#and I’m still praying we do.
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I sincerely hope u won’t stop after UV 0.8 Part 1, so close to the finale.
UV/XT has always been one of my favorite series’s (literally bought the full bundle zine and I hope to still be able to buy the the stake comic and other stuff in the future), and I would love to see a proper end to the series in 0.8 Part 2.
I also love ur finished and ongoing XTale comics very much.
And u have algae always been a really inspiring creator and one of my favorite UT creators so I would hate to see you fully leave.
Saying that, I understand if u want to take a break/step away (for awhile).
I just hope ti see the last of UV at least someday if u do And the rest of ur ongoing XTale comic(s). Since I do truly adore and love ur work so much.
I also hope u come back to UT and stuff someday too if u decide ti take a break/leave.
And that u don’t step away from YT forever and that the stuff o there says. Because ur stuff is awesome and I’m a huge fan of urs.
I hope u don’t need to. Or at least not fully(from UT, UV/XT, YT, etc.). It is good to try to curate ur online experience, and take breathers and stuff.
Have a good day/night! I hope u feel better.
And still excited for more UT/UV/XT stuff from u when/if u are able.
“I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released.”
Cool, thank you. Genuinely very excited. Just hope it is not the last episode. Or the last UT/XT/UV thing in general. Because this stuff is awesome.
Take it easy.
ENGLISH: Underverse 0.8 part 1 might be the last Underverse episode I publish. I'm done with the toxicity, the hypocrisy, and the bias. I give up trying to explain that I'm not a monster, I just wanted to have fun with a video game that made me happy. I'm not sure if I'll come back or want to make content on YouTube anymore, I'll have to take a long break after this, find another job, I don't know, stay ayaw from all this. Every year, it's the same thing, and I don't feel comfortable in this fandom anymore. I'm not mentally okay. I'm done pretending all this hate is not affecting me. Maybe if I step aside, these people will get the attention they've been wishing for, since there won't be that person and her work they hate so much. They feel I shouldn't have gotten an opportunity in the first place and that they could've done way better, as if this fandom were a competition. Or they'll just find another target to turn into a pariah. I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released. ESPAÑOL:
Underverse 0.8 parte 1 podría ser el último episodio de Underverse que publique. Estoy harta de la toxicidad, la hipocresía y los prejuicios.
Me rindo tratando de explicar que no soy un monstruo, solo quería divertirme con un videojuego que me hacía feliz. No estoy segura si volveré o si querré hacer contenido en YouTube nuevamente. Tendré que tomarme un largo descanso después de esto, buscar otro trabajo, no sé, alejarme de todo esto.
Cada año es lo mismo, y ya no me siento cómoda en este fandom. No estoy bien mentalmente. Estoy cansada de fingir que todo este odio no me afecta.
Tal vez si me hago a un lado, estas personas obtendrán la atención que tanto han deseado, ya que no estará esa persona y su trabajo que tanto odian, que sienten que no debería haber tenido una oportunidad en primer lugar y que podrían haberlo hecho mucho mejor, como si este fandom se tratase de una competencia. O simplemente encontrarán otro objetivo para convertir en un paria.
Haré un anuncio cuando el tráiler/ episodio completo esté listo para ser publicado.
#xtaleunderverse#god im sad#i love XTale/UV so much#and just how much Jakei has given to the ut fandom and stuff#snd was so excited to see the rest of the uv/story in the animated series and comics#and I’m still praying we do.#someday at least.#I do understand why Jakei feels like they might need to take a break though.#there are a lot of good parts of the ut fandom#but there are bad parts too.#gif I’m so sorry Jakei#and god do I feel kind of sad now.#well I can only hope for the best#in multiple ways#and try to stay positive here.#chat’s reblog#serious post#Very excited for the next UV episode still ^^#chat’s reblogs
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When the interviewer asked when we should expect s5 to be coming out, that’s when Shawn mentioned that a little bit of an answer to that might be out there soon.
He actually mentions that this answer could be out by the time the video for this interview comes out, and since this interview was filmed mid-May and it’s now mid-June, I’m assuming we could be getting something soon or within the next couple months, potentially about a release date aka possibly a small teaser with 2025 stamped at the end…
#byler#stranger things#st5 predictions#idk I’m just praying for a vague quick 15 second teaser with 2025 at the end#idc if it’s late 2025 which is most likely#and so they’re just pulling this out of there ass to put something out there#but they have decent amount of footage already they should be able to pull from#even if that’s not what they want to do rn#they could release something vague that doesn’t even involve actors being in it and just maybe a build up of s5 vibes with 2025 at the end#I do feel like it has to be release date related even if it’s small af tho#bc we’ve gotten bts nonstop so just a mere screencap of s5 won’t be enough#it’s also worth considering that they might release s5 in very far away volumes like they did with cobra kai#not saying I want that but it’s possible#that could mean an earlier release date for those first episodes#i don’t think late 2024 is possibly honestly#but I know Maya mentioned in an interview they were like 1/3 of the way through filming s5#and this was about a month ago#so it’s possible a split could result in a serious waiting period between seasons#idk if Netflix is even willing to do that for st though#but I’m not ruling it out!#especially in the finale or even the second to last end up being longer l#we could be looking at a series finale on its own potentially taking up that vol 3 spot#but i still think late 2025 is likely for the ending regardless of how much earlier the initial part could come#also thinking about how they prefer to release the show during the season the show is set#if they can do that I feel like they will
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getting old is so, so hard.
#Mom is taking about taking away my grandma’s credit card because she can’t be trusted with it#Your memory goes and you start forgetting names#Technology gets harder and you forget stuff#You forgot conversations you had#you forget even memories from the past#Just. We are sliding further into dementia and it’s getting harder faster I think#Struggled with my grandpa last year (dad’s dad) and now it’s mom’s mom#It’s so frustrating and I just pray for an increase in patience for all of us#So I’ve faced it in close proximity with this grandma and my parents probably have a high probability of having it too#And on top of that a family friend’s dad is passing probably today#Pray for patience for us (me) please#And wisdom#And of course there’s the whole issue of me still worrying she’s not saved and begging God to do something and make it clear#And worrying I’m not doing enough on that front but God just doesn’t seem to be helping me know what to do even though I’m asking literally#Every day?? 😭😭😭
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my beloved imac from 2014 with a cracked screen that i conned my dad into giving me so i had a computer on which to do stupid freelancer shit for him but use primarily for personal use (file storage, use appletv to play streaming sites on our actual tv, play sims) seems to be……engaging in behaviors that for lack of a better way to put this best resemble when my elderly cat started having seizures after a hard summer of kidney problems and we had to be like. oh it’s the end the end? obviously less emotional than that but. you know. she’s had a long good life and maybe it’s her time. that’s okay. all things end. anyway. all this to say we are trying to coax her into not just waking up again but pretty please just giving me two files that are the backbone of the recurring stupid freelancer shit i do every month. please baby i have hand problems i can’t build those templates again. please.………
#also rip to my photos backed up there rip to my huge sims 4 cc folder#but those. well. everything is temporary all things end. i lost all my photos in 2017. i lived. besides most r still on my phone#bc that was a long term work in progress i’ve just been out of space on here for months LOL#but christ the system i have for those was a pain in the ass to set up and it wouldn’t be any less work this time#so eva’s trying to salvage them.…fingers crossed#we knew she was getting old but i kind of thought she’d last forever for her limited uses#like no she can’t take new software updates but she ran mostly smoothly!!! mostly!!!!#but wow she is. hmmmmmmm well she’s dying. Sad!#ok that’s all. pray for my stupid fucking powerpoints and their stupid fucking linked excel sheet#at least i don’t keep my writing on there LOL lotta school stuff but that’s…oh shit some of that might only be on the comp#oh wait no i think i used google drive for those so i could bounce back and forth w my ipad. ok good i had some good essays probably#but my 100k of fic work recently (guys it’s insane i’m writing a BIG FIC…and i’m doing it patience mode im fucking drafting the WHOLE THING)#THAT i back up. that i would be sad to lose. i am so glad i am not losing that. that would be worse than the freelancer bs by FAR#but wow i don’t want to remake those. but if i must i must……#eva’s trying…#a ten is blogging
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having to call to refill my pain medication every month is my personal hell they’re so mean on the phone
#i thank god out of my like 10 prescriptions it’s the only one that doesn’t refill automatically but it still sucks#i haven’t even hit call yet i’m just scared in advance because the ladies in that clinic are such cunts when u call#like it’s not just me they’re mean to my dad too when he refills his script it’s terrible#and i need to ask for a sooner appointment bc at my last one i was like ‘yeah im still in terrible pain in certain areas when i even move’#and he was like ‘anyway so we can increase ur dose or do literally nothing up to u + i think we can go 6 months instead of 3 now bye’#hey what if i kil—#pray for me guys#ko.txt
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*guy who once again has fallen into a trap of hyperfixating on something nobody cares about and therefore nobody posts about* content. Crumb of content.
#talkin to myself#every day i go into the tags and beyond hoping and praying and yet still….#I DO THINK that a manga that’s vaguely related (and. i tried reading but didn’t like) has made it worse#can’t got into the tags without seeing 95% content for that instead and <3 I’m telling you rn I do not care#the thing is i really want original verse content and that’s like lol absolutely nowhere to be found#AHHH ahh well we carry on
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hey guys, please pray for the soul of a very very dear priest friend, he passed away last night(got last rights from his brother, also a priest), his name was Fr. Terrence Gordon if anyone wants to know.
Thanks for the prayers, whoever sees this ♥️
#My heart is kinda broken#we were in correspondence via letter#Neither of us were very good at it but it was really nice#I’d been meaning to send him another letter telling him about what’s been going on now that I’m older#and ask him to be my spiritual director#and I wanted him to be the officiant of my wedding whenever that happens#And I was really hoping to see him again sometime soonish#because I miss him#but now I won’t be able to do any of that ;-;#I guess my one consolation is that if he’s in heaven which I pray he is#I can still tell him all of this#prayer request
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Sincerely hoping that Citlali is a four star or something so I can get her easily, but then again it’s hard to tell who’d be a four star and who’d be a five star from just looks alone in my opinion.
All my money is on Iansan being a four star with Kachina, which I’m not complaining about— I want Iansan the most right now.
I really like Xilonen and I think I like Mavuika. I would like her more if she fit the Genshin aesthetic more. Like other than the obvious disappointment in skin tone, I feel like Mavuika just… doesn’t look like a Genshin character. She looks closer to ZZZ’s aesthetic in my opinion, it’s a flashy leather jumpsuit. I would’ve liked something more… in line with the theme?
But yeah, I’ll probably pull for Mualani if I like her enough when we meet her, I’m betting Kachina will be the free four star. I’m hoping Citlali will be four star but if not she’ll probably be a 5 star in 5.1 or something. I hope Iansan is on Xilonen’s banner and not Chasa’s because I reaaaaaally don’t like Chasa’s design. Everything about her is a no for me. I would rather get Geo Lion Lady and the fire child over… beta Clorinde. I already have the superior Clorinde anyways. No hate to anyone who likes Chasa, I just don’t see the appeal at all…
Also Oloron is a thing. He’s cool. Thank you next.
#genshin impact#genshin#natlan#genshin natlan#3 am musing about banners because I don’t wanna sleep but I really really should#am I assuming the order we see these characters is the order they’ll be released in? yes#do I know I’ll probably be horribly wrong anyways? also yes#but if Iansan does somehow end up on Chasa’s banner then ig I’m pulling on whoever is the second banner#I really wanna know the banner order now#do we think Kokomi might get a rerun since we haven’t seen her since Sumeru? I hope so#it’s either Mualani or Kokomi for me in 5.0#and if Citlali is a 5 star I still assume she’s gonna be 5.1#Xilonen feels like 5.3 or later to me#assuming Mavuika survives I think it’s archons in 5.2 right?#Oh god so that’s one 5 star every patch how the fuck am I gonna manage that#just gotta pray that Citlali is a 4 star and Xilonen and Iansan will show up in later patches rather than sooner ones#ZZZ is not helping my primo situation
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begging pleading on my knees for a weather related cancellation. babygirl you know you want to
#i got a really bad headache when i got home#and it’s better now but it’s still *there* and now I’m in the car#going to an event I won’t be home from til close to 11-11:30#I went anyway knowing the headache may still be in Swing bc I. feel Shame for constantly bitching out on events i promised to attend#anyway. we’re gonna text the host when we get closer + stop for food so Please pray he decides to do this Friday instead
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I’m so excited I’m like literally shaking
#so I work at like seasonal job multiple stores and shit some more far out and in the boonies than others#and like before I was at my current job I managed this shitshow camp store#literally was so horrible but only bcs my boss sucked and pushed all his responsibilities to me while I still had to do MY JOB#like darkest time of my life trying to keep that store from falling apart until eventually I was like fuck this#transferee to a different property in a different state and like stalked this lady who would come help us and she hired me as her assistant#like truly amazing I love her so much my boss is the fucking best#but now at my property we have a camp store with no manager being run to the ground#so they asked me to go manage it…#and lLIKEEEE ITS IN THE HIGH CIUNTRY#SOOO NO SERVICE LIVING IN A TENT SHARED SHOWER DORMS#IM SO EXCITEDDD#and also I’ll be at 9k feet elevation SO ILL SEE STARSS!#im at 5thoussnd feet rn and it’s just not the same#my shitty store was at 7 thousand but the year before I lived at 8 thousand feet and the stars are so magical#but everyone else I work with feels bad I ‘have to’ go up there and run the store for a few weeks#I’m like literally MY PLEASURE#working in a camp store is literally summer camp vibes#and I’m such a retail girl boss they didn’t even brief me they were like you know how to open and close a store#AND I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF INVOICESSS#that was my nightmare at the last place like they taught all the managers how to recieve and pay invoices but no one else really understood#sooo like a day before months end when invocies HAVE to be paid I’d get stacks from every store on property#and like just my store was already a lot to go through bcs we did groceries and gas and beer and retail merch#but lol I came to my current place and they have a whole office just for that lotta sweet lady’s in accounting I’m like damn??#they did me so dirty????#best part about being a warehouse girl with previous retail management experience is thissss#pray for me though I haven’t managed other humans in 2 years and they’re union employees so I just have to follow all the rules#love the union but I’m scared of breaking any labor laws since I’ve never managed humans in the state in living in#last state was horrible there was no lunch break laws
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okay so labour won big why am I actually fucking terrified seeing the reform numbers
#well!! we’re going even further right i fucking guess#these are two leave voting labour seats but still that’s kinda terrifying#the tories yes were right but they weren’t all super far right and they had to at least kinda pretend to care about things#if they DO get these 13 seats that’s gonna change so much and probably push the tories even further right anyway because that’s WHY they los#they’re saying it rn! not conservative enough!#with any kind of luck the party implodes within 4 years but I don’t think that’s likely#I kinda didn’t think about how bad this would be#but yeah we have a far right doing really fucking well now and they’re gonna be in second place in a Lot of places#I’m gonna sleep soon I don’t think I can stomach staying up much later tonight#hopefully there’ll be some good news abt the greens or lib dems doing a bit better#praying we get 4 green seats#also man genuinely fuck the House of Lords but it is nice to see someone who’s not insane and just campaigning as the labour guy on bbc#praying he’s right abt reform being mostly protest votes#the reform deputy leader is. one of the most annoying people I have heard though#labour better do what they fucking promised here bc if they don’t we’re all screwed#anyway! maybe this is a sign to move to bristol. or just. move. but we are also late to the far right party party so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#luke.txt#I’m not gonna sleep properly tonight but so be it
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in that same light i really enjoy how all the zoldyck conflicts, despite carrying with them maybe the highest possible emotional stakes (and physical violence) you could get from them, still resolve at the end of the day as if it were a fairly “normal” family disagreement. it can feel bad for those of us who want to see illumi get punted but it does do a really fucking good job at hammering home that this IS a surprisingly less-dysfunctional family given how extreme their circumstances & behaviors are. oh god killua is being tortured as punishment for running away!! oh he talks his dad into letting him leave again. oh no illumi is trying to kill alluka!!! oh but he realizes her worth and then gets telepormed for being a wierdo about it. oh fuck oh shit killua attacked/threatened his parents!!!!!!!! oh they’re actually kinda proud. its great.
#hunter x hunter spoilers#like outside illumi’s open abusiveness its like. hell even illumi seems to have his family’s ‘best interests’ at heart hes just fucking evil#MORE evil. about it#like to the point of not acknowledging their personhood about it#even the conflicts with him specifically still largely get resolved by talking shit out#with the mountains of bodies and such occuring in the meanwhile (with the alluka arc at least) only serving to further illumi-nate the absur#absurdity of it all#also for us ‘praying for the guys downfall’ nerds i have a good feeling on how he’s going out if he does reach the dark continent#like if the theories about nanika being an Ai turn out to be true… we’ll have a way for Illumi to screw himself over on that front without#implicating his sister(s?) themselves#it could work so WELL or work out terrible in a fun way#if slash when we actually fucking get there#….i do love the succession arc tho i’m not complaining really. getting a bit impatient with it switching between decks but what can ya do
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In addition to just not wanting to get up and go to work today I have a headache and feel like I didn’t get any sleep last night
#the entire upper left quadrant of my head hurts rn#and my jaw is tight too which isn’t making it any better#praying that my manager ends up switching my position with someone else like she did yesterday 🙏🏻 bc that was nice I liked it#they put me in the same position every day and it just gets to be so tiring#also wish they would let me leave like an hour early today#also also I’m getting tired of being scheduled in half an hour after I used to be scheduled in and I’m not exactly sure why they changed it#well actually it’s probably because the scheduling manager wants me to stay an hour to half an hour later than I was being scheduled#but I miss my old schedule it let me do things before we opened that I don’t have time to do now but am still expected to do#and let me off early enough that I didn’t feel like my entire afternoon was wasted by the time I got home (even tho it’s literally a 1hr#difference so it’s not like all that much time has been wasted it just feels like it)
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#personal prayer request:#I am seeing the guy again tomorrow (we are still long distance)#but I’m really stressed and feel bad#because I think I need to end our relationship.#nothing wrong with him#but after kinda being in denial for a while#I’ve realized that my feelings have changed and I no longer want to pursue him romantically#I feel so bad about this though because I know it will blindside and hurt him#I’m Not doing it tomorrow but unless something changes tomorrow it will be soon#and I have never had to break up with someone before and am Not excited about it#so anyway!#if you have a moment please please pray#for peace and wisdom tomorrow#for a good opportunity to make that final decision and bring it up#and for God’s grace to us both - I will be okay#but I know it will be hard for him#annnnnyywayyy#if you’ve read this far thanks ❤️
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I’m INSANE about the proton stream FREEZING midair in the new trailer, the Slimer bit with Trevor, THE FROZEN PEOPLE AND THE GUYS HAND FREEZING TOUCHING THAT ORB!!! ALSO PETER’S ORANGE JACKET!! IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
#ghostbusters#I have better hopes for this movie than I did afterlife#also can we talk about how the lion statue coming to life is like straight outta the Mrs Roger’s neighborhood ep of RGB#HOLY SHIT DO U THINK WELL ACTUALLY GET A SCENE OF THE PRIME GB ACTUALLY GRIEVING EGON THIS TIME#also so glad it seems like Ray and Winston ESP WINSTON HOLY SHIT I NEEEEEED MORE WINSTON THIS MOVIE#but I’m glad that it seems like they’ll have a way bigger role in this one#begging praying even that bill murray is in the movie for more than just the .02 seconds#alex talks!#still cautious about it bc I’m not crazy about j-sons fuckery with canon with the sequels but I this trailer is way better than the teaser#BEGGING PRAYING that this one is actually funny afterlife was not funny at all and I think it suffered for it#not that afterlife HAD to be like goofy comedy but it’s GHOSTBUSTERS it def should’ve had some jokes#ok I will be quiet now
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a bitch is in need of attention (i’m bitch)
#emmy needs to wake up soon or i’ll DIE#ok sure she’s an hour behind me but she should wake up in the next hour so i can send her 482746273 pictures with hearts on them#also i am at work and the attention i get here is not wanted i want to leave the bakery today so badddddd#times going kinda fast tho i guess that’s good#i’m just like. bored whenever i don’t have customers and i literally don’t have the actual energy to do a bunch of things here bc i didn’t#feel good lastnight and i still feel a littttttleeeee weird and off so i’m like. not wanting to be here other than the fact we have gooooood#air conditioning here so i’m at least at a good temperature and not dying in the heat of my bedroom which is ATROCIOUSLY GROSS#it’s why i felt so sick yesterday i couldn’t cool off and i felt so nauseous and my head hurt and it was just a bad time#if anyone ever is thinking that maine summers aren’t bad and you should live here….no you shouldn’t bc the summers are the most humid thing#literally have had humidity from 80-99% since like. two weeks ago at least#it is disgusting !!!!!!! like how come it’s a decent temp (been in the 60s-80s lately) but the humidity just gets SO BAD you’d think it was#like 100 degrees outside!!!!! i hate it here in the summer!!!!!!!! i can handle heat i can’t handle humidity#like the air is just SO thick and sticky and wet and gross i can’t even explain to you how Awful it truly is#anyways i’m hoping it won’t be too bad by the time i get home (around 5?) and that it’ll cool down#pray for me guyssss
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