#and try to stay positive here.

[chatxkilluaxnoir]

I sincerely hope u won’t stop after UV 0.8 Part 1, so close to the finale.

UV/XT has always been one of my favorite series’s (literally bought the full bundle zine and I hope to still be able to buy the the stake comic and other stuff in the future), and I would love to see a proper end to the series in 0.8 Part 2.

I also love ur finished and ongoing XTale comics very much.

And u have algae always been a really inspiring creator and one of my favorite UT creators so I would hate to see you fully leave.

Saying that, I understand if u want to take a break/step away (for awhile).

I just hope ti see the last of UV at least someday if u do And the rest of ur ongoing XTale comic(s). Since I do truly adore and love ur work so much.

I also hope u come back to UT and stuff someday too if u decide ti take a break/leave.

And that u don’t step away from YT forever and that the stuff o there says. Because ur stuff is awesome and I’m a huge fan of urs.

I hope u don’t need to. Or at least not fully(from UT, UV/XT, YT, etc.). It is good to try to curate ur online experience, and take breathers and stuff.

Have a good day/night! I hope u feel better.

And still excited for more UT/UV/XT stuff from u when/if u are able.

“I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released.”

Cool, thank you. Genuinely very excited. Just hope it is not the last episode. Or the last UT/XT/UV thing in general. Because this stuff is awesome.

Take it easy.

ENGLISH: Underverse 0.8 part 1 might be the last Underverse episode I publish. I'm done with the toxicity, the hypocrisy, and the bias. I give up trying to explain that I'm not a monster, I just wanted to have fun with a video game that made me happy. I'm not sure if I'll come back or want to make content on YouTube anymore, I'll have to take a long break after this, find another job, I don't know, stay ayaw from all this. Every year, it's the same thing, and I don't feel comfortable in this fandom anymore. I'm not mentally okay. I'm done pretending all this hate is not affecting me. Maybe if I step aside, these people will get the attention they've been wishing for, since there won't be that person and her work they hate so much. They feel I shouldn't have gotten an opportunity in the first place and that they could've done way better, as if this fandom were a competition. Or they'll just find another target to turn into a pariah. I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released. ESPAÑOL:

Underverse 0.8 parte 1 podría ser el último episodio de Underverse que publique. Estoy harta de la toxicidad, la hipocresía y los prejuicios.

Me rindo tratando de explicar que no soy un monstruo, solo quería divertirme con un videojuego que me hacía feliz. No estoy segura si volveré o si querré hacer contenido en YouTube nuevamente. Tendré que tomarme un largo descanso después de esto, buscar otro trabajo, no sé, alejarme de todo esto.

Cada año es lo mismo, y ya no me siento cómoda en este fandom. No estoy bien mentalmente. Estoy cansada de fingir que todo este odio no me afecta.

Tal vez si me hago a un lado, estas personas obtendrán la atención que tanto han deseado, ya que no estará esa persona y su trabajo que tanto odian, que sienten que no debería haber tenido una oportunidad en primer lugar y que podrían haberlo hecho mucho mejor, como si este fandom se tratase de una competencia. O simplemente encontrarán otro objetivo para convertir en un paria.

Haré un anuncio cuando el tráiler/ episodio completo esté listo para ser publicado.

[lola-legendary]

No matter what happens, promise me you won’t do anything irreversible. Live to spite, live to show them they were wrong. Live for the child crying for you on the opposite side of the world. Live for yourself and live for living. Never give up. I’m waiting for you to come home.

Psst! If you think this helped you, this is a link to my other motivational poster: https://www.tumblr.com/lola-legendary/766475214507900928/better-a-dead-hero-than-a-living-coward-but-best?source=share

Don’t feel pressured to reblog, but it would be best!

[coldshrugs]

testing me, bad but sweet ✨

happy birthday pigeon (@ahollowgrave) !!

um. i know these are meant to be oc thirst shots but for io, feeling The Most means things are a bit more. involved. :> another (more explicit) one under the cut!

[starlight-eclipsed]

The room is empty. The bed untouched. The window, tauntingly, is wide open.

Art for chapter 21 of A Dark Among the Lights by LuckyLectio on AO3! You all know the drill--go check it out if you haven't already ^-^

[starry-bi-sky]

*grips Shen Qingqiu by the shoulders*

aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to crack under the pressure of the system and the robbed autonomy of being forced into a role you had no choice in but have to play anyways? don't you want to buckle under the realization that, to you, no matter what you do your life is going to end in a horrific death? Whether that be under Luo Binghe's hands or the System's?

Don't you want to realize that no matter all the good you have done and the lives you have changed and saved, you're still standing at the ledge of a cliff with a sword to your disciple's chest?

Shouldn't it be you at the edge instead? Balancing on the crumbling dirt's end of death on either side, and you can either walk into it or be forced?

don't you want to go apeshit?

[hplonesomeart]

Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye

[tetzoro]

the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.

[bewitchedmold]

I headcanon that the reason gyro's belt is like that is so that on the extremely rare, one-in-a-million, stars perfectly aligned chance someone asks where his dick is he can be like "RIIIGHT HERE!!! 😼" like a fucking loser

[skunkes]

the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)

but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.

the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore

[chai-berries]

one of abby’s favorite (and a bit least favorite too) things about you that’s painfully domestic is the fact that you’re almost too good at sticking to sides of the bed. normally people complain of their partners taking over the whole bed. instead abby had to urge you into cuddling into her side for the first few months of sharing a bed. you were just used to sleeping on one side with friends. but now you get to cuddle up with her before you fall asleep and you stay connected somehow throughout the entire night

[dimonds456-art]

Maladaptive daydreaming.

[smoke-glass]

Y'know I was gonna say this tomorrow for the one year anniversary but I think I'm gonna say it today.

The QSMP was the very first community I've actually been apart of. Even if it was small, it still meant a lot to me. To find different CC's I've never would've found. To finding a community/fandom that makes great fanart, headcannons, ideas, fanfics, and so much more. Y'all are talented and passionate as fuck, never forget that.

This is more a thank you to the community, the CC's, and the admins for making qsmp worth watching. I've been watching qsmp since the beginning (Philza Main here) and I haven't stopped since. And I don't want to stop but if I have to or if/when qsmp does end, I won't forget any of this.

~ qsmpblr you're all the goats, never forget that. 💜

Also shoutout to the Crows (Philza's Chat), y'all are one of the most welcoming, funny, and unhinged community I've seen. Even if I don't interact that often in the community or chat. Y'all are just so welcoming and kind, it makes me cry on the inside b/c I've never really had that before. So thank you.

~ Keep Ournaing crows 🖤.

*Edit:

OMG how could I forget about the Pissa Nation. God I feel like a failure.

Anyways, Pissa community y'all are so cool. You guys make such beautiful fanart, great fanfics, and such interesting headcannons. I've shipped Pissa since the beginning but I've been way to shy to interact with any of you, but I'm gonna say it y'all the real goats. Waiting patiently for months without any deathduo/Pissa content, getting so excited whenever y'all get any, and basking in the ship lights for months in till y'all get something new. No matter how you ship it, Platonic/QPR, Romantic, or just no labels at all. Y'all are just so fucking loving and accepting. So thank you.

~ Keep Pissing pissers 💜

[risingsunresistance]

my posts should stay nonrebloggable until everyone learns to behave

[vanity-complex]

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[theladyfae]

i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶

[pose4photoml]

Wish me luck this morning- Received an email at work yesterday requesting all local coworkers to come into the office and the ones in other states be on zoom for 10 am for an exciting announcement and then will have lunch after.

One I’m nervous about having so many people in here at one time. (I’m used to everyone on zoom meetings) Then nervous if the exciting news is really? I mean management maybe happy but does that means that those who aren’t managers will be happy?

Took my anxiety meds and stopped at Starbucks 😉