#john wayne cleaver

[your-fav-has-aspd]

John Wayne Cleaver from I Am Not A Serial Killer has ASPD/a conduct disorder (canon)

[garlgarlic]

I made a stencil

[hacked-by-nymos]

𝙄 𝘼𝙢 𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧 - 𝙎𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 (2016) 𝙙𝙞𝙧. 𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙊'𝘽𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙣

[soyouthinkyoulike]

john wayne cleaver, i am not a serial killer

[fireworksreprise]

John Wayne Cleaver I think of you day and night

[degradingnostalgia]

this is just so unbelievably unhinged

[nick-personalfancasts]

[likesaly]

I litteraly finished this yesterday but oh my god this broke me

This book genuinely made me cry

[sarascamander]

The more that I think about it the more that I realize that Brooke Watson has the potential to be such a nuanced and great character (already more than she is) if the author had only kept her until the final book. I always feel like he didn't know what to do with her character that's why he left her off which is sad 😭.

Brooke literally has hundreds of souls inside her and she feels every of their pain like it's her own. Try to imagine a world where she got to control all those women in her until they were nothing but whispers at the back of her head? That she got to control her own body and thought. It won't fix her and she would certainly have a lot of mental health problems even after controlling Nobody but that's a journey that would be so good to read! It's her gaining herself back but also dealing with all the pain and thought thrust on her.

I always imagine that she would somehow become friendly with all the women and even Nobody, cause she felt what they felt and she empathized and understood them more than anyone and eventually she used them to learn from life instead of internalizing it. And all the other girls would maybe feel something other than insecurities as they watch Brooke getting through her life this way. Maybe they'd be happy that Brooke got to be something they don't get to be.

Maybe she and Nobody still have a very complex relationship. Brooke will always hate Nobody and I think Nobody will always be the way she is, picking on her own insecurities and everything. Driving Brooke to suicide. But at the same time they're stuck together. Maybe Nobody learn to take the backseat and let Brooke live her life for once. Who fucking know. I just want Brooke to be okay. It'll take a ton shit of therapy and Brooke will probably never be the same again but she'll be okay.

Something I write about Brooke

Scars would fade and wound would heal but the pain of these women would live in Brooke for the rest of her life, as haunting and familiar as the echoes of her heartbeat.

Bottom line: Brooke Watson deserves better

[cassandralexxx]

I was trying to give my sister book recommendations and i offered “I Am Not a Serial Killer” bc yknow it’s my favorite series. And she was like oh is there like a love interest at all. And like while yes… John is into both Marci and Brooke and does have a thing with them it would be so inaccurate to describe it like a romance so I just kinda… had to give up and be like well yes but also not at all like hard to explain.

she was like “oh is it like You” and no bae not really like You bc that at least has some romantic parts bc he’s deluded with himself. John is constantly battling to be Good, and doesn’t experience that same respite bc everything he does is calculated and we are reading his thoughts not his justifications yknow

[hackedby]

I'm real not the biggest fan of the I'm Not A Serial Killer screen adaption. I mean Max Records played John pretty well in my eyes. But how they managed to portray the demon was impressive. I really expected the worst but that was really good.

[fireworksreprise]

going back 2 my roots once again

[aurorag98]

it happened to me with one of my favorite sagas that I started reading in high school when I was 16, the main character John Wayne Cleaver was 15 and as time went by I grew up, this year I finally had the time to finish the last book, I am 25, and he was 18 🥺 my boy stayed at that age and I grew up and it breaks my heart.

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

[offmyfuxkingmind]

I am back on the rotating john in my mind time of the year. mean shit, I just started The Dispossessed but now my fingers are itching to touch those pages I spent so much time annotating, doodling and highlighting. (I crave the metaphorical touch of a corpse)(this is a joke, I have never touched a human corpse. though I had my hands in a bowl of minced meat earlier today xD)

[likesaly]

John Wayne fucking Cleaver

I'll digitalize this when I get the chance too but I haven't drawn anything in a bit so this was nice

I finished reading Mr. Monster on Sunday so I felt like drawing him bc I love this series so far <3

[sarascamander]

John: Name a more iconic duo than my crippling fear of abandonment and my anxiety. I'll wait.

Brooke: You and me!!!

John, tearing up: Okay.