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Misha at JIB 2010
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Limelight Series - Chapter 3
Happy Monday Everyone! Here is chapter 3 of the limelight series! If you haven't read chapter two, click here to read it and then come back to read chapter 3.
This series came way of a message/ask from @hobby27 she asked:
"I would love something with Jensen and reader. He sees her when heā€™s at a convention and heā€™s bonkers for her. She isnā€™t so interested in a relationship with him because of the fame. So he has to woo her. Make her understand that heā€™s not a typical movie/tv star. Slow burn."
So I give you the Limelight series- It's a Jensen x reader (plus size, curvy girl) story, Jensen meets the reader in a bar, he falls fist, she is reluctant of course, but secretly she fell for him the second he walked through the door. So can a small town girl and a celebrity make it work?
Warnings for the whole series: language, multi-pov and switching between the pov mid chapters (sorry I can't help it), Jensen coming off aggressive for a hot second but then cooling off. Some douche side characters and some lovable ones, body shaming, angst, fluff, swoon, Jared is there and Micha is mention.
This story takes place an AU where Jensen is not married but Jared is and has kids.
This chapter is 2K+. Feedback, likes and reblogs are always welcomed. Please don't post as your own work, this is my work. If you would like to be added to my tag list, just ask, I am always happy to add you.
Thanks!
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You walk into the lobby at quarter to seven. You are always early for anything, even for things that stress you out all day and make you second-guess everything. You thought about and composed two 'Sorry, have to bail' texts before giving up and swallowing your fears.Ā 
James, of course, was sending you constant pep texts all dayā€”after you chewed him out for giving out your number and not giving you the heads-up.Ā 
"What! I knew if I told you, you would be mad. And I thought there was no point; he already had it." James tries to justify it over the phone.Ā 
"Yeah, but I could have been prepared and not acted like an ass. I am surprised he even suggested a meeting." You reply, pushing your way through the gallery doors and towards your studio in the back.Ā 
"Come on, of course, he did. He really does like you. Besides, this is what people call a date Y/N, not a meeting."
"Ha! Like me? He doesn't even know me."
"OK, well, he wants to get to know you. He did some impressive groveling."
"The way I heard it, you sold me out for a signed photo and possibly meeting up with Misha."
"He offered, I wasn't going to pass it up! So where are you guys going tonight?"
Opening your studio with the phone tucked between your shoulders, you struggle slightly but manage to get the door open and the lights on.Ā 
"I'm not sure yet. I have until 7 to decide, " you say, somewhat breathless. Tossing your keys on the small table, you go through the room and over to the coffee pot to start it up.
Going through your morning routine, you discuss your options with James before saying your goodbyes and hanging up.
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Pulling your phone out, you look to see if Jensen has sent you a 'sorry, I've got to bail text.' It's 7 pm on the dot, and there is no message.Ā 
"Hoping for a bail text?" His low, deep voice filters in through your ears. His breath tickles your neck and pulls you from your thoughts.
Snapping your eyes from the phone, you turn to see him standing there, dressed in dark jeans and a dark purple button-down shirt. His hair is perfectly styled, and his eyes have a slight twinkle, along with the smirk on his face.
Shutting the phone, you slip it back into the pocket of your dark jeans. "No, I'm just checking the time, " you say, trying your best to keep your voice even and confident.Ā 
Don't let it show that you're nervous as hell. You look him up and down, taking a step back. "You look nice," you say.
"Thank you, I have this really hot date tonight. I have to impress her. She thinks I am a womanizer." He jokes, giving you a wink.Ā 
"You look beautiful as always." Paying back the compliment.
Looking down, you're wearing dark skinny jeans and a gray fitted V-neck sweater under your black moto jacket.
"Thank you, " you say, holding back the slide-dive about yourself that pops into your mind.Ā 
You nervously run your hands through your purple pixie hair. "Umm... we should go. There is this great diner a few blocks downā€¦" you start to say, taking a few steps back, but you're cut off by the screaming of fans.
"JENSEN!!!! OH MY GOD, IT'S HIM!!" A few girls walking in the lobby spot you two and start yelling and making a beeline for you two. Well, for Jensen, not you. They push you out of the way and block you from him.Ā 
He does his best, smiling, while out of nowhere, two big security guards come up to block the group of girls from tackling him to the ground. Containing the mob, Jensen gives them each fanservice by signing something of theirs and taking a quick photo. The whole ordeal is over in ten minutes.
Once they are happy and the guards move them, Jensen's eyes find you. Leaning up against the back of a chair, you watch the display of fame firsthand. Keeping your face without expression, Jensen can't tell if you're mad.Ā 
"You OK?" he questions, standing in front of you.Ā 
"Yeah," you reply, keeping your tone neutral. You are not sure if you are or aren't, but what did you expect.Ā 
"The bodyguards coming with?" You question, giving them a nod as you now notice them hanging close by. At a glance, you see they are the same two guys who were with him and Jared last night: Evan and Quinn.Ā 
"Umm... yeah, sorry," Jensen replies sheepishly. "I promise they will sit at their own table." He added that he hoped this would be OK.
Oh, great, chaperones. I haven't had them in forever. Biting your remark, again, it's not his fault, right?Ā 
"Yeah, it's fine." You reply, giving your best smile and looking at them, "You guys like Italian?"
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The next day after the date, a coffee shop with James-Ā 
"So, how was it? Tell me everything!" James asks, setting down his coffee and leaning in towards you. After blowing up your phone with texts early this morning, you finally agreed to meet with him at your favorite small coffee shop in Haven.
"I was promised a free drink with no interrogation to get me to come out." You reply, taking a drink. Giving off a look that reads, 'Don't make me relive that date again.'Ā Ā 
"Come on, Y/N, you can't go out with the hottest guy who has ever walked into our bar and not given me details." James wines, sitting back in the oversized chair and giving you his best pout face.
"Oh please, he's not the hottest guy ever, what aboutā€¦" Trying to divert the conversation away from your date.Ā 
"Stop stalling and spill."
Knowing that he will just keep it up, you cave. "Fine, it was fine."
"Just fine, that's all I get. Way to be a buzzkill."
"OK, OK, it was more than fine. It was nice, he was nice. He said all the right things, acted interested when I talked, and didn't keep the conversation only on him."
"Butā€¦"
"No, it's nothing. I mean, I knew that it wouldn't be your typical date."
"What do you mean by that? What happened?"
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Back to the date-
"The restaurant is only a few blocks up." You say, once outside of the lobby and on the street. You start to head that way but stop when you don't hear Jensen or Evan and Quinn following.Ā 
You turn to see them standing in front of a black SUV, the door open, and Jensen getting in.
"Yeah, it will be better if we drive there," Jensen says, holding his hand to take yours.
"Really, I mean, it's literally three blocks up. It will take longer to drive there." You say with slight annoyance. Walking back to Jensen.
"If you think the lobby was bad, we'll walk; we'll be lucky to make it before it closes."
Letting out a sigh, "fine." You conceded, taking his hand and getting into the car.Ā 
You give Quinn the address and sit back next to Jensen.
"Besides, this will give us a chance to talk with less prying eyes," Jensen says.Ā 
He gives you a smile, and his thumb rubs the hand that he is holding. "Is this OK?" He asks.Ā 
Pulling your attention to his hand in yours. It feels nice and natural. "Yeah." You reply, looking up at him.Ā 
Letting out a breath, "Not sure how much privacy we will have with those two." You quip, nodding your head towards the front.Ā 
"Don't worry about them. They know how to fade into the background." Jensen reassures you, bringing your hand to his lips.Ā Ā 
"So, what brought you into the city today? Work?"Ā 
"Yeah, I have a studio space close by." You reply, feeling yourself flush with the feel of his lips on your skin. Damn, if you're getting flushed by an innocent kiss on the hand, what's going to happen when he kisses you?
"You're an artist? Coolā€¦but I thought James said you are a chef?"Ā 
"Oh, yeah, well, it's a long story," you reply, not wanting to get into it right now. You look out to see you parked in front of the restaurant.Ā 
"Oh, we're here, " you say, letting go of Jensen's hand, opening the door, and getting out.Ā 
Jensen didn't circle back to her career change, picking up that she wanted to avoid discussing it. She would tell him when she was ready; he was sure of it. Unlike the city just outside the door, the restaurant was a cute, cozy space.Ā 
This place was not overrun with Jensen's fans, so they could have a nice, quiet dinner without interruptions. It felt like an actual date, even with Evan and Quinn sitting a few tables away.Ā 
"Wow, that was amazing food." Leaning back into his chair, finishing off his beer.
"Well, you would take offense if we had gone to a great barbeque joint, you being from Texas." You joke, finishing off your wine and leaning back in your chair.
"Oh, well, we have to go there next time. Maybe bring Jared and Genevieve."
"Yeah, maybe. It's in Haven, so the next time you guys are in for a convention." Don't hold your breath; there will be a next time.Ā 
"The convention wraps up in a few days, right? Where are you guys off to next?" You question.Ā 
"This was our last stop for a few weeks. So, I am free once we wrap this one up."
"Oh, cool, well, I am sure you're excited to return home."
"I guess I know Jared is; he hates being away from Genevieve and the kids."
"Yeah, I bet."
"Hey, Jensen, we should get you back." Evan's voice interrupts. He is standing beside the table, with Quinn standing slightly behind him.Ā 
Jensen looks at his watch and then at Quinn, "I think we're good. Why don't you guys head back? Y/N and I can find our way."
"Sir, I don't thinkā€¦" Evan starts to protest, but Jensen cuts him off.
"I do. Besides, I think you should be hitting the sack early after last night." Giving him a stare-down that would make anyone think twice about speaking up.
"Come on, Evan. It's three blocks. I am sure they will be fine." Quinn jumps in, trying to placate Evan and diffuse a situation before it starts.
Evan gives Quinn a stare-down before looking back at Jensen and you.
"Fine, let's go, Quinn," he says passive-aggressively. Turned on his heels and walked out the door, not waiting for further orders.
Quinn gives you a half smile before following after his coworker. You watch them walk out and shake your head.
"I feel sorry for Quinn; Evan is an ass." You say, playing with your empty wine glass.Ā 
****
Back at the coffee shop with James-
"OK, so yeah, you had to deal with bodyguards? But it sounds like Jensen made a point to make the date feel real?" James states, being on team Jensen.Ā 
"Yeah, he did." You agree, finishing off your drink. Waiting for a second, decide whether to keep telling your date's story or leave it there.Ā 
"What?" James questions, seeing that there is more to this tale.
"Yeah, let's just say the date should have ended at the restaurant." Your voice is slightly cryptic.
****
Back to the date-Ā 
Walking out of the restaurant, the temperature dropped as the sunset. Pulling your jacket close to you, you turn to head towards the hotel. Jensen grabs your hand and intertwines your fingers with his.Ā 
"We don't have to head back to the hotel right away. It's not like I have a curfew or anything." He jokes.Ā 
"I don't know, Evan might send out the National Guard if you're not back soon." You joke.Ā 
"Oh, come on, let's do something. Is there any place in the city you would like to go? " he asks, desperate not to have this night end and to return to the hotel room. He wishes he were anywhere else with her.Ā 
You can see the hit of despair. Biting on the corner of your lip, trying to think of somewhere to go, his voice breaks your thoughts.
"Please stop biting your lip. It's very distracting, and I am trying to be a gentleman here and not the manhandling ass from last night." His voice was deep and slightly commanding. Giving you a wink, the hit of playfulness takes over.Ā 
Letting go of your lip, you have so many thoughts about how to respond.
"You weren't an ass." Your confidence falling you; what you wanted to say was, 'Maybe you should be biting it.'Ā 
"Hummā€¦well, if we were in Haven, we could go to Lights Park. Around this time, the dessert trucks move in, and they have a classic old movie playing. The Park has all these amazing light sculptures throughout. It's a fun place to explore."Ā 
"Sounds nice; let's go," he says, grabbing his phone.Ā 
"I will call Quinn, have him bring the car, and we can go." He swipes the phone open and calls Quinn.
"No, No, Jensen, it's getting late. And I don't want to put Quinn out, to drive us out there." You quickly backtrack your idea. Letting go of his hand, you take a few steps back until your back hits the brick building.
"It's no trouble, really, plus Quinn will just bring us the car he's not coming with," Jensen reassures her, seeing her kindness and thinking of others is taking over.Ā 
"Hey, Quinn, can you bring the car to Broadway and Park? We're just a block away. Yeah, we're going to take a drive. No, don't get Evan; you can bring the car." Shaking his head, he rolls his eyes, causing Y/N to giggle.Ā 
He hangs up the phone, not waiting to hear more of Quinn's protest and talk about protocols. He would rather listen to Y/N laugh and see that smile back on her face.Ā 
"He will be here in two minutes, " he reassures her, giving her a smile and putting his phone away.Ā 
Closing the gap that she created, he locks his eyes with her. He takes in her beauty, the sun dipping past the steel buildings and the light wind wrapping her scent of lavender and lilac around him. Bringing his finger to brush her cheek lightly, the city seems to fall away.Ā 
"I would really like to kiss you now," he whispers, asking for permission and waiting for her to tell him if he is going too fast. His breath mingles with her; he can feel her heartbeat increase.Ā 
She is about to speak when the sound of a camera going off and a flash of light breaks our bubble, and reality forces its way in.Ā 
"Jensen, over here! Who's the girl?!" The cameraman yells from the street.Ā 
Jensen raises his hand to shield Y/N from the camera. She turns her head away from him, and the lights go off. Suddenly, more cameras show up, and the few people walking on the other sidewalk stop to see the commotion.Ā 
"I'm sorry. Let's go," he says, grabbing her hand and walking towards the hotel. Rounding the corner, a mob bigger than the last one is coming towards them.Ā 
"Shit!" He says, slight panic sets in. Looking around, hoping to see Quinn and the car, he's nowhere.Ā 
He's about to turn and tell her to run when Quinn pulls up and uses the car to block the mob of fans that are running their way. Pulling the door open, he lets her get in first and follows. Telling Quinn to just drive and get them out of here.Ā 
"I am so sorry," he keeps repeating. He's desperate and hoping this won't put you off seeing him. It's only sometimes like this.
"It's fine; I get it," she replies, looking at him. "Really, Jensen, I am fine." She gives him a half smile.Ā 
"But we should call it a night. God knows I am not the most inconspicuous date you could have." You joke, pointing out your hair and overall appearance.Ā 
"Yeah, but I like your look." He responds.
"Quinn, can you drop me off at Park and 25th? " You say, letting Jensen's comment fade. He's just being nice; remember, he doesn't go for girls like you.
To Be Continued.......
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detailtilted Ā· 7 days ago
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NEW Enhanced Edition - CHICON 2010 - Mishalecki Breakfast Panel
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My latest video is up! This is a rare U.S. Jared and Misha panel. They have a fun dynamic with Jared's playful humor and Misha's dry sarcasm. If you haven't seen my posts before and want more details about what I'm doing, see the bottom of the post.
92% of the footage came from the video AgtSpooky sent me. It was already on YouTube, but not properly credited to her. Most of the audio came from a different source, and I used a few other sources to fill in small sections of both video and audio. All sources are credited in my video description.
Video Quality Notes
As usual, the breakfast video quality is lower than the main panels. AgtSpooky's video came out the best and clearest overall, but the quality does fluctuate. She also had a more sideways angle, so we don't always have a clear view of their faces depending on which direction they're facing. The other videos with a more direct view were usually quite blurry, so I mostly stuck with AgtSpooky's because I thought her clearer profile view offered better visibility than a blurry direct view. There were a couple short clips with good quality and a direct view, and I cut to those when I could.
The main panels have much better quality and a more direct view, so my next set of videos will look better.
Subtitles
Many of you know that I subtitle Jared and Jensen in red and blue because those were their mark tape colors on the set of Supernatural. When I tried to find Misha's mark tape color, I found this post which has photos indicating it was probably yellow.
I've used yellow to represent the fans at the mic during the main panels since I started this project. At the time, I hadn't thought ahead to the likelihood that I'd eventually subtitle Misha too. Since my YouTube statistics show that nearly half my viewers watch with the subtitles turned on, I don't want to cause confusion by switching up my colors after all this time.
I did want to give Misha's color some symbolism that fans would likely recognize though, so I subtitled him with orange in honor of his apparent penchant for wearing orange underwear.
This video was more difficult to subtitle than most I've worked on so far, so you may see more than the usual dreaded [inaudible].
What's Next
I've started working on the main panel from this same convention. It starts off as a solo Misha panel, then it becomes another Mishalecki panel, then it becomes a J2M panel. I plan to split them up into 3 videos, the same way I treated the Jared/Jensen/J2 panels that ran one-after-the-other at other conventions. This will keep them a more manageable length so that it won't take me an eternity to publish a new one, and it allows people to more easily watch just the video(s) with the actor(s) they're interested in.
Although my project is more focused on Jared and Jensen, I do plan to do the solo Misha panel. I had promised a while back that I'd probably do Misha's solo panels if I happened to have any good-quality, mostly-complete videos of his panel that I could use at the time I was working on other videos from the same convention. That probably won't happen often, but in this case I have a video like that from AgtSpooky.
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A recap for anyone not familiar with this projectā€¦
In December 2023, I started this project to enhance old convention videos. I'm upscaling the videos and making other visual improvements, adding extra content to clarify various references, and adding human-generated, color-coded subtitles so you can better understand the sometimes-chaotic audio. The subtitles can be auto-translated to other languages via YouTube.
My goal is to publish the best, most complete, and most watchable versions of these older convention panels yet seen, but this is only possible thanks to the fans who captured the footage in the first place and were generous enough to share it with other fans. My video descriptions on YouTube will always credit my sources.
If you have any old convention videos you'd be willing to contribute to this project, please message me! I can also be reached at [email protected]. Even if your videos are on YouTube, the original files, if you still have them, may upscale much better. If I can get them to upscale, I'd happily send the upscaled files back to you for your own collection whether I use them or not.
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crackers4jenn Ā· 4 months ago
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Okay, now that it's the next day and my brain isn't just a swirling hormone cyclone of horny Looney Tunes noises I wanted to recap Misha's live show a little more thoroughly for my own memories, since you couldn't take photos or record.
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I went with a friend who's only experience of the spn fandom is via me trauma dumping on her about it. She's seen some of the show, post-Nov 5th, but she didn't develop any sort of attachment or, you know, "mild liking" to it at all. She gave up several seasons in and declared her life all the better for it. Fair! An appropriate response, actually.
But because of this, she didn't really have an idea of what to expect from the show. Same here - I mean, I figured there was going to be a comedic element to it - but that was as specific as my understanding got. I've been watching spn con panels online for years and years, though, so I knew going in what Misha's on stage humor was like, what sort of jokes he'd probably tell. She went in blind, and she did have a fun time, but her first takeaway after was "that was.... interesting." šŸ˜‚
Okay, so first of all! The venue was separate from the con, we got there a little before 7 when they were supposed to open the doors, with the show starting at 7:30. Instead, we got let in late, but most people seemed pretty chill about it. I will say, waiting in line wasn't my fave. It was very loud, we were right by the bar, there was music playing, everyone was using their Outside Voices. With my voice so hoarse, I could barely talk with my friend without her first going "What????" so I definitely wasn't making pals with anyone around. But I did overhear quite a few people who had shown up solo who were finding other people to talk to. So if you're going to a future show by yourself and you're worried about feeling anxious or awkward or lonely, don't! The fandom is friendly, they'll make you comfortable. Even with my standoff-looking ass being so quiet, people were still complimenting my hair (up in space buns) and socks (strawberries) and being generally really nice.
The first part of Misha's show was a little clunky. He came out, uttered the words "enormous cock" about his newborn self, and it took some time for him to find his pace. But after about, I don't know, ten minutes, he seemed less awkward and more comfortable being up there stared at by so many people.
He talked about his mom dressing him as a girl when he was young; painting his nails, growing his hair long, putting him in tights. How this meant that, as a child, he thought he was going to grow up to be a woman. He also talked about how this meant he was a bit of a freak in his blue collar North Eastern hometown, and he got beat up because of it.
He mentioned his mom's activism, in ways that both positively and negatively impacted him. There were quite a few tales of close calls with drugs, of a childhood sleeping in tents, of being poor, of moving constantly, of being encouraged to not live by societal rules. When he talked about his mom, there was always a lot of fondness, and at the end of the show, he was straight up tearing up reading a newspaper article about her.
He talked about getting a boner in his first sex scene, when he had a role on 24. His partner in the scene wrote "hi, Misha" on her pasties and that apparently did it for him. This story was obviously rife with "my dick is so big" jokes.
He also talked about sneaking into a Hollywood Oscar's party v. early on in his career (as in, before he had one) and mingling with the likes of Jude Law (who, of course, was at a urinal next to him admiring his enormous cock) and Brad Pitt, and Chloe Sevigny giving him her number.
He talked about his kids a bunch. His divorce was turned into a punchline or two. (But never directed at his ex-wife šŸ’–) He brought up his new girlfriend, so I had to sit there and endure the "I bought a sex toy for my long distance lady that she mistook for a birthday present for her kid" story, which!!! I knew was coming, that's something I had heard about from previous shows. And lemme say: uncomfortable to read those words, even MORE uncomfortable to listen to him admit it aloud in front of an audience that was half cringing, half cackling.
There were a couple points where he forgot where he was going with the story he was telling, or where he kind of just spaced out, or he played up the awkwardness. And it was all very charming! He's just a charismatic guy, he's got a great stage presence. The event was like a one-man stage production slash autobiographical comedy show, and somehow him oscillating between poignant sincerity and dick humor really worked. Probably because of the aforementioned charisma. And also that he's smoking hot. I mean!! I went paragraphs upon paragraphs without saying it, so I feel I'm allowed one objectifying "awoooooga" at the end here.
Anyway, I mentioned that my friend's initial reaction to the show was "interesting" but she enjoyed herself too and laughed in shocked delight way more than she doubled over in secondhand embarrassment, so, win!!
Personally, I had a great time. I've been to a few spn conventions before and I don't really enjoy the "dance, puppet, dance!" atmosphere that sometimes happens, or how parasocial it feels, but even when Misha took off his overshirt early on and flashed some skin, no one really hooted and hollered. He did label us his therapists early on, though, so maybe we were all respecting our professional boundaries.
In conclusion: 10/10, would do it again!
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hawkland Ā· 1 year ago
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Art Masterpost: The Beginning Story by emmbrancsxx0 (@valleydean) Art by sidewinder (@hawkland)
When I saw an endverse story up for claims in this year's @deancashorrorfest ā€” particularly one exploring the beginnings of how it all came to be ā€” I knew I had to get my grubby, greedy hands on it. When I found out it was written by none other than @valleydean, I may have made some hqppy screeching noises to rival Castiel's true voice. Getting to do art for one of my favorite writers is always exciting, if sometimes anxiety-inducing, but I ended up having an absolute blast working on these with Mallory and am really happy with how they turned out. Thank you for being such an amazing partner to work with, and I'm so excited for everyone else getting to read the story now!
Thank you as well to @kingdumbass for organizing Horrorfest once again, and creating one of my favorite little Destiel communities on the net. It's always a ton of fun and I love how you keep the server going & engaging year round.
Some rambling comments on the art & my process below the cut.
As usual these were all done in watercolor with a little bit of black & white acrylic pen work for fine details and lines. I used rough/cold press paper for all of these to keep a consistent feeling and because it's always my favorite for doing any portraits and where I want a lot of blending control.
The hardest thing for me was deciding which of the many memorable scenes and moments I wanted to illustrate in the time I had available. I had a pretty clear vision for the title art early on: to show Dean & Cas at the beginning of it all, with a collage of elements of destruction behind them and doing the title text in the "Croatoan graffiti" style. There were a bunch of different reference shots combined for that one: screencaps from 5x04, a later-season shot of Dean & Cas walking together to get their positions how I wanted, etc. My Cas "face" reference was actually from Stonehenge Apocalypse as I wanted him looking a little more human/hopeful than standard s4-5 Cas as he's pretty low on grace but still has a little "angel mojo" left.
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(As Mallory commented when I shared it as a WIP, "That's a man who's about to be destroyed!" :D D:)
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I'm also really glad I was able to get the painting to Mallory at DC-Con! You can see in the pic that it's pretty big (16"x20") to get all that detail in!
For the next piece, there's a small scene of Dean and Cas on the road under smoke-filled skies, past a "God Saves" billboard that just struck me. I'd just driven out to Pittsburgh and back on the PA Turnpike so used some quick reference snaps I took combined with photos of the hazy skies from the Canadian wildfires earlier this year to get the atmosphere I wanted. I tried to keep some of the same washed-out colors and feeling of the title piece for that, save the color of the sky.
For the rest, I wanted to do one piece each of Cas and Dean at critical moments in their journey through the story. Cas facing himself in the shattered glass of a pharmacy cabinet was a moment I knew I had to try to capture. It reminded me of that amazing shot of Misha in Gotham Knights, with Harvey and the smashed mirror, so that was definitely in my mind as a visual reference.
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Cas himself is a combination of some Purgatory screencaps and some out-of-character Misha pics from here and there to get his hair the way I wanted it to look (even if I ended up painting over most of it with interference silver watercolor to create the effect of the shattered glass. Here's an in-progress look:
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The Dean rooftop piece is one I'd had in my head as soon as I read the passage in the story, but it was the last piece I tackled. The city in flames behind Dean was pretty much done in one shot as a spontaneous wet-in-wet wash...though it was a little eerie and unsettling working on it this past week with current events playing out on the tv while I painted.
Finally, I really wanted to do a piece showing Dean and Cas as they are near the end of the story compared to how they started out. This one came together in a really fast burst of inspiration - I think one day drawing and two days painting because it's smaller than the others (12"x6") and I wanted it to be really close up and intimate. Drawing:
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Poor boys have been through a lot. And it's only going to get worse )-:
Anyway, that's more than enough from me. Have you gone to start reading the story yet? If not, go there now! Bookmark! Read! Leave lots of love in the comments! Reblog and check out the rest of this year's Horrorfest collection while you're there!
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kindathewholepoint Ā· 18 days ago
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A small but delightful set of JPEGs from SPN Charlotte, starting with this adorable R2M where the instruction was "We're all going to squish Robbie." What is Rich doing? No one knows! But it sure is funny.
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Gather round for story time on these next few. I had decided I was going to be brave and do the leaning against the car pose for my Jensen/Baby. Go into the op thinking I'm going to tell the handler this but she walks away right when it's my turn and I'm left to deal with Jensen on my own. Strike one for me being flustered. So I tell him what I want and then get into position against the car and I'm looking down making sure my hands are in an okay spot by my sides and he goes, "No, give me your hand." I do, and he proceeds to place it on his shoulder and hold it. Strike two for me being even more flustered.
I finally look at him and he is way closer and staring way more intently than anticipated and that was strike three. My face immediately starts to break and I am just desperately trying to hold it together long enough for the two snaps and not bust out in giggles. By the time I decided I had fought it long enough I'm curled over with my head practically on his shoulder in embarrassed laughter apologizing, and he's got my arm and goes, "That was so smooth. SO smooth."
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The op turned out way better than I was expecting given what it felt like in the moment, but you can definitely see in the close up that we are both trying not to laugh.
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Took me a while after that op to recover myself. And then I start panicking because I had already selected another pose for my solo that involved looking him in the eye and in my head I'm thinking, "He's going to think I'm nuts trying this again."
So I go in for the solo with a reference photo and after the handler shows it to him, I walk up and go, "I'm going to keep my shit together this time." And he says, "I don't believe you." And then I proceeded to stare him down like a pro. And after the photo was done he went, "You did it! Look at you!" Yes, yes, I did, thank you very much.
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Is it just me or does it look like he is staring extra intently trying to break me?
Finally, moving on to Sunday, we've got this adorable Misha/Alex with kitty ears and bouncy pumpkins. A'int we all cute?
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Just one more con for this year, so a few more ops from Chicago coming soon.
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cynifer Ā· 15 days ago
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I feel like big name fans got that way for a reason. Maybe donā€™t poke the bear? Thatā€™s a good way to lose access to content from the conventions.
I have come back to this message a bunch of times since receiving it because I'm not entirely sure 1. it's not supposed to be humor or 2. it's supposed to be a threat.
I mean, really? Do I seem like someone who is worried about losing access to Supernatural fans? FFS, I go through my follower list at least once a week and block accounts that look sketchy, even those that have pics of Misha or Jensen on them, because it's more important to me to avoid the assholes than it is to pick up 'followers.'
I'm here to have fun, not to fight off the dickweeds.
I have no fucks to give for people who call themselves big name fans and less to give for people who idolize those fans because they think they have some clout in the fandom/with the actors. Zero fucks.
Shitty behavior is shitty behavior. The main difference I see between BNF and 'regular' fans is the 'regular' fans seem to know when a line has been crossed and if they don't are more willing to listen to people who tell them it has. So-called BNFs think they have a right to cross lines because, to them, they aren't doing that; to them, things like that photo op are a joke with friends, no matter how wrong that line of thinking is and how inappropriate what they did was.
(Nipping this argument in the bud: Yes. I see the responses to criticism saying Misha thought it was funny, laughed, and didn't at all seem bothered. I also saw where they clearly stated he was surprised at what they showed him. So you surprised him with porn and then think he's not going to just laugh it off with you because...??? As I wrote last night, Misha is not one to cause a scene over things like this...everyone knows it, and too many people take advantage of that.)
I'm not apologizing for standing up to shit like that, and I'm certainly not worried about losing any kind of 'access.'
Christ, people. Get a fucking grip.
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soulofapatrick Ā· 2 years ago
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Starstruck - Pedro Pascal x reader/OC
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Summary: Y//N plays Eleanor Winchester in Supernatural and is on the red carpet for season 13 where she spots her heartthrob: Pedro Pascal.Ā 
SORT OF LINKS TOĀ Terrible at Secrets
Words: 1.3KĀ 
Warnings: anxiety (?)
Notes: request byĀ @princessmermaid1289ā€‹Ā and photos of dress and hair at the bottom.Ā 
Y/Nā€™s POV:
Being part of such a big show like Supernatural is always breathtaking, especially getting to meet all the other big stars and my fans. I never expected to have such an impact or make a family with J2M. Jared and Jensen immediately took me under their wings when I joined in season seven as Sam and Deanā€™s little sister - Eleanor aka. Nell
Being anxious and an actor is always something interesting but I have such an amazing family backing me and getting rid of any awkward questions aimed my way during conventions. I love conventions and red carpets, being able to meet my own idols of which I have plenty. I find it so much fun talking to them and getting the fans opinions on everything. My fans are my biggest critics and theyā€™re how I improve.Ā 
Tonights a red carpet for our season 13 with Alexander Calvert. Heā€™s very cute and bubbly and I love him like a little brother and the fans seem to love him even more. Heā€™s going to be big, I just know it, especially when the fans scream at him wrapping his arms around my waist and hugging me as the cameras flash.
ā€œHeyyy Y/N,ā€ Jensen appears at my other side, elbowing me and leans down enough he can whisper quiet enough the cameras and paparazzi donā€™t catch it, ā€œYour man crush is over there, go say hi.ā€Ā 
I follow his gaze to see the one and only Pedro Pascal. He guest starred in an episode but sadly I never got to see or meet him as it wasnā€™t with me. My character was off with Kelly and Castiel while Pedro was with Jensen and Jared and I will admit it broke my heart a little as I have always had a huge crush on the sweetheart. He looks drop dead in that crisp white suit and black bowtie. His hair is so fluffy and I just wanna run my hands through it from here.Ā 
ā€œGo!ā€ Alex is agreeing and Iā€™m being pushed in Pedroā€™s direction so lightly jog over, trying not to trip over my dress. Itā€™s a beautiful thing, not my personal choice but I have to admit it looks beautiful and it makes me feel beautiful when Iā€™m quite a rough and tough person having been around J2M for pretty much eight years. Itā€™s black and flows, making me feel like a character from a fairytale, the sleeves off the shoulder and it sparkles in the flash of the cameras. I think itā€™s made from a mixture of satin and lace with how light it is despite how heavy and full it looks. It seems my stylist was going for a vintage look as my strawberry blonde hair is pinned back in light curls, it reminds me a longer version of Susan Pevensieā€™s hair from the last movie where Lucy becomes Susan. I feel beautiful.Ā 
ā€œHi,ā€ I place a trembling hand on Pedroā€™s shoulder, causing him to turn to see me. His face breaks into that contagious grin as he looks me up and down with no abash. It has me flushing a bright red, especially when he makes room for me, wrapping a large hand around my waist.Ā 
ā€œHi there mama,ā€ Pedroā€™s voice is like velvet and has me weak at the knees. Heā€™s pulling me flush against the side and begin to pose for the paparazzi again, a huge grin on his face so I compose myself and do the same, putting my arm around his back. Heā€™s a lot taller than I realise so itā€™s easy for me to rest my head on his shoulder and I think Iā€™m going to go deaf at the sound that erupts from the fans as Pedro glances down at me with a look that makes me balling his jacket in the hand thatā€™s around his back. He lips are suddenly near my ear as he whispers ā€œEasy darlin,ā€ while his thumb rubs soothingly at my hip.Ā 
We have move on so Jared and Gen can take our stops and I prepare to go back to Alex as Misha has Vicki and Jensen has Danneel but Pedro grasps my hand in his calloused one. I stumble slightly but he steadies me and my mind races because this is going to be big news and everyone is going to realise I have the biggest crush on Pedro Pascalā€¦ who is leading me to the next photo spot.Ā 
The cameras continue to blind me and I have to grip Pedroā€™s hand tighter as I can feel my anxiety bubbling. I usually try to do the red carpets quickly and usually Jensen; Jared and Misha there to ground me. This beautiful man beside seems to understand whatā€™s happening and is sending one last wave at the cameras before heā€™s leading me towards the Entertainment Weekly interviewer.Ā 
ā€œHello there mommy and daddy,ā€ She greets us and feel myself flush again as this never happens to me. I canā€™t remember her name as I was meant to only talk to a tiktoker turning interviewer as Iā€™m not as big as my on screen brothers.Ā 
ā€œHey there,ā€ Pedro sends her an amusing smile, keeping a tight grip on my waist.Ā 
ā€œWell this is a nice surprise, Iā€™m a little star stuck right now,ā€ The interviewer turns her attention to me, ā€œI have to admit Iā€™m a huge fan of you and your character, Eleanor Winchester for those who donā€™t know.ā€ She glances back at the camera and Iā€™m subconsciously grabbing Pedroā€™s free hand, hoping the camera doesnā€™t pick up on.Ā 
ā€œOh! Well, thank you.ā€ Iā€™m laughing nervously, ā€œIā€™m also star stuck!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re the star here,ā€ Pedro nudges me and I can just hear all the fan edits about to be spamming my social media feeds in the morning but I donā€™t care because Iā€™m currently pressed against the Pedro Pascal and heā€™s acting like Iā€™m the big star, not him. Somehow I feel like royalty, even when the interviewer gets on with her planned interview with Pedro and Iā€™ve never felt like this. I just alternate between watching the way Pedro throws his head back in a hearty laugh every time the interview flirts with me and the way the cameras are flashing blindingly. I should be panicked and breathless right now but that hand on my hip is flexing every so often and somehow it keeps me grounded and this is probably the first red carpet Iā€™ve been able to breathe.
ā€œWell, hereā€™s the question I think most will be asking in the morning, is there something here?ā€ The interviewer is asking, her question making my head snapping round so fast Iā€™m surprised I donā€™t get whiplash, watching Pedro to see what he says as I try to slow my breathing.Ā 
ā€œI wouldnā€™t mind having a date with miss Y/N here but weā€™ll have to see.ā€ Heā€™s sending her wink then pulling me even closer to him and I just look at the camera and fake swoon, laughing lightly in shock.Ā 
ā€œI think Iā€™m hallucinating,ā€ I tell her and it causing everyone in earshot to break into laughter as Pedro presses a kiss to my cheek, the light drag of his beard taking the air from my lungs, ā€œDefinitely hallucinating.ā€Ā 
ā€œShe says yes,ā€ Jaredā€™s towering frame appears behind us both, patting Pedro on the shoulders, ā€œOf course she wants to go on a date with Pedro.ā€Ā 
ā€œA date it is it seems.ā€ Pedroā€™s grin seems to get wider and Iā€™m not really sure whatā€™s happening right now. I might have a date with the Pedro Pascal and my two older brother figures may have set me up it seems, especially from the way Jared and Jensen high five as they walk away and the way Gen sends me a wink.Ā 
Oh my fucking god. Iā€™m going on a date with Pedro Pascal.Ā 
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drasticemotions Ā· 8 months ago
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yall im saying fuck it n face revealing cause I still havenā€™t recovered from my photo op with jared and I just have to share it on a place where I know itā€™ll be appropriately respected and so I can finally yap about my full experience with j2
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so hey dats me
I died dead
I refuse to believe that that is actually me in the photo cause what do you mean?? I was in jarpads arms??
He was so nice I was low-key losing my shit after meeting Jensen, we took the photo with him first (just a normal side hug with me and my sister on each side) and exiting that going straight in line for Jared. I was shaking there was a pause in the line for a bit and then Jensen just appeared next to me??? Walking past and I was just confused Pikachu looking back and forth across the room to my sister and back to Jensen, I didnā€™t have my phone on me and didnā€™t know what to do cause he just appeared (all he did was walk past but thatā€™s enough for me).
Anyway I was very much shaking and was so nervous, I felt like I looked like a wreck and didnā€™t know how the photo was gonna go since ahbl12 was my first con, but guys I shit you not it became my turn and I stared right into this gorgeous manā€™s eyes said hiā€¦I think I blacked out cause he had his arms slightly opened and I just walked into them, I genuinely donā€™t remember what happened I think my eyes started watering cause it was such a genuine hug and just looked at the camera and smiled.
I donā€™t think I couldā€™ve ever asked for a better photo Iā€™m so genuinely happy in that moment and life has been a lot as of late and it felt like that all disappeared, I donā€™t usually smile with my teeth showing anymore but it just appeared naturally, Jared is such a genuinely great guy and Iā€™m so glad I leaped at the chance of getting the ticket and going.
He was so incredibly nice at the autographs too, Jensen as well but I could tell both of them were absolutely beat they looked so tired, Jensen is intimidating and I was rendered speechless when I got him to sign my Dean funko pop, I was also the only one in line everyone else at that point was waiting in Jaredā€™s line so I felt extremely isolated and awkward šŸ«£ like what do I do what do I say. Jared I gained some of that courage back and went for it, I was able to thank him for just generally being amazing and how much meeting him meant for me, which I havenā€™t really told anyone it feels like one of those moments I just had to keep to myself. He put his hand on his heart and I didnā€™t wanna get in trouble for continuing on so I wished him a good night and left. I donā€™t know how I got through the day without crying (I am a very emotional person especially when it comes to my fandoms), I cried in the hotel room after lmao
It was really just the best day ever and Iā€™d do it a million times over. I rightfully have that photo on fucking everything, I wonā€™t shut up about this until the next con and even then I still wonā€™t shut up about it. Just meeting the cast and doing something like this, Iā€™ve wanted to do something not even relating to supernatural but just conventions themselves seem like some of the coolest things to be able to attend (America obviously having the better half of that spectrum over Australia but Iā€™ll take what I can get).
I will hopefully be back next year to see Misha and Jensen, if my bank account doesnā€™t run away from me
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waywardnerd67 Ā· 2 years ago
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Santa Baby
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Title: Santa Baby Summary: Jensen finds his best friendā€™s Christmas boudoir photos. Paring: Jensen Ackles x Reader Word Count: 3165 Rating: X - Explicit Warnings: Fluff/Smut/Infertility Square Filled: Photographs Bingo Card: @spnchristmasbingoā€‹ A/N: None
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With all his family and friends deciding to travel for the Christmas holiday, Jensen had decided to crash at his best friend, (Y/N)ā€™s house. He had been there nearly a week and didnā€™t know if he would ever want to leave. Spending so much time with her was good for his soul and heart after traveling non-stop all year. It felt good to have a solid place to be with someone. She was on winter break from her job and spent a lot of time hanging around binge watching tv with him.
ā€œHey, do you mind if I use your computer for a meeting I have?ā€
(Y/N) shook her head, ā€œNot at all. Iā€™m going to go out and have lunch with the girls. Just no porn, please.ā€
He acted offended, ā€œI would never.ā€
She laughed getting off the couch, ā€œUh-huh. I know you, donā€™t even think about it. Iā€™ll be back in a few hours. Text me if you need anything.ā€
Jensenā€™s meeting was with the execs at Warner Brothers and Jared to start the conversation for what was next for Supernatural. The show had been off the air for a few years and with the new take over of the CW, both shows Jensen and Jared were EPs of, had unknown conclusions. They wanted to let WB know they were very interested in continuing Supernatural on a streaming service like HBO Max.
As the meeting went on and the execs were droning on about viewership and numbers. Jensenā€™s curiosity got the better of him. He opened (Y/N)ā€™s Google Drive and found a newly shared folder titled: Christmas Photoshoot. He had not been prepared for what he saw when opening the folder. He heard Jared chuckling and immediately minimized the window.
ā€œJensen, everything okay?ā€ One of the execs asked.
He nodded, ā€œYes, yes. Please continue.ā€
Jensen tried to focus on the rest of the meeting, but his best friend lying on a bed in lingerie with her legs spread was permanently etched into his mind. As the meeting ended, Jared stayed on with Jensen to chat a little longer.
ā€œDude, what happened? Did (Y/N) finally live out your fantasy of under the desk work?ā€
Jensen narrowed his eyes, ā€œNo. Sheā€™s out with friends you perv.ā€ Though now that fantasy was playing out in his mind with the little outfit she had been wearing in that picture.
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ā€œEarth to Ackles!ā€ Jared called out, snapping him out of his little fantasy, ā€œBro, what the hell is going on?ā€
It was no secret, especially to Jared and their friend Misha, that Jensen had a small crush on his best friend. He was used to them teasing him about it, but after seeing a quick glimpse of those photos that little crush was like a raging fire of desire.
ā€œNothing. Iā€™m going to go before (Y/N) gets home. Have fun skiing with everyone and give them my love.ā€
Jared eyed him suspiciously, ā€œAlright, I will. Tell (Y/N) hi and give her a kiss for me.ā€
Jensen nodded, ending the Zoom call. He stared at the minimized folder debating on looking at the photos again or forgetting they ever existed. He immediately brought the folder back up, scrolling through the fifty or so photos of his best friend. They started out cute with her in Christmas pjs and as he continued to scroll the less and less clothes she had on until the very last photo. Clicking on it to enlarge it, he found (Y/N)ā€™s naked silhouette back lit by a Christmas tree she was stretching to reach the top of.
Jensenā€™s hand was stroking himself through his sweats as his eyes drifted down her beautiful body. His cock ached for a release that he was going to need before she came home.
ā€œFuck me.ā€ He groaned, closing the picture, folder and her computer down.
By the time (Y/N) came home, he had taken a nice long shower and jerked off to the slideshow of pictures in his mind of her being in all kinds of states of undress and positions. Now, sitting across from her eating dinner, Jensen could not keep his mind from deep diving into the gutter.
ā€œYouā€™ve been really quiet all night. Did your meeting go okay?ā€
He nodded, ā€œOh, uh, yeah. It went fine.ā€ Jensen looked down at his plate pushing his food around.
He was hungry, but not for the Chinese food on his plate. He glanced up to see her gorgeous concerned filled eyes on him. Her tongue slipped between her lips wetting them before dragging the bottom one between her teeth. His cock twitched, reminding him of the little under the desk fantasy he had lived in for a few moments earlier in the day. He knew there would be no way of living the rest of his hiatus with her without coming clean.
ā€œUm, I stumbled upon some photos of you on your computer.ā€
She arched her eyebrow at him, ā€œOkayā€¦ā€
ā€œSomeā€¦ um, sexy photos of you.ā€ He mumbled, watching her eyes widened.
ā€œOhā€¦ā€ She laughed, ā€œShit, Iā€™m sorry Jensen. I forgot I had those on my Drive. Oh my god, are you scarred for life now? Do I need to pay for therapy for you?ā€
He tilted his head, ā€œNoā€¦ not scarred or confused. More surprised than anything. Didnā€™t think you would be the type to take those kinds of pictures.ā€
ā€œYeah, well Iā€™ve been pushing myself out of my comfort zone recently.ā€ He noticed her shoulders fall slightly before she smiled at him, ā€œI should really delete them. It was a waste.ā€
He shook his head, ā€œI wouldnā€™t delete them. You never know, you might find someone to share those with one day. If I may, why did you have them taken?ā€
She sighed, ā€œSince fuckstick broke up with me, I havenā€™t liked how I looked. I heard that doing a boudoir photoshoot could help boost my confidence a little.ā€
ā€œDid it work?ā€
That one simple question broke his heart as he watched tears spring to her eyes. (Y/N) shook her head, standing and walking towards her room.
ā€œExcuse me.ā€
Her door shut before he could catch her. Standing outside her door, his anger began to build as he listened to her crying inside her room. Jensen would never forget being in New Mexico filming when her douchebag ex broke up with her. Telling her how ugly and flabby she was. How he couldnā€™t get it up or fake liking her any more. It had taken a Facetime call from Jared and Misha to keep him from flying out and beating the ever living crap out of the fuckstick.
Now, hearing a breathless sob tear through her pushed Jensen to finally have the balls to do the one thing that scared him most. He opened the door to her room and crawled into bed behind her.
ā€œGo away please. I want to be in misery alone.ā€
ā€œIā€™m not leaving.ā€ He wrapped his arm around her waist feeling her flinch and hearing the resounding crack of his heart.
(Y/N) turned in his arms, pushing on his chest, ā€œDamn it Jensen, go away! I know you donā€™t want to be in bed with me as I sob and cry in self pity. You should be in bed with a beautiful model or actress. Not your best cow friend.ā€
He grabbed her wrist pulling her against him, ā€œI donā€™t want to be in bed with a model or actress. I want to be in bed with my gorgeous and sexy best friend that Iā€™ve been in love with for years.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re such a liar. I know youā€™re just saying that to make me feel better. Itā€™s not helping because I know itā€™s not real.ā€
He let out a low growl before placing her hand firmly against his raging hard on. She gasped, looking at him with wide eyes.
ā€œI canā€™t fake that, beautiful. I saw those pictures of you and they have been playing like a damn slideshow in my head. Fuck, I had to take a damn cold shower and jerk off before you got home in hopes that I could play it cool around you. News flash, I canā€™t! You fucking turn me on so much that I have to constantly make sure Iā€™m dick isnā€™t sticking out for the world to see.ā€
He was breathing heavily as he rolled over her, pinning her hands above her head. Another gasp escaped as he settled between her legs and leaned down brushing his lips against hers.
ā€œIf you donā€™t want this, or me. Tell me now. I will leave and act like nothing ever happened. For the love of god I really hope you tell me you want this because Iā€™ve been daydreaming of tasting and being inside of youā€¦ All. Fucking. Day.ā€
ā€œThis is for real? Iā€™m not dreaming or anything? You want me?ā€ Her voice was barely above a whisper.
Jensen let go of her hands, trailing down her body. He noted every spot she flinched or squirmed as his fingers passed over them. Slipping one hand behind her neck, cradling and massaging it. She hummed and sighed before he gently placed his lips against hers.
ā€œYes this is real. Iā€™m not sure if Iā€™m not dreaming. And yes, I want you. All of you.ā€
She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him back to her and kissing him. Her hips pressing against his and he groaned before snapping his against hers.
ā€œ(Y/N), tell me you want this. Please, tell me you want this.ā€ He rolled his hips against her creating the perfect amount of friction to relieve a little pressure.
ā€œI want this, Jensen. I want you.ā€
That was all he needed to hear. He began a trail of kisses down her body removing her shirt and bra. The moan that came out of her was music to his ears. He pushed her sleep shorts and panties down her legs, tossing them to the floor. When he looked back, they were closed, keeping him out.
ā€œ(Y/N)?ā€
ā€œYou donā€™tā€¦ I meanā€¦ oh god this is embarrassing.ā€
He rested his chin on her knees, ā€œWhat is? If this has to do with how you're groomed, I donā€™t care about that. Shaved, unshaved, donā€™t matter to me as long as I get to taste you.ā€
She groaned, pressing her head back into the pillow, ā€œIt has nothing to do with that.ā€
ā€œThen what, beautiful. You can tell me.ā€
Whatever it was, she was truly having a moment of insecurity that he wanted to take away. She had no idea how beautiful and sexy she truly was or how it was killing him not to have his face buried between her legs.
She blew out a long breath, ā€œIā€™ve never had a guy go down on me. I donā€™t know what it feels like and I donā€™t want to hurt you with my thunder thighs.ā€
Jensenā€™s jaw slacked as he let the words register in his head, ā€œNever?ā€
She shook her head, covering her face with her arms, ā€œNope. None of them ever wanted to.ā€
ā€œWell theyā€™re even bigger fucksticks than I thought.ā€ He kissed her on her knees, ā€œBaby, you have nothing to worry about. I definitely want to go down on you and youā€™re not going to hurt me with these delicious, beautiful thighs of yours. Please, let me see you. Let me taste you. Let me make you feel good.ā€
She stared at him for a long time before slowly opening the gate to him. As he settled between them, Jensen lifted her legs over his shoulders. He ran the tip of his finger over her slickness making her shiver and sigh.
ā€œSo wet and perfect.ā€ He murmured.
ā€œThe number of panties you have ruined for me is astro-NOMICAL!ā€ She cried out as he ran his tongue up her.
ā€œReally? Well, feel free to never wear a pair around me again.ā€ He chuckled against her inner thigh, ā€œAre you okay?ā€
ā€œMmhmm.ā€ She grasped the sheets beside her.
He worked his tongue over her repeatedly until focusing on her sensitive clit. The moans and whimpers coming from her were driving him crazy. He sat up slightly and watched her face as he pushed one finger inside of her.
ā€œOhh-hh, Jen-Jensenā€¦ oh wowā€¦ā€
Slowly he pushed his finger in and out of her, adding another one feeling her tightening around them. His cock twitched wanting to be buried deep inside of her.
ā€œS-So close Jensenā€¦ oh godā€¦ m-more.ā€ She moaned, her hand hesitantly reaching down towards him.
He nuzzled his nose into the small patch of hair chuckling, ā€œYou know you can direct my head wherever you want it. Youā€™re not going to hurt me.ā€
Those would be his famous last words as her fingers thread through his longer hair and push his mouth down onto her clit. She rolled her hips against his mouth and tugged on his hair. The pain sent a jolt of electricity straight down to his cock and he sucked hard on her clit. Her thigh clamped around either side of his head as her body trembled through her release.
ā€œFuck Jensen! Holyā€¦ oh Jensen.ā€ She cried out, as he let her ride out her release.
He kissed his way back up to her as she stifled a giggle, ā€œWhat?ā€
(Y/N) took her hand, running it over his beard and holding her slickness on her hand, ā€œI think I made a mess.ā€
He leaned down kissing her before rubbing his face between her breasts making her giggle more, ā€œA fucking delicious and beautiful mess.ā€
(Y/N) lifted his face bringing his lips to hers for a passionate kiss, ā€œMake love to me. Make me forget about all the guys who told me I was ugly or grunted their way through sex with me. I want to feel beautiful and loved by a great man.ā€
Jensen kissed her again, reaching between them and aligning himself with her, ā€œYouā€™re sure?ā€
She nodded and he gently pushed inside of her. Jensen watched her face carefully in case she was in pain. He ignored his body's need to snap his hips against her and wanted to make sure she was okay. He let out a shaky breath against her shoulder holding himself still to let her adjust to him.
She rolled her hips against him, ā€œMoveā€¦ please moveā€¦ā€ She moaned.
Jensen inched his way out before pushing back in. They both sighed as he repeated this over and over then his body took over picking up his pace. He was so snug inside of her that it was hard for him not to lose himself in the feeling of her.
ā€œGod (Y/N)... feel so good inside of you. Fuckā€¦ā€
Her fingers dug into his back, ā€œHarder Jensenā€¦ a little harder. I-I wonā€™t break.ā€
He bared his teeth against her collarbone, pushing himself up for a better angle. He drove into her as their skin hit echoed off the walls. She squeezed his cock tight just like she had done before she came earlier. He could feel the familiar tingling in his stomach that he was going to cum soon.
ā€œJ-Jayā€¦ right there. Oh godā€¦ like that. Yes, yes. yes, fuck Jensen!ā€ She cried out.
He leaned over her, snapping his hips against her getting ready to pull out of her when she wrapped her legs around him.
ā€œCum inside me. Itā€™s okay, I promise. Want to feel you cum.ā€
That sent him right over the edge and he mumbled incoherently into her the crook of her neck. He knew better than to not carry a condom with him or at least pull out and jerk himself off. Something about cumming inside of (Y/N) felt right and he couldnā€™t shake that feeling even after they had cleaned up, laying in her bed.
(Y/N)ā€™s head was resting on his chest while her fingers traveled a path from his hip bone up to his chest. They had been laying in silence for the better part of an hour when she finally broke it with a bombshell of a confession.
ā€œI canā€™t get pregnant.ā€ She whispered, ā€œI found out about five years ago when I was going through a really hard period. My doctor told me that my body would never produce fertile eggs. Yet, another reason why my ex dumped me. I want you to know before this goes any further.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s why you told me to cum inside of you.ā€
ā€œMmhmm.ā€ Her body shivered, ā€œWhich is in my top three sex experiences of all time. Congrats.ā€
ā€œWhat are the other two?ā€
(Y/N) lifted her head to look at him smiling, ā€œYou going down on me and you giving me the first mind blowing orgasm in my life with your fingers.ā€
He started laughing, running his hand down the side of her face, ā€œWell glad to be of service. Please feel free to call on my services any time.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€ She leaned her cheek into his hand, ā€œEven after all the baggage, insecurities, infertility? You still want to be with me?ā€
He laid down facing her, ā€œI have baggage as well. A crazy filming/convention schedule. Thousands of fans who 99 percent of them are amazing, but there are a few who will go bat-shit crazy over me having a girlfriend. I also have insecurities about myself that will pop up at all the wrong moments. Infertility does not make you any less of a beautiful woman or less desirable.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€
ā€œReally. If/When the conversation comes up about kids then we can see what our options are. There are plenty of kids who need a family. I think one day, you will be an amazing mom.ā€ He leaned in kissing her, ā€œPlus, knowing I can cum inside of you is seriously the hottest thing ever. We may never leave your house again.ā€
(Y/N) giggled as he peppered kisses all over her face and neck. She gently pushed him onto his back and straddled his waist. His hands immediately massaged her hips as he stared up in awe for her.
ā€œI think this was one of your poses from the photos, right?ā€
She nodded, ā€œSure was except then I didnā€™t have a sexy man beneath me. I also had a Santa Hat on.ā€
ā€œYou did? Totally missed thatā€¦ā€ She rolled her hips against him making him moan, ā€œCanā€™t imagine how I missed the Santa hat.ā€
(Y/N) got off him making him groan, grabbing something out of the bag on her floor. He smiled wide as she placed the santa hat on her head and returned to her original spot.
ā€œWhat do you say? Are you up for round two?ā€ She asked, kissing down his chest to his stomach.
He rolled his eyes back as she slid his cock into her mouth, ā€œAnything for you Santa Babyā€¦ā€
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dotthings Ā· 3 months ago
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I'm just going to call a spade a spade. The obnoxious Jensen stan twitter queens who are toxic and over parasocializing and overbearing simply don't care. They don't care how they look. They don't care how many Jensen fans they alienate--real, actual, long term Jensen fans.
Jensen stan twitter's joy policing, harassment, dogpiling, negative projections onto Jensen, misinformation, hatred, ship shaming, or spiraling and attacking people over perceived slights, and in some cases, the way they shame other fans for merely existing while not stanning Jensen in the narrow terms "they" (meaning, the hard core Jensen stan twitter queens) decided was the only way to stan Jensen, plus blatant disregard for basic 101 objective and universal fandom etiquette like: don't steal photo ops, erase the fan from the photo to turn it into a manip (WTF??? Are they this parasocially desperate?? Do they understand Jensen and Danneel are ACTUALLY MARRIED??), then show hostility and absolute disrespect about the rights of the owner of the op.
(And they have the unmitigated gall to ship shame?? To try to paint destiel shippers as The Problem??? Are you effing kidding me??? It's not easy to face you've become what you supposedly can't tolerate and they'll likely never get there.)
And facts are facts are facts. They will have to cope. I don't gaf how angry they are. Let them rage. They can't undo facts.
Many people love Misha and ship Destiel and that includes many Jensen fans. Nor are the Jensen stan twitter queens the entire universe of Jensen fandom. Period. No, stfu. There is no argument here. I'm giving facts.
You are not less of a Jensen fan because you love Misha and Cas and ship Destiel. Period. Inarguable. No I don't gaf about any counter arguments. No, stfu. This is not arguable. Get lost.
Jensen is very very fond of Misha and they are close friends. Period. No. Stfu. No arguments. Accept reality or get out.
They're mad that any Jensen fans look up to Danneel. They're mad that JenMish fans--who genuinely like both Jensen and Misha and respect them BOTH--exist. They're angry people even so much as ship cockles (even when that lane is legit less boundary crossing and less parasocialized toxicity than the stans who keep hating on them). They're angry that Destiel shippers exist. They're angry that anyone still loves Cas. They are extra angry that any Jensen fans also love those things and that they have to share Jensen with us. They're a gatekeeping hyperparasocialized toxic mess.
Well. Same. However much they want to gatekeep the rest of us away from Jensen that's how much I wish they would stay away from Jensen. Quite the impasse, isn't it. The way they ignore or disregard or trample over actual Jensen perspectives for the convenience of their hate projections puts me into a parasocialized defensive mood. Get away from him!!!!!
And I am over the excuses. "But SPN--" "But Cas--" "But Misha stans--" "but hellers--" cool story, and Jensen fans have a right to their own sets of grievances, I have many myself. But it's moot, because it's not an excuse to keep being a-holes.
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laf-outloud Ā· 8 months ago
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Okay, so Iā€™m going to move past me knee-jerk annoyance over CE being passive aggressive about Jared by calling Jensen THE Headliner in a few emails now. I mean, jared is only at half, or less of the cons this year, and maybe he even stipulated that this is the last year with them. Eithe way, Jared distancing himself is clearly his decision, seeing how many other cons heā€™s signing up for.
So, moving on from that ā€¦ I find it absolutely insane that CE is doubling down on the Jensen only cons (as headliner) for 2025 when itā€™s barely 2024. CE hasnā€™t even done a single con yet this year, and the ones without Jared are largely not selling well as it is. Why do they think this is enticing to anyone but AAs? Iā€™m not sure how late in the year J2 cons are comparing because they are so far off, but the ones up until August are selling out, or pretty well. At least they seemed to learn their lesson on trying to make Misha a headliner, or banking on cockles panels to appeal to the majority of fans. But, not having J2 takes away almost all the appeal of a CE con, because if your only getting one, you might as well go to a comic con or something, where itā€™s considerably cheaper.
Anyway, I looked at the 2025 con, and the Gold Pass prices are still similar to the ones this year, include J2 cons, and Jensen' Photo Op prices have gone up. This is wild to me in what will be 5 years after the last season of the show. I get that they must be getting desperate, but that just doesnā€™t even make sense to me. People are still trying to scrape money together for cons later this year, never mind 2025. There can only be so many rich women with free time to go to the ever-more-extensive CE cons, and who need to get close to Jensen that badly. Even if Jensen has a significant part on Season 5 of the Boys, I still donā€™t see him selling out cons with him alone as headliner. I donā€™t see him doing anything to bring in new fans, especially the type to want to pay big money to go to cons.
Iā€™ve already seen friends on SM talking about being glad they already have cons booked for this year, because they were already unhappy with changes CE is making in cons, their greed, and now this development. Lots of people look like they will be opting out of CE cons after this year, and thatā€™s from people who go fairly regularly.
I want to go to one last con this year, but Iā€™m debating if I want to give CE my money any more at all. But, this might be among the last chances to see J2 together (which I enjoy), so Iā€™m still considering it.
I think we have reached the end of an era in the SPN fandom, or we are at least in the final gasp.
You're laying down facts, anon!
It appears that Burbank is the weakest of the non-Jared cons this year, so I suppose the others could pull out better numbers, but you are definitely right that this feels like the last desperate gasp of a dying tradition, especially if, as you say, even regular con-goers are giving up.
I still think Jared will attend some CE cons (possibly one a quarter), especially if they do another in Austin, but mainly to maintain his SPN legacy.
This will be a very telling year for Creation and I suspect that as the year progresses, we'll see more discounted tickets (MinnCon 2025 tickets are already on sale), and likely a reduction in the number of cons for 2025 (no matter how much certain actors rely on them... CE can't keep paying the actors' attendance fees if the ticket sales won't cover them.)
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rockinimpalapie Ā· 1 month ago
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Can I ask you your experience at conventions? Did you meet J2M or just Misha?
Hi! Of course you can. I have a lot to share. I met J2M and many of the other cast members (you can ask me about interaction with any specific cast member in other messages, if you'd like. I love getting asks). It wasn't their fault specifically, but I didn't have what I'd call a "good time" at these conventions. I went to multiple because I hoped that my experience would be better. That it would be different this time... and it wasn't. There's always loud music during photo ops and autographs. It was too loud to talk or tell them the pose that I wanted for photo ops. It was too loud for them to hear me say "thank you". This is a long reply, so I put the experiences under the "keep reading".
Before I talk about my experiences with J2M, I would like to begin with saying that I don't hate any of them. I'm not a fan of CE conventions, but I don't necessarily hate them, either. Would I go to another CE con? Not likely. Many people have amazing experiences at these conventions, but I just found CE conventions to be highly overstimulating.
With Misha, even when I wasn't with that toxic waste monster of a friend (who will remain unnamed because even though I feel that people should be warned about her, I'll never say her name because that's just not the kind of woman I grew to be), he was always focused on someone else. It wasn't his handler (lol, that makes him sound like a zoo animal, but that's what that person was called!) or the photographer... it was always another fan who hadn't left yet. So while other fans might've had a great experience with him, if I was right after them, I got the short end of the stick. 50/50, I can't blame him, but also... I can, a little. That other fan's time was up in the panel Q&A.
Jensen has always been my favorite. I'm a "Dean girl", through and through. I don't think it's enough to be called a "stan", though. I had the most positive experiences with him. His attention was on me, he called me sweetheart, gave me a hug, and during autos at VanCon, when my voice began to shake as I was trying to talk to him (nothing heavy, I'm just a nervous, shaky person), he held my hands and said just what I needed to hear in that moment (that I was a strong, smart, and beautiful person and that I could do this, and could do anything). He did not even have to do that. I wasn't expecting it. He wasn't obligated to say a thing. I was so blown away (and a bit confused) by his kindness.
Most of my interactions with Jared were pretty awkward. At MinnCon 2017, I brought a poster for them all to autograph. I wasn't aware that it was photoshopped until Jared said something about it. He said, about Castiel, something like, "oh, the ugly angel guy in the trench coat wasn't even there for that photo". He then ignored me and looked past me (when it was still my turn) at my toxic waste monster friend and said, "and you brought me such a beautiful woman!". Oh. Huh. Okay. Whatever.
At VanCon 2019, I had a J2 op that I shared with a stranger to cut costs. This was an awkward experience but ... not all negative. I was 330 lbs and hated the way that I looked. I just wanted a hug from Jensen, that was it, so I told him that I didn't want to show my face, and Jared overheard. At my solo Jared op, he asked me if I wanted a hug, and he gave me a hug (one that hid my face), and I was confused because I didn't see the flash. That's the photo I thought I wanted; what gives? Then, he held me at arms' length and said, "No. I want to see your pretty face." That was oddly sweet, and it ended up being a really cute photo.
I was one of the first people in Silver to get Jared's autograph at VanCon 2019. Like with Misha, I told Jared about my autism and how I appreciated him and how kind and patient he was with me, and while I wasn't expecting much (because he has no obligation to say anything either), I got even less. He just nodded and said, "thank you" and turned his attention to the next person. At the time, that felt... not good. I wasn't upset, nervous, crying, etc., and I just felt... brushed off. I don't know how so many people get so much more attention, not that I wanted it, I was just... y'know, I don't even know why I felt the need to disclose the autism. I think I just felt bad for causing (what I thought was) a problem during photo ops, and just... not being able to make solid eye contact or talk or act like a normal person. Before therapy, it was hard not to feel like a problem, so... I was always apologizing, explaining myself, overexplaining, letting people walk all over me, etc., I am the way that I am because of a disability.
This reply is getting unexpectedly long. If you need me to elaborate on anything or have any other questions, I'd love to hear from you.
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So as everyone knows Elta weasled her way into the Wales comic con. That has me questioning what was the con promoter/booker thinking?! I think Misha was originally supposed to go but backed out. So they got Elta to fill that spot. Which out of the 2 I would have preferred Misha. Cause we all know Elta is going to go for the cringe PDA kiss like she did at the con she went with him to last year. She has no reason to actually be there her character was useless. It brought nothing to the plot taking her character out changes nothing. She has nothing to contribute since she was in only 5 episodes. Also despite what she says when she claimed she knew all of Casā€™s lines we all know that is a lie. Why is it a lie? Cause Jensen exposed her saying she basically only watched 5 episodes which knowing her it was the episodes she was in. Elta was in Supernatural for 2 reasons first reason she didnā€™t want to be a liar. Fans had asked her when was she showing up in Supernatural. She replied on Twitter if Supernatural made it to season 13 she would appear. Her character shows up Sesason 13 episode 13. Also her saying if it made it shows she had no faith in the show or her husband. The main reason she was on there is cause Gen was on there in season 4 and people talk about how she fell in love with Jared. We all know Elta tries to one up Gen every time. So she begged Jensen to get her on there. I still think someone hated her cause her character Anael take out the e itā€™s Anal which she can be at times. I just know Jensenā€™s joy will not be there. We wonā€™t see that eye crinkling beautiful true smile of his we will see the fake one he gives when he is not feeling it.
I know I am rambling I am sorry just miffed she weasel her way into a con. But what I find hilarious is the pics they used to advertise her looks like two different people. One is her as Anael the main pic is from her early days before all the fillers and Botox. I believe itā€™s from her OTH days. But it looks like 2 different people there. Her ā€œfansā€ want to say oh she is just getting older she didnā€™t have work done. Uh yeah she did have work done. If you get a picture of Danneel from OTH to now you can literally see she has work done cause she looks unrecognizable. If Jensen wasnā€™t with her people wouldnā€™t know who she is. Canā€™t wait to see what new face, horrible clothing choice and messy hair style she has then.
Hi anon!
Also another apology to be issued for the lateness. Life, y'know? But thanks for the message!
Now to respond/address what you've said.
I don't know if Misha was supposed to go, as I had never seen anything about him going to Wales. But it's possible. Or Elta insisted on having her own little European vacation after seeing Jared and Genevieve having fun.
That's the hard choice--which one do we want, Misha or Elta? Can neither be the answer??
God, that PDA kiss at last year was AWFUL. Cold fish kiss. Zero love, passion or chemistry.
Yeah. Anael/Sister Jo had zero reason to be in the plot. And the writers had to have known what they were doing by making Anael a materialistic bitch.
Yeah. Elta basically forced Jensen to get her added to Supernatural because she wanted to be involved, and used the Destiel fandom to harass and abuse her husband as well. She wanted the attention and loved how uncomfortable it was making Jensen. It's also why she kissed Misha's ass and gave him a lap dance.
Yesā€¦ Jensen will be miserable in Wales. I'm not looking forward to his sad smiles.
It's okay to ramble! I do it all the time! That's why my blog is titled "Ramblings of a Writer". I ramble!
Yes! No recent photos of her for them to use? Really? So they use unrecognizable ones? Haha!
Yep. She absolutely had work done, numerous times. Her hairline moving north means numerous facelifts. Her smile--called the Joker smile for a reason--shows other work having been done as she looks horrific.
She needs to lay off black. Black emphasizes nothing good on her. She needs color. She needs an actual stylist because if Marcus is responsible for past choices, he's an awful one. Get a vocal coach because her voice is just AWFUL.
And then, y'know, therapy to fix her narcissistic soul. If that even works.
I feel you, anon. I'm not looking forward to her being there at all.
I only hope Jensen will be okay.
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amberjazmyn Ā· 7 months ago
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happiest memories
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jensen and his wife alessandra ackles had just been rearranging their house when alessandra stumbled upon some of her and jensen's wedding photos from 2010, the photo she saw though, in particular, sending good shivers down her spine. the photo in specificity was taken as they left the church after the ceremony. jensen and alessandra had a very fancy but private sort of wedding in dallas. the photo was taken just outside the church they had just gotten married in, alessandra was taking up majority of the photo with only aĀ slitherĀ of jensen able to be seen, alessandra smiling a big smile at her new husband as they held hands. the slither that could be seen of jensen was his hand holding his wife's and the faintest/blurriest portion of his chin that looked as though he was also smiling at his wife. a big talk of the wedding was the fact that alessandra had two separate dresses, her ceremony dress, a simple satin, silky long-line dress, and her reception dress, a short dress with sparkling fringe all over it, screaming y2k whilst jensen just changed from his suit jacket to his white button-up for the reception.Ā 
"...wow, i had completely forgotten about this photo..." alessandra trailed off as she looked up to her husband who could only smile and nod his headĀ 
"...i did too to be quite honest. i'm still glad even after so many years though that it doesn't show me cryingĀ *giggles*Ā because lord have mercy, i just know i would have been non-stop heckled for that!" jensen joked as alessandra smiled at her husband, also laughing with himĀ 
"i mean, in all honesty, i kind of wish the photographer had included you in it more. you're cute when you get emotional," alessandra giggled as jensen smiled, shaking his head as he giggledĀ 
"i have to say though, this may just be my favourite photo from our wedding..." jensen trailed off as that intrigued his wifeĀ 
"...how so?" "you'll see," jensen smiled as he opened up a photo album that was titledĀ 2005
2005
alessandra was currently starring in her first-ever tv show called supernatural. whilst the girl was excited, she was just as terrified as she was excited. this was something she had been dreaming about doing for ages and now at just shy of twenty-four, she was doing exactly that. whilst it wasn't the first time exactly that alessandra would be starring in a tv show, it was still the first time she was doing it as a reccuring character.Ā 
the girl was just asked to come out of her trailer to meet the other two lead characters. however, she was slightly worried that because she was wearing nothing but a calvin klein bra and sweatpants she'd be making the wrong impression on the two actors. but, her manager and eric kripke, creator of supernatural, told her not to worry about it and that her outfit choice would not change the impression from the two other lead actors. and, honestly, she was glad that she trusted her manager's judgement because, in eric we trust, he was right.Ā 
"...hey...umm, you're alessandra kaminski? the other lead in supernatural?" a texan accent rang out which caught alessandra's attention, looking up from her script, she smiled as she saw one of the two leads in front of her, he had gorgeous green eyes and what looked like light brown hair, looking a little nervousĀ 
"hiya...yeah, i am alessandra and, you are?"Ā 
"jensen...i'm jensen ackles, i'm one of the two lead actors in the new wb show, supernatural," he smiled shyly as alessandra smiled back at him as she scooched over so he could sit with her, a smile forming on his face as he quickly took the seat, ignoring the wolf whistles of a second brunette boy who was most likely the other lead actor
"oh, nice! i'm also one of the leads? i think that's what eric said but, maybe i hallucinated that actuallyĀ *giggles*," jensen giggled at alessandra's quip of hallucinating her being the third lead as alessandra shared eye contact with the fellow green-eyed boyĀ 
"you didn't hallucinate that, alessandra, you are the third lead. two brothers and their wayward best friend," jensen explained as alessandra hummed with a nod of her head with a small giggle afterwards
"ahh, that makes sense..."Ā 
"...hey, jay, i was just looking for you..."Ā 
"...oh, i...i am so sorry. was i interrupting anything?" another texan accent suddenly rang out, alessandra shifted her eyes to see a even taller but slightly younger texan boy who had a striking set of sunflower, hazel-like eyes standing in front of her and jensen
"oh, no, no, you weren't at all. jensen and i were just introducing ourselves to each other. hi, i'm alessandra kaminski, the third lead actor of the new show," she introduced herself as she stood up so she could properly shake hands with the new unnamed boy who smiled back at her - jensen watching at how effortlessly she had just done all of that with the most manners everĀ 
"hiya alessandra, i'm jared padalecki, i'm the other lead actor alongside ackles, we're the winchester brothers so, i'm guessing you're playing their wayward best friend," jared smiled as alessandra too smiled and nodded her head as she then giggledĀ 
"well, you're not wrong there. but, jared, seeing as we're all here, do you want to sit here with jensen and me unless you needed to grab jensen for something else like a blocking session or something?" both boys were so shocked to see how poised and put together their fellow costar who was basically the same age as them was after having just met the both of them, the two lads smiling at each otherĀ 
"yeah, sure, i can stay here with you both. i was just trying to find jensen is all as one minute i was talking with him and eric and the next second i look back and he's off and gone somewhere else," jared giggled which made jensen's face heat up - did he seriously bail out from his friends to introduce himself to her?Ā 
"oh, did he really do that? anyway, that's great you can stay with us, jared. besides, still confuses me why i'm filming today considering i can't even understand this particular scene and i have to start the filming of it by the end of the day..." alessandra trailed off as jensen couldn't help but smile at the girl that was sitting very close to himĀ 
"...well, i...i mean, if you wanted, jared and i could help you with getting the scene? just so you can get the scene blocked by today?" jensen stammered out nervously as alessandra smiled at the offer, jared agreeing as wellĀ 
"seriously? i mean, it wouldn't be the first time i get someone raising their voice at me for not figuring something out on my ownĀ *giggles*Ā but, if you are able to, that would be such a help, thank you, jensen and jared," alessandra thanked sweetly as jensen and jared smiled at the girlĀ 
"it's no problem at all alessandra, jensen and i have already done our blocking for the day, it's only extras that are left in the studio so, we're happy to help you. plus, we don't want you to be yelled at again, also, i know we have just met and we're already being so nice but that's just who we are as texans. we're buddies in the show so, we'll be buddies in real life, so in saying all of that, let's help you get this scene blocked!" jared announced as alessandra smiled as jensen grabbed her arm and helped her up from the seatĀ 
alessandra started to walk back to her trailer, turning around to see jensen and jared stalling behind her, giggling, she spoke up, "you coming boys or are you gossiping about me?" jensen and jared paused before shaking their headsĀ 
"we're coming alessandra!" they both shouted out which made the three of them giggle, alessandra turning around to continue to walk in the direction of her trailer, leaving the two texans to themselvesĀ 
"you are totally in love with her jay!" jared chuckled as jensen rolled his eyes, pushing his friend as they walked over to alessandra's trailer
"no, i am not!"Ā 
"just wait a year, maybe less..."Ā 
"...jay, babe, what were you thinking about?" alessandra rubs her husband's back as he smilesĀ 
"'05, when we first met in vancouver when supernatural was just starting," jensen smirked as alessandra giggled, showing the photo he had found that had been taken later that dayĀ Ā 
"holy crap, that feels like it was forever ago now!" alessandra chuckled as jensen nodded his head in agreementĀ 
"it really does, jared really was right..."Ā 
december 2005
it was an award show, where supernatural was being honoured - not awarded per sey - when it was shown that jensen and alessandra were seen walking in together, causing a right stir to all the magazines and paparazzi that showed up for the event. making the actors giggle, none more so than alessandra and jensen, since they were shown walking in next to each other. it was wildly known within the magazines the whole year that those two had grown extremely close and was rumoured that they were dating since they were always seen out together. which, when it came to rumours around the supernatural cast, people were shocked that jared wasn't trying to ruin it since it was usually him that would jokingly throw fuel into the fire about the love lives of his two best friends/costars. but, to be funny, jensen and alessandra started to put more fuel in the fire by constantly amping up their public outings and public flirting and egging on the photographers and magazines so they could get a reaction.Ā 
for the first time this entire night, however, alessandra had walked off from jensen and their table as she had spotted jared chatting with his old costar, milo ventimiglia who starred in gilmore girls together, fondling a whiskey.Ā 
"...hey jar, milo, can i sit?" alessandra asked sweetly, the ceremony not even begun filming yet, jared and milo's eyes moving from their glasses to the young girl, both of them smiling backĀ 
"hey aless, course you can," jared smiled, milo smiling too, "where's jensen, thought you'd be joint at the hip," the californian chuckled before the three composed themselves, so as to not create too much noiseĀ 
"of course you did. but, nah, since the cameras aren't rolling, and before the evening starts, thought i'd just frolic around and talk to some people before the ceremony starts, ya know? just to release some nerves," alessandra smiled, making jared and milo smile back as they empathised with the girl since supernatural getting honoured was such an interesting and new thing that had never happened before now - especially because it had only just finished its first year of airing and it was still unsure if they were being picked up for a second season
"fair, i mean, tv show honourings can be quite stressful," milo smiled with a shrug of the shoulders since it wasn't his first time seeing a tv show get honoured
"do you think he's realised you've left him?" jared chuckles at alessandra, playing around with his whiskey that he was seemingly having trouble even drinking as the texan girl chuckledĀ 
"i mean, i feel like if he had he'd be going on a manhunt right about now but, i think right now he hasn't noticed, why do you say that mr padalecki? you suspect mr ackles and i have a thing going on?" alessandra narrowed her eyes at the boy, bringing her hands underneath her chin as her elbows rested against the table as she moves closer to the texan who giggles hysterically and moves back instinctively, milo quietly giggling, the three of them thanking heaven that they weren't on air right nowĀ 
"no, why would you think that? am i that obvious?" jared cackles, his head flailing backwards making alessandra and milo shut jared up so no one else would hear them as they also start gigglingĀ 
"sssh, unfortunately, yes, you're not as slick as you like to think you are mr padalecki," alessandra giggles as the three of them calm downĀ 
then, just as the three of them calmed down, eric kripke, the creator of supernatural made his way to the stage after the cameraman had announced that they were about to go live. this then worried the crap out of alessandra, the colour draining from her face since it was her first honouring of a tv show she's just started starring in at the beginning of the year. both men, jared and milo, noticed this and asked the girl if she was okay.Ā 
"...aless, you okay?" jared questioned, snapping alessandra out of her disassociation as she smiled at him and milo
"yeah, i'm fine, why?" alessandra responded as the two men looked at each other in worryĀ 
"do you want me to get jensen or do you want me to walk us back to our table for the honouring ceremony?" jared then asked as she smiled and nodded her headĀ 
within minutes, jensen with two glasses of vodka soda had reached jared, alessandra and milo. downing the two drinks, jared and jensen, along with alessandra in the middle of them, walked back over to the supernatural cast table for the ceremony that was moments from going live.Ā 
let's just say that for the rest of the ceremony, jensen and alessandra did not leave each other's sides after the first time failed. that was until it was announced that not only was the tv show itself getting honoured, so was alessandra? and because of this, alessandra had to go up on stage and accept an "award" for her own honouring on behalf of the entire network and cast of supernatural.Ā 
"...jensen, do you remember when we filmed season four together?" alessandra suddenly asks her husband as he tilts his head, trying to rack his brain of the memoryĀ 
"i'm trying very hard, why? what happened when we filmed season four together?" jensen questioned, leaning against the table as alessandra pointed at a photo that showed the two of them together in the middle of laughter with the other cast members in the background
supernatural season four filming
just one glance was all it took for alessandra to forget the next set of lines in the scene as she tried her hardest to get back on track so she could remember and keep the scene going.
to the cast and crew watching, it was obvious why alessandra forgot her lines and who that one glance was to. and jensen wasn't so slick either. the two had been making silly faces at each other until one of jensen's signature "smoulders" caught her off guard and made her forget what lines were coming next in their scene together.Ā 
after barely getting through the scene due to her giggles, alessandra spoke up after the cut of the scene was called, "...gosh darn it, jensen! okay, for those who were concered or confused, the reason why i forgot the lines was because of jensen ackles! we were making silly faces at each other, as we usually do, when jensen caught me off guard with one of his famous "jensen smoulders" and it all just went to shit from thereĀ *giggles*Ā so i apologise greatly for that everyone!" alessandra giggled into the camera for the eventual gag reel that this would be apart of, the crew laughing with her as she turned to notice jensen suddenly get all bashful and red in the faceĀ 
laughing cause she could hear the rest of their cast giving him some stick, alessandra spoke up again, "now jensen's getting teased by our costars which is the funniest thing in the world but, it is your fault, jensen!" alessandra joked as jensen shouted an apology which caused everyone to laugh again as the cameras just continued rollingĀ 
"i'm sorry, okay aless?!" jensen shouts as alessandra and the cast and crew laugh, resulting in the couple, nicknamed jensandra, also bursting out into laughterĀ 
"i know, i was just playing with you, jay!" alessandra giggled as jensen let out a dramatic sigh of relief, the both of them really just teasing the fans at this pointĀ 
"i take that back actually..." alessandra huffed as jensen's entire body shook in laughter, his head flying back as alessandra had a sly smirk that was twitching at her lips before she also brokeĀ 
"...you wish!" jensen snickered after he had composed himself from his full-body laugh as alessandra groaned and rolled her eyes after she had composed herself from her laughter as wellĀ 
"well, shit, i can't win this and, now i'm supposed to continue acting this scene? how unfair!" alessandra huffed as jensen and the rest of the cast and crew found this entire interaction between the couple hysterically comedicĀ 
"that's because you never do, i always win these things! i would've thought you'd know this by now babe, come on now!" jensen teased, not realising that he had just outed him and alessandra's relationship on camera for the spn fans to eventually watch in the gag reel of this new season, causing the entire cast and crew to scream bloody murder, alessandra's eyes widening and nearly giving herself whiplash from how quickly she turned towards her boyfriend
in an attempt to stop the cast and crew from freaking out over this new revelation, alessandra tried to lessen the imapct, "jensen! no, guys, calm down, jensen and i are not dating..." trailing off at the end only because she knew that there was no way this could be fixed, jensen had seriously just outed his own relationship with alessandra after keeping it private for at best, a yearĀ 
"...yeah, nah, there is no way we can hide it now, sorry aless!" jensen hushed out after alessandra finished her scene, causing the girl to smile, grabbing her boyfriend's face and kissing itĀ 
"it's okay babe, i think it was starting to stress us out a little too much so, i don't mind that everyone knows now..." she trailed off as jensen's face lit up, not just in excitement but also due to the fact he was blushingĀ 
"...cool, i agree..." jensen trails off as he giggles, before pulling alessandra in for a kiss causing the both of them to giggle even more as they touched foreheads before hearing the click and seeing the flash of jared's camera, making them giggle moreĀ 
"...babe, i had never felt such fear until that moment i accidentally outed us on camera for season four together!" jensen chuckled as alessandra giggled hysterically, nodding her head in agreement as they looked at the photo where the memory had come fromĀ 
"i know! i was mortified but, by the end of it, i didn't care anymore since it did stop the magazines from constantly making rumours about us just to stop them from mentioning jared's silly rumours," alessandra giggled as jensen nodded his head, giggling tooĀ 
"honestly, at that point, i think i was too since we were so used to seeing those silly rumours in the magazines for the wrong reasons, i guess we also wanted to prevent that and how it could have potentially ruined supernatural's image," jensen smiled as he rubbed his hand against his wife's back before giving her a kiss on the cheek and getting up to make dinner whilst alessandra continued to look through the photo albumĀ 
2010
"...wait, your full name really is jensen ross ackles?" alessandra chuckled
she was currently staying with jensen in dallas and right now they were at jensen's childhood home. she had picked up a photo frame that she hadn't seen until this moment - a baby photo of jensen that had his first, middle and last name engraved in the photo frame
"yeah...it's been like that my entire life, what about it baby?" jensen scoffed as he turned around to see what his wife had gotten into when he realised what she was holdingĀ 
"why didn't you ever tell me that ross was really your middle name?" there was sort of a sad tinge in alessandra's voice when she asked that and, it saddened but at the same time confused jensen, who had placed the tea towel down and left the kitchen to check on his wifeĀ Ā 
"i...i'm not sure babe, i guess our middle names really haven't eveer come up in conversation since our wedding, why are you asking that babe? i thought it was common knowledge that ross was my middle name. is there something you haven't told me yet?" jensen was genuinely concerned as alessandra scoffed slightly as her husband tilted his headĀ 
"ross was the name of my brother that uh, that was stillborn because of an illness that had developed in mom's bloodstream..." alessandra trailed off in embarrassment, placing down jensen's baby picture as she sighed heavily - jensen was never told about that and, whilst it broke his heart, it worried him more so than anything elseĀ 
"...how many weeks was baby ross, if you don't me asking, when he was born still, babe?" jensen's face was genuinely a look of concern as alessandra smiled slightly as she placed her hand palm down against the old cabinet that had the old childhood photos, including that baby photo of jensen amongst other ones of him with his siblings, joshua and mackenzie, scattered all over it
"at thirty-five weeks, he was also a big little boy..." she trailed off and it was very obvious to jensen that this was a thing that she rarely spoke about and he respected that but, it still hurt his heart as he never knew his mother-in-law went through something like that
"how...how did you and the rest of the family react? how did dad react?" jensen stuttered, feeling like he shouldn't have been asking so many questions but, he couldn't help it and alessandra was slowly smiling - as if talking about this trauma that she had shoved so far down was actually helping her relieve the trauma it gave herĀ 
"we were absolutely devastated over it at first. i mean, of course we were. i mean, i refused to talk to her and honestly, sometimes i still do as it's something my step-mom has trouble shutting up about at every family function even though it was a couple of decades ago now. dad was devastated. he was just excited that we were bringing in the eighth kid as we all were however,it started to become obvious that due to the illness in mom's bloodstream that it was either save the baby but kill mom or have a stillborn but still have your mom. and, obviously, we chose the latter," alessandra trailed off as jensen's face fell into furrowed eyebrows with a saddened look on his faceĀ 
"wow, that...that's awful and, i bet if he was still here, baby ross would have been the sweetest little brother ever!" jensen smiles softly, placing his hand over the top of his wife's who smiled back as she nodded her headĀ 
"thanks, jay, never knew i'd reveal that especially so soon after our wedding as it isn't technically my place but, i guess it's just been weighing me down lately..." alessandra trailed off as jensen's smile grew prouderĀ 
"...and i'm proud of you my love... also, what's your middle name? you didn't tell me at the wedding so i had to stand there red-faced whilst my full name was recited out but yours wasn't,"Ā Ā 
"for god's sake jensen, it's aurelia-rose..."Ā 
"...have i ever told you that your middle name is absolutely gorgeous?" jensen just randomly blurts out as he mashed up the sweet potatoes as alessandra giggles and furrows her eyebrows in confusionĀ 
"excuse me what?" she cackled as she went back to folding up clothes that had just been washed, jensen giggling softly as they kept an eye on the noise in the play roomĀ 
"your middle name bubs, it's very pretty," jensen spoke as alessandra blushed as she giggled out in embarrassmentĀ 
"awe, thanks my darling! i love it as well," she giggles softly as she places the folded jacket into the wash hamperĀ 
"who gave you your full name?" jensen then asked, his focus more on his wife's name than the sweet potato mash, making alessandra giggleĀ 
"dad did actually. he had always loved those three names, alessandra, aurelia and rose. and, of course, cause he's polish, he did want a traditional polish name but he just realised that those three names all had a good flow together when he put it together with the polish last name. and, when he'd say it out loud to people to see if he and mom should really have that as my name, they all agreed saying it was just nice and satisfying to say. so, a little less than a week later, they decided to name me, alessandra aurelia-rose kaminski, with aurelia and rose being hyphenated," she smiled, shrugging her shoulders as jensen bit his lip - yeah, he still loved the hell out of his wifeĀ 
"that's adorable. i love that your dad chose it, i'm guessing that gave daddy the upper hand in the department of the favourite parent?" jensen giggled as alessandra nodded her head as she huffed some hair out of her face that was starting to become redĀ 
"oh, for sure. daddy's girl from the start!" alessandra giggled which made jensen chuckle as well as he then continued on the sweet potato mash for his family's dinnerĀ 
wedding day, daddy/daughter dance, 2010
it was time for the daddy/daughter's first dance at jensen and alessandra's texan wedding and, let's just say, she was so very excited and, it was mainly due to the song choice. she had elvis can't help falling in love as a surprise for her dad as that song was the song he would sing her to sleep with every single night.Ā 
the song started and straight away, antoni kaminski, alessandra kaminski's father couldn't hide the tears that had built up in his eyes as his little girl wiped them away. instead of her father singing the lyrics to his little girl, alessandra surprised her father and sang the words to him.Ā 
"wise men say, only fools rush in but i can't help falling in love with you..." alessandra sang softly as the father and daughter duo glided softly on the dance floor, jensen watched on as he danced with his mother with a tearful smile on his faceĀ 
"...like a river flows, surely to the sea darling, so it goes, some things you know, are just meant to be..." the duo sang together as they hugged and swayed side to side in tune with the musicĀ 
"...take my hand, take my whole life too, for i can't help falling in love with you, for i can't help falling in with you, yeah..."Ā 
humming the melody of elvis'Ā can't help falling in love, alessandra continued to fold clothes as jensen heard his wife, "...you alright babe?" jensen whispered, hugging her from behind as the chaos of their two kids started to filter away into white noise as alessandra smiled at her husbandĀ 
"mhm," alessandra mumbled back, turning her head to smile at her husband as she then took notice of her and jensen's eldest daughter, aurelia
"aurelia! could you get your brother ready please, daddy's just about done with dinner!" alessandra called out, a happy squeal leaving aurelia's mouth as she neatly put her toys away before gathering up her brother's toys as wellĀ 
"coming mamma!" aurelia calls back, herding her younger brother upstairs to wash their hands for dinner, giving the husband and wife a few more minutes together aloneĀ 
"mmm, you think aurelia and zeppelin will react well to getting another brother or sister?" alessandra announced casually as jensen's eyes widened
"what? seriously? you're pregnant again babe?" jensen gaped in shock as alessandra giggled, nodding her headĀ 
"yep, i'm five months, just short!" alessandra squealed as jensne picked up his wife in pure excitement
"WE'RE HAVING ANOTHER BABY, ALESSANDRA!" jensen screeched from just about the tops of his lungs as the husband and wife chuckled, hearing the increased pitter patter of feet meaning that most likely, aurelia and zeppelin had heard their daddy screamĀ 
- - -Ā 
okay, whilst i'm glad that i've finally written for jensen again, i have got to say, this ending is not the best! in saying that though, i do like the slow inclusion of jensen and alessandra's two kids and then the ending that has alessandra reveal she's pregnant with their third. however, i'm not going to comment on that any further because i do think this is a sweet one-shot so i'm glad i wrote it again!Ā 
ok ily bye xx
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It's already been a month since Jib11 and I still can't believe this actually happened.
Such a surreal but absolutely amazing experience!
The boys were so sweet even tho they were obviously very tired.
Jensen is even more beautiful in real life and very classy yet so funny and charismatic. And when I told him my sister loved him as Red Hood's voice actor he thanked me and you could see how unexpected but pleasing it was to hear for him!
Misha was so cute but seemed almost shy at times. When I told him I'm going to get a Castiel tattoo he actually added the heart to his signature and thanked me with a really big smile and wink!
And it was actually Jared who surprised me the most. When I came up for my photo he immediately opened up his arms and pulled me in tight and afterwards rubbed my back and made sure I was okay bc I was shaking so badly and called me sweetie. I wasn't very happy with my expression on the photo but when I went to get it signed he took a few seconds to look at it and then he told me I had a nice smile. He obviously didn't know that I was initially absolutely devastated about it and that small comment absolutely turned around my view and now I really love the photo. I also showed him my "Always keep fighting" tattoo and he sincerely thanked me for it. He was so sweet and warm and keep throwing kisses and winks around called me sweetie at least 3-4 times during the autograph!
I can only recommend attending Jibcon to every supernatural fan. Obviously it's not perfect but overall I don't regret a single moment! I met the boys, had an absolute blast with my friend I made because of supernatural and met some amazing fellow fans. Some of which didn't hesitate to give a newbie like myself advice left and right, which I really appreciate!
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