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Nikolai and Price going to an evening game of poker with some of Nik's "friends", John sitting with his guard up as he's surrounded by a group of dangerous international criminals, all of them carrying guns, all of them glancing at him with a curious look. Price is uncomfortable but doesn't show it, while Nikolai is awfully relaxed considering the situation.
The evening goes on, drinks, cigars and hearty laughs are shared around the table, the bets reaching numbers Price doesn't even make in half a year. It would be a problem, if he wasn't winning most of the rounds, piles of cash gathering around him as he feels the tension build in the room. One of the younger guys, another russian speaker, starts getting an attitude about it around two hours in, and Nikolai immediately puts him in his place with a single sentence Price doesn't understand, his voice booming, as intimidating as he could be, a heavy silence falling inside the room as the lad with an attitude sits back down, eyes not even daring to look at Nik. The silence is only broken by Nik again, a warm laugh leaving his lips and the other men joining him, their nervousness barely hidden.
It had been so easy for Nik to command the room, and even after the tension had diminished, Price could see how much respect these men had for him, while also clearly being scared shitless of the man. Price had rarely felt more attracted to him as he did at that moment, and the wink and smirk Nikolai gave him when he noticed him looking in his direction absolutely did not help.
John eventually left the table, excusing himself for a moment but squeezing Nik's hand briefly as he got up, moving deeper in the building they were using for their game.
A minute later and it's Nik's turn to excuse himself, quickly finding Price who immediately grabs him by the collar of his open shirt and presses his lips against his, Nik hungrily returning the kiss and pushing John against a nearby wall.
When they return to the table, hair tousled, face flustered, all it takes is one glance from Nikolai to shut the others up. This is his territory, this is where he's comfortable, surrounded by dangerous men who show him respect and never dare to cross him.
It's easy for John to forget how natural this all is for his partner, and if Nikolai brought him here tonight to assert his dominance and show off a little, just so he could impress John, well, that mission sure was a success.
#cod#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#captain price#nikolai cod#yeah okay I couldn't fall asleep last night and the sudden thought of shady poker night came to mind#I just fucking love seeing Nik just fully embracing his shady side#I think most of the time he'd keep this side of him separated from Price#but come on he knows the effect of him being the top dog in the room would have on John#he gets to have a little fun with it from time to time#follow up to this: they leave and have some fun in their car because they are hungry and impatient 👍#anyway yeah idk I'm just blabbering at this point#just throwing ideas into the void and running away don't mind me#my writing#I feel like I need to apologize for this this is probably written so badly but VSHVSHVNUV at least the thoughts have been shared
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2x05 is like an endurance test for rinch shippers because how is ANY OF THAT supposed to be straight male behavior??
#the implication that harold must’ve taken time to think about how john flirts with people…#AND THEN HE BASICALLY ROLEPLAYS AS HIM??#NOT TO MENTION HAROLD HAVING WINE AND A FUCKING CHARCUTERIE BOARD WHILE LISTENING TO JOHN’S DATE#or harold wanting to see john wearing glasses so badly#not to mention john only putting them on after harold reiterates that he wants him to wear them#or harold literally being **in the closet** specifically john’s closet#i am so fucking abnormal about bury the lede oh my god#person of interest#poi#harold finch#john reese#rinch#poiposting
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I love when people make (rdr2) OCS that are friends/friendly or have romantic attraction to underrated/not talked about much characters- the ones who get left out of those certain headcanon lists, the ones who have under 150 or so fanfics written with them as the main character, the ones who need more fanart and so on...
#Like yes please create somebody who loves them#COUGHING SNEEZING Pearson ..... COUGHS !!!!!! Swanson and Strauss MORE COUGHING !!!!!#This also goes for Uncle; I need to draw him SO BADLY I LOVR HIM . He definitely needs a friend who also happens to have lumbago /Silly#THIS GOES FOR GRIMSHAW AND THE OTHER LADIES TOO !!!! ONLY BECAUSE THE MEN GET MORE LOVE FROM WHAT I'VE SEEN#I want to make a female OC that I ship with Tilly because I'm warming up to her heavily and I want more yuri in the gang . No promises#I'm already juggling three OCS and that's nearly enough for my elderly self /Silly#wrylu#tea talks 🦟#rdr2#leopold strauss#reverend swanson#orville swanson#simon pearson#uncle rdr2#susan grimshaw#tilly jackson#molly o'shea#mary-beth gaskill#karen jones#abigail roberts#sadie adler#Not so much Sadie (and maybe Abigail because of John (AbiJohn) and Jack?) because she's loved as much as the guys (I think) but still!! :^)
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#benlocke having their happily ever after on the island#au where nothing extremely bad has ever happened#dont touch me please im fragile rn#they need each other so badly#well.#locke needs ben and ben is… meh#evil wife benjamin linus#john locke who will close his eyes on everything as long as he is loved#john locke#ben linus#benjamin linus#lost#lost tv#lost 2004#lost art#my art#benlocke#bocke#i think#linlocke#is a prettier ship name#but thats just me#PLEASE COME TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THEM PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES BEGGING AND CRYING#for everyone concerned this is omegaverse au. ben is having his heat tomorrow. but his alpha locke is there to be with him.#who knows. maybe the island even will allow them to have kids. they Are special#after all#<- if you agree with that you should Definitely talk with me#pls. or ill cry.#please talk to me#dima sadrag
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the whole seeing how someone died when they touch corpses thing is so interesting to me, just the way you'd think that would be a cool and useful power to have, and very relevant to the life of a private investigator trying to unwind the mysteries surrounding all the horrors he's gotten wrapped up in. But instead it ends up being more of an obstacle and point of contention between John and Arthur, with the inconvenience and harm it does ultimately kind of outweighing it's usefulness, but still dangling tantalizingly above their heads like that because it sounds useful
It feels to me like it's more than just the obvious unpleasantness of watching someone die / be murdered, given how intensely John reacts to and avoids it, and how his voice sounds while he narrates it. He sounds ragged and shaken up in a way he doesn't often sound about all the death and horrors they experience firsthand. But John never explicitly says as much, and never explains exactly how or why it's unpleasant, he just unsubtly hesitates and tries to steer Arthur away from doing it whenever possible, and flinches whenever it happens by accident and w/o warning. And I'm very curious if there will ever be any more detail on why it's unpleasant, or if it's just something vague and straightforward like being painful, tiring, or disorienting
#I don't think it's just a matter of him being more squeamish than he seems#because we all saw how chill he was killing eddie and heard how much he enjoyed killing parker and emily#and you could say “oh but the first flashback is after the coma maybe he's softened up”#but Yellow reacts badly to the death flashbacks too in part 23 so clearly it's not anything to do with John's character growth#so whether it's just jarring and taxing or if it has a deeper reason for being unpleasant#it clearly is a very specific flavor and level of unpleasantness#just me rambling#rambling about blorbos#malevolent#john malevolent
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they really 50/50’d the thunderbolts with characters i like and characters i couldn’t give less of a shit about
#i could go my entire life without seeing walker again#bc they completely fucked him up with the ending of fatws#evil captain america good great hes us agent for a reason but then they made him help bucky and sams debut as captain america#and i instantly lost interest#now hes just a self absorbed asshole character instead of a reflection of the us military and all its arrogance and faults#he always needs to believe whatever he does and thinks is best#having him stop and help sam and bucky after they were so against him completely ruins that#yelena? awesome#red guardian? awesome#bucky? im hesitant bc they keep fucking him over but inside im still 14 and still love bucky barnes so awesome#but does anyone care about ghost or taskmaster? bc i sure as shit dont#i sunno im probably not gonna watch it anyway but still#also directly comparing that shot of bucky blowing up the car to the one in tws just shows how badly colour graded thunderbolts is#it looks like a commercial#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#marvelous#thunderbolts#marvel#mcu#bucky barnes#yelena belova#red guardian#john walker#taskmaster#winter soldier
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“I can fix him” well I can accept him for who he is when no one else ever has
#Sam 💗#dean and John put him on a pedestal as Mary’s baby and then ripped him off of it the second#he deviated from their image of him#like he said. they don’t know him and they never really have#I just think Sam wants acceptance so badly and that it would a soothing balm for his soul#I think dean accepts him for who dean thinks he is but not for who Sam actually is#I don’t think Dean is a Sam understander but he is a Sam supporter#which is better to me
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You mentioned how actually endearing and compelling Justine/Verity and John/Shaun's bond is, and BOY I so agree with you. I don't see people talk about them often sadly, but I genuinely think it's one of the strongest parts of the game and its narrative (in particular John's character development itself, despite that he appeared pretty late in the story, his involvement in the final sequence was really tasty. "If I kill someone for revenge I'll end hurting people dear to me, so it all will be pointless" hmmm if there isn't a certain samurai guy in another game who needed to learn this as well... but I digress)
Prosecutor's Gambit's parent/child theme is a pretty heavy handed topic, but it's not like there aren't some really amazing parts in this whole deal! I kinda don't even care about the mastermind as much as I care about John (and Kate Hall for this matter)
THEY ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME!!!!!! I think much of their appeal comes from Justine's shift in personality after her connection to John is revealed (like her joking about smashing Edgeworth's evidence with her gavel), but also every interaction of theirs is so sweet and lovely.
I love how protective they both are of each other, and it makes all the more sense when you take into consideration that Justine wasn't much older than a child herself when she decided to adopt him. I love how they take care to show that, yes, to an extent, they both do look after each other, but Justine is still very much his mother, and she does her job well. The scenes where she's strict with him are so deeply important to me. You know she studied parenting books and did everything she could to prepare herself for this life. And yeah, John is such a great kid!! Genuinely one of the best parent-child relationships in the series to me.
I found it kind of funny how every other relationship in AAI2 involved a dad HAHA It was so much, but I get it. They really wanted to make sure you got what they were going for, and hey, most people seem to like it. I really liked Gregory's segments, which was a welcomed surprise. I didn't expect to love him as much as I did. And, yeah, the mastermind stuff did not work for me. It's probably because I didn't trust Simeon from the moment I met him (their heavy handedness worked against them in his case for me. They were pushing the idea of him being meek and unassuming too hard; I clocked it immediately as a red herring); but even the overall reveal and final confrontation were, like... eh. okay, then. HAHA The best parts of the game for me were those character interactions with the side character. Wasn't really paying attention to whatever was going on with Simeon and the president, but John, Justine, Sebastian, Katherine, Gregory, and Raymond? My actual world.
Also taking this opportunity to share all the screenshots I took of John and Justine <3 :
#i feel like some people have misinterpreted what i meant by 'telling' in the original post. i didnt mean to imply the father relationships#were badly written just that i resonate more with mum and child relationships whdisgdk#asks for the notebook#thank you for the ask!! idk what to say about justine and john because like. everything about them is wonderful. just look at them. how can#you not adore them. they're everything.#i feel like aai2 kind of tries to do too much personally. im not big on the twist villain who was planning everything from behind the scene#this whole time they come across very cartoon character to me (and simeon is definitely like that. i dont find him interesting or menacing#at all he kind of bored me sorry simeon fans) and i think it would have benefitted from having fewer characters or threads they were trying#to follow. i think the point was to feel like everyone and every interaction was importnat but it felt more like they would bring up whoeve#was convenient to bring up when the situation called for it to me. but i still really enjoyed my time with it. the writing for the side#characters was very fun i had a good time <3#freya talks aai2#justine courtney#john marsh#verity gavelle#shaun fenn#<- tagging so i can find my screenshots#long post
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“Something Wicked”
Supernatural S1E18
#good god#this episode is...something#and so sad...you were just a kid#don't#dean always thinks he did a shitty job raising sam the thing that he doesnt understand is#sam doesnt think badly of him in the same way dean doesnt think badly of john#there is empaty and understanding both coming from sam towards dean and from dean towards john#so child figure towards parent figure#of course they all have their m#oments but yk..#spn#spn s1#spn screencaps#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural#j2#jensen ackles#jared padalecki#something wicked#1x18
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thinking about how one of the last things john ever tells dean is an admittance that the way he treated him was fucked. & of course this destroys dean and makes it so much harder for him to come to terms w his death right after and with his childhood in general bc he’s spent his entire life chasing after johns approval. he’s spent his entire life telling himself that the way he was treated was okay and justified and that their childhood was good because he could handle it and he was strong enough and that was how it had to be. he’s worshipped john as a hero and seen nothing wrong with any of it. because he’s had to. his entire life is built around this idea there’s nothing else. he’s his dads perfect soldier and punching bag and wife-replacement and suddenly his dads gone & he said he’s sorry and that he shouldn’t have treated dean that way. what the hell is he supposed to do now.
#augh. i don’t know i haven’t seen enough of this show yet but.#thinking about that episode with the abused kid who has psychic powers like sams and sam sees himslef in the kid a lot#but is horrified by the extent of the abuse and keeps saying like. Dean i never thought i’d say this but you’re right dad was pretty good i#guess we were really lucky to have him. it could’ve turned out a very different way.#and deans just like. idk there’s something about his face. like he wants to agree cause this is what he’s always saying but he Cant.#because. well. sams thinking about this kid with circumstances so similar to him who ended up entirely victimised by his father and#thinking Wow i had something that kid didn’t. i had MY dad who was so much better after all (despite kicking me out of the house and#always refusing to support me but wtv)#but really the thing sam had was DEAN.#dean as sam’s protector and john’s golden child and the adult of the family. dean as the person#john winchester comes home to after a hunt the person who tells him it’s okay#dean playing the part of his dead mom and still shielding sammy from the worst of their father and as a result internalising that this was#fine.#what the hell is he going to do now that his fathers dead? after his fathers dead and wrong and theoretically morally weak and admitted hed#raised dean badly?#IDK!!! i’m sure excited to see him continue to break down though#(have just finished s2e2 for future me ref)#supernatural#<- Sorry guys i’m batshit obsessed.#father by the front bottoms dean song of all time#spn#oliver talks
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the fact that the "golden boy" is a canonical figure in hellblazer who simultaneously represents both constantine's twin who was never born (thus becoming a spectre of the death of john's mother, a crime he was judged for without cause that poisoned his entire childhood) and also the expectation of who he would be in his father's eyes that was never met and thus subsequently killed........chewing glass would make me happier than these comics sometimes.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i go insane about the golden boy CONSTANTLY i think delano's intentions were soul-crushingly gorgeous.#like what do you MEAN john is LITERALLY haunted by who he could have been in another life!!!! LITERALLY????#i'm also not terribly mad about the very literal way it was adapted in the 240s bc it only furthered that message#of how badly his father's disgust in him + john's own self-hatred seeped into every aspect of his life + contributed to his choices#although for this blog i think i've decided the 240s golden boy claim of interfering was more manipulation than fact#bc i like the notion that john Can and Does make his own bad decisions and must suffer the consequences accordingly#i don't talk about the golden boy here much i don't think??? i should tho. killer bit of storytelling fr
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anyway here is your sign to play rdr1. its really good and i think this fandom would be a lot cooler if people played it and understood what its trying to say. and also more people need to embrace the misery of these games, the misery is kinda the whole point. and also dutch is like 70x cooler if you get through his rdr1 arc
#dont talk to me unless youve made john marston burn the homes of and murder innocent civilians in the name of colonialism#kicks dirt. dutch van der linde the bandit-oedipus-communist......#theres also the fact that kierans parallel character in that game is a weasly slimy necropholiac who you arent supposed to want to trust#and i feel like that would shift the attitude around kieran a lot in ways that i like. please.#oh and arthurs parallel influences a lot of my characterization for him. personally.#oh ricketts......#and also itd the fact that john clearly so so badly wants to fuck the character thats a reminder of arthur. it would fix a lot of you#okay sorry ill leave i think ive said too much here
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Ya know, I'm starting to think a certain chunk of the OBX fandom just hates women lol
#yall fucking hate kiara and act like shes the worst person ever for... being confused about her own feelings#act like sarah is somehow worse because shes a fictional character who cheated on her shitty manipulative ex and is a bit impulsive#and somehow also hate sofia's guts even though she's barely had any screentime???? because she's rafes girlfriend??#like please chill about fictional women and their complicated love lives lol#like i get being annoyed or angry at the character choices (eg: having sarah 'flirt' with topper to 'get back' at john b- kiara's strange +#+ relationships with the male pogues or her 'stringing pope along' because she was confused about her own feelings about him- sofia kinda +#+ just showing up and not adding much to the plot other than having a lil talk with rafe about maybe not killing his dad lol) but like????#acting like these characters are inherently horrible for being complicated and making bad choices or being badly written is just weird#like people act like the only reason anyone would ever want kiara to be shipped with any of the guys is because they cant handle +#+ male/female friendships when like??????? she just has good chemistry with the guys and the only other good female character is sarah whic#like- if you just dont think theyd do good romantically but still wanna ship her then its not like you have much of a choice lol#RAMBLES IN TAGS#JESUS#sorry :)#some of yall just hate women lol- like just say it lol#THIS ISNT EVERYONE BTW.#some people just dont like the characters and thats fine#but like- violent hatred for these female characters for basically no reason is a bit MUCH#🪲#yall dont get tags- i dont wanna get jumped lol
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I love John Cleaver as a character so much, but I will never forgive him for what he did to Brooke. She's my baby girl and deserves better 😭
#the fact that his monologue actual say that he's only protecting her bc Marci in her#sir i think not#don't do my girl like that#the fact that they can be such an amazing duo#the POTENTIAL there#but he treated Brooke badly (unintentionally but still) half of the time#the way he left her in the end —#i can't istg#i can forgive him for his manslaughter manipulate mansplain#but Brooke is where i draw the fucking line#brooke watson#john cleaver#john wayne cleaver#i am not a serial killer#dan wells
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there's never going to be peace in this fucking household
#finished season 4#malevolent#WHAT WERE YOU THINKING JOHN#I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED MY BEDTIME FOR THUS#(joking btw I could never hate him)#I'm going to be thinking about this all day tomorrow 😔#season 5 is going to be extra bitchy#between this two#aughgh I need someone to talk about this so badly#😭
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theres been so much taz on my dash lately. taako i miss you. merle i do not miss you quite so much.
#i was a big merlehead back in the day. i think because i was crazy about all of his friends. my friends davenport and john and LUCRETIAAAAAA#davenport was um. well that was mental illness of some kind but he was My Guy. i self shipped with him in complete secrecy i didnt ever tel#ANYBODY but i had like. whole lore for my si it was crazy#anyways. i miss lup and lucretia and taako badly
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