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4. Most sensitive part(s) of their body?
blythe is obviously his mouth.......hence his kiss fixation.....like i cannot emphasize how much it drives him NUTS!!! tho i will say his cock is also receptive to touch and it is kinda easy to get him hard u_u
aiden is their nipples but they would rather DIE THAT ADMIT THAT!!!! touching them slightly would give you the rare sight of a flushed, shivering aiden, who would then proceed to punish you for touching them there. cant say they didnt like it though.
26. Are they self-conscious about any part of their body?
blythe is....all of them? sorta? hes always fusses over his body, if its desirable or enough for his love. thats why he works out! but if i had to pinpoint one, it would probably be all the scars that litter his arms, he cant do much about those and people can be put off by it. which is great for most people but if his love didnt like them???? would look into scar removal if possible.
aiden USED to be insecure about their flat tits but it grew overtime and theyre like. more confident about their body in general, esp now that they have a wealth of clothing options to choose. theyre a very confident person, most insults just bounce of them. tho once again theyre full of shit bc if you brought up their incomplete angel tf theyll get angry about it.
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as much as i love both amber and quinn and think it would be kinda neat for them to get along. i fear i am also entirely too kirschcest-pilled to think that any interaction between them would not just straight up go like this. w amber as pam and quinn as the main chick 😭
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like genuinely tho i think quinn is the type to get jealous and feel ‘threatened’ by any girl richie would bring home anyhow but. i think she’d be the WORST of the worst w that when it comes to amber bc if u think abt it. they’re both (relatively in relation to richie) younger chicks. both into stab. both female manipulators but that’s kinda neither here nor there. so quinn would prolly essentially see it as richie dating… her but a little to the left. her but if she cared significantly less abt richie and was not blood related to him. and she WOULD take ts personally! 😭
#meanwhile i dont think amber would particularly love quinn. but thats just bc amber is The Way She Is. she is not a warm person by nature#hell. she barely likes richie and shes dating the man.#like i dont think itd be a Personal specific to quinn issue just a general Amber Not Being Too Fond Of Well. Anyone. unless theyre useful#kinda thing#quinn would absolutely despise her from the outset on a biblical level tho#and then again thats sorta personal sorta not#more so just a projection of ‘well why does SHE get to date richie what does amber have that I DONT???’#like well babygirl! aside from the macher house…different parents i fear! 😭#i also think she’d take issue w how amber treats him bc well. weve all seen them interact she dogwalked tf outta him 😭#vs quinn probably being super affectionate all over him moving like a koala 24/7 type beat#ceci speaks#scream#scream franchise#kirschcest#richiequinn#amber x richie#quinn bailey#richie kirsch#amber freeman#kirsch siblings
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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Been thinking about idw1's outliers lately, and how sort of wild the whole concept is from a worldbuilding standpoint, and it struck me that most confirmed outlier abilities tend to be really useful, or flashy, or powerfully dangerous, and few to none tend to be like, really boring, or totally impractical, or even entirely useless? Which, doesn't really make sense when considering the fact that outlier abilities are seemingly random.
Surely not everyone who's born an outlier gets something useful?
And I don't mean like, "good" useful, but any sort of useful, even if that means you can kill people with your voice, or give a power boost by exploding yourself, those are still "useful".
But surely there had to be some with abilities that were totally impractical, or nonbeneficial, or at the very least just insignificant or purely aesthetic and pointless?
#mods. enhancements. and artificial outlier abilities are a different thing. with plenty of room for error and drawbacks#but being born inherently an outlier by the sheer whim of. idfk. primus or the planet itself. what's the chances there???#this definitely has to have been discussed before. i'm just too lazy to dig for it rn. but yeah. its a fascinating concept either way#idw transformers#tf idw1#mtmte#lost light#maccadam#maybe thundercracker's sonic booms count. but those have some use. also its funky. so he gets a pass i think#i had more thoughts about this earlier when i first jotted the thought down. but ive forgotten them now >:/#basically its just funny to think of like. shockwaves school and all. going around like ''what can you do?''#and you've got the group we see in the flashback. and then like. some guy whos like ''...i can change the color of energon''#or like. ''i can float! but only like... three inches off the ground''#i cant think of every example. but go down a list of useless superpowers and there ya go#omg. wait. if rewinds whole color changing deal was legitimately a outlier thing. i guess he would count#also. in a similar vein. its really funny to think of outlier abilities as like. stats and stuff? plus 1 to so and so but negative 1 to etc#so abilities had a sort of cost. this is smth ive seen here and there in fics and stuff. and its great.#but its sorta funny to think of working in the opposite way too#take misfire as an example. bcs its funny. negative boost to aiming. but positive boost to evasion#less of a chance to hit smth. but also less of a chance to be hit by smth#idk lol. sorry. ive been doing a lot of gaming lately bcs ✨️stress✨️. so ive got a lot of dumb stats rolling around in my head lmao#also its 4am. so... coherence has long gone to bed before me lol#struggling to sleep again tonight. but more so for anxiety reasons. all these federal job changes are hitting very close to home rn#it'll probably be fine tho. probably. got a lot of other personal shit to worry about anyways. like my fucking medical files being tossed?!#tricare when i get you. when i fucking grt you omg. i didnt even serve. why am i suffering omfg#sorry... thats off-topic. so its probably best i uh. put myself to bed. at 4am. so. goodnight and good morning 🥲👍#tf idw#tf worldbuilding
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BROKER TOMORROW ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#i am so excited and nervous and just idk feeling insane in the brain#things are HAPPENING#theres offers on the house so thats even better bc we can use all these funds to fix up the house we get OIOUOIKHDJHCH#i do sorta hate this period tho bc it all is taking so long#like the house has a 60 day contract so even if we know were selling it we still have to wait 2 months for it#and the broker obvi needs time to do his thing its not like hell find us smth in a day but AFKLJH#he also can get us pre approval but we still can get like rejected for a place which takes some time again IT ALL IS JUST WAITING ANDF I#HATE WAITING#IM A PATIENT PERSON BUT RKJAHHHHHHH#okay maybe not that patient ab waiting for things but im patient iwth people#「mercury speaks」
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it’s not that serious but i guess my issue with the kinda newish (not really) wave of people who engage or create batfam content without reading the comics is that while, yeah, they may claim “it’s fandom it’s supposed to be fun!” but i think it’s also fair for people who actually read comics to say “it’s kinda bad that the fandom for COMIC BOOK CHARACTERS has become controlled and dominated by people who don’t read comics” like i’m not even really into batman comics, im more of a vertigo person myself, but like the idea of joining a fandom because you like and enjoy the source material, and you want to find a community of people who feel the same, but the fandom is full of people who barely know the story, characters, and arcs but act as though they do. and they do this while spreading misinformation about the source material so widely that the actual source material begins to reflect the fanon version of it…… like that’s just such a wild chain of events and tbh no wonder batman fans who read comics get so mad about it
Yeah like I'm not the type of person who wants to police how people have fun I think that's bullshit but it kinda makes it really difficult for people who do just want to read fics or find character analysis of the actual canon characters when half the people making this content haven't read the comics and are working off at this point ocs with the same names
I think it also creates issues when you're trying to have a conversation with someone about comics and it becomes this almost minefield as you try to figure out if this person has actually read the comic or if all their information is from second hand sources bc it's not unreasonable for people to read the source material and then not remember every detail later on or have their own fanon takes or just their own opinions and having a conversation with someone who hasn't read the original comics but acts like they have makes that conversation a wee bit harder and less fun for everyone involved
#ask#anon#it sorta leads to this toxic environment#where anyone thats opinion you disagree with#you can just dismiss as oh well obviously youve not read the comics#but yeah#honestly was thinking about this all again last night#bc i made that stupid post about ginger jason#and my personal thing is that i believe whole heartedly that he dyed it#i dong care what the comics say#but now i have several people in my inbox reminding me that it was his original hair colour and yada yada yada#like i know guys relax im just ignoring it#i ignore canon i think is stupid
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#yellowjackets#idk if I should like tag eve person that's in there. thats so many#starkid#.sorta#jackie taylor#laura lee#natalie scatorccio#van palmer#taissa turner#shauna shipman#god#mine art tag#m#starship#technically#anyways there me putting starkid into everything again. there's more.#edit#ig
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This is the kind of straw grasping that sonytards have debased themselves to
#Watch the trailer and see the ONLY time that swords actually meet is in a very specific quick time event#Like in actual fights there's just regular "enemy blocks you and you sorta bounce back'' stuff#This is sad bro#Am I the only person thats tired of the HUGE amount of soulslikes?#It's like the FPS rush all over again#MAKE SOMETHING ELSE NIGGA!!!!!!
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i still am baffled that my sibling pretends to like me like im pretty sure its bc im just another person they can get secondary validation and entertainment from but sometimes they say things that reveal just how much they dont view me as a person and im like why do ? you even bother playing the friend
#im sorta stuck with it bc theyre the only person i can talk to rn#but we only function in the capacity that they can rant at me about their problems and then we have a tenuous routine of watching-#- each others preferred shows so they dont just bombard me with things and they bregrudgingly enjoy my shows#before we got stricter about it theyd constantly lie and skip around or demand i watch more because of slights#and then insist the only reason i may not enjoy things is bc im in a bad mood (bc ive been lied to and talked over)#they once berated me for ten minutes before dragging me out of a chair to the other room to watch some music video i didnt understand#timposting again#W ; Vent Post#and the funny part is! theyve been in therapy for years now!!!#and the only thing thats changed? they started saying sorry now and yhen about different things and dont smack me as much
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I feel a bit wary saying this because it doesn't feel quite real yet, but! had my last week of college classes last week. I still have to get through my last exam period but it's very odd to think this degree is almost over and done with. many thoughts about it in general.
#vi rambling#well. TIME TO RAMBLE#I think degrees in general are a very normalized stage of life but it felt so abnormal to me to go through so i thought id#share my thoughts. because theyre complicated!#i chose a degree solely based on my interests. which may haven't been the smartest choice all in all#considering i dont think it'll grant me any job opportunities and well.#considering my main aspirations is to Create some sorta something it at the very least widened my breadth of knowledge.#but i have to admit im mostly very frustrated. because while its obviously natural to laser focus on studies#my creativity's really stagnated over the last 3-4 years. kinda feels like i wasted my time on something and kinda missed the train whateve#that means. idk. art history was a lot more rewarding than film thats for sure because film theory is unfortunately mostly complete bs.#and honestly every year of college was a complete disaster on a personal note i dont feel like getting into but each year was surrounded by#so many bad circumstances that the fact its gonna be over feels like. it isnt over until its over. im still scared something will pop up an#will suddenly yet again fuck things up for me and this degree Wont happen. idk.#but yeah mostly i an very much looking forward to practical art studies. something to actually idk. make me feel like#im making the most out of myself. instead of trapping it under mountains of collegework. and stagnating#will probably be deleted later idk what im getting at writing this here. disillusionment or whatever
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Alexander Calvert is currently playing a DEEPLY fucked-up evil superhero character, and is about to get in a big fight in a spooky forest dreamscape/alternate dimension with the protag of the show, a girl who can summon magic blood from the holes in her hands and also control blood and heal people.
also Shelley Conn is playing a BBEG character who wants to control Blood Girl & her powers
and Jensen Ackles is apparently going to show up for this fight, despite having no business being there
...just in case this all feels familiar and OBJECTIVELY TERRIFYING TO ANYONE ELSE
(also: blood girl's name is Marie. she is amazing, and gay. she has currently said the phrase "they're going to crucify me" one time in canon.)
#gen v#the boys#supernatural#Marie “kinda maybe sorta Jesus” Moreau#Rufus Die Please. you're an awful person and looking at your face makes me deeply sad#Dean Showing Up Once Again To Prevent The Apocalypse By Hitting People Until They Die#not even going to get into SAM#thats all just WEIRD#GEN V IS *WEIRD* SOMETIMES
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It’s difficult to not feel discouraged sometimes when your partner is also an artist and happens to be faster than you in every conceivable way
This doesn’t bother me often because everyone is different and comparing production time and skill against each other or anyone is detrimental mostly and its ok to have your own workflow
but it does weigh on me vaguely sometimes sometimes that she can finish 2-3 full coloured pieces within a week and ive been painfully scratching out the same number but theyre only sketches that ill never revisit within a month
None of this actually matters in the long run, it just makes me feel bad on occasion
#like i should be doing more#im very sorry for complaining so much online#i just dont really have any other way to express myself#i know some of you have generously and kindly reached out to me to offer an ear#but my fatal flaw is i cant talk to anyone about my problems i just idk it was beaten into me that none of it matter#matters or my problems arent a big deal and i know ots healthy to think actuallt my problems are worth talking about or a big deal#but its hard to change a behaviour that was kinda literally beaten jnto you that talking about stuff likw this is a waste of time#i guess i just feel bad that i could do more and i dont because i dont want to#but i also want to if that makes any sense at all#i suppose it also doesnt help that alot of the work im doing right now i actually sorta hate like none of it is good to me personally#i want to stop being toxic towards myself#i just wanna stop hating me and who i am and what i do every step of the way#but that mean little voice inside me is like ahh. it wont shut up#I always say i need a break or more time but what am i gonna do with it#doing nothing at all isnt fulfilling#it sounds. sad like what teenager me did and i dont want to be or feel like that ever again but its fuckjng hard#this is so woe is me#im a liar bc i say the main text doesnt bother me but it bothers me alot im very envious of her speed prolificness and drive to create#and i have none like thats so unfair#this makes me sound ultra bitter god fucking damn it#i want to go to sleep and genuinely never fucking wake up again#please im done i just dont want to
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man idgaf about what treville and richelieu have going on (mostly nothing) (they dont like each other but they work together a lot bc of their jobs.) (i guess treville holding onto a sense of honour whilst working with the cardinal is interesting but like that's not. thats not really those two having something interesting going on). lets talk about the king and the cardinal man.
#the way the king sometimes resents the cardinal's influence but is so easily manipulated to feel lost without it.#the fact that he'll openly acknowledge the cardinal wants him to rule unfairly and play favourites. with a fond look on his face#''i will disband their whole regiment if that's what it takes to make you happy. only please don't leave me alone'' with tears in his eyes#all of which was exactly what the cardinal was going for and he just gets away with it!#the queen finds out he was trying to have her Killed and she says yeah fuck you obvi but i wont tell the king tho bc he loves you ?#i'm not saying any of this is like romantic to be clear lol. it's just very interesting#i mean i dont think it can probably be categorised really. but im definitely not calling it that#it is super interesting though the way the cardinal needs to undermine the queen and place himself closer to the king to succeed in his aim#it would be somewhat appropriate for sure to say its kind of a parent-child relationship in some ways but that's definitely not all of it#in terms of the way the king relies on him and his guidance. but again thats not all of it and he's not a child. or not actually a child.#and i could say this about any of the relationships between men on the show but of course Because they're both men that means the#Possibility of it being anything but fully platonic is not something he can acknowledge and for that reason whether it is or Not there's#still going to be a level of repression and denial that just complicates things. even though/if theres not truly anything to deny#meanwhile honestly i think the cardinal is personally being normal about it even tho he's a freak about a lot of other things#i mean idk that was my impression. i am sorta-watching through s1 again so maybe i'll develop my ideas on that#anyway#me.txt#musketeersposting
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Every time someone asks if I'm American, I have to spend 5 minutes in accent jail
#hybrid accent#not that theres anything wrong with american accents but ya know the way people react to weeaboos? there are british people#who do the same about america so thats the immediate assumption when people assume my accents american but im not#we did a flat games night last night to get to know each other and someone asked and i never know how to explain that#no im not american my accent should be bristolian but it clearly isnt because other people have asked the same so dw youre not the only one#but i dont hear it personally so idk whats going on either and then i have to sit in shameful silence for getting dubbed american again#whats funny about this interaction was id noticed that the longer i was spending around my northern coworkers the more southern my accent#was getting and then someone just had to burst that bubble and call me american 😅 once someone mentioned it though it kept being brought up#i cant identify accents myself to save my life anyway so i dont know how to respond when i get thrown an accent accusation#only one american has vaguely agreed that i might sound sorta american generally americans and brits dont claim my accent
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I will say I dislike that it looks like the story will continue from the past pretty firmly because it entirely undercuts the brothers progress from og obey me both as a family & individually plus this means they're entirely dependent on MC to make any progress as people, which, isn't a great storyline to be pursuing. Personally I dislike when any character in any medias only avenue of growth or change is through another person, because when growth happens like that it's entirely unstable which makes me sad for the brothers. It's chaining them to MC so totally and completely, while rendering them functionally barren on their own
#at least in the og mc was just sorta a catalyst for personal change & helped foster a better dynamic#but this? this is pinning the dynamics success on a sole individual which again never ever works bc its SO shaky#& it was so sweet in the og to see their development yk? but thats like all kinda shot now#nightbringer critical
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SORRY IM FREQUENTLY POSTING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE MY FRIENDS but i love my friends :') i feel like i havent had a proper friend until i started this school and even if we arent together on campus anymore its really nice still having those connections and it makes me wanna curl up and bawl on the floor
#snow speaks#like ok. for the most part ive pretty much lived in isolation bc of ahahaha Things#and it honestly wasnt until i started this school that ive like properly allowed myself to. just chill and have friends jffjfjd#and i guess thats bc we all have the same goal so theres a sorta unity/understanding there#but like if theres a reason why im outgoing again? its probably bc of those friends#theyre so sweet and supportive and just so caring😭😭 i still dont think i deserve them but im happy to have them#but yeah like if theres any reason why im probably a better/more outgoing/talkative person its probably bc of them jffjfjfj#DOESNT MEAN MY ENERGYS BETTER MY ENERGY IS SOOO FUCKED but hey at least im not afraid to just#randomly message people out of the blue and be like HI !!! thought of u !!#etc etc jfjjfdj#anyhows. being emotional lately? sorry bout that lmao my emotions have been super fucked this week too ✌🏼#lets hope it doesnt backfire 😅
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