#androgyny AM

[h0nkytonkangels]

Bodyshape Conversions I Should Have Posted a Long Time Ago, Part 1: Seasons Rockstar Outfits for Androgyny AM, Zenman's Fit Male, and Lifa's Male.

So I'm reorganizing my bodyshape outfits and realizing there are several conversions I made a while back that I haven't uploaded. I think I lost confidence in my meshes and felt they weren't worth sharing. Well, I've realized upon further reflection that some of them aren't so bad at all.

So here's the first in my series of outfits I should probably share: recolors of the AM Rockstar outfit from Seasons. The recolors I'm sharing come from Phobia, Pineapple Forest, and Goatskickin. If I counted correclty, that's 36 recolors! These have fat and preg morphs. The original outfit categories are preserved, and all bodyshape outfits have been enabled for elders.

There are two download versions: repository and standalone. The repositoried files DO include the original, required AM files. I've checked TOU's and this doesn't seem to be a problem, but if any of the original creators don't like me sharing these, let me know!

I have BSOK'd the Maxis AM and Androgyny AM files, but I did not BSOK Zenman's Fit Male or Lifa's Male, since AFAIK there are not yet BSOK icons for them. I actually do BSOK these shapes in my own game, but I use existing icons for shapes I don't personally use, so this is wouldn't be appropriate for other people's games.

I did technically make a conversion of this mesh for Melody9's Fat AM, but I noticed that LetoMills also did this, and probably did a better job, so check it out here!

Here are some previews of the fat morphs for each shape:

First, Androgyny AM

Next, Zenman's Fit Male:

And finally, Lifa's Male:

Now, onto the downloads!

Download the Standalone Version

Download the Repository Version (Original AM files included)

[agaymushroom]

WHY CANT I WEAR DRESSES AND SKIRTS THE WAY MEN WEAR DRESSES AND SKIRTS!!! RAHHHHHHH WHEN THEY DO IT ITS ANDROGYNOUS, WHEN I DO IT I LOOK LIKE A CIS WOMAN!!!! AHHHGGGHHGHHHGG

[sualne]

goth futch with big muscles Do Not put that jacket back on, holy fuck

[lemonlovemeanslove]

Coffee Prince is like such an easy go-to example as to why genderqueer AFAB x cis man relationships are in fact queer, like thats in their nature. The show is a queer show about queer romance, about sexuality and gender and the complex, complex ways these things interact with culture and intense feelings. The sworn brother oath is such a great way to exemplify how we use socially accepted concepts of intimacy between men to justify (both to others but mostly to ourselves) why the feelings we feel for that particular person are so intense. When Eun Chan cried "I am neither man or woman," that is a confession. The ''whether you're a man or an alien'' line I have more complicated feelings with.

(Context: I've grown up in the Middle East in a very conservative circle. I say this now because when I tell you I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, I mean I KNOW misogyny and homophobia, and have in my youth consumed a lot of East Asian media where I have definitely noticed a kind of trend in many different genres. Because of misogyny, there is for a lot of women with a kind of fantasy of being loved despite being female. The man-woman relationship is so loaded with so much angst and patriarchy that there is this kind of underlying feeling that you aren’t liked for you, that you are seen for your gender and what it’s supposed to look like, to the point where it’s hard to want to project yourself into a typical F x M dynamic, because you can really only associate it with the patriarchal ideal you so wish to avoid for yourself.)

But anyways, that line to me is also hinting to this: hey, this isn’t just my kind of strange and confused coming out because I feel strange and confused, but also you, Eun Chan, are something out of binary that my subconscious has kind of picked up on but that I right now don’t really have the words for or even awareness of. Eun Chan sometimes wants to be perceived as female—or rather, as a ''girl'' sparkle sparkle—but only when looking for or wanting male validation. (This might seem contradictory to the italicized section, but it actually isn’t. Wanting to escape the role of the female completely but still craving the attention you have been taught to chase actually go very much hand in hand with each other.) Eun Chan is always performing gender when they need to. When they don’t, it isn’t brought up. It isn’t given a name, it just is.

Yes, I know it’s an older drama from a conservative country, but that doesn’t mean none of this was intended. And despite intent, it doesn’t make it less valid.

The drama is thoughtful and is open to complexities, half-truths, and almosts. Cut to ANYTHING between Han Yoo-joo and Han-sung. When I say I want complex female characters, I’m talking about Han Yoo-joo—what a fucking scene-stealer. Anyways, I’m rewatching the drama since I first saw it at 15 because my life is in turmoil, and yeah, it still hits.

[bittsandpieces]

never wanted to have a sister until saw you. Do you like being squeezed so tight you feel lightheaded? ❤

it's literally in my pinned post in all caps that I'm not cool with playing the role of sister. I'm loudly nonbinary and regularly refer to myself as a little brother!! I let people misgender me literally everywhere else in my life but I will not allow it here. this is my blog and you will respect me and my boundaries or I will absolutely block you

[powdermelonkeg]

Behold, the haunted one.

Design choices:

Skin tone: This is actually Smoke Tone rather than the default options for deep gnomes. I wanted them to look like a deep gnome going through it to most people, but uncanny valley to other deep gnomes because Bhaal made them not quite right. So this skin tone is less vibrant than a natural-born svirfneblin.

Hair color: Silvery gray, just a shade darker than normal with some dusty highlights. Same reason as skin tone.

Eyes: Obsidian 2, same reason as skin and hair, but this one sticks out the most; deep gnomes can have silver eyes, but can they have ones that look like you're blotting out the sun in them? I think not.

Hairstyle: You know, there are surprisingly few hairstyles that are both longer than chin length AND unkempt. Someone, at some point, is going to have to teach them how to comb it.

Eye Shadow: Helps with reducing glare on their poor Underdark-suited eyes.

Facepaint/tattoo: Guerrilla! Fits the whole shadowy murderer thing they've got going.

Earrings: You can't see them due to hairstyle, but Durge has Midnight Tears: IE, the bird skull earrings. They're hummingbird skulls that Durge killed themselves.

Scar: Got that one fresh from Orin just before lobotomy. Fun fact, if you cut someone across the bridge of the nose, it makes them violently ill!

[technoxenoholic]

too many people don't understand that you can also be gender nonconforming in a way that theoretically "aligns" with your gender, and you can be gnc even if your gender has few to no widespread societal expectations to conform to (you can refuse to conform to your own internalized expectations, or the expectations of individuals and communities around you).

hyperfemme and hypermasc and any nonbinary genderfuck ideas you can possibly come up with can all be valid, legitimate forms of being gnc. you cannot reduce being gnc down to "butch women and femme men" because while those are both valuable and important they are only two out of a myriad of ways to be gnc. there is no gnc binary; that would defeat the entire point.

[end-fall]

You look androgynous as fuck today!

Your agab is a mystery!

Transphobes are driven mad by their inability to gender you!

Androgyny is whatever you make it and damn does it look good on you!

[xxsjdoodlesxx]

Yknow- the last time I've shown my face on this site, I was 15 trying to make a meme, thank fuck i deleted it because what was I thinking? absolute dumbass move-

anywho, here's the face behind this account, are you surprised? no, don't be. I don't like looking at myself either lmao

hair did slay, but now it looks awful and i deffo want to dye it eugh

[alurite16]

Do you guys wanna be seen as androgynous on white people terms or on black people terms?

[x-honeycomb-x]

guys, if im making forced-retransition content for ftm girls, who would be up for it???

i wrote a post about how i tie [y/n] to the bed, cutting up all your fakeboy clothes and spanking your pussy and making you say "i am a boy, sorry i wont wear it again" for every item that you bought,

and guys it did something to me. that was so euphoric to write!!! that was amazing to fap to!!! i feel so nice after cumming, in contrast to how sick detrans content usually make me after nutting

so??? forced-retransition content????

you know what, if you guys aren't into it, i'll do it for my own sake xD

[swifttapinthenuts]

Something that frustrates me:

People who fully support transgender and nonbinary people aswell as gender nonconfortmity but then get mad at people who use xenogenders and neopronouns and call it invalid???? Wtf do you mean dude? I thought we agreed gender is just a cage of different stereotypes and aesthetics put on different sexes for marketing and keeping people in boxes???

My gender is my aesthetic today, fuck you.

[hermidetta]

linhardt had put a considerable amount of work in for bernadetta's birthday gift. it had been rather exhausting, so he hoped at least she would reciprocate well enough. see, there exists a strange looking plant in a remote place of the monastery, only accessible by some of the tunnels connecting to abyss. the first thing linhardt had thought of was bernadetta's favorite plant, even though it isn't quite that, and so he'd added a few sketches of it to his notes to refer to later.

but then they'd forgotten, and as they realized bernadetta's birthday was approaching, they'd pulled out an entirely new and fresh notebook just for this purpose. they made the journey again to where the strange-looking plant resided, and made about five pages of scientific sketches of it.

linhardt doesn't really know botany very well. he knows bernadetta does, though, and that if he were to cut the plant or uproot it or otherwise treat it poorly, it would make only for a bittersweet present, so the thought was that the book would be half of bernadetta's present, and if she felt especially amenable to leaving her room one day, he would take her to the plant in question for her to do, well, whatever she liked with it.

they knock on her door, and immediately speak, because sometimes bernadetta might not pretend to be inside to get whoever to go away.

"happy birthday, bernadetta. it's linhardt. i've got a present for you, but it's a little too big to just slide under the door, if you don't mind opening it."

and, when the door opens, he presents her with the notebook. his sketches detail the strange, crimson leaves of what seems like a weeping flower. really, linhardt would struggle to describe it; that's why he took so many sketches to compensate.

"i don't know much about how to move plants around, other than enough to know not to try, but i tried drawing it for you." they offer her a small smile as they continue. "i can show you where i found it if you'd like to see it in person, but at the very least having an extra notebook is always useful, eh?"

⠀ ⚘ birthdaydetta 2k24 ♡ ⠀

it's linhardt.

bernadetta's eyes snap open from where she had been dipping in and out the realm of sleep. suddenly, all over again, the back of her hand is on fire because her skin there remembers the press of linhardt's lips like a brand. (how many people have ever bent their knee to kiss her like that before? was it a gesture she could ever recover from?)

she knows better than to think it could have meant anything. not with her. never with her. nobody would ever with her. but the matter lies in that bernadetta cannot not think about it, and thinking too much is a dangerous thing. she buries her face in sleeved palms and muffles the tiniest scream. just a brief one. just a little one that she abruptly punctuates all by herself in an upright jerk of her head. and the face that emerges is stone cold sober. the face of a jaded warrior long retired from the battlefield of love. (bernadetta has never been in a relationship, but nobody needs to know that. it doesn't take an A rank in authority to guess as much, either.) nobody will be hooking their hooks into her stone cold heart, no. never. not on her watch.

bernadetta opens the door for linhardt and grips the frame until a splitting crack hits the air so that she doesn't get blasted backward by the curve of their smile. they're sick. this is sick. they are so sick because this is sweet. why are they so sweet to her? are they all right in the head? that fluffy, green head that reminds her of a cute little sprout, they are so...

"huh?! th-this—?!"  every thought and reservation drops alongside her jaw. her eyes bulge at the notebook's pages; elaborate entries, illustrations and all.  "this plant!"

she has never seen one of these pitchers in person. and he had thought of her? enough to write and draw this much about it. linhardt's is a brilliant mind; anybody with a neural pulse could figure as much, and any notes of his are worth the entire monastery's weight in gold.

bernadetta gawks down at the work, and for a moment it allows her to let go of some of those silly things she overthinks about. it allows her to blink back up at linhardt and meet their eyes in the briefest flicker. it allows her to hug the notebook to her chest as she blurts—

"i do! i want to see it! because... i really like this! thank you for bringing it to me. and—um, remember what you said before bernie fainted again? a-about us spending more time together?"  her voice tapers tapers to a squeak by the end of that sentence, but she squeezes her eyes shut and persists.  "i... don't think i'd mind. but, on one condition. if you ever find any more of these cute carnivorous plants, you have to tell bernie!"

[smile-files]

i don't know if ralsei is a transfem or transmasc i just know he is trans

[cookiescr]

Is it possible to micro dose (i do not know the term) on t to get to only a specific area of looking masculine but not super duper masculine but also not looking feminine at all or only a little

[misanthropicgardener]

i think we should all remember that kris is short as hell. they are shorter than ralsei, even