#angst! wooo 🎉

[charlotte-family-apologist]

PLEASE I'd love for you to break down your thoughts on how Johnny parented Cassie

Tysm for the ask! Sorry it took me so long to do.

Johnny parented Cassie much differently than Sonya did. Sonya, as we know, is strict, unafraid to dish out punishments (even if they are just reps), and distant.

I imagine Johnny’s the complete opposite. I wouldn’t say he was a passive parent, but he had trouble putting his foot down and spoiled her often. Differences in their parenting styles was one of the first argument triggers to appear in Sonya and Johnny’s marriage.

Sonya having grown up with a “coddling will only cause problems” mindset as well as helping raise her younger brothers was stuck in her ways while Johnny was desperate to give Cassie the childhood he wanted. When Sonya started to distance herself, Johnny quickly stepped up. He stubbornly wanted to prove her wrong and started to look into parenting books. Though Johnny’s foot never really hit the floor despite his efforts, easily giving into Cassie’s wants.

He fell into a depression after the divorce and took up drinking again. It wasn’t as bad as his previous relapses as he only drank when Cassie wasn’t with him or when he thought she was sleeping, but he knew it wasn’t healthy. Cassie overheard him crying a lot during this period and woke up several times to him drunkenly stumbling into her room to hold her and kiss her head, muttering incoherent nonsense more often than not.

He got help after a drunken phone call with Hanzo talked some sense into him, but the damage had already been done. Cassie never mentioned how much she witnessed of him during that time despite how badly it affected her.

She tries her best to forget it ever happened because beside from it she considers him a good dad. Though going from the hands off approach Johnny took to the hand on collar approach of Sonya gave her whiplash, causing her to present herself differently to them. A trait she struggled to grow out of until after mkx.

Overall, Johnny tried his best and had his moments. I do think he was a good dad, but his and Sonya’s problems (individual and combined) stopped him from being better and unknowingly hurt Cassie in the process.

[featguler]

DID YOU LIKE HER IN THE MORNING ? ! a part of ' BUZZ '.

'cause i don't know if i can compete with the former crowned head of your old ford's front seat, and the story goes you blame it on the lonely nights for it ever starting. but answer the question: did you like her in the morning?

SUMMARY : you try piecing the puzzle of jude's ex-lover together. PAIRING : jude bellingham x reader TAGS : reader's gender, ethnicity, nationality, and appearance is not specified. insecurity, angst a little bit-ish, jude is eepy WORDCOUNT : 1,218 NOTES : first one-shot in the series wooo!! 🎉🎉 make sure to check out the series master list!! this one-shot is also inspired by lacy by olivia rodrigo and girl crush by little big town ♡ masterlist.

Jude’s previous love was a nobody.

Which is to say that no matter the amount of models he follows on Instagram, and no matter the amount of sparkling cars and glamorous lifestyle that he effectuates, Jude Bellingham is, after all, capable of feeling at home with somebody who is a nobody.

Which is to say that you sound like a fucking unbearable, out of touch, bliss-tippled piece of shit whenever you think about her in your stupid little head.

Which is to say that you have not stopped thinking about her in your stupid little head.

How she wears her hair, how she lines her lips. You memorised how often she reapplies her hand cream, how often she takes that sunstick out her bag; you know what warrants a smile from her face and what draws in a laugh.

You might be in love with her just as much as Jude was.

The girl, you learned, had little to no Instagram presence. But she is there, and not a single person on Earth aside from Jude’s inner circle—and you—know about their relationship. She was there on Jude’s private account—you had known him shortly before they separated—filling up his Instagram stories with recordings on how she is cooking him her homeland’s cuisine, how Jude was the only living man on Earth that her pedigree cat would ever let pet her.

And Jude had deleted all of their pictures together the moment they broke up; he calls it bitterness, you see it as resentment. He blocked her everywhere: he blocked her number, he blocked her Instagram account, he blocked her Spotify account, he blocked her Medium account (you didn’t even know that blocking someone on Medium is a thing you can do).

But you don’t share the same pettiness as Jude, right?

No you do not. You still go to her page, even if you don’t follow her, and scan over the love poems she still posts, studying each line and wonder if Jude is still the muse of her writing—her delicate, brittle writing.

Ultimately, your concern lies in how Jude was not the one to break the relationship off. She saw a loss of spark, she saw that fame is getting into his head. And Jude? Jude wanted nothing but forever with her. Something she could not match.

God.

It would be easier if you just mind your own business, shut the case, and not bring her up in whatever chance you got. But it would also be easier if she was not someone he had loved.

A pizza delivery man fell from his Vespa and she was the first person to help him up, he once laughed a fond reminiscence, just a few months before you get together. No one even moved an inch—I certainly did not. I have tried helping others as much as I can since then, y’know? I don’t know, man. I just think of her every time I do something nice.

How are you going to fill such a deep gap?

You accidentally saw a text from his friend one night. “I don’t like this one as much.” You didn’t need much explaining, and pretended to not see how Jude typed a quick “Fuck off????”, but you thought about that comment for a long, hard week. The same friend had pointed out earlier in your relationship that Jude had only blocked her because if he were to hear her voice once again, he would come running back to her. It was something neither of you nor Jude appreciated.

But it made you think.

Thinking sure is the root of disdain.

You stare at your bathroom mirror, and Jude snores softly in the background, lying face down with his lips parted slightly. You wonder why loving Jude Bellingham has turned you into such a narcissist: always looking so deeply into every single crook of your face, every bump and scars and pores.

You have never paid attention to yourself this much, not since forever, not since your first love in middle school.

But somehow, this is worse. Much, much worse.

It’s seven-thirty in the morning, and the sun is barely up. You step out of your bathroom and take in how he lays upon your bed, unknowing how much bigger he is than the small cranny of your apartment.

“Mornin’,” he mumbles, opening his eyes for a quick second before quickly shutting them again. You step closer, sinking the bed with one knee. “Sun’s up early, eh, love?”

“Mhm?” Your fingertips reach to travel on his hairline, fading in clarity and needing another visit to the barber soon. “Sun’s not up, Jude.”

“Jude?” He let out a disgruntled groan, eyes still closed with his hand blindly grasping for yours on his face. “Why Jude? ‘Tcha mad at me?”

The sleepiness is as thick as his accent. You laugh softly and lean in to press a tender kiss against his temple, interlocking your fingers with his, but your mind cannot help but speculate on how she had kissed him like this before, how he would sleep on her ribbon-adorned bedcover, with her Birman just in the corner, curled up on a window sill, as pretty as she was.

“Am not, baby.”

Jude hums. “What’d I do?” He asks again, but before you can answer, he snuggles deeper into his pillow rambling. “Wanna sleep on your lap, wanna cuddle—can I?”

“My love,” you coo, climbing deeper into the bed, letting him climb onto your lap, “come.”

His ear rests on your thighs and arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him, holding on you tight like your air conditioner is going to blow you away.

“Not goin’ back to sleep, candy?”

“That’s a new one,” you wonder if he had used that nickname on her before. “No, baby. I’ve been up a while.”

“Why didn’tcha wake me up?”

You shrug, trying to get comfortable with being in love with him. “You look peaceful sleeping.”

He answers with a grown into your lap, pressing a soft kiss on your thigh before nuzzling into his prior position. “Wanna be awake when you are, love.”

“You need your rest,” you rub your palm along the side of his neck, stopping to move just move your thumb.

“Rest comes everyday,” he says, “I don’t get to see you everyday now, do I?”

This time, you smile. The fear is consistent—it creeps up your veins like anxiety towering and taunting your every breath.

“Well, you’re awake now” —

If he is offering his love to you, though it was once someone else’s, would it be so much of a sin just to try it? Even if he ends up hurting you, even if he ends up leaving you for something that he knew was much sweeter?

— “what would you like to do?”

“Mhm,” Jude opens his eyes, turning his head to catch your eyes.

You freeze, and her face appears in your head: how does she talk about you to her friends? How does she compare you to her? The way you do your hair, or call Jude your baby?

“Dunno, love,” he mutters. “What do you want to do?”

You trace your fingers again on his hairline, drawing down to his neck.

“What about pizza?” You suggest. “Let’s order some pizza.”

[kadextra]

today on qsmp is like *agonizing painful angst* WOOOOOOO CARNIVAL 🎉 WOOO KOREA!!!! 🎉 *agonizing painful angst* and I’m kinda just

[ying-doodles]

oh shxt the blood post 398 angst hit 400 notes!! WOOO!! :D🎉

[enkvyu]

guys i’m going to post smth and it’s not going to b the part two i’m afraid but it is going to b gojo still . itll b rlly awks it u read it thinking it will be fluff when it’s angst so !!

on a side note how do we feel knowing getou’s final appearance in the anime is airing in a few days ☺️ bc i’m abt to lose my mind !!

also !! thank you for 300 fllwers WOOO 🎉🎉 i might do a silly writing prompt thing if u guys r interested !!

[cuntycassandra]

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One line from a wip:

- Blaine to Sebastian, concerning Kurt.

“He doesn’t love you, you know, not the way he loves me. I’ve filled his library, whereas you’re just a passing sentence.”

[theimprobabledreamersworld]

(tw eyestrain and bright colours!)

Wooo! The litographs are back! 😄 This is a late birthday present request from a friend😊💙

So it's the Rap Battle from 'Am I Original?' The first image is Roman's part and the second image is Logan's part 😊 I thought it would be cool to have both of their colours in each others images too! 😄

So happy (belated) birthday @lost-in-thought-20 !! 🎉 Hope you like this! 💙💙

As always, tap on each picture for much better quality! ☺️💜

I'm gonna taglist this too because it's the first one I've posted for a while! 💜

Taglist: @writerwithtoomanyships @youremotionallystablefriend @patt-off @psychedelicships @dramaticsnakes @full-of-roman-angst-trash @look-ma-im-on-tv @intruality-overlord @poisonedapples @eviearie @kittygolucky @fear-ze-queer @romans-dull-creativity @caffiniated-gremlin @justanotherhumanstuff @jwillowwolf @despite-everything-exe @red-imeanblue

If you wanna be added/taken off this taglist, let me know! ☺️💜

[nichiverse]

closed! thank you for requesting <3

100 followers event!! (wooo) 🎉

thank you so much for 100 followers! i'm so happy you all were able to enjoy my fics. for my very first event, i'll be listing some angst and fluff prompts and characters/idols you can request!

duration: 12 oct - 1 nov

genshin impact (i only do male characters, sorry):

1. boyfriend hc

2. domestic hc

3. dying in their arms (angst)

4. soulmate au (fluff)

5. soulmate au (angst)

6. taking care of you when you're sick

7. taking care of them when they're sick

8. suddenly giving them so much affection

9. baking together

10. arcade date (modern au)

11. they start slowly falling out of love with you

12. proposing to you

13. having an argument

14. how they break your heart

15. rejecting your confession

16. they choose lumine over you

17. holding hands hc

18. comforting you

19. them as your best friend calling you their girlfriend

you may request a maximum of 5 characters at a time!

[uno-writing]

EXCUSE ME BERRI

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT, IM ACTUALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW😭😭😭THIS WAS WORST THAN THE PRE-ARC ARLO ANGST AJEBJWBDJEBSJE

Can I have some fluff to heal the wound in my heart😭😭😭

But omg that was so sad😭😭😭😭😭

Also yes fuck nate, he can go to hell. YES STAN FEZ I LOVE HIM

Teehee~😚 I may have taken your hope that current!Arlo angst would be less painful as a little bit of a challenge…😬

Sorry about the heartbreak Candy Anon. I got you some fluff right here <3 Lemme know if you want more angst :D

Wooo!!!! 400th post right here!!!!🎉🎊🎉

also…can you imagine a UnO/Euphoria crossover?? Idk why my brain decided to combine these two, ig bc they both take place in highschool??? But like Remi would end Nate bc you know he’d go after her. She’s p much his type to a T and she would just ruin him bc she’s a lot stronger than she initially seems. And that’s if Arlo and Blyke haven’t already ended him for even looking at Remi. And a Sera and Maddy friendship would be so badass🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋

Arlo stirs awake due to a poke to his cheek.

“You awake?” Y/N whispers, Arlo feeling their eyes watching him.

“no.” Arlo grumbles, not opening his eyes.

“C’mon. This is important.” Y/N whines, poking his cheek again. Arlo cracks an eye open and turns his head to look at them tiredly.

“fine, what?” Y/N grins and leans forwards, pressing a kiss to his lips.

“I love you~” Y/N coos and Arlo rolls his eyes.

“Lucky me…” Y/N giggles and pokes his face as soon as his eyes close again.

“go to sleep.” Arlo groans, rolling over on his side so his back is facing them.

“I’m not tired.” Y/N plops themself on top of his side, holding back laughter at his tired sigh. Arlo glances at them, seeing them staring at him with wide, very awake eyes.

“What’s it going to take to get you tired?”

“Attention from my darling amazing boyfriend.” Y/N chirps and Arlo sighs, rolling over underneath them so they’re laying on his chest. Arlo’s hand raises and he cups their cheek, gently guiding their head closer to his and he presses a soft kiss to their lips.

“There. Now go to sleep.” Arlo huffs, gently patting their head.

“Arlo.” Y/N whines and Arlo sighs again, playing with their hair to try and sooth them. Y/N hums in delight and they lay their head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. They notice his fingers slowing down and they lift their head slightly, seeing him falling back to sleep.

“Ar.” They whisper, not wanting to wake him up again if he was already back to sleep. Arlo grunts in response, not opening his eyes.

“I love you.” Y/N hums, their hand reaching up to trace his features. Arlo grunts again, subconsciously leaning into their hand.

“i love you too. now please go to sleep. it’s the middle of the night.” Arlo mumbles and Y/N quietly laughs at him, dropping their head back to rest on his chest.