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Is Mulder allergic to suit jackets this season?
#i mean same bestie but like. leaves your gun pretty obvious doesnt it?#and where are you keeping your ID?#s04e03#teliko#x files#the x files#the scientist speaks
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Betrayed
[ID: art of Ford from Gravity Falls as a young adult. He's in his mindscape, staring at the viewer with a horrified, angry expression. He grits his teeth, and golden triangles are reflected in the irises of his eyes. End ID.]
#id by anistarrose#gravity falls#stanford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#tried to make him look angry but conflicted? Been staring at this so long idk anymore#this is the scene where he confronts Bill btw#ALSO USED COLOR RATIO FOR THE FIRST TIME YAYYYYYY#Working on a Bill animatic you should keep your eyes peeled for that#art
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Hello!! i just discovered your blog and firstly i wanna say that your art is gorgeous! <33 and secondly, if youre still taking requests could i get a lesbian/non binary cheetah? /nf
Thank you! Cheetahs be upon ye!
#ask#art request#my art#art#lesbian#lesbian pride#nonbinary#enby#nonbinary pride#enby pride#cheetah#pride#pride art#queer#queer art#animal art#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#critter series#/nf is one of those acronyms that i don't really understand even though i know technically what it means...i think? it's 'not forced' right#(sorry if that's not actually what it stands for. apart from tumblr i'm very much under a rock when it comes to most internet stuff)#it's more the phrase itself that confuses me. or moreso amuses me i suppose#'not forced' sounds like something someone who is definitely *not* being threatened by a secret enemy spy would say#'hi fellow spy friend of mine. you know where we keep our secret stash of money haha /nf' <- absolutely being forced via enemy spy blackmai#what you obviously mean by /nf: hey don't feel pressured to do this :) this is a polite request#what my brain decides to read it as: dear god! it's secret code! someone is holding them hostage and forcing them to ask for art. D:#but i do appreciate you adding it just in case. but if you're polite and kind in your words than an ask never sounds demanding to me :)#anyway sorry for getting COMPLETELY off track. forgive my silly little mind. we're here for pride critters#AND WHAT A GREAT CRITTER CHOICE for those flags my friend. they worked really well :D hope you enjoy#id in alt
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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Throwback to this one frame from an animatic I was making but never finished on time to be posted on Valentine’s Day lol
#wren draws stuff#wren text tag#art#fanart#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#aldemu#art wip#work in progress#and I say “I didn't finish it on time” as if I didn't have the rough animatic on my pc since june 2024#IN MY DEFENCE! I didn't have the time to do the stuffs I was supposed to do for this thing. Like I should have started a month before#or like. Remember 14 FEB is St Valentine (I forgor until the day before lol)#you guys get 1 badly drawn frame from 2024 tho 💖 a win is a win#I had the idea for a moment to try to post it on uhm White Day#the one in Japan where you gift something to your loved one as a ty for the St Valentine Chocolate a month later#but the song I used really said “I'm going to confess you on Valentines Day” so 😂 see you next year lol#I have to start doing this thing where I start stuff 3 months early so if something dumb happens I have already done most of the work#Like if I have to do smt for june I start in the middle of march... or more like... the ides of march eheheh#Me feeling like Cesar when I don't have time to finish my silly drawings but if I keep procastinating it's my fault#“Et tu. Wren?” me @ me looking at myself in the mirror#happy ides of march#ides of march
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what a day ☀️
#it's so amusing but also fucking embarrassing when you want to buy liquor but you always have to show your ID#because no one believes you when you tell them your age lmao#the shock on their faces. all the damn time#like it's super sweet but pleaseee move on people are standing behind me. I'm becoming nervous lmaooo 😭#granny's death anniversary and I will drink our favorite wine at her grave#I love and miss her so much and I wish we had more time together but. I'm still so grateful for everything <3#I know she would be super proud of me. I don't think I would be where I am right now without her tbh#friends and people who still know her always tell me I do have her beautiful spirit and beauty and omg. it always throws me off the track#but I SO embrace it these days and it's honestly such a nice boost my crippling self needs <3#often daily situations remind me of her and how she was viewed. she was such a gorgeous and kind woman with the right amount of bitchiness#yes it makes me happy others see her in me and I'm grateful I inherited her youthful genes ✨#cool neighbors thought we were witches performing funny rituals to keep this fresh lmao#instead of being too sad I try to remember the remarkable good things in our past rather than look back at the dark cloud above us#I deserve to heal and my god. she's helping without even knowing <3#tw death
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"forever is a bad dad to richa-" SHUT UP!!!!!
#qsmp#qsmp forever#qsmp richarlyson#id also add in the book he wrote for the egg museum where he talked again about forever being the one who took care of him the most#but i dont have the patience to find it in vods to screenshot it#also sorry but. some people on twitter have been stressing me out A LOT over their opinions on their relationship#ive literally been stressing about it since i woke up i needed to release this stress somehow#< also im thinking of doing a long post talk about what their relationship is and isnt#bc whenever theres angst/fight between them people take it as an opportunity to mischaracterize BOTH forever and richas#in a way that makes it clear that the person 1. doesnt keep up with forevers pov#and 2. only knows richas through one pov#like. ok#disagree with forever however you want youre free to do that#i myself think he was in the wrong in multiple situations (like the tallulah fight day)#BUT SURPRISE!! SAYING HES A BAD DAD IS LITERALLY SO WRONG!!#PEOPLE CAN MESS UP!! PEOPLE CAN MAKE MISTAKE!! NO ONE IS A PERFECT PARENT!!#NO ONE ALREADY KNOWS HOW TO BE THE PERFECT DAD AND THERES NO SUCH THING AS BEING A PERFECT DAD!!#PARENTHOOD IS SOMETHING YOU LEARN ALONG THE WAY!!!#AND LEARNING HOW TO BE A DAD IS A CORE TRAIT OF FOREVERS CHARACTER SINCE DAY ONE!!!!!!!#saying hes a bad dad literally goes against canon statements from richas#saying richas is uncomfortable with forever goes against canon#“oh but i mean in the emotional way” ok so you never watched a forever stream before#because when they fight. richas ALWAYS opens up to forever later on how he felt#the fights HAPPEN because richas is comfortable making drama in front of forever#if richas' didnt feel comfortable he would literally just “suck up” his jealously and not show it often but he does shows it often#if richas was uncomfortable after fights he would just apologize and never talk about his feelings#but after the tallulah fight? he told forever about how romero richas affects his body and how he feels#after the armor fight? he told forever about how he felt towards his own life#to which btw BOTH of these times where he opened up#he had never talked about that with anyone before
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the problem with my n24 is that with the clock going around gradually i have periods of being awake at day and periods of being awake at night, but then because i tend to sleep really badly during night time i spend my daytime days being very tired and sluggish, and my nighttime days are much more productive and energetic. but i cant do just anything i want at night, so i cant get as much done as i have the energy and drive to. and then i also need sunlight to feel sane in the head, and so i hate missing out on daytime wakefulness. but then the sun is also why my sleep quality is much better during daytime. if im gonna stuck with a seemingly incurable sleep disorder since birth cant i at LEAST have the sleep be overall consistent? apparently not lmao
#i am multiply disabled but like. this thing? this thing right here? is THE greatest curse of my life#literally doesnt matter what other accommodations there are with the sleep disorder there#its one of those things i hate talking about normally cause its been THE major factor of shame throughout my life#cause god people assume you havent tried everything there is!!! and that youre not trying!!! or that its caused by bad habits!!!#and like because i tried to live normally despite it i suffered so much insomnia that im physically unable to force it anymore#burnt out and burnt to a crisp etc. the moment my sleep isnt catered to these days my whole body gets fucked up in new innovative ways#GOD I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS COMPLAINING but its just. hrghhhh!!!!#everytime it goes back to daytime i start fighting to keep it going for as long as possible#but my body doesnt wanna cooperate so i go to bed later and later#no matter how hard i fight to get up the same time everyday#so every night i sleep a shorter and shorter amount of time until it turns to insomnia. and then i crash.#this is basically why id stay awake for DAYS in a row growing up because i didnt trust myself to wake up for school lol#and thats ALSO why i developed the ability to converse in my sleep to sneak in sleep whenever i could without people yelling at me#which isnt good if you accidentally end up making plans with your mom you have no idea about until she calls asking where you are<3 LMAO#god im just frustrated cause my sleep schedule is beginning to turn back now. first noticeable delay today and by the end of this week...#itll likely turn back to night time. urghhhhhhhh. timezones all fine and dandy but im not reliably available to anyone lol#silvi talks#OR WHINES AS ALWAYS. time to paint my nails and then maybe screens
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Thinking of baby erik from the infinity comics again and my god why was he so fuckin. UGLY. silly baby…….
#snap chats#ugly as hell baby im crying IM STILL NEVER OVER#THE PANEL WHERE IT SHOWS ALPHA TURNING HIM INTO A BABY#THATS THE MOST FUCKSHIT BABY FACE IVE EVER SEEN HES SO CONFUSED#he wasnt even that ugly tbh it just kinda funny to cal him an ugly baby but him in the baby carrier DOES make me laugh#still cute the like. only time he Wasnt :| was to hold charles finger.. aww…#anyway all of this is to say i keep re-reading x-men unlimited 2/Point Blank#because baby mags is so cute there 🥺🥺 like THATS a baby id coo and give my wallet to#its cause they let him keep his curly hair ….. i keep thinkin to post a cap of it#but then id have to take a pic of the comic and the quality would be Less Than Ideal But Prob Not Even That Bad Tbh#and idk who cares like that….#i like how moira was talkin to gabs like ‘he was a beautiful baby 🥺 like what if i just raised him right 🥺’#moira i KNOW you just lost your son but that is MAGNETO GIRLFRIEND STAY ON TASK#takin this baby to the beach and like Aw :) Now Hold On…….#personally id be mortified if i were mags. if my bestie’s ex took care of me after i get turned into a baby by my weird science experiment#no wonder bro got cross with charles in excalibur when he mentioned moira fjPSJSKSK#baby mags still cute tho …. well at least that one im still laughing at Round Three PWDNSKKDN#most fuckass baby ever im obsessed whenever i remember#ok bye im gonna stare at a wall and think of things i wanna write and draw and them do neither#for some reason i got a sudden sense of dread while working on something so im just gonna sit with that until i sleep i think fkAPSNSJ
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ngl. I want a Dom Q flavor that is like. a bit of a sadist. like maybe not necessarily a looot of a sadist. but like at least a bit of one. I want him to like. rly bully Bond. and not just in a cute way. like in a genuinely sadistic for his own haha sickos personal, gleeful pleasure kind of way.
this can include for example things like, playing with Bond (handling dick, tweaking his nipples, continuing to finger him or fuck him) after he's come and while he's like still sensitive and like getting into the overstimulated territory about it. also lmao. ...habe to admit. I found many of @/doll-tamer's posts very like. "ooh what if this for a specific flavor of Dom Q & sub Bond 👀👀👀... 👁👅👁." some examples that uhhh yeah I do gotta admit had me thinking... quite a few thots... (some of them are wow that would be gr8 to see... I want all of this but 00q.... and lowkey a couple are me going "....yea this is kind of Bond-core...." or like this is the-flavor-of-Dom-Q-Im-going-for-here-core....)
to be fair to me tho!!!!!!! I know Im not the only one cuz some of these DO in fact bear similarities to things I have seen in fic!!! So yes this is about me and myyy haha sickos personal tastes. But also I Know it also is Our tastes!!!
But also I want this specific flavorr and also.. if I could get like five more of these little blonde bitches dot meme.........
#food. for ME. if no one else#this is to feed MY id..... if it also feeds YOUR id can u pls sound off pls 🥺 👉👈 just so I know Im not alone lol......#surely I can't be the only one out here rn with these kinds of tastes lmao......#just like. idk how to describe this. like kink that is a bit. kinkier?#I feel like. a lot of the stuff is almost like. kinda too gentle lmao... or too tame#like can we get. crunchier with it#I want more...texture to my 00q kink content. you know? lol#I want it a but more brutal and less 'pretty' kink I want Q to rly take Bond dooowwn and it like. be a rly crunchy exp for Bond#but like good BECAUSE of that yk like. okay for ME lol. esp that thing the way doll tamer put it of like. praise mixed w degradation kink#cuz for me pure humiliation like. not my personal flavor esp if it's just kind of mean and brutal#I mean not like in general lmao since ig Im going the says too much abt my personal tastes anyway#but like. for Bond I don't see pure humiliation/degradation working...?#I think the theme of stuff w/ Bond seems to be like. mixing mediums#like sensation play that mixes up the pain & pleasure and also mixed sensations#and so yeah here like the mixing of praise & dirty talk#I feel like to rly get into it w Bond you gotta go all out you gotta maximalize but you also gotta like. switch things up to rly stimulate#multiple centers of his brain and also like keep him off a rhythm. never let him know your next move lol#like that's what rly keeps it interesting for him#or you like edge/tease him to the point of mindlessness lmao. and/or give him a specific directive to focus on. or like. -tease to the poin#where you overload his brain and he literally cannot be thinking of anything else or calculating anything else no ticking in the bg#(which to me is kind of what the like. tease them until they're a mindless toy posts are like but with some dirty talk/degradation kink in#there too. cuz like turn it slant and sth like oooh good boy you're made to please me aren't you? kind of is a related vibe and etc)#actually the more I think abt this. I think Q does get Bond to this pt in warmth of your doorways lmao#but obv without the like. Q as a bit of a sadist element. cuz me wanting a more. hm. harsh? no thats not the right word.#....eh I mean. yea a bit more aloof sadistic almost casually cruel kind of Dom Q. not like cruel cruel but like sadistic cruel.#is to feed myyyy id. where Bond is a bit more of the like. flavor of a guy who maybe COULD be in danger of being indoctrinated into a cult#(which I mean. if you already think abt it. and okay idk abt UK military but as a USian. and the military industrial complex. there kinda#already is some. perhaps one could even argue cultish. indoctrination going on with the army and etc right. so. ...yea...lol)
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People don't really talk about the shame that comes with heartbreak and how strange and consuming it feels. It's not just "i told the world I'm with this person and now i have to take it back" it's an unexplainable feeling of failing...your past happy self who was in love, the future self you thought you'd become, even the person who walked out on you because you must have done something wrong to make them leave. It's not just sadness and loneliness and anger you've got to deal with, it's feeling exposed in the strangest way possible
#because of course your friends will keep reassuring you you have nothing to be embarrassed about but you cant even explain it to them#i feel embarrassed of myself 3 months ago who thought id be with this person for a long time and i was talking like it#heartbreak#ANYWAY its sunday and im on my period and i dont know where to put those thoughts
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Wrote out an entire vent post and changed my mind. Into the tags you go.
#I'll be back to sillies soon#yapping#i hate politics why cant i live in a world of whimsy where people are nice to each other#and rich tyrants dont rule the world or exist at all and we all can just get along and help each other and not kill each other for existinf#literally how hard is it to just accept that everyone is different and thats okay#literally how hard is it to accept that you dont NEED limitless riches and power and influence to be happy.#it doesnt matter how much money you do or dont have you can still be a loser and an asshole and people wont like you#like elongated muskrat is literally richer than Scrooge McDuck how fucked up is that#whats the point of being wealthy if by obtaining that wealth youre killing the planet (and therefor YOURSELF) to do it.#why are the “important” people not DOING ANYTHING#if everyone is replaced with AI workers then how is anyone going to buy anything#if everyone who isnt as powerful as you is dead then whats the point of power#whats the point in all of this. whats to gain. none of this needed to happen.#i usually try to keep things light on my blog but sometimes i just cant take it man.#i want out of this stupid country but i feel like it wont matter. i feel like if it doesnt stop it'll spread and get to me wherever i go#as if id be able to leave the country anyways as a trans person.#fuck all of this. i wanna live long enough to see it all stop and the people respondible to either face the consequences or die. or both.#i cant leave this world yet until the people i care about are okay. even though they arent as willing to wait as i am.#again im sorry for dumping all of this here. if youve read this far thank you for listening. i hope youre doing well#then i hope if you arent then things get better even for a little bit. just long enough so you can smile.#tw vent#vent#vent post#maybe to delete...
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rotating noelle around in my brain. i need the dess raises kris au to be real RIGHT NOW.
please talk to me about the dess raises kris au i think im gonna explode. also start writing it this summer maybe :3333
#chatter#drkau#posts that need context. basically despite being called 'dess raises kris' neither dess nor kris show up for the first arc of the story lol#it would cover dark worlds 1 + 2 + 3 which i would make up#and its about noelle susie and ralsei being the three closing dark worlds and becoming besties#BUT ALSO so ive always worried id never be as excited about noelle as kris#n thus do her poorly when shes literally like one of the main protagonists#BUT NO. IM GOOD NOW. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM GONNA DO WITH HER#what do you do when your entire family has been defined by a grief you dont feel. by the death of a sister and friend you dont remember#what do you do when their grief shapes the form of your life and you keep bucking against it#because now youre the baby of the family and everything is On You#and you finally FINALLY find somewhere where you can maybe be someone#only to find out that that world never wanted you either. that world wasnt ever supposed to exist for you#what the fuck are you supposed to do#ANYWAYS NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR....NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR I LOVE YOU.....#(ps yes she gets a hyphenated name i wonder what might lead to this....)#(pps no i dont know what kris's last name is in this au skull emoji#chara would take dess's when they get married but dess wouldnt keep holiday (or let kris keep dreemurr)#cause she did. technically. kidnap them oops)#ANYWAYS IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS AU LITERALLY SHAKING IT AROUND LIKE A DOG WITH A CHEW TOY
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i keep fucking having these moments of "Damn I am really fucked up..." and not gonna lie guys it's starting to get to me frfr.
#it's the constant 'no that's not a normal thing kids did. ytou shouldnt have been doing that when ou were a kid marq'#it's the constant reassuring myself that im a good person despite where i come from and who i used to be#it's the way i have had actual real fucking trauma that i downplay because '*shrug* what are you gonna do'#like NO marq it is supremely fucked up you lost three people who were important to you over a course of six months#it is supremely fuked up that msot of your family didnt show up to your wedding#it is supremely fucked up that you weren't even married for a full year yet before your mom died#it is supremely fucked up you didnt spend christmas with your mom that year and you are living witht hat guilt#it is supremely fucked up that you had to walk through the remnants of the burned building where your mom died#to sift through all the burnt sit to find just ONE thing that could be saved so you could have something of hers#you are a severely fucked up person marq#none of this is ok!#i wish i could make it be ok#there's so much love#but so much other shit in me#id ont know how to keep dealing with this.#delete later
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genuinely, how do people with fibro hold jobs? ive always felt like my fatigue stops me more than the pain, but i can do stuff if i get enough sitting time, so lately ive felt shitty for not working when others seem able to. worse, because i wouldnt want to work even if i could, so im almost relieved i cant.
but genuinely what the fuck. how do yall do this. theres "pushing through it" and then theres...whatevrr this is. packing up the house the last three days is making feel worse than death, my back hurts so much. and its not even that bad other than my mum freaking out and my stepdad doing half the job, a full physical 12 hour shift would be equal to this and i cannot do it. i couldnt do 9 hours a week two weeks in a row!! im convinced some of yall either don't actually have chronic pain OR theres something far worse going in with my body than fibro.
#like i do need a mobility aid some days#most of the time i go out i keep my cane on me if it isnt a quick trip anyway#but i need to lean i need a crutch#i just dont have one bevause i cant fold it up and tuck it in a bag when i dont need it#like im at the point where the idea of a shitty cheap wheelchair for trips to museums or into the city is really appealing#it would be such a relief#but i feel bad wanting that when some people are so much worse than me#but then i meet others with fibro and im like what drugs are you on and where can i get some because i COULD NOT handle that#my tattoo artist who i LOVE has it and like...girl i ger that you have to make money you need to support yourself because your husbands#doesnt make enpugh for the whole family and also you enjoy what you do#but oh my god???? how????#is yours just not as severe as mine? do i not have fibromyalgia and its actually soemthing worse??#why does fibro have such a range like this??#cause i couldnt keep a job enough to pay the bills no matter what id try#i can barely handle the things i enjoy#ive lost my ability to write bevause of brain fog ive lost my drawing motivation because of migraines...#im really good at appearing unaffected#im good at keeping the invisible disability invisible but fuck i cant understand how some of yall are able to work despite it?#im really looking forward to moving the sea air genuinely eases me but even on medication i wasnt olay enough to hold a job#im too inconsistent in my energy levels and everything feels too demanding#imso tired and sore and scared itll always get in the way even if i live according to my needs#i dont want to miss out on life anymore
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Really into the episode of Ouran where this girl confesses her love to Mori but he doesn’t feel the same because he’s into Honey and the girl’s reaction is just like YIPPEE I LOVE YAOI THATS SO COOL FOR YOU YAY 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#ouran high school host club#i watched ouran when i was 13 and repressed ah the classic experience yes yes#and i always said id rewatch but never did. until now cuz im going through something#im like halfway through and yeah id say theres quite a lot that ages like milk lol#like mostly just the way haruhi is treated is just. bad lol#a good thing is i like how haruhi personally feels about their own gender where they really honestly dont fucking care#which was a big relief cuz similar cases will have the ‘secret girl’ character either be really defensive#or you know. be like a naoto where its actually just the most uncomfortable thing ever#but the problem is the way that tamaki and occasionally the twins are like really obsessed with the girl thing#and constantly want haruhi to take on a feminine role cuz that wouldnt threaten their sexuality as much#tamaki in general is written so fucking weird lol and i do remember being based back then and hating him#and i never liked him with haruhi like im sorry hes just the worst option#hes capable of being funny when hes not being weird but I think he still ends up feeling horribly written#like when hes having his DRAMATIC LOVE INTEREST moments they just feel so horribly out of place#and theyre often times just badly aged tropes also the way haruhi is written in relation to the other members is weird#like i can see why theyd like the other characters but ive not really seen any reasons for them to like tamaki#but then the show will just randomly be like ‘oh yes haruhi thinks tamaki is a lovely person’ and its like. ooookay?#its ass lol and im probably preaching to the choir but like. haruhi is way better with a woman right?#i just know some desperate ass bastards have made some haruhi/renge content and i get it#other than that stuff i dont like i will say i enjoy what exists outside of the weird haruhi stuff#i like the characters and the concept is very funny and the episodes where everyone is normal are charming#and you know i gotta appreciate it for the impact it had on lame ass gay people even if the queer content is messy#ouran was just like. what we had for a long time. or at least was the most popular anime that featured queerness in some positive capacity#but also like. as it goes with this stuff once youve gotten to see better representation#you look back and youre like wow. im so fucking glad we can do better than this dogshit 😩
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