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this game keeps surprising me in little ways. i didnt expect to be able to wear links little ponytail, and i especially didnt expect purah to comment on it. now i took a picture of a blue bokoblin for a statue, and rather than some generic pose, its exactly the position i took the photo in. its so delightful and now i gotta get even more ridiculous photos of monsters.
#and there's already so many more clothes#i dont actually have to choose between the mayor and mushroom lady right#there's a neutral option#and what the FUCK is a bargain statue?????#i have like 700 poe#dove plays totk
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he’s very tired after his surprise party btw
#happy birthday to mike one of my characters of all time fr#u already know how i feel about him so i will keep it short and sweet#thank u for consistently allowing me to crack ur head open like an egg and mess around with the insides#sigh. but like fr#happy mike day 🥳 !!#here’s to many more mike fics from me#ur local mike wheeler enthusiast#(see pfp for reference)#also pssssst#they’re wearing each others clothes pspspspsps#not that it’s rly relevant i just thought u shd know#bc i created this and i said so#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#/astro draws#creating an art tag which is maybe presumptuous of me we’ll see how often it gets used
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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Transfem Stan Thoughtdump
Okay so @/abyssalzones made a pretty good post that sums up a lot of my thoughts as well, but I have a few extra ones I'd like to add to this discussion, as well as elaborating on one of the post's points. I've been thinking about transfem Stan for a couple of weeks now and at this point I'm like "fuck it we ball" and throwing it out there.
For one, it warms my heart whenever there's an older character who was raised in the mid-1900s/older times who realizes they're queer, or comes to terms with their identity in old age. You're never too old to realize you're part of the community, and never too late. Adding this on top of the many, MANY identities that Stan has had to take to survive in her life, it'd be like really turning over a new leaf for her. She'd get to really step into an identity that she aligns with completely, and not something else given to her or that she took to protect herself.
Not to mention, everything regarding Ford. The fact that she had to pretend to be Ford for so long, she more than likely never had the chance to even think about taking on any other identities. She had to keep this one as intact as she could. Otherwise, she could risk loosing the Shack, and with it, the portal- her brother. No way that was happening.
It was briefly touched in the post, but when Stan was watching that one movie and she was like "JUST LIKE ME FR", obviously the writers intended that to just be a joke since this was as far and away from Stan's identity as they could get. But we're gonna ignore that and take it at face value for a second.
The channel introduces itself (jokingly) as the boring old lady black-and-white channel, clearly something that a manly-man like Stan wouldn't be into, and he reacts like how you'd expect. But once it gets going, he gets fully sucked into it, leading eventually to the scene where the main character, seemingly about to complete a Character Arc™, tells her mother "I'm not just a dutchess, I'm also a woman!" and Stan cheers for her, saying the "just like me fr" line.
Without any transfem headcanons, again, this is a joke. Or you could interpret this in hindsight as Stan feeling a similar way about his father, since lines like "I'm a woman!" declared like that usually means "I'm free to make my own choices," which is a message resident make-my-father-proud-issues Stanley Pines would relate to pretty hard. Even though this isn't a conclusion Stan comes to in the show, we could easily see him coming to a conclusion like that in the future.
Now let's add the transfem headcanon back in. With that new layer to it, Stan (whose egg hasn't cracked yet) would be confused as to why she relates so hard. After all, she's a man who was raised to shove feelings down and be a manly-man man by Filbrick. She's more than likely gone her entire life trying to conform to that idea of toxic masculinity that her dad pushed on both her and Ford. Stan was always the one who resorted to punching, after all. That's a manly-man trait, so surely this goes no further right
There's a part of Gravity Falls that I feel doesn't get discussed enough, and that's the underlying misogyny of it. There's not a ton of it, but there are quite a few jokes about how men are stronger than women and the like. Stan has quite a few lines like that herself. So she would be subscribing to a similar mental state, the idea that if you like punching, CLEARLY you're a guy. Cuz that's how it works. Obviously.
Introducing Mabel Pines, someone who is VERY much a girly-girl. She likes pink and unicorns and rainbows and makeup and sleepovers, stuff of the like. Now I could make a whole other post about my headcanons for Mabel and her queer journey, but one thing she can definitely do that "girly-girls" DON'T? Punching.
Mabel can punch. And she punches a lot.
It's a small thing, and something I think Stan has just kinda accepted without question over the course of the series, but if she were to stop and think about it, she'd be like ".....wait a minute." and it could very well be the first piece that cracks the idea of manly-man masculinity vs just. existing as a person and what that actually means.
Once Stan finally starts to break away from toxic masculinity and all those lessons she got thrown into her head, then her egg would finally be able to start cracking.
As for why it even matters, first off, it just makes for an interesting interpretation of the character I haven't really seen before until VERY recently. Like, within the past 2 days recently (and maybe once like a month ago?? idk).
But secondly, for her character, it would be a good, healthy step into really taking back her identity. Who IS Stan Pines? She's spent so long being other people, either as a form of self-defense or pretending to be her brother so she can help save him from the sideburn hell dimension, that I don't think she's really allowed herself to connect to who Stan is.
This is true regardless of gender headcanon, but I think the transfem angle makes it so much more interesting. Who is Stan? Not even she knows. And she's starting to feel VERY confused about the whole thing.
As for Ford, I think he'd be more than willing to support an identity journey for Stan. After all, he's traveled across dimensions and more than likely had all his teachings questioned as well. I am willing to bet money he's encountered trans people before. And, knowing Ford, he'd be open and curious to the idea, not close-minded, no matter what their father tried to teach his kids. Honestly, I could see Ford pestering Stan with questions long into the night regarding the whole thing, and taking up the whole identity mystery for himself as something the two of them can "crack" (heh) together. Just another adventure for the crew of the Stan'o'War II!
There's SO much more but I don't wanna re-say things that the og post already said, these are just the big ones that stick out to me and what I wanted to elaborate on.
TL;DR Stan goes on a journey of realizing that toxic masculinity Is Bad Actually and honestly so was his father, and once he accepts that and starts actively challenging his own beliefs about gender, her egg cracks and she realizes that maybe she isn't a guy at all. The rest of the Pines- but Ford especially- are supportive, and although Stan has a LOT of self-reflection to do and I could see her getting frustrated, flustered, or even embarrassed of her newfound realization, ultimately it makes her happier like this. Cuz it's her identity. She's not pretending to be anyone else anymore and she can just wholly be herself.
Thank you and goodnight
#gravity falls#trans#stan pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#i've also been thinking about other nuances this headcanon would create- stuff like name changes#i don't think she would change her name#again she's been just NOT ALLOWED to be Stanley Pines for her entire life basically#so finally getting Ford back and being allowed to step back into her birthname would be cathartic#i could see her start to go by “ley” or “lee” like abyssal said as well#but i think stan works just fine#i also think she'd be fine using he/him (nice and familiar) as well but would PREFER she/her#also i don't think she'd try to change her voice or start E or anything either#i could see her growing her hair out longer and testing out more fem clothing choices to see if she likes it#and if mabel decides to do her makeup she's not going to say no fhdsjk#i have. so many thoughts about her#anyway shut up dims just post it already i'm just stalling at this point#hopefully the transphobes dont find this lmao#dimond speaks
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I have to say tho I think Reiji and Azusa look the best in this set.
They are just too pretty, and I am obsessed with Azusa's fit and the "floppy" ears they gave him instead of a more classic headband.
#i want to see the rest of his clothes tho did they just do black pants or is it something more interesting to match to the top#def keeping my eyes peeled for resale on this one for folders#as if i dont already have so many lol#dialovers
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Wassup beary is back with another animation 💥💥💥
#mafia definitive edition#mafia#mafia 1#paulie lombardo#drawing#my art#animation#my animation#its kinda off beat ☹️#also lil details with the clothes#Less clothes more vulnerable#Originally i wanted to do Sam but i already did many for him ( That guy is a brain parasite )#So i went with Paulie instead#DOIN THIS FOR THE SAKE IF THE FANDOM
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One of the other ways clothing is steadily getting worse: pants of all kinds are getting thinner and show underwear lines almost as a standard now, even when the lines of the underwear are thin and masked with lace. This wasn´t a problem years back, but now I have to check every pair of dress pants I try on, and even some jeans - JEANS - for underwear lines.
"Just wear seamless underwear-" they're all made of plastic fabrics which aren't good for the bacterial enviroment of the coochie bc they don't breathe. The solution to all fabrics getting thinner and thinner should NOT be "buy bad plastic underwear instead".
#other stories has ONE model of dress pants that dont do this and is very flattering#begging on my knees that they dont ruin it for more profit also please release it in more colors#also another gripe I have: my newer jeans wrinkle much easier than older ones we're only talking a few years old and it's gotten worse#so fast#'just iron/steam them' oh I am BUT SHOULD I HAVE TO??#lots of clothing has always needed to be steamed or ironed#but lately many clothing items get wrinkly immediately instead of lasting two wears without having to do it again#clothing getting shittier and shittier#more expensive clothing is not immune to this they have to promise shareholders eternal growth too#also all the more mid end clothing brands which claim to focus more on quality#insist on only producing oversized clothing in beige or black#like I already know I look a tent in oversized/baggy beige clothing#fashion industry#ellen vents
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!!! @queenofquestions & I chatted briefly about a Tudor period au of sorts for the girls, & naturally I got to doodling lol!!
#there’s more to this au than just the clothes but I obviously had to start with Dorothy#expect a queen elizabeth the first inspired blanche because she’s the main idea for this au#blanche being ‘the queen’ & rose sophia & dorothy being her ladies in waiting. manyyyyy thoughts many thoughts#augh oh my this au is so perfect it hasn’t left my head#probs because it relates back to my special interest lol but oh my goodness I just#I love it so much already !!!!!!!#anyway blanche rose & sophia tomorrow because it’s late and I suppose I should sleep :’)#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak#art#artist#artists on tumblr#Tudor au
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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“What if he stares at you every time you look away?”
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I find it frustrating how being a gnc and gay makes it hard to talk about my experiences as a trans person.
Both because the experiences themselves are so different from the norm. And because, if i try to talk about transphobia I face there's this underlying idea that because im a feminine trans man, I deserve it or at least could avoid it by being less feminine.
And there really is no way to win because if I'm feminine, then I'm not really a man (or not trying hard enough to be one) but if im masculine then I'm not queer enough and get shit from within the community for that too.
And I cant relate to the average trans masc experience (tm) because my (lesbian) mother's idea is that I should be a butch lesbian instead of a fem gay man so the lack of acceptance from them comes in the form of barring me from wearing makeup or "flashy" clothes, as opposed to the more typical enforced femininity.
How much of myself am I expected to give up? And more importantly, why is that expectation coming from other queer people, people who should know better?
#transandrophobia#transmasc#trans man#it just makes it hurt that much more that other queer people#and even other trans people#are pulling the same shit#and on a personal note#as if this whole thing wasnt already#it really sets a grim tone for the future#the entirety of my twenties has been a constant cycle of 'youre not gay because youre trans and therefore not really a man'#'but youre not really trans because youre too feminine'#'but youre not really queer because youre too masculine'#so at what point do i just fucking give up#and what part of myself#do i give up the makeup and fun clothes that makes me feel good about myself give up my femininity to 'be a man'?#do i give up my transition and my manhood and 'just be nonbinary' like so many people have told me to in order to be a 'good queer'#or do i just give up on friends love and community and just keep to myself?#its not like i can change the way i was born so theres no future in which i get to live as a gay man#it just all feels useless#it is useless#op
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i ordered some chest tape a few days ago and i’m literally shaking in anticipation waiting for it. i have so many outfits planned and i’m so excited to wear it.
i’ll probably only use it for three days before getting dysphoric tho and i’ll have to take it off 😭😭
and then like a week later i’ll be dysphoric and want it on 😭😭
anyways i’m so excited tho and literally can’t wait
#there’s a few reasons i’m choose tape over a binder#even tho i’m gender-fluid#a binder would help more with my changing wants for body appearance#but it would compress my lungs in a way that wouldn’t work with me#my anxiety already makes it hard to breathe#and i have many issues with tight stuff already#so i can’t do that#and most of my shirts are low cut or have more breathing room around the neck#cause again#anxiety breathing issues#so a binder rests too high on my chest#so it doesn’t really work for me#but tape!!!!#it won’t mess with my lungs#and it will be easily hidden by my clothing#so tape it is#even tho that is so much harder to take off#trial and error#wants and needs#womp womp#cress talks way too much#genderfluid#genderfluidity#trans#transgender#binder#chest binding#queer#nonbinary#gnc
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there was homosexuality happening on that beach btw. one thing about venom comics they love to make those men strip down
#so many men in their underwear all the time (just eddie brock and peter parker. but that’s already more men than usual)#peter parker voice i have to take all my clothes off to make the symbiote want me#so much happening all the time#venom
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i literally just got these jobs so i could start donating money to ppl again and so i could buy this girl everything she could ever want (mezcal and beer)
#ive been giving her some of my girl clothes from before i was more into suits#she does have some dresses already but not so many shes just been out for a few months#but anyway im happy to give her my old stuff but i also want to be able to look for stuff that’s more according to her taste!!#trying to make a moodboard for her hehehe
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ive been trying. to get more vegetables into my diet w groceries so it can be more varied & stuff but well w how things are (continuously not feeding myself enough bc I Can't & vegetables are just more expensive) it appears that ive been losing. even more weight. which i am very not happy about & makes me worried for my health. i seem to have forgotten every fatty food in the world however so im taking suggestions
#thistle.txt#cant afford groceries yet but. surely. soon. so.#my loose shorts just keep.. sliding off. more & more. & it really upsets me bc that means im losing weight#& i really really dont want to im already 10kg under what i used to be#& im very small so there arent many 10s of kg to go around#i know a lot of what ive lost is muscle mass but if even my clothes stop fitting. h
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Renaissance Faire but make it slightly spooky 💀
#🎃 Cryptid sighting#🎃 Photographic evidence#Oregon Renaissance Fair#Misadventures around Oregon#Not too shabby for a mask thrown together in a little over a day!#I ditched the hinged mandible for now because I couldn't get it to articulate the way I wanted- but I'm happy with how this turned out#It felt good to finish a 'quick' project- even if it meant I was only running on a few hours of sleep yesterday at Faire#Technically I still have work to do on the mask (like adding gloss sealer to the teeth & adding more padding so my glasses aren't carrying-#- all the weight) but it was finished enough to wear#Missing jaw#Mask making#Not like I don't already have too many costumes on the backburner as it is- but I really do want to have the macabre-greenman -#- concept (that the mask was hurredly created to play with) ready for next year or the following#Also saw The Most Beautiful greenman (or maybe camoflaged wildman? Woodland fae?) costume there!#They were covered in this long cascade of faux-foliage from head to toe that swished as they walked & it was STUNNING#I'm still going with clothes for mine for ease but it was one of the coolest fantasy costumes I've seen @ faire in a while!#This probably came across as more of a standard lich now that I think about it- which I guess my green man concept fits into as well
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