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A tragedy befell my project yesterday so naturally I made memes about it
#flight rising#flight rising memes#if the rng for the whole project hadn't been so rancid i couldve had my new pair ready for Halloween#and theyd be orange and purple and so perfect colours for it#so it's a true tragedy#like is there still a chance that the two ongoing nests could miraculously produce my two project targets despite the odds?#sure there is#but is it LIKELY?#Bro it is not#i think the chances are about hmm. 2.5% yeah#maybe slightly higher because the second nest has two eggs#but the odds aren't good boys
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Horror's nightmare
Horror doesn't think much on his past anymore, but his nightmares often resurface the guilt he's buried about the idea that he could have prevented it all somehow, even if it came at the cost of his own life.
Thankfully, Nightmare is here to make him a hot drink to calm his nerves and promise him a visit to his brother when the sun is up, because Papyrus will always be very glad to see his brother alive and visiting (and as sleepy as ever).

#UTDR#UTMV#Horror Sans#Nightmare Sans#My Art#Truce au#Bad dreams comic#Just when you thought you were safe from my 50 ongoing art projects I remember to finish another one >:3c#I had a lot of fun with this one! Despite how kind of grim it is#It gave me a chance to play with different brushes and work with colours and such which is cool :D#Anyway yeah Horror likes to think he's at peace with his past#Especially considering who he lives with - he's probably the least haunted of the 4#But there is always a nagging thought in the back of his mind that he is in some way responsible#If not for breaking the core and more or less killing the scientist trying to fix it#(Even though it was at least partly justified since they tried to kill him first)#Then for letting the human go by with lvl in the first place knowing that they would end up killing Asgore in the end#Even if he couldn't have possibly known how bad things would get as a result#Also!! In case you're wondering Monster Kid and the dog are in the start because it's a dream#In his mind he always remembers horrortale before it started falling apart and losing people#And now... (turns my terrible little eyes upon Cross)
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Just wanted to say I'm really happy that you have shared so much about your characters! I've been following you for a long while now, and I think I remember your post expressing worry about talking about your characters. After seeing all the love shown to them, it makes me happy that you decided to!
Aaa thank you for your kind words! ;-;
[22.7. Editing these here]
#you remember right yeah#years ago somewhere along the road I got really skittish and self-conscious about talking about my characters#I would draw them but I was really uncomfortable sharing any of their .... lore or backgrounds or such#the floodgates sort of collapsed late spring or early summer last year#I still get these pangs of embarrassement and hesitation and think “oh god this is humiliating this isn't relevant or useful”#“I don't know why I'm telling you this”#so it really truly boosts my confidence when people show interest in hearing about my dogs#and ask questions and give feedback#it means so much to me#answered#anonymous#it's an ongoing struggle because of course I want to talk about this stuff I think about them every day#but I'm also paranoid about coming across annoying and self-centered#you know?
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Head full of stars.
I listened to Sinkhole S1 two days in a row, and then S2 today. The way it depicted physical disability, ableism, and institutional betrayal - it meant a lot.
#vosling art#my art#SINKHOLE#SINKHOLE podcast#fan art#the way the narrator said (paraphrased) “There are people out there who wish we had never come out of the hole”#I felt that in my bones#I'm glad I've worked through enough of my pandemic trauma to engage with media like this because it's so meaningful#But yeah#the way we were discarded like acceptable deaths at the bottomline#because only the elderly and disabled (the weak) would die from this catastrophic pandemic that turned out to be a mass disabling event#and it happens over and over again#this ongoing / recurring / never-ending grief of being betrayed by society and being told it's time to move on#anyway#it's amazing to me how much I love short form fiction podcasts specifically#beautiful stories and managing to strike to the heart of certain themes with just twenty 10-20min episodes#deeply grateful for stories like these#okay one last tag because it keeps roaming in my mind these last few days (thanks Eric LaRocca) (paraphrased)#what did you do to deserve your eyes today?
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us all, starting yet another one sherlock adaptation and telling ourselves it’s hope and not delusion to expect johnlock to happen maybe this time:

#sherlock & co#so yeah anyway when are we going for a group therapy to treat our delusional brains?#for the sake of our sanity I will hope nevertheless that this time we’ll be rewarded for our patience#with a fantabulous john and sherlock getting together#they’ll kiss and then I’ll want to kiss the podcast creators on the lips out of my eternal gratitude#one day I’m gonna lose my mind if yet another show dares to queerbait me in the fucking 21st century#don’t get me wrong this is not me hating sherlock and co because it’s doing great and I love it#it’s just me with a festering wound and ongoing trauma after lokius or rather the lack of it#john watson#sherlock#sherlock holmes#goalhanger#goalhanger podcasts#johnlock#sherlock and co
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rip post bite reaper!Michael, you would probably comfort a dying bird on the side of the road
#fnaf#the soup speaks#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#IABD AU#sorry I know I keep talking about him he just makes me very ill#boy who had no care for the life around him now sees the intrinsic value of the life of everything after he lost someone close to him#ofc that switch didnt happen in a day buuuuuut i feel like....a good week after the bite hed start to umm#be less careless with the lives of people around him#CRYING “omfg JEREMY YOURE GONNA GET HURT!!”#“Mike I just-”#“JEREMY FITZGERALD WEAR YOUR SEATBELT RIGHT NEOWWWWWW” /j#im kidding IM KIDDINGGG#I think hed have a complicated relationship with bunnies lol#sees them as disposable outlets for frustration then poor helpless critters then symbols of evil and then animals just trying to live#see as DEATH i feel like he understands that all life needs to end but he especially dislikes MURDER#because it means the person didnt live to their FULLEST yk#so to say when the killings happen in SB he wouldn't blame Vanessa for any of it but like hed pinch his nose bridge and solemnly sigh 😭😭#sees this kinda stuff happen everyday but like it hits harder when it happens in Hurricane--let ALONE Freddy's locations 😭😭#Vanessa would bake apology cookies tho and all will be forgiven#I imagine Michael gives her the old Afton house to live in and while giving directions as Freddy (via fazwatch)#its funny to imagine him going “yeah that sidewalk? I keeled over there and got promoted lmao.....okay now take a left-” /j#I feel like girl would ask him the REAL questions /j#“so like. do you KILL people...or are they already dead when on your rosterrr”#“well saying 'I kill people' is both wrong and makes me feel like my fathah. so. I don't KILL people.”#I feel like she would be a liiiiitle silly with it lowkey--not to say she doesnt take death seriously! she obviously does!#but like I feel like she'd walk into ongoing traffic just to see how far she could push things /j/j/j#you know that one mulan scene with the grandma and the cricket? yeahhhhh /j#crying you think girl would summon him just to kill a rat or something that found its way in her house#“Vanessa you couldnt just have--was there really NO ONE ELSE to take care of the rat??”
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I had a thought I’d like to share with the class. So we know that Kuya is super bored all the time but what if he sets up traps for Quincy. Bullying Quincy is his step above bullying normal forest creatures. Kuya sets up puzzles for his ex husband to solve and just sits in a tree watching him get out of his traps. Quincy takes into account the possibility of getting caught in a trap whenever he goes out hunting and includes it in his schedule. (I love them, they’re so husband.)
Quincy has also probably learned that the best method for dealing with Kuya is to run away because it deprives him of any enjoyment. Kuya is probably so pissed off when he does this tho like: “>:0 How dare you not fall into the trap I spent hours constructing for my own amusement.” So Quincy probably knows he has to solve at least one of Kuya’s traps per week if not he risks Kuya going insane. It’s his enrichment.
Now onto my thought: What if in one of his latest traps he turns Quincy into an animal, just for the funsies. Latest trap turns Quincy into one of those giant tortoises if he doesn’t solve it quickly enough. Then Kuya kidnaps him and keeps him in his garden. Quincy is completely fine with this because Kuya will probably just turn him back when he gets bored.
Meanwhile Topper is like, “Oh shit, I gotta go tell Eiden” so he makes his way to Aster’s mansion to tell him. Except Eiden is having a hard time understanding Topper so he gets Yakumo. Yakumo also thinks he’s misunderstanding what Topper is saying. Then they think about it for two seconds and are like, “Yeah that does sound like something Kuya would do.” So they get their asses over to the Wood Territory, accompanied by Rei because he’s curious about how Kuya managed to turn Quincy into an animal.
Meanwhile Quincy is living his best life eating the vegetation in Kuya’s garden and not having responsibilities. He’s killing two birds with one stone so he’s not complaining. Eiden gets there and the conversation goes something like this.
Eiden: Why would you turn him into a giant turtle, you need to turn him back.
Kuya: First of all he’s a tortoise. Second, he likes it.
Rei: What kind of kink is this?
Quincy: *munching on a piece of lettuce*
Eventually they convinced Kuya to turn him back but you know damn well he’s gonna do something similar next week.
Thank you for sharing with the class...!! 🤓🔍🤏🧐 why..... you certainly brought up many ideas that i never considered. a very enligtheninggn story. . . a narrative of silly proportions.. makes me want to eat some lettuce
#feesh answer#would kuya ever do something that quincy would actually LIKE?#as in. the second quincy shows enjoyment of a consequence of kuya's trap#will kuya go “tch” and revert everything. just to be a pain. just to rob quincy of that fleeting moment of joy#i know the ongoing narrative is that quincy is a bear#but a giant ancient tortoise? yeah. yeah i can see that too. hilarious AND extremely relatable sentiment#*methodically consumes an entire head of romaine. leaf by crunchy vertical leaf*#i lost it when rei asked what kind of kink this is AHAHAHAH#i am imagining a stressed topper explaining the situation to yakumo#translating word by word... it certainly doesn't make sense at first...#maybe Father overhears the ruckus and there's a brief convo between the three of em#and Father confirms that yes that seems to be the situation. yes my son wants to see.#eiden next to the animal discussion triangle like 🧍♂️#i wonder what kuya would keep in his garden. would he grow actual food there?? does he garden like quincy does??#what sort of plants surround kuya's cabin. i can only think of those hallucinogenic foxtails#tortoise quincy getting spacey on foxtails......#aaaahh. at last. a break from the Something. because it is ALWAYS Something#a predator tries to eat quincy and he's just like. nope. not dealing with this#withdraws into his shell and goes to sleep#topper sunbathing atop a napping tortuquin......
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So I have been musing all night on a variety of things and one of those things is that Helena Diaz is going to have a stroke and it will be the thing that leads to her redemption!
Hear me out. I don’t think Helena deserves redemption for her behaviour, but ultimately she’s going to get it because that is what this show does with the parents of our mains. The reason they all get redemption is because the things they need redeeming for are aspects of their children’s journeys on the show - so they are mirrors and allegories for the things our mains need to figure out and work on about themselves.
I could write a whole meta about this concept but I don’t really have the capacity right now.
But I will talk about the Diaz’s. Ramon and his heart issues, his triple bypass, was all about Eddie’s own heart issues. Ramon got his redemption because Eddie was able to resolve at least a good chunk of his heart issues. The Ramon aspect isn’t yet fully resolved - we were shown improvements (Eddie talking to him via video call etc) but it’s flared back up again with Helena and Ramon coming to take Chris back to Texas.
So Ramon is the metaphor for Eddie’s heart.
Helena will get her redemption because she is a representation of Eddie’s head - of his mind and ultimately Eddie will figure out his mind and that will mean redemption for Helena.
And that is why I think her having a stroke is where we’re headed. A stroke is an interruption of blood flow to the brain and it can impact any aspect of a person - speech, mental capacity, mobility etc etc. It stems from the heart and the impact on a person can be massively reduced by early medical intervention - the earlier the intervention the better the chances of its effects being very limited.
If all things heart related were resolved and fixed, Ramon would’ve stood up for Eddie and pushed for Chris to only go to Texas for a few weeks at most, for Chris and Eddie to talk - to go to therapy etc together to resolve things. But he didn’t and that is the flow of blood from the heart to the brain being interrupted.
A stroke is the head being affected by the heart. Eddie having done some work on his heart allowed him to get to where he is, but he’s still not resolved all his heart issues - in much the same way that things are not There are still some aspects he needs to work on, and that is what is leading to
That is so representative of where Eddie is at in his journey - he is at this turning point - on his own and having to figure out who he is and who he wants to be. But the longer it takes him to figure that out the greater the chances of lasting and damaging impact.
If he doesn’t figure things out - he runs the risk of never being able to repair things with Chris. If he doesn’t resolve the Shannon and divorce etc aspect of things, he’s running the risk of never being able to embrace love and relationships etc.
He’s at the point where he can still intervene early - there will be some damage (there already is) but he can limit that damage and recover.
So yeah Helena stroke as a metaphor for Eddie sorting out all the mental stuff he needs to sort out and how it would play into the heart metaphor and Ramon as part of that is where I’m at!!
#me with a random theory that popped into my brain at 4am!!!#Helena diaz having a stroke would be such an interesting thing in relation to the pool building and Christopher and him being in danger#because if she can’t call for help or get help to Chris because she’s having a stroke - it becomes a play on the vertigo arc being out#of Eddie’s control - Eddie was not behaving well I’m not trying to deny that - but it was Kim - the outside force that sent the snowball#down the hill. Kim pretending to be Shannon to try and give Eddie some closure is the thing that stops the heart - that pauses blood flow#and that is what causes the stroke - the initial damage is Chris leaving - Helena enabling that to happen#her seemingly not supporting Eddie and not getting Chris into therapy or talking to Eddie - to resolve the situation - is the ongoing#damage being caused by the stroke#but Eddie is doing some work on himself now but he’s also entering the danger zone#where the damage is irreversible#she will get redemption but only because it resolves Eddie’s issues - not because she as a person deserves it#yeah I have a lot of thoughts on this#Helena diaz#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 speculation
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Not that I don't appreciate people pointing out that using Dude as a "gender neutral term" when addressing trans women is shitty, [because it very much is, please stop doing so immediately].
But uhhh...., how do I get people to stop calling me "man". Like you would think people at least understand that calling a trans woman a man is a no go, but apparently not.
#I think perhaps a wicked headsman's axe would solve this problem#this is a joke/vent but also very much an ongoing problem in my life#like to me being called dude is the sort of dull blow that builds up over time#but being called man makes me want to kill#like more than being misgendered honestly#because it indicates to me that people who knowww I am a trans woman and know how I want to be referred to continue to think of me as a man#and do not even care enough to “humor me” for the sake of social graces or to spare my feelings#which is also the problem with the dude issue now that I think of it#Is that trans women are asking for something really simple#really easy#small potatoes really in the grand scheme of things#and people do not care enough to change even though they understand why you don't want to be called that#or worse still [from my perspective] people who say they will do so if asked personally#as if to make out that it is a personal problem for every trans woman who does not want to be called dude#and if I'm being honest people who take that attitude rarely actually make the change when you ask anyway so....#yeah second post on my post but in the tags#perhaps a second and a third#anyway I'm just here to complain
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Literally nothing helps me grade (more, more often, better, faster) than thinking of it like knitting.
#grading unlike knitting DOES have a deadline#but it helps so much not to think of it that way#and just be like. do a little more! take advantage of these ten minutes#and luckily there are many aspects of it that are rhythmic and soothing like knitting#I can’t think of it as tasks to be completed because it’s so overwhelming#but just like. an ongoing companion. that I pull out? and do in chunks? steadily#and as peacefully as I can. helps so much#grading and knitting ostensibly have an end point but in actual practice they kind of never do#there’s always more to be done. so to embrace the doing and to not fear it#to even be grateful for the way it fills my time and my hands and my mind#yeah it’s good#ANYWAY#teaching tag
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#being a little petty again probably i don't know#but here's the thing#yeah things in literature/art/film/tv can often be interpreted in multiple different ways#but also there are absolutely multiple factors that go into interpreting a text#and there ARE incorrect interpretations#and if your interpretation hinges on assigning disproportionate significance#to a side character who has been shown time and time again to serve no purpose other than driving forward the narrative of another characte#even though the text had ample opportunity to build that character into the narrative and make them a character in their own right#intead of just a vehicle for a main#then. well. your interpretation really IS less valid#because texual analysis requires a consideration of a multitude of literary elements#and ignoring character type and overall characterization for a side character who has no true significance of their own#really just. isn't it.#anyway#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#911 discourse#for real if one of my students handed me a paper with the interpretation that this dude is somehow buck's great love#i'd have an 'aww bless their heart' moment and likely give it a c#because there just isn't sufficient textual evidence if we take character type and characterization into account#especially with all of the other context around eddie#but even taking eddie and buddie completely out of the equation#this would read like just another flat side character meant to move buck forward#anyway anyway#like enjoy what you like but also maybe recognize the limitations of textual analysis and interpretation#instead of pretending that every interpretation is of equal validity because they just aren't#now that could change eventually as this is an ongoing text. but the chances seem slim#when they've admitted to extending the arc and yet the character's significance has not actually changed
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btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest
#fun fact there are currently multiple ongoing studies vis a vis the effectiveness of psilocybin on depression#both on its own and as a companion to ssris#psylocybin targets the 5ht2a serotonin receptors which wikipedia tells me are more numerous in the brains of those with depression#so like. if you spend most of your life feeling like your brain is an aquarium with a leak in it and serotonin is the water and your default#state is 'slightly damp gravel grinding painfully against itself' thats ummm not normal 👍#and on the flipside of that if you have depression that no other med has worked for and know a guy. its 1000% worth it#origibberish#also i say 'wikipedia tells me' as if i just looked it up but that all comes from a long night of spite filled research after i asked my#psychiatrist if we could use the fact that psylocybin worked for me as a basis to like. narrow down which legal antidepressant#might work instead of basically just throwing darts at a board every time#and after several minutes explaining to her that i was not just asking her to prescribe me shrooms but in a legal way she went#'ohhhh yeah no unfortunately theres been no research into that‚ yeah.... sorry......:)'#which. as far as 'lies you come up with on the spot to avoid having to say i dont know' go‚ that is. maybe the worst one to pick#like. 'no‚ thats not an option'? alright fine maybe theres some internal rules or something who knows#'theres no research' though just. immediately tanks any and all credibility 100% even on its own but considering the subject matter?#youre telling me. that humans. the famously curious species that researches fucking Everything. and also Loves playing with drugs. when#trying to figure out how to make drugs that make brains feel good. would not start with the drugs they already knew made brains feel good.#youre telling me that not one (1) singular scientist tried shrooms and went 'oh my god wait. i dont feel like im dying for the first time#ever. holy fuck i need to study this'#complete misplay. absolutely legendary fumble. there were so many ways to fuck it up and somehow you found the worst. congratulations#om the other hand though. really was an excellent setup for the punchline that is the voicemail i have from them saying she'd been fired LOL#they didnt say what for specifically but yknow. based on my own experiences i certainly have theories jebfksbfk#it was annoying in the moment but at the end of the day i have shrooms and she doesnt have the job so. whos laughing now emily KSBFKSBFKDN#this is what i mean though like. rn i feel fine. not on top of the world‚ not like a god#just. fine. i just dont feel like shit. i feel like i can do stuff if i want to‚ or chill peacefully and have it actually be. relaxing.#i dont feel like gravel right now‚ i feel like a person.#and god what a fucking relief it is#really i guess the moral overall is that if at any point you react to trying a new drug the same way an addict craving a hit for days would#then there maybe is something up with your brain chemistry because that means your default state of existence is comparable to that#of withdrawal. a famously shit experience
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I feel like people who brag about not letting their children (who aren't literal toddlers) on the internet at ALL and teach abstinence-only internet safety are just as dangerous as parents who let their kids have completely unrestricted and unmonitored internet access.
I mean... Yeah, in an ideal world, you might want to keep your kids off the internet. But we don't live in an ideal world, we live in a world where everything - and I mean EVERYTHING, is dependent on technology nowadays. By barring your child from the wisdom of how to navigate that world safely and knowledgably, you're barring them from a HUGE portion of opportunities and life skills that they'd need today.
Furthermore, if you start fearmongering and telling them that everyone you meet online is a scary dangerous pedophile, they're obviously not going to believe you, and then they WILL encounter an actual scary dangerous pedophile, because your idea of a "warning" was a skewed overexaggeration of reality that no child over the age of 11 or 12 would wholeheartedly believe.
I'm not saying that internet safety isn't important, or that you should let your kids roam free-range on the wide web, or that it's okay to turn your children into iPad kids, but THIS IS NOT INTERNET SAFTEY EDUCATION! YOU'RE SETTING YOUR CHILD UP FOR FAILURE! If you raise them like this without introducing them to any of the skills they'll need to navigate the online world, they're going to be taken advantage of as soon as they find a way to unlock the family computer and browse the web.
Part of the reason as to why internet safety education is so bad nowadays is also because of these kinds of parents, not just the neglectful iPad kid ones.
#sex and drugs are bad and you shouldn't do it even if#-your friends are because it is EVIL!!!!#sorry for the rant but these kinds of parents piss me off so bad#they're like parents whose only sex/drugs ed they're willing to give their kids are and then wonder why their kids end up pregnant at 14 an#also some of them are so proud of it as well?? I've seen this especially in families of upper classes#and also slightly some certain homeschoolers#like sometimes the way they talk about “omg I could NEVER let my kids go on the c-c-computer!!!” right in front of parents that do#feel weirdly snide and judgy#and also . dare I say classist#because often the families that have to resort to leaving their kids in front of iPads instead of taking care of them#is because they genuinely can't AFFORD to spend time with their children as their workplace is tearing them limb by limb#oh and also iPads and modern technology are really important mobility aids for certain children so there's that too#so dare I say again it also could be kind of ableist??#not to say that the points about iPad kids aren't valid and how some of these parents genuinely ARE neglectful and shouldn't have kids#but I think without that context a lot of people fail to engage with the discourse around children and modern technology#with as much empathy and nuance as they might need to be productive and take steps towards solutions#iPad kids are a symptom of a larger systemic problem surrounding the ongoing class struggle#and to assume that it's just the result of “lazy and unwise parenting” feels ignorant#can't go back to edit and I don't wanna retype all of that but iPads are still harmful to children when completely unmonitored btw#I think I've said enough times that they're still damaging to children's developmental skills if they aren't engaging in anything else#ever#but yk . yeah sorry I have a lot of feelings about this as a kid who was given unrestricted internet access at a v young age#due to my parents' financial struggles and undiagnosed/unaccommodated neurodivergence#my post#online safety#internet safety#OMG WAIT THESE KINDS OF PARENTS ARE ALSO SOMETIMES LIKE TRADWIFE-Y AND PROBABLY FEED INTO THE CRUNCHY TO#CONSERVATIVE PIPELINE TOO#connection I just made there#not saying that being more naturalist is inherently conservative btw but there is an ongoing pattern/pipeline with a specific
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my dashboard is a temple and you guys are either wonderful doves bringing offerings or pigeons shitting all over it and i dont appreciate that second one
#fhgrg i feel so bad because i unfollowed someone last night im sorry it had to be done#in not going to like re follow them or anything because they're the only person i follow who puts a certain ongoing thing onto my dash#but still im SORRY if you know who you are#i always forget that i dont owe anyone company and that i dont HAVE to just cope with something i find triggering or hell even just annoyin#like dude its my dash why would i specifically curate awful shit onto it#anyway ramble over. if you see me unfollow you high chance that its no hard feelings just. i dont like your takes lmao???#not that there's anyone else i might unfollow anytime soon im not performing a fucking culling im just#gonna stop forcing myself to deal with annoying shit#because yeah i dont want an echo chamber#but also seeing certain shit ruins my entire fucking day no matter how many good things happened and it'd be better if i?? didnt see it??#“rant over” *rants even more than before*
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haha oh no im definitely not at all disturbed by the prevalence of leftists on all platforms who are loudly 'anti-genocide' when it comes to the palestinian cause (and a couple others at best :3c) yet the only time ukraine [ʊkrɐˈjinɐ] leaves their mouths is in critique, in stark comparison to the former or in complaint about their (american) government sending aid.
at first what i saw often was pointing out the differences in western media framing [ukraine vs palestine], and that's fair (until the words and the agenda of western journalists are used to paint, as a whole, ukrainians who have been actively going through genocide as some kind of white supremacists hogging the blanket of global attention when they kinda just want to live and have the rights to their own land, culture, names and families)
but no one is even caring to do that anymore, today bitches just invent metaphorical scenarios and people to get mad at and to throw an entire ethnos away because wahhhh i decided that you care for X but not for Y!!!.... all while doing the exact thing they are condemning. the exact absolute same and they don't even hide it but do lack the self-awareness to realise
#'ohh i saw white people still go out to rally for ukraine' yeah have you considered they are ukrainian or have ukrainian loved ones or uh#simply have humanity in their heart to care about several humanitarian tragedies in the world?#this is both aimed at a post i saw on here and at SEVERAL. MANY. twitterians with a thousand palestine flags all over their accounts spewing#misinformation hate and sometimes straight up russian propaganda tactics because they're this fucking insane#i don't care about sounding nice anymore by the way. i know my heart lies in the right place and i have the capacity to care about more than#one ongoing genocide of indigenous peoples#removed incidents of bad actors having a ukrainian flag on their backpack doing hateful shit does not somehow okay dismissing a genocide you#so vehemently claim to oppose. they are not ukrainians who are getting bombed on the daily for years#i saw a very lovely 🍉🕊️ lady denying holodomor and using literal russian talking points while patting herself on the back for being such#a good person. i saw one of the most popular leftie accs on twitter be actively anti-ukraine and using slurs. luckily we mass reported them#and they're gone#i'm no longer being careful with my words because i don't want to be misconstrued. i know my values go beyond twitter and tumblr#if i catch you in any way undermining the genocide of ukrainians or only bringing it up to point fingers and bitch i am blocking you forever#don't care how far this post might go cuz of ppls questionable use of the search function. and i didn't care to censor anything#like. masks off. just block me if this is your rhetoric
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I think the readers overall were not keen on that final chapter but that's okay it was my first go at the 'epilogue with a baby' structure and I may have made it overly twee or something (or maybe even not twee enough, idk) and so I shall not do it next time I write a multichapter (assuming there is a next time which is something I argue with myself about because Oh So Conflicted). But either way I don't need to write any more of that fic as it is done now. Hurrah!
#on one hand people seem overall more willing to comment on an ongoing work BUT#on the other if a oneshot utterly sinks you don't need to write more of it after that it's just done and you've already moved on.#the continual fear of 'what if they hate this chapter?' was not very fun nor was feeling like i owed people regular updates#which kind of felt like i'd given myself homework and well there's a reason i dropped out of that languages course a few years back.#(the reason was Deadlines and Stress and I should probably do my best not to impose those things on myself in a hobby.)#Make Self Write The Entire Thing Before Posting (more of) It seemed to help but then you have to sit on finished chapters which felt weird?#just because i'm not used to doing that and have no patience generally so i failed to stick to any sort of posting schedule.#i kind of like having a longer thing ongoing while writing oneshots as well but yeah probably i should retire from posting unfinished works#so i learned something from all of this and from doing the same thing last year!#felt insecure might delete later
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