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likeanarrowinthedark · 2 months ago

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I actually feel nothing.

#pensieri #i feel like this is the worst my depression has been #because really i feel like dying every single day now #and im not getting out of the house at all #like sometimes i want to and then i just think what is the reason for?#and then i'll have no energy on me #like really i dont do anything that i liked to do before #i feel like im burning out like the candles #and the only reason i dont kill myself is because im scared of what there is after death #but even this im afraid wont stop me when i will reach rock bottom

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tecochet · 2 years ago

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mary jane's husband and his boyfriend

#if i have the energy part 2 of this would be MJ having to comfort PB through his existential crush #spider man: across the spider verse #miguel o'hara #peter b parker #hello tumblr people #i'll start slowly posting stuff here too #mostly for archiving #so sorry if i'm not too responsive!#the @ in the comics are tecotit bc that's my twt side account and i didn't think i'd post it here woops #also twt locked me out of my tecochet acc for some reason #thanks elon........#teco draws

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sainz100 · 2 months ago

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2024 Brazilian GP | x

#franco colapinto #autumn posts #I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit #still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂‍↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels #nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂‍↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that #hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something #but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding #oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend #and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!

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humming-fly · 2 months ago

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Delighted to discover that the way shadow unlocks new abilities in sxsg is a perfect parallel of the pringles iron maiden

#fr the genuine unhappiness of those cutscenes paired with the 'yahoo!' energy of the unlock Kills me each time #rewatched a few of them to get a ref of that weird gear thing and realized they actually made unique character animations for each one #like I thought they were just reusing shadow writhing in agony every time but No they did a Whole New Thing each go around!#I respect the dedication to making unique iterations of one guy having a very not good time #sxsg #shadow #shadow the hedgehog #sonic x shadow generations #I don't thiiink this counts as a spoiler? cause most of those cutscenes were already shared in trailers?#lmk if i'm off base there #doodles #my art #comic #anyways the pringles iron maiden kills me again like it's impossible for that dialogue to not be fucking hilarious #i'll probably reblog the ling one tomorrow it's still one of my favorite things i've ever drawn lmfao #the 'SHIT FUCKING HELL!!!' always gets me #slowly figuring out how to draw this guy #these games have a very unique style especially for the eyes and mouths that's a bit of a trick to get used to

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seonghwacore · 4 months ago

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240824 _starhwa_

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rjshope · 21 days ago

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get yourself a man who knows what's important to him in this life ♡

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Hey, if you have speech impediments, you are so amazing.

If you stutter or have a lisp or misspeak easily or you have a flat affect or a limited verbal vocabulary or if your voice is AAC or if you just have a difference in your vocality, you are so incredibly important and amazing.

Just know that your voice is yours. Nobody will ever be able to truly take it away. Your voice is part of you, and you deserve to make it as true to you as you deem fit. I hope you have the space to grow with your voice and whatever about it makes it unique.

#positivity #disability positivity #partially because so much of voical differences arise from disability #i've developed a really annoying lisp-ish issue #and it's hard to be positive about it because it makes me feel like i'll be treated as lesser because it's a 'childish' affect #but i literally can't help it unless i spend 110% of my focus on it. and i don't have that amount of energy #but it makes me think about others and especially those who have it more intensely than i do #and i just want to uplift everybody because vocal differences are neutral at worst #man my dad always tells a story about this coworker he had who had a stutter like you wouldn't believe...#...and he was fucking BRUTALIZED for it... 'c-c-c-c-CAN YOU GET TO THE POINT?!' is how people would talk to him...#...and obviously that made his stutter twice as fucking worse and i can't imagine the shame and humiliation that followed...#...i hope he learned that those assholes were a fucking waste of time and that he doesn't have to deal with that...#...like i'm sorry but there is no fucking need to be that sadistic toward somebody who is obviously already anxious and worried

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a2zillustration · 2 months ago

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Does croissant and gale get married in your story?

It's certainly something they plan to do!

But not just yet.

🥐 Croissant Adventures Masterpost 🥐

#FINALLY! MORE BREADWEAVE! JUST FOR YOU!#Thank you for asking this - what a good way for me to segue into some post-game stuff! (this is pre-epilogue)#Croissant was never super into marriage so it's something they don't mind waiting on. And they want to make sure ALL their friends are ther #I also feel like Croissant never felt like they had a Purpose - so they've never had a place to direct all their energy #Now that they have this task they're going to go full Gale mode about it lol #Which I think Gale would be happy to oblige - reading a bunch of books to solve a problem seems right up his alley #Bc I'm not sure if I'll draw this - I envision Croissant focusing on figuring out how to magic Karlach's heart back to normal #while Gale works on some magic artifact to allow Astarion to be in the sun again #Both of them will be bad about having a proper sleep schedule #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #croissant adventures #gale #gale dekarios #breadweave #asks #comics

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lazylittledragon · 2 months ago

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Please ignore if this is too personal but IIRC you were/are dealing with caffeine addiction? I hope you're doing Ok, as a former addict I know how hard it is so wishing you the best xx

thank you for checking in!!

i'm doing very well!! i haven't cut out coffee completely bc i really don't think i can (it's been one of my daily pleasures for SO long), but right now i only have 1-2 espresso shots and i don't even have it every day anymore

also remembering that i used to have 4-6 shots per drink, sometimes multiple times a day, makes me want to throw up now which is probably a good sign ajkdhdsh

#ramble #tw addiction #i've always felt weird calling it an addiction bc like. it was just coffee and it feels like bastardising a little bit #but i mean it was a habit i couldn't live without and it was making my life actively worse so i feel like it qualifies #the fact that someone checks in on me every couple of months is very sweet :'))#if you're asking how i was like. ok. during the worst of it #amazing question. i was NOT #as someone who already has digestive issues idk why the fuck i did that to myself sjhdhdsh #i'm starting my job soon and i'm a bit worried it's going to get bad again so if it does i'll switch fully to decaf #it's not even about the energy i just like having a fun little drink in the middle of the day #so if i have to stop having caffeine completely it shouldn't be that bad #as long as i have my syrups and my milk frother i'll be grand

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wildflowercryptid · 1 year ago

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i'll come out and just admit that i actually like leafeon's shiny (it just being a hue-shift doesn't really bother me since i like how warm the colors are,) but i would be okay w/ it having a more autumnal color pallette only if you also make glaceon's shiny raspberry ice colored. then they'd match the lesbian flag whenever they're together. :)

#i'll probably make an edit of this later i just don't have the energy rn #i know espeon & umbreon are the designated lesbian eeveelutions but leafeon & glaceon are also lesbians to me #sun/moon lesbians vs summer/winter lesbians #ya'll get what i'm saying right??#pokemon #leafeon #glaceon #mj.txt

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ferahntics · 3 months ago

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POV: you unlocked Cherry Bomb in Okami.

#cue me using it on every single npc in the game #characters having a sweet moment and suddenly a bomb appears #and especially kai after her absolute bs of a sidequest #i'll take a fourth trial devil gate over that pls #also i liiiive kinda jdhfgjdf #work kicking me sideways and i just kinda have no energy for anything #mine #my art #okami #okami amaterasu #ammy

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b4kuch1n · 11 months ago

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Hello! Honoring the call for a global strike, from now (24/01/2024) until the end of this week (6AM Monday 29/01/2024, Hanoi/Jakarta time (GMT+7)) I am offering one full-body sketch of any character you want for every e-sim you donate.

All you need to do is:

go to gazaesims.com

follow the instruction there and donate an e-sim of any plan

screenshot the confirmation of your purchase and donation

send the screenshots to me via either email ([email protected]) or Tumblr DM, along with the character you want a sketch of and any references you have on hand.

Standard commission/request guideline applied. I'll run streams in the next four days (and perhaps after as well) on Youtube doing these sketches live - those will be announced on this blog as they happen.

I'm not currently affiliated with the Cartoonist Cooperative or any other artists doing the same drive, but if my art's not what you're looking for, definitely give the Coop's site as well as the e-sim tag on Tumblr a look! And if you're not looking for sketch commissions from me or art commission in general at the moment, I encourage you to donate an e-sim anyway if possible.

Thank you for your work and support - I can't wait to draw your character!

#bakuspecial #gaza esims #e sims #commission info #I've been wanting to buy an e-sim myself but. my current credit card is Extremely weird #it does not register as either an ATM card or a VISA card when I do online purchases. and I need a VISA card for this from where I am #so hey! if you're looking to commission me for something like this anyway #then for this week we can put the money towards an urgent cause #I am sadly otherwise extremely low on energy nowadays. so my comm bouts are few and far inbetween #but while I have the energy I very much want to do this #I'll need to set up some admin stuff for the streams and for checking the donations. but I can do it #have a good day guys! you know where I stand on the matter as an inhabitant of a country deeply wounded by colonialism & imperialism #I'm glad to be able to add my effort. from the river to the sea!

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yikes-ajax · 1 year ago

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I dont have a clever and witty sarcastic comment tonight, I just think she's cute

#my brain isnt working rn its 3am ive been reading fanfics while hyperventilating over the irreparable damage i managed with my limited life #tee hee im just kinda feeling moody tonight 🤪#somebody please ban me from tumblr between 1am to 11am i do not function as a stable person between those times #i schedule my mental breakdowns they work really well with my schedule #its multitasking cause I'll already be up from insomnia its really efficient in the grand scheme of things #ah i love the fact that nobody can stop me from writing the most deranged shit in the tags of a cute cat pic <3 #animals #petblr #cat #cat life #cat lovers #catblr #my cat #cat photos #cat pictures #cats of tumblr #calico #calico cat #OH UH THATS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY FOR AMERICANS THE REASON IM SAYING ITS NIGHT WHEN THIS IS POSTED DURING THE DAY IS BECAUSE ITS QUEUED #i queue most stuff because i dont usually have the energy or time to be active at good times #i get little bursts of post motivation and dont wanna flood my 9 followers (at least 6 are dirty bots) with my bs #im just a dumbass that never tags shit

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deoidesign · 3 months ago

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Sketching

#me when idk what to draw: what if adam stabbed steve again #what if i drew my guys 3/4 facing left again #i love them #this brush hurts my hand though #gotta press too hard. gotta mess with it #looks nice though. probably entirely unnecessary and I'll go back to my beloved hard round #ol reliable #anyways back to sleep for me and then back to work #4 episodes through book 4 #7 to go #and then thays a HUGE thing off my list #im just going ham on it #cause then i just have packages and episodes and commissions and patreons #all of which are like. episodes 90% and everything else fits clean in the 10%#this rn is like 50/40/10 #very split between my things #and for my next comic im hoping for more like 70/30 #sketches #ok bye my arms and hands hurt #just using posts recently to update where im at #I think we're on track to return oct 21 still #5 weeks ish #thats enough time for the book and 3 eps #can not wait to finally not have my attention split...#books take so much energy and time sobs

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voltaic-resonance · 1 month ago

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hey robotfuckers . look at my stupid ocs, 4 robots who all fuck each other

(feels like the first time i’ve implemented the “i think that shits hot” character design strategy with my whole heart. this is fun)

you can ignore the writing, I am unfortunately incapable of writing/drawing even porn without also writing pages and pages of worldbuilding. porn with Lore