#and yes im still crying
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Someone needs to put that bright shitty filter on Crowley's face so we can see his eyes on the last 10 minutes
#because holy shit#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#gos2#good omens 2#aziracrow#AS YOU CAN SEE I'M STILL NOT ALRIGHT#and yes im still crying#good omens season 2#good omens spoilers#i don't know how I'll live after this#someone please hug me
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CH 89 OF KINGDOM OF ASH HAS ME UGLY CRYING WTFFTFFYFT
SARAH J MAAS I AM COMING FOR YOU!!!!!
My emotions my emotions my eMOTIONS!!!!
Read Throne of Glass they said it will be fun they said
BITCH MY HEART IS BROKEN AND IT'S NOT EVEN OVER YET
#throne of glass#kingdom of ash#NO I AM NOT OKAY#!!!!!!#gifs are a summary of my feelings rn#and yes im still crying#FUCK
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being a sanji fan is an intense experience because it takes you like 200 episodes to finally understand why sanji's eyes turned lifeless for a flickering moment at those words
#epi 793#me : im gonna sleep early tonight#me at 3 am : *thinks about sanji's past and starts crying*#man why couldn't i just do cocaine to pass my time why did i start watching one piece#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#kuroashi no sanji#whole cake island#whole cake arc#queued im so fuckin bummed goodbye#but yes i still maintain my stance on sanji and the punk hazard children.he was absolutely right#sanji my beloved#sanji meta
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content warning: angst, MCD
this is a redraw of this doodle
extra note:
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anyways this started because someone retweeted the doodle on twitter, I looked at it and went hm I wonder how the current me would draw this, so I did just that
#its sobbing hours#Id like to think I've improved...#gotten a good consistency of my blorbos#and as for conveying The Sad™ I think I've gotten better too#still I have much to improve#baby steps though Im really proud of how this redraw :)#uh yes im also crying HAKSJDH#gummmyart#doodle#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#angst#redraw#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw
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can't trust the words behind the fangs 🐍🎭 a doodle with my take on his mask :3c
#sampo koski#sampo#honkai star rail#hsr fanart#hsr#hsr sampo#eats him like a starved man#the snake fangs and the poison drips ugh pls i love idsgjfdhkjdg#its unfinished in so many places but idc anymore TAKE HE#WOE SAMPO UPON YE IM TIRED#he's probably going to have like a full face mask but the half mask is nice#like u can still see his mouth but you cant trust what he says#and then his eyes are covered in that forever laugh giggle eye expression#the poison drips and gems from his fangs and tears#laughing? crying? who knows!#im kissing and punching him violently#schedules this at 2am eodfhkjdhjdhgkfh
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If you need me I'll be chewing on the fact that, yes, the other eight uses are in Exodus and are about the Tabernacle tapestries and in the New Testament our bodies are called the temple of the Lord
#LOOK. this book is about miscarriage and its so very good and im crying a lot in a helpful way#but this still blew my mind in the middle of all the crying. clearly i need to do word studies more lol#christianity#miscarriage#death#infant death#and yes i did look into this and confirm it myself. 8 in exodus and one in psalm 139. there IS another derivative also used but#i couldnt figure out how to do a reverse search to find out what verses used that derivative#(because i was using a physical book concordance to start. had to move to digital to actually find the other verses though.#the other entry was two down in the dictionary part but theres no way to go the other way to find the verses that use it lol. anyway.)#BUT as it stands - word for exact word comparison - this holds true#i almost forgot to actually cite the book lol:#you are still a mother by jackie gibson
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I can’t stop thinking about Loop. Imagine doing everything, anything, to get out of a traumatic situation but the price is you. Your body is gone, your name is gone, your family doesn’t recognize you, you feel like most of your memories of them are gone too anyway. Suddenly you’re denied your identity. It’s like YOU never existed… and someone else took your place. You, whose biggest fears are forgetting and being forgotten in turn. You, who’s hesitant to change and now you’re forced to. You can’t even really blame anyone else because you did get your wish, right?
It’s explained clearly in the game, but the implications of it just hit me extra hard sometimes. Siffrin is as much of a study of Loop as Loop is of Siffrin. They share(d) their fears too so mal du pays words essentially becoming the truth to Loop is just… 🪨🪨🪨🙁🙁🙁💥💥💥💥
What do you do when all you have is ripped from you, all your worst fears come true, and youre forced to just… come to terms with it?
#isat spoilers#isat loop#2hats spoilers#shaking you by the shoulders#i love siffrin and loop so much#’’wkb’’ consider: i am new and also stupid#yes ive KNOWN but i didint really GET it yk? like how horrifying losing you self is#they make me die#postgame loop makes it hit extra hard bc ppl are partially defined by their experiences#the longer siffrin and loop exist as separate the more they diverge#that must be TERRIFYING. to an extent to both of them#of course they’ll always have many similarities as they started as the same person but like#loop is just despair au siffrin#<- specifying postgame fics that explore loops identity bc canon had them fade out#which i love btw delightful angst i love everyones takes on loop#in stars and time#isat#i think genuinely in Loop’s shoes as someone who’s also hesitant to change: if I didn’t cry 24/7#i’d be clinging into who i was and still want to be in some ways. but as i’d heal i’d probably want to be distinct#like im me and always will be me but i want what i experienced to not be a footnote. i dont want to be a mirror#’’i am who that family loved but im also someone new’’ yk? its so hard to battle with those two opposites of ’’im []’’ & ’’im not YOUR []’
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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at the end of the day it's a relationship that inspired me to create again, to making edits and icons and even writing
it's the relationship that helped me get through some really hard times in my life
its the relationship I met really amazing people through who I now have the joy of calling my friends
#tbd#im crying yes I know but ive been so depressed#my life has been shit the last two months and this was my escape#like I know eventually this wont hurt as much and its just this week#and that ive made friendships that outlast a fandom#but Im still going to be sad#not to mention its like????#people have been harassed and sent death threats and was accused of faking cancer and we went through it together#idk this is rambling im just very very sad#ill find something new again I know but its just a lot right now#anyways I might take a break if you want to share discords if we are friends message me#911 spoilers
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so like do you think they made the plastic wheelchair ALONGSIDE the plastic prison as a Just In Case situation, only after they realized charles was going to be a frequent visitor, or both as in because they knew charles was going to be the only person visiting him during planning they decided to make him a chair ahead of time
#xmen#x2: x men united#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#cherik#not really but yes it is#snap chats#secret fourth option is they just had a plastic wheelchair at the mansion just in case this incredibly specific scenario happened jvlkaervj#part of me hopes the staff just Knew cause imagine being THAT divorced publicly but another part hopes erik asked for one. not politely ofc#def joked bout how charles couldnt think to leave him alone for five minutes lest he did something Uncouth somehow ik he did#that charles was going to show up sooner or later so they might as well make it easy for themselves and prep etc etc#girl ima throw up what if charles didnt visit tho .... thats not even a possibility cause ofc he did but still !!!!#personally id throw up and cry like wdym my best friend ex husband didnt show up. when i even asked for a chair for him ..#EVEN ASKED FOR A SILLY LIL PLASTIC CHESS SET alternatively what if charles brought that... im making myself sick#As Indicated By My Username i think of the plastic jail every day its so funny to me and so quaint#i should rewatch X2 just for plastic jail#like it makes sense and i do think its a cute detail but still. gotta put grandpa in the polly pocket prison set now. tragic !!#i remember watching the movie for the first time in recent years and audibly going 'aw' at the plastic wheelchair im so sorry JVLKEJKA#LIKE AWW CMON THATS WEIRDLY CUTE gotta make sure peepaw can visit his ex husband </3 so they can play chess </3#i love that chess is Their Thing ... any time a ship's got mfers who fucks heavy with chess i know im hooked#its not intentional things happen this way but i will still laugh#kk nightly cherik posting is done byebye
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"Is it an odd feeling?" "What?" "My tears" "Yes. It is."
#my art#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent john#yes i just listened to ep 20#no im not crying you're crying#still not sure how I imagine John#i just can't catch him it seems#oh well
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HELLO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN I JUST PROPOSED TO YOU LAST NIGHT
WDYM YOU LET ME PROPOSE TO YOU WHILE HIGH??
CRYING OMG
IM ENGAGED SURE THATS REALLY COOL
BUT YOU LET ME DO THAT HIGH.
Me now that I know this ^
At least it’s a funny story to tell in the future?-
I think-
#How is this how I get to know I proposed to my gf#crying#I was high bro#how did she actually wanna say yes to that#I’m so confused#im also really happy dude#IM GETTING MARRIED#IN A COUPLE YEARS SURE CAUSE WERE IN SCHOOL BUT STILL#(college btw not Highschool-)
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Art rq… Mayhaps a paralysis duo doodle? 👉👈
the way i dropped everything the moment i saw this req.
guys, i'm so normal about tsftlt, i promise you!!
#☆ my art .#☆ request .#tsftlt#the search for the lost totem#i'm not okay#them😭😭#parrotx2#planetlord#paralysis duo#i went so insane on these dont mind me#yes i had to be very dramatic#you'll thank m—#im sorry im still not over it#will definitely draw more of them im just crying on the floor rn#the fact that THATS their duo name is not okay#who came up with it?? WHEN I CATCH YOU.
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My favorite part of my Adventure Time binge is I pick what looks like the most silly episodic episode with a weird title and a plot that seems pretty open and shut and it goes in the most unexpectedly painful and lowkey horrifying direction that leaves me shook. I expected shenanigans and got an existential crisis instead.
#adventure time#haha princess monster wife has Ice King assemble a wife from other princess parts how silly#instead Im repeatedly kicked in the face with Ice King - Simon's - utter capacity for love and empathy#Like yes he kidnapped those princess parts but the love and care he showed his monster creation in making her feel “normal” and loved#the dual nature of Ice King's curse is he acts out irrationally but then the love he can't contain still leaks through somehow#And how his wife eventually gave back the stolen parts herself -damning her own existence- bc she knew IK loved her beyond her physical for#BECAUSE SIMON HAS BEEN LOVING AND IDOLIZING AND PINING AFTER BETTY FOR 1000 YEARS WITHOUT SEEING HER#Betty wasn't fully introduced for like another whole season but her footprints on IK's heart can be seen and felt so clearly in this ep#i just wanted something silly in the bg while I ate breakfast and now I need to lie down and cry
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(not that you can tell. but. that is a drawing of vyper who belongs to @ratscrap)
do you guys like warlocks drawing of his boyfriend (he worked REALLY hard on it)
#im not giving any context for this#ive been crying over this for the past 10 minutes#also yes this is modern au#im not... gonna properly tag this.#warlock dude posting#bob the artist#<- it still goes in here though#killing machine posting
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I miss the person I was before I made this
They're both distant to love, the doctor has lost so so many people he loves, he's had to lose his loved ones over and over again. He's scared that he'll lose or hurt more people he cares about.
Missy hasn't lost loads of people, no she's lost one specific person over and over again, that person being the doctor. She's scared to fall for him again because she knows she'll just leave being heartbroken.
#or should i say heartSbroken#ye im not that funny#im better at making angst😭#doctor who#thoschei#the doctor#the master#twissy#angst#what have i created#i might cry over this later<3#or write a fic about this#which would take me like a full year#i write slow#and i still have a fic im working on rn
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