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carlatsukinamistolemyhamsandwich · 2 years ago

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I just realised today that it’s been over 8 years since I published my first piece of reader insert fanfiction (not for DL but it laid the groundwork for what was to come) and it’s absolutely crazy to me. I don’t know that I’ve talked about it on this blog much (for it was not good by anyone’s standards) but I used to publish on Quotev and I made a couple of friends on there who really helped me when I was going through a hard time in real life (not that I think any of them necessarily realised how much :’) ). Sadly we all sort of drifted away from the site and lost contact but I still think about them sometimes and hope that wherever they are they’re doing well.

I miss our little community on there too and the silly conversations we used to have, as while I don’t think Tumblr ever quite had the same vibe, I do think it’s grown a lot more impersonal over the years (or at least that’s certainly been my experience).

Anyway I don’t know that there’s much of a point to this other than me reminiscing but if we’ve interacted at some point while I’ve been running this blog, or even if you just silently like a lot of my posts (because believe me, there are usernames I recognise even if we’ve never properly talked), then I’m grateful and I hope that you’re happy and doing well.

#personal #delete later #I just needed to get this off my chest I think #and... I think this might be a goodbye #I've had this blog for over 6 years and it's gotten me through some tough times #and I am so very grateful for all the good times #I've been saying I plan to move on for a while but I think I'm actually ready this time #I'd been debating whether to make a song and dance over it or quietly disappear into the night #but I look back on abandoned blogs and always wonder what happened to the people who ran them #so if you're looking back on this and wondering then at the time of writing I'm doing well #busy but well #and I though that saying goodbye in a rambling set of tags was very true to form #so if you're still reading thank you so much for joining me for this chapter of my life #and if you're someone who's stumbled onto this blog years after I made this post #(providing Tumblr is even still going by then)#then I hope these characters and stories can bring you as much joy as they once brought me

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secondbeatsongs · 1 month ago

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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.

genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.

you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.

I'm really normal about this, actually

#sbs rambles #omegle #it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness #but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending #there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character #and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds #checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down #and...I dunno. the internet is different now #we don't live in that world anymore #anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together #and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that #that was a really important part of my life #it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao #and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break #like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like #(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off

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khaopybara · 23 days ago

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no matter how bad my past was, i just want to be a better man for you now.

FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT episode 5 of THE HEART KILLERS

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hajihiko · 2 years ago

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Force of habit 🤷‍♂️

#Hajime hinata #Makoto Naegi #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #dr thh #I wonder if they have a ship name #Hinaegi #I think? For blacklist reasons #An art #Never leave for a split team mission without kissing the homies goodbye 😤 you might regret it....#I definitely needed to draw something lighthearted lol

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tekitothemagpie · 3 months ago

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My sun 😔🤲🏼

#fuck my lifd #i- if i think about him for more than 5 seconds ill die because i remember why i love him #GOSH WHAT A GREAT CHARACTER #in the process destroying himself too.....#THIS PICTURE IS CALLED “goodbye one for all” ON PINTEREST I CANT KEEP DOING THIS #EVEN THAT #EVEN THE FACT THAT HE SAID GOODBYE TO THYA POWER #THAT BEAUTIFUL AMAZING POWER #ARGHH THE THING HES DOING NOW #AND HE DIDN'T EVEN STOP HERE #GOSHHHH TOSHINORI 👹👹👹👹👹👹#he needs more fans jeez #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #toshinori yagi #all might

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bacchuschucklefuck · 6 months ago

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this has been a roller coaster of a design journey but finally I can present you: class swap artificer!adaine and rogue!fabian

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhfy #fhsy #fhjy #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #fh class quangle #goodbye... goodbye hoodie kid adaine..... we have mecha pilot/power armor adaine instead #I couldnt really land how she'd get a hoodie reliably in freshman year given the abernants pattern of confiscating shit from her #so I kinda switched gear and dug a bit into a like sukeban aesthetics instead. and since shes with the AV club I like the idea of #like a radio coord thing for her. hence the suspenders #I fully admit the sukeban thing is influenced by the hacker woman in ghostwire tokyo who I have a small crush on #she's SO cool. too bad about a number of things with that game #the jacket of useful things is a racer jacket this time bc Im predictable like that #her ensemble in junior year is her tank top + overall it might not be clear enough in the pic...#just had the thought ''man I should do turnarounds for all of them'' and immediately had to slap myself out of it #anyways uh! fabian I have inflicted with my favourite thing to do to characters who like to stealth or fly under the radar #which is Bright Extremely Noticeable Jacket That Hides Your Hands #fabian's ghost motif has led me to the famous horror movie trope of silhouette with iconic jacket from afar #(see Sinister and Alice Sweet Alice)#and I love to imagine him hanging the coat up somewhere and opponents aiming there instead of at him #but also the raincoat is specifically modeled after the yellow fisherman's raincoat #and. that led to. me thinking abt fabian pulling riz up at that cliff with a net instead of the battle sheet lmao #so his junior year design is fully Fishing. which is so fucking funny it has obliterated all other possibilities from my brain #ranger flavour: captain ahab #I still debate making him carry around an actual fishing rod tbh. right now Im giving him a rifle grappling hook thing #gods. I just think High School Classmate Suddenly Gets Way Too Into Fishing is the funniest fucking thing that can happen #thank you fabian. thank you for giving me this. love you buddy #still blanking on kristen but! throughout this whole storm here I've realised I just need to fuck around

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dreamsandconstellations · 25 days ago

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What gets me every time is that in I Can’t Help But Wonder, even though Odysseus really just wants to see Penelope after everything, he still hangs back and talks to Athena, despite the way they left things (as far as he knows) after Polyphemus. He’ll take time to speak with her and delay his reunion with Penelope because he always saw them as friends

#epic the musical #odysseus #the odyssey #greek mythology #jorge rivera herrans #epic the Ithaca saga #Athena #athena epic #epic the Ithaca saga spoilers #epic the cyclops saga #I can’t help but wonder #my goodbye #warrior of the mind #it was so bittersweet and perfect but i kinda wish they addressed god games #think that’s soemthing that might be added into the libretto maybe #or just post epic saga

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dykerikki · 3 months ago

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do NOT separate them....

#giggle EVERY time i wear catra on the thumb and she ra on the finger like yeah man. thats their height difference exactly 😭😭#okay tag dump incoming cover your ears #she ra #spop #catradora #diy jewellery #rings #jewellery #she ra and the princesses of power #ykw i think thatll do it 👍🏻 my gay little project can be called complete #<said no one everrrrr. ive got liver of sulphur so i might do catras mask slits and dye them with that. if i dont remake it entirely (quite #likely. i shldve used much thicker copper it is so fragile)#COPPER AND BRASS MEDIUM FOR ANYONE WHO CARES. PLUS THE DIRT CHEAPEST RED NAIL POLISH I CLD FIND #txtpost or whatever #my stuff #okay thisll do for now i can always come back and edit tags goodbye i love you say it back!

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boycaca · 5 months ago

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Admittedly im no hardcore tartaglia fan so idk what kind of discussions you guys are having over there but i feel like i always see people talk about his traumatic past in the abyss or the fatui but what about his childhood. What about the fact that he is basically just some country bumpkin in the fatui. I like to think that the first “weapon” his father made him learn how to “wield” was an axe, not to fight people, but for chopping wood for heat fuel for the house at The Grown Age Of 6 Years Old. I dont know much about the climate in snezhnaya so i cant tell you if they’re able to grow a lot of crops in the summer or if it really is just an everlasting snowstorm there but i can feel it in my bones that whenever his mother was gardening he was called outside to help her weed out the crops (is that what you call that process in english???). Do you think his favourite dessert was kissel or something, or maybe those sugar rooster lollipops they would sell at markets. Do you think he ever slid down a snowy hill so fast he crashed into a tree. Do you think he would beg his mom to bake him a honey cake each year for his birthday (with his help, of course). Do you think when he first arrived at the capital in snezhnaya he got lost and confused because he just did not know how to navigate a big city. Do you thin

#i like thinking about the more peaceful lives characters might have lived when everything didnt go wrong #oooughhh ajax kabukimono rosalyne how i think about you #whenever childe is visiting sumeru or natlan and the heat is getting to him he whips out his second specialty dish:#cold beetroot soup his mama taught him how to cook #mmmmmmm cold beetroot soup 🤤#im so hungry rn. goodbye.#tartaglia #tartaglia genshin impact #childe #childe genshin impact #genshin impact #genshin

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collisiondiscourse · 7 months ago

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all might: tenko my boy! is that you?

shigaraki:

all might: you have your grandmother's hands!

shigaraki:

all might: and... it appears... your father's and your mother's and your sister's

all might: oh good lord,

#i still think shigarakis first design was CRAZYYY #bro tried taking over hero society and japan in sweatpants and 50 different hands #he could not have possibly smelled good in anyway #what the hell would he do if he was running away from a pro hero and a hand fell off??#does he pause to pick it back up and put it on?#or does it just fall and he goes like oh well goodbye onee-san #im in hysterics #bnha #mha #all might #shigaraki tomura #codi.txt

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kenobion · 1 month ago

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Andrew Garfield on the Graham Norton Show

#it's always weird to color stuff from this show cause the background is so much lol #andrew garfield #my gifs #I love to see him and his fluffy hair and his pretty face #I kind of wish we could say goodbye to the beard so less of his face was covered but maybe there's some reason for it #no matter how he shows up I'm happy about it #he improves my mood so much for real #sir did you know you're freaking stunning??#how will I ever reasonably find someone who drives me this wild who will actually want to be with me? I think it's not gonna be #he might be the only person who has the ability to make me go out of my mind

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roobiedo · 10 months ago

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Assorted blorbos on my mind (part 1/?)

The theme is uhhhhh... time-loop tortured, erratic/unpredictable personality, no stranger to death, plus a (mostly) monochrome palette... i guess!

#art #artists on tumblr #in stars and time #slay the princess #homestuck #siffrin #aradia megido #fanart #roobiedoodle #ive wanted to draw each of them for a long time so might as well!#also yea i drew homestuck. in 2024. tbf i dont think i ever have before this #anyway goodbye i am off to (sleep. and then) obsessively play the new stardew update c:#also just realised its officially Aries season! no better time to draw my ram bbg hehe

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daisyswift3 · 7 months ago

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WTAF IS GOING ON ALSKDKJDJ. ICE SPICE POSTED KARLIE ON HER TIKTOK AND THE MAGAZINE IS FROM 2015???? ROCKET WOMAN -> ROCKET MAN -> THE KARMA YELLOW BRICK ROAD OF IT ALL. THE ANGEL EMOJI 👼 -> KARLIE BEING A VS ANGEL. KARLIE WEARING THE AMERICAN FLAG -> TAYLOR POSTING RED, WHITE, AND BLUE ON HER MOST RECENT INSTA POSTS. IS STH HAPPENING IN JULY?? IT SEEMS LIKE A HINT AT JULY 4 🇺🇸