#and this one will lamb (that will also be sad
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Guess who's gonna draw another cotl comic that will never be finished because I'm in burnout but I can't stop creating?
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#the lamb#sketches#ok this one is lamb centric#now i have 3 ... the spicy one#the sad one with goat#and this one will lamb (that will also be sad#but i don't like finishing stuff :(#▄█▀█●#at least I'm getting better at this ;)
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Some thought I had about "what if the lamb decided to break their own vows to never be the sacrifice of a god just to see Narinder be free and 'happy' " which has probably been done but I thought mostly about Narinder going back to the cult, seeing all the time the corpse of the lamb in his dreams or just seeing them everywhere in the corner of his eye.
He was locked so early and for so long he can't really handle all the responsibilities of taking care of the cult, he's overwhelmed, wondering if this is even the freedom he thought about.
At some point maybe bc the crown grew so attached to the Lamb (like Narinder) it kept the ghost of the lamb around and when it actually was able to show and notice they weren't exactly dead... they started bothering Narinder and ngl I have many silly ideas about this but also ... Narinder wanting them back "to take care of the cult instead of him" but actually misses touching the lamb hearing their voice instead of just soft whispers that don't feel real, etc....
The lamb doesn't want this. They made their choice knowing it'd not be able to take it back and betraying not only their kind but themselves so they'd rather just die.
Narinder having to come to terms with his actions and what he made the lamb do.
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#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#narilamb#true devotion#the one who waits#cotl toww#💊💊💊#this has probably been done so much lmao but ah well I just like to think a lot of what ifs and the concept of devotion#and loyalty to one's beliefs and love and idfk idfk#I can't fucking draw narinder and it makes me so sad ... also i write so much someone shoot me lmao pls
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Claudia im sorry I wasn’t your mother . I wish I could blow up every man on iwtv with my brain.
#the anti blackness and misogyny of trial the wolf can shed tears and get applauded but lamb has to be sacrificed#lestat did not even d!e and claudia still had to pay the price#this entire episode really makes my stomach churn#I could write thesis how she was wronged#Lestat apologising to Louis and not even one eye contact with claudia before she starts turning into dust infront his eyes I wish the world#just exploded#im so sad again#this also shows that how ppl can give grace to men for much less but put women through ridiculous standards to be even considered decent#interview with the vampire#iwtv#claudia#claudia iwtv#claudia interview with the vampire
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Jackson Lamb and Catherine Standish: glances and gazes
Slow Horses | Season 3 🐌🐎
#if season 2 had far too little Looking between them#season 3 had more but it was SAD LOOKING#it really makes season 4 stand out when you rewatch it again#they really were gazing at each other 90% of the time#anyway#this one really was devastating in every way#the way she looks at him in the car though#and she’s answered his phone and told Shirley that he’s driving#there’s an admiration in her gaze#like she’s really grateful that he’s come to get her and is now bringing her home himself 🥲#OR SO SHE THOUGHT#I just really like the way she looks at him there#it’s a tiny moment but there’s something there#ALSO#the way he holds her waist while guiding her up the few steps to find her a hiding spot!!!#is not talked about enough!!!#yes there’s an urgency there and he needs to hide her#but also he just really wants to touch her and it’s a good excuse#slow horses#catherine standish#jackson lamb#saskia reeves#gary oldman#slow horses season 3
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my beautiful wife and husband
#🎨#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl follower#im also married to narinder but i dont want to draw him again . also normal followers ONLY bitch ‼️#narinder and arte get into fights so often its wild . and then they get excited when i catch them .............#also thorny killed arte in a fight . so um#OKAY so huno ( another one of my followers . he was a kiwi ) was crushing on thorny and wanted to get him flowers .#RIGHT after arte got murdered . like HELLO .#then he fell in love w/ me instead of huno . sad !#oh also thorny tried to kill narinder too#arte#thoranmer
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“Do we have a deal?”
(Version w/o rendering and effects under the cut)
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl the one who waits#cotl baal#cotl aym#Hogh#this took just over 50 layers I think it’s the biggest piece I’ve ever done#also I’m so sad tumblr ruined all of the little details I put into this drawing I’m 😭😭
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I love this corner of my cult so much 🥺💕
#cotl#cult of the lamb#just rambling#I want to make a new save but also I'm sad to leave this one#but for now i'm hunting the achievements :D
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cult of the Lamb (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Heket & Kallamar & Leshy & The One Who Waits | Narinder & Shamura, background Leshy/Yellow Cat Characters: The One Who Waits | Narinder, Leshy (Cult of the Lamb), Heket (Cult of the Lamb), Kallamar (Cult of the Lamb), Shamura (Cult of the Lamb), The Lamb (Cult of the Lamb) Additional Tags: Implied onesided Narilamb, heed the character death warning, Angst little comfort, Sad Ending, Bittersweet Ending, Hopeful Ending, Sickness, Talks of afterlife, Reincarnation, mentions of alternative universes, pain medication addiction, fantasy pain medicine but still, No Beta, Minimal editing, Blood Summary:
Five siblings stand on a choice that will change the fate of the entire world. It all rides on the vote of the fifth.
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One cannot be god of Death while being alive. Narinder's life is directly tied to the crown, and in sparing him the Lamb did not sever the contract. Without the crown his mortal body begins to fail, and whatever is left of his divinity struggles to keep up with repairing the damage. Narinder tries to hide this as long as he can, which isn't difficult when the Lamb avoids him just as much as he avoids them.
Then his siblings are brought in, one by one. Luckily for him, they are more interested in trying to make a new future than lingering on the past.
If only he had more time.
#cult of the lamb#fic#heed the warnings this one is sad#also written ina day and at like 2 am so pardon any mistakes#Narinder centric#focus is on Narinder and the Bishops. the Lamb is mostly in the background and other characters are mentioned#Justa Writes
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pov you looked mildly pathetic in front of godless!Narindad
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"... Right, I am your father now. My door is always open. Here is a fresh loaf of bread. You can expect a letter once every moon cycle, twice when your birth star is out. You have an open invite to all festivals in my village. And if anyone ever hurts you, they will live to regret it- but not for long."
"Nari no-"
#cult of the lamb#Narinder#Justa Arts#Sketch#God in a Godless Land au#anyway Godless Land Narinder will 100% adopt anything that appears wet pathetic and/or small or any combination of the three#after they eventually finally get together in like two or three centuries Lamb has to fight him off from adopting every sad child he sees#(this only applies for Godless!Narinder tho... other AUs he will just stare at you judgmentally until you slink away out of sight)#and also fresh baked bread for all who wants fresh baked bread#baking as a love language. bc baking bread is one of the first things his adoptive father taught him how to do-#anyway I'm still sick so I am going to sleep early#hope y'all enjoy Narinder being slightly but wholesomely (? maybe?) unhinged#also still having fun with godless!Narinder's hair. sue me
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Day 55 - Fleece As Red As Blood
-The Lamb looks over at you- -...you hope they only mean well for you-
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#year 4#art#I did wonder when I'd get around to eventually drawing some Cult of the Lamb~#Considering how much I've loved the game to bits so far heheh~#Especially The Lamb as a character. They can be who you want them to be but there's all these little traces of who they are~#They have glee when butchering a follower. They have sadness when sacrificing Ratau. They have fury when rejecting The One Who Waits#Like they can truly be your angle or yuor devil but there's something soft and woolly there at the heart of it#But also they can be downright /evil/ if you play it so. This cute little lamb who was almost killed for good.. gleefully torturing others#for their own benefit and power. It's messed up in a delightfully interesting way~#(...though I only ever sacrificed a follower when they asked me they wanted to. I don't think I want to sacrifice Ratau at all ^^'')
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(unholy alliance spoilers)
tbh its not just the spotify wrapped that makes the 'narinder is actually a softie' bit a truth
its all the post ingame behaviour too
like the aforementioned bit of asking lamb if their day is going well
but also his whole questline of subtly/indirectly asking for/pondering on things that reminds him of his siblings (even after everything)
and then his pondering on the fragility of mortal life as his final quest, the little bit of character development where he actually properly addresses and thanks the lamb
his whole speech at the opening to purgatory
and shamura, sharing the fact that (supposedly) one thing that made narinder grow in strength so much is (how beloved he became) because of his work into resurrections and 'controlling life' much like death
#with the mentioned bit of shamura mentioning nari's work into resurrections#it kinda makes one of nari's quests a little sad feeling to me. in a sense#the one where he either asks the lamb to perform a funeral or resurrection for a passed follower#and if resurrection is the doctrine you chose he actually does this like. surprised(?) laugh#saying indeed whose to stop the lamb from doing such when they are the only god left in the lands#probably saw himself in lamb in that moment. and certainly some feelings on the fact that there is no one to stop lamb from doing such#whereas back then he got imprisoned for it#i will say i don't think this is *all* to narinders character or anything the like#like i'm certain he has also done plenty questionable decisions while high on power#like the rest of the bishops. but these little bits of softness just#adds to his character. for lack of better words ehjh#anyway rambling done ghjh
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how i feel wearing my mom’s horror tshirts
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ocs + word association : moriah + (divine) rage
#♛. god's cursed ( 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐡 )#this one goes to all insane girlies!#moriah is ^_^ but also when she crushes a vamp spawn's skull under her foot. truly not okay#her arc was all abt killing the lamb to become the lion. kinda sad i didnt indulge with her character as i was playing c0s
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some asshat beat narinder to death and my game keeps crashing every time I go to bring him back
#nqh brain noises#nqh plays#cult of the lamb#i sacrificed the guy who killed him right away(revenge) but now im just sad#it also keeps crashing trying to hatch this one egg for some reason but thats besides the point#also why does breaking up a fight loose faith? why is that my problem
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Will the Addison/spamton posts ever come back?
Yeah I am gesturing vaguely
To be fair the first like arch was completed with the last chapter and I know more is gonna happen and like be going on so I’m like in no hurry. Since I’m gonna devote major time to it when it does eventually happen. Though I know it’s a little upsetting for yall.
Maybe I’ll listen to my voice claims for them and look through notes to get back into UTDR faster but ive been in this weird slump due to work and school.
#this is funny cause I just imagined a sad amv for Spam and Banner#sometime I wish I had help or a co writer but it’s like my au alone and I’m like#a control freak on projects like this#cause I think of them constantly#also my dad got diagnosed with cancer around the same time I dropped off UTDR stuff so it’s like#I needed something way diff to not be concerned he’s fine now cancer free and I’m on break so maybe this will be a good reset#I got really into cotl but I am not a lamb narinder shipper#so you’ll probs see that and me mentioning the bendy rewrite#it’s also why I keep asks open cause sometimes o forget this blog exists cause well#I am mainly on tumblr to interact with my fandoms but no one talks so it’s like#I guess I’ll be a real person#ask#anon#utdr
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" he does try. but it seems to me that he does not wish to push too hard. as if he wants some parts but not my entirety. " why had he said that? edward knows his father wants what is best for him. most parents did. then again, he seemed so excited about his mathematical endeavours but angry when edward asked about the accident. a paranoid part of him felt that was by design.
being part of an unfinished puzzle is exhausting. he feels caught up and yet leagues behind. his mother will make some reference to an event in the past he knows nothing about. the pictures he's shown if they ever bother to get them appear false. doctored. as if he has been slotted in and was never there to begin with. it makes him wonder if he was just a lonely child. one whose parents only cared now their son got injured and it made them look bad to not show their support now.
edward nods along. " computers now have so many masters coded into them that nothing can surprise them. it takes the humanity out of chess. the pressure leading to the mistakes that makes us human. i practice sometimes with ai masters but i find them lacking. if i win it doesn't feel like i won through skill but through memorising a winning strategy. "
his pills have been a constant since he woke up. refilled when they are less than half. every morning his medication being handed to him with watchful eyes. would it be so bad to not take it once? to see if it had any effect?
fi-edward. a slip of the tongue but one edward caught. it doesn't take a genius, even though he is one, to work out where that was going. another person calling him five. a number. like the crazy man from before. ben had shown such promise in terms of normalcy but clearly they see this five in him when there isn't one.
the sudden movement has him stiffening and a part of him seems to react to the attack. fists clench as if to...do something? he doesn't know. his body seems to want to be in another location. mathematics rushing through his mind but no correlation to anything he understands. what the fuck?
the guards seem to be readying an attack against ben and edward...didn't want them to harm the other. a part of him screamed at him to defend. protect. there's a single exit and edward knows there are no guards on that side. he runs with ben despite the guards yelling at him to stop. to not listen to the man claiming to be his brother. but why did everything inside of him say to trust the other?
we can trust him, darling.
the internal voice confuses him but right now he ignores the confusion to instead make sure they made it outside. whether ben had a car or not is a question he doesn't have an answer for. but they had to leave. now. edward has a feeling if they get caught he will never see the outside again.
" where do we go now?! "
"With your condition? Yeah. I'm surprised they aren't expecting you to be the person you used to be. Most people want an amnesiac to get their memories back." Then, a realization struck Ben. He wouldn't be surprised if that was what the culprit was after. Taking out the memories and leaving Five the way he was, it was for the better of the enemy. Maybe his brother still had the battle instinct with him if he tried if muscle memory was to go by.
Wouldn't that have been much better for us and the rest of the world? Ben wondered what it would have been like if they weren't whisked away from their families. He hadn't heard much from the rest of the children that should have had powers themselves. Either their respective governments were good at keeping them a secret, or they lived such normal lives that powers weren't necessary.
There was a nod, followed by a smile from Ben's lips. "Exactly. The game of chess is easy to learn, but one of the hardest to master. In fact, it's become so complex that humans can no longer beat Chess A.I. from the way it can generate so many patterns in a fraction of a second. But it was kinda cool when humans could still beat artificial technology." At the possibility of a chess match between them, there was obviously no other answer that he could answer with but, "Yeah, sure. I won't miss it for the world."
The idea was suggested, so Ben would leave it up to Five whether he wanted to try not taking the pills or not. Since the guards seemed to be threatened by his presence, perhaps he was going to be a person to look out for. Worst case scenario, Reginald would not let him go near his brother again.
No, he wouldn't let him go anymore. Nothing would come between him and his family again, not even even their own adoptive father.
"Same to you... Fi- Edward." Ben gave a nod, putting his hands back in the pockets of his jacket. He stayed put, glancing around his surroundings, particularly at a certain location, before his eyes moved to read contents of the book before him.
Nervousness getting to him, Ben waited for the right time, although things were moving slower than it should be. Rather, this might be the adrenaline and focus getting him "in the zone," so to speak. Without any weapons and abilities at his disposal, he didn't have any chance against these armed guards. The power of numbers were against him. But... There was someone they wouldn't harm no matter what.
As soon as Five was right where Ben wanted, he jumped over the table, landing near his brother as he grabbed his wrist. "Sorry, but I think it's better if you come with me, brother." Since going through the obvious exit had guards, he noticed a back door earlier that served as another exit. He could only hope there weren't any- or at the very least, a single guard they had to worry about. "Come on, let's get your memories back together."
#ervaurem#☂ ⇆ ( rewind and edit | edward | )#( edward: oh he crazy )#( also edward: my instincts say to die for you ben so we going on the lamb )#( also five trusting ben immediately because he's not betrayed him or hurt him since five coming back )#( made myself sad on that one )
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