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im going to describe the other two aswell but also putting it in the tags
#chirps#elliot is like... tall but not near coopers height. about 5'11 ishmaybe 5'10. not terribly thin but pretty lanky#broad shoulders but they tend to hunch them a lot so its not really noticable.slouches a lot in general#brown skin but pretty light brown. black hair its about chest length and a little wavy they wear it in a bun usually#ugly little goatee but otherwise no facial hair. hooded eyes that r a darkish brown nose has a bit of a hook to it#hands that would be described as elegant i guess long fingers and etc. but its clear they work with their hands a lot#smells of their sheep constantly btw#tends to wear full coverage clothes but things that are a bit lighter and a bit tighter than what cooper wears. stuff thats easy to move in#and wont get caught on anything#dahlia hm#i know what dahlia looks like i saw her in a dream once#shes dark skinned the shortest of the three but not too much shorter tahn elliot but the way she carries herself they look about the same#average weight i guess. narrow shoulders and hips#thin face broad nose almond shaped dark eyes#coily hair that she keeps short (a bit longer on the top) avg lips but a kind of small mouth#she tends to wear all black full coverage clothes that are a bit more loose and flowy but nothing thatd hinder her movements#shes thin but strong she has wiry arms and strong hands#my ocs#lala.... society if i could draw rn#oh dahlia wears a cross necklace too but keeps it tucked in
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do you think n could understand ultra beasts or are they too far separated from that dimension's pokemon
#clai speaks#like theres a difference between those outer space/alt dimension pokemon like deoxys or dialga#and the ubs since the former can be caught in that worlds poke balls and ubs cant#playing the current ultra beast event in pokemas bc the arven event isnt live yet so i'm thinking about it#ubs are such a fascinating part of pokemon lore and like. they probably wont do anything new with them its so sad#unless we get a legends game for alola? but we dont even have the kalos one yet thats way in the future#nihilego is one of my favorite pokemon of all time btw..... silly little jellyfish :) who could destroy your mind with one sting :)
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finally sunny 🌱
#i kinda fucked up bc they stopped growing after 2 weeks and i thought i just had to be patient bc they didnt look ill or anything#but it turned out the “organic super duper quality soil” i used sucks ass so i repotted them and now they are back & growin#but i lost at least 2 weeks which isnt too bad with the photoperiodic ones but i probably wont get anything out of the automatics#2 of the autos are already flowering (not on the pic) despite being tiny and crippled oopsie#weed grow#personal#but i have hope for the rest and the 2 new ones i put into the right soil straight away they look very good#its the 2 ones on the left they are 2+ weeks younger than the rest but already almost caught up in size
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seven(ish) sentence sunday!
I was tagged by @cowboy-buck @alyxmastershipper @wildlife4life @disasterbuckdiaz @giddyupbuck @wikiangela @watchyourbuck thank you!!!!!
Imma be honest I didn't do a lot of writing this weekend oskasokaoskas but here's more of the wayf fic because I love this fic so much and I'm always thinking about it. prev snippet here.
Eddie was touchy. That was not new information. Not exactly at least. Buck was used to a squeeze on his shoulder, a hand on his back, a thigh pressed into his, their shoulders brushing when they walked too close to each other, knees bumping together. But this was more than what he knew what to do with. He wasn't sure Eddie actually stopped touching him since they left the room. His hand was around his wrist, their fingers were laced together, his arm was around his waist or draped over his shoulders, he would hook their ankles under the table, he would wrap their pinkies together. Not that Buck minded. He was getting a bit drunk on it though.
imma tag @bucks118 and @housewifebuck because it feels weird not to tag them by now oskaoskasokaosk
#writing#911 wip#buddie wip#wayf fic#the not writing part is lie#i didn't write anything i plan on posting oskaoskaoskaoskaoskaoks#i got caught up on the concept of the fic#and the whole they sleep together and have whole vacation acting like a couple and then eddie panics and buck slowly loses his mind#and i was like i need to get into eddies mindspace for a while#or else it wont make sense#like i need to know what eddie was thinking in the beginning there#and i did not plan on having eddies pov in this fic#but then i ended up with i dont know 1k something about their first time from eddies pov#it was very enlighting about their dynamic and it made me realize i need to make present eddie less complacent with what buck is saying#and that this is very much an eddie retreated to safety and buck jumped to worst case scenario#and the plot of this just keeps getting more intricate but yeah#have this because we all know eddie would be touch as fuck if he was allowed to touch#yeah#anyway im going to turn off my computer because my chair feels very uncomfortable by now and i don't wanna make another set right now#and thats whats gonna happen if i stay here#goodbye#sorry for the ride you entered if you clicked see more lol#seven sentence sunday
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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birddaughter and morty episode please please please please youre nothing
#my uktimateeeee dream wld be like idk rick gets called to help bp and bd w some shit they got caught up in and they get separated or smth#and its like the idea of morty and bd being jealous of each other for what the other has#meanwhile bp and rick have to work thru their own issues#CUS THEY STILL AHVENT RESOLVED ANYTHING!!!!!!!! I WONT LET THEM FORGET!!!!#idk i think bd has potentialllllll. for bp and for rick and for morty. she ties into all of their characters u know
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#horrible awful no good very bad day#apparently last night the apartment below ours caught fire and we were out of town#and we didnt find out til several hours later from our neighbor who had to track me down on facebook- we didnt hear a thing#from the apartment in any official capacity until like? 10 hours after the fire?#anyway we rushed home supremely early from a friend trip that was like#meant to be very good and fun#anyway so we rush home because no one can tell us if our cats are okay#and they were but our whole apartment is supremely smoky and all of our possessions are extremely smoky#and we cant stay there or let the cats stay there because of the smoke and soot and particles it just doesnt feel safe#so now im in my partners familys house which is like#fine but its full of people and i dont feel fully comfortable and i cant fully relax and and and and and etc etc etc etc#and tomorrow i have to wake up early and go over there and find out what if anything the complex plans to do about it and how long its gonna#be until we can come back safely. or more likely get more noncommittal answers and be unsure#and i dont know how long i can stay here and be normal#AND to top it all off i paid like 60$ to go to an aquarium i didnt even get to go to . but yknow. all of my friends got to !#and like im happy for them but no one was excited as i was and now i get to ruminate on how everyone got to do the fun thing i love#while i was stuck doing 17 loads of laundry and bathing the soot out of my cats fur in someone elses house#certainly it could be worse and im glad my cats are fine and im glad its just smoke damage and not yknow. Burn damage#but im having a sad little pity party anyway because i was supposed to have an amazing beautiful day ending in a relaxing evening#in my own home#and now i have to cope with all of this instead. all i want to do is cry#and also like. im scared we will have to move#but im also scared we wont... because like#i think it was a gas issue. and knowing that that happened in my building? and also knowing how much landlords love to halfass#repairs and everything else#i just dont know how safe i will feel there#even if they tell me its fine#anyway sorry for the tag vent post again my old ways will never die#ghost posts
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some people really still treat drugs like it's a fun little thing and im trying SO hard not to get mad about it
#like okay so the set-up is this my flatmate (F) is chronically ill and is on immunosuppressants as well as a fuckton of other stuff#and she started smoking weed bc it's the only thing she's ever found that even touches her pain#ive NEVER had a problem with that ive never had a problem with WEED even IVE done it a couple times#but me and her have VERY different attitudes towards drugs#i came from a hometown where we were between two notoriously drug-high towns/cities and we get caught in a lot of the trading#between those towns so naturally my town just generated a fuck ton of dealers starting when they were like. thirteen years old#i saw it through my entire year i was exposed to class A drugs when i was like. fifteen at parties and shit#it's HUGE in my town i seriously can't express how much it's crippled the youth of my town#like my childhood best mate's brother literally got glassed bc he got into debt with dealers it's just everywhere#so that alone makes me very wary of drugs and like. the novelty of them is just NOT THERE for me at all i actively dislike them#AND THEN there's all the kids in my year that have died bc of substances. there's the phone call when i was AT A PARTY#that my seventeen year old cousin had OD'd. like that just summed it up for me it's so prevelant that i was at a party with drugs#while he was dying. so yeah wholeheartedly i couldn't give a shit about drugs i wont touch anything stronger than weed and even that#im not keen on. my flatmate however? she DOES drugs like she smokes regularly and she likes edibles#but she doesn't come from a druggy place so it's a weird combo of me (doesn't do drugs) knowing more than her (does do drugs)#and bc she's the one who actually does them she pure WONT LISTEN TO ME#and do u know what happened last night? this girl on IMMUNOSUPPRESSANTS got completely fucked#like drank 2/3 of a big bottle of vodka within an hour. and then she fucking went and did ket#and i literally was like 'that would be an awful idea anyway but ket you're REALLY supposed to not mix with alcohol'#like obvs mixing any high class drugs is bad news but ket is renowned for going bad with alcohol#i think it's bc it shuts off the opposite side of the brain that alcohol does? so taking both increases risk of shutting the whole thing of#or smthn. like people forget than an overdose isn't always fatal and i think bc they associate overdosing = dying#they assume the risk is EXTREMELY low especially when ur young and feel untouchable#AND THEN she smoked some weed as well. like i literally sat sober with her and her mate the entire time and again in the kitchen#bc i thought id distracted her from the weed and sitting with her she thought i was just hanging out#like NO BITCH IM MAKING SURE YOU DONT KHOLE BC YOU WERE TOO STUPID TO LISTEN TO ME#and i hardly slept last night bc i convinced myself when i woke up she'd be dead in her room#and we had such a nice day planned today like it's super sunny and me F and another mate are spending the whole day at the park#but she's just cancelled bc she feels too shit and im just. TRYING not to be angry about it#WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO DUMB
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gah i need to ramble. i dont know how itd work/how to not make it push things too far/itd be useless anyway since akira knows 0 about fighting/does noooot have the stamina most ppl who end up fighting does<3, but taking the whole "can help oz use magic at night" into a buffer concept.......cuz i dont find a way to use that stuff/the sages book/etc in aus enough T_T something something when akira forms bonds with ppl............. so i was like "ig their evol could be something where i can work around it into that" BUT I DONT WANT THEM TO HAVE ONE........my normal little guy............who somehow can enhance u should the need come......
BUT it means i end up thinking about the time oz killed someone in front of akira. cuz it was at night/dawn. 'have u seen a wizard turn to stone' 'no' and holding them in a way so they wouldnt see auughhhhhh...........->figaro who ALSO has killed someon(something) in front of akira. and how quiet akira is after. no further comment i should reread that spot story now that its voiced
#stardust speaking !#also in the same(???) line thinking about thise specific oweaki fanart sometimes. i need to look at it again i forgot the dialogue#i just think about it sometimes#cuz i think akira & the northern wizards r so funny (guy getting annoyed with owen......<3333) so anything thats them#in situations where they have to be the one to keep akira safe no matter the reason is situations im fond of#(even more so considering the times akira almost dies cuz of them(mithra) LOLT_T#stuff like fausts tanabata where akira does a thumbs up to show owens secret didnt get found out.........#'fine i wont help u next time ill leave u alone bye' I NNEEEEEEEEEDDDDD AKIRA VOICED FOR OWENS AFFECTION STORY ALONE#FUNNIEST CONVO IN THE WOORRLLDDD#idk i think a lot about stuff the twins & figaro has said too. about how refreshing(?) it is to be viewed in ways thats not immediate fear#and stuff like oz & the younger wizards who dont fear him (his relation w riquet especially) and akira who has called him a fool multiple#times. oz who trusted akira and told them about arthurs prophecy. as well as akira who treats the rest of them so normally too#(before being jumpscared by them again)#akiras concern for brad when he disappeared in that summer event. akiras overall convos with mithra. akira trying to protect owen from#a unicorn likeeeeeeeeeeee#i think theyre great#ok all ramblings done. um. ill try to set up the q today + read pt2 a bit.....T_^ assuming i dont get caught up in other stuff#otherwise itll happen tmrw
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absolutely racking up the list of things i want to talk to a doctor about physically and mentally but i know i wont get to until im fucking 18 i guess because my parents dont want me going on that nasty mental health medication . as if they couldnt just fucking block it even if the doctor recomended it but i guess its just most important that i just trying and 'get my act together!!' without ever knowing whats wrong with me !!
#ramblings#and my physical health gets caught in the crossfire ig !!#im starting to get so upset#im so close to just yelling at them and saying like#i wont say a thing to the doctor i wont bring up any mental health concerns or anything#can i pls just get these moles checked ok ??#this makes no sense idk.#vent
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and unfortunately i am like the equivalent of one of those true crime girlies but like, with white collar crime and corporate scandals. except instead of getting paranoid about random people minding their own business being serial killers coming for me, i just keep telling every tall skinny whiteboy friend about how much financial crime they could get away with if they put on the right posture and confidence.
#is this worse or better. is this worse or better.#they never take me up on it. the whiteboys ive collected tend to be too kind and awkward to do any of this tbh#BUT IMAGINE.....WHAT YOU COULD GET AWAY WITH.....#sorry my dad once told me about a job he was contracted to do to set up some computer equipment for some college#and apparently a day or two later he was contacted because someone just walked in with confidence and stole thousands of dollars of equimen#and they wanted to know if he saw anything. he didnt cause he didnt really work there but apparently it was just some tall skinny white guy#glasses simple short hair probably a plaid button up. it was the 80s. you could do anything if you looked like that. its crazy#maybe my dad should have never told me about that because it like lit a fire in my eyes. im not gonna do any white collar crime i prommy#but lemme tell you. i think about it. all the time HJSKHKDS im too conspicuous but MAN if i was a tall skinny whiteboy.............#and okay the financial ciminal possessing my body aside - i also just get really into this stuff#its my favourite nonfiction stuff to read about. like to get serious for a sec: i wanna see companies get caught is the thing#being into this stuff tho - you will feel a lot of righteous and burning anger about how little these companies end up paying#so many huge life ruining corporate scandals have only just barely started paying out damages to victims like. maybe this year#it can feel like a start to see shit like whatever was going on with we charity or somehting get noticed#but theres always still a long way to go. still exploitation going unchecked. it keeps on happening but i wont forget
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go ahead and send fandom related drawing ideas for me!! check tags fore more info i guess lolol
#i wanna draw something thats not my ocs#i will do sailor moon tsubasa reservoir chronicle chobits uhhhhhhhh any magical girl stuff rly i like it a lot#hmmmmm#oh miraculous too! but be warned im very picky about my ml art these days#i wont do just anything like it rly has to inspire me#be warned i am not caught up on s5 but i do kinda know whats going on#i just look at spoilers lolol#but also i will draw for quite a bit more if u ask#just depends on what u think i might like!#u can ask for ocs too idm#but not affinity because im getting a little bored of it in this very moment
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Human biology: ugh we are sick and need to go to sleep the tv is too bright and its 2 am go to BED we called out of work we couldnt breathe this morning we were so congested
The creature within: BUT THE HYPERFOCUSSSSSS!!! THE AUTISM YEARNS FOR THE ANSWER!!!! STATISTICALLY WE COULD GO TILL 6 am!!!! WE COULD FINISH THE ZOU ARC TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
#lifeblogging#human side won this round#we are just too tired and head hurty so bad#but ugh did i HAVE to tap out after more sanji lore drops#im so INVESTED rn#and then i have work tomorrow which will be *annoying*#i mean- its not that its hard or anything#it just means i wont be using my time to binge one piece#which- mhhh- i guess is considered normal#but the autism is eating me ALIVE#by my estimate i should be able to get mid-wano by may#and then possibly get caught up by summer#idk we’ll see how it goes#but thats how fast ive been binging#had to take a breather here and there#and honestly after WCI i may take a larger breather#gotta pace myself before i break myself#but gahhhhhhh my BRAIN is latched
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I think i opened tumblr to vent but I genuinely forgot how to word this shit properly GRAHH
#ANYWAYS guys reminder that i shouldnt !!! get my tablet when i ALREADY HAVE A WORKING COMPUTER#(context i got fucking caught getting my tablet at 11pm there goes any trust my mom had for me 🥶💥🔥)#I KNOW this is going to affect how long i get my phone ughh#if i just wasnt fucking STUPID maybe i'd realize that drawing is way less important than getting caught#at least i wasnt able to get anything like discord and whatnot before my mom found me#i played like i was just sleepwalking (even though i never have) (my mom probably wont believe me)#delete later#closet rambles again on tumblr
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When you can't play the main story because you're too weak and you can't catch up on hard mode 3 chapters behind because you're still too weak and you can't play the event because you're too weak and farming levels is a horrible part time job and it's like well wtf man. wtf I'm supposed to do?
#obey me#and then they ask me to rate their game. its a 1 for you my boy#sorry but i dont gaf about r8ings online bc theyre all fake anyway except for games with like 10reviews max#my 1 star rating wont change shit so it doesnt matter how i truly feel abt the game#still obsessed with tbe game but yeah its clear from day 1 fhat the battle system is not really well thought out#its not completely unpolished or anything its just WAY too grindy#theres kinda no excuse for only getting 200-320xp per battle when lvl ups are in the 10k of xp#and the quick clear not giving card xp is absurdly stupid + greedy#i genuinely do not know what to do rn besides just open tbe game every hour to send out jobs#since using money is the only real way to level cards that isnt a second job#really unfortunate basically#and then some absolutely unhinged person on reddit said you should have 3 cards per color??????#lady... i dont even have ONE CARD PER COLOR and leveling the 3 from my main party is taking SEVERAL YEARS#time to go back to my ikemen games for a while methinks#im caught up in ikepri but none of the others
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phone died so i couldn't post, but im gonna be like au speculating as i go through these and i want a good amount of them to be Somewhat rooted in canon? and man i gotta figure out whats just the erins being bad at establishing genuine connections between characters and a character genuinely being distant.
anyways is it just me or does bramblestar feel very distant from his children here
#he has a nice talk with alderpaw when he fails to catch anything on day 1 but he feels weirdly emotionless towards them?#i mean im a ''bramble is a bad dad to both litters'' truther but im wondering how much is like intentional#or me just looking too much into things#actually i wont take too many piss shots at the fandom here (too many)#but this person sucks so ill do it real quick. i actually think dr********r's au where brambles a bad dad to alder#is interesting in concept. like hes ashamed of his kid for not being a great hunter so he shoves him in the medicine den#and later into another clan#buuuuuut tbh i dont really like the way they went about it? like bramble berating alder in the den doesnt feel right#bramble is more the passive aggressive type i feel. at least in my au he is#sometimes more aggressive than passive but thats his main form of being towards his family#like. he doesnt physically abuse squilf. but he DOES berate and isolate her#and idk to his kids i guess him being verbally abusive would work for his character? but it doesnt feel right to me#i think if i had to go at that au itd be more like. bramble keeps negging his kid. getting at his skin#not talking to him in public even when alder calls out his name. downplaying his achievements#''oh. you finally caught a mouse. ok. thats good progress i suppose. keep at it''#idk subtle stuff like that that eats at alder's insecurities over and over and over until he snaps#and THATS when bramble snaps at him. then he pins the blame on alder for snapping first#and then he goes on about how alder is embarassing him and needs to ''go do something else''#and alder chooses to be a medicine cat on his own but its bc hes been worn down and is ashamed of his skills#rather than him being shoved in the den bc ngl i really dislike the idea that being a doctor is ass#and you go be a doctor when youre a failure at everything#if i had to do it id have alder deciding be one bc he feels like hes horrible at what his dad does#and maybe actually i wouldnt keep him as a medicine cat. idk why i dont like him being one but i dont. maybe ill see why later#but he decides its not for him and goes back to being a warrior without his dad breathing down his neck.#wait i was talking abt the shadowclan au. or he goes to shadowclan instead yippee#avos liveread
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