaction in his voice, leaning closer to your ear. "Those two idiots will now be wandering around clubs looking for some imaginary guy. You gave us time to escape."
You smiled, feeling the adrenaline and his closeness making your heart beat faster.
"I had to look as convincing as possible," you replied, shrugging slightly. But you were still shivering from the cold, and Jungkook noticed.
"We have to wait until they're out of sight before we get dressed and run to the car," he said, his voice becoming more serious, but with the same mischievous sparkle in his eyes. "But, you know, for the sake of credibility, we should add a little more... because that skinny guy keeps turning his head to look at us..." He smiled slyly, and you felt the heat rush through your body again.
"It's important to be convincing to the end, right?" you replied, raising your eyebrow playfully, and before you could finish, Jungkook leaned over and kissed you. His lips were hot, so hungry that you felt a desire growing in your lower abdomen.
You responded with equal fervor, your hands sliding over his wet shoulders, squeezing them as if looking for support. His tongue explored your mouth, and you felt his body tense as he pressed even closer to you. You couldn't help but notice how obvious his arousal had become, his cock pressing firmly against you through the thin fabric of his boxers.
Jungkook broke away from the kiss, his breathing heavy, a smile playing on his lips.
"You're dangerous," he said hoarsely, his eyes shining in the moonlight. "My cock is too sensitive to your kisses."
You laughed, feeling the heat rush to your face, but his words only intensified the throbbing between your legs.
"Maybe you just lack self-control?" you joked, but your voice betrayed a slight tremor.
He smiled slyly, but his gaze became more serious.
"We'll deal with my self-control a little later. We have to go. If we want to escape, now is the best time."
You quickly climbed out of the water, and you felt his eyes slide over your body in black lingerie as you shook the sand off your clothes. But you didn't notice how intently he was looking at you. Jungkook was already imagining his hands removing your underwear, fulfilling what he had promised in the water. A plan was forming in his head, and he was determined to make this night even more unforgettable.
You quickly pulled on your clothes — your top and pants clung to your wet skin, and Jungkook, putting on his jeans and tank top, looked like the sexiest man in the world. Because of how he had ignited your desire in the water, your imagination was running wild. The anticipation that there would be more than just kissing between you tonight made you feel excited.
Jungkook retrieved the keys from the sand, and you ran to the car. Getting into the Mercedes, he instantly started the engine and sped away, leaving the parking lot at such a speed that you clung to the seat again. He raced through the night city, dodging cars, and you felt the excitement of escaping from the police mixed with another, more intimate feeling that was growing between you.
He sped along the dark roads, but this time the speed didn't scare you as much — you trusted his skill. After some time, he turned off the road onto a semi-wild beach where there was no one around. The car stopped on the shoulder, parked so as not to disturb others, although it was unlikely that anyone would come here at night. Jungkook turned off the headlights but left the engine running and turned to you, his eyes shining in the semi-darkness of the cabin, a sly smile playing on his lips.
"Now I'm curious, are you really as innocent as you seem at first glance? Not everyone can lie to the police so convincingly," he said, with a slight hoarseness in his voice.
You tilted your head and asked playfully,
"Do you want to find out?" you replied, raising an eyebrow and smiling as defiantly as he did. His eyes darkened, and you saw his jaw tense slightly, as if he were restraining himself from pouncing on you right then and there.
"I have a terrible desire to find out what you're really like," he said, leaning closer.
His hand slid down your thigh, and you felt your breathing become ragged. He kissed you again, slower this time, but with such intensity that you felt your whole body melt under his touch. His lips moved down to your neck, leaving wet, warm marks, and his hands slid under your top, touching your skin.
You didn't resist, giving in to the moment. Your hand slid over his chest, feeling the hard muscles beneath the thin fabric of the T-shirt he was wearing. You felt his body tense at your touch, and it only fueled your own desire. His fingers hooked the edge of your top, slowly pulling it up, followed by your bra, and you let him do it, feeling the cool air from the open window mix with the heat of his hands.
His hands slowly pulled your top off, exposing your breasts, and you felt his gaze devour every inch of your body. Jungkook leaned down and touched your nipple with his tongue, as if tasting it, and you involuntarily arched your back, feeling pleasure pierce through you. His lips caressed your breasts gently but confidently, while his fingers played with your other nipple, eliciting quiet moans that you couldn't hold back. The throbbing between your legs became unbearable, and you felt your underwear getting even wetter. Your aroused clitoris demanded attention, but you couldn't say anything.
As if sensing your thoughts, Jungkook slid his hand down to your pants. His lips captured yours in another insatiable kiss, and his hand slipped unhindered under the elastic waistband, deftly parting your folds. When Jungkook touched your clitoris, he broke away from your lips and breathed softly into your mouth. You were wet, so wet that he could feel your juices generously moistening his fingers.
"Is this all for me?" he asked, hinting at the amount of moisture you were producing. You don't know if anyone else has ever made you this wet, but the thought of sex with Jungkook made you almost leak.
Your hips began to move to meet his movements on your clitoris. His fingers moved slowly, teasing you, and you squeezed his shoulders, trying to hold back. He continued to explore you, and you felt yourself approaching the edge, your body tensing with pleasure.
Jungkook left your clitoris and slid two fingers into your passage while sliding his tongue into your mouth. You moaned, feeling the pressure on your walls, unaware of how tight your pussy was making Jungkook hungry for you.
"If my fingers are tight in this pussy, what will happen if I fill it with my cock?" Jungkook thought as he fucked you with his fingers. He knew it would be good inside you because you were clearly not the type of girl who had many partners, and you had to be tight, but how tight?
His fingers moved rhythmically, plunging deep into you, and his thumb returned to your clitoris from time to time, causing new waves of pleasure. Your body trembled, and you felt everything inside squeeze around his fingers, as if trying to absorb them even deeper.
You grabbed his hair, pulling gently, and it only seemed to fuel his desire. Jungkook raised his head, his eyes burning with a dark fire as he looked at you.
"You're so sensitive," he whispered, his voice thick with excitement, "I wonder what you sound like when you can't hold back anymore."
You were breathing fast and hard, unable to respond because of his actions. Jungkook suddenly pulled his fingers out of you, and you involuntarily gasped at the sudden emptiness. His hand reached for the buttons and your seat slid back, and in a moment the seat back reclined.
When the seat was fully reclined, Jungkook touched the waistband of your pants, pulled them down, and you reflexively lifted your hips so he could pull them off. You lay almost completely naked in front of him. Jungkook was still dressed, and that excited you. He touched the palm of his hand between your legs and leaned toward you. He kissed your lips briefly but eagerly, then whispered,
"I want to taste you, will you let me?"
Your heart beat even faster at his words, and you felt heat flood your body. His voice, low and saturated with desire, made your skin tingle. You couldn't find the words, just nodded, looking into his dark eyes, which seemed bottomless in the dim light of the car interior.
Jungkook smiled—a barely noticeable but sly smile that promised you this experience would be unforgettable. He slowly lowered himself. His hand grabbed you under the knee and lifted your leg onto his shoulder, spreading you wider.
You felt the cold air touch your bare skin, but that chill instantly melted away as his hot breath approached your crotch.
His tongue touched you—first gently, as if testing, then more confidently, sliding over your clitoris with such skill that you involuntarily arched your back. Your fingers found his hair and lost themselves in it, and a quiet moan escaped your lips. Jungkook seemed to sense your reaction, because his movements became more insistent, his tongue circling your sensitive spot, and then he sucked it lightly, making you shudder with pleasure.
"Fuck..." you cursed softly. You couldn't stop your legs from trembling as he continued to caress you, his hands holding your hips firmly, not allowing you to pull away. He seemed to enjoy your reaction, the moan you tried to stifle by biting your lip.
He lifted his head for a moment, his lips glistening with your moisture, his eyes shining with a wild mixture of triumph and desire.
"You taste better than I imagined," he said, and those words made your cheeks flush even more. Without giving you time to respond, he lowered himself again, this time adding his fingers, which entered you, continuing his rhythmic movements. His tongue and fingers worked in perfect harmony, bringing you to the brink.
Your body tensed, every muscle contracting in anticipation of the orgasm that was building at a frantic pace. You tried to grab onto something, your fingers sliding across the leather seat, but finding no support.
"Jungkook, I... I..." you whispered, but he only intensified his movements, as if knowing that you were already on the verge. When the wave of pleasure finally washed over you, a long, loud moan escaped your lips. Your body trembled, but Jungkook didn't stop, continuing to caress you until you began to shake from excessive sensitivity. Only then did he slowly pull away, his lips wet and his eyes burning with satisfaction.
He stood up, wiping his lips with the back of his hand, and leaned down to kiss you. You tasted yourself on his lips, and it only heightened your arousal, even though it seemed impossible.
"Damn, your moans are so sexy, I want to hear more," he said. You smiled at his compliment. "I want to fuck you," he declared.
You could still feel the waves of orgasm dissolving between your legs, but it didn't seem like enough. You wanted to feel him fill you up.
"Then what are you waiting for?" you asked confidently. Jungkook's eyes flashed with undisguised desire.
"You're so tight, baby, I'm afraid I'll hurt you," he admitted honestly. You raised your eyebrows, barely containing your insolence.
"Are you really that big that you think I won't be able to handle it? I've had sex before, with more than one person, and I managed somehow," you said a smile playing on your lips and your eyes flashing with playful confidence. You knew your words would hurt him, and that was exactly what you wanted — to test how far he would go.
Jungkook froze for a moment, his eyes darkening and his jaw tensing. His smile became dangerous, and you felt a slight chill run down your spine, mixed with anticipation.
"You definitely haven't had anyone like me, and you probably never will," he said, his voice low, almost threatening, but at the same time soaked in such desire that your heart skipped a beat.
"So do you really think that, or are you just trying to up your value?" you asked sarcastically, raising the tension between you. Jungkook chuckled quietly.
"Oh, baby, you just made a big mistake," he leaned closer, his lips so close to your ear that you could feel the warmth of his breath. "You think you can challenge me and get away with it?" he whispered, his voice velvety. "I'll make you regret those words, and believe me, you not just can’t endure it — you'll beg me to stop... and I won't until you come around my cock."
You felt your body react to his words, the throbbing between your legs returning even though you tried to hide how much he turned you on. But Jungkook seemed to see right through you. His hand slowly slid down your waist and then squeezed your thigh tightly, making you flinch slightly.
"So far, all I hear is talk… But if you do, I'll try not to beg you," you said, letting Jungkook know that you were a worthy opponent. He smiled slightly and finally moved away from you.
Jungkook leaned back, his hands reaching for the belt of his jeans. You saw his muscles tense as he unbuttoned jeans, and your gaze involuntarily slid to the outline of his arousal, which the fabric could no longer hide.
"Get a condom from the glove compartment," he asked, pulling down his jeans. You sat up straight, then leaned over to the glove compartment. Inside was a small leather folder with a Mercedes logo, obviously a car manual, and a new, sealed pack of condoms. For a moment, the thought flashed through your mind about how often he had sex with other girls here. And you tried to quickly dismiss these thoughts, feeling a pang of jealousy.
You took one condom out of a small black and purple box labeled "ultra thin" and handed it to him. Jungkook cut the foil and stretched it along its entire length with a few deft movements.
When you saw Jungkook's size, you could barely control the expression on your face. It was big. Without exaggeration, it was big, and you already regretted teasing him. You knew it would hurt when he entered you, but would his size bring you pleasure, or would it be nothing but discomfort? You didn't know because you had never had one that big before.
Jungkook turned to you, his hand easily cupping your chin, forcing you to look straight into his eyes.
"Well, let's see if you can handle me."
He climbed on top of you, resting his feet on either side of your hips. One of your legs ended up on his shoulder, and the other touched the dashboard. You couldn't take your eyes off his hard cock, and that only intensified the throbbing between your legs. He hung over you, and you felt his gaze piercing through you. Excitement and fear mixed into one continuous sensation.
The tip of his cock touched your entrance. You held your breath as he began to enter. You took him in a few inches, your wetness, which was abundant again, facilitating penetration, but when the head of his cock reached the place where the membrane had once been, you recoiled, feeling a sudden pain.
Jungkook stopped when you screamed. Your hands squeezed his biceps. He waited no more than a few seconds and pressed into your passage. You screamed again, but this time biting your lip. You closed your eyes and your nails dug into his skin with barely noticeable pain.
"Open your eyes," you heard his low voice as he continued to sink into you. You opened your eyes, but your face was contorted with pain. "You said you could handle it... I want to see your eyes when you take me all the way in."
His words, tinged with confidence and a slight mockery, made your heart beat wildly, but the pain that accompanied his slow penetration overshadowed everything.
You clenched your teeth, trying to hold back a moan that was more from discomfort than pleasure. Jungkook saw it, his eyes watching closely for the change in your face, but he didn't stop, moving slowly but inexorably.
"Come on, show me how strong you are," he whispered, his voice low and hoarse, but with an iron confidence in it. His hand slid gently across your cheek, contrasting with the insistence of his movements below. You could feel him filling you, and although the pain gradually mixed with the warmth growing in your lower abdomen, you still struggled with the feeling that he was too big for you.
Your nails dug into his skin harder, leaving red marks, but Jungkook seemed to only enjoy it. He leaned closer, his lips touching your ear:
"You regret it, don't you? But I haven't even begun to prove to you how wrong you were."
He paused for a moment, allowing you to get used to the sensation, and you felt your body slowly relax, adapting to him. Your wetness made the movement easier, and the pain began to recede, giving way to a new wave of warmth. Jungkook noticed the change in your breathing, the slight tremor in your hips, and his smile widened.
"There," he said, moving forward slowly, "are you starting to feel me?" His hand slid to your clitoris, and his fingers began to caress it gently but confidently, adding sweet pleasure to the pain. You moaned involuntarily, this time with pleasure, and your hips instinctively moved to meet his movements.
Jungkook began to move more rhythmically, his thrusts deep but controlled. Each of his movements made your body tremble, and you felt the pain finally dissolve, giving way to wild pleasure. His fingers on your clitoris did not stop, and his lips found yours, capturing them in a greedy kiss that drowned out your moans.
It was pure ecstasy. The pleasure grew alongside some wild sensation. You felt he so deeply inside you that it began to seem too much. You tried to keep your promise not to beg him, but it was almost impossible. The deeper and more intensely Jungkook fucked you, the more you couldn't handle it.
"Jungkook..." you whispered, but he didn't seem to hear you. Jungkook kissed your neck, sucking on your skin, and you felt a slight tingling sensation where his lips had just been. "Jungkook... it's too much..." you whispered again, feeling your body approaching another orgasm faster than you could imagine. "Please... stop..." Your voice faltered, but you weren't sure if you really wanted him to stop. The pleasure became so intense that it seemed almost unbearable.
Instead of answering, you felt his lips on yours, his tongue slipping into your mouth, intertwining with yours. He broke away from your lips, his eyes shining with triumph.
"Stop? Oh, someone who said they wouldn't beg seems is begging," his voice was mocking and low. His breathing was a little uneven as he continued to fuck you. "You're not getting that, baby. I said I'd stop only when you came for me. And believe me, it will be the best you've ever felt."
His words only added fuel to the fire, and you felt your body betrayally respond to him. Jungkook picked up the pace, his movements becoming more insistent, his fingers working faster on your clit, bringing you to the edge. His large cock seemed to tear you apart from the inside.
"Jungkook, I can't... please..." you begged, your eyes clouded with tears of pleasure, but he only leaned closer, his lips touching your ear.
"You can, and you'll do it for me," he whispered, his voice full of authority. "Come on, beautiful, cum for me. Show me how much you can take."
Those words were the final push. Your body arched as the orgasm washed over you with such force that you cried out, unable to hold back. It was unlike anything you had ever felt before—powerful, all-consuming, as if every cell in your body exploded with pleasure. Your walls tightened around him, and Jungkook groaned as he felt you pulsing. His movements became more urgent as he approached his own peak, but he didn't stop, continuing to thrust you through your orgasm, making your body tremble with hypersensitivity.
"Yeahh," he rasped, his voice trembling with tension. His own orgasm overwhelmed him a few seconds later, and he thrust one last time, his body tensing as he came inside the condom.
Jungkook collapsed on top of you, his breathing heavy, his forehead touching yours. You were still trembling, trying to catch your breath, feeling the afterglow of orgasm spread through your body. He lifted his head, his eyes now softer but still burning with satisfaction.
"Are you still going to say you handled me?" he asked with a sly smile, wiping the sweat from your forehead. "Do you admit I was right?"
You smiled weakly.
"You... you won," you whispered, and his laughter, low and satisfied, filled the car. Jungkook kissed your lips one last time, gently and with great pleasure. He climbed off you and sat in the driver's seat.
The car was stuffy and smelled of sex mixed with Jungkook's perfume. You got dressed at your own pace, and then Jungkook got out of the car to relieve himself and throw away the used condom.
When he returned to the car, he started the engine and turned back onto the highway leading to Busan. You were silent for a few minutes while you checked your phone, which was overflowing with messages from Hannah. She was worried whether you and Jungkook had managed to get away from the cops. You wrote to her that everything was fine and locked your phone.
You looked up at the road and only then realized that Jungkook was driving somewhere with purpose.
"Where are we going?" you asked, turning to him. He glanced at you lazily, stretching his lips into a slight smile.
"To my friend's repair shop," he replied. You raised your eyebrows, wondering why you needed to go there. It was almost 5 a.m., and you felt the fatigue and sleepless night taking their toll.
"Why are we going to your friend's place? Is something wrong with the car?" you asked.
"No, the car is fine. My friend is going to replace my license plates because these are definitely in the police registry. And I still need my bird," Jungkook replied.
You tilted your head, thinking about his words, and suddenly a thought flashed through your mind.
"Wait, is it even legal to change license plates like that?" you asked, frowning slightly. You knew that license plates were issued by a special agency when a vehicle was registered, and something about this situation seemed wrong to you. Your curiosity mixed with slight concern, and you looked intently at Jungkook, waiting for his reaction.
He glanced at you quickly, then his lips stretched into a wider, almost cheeky smile.
"You're right, baby, it's not exactly legal," he admitted, his voice calm but with a hint of defiance. "But I have no other choice. If I keep these plates, at best I'll lose my license for participating in illegal races. And in the worst case," Jungkook shrugged, but his eyes remained serious. "They'll take my car away and slap me with a 7 million won fine. And I'm not ready to part with my baby bird."
You remained silent, not knowing how to respond to his candor. His words sounded so matter-of-fact, as if breaking the law was a common occurrence for him. Thoughts swirled in your head: Who was he really? And what had you gotten yourself into by getting into this car? But at the same time, you couldn't deny that the adrenaline and danger that accompanied Jungkook only drew you to him more.
He noticed your thoughtfulness and, holding the steering wheel with one hand, leaned closer to you.
"Don't worry," he said softly, but with a note of confidence. "We'll sort everything out quickly, and I'll take you home, I promise." His voice was reassuring, but you still felt a slight uneasiness.
You nodded in agreement, and silence fell over the car. You leaned back in your seat, feeling waves of exhaustion wash over you. It was five in the morning, you had been up all night, the adrenaline from everything that had happened and the intense orgasm Jungkook had given you were all mixed together, making your thoughts chaotic.
Jungkook suddenly reached for the center console where his phone was lying and picked it up. He turned on the screen and handed you the device.
"Write down your number," he said, "I don't want to repeat my past mistake and lose you again."
You took the phone, feeling your fingers tremble slightly — either from fatigue or from his words. After entering your number, you handed the phone back to him, and your fingers touched lightly, sending another wave of goosebumps down your skin.
You couldn't help but wonder what would happen next. What kind of relationship was this? A one-time fling or something more? His words about "past mistake" buzzed in your head, but you didn't dare ask what he meant.
Jungkook put his phone back and focused on the road.
"You're afraid of all this, aren't you?" he broke the silence, without taking his eyes off the road. "I mean, all this... illegal stuff."
"I just... don't know what to think about it. It's all a bit... unexpected," you sighed, trying to sound more confident than you felt.
Jungkook laughed, and for some reason, the sound calmed your nerves.
"You'll have to get used to it. It's never boring with me."
You rolled your eyes, but couldn't help smiling.
"I already figured that out," you said. Jungkook was mysterious with a forbidden vibe, but for some reason, despite all the warning signs, you felt like you wanted to get to know him better.
When you finally pulled up to the service station, the sky was already beginning to lighten. Jungkook turned off the engine and turned to you.
"Wait here, I'll be quick."
You nodded, leaning back in your seat, and watched him disappear into the building. Your head was filled with thoughts about him, about this crazy night. But one thing you knew for sure: with Jungkook, your life would definitely not be the same as before.
✍🏻 AUTHOR NOTE:
Hey, my dear army 💜 I wrote something for you here, and the time I'm posting this one-time shot is September 1 🤭 (actually, it's still August 31 in my country, but in Korea it's already September 1).
This is the day when the love of my life came into the world.
I diligently wrote (as best I could, but never finished) chapter 20 of "One Night..." but I thought I should give you something with Chonguk on his birthday 🙏🏻🤭
So I wrote this! The idea for this fanfic had been in my head for a long time, but only now have I been able to write it the way I wanted it to be written 💞 I really hope you like my gift to you on his birthday 🥰
I truly love this man and wish him the greatest happiness on this planet that a person can have. He deserves the whole world for the simple reason that he is an amazing person who combines many wonderful qualities that make him the ideal man in my eyes.
Jungkook is truly "golden" because everything he touches turns to gold or something that people adore. I wish him that the heavy burden of his fame becomes light for him, that no evil touches him, neither physically nor morally.
He changed my life, my attitude towards myself, my perception of the people around me. Thanks to him, this blog has become successful, because if it weren't for him, I might never have started writing. Thanks to him, I met so many wonderful people who gave me so much love that I never even suspected it could exist in such a form. He really made my life golden 💛
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST LOVE OF MY LIFE!
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˶° Summary: After a chance encounter at a party where sparks flew between you and Jungkook, you see him again—this time amid the adrenaline rush of illegal street racing. One risky race, a chase with the cops, and a night on the beach turn the tension between you into a passion you can't escape.
˶° Couple: Jeon Jungkook x The Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
˶° Age restrictions: 18+
˶° Size: one shot (9k+ words)
˶° Tags: strangers to lovers, dom!jungkook, sub!reader, racing au, illegal street racing, adrenaline rush, police chase, bad boy jungkook, tattooed jungkook, party vibes, sexual tension, smoking, angst with smut, slow burn to passion, car sex, risky romance, forbidden desire, pusan nights, toxic chemistry, nsfw, smut, explicit content, rough sex, fingering, oral sex, car sex, semi public sex, protected sex, dirty talk, teasing, sexual tension, body worship, size kink, overstimulation, passionate sex, biting and marking
˶° From author: If you're wondering what inspired me to write this story, read the end of the post 👇🏻 But I have to say here that this is a GIFT for you, my dear ones, in honor of Jungkook's birthday ❤️🔥🎂🎉
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˶° Warning: This story contains explicit scenes of a sexual nature, descriptions of physical intimacy, use of profanity, and themes that may be uncomfortable for some readers. Recommended for readers aged 18+. The story focuses on sexual tension, provocations, and romantic interactions that may evoke strong emotions. Since English is not my native language, some sentences may have unusual constructions or grammatical inaccuracies. Thank you for your understandin!g!
The evening was supposed to end peacefully. You and your friend wanted to relax after a hard week. The club was pulsing with electronic music, the lights were flashing to the beat of the bass, and the cocktail in your hand was slowly melting, leaving a barely noticeable bitterness on your tongue. It was around three o'clock when you decided to go home.
"Taehyung is on his way," your friend, Hannah, smiled as she received a message. "He says he'll be here in five minutes."
"Oh, finally. I can't feel my legs anymore," you grimaced, leaning toward her.
"Let's go wait for him outside," Hannah said.
It was warm outside. And after the stuffy club, being out in the open air was bliss. You were wearing a black top with bows on the shoulders that exposed your collarbones and black loose pants with white stripes and buttons down the sides that flared slightly at the bottom, exposing your knees and thighs with every step. Your hair was loose, with only a few strands gathered in a small hair clip to keep them from falling on your face. The white sneakers on your feet were your salvation, and you were glad you wore them because they saved your feet.
You and your friend walked away from the club entrance, and at that very moment, a black Tesla Model Y pulled up. Behind the wheel was Taehyung, Hannah's boyfriend. He was tall, with messy hair and a habit of playfully biting his lower lip when he was excited about something. And right now, it seemed he was.
You got into the car. You greeted Taehyung cheerfully and settled comfortably in the back seat, dreaming of taking a bath and going to bed. Hannah kissed Taehyung on the lips, and you tried not to look. You always felt awkward at moments like this. You unlocked your phone and went on Instagram to check who had viewed your stories.
"Well, are you ready for adventure?" you heard Taehyung's voice as he pulled away.
You looked up and saw the guy's profile, a smile playing on his lips.
"I thought you were taking us home," you said, a little tensely. Hannah turned sharply to you, looking over her seat with a broad smile.
"That was the plan at first," Taehyung laughed. "But on the way to your place, Jungkook called me. He said there's going to be a cool race."
"A race?" There was alarm in your voice.
"Yes! And not just a race, but the season finale. In the industrial zone, as usual!" Taehyung clarified.
"But it's an illegal race. If the police are there and I get caught, I'll get a reprimand at work. And that's if I'm lucky..." you muttered, trying to convince your friends not to take you there.
"You're exaggerating," Hannah waved her hand. "The police don't care about races at three in the morning in an industrial area. And Jungkook will be happy to see you again, I’m sure," she encouraged you, but you barely managed to keep from grimacing. Because in reality, there was something unresolved between you and Jungkook.
Jungkook was a guy you met a few weeks ago at a party. It was one of those parties you were persuaded to go to literally an hour before it started. Jungkook was Taehyung's friend. You remember how he appeared out of nowhere. You first noticed him because of the way he moved through the crowd — confidently, but with a natural ease, as if he didn't care who was looking at him.
Dark hair, slightly tousled, tattoos peeking out from under the sleeves of his black T-shirt, and that seemingly indifferent gaze, but with a spark of playfulness. Taehyung introduced you to each other, and you immediately felt your heart beat faster when Jungkook smiled, revealing dimples on his cheeks.
The party continued, and when you got a little tired of the noise and dancing, you found a place in the kitchen where there were the fewest people. Jungkook came in a few minutes later, supposedly to get a drink. He sat down next to you and you started talking. At first, it was casual banter about the music being too loud and how Hannah and Taehyung had already put on a mini-show on the dance floor.
Your conversation flowed easily as he talked about his car, how he loved speed and the feeling of freedom when racing down the night roads. You listened, but mostly looked at him — at his profile, at how he slightly narrowed his eyes when he laughed, at how his lips touched the beer can, at how his tongue quickly and deftly picked up every drop of the drink.
He sat close, his knee almost touching yours, his eyes lingering on you longer than a normal conversation required. And you couldn't help but feel a sense of confidence that a man like Jungkook had noticed you. He was incredibly attractive, and the longer you were in his company, the more you wanted to stay.
At one point, the kitchen became crowded and noisy. As you watched several guys trying to clear space on the kitchen table to arm wrestle, you felt hot breath on your ear and heard his low voice:
"Let's go outside and get some fresh air."
Because of the surprise, you turned your head too sharply and almost bumped into his lips. He lingered on your lips, then took your hand and led you through the noisy crowd that was already watching the fight.
Once outside, Jungkook let go of your hand and lit a cigarette. He took a long, deep drag. The cigarette smoke left his lips in a thick veil that quickly dissolved into the air. Jungkook looked at you, and you couldn't hold his gaze for long. You quickly looked away, hearing his voice somewhere to the side.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" His voice sounded calm, almost playful.
"You're already smoking. Will you put it out if I say I don't want you to?" you replied, glancing over your shoulder. He took another drag and followed you, waving the smoke away so it wouldn't touch you.
"If you say you don't want me to, I'll throw it away," he replied. You stopped and turned around. Jungkook was only half a step away from you. You tilted your head back, only now realizing how tall and broad he was. It seemed as if he filled the entire space. Jungkook looked at you, and you saw a spark in his eyes.
"I don't want you to. Don't smoke," you said deliberately, to see if he would keep his word.
He smiled — first with the corner of his lips, then more broadly, as if he really liked your boldness. After pausing for a few seconds, he threw the cigarette at his feet and crushed it with his shoe. You watched his movements, and when you looked up again, you found yourself captivated by his gaze.
You looked at each other, and the idea of kissing him was imposed on your mind. You smelled his perfume, which had a narcotic effect on you, mixed with the slight taste of tobacco that still lingered in the air.
Jungkook was standing so close that you could feel the warmth of his body, and it made your heart beat faster. His gaze was magnetic, as if he could see right through you, and you couldn't look away, even though somewhere inside you felt a slight fear of where this might lead.
"Well, you really made me quit smoking," he said with a slight smile, but there was a note of surprise in his voice, as if he himself did not expect to obey your words. He stepped even closer, and now there were only a few inches between you. You felt his fingers lightly touch your wrist, as if checking whether you would let him. You didn't pull your hand away. "But I could use one to ease my nerves," his voice became quieter, deeper, and you felt goosebumps run down your skin.
You wanted to say something witty, but the words stuck in your throat. Instead, you just smiled slightly, holding his gaze.
"Easy your nerves?" you smiled, feeling the alcohol and his closeness breaking down all your barriers.
"You know, I've been trying all evening to figure out how to be alone with you," he whispered, and those words made your insides tighten.
You didn't have time to answer because in the next moment his lips touched yours — at first cautiously, as if he was giving you a chance to back away. But you didn't back away. You responded to the kiss, and it immediately became deeper, more insistent. His hand slid to your waist, and then his fingers slipped slightly under the edge of your top, touching your skin. The touch was like an electric shock, and you felt your knees buckle slightly.
You stood under the house, in the shadows, where the light from the street lamps barely reached. His kiss was confident but not rough, and you lost track of time, immersing yourself in the moment. But suddenly you heard voices—loud laughter and footsteps. Two girls came out of the house, one of them shouting when she saw Jungkook. She said that everyone wanted him to take part in an arm wrestling match.
Jungkook stepped away, glancing at them quickly, and you felt the moment slip away. The girls were drunk, and one of them approached you, paying no attention to you, and literally took him away from you. The girl who took Jungkook dragged him by the arm toward the house, laughing loudly and shouting something about how he "had to beat everyone" in arm wrestling.
He glanced back at you over his shoulder, his eyes still sparkling, but he let himself be led away, reluctantly but without much resistance. Jungkook went into the house, and you stayed outside, still a little excited from the feeling of his palm under your top.
You could have gone back into the house, found Hannah, or just joined in the buzz of the party, but your feet seemed to be glued to the ground. You stood there, staring at the door through which Jungkook had just disappeared, wondering if you should follow him. But something held you back — maybe pride, or maybe the fear that he would no longer pay attention to you once he returned to the noisy crowd. You sighed and sat down on the curb, taking out your phone to distract yourself. Instagram stories, messages from Hannah ("Where are you? I'm in the kitchen, come on over!"), but all you could think about was him.
A few minutes later, the door opened again, and you involuntarily looked up, hoping it was Jungkook. But it was just another group of guests who had come out to smoke and were discussing something loudly.
You looked away, feeling your mood slowly sinking. Jungkook never came back to you. You waited a little longer, but finally decided not to chase after him. You returned to the house, found Hana, who was already a little drunk and dancing with Taehyung, and just spent the rest of the evening trying not to think about what had happened.
When the evening was over, you said goodbye to Jungkook with just a quick glance. He was standing with a group of guys, holding a bottle of beer in his hand, and just nodded slightly to you with the same cheeky smile. You didn't know why he didn't come over, ask for your number, or say anything else. Maybe for him it was just a moment, one of many that he easily lets go. But you couldn't shake the feeling that your kiss with him had affected you much more deeply than you wanted to admit.
But his words, "I wanted to be alone with you," now sounded like a cheap trick to lower your guard. Who knows what would have happened if that girl hadn't come out to pick up Jungkook? Was there something more between you?
Now, sitting in Taehyung's car on the way to the race, you felt those memories come back with renewed force. Hana kept chattering about how cool it would be to see Jungkook behind the wheel and what a first-class driver he was, while Taehyung joked that he would "put on a show again."
You remained silent, staring out the window at the flashing lights of the city at night. You weren't sure if you were ready to see him again, or if you were ready for him to act as if nothing had happened between you. But no one knew about you, and you had to pretend that you would be interested in the races.
Taehyung's car stopped on the outskirts of an industrial area, where a crowd was already buzzing. The industrial area in Busan was the perfect place for such illegal races: wide asphalt roads, empty warehouses, and no prying eyes. Summer in Busan was hot, and even at night the air remained warm, with a slight hint of the sea.
Taehyung parked, and you and Hannah got out of the car. Music from portable speakers mixed with the roar of engines and the shouts of people. Taehyung led you to a group of guys standing near the improvised "organizers' area" — a few folding chairs and a table with drinks.
He approached each of them and shook their hands, leaning his shoulder against them.
"Hey guys, you remember Y/N, right?" Taehyung shouted so he could be heard better. He quickly introduced you to everyone present because, unlike these guys who recognized you (you couldn't know why), you didn't remember almost any of them. Apparently, they were at the party, the same one where you met Jungkook.
The guys greeted you, each in their own way: Namjoon with a confident smile, Hoseok with a friendly nod, Yoongi raised his eyebrow slightly and greeted you in an indifferent tone, Jimin winked cheerfully, and Jin bowed theatrically, making everyone laugh. You noticed that they looked relaxed and cheerful, and it was captivating.
You felt a strange excitement inside, waiting for the one man you couldn't find in the crowd. Suddenly, the crowd erupted in cheers, and you turned your head toward the road. A Mercedes-AMG GT R roared to the finish line, followed by a BMW and an Audi.
The cars stopped, and the crowd began to chant:
"JK! JK!"
Your heart skipped a beat, and you immediately realized that Jungkook was behind the wheel of the Mercedes. He got out of the car, and you couldn't take your eyes off him. He was wearing a black sleeveless T-shirt that hugged his broad shoulders and highlighted the tattoo on his arm. Dark, worn jeans sat low on his hips, and black sneakers completed the look. His hair was slightly tousled, and he looked as attractive as ever, you would even say perfect. His face was lit up with the cheeky smile you remembered from the party.
Jungkook approached the crowd, where he was immediately surrounded, greeted, and patted on the back. His eyes scanned the crowd, and suddenly he stopped when he saw you. His smile softened, becoming almost intimate. His eyebrows rose slightly. He was pleasantly surprised to see you here.
When the crowd finally let Jungkook go, he approached his friends, where you were standing next to Hannah, who was in Taehyung's arms. Jungkook hugged each of his friends, accepting their greetings, and then his eyes met yours again.
"Hi," he said softly, as if you hadn't seen each other in weeks, but had just been talking.
"Hi," you replied, feeling a rush of heat wash over your body, and barely managed to respond.
From further conversations and actions, you realized that it was Jimin who had organized the whole event. A moment later, he was on an improvised stage made of folding chairs, raising his hand to call everyone to silence. His energy ignited the crowd, and even in the chaos of shouting and music, he easily commanded attention.
"All right, listen up! It's time for the final race!" he proclaimed, and the crowd erupted in cheers. "Me, Jungkook, and Jin! And, as always, according to tradition, everyone takes a passenger!"
You heard the crowd cheer with shouts, applause, and whistles. You also started clapping along with everyone else, not noticing that Jungkook was right behind you.
Jimin explained that the tradition of taking a passenger began as a joke a few years ago when one of the racers took a friend with him to "show off" his skills. Over time, it became a ritual: the passenger adds weight to the car, making the race more difficult, but at the same time it's a way to show what you're capable of when the stakes are high.
"It's like a dance with risk," Jimin added with a smile, and the crowd roared again. He climbed down from the stool and pointed at Taehyung. "You're with me, bro!" Taehyung laughed and slapped him on the shoulder, and Hannah clapped her hands happily.
Jin, standing nearby, put his arm around his girlfriend's waist and declared:
"I'll take my queen." She rolled her eyes but smiled, clearly accustomed to his theatricality. All eyes turned to Jungkook, and only when you saw everyone looking behind you did you realize that he had been standing there the whole time.
"Who will you take for the final chord, buddy?" Jimin asked, still hugging Taehyung.
Jungkook glanced at you. You looked away for a moment, confused, but he looked straight ahead, and everyone around understood who Jungkook's passenger would be.
"Will you ride with me?" he asked with a playful smile, and you almost fainted. Take part in the race? With Jungkook? Be alone with him in a cramped car? You unconsciously took a step aside, shaking your head in denial.
"I... no... I won't go. I'm afraid of speed," you muttered, feeling a wave of heat run down your back.
Standing nearby, Taehyung laughed:
"Jungkook is more skilled at speed than a bus driver at 70 km/h. You're in safe hands!"
Jungkook just smiled, tilting his head slightly.
"If you're afraid, you don't have to go. I'm not forcing you," he added, but in his eyes you saw a challenge mixed with something warm, almost tender.
Hannah, who was standing next to you, suddenly nudged you with her elbow and whispered,
"Are you serious? Don't refuse, he wants you. This is your chance to charm him," she winked, and you felt your resistance weakening. You looked at Jungkook, at his calm confidence, and nodded. It was a chance, and you had to take it.
You approached the Mercedes-AMG GT R, feeling your heart pound. Jungkook opened the passenger door, letting you go first. You sat down, smelling the leather interior and the light scent of his perfume.
Next to Jungkook's Mercedes was Jimin's Audi, where he and Taehyung sat, and on the other side was Jin's Mustang, where he was already sitting with his girlfriend.
Jungkook got behind the wheel. You looked around the interior awkwardly, expecting something completely crazy. Jungkook adjusted everything around him to make it as comfortable as possible, checking the dashboard, mirrors, steering wheel, and seats.
He started the engine, and then you suddenly felt him lean toward you. His hand slid to the seat belt. His face was so close that you felt the warmth of his breath on your cheek.
"It's safer this way," he said quietly, and his fingers lightly touched your shoulder, causing a tremor inside you. You glanced at him, trying to hide how much his closeness embarrassed you.
Suddenly, a loudspeaker in the crowd shouted:
"Cops! They'll be here in a couple of minutes, get out of here!"
The crowd scrambled, cars began to drive away, and Jungkook cursed under his breath. He gripped the steering wheel and said,
"Hold on tight," and the Mercedes roared away with such a roar that you clung to your seat, feeling adrenaline rush through your veins.
He raced through the industrial zone, maneuvering between other cars with incredible precision. Police sirens blared somewhere behind you, but Jungkook remained calm, his hands firmly on the wheel, his gaze focused. You were scared, but you couldn't help but admire his skill — every turn was smooth, every movement deliberate. You felt fear mixed with a strange sense of trust in him.
Jungkook drove out of the industrial zone and headed for the Busan waterfront. The sirens grew quieter but could still be heard in the distance. He slammed on the brakes near the beach. Jungkook unbuckled his seatbelt and said to you,
"Quick, follow me!" he commanded. With trembling hands, you unbuckled your seatbelt and ran after him, feeling your heart pounding with adrenaline and panic.
In an instant, he grabbed your hand and you ran together along the beach toward the ocean. Jungkook stopped at the shore and turned to you.
"Take your clothes off," he said, already pulling off his T-shirt and jeans, leaving only his boxers on. You froze.
"What? Why?" Your voice trembled with cold and confusion.
"The police will be looking for whoever ran away from the race. If we're in the water in our underwear, they'll think we're just a couple on the beach," he explained, throwing his clothes into the sand. He buried the car keys underneath them.
You heard sirens getting closer and, without hesitation, quickly pulled off your top and pants, leaving you in your black underwear. Jungkook grabbed your hand and pulled you into the water. The cold sea water burned your skin, and you involuntarily pressed yourself against him as he hugged you, shielding you from the cold.
Your faces were only a few inches apart, and you were still trembling in his arms. His gaze was mischievous, probably amused by your frightened look.
"Don't be afraid, I'm with you," he said softly, and his voice sounded so calm that you involuntarily relaxed.
You stood in the water, looking at each other. You felt his arm tighten around your waist.
"You can wrap your legs around me, it'll be warmer if you're close," he suggested. You listened to him without hesitation. In a moment, you were already pressing yourself against his chest, trying to ignore the fact that his cock was pressing against your pussy.
Jungkook put his hands on your butt, pressing your body against his in the water, and you felt his warmth surround you. You involuntarily squeezed his shoulders, catching him looking at your lips.
He smiled, and the moment between you became so intimate that you could no longer ignore the throbbing between your legs, which was growing stronger.
"You probably think I'm an asshole," he said, and you felt his voice rumbling in your chest.
"Why do you think I think that?" you asked, barely restraining yourself from looking at his lips.
"We kissed, and I didn't even take your phone number," said Jungkook, and you snorted.
"I’m think, if you didn't take my number, it means you didn't like the kiss," you said ironically. Jungkook chuckled. His gaze fell on your lips again and lingered there.
"Can I tell you the truth?" Jungkook asked, leaning slightly toward your cheek. He noticed two police officers approaching you in the distance behind you.
"Go ahead," you said briefly, feeling your breath catch.
"I liked the kiss so much that I wanted to fuck you," Jungkook confessed right then and there into your ear. His words made the throbbing between your legs grow stronger, and a powerful wave of heat ran through your body, seeming to warm the water around you. "I would have done it if we hadn't been interrupted, but when they took me away, I decided you were too good for someone like me, baby."
You froze, feeling Jungkook's words still echoing in your head, his hands holding you tightly by the ass, pressing you against his warm body. So he planned to fuck you but was afraid that you weren't the type to sleep with a stranger? You wanted to ask him why he had made such assumptions about you, but the beams of approaching headlights and the voices of police officers brought you back to reality with a jolt.
"Hey, you two there, get out of the water!" one of the police officers shouted, his voice sounding stern but with a hint of fatigue. Jungkook didn't lose his composure. He moved away slightly but didn't let go of you, his hands remaining on your buttocks as if to protect you.
"What's up, officer?" he replied with an innocent smile, his tone calm, almost playful. "We're here with my girlfriend, trying to end our date romantically, you know. And someone ruined the moment, by the way."
You felt your stomach tighten at the words "my girlfriend," but you didn't argue, realizing it was part of his plan. The police officer shone his flashlight in your direction, and you involuntarily pressed closer to Jungkook, trying to hide your trembling—from the cold, the adrenaline, and what he had just said to you.
"Is that your car over there, near the beach entrance?" asked the second police officer, pointing toward the promenade where the Mercedes was parked. Jungkook shook his head, maintaining his composure.
"No, officer, we came on foot. We wanted to swim, enjoy the night," he added with a slight note of irritation, sighing theatrically. You barely suppressed a smile, impressed by how naturally he played his role.
The police officers exchanged glances, clearly unsure of what to do.
"Do you have your documents?" one of them asked. Jungkook shrugged, his arms still wrapped around you, keeping you warm.
"We left them at home. We weren't planning getting caught in a police raid, just a little fun at the end of the evening," he replied, his voice so convincing that even you felt embarrassed by his words. The police officers seemed to feel just as awkward.
"So you didn't see who drove up in the Mercedes? Maybe you saw some people nearby?" asked the second cop, who had a rough voice. Jungkook shrugged, and that's when you decided to contribute to the big lie that Jongkook had so skillfully created.
"I just remembered that when we were approaching the water, I saw a guy running to the bar on the other side of the beach. I don't know if he was driving a Mercedes, but he was running so fast that it seemed strange to me," you lied, putting confidence in your voice.
Jungkook barely held back a smile when he heard your lie, his eyes flashing with mischievous pride, but he kept himself under control, maintaining an innocent expression. You felt his fingers squeeze your buttocks lightly, as if in approval. The police officers exchanged glances, clearly interested in your information.
"A bar, you say?" asked the one with the rough voice, turning his head toward the waterfront. "All right, we'll check it out. Don't stay here too long, they're predicting a storm warning in the morning," he added, and they took one last look at you before heading toward the bar, their flashlights swaying in the darkness.
When their silhouettes were still visible through the darkness, Jungkook chuckled softly, his chest vibrating beneath your palms.
"That's genius, baby," he said with obvious satisfaction in his voice, leaning closer to your ear. "Those two idiots will now be wandering around clubs looking for some imaginary guy. You gave us time to escape."
You smiled, feeling the adrenaline and his closeness making your heart beat faster.
"I had to look as convincing as possible," you replied, shrugging slightly. But you were still shivering from the cold, and Jungkook noticed.
"We have to wait until they're out of sight before we get dressed and run to the car," he said, his voice becoming more serious, but with the same mischievous sparkle in his eyes. "But, you know, for the sake of credibility, we should add a little more... because that skinny guy keeps turning his head to look at us..." He smiled slyly, and you felt the heat rush through your body again.
"It's important to be convincing to the end, right?" you replied, raising your eyebrow playfully, and before you could finish, Jungkook leaned over and kissed you. His lips were hot, so hungry that you felt a desire growing in your lower abdomen.
You responded with equal fervor, your hands sliding over his wet shoulders, squeezing them as if looking for support. His tongue explored your mouth, and you felt his body tense as he pressed even closer to you. You couldn't help but notice how obvious his arousal had become, his cock pressing firmly against you through the thin fabric of his boxers.
Jungkook broke away from the kiss, his breathing heavy, a smile playing on his lips.
"You're dangerous," he said hoarsely, his eyes shining in the moonlight. "My cock is too sensitive to your kisses."
You laughed, feeling the heat rush to your face, but his words only intensified the throbbing between your legs.
"Maybe you just lack self-control?" you joked, but your voice betrayed a slight tremor.
He smiled slyly, but his gaze became more serious.
"We'll deal with my self-control a little later. We have to go. If we want to escape, now is the best time."
You quickly climbed out of the water, and you felt his eyes slide over your body in black lingerie as you shook the sand off your clothes. But you didn't notice how intently he was looking at you. Jungkook was already imagining his hands removing your underwear, fulfilling what he had promised in the water. A plan was forming in his head, and he was determined to make this night even more unforgettable.
You quickly pulled on your clothes — your top and pants clung to your wet skin, and Jungkook, putting on his jeans and tank top, looked like the sexiest man in the world. Because of how he had ignited your desire in the water, your imagination was running wild. The anticipation that there would be more than just kissing between you tonight made you feel excited.
Jungkook retrieved the keys from the sand, and you ran to the car. Getting into the Mercedes, he instantly started the engine and sped away, leaving the parking lot at such a speed that you clung to the seat again. He raced through the night city, dodging cars, and you felt the excitement of escaping from the police mixed with another, more intimate feeling that was growing between you.
He sped along the dark roads, but this time the speed didn't scare you as much — you trusted his skill. After some time, he turned off the road onto a semi-wild beach where there was no one around. The car stopped on the shoulder, parked so as not to disturb others, although it was unlikely that anyone would come here at night. Jungkook turned off the headlights but left the engine running and turned to you, his eyes shining in the semi-darkness of the cabin, a sly smile playing on his lips.
"Now I'm curious, are you really as innocent as you seem at first glance? Not everyone can lie to the police so convincingly," he said, with a slight hoarseness in his voice.
You tilted your head and asked playfully,
"Do you want to find out?" you replied, raising an eyebrow and smiling as defiantly as he did. His eyes darkened, and you saw his jaw tense slightly, as if he were restraining himself from pouncing on you right then and there.
"I have a terrible desire to find out what you're really like," he said, leaning closer.
His hand slid down your thigh, and you felt your breathing become ragged. He kissed you again, slower this time, but with such intensity that you felt your whole body melt under his touch. His lips moved down to your neck, leaving wet, warm marks, and his hands slid under your top, touching your skin.
You didn't resist, giving in to the moment. Your hand slid over his chest, feeling the hard muscles beneath the thin fabric of the T-shirt he was wearing. You felt his body tense at your touch, and it only fueled your own desire. His fingers hooked the edge of your top, slowly pulling it up, followed by your bra, and you let him do it, feeling the cool air from the open window mix with the heat of his hands.
His hands slowly pulled your top off, exposing your breasts, and you felt his gaze devour every inch of your body. Jungkook leaned down and touched your nipple with his tongue, as if tasting it, and you involuntarily arched your back, feeling pleasure pierce through you. His lips caressed your breasts gently but confidently, while his fingers played with your other nipple, eliciting quiet moans that you couldn't hold back. The throbbing between your legs became unbearable, and you felt your underwear getting even wetter. Your aroused clitoris demanded attention, but you couldn't say anything.
As if sensing your thoughts, Jungkook slid his hand down to your pants. His lips captured yours in another insatiable kiss, and his hand slipped unhindered under the elastic waistband, deftly parting your folds. When Jungkook touched your clitoris, he broke away from your lips and breathed softly into your mouth. You were wet, so wet that he could feel your juices generously moistening his fingers.
"Is this all for me?" he asked, hinting at the amount of moisture you were producing. You don't know if anyone else has ever made you this wet, but the thought of sex with Jungkook made you almost leak.
Your hips began to move to meet his movements on your clitoris. His fingers moved slowly, teasing you, and you squeezed his shoulders, trying to hold back. He continued to explore you, and you felt yourself approaching the edge, your body tensing with pleasure.
Jungkook left your clitoris and slid two fingers into your passage while sliding his tongue into your mouth. You moaned, feeling the pressure on your walls, unaware of how tight your pussy was making Jungkook hungry for you.
"If my fingers are tight in this pussy, what will happen if I fill it with my cock?" Jungkook thought as he fucked you with his fingers. He knew it would be good inside you because you were clearly not the type of girl who had many partners, and you had to be tight, but how tight?
His fingers moved rhythmically, plunging deep into you, and his thumb returned to your clitoris from time to time, causing new waves of pleasure. Your body trembled, and you felt everything inside squeeze around his fingers, as if trying to absorb them even deeper.
You grabbed his hair, pulling gently, and it only seemed to fuel his desire. Jungkook raised his head, his eyes burning with a dark fire as he looked at you.
"You're so sensitive," he whispered, his voice thick with excitement, "I wonder what you sound like when you can't hold back anymore."
You were breathing fast and hard, unable to respond because of his actions. Jungkook suddenly pulled his fingers out of you, and you involuntarily gasped at the sudden emptiness. His hand reached for the buttons and your seat slid back, and in a moment the seat back reclined.
When the seat was fully reclined, Jungkook touched the waistband of your pants, pulled them down, and you reflexively lifted your hips so he could pull them off. You lay almost completely naked in front of him. Jungkook was still dressed, and that excited you. He touched the palm of his hand between your legs and leaned toward you. He kissed your lips briefly but eagerly, then whispered,
"I want to taste you, will you let me?"
Your heart beat even faster at his words, and you felt heat flood your body. His voice, low and saturated with desire, made your skin tingle. You couldn't find the words, just nodded, looking into his dark eyes, which seemed bottomless in the dim light of the car interior.
Jungkook smiled—a barely noticeable but sly smile that promised you this experience would be unforgettable. He slowly lowered himself. His hand grabbed you under the knee and lifted your leg onto his shoulder, spreading you wider.
You felt the cold air touch your bare skin, but that chill instantly melted away as his hot breath approached your crotch.
His tongue touched you—first gently, as if testing, then more confidently, sliding over your clitoris with such skill that you involuntarily arched your back. Your fingers found his hair and lost themselves in it, and a quiet moan escaped your lips. Jungkook seemed to sense your reaction, because his movements became more insistent, his tongue circling your sensitive spot, and then he sucked it lightly, making you shudder with pleasure.
"Fuck..." you cursed softly. You couldn't stop your legs from trembling as he continued to caress you, his hands holding your hips firmly, not allowing you to pull away. He seemed to enjoy your reaction, the moan you tried to stifle by biting your lip.
He lifted his head for a moment, his lips glistening with your moisture, his eyes shining with a wild mixture of triumph and desire.
"You taste better than I imagined," he said, and those words made your cheeks flush even more. Without giving you time to respond, he lowered himself again, this time adding his fingers, which entered you, continuing his rhythmic movements. His tongue and fingers worked in perfect harmony, bringing you to the brink.
Your body tensed, every muscle contracting in anticipation of the orgasm that was building at a frantic pace. You tried to grab onto something, your fingers sliding across the leather seat, but finding no support.
"Jungkook, I... I..." you whispered, but he only intensified his movements, as if knowing that you were already on the verge. When the wave of pleasure finally washed over you, a long, loud moan escaped your lips. Your body trembled, but Jungkook didn't stop, continuing to caress you until you began to shake from excessive sensitivity. Only then did he slowly pull away, his lips wet and his eyes burning with satisfaction.
He stood up, wiping his lips with the back of his hand, and leaned down to kiss you. You tasted yourself on his lips, and it only heightened your arousal, even though it seemed impossible.
"Damn, your moans are so sexy, I want to hear more," he said. You smiled at his compliment. "I want to fuck you," he declared.
You could still feel the waves of orgasm dissolving between your legs, but it didn't seem like enough. You wanted to feel him fill you up.
"Then what are you waiting for?" you asked confidently. Jungkook's eyes flashed with undisguised desire.
"You're so tight, baby, I'm afraid I'll hurt you," he admitted honestly. You raised your eyebrows, barely containing your insolence.
"Are you really that big that you think I won't be able to handle it? I've had sex before, with more than one person, and I managed somehow," you said a smile playing on your lips and your eyes flashing with playful confidence. You knew your words would hurt him, and that was exactly what you wanted — to test how far he would go.
Jungkook froze for a moment, his eyes darkening and his jaw tensing. His smile became dangerous, and you felt a slight chill run down your spine, mixed with anticipation.
"You definitely haven't had anyone like me, and you probably never will," he said, his voice low, almost threatening, but at the same time soaked in such desire that your heart skipped a beat.
"So do you really think that, or are you just trying to up your value?" you asked sarcastically, raising the tension between you. Jungkook chuckled quietly.
"Oh, baby, you just made a big mistake," he leaned closer, his lips so close to your ear that you could feel the warmth of his breath. "You think you can challenge me and get away with it?" he whispered, his voice velvety. "I'll make you regret those words, and believe me, you not just can’t endure it — you'll beg me to stop... and I won't until you come around my cock."
You felt your body react to his words, the throbbing between your legs returning even though you tried to hide how much he turned you on. But Jungkook seemed to see right through you. His hand slowly slid down your waist and then squeezed your thigh tightly, making you flinch slightly.
"So far, all I hear is talk… But if you do, I'll try not to beg you," you said, letting Jungkook know that you were a worthy opponent. He smiled slightly and finally moved away from you.
Jungkook leaned back, his hands reaching for the belt of his jeans. You saw his muscles tense as he unbuttoned jeans, and your gaze involuntarily slid to the outline of his arousal, which the fabric could no longer hide.
"Get a condom from the glove compartment," he asked, pulling down his jeans. You sat up straight, then leaned over to the glove compartment. Inside was a small leather folder with a Mercedes logo, obviously a car manual, and a new, sealed pack of condoms. For a moment, the thought flashed through your mind about how often he had sex with other girls here. And you tried to quickly dismiss these thoughts, feeling a pang of jealousy.
You took one condom out of a small black and purple box labeled "ultra thin" and handed it to him. Jungkook cut the foil and stretched it along its entire length with a few deft movements.
When you saw Jungkook's size, you could barely control the expression on your face. It was big. Without exaggeration, it was big, and you already regretted teasing him. You knew it would hurt when he entered you, but would his size bring you pleasure, or would it be nothing but discomfort? You didn't know because you had never had one that big before.
Jungkook turned to you, his hand easily cupping your chin, forcing you to look straight into his eyes.
"Well, let's see if you can handle me."
He climbed on top of you, resting his feet on either side of your hips. One of your legs ended up on his shoulder, and the other touched the dashboard. You couldn't take your eyes off his hard cock, and that only intensified the throbbing between your legs. He hung over you, and you felt his gaze piercing through you. Excitement and fear mixed into one continuous sensation.
The tip of his cock touched your entrance. You held your breath as he began to enter. You took him in a few inches, your wetness, which was abundant again, facilitating penetration, but when the head of his cock reached the place where the membrane had once been, you recoiled, feeling a sudden pain.
Jungkook stopped when you screamed. Your hands squeezed his biceps. He waited no more than a few seconds and pressed into your passage. You screamed again, but this time biting your lip. You closed your eyes and your nails dug into his skin with barely noticeable pain.
"Open your eyes," you heard his low voice as he continued to sink into you. You opened your eyes, but your face was contorted with pain. "You said you could handle it... I want to see your eyes when you take me all the way in."
His words, tinged with confidence and a slight mockery, made your heart beat wildly, but the pain that accompanied his slow penetration overshadowed everything.
You clenched your teeth, trying to hold back a moan that was more from discomfort than pleasure. Jungkook saw it, his eyes watching closely for the change in your face, but he didn't stop, moving slowly but inexorably.
"Come on, show me how strong you are," he whispered, his voice low and hoarse, but with an iron confidence in it. His hand slid gently across your cheek, contrasting with the insistence of his movements below. You could feel him filling you, and although the pain gradually mixed with the warmth growing in your lower abdomen, you still struggled with the feeling that he was too big for you.
Your nails dug into his skin harder, leaving red marks, but Jungkook seemed to only enjoy it. He leaned closer, his lips touching your ear:
"You regret it, don't you? But I haven't even begun to prove to you how wrong you were."
He paused for a moment, allowing you to get used to the sensation, and you felt your body slowly relax, adapting to him. Your wetness made the movement easier, and the pain began to recede, giving way to a new wave of warmth. Jungkook noticed the change in your breathing, the slight tremor in your hips, and his smile widened.
"There," he said, moving forward slowly, "are you starting to feel me?" His hand slid to your clitoris, and his fingers began to caress it gently but confidently, adding sweet pleasure to the pain. You moaned involuntarily, this time with pleasure, and your hips instinctively moved to meet his movements.
Jungkook began to move more rhythmically, his thrusts deep but controlled. Each of his movements made your body tremble, and you felt the pain finally dissolve, giving way to wild pleasure. His fingers on your clitoris did not stop, and his lips found yours, capturing them in a greedy kiss that drowned out your moans.
It was pure ecstasy. The pleasure grew alongside some wild sensation. You felt he so deeply inside you that it began to seem too much. You tried to keep your promise not to beg him, but it was almost impossible. The deeper and more intensely Jungkook fucked you, the more you couldn't handle it.
"Jungkook..." you whispered, but he didn't seem to hear you. Jungkook kissed your neck, sucking on your skin, and you felt a slight tingling sensation where his lips had just been. "Jungkook... it's too much..." you whispered again, feeling your body approaching another orgasm faster than you could imagine. "Please... stop..." Your voice faltered, but you weren't sure if you really wanted him to stop. The pleasure became so intense that it seemed almost unbearable.
Instead of answering, you felt his lips on yours, his tongue slipping into your mouth, intertwining with yours. He broke away from your lips, his eyes shining with triumph.
"Stop? Oh, someone who said they wouldn't beg seems is begging," his voice was mocking and low. His breathing was a little uneven as he continued to fuck you. "You're not getting that, baby. I said I'd stop only when you came for me. And believe me, it will be the best you've ever felt."
His words only added fuel to the fire, and you felt your body betrayally respond to him. Jungkook picked up the pace, his movements becoming more insistent, his fingers working faster on your clit, bringing you to the edge. His large cock seemed to tear you apart from the inside.
"Jungkook, I can't... please..." you begged, your eyes clouded with tears of pleasure, but he only leaned closer, his lips touching your ear.
"You can, and you'll do it for me," he whispered, his voice full of authority. "Come on, beautiful, cum for me. Show me how much you can take."
Those words were the final push. Your body arched as the orgasm washed over you with such force that you cried out, unable to hold back. It was unlike anything you had ever felt before—powerful, all-consuming, as if every cell in your body exploded with pleasure. Your walls tightened around him, and Jungkook groaned as he felt you pulsing. His movements became more urgent as he approached his own peak, but he didn't stop, continuing to thrust you through your orgasm, making your body tremble with hypersensitivity.
"Yeahh," he rasped, his voice trembling with tension. His own orgasm overwhelmed him a few seconds later, and he thrust one last time, his body tensing as he came inside the condom.
Jungkook collapsed on top of you, his breathing heavy, his forehead touching yours. You were still trembling, trying to catch your breath, feeling the afterglow of orgasm spread through your body. He lifted his head, his eyes now softer but still burning with satisfaction.
"Are you still going to say you handled me?" he asked with a sly smile, wiping the sweat from your forehead. "Do you admit I was right?"
You smiled weakly.
"You... you won," you whispered, and his laughter, low and satisfied, filled the car. Jungkook kissed your lips one last time, gently and with great pleasure. He climbed off you and sat in the driver's seat.
The car was stuffy and smelled of sex mixed with Jungkook's perfume. You got dressed at your own pace, and then Jungkook got out of the car to relieve himself and throw away the used condom.
When he returned to the car, he started the engine and turned back onto the highway leading to Busan. You were silent for a few minutes while you checked your phone, which was overflowing with messages from Hannah. She was worried whether you and Jungkook had managed to get away from the cops. You wrote to her that everything was fine and locked your phone.
You looked up at the road and only then realized that Jungkook was driving somewhere with purpose.
"Where are we going?" you asked, turning to him. He glanced at you lazily, stretching his lips into a slight smile.
"To my friend's repair shop," he replied. You raised your eyebrows, wondering why you needed to go there. It was almost 5 a.m., and you felt the fatigue and sleepless night taking their toll.
"Why are we going to your friend's place? Is something wrong with the car?" you asked.
"No, the car is fine. My friend is going to replace my license plates because these are definitely in the police registry. And I still need my bird," Jungkook replied.
You tilted your head, thinking about his words, and suddenly a thought flashed through your mind.
"Wait, is it even legal to change license plates like that?" you asked, frowning slightly. You knew that license plates were issued by a special agency when a vehicle was registered, and something about this situation seemed wrong to you. Your curiosity mixed with slight concern, and you looked intently at Jungkook, waiting for his reaction.
He glanced at you quickly, then his lips stretched into a wider, almost cheeky smile.
"You're right, baby, it's not exactly legal," he admitted, his voice calm but with a hint of defiance. "But I have no other choice. If I keep these plates, at best I'll lose my license for participating in illegal races. And in the worst case," Jungkook shrugged, but his eyes remained serious. "They'll take my car away and slap me with a 7 million won fine. And I'm not ready to part with my baby bird."
You remained silent, not knowing how to respond to his candor. His words sounded so matter-of-fact, as if breaking the law was a common occurrence for him. Thoughts swirled in your head: Who was he really? And what had you gotten yourself into by getting into this car? But at the same time, you couldn't deny that the adrenaline and danger that accompanied Jungkook only drew you to him more.
He noticed your thoughtfulness and, holding the steering wheel with one hand, leaned closer to you.
"Don't worry," he said softly, but with a note of confidence. "We'll sort everything out quickly, and I'll take you home, I promise." His voice was reassuring, but you still felt a slight uneasiness.
You nodded in agreement, and silence fell over the car. You leaned back in your seat, feeling waves of exhaustion wash over you. It was five in the morning, you had been up all night, the adrenaline from everything that had happened and the intense orgasm Jungkook had given you were all mixed together, making your thoughts chaotic.
Jungkook suddenly reached for the center console where his phone was lying and picked it up. He turned on the screen and handed you the device.
"Write down your number," he said, "I don't want to repeat my past mistake and lose you again."
You took the phone, feeling your fingers tremble slightly — either from fatigue or from his words. After entering your number, you handed the phone back to him, and your fingers touched lightly, sending another wave of goosebumps down your skin.
You couldn't help but wonder what would happen next. What kind of relationship was this? A one-time fling or something more? His words about "past mistake" buzzed in your head, but you didn't dare ask what he meant.
Jungkook put his phone back and focused on the road.
"You're afraid of all this, aren't you?" he broke the silence, without taking his eyes off the road. "I mean, all this... illegal stuff."
"I just... don't know what to think about it. It's all a bit... unexpected," you sighed, trying to sound more confident than you felt.
Jungkook laughed, and for some reason, the sound calmed your nerves.
"You'll have to get used to it. It's never boring with me."
You rolled your eyes, but couldn't help smiling.
"I already figured that out," you said. Jungkook was mysterious with a forbidden vibe, but for some reason, despite all the warning signs, you felt like you wanted to get to know him better.
When you finally pulled up to the service station, the sky was already beginning to lighten. Jungkook turned off the engine and turned to you.
"Wait here, I'll be quick."
You nodded, leaning back in your seat, and watched him disappear into the building. Your head was filled with thoughts about him, about this crazy night. But one thing you knew for sure: with Jungkook, your life would definitely not be the same as before.
✍🏻 AUTHOR NOTE:
Hey, my dear army 💜 I wrote something for you here, and the time I'm posting this one-time shot is September 1 🤭 (actually, it's still August 31 in my country, but in Korea it's already September 1).
This is the day when the love of my life came into the world.
I diligently wrote (as best I could, but never finished) chapter 20 of "One Night..." but I thought I should give you something with Chonguk on his birthday 🙏🏻🤭
So I wrote this! The idea for this fanfic had been in my head for a long time, but only now have I been able to write it the way I wanted it to be written 💞 I really hope you like my gift to you on his birthday 🥰
I truly love this man and wish him the greatest happiness on this planet that a person can have. He deserves the whole world for the simple reason that he is an amazing person who combines many wonderful qualities that make him the ideal man in my eyes.
Jungkook is truly "golden" because everything he touches turns to gold or something that people adore. I wish him that the heavy burden of his fame becomes light for him, that no evil touches him, neither physically nor morally.
He changed my life, my attitude towards myself, my perception of the people around me. Thanks to him, this blog has become successful, because if it weren't for him, I might never have started writing. Thanks to him, I met so many wonderful people who gave me so much love that I never even suspected it could exist in such a form. He really made my life golden 💛
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST LOVE OF MY LIFE!
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THANK YOU FOR READING QPF ❤️💞 ILY 💖
QUARTER PAST FOUR | 03
⏲︎ Summary: You haven’t seen him in two months. Not since that night you told him you wanted more — and he vanished. But tonight, while you’re trying to move on, laughing beside another man in a crowded nightclub… you see him. Those same dark eyes. That same smirk that undresses you with a glance. He used to come to you at 4:15 AM. No calls. No words. Just him, and your body, and that dangerous kind of love that leaves you bleeding. Now he’s back. And you’re about to find out if your heart can survive him a second time.
︎⏲︎ Couple: Jeon Jungkook x Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
⏲︎ Age restrictions: 18+
⏲︎ Size: mini series (10 860+ words)
⏲︎ Chapters: #01 | #02 | #03 | #04
⏲︎ Tags: ex situationship, smut, angst, toxic relationship, dom!Jungkook, emotionally vulnerable!Reader, crime, mention murder, emotional damage, pining, obsession, obscene nicknames, blowjobs, mutual desire, hot and cold dynamic, fwb turned heartbreak, slow burn (kind of), breakup aftermath, late night regrets, he comes back, still not over you, you can’t resist him, painfully in love, emotional manipulation, denial of feelings, he knows what he’s doing, dominant jungkook, rough sex, public teasing, car sex, dirty talk, jealous sex, praise kink, possessive jungkook, desperate need, wet panties, he ghosted you, you fell first, he fell later, reader has self-respect but also horny, he always finds his way back, you said it was the last time (but it wasn’t), reference to murder, reference to cruelty
⏲︎ From author: Read the note for this part at the end 🙃👇🏻 I had something to tell you ❤️🔥
⏲︎ Dedication: to love of my life @curse-of-art. My beloved, this is dedicated to you because you love every version of my Jungkook. I love you with all my heart and soul 🫠🥰💗
⏲︎ Warning: This fanfic contains explicit sexual content, toxic dynamics, emotional angst, manipulation, jealousy, and messy unresolved feelings. If you’re sensitive to themes of heartbreak, obsession, or unhealthy attachment — please read with caution. Also, English is not my first language, so there may be awkward phrasing or unusual sentence constructions here and there 🥺 Thank you for your understanding 🙂↕️

"Are you pregnant?" Jungkook's voice was quiet, almost emotionless, but you could sense the tension in it. He stood by the bed, holding the ultrasound image, his fingers clenching the thin paper. You sat up straight, covering your naked body with the sheet. You involuntarily clenched the fabric of the blanket, listening to your own heartbeat, which seemed to drown out everything around you. Jungkook stared at you intently without blinking.
"I..." You were nervous and didn't know why it was so hard to say that you were really pregnant. The obsessive thought immediately popped into your head that he would tell you to have an abortion. You were afraid that when you told him, he would just leave, as he had done before, leaving you alone with this burden.
Jungkook looked down at the photo for a few seconds, then looked back at you. His face was impenetrable, but you noticed how the muscles in his jaw tensed, how the tip of his tongue touched the piercing on his lip — a habit that gave him away when he was nervous. He was silent, and that silence weighed on you more heavily than any words could have.
"Is this our child?" he finally asked, his voice low. He took a step closer, but stopped, as if afraid to get too close. Unable to bear his gaze, you lowered your eyes to the photo in his hands.
"Yes," you said, feeling a lump in your throat. You waited. You waited for him to say something harsh, something like, "Get rid of it" or "That's not my problem." But Jungkook exhaled, ran his hand through his hair, and turned away, as if he needed space to collect his thoughts.
"Damn..." he muttered, his shoulders tensing and his head dropping. "This complicates things..."
Your heart skipped a beat. That word — "complicates" — cut like a knife.
"But how?" he asked, turning over his shoulder. "You were taking birth control..."
"I stopped taking it..." you confessed. "I haven't taken it since you disappeared, because I haven't slept with anyone. But then at the club..." You paused for a moment, exhaled, and continued, "When we met at the club, we had sex twice that night... I wanted to take emergency contraception in the morning, but I found out who you were... and I... and my condition was... I just forgot."
He listened to you silently, his gaze occasionally drifting to the side, as if he were digesting what he had heard, putting it all together in his own head. The ultrasound image remained in his hands — slightly crumpled, but not let go.
"So... it happened then," he said quietly, as if not asking, but simply confirming. You nodded. Jungkook closed his eyes for a few seconds, took a deep breath, and straightened up. He put the photo on the bedside table and sat down next to you. You couldn't look at him. Inside, fear, anger, and a tiny spark of relief mixed together ��� he knows. Jungkook was silent, and you couldn't quite figure out his true reaction to the news.
"I'm not having an abortion," you said suddenly, your voice firm. You had to show him your position right away. Jungkook turned his head sharply toward you, but you didn't look up, just stared at your palms.
"What abortion?" he asked with undisguised displeasure in his voice. "It's my child, and I won't let you do that,"
You finally looked at him. Tears welled up in your eyes, and you could barely hold them back.
"Then why does my pregnancy complicate things for you?" Your voice trembled as you noticed the bruises on his cheekbones — traces of a recent fight. You knew the answer, but you were afraid to hear it.
Jungkook opened his mouth to say something but closed it abruptly. He looked into your eyes for a few seconds, then stood up. You froze, staring at the spot where he had been sitting.
"Because what kind of father am I?" Jungkook said rhetorically. "I... damn it, baby, think about it. I'm a mercenary. I live in a world where every day could be my last. I risk my life because it's my job..."
"I know..." you said quietly. Jungkook turned to you. You looked up and said firmly, feeling a hot tear roll down your cheek. "But you said you'd do anything to be together... Were those just words to get me back into bed?"
His eyebrows knitted together. He moved closer, leaning down, resting his hands on the mattress on either side of you, forcing you to lean back.
"I said it because I meant it," his voice was low, tense, as if he was holding himself back from losing his temper. "And, shit, I still mean it." You wanted to look away, but his eyes held you in place. "I just..." He closed his eyes for a second, clenching his jaw. "I want us to be together, but your pregnancy complicates things now."
"What complicates things, Jungkook?" you asked desperately, feeling your recent fear give way to irritation and even anger because you didn't understand what he was talking about. Jungkook was silent, and your patience was running out. "Wait... how did you plan our relationship to continue then? Did you just want to come over in the morning and fuck me whenever you felt like it? If you wanted us to be together, then you knew what you were getting me into..."
"I didn't plan on hiding for the rest of my life," Jungkook interrupted you just as sharply, which made you a little embarrassed, "But now is not the time..." He fell silent, and you grimaced at his words as if you had been hit. "I mean... right now it's... it's dangerous. If he find out I have someone... fuck, especially if they find out you're pregnant..."
"Who are he?" you asked. Jungkook didn't want to answer. He leaned away, but you grabbed his arm, forcing him to turn back. "Tell me who he are. And why are you beaten up?"
"I can't..." Jungkook began resignedly.
"Then why the hell did you come back to me? Why did you say all those words to me if you don't trust me?" you got angry.
Jungkook froze, his hand still in yours, but he didn't answer right away. His gaze, heavy and irritated, slid over your face, as if he were searching for an answer he could give without destroying everything even more. The bruises on his cheekbones looked like a reminder of who he was, and it made your heart ache even more.
"I came because I couldn't help myself," he finally said, his voice broken. He pulled away from your hand and took a step back. "Do you think I didn't try to stay away? I tried, baby. After you said you loved me... I left because I knew I couldn't give you a normal life. But I'm coming back because you're in my head. Every damn day. I can't get you out of my heart." He walked over to the window, clutching his head. "And now... now you're pregnant. And that doesn't just complicate things — it makes everything impossible."
Your heart skipped a beat.
"What means impossible?" you asked, "Are you want to saying I have to deal with this on my own?" Jungkook lowered his head as if it were heavy and shook it. It was clear that he wanted to say a lot, but couldn't. But you wouldn't be able to understand him if he continued to remain silent. You got up from the bed, wrapping yourself in a blanket. You slowly approached him, and he glanced at you sideways.
"Tell me right now what to do with all this shit between us... Either you stay and we raise this child together..." Your voice trembled with anger that you couldn't contain. Jungkook had put you in this position too many times when you chose him over yourself, but now it was his turn to choose. "Or you get the hell out and I'll raise this child myself, without you and all your problems."
He stood motionless, like a stone, but in his eyes flashed a mixture of irritation and... pain. He ran his tongue over his lip, lingering on his piercing, and took a deep breath.
"Do you really think I can leave?" His voice was tense. "That I can sleep knowing that you're carrying my child and you're alone?"
He took a step toward you, and you felt the space between you shrink to a few inches. He touched your face with his palm, wiping away your tears with his thumb. The tears just ran down your face, and you couldn't hold them back.
"I don't know what you'll do..." You said honestly. "The choice is yours. Let's finally decide what to do with us,"
Jungkook was silent. He just stared at your face, and you knew for sure that a war was going on in his head. But you were also tired of suffering from his disappearances and then falling into his arms and getting a momentary sweet torment.
"I'm not leaving," he said firmly, but there was no joy in his voice, only cold determination. "But you have to understand that I can't be what you want me to be. My enemies aren't just guys from the street. These are people who won't stop if they find out I have a weak spot."
His other hand rested on your jaw, and he leaned in, closing the distance between your faces. Jungkook kissed you, and you squeezed his hands, tasting your favorite lips mixed with bitter tears on your lips.
He didn't kiss you greedily or insatiably as usual. It was a gentle, tender kiss that showed all his feelings for you.
Jungkook pulled away, his hands slowly sliding down from your waist, but his gaze remained fixed on your eyes.
"If honesty…I'm glad you're pregnant..." he said. But the joy in his voice was overshadowed by fear, heavy as lead, settling in his eyes.
"You're glad, but you're afraid," you said quietly, looking at him. Your hand involuntarily fell on your stomach, as if protecting your unborn child from everything that was happening between you. "You say you'll stay, but I can see that you're already halfway out the door. How can I trust you, Jungkook? After your disappear?"
He pressed his lips together, his jaw tensed, and his piercing flashed in the dim light as he turned his head.
"I did it for you," he said firmly. And maybe that was true, but the fact that he didn't explain anything made you very angry. You exhaled slowly, looking into his eyes.
"If you want to stay, if you're really happy about this baby, then stop hiding! Tell me the truth, Jungkook. I deserve to know what I'm getting myself into. What I'm getting our baby into."
He stood motionless, his eyes darkening, and you saw his fists clench slightly.
"The less you know, the safer you are," he said quietly, but there was steel in his voice.
"Safer?" you almost shouted, anger bursting out. "You stand here and say you love me, that you won't let me get rid of the baby, but you can't tell me what you're protecting me from? How can I trust you if you don't trust me?"
"I trust you," he said, his voice trembling with tension. "But there are things I can't tell you. Not because I don't want to. But because it would put you in even greater danger. These bruises?" He nodded at his face, where bruises still darkened his cheekbones. "From the man who wants to destroy me. He's hunting me and will look for all my weaknesses..." His voice broke, and he let go of you, stepping back as if afraid that his closeness might harm you.
You looked at him, feeling tears running down your cheeks.
"Then what should I do, Jungkook? Wait for you to show up at night, beaten up, and hope that one day you won't disappear forever?"
"I know," he said, almost in a whisper. "I know I can't give you a normal life. But I can't leave. Not now, when I know you're carrying my child." He looked up, and you saw pain in his eyes, mixed with something that resembled hope. You felt your heart breaking. You loved him — so much that it was scary. But his life, his secrets, his danger... they were like a wall between you. And you wonder how what started between you as just casual sex turned into a life under fire. You wanted Jungkook not to be a mercenary, you wanted a better life for him. Maybe that's why you came into his life, to change what he has.
"Then change it," you said. Your voice trembled, but it was firm. "Quit this job. Find a way out of this world. If you really want to be with me, with our child, then do it. Otherwise... otherwise I don't know how I'll cope."
Jungkook looked at you for a long time, his eyes full of struggle.
"It's not that easy," he said finally. "It’s world... it won't let me go. But I'll try. For you... for us." He nodded at your belly, and a hint of the tenderness he had so carefully hidden flashed in his voice. His hand gently resting on yours, which was still on your stomach. "I can't promise it will be easy. But I won't leave. Give me time. I'll find a way."
You snuggled up to him, trying not to let your doubts get the better of you. After all, Jungkook loves you and he has to cope, and you will be there to help him.

Jungkook woke up first, his eyes slowly adjusting to the light. He lay motionless, his gaze sliding over your features, your face relaxed, your lips slightly parted, your hair scattered across the pillow. It was the first time he had woken up next to you in the same bed, despite all the months you had spent together. His life as a mercenary dictated its own rules: during the day, he had to be elsewhere, immersed in a world where every step could be his last, carrying out tasks that required a heart of ice and nerves of steel.
And only in the early hours of the morning did he allow himself to come to you — the only place where he could forget who he was.
Next to you, he felt something like relaxation for the first time. He liked how you made him see the world differently. From the very first time he saw you, a forbidden desire flared up in him — to see you again. There was something about the way you carried yourself, your smile, the way you looked at him — openly, but with a slight spark of defiance and temptation.
You made him feel an interest he couldn't ignore. Every time he came to you, sex with you was not just physical release — it was a real pleasure that drew him in like a drug. Your body, your moans, the way you gave yourself to him as if nothing else in the world existed, all of this pulled him out of the darkness he was used to.
He wanted to spend more time with you, but that was what scared him. He saw how you were changing, how something more than passion was growing in your eyes. And that's when he started behaving differently: more rudely, more arrogantly, pushing you away. He hoped you would ask him to stop coming so he wouldn't have to do it himself. But every time he came back, he saw that your feelings were only growing.
And on the day he came to see you again, you had sex in the bathroom, and you confessed your feelings. And he said cruelly, cutting you off as if with a knife: there can be no love between you. It was the only way to stop you, to protect you. But after that, he had to disappear. Not only because of your words — his life was hanging by a thread at that moment.
Yon Sanghoon is Jungkook's former partner, where they both worked for a private special forces unit. They used to trust each other, but over time, when the unit was disbanded, Sang-hoon turned into a ruthless businessman who crushed everyone in his path. Jungkook was no saint, and the work of a mercenary was mostly dirty, because sometimes you had to get your hands bloody, but Sanghoon showed remarkable cruelty. He simply killed everyone who stood in his way, even if it had been his friends yesterday. Jungkook reduced his communication with Sanghoon and distanced himself, but Sanghoon never forgot Jungkook.
And now he came to him with a request: he needed to destroy evidence that was very incriminating against Sanghoon, but he did not specify what exactly. He asked Jungkook to do it, or he would have no choice but to kill the prosecutor who was investigating the case. Jungkook didn't want to help Sanghoon; he knew it was better for the world that freaks like him were behind bars, but he couldn't refuse. Sanghoon held the strings that tied Jungkook to his past — old debts that he couldn't help but repay.
However, when he had almost completed the task and was about to destroy the evidence, Jungkook learned that Sanghoon was involved in human and child trafficking. For Jungkook , this was the limit, and if someone crossed it, they had to be punished. In addition, it turned out that the prosecutor who was handling Sanghoon's case had helped one of Jungkook's close friends in a court case, saving him from being framed.
So Jungkook didn't destroy the evidence, but instead tipped off the prosecutor about the trafficking.
After that, Jungkook was forced to go into hiding so that Sanghoon wouldn't find him. So keeping his distance was the only way to protect you. And yet, every night he returned to your house. He saw the light in the window burning until morning. You weren't sleeping. You were probably waiting for him. But he couldn't bring himself to come. Not then.
For two months, Jungkook heard nothing from Sanghoon. No one was looking for him, and it was suspiciously quiet. He thought that maybe Sanghoon had decided to back off, or that the evidence had worked and he was now busy with his own problems. Jungkook tried to return to normal life — he took on small tasks unrelated to the past and tried to forget about the danger. His vigilance dulled: the days passed quietly, and he allowed himself to relax, thinking that the storm had passed.
One night, he accidentally found himself in the same nightclub where you were. Seeing you smile at another man, he felt jealousy boiling in his chest. His imagination painted unbearable pictures: strange hands on your body, strange lips kissing you, or, worst of all, someone else in your bed.
When your eyes met, he saw anger, fear, and the very love you were trying to hide in your eyes. Near the restroom, where you bumped into each other, his suspicions were confirmed — you were still his, and he realized he couldn't let you go.
But when you found out who he was, it was the hardest thing for him because he knew how you would react. You asked him to leave, and he decided that it was really over.
One evening, when Jungkook was returning from another assignment, he was attacked by Sanghoon's people — three armed men. They took him by surprise, pinned him against the wall, and one of them hissed:
"Sanghoon sends his regards. You betrayed, now you'll pay." They wanted to kill him quickly, but Jungkook was no novice. His mercenary instincts kicked in instantly: he broke free, elbowed the first one in the throat, grabbed the knife from the second, and killed the third with a shot from his own gun. The fight was brutal, and Jungkook killed them all, but he took a beating. He had a deep cut on his side, broken ribs, and blood running down his face. He barely made it to cover, bandaging his wounds as he went. Now he knew for sure: Sanghoon would not rest until Jungkook was dead. It was war, and from now on, every day could be his last.
And now you're pregnant. Pregnant with his child. And that's shit, a real disaster. If Sanghoon finds out that Jungkook has someone he loves and that this girl is carrying his child, he'll use it as a weapon. Jungkook knew that from now on he had to be twice as careful — not only for himself, but for you too. He couldn't let his dark reality touch you.
You stirred, your eyelashes fluttered, and you mumbled sleepily without opening your eyes:
"It's lunchtime, isn't it?"
Jungkook chuckled softly, his voice low and hoarse from sleep.
"Almost," he murmured somewhere above your head. You smiled sleepily, your eyes still half-closed, and slowly moved closer to him, pressing your whole body against him. Your skin was warm and soft, and he felt your scent—a mixture of your perfume and your natural aroma—fill his lungs. You hugged him, sliding your arms under his arm, and slowly ran your nails down his back. The touch sent sharp, pleasant tingles down his spine, like an electric current awakening every cell in his body. He felt his muscles tense—you knew how to tease him, and it always worked.
The next moment, you threw your leg over his thigh, pressing even closer, and Jungkook pressed his lips together, feeling your pussy press tightly against his already aroused cock. He had been hard since he woke up, but now the desire was unbearable — hot, pulsing, like a fire burning inside him. You moved slowly, deliberately, and he knew it was intentional: you were teasing him, playing cat and mouse. Every movement of your hips made his heart race.
You began to kiss his collarbone gently, your lips sliding down to his shoulders and chest, leaving wet marks on his skin. Each kiss was like a warm impulse that pierced him through and through, making his blood boil. Jungkook endured as long as he could, feeling you rubbing against him, your hips moving imperceptibly, but enough to make his control crack at the seams. He imagined entering you, filling you completely, and the thought made him even harder.
Finally, his patience snapped. With one swift movement, he pushed your leg off him, turned you away from him, and pressed you against the mattress. His hands deftly pulled off your panties, then his own, and without a word or a question, he entered you.
The sensation was incredible—you were so wet, so hot, squeezing him tightly. You gasped, your fingers clenched the sheet, and your body arched with pleasure. He found your palms and slid his fingers between yours, pressing you to the bed with his body. His chest pressed tightly against your back, skin to skin, his lips found your ear.
"This is the kind of awakening I crave every day," he whispered hoarsely, his voice full of desire. You turned your head and smiled, and that smile ignited an even greater fire in him.
Jungkook pushed you, and you forced yourself to hold back the moan that was stuck in your throat. Another push, and a wave of pleasure washed over his spine, causing his muscles to tense. His free hand slid down your thigh, rising to your stomach, where it paused, feeling the warmth of your skin. He paused for a moment, realizing that his child was growing inside you. This thought made his movements even more careful, but at the same time deeper, as if he wanted to feel all of you, to claim you as his own.
Your quiet moans, which you tried to suppress, only added fuel to the fire. He felt your body responding to him, how you arched, seeking more, and it made him lose his mind. His hand moved lower, found your clitoris, and began to caress it with slow but confident movements, synchronizing with his hips. Each touch made his cock throb harder, the pleasure building like a wave.
Jungkook had to stop to turn you around — he wanted to see your face. Sliding out of you, he rolled you onto your back, grabbed your leg, and pulled it to the side, exposing you completely. Your pussy beckoned him, so needy and wet, and for a moment he thought about kissing it, tasting you, but the desire to be inside you was stronger. Jungkook pressed the head of his cock against your entrance and entered smoothly, all the way in. A moan escaped his throat, uncontrollable, and the feeling of fullness filled him completely.
"Take me more, baby," he whispered, his lips sliding down your cheek to your lips, where he kissed you greedily, muffling your moan.
His tongue invaded your mouth, exploring with an intensity as if trying to devour you. His movements became deeper and passionate — each thrust filled him with pleasure, as if you were his drug. He felt your arms wrap around his neck, your nails digging into his skin, and the feeling of euphoria grew. It felt like he was making love to you for the last time, and he unconsciously tried to remember this moment, paying attention to every detail.
Picking up the pace, Jungkook felt your pussy tighten around him, wet and hot, taking him completely. He leaned down, sucking on the skin on your neck, leaving light marks. His hand found your clitoris again, massaging it in circular motions, and he heard your moans grow louder as your body responded to the approaching orgasm.
The tension built up inside him like a storm, and you moaned:
"More... please..."
Jungkook chuckled softly:
"You're so greedy, my baby. Do you want me to fill you up completely?" He thrust harder, more sharply, feeling that sensitive spot inside you, and you wrapped your legs around him tighter, trying to get as close as possible. When you came, clenching around him in ecstasy, Jungkook felt it like his own orgasm—a wave of pleasure washing over him, making him moan.
He held on until you relaxed, and then, with a long, low moan, he reached his peak. His thrusts became chaotic, he filled you with his warmth, his cock throbbing as he released everything. His body tensed, and when he stopped spurting semen, Jungkook relaxed. He lay on top of you, pressing his body against yours, his head falling somewhere between your shoulder and the pillow, listening to his own heartbeat.
You stroked his back, breathing quickly and heavily as well. Jungkook raised his head and smiled at you. He slid his nose across your cheek, touched the corner of your mouth with his lips, and chuckled softly, still barely catching his breath after everything.
"It's only morning, and you've already made me work so hard," he whispered hoarsely, his voice still vibrating with pleasure. "By the way, I feel terribly hungry..." His smile was relaxed, warm, but at the same time daring. Jungkook ran his finger along your jaw and down to your lips. "Maybe you'll feed me after this?" he teased, lightly touching your lips with a short, barely perceptible kiss.
"Of course I'll feed you. You just need to get off me and let me go to the kitchen," you replied with a smile.
Jungkook kissed you one last time and slowly pulled away, allowing you to slip out from under him. He lay down, covering his crotch with a blanket, and watched with pleasure as you got out of bed, completely naked, your hair falling carelessly over your shoulders. You glanced at him quickly, your gaze a mixture of tenderness and a barely perceptible spark of temptation, before disappearing behind the bathroom door.
Jungkook remained lying down while you took a shower, inhaling your scent that lingered on the sheets and feeling his body still experiencing the recent intimacy. The moment seemed perfect, but deep down he knew he couldn’t enjoy such moments for a long time.
Jungkook got up, feeling a slight pain in his side — a reminder of his recent encounter with Sanhun's men. The cut had healed, but the bruises were still visible.
He headed to the bathroom after you left and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. Jungkook turned on the hot water and stepped into the shower. The jets of hot water beat against his skin, washing away the light layer of sweat and tension.
When he came out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel, he smelled the aroma of freshly baked pancakes mixed with the smell of coffee and something sweet — you had clearly made an effort. Jungkook smiled to himself, feeling warmth in his chest from this simple gesture of care. He quickly got dressed and went to you.
In the kitchen, you were standing at the stove, carefully placing a stack of golden pancakes topped with maple syrup and garnished with fresh strawberries and bananas on a plate. Next to it was a bowl of scrambled eggs sprinkled with herbs and toast browned to a crisp. Jungkook froze in the doorway, watching you — you looked so homely, so... his. It was so unusual for him, and at that moment he wanted to be just Jungkook. An ordinary guy, not a damn mercenary.
He sat down at the table, and you placed a plate in front of him, smiling slightly.
"I hope you're still hungry," you said, sitting down opposite him with a cup of coffee. Jungkook nodded, his eyes never leaving you as he took his first bite of pancake. The taste was perfect — sweet but not cloying, with a slight tartness from the strawberries.
"You never disappoint... this is so delicious," he said sincerely, and your smile widened.
Suddenly, his phone rang in his pocket. He took it out and looked at the screen — an unknown number.
"Later," he muttered, hanging up the phone. Jungkook noticed how tense you were, and it created an awkward silence. You tried to talk about everyday things, but his phone rang again. The second call was from a gun dealer he knew, but Jungkook apologized and quickly replied, "I'll call you back." He didn't want these matters to intrude on this moment when he was with you.
Jungkook put another piece of pancake in his mouth when you spoke:
"You know, I just realized... I don't even have your phone number. Do you think we're at the stage in our relationship where you can give it to me?" you said ironically. Jungkook tensed up, his fork stopping halfway to his mouth. He knew he couldn't give you his number — that phone was connected to his work, to people who could track him down, and through him, you.
"I'll buy a separate phone," he said, trying to keep his voice calm. "Just for us. I can't give you this number." He noticed your eyes narrow and your lips press into a thin line — you were unhappy, but you didn't show it, just nodded.
"When are you coming next time?" you asked, changing the subject, but there was a hint of indignation in your voice. Jungkook looked down at his plate.
"As soon as I have free time," he replied, knowing it wasn't the answer you wanted to hear. You just nodded without saying a word.
His phone rang again, and Jungkook glanced at the screen—it was Jimin. He had been waiting for this call. Jimin had promised to find information about Sanghoon's movements, and every detail could save his life. But he dismissed the call, not wanting to ruin the moment. Standing up, Jungkook walked over to you, leaned down, and kissed you on the lips — softly, but with the passion that burned inside him after what had happened between you that morning. You responded, your lips parting to meet his, and he had to admit to himself that he didn't want to leave at all.
"Thank you for a wonderful morning or it’s must’ve said lunchtime... and for food," he whispered, and saw you melt at his words, as you smiled as if he had given you the whole world. "I have to go," he added, feeling how difficult it was to say those words. You stood up and said,
"I'll walk you out."
Jungkook shook his head.
"No need, baby." But you insisted, and he couldn't refuse you. You walked out to the gate together, and you suddenly hugged him, tightly, for a long time, clearly not wanting to let him go. Jungkook hugged you back, breathing in your scent, but out of the corner of his eye he noticed a black Kia parked nearby. His stomach clenched with a sense of foreboding. The car started up and slowly drove past, and the driver, a man with a cold stare, kept his eyes on you. Jungkook didn't like it — he knew this type of people and realized that he was being followed.
He kissed you goodbye, harder than he intended, and whispered:
"I'll come tonight."
A smile lit up your face, and you replied that you would wait for him. Jungkook made you go back to the house first, watching you disappear behind the door. Only then did he take out his phone and call Jimin, asking him for an urgent meeting.

You were lying in bed with your phone in your hands. The rain was falling steadily outside the window, and you couldn't help but glance out the window every ten minutes, thinking about Jungkook, who had promised to come see you today. You had agreed to meet with Sajin over the weekend to discuss her wedding plans — she and Jimin had finally set a date. You had been texting her about the meeting, but you didn't say a word about Jungkook and the fact that you had made up. You planned to tell her that you and Jungkook had worked things out, that he had promised to be with you, that you would be together despite all the dangers.
You waited for him until morning, but he didn't come. You waited for him sitting on the couch, then walking from room to room, unable to find a place for yourself. Sleep overtook you only in the early morning, when you, exhausted, fell asleep in an uncomfortable position, still hoping to hear a knock on the door.
The next day, Friday, there was a small hope that he would show up. You forced yourself not to worry, but Jungkook still didn't show up. You tried to convince yourself that he was just busy, that his business — those dark, dangerous things he never talked about — had kept him away. But your hope faded with each passing hour, and by Saturday you woke up feeling broken.
Your heart ached at the thought that he had abandoned you again, despite all his promises, despite your pregnancy, despite his vows to do everything to keep you together. What if something had happened to him? The thought that he might have been injured or even killed caused you to panic. You couldn't wait until the evening when you were supposed to meet with Sajin, and without waiting for the appointed time, you drove to her.
You were lucky to find Jimin at home. Barely having time to say hello, you asked him almost from the doorway when he last saw Jungkook. Jimin, a little surprised by your insistence, replied that he had seen him yesterday. This news hit you like a slap in the face. Relief — he was alive — mixed with anger: if he had time for Jimin, why didn't he come to see you?
You asked him to give you his number, not hiding the fact that you were in a relationship with him, because you were sure that Jimin knew about it from the very beginning. But he refused to give you his friend's number, explaining that his friend wouldn't allow it.
Your anger flared even more, and you said calmly but with a hint of malice:
"I need to talk to him urgently, Jimin!" But at that moment, his phone rang — a client, as he explained — and he hurried out, leaving you with Sajin.
You felt anger and anxiety taking over you. Sajin tried to calm you down, but you couldn't control yourself. The emotions you had been suppressing for the last few days burst out. You told her everything: how Jungkook found out about your pregnancy, how he told you about some man who wanted him dead but didn't go into details, how he promised to buy a separate phone so you could stay in touch. And how he disappeared again, despite all his words. Sajin listened, her eyes flashing with indignation.
"God, he really must be such a jerk!" she said, "I'll convince Jimin to give you the number. And if he doesn't agree, I'll hack into his phone myself and find that damn number." You felt overwhelmed with gratitude — Sajin was always there for you, always supportive, and you didn't know what you would do without her.
To distract you, Sajin dragged you to the mall to go shopping, and then you went to a restaurant where you were supposed to meet up with other friends to discuss the details of her wedding. You agreed, went shopping with Sajin, but nothing could stop you from thinking about Jungkook. However, when you arrived at the restaurant, it did distract you a little, but as soon as you returned home, your condition was just terrible.
You returned to work, and Donmin was with you all the time. He only asked once if you had any problems with Jungkook, and you said you didn't want to talk about him.
You forced yourself to live a normal life, and it was easier to be around people, but as soon as you got home, you cried. You didn't understand why this man was treating you this way. Why did he leave again without saying a word? Your resentment toward Jungkook grew every day after his disappearance, and you didn't know if you still had feelings for him, because all you felt now was pain, anger, and disappointment.
Several weeks passed, and you didn't even notice it. For you, all the days merged into one endless day that seemed like it would never end. In the evening, almost at the end of the workday, you received a text message from Sajin, who asked you to come to the cafe where she was with Yuna and Minji. She wrote that you needed to choose a florist. You didn't really want to go; you knew they could choose a florist without you, but you understood why Sajin was asking you to come. She supports you like no one else, and you couldn't be rude to her, so suppressing all your worst emotions, you replied that you would be there in half an hour.
You sat at a large table in a café, and the conversation flowed easily. For a moment, you even felt relaxed, but when the conversation smoothly turned to who would be the driver at the wedding, you perked up. You guessed that it would most likely be Jungkook, but Sajin unexpectedly said:
"It will be Hoseok"
Minji raised her eyebrows in surprise.
"Hoseok? I thought it would be Jungkook, he's Jimin's best friend."
Sajin glanced at you briefly, and you hid behind your coffee cup, quickly lowering your gaze and trying your best to appear indifferent, but if anyone had heard your heart pounding in your chest, you would have given yourself away.
"Yes, Jimin asked him, but Jungkook refused. He said he doesn't like being the center of attention and prefers to stay on the sidelines."
The news that he refused to be the driver, knowing that you would be the maid of honor, stung you inside. You even started to feel nauseous from the excitement, so you put down your coffee.
"Really? He doesn't like being the center of attention, but hanging out at ‘Burning Night’ with the club owner's daughter. All know she and they not even try to hide. It’s doesn't count?" Yuna said ironically.
You froze, barely breathing, unable to believe what you had heard. Yuna's words were like a knife, and you felt the blood drain from your face. Sajin noticed your condition and quickly intervened.
"What do you mean? There's no way Jungkook is with someone else." Her voice was sharp; she knew you couldn't ask your friends openly — no one knew about your relationship with Jungkook.
"I'm telling you," Yuna leaned slightly over the table as if telling a secret. "A friend of mine works as a bartender at ‘Burning Night’. He knows Jungkook, and I've seen them there a couple of times myself. Such a glamorous girl, all dressed in designer brands. They often hang out together,"
You began to tremble slightly with anger and resentment. This couldn't be true. Jungkook? With another girl? At a club?
"You're ridiculous, Yuna, it could be just an acquaintance, maybe a friend of his," Sajin didn't believe it either.
"An acquaintance he meets almost every day. And she's hardly someone's girlfriend when he openly hugs her in public. When I saw them, they seemed unable to tear themselves away from each other," she grabbed her phone and unlocked it, looking for a number. "I'll call Tekhvan now and he'll confirm it for you,"
"No, don't..." Sajin tried to stop her, but the phone was already ringing. Yuna turned on the speaker and all four of you focused your attention on the phone.
"Yes," you heard Yuna's friend's low voice against the background of music.
"Hi, honey, can you talk?" your friend asked in a soft voice.
"I can, I just went out for a smoke. You know when to call."
Yuna laughed coquettishly, but you felt the nausea inside you intensify from the tension.
"Listen, you told me you saw Jungkook hanging out with the daughter of the owner of the club where you work. Are they still hanging out together?"
"Yes, they're here almost every other day. I don't even know if Jungkook knows that slutty is owner's daughter. But she's been with him for two weeks now. It's her longest relationship," you heard the sarcasm in his voice. You could barely breathe because it felt like every exhalation was a blow to the chest. "By the way, they came tonight earlier than usual today."
"Are they at the club right now?" Yuna asked.
"Yes, they're sitting there, practically on top of each other. And today, only the two of them came," said Tekhwan. Yuna laughed, unaware of how it were tearing you apart.
You stood up abruptly, unable to withstand the hurricane of emotions raging inside you. Anger, hurt, pain — everything mixed into one burning feeling. You grabbed your things and, without saying a word to anyone, headed for the exit. Sajin caught up with you almost at the door.
"Y/N, wait," she grabbed your arm, forcing you to stop.
"Sajin, it's better not to stop me now." She held you for a moment, then stepped back when she saw the fire in your eyes.
"You're not going there, are you?" she asked. You caught a taxi that had just pulled up to drop off people arriving at the restaurant.
"I am," you said and got into the car. In the car, your hands were shaking and your thoughts were spinning like a whirlwind. How could he? How could he promise you the world, know about your pregnancy, and still hang out with some slut at a club? You waited for him at night, worried that he might be killed, and he was just having fun?
The taxi stopped in front of the club, and you got out, feeling your heart pounding in your chest. The neon sign ‘Burning Night’ flashed in the evening light, and the music boomed even on the street. You took a deep breath, trying to pull yourself together, but inside you were screaming in pain. You knew you might be making a mistake, but you couldn't stop yourself. You had to see him. See them. And make him feel the same pain that was tearing you apart.
You entered at the club, and loud music hit your ears, mixing with the noise of the crowd. The lights flashed, casting colorful reflections on the faces of people dancing, laughing, and drinking. Your heart was beating so hard that it felt like it was going to burst out of your chest. You felt anger and resentment boiling inside you, pushing you forward despite your trembling legs and the nausea rising in your throat. You had to find him. Now.
Your eyes quickly scanned the room, and you almost immediately spotted him at a VIP table in the far corner. Jungkook sat there in the shadows, his dark hair falling over his forehead, his black shirt hugging his shoulders. Next to him was a girl — tall, with perfectly styled hair, wearing a short dress that sparkled under the spotlight. She was laughing, her hand resting on his thigh, and Jungkook leaned toward her, whispering something in her ear. Her flirtatious smile, the way she tilted her head closer to him, made your fists clench. You felt everything inside you break — it was worse than any nightmare.
You moved toward them, your steps decisive, almost aggressive, as if you were ready to tear him to pieces. Anger clouded everything — your mind, your fear, your pain. You didn't think about being pregnant, about needing to be careful. At that moment, you wanted only one thing — to make him feel the same pain that was tearing you apart. But Jungkook noticed you before you could reach their table. His eyes narrowed, he stood up abruptly, glanced quickly at the girl, and walked towards you, crossing the dance floor.
You didn't stop. When he was in front of you, his hands tried to grab you, but you slapped him hard across the chest with your palm, putting all your anger into the blow.
"You scumbag! Are you really sitting here having fun?!" You tried to hit him again, but Jungkook grabbed your wrist tightly and pulled you toward the exit of the VIP area, toward the corridor leading to the restrooms. You resisted, trying to break free, hitting his hands, but his grip was iron. He didn't let go, pulling you along, ignoring your screams.
"Let me go now!" you shouted, but as he dragged you to the restrooms, no one even paid attention to the two of you.
Finally, Jungkook pushed open the door to the women's restroom, which was fortunately empty, dragged you into the farthest stall, and locked you in there. You continued to scream, calling him names, the words pouring out of you like a stream:
"How could you? You promised we'd be together... but you're sitting here with someone else?" Your rage was uncontrollable, tears streaming down your cheeks, but you didn't stop. Jungkook pushed you sharply against the wall, his hands gripping your wrists tightly, pressing them against the cold wall. His body was so close that you could feel the heat of his skin, but that only fueled your anger.
"Calm down!" he barked, his voice low but panicked. You tried to break free, but your strength was leaving you, and you finally stopped struggling, breathing heavily. Your head fell forward, tears dripping onto the floor, your chest heaving with sobs. Jungkook didn't let go, but his grip softened. He leaned closer, his forehead almost touching yours.
"What are you doing here? How did you find me?" he asked, his voice soft but tense. You looked up at him, your eyes full of tears and anger.
"How did I find you?" you asked, your voice trembling. "Does it matter? What matters is that you're hanging out here with some slut!"
Jungkook exhaled heavily, letting go of you and taking half a step back. He closed his eyes, unable to hold back his curses.
"Fuck... you shouldn't have come here..."
You cried, unable to speak. It was unbearable, you wanted to scream, you wanted him to disappear and never appear in your life again. You heard him come up and hug you. You didn’t hugged him back. You just stood there, crying into his chest.
"Baby, please calm down. It's not what you think... I'm asking you to go home and wait for me. I'll come to you and explain everything to you. You can't be here. No one should see you with me,"
"Go home and wait for you for two weeks?" you asked ironically without looking up. Jungkook didn't answer, you just felt his body tense up. You stepped back, looking up at him. "Will it be even longer? Should I not wait for you anymore? You've already found yourself some entertainment." You pushed his hands away.
"Y/N..." Jungkook began, but you didn't want to listen to him. He had to know that he had caused you more pain.
"So you like fucking someone new who isn't pregnant with your child? Are you really such a coward? Couldn't you just tell me right away that you didn't want me and my baby?"
"First of all, it's our baby," Jungkook said somewhat harshly, but quietly. "And secondly, what I'm doing here is a necessity. I'm not cheating on you..."
"Not cheating?" you squealed, ready to hit him for those words. His actions were deliberate, and you saw him whispering something in that girl's ear. "You've been seen with her in this club almost every day since you promised me you'd come! You're fucking her while I sit at home crying, you piece of shit," you couldn't hold back.
"I didn't fuck her," he assured you. "She's a cover. I love you and I don't need anyone else..."
"Shut up!" you shouted, hitting him in the chest. He took a step back, and his back hit the wall of the booth, and there was nowhere to retreat. "Don't tell me you love me!" You pushed him again, feeling tears burning your eyes. "It's a lie... a lie! Someone who loves me wouldn't be sitting in a club with some whore, whispering in her ear!"
You moved closer to him, shouting right in his face, so close that you could see the piercing glint in his eyes in the dim light of the lamp above your heads. His scent — a mixture of expensive cologne and something sharp, like adrenaline — hit your nose, and it only added fuel to the fire of your anger.
"I love you, that's why I'm sitting here with this whore so they won't find you," Jungkook hissed, leaning toward you so that his breath burned your skin. His voice was low, tense, but there was a sincerity in it that made you freeze for a moment.
"What?" you grimaced, anger drowning out any common sense. "You disappeared. Again. I went crazy looking for you, and then I found out you were hanging out here with some girl, and I saw with my own eyes how you were hugging her, whispering something to her, as if I didn't exist! Do you even have a conscience?"
Your hand flew up and was about to hit him in the chest again, but Jungkook grabbed your wrists, firmly but not painfully, pressing them against the wall above your head.
"Listen to me," he said in a sharp but desperate voice. "You don't understand. I didn't disappear because I wanted to. I'm doing this to protect you. And our child."
You froze, his words hitting you like bullets.
"Again it shit about protecting?" You almost spat out the word. "You left me pregnant, Jungkook! As usual, you didn't say a word, and now I see her clinging to you like you're her property! And you call that protection?"
He squeezed your wrists tighter, his eyes burning, but there was something else in them too — pain that he was trying to hide.
"I'm doing this because someone found out about you. Someone who shouldn't have. And I need them to think that I'm with someone else, that you mean nothing to me, then they'll leave you alone. I'm trying to protect you, baby. I can't let them get to you and our child."
You looked at him, feeling anger mixed with confusion. His words sounded sincere, but they didn't ease the pain that was tearing you apart inside.
"I don't believe you," you said in a trembling voice. "You always lie. You disappear, you come back, you promise to stay, and then you run away again. And now I'm supposed to believe that you're with this girl to protect me? Do you think I'm stupid?"
Jungkook abruptly released your wrists, but did not retreat. His hands fell to your waist, and he pressed you against the wall, so close that you could feel the warmth of his breath.
You opened your mouth to shout something else, but he did not allow you to. His lips pressed greedily, desperately against yours, as if he were trying to drown out your anger, your pain, everything that stood between you. You pushed him away, trying to break free, but his arms held you tight, and the kiss became more insistent.
"No, Jungkook, stop!" you muttered through his lips, but he didn't listen. His hands slid down your buttocks, pulling you closer, and his tongue entered your mouth, causing your body to react treacherously.
You pushed him away again, but more weakly, feeling your anger give way to something else — that familiar heat he always aroused in you. His hands squeezed your buttocks, his lips moved along your neck, leaving hot marks.
"I love you," he whispered in a hoarse, almost pleading voice. "Believe me. I'm doing this for you."
You froze, your hands, which had just been pushing him away, now clutching his shirt tightly. You hated yourself for it, but your anger dissolved in his touch, in his kisses, in his scent. You responded to the kiss greedily, with all the rage and love that fought within you.
For a moment you forgot your anger, your pain, the girl in the club. His tongue danced with yours, and every movement was like an attempt to say what he couldn't express in words. You clutched his shirt, feeling your heart beat in unison with his, and hated yourself for still wanting him so badly.
Suddenly, the bathroom door slammed, and you both froze. Two loud girls burst in, their voices drowning out the music from the club, their laughter echoing off the tiled walls.
"Oh my God, did you see that guy at the bar? He's so hot!" one exclaimed as the other giggled, turning on the tap. Jungkook pressed his finger to your lips, and you stood silently, so close to each other. You breathed each other's air in the silence, amid the chaos of strangers' voices.
When the girls finally left, laughing and slamming the door, Jungkook slowly stepped back, but didn't let go of you. He sat down on the closed toilet seat, pulling you by the hand, and you, unable to resist, sat on his lap. His arms immediately wrapped around you, pulling you tightly to his chest, and he took a deep breath, burying his face in your hair. His lips gently touched your neck, leaving a light kiss, then slid down to your jaw, and finally reached your ear.
"I'm sorry I did that again," he whispered softly, his voice gentle but heavy with guilt. "But the situation is really dangerous. When I was last at your place, I noticed a car outside your house," he continued, his voice becoming even quieter, as if he knew that even the walls could eavesdrop. "Someone was watching. I couldn't risk them seeing us together again. I had to stay away to divert suspicion from you. I'm doing everything I can to make Sanghoon and his people think you mean nothing to me. But when I resolve this issue, I'll be back. I promise."
His words hit you, but not in the way you expected. Instead of relief, you felt despair and exhaustion wash over you. You sat on his lap, completely broken, your arms limply resting on his shoulders. You turned your head and looked into his eyes.
"Jungkook, this is crazy," you said exhaustedly, "I... I don't know if we should continue. I'm tired. These emotional swings... your behavior is driving me crazy. You promise, you come back, you disappear, and I wait again, not knowing if you're alive, if you're with someone else, if I'll ever find you. I can't do this anymore."
Jungkook froze, his face became serious, and his eyes darkened with pain. He looked at you as if your words had cut him in half.
"Do you want me to gone?" he asked quietly, his voice full of tension. You remained silent, turning away from him. You no longer understood what you wanted. You loved him, but that love was driving you crazy. "I don't want to lose you. But if you say you don't want to see me, I... I'll try not to bother you," he broke the silence that was becoming unbearable.
You exhaled heavily, your thoughts chaotic, as if you were standing on the edge of a precipice. You got up from his lap, feeling your strength leaving you. The nausea rising in your throat intensified, and you leaned against the wall, trying to pull yourself together. You were emotionally exhausted, torn between your love for him and the pain he caused you. You looked at Jungkook, his face full of concern, but you didn't know what you were really feeling — love, anger, or just emptiness.
"I'm going home," you said quietly, your voice barely audible. Jungkook touched your hand, stopping you, and you looked at his fingers clasping your wrist.
"What should I do?" he asked, his voice full of despair, as if he were begging you to give him an answer he didn't know himself.
You pressed your lips together, feeling tears welling up in your eyes again.
"Do what you think is right, Jungkook," you replied coldly, even though inside you were screaming in pain. You pulled your hand away and turned toward the door without looking back. Each step took you further away from him and you felt your heart staying behind with him. You didn't know if you could forgive him, if you could trust him again, but one thing you knew for sure — you couldn't bear this pain anymore.

Several months had passed since that night at Burning Night when you last saw Jungkook. His promises to return remained just words, and with each passing day, you grew more accustomed to the idea that he was gone from your life forever. The pain of his disappearance had dulled, but it hadn't gone away, hiding somewhere deep in your heart. You focused on yourself and the baby growing inside you. Your belly was already noticeable, but you had learned to hide it under loose dresses and baggy sweaters to avoid unnecessary questions. Today was the day of your scheduled checkup at a private clinic, and you had just left the doctor's office, holding a folder with papers and an ultrasound image showing the tiny silhouette of your baby. The doctor who examined you finally told you the sex. You were carrying a girl, and this news was the most joyful for you in the last few months.
You walked to the exit to call your mom and tell her who you were expecting. You confessed to your parents that you were pregnant and struggled to tell them that you would have to raise the child alone because your relationship with the guy who got you pregnant was complicated. Your mother reacted well, but your father was angry that the man who had fathered the child should be responsible for it. You defended Jungkook to your parents as best you could, but your father remained adamant. In the end, your parents became your greatest support, visiting you often, which eased your inner pain.
You were distracted by a message from Donmin, and then hurriedly dialed your mother's number. You couldn't handle what you were holding in your hands and tried to catch it on the way out, but you bumped into a man and all your papers scattered under your feet. At that moment, your mother picked up the phone, and you hurriedly told her that you would call her back.
You put the phone in your pocket and knelt down to gather the scattered papers. You apologized several times, feeling your cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"It's okay, it happens," said a calm, deep voice with a slight hint of amusement. You looked up and saw a man who had already crouched down next to you, helping you gather your things.
He was tall, with dark hair neatly combed back, and dressed in an expensive suit — a dark jacket, a perfectly ironed shirt, and a tie that looked like it cost more than your monthly budget. His appearance was impeccable, but his smile was warm and friendly, without a hint of irritation.
He picked up one of your papers — a doctor's report — and an ultrasound image, glanced at it quickly before handing it to you.
"Oh, mother-to-be," he said with a slight smile, his dark eyes lingering on the image for a moment. "Congratulations. But you need to be more careful in your condition."
You felt your cheeks flush even more and hurried to take the papers from his hands.
"Yes, I apologize again for my inattention. The phone distracted me," you muttered, hiding the photo in the folder. You stood up, and so did he, handing you the last sheet he had picked up from the floor.
"Your husband should be here to help you carry this pile of papers," he joked, pointing at your folder. You smiled awkwardly, lowering your gaze.
"He... he's at work, so he couldn't come," you lied.
"What job could be more important than such a beautiful s and pregnant wife?"
You clutched the folder with the papers tighter, feeling a slight awkwardness mixed with the warmth of his compliment. The man standing in front of you seemed completely at ease, his smile so natural that you almost forgot how rushed you were. But his gaze—attentive, almost piercing—made you feel a little exposed, as if he were studying you.
"It's really important work..." you replied awkwardly.
"Well, then he must be a very busy man if he misses such important moments," he said with a slight irony, but without judgment, handing you another sheet that you almost missed. His fingers accidentally touched yours as he handed you the paper, and you involuntarily shuddered at the brief contact.
"Yes, something like that," you replied, trying to sound casual, but your voice trembled slightly. You quickly hid the papers in your folder, feeling your cheeks still burning. You bowed low, apologizing one last time.
He smiled, his eyes lingering on your face for a moment before sliding down to your hand, where you were still clutching your phone.
"Call him and tell him he needs to be more responsible and not leave his pregnant wife unattended," he said, and you forced yourself to smile and nod. He glanced at your belly, hidden under a loose sweater, and added, "Take care of yourself. And the little princess, too." His words made your heart ache — he had noticed from the ultrasound that you were expecting a girl, and it was unexpectedly touching.
"Thank you," you said quietly, feeling the warmth of his words mixed with a slight uneasiness. You didn't know why, but something in his gaze made you feel wary, even though he seemed completely harmless. You turned to leave, and he didn't try to stop you, just waved goodbye.
You bowed and headed for your car, clutching your folder of papers. The man remained standing at the entrance to the clinic, his gaze following you until you disappeared around the corner. His smile was as friendly, but there was a cold gleam in his eyes that you didn't notice. You didn't know that the man you had just encountered was Sanghoon, the man Jungkook was so desperately trying to protect you from. For you, it was just a chance encounter, pleasant and fleeting, on a sunny afternoon when all you could think about was your little girl and how to break the happy news to your mother. But truly this day was begin of end.

Hello, my dear Army 💜 Long time no see, I disappeared again for two weeks, and it was all because of my unbearable headache.
I tried to write part 3 sooner, but the pain simply prevented me from doing so. Fortunately, my migraine has subsided a little, and I immediately came to you 🙏🏻
First of all, I have to say right away that I can't limit myself to just three parts as I originally planned. Unfortunately, the story I came up with doesn't fit into three chapters. I don't know if this is good news for you or not ☺️, but I will be grateful to those who are interested in my story for the rest of my life 🥺❤️🔥
Secondly, after reading this chapter, you will understand that it is emotionally intense and difficult for the main character. Jungkook try to keep away, but it only hurts her. You know I was like, "So there will be a scene where he finds out about her pregnancy — there should be a fight and reconciliation, then there should be a scene where they wake up in the morning and have sex, everything is so good, but Jungkook notices that they are being watched and he disappears, and it breaks her heart. Then there should be a scene where she finds him in a club in the arms of another woman, and there should be a fight and then reconciliation (there was supposed to be another intimate scene here, they were supposed to reconcile through sex, but when I started writing, I realized that it was inappropriate here, and I also had to delete the scene where she remembers how they had sex in the bathroom of club a couple months ago)," and then when I wrote all this and reread it, I thought, "Does my oc despair too often because of Jungkook's actions? Is it normal that he constantly disappears and then she gets angry and tries to break up with him?"
I thought about it, maybe too much, and came to the conclusion that there could be no other option for this character. The relationship between them is complicated, and my heroine is torn between her love for him, her child, and a normal life. She wants to be happy with Jungkook, but who he is does not give her the happiness she desires. And I wonder, what ending awaits these two? A happy ending where they will raise their child together, or one where they will part ways forever and their child, their daughter, will be the only reminder of their love? Actually, I'm still thinking about it and I would like to know what ending you want for this fanfic. So if anyone has read this far, please write in the comments what you would like 🙏🏻 I really want to write what the majority chooses, because to be honest, from the very beginning of this story, I didn't plan a happy ending here 🥺
So, I'm talking a lot again, but I had to share these thoughts with you because they were overflowing in my brain 😃 I will be happy with any interaction with this chapter and to find that I love my readers so much and that every word you say is a great joy to me. I am SO EXCITED to hear your reactions 🙏🏻 Enjoy ❤️🔥
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30 DAYS WITHOUT SEX
ᝰ Summary: In sweltering Seoul, a you who has just moved in new neighood catches the eye of Jungkook, a charismatic tattoo artist and womanizer. A dangerous playful tension immediately flared up between you, but you were sure you wouldn't end up in his bed. Everything changes with a ridiculous agreement: 30 days without sex, with you as his "supervisor." But the closer the end, the harder it is to restrain your desires... and keep your own rules.
ᝰ Couple: Jeon Jungkook x The Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
ᝰ Age restrictions: 18+
ᝰ Size: one shot (7.9+ k words)
ᝰ Tags: Jungkook!Fuckboy, neighbors, friends to lover, Jungkook tattoo artist, flirting, bet, passion, eroticism, modern romance, emotional tension, sexual tension, mention of alcohol, sex, safe sex, detailed description of intimate scenes, dom!Jungkook, partially sub!reader
ᝰ From author: I wrote a new one-shot for my beloved army 💜 I've been so productive this week, haven't I? 🤭 Two chapters and one one-shot are enough to feel that my inspiration seems to have returned to me 🥺 I hope you enjoy this short story. It's lighthearted and humorous. I enjoyed writing this story for you, and as usual, I'm very excited for you to read it 💜 Take care of yourselves, my dearest ones, I love you 💗❤️🔥
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ᝰ Warning: This story contains explicit scenes of a sexual nature, descriptions of physical intimacy, use of profanity, and themes that may be uncomfortable for some readers. Recommended for readers aged 18+. The story focuses on sexual tension, provocations, and romantic interactions that may evoke strong emotions. Since English is not my native language, some sentences may have unusual constructions or grammatical inaccuracies. Thank you for your understanding!

The evening was hot, the air sticky and clinging to your skin, and the asphalt still held the heat of the day. You walked slowly, dreaming only of a cool shower and the quiet of your apartment. Looking up, you caught the gaze that had been following you since the first day you moved here.
Jungkook was standing by the entrance, leaning lazily against the wall and blowing thin clouds of smoke into the air. The cigarette was barely smoldering in his fingers. He smiled, and you barely managed to refrain from responding in kind — you couldn't give him any encouragement.
"Hi, neighbor," he greeted you.
Even though there was a new girl standing next to him, his gaze was fixed on you. That gaze was bold, confident, and frank — just like the first time he looked at you when you met.
"Hi," you replied briefly, walking past, ignoring the appraising gaze of his companion.
You weren't planning on moving. You planned to live in your first rented apartment in Seoul until you could afford your own place. However, the owner of the apartment where you had lived for the past three years suddenly put it up for sale. And although you weren't really asked for your opinion, you were given ridiculously little time to pack up. Just one week — and your belongings had to be somewhere else.
Hurriedly browsing through the ads, you almost lost hope of finding something decent, but then you stumbled upon this apartment. Good price, decent size, quiet and fairly decent area of Seoul. It seemed that luck had finally smiled on you.
The residential complex you moved into was modern: several high-rise buildings with panoramic windows, surrounded by greenery, with a 24-hour store and parking nearby.
Your new apartment was on the third floor, overlooking the courtyard and the neighboring building of the complex, which stood opposite, forming the letter "U." The windows of the apartments in these buildings faced each other, allowing you to see the silhouettes or details of your neighbors' lives if you didn't close the curtains.
You first met Jungkook near the mailboxes in the lobby of the building. He was standing there, scrolling through his phone, wearing a black T-shirt that didn't hide his muscular body and showed off his tattooed arm, and jeans with several rips. His double lip piercing glinted in the light of the lamps as he looked up and gave you an appraising glance.
You knew guys like him: charming, confident, with a smile that made girls lose their heads. Your seductive appearance and self-confidence attracted them like a magnet. Your past was full of fleeting romances, but now you weren't looking for a relationship or a one-night stand. Although, somewhere deep inside, you felt a slight impulse: you might have slept with him.
So you started seeing him everywhere you went. You often saw him standing on the balcony, which was one floor below yours and directly opposite your windows. You remember how he waved at you, and you just smiled and quickly disappeared, closing the curtains so he couldn't see you as if through a magnifying glass.
He noticed that you didn't have a boyfriend and began to actively try to seduce you. But you clearly showed him that you weren't interested in his advances, yet Jungkook proved to be persistent in his intentions.
Your encounters became more frequent: in the store, in the parking lot, near the elevator. A strange mixture of friendly conversation and constant sexual tension arose between you. He made hints, you skillfully deflected them, but that only fueled him. You liked how he tried, how his eyes lit up when you rebuffed him with another witty remark. You knew he was a player, but he had a charisma that made him not just another womanizer, but someone who intrigued you.
Sometimes, over dinner at the 24-hour store, you talked about sex. He might say something like:
"You know that one day I'm going to drag you to bed,"
And you replied with a laugh:
"It's okay to dream, Jungkook."
It was so much fun to brush him off, and you secretly enjoyed your little game.
Jungkook loved to provoke you by asking rather explicit questions like "how do you like it," "when did you first do it," "how long can you last," "how many times have you cum the most." You answered some questions, but left others unanswered to add fuel to the fire you saw ignite in Jungkook when you discussed this topic.
From your conversations, you also learned that Jungkook was a tattoo artist, and he even offered to give you a tattoo. You laughed when he said he could tattoo your bikini area, chest, or under your breasts for free. You said you would think about his offer.
One evening, on your way home from work, you ran into Jungkook near the entrance to your building. With a cigarette in his hand, he paid you a bold compliment:
"Doll, your skirt is driving me crazy, it's shorter than my patience, and you can't even imagine how much it's limping today."
You rolled your eyes with demonstrative, but you couldn't hide the corners of your lips twitching into a smile. This cheeky, confident tone had already become his trademark. Jungkook was just like that — he said what he thought and wasn't ashamed that he had as much passion in his head as he had tattoos on his body.
"It seems your imagination works better than your self-control," you replied with a hint of flirtation that you didn't allow yourself with anyone else.
He laughed — quietly, hoarsely — and took another drag.
"You know," he said, exhaling smoke, "I like that you pretend to be aloof. It only fuels my interest."
"Actually, sir, I'm not pretending to be aloof. I just don't fall for cheap tricks."
After that, he disappeared for a few days. Even the lights in his apartment were off. During those two days, you couldn't shake the feeling that something was missing. And you were afraid to admit to yourself that what you were missing was Jungkook, his bold compliments, and his undressing gaze.
After his brief disappearance, Jungkook reappeared, and you began to notice that he brought a new girl home every week. Sometimes you saw him kissing someone on the balcony or going out for a smoke, and silhouettes flashed in his apartment. Somewhere deep down, you felt a twinge — not jealousy, but something like curiosity. You imagined yourself in those girls' shoes, but quickly dismissed those thoughts.
The fact that he stopped chasing you and you almost stopped seeing each other affected your state of mind. That's why the urge to get drunk was almost obsessive.
You went to a restaurant with your colleagues after work and drank more than two bottles of soju so as not to feel the terrible disappointment that Jungkook had given up his attempts to win you over. It seemed that he was tired of your aloof behavior and started doing what he did before he met you, having a new girlfriend whenever he wanted.
You came home well after midnight. The taxi took you there quickly, and you staggered up to your apartment. You went inside and turned on the light in the hallway, which flowed smoothly into a spacious living room with a soft sofa and a TV. The large panoramic window was open, and you didn't even notice that it wasn't closed.
You took off your shoes, which were hurting your toes, and breathed a sigh of relief. You walked over to the sofa, feeling the stuffiness caused by the daytime temperature on your skin. It was so hot that it seemed that it was probably cooler in hell.
You stopped by the sofa and took off your shirt and skirt. The skirt slid down your thighs, and you bent over to pick it up, but you only managed to do so on your second attempt.
You had no idea that on the balcony opposite, a pair of eyes was watching your every move. Jungkook was standing there smoking after his second time with the girl he had tattooed a few days ago. He was wearing only boxer shorts and was in the absolute darkness of the night. Only the faint glow of his cigarette illuminated his face from time to time.
The light in your apartment turned on just as he lit his cigarette. Jungkook saw you approach the window and sway slightly. Your perfect figure was visible almost in full height. He saw you start to undress right in front of him, clearly forgetting about the curtain that you had never forgotten to close before.
Jungkook almost dropped the cigarette he was holding between his fingers when you took off your skirt and bent over toward him, showing off your luscious buttocks. Although your windows were at a certain distance, he could clearly see your seductive curves.
Your ass was perfectly shaped, and he felt his cock throbbing. Jungkook looked at his crotch and laughed to himself. The way he reacted to your naked body surprised even him.
Jungkook took another long drag, inhaling the smoke to calm himself down while you were still bent over and he could see the outline of your pussy, and fuck, he wanted to fuck you even harder than before.
You finally straightened up and turned around. Jungkook put out his cigarette so that the faint flame would not reveal his presence and watched as you approached the window, giving him a better view of your underwear: it was a leopard-print bra and thong set. You didn't check to see if anyone was watching you, you just closed the curtains. But not completely, leaving a gap.
Jungkook could still see you walking around the apartment in your underwear. He secretly hoped that you would feel free and take off your bra too, but you didn't. In the end, he watched you until you turned off the light and disappeared into another room.
Jungkook returned to his room and the girl he had just fucked twice. She didn't make him want to touch her to relieve the tension you had aroused in him with your half-naked appearance. He lay down in bed and couldn't stop thinking about your curves and shapes. He imagined taking off that damn leopard-print outfit. Jungkook realized that he wanted you — badly, and if he wanted something badly, he would always get it.
The next morning, your head hurt badly, so you put on some sweatpants, hoodies and went to the 24-hour store to buy something for your hangover. Luckily, it was Saturday, and you were happy that you didn't have to go to work with such a headache.
The door of the 24-hour store opened with a short "ding dong," and immediately a pleasant female voice came from the speaker:
"Welcome."
You sluggishly stepped inside, pulling a black cap over your face so your neighbors wouldn't see how swollen your face was. You greeted the woman from the second floor, who lived right below your apartment, and the man who was your father's age, who always woke up early and walked his cute poodle.
For your hangover, you needed a whole survival kit: a bottle of cold mineral water, banana milk, a pack of ramen, and an ice pack.
Standing in line, you dreamed of only one thing — getting back to bed. But suddenly, someone leaned close enough behind you that you could smell his tobacco and perfume.
"Hmm... judging by your kit, you're either throwing a banana milk party tonight or trying to resurrect yourself after the apocalypse," a familiar voice whispered almost in your ear.
You turned around to meet his sly smile.
"More like the second version," you muttered, turning away. You felt Jungkook lean close to your ear again and lower his voice so that no one could hear you.
"By the way... is your leopard print outfit a trend, or do you just like to be unconventional?"
You froze. Leopard print outfit? The underwear you wore yesterday? You instantly realized that he had seen you when you returned home after dinner with colleagues, but you weren't embarrassed. Slowly turning around, you replied with a sly smile:
"It’s an unconventional move. I never chase fashion."
His gaze darkened for a moment.
"I liked it," he said, not hiding his thoughts.
"Were you watching me?" you asked.
"I just happened to be on the balcony when you came home after midnight. Thanks for the nice view before bed,"
You raised an eyebrow, feeling your cheeks flush, but you weren't going to look away.
"Well, next time you can bring some popcorn," you replied with feigned indifference.
"It's nice to know that there will be a next time, and if there is," he leaned a little closer, "I'd like to see the show without any unnecessary details... like that damn bra, for example."
Fortunately for you, the line in front of you cleared, and you approached the counter. You placed your order on the table. You waited for the clerk to ring up your items when you felt Jungkook's chest touch your back for a moment. A pack of condoms fell near the ramen, and you heard his voice above your head:
"A pack of blueberry-flavored sticks for IQOS."
The salesman froze with the ice pack, the last item you had purchased.
"Will that be one receipt?" he asked. You glanced briefly at Jungkook with dissatisfaction and quickly replied.
"No, no. Count them separately..."
"Count all as one receipt, I'll pay for the girl," he said.
"Why are you doing this?" you asked dissatisfied.
The salesperson shrugged and began to scan everything together.
"Consider it my 'thank you' for the nice view from the balcony," he said, taking the bag and, without asking, taking it in his hand.
"I didn't ask for it, I have money to buy my own groceries," you replied dryly as you left the store.
"I know," he walked alongside you, his steps perfectly in sync with yours, "but I like doing things you don't ask for."
The door closed behind you, and the voice of the woman who greets those who enter rang out again. The cool morning air washed over your cheeks.
"By the way, you were supposed to think about my tattoo offer," said Jungkook, lighting a cigarette.
"I thought about it," you shrugged, "but I'm not sure if I should trust my body to a man who likes to peep."
Jungkook snorted, blowing a thin cloud of smoke to the side so it wouldn't touch you.
"Peeping? You voluntarily put on a show, and I'm not sure I was the only one who could see it."
You stopped, and Jungkook, having taken a few steps, also stopped. You looked at him silently. He shrugged.
"What?"
"Nothing, I don't want to do tattoo," you said indifferently. You approached Jungkook to take your bag. You grabbed the handles and pulled it toward you, but Jungkook didn't let go. You pulled again, but instead of letting go, he took a step forward, coming dangerously close.
"Don't be mad at me, maybe I was the only one who saw you. I wish I was the only one who could see your body," he said seriously. Your expression was indifferent, but your racing heart threatened to betray your true emotions. "Don't jump to conclusions, and think carefully about my offer. I'm ready to give you a tattoo at any moment,"
"Okay," was all you said. Jungkook carefully snatched the bag from your hands and took out the condoms package and sticks for IQOS.
"This is mine," he said with a smile. Jungkook handed you the bag and took a step back, "See you later... kitty," and winked as he walked away.

Another week passed. You began to behave cautiously, and now your curtains were almost always closed, and you no longer changed clothes wherever you wanted; it was either in the bedroom or the bathroom.
During the whole week, you only ran into Jungkook a few times in the elevator, which was crowded with people, and you couldn't even talk.
One day, you noticed that he began to come to home alone for the first time in a long time, without some random girl like usual. You thought maybe you were just imagining things, that maybe you just hadn't run into his entertainment.
Friday evening after work, you went to a 24-hour store to eat ramen. When you got home and saw that the refrigerator was completely empty, you got dressed and went downstairs.
You bought yourself some jajangmyeon, corn dogs, and a chocolate bar. You decided to eat at the store so you wouldn't have to sit at home. You were just stirring the noodles with the sauce when you heard someone enter the store. You turned around and saw Jungkook. He noticed you right away too. He waved at you, and you waved back and turned away to eat.
A few minutes later, a package of the same jajangmyeon, two triangular kimbap, and a Coca-Cola appeared on the table next to you. You looked up at Jungkook, who was standing nearby and looked tired.
"Hi," he said as he came closer, opening a packet of noodles.
"Hi," you replied with your mouth full. Jungkook made himself some noodles and sat down next to you, opened one of the kimbabs, and waited for the noodles to cook.
"What's up, Kook? Things are bad?" you asked. He took a bite of the kimbab without rushing to answer. You watched him examine the filling, and then he finally spoke.
"Things are really bad," he replied irritably. You smiled, seeing him in such a bad mood and without his usual arrogance for the first time.
"What? You did someone’s a bad tattoo, or some girl give you a bad blowjob?" you asked ironically. Jungkook looked at you and his lips twitched into a smile.
"Even if I had the worst blowjob ever, I would still be happy," he replied sadly. You took a bite of your corn dog, and when you turned back, you saw Jungkook staring at your lips. You covered your mouth with your hand so he would look away.
"Ha, seriously? What happened — lost your touch and can't pick anyone up?" you laughed. "Is that why you haven't had a visitor in a week?"
Jongkook smiled slyly, glancing at you.
"Have you been spying on me and noticed that I haven't had a girl for a week?"
You froze with noodles in your mouth. Then you quickly pulled yourself together and replied.
"I wasn't following you, I just noticed,"
Jungkook chuckled and finished his first kimbap.
"You noticed correctly," he emphasized the word "noticed" as he opened a can of Coca-Cola, "I haven't had sex in a week because I made a bet with my friends."
You leaned forward and raised your eyebrows in interest, looking at Jungkook.
"Really? How did you survive a week without sex?" you asked mockingly, feigning surprise. Jungkook didn't appreciate your joke, and you smiled slyly.
"I have to admit, it's really hard," he smiled.
"What was the bet?" you asked. Jungkook took a few big gulps of Coke and replied.
"My friends said I don't think about anything but sex," he began, and you couldn't help but interrupt.
"They're right, so what?"
Jungkook gave you a dissatisfied look, then continued.
"I started arguing with them that I don't only think about sex. It's just my beauty that attracts girls like a magnet, and who am I to refuse a pretty girl who dreams of my dick?" he said. You shut up, turned away, and continued eating. "But they insisted that I couldn't live without sex, so we bet that I could go 30 days without sex,"
Hearing what he had bet with his friends, you almost choked on your noodles. You laughed so loudly that you attracted the attention of everyone in the store. Jungkook gave you an annoyed look, but you covered your mouth and muttered:
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. But are you serious? You're going to lose that bet."
"Why?" he asked, narrowing his eyes.
Finishing your ramen, you replied:
"Sex is like oxygen to you. You won't be able to hold out."
Jungkook laughed, admitting that he had been holding out for a week, and you yourself noticed that he didn't have a girlfriend.
"Well, maybe you can hold out for another week. That's the maximum," you said confidently.
"I always keep my word," he snapped. You smiled even more slyly.
"What did you bet on?" you asked. Jungkook finally picked up his chajangmyeon and began to season it.
"Money, what else?" he said as if it were obvious.
"It must be a large sum if you agreed to it, because I will never believe that you want to prove that you don't think with your dick," you suggested and saw Jungkook smile broadly, not hiding the fact that you were right.
"Yes, it's a large sum, 2 million won,"
Your eyebrows shot up and you involuntarily opened your mouth,"
"Wow, that's a lot of money," you said. Jungkook turned to you and, catching your gaze, smiled slyly.
"You know, I can forget about this bet if you let me fuck you."
"No way," you snorted and turned away.
"Then I’ll win," he declared.
"No, you won't," you assured him, "You can't keep your buddy in your pants even for that kind of money."
Jungkook laughed, then made an unexpected offer.
"If you don't believe me, then be my supervisor. Make sure I behave myself."
You laughed, saying that it was unrealistic and that you couldn't be with him 24/7 and didn't know what he was up to in clubs or at the tattoo parlor where he worked.
Jungkook assured you that he would text you, send you photos, and that you could come over and check if there were any traces of girls. You joked that taking his word for it was a bad idea, but finally agreed:
"Okay, I'm in. But if I win, you have to grant me any wish I want."
"What if I win?" he asked with interest.
"If you win, I grant any wish for you."
Jungkook's mood immediately improved, and you noticed it. You were determined and knew for sure that this guy would lose, unable to hold out even half the time without sex.

Two weeks passed, and you took on the role of a strict supervisor. Now you closely monitored his every move, which made your communication even more frequent.
You talked a lot on the phone, video chatted in the evening when he was walking home from the gym until he got home, or texted each other while you were at work. But still, doubts arose as to whether he was really keeping his promise.
So you started coming to his house, or when you had lunch at work, you would visit him at his tattoo parlor. You spent a lot of time together, which caused even more sexual tension between you, which you both felt.
Jungkook joked openly with you, and you scolded him, saying that he should keep his dirty mouth shut, to which Jungkook replied that the sperm he hadn't released for so long was hitting him in the head, which is why he was joking like that.
There are four days left until the end of the dispute. In evening, when you were leaving work, you stopped by Jungkook's tattoo parlor and he showed you a sketch of a tattoo he was going to do for a client. He stood very close to you, touching your buttocks, as if by accident. He explaining the meaning of the drawing, and you felt a slight tingling sensation that ran through your whole body.
You turned to him, looking at his lips, but he didn't seem to notice your gaze and continued talking. When Jungkook finally noticed that you were looking at him intently, he smiled.
"What are you looking at?" he asked, looking at your lips, then slowly raising his eyes to yours.
"What do you think you're doing, Jungkook?" you asked reproachfully.
"What am I doing?" Jungkook didn't understand, not backing down an inch. His voice lowered.
"You're touching my butt with your dick, and I can feel you getting aroused," you said bluntly and smiled. Jungkook seemed to hold his breath, then laughed softly.
"Really?"
"Really," you confirmed. Jungkook glanced at your lips again.
"Your ass is sweet, my dick can't help but react to it," he said without looking away. You laughed ironically.
"Then maybe you'd better step away so you don't lose the bet?" you suggested.
"What, could I lose it?" He touched your waist with his palm, pulling you closer. "I'll gladly do it if you let me fuck you," he whispered, leaning closer. You didn't pull away, feeling the throbbing between your legs. Jungkook's cock began to press harder against your buttocks, his erection growing.
"You'll lose two million won and owe me the wish. Are you sure you've thought this through?" you asked, almost whispering into his lips. Jungkook took the sketch from your hands and threw it on the chair where the person getting the tattoo usually sat. He turned you toward him, pressing you against the chair.
"That's nothing compared to what I'll feel when I finally fuck you," Jungkook confessed openly. You could already feel his bulge pressing against your pussy. You felt wet between your legs and realized that you wanted him. The thought that if you refused and he won, he would go fuck some other girl the next day made you feel a pang of jealousy.
Over the past month, you had grown so close to him that you needed his attention more than you cared to admit. And now, standing here, pressed against his body, inches from his lips, you felt yourself burning up in front of him.
You wanted him to fuck you.
"You will lose to me," you repeated, breathing heavily, feeling his body and warmth with every cell in your body.
"To hell all it," said Jungkook as he kissed you. His kiss was hungry, almost desperate, as if he had been holding it all in for those three weeks of restraint. You responded to the kiss, feeling his arms tighten around your waist, pulling you even closer to him.
Your body reacted faster than your mind — the throbbing between your legs intensified, and the wetness that appeared only confirmed how much you wanted him.
You felt his hands slide lower, cupping your buttocks, and you involuntarily pressed yourself against him, feeling his hard erection through his jeans. Your heart was pounding and your thoughts were confused. You knew this was the moment when you could stop everything, tell him to back off, remind him of the bet. But instead, you threw your head back, allowing him to kiss your neck, where his lips left hot marks and his teeth gently bit your skin.
His hand slowly slid down your thigh, lifting the hem of your dress. You felt his fingers barely touch your underwear and sighed involuntarily.
"You're dummy, you're losing the bet, although there are only 4 days left," you repeated, but it sounded weak, almost like a plea. Jungkook laughed, his laughter dark and seductive.
"Fuck the bet," he said, looking you straight in the eye. "I want you. I want to fuck you so hard you can't sit up." His fingers tightened around your thigh, and you felt your whole body surrender to this desire. You knew he could feel your wetness even through the thin fabric of your underwear, and it only fueled him more.
You grabbed his T-shirt, pulling him toward you, and kissed him, putting everything you had accumulated over weeks of playing games into that kiss. His hands feverishly explored your body, and you felt his erection pressing against you, promising what you had been trying to reject for so long.
His fingers finally slipped under your underwear. He touched your clitoris, feeling how wet you were. Jungkook swears he was in nirvana. He massaged your clitoris, enjoying your moans right into his mouth, and when he slid his middle finger into your passage, he felt himself harden even more, because you were so tight.
Jungkook broke away from your lips, his breathing heavy and his eyes burning with desire. He looked at you, wanting to enjoy and remember what your beautiful face looked like when he gave you pleasure.
His finger, moving slowly inside you, sent waves of pleasure through you, and you involuntarily arched your back, your hips barely moving to meet him. Your body trembled at his touch, and your every moan raised his ego higher.
You grabbed his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin through the thin fabric of his T-shirt, and he just smiled, feeling how you reacted to him.
"You like it, don't you?" he asked quietly, his voice low and vibrating against your skin.
"I like it," you whispered, answering honestly.
"I told you, you're missing out," he said slyly. You half-opened your eyes for a moment, looking at him from under your lashes.
"Shut up and do what you're doing," you said, a little dissatisfied. Jungkook quickened his movements inside you, his fingers, now two in your passage, going as deep as they could.
"You played with me instead of getting the best dick in your life, but now I'll show you what real pleasure is," Jungkook assured you, stimulating your clitoris deadly slowly. You smiled at his self-confidence.
"Who gave you the status of 'the best cock in life'? The hundreds of girls you've fucked?"
Jungkook pulled his fingers out of you too abruptly, and you almost whimpered at the loss of his warmth. He knelt down, lifting your skirt and removing your lace thong in one motion.
His hands gripped your buttocks tightly, pulling you to him, and you felt his hot breath touch your skin. Jungkook was in no hurry, his gaze fixed on you, as if he were enjoying every second of this tension. You felt his lips barely touch the inside of your thigh, and your body involuntarily shuddered with anticipation. He slowly ran his tongue over your skin, leaving a wet trail, and you gripped the edge of the chair, trying to maintain control.
He kissed you around your pussy without touching it, teasing you. You had already opened your mouth to yell at him to finally do what he was supposed to do, but your voice broke when his lips finally reached your clit.
His tongue made a slow, teasing movement, and you arched involuntarily, feeling a wave of pleasure wash over your entire body. He moved slowly, savoring you as if you were his favorite dish, and his every movement was designed to drive you crazy.
You ran your fingers through his long hair, pulling gently, and he moaned softly, the vibration of his voice echoing in you with a new surge of sensation.
"You're as sweet as I expected," he murmured, without taking his eyes off you, and his words only intensified the heat spreading through your body. His tongue moved faster, alternating between light touches and more insistent ones, and his fingers returned to your passage, plunging into you again, this time with more confidence.
Your breathing became ragged, and you felt your hips moving involuntarily in time with his movements.
"Kook... I can't..." you exhaled, feeling yourself approaching the edge. He looked up, his gaze dark and hungry, and he smiled softly without stopping his actions.
"You can," he replied, his voice low and hoarse. "And you're going to come for me." His words, spoken with such confidence, pushed you even closer to the edge. His tongue made another slow, deep movement, and his fingers inside you found the perfect rhythm, and you felt your whole body tense before exploding in orgasm.
You arched your back, moaning his name, and your fingers tightened around his hair. Jungkook didn't stop, continuing to caress you until your body stopped trembling with pleasure. Only then did he slowly rise, his lips glistening with your wetness, a smug smile playing on his face.
"So, do you still think I'm not the best?" he asked, wiping his lips with the back of his hand, but his eyes never left you. You were still trying to catch your breath, your cheeks burning, but you couldn't hold back a smile.
"You said something about your cock, not your tongue," you replied with a faint, defiant smile. Your voice was weak, and your body was still buzzing from what he had done to you. Jungkook laughed, his hand sliding back around your waist, pulling you closer.
"You’re right," he said, and his lips found yours again. This kiss was slower but no less passionate, and you could feel his erection still pressing against you through your jeans. You reached out, touching him through the fabric, and he moaned softly, pressing against your palm.
"I swear… fuck. I'll ruin you," he said with deeper voice. And from his tone, you felt your walls contract.
"Then do it slowly," you asked. Jungkook smiled, his piercing glinting in the light of the tattoo parlor.
"You don't know what you just signed up for, doll," he assured you.
"Less talk, more action," you said. You unzipped his jeans, freeing his hard cock. You couldn't help but glance at it, and your heart raced again. It was just as you imagined — and even bigger. Jungkook took off all his clothes, and you could fully see and admire his tattoos, which made him so sexy and attractive.
His arm was covered with colorful drawings, which you were sure had a special meaning for him. A flower covering his shoulder flowed smoothly onto his chest in chaotic lines. His perfect muscles played with his every movement.
Jungkook decided that you should be completely naked too. He took off your business dress. His eyes greedily studied your curves. Finally, he could see this beauty again, but now closer, just a few inches away. And damn, you were so seductive, so desirable. He leaned closer, his lips barely touching your ear as he whispered:
"Tell me you want me. I want to hear it."
You bit your lip, feeling him enter you again with his fingers. He stretched you to his size, even though you were sure it would hurt either way. You tried to maintain some semblance of pride, but his fingers, moving so skillfully inside you, made it impossible.
"I... want you," you finally exhaled, and his smile widened, almost triumphant.
"Good girl," he murmured, and his lips covered yours again, but this time the kiss was slower, deeper, to enjoy you fully.
His free hand slid down your back, unhooking your bra, the only thing still covering you. The lace, like the thong that aroused him, fell to the floor, and Jungkook stepped back for a moment to admire you. His gaze slid over your bare breasts, and you saw his pupils dilate with excitement.
"You're perfect," he said, his voice sounding sincere, almost reverent. He leaned down, his lips touching your neck, then your collarbone, and slowly moving down to your breasts. His tongue traced one of your nipples, making you sigh, and then he took it into his mouth, biting it gently, which sent a new wave of sensation through you.
You found his erect cock and began to stroke it, feeling how he tensed up and could no longer kiss your nipples properly. Jungkook leaned back slightly. He closed his eyes, feeling absolute satisfaction from your handiwork. You leaned down to his chest and ran your tongue around his nipples.
Jungkook opened his eyes, watching you taste him now. You felt the hardness of his nipples as you kissed them both in turn, your hands keeping rhythm, sometimes touching the head of his cock with your thumb, from which pre-cum was dripping. You kissed him along his sculpted abs, moving lower, but he stopped you just as you reached the bottom of his V-shaped muscle.
"No, not now," he said. "I want to fuck your pussy too much. You can give me a blowjob another time," he said and pulled back.
You smiled, hiding your slight disappointment.
"Are you sure there will be another time?" you asked, watching him walk over to the table next to the chair and take out a condom. He tore the foil with his teeth and, walking over to you, put condom on his erect cock.
"Of course there will be," he said confidently. You snorted. Jungkook came up and kissed you briefly to wipe the mocking smile off your lips. He pulled you by the arms, put you on the floor, and then turned you around so your back was to him. "Time to enjoy you to the fullest," he muttered from behind.
He bent you over so that you rested your hands on the chair. His hands gripped your hips tightly, and you felt his hard cock touch your entrance, sending a new wave of heat between your legs. You arched your back, involuntarily inviting him in.
"You look so hot in that position," he murmured, and you felt his cock press against your entrance. It hurt when he began to sink into you. Jungkook, hearing your moan of pain, stopped, pulled out, and then entered you again, slowly, stretching you with every inch. You sighed with pain, but the way he filled you brought you pleasure, and your fingers clenched the edge of the chair.
Finally, he stopped, and you heard him breathe shakily behind you. His cock twitched inside you, and you couldn't imagine how he was holding back from cumming because your pussy was so tight.
"Fuck, I knew it would be perfect here," he said, referring to your pussy. He leaned closer, his lips touching your shoulder, and then he bit you lightly, causing a surge of pleasure.
"I wonder how many partners you've had that you're still so tight, doll?" Jungkook asked. You turned your head slightly to look at him.
"Enough to not give you the title of 'best member in my life,'" you replied defiantly. Although now, feeling him inside you, you knew he was the biggest you'd ever had, and you had no doubt he would give you the best orgasm of your life.
Jungkook laughed softly, his laughter low and hoarse, full of challenge.
"You'll regret your words when get best orgasm ‘cause my cock," he said, and his hands tightened around your thighs. He began to move, slowly and deeply, his thrusts controlled, as if he wanted you to feel every inch of him. The pain gradually receded, replaced by a wave of pleasure that spread through your body. You involuntarily arched your back even more, allowing him to penetrate deeper, and your quiet moans only fueled him. His hips slammed against yours with a dull thud that filled the silence of the tattoo parlor.
"That's it, doll," he muttered, his voice full of satisfaction as he felt your walls tighten around him. His movements became more rhythmic, but he still held himself back, as if enjoying your reaction. You gripped the chair so tightly that your fingers turned white, and your hips began to move toward him, matching his pace.
After a few minutes, Jungkook stopped, still inside you, and his hand slid down your back, sending shivers down your spine.
"I want to see your face when you come," he said, his voice low, almost commanding. He carefully withdrew from you, and you felt a slight emptiness, but he quickly turned you toward him, lifting you up and sitting you on the chair. You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer, and his eyes, dark with desire, locked with yours.
He entered you again, this time faster, and you threw your head back, feeling him fill you. His hands held your hips, and his lips found your neck, biting your skin and leaving wet marks.
"You're so sensitive," he whispered as his thumb slid to your clitoris, slowly massaging it in time with his movements. You moaned, your hands wrapped around his neck, your nails digging into his tattooed shoulders, leaving light marks.
"Jungkook... faster," you exhaled, and he smiled, his piercing glinting in the light of the lamps.
"You asked me to ruin you slowly," he reminded you, admiring your face, which radiated pleasure.
"Fuck..." you cursed as he slowly and deeply thrust a series of strokes, finding your G-spot. You lowered your hands to his buttocks, sliding own under his. You squeezed his firm buttocks with your hands, begging him to speed up the rhythm, "Fuck... Kook, please... faster."
He didn't seem to hear you, thrusting his cock into you deadly slowly. In fact, he was getting high off your begging.
"Please..." you begged, your voice breaking into moans.
"You ask so nicely... how can I refuse," he replied, and his pace quickened, each thrust becoming more insistent, causing you to lose control. You felt yourself approaching the edge, and your moans grew louder, mingling with his ragged breathing.
But Jungkook didn't to be stopping there. He lifted you out of the chair, holding your hips, and carried you to the wall of the tattoo parlor, pressing you against the cold surface.
"Hold on to me," he ordered, and you wrapped your legs around him even tighter. The wall behind you added contrast to the heat of his body, and each thrust made you feel him even deeper. His hands held your buttocks, and his lips found yours again, silencing your moans with a passionate kiss.
"You'll say I'm the best," he murmured between kisses, and you felt his movements become uneven, as if he himself was approaching the edge. You tired smiled, looking into his eyes, and said,
"At least… you're trying hard so far, to get me to say that."
It made him laugh, but the laughter quickly turned into a moan when you deliberately squeezed him inside you.
Jungkook began to fuck you mercilessly, really giving you so much that you could barely withstand the thrusts. Without putting you down on the floor, he headed for the waiting sofa by the window. He laid you on your back and turned you on your side, lifting your leg to enter at a new angle. This position allowed him to penetrate even deeper, and you felt your body shudder with a new wave of pleasure.
His hand slid down to your breasts, gently squeezing your nipple, while his lips kissed your shoulder. You felt the orgasm approaching, and your moans turned into almost screams as he brought you to the brink. Your body trembled, squeezing him, and that was the final push he needed. Jungkook came with a low moan, his hands squeezing your thighs tighter as he spilled into the condom.
You both froze, breathing heavily, his body still pressed against yours. He slowly rolled you onto your back to look into your eyes, and his hand gently slid down your cheek.
"You're incredible," he said, and there was something like admiration in his voice.
You smiled, feeling your heart still pounding.
"You lost the bet, Jungkook. And now you owe me a wish," you said, trying to sound confident, even though your body was still buzzing from the orgasm.
He laughed, his piercing flashing as he leaned down to kiss you briefly on the lips.
"Luckily for me, I have two million won, and I can easily fulfill your wish,"
"Why do you think you can easily fulfill my wish?" you asked, arching an eyebrow.
"I'll do anything you say, even if you ask me to run naked around the neighborhood," he joked, and you smiled. Jungkook pulled out of you, and you suddenly felt very tired, your pussy aching from the intense sex.
Jungkook sat down on the sofa next to you and took off the condom, twisting it into a knot. He threw it on the floor, then turned back to you. His eyes devoured your naked body, lingering on your breasts, then on your lips. You wanted to get up to get dressed, but he wouldn't let you, pressing himself against you and blocking you with his arms.
"Jungkook!" you protested.
"So, did I ruin you?" he murmured, touching his chin to yours, rubbing against you.
"Yes, you did. I don't think I'll be able to sit up straight for a few days," you admitted honestly. Jungkook smiled triumphantly. He stopped rubbing against you and leaned in to kiss you.
"So, if I ruined you, are you ready to admit that my dick is the best you've ever had?" he asked slyly.
You bit your lip, looking at his smug smile, and decided not to give him complete victory so easily.
"You're not bad, Jungkook, but 'the best'?" You paused, arching your eyebrow. "I still need to think about it." Your voice was playful, but deep down you knew that he had indeed brought you to an orgasm you had never experienced before. Your body was still buzzing from his touch, and there was a pleasant but painful throbbing between your legs.
Jungkook smiled, his hand slowly sliding down your waist, as if he couldn't tear himself away from your skin.
"Why do you love teasing me so much?" he asked, his voice filled with the same cocky confidence that annoyed and aroused you at the same time. He leaned closer, his lips barely touching yours, but instead of kissing you, he just gently bit your lower lip, making you sigh.
You felt his fingers slowly drawing circles on your skin, moving down to your thigh. Despite your fatigue, your body responded to his every touch, and you felt the warmth return between your legs.
"Okay, if you don't want to admit it after I fucked you in almost every corner of my salon, then I have to prove it to you again?" he asked. And you were afraid that he really wanted to have sex again.
"Are you crazy? I don't have the strength," you protested. Jungkook threw his gaze on somewhere above of you, then leaned down again.
"You know, you look like you were made for that table..." He already had his hands under your waist when you started to resist.
"Oh my Gosh, no... okay, okay. I admit you're the best I've ever had," you said quickly.
"No, I have to prove it to you," said Jungkook, trying to pick you up. You continued to resist, but he was stronger.
"No, you really are the best man I've ever had. No one has ever made me come so hard," you said desperately. Jungkook sat down on the sofa, and you ended up on his lap. He smiled slyly, and when you saw the look on his face, you were outraged. You hit him in the chest, "You're insatiable."
"I knew you thought that, but I had to hear it from you," Jungkook leaned down and kissed you, you touched his jaw, kissing him back and not thinking about what would happen next. After all, Jungkook is a player and he's not cut out for serious relationships. But you don't need them either. Not yet.

Thank you JAYJAMEL for the cover photo 🙏🏻
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⏲︎ Summary: You haven’t seen him in two months. Not since that night you told him you wanted more — and he vanished. But tonight, while you’re trying to move on, laughing beside another man in a crowded nightclub… you see him. Those same dark eyes. That same smirk that undresses you with a glance. He used to come to you at 4:15 AM. No calls. No words. Just him, and your body, and that dangerous kind of love that leaves you bleeding. Now he’s back. And you’re about to find out if your heart can survive him a second time.
︎⏲︎ Couple: Jeon Jungkook x Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
⏲︎ Age restrictions: 18+
⏲︎ Size: mini series (19 990+ words)
⏲︎ Chapters: #01 | #02 | #03 | #04
⏲︎ Tags: ex situationship, smut, angst, toxic relationship, dom!Jungkook, emotionally vulnerable!Reader, crime, mention murder, emotional damage, pining, obsession, obscene nicknames, blowjobs, mutual desire, hot and cold dynamic, fwb turned heartbreak, slow burn (kind of), breakup aftermath, late night regrets, he comes back, still not over you, you can’t resist him, painfully in love, emotional manipulation, denial of feelings, he knows what he’s doing, dominant jungkook, rough sex, public teasing, car sex, dirty talk, jealous sex, praise kink, possessive jungkook, desperate need, wet panties, he ghosted you, you fell first, he fell later, reader has self-respect but also horny, he always finds his way back, you said it was the last time (but it wasn’t)
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⏲︎ Dedication: to love of my life @curse-of-art. My beloved, this is dedicated to you because you love every version of my Jungkook. I love you with all my heart and soul 🫠🥰💗
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⏲︎ Warning: This fanfic contains explicit sexual content, toxic dynamics, emotional angst, manipulation, jealousy, and messy unresolved feelings. If you’re sensitive to themes of heartbreak, obsession, or unhealthy attachment — please read with caution. Also, English is not my first language, so there may be awkward phrasing or unusual sentence constructions here and there 🥺 Thank you for your understanding 🙂↕️

Your fingers clench a small black-and-white photograph. It's nothing special — just a circle in a gray void. But it is the indisputable confirmation that the tests were right. It's your child. Your and Jungkook's child.
You look at the photo and your heart stops. Thoughts rush one after another, confusing you, tearing you apart from the inside. If you didn't know who Jungkook was, you might be happy. But now, this little proof of life inside you brings you not so much joy as fear.
Jungkook is gone. You asked him to leave, and he did. You hope it's forever. You haven't seen him in over four weeks, but the pain doesn't subside — on the contrary, it gets sharper every day. And now... everything has become even more complicated. You are carrying a part of the man you love so much it hurts. And even though it's scary, you haven't even thought about abortion. It's not even an option.
You will give birth to this child. Because it's not just a cell or a picture. It's your story with him. It's a part of him that stayed with you even when he disappeared from your life. And no matter what happens, you are no longer alone. You don't plan to tell Jungkook about your pregnancy. You will give birth to this child and raise it yourself.
You went outside and sat on a bench near the hospital, in a cozy garden where the smell of linden trees and fresh air slightly dampened your panic. The wind played with your hair, and for a moment it seemed to calm you down. But still, your anxiety grew — rapidly, obsessively.
What would you tell your parents? They didn't even know you had someone. And now? Tell them you're pregnant by... a killer? That you can't be with them because he takes the lives of others?
You clench your hands. Your chest feels heavy with tension. What to do next? How to live? What about work? In the best case scenario, it's six months and maternity leave. And that's if you can handle it. But what if you can't?
Your phone lights up in your hands. A message from Donmin. You reluctantly unlock it.
📲 Donmin: "How are you, Y/N? Have you left the doctor's office yet?"
Over the past month, Donmin has been around you more and more. He has become your friend. A friend who, as you knew, likes you. He had been worried about you ever since he first noticed how upset you were after breaking up with Jungkook. He wanted to know what had happened to you more than anyone else, so you told him a little about your previous relationship, who Jungkook was to you, but you didn't mention his name, only saying that you met him at your friend's birthday party.
At first, his text messages, calls, and excessive attention at work annoyed you. But over time, you got used to it and sometimes spent time with Donmin. He even managed to get you out of the house for a walk a few times, for which you were honestly grateful to him.
But just recently, you took a pregnancy test and it confirmed. So you made an appointment for an ultrasound to find out how far along you were. You knew roughly that a month had passed since you last had sex with Jungkook, and the woman who examined you confirmed it. Your baby is about 4 weeks old, and it is that little black spot on the image.
You exhale heavily. Donmin knows that you took a week off work. But you didn't tell anyone that you were pregnant. First, you wanted to be sure. So you took a week off work to find out what to do if the pregnancy was confirmed.
You block your phone and look up at the sky. And Jungkook's face appears before your eyes. His eyes, which looked at you with fire. His smile — bold, cunning, playful. And at the same time — so familiar. Your chest hurts again. A lot. Your heart hasn't let him go. That's why there isn't a single day that you don't think about him.
Would he be happy if he knew? Would he run away again, as always? You smile a sad smile — at yourself. And you ask yourself: is it even worth thinking about him now?
You unlock your phone, ignoring Donmin's message, and open a chat with Sajin. She's the one person you can tell this to. She was the only one who knew about your relationship with Jungkook from the very beginning. Because she was the one who introduced you. But you're more than sure that your friend told her boyfriend, Jimin, about you and Jungkook.
📱 You: "Hi, Sa. Are you home? I want to come over."
Sajin's name lit up in the chat, indicating that she was online, and then you saw that she had read the text message. Three animated dots appeared in the chat, and a moment later a message appeared:
📲 Sajin: "No. I'm at Jimin's. Waiting for the repairman. Come over, you can stay with me while the repairman fixes the intercom in the house."
📱You: "His intercom is broken? I'm on my way. Do you want me to buy you something to drink? Is it terribly hot outside? Maybe you want a beer?"
📲 Sajin: "There's cold beer here. Just come over. The intercom broke yesterday, so Jimin asked me to stay with him until the repairman arrives."
📱You: "Okay. I understand. I'll be there in half an hour."

You arrive at Jimin's house. His two-story house in the suburbs, with white walls and a large garden, looks peaceful, almost idyllic — not at all like your inner state. You stop the car, take your purse with the ultrasound photo that you can't get out of your mind, and call Sajin.
"Will you open the door for me?" you ask when she picks up the phone.
"The door is open, just come in. And leave the gate open — the repairman should be here any minute," she replies and hangs up.
You sigh slightly, push open the gate, and enter the yard, leaving it ajar. The door to the house is indeed open. Sajin is standing on the threshold, smiling, and as soon as she sees you, she immediately hugs you. Her touch is warm and sincere, but you feel something inside you freeze. Something that even a hug cannot remove.
"Hello, dear," you hear her voice near your ear.
"Hi," you say quietly with a sad smile. She lets go of you and looks at your face for a few seconds, obviously studying your appearance.
"Let's go have a drink. It's so hot outside that it's unbearable. I think a cold beer will save the day," she says over her shoulder as she walks to the kitchen. You follow her.
The kitchen in Jimin's house is as big as all the other rooms in his house. You sit down at the table, and Sajin goes to the refrigerator and takes out two bottles of beer. Condensation immediately appears on them. Your friend opens one bottle and hands it to you.
"Y/N, you look bad, are you sick?" she asks worriedly as she opens a bottle of beer for herself and sits down next to you. You smile again.
"Do I really look bad?" you ask playfully. Your friend takes a sip of beer and smiles.
"I could lie to you, but why would I do that? It feels like you've been don’t sleep for weeks straight. And you seem to have lost weight," said Sajin, looking at you closely. You pursed your lips and lowered your eyes to the untouched bottle of beer.
"Jungkook showed up," you say almost emotionlessly, but inside you feel tight from saying his name out loud.
Sajin raised her eyebrows while she took another sip of beer. She quickly swallowed the liquid and asked,
"Jungkook? Seriously, after all this time, he decided to show up?" There was sarcasm in her voice. You didn't look up, just nodded.
"Yes... a month ago, I accidentally, or maybe not so accidentally, ran into him at the club. At first, he was just watching, but then I bumped into him near the bathroom and he told me he wanted me..." you faltered as you recalled that day, the day that ruined everything between you.
"My God, what a jerk!" Sajin exclaimed, "He disappeared for several months when he heard your confession, and now he has the nerve to come and say that he wants you?!" You looked up at your friend and looked at her guiltily. She was silent for a few seconds, then realized that you weren't against it. "Just don't tell me you had sex with him that same night,"
"Yes, we did," you admit. Sajin rolls her eyes.
"But he dumped you, and you immediately fell into his arms?" she asked, confused.
"Yes, Sa... when I saw him, it was like I was torn to pieces. I missed him so much. Honestly, I didn't want to go, but my feelings were stronger than my principles."
Sajin took a sip of beer and her face suddenly softened.
"If I had known what a jerk he was, I wouldn't have introduced you to him. He looks so charming, but in reality, he only thinks with his dick," your friend didn't hold back with her words. You smiled slightly. "Was the sex at least good?"
A wave of heat ran down your spine as you remembered how Jungkook fucked you in the car that time.
"Considering that I hadn't had sex during two places and the fact that it was him, it was unrealistically good," you said without hiding anything. Sajin smiled slyly.
"Well, it reassures me that he at least gave you pleasure... so are you two back together now?"
You bite your lower lip, nervous about what you're about to tell your friend next.
"No. When we finished, I said it was the last time and left. But he seemed very hurt by those words and came to me in the morning. We had a not very pleasant conversation, but you know how all our conversations end, we had sex again,"
Sajin laughed and shook her head.
"You two are like idiots. Can't you figure out your feelings?"
"Sajin, it's not just about feelings, as it turns out. When I told him I loved him, he told me he didn't need my love and that as soon as I found out who he really was, my love would disappear..."
Sajin leaned her hands on the table, leaning a little closer.
"What do you mean, 'who is he?' Is he married?" she asked seriously. You chuckled sadly.
"It would be better if he were married..." you muttered. You looked up at your friend and met her puzzled gaze. "Sa... I'm going to tell you something, but please keep it between us, okay? Don't even tell Jimin."
She raised her eyebrows and looked puzzled.
"God, what is it? But I promise I'll keep quiet," you were silent for a while, gathering your courage to say out loud who Jungkook was.
"He confessed to me why he always came at night. Where those scratches and wounds came from," you exhaled, staring into space. "He's... a mercenary. He kills people. For money."
Sajin gasped and immediately covered her mouth with her hand. She looked as if her whole world had frozen for a second.
"Are you... serious?"
"I almost lost consciousness when he said that," you smiled bitterly. "And I asked him to leave. Forever. That's why I look like this, I can hardly exist without him..." you say quietly, struggling to hold back the tears that are choking you.
Sajin moved closer and hugged you. This gesture allowed you and you can’t hold back and cry. Hot tears ran down your cheeks, leaving marks on your white summer dress.
"Y/N, my dear, I'm so sorry that he turned out to be such a person..." Your friend's hand caressed your back incessantly. "Jungkook looks so sweet and kind. I noticed that there was something... dangerous about him. But to this extent? His tattoos and piercings... I thought it was just... an image. To be liked," she shook her head. "What a horror..."
You sobbed and drew air into your lungs.
"Yes, it's horrible..." you agreed, "It hurts so much to think about him," your voice broke. "I want to forget. Erase the memory. Go back to when I thought he just disappeared because he was afraid of love. Not because he has... blood on his hands."
"Y/N..." Sajin began, but you interrupted her.
"But that's not the worst part of this situation..." you said painfully. Sajin's hand froze on your back.
"Not the worst? I'm afraid to imagine what could be worse? Is he stalking you?" she asked in horror. You shook your head in denial.
"No, he's not stalking me... I haven't seen him since that night..." you say. Then you carefully free yourself from your friend's embrace.
"I'm pregnant," you say, your voice trembling. Sajin freezes, her eyes wide open.
"Pregnant...?" she stammers. You reach into your bag and take out the ultrasound photo. When you hand it to your friend and she takes it in her hands and looks at it, you feel a little relief. Now this secret is not so heavy on your shoulders because at least someone else knows about it besides you.
"Y/N..." she says your name, looking up. Sajin is confused and doesn't know what words would be appropriate right now. "How long have you known?"
"A week ago. I felt nauseous for several days in a row, and then I realized that my period hadn't started. I took a few tests, and they showed two lines. And today, the doctor said on the ultrasound that the baby is already 4 weeks old."
Sajin covered her mouth with her hand and looked at the picture again.
"Wow…what a news... What are you going to do now? Are you... are you going to have an abortion?" She looked into your eyes. You looked away.
"No," you said confidently for the first time, "This is my baby. It's not its fault who he is. I'm going to give birth."
Sajin put her hand on yours and squeezed your fingers.
"You are so strong, my girl. I will be there for you and help you in any way I can," Sajin promised you again, and her embrace was so comforting.
"Thank you," you whispered. "Thank you for always being there for me," you said gratefully.
You talked for a while longer. Sajin asked you if you were going to tell Jungkook about the pregnancy, and you said you weren't going to. It's dangerous because if he finds out, his reaction could be ambiguous, and you're afraid he might force you to have an abortion. You also asked your friend not to tell Jimin about it yet, and she assured you that she would keep quiet.
Half an hour passed. You talked about you and your pregnancy, about how to tell your parents, and then Sajin noticed that the repairman who was supposed to come to fix the intercom hadn't shown up. She called Jimin to ask him to find out when the repairman would be there or at least give her his number, but Jimin didn't answer the phone.
While you were talking, Sajin drank two bottles of beer. She had to drink the bottle she opened for you because you can't drink alcohol now. She went to the bathroom, complaining of a full bladder. But as soon as she entered the bathroom, someone knocked on the door. Sajin asked you to let the repairman in, because it was probably him, and she said she would be out in a minute.
You went to the front door. When you opened it, you froze. Instead of the repairman, Jungkook was standing on the doorstep. Your heart sank.
His black eyes met yours, and you felt like you could sink through the floor. He stared at you without blinking. You noticed his eyebrows slightly raised. His gaze was familiar and yet unfamiliar at the same time. You immediately noticed that his jaw was covered with a dark bruise, and above his eyebrow was a thin line of tape that barely held the healed wound together. The lip on the same side was broken, and a small crack at the edge was still reddish.
It was as if something had squeezed you from the inside. An invisible fist struck your chest. You wanted to cry.
"Hi," he said first, clearing his throat.
His voice... you felt it as if you had been struck by electricity. Your whole body contracted into one emotion — a mixture of anxiety, longing, and indescribable tenderness.
"Hi..." you replied quietly, lowering your eyes. But you knew he wasn't taking his eyes off you. You could literally feel it with your skin. His silent presence burned, his gaze studied, read, penetrated deeper than you allowed.
"What are you doing here?" Jungkook asked cautiously, but with a hint of tension in his voice. You barely pulled yourself together before answering:
"I came to Sajin... She's here."
His jaw tensed slightly. It seemed like he wanted to say something for a second, but stopped himself. Instead, he nodded briefly.
"I need Jimin. Is he home?" His question sounded soft, almost casual, but the tension between the two of you was palpable.
You didn't have time to answer because at that moment Sajin came out of the hallway. She paused for a moment, glancing at both of you, and something flashed in her eyes... a silent understanding. But she quickly pulled herself together and smiled warmly at Jungkook, as always, as if she didn't know who he really was and that you were pregnant with his child.
"Jungkook-ah, hi. What are you doing here?" Sajin stepped forward slightly, standing in front of you, as if shielding you from Jungkook. He noticed this. He glanced from Sajin to you, then turned his eyes back to your friend.
"I'm looking for Jimin. I need him. I can't get through to him on the phone."
Sajin shrugged.
"He went to work. Did you go there?"
"I was at his work, they said he left, but they didn't say where." Jungkook looked tense. You secretly looked at his wounds and wondered where they came from. Was he in danger?
"I called him a few minutes ago, he didn't answer my call either... is it urgent?" Sajin asked. Jungkook glanced at you again and noticed you looking at him, so his expression softened. You were more than sure he wanted to smile. But he restrained himself.
"Yes, it's urgent. But okay, I'll try to find him and call again. If he shows up, tell him to call me urgently." Jungkook glanced at you one last time and turned to leave, but Sajin's voice made him stop almost immediately.
"Hey, Jungkook-ah," she called after him. Your heart skipped a beat. Why did she stop him? He turned around, looking over shoulder. "Are you okay? What's wrong with your face?" You held your breath, waiting for his answer.
"I got into a fight," he said simply.
"Who with? Is that why you're looking for Jimin?" Sajin asked, and you were grateful to her for that. Jimin worked as a lawyer, and he was quite experienced and had a good reputation. His cases were high-profile and successful. Most of his clients were government officials or successful businessmen. And if Jungkook needed Jimin as a lawyer, then he had serious problems.
"No, it's not because of that. Tell Jimin that I'm looking for him if he calls," said Jungkook and quickly headed for the exit. You watched him go and felt like you were being torn apart. You wanted so much to hug him, kiss him, heal every wound he had. The thought that he had gotten himself into some kind of trouble cut you like an invisible knife. And the fact that you were carrying his child and couldn't tell him about it completely destroyed you. You burst into tears, and Sajin hurried to take you back into the house.
Tears ran down your cheeks, mixing emotions — longing, fear, anger, tenderness, loss. You sank down on the sofa, burying your face in your hands, as if trying to stop the silent cry of your heart.
"Hey, Y/N..." Sajin said gently, quickly crouching down beside you. Her hands touched your shoulders. "Don't cry, dear, you mustn't worry!" She tried desperately to calm you down, but you couldn't stop. The tears kept flowing, as if something you had been holding back for so long had finally been released.
"His face..." you whispered through your sobs. "He... he was all beaten up... Why does he look like that? Why is he urgently looking for Jimin?"
"I'm sure he's fine. And he got beaten up... maybe he was drunk and got into a fight with someone at a club... maybe it was some politician's son, and that's why he's looking for Jimin to cover for him?" Sajin suggested. But you didn't believe that theory.
"What if he was on the verge of death? What if someone wants to kill him?" you asked, remembering how he told you that someone wanted to kill him before, and that was when he disappeared. You cried harder, and Sajin said nothing more, just hugged you tighter, letting you cry it out.
And suddenly — a knock on the door.
You shuddered as if you were overcome by a chill again. Sajin looked around and hurriedly got up.
"It's definitely the repairman... I'll be right back," she said, and you couldn't get Jungkook's battered face out of your head.
You stayed with Sajin until the repairman fixed the intercom. Your hands were shaking, your eyes were burning with tears. But you tried to pull yourself together.
"I think I'll go..." you said when the repairman left, "I'm tired. I feel sleepy..."
Sajin frowned.
"Are you sure? I can go with you. Or maybe it's better if you stay?"
"No, thank you, Sa, for your concern. I've calmed down now. I woke up early, that's all. I need to lie down and rest,"
Sajin hugged you, as if sensing that you weren't telling her everything. She walked you to your car and said,
"Text me when you get there. And don't stress. You can't right now, you hear me?" You nodded, forcing yourself to smile.

When you got home, your mood got even worse. It was quiet, and the silence weighed on you like a steel press. You turned on the TV to distract yourself and lay down on the couch. You felt nauseous and had a headache. Some drama was playing on TV, but you couldn't follow it because he was in your head again. His eyes. His broken face. His appearance. It threw you off balance. You held on as best you could all these weeks without him. Even when you found out you were pregnant, you still held on, but seeing him again, and beaten up like that, was unbearably painful.
He won't know that you're pregnant with his child. You blame yourself for stopping taking birth control pills, and you blame yourself even more for not taking emergency contraception after you last had sex. What you found out then destroyed you, and you fell into despair, forgetting to take your medication. You could barely force yourself to drink water, let alone eat.
Memories of those nights, which seemed like just a pleasant adventure, flashed through your mind. Your decision: to be friends with benefits. But you didn't notice how you gave him your heart. Except for your first time having sex at Sajin's birthday party, you always used protection. And you remembered the night when you asked him to stop using condoms. That was the night he cum inside you for the first time.
It was starting to get light outside when there was a knock at your door. You quickly headed for the door, glancing at your watch. 4:15. It had become a pattern for Jungkook to arrive at the same time every day. He didn't always arrive at exactly 4:15; sometimes he was a few minutes early, sometimes a few minutes late, but it was always a quarter past four.
You waited for him all night, simply unable to had sin of sleep. You thought about him all day at work, and finally he arrived.
When you open the door, the cool air hit your face, touching the bare skin on your stomach. You smiled, feeling the warmth inside you as Jungkook looked at you.
He stood there in a dark hoodie and loose black sweatpants, a little tired, but with a slight smile that always made your heart race. His eyes scanned your figure, and his sweet smile turned sly.
Jungkook took a step towards you, his arms wrapped around your waist, and then almost immediately moved down to your buttocks. His lips are already on yours, his tongue is already penetrating your mouth, and this kiss is like a breath of fresh air.
His kiss gives you butterflies in your stomach, and a barely noticeable wave of excitement passes through you. As always, you kiss passionately, and your kiss is like that of lovers who have longed for each other. But you weren't in love, and you see each other almost every day. But your need for each other is so obvious. And when your lungs are burning, Jungkook separates your lips.
"Why are you dressed like that? Are you going somewhere?" He is still hugging you, his hands squeezing your buttocks. He wants to take you deeper into the house, but you stop him.
"I want us to go for a drive," you say and smile. Jungkook raises his eyebrows, and you realize he's not thrilled with the idea.
"Where do you want to go? It's four in the morning..." he says skeptically. You raise your eyebrows too and say discontentedly.
"Somewhere. Let's just get in the car and go for a drive..." you suggest. Something like a smile flashes across Jungkook's eyes — but it's not funny. It's skepticism. He blinks lazily, then leans toward you and his lips touch your jaw.
"Why go anywhere? We can stay at your place and do something more interesting than driving around..." he said between kisses. You put your hands on his chest and deflecting from it a little, as if resisting, but you were actually enjoying his kisses.
"Jungkook..." you said firmly. "I want to go for a drive. All I see is work and my bedroom..." Your voice sounded indignant. Jungkook stopped kissing your neck and approached to face you. Your faces were inches apart.
"Really? You have weekends off. Why don't you go out then?" Jungkook asked. You tensed up. Why doesn't he just want to go, why is he stalling? You have to get ready for work in three hours, and time is running out, but he seems to be doing it on purpose.
"I don't go out because I work a lot, and I don't want on weekends do it, because I’m so tired from job," you tried to justify yourself. Jungkook looked skeptical again, one of his eyebrows raised slightly in disbelief.
"And now you want to do it? At 4 a.m., when you have to be at work at 8 a.m.?" he asked with a smile. You were even more indignant. You already looked offended, and your desire to go somewhere with Jungkook melted away. The fact that he didn't want you made you angry.
"Yes, now I want to. But the way you're finding reasons not to go seems to have made him leave," you looked away and stared anywhere but at Jungkook. He was silent. So when you heard the silence drag on, you looked back at him.
"Okay, where do you want to go?" he asked, still smiling. That smile seemed mocking to you. But joy beat beneath your ribs.
"I don't know, let's just drive around town. We can buy coffee. We can go to Sokchon Lake," you suggested with a slight rush that actually hid your joy. Hearing your plans, Jungkook raised both eyebrows.
"Sounds like a date," he said mockingly.
"What date...?" you asked quietly. It stung inside. You weren't trying to go on a date with them. You just wanted to relax by taking a walk. "So that's why you're resisting, because it will look like a date if we go somewhere together?" you concluded.
"Well, I don't go on dates, so..." Jungkook didn't finish because you nervously pulled away from his hand and walked away from him. You went to the kitchen. On the way, you took off your shirt and threw it on the back of a chair, showing that you weren't going anywhere. You poured yourself some water — it was the first thing you could find.
You didn't look at Jungkook, but you heard him coming toward you. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him approach and stand next to you. You felt his gaze, but you stubbornly ignored him, nervously gulping down water. You heard him smile, and then you felt Jungkook grab you, turn you toward him, and press you against the tabletop. His fingers took your chin, forcing you to look up at him. You gave him a look full of lightning bolts. He's still snickering at your anger.
"Are you offended?" he asked the obvious question.
"No," you say dryly.
"Then why aren't you looking at me?"
"I am looking at you right now," you say in the same tone.
"If you want, let's go for a drive. Why are you so pissed, huh?" Jungkook asked sincerely, not understanding your indignation.
"I don't want to anymore," you say and turn away, pulling away from his fingers. You put the glass on the table and try to walk around him, but Jungkook pushes you against the table, blocking you with his hands on either side of your hips. His movement wasn't rough, but rather a little irritated, authoritative.
"Baby, we're going to Sokchon Lake now because you wanted to. So put your shirt back on, or you'll freeze by the water."
You breathed quickly, looking at his lips. You hated it when he did that, when he first played with your feelings and then agreed to do what you wanted. However, the determination with which he said it made you quietly happy.
"You don't go on dates..." you said sarcastically.
"So you really planned a date, not just a walk?" he smiled.
"No, I wanted to go for a walk. You're the one who saw it as a 'date,'" you replied.
"Whatever. We're going to the lake," he said, sounding as if it was no longer up for discussion.
"Why not agree right away? This is a must make me nerves first?" you said indignantly. But instead of an answer, you got a kiss. Jungkook's tongue took possession of yours. You felt his kiss become deeper, more confident, one of his hands sliding up your thighs to your waist, pressing you against him. His other hand remained stubbornly pressed against the tabletop, not letting you escape an inch. Not that you wanted to escape.
Your heart was beating wildly. His closeness, his scent — familiar and comforting, mixed with the light aroma of cigarettes — enveloped you like a blanket. You knew he could kiss you forever if he wanted to.
When he finally released your lips, you barely had time to breathe.
"Your anger is so hot. Besides, it's so much fun to make you nerves," he said with a smile.
"You're unbearable," you muttered. Jungkook kissed you again, but this time briefly.
"I'd rather stay home and fuck my sweet pussy, but if you want to go out... anything for you, baby."
"We have sex every day, we need to variety our meting somehow," you say when Jungkook lets you go. He hands you your shirt so you can put it on.
"Want to variety our meting?" Jungkook asked and smiled slyly.
"Yes, I do," you say, putting on the shirt. Jungkook's gaze darkens, and you know exactly what he's thinking. And it's not about a walk by the lake. You smile seductively, and you both know that this trip to the lake will not be boring. You walked past Jungkook to the exit, and he hurried after you.
You drove in his car — a black SUV cruising through the empty streets of a city just waking up. Soft music played in the cabin, and the scent of cherry car freshener mixed with your perfume in the air. Jungkook pulled into a small 24-hour coffee shop, got out alone, not allowing you to move from your seat. He returned with two cups, handing one to you with that same sly smile that drove you crazy every time.
You admired the morning view of Seoul. The city seemed completely different — quiet, light, and not as busy as it was during the day. You drank delicious hot coffee and listened to the music Jungkook had turned on until you reached Sokchon Lake.
The lights were still flickering on the water, the sky was beginning to brighten, but the clouds promised rain. Jungkook parked near the water.
"Shall we take a walk?" You suggested.
Jungkook agreed without commenting on whether it was worth doing. You walked around the lake holding hands, slowly, without rushing. You told him about your work, that you would soon have new interns, and that, to be honest, you weren't very eager to teach anyone because you already had so much to do. Jungkook listened. He nodded. Sometimes he interjected with his ironic remarks.
When you returned to the car, he sat on the hood, sliding his hood slightly back. You stood in front of him, checking your phone. He looked around—at the empty parking lot, the calm lake, the sky that was about to rain. Then he glanced at his watch.
"It's already five," he said, looking at you. You stared intently at your phone, ignoring his words. He grunted, then abruptly but not rudely took your hand and pulled you closer. You found yourself between his spread legs, pressed against him with your hips. His crotch touched yours — it was the kind of pressure that made your lower abdomen burn with desire.
Jungkook pulled you closer so that you would definitely notice him now.
"Well, baby, did you like this 'variety'?
"So much," you replied sarcastically, not taking your eyes off his lips, which you already wanted to kiss.
"I think it's time to diversify not only our meetings. Something else too..." His voice was hoarse, with a hint of playfulness and obvious desire.
"Uh-huh?" you asked, even though you knew exactly where he was going with this.
"My car seems like the perfect place for that. Want some variety in the back seat?"
You laughed softly, noticing how his eyes darkened. You put the phone you were holding in your back jeans pocket and wrapped your arms around his neck. His hood slipped off, revealing his slightly tousled hair.
"That's a good idea..." you said.
"I'm always full of good ideas, baby," he smiled slyly, defiantly. You both looked at each other. And as you both expected, this meeting would not end with a simple walk. You looked him over — from his dark hoodie to his eyes, which reflected the same feelings as yours. You leaned in and kissed him. One of his hands remained on your waist, while the other found the waistband of your jeans and slipped through it, touching your bare buttocks. He squeezed your skin, increasing the pressure on your lips. Jungkook kissed you deeply, awakening in you a desire not to stop.
Pulling away from you, he whispered:
"Let's go."
His fingers slid across your palm, intertwining with yours, and you walked to the car. The car, which a few minutes ago was just the backdrop for your conversation, now became the stage for something much more intimate.
Jungkook opened the back door and gestured for you to get in first. Inside, it was dark and cozy, the smell of coffee still lingering, and you held your breath as you sat down in the seat, leaning your back against the door. He got in after you — quickly, and in the next second, his lips found yours again.
His kisses became hotter, insistent in the best sense of the word. They undressed you without hands. Jungkook's fingers slid down your shirt, taking it off and throwing it aside. He broke away for a moment and pulled you onto his lap. You sat on top of him and felt him press closer, without any shame.
You felt his kisses on your neck, and his hands slid under your top, finding your breasts. He squeezed them, sending a wave of excitement through your body. His cock was hard, and you could feel it clearly as you moved slowly on his thighs.
Jungkook lifted your top up and pressed his lips to one of your nipples. His warm tongue pressed against your nipple as if tasting it for the first time, and in the next moment he sucked on it. The pain from his sucking and the way he pressed your breasts, mixed with the friction of his cock, aroused you even more. You ran your fingers through his silky, resinous hair and simply enjoyed every second with him.
The rain pounded on the roof of the car, creating an even more intimate atmosphere. Jungkook returned to your lips, finding the button on your jeans. He slipped his hand under the fabric and found your center. You moaned right into his lips as he smeared the wetness between your folds. He smiled.
"So wet," he said without breaking the kiss. You cupped his face in your hands and deepened the kiss. "You want me so badly that you're literally dripping."
Jungkook pulled his hand out of your pants and put it back in, but on the other side. He ran his palm over your buttocks, found your hole, and slipped a finger inside, first one, then another. You stopped kissing Jungkook, just leaned against his temple and breathed heavily with excitement right into his lips. Jungkook rhythmically fucked you with his fingers, and you felt your need for something more increase with every movement of his fingers. Jungkook sometimes pulled his fingers out of your hole, caressed your clitoris, and then went back in.
"Kook... I... I want more," you whispered. Jongkook bit your lips and had no intention of stopping.
"What do you want, baby? My cock instead of my fingers?" he asked in a voice hoarse with excitement. You felt his cock pressing against your pubic bone and wanted it inside you.
"Yes... I want you... come inside me," you said almost dramatically. Jongkook quickened his movements inside you, causing you to whimper softly. He returned to your clitoris and stimulated your most sensitive spot with slow, almost gentle movements. Jungkook plunged his tongue into your mouth. He caught your tongue with his lips and sucked on it. His tongue still tasted of coffee. The next moment, you felt an orgasm approaching. One movement of his fingers and you came. Your clitoris twitched. Jungkook squeezed it between two fingers, pressing to prolong the pleasure that most pleasant sensation for as long as possible. Your moan right into his lips told him that you were satisfied.
You felt yourself coming to your senses. You broke away from Jungkook's lips and smiled contentedly, and he smiled back at you.
"You don't think that's all, do you, baby?" he murmured. Jungkook pulled his hand out of your pants and licked the fingers that had been inside you just a moment ago. You watched him savor you with lust in your eyes.
"Of course it's not all," you said seductively. You climbed off his lap without breaking eye contact. Jungkook watch up to you and already guessed what you were going to do, and it made him hard even more. You lowered yourself between his spread legs. There was enough space in the back seat of his SUV, and you settled comfortably right in front of his thighs. You reached for his hoodie and pulled it off in one motion. His beautiful body was exposed. The tattoos inflamed your already heightened senses, and you admired every inch of his body.
Jungkook leaned back in his seat and smiled slyly as he watched your eyes admire his body. His abs were perfect and transitioned into a V-shaped muscle hidden in his pants. You looked up at Jungkook's face and noticed how he was looking at you greedily, ready for your blowjob. He towered over you, every muscle playing as he made the slightest movement, and that smile made you greedy for him.
You reached for his waist and tightly grabbed hem of the pants, pulling it down. Jungkook lifted his hips just enough so that his pants could slide down easily. When you realized he wasn't wearing underwear, a wave of heat ran down your spine.
"You're shameless," you said, looking away from his erect cock, "you were in such a hurry to get to me that you forgot your underwear?"
Finally, his sweatpants were down, and you took his cock in your hands, causing Jungkook's hips to tremble slightly.
"I didn't forget. I just didn't want to wear it," he confessed. You bit your lip. You stroked him several times. Jungkook cursed quietly, and you enjoyed the look on his face.
You stroked him a few more times, exposing the head of his cock, from which precum was dripping. You gently touched it with your tongue, licking the white liquid. You felt its saltiness, then took it in your mouth and sucked.
"Fuck..." he said again, this time louder. You looked at him and saw him throw his head back on the seat and close his eyes. He moved his hips closer, spreading his legs wider so you could take him deeper, and you did as he wanted.
You opened your mouth as wide as possible and took him almost all the way in. Jungkook was big, and it was hard for you to keep your mouth open wide for long, but you were going to do everything you could to make him feel pleasure. You moved your head along its length. Your saliva mixed with his semen and began to drip from the corners of your lips and down your chin.
Jungkook raised his head. He watched you suck his cock and he swears that you look better maybe only when he's deep inside you and making you cum. His hand twisted your hair and held it to help you control your movements.
"Your mouth was made for my cock, baby," he said, leaning closer. His other hand rested behind your jaw, his fingers slipping around your ear. He threw his head back as you took him as deep as you could. Jungkook began to move his hips more actively, fucking your mouth. "Yes, fuck... don't stop... don't stop, fuck..." he moaned. You could feel your jaw aching, it was burning. Tears streamed down your cheeks and you felt him harden on your tongue.
You tried hard to bring Jungkook to orgasm. The sounds of slurping mixed with his low moans filled the entire space in the car. You worked with your mouth, but Jungkook didn't cum. You couldn't take it anymore, your jaw hurt, and you had to finish it as soon as possible. You found his balls with your hand and squeezed them lightly. He hissed somewhere above your head. A dirty curse escaped from his mouth. You realized that this was what was needed.
You ran your lips over his cock, massaging his balls. Jungkook's cock hardened as much as it could, and then you felt something salty spill into your throat. Jungkook did it so quickly that he didn't even warn you that he was coming.
His hips jerked, and warm semen dripped right onto your tongue. You swallowed everything, down to the last drop, until he stopped completely.
You finally let him go. You gathered the remaining semen that was dripping out with your fingers and licked them. Jungkook breathed deeply, looking at you adoringly. His cock glistened with your saliva.
He smiled contentedly, and you couldn't help but smile too. You knew you had done well. He grabbed your hand and pulled you to your feet. His hands quickly removed your jeans and underwear, leaving you with only your raised top. He sat you on his lap, squeezing your buttocks with his fingers. His lips found yours, and you felt all the gratitude for a good blowjob.
Your naked, wet pussy touched his cock, and something inside you fluttered. You had only had unprotected sex once before, and the sensations were crazy. You wanted to feel him again, for real, without barriers. Body to body, skin to skin. You were taking birth control pills, so the risk of getting pregnant during unprotected sex was minimal, even if he came inside you.
You moved your hips, stimulating his cock to become hard again. It was a must that he would fill you with his cock today. It worked, and in a few minutes you felt him hard and pressing against your pussy.
Jungkook separated your lips and lowered his eyes to them. He saw how they were swollen from frequent kisses.
"Get up, baby, I'll get a condom," he said gently. But you didn't move. You looked at his lips too and said.
"Maybe we can do without it today?" Your voice was breathless and trembling a little, but you were determined. Jungkook raised his eyebrows, unable to hide his surprise.
"Without a condom?" he asked. You shifted, squeezing his thighs with your knees.
"Yes. Let's do it without a condom," you confirmed.
Jungkook grunted, but his dark eyes already screamed that he wanted it.
"It's dangerous, baby," he said with a smile.
"Why?" you asked, looking at his beautiful face.
"Because if we start having unprotected sex, I won't be able to go back to condoms with you," Jungkook explained. You kissed him, then smiled as if challenging him.
"You won't have to go back to them if you don't want to,"
Jungkook squeezed your buttocks, pulling you closer. You gasped softly at this unexpected movement.
"You shouldn't talk like that. You shouldn’t trust me such that," his voice was serious and even a little harsh, but you felt a wave of emotions wash over you. Maybe you shouldn't have trusted him so much, but you did.
"Why are you so worried? We've already had unprotected sex," you reminded him.
"That was different. Back then, it was a spontaneous decision. Now we have sex very often. It could be risky,"
You smiled mockingly, understanding what he was hinting at.
"Are you afraid of becoming a father? I'm on birth control pills, and if you don't cum inside me, then everything will be safe and risk-free."
Jungkook looked at your lips and then slowly raised his eyes to you. His fingers found your entrance and plunged inside. An uncontrollable moan escaped your lips. He moved his fingers inside you, saying softly,
"What if I want to cum inside you?"
"Kook..." you whimpered, lowering your head and closing your eyes.
"Your pussy is so tight that I don't think I can control myself," he continued to fuck you with his fingers to stretch you to his size.
"You held back then..." you could barely say, feeling every movement of his fingers.
"Then you were just lucky," said Jongkook, and you felt him smile. You forced yourself to lift your head and open your eyes.
"Damn it, just come inside me. I want to feel you raw," you said. Jungkook grabbed you by the neck, pulling you toward him. His lips stopped a millimeter from yours.
"Are you sure? This is your last chance to think it through," he whispered hoarsely.
"I want you to cum inside me without a condom," you whispered right into his lips. And Jungkook seemed to go crazy.
He pounced on you with a kiss that made your head spin. His tongue found yours and mercilessly took possession of it. The thought of Jungkook entering you without a condom and this frenzied, passionate kiss made you wet even more.
Finally, when Jungkook had had his fill of your lips, he asked you to lift your hips. He rolled his cock and pressed it against your entrance. Jungkook told you to lower yourself slowly so it wouldn't hurt too much.
You grabbed his shoulders and began to slowly lower yourself. It still hurt, despite how much he had stretched you and how slowly you were going. His cock was large, and it caused some discomfort.
When you finally lowered yourself completely onto his length, you swore:
"Fuck..." slipped from your lips. The feeling of his unprotected cock was insanely pleasant. Jungkook also closed his eyes and moaned softly.
"Damn always so tight..." he whispered, opening his eyes. You made a movement and stopped. It was painful but at the same time incredibly pleasant.
"Come on, baby, give me a good ride," he said blissfully, staring into your face. You listened to him and started moving your hips.
His cock filled you completely, making your body tremble with every new movement. You dug your nails in into his shoulders, and he gritting his teeth, watched you rock on him, a hungry look in his eyes.
"Can you feel it?" Jungkook whispered hoarsely, sliding his hand down your stomach. He found your clitoris and massaged it several times. "Can you feel how deep I am inside you?"
You just nodded, your lips trembling, and a quiet, stifled moan escaped your throat. He was so deep that it felt like he was touching your soul. Your movements became faster, your body got used to his size, and instead of pain, now there was wave after wave of unbridled pleasure.
Jungkook took you by the hips, setting his own rhythm — harder, more commanding. His cock slid inside you so easily, as if your bodies were made for this union.
You felt the pulsating heat gathering in your lower abdomen. His hips slammed into yours with frenzied force, and his hands squeezed your buttocks so tightly that they seemed to leave marks.
"Jungkook, I..." you whispered breathlessly, your body trembling with the approaching orgasm.
"So soon, baby? Then give it to me. Let me feel you cum on my cock..."
His fingers found your clitoris again, and that was enough — you clenched around him, screaming as the orgasm washed over you like a wave, tearing your body apart in sweet agony.
"Oh, you're squeezing me so tight..." Jungkook moaned, "I'm going to cum inside you..." he warned, and after a series of deep thrusts, he gasped sharply and poured himself into you, filling you with his hot seed. You felt each thrust of his orgasm release a new portion. He remained inside you, not moving an inch. His forehead touched yours, his breath hot and heavy.
You fell onto his chest, still trembling from the afterglow, and he gently ran his fingers down your back.
"Damn, how sweetly you drive me crazy..." he whispered, still not pulling his cock out of you. You remained like that — fused, without barriers, for a while longer. And then you climbed off him. The car was fogged up, rain was falling outside the window, which you didn't even notice. You got dressed, and Jungkook turned you around to enjoy the taste of your lips once more. You kissed him, and your heart was racing.
This sex was different, more intimate. His lips moved against yours, and you felt that you didn't want him to take you home, that you wanted him to stay. You wanted him to stay with you forever. You wanted him to come not only at night or in the early morning. You fell in love with this guy and for the first time admitted it clearly to yourself.
This memory made you feel sick. You cried again, a lot and for a long time. You thought: when will this pain go away, it's so strong that you don't want to exist. You want your thoughts to disappear, you want your head to be empty.
It was already dark outside, and you were still lying on the couch, staring at the ceiling. Thoughts were swarming in your head — now mostly about the baby. You imagined how you would walk with a belly, how you would hold the baby in your arms. And you quietly thought about what you would name her... or him.
A few hours ago, Sajin called. She was worried about you and wanted to come over. But you lied — in a gentle, friendly tone, you said that you had slept well and were feeling better. Sajin believed you and said she would visit tomorrow.
You also spoke to your parents. But you couldn't bring yourself to tell them about the pregnancy.
It was late, you had just come out of the bathroom when the phone rang again. The screen displayed the name "Donmin." Only then did you remember that you hadn't answered him all day. Your heart sank. You pressed the green button and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Hello," you said.
"Finally," you heard Donmin's voice on the other end of the line, "You're still in Korea," he joked. You smiled.
"I'm sorry. I'm not feeling well today, so I hardly picked up my phone,"
"I was worried about you. You wrote yesterday that you were going to the doctor, and then you didn't reply to my texts all day. So I decided to come see you,"
You jumped to your feet.
"You're coming? Oh, Donmin, I'm sorry, I... you don’t need to worried. You don't need to come, I'm fine..."
"I'm very glad to hear that, Y/N. But what should I do, I'm already in your neighborhood. Should I turn around and leave? Or will you come out for 5 minutes and we can talk a little?"
"Okay..." you sighed. It would be rude to refuse him, especially since you had been ignoring him all day, and you know he genuinely cares. "I'll wait for you."
"I'll be there in 10 minutes," he said cheerfully and hung up.
You quickly changed out of your pajamas into sweatpants and a hoodie. It was cool outside because of the rain that had started in the evening. But before you could pull on your hoodie, there was a knock at the door. You were surprised — Donmin had promised to arrive in ten minutes, but only three had passed. You grabbed your phone and went to the door.
You opened it, expecting to see Donmin — but it wasn't him.
Jungkook was standing there dressed in all black, with a hood over his head that covered his face. You felt everything inside you tighten into a tight knot and it became difficult to breathe.
You looked at each other without breaking the silence that was too loud between you. You blinked a few times, thinking he was a hallucination, but he didn't disappear or turn into Donmin. It was Jungkook. He was at your door again. How long was he going to torment you with his appearances?
"Are you waiting for someone?" he asked, glancing at your figure.
"Yes. A friend is coming," you say, trying to sound firm. But inside, you're a storm of emotions. You look at the wounds on his face and your heart aches. You grip the door handle tightly so you don't lose control. "Why did you come? I thought we had resolved everything and agreed that you wouldn't show up anymore."
Jongkook sniffs air and bites his piercing. You look at his lips and then quickly look up at his eyes. He looks away, unable to meet your gaze for the first time.
"I don't know how I ended up here. My feet just brought me here..." Jungkook says in a quiet, low voice. You listen to your heart pounding against your chest. "When I saw you today... I lost control of myself," he says, looking into your eyes. It was difficult for you to hold back the tears that welled up when Jungkook appeared next to you. But you held yourself back as best you could. Hearing those words from him hurt more than any physical wound.
"You shouldn't be here..." you said with a trembling voice, "my friend is coming soon, and I don't want him to see you."
Jungkook was silent. You noticed how his face darkened, his lips forming a thin line. And then he took a step forward. You almost fainted — he was so close again. This warmth, this presence — everything you wanted. But that was exactly what you couldn't have.
Why is life so cruel?
The man you love madly is within breathing distance. But you can't touch him. You can't be with him.
"Baby... forgive me..." he said firmly, looking into your eyes one at a time, "I'm so sorry I'm not the man you deserve. I'm sorry I hurt you and that I still hurt you... I can't stop thinking about you. Every damn day since I left, you've been constantly on my mind and I can't do anything about it... I..." He touched you and you closed your eyes. You were happy. Terribly happy to hear that he was suffering too. That you weren't the only one carrying this love like a burden. But do you need that now?
"I have no right to be here with you, but this is all I want..." You felt him lean closer, and just no way to hold him back. He stopped a millimeter away and whispered right into your lips: "What have you done to me? I'm fucking in love with you," and the next moment he kissed you.
His kiss was frantic. Full of longing, unbearable love, pain that had been building up day and night. You felt his lips touch yours — at first cautiously, as if asking for permission, and then with a passion that seemed forbidden. He kissed you as if it were the last time, as if those few seconds could change everything.
Your fingers clenched the fabric of his black hoodie, and you responded to the kiss without thinking about anything else but him. But your body couldn't take it. You felt a wave of nausea. It was another bout of toxicosis. You pulled away from him abruptly, covered your mouth with your hand, and almost rushed to the bathroom.
"Hey!" Jungkook exclaimed anxiously and followed you.
You managed to run to the toilet and started vomiting. The yogurt you ate before bed came out. Jungkook knelt beside you, holding your hair with one hand and placing the other on your back.
When you felt a little better, you washed your face with cold water, hiding your face in your hands, trying to pull yourself together. Jungkook left silently and returned a minute later with a glass of water.
"Here you go," he said softly. You took the water with trembling hands and drank it carefully. He touched your forehead with his fingers.
"Are you feeling a little better?" he asked softly, with genuine concern. You nodded hastily.
"Yes, I think so... I think it was... got sick from the kimpab," you lied, trying not to meet his eyes so that he wouldn't even think it was toxicosis. "I ate it before bed... it must have been spoiled."
He seemed to believe you. He fell silent for a moment. Then he smiled a little and said with feigned calm:
"And I thought my kiss was so terrible..."
You laughed awkwardly, shaking your head. An uncomfortable silence ensued. You handed him the empty glass and walked past him back to the living room. You stopped by the sofa, and Jungkook followed you. You felt awkward. But he didn't seem to. You cleared your throat, which was hoarse from the fact that you had just strained it.
"Uh... I think you should go..."
Jungkook approached and stopped right in front of you.
"If I leave now... can we talk later?"
You didn't know what to say. He had just confessed his love, and your palms were damp with sweat from nerves. You lowered your eyes, wanting to step back, but he took a step forward.
"Jungkook..." you said quietly, "you really should go. My friend will be here soon. I don't know... maybe we can talk tomorrow..."
Jungkook wasn't listening anymore. He moved even closer and pinned you against the sofa, his body becoming a barrier you couldn't escape.
"Are you serious?" he hissed, his eyes burning. "Are you really going to meet some friend when I'm here, right in front of you, and I just told you that I'm fucking in love with you?"
You panicked. You couldn't talk to Jungkook right now because Donmin was about to show up any second.
"I can't cancel this meeting... I didn't know you were coming... and he was worried about me, so I have to reassure him..." You couldn't find the right words. Jungkook was annoyed, it was clear from his expression.
"What kind of friend comes so late? And worries about you?" he asked dryly, and you froze, sensing jealousy in his voice. You frowned, looking into his eyes, which were flashing with anger.
"The one who shouldn't worry you, because you're not my boyfriend," you said indignantly. Jungkook smiled slightly when he heard your words.
"Is that the clown you were with at the club?" he suggested. You tried to push Jungkook away to get away from him, but he leaned forward and you sat down on the back of the sofa. His hands rested on the sofa and he leaned closer. "Is he still hanging around you?"
"Jungkook..." you called him sternly, "Just go. I don't want to talk to you right now. And don't call my friend a clown. He's a decent, good person... and you're nobody to..." You didn't have time to finish as there was a knock at the door. It was Donmin. You and Jungkook turned around at the same time. The tension became unbearable. Jungkook looked back at you.
"I'll go and tell your friend not to worry about you anymore. And to stop even thinking about doing that," he said in an even but firm voice. Jungkook let go of you and walked decisively toward the door.
"No, Jungkook, wait!" You rushed after him, but he was already opening the door.
And right in front of him stood Donmin. With an umbrella in his hands. With a surprised, tense expression on his face. Donmin's gaze shifted from Jungkook to you. And you stood behind Jungkook, pale as a ghost.
"Hi," he said.
"Hi," Jungkook replied before you could open your mouth. "Are you my girlfriend's friend?" Jungkook asked with a slight smile.
"Jungkook, please," you whispered behind his back, but he didn't hear you.
Donmin held out his hand, looking at Jungkook and then at you.
"Yes, I'm Donmin. Your girlfriend's friend... and you, as I understand it, are her ex who can't forget the way to her house." Jungkook looked at his hand for a few seconds and then looked up. You felt your blood boil inside. Now that you knew who Jungkook really was, you were afraid that he might be unpredictable. You had never seen Jungkook angry before, and you definitely didn't like the look on his face as he stared at Donmin.
"Ex?" Jungkook repeated calmly, tilting his head slightly to the side, looking at Donmin as potential prey. "I didn't know we broke up. Did she tell you that?"
"Jungkook..." you said more harshly. It was becoming unbearable. The situation had reached a boiling point. He turned to you and you saw his eyes shining with anger and irritation, but he was skillfully hiding it.
"Did you really tell your friend that we broke up?" he asked. You wanted to say something, but Jungkook turned to Donmin, "By the way, do you always worry about her at night, or is today just an exception?"
Donmin took a step forward, no longer smiling.
"Listen, I don't know what's going on here, but I know she asked you not to show up — so just go. Why are you bothering her?"
Jungkook's smile faded. His face became cold and hard, like stone. His voice changed completely — it became even and steely.
"Bothering her?" he repeated. "Friend, let me explain to avoid any misunderstandings. She's not in the best condition today. I'm her boyfriend, not her ex, so you won't be 'worrying' about her so late anymore. Have I made myself clear?"
You began to shake with anger and excitement. What were they doing here?
"I'm her friend. And in all the time I've known her, she's never had a boyfriend. I know you disappeared, leaving her behind. We became close with Y/N. So I have the right to worry," Donmin said. "And I'm not going to argue with you at her door," he took a step forward and wanted to go in, but Jungkook gently but firmly placed his hand on his chest, stopping him.
"Actually... you won't have to argue because you're leaving now,"
"What?" Donmin protested.
"You heard me. She's not feeling well, but I'm here now. Your presence is unnecessary..."
You couldn't stand it and stepped between them.
"Donmin, please, can you go? I need to talk to Jungkook," you said. Your voice trembled, as did your whole body. Donmin looked at you for a few seconds, then glanced quickly at Jungkook.
"Are you sure?" he asked seriously.
"Yes, please, I really need to talk to him, so go. I'll call you tomorrow," you were shaking all over. The fear that Jungkook might do something to Donmin was ingrained in every cell of your body.
"Okay, Y/N. I'll wait for your call. But if anything happens, call me right away," he said. You felt Jungkook's chest touch your back, and his voice above your head was rough.
"Nothing will happen to make she call you. Good night, friend,"
You gave Jungkook an angry look, which he didn't even notice because he was looking at Donmin the whole time. Donmin didn't respond to Jungkook's provocation, just gave you one last look and left.
When Donmin disappeared from view, you pushed Jungkook in the chest, feeling intense anger. He took a few steps back when you pushed him with all your strength.
"What are you doing, idiot?" you shouted, unable to contain your emotions. "Why the hell did you make such a scene?" You approached him, pointing your finger at his face. "What a hell you my boyfriend you are? You've never been one!"
Silence hung over the room, thick as before a storm. Jungkook stood motionless, calmly accepting your blows — although something was boiling in his eyes. But he remained silent. And you couldn't stop.
"Never!" you repeated hoarsely, almost shouting. "We fucked. Yes, we were close. But that doesn't make you my boyfriend! What the hell, Jungkook?! We ended whatever relationship we had!!! And anyway... who are you to decide who can come to me and who can't?!"
"I love you and you're mine," he said decisively, approaching you. His words "you're mine" made your legs refuse to hold you up. "No other man will ever touch you again."
You shook your head, confused by the feelings Jungkook aroused in you. He was driving you crazy, and it was too much.
"Why?" you asked angry, "Why did you even come?"
Jungkook took another step toward you, but didn't touch you.
"I came because I can't live without you," he said hoarsely. "Because you're the only person who makes me unable to work, unable to sleep, unable to kill without a shadow of a doubt. Do you understand, Y/N? You've ruined me. I just... don't know what to do."
You turned away. You couldn't bear his gaze any longer. You couldn't tell him the truth. Not yet. But it was knocking in your throat like a nail.
"You're acting like you own me. I don't belong to you! We can't be together because I don't know you... I never really knew you, damn it," you said painfully. You felt terrible fatigue, fatigue from everything that had been happening in your life since Jungkook arrived. You loved him, but he turned your life into hell.
Jungkook took another step toward you. You felt your heart begin to beat even faster. But not from fear. From something else. From the same damn closeness that had once drawn you to him.
"You know me, baby," his voice became low, hoarse, and husky again from restrained emotions. You stood as if nailed to the floor. Your heart was pounding in your ears. He was so close that you could hear his breath, see his lips move, feel his fingers clench. Jungkook was tense, like a string. "I was myself with you,"
"You lied to me," you interrupted, looking angrily into his eyes.
"I didn't lie. I didn't tell you, and that's different," he defended himself.
"No, Jungkook, they're not different things! Hiding the truth with lies or silence doesn't change the fact. You can easily kill someone and think it's normal, but for me it's unacceptable. I don't want to spend my whole life fearing for my life because one of your enemies wants revenge, or hiding my whole life so that no one finds out about us. I want a normal life, a normal boyfriend, a husband, not all this..."
Silence fell again — this time deafening, almost painful. You stood in front of him, your eyes red, breathing heavily, as if you had just run out of a burning house. And in a sense, that was exactly what it was. Jungkook was a fire. Beautiful, dazzling, dangerous.
He was silent. He just stared. There was pain in his eyes. So much that you felt it like a blow. And yet you didn't back down.
"Go," you said, quietly but clearly. "Go, Jungkook. Please. And don't come to me anymore... forget the way to my house." These words flew out of you like shards of glass that you yourself had swallowed. And each one hurt. But they had to be said. Because if not, you would drown. In him. In all of this. He looked at you for a few more seconds. Long seconds. Then he lowered his eyes and, without a word, turned and walked away. All you could hear was his heavy footsteps echoing in your head.
When you were left alone, the silence became unbearable. It cut you. It breathed down your back, into your chest, into your neck. It was as if the world you had so longed for — peaceful, safe, normal — had suddenly turned out to be empty.
Without him.
You sank to the floor, unable to stand. Your shoulders shook, and tears streamed down your cheeks.
"Idiot..." you whispered through your sobs. "Damned, beloved idiot..."
You covered your face with your hands, trying to muffle the sound of your own crying. But your emotions burst out like a broken dam: fear, anger, love, guilt, pain.
He hurt you. Very badly. But for some reason, now that he was gone, you felt most acutely how much you loved him. And how deeply this truth tore you apart.
And the fact that you were pregnant with his child made the whole situation even more complicated. You put one hand on your stomach, as if you could feel your child inside you. Tears mixed with whispers:
"I don't know what to do either..."
You sat in front of the TV, holding a bucket of pistachio ice cream balanced on a pillow comfortably placed on your legs. Each bite of ice cream melted in your mouth, bringing fleeting joy. The sweet taste and coolness helped you forget, if only for a moment, everything that was buzzing in your head. A drama was unfolding on the screen — the main character was suffering from the bullying of her boss, the CEO, who was the hottest man in the entire series. It was obvious that they would become a couple.
"First he says you're useless, and then he'll run after you like a puppy. Why are these men so complicated?" You snorted at your own comment, but inside you felt your thoughts trying to return to Jungkook again and again. His visit a few days ago, his words, his gaze — it was all like a shadow clinging to you, even though you tried to shake it off. You took a deep breath, stuffed another spoonful of ice cream into your mouth, and thought that now you had a child to take care of. And that was your most precious thing right now. You decided it was time to shift your focus — to yourself, to the future, to the baby who was already a part of you.
Your thoughts were interrupted by a memory of a conversation with Donmin. The day after that night, you dialed his number, feeling your throat tighten with awkwardness. "Donmin, I'm sorry about yesterday," you said, trying to sound calm. "Jungkook... we have a complicated relationship, but we broke up. For good." He replied that he was worried that Jungkook would hurt you, but you assured him that he would never do that. At least, not physically. Donmin suggested meeting for coffee, but you postponed the meeting, citing "food poisoning" and feeling unwell. "Give me a couple of days, and we'll definitely go," you said, and he agreed, though there was a slight sadness in his voice.
Suddenly, your phone vibrated on the sofa, pulling you out of your thoughts. You glanced at the screen — a message from Sajin. You slowly, even bored, picked up your phone, thinking she was just asking how you were doing. You opened the chat and your eyes widened: on the screen was a photo of her hand with a sparkling ring. The ice cream bucket almost slipped out of your hands, and you gasped. With trembling hands, you found her number and dialed it.
"Girl, is this a photo from Pinterest or are you really getting married?" you exclaimed when she picked up the phone. She laughed, and her laughter was so contagious that you couldn't help but smile even wider.
"Jimin proposed!" she said, her voice ringing with joy. "Today on the waterfront. He got down on one knee, can you believe it? I even cried!"
You both squealed with excitement. You listened as she recounted how he had lured her to the waterfront when she didn't want to go, and how nervous Jimin's voice had been when he took out the ring. Her joy warmed your heart, and you said sincerely,
"Sajin, I'm so happy for you! You and Jimin are just perfect together." She thanked you and then gently asked how you were feeling.
"Everything's fine," you replied, trying to sound carefree, "Well, except for the toxicosis, which comes and goes." You didn't mention that Jungkook had come over. Now was not the right time to talk about him. You didn't want to spoil her moment with your confused feelings.
You chatted a little more, then said goodbye. The news of Sajin and Jimin's engagement warmed you all day, and you even caught yourself dreaming of the same happiness — simple, without the shadows of the past.
That evening, your phone vibrated again. It was Sajin.
"Y/N, Jimin and I have decided to throw an engagement party!" she said, her voice excited. "So I wanted to invite you because... I can't do it without my maid of honor..."
You froze, and your heart began to beat faster.
"Sa... maid of honor... Do you really want me to be it?" You were touched that your friend wanted you to be her maid of honor.
"Yes, I don't just want you to be my maid of honor, you will be and that's final," she said with a smile.
"By then, I’ll already be showing a big bump when you get married," you said.
"We haven't set a date for the wedding yet, but if you're uncomfortable because of your big bump, I'll convince Jimin to get married before you get uncomfortable," Sajin assured you. You laughed into the phone.
"What are you talking about? It's your wedding, you don't have to adjust it to suit me..."
"You know, my dear, that I would do anything that you will be my maid of honor," your friend said decisively. You laughed again.
"You're crazy..."
Your friend laughed just as hard.
"Yes, I am. So, what do you say? Will you come tomorrow?" She sounded excited again.
"Of course I'll come," you said happily.
"I knew you wouldn't say no," Sajin cleared her throat and then began timidly, "Y/N, dear, we're not going to invite many people. Jimin wants to invite his friends, remember the ones who were at my birthday party?"
You remembered the five guys who were Jimin's best friends.
"Yes, I remember them."
"So they'll all be there and... you know..." She began to mumble, and you instantly guessed why she was doing so, but you didn't interrupt her with your guesses. You remained silent, waiting for her to talk about him. "Jimin also invited Jungkook..." You remained silent, not reacting out loud, although you felt pricked at your heart, "but it's not certain that he'll be there. I'm not sure if he'll come because Jimin said he has some 'business' to attend to. But Jimin try to persuaded him, and, well, you know, he invited all his friends, so I couldn't tell him not to invite him..."
You felt your heart racing and a struggle erupted in your head. You didn't want to see him. You didn't want to feel that whirlwind of emotions he caused again. But deep down, you knew you were lying to yourself — you desperately wanted to see him, even if only for a moment, even if only from a distance. Even though you were angry with him for his last visit.
"It's okay, Sajin," you said, forcing your voice to sound confident. "I'll come. If he's there, I'll just ignore him. And I won't stay long, because the smell of food and alcohol makes me nauseous."
Sajin exhaled with relief.
"I love my understanding bestie! I'll be there so he doesn't even think about coming over. I promise!" she said, and you both laughed, although your smile was a little tense.

You stood in front of the mirror, taking one last look at yourself. The summer cappuccino-colored dress gently hugged your waist, hiding your still-imperceptible belly. You reassured yourself that you would be able to ignore him, if he was there, of course. You told yourself you didn't want to see him, but a small, treacherous part of you trembled with anticipation.
You arrived at Jimin's house as the sun was setting, flooding the backyard with warm golden light. The yard was decorated with garlands swaying between the trees, and in the center stood a long table with snacks, drinks, miniature cakes, and various appetizers. Music played from the speakers—light house mixed with pop hits, creating a relaxed atmosphere.
You arrived before the party started. Your dress swayed in the light evening breeze, and you tried your best to contain your emotions. You congratulated Sajin and Jimin on their engagement. After that, you went to greet the guests and your acquaintances. Your gaze constantly wandered, searching for him. But Jungkook was not there. Your heart sank in a mixture of relief and disappointment. You had hoped he would come, even though you were afraid of this meeting.
You took a glass of non-alcoholic cocktail — you avoided alcohol because of your pregnancy — and walked to the edge of the courtyard, where it was a little quieter. From there, you could see the garden lit up with fairy lights, and you tried to focus on the music, your friends' laughter, anything but him. But your disappointment grew.
"He's not coming," you thought, and the thought stung.
Half an hour later, Sajin called you to help carry another plate of snacks from the kitchen. You followed her, trying to hide your sadness. The kitchen was noisy: several of Jimin's friends were joking around as they opened another bottle of wine, and Sajin was bustling about, giving instructions. You took the plate of canapés and were already heading back to the yard when the door opened and Jiminwalked in. And behind him was Jungkook.
You froze. His dark eyes immediately found yours, and the world around you seemed to slow down. He was standing there in a denim jacket and black T-shirt under that hugged his body and jeans, with the same tattoos on his arm that you loved to run your fingers over. His gaze was intense, as if he saw only you among all the guests. You felt your heart pounding, and your fingers gripped the plate so tightly that you were afraid you would crush it.
Jungkook didn't take his eyes off you, and you noticed his lips twitch slightly, as if he wanted to smile but was holding himself back. Jimin, oblivious to the tension, tell to everyone in the kitchen loudly:
"Hey, where did you get this wine? It was for a special occasion,"
"Isn't an engagement party a special occasion?" Yoongi asked sarcastically.
Sajin turned around when she noticed Jungkook.
"Jungkook! You came after all!" she exclaimed, rushing towards him, and you could hear fake happiness in her voice. She knew what was going on between you two, and you knew that your friend didn't want Jungkook to come. He hugged her lightly, smiling.
"How could I miss your engagement, Sa?" he said, his voice as Sajin's. "Congratulations. Jimin is a lucky man."
Sajin thanked him as she returned to the table to continue preparing the food, casting you a worried glance.
"Hi," you heard Jungkook's voice nearby. While you were looking at Sajin, you didn't notice him approaching. You swallowed, trying to control yourself.
"Hi," you replied, feeling your voice tremble. Your emotions were on edge, but you forced yourself to smile, even though it came out crooked.
He held your gaze for a moment longer, as if trying to read your thoughts, then nodded and walked over to the other guests, greeting his friends. His movements were confident, but you noticed him glancing at you from time to time. Each glance burned, as if reminding you of everything that had happened between you.
Sajin turned to you, her eyebrows slightly raised.
"Are you okay?" she asked quietly, touching your elbow. You forced yourself to nod, even though your chest was burning.
"Yes, I'm fine," you lied, lowering your eyes to the plate in your hands.
She narrowed her eyes, clearly not believing you, but didn't press the issue.
"All right, but if you need anything, I'm here. Come on, let's put this on the table."
You followed her, feeling his presence weighing on you like an invisible burden. A few minutes later, Jungkook, Jimin, Yoongi, and Namjoon appeared in the courtyard. He laughed with his friends, raising his glass, but you knew his eyes were still searching for you. And you weren't sure you could get through the evening.

Sajin stayed close to you most of the time, making sure you felt comfortable. She knew this evening wasn't easy for you. But with every passing minute, she began to be distracted by other guests. Greetings, conversations — she became the center of attention, as befits a bride.
And at some point, you were left alone.
In fact, it was a relief. Finally, you didn't have to pretend. You didn't have to smile cheerfully at Sajin, assuring her that everything was fine. Because it wasn't. Inside, you were in turmoil — every minute that Jungkook was nearby, every glance you caught out of the corner of your eye — it all tore you apart.
You slowly approached the drinks table, grabbed a bottle of water, feeling your palm tremble slightly as you opened the cap. You took a sip and suddenly heard a familiar voice.
"Y/N, are you hiding from the fun?" Turning around, you saw Jimin walking towards the table with a broad smile, and next to him were Jungkook. Your heart skipped a beat, but you forced yourself to remain casual, clutching the cold bottle in your hand.
"No, I'm not hiding, I'm waiting for Sajin," you said, the first thing that came to mind. You forced yourself to smile, ignoring the burning gaze of Jungkook, who was standing nearby and not taking his eyes off you.
"You look so tired," Jimin remarked.
"Yes, I came to see you after work, it was a stressful day," you smiled awkwardly, continuing to lie.
Jungkook was silent, but you could feel his presence, like an electric charge in the air. You noticed that Jungkook hadn't approached you all evening, obviously respecting your boundaries.
You glanced at him quickly when he approached the table, picked up a bottle of whiskey, and poured himself a glass. His movements were calm, but you noticed how his fingers clenched the glass slightly. Jimin, seeing this, exclaimed cheerfully,
"Hey, Jungkook, pour me one too. Look at him, he didn't even offer!"
Jungkook grunted briefly as he poured whiskey into Jimin's glass.
"Here you go, groom," he said with a barely noticeable smile, but his gaze returned to you. You looked away, focusing on your conversation with Jimin.
"By the way, why are you drinking water?" Jimin suddenly noticed. "It's a party!" He quickly took a glass of champagne from the table and handed it to you. "Here, take it, let's drink together!"
You didn't take the glass and were about to lie about you had food poisoning when suddenly Sajin appeared out of nowhere. She quickly snatched the glass from Jimin's hands, her eyes flashing with indignation.
"Are you crazy? She can't drink alcohol right now!" she exclaimed, putting the glass back on the table.
Jimin and Jungkook froze, their eyes instantly shifting from Sajin to you. Jimin raised his eyebrows in surprise.
"Why can’t?" he asked, clearly confused.
You felt your heart pound, and Sajin hesitated for a moment. Her eyes darted to you, as if she were asking for help. So you quickly spoke up.
"I had food poisoning, so I don't drink alcohol," you said and saw your friend's face relax. You also knew that Jungkook remembered how you vomited in front of him a few days ago and would probably believe this lie. But his gaze was too intense, as if he sensed that there was more to it.
Fortunately, Jimin didn't ask any questions.
"Oh, Y/N, I'm sorry, I didn't know! How are you now? Are you feeling okay?" he asked with sincere concern.
"Everything's fine, don't worry," you replied, forcing your voice to sound confident, even though you were trembling inside. Jungkook's gaze became insistent, and you felt like there was nowhere to hide from him.

Your phone showed 2% battery. You went to your car to get your charger because you weren't ready to go home yet, even though you probably needed to rest. But for some reason, you wanted to stay at the party longer.
You told Sajin that you would be back soon and left the yard, feeling relieved by the silence and cool night air.
Once on the road, you noticed Jungkook and Taehyung standing leaning against the fence. They were smoking cigarettes, their voices were quiet, but you could hear snippets of their conversation — something about mutual acquaintances and some "business."
You glanced at them quickly, trying not to attract attention, and walked to the car parked near the house.
Opening the door, you bent down to get the charger from the glove compartment. Your heart was racing, and you tried to focus on what you were doing, but suddenly you heard footsteps behind you. Turning around, you saw Jungkook. He was walking toward you slowly, smoking a cigarette. You closed the door of your car and wanted to go, listening to your pulse pounding in your temples, but Jungkook approached, blocking your way to the house.
"How are you feeling?" he asked in his usual voice. You tried not to look at him so that he wouldn't notice your nervousness.
"I'm fine," you lied for the hundredth time that evening. You tried to take a step forward, but Jungkook took a step with you. You tried again, and Jungkook did the same. You gave him an angry look, but he just tilted his head back and exhaled the last puff of smoke from his cigarette into the air. You watched the smoke from his cigarette dissolve into the air, just like your desire to walk away from him. Too faster.
Jungkook finished his cigarette and threw it on the asphalt, crushing it with his massive sneaker. He looked into your eyes, and you saw what you were most afraid to see — determination mixed with impatience. But he remained calm on the outside, only the corners of his lips curving into a slight smile.
"How long are you going to keep ignoring me?" he asked you directly. You raised your eyebrows in indignation.
"To the rest of my life, because you didn't understand all the words I said to you before," your voice sounded dry, but inside you were trembling. Jungkook snorted.
"Can you really do it?" he asked again, but more softly, more playfully. Your heart fluttered. You both knew it would be difficult for you, but you assured yourself that you could do it.
"I can," you said decisively, looking into his shining eyes. Jungkook looked at your face for a moment, then took a slow step toward you. You felt his perfume hit your nostrils. That scent that drives you crazy. Jungkook leaned toward your face, leaving only a few inches between you.
"So you really think you can find another man? Date him...?" His low bass voice echoed in every cell of your body. You instinctively took a step back, but Jungkook stepped forward, unwilling to lose your closeness. "He'll fuck you, you'll have fun on dates... and you think he'll be better than me?"
You froze when you felt yourself bump into your car. Jungkook placed both hands on either side of your face. You were burning with his closeness, his voice, his scent. He was close, but you couldn't even allow yourself to touch him, even though that was the most you wanted to do right now. You forced yourself to look away from his inviting lips and said with a smile.
"Yes," your answer is like a knife in heart, "I'll be able to find a guy who doesn't come over at night and who doesn't just want to fuck me. And when he shows up, I'll quickly forget about you..." you said what you wanted, but even you were hurt by those words, because you don't want any other man but Jungkook, but you can't be with him. Even though you are pregnant with his child. This fact makes you feel happy because a part of Jungkook will always be with you.
Jungkook, hearing your words and seeing your smile, felt himself losing any remaining self-control. He leaned in, pressing his body against yours. You felt his warm body warming you from the night wind.
"You little liar. Even if you find such a jerk, you won't stop loving me," he looked alternately into your eyes and and then at lips, "And the ironic thing is that I feel the same way. I will never be able to love anyone else because I have never loved anyone… but you. You... you are the only one who has touched my heart."
You closed your eyes as you listened to his words. It was both euphoric and cursed. It was a dream to hear such words from him, but what now? Your relationship is doomed to failure... Jungkook kills people and is involved in crime. You're not sure you can handle these things.
You felt his fingers touch your jaw. He gently, almost weightlessly, ran them along your jaw, down to your neck.
"What should we do, baby? What should we do with the love we have?"
You didn't know what to do. In fact, you didn't have a single useful thought, because the only thing you could think about was Jungkook and his closeness. Desire flared between your thighs, and you wanted to hit yourself for the fact that your feelings were still so strong. They hadn't diminished one bit, but seemed to have only intensified.
"I don't know," you whispered, opening your eyes. Jungkook was leaning over you. His breath burned your lips. He smelled of whiskey and cigarettes. Your breathing quickened.
The next moment, you felt his lips on yours. Everything disappeared for a moment. The sounds, the wind, the asphalt. All you could feel were his lips touching yours. He didn't hold back, deepening the kiss, kissing you greedily, intertwining your tongues. You felt a throbbing between your legs, and you became wet. Jungkook's hand found your buttock under your dress. He squeezed your skin hard, digging his nails into your buttock. You kissed him, enjoying every movement. You missed him so much, his lips, his hands that explored every curve of your body.
In an instant, you forgot everything that had happened between you and how difficult it was. All that mattered now was him.
Jungkook had no intention of ending this hot and desperate kiss. His teeth bit your lower lip, almost painfully, and let it go with a soft, wet smack, he immediately kissed you again. His hands became bolder, and the next moment you felt his palm slip under your underwear. When he touched your center, you gasped. You felt how wet you were on his fingers.
You broke the kiss, breathing rapidly, and tried not to moan.
"Kook..." you called him, squeezing his broad shoulders until your fingers turned white. He stimulated your clitoris while his lips hotly touched your neck, leaving wet marks. He couldn't stop. He wanted you because he missed you so much. "They might... they might see us," you whispered.
"You're dripping on my fingers, how can I stop, baby?" he asked right into your lips. Your body trembled from his touch, and your mind clouded over, as if the whole world had narrowed to his fingers, which caressed you confidently. Jungkook didn't stop, his movements were rhythmic, insistent. His words buzzed in your head, and you felt a wave of pleasure rolling in stronger and stronger.
"Jungkook... we can't... not here," you whispered, but your voice was weak, almost pleading. You wanted him to stop, but at the same time you begged him to continue. Your body betrayed you, responding to his every movement, and you knew he could feel it.
He raised his head, his eyes shining in the darkness, filled with desire.
"Screw it," he whispered hoarsely, his fingers quickening their rhythm, making you gasp. "You see, baby, here's the truth... You can lie to yourself, but your body knows the truth. You're mine, and I'll do whatever it takes to keep us together."
His words hit you like an electric shock, mixing fear and euphoria. You couldn't respond — your hips trembled, and a wave of orgasm washed over you suddenly, making you moan softly. You clung to his denim jacket, burying your face in his shoulder to muffle the sounds. Jungkook held you by the waist while you came to your senses. His breath was hot against your ear, and you could feel him smiling.
He moved away and finally took his hand off your underwear. He brought his finger, which had been on your pussy a moment ago, to his lips and licked it, never taking his satisfied gaze off you.
He licked his finger, then pressed it to your lips again. You could taste a faint hint of yourself on his tongue.
Jungkook broke the kiss. He adjusted your dress and his T-shirt. You followed his movements and when you looked down at his jeans, you saw a bulge that was too noticeable. Jungkook noticed where you were looking and, meeting your concerned gaze, said:
"I'll calm down, don't worry, baby, I won't go to the guests with a hard on."
He smiled broadly, and you couldn't help but smile at his comment. But when the smile slipped from your lips, you finally realized what had just happened.
Your body was still buzzing from the post-orgasmic sensations, and your cheeks were burning. You nervously squeezed the charger you had been holding all this time, feeling shame and desire fighting inside you. How could he? Just bring you to the edge here on the road by your car, as if it cost him nothing? He was always like that, not caring about the situation around him. If he wanted it, it happened anywhere.
"You go first, I'll have a smoke," Jungkook said, pulling you out of your thoughts. You shook your head, glanced at him briefly, and quickly walked away without even turning around.
You returned to the party, holding the charger tightly, but you no longer needed it.
The music and voices of the guests blended into a single hum, the party continued, and you tried to look normal. But every time you caught a glimpse of Jungkook, who returned to the courtyard ten minutes after you, your cheeks flushed, and you looked away. He was standing with his friends, holding a glass of whiskey, and you noticed his lips curving into a sly smile when he caught your gaze. He knew what you were thinking about him. He knew you couldn't forget that moment by the car. And that annoyed you even more.
Sajin turned to you when she saw you standing by the snack table, and her eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"Are you okay? You look kind of... red," she said, touching your shoulder.
You realized you wanted to go home. Jungkook's presence and what he had done to you made you feel tense. Sajin looked at you with concern, but fortunately she didn't notice your and Jungkook's simultaneous absence. You couldn't tell her what had happened. Not now, when she was beaming with happiness at her party.
"If honesty, Sa... I'm tired... I think it's time for me to go," you said softly, feigning disappointment. Sajin pouted and hugged you.
"I'm sad... but your health comes first! If you're tired, then you really should go home and rest," she leaned in and kissed you on the cheek, "You stayed longer than you promised, and that made me happy."
You smiled your warmest smile.
"Actually, I'm the one who's happy. I'm very happy for you and Jimin. You two are such a beautiful couple. I really want you to carry your love through your whole life."
Sajin was touched by your words and hugged you tightly again.
"I want that kind of happiness for you too..." She glanced to the side, and you guessed that she was looking at Jungkook. You restrained yourself from looking in his direction. "And I know you'll find a worthy man who will love you."
You smiled awkwardly, feeling like a criminal who had committed a terrible crime. You didn't want anyone else, really, you wanted Jongkook to be that worthy man for you, but life likes to play jokes, especially on you.
You said goodbye to Jimin and a few other guests, avoiding Jungkook, and quickly went to the car. Driving home, you could feel his touch still burning on your skin, and his words spinning in your head.

When you got home, the first thing you did was take a shower. The hot water ran over your skin, but it couldn't wash away the feeling of his fingers, his lips, his voice. You closed your eyes, and the memories flooded back. How he kissed you, how his hands squeezed your thighs, how he brought you to orgasm by the car. Your body burned with desire again, and you were angry with yourself for it. Why can't you just forget him? Why does your heart still yearn for him, despite everything?
After getting out of the shower, you went to bed, but sleep wouldn't come. You tossed and turned, trying in vain to fall asleep. Several hours passed, and you tried to distract yourself with your phone, but even that didn't help. You put your phone on the bedside table and stared at the ceiling, your thoughts returning to Jungkook.
Was there even the slightest hope of being together? His words — "I'll do everything to make us be together" — sounded so sincere that for the first time you felt hope stirring inside you. What if he could change? Give up his dark deeds, leave that world that scares you? You put your hand on your stomach, feeling the warmth under your fingers. How would he react if he found out you were pregnant? Would it change him? Would he want to be with you and the baby?
But fear prevailed. What if he didn't change? What if he continued to lie, kill, disappear? What if one day he just left you, as he had done before? You were afraid, but he was everything you wanted. His eyes, his voice, his touch — it was all part of you, and you couldn't deny it.
You got out of bed, feeling anxiety tighten your chest, and went to the living room and grabbed your bag. You went back to the bedroom looking for the ultrasound photo you had left there.
After taking the picture, you sat down on the bed and stared at the small gray circle for a long time. You stroked it with your fingers, as if trying to feel a connection with the child — your child with him. You pressed the photo to your chest, and tears rolled down your cheeks.
"What should I do? I love him," you whispered, addressing no one in particular.
Suddenly, you heard a knock at the door. Your heart stopped. For a few seconds, you sat motionless, listening to your own heartbeat. You thought you had imagined it, but the knock repeated itself, and this time it sounded clearer.
You knew who it could be. You quickly put the photo back in your bag, leaving it on the bedside table, and ran to the door, quickly wiping tears from eyes. You were in such a hurry that you didn't even glance at the digital clock in the living room.
It was 4:15.
Your breathing became ragged, your hand trembled as you touched the doorknob. You held your breath and opened the door.
Jungkook. He stood in the doorway, his dark eyes shining in the semi-darkness, a slight, almost tender smile playing on his lips. He didn't look drunk, but the fatigue in his eyes was noticeable — as if he hadn't slept, just like you. His black hoodie was slightly wrinkled, and the tattoos on his arm looked even more striking in the dim light.
"Don’t sleep?" he asked. You pressed your lips together, nervous about his appearance.
"I couldn't sleep," you said truthfully.
"I know you said to forget the way to your house," he began, his voice was piercing. "But I can't listen to you..." He smiled, and you felt butterflies in your stomach. You swear that no one in the world has a more beautiful smile than this man.
You looked at him and saw that he wasn't giving up, despite all your words, despite your attempts to push him away. And with each visit, your wall of resistance crumbled more.
"Once you forgot for a few months," you said ironically.
He touched the door, pushing it slightly to enter, and approached you. The scent of his perfume and the faint aroma of cigarette smoke hit your nostrils, and you felt your knees weaken.
"I never forgot," he said seriously. "From our first day together until today, I've been here every night."
You almost choked on his confession. Jungkook approached you with slow steps, and you already knew you had surrendered. He took the last step that brought him very close to you, and in the next moment, his lips covered yours. The kiss was slow but deep, full of passion. You responded, unable to resist, your arms wrapped around his neck, and his fingers squeezed your buttocks, pulling you closer. His tongue intertwined with yours, and you felt the heat spread throughout your body.
His kiss was insatiable, but not at all rushed. He seemed to savor every moment, every breath between you, while your body burned in his embrace. As always when he kissed you, you lost all sense of reality. There was only his presence, his lips, his hands, which made you forget everything else in the world.
Jungkook led you to the bedroom. He knew this route so well because he had led you there dozens of times when he came over.
When you reached the bed, his hands slid under your thin house top, baring your skin. He laid you on the bed, hastily removing his black hoodie and tossing it aside. His hoodie knocked over the bag you had left on the bedside table, but neither of you noticed. All that mattered was the two of you, here, now.
Jungkook climbed on top of you, pressing down with his weight. He kissed you on the lips, completely taking possession of your mouth, then slowly moved down to your neck. He kissed you, savoring every inch of your body, unable to believe that this was real. That after so long, he was with you again.
His lips moved even lower. He leaned on his knees and hands, as if bowing before you. He took your nipple into his mouth and sucked on it. Jungkook's tongue circled your sensitive nipple, caressing it gently, and you arched towards him, unable to hold back the moan that escaped your throat.
He made you forget everything — who you were, what was happening between you, that tomorrow would bring another day with its dark side. Now there was only him, his hot breath on your skin, his tongue mercilessly yet gently circling your nipple, bringing you to the brink.
You dug your fingers into his hair, pulling him closer to you, feeling your whole body tense with new waves of pleasure. He knew you, knew your every weak spot and took advantage of it — slowly, boldly, with his characteristic confidence. As if you had always been and would always be his alone.
"You're so delicious..." he whispered, lightly flicking his tongue across the sensitive skin under your breasts, and rose again to your face. His fingers slid down between your legs, and he paused for a moment, looking into your eyes. Then he slowly slid his hand under your pajama shorts and underwear.
Your stomach tightened as his fingers entered you slowly, carefully, with an attention that made you writhe with pleasure. Your head fell back on the pillow, and a moan dissolved into the air as you closed your eyes, enjoying what Jungkook was doing to you.
"I missed this," he murmured, kissing your shoulder, your neck, and slowly moving his fingers inside you. "Your body... your moans... the way you sigh my name when you can't take it anymore."
You bit your lip, trying to restrain yourself, but to no avail. His touch was gentle but confident, as always. He brought you to the brink and then pulled back, as if teasing you. He liked to see you weak with desire, beneath him — devoted, hot, your eyes full of longing.
When your back arched, he abruptly withdrew his fingers, causing you to moan in disappointment. He hastily removed your shorts and underwear in one motion, and they fell to the floor. A moment later, his tongue moved lower, and a wave of excitement spread through you. All you could do was tremble and dig your fingers into the sheet again.
His tongue licked your clitoris with incredible tenderness. The smooth movements of his tongue made your body contract with pleasure. Jungkook grabbed your hips and you spread your legs wider, opening yourself up to him like a book.
He added his fingers to your passage, moaning in front of your pussy. Jungkook pressed against your clitoris, licking it and simultaneously fucking your passage with two fingers.
You moaned out loud from the sensation his skilled tongue gave you. You hadn't felt this vulnerable in a long time. You couldn't remember the last time he made you feel this way — completely, without shame, without restraint.
You clenched the sheets tightly, knowing that this was the moment. When the orgasm overwhelmed you, you couldn't hold back a cry — muffled, stifled, almost pleading. Jungkook didn't stop — he felt your clitoris twitch, and with a slow, very slow movement of his tongue, he made you stay at the peak longer than you realized. And only when you opened your eyes, barely breathing, did he get up, slowly wiping his chin with the back of his hand from your juices. His tongue licked his lips, taking every last drop of yours.
Jungkook leaned toward you, gently touching your lips—first softly, almost imperceptibly, then deeper, wetter, with the passion you had just felt between your legs. His taste mingled with yours, bringing you to a new level of arousal, as if what had just happened wasn't enough.
"Damn… You're so beautiful," he whispered into your kiss, sliding his hand up your stomach until he found your breasts — large, heavy, sensitive after orgasm. His thumb slowly circled your nipple, and you moaned again, pressing yourself into the bed, unable to control anything anymore.
His gaze was hungry. He no longer just wanted you — he needed you. Having undressed completely, Jungkook lay down between your spread legs, gently but with a determination that always made you tremble.
"I want you so badly..." he growled, and his cock, large and hard, touched your wet entrance.
Jungkook smeared the head of his cock across your pussy, the excess moisture proving how much you wanted him.
He took his time, and it made you frustrated.
"Kook... come in," you moaned. Jungkook leaned over you. You saw his sly smile, which meant he was going to tease you.
"You want my cock? You're so needy?" He leaned close to your ear, still pressing his cock against you but not entering you. "Like a whore?" he whispered. Hearing him call you a whore made your walls tighten. It turned you on even more. You remembered how he first called you a "whore" during sex, and you realized that coming from his mouth, it sounded so hot and not offensive at all. Being a whore for him was your pleasure. He called you that when you made love, but not often, so if he called you a "whore" now, it meant he was aroused to the point of no return.
"Yes," you said, breathing quickly and deeply, "your whore wants your cock."
Jungkook stretched his lips into a quick, sly smile. You felt him press against your entrance, and the next moment he sharply thrust into you, causing pain mixed with sweet pleasure.
You dug your nails into his shoulders, feeling how tense and strong they were.
Jungkook froze inside you. He sighed lowly, his voice vibrating against your ear. In a few seconds, he rose and withdrew almost completely, then entered you slowly, inch by inch, moaning into your lips as you pulled him by the shoulders.
Jungkook kissed you as he moved inside you. You finally belonged to each other again. Your kisses became chaotic, and Jungkook's movements became more rhythmic.
Your body accepted him greedily, dissolving into who he was with every thrust.
"Fuck, baby..." Jungkook moaned, feeling the tightness of your pussy. "Yes, it’s so good..." He fucked you, and you couldn't get enough of the feeling of his cock inside you. His strong body pressed against yours, and his breathing became heavier.
He continued to move inside you, igniting your entire being. A pleasant pleasure pierced your thighs, and his closeness was also intoxicating. Jungkook suddenly stopped, pulled out of you, knelt down, and with one easy movement, as if you weighed nothing, turned you onto your stomach.
Your hair covered your eyes, and you tried to brush it aside. You felt his knees pressing against the sides of your thighs as he leaned down to kiss your shoulders and back. His palms lifted your pelvis slightly, and he entered you. This angle always feels so deep.
Jungkook lay on top of you, and you felt his weight pressing pleasantly against your back. His hands were near your breasts, touching them slightly. You grabbed the pillow and squeezed it, trying to ease your discomfort.
Jungkook made his first deep thrust and you could barely breathe. The way his cock felt from this angle clouded your consciousness. He made another deep, slow thrust and you felt his breathing tremble. He was enjoying himself. Move by move, he sped up, and you began to feel blissful pleasure fill you completely. Jungkook began to move quickly, so sharply that you couldn't hold back your loud moans. He put his hands on yours and moved mercilessly inside you.
You felt his cock harden. That meant he was close. And when you felt your own orgasm building, Jungkook stopped again and pulled out of you. You fell back onto the pillow.
Jungkook turned you back onto your back. He lifted your leg and entered you, penetrating you to the last centimeter. Something like a scream and a moan escaped your lips. Jungkook smiled, enjoying your reaction. He grabbed you under the knee, keeping your leg open to penetrate even deeper, and kissed you.
Your tongues intertwined in a dance of passion, fighting for dominance. Jungkook bit your lip again and let go.
He began to move, setting the pace. Every movement of your bodies led you to unforgettable emotions, and you were both in love and crazy about each other.
"Does my whore like how I fuck her?" you heard his low, breathless voice from arousal. You couldn't answer because as soon as Jungkook asked you, his movements became faster and his penetration deeper. He leaned over, breathing right into your mouth, which was open with pleasure. "Answer me," he said, biting your lips.
"Yes..." you barely managed to say, "yes... damn... it's so good."
Jungkook was pleased with your words. His smile was proof of that. He didn't take his eyes off you, admiring your expression, your tousled hair, enjoying the sounds you made.
Jungkook continued to fuck you to bring you to orgasm, holding back with all his might so as not to cum first.
Jungkook slowed down, he leaned his forehead against your chest and brought you to the brink with deep, sharp movements.
"Mine..." you heard him say quietly, the word seeming to be branded on your skin, "You're only mine... you belong to me," he raised his head. He stopped. You opened your eyes, which had been closed almost the entire time from pleasure, and now looked at him. "Did you hear me, baby? You're only fucking mine," he repeated.
"Kook..." you said his name as a prayer. Jungkook pushed you, not letting you continue. He didn't want to hear any words from you. The fact that you belong to him will not change any of your words. You are close to climax. His quick thrusts into your G-spot hit the spot. The knot that had formed in your lower abdomen finally untied, and your body trembled as a wave of orgasm washed over you, forcing you to arch under Jungkook. Blood roared in your ears, and your moans mingled with his ragged breathing.
He continued to fuck you until his cock was as hard as it could be, and then you felt him moan in your ear as he spilled himself inside you.
It didn't matter anymore because you were pregnant. He jerked, spilling his warm semen inside you, his body tensing above you. You felt him fill you to the brim.
You lay there for a few seconds, not moving, not wanting to leave each other.
Then Jungkook slowly pulled away, his hands gently caressing your thighs before he rolled onto his back next to you. You lay there, trying to catch your breath, feeling your body still trembling from his touch. You turned your head to look at him. His eyes were half-closed, and a slight, satisfied smile played on his lips. But your mind was buzzing with thoughts. You couldn't stay silent any longer.
"Jungkook..." you began quietly, turning to face him. He turned his head, his gaze relaxed and weary.
"Shhh..." he put his finger to his lips, then got up and leaned in to kiss you. He kissed you softly, gently, then said quietly, "Not now. Let's rest, get some sleep. We'll talk about everything later today. I promise," his voice was soft but firm.
You raised your eyebrows in surprise.
"Are you... are you staying here?" you asked, feeling your heart skip a beat. You didn't expect him to want to stay the night. He had never stayed overnight at your place before.
Jungkook smiled, his hand lazily stroking your thighs.
"Yes. I want to sleep with you... preferably until noon. I'm so tired..." he muttered, pressing his forehead against your shoulder. His breath caressed your skin, and you felt warmth spreading through your chest, despite all your doubts. You let him stay, even though you knew it might complicate things even more.
"Okay," you whispered, and he smiled at you when he lifted his head, his eyes shining in the darkness.
Jungkook got up from the bed, his muscles tensing as he stretched.
"I'll take the first shower. Rest, baby, you need to recharge, because I did my job well, didn't I?" he said with a sly smile, winking at you.
"To say it was good would be an understatement," you praised him. Jungkook smiled proudly, leaning over you and giving you one last kiss.
You lay back on the pillow, trying not to look at his bare buttocks. Jungkook bent down, picked up his boxer from the floor and pulled them on, then reached for his hoodie, which had fallen on your bag and knocked it to the floor.
He saw that several items had spilled onto the floor. His gaze stopped on a small black-and-white photograph. He froze, picking it up.
His eyes noticed your name and the handwritten note "4 weeks."
You noticed that Jungkook had frozen, his head bowed as if he were looking at something. You felt a wave of panic wash over you, and you propped yourself up on your elbows to look at him.
"Kook..." you called out to him. "What are you doing there?"
He didn't respond right away, his gaze fixed on the photo. Then he slowly turned to you, and you saw his fingers clutching the ultrasound photo.
You looked up at his face and met his eyes, which were wide open, filled with shock. Your heart skipped a beat.
"Are you pregnant?"

AUTHOR NOTE:
Hello, my dear Army 💜
First of all, I want to apologize for how long it took me to write part 2 for you. But as you may have noticed, it turned out to be very long (I set a new record for a chapter, almost 20,000 words, I've never written more), so I really hope that these two weeks of waiting were worth it 🥺🙏🏻
I wanted to split this chapter into two parts (i.e., publish chapters 2 and 3), but at the last moment I decided to leave it as a single chapter because I think all the scenes I wrote should be one story ☺️
I also want to apologize to those who are waiting for “One Night...” and “No Mercy.” I never forget and I WILL write the sequel, but right now I have very little time to write because of work and my emotional ups and downs, which I experience almost every day 😬 (Honestly, sometimes I think that life is unbearable and I don't know how to live it right so that I suffer less, but it seems that there is no right recipe. I have to work on myself that I can’t take to heart the words of people who are not worth my time. But I am a good person and I am used to acting humanely, but my kindness is used against me, so I am to blame, aren't I? Hahaha, I've said a lot without saying anything specific, but I think I have a lot of work to do on myself 👊🏻)
So, my dear ones, share your impressions of this chapter with me? How do you like it? I wrote it for so long, and I swear I dreamed of publishing it on Wednesday, but this week my headache was killing me, so writing this chapter was so difficult.
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Just Friends?
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Meeting Taehyung outside of work was… unexpected. What caught you off guard? The flirting. Every smile, every touch, every teasing comment had your heart racing. You can’t tell if he actually means it—or if the alcohol’s just making him bolder than usual. Either way, it’s distracting, thrilling… and dangerous.
warning: alcohol
word count: 6.3k

a\n: another favorite of mine 😍 Hope you enjoy watching them be a complete mess of people 🥰
If you’re wondering how I suddenly have a gorgeous banner for my chapter, it’s all thanks to @dailynnt ! Thank you again babe. I love you 🥰

Thursday, July 25th
Chaos.
That's all you’ve had since yesterday.
A bug in the app’s search tool was discovered yesterday morning.
And it’s ruining your life.
Okay, maybe “ruining your life” is a bit of an exaggeration… but still. It’s been awful.
You finally traced the cause of the problem last night—at 9 p.m. You stayed in the office until midnight, only leaving because your brain was seconds away from shutting down. And then, at 6 a.m. this morning, you dragged yourself back.
A fucking nightmare.
All morning, you’ve been working with your teams, pushing to fix this as fast as possible.
You haven’t even touched your desk today. Instead, you’ve been sprinting from person to person, making sure everyone knows exactly what needs to be done.
Now that the fix is finally within reach, you’re standing outside your office with Allison. You rattle off instructions—what she needs to check on her end, what she should pass along to QA—every last step that has to be ticked off before the patch can be pushed to production.
You’re so deep in conversation that you don’t notice someone hovering nearby.
“Umm… Y/N?”
You flinch and glance to your side. Taehyung stands there with a crooked smile. “Is this a bad time?” he asks gently.
“No, it’s fine. We just wrapped up.”
He nods at Allison in polite acknowledgment. She blushes and offers him a small, awkward wave. You resist the urge to roll your eyes. The effect he has on people…
“What’s up?” you ask, curious why he’s even on your floor.
“Lunch?” His tone is cautious. “I tried DM’ing you, but you didn’t answer, so… I came here.”
Your stomach drops. Right. Lunch. You totally forgot about this.
“Oh shit, it’s already noon?” You scrunch your nose and fumble for your phone. “I’m so sorry. It’s been chaos—I haven’t looked at anything but code since yesterday.”
“That’s fine.” He shrugs lightly. “I’ll just grab something from the cafeteria. Do you want anyth—”
“No!” The word bursts out too loudly. You clear your throat, trying to recover. “I mean… we can go now.”
Taehyung’s brows lift. He doesn’t look convinced. “Are you sure? We can totally rain check.”
“Yeah. I’m sure.”
You turn back to Allison. “Do you have everything you need for the tests?”
She nods. With that, you face Taehyung. “Let’s go.”
On the elevator ride down, Taehyung shifts beside you, almost shy, almost apologetic.
“I also tried texting you,” he says quietly, “but… I’m not sure I even have the right number.”
You blink, then pull your phone from your back pocket.
[12:13 pm] Tae: Hi
[12:13 pm] Tae: are we still on for lunch?
[12:13 pm] Tae: it’s Taehyung
[12:13 pm] Tae: btw
You tilt your screen toward him, showing the messages. “Right number,” you say. “I even have your contact saved. Probably from high school?” The words tumble out with a giggle you instantly regret.
“Yeah,” he chuckles softly. “I’ve got yours from back then too.”
You trade shy smiles, the silence stretching between you until the elevator doors open and you step out into the lobby.
“Is everything okay? It sounded intense up there.” Taehyung asks in a worried tone.
“Not that I had any idea what you were talking about,” he adds with a chuckle.
“We had a major bug in production. Total nightmare.”
You sigh. “But it’s almost fixed now. I just needed to finalize some things with her—testing and some bullshit.”
“Sounds like smart people’s gibberish to me,” he says with a grin.
He laughs, then asks, “So… everything’s okay now?”
“Yep, crisis over. I had to sacrifice my precious sleeping hours for that, but.. you gotta do what you gotta do.”
He nods, giving you an understanding smile.
The rest of lunch goes just as easily as it did last week.
You swap stories about your previous workplaces. Taehyung talks about how he used to fly to Paris every other month for his last job—how exciting it seemed at first, but how exhausting it eventually became.
You tell him about your first managing role, and how uncertain you felt at the time, wondering if it was really for you.
Talking with Taehyung is effortless, as always, and by the time you walk back to the office, you feel lighter.
Like you’ve somehow recharged, ready to dive back into work with fresh energy.
As you’re about to part ways, Taehyung says gently, “I hope it was really okay that I stole you from your team in the middle of a crisis.”
You chuckle. “It’s not the middle of a crisis.”
“And I think I needed this break,” you admit. “I feel better now. So… thank you.”
Taehyung gives you one of his big, warm smiles. “Anytime.”
This time, you’re the one to ask, “Next Thursday again?”
His smile somehow grows even wider. “Of course. See you next week, Y/N.”

Saturday, July 27th
You’re at your place with Gabby, sharing takeout before heading out to meet Sohee at a newly opened bar.
Gabby and Sohee met through you.
After you became a close friend of Sohee, it was only a matter of time before she met Gabby. You and Gabby are a package deal since childhood. And of course, they connect immediately.
So now you're a trio.
Gabby is already dressed, so you head off to change before going out.
You opt for straight-leg black leather pants, a low V-neck black top, and black leather pointed-toe boots with a kitten heel.
When you return to the living room, Gabby hoots. “Are we planning to find some hot asses tonight?” she asks, wiggling her brows.
You laugh. “No, definitely not. I had enough last week.”
“Oh, so you went on one date last week, and now you won’t date again for another century?”
“Yep. That sounds about right,” you reply flatly, adding another layer of gloss for good measure.
She grunts. “Come on, Y/N. You said it yourself—you had fun.”
“It was okay. But I don’t have the mental capacity for dating right now.”
“Fine. Let me know when you do have the mental capacity,” she says in a mocking tone. “I’ve got some really good candidates for you.”
“Sure do, baby,” you wink at her.

Taehyung is in a good mood, determined not to repeat last week’s mistakes.
He sips his drink slowly, sticking with the guys this time. He came with Jungkook, Jimin, and Namjoon, his colleague group. Most of them, at least.
They all live in the city. So it’s a nice change to live next to his friends again. No more crashing on Jungkook’s bumpy couch just to visit them.
ungkook launches into stories from last night’s adventures, while Namjoon grumbles about his mother constantly nagging him to get married.
The usual.
They talk and laugh at each other, and it’s a fun night so far.
When Jimin tells them about the guy he dated earlier this week, Jungkook nudges Taehyung in the ribs with too much force.
“Ouch, are you trying to break my rib?!” he yells at him as he rubs the spot.
“Shut up,” Jungkook tells him and gestures forward, “Isn’t that Gabby? From high school?”
Yep.
That’s Gabby.
From high school.
His heart skips a beat. If Gabby’s here… could it mean…
And then he sees you.
You look good.
Different from the office—more mature, more… revealing.
You stand half-turned away from him, and he can’t help but think that your ass looks amazing in this pa—“Hey! Is that y/n?!” Jungkook shouts excitedly, and he starts waving like a maniac to catch the girls' attention.
You walk toward them.
Act cool.
He tells himself to calm the racing of his heart.
Don’t make a fool of yourself.
There’s another girl with you who looks familiar to him—and he desperately hopes it’s not for the wrong reasons.
Jungkook immediately barrels toward you, giving overly enthusiastic hugs to everyone.
You come closer to the table and slip to Taehyung’s side.
His heart stops for a second as you give him a small hug.
Is this real life?
Is he dreaming?
How is this even possible?
Luckily, before he faints onto the floor, you step aside.
Gabby comes over to greet him, a huge smile lighting up her face—so different from your shy one.
Everyone settles into chairs Jungkook “borrowed” from nearby tables.
“This is Namjoon and Jimin,” Jungkook announces, pointing toward the guys. “We met them in college.”
He’s way too excited, like a puppy who just got a treat, grinning as if the best thing in the world just happened.
“I’m Y/N, and this is Gabby and Sohee,” you say, and Taehyung struggles not to stare at your smile.
“Gabby and I went to high school with the boys, and Sohee works at the same place as Tae and I.”
Tae?
He can’t stop himself from grinning.
He knows he looks like a fool.
He is a fool.
Earlier this week, he noticed he’s saved in your phone as… Tae. He tried not to give it too much meaning.
But hearing you say it aloud? That’s a whole different story. And it makes him ridiculously happy.
Jimin, always the little shit, arches a brow. “Oh, so you’re Y/N.”
Taehyung wants to punch him. Hard.
But you just laugh, prettily. “The one and only.”
The night turns out to be one of the most fun Taehyung has had in a long time.
You laugh constantly, swapping stories and reminiscing about high school.
Before he knows it, he’s more drunk than he planned.
But it’s not like last week. It’s nothing like last week.
Tonight, he feels young. Free. The alcohol just blends perfectly with the company, making everything feel easy and alive.
Taehyung tries not to make it obvious that he wants to be near you.
He’s not sure he’s succeeding.
Especially when you mention going out for a smoke—and he immediately jumps up to join.
Not my smoothest move, he thinks.
You take your drink with you, and he follows, taking one as well.
You settle on a bench by the bar’s entrance. You pull out a cigarette and silently offer him one as he sits beside you.
He takes it, and you light your own, passing him the lighter.
It’s a perfect summer night—warm, with a cool breeze brushing past.
The space between you quickly fills with smoke as you both take the first drags, sharing the bad habit in a comfortable, easy silence.
“I didn’t know you smoked,” Taehyung says, taking a drag.
“Only when it’s needed,” you reply teasingly, wrapping your lips around the cigarette as you glance at him.
Oh, he likes this game. And he wants in.
“And tonight is… needed?” he asks, raising an eyebrow.
“Yep. I had more drinks than I planned. Jungkook is dangerous.” You giggle lightly.
Taehyung laughs. “That makes two of us.” He takes another sip from his drink. “And Jungkook is dangerous,” he adds, smirking.
“But at least he’s fun,” you chuckle.
“Oh, he definitely is.” Taehyung can’t help but glance at you, smiling. “Tonight is fun.”
You meet his gaze and smile back. “It really is.”
He feels like he might melt right there.
Your eyes catch the streetlight, shining even brighter—though maybe it’s just the alcohol. Either way, it doesn’t matter.
A dangerous smirk spreads across your face.
“So, what was your plan for college? Just find more hot Korean guys to add to the group?”
Taehyung bursts out laughing, clearly caught off guard.
“Umm, yeah… pretty much that’s what we plann—Wait!”
He freezes mid-sentence, eyes narrowing as realization hits.
“So… you think I’m hot?!” He wiggles his eyebrows at you.
You flush, and it’s impossible not to notice how pretty it looks.
“I didn’t say anything like that,” you retort, far too quickly. “You said more hot Korean guys, like the group already had hot Koreans. And as one of the so-called Korean guys… I think you just called me hot.”
He’s rambling nonsense, but he doesn’t care.
You roll your eyes, still smiling. “If you need the compliment that badly, you can have it.” “Oh, I definitely need it. Thank you very much.”
You mock-scuff at him and take a sip of your drink, your cheeks still tinted pink.
“For what it’s worth… you’re also hot,” Taehyung says, eyes locked on yours.
You choke on your drink, and he laughs, making your blush deepen.
You tilt your head back at him, a teasing glint in your eyes, and smirk.
“Really? Hot? I usually get ‘cute’ or… ‘pretty for a nerd.’”
You let out an airy chuckle.
“Yeah, you’re kinda cute for a nerd,” Taehyung says, nudging you lightly with his shoulder.
He’s more flirtatious than he intends to be—but he can’t help it when it feels like you’re reciprocating.
“Oh, shut up,” you say, rolling your eyes with a bright smile.
The air between you fills with smoke as you take a long drag from your cigarette, then tap it out in the ashtray beside you. He follows suit.
Taehyung wishes he could stay here all night with you.
Teasing, flirting, just like this. He wants to know everything about you, about the past few years. Most of all, he wants to ask if you ever think about him the way he thinks about you. If you ever remember that night twelve years ago, and if it meant to you as much as it meant to him.
But more than anything, he’s afraid. Afraid of scaring you off. Afraid of the answers he might get.
So instead, he says, “Shall we head back? Someone needs to watch the kids.”
You nod, and together you stand, heading back inside.

Well… tonight didn’t go at all the way you expected.
Seeing Taehyung and the boys at your girls’ night was a surprise, to say the least.
At first, you were in shock.
When you stepped closer to hug Taehyung, you tried desperately not to act like a fool. You hope—really hope—that you succeeded.
He smelled… different. More mature, a stronger, manly scent than the last time, with maybe a faint hint of cigarette smoke clinging to his clothes.
You need to pull away from him. Quickly.
But aside from that… tonight is a lot of fun.
Jungkook is a lot. He stole chairs from the tables around you just so you’d sit with them. And he announces a round of shots every two minutes.
And, as always, when you’re a little too tipsy, you head out for a smoke. Sohee usually comes along too.
If you’re being honest with yourself, you hoped Taehyung would join.
During the night, you noticed that he and Jungkook are smokers—you saw the cigarette packet Jungkook had, and got a better whiff of Taehyung’s scent, which made it clear he’d smoked earlier.
But for some reason, only Taehyung comes along.
What you didn’t expect was just how much flirtier he’d be when you’re alone.
You can’t blame him entirely.
Even though he’s bolder, you played along, too.
In your alcohol fogged mind, you wish to spend the rest of the night with him like that.
But you know better.
So when he suggests heading back inside, you stand up, forcing yourself to move before something happens that you’ll regret.
Back inside, Sohee gives you that annoyingly knowing smile.
You think that Jungkook and Jimin are wearing similar expressions.
Gabby would probably have the same look, but she’s too caught up in her conversation with Namjoon, who’s staring at her with excited eyes.
You make a mental note to question her about it later.
Conveniently, they left seats for Taehyung and you next to each other, while the “problematic trio” claims the chairs across from you.
While you were outside, the group decided to order another bottle of something bubbly.
You’d bet on Jungkook, though you suspect Sohee doesn’t need much convincing anyway.
You finish your drink, so you need to pour yourself a new glass of whatever they ordered.
“Taehyung, pass the bottle, please.”
He grabs it—but doesn’t hand it to you. Instead, he turns to you with a smirk.
“Only if you call me Tae.”
And, to make it worse, he winks.
Heat rushes to your face. The trio in front of you snickers, looking as if they’re watching a Broadway show.
You scoff playfully. “Fine.”
“TAE, please give me the alcohol,” you say, leaning toward him to snatch the bottle. But he stretches out his hand even further, not letting you reach it. You stumble forward, almost fully crashing on him, only barely stopping yourself with a hand on his bicep.
You realize it wasn’t your best move. The feeling of his body pressed against yours only makes your face heat up more.
If it affects him, he doesn’t show it. A satisfied grin spreads across his face. “Much better.”
Then he pours two glasses—one for each of you.
You try to steady the loud beat of your heart as you sip from your glass.
Sohee eyes you with a knowing smirk as you drink, and you shoot her a pointed look when you set your glass down.
You hope she forgets this little exchange, but you know better.
As the night goes on, you notice Taehyung growing increasingly flirtatious and touchy. He seizes every chance to drape an arm over your shoulders, nudge you playfully, or lean in closer when he talks.
His touches are casual but persistent, and his compliments grow more frequent and personal, leaving you to wonder if there’s something more behind his behavior.
You try not to think about it. Each time it happens, you take another sip, hoping the alcohol will quiet your racing thoughts…and your pounding heart.
Yet you can’t deny how much you’re enjoying it.
And by the end of the night, you’re profusely drunk and worried that you might be on the verge of a heart attack.
As everyone debates where to go next time, it hits you: you’re going to need to learn how to control yourself better around Taehyung.

You hug everyone goodbye before heading to your Uber.
Taehyung lingers, holding you just a second longer than necessary. When he finally pulls back, his hand still rests lightly on your waist. “See you on Thursday?”
You smile shyly, fully aware that everyone around you is watching. You just nod, whispering a quiet, “Goodnight.”
He lets his hand slide off as he steps back. “Goodnight, Y/N.”
Gabby says something to Namjoon before looping her arm around your shoulders and tugging you toward the exit.
“What’s going on between you and Tae?”
“Nothing,” you try to play dumb.
She drops her arm from your shoulder and narrows her eyes at you. “You can’t tell me that—I saw you all night.”
“Did you? I think you were just noticing Namjoon staring at you with heart eyes.”
She chuckles, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. “He’s really cool. We talked about meeting again this week.”
This time, you wrap your arm around her shoulders. “You two look cute together.”
She sighs. “We’ll see how it goes. I don’t want to get too excited.”
You nod and give her shoulders a reassuring squeeze before letting go.
You think your distraction worked—until Gabby adds, “But I’m not done with you. At least I’m honest with myself.”
You sigh heavily. “I don’t know. I’m too drunk for this. And I think he was really drunk himself.”
She opens her mouth to argue, but you cut her off. “I’m really too drunk for this right now.”
She stops, and after a brief silence, she says, “We really drank a lot tonight.”
“We’re too old for this,” you reply, and you both laugh.
In the Uber on your way home, you lean your head back and gaze out the window.
The city blurs by, the nighttime lights shimmering as you watch, and you find yourself lost. The events of the evening replay in your mind, blending with memories from the past.
You wonder if there’s a meaning behind all that, if you blinding yourself from looking at the truth.
Still, you can’t help comparing your past self to who you are now. And quiet ache forms in your chest as you consider the possibility that something real could happen.
Your phone pings, jolting you from your reverie. You flip it over and see the notification:
<Sohee bby added you to a new group chat>

Sunday, July 28th
You wake up late Sunday morning, surprisingly less hungover than you expected.
Deciding to make the most of it, you head out for groceries—enough to cook some pasta to soak up any lingering alcohol.
The pasta turns out amazing. You eat a huge portion before flopping onto the couch, ready to be lazy.
You settle in for a rewatch of some anime, something that doesn’t require much brainpower.
By the third episode, Sohee FaceTimes you.
“Morning,” her face appears on your screen.
She barely opens her eyes, and you're pretty sure she’s still in her PJs and in bed. It’s definitely way past noon.
“Morning, beautiful,” you chuckle. “Had too much fun last night?”
“Oh, I definitely did. Pretty sure this is the worst hangover of the century,” she whines.
You wince in response. “You can only blame yourself. And your new bestie.”
“What? Who?” she looks confused as she laughs.
“Not bestie? New lover, maybe?” you wiggle your eyebrows.
She furrows her eyebrows in confusion. She looks adorable.
So you help her out, “JK, it looked like you two really clicked last night.”
Sohee laughs tiredly, “Oh well, he could be. The dude is hot. But I think we’ll keep it PG.”
You shrug. “Fair enough. I don’t think Gabby and Namjoon will stay friends, though.”
Sohee’s eyes widen, and all traces of tiredness seem to vanish. “OMG, did you see them? They were totally wrapped around each other.”
You chuckle, nodding. “I think I only said about five sentences to her the whole night.”
“I don’t know if Gabby’s attention on Namjoon is to blame, baby,” she says, mischief glinting in her eyes.
“What do you mean?” You furrow your brows a bit.
“Well, Tae was attached to you all night,” she says with a pleased grin.
You roll your eyes, trying—and failing—to stop the smile tugging at your lips. “He’s just friendly. We’ve known each other forever. You saw JK—he was just as hyped to see us.”
Sohee tilts her head, not buying it for a second. “JK was excited in a completely different way.”
When you don’t reply, she sighs and says more seriously than before, “Don’t act like a fool. It looks like he likes you.”
You shift your gaze from your phone to your feet. “I don’t know. Maybe. He’s the friendly, flirty type. I wouldn’t read too much into it.”
You take a deep breath and meet Sohee’s eyes again. “I don’t know. I need to think more about that. I’m too tired and too confused for this right now. I don’t think it’s good timing.”
Sohee opens her mouth to respond, but hesitates. She holds your gaze, and you can tell she doesn’t like it.
After a moment, she says, “Okay, you know what’s best for you.”
Although she seems unconvinced, she lets it go, and you’re relieved. This is all you can handle right now.
You don't want to say what you really think.
That last night was amazing.
That it made you think about possibilities you’re afraid to believe in.
Because, as much as you might wish for you and Taehyung to be a possibility, you know there’s no way.
He’s all charm, friendliness, and confidence, with an insanely attractive look.
And you’re just.. you.
Even if he’s acting interested right now, you know it’s only a fleeting moment that’s bound to end.
Eventually, he’ll find you boring, mundane, not very exciting. Too busy to give him—or anyone—the time and attention they deserve.
And then he’ll get tired of you.
Like it always happens.
“Hello?! Are you with me?”
Sohee’s voice jolts you back to reality. She must’ve noticed you zoning out. “I asked if you’re coming to the office summer party.” “Umm… yeah, sure. Do I even have a choice?”
The summer party happens every year around the end of August. Food, drinks, live music—it’s usually nice enough. But really, you’re kind of obliged to show up anyway.
“So, what are you wearing?” Sohee asks, way too enthusiastically for someone nursing a hangover. “Hmm, dunno. Do you have any suggestions for me?” You know she does.
She lets out a shrill squeal, then the screen shakes as she hops out of bed and disappears into her wardrobe. “I have the perfect dress! And mine matches—we’ll be twinning!”
Switching to her back camera, she proudly holds up a floral dress. The fabric is a soft butter-yellow, scattered with tiny colorful flowers. Midi-length, with a high slit, delicate straps, and a heart-shaped frilled neckline.
It’s pretty. And honestly, you trust Sohee’s taste enough that you probably would’ve said yes to anything she showed you.
“Looks good. What are you wearing?” You ask mostly because you know she wants to show you.
She doesn’t disappoint—running back to the closet and returning with a hanger that holds a maxi, flowy light-blue dress. The shade matches the flowers on your dress perfectly. “Beautiful,” you say, smiling. “You’ll look gorgeous in it.”
She flips her camera back to her face, beaming as she walks to the living room and flops onto the couch. “You really think so? Isn’t it too much?” she asks, suddenly unsure. “No. The dress is perfect. And we’ll be matching.”
That earns you a wide grin, followed by a squeal that sounds like a puppy being run over. “We will!”
Her expression shifts into something mischievous, eyes narrowing. “Maybe you should ask Tae what he’s wearing, so you two can match,” she teases, drawing out his name.
You sigh and roll your eyes, the irritation slipping into your tone more than you intended. “I thought we already talked about that.” “Okay, okay, I’m just teasing.”
Before you can respond, you hear her doorbell ring. She gets up, camera shaking as she walks. “My food is here. I’ll talk to you later. Bye, babe.”

Taehyung woke up with his temples pounding, the consecuenses of last night still clinging to him. Despite the headache, he already had plans for the day, so he dragged himself out of bed and straight into the shower.
Afterward, he ordered fried chicken, downed a couple of painkillers with what felt like a gallon of water, and finally started to feel human again.
By the time he headed out to meet Jimin, the worst had passed. They had plans to shop for plants for his apartment—though Taehyung wasn’t entirely sure why. He’d probably manage to kill them within the week. But Jimin insisted it would make his place feel more like home.
He spots Jimin inside the shop, a cart half-filled with leafy plants and a couple of ceramic pots.
“Can’t believe you’re only fifteen minutes late,” Jimin teases as Taehyung walks up.
“I can’t believe it myself,” Taehyung laughs.
Jimin pats his shoulder. “You were pretty wasted last night.”
Taehyung winces. “That bad?”
Jimin pushes the cart forward, casually picking up a pot and turning it in his hands. “Not bad. Just… let’s say very friendly.”
“Friendly?” Taehyung frowns. “I’m always friendly.” But the way Jimin glances at him makes him uneasy, like there’s more to the story than he remembers.
Jimin puts another plant in the cart and turns to look at Taehyung. “Nope, not like that.”
“So, like what?” He is too tired for Jimin’s teasing.
“Like… like you couldn’t take your hands off y/n,” Jimin says carefully, a worried look on his face, like he knows this isn’t something Taehyung wants to hear.
Taehyung stares at him, wide-eyed and panicked. “Oh shit.”
He knows he was flirty last night.
More than he wanted to be.
But in his alcohol-infused brain, he convinces himself he was subtle.
That it wasn't that obvious.
That it wasn’t that bad.
He cringes at the thought that he might have made you uncomfortable because he couldn’t control himself.
Jimin gives him a pitiful look. “It wasn’t that bad… I think. She didn’t look like she minded, and she was pretty drunk herself. We all were.”
It doesn’t help calm his panic. “It was bad enough for you to notice.”
“We all noticed. It was pretty obvious.”
Tae rubs his face with his palm. “Fuck.” He suddenly feels nauseous. Why is it so hot in this stupid place? Haven’t they heard about air conditioners? Can’t they open a window?
“I-I don’t know what to say.”
Jimin pats his back. “What’s going on between the two of you?”
Taehyung sighs. “Nothing. Really nothing. Just friends.”
Jimin gives him a no-bullshit look, unconvinced.
Taehyung raises his hand in defense. “I swear, we only met for lunch, like a couple of times. Nothing more happened.”
And he knows he’s not telling Jimin the whole truth. Something did happen—but he feels foolish that a night from twelve years ago still occupies his mind.
Jimin doesn’t know about it. He doesn’t think he does. He met Jimin in college, after he had convinced himself that he was over it. Over you.
“Fine, nothing happened. But are you trying for something to happen?” Jimin inquires.
“Just trying to be a friend,” Taehyung responds with a sigh.
Jimin presses. “Are you sure about that? Last night it looked lik—”
“Yes, I’m sure,” Taehyung cuts him off.
“Look, it’s not like it’s possible anyway. I don’t think it would’ve worked,” he adds, sounding more tired and defeated than annoyed.
“Why not?” Jimin asks gently this time.
“It doesn’t make sense.” He says it because it’s easier than admitting, because I’m a mess. Because I’m not good enough for her.
Jimin just frowns, “Again, why not?”
“It doesn’t matter. I don’t think she looks at me like that.”
“I’m not sure about that. But what do you want to happen?”
“I-I just… I should focus on myself,” Taehyung says eventually with a sigh.
It doesn’t exactly answer Jimin’s question. It has nothing to do with what he wants. But he knows it’s what he needs to do.
Jimin offers him a gentle smile. Thankfully, he lets it drop and turns back to choosing more pots for Taehyung’s apartment.

Taehyung’s tongue is on fire. The ramen he bought is spicier than he anticipated, and he curses under his breath before chugging a glass of cold water.
He flops onto the couch in his living room, looking around at the new plants he’s added. He’s pretty happy with how his apartment is starting to look. It feels more homie, and it gives him hope that he can get himself out of his mess.
The conversation with Jimin still plays in his head. He feels ashamed that he let himself lose control like that, that he might have made you feel uncomfortable. The shame burns in his stomach.
He can’t afford to mess up with you like that. You don’t deserve it.
But he’s more selfish than that. He wants to keep you near.
He leans his head against the backrest of the sofa and presses his palms to his eyes. He needs to figure out how to fix the mess he created.
Maybe he could just go to your office tomorrow, apologize, and joke about how drunk he was.
No.
Not good enough.
He really needs to do something now, or he’ll spend the whole night overthinking every moment from yesterday. He needs to talk to you today.
He contemplates calling, but he’s not sure if it’s too much given the circumstances. You two don’t really talk on the phone, and it’s Sunday, maybe you’re busy.
Taehyung sighs when he realizes the most logical option is to text you.
Fuck, he’s terrible at this.
Maybe he should ask Jungkook for help?
No.
Bad idea.
Jungkook would make him sound like he’s trying to flirt instead of apologizing.
Really, part of the blame is on Jungkook. He made him drink so much. He made you sit with them, and he’s pretty sure that because of him, you ended up sitting by his side.
You smelled so good all night, he couldn't help but lean closer and closer to you. And your skin felt so nice, cold, and smooth under his fingers. And your voice, even through the music, it makes him–
Shit shit shit.
Focus.
He can’t blame Jungkook, and he can’t blame you.
It was all him, surrendering to the thought in the darkest parts of his brain.
Taehyung takes a deep breath and opens a conversation with you. He texts and deletes a few times. After staring at what he wrote for several minutes, he decides to go with the simple option.
[09:21 pm] Taehyung: Hi, I was a bit much last night. I’m really sorry if I crossed the line.
He sighs and places his phone face down on the coffee table, grabbing the remote. Better to occupy himself than overthink it any longer.
But before he can choose anything to watch, his phone vibrates and lights up. He grabs it quickly—it's Jungkook.
[09:23 pm] The JJK: wyd?
[09:23 pm] The JJK: wanna game?
Taehyung sighs and starts typing a reply when a new message pops up on his screen.
This time, it’s you.
[09:23 pm] y/n: Oh no worries. You didn’t cross any lines, all good.
[09:23 pm] y/n: we all drank too much last night 😖
He lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding.
[09:23 pm] Taehyung: ouf yeah
[09:23 pm] Taehyung: the morning was brutal 🤕
[09:23 pm] y/n: lmao
[09:23 pm] y/n: by some miracle I was actually fine
[09:24 pm] Taehyung: how so? made a deal with the devil?
[09:25 pm] y/n: yep, sold my soul in exchange for hangover free mornings
[09:25 pm] Taehyung: worth it
[09:25 pm] Taehyung: I was a mess
[09:25 pm] Taehyung: and I had to go with Jimin for plant shopping
Taehyung snaps a photo of the two small pots on his coffee table and the big plant standing by the side of his TV. Jimin told him their names, but he didn’t really pay attention.
<Taehyung sent a photo>
[09:26 pm] y/n: Ooh, a real plant daddy
[09:26 pm] Taehyung: more like an absent dad
[09:27 pm] Taehyung: but Jimin said he’ll help me, as their stepdad
[09:27 pm] Taehyung: what were you up to today?
Taehyung cringes—he sent the last text without thinking.
He can’t just assume you want to—
<y/n sent a photo>
It’s a picture of a half-eaten bowl of pasta.
You’re sitting cross-legged on what appears to be a sofa, the bowl resting between your thighs. Dressed in grey sweats and pink socks, the photo gives cozy, soft vibes.
[09:28 pm] y/n: just made some pasta and took a stroll outside
[09:28 pm] y/n: and being lazy on the couch
[09:29 pm] Taehyung: damn the pasta looks good
[09:29 pm] Taehyung: sounds like a perfect sunday
[09:29 pm] y/n: thanks
[09:29 pm] y/n: I ate like a whole pot of it
[09:29 pm] y/n: told myself it’ll absorb the alcohol
[09:30 pm] y/n: good thing Jungkook made me promise I’ll come workout with him
[09:30 pm] Taehyung: Ouf be careful
[09:30 pm] Taehyung: I almost died when he made me do it
[09:30 pm] Taehyung: hurt to breathe for like a week
[09:31 pm] y/n: dramatic much?
[09:31 pm] y/n: not to offend you, but I think I’m stronger than you
[09:31 pm] y/n: I can handle him
[09:31 pm] Taehyung: ouch, offence taken
[09:32 pm] y/n: 😊
[09:32 pm] Taehyung: we’ll see if you keep smiling after his torture
[09:32 pm] y/n: I do pilates
[09:32 pm] y/n: Jungkook’s torture is nothing for me
[09:32 pm] Taehyung: big words for a small person
[09:33 pm] y/n: 😲
[09:33 pm] y/n: the nerve
[09:33 pm] Taehyung: 😉
Taehyung smiles at his phone, feeling like he might not be so bad at texting after all. It feels easy with you, and maybe things aren’t as messed up as he thought. You’re still friends.
He places his phone beside him and leans his head back against the sofa, staring at the ceiling as he exhales in relief. When his phone vibrates, he picks it up with a smile.
Jungkook again.
[09:35 pm] The JJK: bro
[09:35 pm] The JJK: r u leaving me on read
[09:35 pm] The JJK: what am i one of your hoes?
[09:35 pm] Taehyung: so needy
[09:35 pm] Taehyung: in the lobby in 3
Before Taehyung gets up to his computer, he texts you.
[09:35 pm] Taehyung: see you on thursday?
[09:35 pm] y/n: yeah
[09:35 pm] y/n: goodnight
[09:35 pm] Taehyung: goodnight 🙂
And for good measure, Taehyung feels like he needs to apologize again, to make sure you’re okay.
[09:35 pm] Taehyung: again, I’m really sorry about last night
He leaves his phone by his side as he plays for a couple of hours. He only sees your reply as he’s getting ready for bed.
[09:36 pm] y/n: don’t worry, we’re good ☺️

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QUARTER PAST FOUR | 03
⏲︎ Summary: You haven’t seen him in two months. Not since that night you told him you wanted more — and he vanished. But tonight, while you’re trying to move on, laughing beside another man in a crowded nightclub… you see him. Those same dark eyes. That same smirk that undresses you with a glance. He used to come to you at 4:15 AM. No calls. No words. Just him, and your body, and that dangerous kind of love that leaves you bleeding. Now he’s back. And you’re about to find out if your heart can survive him a second time.
︎⏲︎ Couple: Jeon Jungkook x Reader, Jungkook x Y/N
⏲︎ Age restrictions: 18+
⏲︎ Size: mini series (10 860+ words)
⏲︎ Chapters: #01 | #02 | #03 | #04
⏲︎ Tags: ex situationship, smut, angst, toxic relationship, dom!Jungkook, emotionally vulnerable!Reader, crime, mention murder, emotional damage, pining, obsession, obscene nicknames, blowjobs, mutual desire, hot and cold dynamic, fwb turned heartbreak, slow burn (kind of), breakup aftermath, late night regrets, he comes back, still not over you, you can’t resist him, painfully in love, emotional manipulation, denial of feelings, he knows what he’s doing, dominant jungkook, rough sex, public teasing, car sex, dirty talk, jealous sex, praise kink, possessive jungkook, desperate need, wet panties, he ghosted you, you fell first, he fell later, reader has self-respect but also horny, he always finds his way back, you said it was the last time (but it wasn’t), reference to murder, reference to cruelty
⏲︎ From author: Read the note for this part at the end 🙃👇🏻 I had something to tell you ❤️🔥
⏲︎ Dedication: to love of my life @curse-of-art. My beloved, this is dedicated to you because you love every version of my Jungkook. I love you with all my heart and soul 🫠🥰💗
⏲︎ Warning: This fanfic contains explicit sexual content, toxic dynamics, emotional angst, manipulation, jealousy, and messy unresolved feelings. If you’re sensitive to themes of heartbreak, obsession, or unhealthy attachment — please read with caution. Also, English is not my first language, so there may be awkward phrasing or unusual sentence constructions here and there 🥺 Thank you for your understanding 🙂↕️

"Are you pregnant?" Jungkook's voice was quiet, almost emotionless, but you could sense the tension in it. He stood by the bed, holding the ultrasound image, his fingers clenching the thin paper. You sat up straight, covering your naked body with the sheet. You involuntarily clenched the fabric of the blanket, listening to your own heartbeat, which seemed to drown out everything around you. Jungkook stared at you intently without blinking.
"I..." You were nervous and didn't know why it was so hard to say that you were really pregnant. The obsessive thought immediately popped into your head that he would tell you to have an abortion. You were afraid that when you told him, he would just leave, as he had done before, leaving you alone with this burden.
Jungkook looked down at the photo for a few seconds, then looked back at you. His face was impenetrable, but you noticed how the muscles in his jaw tensed, how the tip of his tongue touched the piercing on his lip — a habit that gave him away when he was nervous. He was silent, and that silence weighed on you more heavily than any words could have.
"Is this our child?" he finally asked, his voice low. He took a step closer, but stopped, as if afraid to get too close. Unable to bear his gaze, you lowered your eyes to the photo in his hands.
"Yes," you said, feeling a lump in your throat. You waited. You waited for him to say something harsh, something like, "Get rid of it" or "That's not my problem." But Jungkook exhaled, ran his hand through his hair, and turned away, as if he needed space to collect his thoughts.
"Damn..." he muttered, his shoulders tensing and his head dropping. "This complicates things..."
Your heart skipped a beat. That word — "complicates" — cut like a knife.
"But how?" he asked, turning over his shoulder. "You were taking birth control..."
"I stopped taking it..." you confessed. "I haven't taken it since you disappeared, because I haven't slept with anyone. But then at the club..." You paused for a moment, exhaled, and continued, "When we met at the club, we had sex twice that night... I wanted to take emergency contraception in the morning, but I found out who you were... and I... and my condition was... I just forgot."
He listened to you silently, his gaze occasionally drifting to the side, as if he were digesting what he had heard, putting it all together in his own head. The ultrasound image remained in his hands — slightly crumpled, but not let go.
"So... it happened then," he said quietly, as if not asking, but simply confirming. You nodded. Jungkook closed his eyes for a few seconds, took a deep breath, and straightened up. He put the photo on the bedside table and sat down next to you. You couldn't look at him. Inside, fear, anger, and a tiny spark of relief mixed together — he knows. Jungkook was silent, and you couldn't quite figure out his true reaction to the news.
"I'm not having an abortion," you said suddenly, your voice firm. You had to show him your position right away. Jungkook turned his head sharply toward you, but you didn't look up, just stared at your palms.
"What abortion?" he asked with undisguised displeasure in his voice. "It's my child, and I won't let you do that,"
You finally looked at him. Tears welled up in your eyes, and you could barely hold them back.
"Then why does my pregnancy complicate things for you?" Your voice trembled as you noticed the bruises on his cheekbones — traces of a recent fight. You knew the answer, but you were afraid to hear it.
Jungkook opened his mouth to say something but closed it abruptly. He looked into your eyes for a few seconds, then stood up. You froze, staring at the spot where he had been sitting.
"Because what kind of father am I?" Jungkook said rhetorically. "I... damn it, baby, think about it. I'm a mercenary. I live in a world where every day could be my last. I risk my life because it's my job..."
"I know..." you said quietly. Jungkook turned to you. You looked up and said firmly, feeling a hot tear roll down your cheek. "But you said you'd do anything to be together... Were those just words to get me back into bed?"
His eyebrows knitted together. He moved closer, leaning down, resting his hands on the mattress on either side of you, forcing you to lean back.
"I said it because I meant it," his voice was low, tense, as if he was holding himself back from losing his temper. "And, shit, I still mean it." You wanted to look away, but his eyes held you in place. "I just..." He closed his eyes for a second, clenching his jaw. "I want us to be together, but your pregnancy complicates things now."
"What complicates things, Jungkook?" you asked desperately, feeling your recent fear give way to irritation and even anger because you didn't understand what he was talking about. Jungkook was silent, and your patience was running out. "Wait... how did you plan our relationship to continue then? Did you just want to come over in the morning and fuck me whenever you felt like it? If you wanted us to be together, then you knew what you were getting me into..."
"I didn't plan on hiding for the rest of my life," Jungkook interrupted you just as sharply, which made you a little embarrassed, "But now is not the time..." He fell silent, and you grimaced at his words as if you had been hit. "I mean... right now it's... it's dangerous. If he find out I have someone... fuck, especially if they find out you're pregnant..."
"Who are he?" you asked. Jungkook didn't want to answer. He leaned away, but you grabbed his arm, forcing him to turn back. "Tell me who he are. And why are you beaten up?"
"I can't..." Jungkook began resignedly.
"Then why the hell did you come back to me? Why did you say all those words to me if you don't trust me?" you got angry.
Jungkook froze, his hand still in yours, but he didn't answer right away. His gaze, heavy and irritated, slid over your face, as if he were searching for an answer he could give without destroying everything even more. The bruises on his cheekbones looked like a reminder of who he was, and it made your heart ache even more.
"I came because I couldn't help myself," he finally said, his voice broken. He pulled away from your hand and took a step back. "Do you think I didn't try to stay away? I tried, baby. After you said you loved me... I left because I knew I couldn't give you a normal life. But I'm coming back because you're in my head. Every damn day. I can't get you out of my heart." He walked over to the window, clutching his head. "And now... now you're pregnant. And that doesn't just complicate things — it makes everything impossible."
Your heart skipped a beat.
"What means impossible?" you asked, "Are you want to saying I have to deal with this on my own?" Jungkook lowered his head as if it were heavy and shook it. It was clear that he wanted to say a lot, but couldn't. But you wouldn't be able to understand him if he continued to remain silent. You got up from the bed, wrapping yourself in a blanket. You slowly approached him, and he glanced at you sideways.
"Tell me right now what to do with all this shit between us... Either you stay and we raise this child together..." Your voice trembled with anger that you couldn't contain. Jungkook had put you in this position too many times when you chose him over yourself, but now it was his turn to choose. "Or you get the hell out and I'll raise this child myself, without you and all your problems."
He stood motionless, like a stone, but in his eyes flashed a mixture of irritation and... pain. He ran his tongue over his lip, lingering on his piercing, and took a deep breath.
"Do you really think I can leave?" His voice was tense. "That I can sleep knowing that you're carrying my child and you're alone?"
He took a step toward you, and you felt the space between you shrink to a few inches. He touched your face with his palm, wiping away your tears with his thumb. The tears just ran down your face, and you couldn't hold them back.
"I don't know what you'll do..." You said honestly. "The choice is yours. Let's finally decide what to do with us,"
Jungkook was silent. He just stared at your face, and you knew for sure that a war was going on in his head. But you were also tired of suffering from his disappearances and then falling into his arms and getting a momentary sweet torment.
"I'm not leaving," he said firmly, but there was no joy in his voice, only cold determination. "But you have to understand that I can't be what you want me to be. My enemies aren't just guys from the street. These are people who won't stop if they find out I have a weak spot."
His other hand rested on your jaw, and he leaned in, closing the distance between your faces. Jungkook kissed you, and you squeezed his hands, tasting your favorite lips mixed with bitter tears on your lips.
He didn't kiss you greedily or insatiably as usual. It was a gentle, tender kiss that showed all his feelings for you.
Jungkook pulled away, his hands slowly sliding down from your waist, but his gaze remained fixed on your eyes.
"If honesty…I'm glad you're pregnant..." he said. But the joy in his voice was overshadowed by fear, heavy as lead, settling in his eyes.
"You're glad, but you're afraid," you said quietly, looking at him. Your hand involuntarily fell on your stomach, as if protecting your unborn child from everything that was happening between you. "You say you'll stay, but I can see that you're already halfway out the door. How can I trust you, Jungkook? After your disappear?"
He pressed his lips together, his jaw tensed, and his piercing flashed in the dim light as he turned his head.
"I did it for you," he said firmly. And maybe that was true, but the fact that he didn't explain anything made you very angry. You exhaled slowly, looking into his eyes.
"If you want to stay, if you're really happy about this baby, then stop hiding! Tell me the truth, Jungkook. I deserve to know what I'm getting myself into. What I'm getting our baby into."
He stood motionless, his eyes darkening, and you saw his fists clench slightly.
"The less you know, the safer you are," he said quietly, but there was steel in his voice.
"Safer?" you almost shouted, anger bursting out. "You stand here and say you love me, that you won't let me get rid of the baby, but you can't tell me what you're protecting me from? How can I trust you if you don't trust me?"
"I trust you," he said, his voice trembling with tension. "But there are things I can't tell you. Not because I don't want to. But because it would put you in even greater danger. These bruises?" He nodded at his face, where bruises still darkened his cheekbones. "From the man who wants to destroy me. He's hunting me and will look for all my weaknesses..." His voice broke, and he let go of you, stepping back as if afraid that his closeness might harm you.
You looked at him, feeling tears running down your cheeks.
"Then what should I do, Jungkook? Wait for you to show up at night, beaten up, and hope that one day you won't disappear forever?"
"I know," he said, almost in a whisper. "I know I can't give you a normal life. But I can't leave. Not now, when I know you're carrying my child." He looked up, and you saw pain in his eyes, mixed with something that resembled hope. You felt your heart breaking. You loved him — so much that it was scary. But his life, his secrets, his danger... they were like a wall between you. And you wonder how what started between you as just casual sex turned into a life under fire. You wanted Jungkook not to be a mercenary, you wanted a better life for him. Maybe that's why you came into his life, to change what he has.
"Then change it," you said. Your voice trembled, but it was firm. "Quit this job. Find a way out of this world. If you really want to be with me, with our child, then do it. Otherwise... otherwise I don't know how I'll cope."
Jungkook looked at you for a long time, his eyes full of struggle.
"It's not that easy," he said finally. "It’s world... it won't let me go. But I'll try. For you... for us." He nodded at your belly, and a hint of the tenderness he had so carefully hidden flashed in his voice. His hand gently resting on yours, which was still on your stomach. "I can't promise it will be easy. But I won't leave. Give me time. I'll find a way."
You snuggled up to him, trying not to let your doubts get the better of you. After all, Jungkook loves you and he has to cope, and you will be there to help him.

Jungkook woke up first, his eyes slowly adjusting to the light. He lay motionless, his gaze sliding over your features, your face relaxed, your lips slightly parted, your hair scattered across the pillow. It was the first time he had woken up next to you in the same bed, despite all the months you had spent together. His life as a mercenary dictated its own rules: during the day, he had to be elsewhere, immersed in a world where every step could be his last, carrying out tasks that required a heart of ice and nerves of steel.
And only in the early hours of the morning did he allow himself to come to you — the only place where he could forget who he was.
Next to you, he felt something like relaxation for the first time. He liked how you made him see the world differently. From the very first time he saw you, a forbidden desire flared up in him — to see you again. There was something about the way you carried yourself, your smile, the way you looked at him — openly, but with a slight spark of defiance and temptation.
You made him feel an interest he couldn't ignore. Every time he came to you, sex with you was not just physical release — it was a real pleasure that drew him in like a drug. Your body, your moans, the way you gave yourself to him as if nothing else in the world existed, all of this pulled him out of the darkness he was used to.
He wanted to spend more time with you, but that was what scared him. He saw how you were changing, how something more than passion was growing in your eyes. And that's when he started behaving differently: more rudely, more arrogantly, pushing you away. He hoped you would ask him to stop coming so he wouldn't have to do it himself. But every time he came back, he saw that your feelings were only growing.
And on the day he came to see you again, you had sex in the bathroom, and you confessed your feelings. And he said cruelly, cutting you off as if with a knife: there can be no love between you. It was the only way to stop you, to protect you. But after that, he had to disappear. Not only because of your words — his life was hanging by a thread at that moment.
Yon Sanghoon is Jungkook's former partner, where they both worked for a private special forces unit. They used to trust each other, but over time, when the unit was disbanded, Sang-hoon turned into a ruthless businessman who crushed everyone in his path. Jungkook was no saint, and the work of a mercenary was mostly dirty, because sometimes you had to get your hands bloody, but Sanghoon showed remarkable cruelty. He simply killed everyone who stood in his way, even if it had been his friends yesterday. Jungkook reduced his communication with Sanghoon and distanced himself, but Sanghoon never forgot Jungkook.
And now he came to him with a request: he needed to destroy evidence that was very incriminating against Sanghoon, but he did not specify what exactly. He asked Jungkook to do it, or he would have no choice but to kill the prosecutor who was investigating the case. Jungkook didn't want to help Sanghoon; he knew it was better for the world that freaks like him were behind bars, but he couldn't refuse. Sanghoon held the strings that tied Jungkook to his past — old debts that he couldn't help but repay.
However, when he had almost completed the task and was about to destroy the evidence, Jungkook learned that Sanghoon was involved in human and child trafficking. For Jungkook , this was the limit, and if someone crossed it, they had to be punished. In addition, it turned out that the prosecutor who was handling Sanghoon's case had helped one of Jungkook's close friends in a court case, saving him from being framed.
So Jungkook didn't destroy the evidence, but instead tipped off the prosecutor about the trafficking.
After that, Jungkook was forced to go into hiding so that Sanghoon wouldn't find him. So keeping his distance was the only way to protect you. And yet, every night he returned to your house. He saw the light in the window burning until morning. You weren't sleeping. You were probably waiting for him. But he couldn't bring himself to come. Not then.
For two months, Jungkook heard nothing from Sanghoon. No one was looking for him, and it was suspiciously quiet. He thought that maybe Sanghoon had decided to back off, or that the evidence had worked and he was now busy with his own problems. Jungkook tried to return to normal life — he took on small tasks unrelated to the past and tried to forget about the danger. His vigilance dulled: the days passed quietly, and he allowed himself to relax, thinking that the storm had passed.
One night, he accidentally found himself in the same nightclub where you were. Seeing you smile at another man, he felt jealousy boiling in his chest. His imagination painted unbearable pictures: strange hands on your body, strange lips kissing you, or, worst of all, someone else in your bed.
When your eyes met, he saw anger, fear, and the very love you were trying to hide in your eyes. Near the restroom, where you bumped into each other, his suspicions were confirmed — you were still his, and he realized he couldn't let you go.
But when you found out who he was, it was the hardest thing for him because he knew how you would react. You asked him to leave, and he decided that it was really over.
One evening, when Jungkook was returning from another assignment, he was attacked by Sanghoon's people — three armed men. They took him by surprise, pinned him against the wall, and one of them hissed:
"Sanghoon sends his regards. You betrayed, now you'll pay." They wanted to kill him quickly, but Jungkook was no novice. His mercenary instincts kicked in instantly: he broke free, elbowed the first one in the throat, grabbed the knife from the second, and killed the third with a shot from his own gun. The fight was brutal, and Jungkook killed them all, but he took a beating. He had a deep cut on his side, broken ribs, and blood running down his face. He barely made it to cover, bandaging his wounds as he went. Now he knew for sure: Sanghoon would not rest until Jungkook was dead. It was war, and from now on, every day could be his last.
And now you're pregnant. Pregnant with his child. And that's shit, a real disaster. If Sanghoon finds out that Jungkook has someone he loves and that this girl is carrying his child, he'll use it as a weapon. Jungkook knew that from now on he had to be twice as careful — not only for himself, but for you too. He couldn't let his dark reality touch you.
You stirred, your eyelashes fluttered, and you mumbled sleepily without opening your eyes:
"It's lunchtime, isn't it?"
Jungkook chuckled softly, his voice low and hoarse from sleep.
"Almost," he murmured somewhere above your head. You smiled sleepily, your eyes still half-closed, and slowly moved closer to him, pressing your whole body against him. Your skin was warm and soft, and he felt your scent—a mixture of your perfume and your natural aroma—fill his lungs. You hugged him, sliding your arms under his arm, and slowly ran your nails down his back. The touch sent sharp, pleasant tingles down his spine, like an electric current awakening every cell in his body. He felt his muscles tense—you knew how to tease him, and it always worked.
The next moment, you threw your leg over his thigh, pressing even closer, and Jungkook pressed his lips together, feeling your pussy press tightly against his already aroused cock. He had been hard since he woke up, but now the desire was unbearable — hot, pulsing, like a fire burning inside him. You moved slowly, deliberately, and he knew it was intentional: you were teasing him, playing cat and mouse. Every movement of your hips made his heart race.
You began to kiss his collarbone gently, your lips sliding down to his shoulders and chest, leaving wet marks on his skin. Each kiss was like a warm impulse that pierced him through and through, making his blood boil. Jungkook endured as long as he could, feeling you rubbing against him, your hips moving imperceptibly, but enough to make his control crack at the seams. He imagined entering you, filling you completely, and the thought made him even harder.
Finally, his patience snapped. With one swift movement, he pushed your leg off him, turned you away from him, and pressed you against the mattress. His hands deftly pulled off your panties, then his own, and without a word or a question, he entered you.
The sensation was incredible—you were so wet, so hot, squeezing him tightly. You gasped, your fingers clenched the sheet, and your body arched with pleasure. He found your palms and slid his fingers between yours, pressing you to the bed with his body. His chest pressed tightly against your back, skin to skin, his lips found your ear.
"This is the kind of awakening I crave every day," he whispered hoarsely, his voice full of desire. You turned your head and smiled, and that smile ignited an even greater fire in him.
Jungkook pushed you, and you forced yourself to hold back the moan that was stuck in your throat. Another push, and a wave of pleasure washed over his spine, causing his muscles to tense. His free hand slid down your thigh, rising to your stomach, where it paused, feeling the warmth of your skin. He paused for a moment, realizing that his child was growing inside you. This thought made his movements even more careful, but at the same time deeper, as if he wanted to feel all of you, to claim you as his own.
Your quiet moans, which you tried to suppress, only added fuel to the fire. He felt your body responding to him, how you arched, seeking more, and it made him lose his mind. His hand moved lower, found your clitoris, and began to caress it with slow but confident movements, synchronizing with his hips. Each touch made his cock throb harder, the pleasure building like a wave.
Jungkook had to stop to turn you around — he wanted to see your face. Sliding out of you, he rolled you onto your back, grabbed your leg, and pulled it to the side, exposing you completely. Your pussy beckoned him, so needy and wet, and for a moment he thought about kissing it, tasting you, but the desire to be inside you was stronger. Jungkook pressed the head of his cock against your entrance and entered smoothly, all the way in. A moan escaped his throat, uncontrollable, and the feeling of fullness filled him completely.
"Take me more, baby," he whispered, his lips sliding down your cheek to your lips, where he kissed you greedily, muffling your moan.
His tongue invaded your mouth, exploring with an intensity as if trying to devour you. His movements became deeper and passionate — each thrust filled him with pleasure, as if you were his drug. He felt your arms wrap around his neck, your nails digging into his skin, and the feeling of euphoria grew. It felt like he was making love to you for the last time, and he unconsciously tried to remember this moment, paying attention to every detail.
Picking up the pace, Jungkook felt your pussy tighten around him, wet and hot, taking him completely. He leaned down, sucking on the skin on your neck, leaving light marks. His hand found your clitoris again, massaging it in circular motions, and he heard your moans grow louder as your body responded to the approaching orgasm.
The tension built up inside him like a storm, and you moaned:
"More... please..."
Jungkook chuckled softly:
"You're so greedy, my baby. Do you want me to fill you up completely?" He thrust harder, more sharply, feeling that sensitive spot inside you, and you wrapped your legs around him tighter, trying to get as close as possible. When you came, clenching around him in ecstasy, Jungkook felt it like his own orgasm—a wave of pleasure washing over him, making him moan.
He held on until you relaxed, and then, with a long, low moan, he reached his peak. His thrusts became chaotic, he filled you with his warmth, his cock throbbing as he released everything. His body tensed, and when he stopped spurting semen, Jungkook relaxed. He lay on top of you, pressing his body against yours, his head falling somewhere between your shoulder and the pillow, listening to his own heartbeat.
You stroked his back, breathing quickly and heavily as well. Jungkook raised his head and smiled at you. He slid his nose across your cheek, touched the corner of your mouth with his lips, and chuckled softly, still barely catching his breath after everything.
"It's only morning, and you've already made me work so hard," he whispered hoarsely, his voice still vibrating with pleasure. "By the way, I feel terribly hungry..." His smile was relaxed, warm, but at the same time daring. Jungkook ran his finger along your jaw and down to your lips. "Maybe you'll feed me after this?" he teased, lightly touching your lips with a short, barely perceptible kiss.
"Of course I'll feed you. You just need to get off me and let me go to the kitchen," you replied with a smile.
Jungkook kissed you one last time and slowly pulled away, allowing you to slip out from under him. He lay down, covering his crotch with a blanket, and watched with pleasure as you got out of bed, completely naked, your hair falling carelessly over your shoulders. You glanced at him quickly, your gaze a mixture of tenderness and a barely perceptible spark of temptation, before disappearing behind the bathroom door.
Jungkook remained lying down while you took a shower, inhaling your scent that lingered on the sheets and feeling his body still experiencing the recent intimacy. The moment seemed perfect, but deep down he knew he couldn’t enjoy such moments for a long time.
Jungkook got up, feeling a slight pain in his side — a reminder of his recent encounter with Sanhun's men. The cut had healed, but the bruises were still visible.
He headed to the bathroom after you left and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. Jungkook turned on the hot water and stepped into the shower. The jets of hot water beat against his skin, washing away the light layer of sweat and tension.
When he came out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel, he smelled the aroma of freshly baked pancakes mixed with the smell of coffee and something sweet — you had clearly made an effort. Jungkook smiled to himself, feeling warmth in his chest from this simple gesture of care. He quickly got dressed and went to you.
In the kitchen, you were standing at the stove, carefully placing a stack of golden pancakes topped with maple syrup and garnished with fresh strawberries and bananas on a plate. Next to it was a bowl of scrambled eggs sprinkled with herbs and toast browned to a crisp. Jungkook froze in the doorway, watching you — you looked so homely, so... his. It was so unusual for him, and at that moment he wanted to be just Jungkook. An ordinary guy, not a damn mercenary.
He sat down at the table, and you placed a plate in front of him, smiling slightly.
"I hope you're still hungry," you said, sitting down opposite him with a cup of coffee. Jungkook nodded, his eyes never leaving you as he took his first bite of pancake. The taste was perfect — sweet but not cloying, with a slight tartness from the strawberries.
"You never disappoint... this is so delicious," he said sincerely, and your smile widened.
Suddenly, his phone rang in his pocket. He took it out and looked at the screen — an unknown number.
"Later," he muttered, hanging up the phone. Jungkook noticed how tense you were, and it created an awkward silence. You tried to talk about everyday things, but his phone rang again. The second call was from a gun dealer he knew, but Jungkook apologized and quickly replied, "I'll call you back." He didn't want these matters to intrude on this moment when he was with you.
Jungkook put another piece of pancake in his mouth when you spoke:
"You know, I just realized... I don't even have your phone number. Do you think we're at the stage in our relationship where you can give it to me?" you said ironically. Jungkook tensed up, his fork stopping halfway to his mouth. He knew he couldn't give you his number — that phone was connected to his work, to people who could track him down, and through him, you.
"I'll buy a separate phone," he said, trying to keep his voice calm. "Just for us. I can't give you this number." He noticed your eyes narrow and your lips press into a thin line — you were unhappy, but you didn't show it, just nodded.
"When are you coming next time?" you asked, changing the subject, but there was a hint of indignation in your voice. Jungkook looked down at his plate.
"As soon as I have free time," he replied, knowing it wasn't the answer you wanted to hear. You just nodded without saying a word.
His phone rang again, and Jungkook glanced at the screen—it was Jimin. He had been waiting for this call. Jimin had promised to find information about Sanghoon's movements, and every detail could save his life. But he dismissed the call, not wanting to ruin the moment. Standing up, Jungkook walked over to you, leaned down, and kissed you on the lips — softly, but with the passion that burned inside him after what had happened between you that morning. You responded, your lips parting to meet his, and he had to admit to himself that he didn't want to leave at all.
"Thank you for a wonderful morning or it’s must’ve said lunchtime... and for food," he whispered, and saw you melt at his words, as you smiled as if he had given you the whole world. "I have to go," he added, feeling how difficult it was to say those words. You stood up and said,
"I'll walk you out."
Jungkook shook his head.
"No need, baby." But you insisted, and he couldn't refuse you. You walked out to the gate together, and you suddenly hugged him, tightly, for a long time, clearly not wanting to let him go. Jungkook hugged you back, breathing in your scent, but out of the corner of his eye he noticed a black Kia parked nearby. His stomach clenched with a sense of foreboding. The car started up and slowly drove past, and the driver, a man with a cold stare, kept his eyes on you. Jungkook didn't like it — he knew this type of people and realized that he was being followed.
He kissed you goodbye, harder than he intended, and whispered:
"I'll come tonight."
A smile lit up your face, and you replied that you would wait for him. Jungkook made you go back to the house first, watching you disappear behind the door. Only then did he take out his phone and call Jimin, asking him for an urgent meeting.

You were lying in bed with your phone in your hands. The rain was falling steadily outside the window, and you couldn't help but glance out the window every ten minutes, thinking about Jungkook, who had promised to come see you today. You had agreed to meet with Sajin over the weekend to discuss her wedding plans — she and Jimin had finally set a date. You had been texting her about the meeting, but you didn't say a word about Jungkook and the fact that you had made up. You planned to tell her that you and Jungkook had worked things out, that he had promised to be with you, that you would be together despite all the dangers.
You waited for him until morning, but he didn't come. You waited for him sitting on the couch, then walking from room to room, unable to find a place for yourself. Sleep overtook you only in the early morning, when you, exhausted, fell asleep in an uncomfortable position, still hoping to hear a knock on the door.
The next day, Friday, there was a small hope that he would show up. You forced yourself not to worry, but Jungkook still didn't show up. You tried to convince yourself that he was just busy, that his business — those dark, dangerous things he never talked about — had kept him away. But your hope faded with each passing hour, and by Saturday you woke up feeling broken.
Your heart ached at the thought that he had abandoned you again, despite all his promises, despite your pregnancy, despite his vows to do everything to keep you together. What if something had happened to him? The thought that he might have been injured or even killed caused you to panic. You couldn't wait until the evening when you were supposed to meet with Sajin, and without waiting for the appointed time, you drove to her.
You were lucky to find Jimin at home. Barely having time to say hello, you asked him almost from the doorway when he last saw Jungkook. Jimin, a little surprised by your insistence, replied that he had seen him yesterday. This news hit you like a slap in the face. Relief — he was alive — mixed with anger: if he had time for Jimin, why didn't he come to see you?
You asked him to give you his number, not hiding the fact that you were in a relationship with him, because you were sure that Jimin knew about it from the very beginning. But he refused to give you his friend's number, explaining that his friend wouldn't allow it.
Your anger flared even more, and you said calmly but with a hint of malice:
"I need to talk to him urgently, Jimin!" But at that moment, his phone rang — a client, as he explained — and he hurried out, leaving you with Sajin.
You felt anger and anxiety taking over you. Sajin tried to calm you down, but you couldn't control yourself. The emotions you had been suppressing for the last few days burst out. You told her everything: how Jungkook found out about your pregnancy, how he told you about some man who wanted him dead but didn't go into details, how he promised to buy a separate phone so you could stay in touch. And how he disappeared again, despite all his words. Sajin listened, her eyes flashing with indignation.
"God, he really must be such a jerk!" she said, "I'll convince Jimin to give you the number. And if he doesn't agree, I'll hack into his phone myself and find that damn number." You felt overwhelmed with gratitude — Sajin was always there for you, always supportive, and you didn't know what you would do without her.
To distract you, Sajin dragged you to the mall to go shopping, and then you went to a restaurant where you were supposed to meet up with other friends to discuss the details of her wedding. You agreed, went shopping with Sajin, but nothing could stop you from thinking about Jungkook. However, when you arrived at the restaurant, it did distract you a little, but as soon as you returned home, your condition was just terrible.
You returned to work, and Donmin was with you all the time. He only asked once if you had any problems with Jungkook, and you said you didn't want to talk about him.
You forced yourself to live a normal life, and it was easier to be around people, but as soon as you got home, you cried. You didn't understand why this man was treating you this way. Why did he leave again without saying a word? Your resentment toward Jungkook grew every day after his disappearance, and you didn't know if you still had feelings for him, because all you felt now was pain, anger, and disappointment.
Several weeks passed, and you didn't even notice it. For you, all the days merged into one endless day that seemed like it would never end. In the evening, almost at the end of the workday, you received a text message from Sajin, who asked you to come to the cafe where she was with Yuna and Minji. She wrote that you needed to choose a florist. You didn't really want to go; you knew they could choose a florist without you, but you understood why Sajin was asking you to come. She supports you like no one else, and you couldn't be rude to her, so suppressing all your worst emotions, you replied that you would be there in half an hour.
You sat at a large table in a café, and the conversation flowed easily. For a moment, you even felt relaxed, but when the conversation smoothly turned to who would be the driver at the wedding, you perked up. You guessed that it would most likely be Jungkook, but Sajin unexpectedly said:
"It will be Hoseok"
Minji raised her eyebrows in surprise.
"Hoseok? I thought it would be Jungkook, he's Jimin's best friend."
Sajin glanced at you briefly, and you hid behind your coffee cup, quickly lowering your gaze and trying your best to appear indifferent, but if anyone had heard your heart pounding in your chest, you would have given yourself away.
"Yes, Jimin asked him, but Jungkook refused. He said he doesn't like being the center of attention and prefers to stay on the sidelines."
The news that he refused to be the driver, knowing that you would be the maid of honor, stung you inside. You even started to feel nauseous from the excitement, so you put down your coffee.
"Really? He doesn't like being the center of attention, but hanging out at ‘Burning Night’ with the club owner's daughter. All know she and they not even try to hide. It’s doesn't count?" Yuna said ironically.
You froze, barely breathing, unable to believe what you had heard. Yuna's words were like a knife, and you felt the blood drain from your face. Sajin noticed your condition and quickly intervened.
"What do you mean? There's no way Jungkook is with someone else." Her voice was sharp; she knew you couldn't ask your friends openly — no one knew about your relationship with Jungkook.
"I'm telling you," Yuna leaned slightly over the table as if telling a secret. "A friend of mine works as a bartender at ‘Burning Night’. He knows Jungkook, and I've seen them there a couple of times myself. Such a glamorous girl, all dressed in designer brands. They often hang out together,"
You began to tremble slightly with anger and resentment. This couldn't be true. Jungkook? With another girl? At a club?
"You're ridiculous, Yuna, it could be just an acquaintance, maybe a friend of his," Sajin didn't believe it either.
"An acquaintance he meets almost every day. And she's hardly someone's girlfriend when he openly hugs her in public. When I saw them, they seemed unable to tear themselves away from each other," she grabbed her phone and unlocked it, looking for a number. "I'll call Tekhvan now and he'll confirm it for you,"
"No, don't..." Sajin tried to stop her, but the phone was already ringing. Yuna turned on the speaker and all four of you focused your attention on the phone.
"Yes," you heard Yuna's friend's low voice against the background of music.
"Hi, honey, can you talk?" your friend asked in a soft voice.
"I can, I just went out for a smoke. You know when to call."
Yuna laughed coquettishly, but you felt the nausea inside you intensify from the tension.
"Listen, you told me you saw Jungkook hanging out with the daughter of the owner of the club where you work. Are they still hanging out together?"
"Yes, they're here almost every other day. I don't even know if Jungkook knows that slutty is owner's daughter. But she's been with him for two weeks now. It's her longest relationship," you heard the sarcasm in his voice. You could barely breathe because it felt like every exhalation was a blow to the chest. "By the way, they came tonight earlier than usual today."
"Are they at the club right now?" Yuna asked.
"Yes, they're sitting there, practically on top of each other. And today, only the two of them came," said Tekhwan. Yuna laughed, unaware of how it were tearing you apart.
You stood up abruptly, unable to withstand the hurricane of emotions raging inside you. Anger, hurt, pain — everything mixed into one burning feeling. You grabbed your things and, without saying a word to anyone, headed for the exit. Sajin caught up with you almost at the door.
"Y/N, wait," she grabbed your arm, forcing you to stop.
"Sajin, it's better not to stop me now." She held you for a moment, then stepped back when she saw the fire in your eyes.
"You're not going there, are you?" she asked. You caught a taxi that had just pulled up to drop off people arriving at the restaurant.
"I am," you said and got into the car. In the car, your hands were shaking and your thoughts were spinning like a whirlwind. How could he? How could he promise you the world, know about your pregnancy, and still hang out with some slut at a club? You waited for him at night, worried that he might be killed, and he was just having fun?
The taxi stopped in front of the club, and you got out, feeling your heart pounding in your chest. The neon sign ‘Burning Night’ flashed in the evening light, and the music boomed even on the street. You took a deep breath, trying to pull yourself together, but inside you were screaming in pain. You knew you might be making a mistake, but you couldn't stop yourself. You had to see him. See them. And make him feel the same pain that was tearing you apart.
You entered at the club, and loud music hit your ears, mixing with the noise of the crowd. The lights flashed, casting colorful reflections on the faces of people dancing, laughing, and drinking. Your heart was beating so hard that it felt like it was going to burst out of your chest. You felt anger and resentment boiling inside you, pushing you forward despite your trembling legs and the nausea rising in your throat. You had to find him. Now.
Your eyes quickly scanned the room, and you almost immediately spotted him at a VIP table in the far corner. Jungkook sat there in the shadows, his dark hair falling over his forehead, his black shirt hugging his shoulders. Next to him was a girl — tall, with perfectly styled hair, wearing a short dress that sparkled under the spotlight. She was laughing, her hand resting on his thigh, and Jungkook leaned toward her, whispering something in her ear. Her flirtatious smile, the way she tilted her head closer to him, made your fists clench. You felt everything inside you break — it was worse than any nightmare.
You moved toward them, your steps decisive, almost aggressive, as if you were ready to tear him to pieces. Anger clouded everything — your mind, your fear, your pain. You didn't think about being pregnant, about needing to be careful. At that moment, you wanted only one thing — to make him feel the same pain that was tearing you apart. But Jungkook noticed you before you could reach their table. His eyes narrowed, he stood up abruptly, glanced quickly at the girl, and walked towards you, crossing the dance floor.
You didn't stop. When he was in front of you, his hands tried to grab you, but you slapped him hard across the chest with your palm, putting all your anger into the blow.
"You scumbag! Are you really sitting here having fun?!" You tried to hit him again, but Jungkook grabbed your wrist tightly and pulled you toward the exit of the VIP area, toward the corridor leading to the restrooms. You resisted, trying to break free, hitting his hands, but his grip was iron. He didn't let go, pulling you along, ignoring your screams.
"Let me go now!" you shouted, but as he dragged you to the restrooms, no one even paid attention to the two of you.
Finally, Jungkook pushed open the door to the women's restroom, which was fortunately empty, dragged you into the farthest stall, and locked you in there. You continued to scream, calling him names, the words pouring out of you like a stream:
"How could you? You promised we'd be together... but you're sitting here with someone else?" Your rage was uncontrollable, tears streaming down your cheeks, but you didn't stop. Jungkook pushed you sharply against the wall, his hands gripping your wrists tightly, pressing them against the cold wall. His body was so close that you could feel the heat of his skin, but that only fueled your anger.
"Calm down!" he barked, his voice low but panicked. You tried to break free, but your strength was leaving you, and you finally stopped struggling, breathing heavily. Your head fell forward, tears dripping onto the floor, your chest heaving with sobs. Jungkook didn't let go, but his grip softened. He leaned closer, his forehead almost touching yours.
"What are you doing here? How did you find me?" he asked, his voice soft but tense. You looked up at him, your eyes full of tears and anger.
"How did I find you?" you asked, your voice trembling. "Does it matter? What matters is that you're hanging out here with some slut!"
Jungkook exhaled heavily, letting go of you and taking half a step back. He closed his eyes, unable to hold back his curses.
"Fuck... you shouldn't have come here..."
You cried, unable to speak. It was unbearable, you wanted to scream, you wanted him to disappear and never appear in your life again. You heard him come up and hug you. You didn’t hugged him back. You just stood there, crying into his chest.
"Baby, please calm down. It's not what you think... I'm asking you to go home and wait for me. I'll come to you and explain everything to you. You can't be here. No one should see you with me,"
"Go home and wait for you for two weeks?" you asked ironically without looking up. Jungkook didn't answer, you just felt his body tense up. You stepped back, looking up at him. "Will it be even longer? Should I not wait for you anymore? You've already found yourself some entertainment." You pushed his hands away.
"Y/N..." Jungkook began, but you didn't want to listen to him. He had to know that he had caused you more pain.
"So you like fucking someone new who isn't pregnant with your child? Are you really such a coward? Couldn't you just tell me right away that you didn't want me and my baby?"
"First of all, it's our baby," Jungkook said somewhat harshly, but quietly. "And secondly, what I'm doing here is a necessity. I'm not cheating on you..."
"Not cheating?" you squealed, ready to hit him for those words. His actions were deliberate, and you saw him whispering something in that girl's ear. "You've been seen with her in this club almost every day since you promised me you'd come! You're fucking her while I sit at home crying, you piece of shit," you couldn't hold back.
"I didn't fuck her," he assured you. "She's a cover. I love you and I don't need anyone else..."
"Shut up!" you shouted, hitting him in the chest. He took a step back, and his back hit the wall of the booth, and there was nowhere to retreat. "Don't tell me you love me!" You pushed him again, feeling tears burning your eyes. "It's a lie... a lie! Someone who loves me wouldn't be sitting in a club with some whore, whispering in her ear!"
You moved closer to him, shouting right in his face, so close that you could see the piercing glint in his eyes in the dim light of the lamp above your heads. His scent — a mixture of expensive cologne and something sharp, like adrenaline — hit your nose, and it only added fuel to the fire of your anger.
"I love you, that's why I'm sitting here with this whore so they won't find you," Jungkook hissed, leaning toward you so that his breath burned your skin. His voice was low, tense, but there was a sincerity in it that made you freeze for a moment.
"What?" you grimaced, anger drowning out any common sense. "You disappeared. Again. I went crazy looking for you, and then I found out you were hanging out here with some girl, and I saw with my own eyes how you were hugging her, whispering something to her, as if I didn't exist! Do you even have a conscience?"
Your hand flew up and was about to hit him in the chest again, but Jungkook grabbed your wrists, firmly but not painfully, pressing them against the wall above your head.
"Listen to me," he said in a sharp but desperate voice. "You don't understand. I didn't disappear because I wanted to. I'm doing this to protect you. And our child."
You froze, his words hitting you like bullets.
"Again it shit about protecting?" You almost spat out the word. "You left me pregnant, Jungkook! As usual, you didn't say a word, and now I see her clinging to you like you're her property! And you call that protection?"
He squeezed your wrists tighter, his eyes burning, but there was something else in them too — pain that he was trying to hide.
"I'm doing this because someone found out about you. Someone who shouldn't have. And I need them to think that I'm with someone else, that you mean nothing to me, then they'll leave you alone. I'm trying to protect you, baby. I can't let them get to you and our child."
You looked at him, feeling anger mixed with confusion. His words sounded sincere, but they didn't ease the pain that was tearing you apart inside.
"I don't believe you," you said in a trembling voice. "You always lie. You disappear, you come back, you promise to stay, and then you run away again. And now I'm supposed to believe that you're with this girl to protect me? Do you think I'm stupid?"
Jungkook abruptly released your wrists, but did not retreat. His hands fell to your waist, and he pressed you against the wall, so close that you could feel the warmth of his breath.
You opened your mouth to shout something else, but he did not allow you to. His lips pressed greedily, desperately against yours, as if he were trying to drown out your anger, your pain, everything that stood between you. You pushed him away, trying to break free, but his arms held you tight, and the kiss became more insistent.
"No, Jungkook, stop!" you muttered through his lips, but he didn't listen. His hands slid down your buttocks, pulling you closer, and his tongue entered your mouth, causing your body to react treacherously.
You pushed him away again, but more weakly, feeling your anger give way to something else — that familiar heat he always aroused in you. His hands squeezed your buttocks, his lips moved along your neck, leaving hot marks.
"I love you," he whispered in a hoarse, almost pleading voice. "Believe me. I'm doing this for you."
You froze, your hands, which had just been pushing him away, now clutching his shirt tightly. You hated yourself for it, but your anger dissolved in his touch, in his kisses, in his scent. You responded to the kiss greedily, with all the rage and love that fought within you.
For a moment you forgot your anger, your pain, the girl in the club. His tongue danced with yours, and every movement was like an attempt to say what he couldn't express in words. You clutched his shirt, feeling your heart beat in unison with his, and hated yourself for still wanting him so badly.
Suddenly, the bathroom door slammed, and you both froze. Two loud girls burst in, their voices drowning out the music from the club, their laughter echoing off the tiled walls.
"Oh my God, did you see that guy at the bar? He's so hot!" one exclaimed as the other giggled, turning on the tap. Jungkook pressed his finger to your lips, and you stood silently, so close to each other. You breathed each other's air in the silence, amid the chaos of strangers' voices.
When the girls finally left, laughing and slamming the door, Jungkook slowly stepped back, but didn't let go of you. He sat down on the closed toilet seat, pulling you by the hand, and you, unable to resist, sat on his lap. His arms immediately wrapped around you, pulling you tightly to his chest, and he took a deep breath, burying his face in your hair. His lips gently touched your neck, leaving a light kiss, then slid down to your jaw, and finally reached your ear.
"I'm sorry I did that again," he whispered softly, his voice gentle but heavy with guilt. "But the situation is really dangerous. When I was last at your place, I noticed a car outside your house," he continued, his voice becoming even quieter, as if he knew that even the walls could eavesdrop. "Someone was watching. I couldn't risk them seeing us together again. I had to stay away to divert suspicion from you. I'm doing everything I can to make Sanghoon and his people think you mean nothing to me. But when I resolve this issue, I'll be back. I promise."
His words hit you, but not in the way you expected. Instead of relief, you felt despair and exhaustion wash over you. You sat on his lap, completely broken, your arms limply resting on his shoulders. You turned your head and looked into his eyes.
"Jungkook, this is crazy," you said exhaustedly, "I... I don't know if we should continue. I'm tired. These emotional swings... your behavior is driving me crazy. You promise, you come back, you disappear, and I wait again, not knowing if you're alive, if you're with someone else, if I'll ever find you. I can't do this anymore."
Jungkook froze, his face became serious, and his eyes darkened with pain. He looked at you as if your words had cut him in half.
"Do you want me to gone?" he asked quietly, his voice full of tension. You remained silent, turning away from him. You no longer understood what you wanted. You loved him, but that love was driving you crazy. "I don't want to lose you. But if you say you don't want to see me, I... I'll try not to bother you," he broke the silence that was becoming unbearable.
You exhaled heavily, your thoughts chaotic, as if you were standing on the edge of a precipice. You got up from his lap, feeling your strength leaving you. The nausea rising in your throat intensified, and you leaned against the wall, trying to pull yourself together. You were emotionally exhausted, torn between your love for him and the pain he caused you. You looked at Jungkook, his face full of concern, but you didn't know what you were really feeling — love, anger, or just emptiness.
"I'm going home," you said quietly, your voice barely audible. Jungkook touched your hand, stopping you, and you looked at his fingers clasping your wrist.
"What should I do?" he asked, his voice full of despair, as if he were begging you to give him an answer he didn't know himself.
You pressed your lips together, feeling tears welling up in your eyes again.
"Do what you think is right, Jungkook," you replied coldly, even though inside you were screaming in pain. You pulled your hand away and turned toward the door without looking back. Each step took you further away from him and you felt your heart staying behind with him. You didn't know if you could forgive him, if you could trust him again, but one thing you knew for sure — you couldn't bear this pain anymore.

Several months had passed since that night at Burning Night when you last saw Jungkook. His promises to return remained just words, and with each passing day, you grew more accustomed to the idea that he was gone from your life forever. The pain of his disappearance had dulled, but it hadn't gone away, hiding somewhere deep in your heart. You focused on yourself and the baby growing inside you. Your belly was already noticeable, but you had learned to hide it under loose dresses and baggy sweaters to avoid unnecessary questions. Today was the day of your scheduled checkup at a private clinic, and you had just left the doctor's office, holding a folder with papers and an ultrasound image showing the tiny silhouette of your baby. The doctor who examined you finally told you the sex. You were carrying a girl, and this news was the most joyful for you in the last few months.
You walked to the exit to call your mom and tell her who you were expecting. You confessed to your parents that you were pregnant and struggled to tell them that you would have to raise the child alone because your relationship with the guy who got you pregnant was complicated. Your mother reacted well, but your father was angry that the man who had fathered the child should be responsible for it. You defended Jungkook to your parents as best you could, but your father remained adamant. In the end, your parents became your greatest support, visiting you often, which eased your inner pain.
You were distracted by a message from Donmin, and then hurriedly dialed your mother's number. You couldn't handle what you were holding in your hands and tried to catch it on the way out, but you bumped into a man and all your papers scattered under your feet. At that moment, your mother picked up the phone, and you hurriedly told her that you would call her back.
You put the phone in your pocket and knelt down to gather the scattered papers. You apologized several times, feeling your cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"It's okay, it happens," said a calm, deep voice with a slight hint of amusement. You looked up and saw a man who had already crouched down next to you, helping you gather your things.
He was tall, with dark hair neatly combed back, and dressed in an expensive suit — a dark jacket, a perfectly ironed shirt, and a tie that looked like it cost more than your monthly budget. His appearance was impeccable, but his smile was warm and friendly, without a hint of irritation.
He picked up one of your papers — a doctor's report — and an ultrasound image, glanced at it quickly before handing it to you.
"Oh, mother-to-be," he said with a slight smile, his dark eyes lingering on the image for a moment. "Congratulations. But you need to be more careful in your condition."
You felt your cheeks flush even more and hurried to take the papers from his hands.
"Yes, I apologize again for my inattention. The phone distracted me," you muttered, hiding the photo in the folder. You stood up, and so did he, handing you the last sheet he had picked up from the floor.
"Your husband should be here to help you carry this pile of papers," he joked, pointing at your folder. You smiled awkwardly, lowering your gaze.
"He... he's at work, so he couldn't come," you lied.
"What job could be more important than such a beautiful s and pregnant wife?"
You clutched the folder with the papers tighter, feeling a slight awkwardness mixed with the warmth of his compliment. The man standing in front of you seemed completely at ease, his smile so natural that you almost forgot how rushed you were. But his gaze—attentive, almost piercing—made you feel a little exposed, as if he were studying you.
"It's really important work..." you replied awkwardly.
"Well, then he must be a very busy man if he misses such important moments," he said with a slight irony, but without judgment, handing you another sheet that you almost missed. His fingers accidentally touched yours as he handed you the paper, and you involuntarily shuddered at the brief contact.
"Yes, something like that," you replied, trying to sound casual, but your voice trembled slightly. You quickly hid the papers in your folder, feeling your cheeks still burning. You bowed low, apologizing one last time.
He smiled, his eyes lingering on your face for a moment before sliding down to your hand, where you were still clutching your phone.
"Call him and tell him he needs to be more responsible and not leave his pregnant wife unattended," he said, and you forced yourself to smile and nod. He glanced at your belly, hidden under a loose sweater, and added, "Take care of yourself. And the little princess, too." His words made your heart ache — he had noticed from the ultrasound that you were expecting a girl, and it was unexpectedly touching.
"Thank you," you said quietly, feeling the warmth of his words mixed with a slight uneasiness. You didn't know why, but something in his gaze made you feel wary, even though he seemed completely harmless. You turned to leave, and he didn't try to stop you, just waved goodbye.
You bowed and headed for your car, clutching your folder of papers. The man remained standing at the entrance to the clinic, his gaze following you until you disappeared around the corner. His smile was as friendly, but there was a cold gleam in his eyes that you didn't notice. You didn't know that the man you had just encountered was Sanghoon, the man Jungkook was so desperately trying to protect you from. For you, it was just a chance encounter, pleasant and fleeting, on a sunny afternoon when all you could think about was your little girl and how to break the happy news to your mother. But truly this day was begin of end.

Hello, my dear Army 💜 Long time no see, I disappeared again for two weeks, and it was all because of my unbearable headache.
I tried to write part 3 sooner, but the pain simply prevented me from doing so. Fortunately, my migraine has subsided a little, and I immediately came to you 🙏🏻
First of all, I have to say right away that I can't limit myself to just three parts as I originally planned. Unfortunately, the story I came up with doesn't fit into three chapters. I don't know if this is good news for you or not ☺️, but I will be grateful to those who are interested in my story for the rest of my life 🥺❤️🔥
Secondly, after reading this chapter, you will understand that it is emotionally intense and difficult for the main character. Jungkook try to keep away, but it only hurts her. You know I was like, "So there will be a scene where he finds out about her pregnancy — there should be a fight and reconciliation, then there should be a scene where they wake up in the morning and have sex, everything is so good, but Jungkook notices that they are being watched and he disappears, and it breaks her heart. Then there should be a scene where she finds him in a club in the arms of another woman, and there should be a fight and then reconciliation (there was supposed to be another intimate scene here, they were supposed to reconcile through sex, but when I started writing, I realized that it was inappropriate here, and I also had to delete the scene where she remembers how they had sex in the bathroom of club a couple months ago)," and then when I wrote all this and reread it, I thought, "Does my oc despair too often because of Jungkook's actions? Is it normal that he constantly disappears and then she gets angry and tries to break up with him?"
I thought about it, maybe too much, and came to the conclusion that there could be no other option for this character. The relationship between them is complicated, and my heroine is torn between her love for him, her child, and a normal life. She wants to be happy with Jungkook, but who he is does not give her the happiness she desires. And I wonder, what ending awaits these two? A happy ending where they will raise their child together, or one where they will part ways forever and their child, their daughter, will be the only reminder of their love? Actually, I'm still thinking about it and I would like to know what ending you want for this fanfic. So if anyone has read this far, please write in the comments what you would like 🙏🏻 I really want to write what the majority chooses, because to be honest, from the very beginning of this story, I didn't plan a happy ending here 🥺
So, I'm talking a lot again, but I had to share these thoughts with you because they were overflowing in my brain 😃 I will be happy with any interaction with this chapter and to find that I love my readers so much and that every word you say is a great joy to me. I am SO EXCITED to hear your reactions 🙏🏻 Enjoy ❤️🔥
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may we get happy ending please, only if you want my lovely author
I wanted to write a happy ending myself, but from the very beginning there was no happy ending here 🥺 I understand that I can write any ending I want, but I'm a good person and I can't make them suffer even more 💔 (I don't know if I could bear it myself 🤭🥺) 💗
For my beloved readers, I will do everything in my power 💗❤️🔥
Thank you for reading QPF 💗💞
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happy ending ❤️
I heard your wish 🙂↕️🤭🥰
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happy ending please fir qpf
The readers' wishes are law 🙏🏻❤️🔥 But I can't promise that it will be an easy ending 🥺
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please do happy ending for quarter past four. i have already cried so much and i don’t want to cry again. please 😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🏼😭🙏🏼😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼u want to see them together with their little girl. i want to see jungkook happy now, with his family, without any fear 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Oh, my beloved, you are begging so tearfully 🥺🥺 How could I possibly hurt you? If you want me to make them happy, I will try my best to do so 🙏🏻
I didn't want to make you cry 😓
Thank you so much for this message and for reading my fanfic😭 It means so much to me 😭❤️🔥❤️🔥 ILY 💓💞
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AAWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH for recommending "Quarter past four." I am so happy that my story touched you, my sunshine 🥺💗❤️🔥❤️🔥 It means a lot to me 🙏🏻❤️🔥❤️🔥 The third part is already ready and you can read it 💗❤️🔥
Jeon Jungkook Fic Recs [Pt. 2]
First, I want to thank all the talented authors for sharing their incredible stories. I’m really glad I had the chance to read them, as each one was so engaging and full of heart. Happy Reading <3
✦ Mutual Help by @personasintro
↳ in order for you to pretend to be his girlfriend, he helps you with your sexual desires ⏤ he calls it mutual help.
ongoing ║ 520k
reader meltdown: I don’t even need to say much, everyone knows Mimi, everyone knows mutual help. This best friends to lovers fic has the slowest slow burn [isn’t that why we call it slow burn lol] ever, and oh god, I love their friendship so much. I want this freaking Jungkook in my life so bad. If you haven’t read it yet, go freaking read it!
✦ Bitichin’ by @kinktae
↳ The 80s were a time of choices. Which perm was right for you? What color neon would you wear next? None of these choices, however, were more questionable than a certain deal you made with Jeon Jungkook.
completed ║ 49.5k
reader meltdown: Well, this fic was a rec to me, and now I’m recommending it to y’all. The author absolutely devoured the story, the tension, the emotions, everything is just perfect. This is amazing, definitely give it a try!
✦ The Art of Pretending by @ggukivrse
↳ when you and jungkook show up to your much anticipated graduation trip and realise neither of you had the guts to tell your friends about your recent break up, there's only one thing you can do to keep the trip from falling apart: pretend. but somewhere between fake kisses and real feelings, you start to wonder if letting go was ever the right choice at all.
completed ║ 49.5k
reader meltdown: the most delicious exes-to-lovers story. It didn’t have all the drama most ones do with this trope, but it was so emotional and satisfying. April, you absolutely nailed this, keep it up girl!
✦ Make you Mine by @mercurygguk [37k]
↳ your first day at your new college is quite eventful to say the least. but everything seems slightly less chaotic when Jeon Jungkook offers to help you on your way – if only knowing him wasn’t an even bigger mess than the day you first met.
reader meltdown: sooo good, I was hooked the whole time. This was the first fic on Tumblr I’d read and it was absolutely great. Both of them were idiots and I was so mad at them for not communicating properly. It’s definitely the most delicious one-shot ever and the angst had me feeling all the feels. Give it a try!
✦ Cockblocked by @mercurygguk [15.8k]
↳ which a pair of best friends are hopelessly in love with one another but they’re both too dumb to realize, even when everyone around them are dropping hints every five minutes. or alternatively; “you’re an idiot for thinking I wouldn’t love you back.”
reader meltdown: another amazing fic by the same author. This one was just as good, I honestly have no words left. Definitely give it a shot!
✦ One Night Stand by @buryhny
↳ as if the unexpected twist of a one-night stand turning out to be your CEO boss wasn't surreal enough, the situation takes a more challenging turn when both of you discover that you're expecting his child.
completed ║ 200k
reader meltdown: my god, this was so good. I’m not usually into this trope, but wow, this was next level. I loved Jungkook so so much in this fic. The way he took care of her throughout the pregnancy was just so cute. This is a comfort fic, and I loved the whole plotline. The way he pushed his fears aside to adapt and try to be a good father was just muawh.
✦ For Me by @personasintro
↳ A collection of drabbles accompanied with dilf!jk
completed ║ 23.8k
reader meltdown: so freaking cute, my god. I loved the interactions with Ruda and how he was trying to be perfect for her. The date scene was just… so cute, I literally couldn’t handle it.
✦ Bad Decisions by @clubdionysus
↳ it's simple: write your deepest darkest fears on origami birds and string them up on jungkook's ceiling. when they fall-which they inevitably will, thanks to his cheap daiso washi tape —you have to face the fear. set it free. the issue? you've a fear of intimacy. jungkook, a fear of rejection. and you've both got the capacity to make some incrediblybad decisions.
ongoing ║ 560k
reader meltdown: I’m damn sure you all know this freaking fic, and I don’t even have to say how amazing it is. Waiting for the next update so patiently. God, I love them so much.
✦ Meraki by @taegularities [26.6k]
↳ Jungkook finds you irritating; far too energetic and insistent. But his perception of you changes bit by bit, minute by minute, when he's persuaded into spending an entire night with you at places he doesn't know.
reader meltdown: this was so freaking good. The grumpy x sunshine vibe was perfect. I loved everything—the plot, the OC, every single detail. It left me giggling like crazy.
✦ Universal Truths by @wintrbears [19.3k]
↳ You took the risk of falling in love in a world where your perfect match is decided for you by the universe itself. When a name you never could've predicted appears on your wrist, you do everything you can to stop the inevitable.
reader meltdown: ah, no words. This was such a good soulmate AU fic, just great. And oh, I felt so bad for Tae, oops, but I just love Y/N and Jungkook so much. Their chemistry is insane and the writing was amazing too!
✦ Strawberry Lips by @personasintro [2.8k]
↳ it’s not your fault your professor is extremely young and oh, so hot.
reader meltdown: So adorable and heart-melting. I wish I had someone like him in my life [crying over being single].
✦ Sleepover by @personasintro
↳ Jungkook is your best friend’s little brother who invites you to have a sleepover at his place. Nothing can happen, right?
reader meltdown: I loved every second of it, and when Jungkook was jealous, it was just too cute. I wish we could see more of them, like if their relationship had developed, and I also really wanted to see Jina’s reaction and everything.
✦ Quarter Past Four by @dailynnt
↳ You haven’t seen him in two months. Not since that night you told him you wanted more — and he vanished. But tonight, while you’re trying to move on, laughing beside another man in a crowded nightclub… you see him. Those same dark eyes. That same smirk that undresses you with a glance. He used to come to you at 4:15 AM. No calls. No words. Just him, and your body, and that dangerous kind of love that leaves you bleeding. Now he’s back. And you’re about to find out if your heart can survive him a second time.
ongoing ║ 32.5k
reader meltdown: this fic is just amazing, I have no words. It got me so hooked, patiently waiting for part three. I’m so excited to see what will happen next. The chaos, the pregnancy, everything has me so hyped to read more.
Divider credits: from a post by @cafekitsune
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