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King of the Washuu.
#He is NOT coping with the horror of his own short lifespan and creation.#I really like how one of his eyes is covered by hair because I can draw attention to two emotions.#pathetic grotesqueness#and then the horrified desperation.#why be sad when I can draw furuta as miserable.#I felt so clever when I was making the red details on the dolls.#furuta nimura#nimura furuta#souta#kichimura washuu#I'm not tagging his siblings as technically they're not there... but those are rize arima and ihei just to be clear#MARKETABLE PLUSHIES.#my art#tokyo ghoul#tg:re#tokyo ghoul fanart
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buddy dawn cannot raise himself from the grave.
buddy dawn is not a chosen one.
buddy dawn is a child.
buddy dawn was manipulated by organized religion through no fault of his own, most likely since he was born.
buddy dawn had his throat slit by people he probably considered good friends.
buddy dawn is kristen applebees in a differentāworseālife.
buddy dawn is dead, and thereās a good fucking chance helio wonāt answer his questions.
#this episode was gut wrenching at that moment#like thatās genuinely a horrifying fate and iām desperately hoping someone can raise him cause thatās not fair#he is a young indoctrinated teenager and he deserves the chance to change#fantasy high spoilers#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20#fh#fhjy
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I told you I never stop thinking about merpearl
#I want there to be more yuri kiss art. There isnt enough. I guess I have to be the change I want. whaagh#I think Pearl is too awkward and clueless and horrified (because DL) to actually just kiss Gem like this (at least for awhile) but#mermaid pearl is built different. Still clueless though#I am so exhausted and I have much more important things to draw but Im sorry I had yuri in my system and I needed to get it out desperately#gempearl#shiny duo#hermitshipping#tubby art
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Annual reminder that despite all memes and adaptations to the contrary, Jonathan āIf I die I hope Mina gets my diary as a goodbye :ācā Harker acknowledged that something ominous was up as of DAY 2 in his little Transylvania travelogue. The only reason he wasnāt turning his ass around was, you know. Needing to Do This Incredibly Vital Assignment for His Brand New Job. If you put this boy in [PICK ANY HORROR MOVIE], he would be out of there two seconds after the opening credits
Halloween night in Haddonfield? My guy isnāt sticking around to meet Michael Myers and his killer kitchenware
Camp Crystal Lake is very lovely, heās sure, the nice nubile college kids should send him and Mina a postcard while theyāre hanging out at home
Whatās that? Thereās a haunted house with spirits chucking furniture around and you want to record it all for posterity? Neat, cool, awesome, write to him about it while heās off in a restaurant somewhere talking up a chef and posting nice foodie reviews
This guy knows when horror story bullshit is happening even while being unaware of the fact that he is one of the main characters of Dracula.
He can smell what genre heās in and does Not like it and would be out of there if he could, do not paint him as a one brain cell oblivious baby man
#part of the horror for this opening bit of the book is how clearly Jonathan is picking up the red flags#followed by how desperately he tries to hold onto rationality as a way to calm and reassure himself#because once the Horrors are fully acknowledged that means he must struggle with knowing#heās truly in dangerāand not just in the ways he would be if the threat was ānormalā#if Dracula was just a murderer heād be a human threat#but no#heās fucking DRACULA#and Jonathan gets to learn just how existentially horrifying being his target is#ā¦all of which comes AFTER acknowledging the preliminary Horror#jonathan harker#dracula#dracula daily#re: dracula
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P1 clara route oh my god
#okay so sheās been my favorite for a hot minute#but actually playing her route is a totally different experience#like. fuck. this is a character literally made for me#it is shocking to see media that depicts so accurately what being stuck in a cult mentality is like#her whole dynamic with Katerina is INSANE to me#as someone with some personal experience in a situation like that. good lord#all interactions with block hit me like a GUT PUNCH#ik fanon casts him as her dad sometimes but he made my skin crawl#the fervent and desperate way he exalts her was just horrifying#and Clara accepting this from people because its the only way she will ever be loved#her entire story is about destruction being a child#and all children want is to be loved#and yet. the only person who loves her without condition is the twin she invented with a lie#it is so heartbreaking i need to lay DOWN#pathologic#pathologic 2#digital art#clara pathologic#clara saburova#pathologic classic hd
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Chip not having a gaping hole in his chest post-death is the hill i will die on, actually. I am on my hands and knees. Please I am begging yall. He does Not have a hole in his chest where his heart was thats Not how he died guys I'm begging yall (<- guy at the end of their rope /dramatic)
#GUYS PLEASE THE THUMBNAIL WAS A VISUAL METAPHOR#THE 'HOLE IN HIS CHEST' IS FROM THE DIVINE SHOWER THAT SLOUGHED HIS FLESH OFF HIS BONES#A WHOLE SIDE OF HIS RIBS UP HIS CHEST WAS EXPOSED BECAUSE OF THE SHOWER#BUT HE DOES NOT HAVE A GAPING HOLE IN HIS CHEST FROM HIS DEATH#HIS HEART WAS NOT RIPPED OUT THROUGH HIS CHEST AND IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME RELISTEN TO IT#BECAUSE LET ME TELL YOU IN MY OPINION HIS HEART BEING TORN OUT THROUGH HIS MOUTH IS MORE HORRIFYING#AND ALSO COOLER TO ME#BUT ALSO ITS CANON AND THATS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME#PLEASE IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES GUYS PLEASE THE THUMBNAIL FOR 109 WAS NOT BEING LITERAL#IT WAS A METAPHOR FOR THE HUNT FOR THE HOLE IN THE SEA KILLING HIM#PLEASEEEEEEE#cough. anyway. sorry i am just. gripping canon so tightly desperate for canon-compliant undead chip art and struggling to find it#im normal again carry on#unless you want to talk to me about this then my dms and asks are open i love talking about undead chip#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#just roll with it#just roll with it riptide#jrwiblr#dragons chatting
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Nikolai acquires a box of sweet treats one day, fancy pastries that were undoubtedly overpriced for things that's are done in three bites.
That day, he hand feeds John much to his own delight. Swatting away the English man's hands whenever he tries to reach for and insist, "I can feed my bloody self, Nik." Because Nikolai enjoys it, more than anything in the world, he enjoys taking care of John and using his thumb to swipe away the cream at the corner of his mouth.
John wants to hate it, desperately wants to hate it because he can not stand the feeling that someone else has to take care of him and that he can't do it himself. But it's different with Nik, he wants Nik to tell him what to do. Wants Nikolai to take care of him, wants to suck the cream from the tip of his thumb and maybe unbuckle his trousers while he's at it. And he doesn't know what to do with that at all.
#captain john price#cod nikolai#nikprice#john fighting his way through the positively horrifying realisation that he so desperately wants to submit to nik#vs nik who sees the cogs turning in his brain and thinks āabout fuckinh timeā but he'll let john go at his own pace#he always does#but hes going to make sure his english moron is fed one way or another
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Have some more Spoopy Season content!
#alt girl#cryptid#just cryptid things#just girly things#im just a girl#just girly posts#just girly thoughts#am i pretty?#am i cute yet#alternative#goddess#goth aesthetic#blonde goth#goth#goth girl#big tiddy goth girl#am i hot#am i sexy?#tell me im horrifying#tell me im hot#tell me im sexy#tell me im pretty#tell me im cute#need validation#i crave validation#i need validation#attention wh0r3#needy princess#attention slvt#desperate for attention
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Saw a comment of someone saying āitās not Stolasās fault. He didnāt mean to cheat.ā And I fell down a hole again.
#helluva boss critical#anti Stolas#what to call the state of wishing this was a kid saying this but desperately wishing it was not a kid bc HB is not appropriate for them#ambivalent yet horrified?
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It feels cringe in retrospect, but Aaron screaming at Ein from the top of the cliff will never not make me wanna yell and cheer like I'm watching my favorite sports team. Like YEAH! GET HIS ASS!! GET YOUR GIRL!!
That goes double for all of forever potion!Aphmau's lines, Jess absolutely DEVOURED with those, especially her scream when Aaron collapsed. That shit is HAUNTING, no matter how many times I hear it.
#'haha block characters bob up and down' BUT WHAT IF I CRIED AND SOBBED AND ACHED#dont even get me STARTED on zane's flashback during aphmau's year#aph's desperation and panic is horrifying especially when its through the eyes of a close friend#RAGHGHHG EMERALD SECRET SOLOS I LITERALLY DONT CARE#if u made it this far srry for disappearing ive had work and a new sibling and hyperfixations so its been š« alot#aphmau#aphblr#aphverse#mystreet#aaron lycan#mystreet aaron#aphmau ein#mystreet ein#aphmau shalashaska#mystreet aphmau#aarmau#emerald secret
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Itās justā¦so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while itās most assuredly a manipulative tactic, itās still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person heās come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so theyāll stay with him. But it wonāt be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he wonāt be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#letās not even get into Claudiaās anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experienceā¦but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I donāt necessarily mean that pejoratively- when youāre desperate for people to like/love you youāll become whatever they want#or whatever you think theyād want and you give it to them so theyāll want to keep you around#Iāve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake itās also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they wonāt hurt you#and when thatās how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that heās never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho itās ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louisā relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking danielās mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldnāt#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (Iām very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how youāll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#itās all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#Iāll probably still find myself saddened by Armandās fate because Iāve absolutely been there myself#itās a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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God fucking dammit š¤
#even if they just replaced Morris' gross ass character with the more heroic and protective character of Joel#trying desperately to right his mistake of making lewis the witness by saving skye#so much potential damn it š„²#and then the last shot could mirror the ending of the first movie where he is horrified watching skye end herself#smile 2#joel#idk his last name#he can have mine tho#kyle gallner#skye riley#naomi scott#paramount plus
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fun mcu buckytony tunabucket fact of the day they both play piano. thank you mcu for this fun canon buckytony fact
#tony has a piano. a keyboard is one of fatws bucky's only possessions in his Depression Apartment. :)#both musical!!!! both nerds!!!!! how fun!!!!! anyway i desperately need to hear their opinions on each others music preferences (derogatory#i just know tony gives bucky an mp3 player with noise cancelling headphones like#''uhhhh idk. it has steves music and mine pre-loaded but like ask jarvis for anything? do whatever''#and bucky listens to all of it and instead gets really into like. avant-garde jazz and also cardi b? and tony is fucking horrified#I LOVE TWO GUYS#kayvswords
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Hey did the Rachel in your āverse hear the Ellimistās story still?
Y'know, I still haven't decided whether "yes" or "no" is the funnier answer, so maybe I should put it to the masses:
#animorphs#animorphs spoilers#poll#rachel berenson#the ellimist#desperately trying to come up with a way to make ''rachel lives = rachel mind-reads crayak instead'' funny#but every time i try to imagine it i just get horrified
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thinking about the parallels between the golden core transfer and wen ning's revival makes me want to eat glass. wen qing and wei wuxian both helping each other save the other's younger brother, through a life-altering procedure that their brothers ultimately could not consent to. wen ning is seen as wei wuxian's masterpiece, the most impressive thing he ever pulled off with demonic cultivation -- though the secret was kept tightly, i can't help but wonder if the fact that jiang cheng survived was just as much of an accomplishment for wen qing, proof of her skill and talent as a doctor
#mdzs#hey guys the fic im writing is nearing 10k. um. i have a lot of thoughts about this.#just... the desperation of potentially losing their little brothers#and going to the smartest person they know and begging#please i can't lose him i don't care what it takes he has to survive#and so they accomplish something no one has ever done before. all for the love of someone else's little brother#but the reality of what they did to pull it off is horrifying#if their brothers had a choice would they have chosen this fate?#jiang cheng and wen ning both have to walk around as evidence of the horrors of their sibling's love#the best doctor of the wen sect and the yiling laozu and their best science experiments
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lol I tripped and fell into the Simon petrikov/ice king enjoyer hole. Anyway, this old man reminds me so much of my of Seville in both appearance and magical memory loss tragedies lmao. They should be friends.
#simon petrikov#seville#ocs#oc#maybe I will draw more of him#when the series ends#and i have prose to captivate me#i have thoughts#mostly about simon and marcy because god we need more of them#yes betty but aufhfhfhd Marceline is going to ve heartbroken#i crave simon and marcy apocalypse fic#his desperation then is so fascinating to read#horrifying and terrifying and gut wrenching
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