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Laplapang 'di naganap sa 2nay n pelikula, huhu,,,, tragic old man yaoi talaga ang atake natin 4 2dayz videow
#harry potter#harry potter fandom#fantastic beasts#gellert grindelwald#albus dumbledore#grindledore#grindlewald x dumbledore#old men yaoi#sana mangyari e2 hays#ito nalang talga hinahangad ko sa buhay (pati na rin sa iba ko'ng minamahal na ships)#TOTOHANIN ANG LAPLAPAN!!#mads mikkelsen#jude law#KLIEN2000
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new mond event involving the knights of favonius means that i am going feral looking for kaeya crumbs and so far he unfortunately DOESNT SEEM TO BE HOME STILL
#umuwi ka na kaeya#di na ako sanay ng wala ka#mahirap ang mag-isaaaaaa#at sa gabi hinahanap-hanap kitaaaaaugh#hanggang kailan ako maghihintay na makasama kang muli sa buhay kong puno ng paghihirap#at tanging ikaw lang ang pumapawi sa mga luha at naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labiiii#kaeyachi randoms#kaeya#kaeya alberich#WHERE IS HE?! WHERE TF IS HE? I SWEAR TO GOD. YOU LAUGHING GURL? YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?#...jeanlisa tho hehe#but still im a kaeya blog i will hunt for him
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grabe kahapon ko pa kausap to si ateng seller sa facebook market place, from bandang hapon hanggang midnight. gusto ko nalang maiyak kasi nagbayad na ako sa kanya ng more than half the price(5k) tapos ang bagal nya magupdate and parang di naman sya nageeffort makapagbook. kagabi pa supposedly nadeliver kasi same day delivery dapat, after ko magbayad. nagets ko naman na hirap magbook kasi malayo kaya nga nag offer nalang ako na ibalik muna yung payment ko tapos kinabukasan nalang ulit itry magbook kasi gabi na, but di mya binalik, kahit nag agree sya. tinulugan nya na ako. so nagwait ako hanggang ngayon para madeliver. di parin sya nagbook and nagseen, parang sya pa yung irita. hindi parin sya nagrerespond :( gusto nya payment first policy kaya agad agad naman ako nagbayad. nasstress na ako kaya magrelease lang ako dito saglit. hay.
lesson learned, di na ako uulit bumili sa marketplace.
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yung notes app ko here sa phone ko puro kalungkutan tots and feels laman kasi tbfh sobrang lungkot ko lately. i know it's important that i go through tough times and not run from them, but damn it, im just so tired of going through it. im so tired. im exhausted. i feel depleted. i just feel so weak and defeated all over.
#i wanna write all my sadness away on an actual notebook slash journal but im the kind of person that categorize slash organize things lmao#like the journal that i hv are for happy days or normal chill days#i dont hv a journal dedicated to sadness kqsi lately keri ko naman imanage mga kinakalungkutan ko#but ever since this recent great loss happened hindi ko na kaya imanage yung lungkot galit tampo sa circumstances sa buhay sa mundo sa laha#umiiyak ako kung saan man ako abutan ng lungkot like di ko mapigilan yung luha#a few days ago nasa bgc me kasi may three resto features kami tapos umiiyak ako habang nagshshoot shutangena#pero ayun sobrang lungkot ko talaga na gusto ko magpakalayo layo muna but also ayoko umalis ng bahay kasi kakauwi niya lang samin ulit#unfortunately umuwi siya in an urn na and i just cant gahd bakit parang ang highlight ng buhay ko ay death and grieving#pagod na pagod na pagod na ko#eniwey ayon nga i tried looking for a journal sa nbs nybg nakaraan pero nafrustrate ako kasi wala lang basta sobrang wala ako sa sarili ko#soayon sa phone ko lahat binubuhos tapos sobrang wala ako energy to do home stuff werq stuff#i just wanna drop all my responsibilities and wallow in sadness and anger and resentment#im avoiding questioning things but damn it bAkeht ba to kailangan mangyari#bAkeht ganito bAkeht kailangan may bawi parati#ang hirap maging thankful lately but im rlly trying my best and hardest#donut#p.s. binasa ko ulit tong post ko lalo na the tags and i saw grammatical errors pero wtvr malungkot ako ngayon kiber na nyeta
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mag 4 years na pala! i finally stopped stalking the other girl (girl he cheated on me with) and i have no idea kelan ako nagstop pero i no longer check how pretty she is. lmao. i still feel insecure but that’s one hell of a progress not to check her. kasi tagal ko na di chinecheck ex ko, mas matagal pa nga compared dun sa babae. grats, danacrazy. 🫶🏻
#di ko na iniiyakan yon#ang iniiyakan ko ngayon yung ang huling achievement ko sa buhay e latin honor ko 10 years ago lmao
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The heartwarming feedback from my candidate or customer really made my day. That's when you realized that you actually have an impact to other people with your help and good service. I was also recognized as one of the ambassadors for this week.
Despite of everything that I've been through this week that really stressed me out, God reminded me again that it's not always a bad day. As long as you keep going, your hard work will be paid off.
So this is life.
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꒰ ノ . ꣑꣒ “ you know you can ask for help , right ? if you can't reach something ? unless you're waiting for me to get it for you ? because this is not the first time . ”
#✿⠀˙⠀꒱⠀⠀𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗅𝖾𝖾⠀﹐⠀colloquy⠀⠀.#oatsmilkies.#ayan na buhay na siya#ang mingyu ni piper#his name is eiran#he's a new york native basically grew up there#he's a freelance writer who is popular in social media#bc he writes about ppl's stories#like that account humans of new york#he's a part time barista so maybe that's where they are now ??#lagot ka yohan
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WAIT WHAT IF YOU WATCHED A ROMCOM
and cry some more ? ??? ? no thanks !!
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"Pwede na 'yan, tinatamad na 'ko mag render e." moments at 2am.
#buhay ID#technical design#ilang kitchen pa ba ang irerender o giliw ko#ilang bedroom pa ba idedesign
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A video "recommended" to me by youtube was entitled, "I quit my job." I was on youtube to look for Berlitz-related tips, but I spent my time watching the I quit my job video instead. She quit her job at Spotify because of burnout and the feeling that she was stuck, career-wise. There's more to it, and it made me reflect for a while.
My new coping mechanism is actually to not think. Thinking is exhausting. In many cases, it doesn't lead me anywhere. I am grateful to my friends who are patient with my musings, though. I used to think, thinking aloud helps me a lot, but now, I don't want to bother people anymore with my thoughts. They also have things to think about.
Anyway, the person's reasons for quitting (in the video) made sense to me, but I am not that adventurous or courageous to quit without another job lined up. I guess I am not really at the point where I think about contentment and growth. For example, "I want to be a world-class leader who can impact lives"—well, no. I am just collecting "experiences" everyday.
When things get difficult, I try to reframe the situation as: I am getting paid to learn, so I should keep "learning" things at the job. When things get repetitive or boring, I try to distract myself by making plans. Being tired will affect how you think, and sometimes all we need are reassurance, warmth, and rest. These days, even camping alone sounds like a great idea to me.
When I left my second job in December because I've gotten so anxious thinking about it and I don't even really want to go to work anymore, I felt so weak, as if I were a person who couldn't withstand challenging times. And I felt that it would be hard for me to have another job like that, which was somewhat aligned with my course and paid a decent amount of money (for the amount of work), but reality is different. There are even better opportunities out there.
As for that job, the responsibilities are okay, but to me, it was just being really poorly managed, and I don't think there's a need for me to force myself to tolerate the "manager" or her antics. What I experienced was probably really just a good redirection towards something more worthwhile.
In summary, I've let go of the shame and self-blame for my decisions and I've started to even think that I'm doing pretty well for wherever I am right now.
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Gusto ko lang naman maramdaman
Na ako'y pinapanindigan
Na hindi lang ako ang lumalaban
Dahil gusto ko lang ng payapa
Ngunit kailangan kong mangmanipula
At sa huli, ako lang ang ipapahiya
Problemang pang trenta 02/17/24
#yung feeling na#feeling mo manipulative ka na#kase parati silang walang imik#ikaw lang ang mover sa relationship#ikaw lang ang pala desisyon#pero walang desisyon para sayo#tapos mararamdaman mo#nakakapagod na ata to ah#disney princess ako usually#gusto ko lang naman maramdaman na considered ang feelings ko#ayoko nang parang ako lang ang lumalaban#tapos ako pa ang sasabihang agresivbo#parang mas peaceful ata nung kabulastugan lang about my fandoms ang buhay ko ah hahahaha#tagalog#filipino#poem
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ako si luna.
siya si sol.
ilang taon ko makikita ikaw nang tunay?
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i’m luna.
she is sol.
how many years will it take to see you truly?
#chi tingz#fuck..#fuuuck…#tangina…bat ba ganito ang buhay#parang…anyo ng parusa#parusa na magkahiwalay kami…#parusa na taga ibang kontinento lamang kami…#ang pagmamahal sa irog ko ay masaya…parang nakakalipad ako sa langit…#ang pagmamahal sa kanya ay….nakakalunod sa saya#ngunit. magkahiwalay kami.#magkahiwalay kami at wala akong magagawa.#oo. tunay na magkakaroon na araw na makikita na namin ang isa’t isa.#mahahawak ko na ang kanyang kamay…#makikita ko na ang kanyang ngiti sa personal#ngunit…matagal pa…#hindi dahil ako ay mainipin na tao.#hindi dahil wala akong tiyaga para sa kanya#pero…grabe.#ilang taon kaya iyan matutupad….#gusto ko nang iyakap siya ngayon.#gusto ko nang ihalik siya ngayon…#pero wala akong magagawa…#dahil siya ay si sol#at ako ay si luna#pambihira lang makita ko siya.#kailangan ko pang maghintay ng ilang taon…o isang dekada….#para mangyari na ang eklips…#at masasaya kami…ngunit hindi ito palagian…#ilang minuto lang siya at mahihiwalay nanaman kami sa isa’t isa….
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i havent watched the latest season of bridgerton pero mejj nagbbinge na ko polin threads sa x (((twitter))) tapos tawang-tawa ako puh-lease ang funny nila colin and penelope lol ang awk nila tapos tagu-taguan ang fave game nila nyahahahahahahahaha
di pa ko nagwwatch talaga kasi gusto ko sana complete na the episodes pero baka magwatch na rin ako soon pero feel ko matagal pa yung soon na yun kasi basta magulo utak ko okiE tapos indecisive pa kadyosahan ko
basta bottomline ang cute cute cute nila hihi ang cute talaga friends to lovers trope
#waley ako pake sa spoilers lol#madalas talaga need ko rin spoilers bc i cannot handle not knowing (((as a control freak CHAROT NYAHAHHAH)))#i just feel like dasurv ko to know okiE hayaan na nating sa buhay ko nangangapa ako pero sa mga pinapanood ko hindi WAHAHHAHAHA#ayan ang aking logic vvv smart vvv intelligent like xOri but onli intellectuals get it CHAROT ULIT GAGA LANG TALAGA ME HAHAHAHAHAA#yoko na nga nyahahahahah#donut
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is it sad i rewatch old pinoy adverts bc im homesick 😭 like not even songs and tv series...ADVERTS-
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ika-27 ng mayo, taong 2023.
tanghali. sobrang init. nakaupo sa cleopatrang puno ng sulat ang mga paa. nakasandal at payapang humihinga habang ang mga mata'y wari'y nakatitig sa walang katapusang kawalan. walang ibang tunog kundi ang boses ng nagtatalong damdamin at kaisipan.
ang araw-araw ay patuloy na lumilipas. patuloy ang pagsikat ng araw at patuloy ang pagningning ng mga tala sa madilim na pagyakap ng langit sa gabi. at sa araw na lilipas ay ang pagtatanong sa sarili
hanggang saan pa ba?
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the last lines of di na muli....
#binawi ang buhay mo nang walang sabi#binubulong ko sa sarili#mahal kita hanggang sa huli#AMP NAMAN O#im trying to do work but now im choking up over avatrice#rough trans: your life was taken away without warning#im whispering to myself#i love you until the end
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