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#idk if i mentioned my whiteboard meetcute here?#um basically i had laryngitis and was assigned to work with this guy in my phonology class#and he was super sweet and seemed really bashful and said he recognized me from the media studio in the library#and then proceeded to bother to have an entire conversation with me via a whiteboard cuz i could not even talk#and was just super patient and kind#anyway i got his number and we were studying together tonight#turns out this man is:#insanely funny#very smart and knowledgeable about a variety of areas#a musician#with the same taste in music as me#a film buff like me#with the same taste in movies#not only an avid reader but a FELLOW VONNEGUT FAN???#oh and so far he has consistently good opinions on serious shit as well#so basically to recap i met this dude thru a whiteboard and he is all green flags#and one of the most interesting persons i've ever met#in other words im screwed#oh god he's also attractive#my standards will be forever fucked#eli talks#oh he also randomly switched into spanish at one point which was. pretty hot yeah
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WONKUS YOURE CRUELLL /lh
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#i rushed to do it so that it would connect nicely to the one before btw#i mean also its just fun#but just saying#im not ignoring yalls asks 🙏#theyre patiently waiting#...even some super old ones......#misconduct sans#ask misconduct#utmv#ut au#sans au#sans#sans oc#undertale au#undertale multiverse#answered asks#ask blog#undertale#lore tidbit: NM keeps these kinds of AUs away from the guys#not like knowing them would affect them that much#but i guess he has some decency
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"Cassian's face is a brittle thing, no person's eyes should shine as painfully tearful as his. Kino offers his hand and Cassian - bright as the sun, steady as a roc, fluid as water Cassian - accepts it with shaking fingers. He tells Kino everything."
Art for we're spitting off the edge of the world by Xenomorphic for the 2024 Star Wars Big Bang @swbigbang. It is an amazing Canon Divergence Fix-it fic from one of the most memorable moments of Andor onwards, with beautiful prose that fits the mood of the show so so well and will make you feel just as deeply for these characters. Please give it a read and heap some love on my team's amazing and hardworking author, they were such a delight to work with!❤️
#andor#star wars andor#andor show#andor fanart#cassian andor#kino loy#my art#star wars fanart#star wars big bang#digital art#fanart#sw fanart#artists on tumblr#digital fanart#cassian x kino#cassino#<- sorry I had to it was too funny to not type it out here XD#I am super duper proud of the middle panel especially Kino in that one#it came out just that nice balance of illustrative and realistic that I try to aim for in my art but not always achieve#I'm so grateful that Xeno was so kind and patient with me through this one!!#the fic is seriously so so beautifully written I cannot recommend it enough please read it even if the ship doesn't really interest you#it's about deep feelings and keeping it together in the face of something larger that needs you#and companionship and community and support#have I mentioned that it's BEAUTIFUL?#diego luna's face is hard okay? I'll do better if I ever draw him next time I was in a a bit of a hurry here ^^;#do I always draw spaceship cockpits for these bangs? there seems to be a trend here XD#at least i didn't have to build a mockup for this one first tho lol
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Quick hand sketch that turned into elrond with athelas water
I always forget to draw him with it but I headcanon him having pretty bad burn scars on his right arm/side from the kinslaying
#silm#silmarillion#lotr#elrond#also hc that elros burned his left hand pulling elrond out of the fires#which is why elrond became a healer in the first place#even up to the third age he still has to rinse it w athelas water once in a while#bc maedhros' fire-fea may or may not have been making the fire a lot worse than it would have been naturally#hes not /actively/ influencing the fire but him just being there is not exactly helping the situation#elrond only really heals Shadow-wounds by the late TA#bc they have other healers for smaller stuff that dont necessarily need the attention of a part-maiarin legendary healer#and in the war of the ring theres enough people that he needs to focus on tending to the most grievously wounded#kind of like those super specialized surgeons#but hes actually better w burns#the first thing he healed was elros' burnt hand (with some help from maglors song he regained almost full use of it)#later he helped soothe maglor's silmaril burns#but during the war hes needed the most for treating the Shadow because hes like one of two people in the world who can properly use athelas#aragorn taking frodo to rivendell was basically like those cases when a patient gets helicoptered to a specific hospital#to see a specific surgeon about a really rare/difficult/dangerous procedure
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Episode 7 is coming out this Friday (early access) but I think this time I'll wait before playing it, especially since I haven't even made my usual review for ep6 and I don't feel ready to play the next episode,,
Too many things are happening to me all at once and I'm feeling very overwhelmed, I haven't been on Tumblr much these past couple of weeks and I've barely participated in the style contests as well,,
One thing I did start tho was my full replay of MCL HSL on Lysander's route! I'm currently on episode 9, while my Eldarya replay di Ezarel is still waiting on episode 10 (I haven't got the time,,)
Thought I'd share these things in case anyone was wondering (doubt it but oh well), and because I honestly like the little community here and I've only had pleasant interaction unlike on previous servers (I might elaborate on this one day)
I'm not sure how active I'll be in the following days since, again, I'm very overwhelmed and if things don't stop happening to me I don't know what I'll do lol (nothing too bad, hopefully nothing too auto destructive either, I hope I can get out of this feeling of constant discomfort soon because I'm feeling my mental health declining and I hate that, I feel all over the place)
#no particular tags#if you see this you're super cool#don't worry about me too much I've had to handle way worse and thankfully I'm not having *those* kind of thoughts anymore#I just need to keep going and being patient#but my patience is starting to run thin#I hate the adult life and society why can't I just live like a hermit omg
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Prayer request time: The last time I did cash in the morning at work, I messed it up really really badly. The manager had to call someone in on a day off to run the store so he could fix it.
Today, I'm doing cash again. And on the one hand, I'm super grateful that I'm 1) Not fired, 2) Not pulled from doing cash, and 3) Getting to do cash again so soon (there was only one week "off" of cash, and it was the week after Christmas).
On the other hand, I'm nervous, and I didn't sleep well because of that, so I'm nervous AND tired. And have to do cash in just over an hour.
Prayers would be appreciated.
#we haven't been as busy#so Lord willing MOST of the bags won't need to be fully counted. just verified.#and also maybe change drawer will be correct as is#and i'm super super grateful to my very patient and kind manager#i speak#prayer request#prayer requests#missy's occupation
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absolute DEARTH of dungeon meshi fanfics on ao3. in many ways but particularly gen fics that are over 2000 words and focused on adventure, magical shenanigans, fluff/angst, or some combination of those
#pickle pontificates#dungeon meshi#''write them yourself'' first of all i can barely write my homework rn and I've always been bad at ideas#second of all I'm not getting on anyone's case I'm just complaining#I've been blessed to have been in a few fandoms with a couple prolific/consistent writers that seem to dedicate all their spare time#to that exact genre of fic#and i am very grateful to those people#I'm just going to wait patiently. that stuff takes time and dm is still gaining popularity#i just know the girlies who were super into writing platonic angst for fma/mp100/and a few for bnha and httyd would be ALL OVER this manga#if they knew#like#there's SO MUCH idea fuel out there from all kinds of RPGs that would be really fun to work in and explore#PLUS the wealth of extra content Ms. Kui has provided in adventurers bible/daydream hour???#IT'S A PLAYGROUND FOR FANFIC. REALLY GOOD FANFIC
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I’m actually really fascinated by Jily and Lily now, precisely because it doesn’t look as if it bothered her that J and S were inseparable. She’s very clearly aware of how important they are to each other, she writes Sirius to tell him James needs to see him and it’s just like “yeah, this is How It Is,” no bitterness from James’s wife that James needs to see Sirius. She even signs it off with her love, she doesn’t resent Sirius’s place in James’s life in the slightest.
right?? it’s amazing and i think the only reason why i love jilypad as i do and can accept it wholeheartedly. i also think it speaks immensely to james potter’s capacity for love; it’s not easy to convince someone of their place on ur life, or to give them security and mental peace esp in times of extreme tensions, but that he was able to do that to the point that lily didn’t feel threatened? amazing.
i can see it happening bc lily accepts that her and sirius occupy different roles in james’ life and there truly is no competition. i think a fic once out it like? ‘sirius was his soul, but lily was his heart’ or sumn i’m not sure, and i do think that sums it up well. james has so much love in him, it overflows and fills in all the cracks and never makes the other feel inadequate. and i also see lily as coming into the relationship w an attitude of ‘i am finally ready for not just james but sirius as well’ bc she knows it s a duo, all jokes aside, which is the one thing most people don’t understand about them.
#sirius black#james potter#lily evans#managing jealousy is actually so difficult#now i’m interested in a conversation#b/w lily and james#where she’s all worked up bc she thinks james’ love for sirius means there isn’t any for her so she tries to pick an argument#except he’s just super calm#zen. unbothered. sitting like patiently listening to her vent it out bc he realises this is coming from a place of hurt and inadequacy#and insecurity#and when she’s all yelled out and cried out#that’s when he gently takes her in his arms and presses a kiss to her temple and just. talks.#and he’s so gentle and soft and kind and loving#that it’s very hard for lily to believe that he doesn’t love her#or even to compare herself to sirius#bc i truly believe giving up on jealousy requires a radical restructuring of the way u perceive love#and the expectations u have of people#and the belief u have in urself#it’s not easy and it’s def not the mainstream idea#but once u do it. so so liberating#(but that could also just be my polyam/i do not understand relationships political agenda speaking lmao)#anyway. yeah.#jily + j&s ftw#have i ever talked about the oneshot i’ve had in my drafts for a while#where jily is moving into a new house#and lily just assumes it’ll have a room for sirius. not guest room. but sirius’#and chooses a house accordingly for his convenience as well#and james is just jkasbfilnswfoibowdf floored#bc how did he luck out so well#pen’s asks
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{{ i realized I only posted about it once on the old blog, made a single post here explaining why I moved blogs/remade this account and then privated it because I didn't want to have that negativity hanging over said new blog but uh-
Hi, hello mutuals-- It's me, Tina, lol. I remade my blog and moved from @coldsovereign-a (which is archived now) to here-- @acoldsovereign. I did it because the old blog stopped feeling good to log into.
And, I didn't want to give up so easily. I love Maiz too much and I didn't want this singular, creepy ass, racist, jerk-hole asshat from ruining her/my RP experience. There were other irl/personal issues going on around the same time too and it fucked with my muse majorly. 😭
I apologize if I suddenly seemed like I "disappeared" (and then reappeared) without explanation! I wanted to move on from what happened to me quickly and in the process of that, I uh, forgot about common courtesy for a while. My bad. (Tbh, I just wanted a new home for my girl so I could fully enjoy her again. Glad to say I'm back in the swing of writing her, so the move did help!)
Anyway, more RP stuff coming soon. Yay!
#OOC: Out of Limits#{{ a conversation with a mutual just reminded me that I did NOT do a good job of actually saying what was wrong/didn't explain i remade-#{{ so yeah--my bad. I'll be better about that. i feel a little better about the whole situation and other stuff now tho.#{{ but long story short i was way too accommodating to an asshole who didn't deserve it.#{{ and he like used my personal issues and turned it against me. all bc i wanted to be patient and kind.#{{ i already forgave myself for not moving around when I saw the red flags. and i'm super over it.#{{ lessons were learned! it's all good now.
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according to the ultrasound tech who did my echocardiogram my heart shows up so clearly it could be in a textbook and i could get a side gig as an equipment model at ultrasound conferences so. adding that to the list of oddest compliments i've received!
#this poor woman was having an awful day apparently#her previous patient had apparently been screaming in her face and she was running super behind#she was effusively grateful that i was chill about the delay and sympathetic about the bad day#like clearly she was going through it#when she popped into the waiting rm to let me know it'd be another 5-10 minutes and i said ok thanks for letting me know#she literally said 'thank you for not yelling at me' like. oof.#i've definitely been in that 'just got yelled at and i'm very flustered sorry my barriers are a bit Low' place#(ntm the extra mental gymnastics that come with knowing the person who yelled was having an undeniably bad time themselves#so it was also hard to just write them off and move on)#i told her as much#i remember what a relief it was to have other clients be cool and kind about it so i could regain equilibrium#it was nice to be able to pay that forward#but we ended up having a really interesting convo while she moved a wand all around my torso#so that was nice#shara talks#shara's covid thing
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2024 has been so stressful for armys and the tannies lol. this is lowkey beating 2018 era and that was Thee Worst Year for us ever
😭 honestly, this is why you should leave stan twitter if all its doing is just stressing u the hell out. im super grateful for the friends i made when i was still active in army twt back then, and i will never forget the fun times. but tbh, whenever a certain issue comes up, twitter just has this big talent of blowing it out of proportion, and u get manipulated into thinking that it's bigger than it actually is.
ever since i left the fandom space in general (im still an army dgmw, ive just gotten rid of the fomo and i only ever go on tumblr for fandom content which is a lot whole calmer bcs again i have a super curated following list), one thing i realize is that, sure, stan twt could be fun or actively engaging with the fandom can make u happy, but most of the time i think it just makes u miserable esp when there are issues.
we get so caught up in the mindset that the people we stan need some kind of protecting or defending we forget about ourselves or our morals. and then you get away from ur phone, log out for awhile, turn ur phone off, and u'll realize that sometimes, most things people talk about in socmed do not really hold weight in the real world
#2018 was so fucked up for me and that was my first year in army twt 🥹#lol#anyways#im just super chilling now#i just honestly listen to whatever stuff they put up#and waiting patiently for their cb tour nexy year which my sister and i are planning to go if they have date in our country#i think being an army for so long have tired me from any kind of discourse#you'll just eventually get tired of it#and everything always works out for the tannies in the end trust me (if thats what ur stressing about lol) ive been around the block#for so long#asks
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updating so you all know i’m still being sooo brave about watching through all of marineford even though the crew isn’t here i just made it to 472 and it’s FINE that there are still like 40 more episodes of this everything is FINE
#the like five minutes of every single persons reaction to whitebeard being stabbed is KILLING me#there are TOO MANY people here to do that💀💀#more pacifista content when i was barely interested in the earlier pacifista content orz#im being so brave SO BRAVE#and SO patient#i do like the actual plot to be clear!#like it’s very tense and exciting and lots of feelings so i DO like it#it’s just#So slow#and im not super into So many of these characters#so the episodes get a bit tedious to watch is all😪#and it’s like how many times are they going to run past characters just to run into them again on the way to the scaffold💀💀#like jimbei girl how have you sent luffy on ahead like seven different times#relieved whitebeard got stabbed because it means he finally MOVED😭#okay okay done complaining gonna be SO brave watching random betrayer mans backstory not going to be bored at ALL😤😤#(already kind of bored with it😔)
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I think I was in love with you.
lol no you weren’t
#respectfully#you might have been infatuated with *rosie*#you might have even thought you were in love with her#but I only show parts of me on here#I think only a few snap babes who I’ve talked to for years might know know me by now#but I can guarantee you aren’t one of those people#as respectfully as possible I highly highly highly don’t believe you were and I don’t like getting these messages#I’ve gotten a few of these types of messages in the past#and I remember when I first got one I was so upset and was like ‘what did I do?!?!’ and came to the conclusion it was cause I wasn’t replyin#so I tried to reply more and more often#but then my mental health took a hit again and I stopped talking#idk who knows what your intention was behind this ask but it just seems super passive aggressive#I’m sorry I keep fucking up to make you not love me anymore?? but idk I just feel like love isn’t a fragile thing that can break like that#I’m not religious but I do believe love is patient and kind and all of those things#I’m still learning how to love myself so it’s hard to believe anyone would ever truly love me#so I’m sorry if this comes off harsher than I mean it to#I’m saying all of this with love 🫶#ask#anon
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Checked off another stage of the government nightmare that is applying for a K-1 visa. Tomorrow, I get to find out if I need surgery. These... are very tiring times.
#❪ ⠀ ✦ ⠀ ─── ⠀ missallanea / ooc ⠀﹕ probably hyperfixating on something. ⠀ ❫#/ i thought my activity would be better after my trip#/ but between my uncle dying & family coming to town because of that#/ the visa application (which is on-going and a constant low-level anxiety)#/ and now this potential surgery (which is SUPER minor but just inconvenient)#/ i'm just... exhausted. bless everyone who's been patient and so kind. ;w;
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Yago I just read your tags. You're so incredibly kind <3 I adore your designs though, wouldn't change a thing. Both for Redstone & Skulk and everything else man you've got such an awesome way with your work. Anyway stay awesome te adoro and thank you for the kind words
WAAAAH thank you Silver QwQ!!!!!!!
#im sorry i just feel like im being annoying sometimes and its. eugh. i know that im probably not but i can't help it😔#im very glad you like the designs tho. i mean they're 80% your designs but still im happy#thank you for being patient with me <3 and for being you and for sharing your work <3 its super awesome#and thank you too for the kind words! it means a lot#yagotalk
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My mother: You are a disgrace and made the wrong decision in going to eye surgery for your practicals🤬🤬🤬 what can you even do there🤬🤬🤬
Me, five hours into my second day of practicals, having helped admit 50 fucking patients and individually run a dressing changing (ft meds) station in which I had to individually chase down and administer medicine to like 20 patients: Why did I think this would be the easy department to be in
#medblr#I also poked myself in the eye with a stethoscope as I was measuring blood pressure for one of the fifty patients#i mean I am having fun#I appreciate the department just letting me stumble around with the dressing station because there's truly nothing like trial and error to#learn how to do shit#we had a fight yesterday because she expected me to like go into trauma or some shit and I (gasp) chose the department that sounded the best#so she went on and on about how horrible and stupid I was and on one hand I knew she was being a bitch over nothing but like#she was being a super mega bitch. like‚ calling your child all sorts of names kind of bitch#toxic family#toxic household#toxic parents#toxic mother
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