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it was well known that choso was a family man before anything. when he found out about your pregnancy, he was nearly bouncing off the walls in joy. everything was so perfect at first.. watching his daughters first step with you, her first words, all of it.
but that was years ago now. somehow in the midst of the up and downs of having a newborn, your relationship started to fall down the drain. so much so that it got the point you both just called it off, neither of you having the energy to keep trying to save yourselves from the inevitable.
he was still there for his daughter of course, thatâs one thing he wouldnât dare to lack in. but it was so hard to be around his daughter without the thought of you in the back of his head, he fucking missed you.
and after drowning in his sorrows for so long, he finally built up the courage to talk to you and act like a real man.
thatâs what got you here, with one leg wrapped around his waist in hopes to keep him trapped in you. âp..please baby, missed this âs much- missed you so much!â
choso chuckled lowly, silver chains dangling from his neck and hovering over your sweaty face. his hands locked around your plump thighs, helping to hold them in place.
âyâmissed me mama, really? what about all those fuckinâ dates of yours hm?â
his blood boiled thinking about it, all those times he had to hear from your daughter that you were out, out with other men.
you tried ignoring his question at first, not having the energy in you to utter a word. but you nearly lost it when his big calloused hands pushed on your lower stomach, applying pressure to your abdomen.
âyou donât hear me talking to you? what did i tell you about that shit??â his head tilted, drops of his sweat falling from his chest to yours. you never felt more full.
puddles of your own spit piled in your throat making it hard to speak or even breathe. you couldnât help it when you started choking, just as choso couldnât help it when he started pushing down harder. âmm please, please cho i hear you! âm sorry, never gonna go on any dates ever again!â
he chuckled lowly at your fucked out state. drool and sweat covering almost every inch of your face, hair messy and tangled as if youâd just woken up.
âyou let anybody touch my perfect pussy since i been gone mama? or my pretty tits?â he cupped your soaking cunt in his palm, his thrusts only getting rougher, quicker.
all you could give him was an aggressive shake of your head, which was the truth. choso was the only man youâd ever let have you like this.
âsuch a good girl, my good girl.â he left soft kisses to your forehead, serving as a thank you for taking him so well. âwhat dâya say we give our baby a couple siblings? youâre such a good mama, and i heard sheâs been pretty lonely all by herself..â
Šrissouu 2025 (pls i literally pulled this shit outta my ass, but imagine cho as a baby daddy?? i need him..)
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this is a repost from my old blog. original post was 594 notes.
pairing(s): steve harrington x eddie munson x reader
words: 1423
warnings/tags: polyamorous relationship, steve being confident + eddie being shy.
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âwhat time is it, rob?â steve breaks his conversation with eddie across the counter and to robin who watches unamused behind them. glancing at the clock on the wall she leans against, she replies, âthree minutes to eleven.â
the time you always dropped by to see your friends at work and rent a movie for later the same day.
âshit!â steve answers, whipping his head around to confirm the time before looking back to eddie, âwe only have a few minutes.â eddieâs eyes are wide and worried, fingers playing with his rings, âokay-uh, umââ steve watches the metalhead expectantly while robin scoffs at their worried states, âyouâre both idiots.â
she pushes herself off the wall and walks away from the counter, opting to fix the display by the window instead of looking at her friendâs freaked out states. âi just donât want to freak y/n out, itâs both of us asking,â eddie continues, both boys ignoring robin as they focus on the last couple of minutes they have to get themselves sorted.
âif we just explain thatââ eddie interrupts steve, âyou explain,â his eyes still wide and large while steve narrows his own slightly, ââiâll explain that we both like y/n and would like to take them on a date? it doesnât have to be weird or over-explained then y/n might get a bit freaked.â
âokay.â
âokay, then what will you do, man?â steve asks eddie, causing the boy to sweat at the thought. heâd never asked someone out before, he never tended to like anyone enough. yet, here he was about to ask you out with steve harrington, the former ladiesâ man himself.
eddie didnât know if that made it more easier or harder.
before he can reply, robinâs perking up by the window, âincoming!â. they both look over as she stands up from her spot and sends a wave outside, âcalm down munson, you look like a tomato,â steve ushers eddie as they both look to the front door.
steve stands straight, fixing his work vest and running his hands through his hair to perfect it for you coming in, eddie just stands frozen and gulping nervously. you walk in, brightest smile on your face with a hint of shock when your eyes land on eddie.
steve grins towards you as you wave at them both, greeting robin first. steve looks back to eddie, who just gapes and steve can see the drop of sweat by the poor boyâs temple, leaning his arm across the counter steveâs hand smacks eddieâs shoulder, shaking him out his state.
by the time steve looks back, youâre approaching them with a small brown paper bag. âhey, darling,â steve starts, a deep gaze settled on your face as you smile back at him, âhi, steve.â your voice is quiet, and slightly shy despite being friends with him for years. the gaze of the two boys at once makes you a bit flustered.
you turn to eddie, âand hi eddie, i didnât know youâd be here!â expecting his usual flirty and confident self but only to be met with scared eyes and pursed lips. steve chuckles airily, trying to subtly nudge eddie from his spot.
âthe movie he wanted to rent is out of stock,â steve tries to play it off, a playful scoff added and you only nod a little warily while eddie furrows his eyebrows. you lean against the counter slightly, facing steve while eddie snaps his head around to look at steve who nods at him, a little âget it togetherâ glare before turning back to you, âdid you bring what i think you brought?â.
you laugh along with him and eddie feels his stomach flip at the sound, you nod while opening the brown paper bag, âsure is. i brought robin some banana bread and i got you a blueberry muffin.â
âmy favourite,â steve muses, elbow on the counter as his hand holds his chin, eyes only gleaming towards you. you look up at the boy beside you who looks between you both, âiâm sorry eddie, if i knew you were here i would have brought you something too."
eddie takes a second while both you and steve look at him. finally, he clears his throat before turning to face the counter and sending you a small yet noticeable smile, âthatâs okay, donât worry about it.â
you both smile at one another happily and you get light-headed before looking down to the brown paper bag, occupying yourself with scrunching up the top of it to close it back over firmly. steve speaks, lifting his chin from his hand, âwe actually have something we want to talk to you about.â
your eyes widen ever so slightly, but they can both see the slight nerves that edge your expression at the statement. eddie freaks out slightly running his hands over his sweaty forehead to fix his fringe, âaww man,â he mutters anxiously to himself.
âwell itâs more of a question for you,â steve continues, trying to keep his composure for the sake of both of you, ignoring his sweaty palms or the growing nervous ball at the back of his throat. âokay,â is all you reply to him, patient but anxiously waiting.
steve looks to eddie for confirmation to continue, who sends him a little nod while scrunching his face up, feet tapping the floor which only makes you more worried. âwould you like to go on a date?â he finally asks and you look to eddie before back to steve, a little confused, âwhat-? both of you?â you ask in almost a whisper.
eddie analyses your expression while his leg bounces and steve chuckles, half nerves half over how cute you were, âyeah-uh, listen⌠we both really like you, right eddieâ?â steve cuts himself off to gesture to eddie who only frantically nods with a rambled, âright, right. of course. hell yeah.â
ââyou gotta calm down man,â steve side-tracks, âyeah, got it. totally.â ââwe both really like you and didnât want to cause some tension in the group if one of us were to date you so we had a little talk,â steve was good at explaining, both you and eddie thought, and you felt calmer already.
however, the thought of dating both eddie and steve together was furiously nerve-wracking and overwhelming yet inviting and chaotic, you had to admit.
âyou b-both like me?â you ask in disbelief, steveâs eyes furrowing as he grimaces in his own returned disbelief, âare you kidding?â eddie waves his hands while he responds, âcourse we do! youâre amazing.â
you drop the bag of treats onto the counter and go to cover your face. itâs overwhelming, and you can feel both of the boyâs gazes on you as you do so. you hesitantly pull back and theyâre awfully patient despite nervously awaiting an answer from you.
with a sharp inhale, you muster up the small amount of courage to say, âi-i do have a crush on you both, both of you.â steve nods comfortingly a little lopsided smile while eddie looks positively beaming from the answer.
youâre too cute to them, and eddie leans down to kiss your cheek affectionately as he wilds at the fact youâre agreeing to going on a date with them both. âwhy donât you take eddie with you to go pick a movie and iâll pick you both up at seven tonight to watch it at my house?â steve nods to the sections at his right and you nod giddily.
eddie reaches over for your hand and you pretend you canât feel the warmth and slight clamminess of his palm while he guides you towards the horror section with a small, âjust to let you know, chocolate muffins are my favourite.â
steve watches with a fond smile as you walk away, thankful the shop is as quiet as always since he can distractedly watch you both. a small, crumpled sheet of paper hits the side of his head and steve pulls himself away from his reverie as robin walks over with old display posters.
sheâs shaking her head at him, throwing them against the counter before reaching for the paper bag and taking her own bakery treat out. âtold you both, youâre idiots,â robin continues through a mouthful of bread, both her and steve looking towards you and eddie as the previous shyness slowly dissipated between you both.
maybe they were idiots, but they had a date with you, and thatâs all steve could focus on right now.
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"Cool, we're the pineapple under the sea crew if Iorek's in."
Normal chatter until Livvy came up. There was Figaro looking on the bright though.
"True. She's not dead. At least I'm not mourning her legendary pirate soul." He started to grin at the simple act of calling her a pirate recalling how she got her name to begin with. It was so silly. How could he not smile? Then it fell. "Pretty sure she wouldn't want to see me if we did bump into each other." Then it started to grow again. "But watching her attempt to ignore, act cool, or act audacious, whichever would be cute either way." He chuckled at the thought wondering where her instinct would take her.
As for missing the randomness of people in society for these two social creatures Will was nodding in agreement.
"Yeah, exactly. That's exactly what I mean. We need chile, Smalls. I'm more used to life being a chilli cook off actually. Not just Skyline versus Goldstar, but a god damn county fair cook off any day I feel like not being in the walls. You hit the nail on the head there. Some days I even want a Chilli Dog."
Nothing got his smile to spread more than the mention of Hansel. His time in the walls was special to him. But, oh the phrasing, in the closet. He laughed out loud. "Don't crush me with ideas, Smalls. Hansel's a handsome guy." Willem would hardly be ashamed to admit he got off with a couple girls more on the idea Hansel might have been peeking through the secret wall holes and believing he was giving him a show than the thought of the girls he was with. He never said these sorts of thoughts out loud though. Hansel was probably that best friend secret soft-crush he'd never move on because A. dude was straight, and B. he'd never want to hurt Funkytown if something went wrong even if he wasn't straight. He started to realize flirting with Diana too much started to be an issue. He never wanted to hurt a doll in any way. Either way he sure didn't mind giving Hansel a show and enjoyed it.
When they got out of the bus it was hard not to notice the amount of corpse debris strewn about. He flared his nostrils on first foul breath. He put the back of his wrist up to his nose. "You might want to wear that around your neck. Damn." His brows furrowed as his face cringed unable to stop inhaling in the pungent odor due to need for breathing. He'd smelled worse, especially in the beginning, but he still wasn't used to it no matter how long he'd lived in Feral.
All he could even think to say about Quarantine was, "That's Feral for ya." It was hardly shocking even if his nose still disliked it.
Another big smile spread when he saw Figaro with a rather large weapon. "Hell yeah. That's what I'm talking 'bout. Dear Davey Jones. You look so... kick ass."
The best part of Bastien and his hoarding and their strange nothing you need store is everything that's expensive is nothing but a treasure hunt away. This appealed to Willem's pirate looting side. Bastien had a tendency to hoard anything and everything and organized in a system of his own design. Willem was more specific with his looting. That said one can best bet Wild Will came home to Funkytown one day with the Resident Evil VRs for his horror movie watching household. He brought enough headsets for half the dolls to play and even modded them to fit smaller dolls heads. Of course, the Polly Pockets and action figure sized were still out of luck, but he tried to make them user friendly. It was one of his own favorite loots.
"Yes, and please." He was ready to go up and check out the dolls that were haunting his mind tonight. He knew he wasn't going to sleep well if he didn't go check on them. So, he led Figaro on up to Livvy's old apartment. Willem had over time even gotten the key to the front door to the place because he heard of Frank's people races for Feral. The reality was most didn't make it beyond the race and if they did, they weren't prepared for what Feral was. The zombies got them before they had a chance to settle in, but on the off chance someone was a tough cookie that survived the Feral trials he wanted to keep this one space safe. So, he'd be seen pulling out a key of his own and unlocking her apartment as if it was his own. It wasn't a difficult item to acquire when the Landlord's office was abandoned.
"This is it." He knew Figaro wanted to rummage her uncle's belongings, but he still walked back to Livvy's room first.
"Her room is back here."
The shelving unit he made that Livvy never saw would be there, installed, and covered neatly in her collection of dolls and figurines. They were all lined up with care and placed at aesthetically pleasing angles.
He reached in for the mermaid first and sat on the edge of her bed. "I love this one." He said before kicking off the portion of his costume that made his feet look like hooves. They were getting uncomfortable, and it was a show he was making himself comfortable and intended to stay for a while. He was in no rush.
He took a dust cloth that was sitting off on a side table and wiped it off. It was still sitting there from last time he'd been in along with some Windex and dust spray. He intended to wipe down the shelves and tend to each one like he always did.
"She loved this one." He added. The Livvy Mermaid. Maybe he was a glutton for punishment, but he enjoyed letting the memories whirl around his head as he touched each one that were living in boxes before he pulled them out, like a collector too afraid to open them up afraid of them losing value instead of enjoying them. The only difference was he knew that wasn't why she kept them in the box. Willem always saw Livvy as another little giant too busy trying to be what she wasn't or who she thought others needed her to be to enjoy who she was. That's why he knew those dolls were loved even shoved in the back of a closet in boxes instead of given away, donated, or sold off. It was thoughts like that which Livvy never quite knew or understood about Willem because they never dwelled long on depths of each other, but it was still thoughts like that which kept Willem attached. It was too close to home.
"Every now and again I think about bringing them all back to Funkytown, but I think they'll worry they might miss her if she comes back." He'd say as if they were actually alive and had thoughts and feelings even all of these didn't have any of the Geppetto magic on them. Willem believed he understood all the feelings of dolls even when they didn't.
"They don't get too lonely. They have each other." He let Figaro know in case they were worried. It had been a worry of his.
He looked more at peace in there than at the ball. "You don't have to sit here while I tidy them. You can go exploring like you wanted. I can meet you in there when I'm done if you want?" He had a feeling Figaro would get bored watching him dust the figurines and shelves and fluff the dolls.
âI am feeling pretty jolly,â Figaro admitted. Seeing their father was bittersweet but there was a lot of good to take away from that. He was watching over them. And he was proud. The ghosts of their Merry Men friends stuck around. There wasnât much reason to not be jolly.
âI think Iâd make a sick Larry,â Figaro hummed as they careened the bus down the mountain road. âHey Iorek, you wanna be Gary?â
The bear let out a sound that sounded half-whine, half yawn. Figaro looked over their shoulder at him.
âMrs. Puff? You want to be Mrs goddamn Puff?â They said, with wide eyes. âDamn. I didnât know you wanted to go for sex appeal. Letâs fuckin do it.â
They nodded, not having much of an opinion either way of whether Livvy was still going to be active in their lives or not. âHey, sheâs alive though, thatâs something,â They said. Not a lot of people were these days. âSo thereâs a chance that youâll be able to see her again.â
Looking on the bright side wasnât always their forte but when it came to Will? Goddamn, they really wanted him to be happy. Even if it was with someone like Livvy. That girl had made him smile, while also being frustrating at the same time. Messy - but at least he was showing his teeth.
âYouâre right about that, I miss meeting people,â Figaro said, eyes on the road, their voice actually being serious. âNothing against our friends obviously but - yeah. Variety in the spice of life and weâre not getting that. Iâm growing sick of paprika, I want some chile.â
They didnât mean this romantically, obviously, but they were a social being. There was nothing shy about Figaro. Theyâd just pop in and make themselves at home, thatâs how they made a lot of their friends. And either they gott rejected, or they were invited in as if they had always been there. Meeting Flotsam, as if they had been instant best friends the moment that they met. The high school cafeteria table where they sat, despite not really talking to Arthur and Lance, boom, as if they had been sitting together since kindergarden. And then inviting Willem over to live with them despite only having spoken for a couple of days. They tested that chemistry with a lot of people. And now there wasnât anyone to pop up on.
Figaro agreed though. Willem did need a certain kind of chaos in his life. âMaybe sheâll surprise ya one day,â They offered. Granted, it seemed HIGHLY unlikely that Delta was ever going to invite in someone like Livvy, a human that didnât offer that much to her at all. Not without killing her or something similar. But regardless. Stranger things have happened.
They chuckled as they heard Willem sing and joined in with the tune. â-in the closet, thatâs Hansel, heâs a bit shy so donât scream too much!â
They parked up by the playground and looked out the windshield at the building. This area didnât get much upkeep in Feral. Willem was the only one who really ever came to it. Old blood - once a bright red but now a brick-brown, blended into the walls, and a few bodies still lay around, decomposing. Figaro grabbed the Dragon-Fruit Little Tree air freshener from the mirror and wrapped it around their wrist. âMan, I hate the smell of the dead in the morning,â They sighed.
The bodies didnât smell too much. It was mostly just bones and a bit of ooze. Being left out in the elements like the sun and the rain definitely had their effects. But they took a big whiff of the air freshener before daring to step outside.
It was still dark, the sky only lightening slightly, as they approached the building. It seemed so desolate. It didnât need the Frank and Delta treatment to be spooky. âWhy am I getting REC vibes? Quarantine? I wish I had a machete.â
Thatâs when they spotted something glistening. âOh hey, a dead cop. Oooooh, hey, a dead copâs gun!â They said, going towards it and took it out of the corpseâs fingerbones. âNow weâre going Resident Evil, baby. Letâs go hang out with some cool dolls.â
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Hello Jelly! I hope your days are going good, happy late new year! If your requests are open and you're willing to write it, I have one. A Levi x reader who's a Selkie (A woman who can change between a seal and human by taking on/off her seal skin) where reader meets Levi in the corps. She was trying to bargain for her skin back from someone (who was trying to get married to reader by hiding her skin) and Levi steps in. They form a friendship, eventually fall for one another, and they get married. But what happens after she gets her skin back is up to you, feel free to ignore though.
What makes you whole.
Levi x selkie fem reader
Canon world, post-war Levi, married couple, emotional, slight angst, romance.
After settling down after the war ended Levi manages to track down your lost skin stolen from you. Conflicted by his feelings and what to do, he finally decides it's best to hand it back over to you and accept whatever you choose to do.
When he gazed at your skin, it was hard to know how to feel. It brought him joy knowing that the very thing that brought you together was right in front of him. It was so beautiful too, which was so typical of you to be incredibly beautiful because you always were.
Levi remembered when he first met you almost falling apart as you pleaded with a man for your selkie skin back, but he would only gift it if you married him. He saved you and discovered the man never had your skin. That meeting started everything, your romance and life grew from then on.
The love Levi had for you was deep and strong, so knowing he could possibly lose you by handing over this skin hurt his heart. Honesty was important between you and him, you'd tell him everything and he would you. Having this skin and not telling you would be a horrible sin.
He collected the skin wrapped it up and placed it in his bag. He grabbed the walking stick you gifted him and made his way home. Each step towards your home on the beach he felt a sinking feeling in his heart. You were a divine creature of the ocean, surely you'd leave him to go home.
He stopped when he came to the house and saw you outside hanging the washing. The bag he was holding felt unbelievably heavy. He released it causing it to thud against the floor. A sob of despair escaped him causing you to look over.
Hearing you run over and calling out his name only broke him more. Would this be the last time you'd run to him? Would this be the last time you held him? Was this the end of his happy life and love?
You cradled Levi's perfect face in your hands. "Darling, talk to me. What's wrong? Levi, please."
He shook a little unable to string a sentence together, so he simply said. "Bag."
"Bag?" Confusion was etched on your face. "What do you mean?"
He persisted and pointed. "Bag."
Piecing things together a little, you crouched down and opened the bag. Your hands stilled when you recognised what your husband had brought to you, your skin was back. "Levi, I..." You cast your gaze up to your husband who was breaking. "Thank you for finding it."
His legs gave in making him slip to the floor, but you caught him and cradled him in your loving arms. He sobbed your name. "I will miss you."
You frowned at his words. "Miss me? Am I going somewhere?"
He clung to you. "The ocean. It's you're home. You can go home now."
"Home?"
"Yes."
You shifted your wonderful body and cradled his face. "Levi, I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving you because I'm already home."
He sniffed as your words started to sink in, the pain in his heart subsided as love spread through him. "You are?"
Tears ran down your cheeks as you smiled. "Oh, you beautiful and romantic man. Yes, I am home. You are my home. I'm not going anywhere unless it is with you. I love you, Levi. I love you more than anything in this world." You kissed him passionately and tried to push your feelings into the kiss. "I love you."
Levi's pain washed away from your words and actions. "I love you too. I love you so much. You're my everything." He tilted his head and kissed you over and over, the more he did the more heated it became. "Thank you, thank you for staying."
You hummed a gentle laugh. "You're stuck with me, darling husband. I'm not going anywhere." You got up and pulled him with you. "Let's get you inside and this skin."
Levi grabbed the bag. "I've got it."
"It'll be a fun thing to show our kids. Mummy's seal skin."
A blush consumed Levi's cheeks and he walked with you home. "Yeah, it'll be fun for them."
You placed the bag down on the side before wrapping your arms around Levi. "Did you think I was going to leave you?"
"Mm."
You rubbed his back. "I'll never leave you. I'm yours, Levi."
He released a long sigh. "I know that now. I love you."
You kissed his cheek. "Thank you for thinking of me. I'm shocked you were willing to let me go, but that'd never happen. I'm forever yours."
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i compiled a bunch of subspace and medkit headcanons because they plague me. they plague me. they anyways . uhjjmmm subspace headcanons r. im not gonna lie i got some of these from deadplate. but. THERES!! a lot of these. be prepared 1. I don't think he can eat properly. Not only because of the rot, but because not being able to taste things irks him, so he has to make a smoothie out of it 2. I thuuink i think he already. was struggling with an ED before the disaster. and not being able to taste/the rot makes it. way worse 3. I think! I think he has bipolar and audhd. 4. He keeps his hair short on the side of the rot so it doesn't irritate it 5. hes. extremely touchy. not to be affectionate. he's just always in peoples personal space 6. Often chews on his fingernails and/or picks at his skin. bad habit of his methinks 7. i think he listens to like. metal. specifically freak on a leash and rotting in vain by korn really reminds me of him 8. scarring and burns. like. everywhere. coupled with the rot obviously. i think in his line of work he gets injuries pretty easily even when trying to be careful 9. EXTREMELY tone deaf. but also sometimes ignores social cues on purpose because he knows it annoys people 10. hates the rain. he hates the sound of it. he hates the water. it ruins his day. heres medkits ... 1. Also can't eat very well but its mostly from. after the disaster. he completely lost his appetite and also lost a lot of weight just because it was. really hard for him to find the energy to even get up let alone eat 2. generally kind of. not able to take care of himself very well. even if he can take care of others 3. extremely depressed. like. really bad seasonal depression + chronic (it gets worse when he sees snow though. reminds him of blackrock) 4. during his blackrock days he would straighten his hair. he can't afford to do that now though because its too expensive + too much energy 5. god AWFUL doctors handwriting. scythe hates it. nobody can fucking read it except for medkit 6. He has generalized anxiety, depression, and PTSD, as well as autism 7. hates being touched except for in very specific situations. he also hates being close (physically) to people 8. adding onto the last one, he HATES when people touch his back or his shoulders. IMMEDIATE fight or flight response 9. extremely bad posture. shrimp posture. im telling u 10. painted his horns teal because they were originally green. he doesn't like the color green very much. nor does he like that pinkish-red color (reminds him of subspace) 11. (somewhat canon? not the indie part) usually likes classical music. sometimes dabbles in indie music. he's not into the loud shit 12. violin and piano player .... 13. tried to sand down his fangs at one point. why? i dont know! 14. his sarcasm is crazy. if he's not being sarcastic its not him 15. loves the rain. he likes the quiet and being alone but when it's deathly silent it spikes his anxiety. so the background noise is nice. it also means he has an excuse to stay inside AND!! combined headcanons. things i have that i hc for. both of them 1. both of them have hand tremors. subspace's are a little worse though 2. even though they both have separated (and medkit really tries to stay away) they both still have habits that they got used to from being around the other. medkit still makes extra of things by accident because subspace would always steal it. subspace still keeps a blanket in the lab because medkit would always fall asleep at the desk. i could keep going on im so serious. they are so horribly intertwined in the worst way possible and even if they hate each other that red string is still there. its still there. do u get it. in this essay i will- anyways! thats it for today. sorry guys i needed to YAP
"Looking. Respectfully. Peak as always. This fits them so well that I can't even explain. I would yap more, but I'm tired, and my shoulder hurts from a shot I had recently, so another time TwT"
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hi there! iâm not entirely sure if youâre okay with people asking for fic recs, and if youâre not please feel free to ignore this!! but i really value your opinion on things and was wondering if you knew of any good fics of ml lovesquare domestic fluff lol. i would love to hear about what you personally enjoyed! :)
Oh yeah, sure! I don't know whether by "domestic fluff" you're talking about just fics that have Adrien and Marinette be married and aged-up, or whether you also just mean more generally Lovesquare fluff of them hanging out with each other. I'll see what I can do.
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48 Hours To Make You Love Me by @mysticraven20
âWhen did you stop?â âStop what, MâLady?â âStop loving me?â When two heroes miss the minibus for their winter get away with the gang they have no other choice but to make their way to the resort by themselves. After avoiding their feelings for years, a freak snow storm makes them reconsider more than just whether to carry on driving. Luckily, they find a quaint little bed and breakfast where suddenly theyâre thrown into a situation where their feelings can no longer be held back; but, is it too late? The interference of an elderly couple after an eavesdropping accident helps both Adrien and Marinette come to terms with their feelings and their actions. Through movies, hot chocolates and snuggling to keep warm, Marinette wonders if itâs possible to make Adrien love her again, and more so can she do it by the time they need to leave their little sanctuary?
This just has a lot of adorable Adrienette shenanigans, with a fun time travel twist that had me inwardly squealing XD. If you want some Lovesquare fluff, this is a good one.
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When Bunnyx Brings A Baby by DruWho
Marinette thought she was up to any challenge. She was Ladybug after all! But when Bunnyx arrives with a baby in her arms asking her to babysit, Marinette quickly learns that Akuma battles are easy compared to taking care of a baby. A baby that seems to know her and for some strange reason⌠Adrien?
An entry in the âLovesquare has to babysit their future childrenâ genre! This is just adorable.
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Patrolling with a friend for Christmas by @seas-of-silver
Adrien just wanted to gift his Lady some time off and hang out more with Marinette during the festive season - it didn't exactly go to plan, but somehow ended up⌠better?
This was adorable! Chat Noir tries to give Ladybug a break by recruiting Multimouse to replace her on patrols for a bit, and Ladybug returns the favor by recruiting Aspik to replace Chat. Yep, itâs Snekmouse!
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I know there's been pain this year (But it's time to let it go) by @ninadove
âWhat? Nooo! Adrien doesnât hate Christmas.â âAre you absolutely certain? What was he like last year?â âWell, he ââ Marinette furrowed her brow, scanning her own memories. Of course she was absolutely certain. At least, she thought she was. Okay â she could not ignore that Adrien had run away from home that night, wandering the snow-covered streets to escape the freezing cold of his own home. Nor could she brush away the disintegrated Morris column, cataclysmed for the crime of bearing his own face. Oh, and the shaky videos circulating on YouTube. That musical number was⌠Concerning, to say the least. Still, it was no smoking gun. Right? âOh my god,â she squeaked, plopping down against the counter. âAdrien hates Christmas.â
I love Marinette and Felix doing their best to cheer Adrien up, itâs adorable. Especially Marinetteâs attempt. Itâs very Marinette, I laughed out loud XD. Thereâs a lot of senticousin bonding here, so if you like that, this is a good one to check out!
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Lost Little Kitten by soliea0death
Monarch hasn't been seen for a while, but that doesn't mean that Ladybug and Chat Noir aren't still needed as the heroes of Paris. Also, the new holder of the rabbit miraculous may need some more practice when dealing with time travel. One-shot Ladynoir ;);)
This is adorable. Ladybug and Chat Noir find a toddler wandering around and try to find her parents, to no avail, so they decide to take care of her (well Ladybug said she was gonna leave her with Marinette, but you know what that really means). Of course Bunnix had to come to collect her since she was displaced from time, but neglected to say who her parents wereâŚ
Anyway this was adorable, and I loved the explanation for how, exactly, the little girl ended up in the wrong time period.
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Miraculous Conception series by @ladynoirfanao3
First fic: The Power Of Creation
Everyone knows that Ladybug's cure fixes everything after the destruction wrought by Shadow Moth's akumatized villains. After an akuma with an unfortunate power leaves Ladybug and Adrien in an awkward position, Marinette has never been happier to simply forget. However, she soon discovers that her miraculous ladybugs have a limitation on their curing ability: a limitation that puts her in a situation she never expected to be in.
So basically, Ladybug and Adrien run into each other just as an akuma makes everyone in the vicinity extremely horny, and when they both start remembering things again, theyâre in a pretty... compromising position. But itâs just an akuma so they put it out of their heads, until Marinette discovers sheâs pregnant and has to decide what to do about it, whether to keep the pregnancy, tell Adrien sheâs Ladybug and is having his baby, what to do with the earrings when sheâs too pregnant to be Ladybug, etc.
I really enjoyed it! Just watching Ladybug and Adrien try and navigate the situation, especially with secret identities thrown into the mix.
The main fics in the series are basically the same story, itâs just that the first one is from Marinetteâs perspective, while the second one is from Adrienâs. The Power of Creation is rated M while the Power of Destruction is rated E, but for both fics itâs just rated that for a single sex scene that occurs in the fic (with it being the same sex scene in both fics, just told from two different perspectives).
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Fate, Destiny... A Hamster by @mostmagical
After finally moving into his very first apartment per Ladybugâs suggestion, Adrien stumbles upon something no movie or TV show could have ever prepared him for: someone else's hamster. At least now thereâs an excuse to talk to the new neighbor. (Adrinette Never Met AU)
Funnily enough, this is based on a true story. Specifically, the authorâs own experience of having her hamster run out and be found by a neighbor.
Anyway, this is adorable! Marinette and Adrien become smitten with each other extremely quickly, with Marinetteâs hamster keeping giving them reasons to talk. Very effective wing-hamster, that one XD.
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Villainous Matchmaking by @nedjsmlfavsmlfavs
When Parisâ favorite domestic terrorist realizes how Ladybug feels about his son, he comes up with his greatest plan yet: using Ladybugâs extremely obvious crush on Adrien Agreste to akumatize Chat Noir. A Ladrien/âplatonicâ Ladynoir fic
This is adorable and hilarious. Gabriel keeps on âaccidentallyâ releasing things which makes it looks like Adrien and Ladybug are a couple in an effort to make Chat Noir jealous, while Adrien and Ladybug ae just over-the-moon about getting to spend time together and finding out that the other person loves them XD.
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Every Heartbeat by epcot97
Reeling from a brutally difficult day, Marinette finds her life becomes amazingly complicated after impulsively inviting Chat Noir to spend the evening with her. But when the suave feline begins to weave his way into her heart, she realizes rather quickly just how conflicted her feelings for her partner truly are. (part of MariChat May 2021)
Okay so Iâm cheating on this one just a little. This story was originally uploaded in 2021, but was taken down and then reuploaded in 2023. I didnât read it the first time around, and I really enjoyed it and this is my list, so screw it, Iâm including it.
Really lovely Marichat fic here! Gabriel fires Marinette from her designer job for unfair reasons, so Chat goes to comfort her and help her set up her own fashion business, becoming closer and closer as they do so.
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Skinny Dipping in the Seine by sparksfly
When Marinette and Chat Noir cross paths one stormy night, an unexpected friendship blossoms, and between the two of them theyâre both able to admit what theyâve been looking for the most â freedom. Vowing to tackle all of the things theyâve never tried before, they set out on a series of adventures to complete their bucket lists.
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From School Bells to Wedding Bells by @linnieluna
When the superhero duo takes on another exhausting fight against an akuma, Chat Noir does what he never hesitates to do and takes a hit for his partner. The problem being: neither of them knew what power the akuma possessed. That is⌠until he is transported into the future. More specifically, to his friend Marinette's wedding.
Ah I love time travel fics! Older!Marinetteâs surprised, Younger!Adrienâs bewildered, and Older!Adrien is off knowing exactly what happened and giving his younger self some subtle heads-up.
It gives Adrien something to look forward to, to cling onto, through bad days in the future at least!
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The Power of Love by @nedjsmlfavs
In which Ladybug announces that sheâs pregnant via her long term boyfriend and Chat Noir is a supportive partner. After all, he can hardly be upset when heâs been dating his Princess for years! A different take on the showâs tagline (âThe Power of Love Always so Strongâ) written for Valentineâs day 2023.
This is just a sweet, fluffy fic about Ladybug and Chat Noir finding out theyâre having a baby, revealing to each other, getting married, and becoming parents. Gabriel actually tries to do better here, as he does actually care about getting to know his grandchild, and realizes that he canât undo this timeline without undoing his granddaughterâs existence as well.
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Until I Found You by @linnieluna
Working their way up to a settled adulthood, Marinette and Adrien, now 23, gain a reason to believe that they are expectingâway earlier than they ever planned. Still unwed, it evokes a revelation on Adrienâs behalf. Was it time to take the next step forward?
I loved the emotions here, how Adrien and Marinette reacted to the results of the pregnancy test, how complicated their feelings about it were - and how it prompted Adrien to take action. Itâs a really sweet fic!
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Valentine Surprise by choppa01
Adrien had the perfect plan for spending Valentine's Day with Marinette. Unfortunately Chat Noir has the worst luck when it comes to keeping to the plan. But it all works out in the end, right? Right?
This is adorable. Chat Noir keeps running into people who need help on Valentine's Day and sacrificing his own plans in order to help others. Luckily, all is not lost, even if everything he set up for his date is.
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The Course of True Love by @nedjsmlfavs
Dark Cupid haunts Marinette. Do the events of that fateful day mean that Adrien isnât her True Love? With a little help from Chat Noir - who has absolutely no personal stakes in this matter - sheâs sure to find out. Sheâll also learn the unfortunate truth: the course of true love never did run smooth.
So this is adorable, there's some nice Ladrien dating in here! Though also some angst, Chat Blanc still takes place in this storyline, as does a Hawkmoth takedown, and all the angst and trauma that goes with those things. But with Marinette and Adrien together, the two of them can handle anything.
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Perfectly Platonic (Unless...) by @frostedpuffs
After accidentally revealing their identities in less than ideal circumstances, Adrien and Marinette must navigate their newfound relationship as both partners and friends. Becoming best friends was a quick process, but when romantic feelings begin to bleed into what's supposed to be a platonic connection, their friendship starts to change in more ways than one. Surely it can't be that hard to hide their feelings from their best friend? (A post-reveal, pre-relationship fic full of romantic crushes, best friend shenanigans, and a whole lot of dumbassery.)
If you just want a straight-up romance slowburn with these two just somehow being convinced their relationship is platonic (or that the other person wants it to be platonic at least), you'll find little better to scratch that itch than "Perfectly Platonic (Unless...)". It's a little smutty and definitely earns its M rating because of that. If you want mutual pining, there's a ton of that here!
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Season Of Giving by The_Rabbit42
As Christmas draws near, Adrien and Marinette want to find special presents to give their partner and... other partner. Combined with Adrien rediscovering what Christmas is without his parents, Marinette getting sick, and Alya and Adrien becoming closer friends, it's sure to be a memorable holiday.
I love this, it's a nice festive story, and I especially enjoyed Adrien and Alya getting to talk and bond and just... be friends with each other, rather than simply existing together in the same friend group! Oh, also, this takes place post-season 5, so Adrien's dealing with being an orphan now and all the complicated feelings that stirs up.
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After The Bell Rings by fettuccine(LFA)
After a failed stint as a freelance designer, Marinette takes a job as a design teacher at a middle school. It's a lot more difficult than she thinks it'll be, especially with popular creative writing teacher Adrien Agreste residing right next door. It's not him that's the problem. He's one of the only things making teaching semi-tolerable. Afternoon venting sessions and cups of tea in the teacher's lounge quickly lead to becoming best friends. So, no. It's not him. It's the students relentlessly shipping them that's the issue.
You ever wanted a teacher AU for the Lovesquare? You got it! They're adorable, even their students can see they belong together XD
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Mamma Mia! by @ladynoirfanao3
When Marinette discovers she is pregnant, she is distressed to realize any of the three men she slept with in the recent past could be the father; Chat Noir, Ladybugâs partner and ex with whom she had gone through a tearful breakup - the mysterious Cat Walker, Ladybugâs rebound - or Adrien Agreste, Marinetteâs current boyfriend. Bit of a twist on the base concept of Mamma Mia, where she doesn't realize all three potential fathers are, in fact, the same man.
So this is a fun little fic. I loved seeing Adrien and Marinette independently wrestle with the situation - Adrien, with maybe being the father of his former girlfriend's children (but maybe not), and Marinette, with needing to tell her former and current boyfriends that they might or might not be the father, and having to deal with a potential change in their relationship because of that.
Oh yeah, this fic is rated M, but the sexual content is relatively mild. The foreplay is detailed, but the actual sex is just implied.
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Bend the World Around It by @kasienda
âTell me it was real." She canât look at him. She can barely stand the pain in his voice. She definitely canât face it. âIt wasnât.â He shakes his head, and turns to her - his eyes swirling in their intensity. âThatâs not what I meant and you know it. Tell me that you were there. We were there together, having the same dream.â She squeezes her eyes shut. She wants to lie to him. She needs to lie to him. But she canât. Lying would be like it never happened. But it did happen. And if itâs all they get to have, she wants him to know it. âI think we were having the same dream,â she whispers, unable to meet his eyes.
So this is an adorable Jubilation aftermath fic, with Ladybug and Chat Noir both mourning the loss of what only they remember, of a dream that never was. And them deciding that screw it, it may not have been real to anyone else, but it was real to them. They remember those years together, and they want to live together, if only during the times when they can afford to be missing from home. They remember being happily married, and crave that life.
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Are You Kidding Me? by @11jj11
When Bunnyx appears, Marinette knows she has to be prepared for what may be her greatest challenge yet. Babysitting her future child wasn't exactly what she had in mind.
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Remember That Time When... by @mostlovedgirl-writes
Twenty-two-year-old Marinette Agreste was looking forward to the anniversary trip she would be taking with her husband Adrien that weekend. Those plans are derailed when she wakes up in her old bedroom⌠and sheâs seventeen again.
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Pick-Up and Chase by SKayLanphear
After she accidentally trips into Adrien and apologizes about "falling for him," Marinette learns that he's no match for cheesy pick-up lines--whether they were unintended or not. And while she finds it flattering that he turns into a flustered mess with only a few words, Marinette comes to regret making him uncomfortable. That is, until she learns he's Chat Noir. At which point the phrase "just deserts" becomes a permanent fixture in her everyday plans. A story in which Adrien is flustered, Marinette is smooth as glass at dropping lines, and Chat Noir gets the romance he was always asking for--even if he doesn't quite know how to handle it.
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You're the Only Girl for Me - Chapter 32
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Authors Note: There are a couple of time skips in the one... and it's a short one. I'm sorry this took so long. I'm not really feeling this story anymore but, I still want to have it completed. The next chapter picks right up after Chapter 31... Enjoy đ
August 23rd 2021
Christopher hated Pensacola⌠Mainly because Airielle was in this stupid ass city right under his nose. He frowned as he looked at the apartment building before him, it was⌠nice but it wasnât as nice as the townhouse he had brought her, the one she had left behind.
He took a deep breath before entering the lobby and making his way up the stairs to her floor. The frown was still on his face as he thought about how easy it was to gain access to her.Â
âStill fucking stupidâ He muttered as he picked the lock and no alarm sounded as he made his way in. He set the bouquet of pink roses and white lilies down on the counter as he moved through the space, taking in the unfamiliar surroundings. She was still a neat freak, nothing was out of place. He made his way through the apartment making a mental note of where everything was⌠just in case.Â
He let out a soft chuckle as he made his way into her room, it was a carbon copy of the one back at their townhouse. He made his way over to her dresser and opened the jewelry box she had on there. He frowned as he saw her engagement ring was not in there. Taking a deep breath as he closed the lid of the jewelry box.
He eyed the dresser drawers. He opened the top one and let out a frown at what he saw. With a look mixed with disgust and fury, he angrily reached into the drawer and pulled out a pair of freshly washed boxer briefs. Christopher knew who they belonged to, that tattooed, freak that she was currently on vacation with. He clenched his jaw as he tried to keep his anger in check but as he stared down at the underwear in his hands, all he saw was red. Christopher blacked out and destroyed Airielleâs apartment.Â
When he came to, he found himself standing amid utter chaos. The once pristine apartment was now a war zone. Shattered glass crunched beneath his feet as he surveyed the damage, his breath coming in ragged gasps. The dresser lay on its side, drawers spilled across the floor. Clothes were strewn everywhere, some torn to shreds.
He calmly made his way into the living room and looked at the damage he had done there in his rage. The coffee table was overturned, and books and magazines were scattered. The TV screen was smashed, a fist-sized hole in its center. He walked over to the flowers he left on the counter and walked back into her bedroom, scattering them all over her bed. He pulled the note out of his pocket and left it on her pillow. With one last look, he left the apartment altogether, locking and shutting the door behind him.Â
September 2nd 2021
Janelle Roy stared at her mother as she watched her sister and that man leave the Waffle House. âMom?â Janelle called out. âWhat do you mean thatâs your daughter? I thought you said we only had brothers.âÂ
Abigail ignored her youngest daughter and pulled her phone out of her pocket. She hurriedly sent the text and put her phone away. âMom!â Janelle called out again, growing agitated with Abigail. âWhat is going on!âÂ
Abigail grabbed Janelleâs hand and pulled her outside the restaurant. Abigail let out a curse as she saw the Ford peel out of the parking lot. âListen.. Iâll tell you everything later, just let me ââÂ
âNo!â Janelle cut her mother off. âTell me now! Why have you never mentioned this other child? You told us about Isaiah and Josiah⌠why never her?âÂ
âCause I hate her!â Abigal exploded and Janelleâs eyes widened. âThat girl has caused me nothing but pain and misery since I found out I was pregnant with her!â Janelle stood there in shock listening to her mom talk about her sister. The sister she never knew she had. As Abigail sat there spewing hateful shit about Airielle, Janelle felt herself grow disgusted with her mother, If she could say these things about Airielle, then Abigail could most definitely say the same thing about her.Â
âThatâs your daughter!â Janelle cut her mother off. âHow could you say that about her?âÂ
Abigail started shaking her head. âNo sweetie, you donât understand. Iâm not the problem she is and by the end of this month she will be dealt with.âÂ
Janelle stared at her with pure disgust. She took a step back from her mother. âI canât even look at you right now.â She muttered, pulling her phone out of her pocket and opening the Uber app. She was thanking her lucky stars that she had the address to the hotel. âHave you been taking your medication?â Janelle asked after she put her phone away, eyeing her mother.Â
Abigail scoffed. âI donât have to tell you anything, Janelle. Youâre my daughter. And you will help me take down your sister.âÂ
âTake her down... Do you hear yourself right now?! I know you havenât been taking your medication Iâm calling Dad.âÂ
Abigail snapped and reached for Janelleâs phone, snatching it out of her hand and tossing it into her purse. âYou ain't calling nobody!â she yelled, and Janelle took a step back from her mother. For the first time in 25 years, she was afraid of her mom. Janelle watched as Abigail put her phone to her ear and started talking in a low tone. Janelle knew she had to find a way to contact Airielle and warn her about their mother.Â
September, 2019
âIâm sorry for your loss.â The doctor told Airielle softly before turning on his heels and walking out of the room. Airielle shakily placed both hands over her stomach. Three months⌠she had been three months pregnant and she lost it.Â
She didnât know why she was so upset, she didnât even know she was pregnant. She hadnât been prepared for this moment. She hadnât been expecting a child. She hadnât had time to feel the joy or the excitement or the fear that so many women spoke about when they learned they were pregnant.
âSolèyâ Her dad whispered, his voice sounded just about as broken as she felt. âWhy didnât you come to me and your mom? Why..â Issac paused as he tried to gather his emotions but looking at his babygirl in a hospital bed, her face all brused and swollen made him sick to his stomach.Â
âIâm sorry.â Airielle cried. She was sorry for a multitude of things, sorry for not telling her parents what Christopher was doing, sorry for being so weak for not fighting back and sorry that she lost her child.Â
âAirielle, you have nothing to be sorry for. You didnât do anything wrong.â Issac said, his voice firm despite the tears welling in his eyes. He moved closer to the bed, gently taking his daughter's hand in his own. "This isn't your fault. You are not to blame. It him. Youâre gonna press charges right.âÂ
Airielle froze. She was scared. Christopher was going to do worse once he found out she went to the police.Â
âDad I-âÂ
âAirielle. Youâre not going back there. When you get discharged youâre coming to Pensacola. I be dammed if I let you go back.â Issac gripped Airelleâs hand in a comforting manner. âYouâre not alone in this Solèy, I will be there with you every step of the way. I wonât let him hurt you again. Not ever.âÂ
âI donât want to go back to him, Dad,â she whispered, her voice breaking. âI donât want to go back to any of it.â
Her fatherâs hand, still warm and steady in hers, gave a gentle squeeze. âYou wonât. Weâll make sure of it.â
Authors Note: Christopher is BANANAS! Abigail is BANANAS! Airielle needs to keep her head on a swivel when it comes to those two.
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Hashira boyfriends in Squid Games with You
A/n: Iâm sorry this is so random and Iâm sure someoneâs already done this idea but I just finished season two and Iâve had horrible writers block. Please ignore any grammar or typos.
Hashira men find you stuck in the games with them.
Gyomei Himegima:
* Gyomei agreed to participate in the games. Despite being blind, he successfully got through Red Light, Green Light using his heightened senses and incredible mental stability.
* The games penalties greatly upset Gyomei, he could bare to let you or anyone else get hurt just for something like money.
* He holds your hand most if not all the time. He canât see, so it reassures him to have you close.
* Voting to leave (X): Gyomei would never want to stay in the games, especially after hearing the screams of those eliminated in the first round.
* He is deeply concerned for your safety. As his lover, youâre his top priority, and he would protect you with unwavering dedication. He is also worried about the others, as he doesnât want anyone else to get hurt either.
* During nights or just calm moments after the games, he enjoys braiding and playing with your hair, it just gives him something to do and takes his mind off everything.
* Gyomeiâs kind and nurturing nature makes him open to alliances. He would be okay with you both befriending other players and he would act as their protector, his sheer size and presence offering a sense of security.
* During the second round of the mini games, Gyomei would effortlessly complete Flying Stone, heâd succeed on the first try thanks to his precision and strength.
* He prays for you both and often meditates with you to keep a level head.
* During the game mingle he would stick to you like glue using his size as an advantage to make sure you both stay together the whole time no matter what number of people was chosen.
* No one dares to mess with you or even approach you recklessly, knowing your boyfriend is a towering, intimidating figure. While gentle at heart, his imposing demeanor keeps trouble at bay.
* Gyomei would undoubtedly join an alliance focused on taking down the creators of the games, determined to put an end to the suffering and injustice. As much as he hates bloodshed, he thinks of you and how unsafe it is for you both to be stuck in there.
âTry not to worry so much my dear, we will be out soon.â
Sanemi Shinzazugawa:
* Once the first game of red light, green light started, he would immediately lock in and make sure you stayed behind him at all times.
* Sanemi would be furious and defiant upon realizing the deadly stakes of the games. Heâd see it as a messed up joke at first but quickly adapt, relying on his survival instincts. Heâd remain sharp eyed and alert, constantly scanning for threats and potential alliances, though his trust in others would be non-existent.
* Voting to stay (O): Though he was shocked at first, he knows the both of need the money, and heâs so confident in his own abilities he believes he could easily win all while keeping you safe.
* Sanemiâs aggressive and no-nonsense attitude would make him a formidable player. Heâd Approach each game with calculated brutality, ensuring the both of you survive.
* Even though the other players refer to him as a âhot headâ or âcocky bastardâ you know the real sanemi. You can tell deep down heâs scared too.
* During the second round of mini games he had chosen to take on the role of Ddakji, it took him a couple tries because he was so tense but eventually he got it without wasting too much time.
* He would gladly Intimidate competitors who posed a threat, his aura alone warding off most challengers. He isnât afraid to engage in physical confrontation if necessary, especially if anyone tried to harm you.
* He gives you almost all his food insisting you need to eat more.
* When it comes to you Sanemiâs protective instincts would kick into overdrive. He would protect you from any form of physical harm, even at the risk of his own life.
* If anyone even looks at you in a way he doesnât like heâs got hands on you immediately not just in a possessive manor, but in a protective one.
* He would make sure to share strategies, ensure you conserved your strength, and keep your spirits up in quieter moments.
* during the game âmingleâ Sanemi would keep you close and if for some reason you got separated he would be a wreck until he got his eyes on you again.
* In situations requiring teamwork, Sanemi would rely only on himself and you. Heâd distrust alliances, expecting betrayal, but might reluctantly cooperate if the games forced it.
* Sanemiâs temper and blunt demeanor might cause friction, but you would likely be his rock, grounding him in moments of despair or frustration. The chaos of the games might bring out his more vulnerable side, revealing how deeply he cares for his you and how far heâd go to protect you.
âShut up and stop trying to act tough. Iâm not losing you in here, got it?â
Giyu Tomioka:
* During the first game of Red light, green light Giyu would handle this game with calm precision. Heâd keep a close eye on you, subtly guiding you with hand signals or quiet encouragement to make sure you both survive.
* Giyuâs initial reaction to the stakes of the games would likely be stoic and measured. He wouldnât waste time panicking, instead focusing on understanding the rules. His natural wariness would make him suspicious of the organizers and other players, but heâd keep his thoughts to himself, silently observing everyoneâs behavior.
* Voting to leave (X): Giyuâs decision during the vote would be to go home, he needed money but not at the risk of losing his life and especially with you here as well. In his mind nothing matters more than you.
* Giyuâs calm and logical demeanor would be his greatest asset. Heâd Focus on surviving the games with as little conflict as possible, using his intelligence and foresight to navigate challenges.
* while keeping up this stoic facade heâd take comfort in your small quiet moments. Wether itâs just laying in each others arms for the night or a slight touch as you pass one another on the way to the game hall.
* Heâd Avoid drawing attention to himself or to you, preferring that you both try blending into the background and observing the competition.
* He often takes your hand rubbing it in his, you think itâs to calm you down but truthfully itâs to calm himself.
* When the second round of mini games starts Giyu would choose to play gongi he recalls his sister playing it with him when he was younger and he did extremely well.
* Giyuâs devotion to you would shine through in quiet but impactful ways: Heâd protect you from emotional and physical stress, ensuring you were prepared for each game and providing reassurance when the tensions grew.
* In physical challenges, heâd act as your personal shield, taking risks to ensure your survival. Heâd subtly guide you through the games requiring strategy, using his analytical mind to predict outcomes and plan their moves together.
* in the game âmingleâ Giyu and you both trust each other enough to let one another get split up, confident in the otherâs ability to group up and stay alive.
* Giyu would also keep a close eye on potential threats, ready to intervene if anyone targeted you or him. While he wouldnât seek out confrontation, his quiet intensity would be enough to deter most aggressors.
* Though Giyu rarely expresses his emotions openly, the stress of the games and the danger to you would weigh heavily on him. His love for you would serve as both a source of strength and vulnerability, pushing him to make sacrifices he might not otherwise consider. Heâd likely blame himself for any close calls or mistakes, but your presence would help him stay grounded.
âStay vigilant, and be careful who you trust. We have each other, we really donât need anyone else.â
Iguro Obanai:
* During the first game Obanaiâs precise movements and calm demeanor would make this game relatively straightforward for him. He would carefully time his movements, advancing only when the dollâs voice and head movements were predictable. Heâd ensure you moved at the same speed as him, keeping you calm and signaling when it was safe to advance. If you struggled, heâd guide you verbally or physically.
* Obanai would likely remain composed but tense, his mistrustful nature making him hyper vigilant. Heâd quickly assess the situation, recognizing the seriousness of the games. His immediate focus would be on ensuring your safety while trying to find weaknesses in other players and the gameâs structure.
* Against your wishes heâs already sorting out the weak from the strong.
* Voting to stay (O): Like Sanemi, Obanai recalls heâs here for a reason, and that reason is to win money and get out of debt, and heâs confident he can get you both to the end alive.
* Obanaiâs sharp intellect, agility, and stealth would make him an great player. Heâd approach each game with precision, treating it as a battlefield where strategy and timing were key.
* He insists you sleep in the same bed, he canât sleep unless you are there with him.
* In the mini games heâd choose to do Gongi, The gongi gameâs reliance on timing would be a strong suit for Obanai. Heâd use his quick reflexes to scoop and catch the pieces efficiently, keeping control.
* during your chosen mini game heâd keep encouraging you softly, giving subtle touches on your back and shoulder just to let you know heâs there with you.
* Heâd keep a low profile, avoiding unnecessary attention and conflicts while carefully observing other players for potential threats.
* He has a sharp tongue, itâs just his nature. Whenever he hears other players say something he finds stupid he canât help but make a sarcastic remark almost landing him in many fights until you swoop in and break it up.
* His snake companion, Kaburamaru, could provide subtle advantages, like scouting or detecting traps, depending on the game.
* during the game âmingleâ Heâd struggle to pair with others but would rely on you to help navigate social dynamics. Heâd observe players carefully, seeking out those who seemed trustworthy or capable, though heâd approach alliances cautiously.
* Obanaiâs devotion to you would drive all his decisions. Heâd stay physically close to you during games, positioning himself between you and danger and offer quiet advice or encouragement, helping you remain calm and focused.
* His mistrust of others would mean heâd avoid alliances unless absolutely necessary. Even then, heâd be wary, ensuring that no one could exploit or harm you.
* The games would take a toll on Obanai emotionally. His deep love for you, combined with the high stakes, would amplify his anxiety. Heâd likely internalize his fears, appearing stoic outwardly while silently carrying the weight of your survival.
âStay close to me and donât go wondering off, we donât know these people. We canât trust them.â
Tengen Uzui:
* During the first game, Tengenâs exceptional reflexes would make this game almost effortless for him. Heâd move confidently even using the opportunity to scout potential threats among the players. Heâd keep you close, making sure you are always behind him and offering encouragement or assistance if you started to feel afraid or discouraged.
* Lays with you in bed and runs his fingers through your hair to calm you down.
* Tengen would unfortunately view the chaos of the games as a flashy spectacle, Heâd immediately assess the situation with his usual composure, quickly figuring out strategies to navigate the games.
* While outwardly flamboyant and seemingly unbothered, Tengen would be hyper-focused on analyzing the games and players, ensuring you both stayed ahead.
* Heâd hide any fear or anxiety to keep you calm, using his charisma and humor to ease the tension.
* Voting to stay (O): Tengen is a flashy man, and he definitely has the over confidence to think heâs taking all that money home with you both no issue. He insures you he will protect you and that You both are making it out alive.
* When choosing a mini game Tengen goes for spinning top, he thinks itâs simple, and he truthfully just thought the top looked the âmost flashyâ in his opinion.
* Tengenâs combination of physical strength, strategic thinking, and charm would make him one of the strongest players. His ability to adapt to any situation and use his theatrical personality to manipulate others would set him apart.
* During mingle Tengenâs got a constant hold on you, he would tear people out of a room if it meant keeping you both safe.
* Tengen would ensure your survival above all else, using his strength, speed, and charm to shield you both from danger. His confidence and playful demeanor would help you stay calm and focused, even in the direst situations.
âDonât cry Angel, Iâm a god remember? Iâll keep you safe.â
Kyojuro Rengoku:
* During the first game, Kyojuroâs sharp reflexes and discipline would make this game pretty easy. Heâd move confidently, never doubting his ability to stop in time.
* His hand is not leaving your wrist. You will be next to him for this game and all the others.
* Kyojuro is a lover before heâs anything, his whole reason for being here was to make up for all his debt so he could care for you.
* He would genuinely be shocked and angered by the brutality of the games, heâs kind hearted and this all feels so unfair. Heâd keep his head up and try to encourage others and protect you at all costs.
* Voting to leave (X): Kyojuro is getting you both out of there. Watching other people die playing games for money is messed up, but you being in there is too much for him.
* Out of the mini games heâs pick Ddakji. Kyojuroâs physical strength and precision would give him an edge. Heâd approach the game with enthusiasm, treating it like a test of his skill.
* During Mingle you can forget about splitting up. As stated before heâs always got a hand on you.
* Heâd form alliances with trustworthy players, ensuring the both of you were part of a strong group. Heâd use his persuasive nature to protect you from being left out or targeted.
* Kyojuroâs combination of physical strength, strategic thinking, and unshakable optimism would make him one of the strongest participants in the games. Heâs genuinely kind and would definitely earn allies, while his determination and strength would keep you both safe.
âStay calm little flame, we are going to be okay. Stay behind me, Iâm going to keep you safe.â
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Hi hello I hope you're well I hope your requests are open if not please ignore this but can I ask blade with a lover from when he was yingxing who he lost a long time ago and they reunite and the spark is still there just some cute fluff and abit of angst
IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I SWEAR TO GOD MY WIFI IS SO SHITTY , EVERYTIME I REFRESHED , IT DIDNT SAVEEE SO I HAD TO RESTART 4 TIMES.
The same , yet different (Blade x Reader)
You thought youâd never see him again.
After all these years , youâd never tried to dream that he would come back.
And yet, here he is , right in front of your eyes , looking at you with a cold stare , and talking to you with curt responses.
When you had first gotten a note , claiming that you could meet your lover once again , you thought it was just a scam , seeing that you havenât met him in centuries and have long given up on the hope of seeing him again.
However that one small part of you , clung on to the hope that you would meet him again.
So when you arrived at the destination given , you thought you were hallucinating, seeing the stellaron hunter Kafka , and âŚ
And-
Yingxing.
But then you realized , he wasnât Yingxing.
He was blade.
Just like how you were questioning his existence and how heâs here , he was questioning his feelings about you.
He doesnât know why , but whenever he thinks of you , he feels a soft pang in his heart , almost as if he was mourning the loss of something , but forgot what it was.
You know that face , youâve seen it for the past couple of centuries , yet he was different from what he used to be.
Snow White hair , now a dark indigo , with ends as red as wine.
Those eyes that used to hold the pride and life of a blacksmith, now dead and holds the regrets and pain of centuries.
Even then , heâs still Yingxing to you.
Your lover , who had stayed with you for years , even when he was a short life species , you had loved him , cared for him when he got injured, and laughed with him.
Tears rolled down your cheeks as you finally realized that he had come back to you .
He doesnât know why it bothers him so much , he doesnât care to remember people from his past life , but whenever it comes to you , he feels the urge to gently wipe away your tears , as if itâs some familiar thing he always did , and comfort you.
With great âreluctanceâ he gently pulls you into his arms and rubs your lower back , getting into a comforting rhythm as he tries to comfort you.
He presses his chapped lips together , trying to figure out a way to make you feel better , but then he hears a sound of pure joy and looks down to see you smile .
He hasnât seen anything better than it.
He gently cups your face , something he hasnât done in centuries , and tilts it up a bit more before smiling.
He hasnât done that in centuries.
You gently grasp his hand , one thatâs so familiar to you , and squeeze it , relishing the fact that heâs truly here with you.
He takes the time to slowly reacquaint himself with your features , memorizing your features , wishing that the Mara wouldnât wipe his memory away.
He hasnât felt the call of Mara once in this time span
He gently kisses your forehead .
He may not be Yingxing , but heâll still love you like him.
#angst#honkai star rail#hsr#fluff#blade hsr#blade honkai star rail#hsr blade#blade x reader#blade x y/n#mentions of yingxing#yingxing hsr#yingxing x reader
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AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH HONESTLY?????
I WASNT EXPECTING SOMEONE TO REPLY THAT FAST I LOVE IT!!!!
I want to think that master fu tries to be in denial at first that the butterfly miraculous can still do that Iâll like to believe he knew all along and /hoped/ that lb/cn would come to the conclusion faster but then again their like canconcally 13-14 so in this AU I want to bump up their ages to maybe s1 their 15 and each season they age up? Because I refuse to believe that from s1-s5 their like still 13-14 so I want them to get older and really feel the pressure of their friends being gone for years and when everything ends and everything and Hawkmonth is gone I want them to be 18-19 so their whole teen years have been filled with horror basically.
In the beginning of s1 in cannon they teased one another when one of them got akumatized but now I really want marinettes to start not trusting one another near the the end of the s1. I mean that whole class got akumatized like there was no tomorrow near the end all the teasing has stopped completely. Make it even /taboo/ to even mention the names of the akumatized victims who disappeared. It feels like the more you think about your lost ones the faster youâll end up like them.
I want the other classes of students in that school to be afraid of even /walking near/ that room, kids making up rumors about how that class is âinfected with themâ to the point no one is talking to them- pointing and staring at them and avoiding them like the plague. Hell even the teachers are afraid to teach those students. But little do they know their helping them feel more isolated which in turn causes more even more akumas.
On another note I absolutely love Alya urging people to be more happy. It becomes a mato at this point where the news catches it during early s2⌠so bascally all of season one was COMPLETELY normal until like half of the kids are gone and near like the last 3 episodes of season1 thatâs when people are realizing and starting to worry about all of the missing people but ALYA IS A SMART FUCKEN GIRL đ đ đ
I want her to me on top on all of this, yes your right at first the ladyblog was about lb/cn and âomg we have Heroes is Paris now but after awhile it becames a memorabilia of all the missing citizens and how/why/when/where/who it actually is some cases help the police get leads since the police have so much rules and regulations to follow. HELL NOT ALYA. So the police support her 100% percent on this they just als her to be careful.
But yea that all goes to waste wjen she becomes an akuma and Paris has like a week of silence for her I think? And with that master fu eyes are finally open and it like âshit I guess I canât keep ignoring thisâ and actively seeks Alya out. By the time he gets there sheâs just on stage one with the mood swings and she documenting /everything/ all her symptoms her thought processes her body temperature E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.
When master fu comes to pick her up she basically looks like this
I want a mater fu and Alya team up and that where your idea come into play! Since master fu caught her so quickly before any damages can happen to her so their quick to try and make a cure. Master fu basically tells her everything she needs to know about the miraculous in exchange of her going silent on the ladyblog.
After about a couple of weeks of Alya being gone the public kinda turns on lb/cn because their also just as confused and in the dark as the citizens and thereâs still no show of any of the missing people returning so they all of course- think of the worse. And how can blame them something so truamatic happens to their loved ones a fucken masked man took over their mind/body completely changing them and after then shit themselves inside their rooms terrifyied to even leave it then they go missing!!
The solution at the time was the jewels that lb/cn where giving out but that only /delayed/ it for a bit. Probably like 2-3 weeks before stage one of the mood swings and with the people who get akumatized more then once weelllllll I want to make a whole different post about that in honesty more detail becuase I have something for Chloe, Lila and pigeon man so you just gotta wait đ
But again sorry if this feels rushed Iâm writing all of this before work!! So sorry for the misspellings and grammar and yes you can write about this as long as I get credit I want to see your ideas on this au as well Iâm excited that you like this so much!
I watched MLP as a kid and sadly was one of the victims that got scared out of their minds when watching it on YouTube and clicked baited into watching those scary trauma inducing MLP videos.
But i blocked those out of my mind for the longest of time until i want back into it more years later reading all of the infected aus and it kinda me wondering. What if instead of infected MLP aus it was MLB?
Now stay with me, what if HawkMoths akumas infected the akumatized victims into slowing becoming monsters? Like at first okay you get akumatized and thatâs okay because ladybug and chat noir will fix you in a day and yes thatâs true but after that your mood feels different like you can never /truly/ be happy itâs like thereâs a cloud or fog in your mind and you think your just obviously just going through the motions of what just happened.
But then you start to feel a little different, the primal instincts in your gut is telling you that something is going to happen and all your mental alarms are ringing like crazy but at this point itâs been a couple of weeks after your âaccidentâ and nothing bad really happened aside from the normal akumazited victims thatâs came after you.
So you feel like you shouldnât be /too/ worried but after awhile it truly feels like your not in your own skin on top of that your intrusive thoughts become more and more louder. Theyâre so /loud/ and different from your other thoughts that you think someone else is in your head it feels so out of place that it genuinely scares you.
Itâs not just that âoh f**k it letâs shave your headâ no itâs so horrid and gruesome that your scared of even leaving your house in fears of hurting someone at that point it might be a month in since the âaccidentâ and again nothing really changed in the world so you really think your going crazy but no.
Because now your body is literally physically changing. -like for example letâs use Nino since (after looking it up) he was the first akumatized victim. After going through the mood swings body aches and paranoia thoughts his skin is starting to change, heâs eyes are getting sucken and with black rings around it, (he thought it was because of the lack of sleep) but he also sees his face is a tab bit blue? But his chest looks red? And heâs hands and feet are turning black he chalks it up to his paranoia and locks himself completely in his room, he has alittle brother and doesnât want to hurt him with aggressive his thought are getting.
The next time he looks into the mirror heâs arms and legs and stomach are swollen like theyâve been stung by a thousand bees and the different colors of blues yellows reds and blacks all more apparent now his body aches all the time and feels like itâs on fire even breathing feels like thereâs fire in his lungs at this point itâs just straight up body horror. His skin is trying to recreate his akumatized body. And at this points Itâs hard to even strung thoughts together to even come up with that conclusion on his own now all he feels is rage. And for what? Whatâs the reason for all this aggression?
He doesnât know itâs just pure white hate in his mind and thought and at this point heâs to far gone. He canât go to anyone for help.
(I honestly donât know how heâll get find out maybe by his parents worried why there sun hasnât left his room or his little brother being curious of where his big bro went or many even Adrien checking up on how is friend is doing)
But I know that with all the other akumtized victims designs theyâre body horror will go crazy and more and more of Marinette and Adrianâs classmates will going missing after their akumatized moments and the rest of the class plus the school PLUS everyone in Paris will be paranoid and making conspiracy theories on where they went and whoâll be next as tension rises in Paris (which ironically lead to more akumas) while even more pressure lies on Ladybug and chat noirs shoulders and the citizens of Paris are now aggressive towards them wondering what happened to their kids/loved ones and why is this happening.
Either way Iâm gonna end it here I wanna hear your thought and ideas and expand further on this becuase I think itâll be really fun to talk about it might even turn into the apocalypse they also went to china and New York. Sorry if thereâs misspelling or bad grammar and I made all of this in a rush but hopefully you all like this idea! I donât really know what to call this au other than infected MLB au so please interact/talk to me so we can all have fun and expand this AU further !
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Again again thinking
#like am I asexual or do i just fear physical intimacy because of my assault#like I have desire I experience arousal#hell I fucking love smut#but whenever Iâm with a girl#like going on dates recently and even with my exes#I havenât actually felt physical attraction to them#and the couple of times I tried to ignore that and make out or have sex#I would freeze up and dissociate#or have a panic attack#or just physically feel nothing when being touched#itâs really confusing#because also the two times Iâve developed actual feelings for someone itâs only been after knowing them for 2+ years#and Iâve been physically attracted to those two people#so like okay I think the biggest most obvious issue here is that I have not been attracted to the people Iâve been intimate with#but I desire physical intimacy so I try to engage in it anyway#and then the ptsd enters the room and complicates things further#and this is why dating is so exhausting#because even people that say they want to take things slow donât really fully get what I mean#but I also understand not wanting to continue getting to know someone that is not attracted to you when you went into this to#ostensibly form a relationship#what does annoy me is when they respond to my honesty about not being attracted with#âIâd love to keep getting to know you as a friendâ#and then never talk to me again#like come on please just be real with me#I desire intimacy but canât mentally or physically do casual hookups#and at this point I think I might give up on dating because itâs actually so draining#I think the only way for me to meet a potential partner is to keep making new friends and see what happens#but I donât have energy to do anything or go anywhere outside of work#so I guess Iâll just be a spinster with a diverse sex toy collection and a Zoloft prescription
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I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day
#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute#so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back.#pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few.#over and over and over.#and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick.#and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much#but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment.#which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow?#even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it#she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan#I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!!#no response. deep inhale. alright.#whatever tho.#when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning#and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area.#and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell#like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color.#I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH???#and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine.#there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him#and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times.#there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously.#I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out#was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do.#got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night.#put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over#blahhhhhh#and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on
#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other#meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20#tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are#few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is#get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went#on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves#like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more#chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already#nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them#up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t#finish my sentence#and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves#so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me#then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear#and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning#during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the#door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her#why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking#basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore#cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come#back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open#ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me#GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan#im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just#gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean#im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other#LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!
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A lot of younger people have no idea what aging actually looks and feels like, and the reasons behind it. That ignorance is so dangerous. If you donât want to âbe old,â you arenât talking about a number of years. I have patients in their late 80s who could still handily beat me in a raceâone couple still runs marathons together, in their late 80sâand I lost someone who was in her early 60s to COPD last year. What you want is not youth, it is health.
If you want to still be able to enjoy doing things in your 60s and 70s and 80s and even 90s, what you want to do, right now, is quit smoking, get some activity on a regular basis (a couple of walks a week is WAY better for you than nothing; increasing from 1 hour a day of cardio to 1.5 will buy you very little), and eat some plants. Thatâs it. No magic to it. No secret weird tricks. Donât poison yourself, move around so your body doesnât forget how, and eat plants.
If you have trouble moving around now because of mobility limitations, bad news: you still need to move around, not because itâs immoral not to, but because thatâs still the best advice we have. I highly recommend looking up the Sit and Be Fit series; it is freely available and has exercises that can be done in a chair, which are suitable for people with limited mobility or poor balance. POTS sufferers, Iâm looking at you.
If you have trouble eating plants because of dietary issues (they cause gas, etc.) or just because theyâre bitter (super taster with texture issues here!), bad news. You still want to find a way to get some plants into your body on a regular basis. I know. It sucks. The only way I can do it is restaurantsâthey can make salads taste like food. I can also tolerate some bagged salads. On bad weeks, the OCD with contamination focus gets so bad I just canât. However, canned beans always seem âsafe,â and they taste a bit like candy, so theyâre a good fallback.
If you smoke and you have tried quitting a million times and youâre just not ready to, bad news. You still need to quit. Your body needs you to try and keep trying. Your brain needs it, too. Damaging small blood vessels racks up cumulative damage over time that your body can start trying to reverse as soon as you quit. I know itâs insanely, absurdly addictive. You still need to.
You cannot rules lawyer your way past your bodyâs basic needs. It needs food, sleep, activity, and the absence of poison. Those are both small things and big asks. You cannot sustain a routine based on punishment, so donât punish your body. Find ways to include these things that are enjoyable and rewarding instead. Experiment. There is no reason not to experimentâyou donât have to know instantly whatâs going to work for you and what wonât, you just need to be willing to try things and make changes when things arenât working for you.
You will still age. Your body will stop making collagen and elastin. Tissues you can see and tissues you canât see will both sag. Cushioning tissues under your skin will get thinner. Youâll bruise more easily. Skin will tear more easily. Accumulated sun damage will start to show more and more. Joints will begin to show arthritis. Tendons and ligaments will get weaker and get injured more easily, as will muscles. Bones will lose mass and get easier to break. Youâll get tired more easily.
But you know what makes the difference between being dead, or as good as, in your 60s vs your 90s? Activity, plants, and quitting smoking. And donât do meth. Saw a 58-year-old guy this week who is going to have a heart attack if he doesnât quit whatever stimulant heâs on. I pretended to believe it was just the cigarettes, and maybe it is, but meth and cocaine will kill you quicker. Stop poisoning yourself.
Baby steps; take it one step at a time; you donât need to have everything figured out right now. But you do need to be working on figuring things out.
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21/6/24
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Had alot of fun drawing
Yuru camp
#happiness diary#happiness diary: june 2024#was real tired for the past few days cus i ran out of my antihistamines so i had to use the shop bought ones#and they always make me a zombie#still kinda getting over the tired cus the ones i use make me tired when i first start taking them but im more uh aware i guess now#also guess who got bad results from her biopsy and needs to get another one :)#third time my skin has tried to kill me and third time ive caught it before it can do anything#so its not as bad as it could have been#but still not great to hear yeah your skin was trying to kill you and we need to chop your arm again#also never fun to have the doctor say well talk more in the cancer appointment (cant remember what its actually called)#dunno why theyre calling it a cancer appointment thing when its precancer#like we stopped it so its not a cancer appointment#maybe i just dont like it#it was funny though cus the doctor on the phone was like have you had any other moles change#and i just was like its been only a couple weeks since you last saw me i dint think so#oh also they didn't bither trying to phone my mobile tgey went straight to the house phone#i mean i was waiting for the phonecall since the day after my appointment and i was hyper aware of every sound that could have been made#by my phone#but when the house phone rang i was just like oh thats for me#but then my parents didn't call me through or anything so i just sat in my room like ...?#then later it rang again and again i was like its for me and sure enough my mother call d me through#it always sucks whn you just know#last time i saw the postman outside delivering letters to other people and my heart just sank and I knew he had the letter with bad news#it is funny though cus my dad thought the phone call was spam and thats why they didn't tell me#he was like look at the number its probably a mobile its spam and ignored it#which is what i did cus the nhs number looks like a spam number whuch is why i have it saved in my phone now#so yeah#im not happy about it but im glad i caught it early enough again#wonder if it wouldve been in situ if the doctor i saw a year ago decided to take it off then#wonder how close it was to stage one... guess ill find out
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GUILTY AS SIN - Logan Howlett
⼠summary: the entire time youâve known logan howlett, youâve tried to keep your longings locked. then, one night, all that effort goes to waste when youâre confronted about your feelings.
word count: 8.5k (IM SORRY!!!!)
pairings: logan howlett x fem! mutant reader
content warnings: 18+ CONTENT MDNI, masturbation, dirty thoughts, light choking, multiple orgasms, oral (reader and logan receiving), spitting, sixty-nining, scent kink, like one spank, underwear stays ON, slight hint of arousal from crying?, creampie, p in v (practice safe sex ty!)
⼠a/n: guysâŚâŚ am iâŚ. a whore? (yes) do i need to be locked up? (also yes). i started this when i was on my period so maybe thatâs the reason this is so filthy? anyway i donât know how it got to 8k of smut but it DID and i have nothing to say about that⌠also reader has a mutation itâs not super in depth but her hair changes to red in certain situations and she has red light/energy she manifest in her hands, kind of confusing but itâs okay. anyway please please enjoy and let me know your thoughts <3
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âI keep recalling things we never did
Messy top lip kiss
How I long for our trysts
Without ever touching his skin
How can I be guilty as sin?â
Guilty as Sin? - Taylor Swift
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THE SHEETS are chilled, crisp to the touch, cold enough that shivers tickle their way across exposed skin. A sigh is heard, loud enough for wandering ears as a figure moves about in the unmade, blanket muddled bed. The window had been left open, and as a result, cold air had poured into the room.
Despite the fact that goosebumps adorn your body, it felt as though you were on fire. Huffs escaped parted lips, a charged hum zipping through your veins that only intensified each time you moved. Youâd been trying to sleep for the past couple hours, trying to ignore the need thrumming through you, but had only managed to fail.
You turn on your side for possibly the twentieth time, but the position only worsens your state as the flesh of your thighs squeeze unintentionally, a wave of brief relief sent to your throbbing core. Tears brim your lashes, damp with frustration because fuck, your body was humming with lust and everything was so, so sensitive.
This was all Loganâs fault.
The man has been gone less than a week and yet, your body was practically vibrating with need, trembling with desire.
The feelings you harbor make you feel shameful and guilty for a handful of reasons.
Logan was not your boyfriend; he wasnât even a friend. While he was cordial with the others in the mansion, he remained cold and indifferent toward you.
You pretended it never bothered you when he pointedly ignored your greetings in passing or refused to partner up with you. You didnât understand what youâd done to upset him, to warrant his treatment of you as if you were the most annoying person on the planet. More often than not, you are the subject of the manâs pointed glare.
So, logically, your heart shouldnât race at the mere thought of him. Nor should desire pool between your thighs whenever images of his sweaty form cloud your mind.
By definition, you were immensely smart; a genius with how you could understand what others could not.
Though, you were only human and Logan fucking Howlett was a man worth embarrassing yourself over, especially when he looked like he did.
He wasnât, your mind huffed.
He was, your heart retorted.
A memory comes forward, one that has your cheeks blushing, your chest rising a little faster than before.
A couple weeks ago, youâd been up late, struggling to sleep and with the way it evaded you, wandering the halls had been your solution, in hopes of tiring yourself out.
But when you had walked down your hallway, you froze at the sight of a shirtless Logan in his room, the door left ajar.
A towel covered his head as he scrubbed away the wetness in his hair, and you desperately hoped he hadnât noticed your presence. Water dribbled down his muscular body, and your eyes greedily watched each droplet descend down, glistening against the tan stomach you wanted to bite. What really had you drooling, however, was the thick, prominent vein that crept down into the waistband of his gray sweatpants. Said pants had your eyes wide with the prominent bulge tented in the material.
When you just barely caught yourself from moaning, you had dashed back to your room right away. You were wide awake still, but for a completely different reason. All you could think about was tracing your tongue along that vein.
If youâd fucked yourself that night to the thought of him and his glistening torso, no one had to know.
So theoretically, if you gave in to your cravings, it wouldnât be the first time, but it certainly wouldnât make you feel any less guilty.
Scarlett hues dust your cheekbones, lips bitten until theyâre swollen and shiny with spit. Your breasts ache from inside the confines of the pink, lacy shirt, made worse with each labored breath you inhale as perky nipples brush the material. Your hole feels incredibly empty, the need to be filled overpowering. Your clit, puffy and neglected, throbs with pure, searing need.
Another wave of aching pleasure from your wetness breaks your resolveâ a shaky hand slipping from its place on your stomach down, down, down until cold fingers meet the mess between your thighs.
A gasp sounds, melodic as it swirls with heavy breathes, fluttering around the room as you brush over your clit. Even through the material of your underwear, the slight pressure of your fingers made you mewl.
Flashes of Logan dance behind closed lids, your imagination running wild while you messily swirl over your bundle of nerves.
You wanted him so, so bad, in every way possible, it actually hurt, both your heart and core.
Your mind submerges your consciousness with thoughts of him; his pretty hazel eyes, the slope of his nose, the tufts of his brown hair. The muscles that were constantly on display, his thick thighs that you wanted to ride until you came all over him, and the huge bulge that was ever present in those flattering jeans of his (and if it was a reoccurring fantasy of yours to ride that delicious bulge over his jeans until you both came from just dry humping, againâ no one had to know).
Even if you wanted to, you couldnât stop thinking about Logan.
Him hovering over you, dog tags swinging in your face as he fucked you hard. Him picking you up and taking you against the nearest surface, lips trapped in an erotic kiss. Him prying your thighs open as he licked up your pussy, tongue dipping into your hole to lap up all the desire pooling, his lips wrapping around the swollen bud and sucking violently. Him holding your face lovingly as his hips thrusted his cock deeper into your throat, groans spilling at the gag youâd let out.
You were split between wanting to sink down onto his cock and rut your swollen nub against the curls that nestled the base of him and stuffing his dick down your throat, gagging around him until he came and coated your throat with his spend.
You didnât even bother to remove the damp underwear, instead circling the engorged bud over the materialâ and oh, fuck. The roughness of the lace mixed with the delicious rubbing of your fingers send little moans tumbling from parted lips.
Your unoccupied hand slips under the shirt covering your chest and only settle once your nipple is pinched between determined fingers, rolling the pert bud in tandem with the amorous touch of your hand on your sex.
Pleasure nips at your pelvis, and if you were a little more aware, youâd be embarrassed at how fast you to reaching your peak. But, as it is, your brain is completely hazy with wanton thinking and the only thing on your mind was lessening the ache that pulsates deep within you.
And fuck, youâre so fucking needy for logan that you try to pretend itâs his fingers abusing your clit, his fingers tugging at the sensitive buds of your chest. You want his tongue between your thighs, licking up your desire and sucking your puffy bud into his pretty mouth.
Chest rising rapidly, you feel overwhelmed at the fantasies swirling before your eyes. Its far too muchâ the mix of your filthy desires and your fingers rubbing your nub have your legs quivering as wetness coats your hand.
âLogan, Logan, Loganââ The chant of his name mindlessly falls from you, the feeling of your orgasm washing over you, threatening to pull you under those soaring, unforgiving waves of pleasure.
Eyes snap shut, ears ring with white noise, and your hips hump your hand pitifullyâ you were an absolute, writhing mess against the sheets.
The hair messily strewn around your pillow shifts then from its natural state to a dark red. Even with your eyes shut, you could feel the vermillion light whirling at your fingertips, begging to be released.
Your mutation was not one of subtlety.
Searing bliss coils in your lower tummy, your button tingling with the after effects of the orgasm that crashed into you. You sigh, because even though you just came, you felt far from satisfied. Your body buzzes with sweltering hunger, all the way from the top of your head down to the tips of your toes. Even if you fuck yourself dizzy with another orgasm, you knew it wonât satiate your body. Not completely, anyway.
Before you could slip your fingers inside your weeping hole, a loud knock echos through your room.
You still; desperate and hoping that if you ignored the noise, whoever was knocking would simply go away. But when another rhythmic thump comes a few seconds later, you huff.
Itâs well past midnight at this point, so who in their right mind would be going about and slamming their fists on your door?
Apparently, you arent moving fast enough when the person has the nerve to knock for a third time, hand a little heavier than before. A growl, tinged with annoyance, slips out as you fling yourself up and off the bed.
You stomp to the door, ready to tell the person on the other side to fuck off.
But when you actually swing open the mahogany door, all the anger simmering beneath your heated skin disappears, along with your breath, as your eyes take in the sight before you.
Logan Howlett stands before you, seemingly angry as a frown etches deep on his face. He glares at you, hazel eyes swarming with exasperation and something unknown.
And little did you know, all of your craziest, fatal fantasies were about to come true.
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The moment Logan steps into the mansion, finally back from the complete shit show of a mission Charles had sent him on, he tenses instantly.
His fingers clench into fists, tight enough that the skin turns white. The adamantium claws threaten to poke through his knuckles as he inhales deeply.
Big mistake.
That sweet, sweet scent swarms his heightened senses, the intoxicating smell nearly making him dizzy. His heart speeds up, his stomach flutters, and his cock twitches in the confines of his jeans.
Logan could fucking smell you.
Itâs a heady aroma thats so completely you, that his body feels deranged, just about ready to march up those steps and break down your door.
He shakes himself loose from the metaphorical shackles of you and begins the journey to his room, trying to block out how delicious and syrupy you smell.
He decides then, as his body finally moves up the steps, that ignoring you is the best option.
But as he gets closer to the hallway he shares with you (just his luck, by the way!), he realizes that plan is a joke.
He feels his control slipping, especially as the heady scent grows stronger, tinged with something elseâ something erotic and salacious.
Logan curses, his entire being rigid.
Youâre aroused, the smell seeping under the crack of the door giving you away instantly.
The idea of you whining as your pussy drips slick between your thighs has him grinding his teeth, fingers flexing and unflexing in an attempt to harness the control back to his body.
Though, it goes out the window entirely as his body is apruptly outside your door, unconsciously drawn to the very essence of you.
Thereâs a reason Logan has kept carefully crafted distance between the two of you.
The minute he was introduced to you, a new member of the x-men and teacher for the school, he knew he was fucked.
From the first look shared between you, he knew.
A pretty smile had graced your lips, eyes filled with joy as you greeted him, a hand outstretched in his direction as your hair swayed with your movements. In your cute, little outfit (a pretty, white lace dress that kissed the tops of your thighs, matched with baby pink pumps that accentuated your legs), he thought you looked like a princess.
He had stayed frozen, however, because he was assaulted with the fucking smell of you. It was nothing like heâd encountered before, and heâd been around for over a century.
Your scent was so fucking sweet, vanilla and honey permeated his nostrils and right in that moment, he wondered if you tasted as sweet as you smelt.
He knew that he had to keep his distance, otherwise heâd become addicted to you in every sense. If he let himself, heâd worship the very ground you walked on. He couldnât risk having the walls heâd spent so long building to crumble.
And in an instant, he was angry that his body had reacted this way to someone heâd never even met. He was angry he wanted to press sweet kisses on your face while simultaneously wanting to fuck you on his cock until you screamed his name.
So, with that, heâd made up his mind.
He had simply glared at you, refused to acknowledge your existence and stormed out of Charlesâ office. And since that day, heâs tried his hardest to pretend you didnât existâ if only to ease the way you constantly haunted his every thought.
He pretended it didnât kill him to see how your face would crumble at his rude behavior, at how he avoided you at all costs. He couldnât help it, though, because if he treated you how he wanted, like the princess you were, heâd never let you go.
A sudden noise shakes him from the depths of his mind, that carnal, sensual essence growing stronger by the second.
âLogan, Logan, Logan,â your honeyed voice whines, all airy and light.
And itâs almost comical how the telltale snikt! sounds immediately after because what?
What the fuck? He thinks, mind utterly destroyed at the revelation that not only were you seemingly fucking yourself, but you were moaning his name.
Logan growls, low and dangerous as his claws reveal themselves, cutting through the skin of his knuckles. His body feels unnaturally hot, practically set on fire. His cock now uncomfortably hard in his jeans, lustful essence bubbling at his tip and no doubt staining his boxers.
With the wafts of your pretty aroma and sounds of your lewd whimpers, he knows he canât resist you any longer.
His hand lifts, claws retracting as his heavy fist slams on your door.
And the sight of you, face shiny with a sheen of sweat has him choking on his own saliva.
Tonight was the night his control finally snaps, despite months of work put into avoiding you.
Logan knows his animalistic side is about to be released; heâs going to fucking ruin you.
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You gulp, a hand resting on the door frame as you stand frozen because honestly, what the fuck?
You deduce that the universe hates you because why? Why would the man youâd been thinking of while masturbating be right in front of you?
It only dawns on you when Loganâs gaze swipes over your figure that youâre basically naked. Clad only in your blushed, frilly top and the matching underwear, the latter soaked with both your arousal and release.
You shrink beneath his eyes, warmth simmering hot on the apples of your cheeks, and your mouth opens and closes, yet no words follow.
âUhâ Logan, hey!â Your voice is shaky, and whether itâs from the power of your release or the nerves that bumble beneath your skin at the man before you, you couldnât tell. All you know is that you want the ground to swallow you up whole.
Logan doesnât respond, just continues to stare at you in a way that you donât understand. You assume heâs just gotten home from the very long mission, and confusion settles over you as to why he was at your door, especially considering how he badly despises you.
Youâre about to voice that exact thought when Logan beats you to speaking.
âI heard you.â His gruff tone is coated in something darker than youâd ever heard before.
For a moment, youâre perplexed, brows furrowing and raising before your eyes go comically wide.
Andâ oh, oh.
âCan smell you, too.â
Heat licks at your whole body, embarrassment threatening to envelope you entirely. Tears of horror tickle your lash line, because this was probably the most painful moment of your life. Not only does the man hate you, but now heâs heard you moan his name as you came all over your fingers? How pathetic are you?
You open your mouth, an apology heavy on your tongue. You need to say something to quell the panic flooding your bodyâ youâre never going to get over this
Though, before you can even speak, Logan slams his mouth onto yours.
He holds your head softly, a deep contrast to the way his lips melt over yours. A moan slips from your open mouth, the feel of his lips sucking at your bottom lip feels immensely intense and so, so good.
Your arms wrap around his neck, fingertips tangling themselves in the hair at his nape like youâve wanted to do since the very day you met him.
âLoganââ you whimper against his mouth, trying and failing to understand what the fuck was happening as he slips his tongue inside your wet, warm mouth. âLogan.â
He ignores you, grunting against your spit, slick lips as his hands travel down your curves, until they find purchase on your ass, gripping hard. A choked gasp spills from you as he suddenly paws at you, picking you up effortlessly in his strong arms.
The idea of him holding you up with no hesitation has your hips shuddering forward without your permission. Vaguely, you feel him move past the threshold of your door, slamming it shut before pressing your body up against the wood.
Logan switches between licking your tongue and sucking meanly at your lips, until they feel full and swollen with his attention. Youâre pliantâ almost willing to let him do anything heâd like to you.
Almost.
As good as his tongue feels dancing with yours, confusion still settles over your mind. Perhaps this was a dream and if thatâs the case, you never want to wake up.
âWaitâwait.â You pull back, the questions swirling inside probing you until itâs impossible to ignore.
âHuh, baby?â Logan groans, teeth pulling at your bottom lip before sucking at the swollen skin.
Babybabybabybabybabyâ the pet name clouds your senses for a second, a rush of arousal pooling at your hole. You want to cry at how that simple, simple word makes you feel.
âStop that.â You mumble, pulling your head back and lips out of his reach.
Logan stares at you, silent but waiting as he waits for you say whatever is on your mind. Frankly, he wants his tongue to be buried deep in your cunt right about now, but, details.
âWhat is going on?â Breathless, the question settles between you, causing Loganâs brow to raise.
âWell, my tongue was just in your mouthââ you slap his chest, face turning warm at his bluntness.
âNot that. Iâmâ why are you here? Why are you kissing me when you canât stand me?â Your voice is quiet, insecurity present in your tone. Nimble fingers grasp the dog tags that rest on his chest, and youâve never been grateful for it.
At that, Loganâs face scrunches up, confusion floating around his irises, lips curving downward.
âWhat are you talking about?â If it wasnât for the genuineness in his voice, you wouldâve smacked his chest again at how clueless he was.
âWhat do you mean? Youâve made it very clear how you feel about me; youâve despised my entire existence the moment we metâ wait, I canât even say that because you didnât even have the decency to greet me!â
Frustration hovers over you heavily, enough to snap you out of the lustful spell Logan often inflicts upon you. You slide down his body, ignoring the quiver of your cunt when you make contact with his jean clad bulge. You push at his chest, needing distance to ensure you actually get your words out and donât end up back with his tongue down your throat.
âI donât hate you.â Logan grunts out, staring at you as you pace the wooden floors of the room. Vaguely, heâs paying attention, but he canât be blamed for the way his eyes focus on the way your ass shifts with each step, the plush skin so inviting as the lace cup each cheek. âWhatâre you on about?â
Frankly, Loganâs pissing you off. The vague answers are getting on your nerves, enough that you feel yourself snap.
Your hair swiftly turns bright red, a scarlet blossoming over the strands until they coat them completely. Your emotions could never quite be concealed, not with the way your hair would turn different variations of red when you were angry, furious, sad, happy, aroused.
âYouâve been a dick to me, treating me like shit for no reason and now you think you can just waltz in here and kiss me like that? You think you can pretend to want me when we both know thatâs not true?â
Balls of fiery, red energy bloom at your fingertips, and though you stand in your pretty pink assortment, you look the part of threatening.
Itâs too bad the abrupt display of your mutation, mixed with fiery words, has Loganâs cock jerking with want.
âSometimes, I question whether or not youâre actually a genius.â
And just like that, you feel the words like a punch to the gut. Youâre so mad, so blind by the intense emotions you feel for Logan, that you feel those pesky flames of energy moving up your wrist and forearm, a telltale sign of your anger.
âFuck you, Logan.â You hiss, your fingers hot with the heat coursing through them.
What pisses you off more, to which your hair and eyes darken to a dangerous maroon, is the fact that Logan wears a faint smirk, watching you with humor as if you arenât showcasing how pissed you are.
âAre you done yet?â Logan takes a step closer, uncaring of the way your mutation flares furiously at his presence.
âLogan, leave me alone. I donât need you to sit here and pretend to want me. I donât need you to make fun of me, either.â Huffing, you glare up at the man before you, who stares back just as pointedly.
You turn around, back facing him as you go to enter the attached bathroom when all at once, youâre spun back around by a hand on your nape, your neck in a delicious tight grip as Logan pulls you into his body, smashing his mouth on yours for the second time tonight.
Your body betrays you, a desperate whimper ebbs out at how fucking good Loganâs lips feel on yours.
His teeth bite down on your top lip, before suckling sweetly to combat the pain flourishing there. You moan, mouth falling open as he messily kisses you. The intoxicating taste of him swarms your tastebuds, his tongue swirling with yours in a way that leaves you dizzy with need.
A string of spit connects between your mouths as Logan pulls away, chuckling meanly when you promptly follow the warm wetness of his lips. A rough hand grips your throat again, tight enough to leave you feeling breathless but delicious enough to make your cunt squeeze around nothing.
âSo thatâs what you think, princess? That I donât want you?â Loganâs fingers flex around your throat, gripping at your jaw to capture all of your attention. As if you were anything but than enamored with him. âYou think thatâs what Iâve been doing, huh?â
You can only stare up at him as your heartbeat rings loudly through your eardrums. A hand goes to tug at his shirt, an attempt to steady yourself, but Loganâs faster as he grabs your wrist.
âAnswer me.â He whispers hotly as the hand holding yours captive moves to intertwine your fingers.
The touch of him, the hold on your throat and roughness of his fingers in yours, renders you speechless. Youâre so overcome with your emotions that you can only manage to nod. The weight of you goes limp in his hold, silently begging him to do something to satiate the hunger burning every inch of you.
âWords, baby. Got nothing to say now, huh?â He taunts, his grip leaving your neck in favor of thumbing at your lips.
âYesâ I, itâs what itâs seemed like, what youâve made me feel. Thought you hated me.â
Loganâs nose twitches, no doubt smelling your arousal as it leaks into the material covering you, ruining the lace.
âCouldnât be more wrong,â He groans, pushing his thumb past the soft of your lips. His knees nearly buckle at the feel of your mouth closing and sucking his thumb, tongue rolling up against the skin as though it was his cock instead. âShit, baby.â
You whine around his finger, eyes fluttering up at him in a way that has his dick aching for you.
âFuck, been dreaming about you since the day we met. Been dreaming of you in every way possible.â He admits, a smile tugging at his lips at the way you freeze, lips leaving his thumb with a âpopâ.
âWhat?â Itâs a whisper, barely audible but he heard it all the same. The butterflies in your stomach are now having a complete rager, bolts of anxiousness kissing your skin.
âOf course.â Logan leanes down, pressing a kiss to your wet lips. âKnew the second I saw you youâd ruin me, so I just⌠stayed away. I never meant to make you think the worst. Mâsorry, honey.â
This was not the way youâd expected tonight to go.
Itâs as though all the confusion, anger, and sadness drain from you and, in its place,its full of the tremulous feeling of the admission.
And despite the fact that youâd fucked yourself thinking about him, and heâd heard, you feel incredibly shy. You drop your head to his hard chest, your hands squeezing his own where he holds them.
âI donât know what to say.â You utter, brain all muddled and no other thoughts come forth as Logan haunts every inch of your mind. You feel like an idiot, even though Logan had acted like a dick for the better part youâd known him.
Logan simply lifts your head, invading your senses as his nose bumps yours.
âYou were a dick.â Itâs spoken factually, making him huff against your face.
âI know.â
âYou couldâve kissed me months ago.â
âCan I kiss you now?â
His quick reply leaves you flushing, but when you nod, his lips are back on yours instantly, in their rightful place.
The kiss is messy; hot, wet, and dirty. Logan groans when you jump up, strong arms catching your thighs in a tight grip. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you lose yourself in the thrilling taste of his mouth. You unconsciously start humping him, dragging your drenched panties across his hard dick.
You suck on his tongue before capturing his lip between your teeth, nails dragging down his shoulder blades. A loud, feral growl escapes Logan, and without another thought, he throws your pliant body on the bed.
And at the sight of you, Logan feels like heâs about to come right then and there. In your skimpy outfit, so much plush, soft skin is on display. The hair tumbling from your shoulders has turned a dark cherry color during your kiss, and your hands are tickled with red energy thatâs twirling up your arms, not unlike the way vines thread onto an old home.
This time, though, he knows youâre not upset, but instead, aroused.
He can smell the way your slick seeps from your fluttering hole, how it sticks to the skin of your thighs.
And fuck, he wants to sink his face right in front of your pussy and inhale until heâs woozy with the complete perfume of you.
So, thatâs exactly what he does.
Your eyes widen as Logan drops onto the floor in front of the bed, yanking your body to the edge. Your lower half is completely in his grip, and he stares at you for a moment, eyes hazy with lust. Then, heâs pulling your pussy all the way up to his nose. The feel of him so close to your puffy lips has you clenching, even more so when he lowers his head and fucking sniffs you.
âFuck, baby. Been dreaming of this since the minute I saw you. Smells so fuckinâ sweet.â Logan inhales deeply again, smattering messy, open mouthed kisses to the skin of your upper thigh. âYou donât know how many times Iâve wanted to throw you over my shoulder, get you alone and eat this pussy.â
âLogan!â You whimper out. The sound is completely feeble but you couldnât care less, not with the way heâs sucking bruises into your skin. âPlease, please.â
Spurred on by your whines, he sinks his canines into the skin, where your thigh meets the lips of your core.
Pain simmers into pleasure as the sting is followed by his tongue. Rosy splotches decorate your upper thighs, a preview of the bruises that will glaze the skin tomorrow. Logan does this until heâs satisfied with how his teeth imprint the skin. Itâs as if itâs his way of solidifying that youâre his, like heâs staking his claim with his bruises smattering your thighs.
At some point your hand finds purchase in his hair, pawing at the tufts and tugging his face closer to where you need him most. He groans, the pain at his scalp sending jolts of desire throughout his body.
He sneaks a look up at you, and shit, youâre the prettiest thing heâs ever seen. Your head is thrown back, sending those rebellious, red strands fluttering around you. Your hips are canting up to his mouth, and the smell of you, mixed with the previous orgasm youâd worked out before he interrupted, sends his senses in overdrive.
He knows heâd tortured you both enough when you canât stop shivering with need, when his own hips brush against the edge of the bed. Without hesitation, Logan licks a long, wet stripe up your clothed pussy, suctioning around your enlarged clit.
The taste of you, heady, sweet, and so distinctly you, floods his tongue. He knew youâd taste good, but this? Oh, he wanted to drink you up all hours of the day.
With a growl, Logan tuggs the lace aside and loses it. He sucks, licks, and mouthed at your cunt like a man starved. His tongue dips into your hole before licking up and down your slit.
Moans of his name sound around the walls of your room, along with the filthy noise of his lips sucking your swollen button.
Youâve never felt like this before; the way heâs eating you out has your entire body on fire, and if you could see yourself, youâd see how ruby colored lines swirl all around your hands, how your hair practically glows with the intensity of your feelings.
Heâd been attracted to you the minute he saw youâ but the way you look when your mutation is at work? The way your hair grows shades of intoxicating reds and the way the fiery energy glows from the tips of your fingers to your elbows? Oh, how it fucking wrecks him. He just wants to keep you captive in this bedroom for all of eternity, if only to see you like this all the time.
âFeels so fucking good, fuck.â Youâre a blubbering mess, hands tugging Loganâs hair hard, resulting in a moan that vibrates your pussy.
âMine.â He grunts, and you gasp at the sensation of saliva as he spits directly onto your clit. âMy fuckinâ pussy.â
Then, he latches his soft lips around your puffy bud and sucks hard. His dirty words and lucious mouth have your thighs shivering, hips bucking with insatiable need.
Like youâd done when you were alone and thinking about him, whimpers of âLoganâ slip past bitten lips as you rut against his face.
âThatâs it, baby, say my name. Taste so fuckinâ good.â He humms against the slick, swell of your pussy.
A stream of âfuckfuckfuckâ is audible from open lips, forming an âoâ as the rush of delicious, hot pleasure pours over you completely.
As you come down, the pleasure fizzles out and overwhelming bursts of overstimulation bubble over you. Logan continues to lap at your wetness, groaning at your taste.
âSâtoo much, Logan.â Shaky hands grip his brown locks and you try and fail to bring the man away from your throbbing hole. His tongue laps at the taste of you, dipping in as deep as he could to savor every last drop. âOh, fuck.â
âTaste too fuckinâ sweet, baby. Canât help it.â
Logan grips tightly at your thighs, cruelly pinching at the flesh as he devours your pretty clit.
He canât get enough, and seemingly, neither can you, with the way you buck into his warm, slick mouth despite the crushing pleasure. The material of your underwear snaps against you as Loganâs grip loosens, but he still eats you out as though there was no barrier.
His soft lips and dangerous tongue make it difficult to do anything but take the mind-numbing pleasure.
Heâs content to stay here; between your gorgeous thighs and ravage your cunt all night, pull orgasms from you until you forget everything except the syllables that make up his name.
Except, the words that come from you have him still against you, his cock jerking and responding immediately to the addictive tilt of your voice.
âLoganâ Logan, wanna suck your cock. Please.â
It was as though you were made for himâ every inch of you riles him up like no one else has before and he has to take a deep, deep breath to refrain from coming in his jeans like a damn virgin.
With one last lick up your lace covered cunt, his face is suddenly above yours, the sight is lethal. The entirety of his lower face wears your wetness with pride, glistening and gleaming in the lowlight of the room. His eyes look animalistic, the hazel taken over by the black of dilated pupils.
Logan looks at you like he wants to fucking destroy you. You know without a doubt youâd let him.
A sweet kiss is pressed against your lips, a warm caress of his tongue on yours, the musky taste of your pussy causing you to part your thighs further. You whine once more, because you crave the heady taste of his cock; your mouth salivates at the thought of his tip heavy on your tongue.
âEasy, honey. Can smell how bad you want it.â
If you were less intoxicated by lust, youâd be mortified at the knowledge Logan can smell your arousal right now.
âLogan.â Pathetic whimpers and moans against his mouth have him pulling back, gritting his teeth to force himself to get a grip. It doesnât work, not with the way youâre spread out below him, face pretty with a tiny that vaguely mimics the hue of your top and panties.âPlease.â
How is he meant to last when you sound like that? All fucked out from just his tongue alone?
âCâmereâ.â Logan mutters, tugging your body all the way up his chest, maneuvering you until your pussy is hovering above his mouth, facing his cock.
Completely fucked out, saliva pools in your mouth at the sight of his bulge, massive even in the confines of jeans.
Youâre confused as to why Logan has put you on his chest, but it makes sense when he pulls your thighs down, mouth finding your wet, sopping sex once more.
You cry out, hips jolting at the way his tongue push the fabric away from your puffiness, immediately wrapping around your clit. At the way you were shaking on his face, unmoving besides the subtle thrusts of hips, he stops.
âLoââ
âGo on then, baby. Suck my cock, just like you wanted.â
And oh, you both feel the slick that follows after those rasped words fill the air.
Only once you undo that damn belt buckle and pull both his jeans and boxers down, just enough to see the way his cock bounced out, wet at the red, swollen tip, does Logan resume licking up your pussy.
Fueled by the return of those talented lips, you lean forward without another thought.
Licking from base to tip, a moan vibrates against his cock as you hum, a taste so distinctly Logan making you feel light and warm. You lick up and down him sloppy, spitting on the tip of him as you slick his dick up, before finally wrapping your lips around him.
âFuck.â His growl is borderning on feral; his teeth finding purchase on your asscheek and biting, an attempt to ground himself. It only serves to have his hips jump at the feel of you whining on him, sucking him down so fucking good. âFuck, knew youâd be good with that pretty fuckinâ mouth.â
Heâs so focused on the way youâve started bobbing up and down the length of him, overcome with euphoria at the warmth and wetness as you suck and swirl your tongue, that heâs stopped his attention to your pussy, something heâs only reminded of as you wiggle impatiently over him.
âSorry, princess, youâre driving me fuckinâ crazy.â He grits out, fingers gripping the flesh of your thighs at the little âhmph!â you let out, pulling off his cock.
Though he canât see you, he knows thereâs a string of spit that spans from your swollen lips to his pulsating cock. He shutters, overwhelmed by you entirely, before burying his face into your weepy cunt.
âOh! Logan, feels so good!â With a pathetic little whimper, his cock fills your mouth again as you sink down, satisfied with the way his tongue is licking at you.
A blend of moans sound as he wraps his lips around your puffed clit, as you ease his cock into your throat.
Loganâs eating you out in a frenzy, crazed by the tang of you soaking his mouth, chin, and nose. Despite the warmth bubbling in his stomach, heâs determined to make you come on his tongue again.
When thick fingers nudge into your hole unexpectedly, you mewl at the blissful feeling.
Loganâs fingers work steadily inside you in tandem with the way his mouth suckles divinely at your button. Youâre an absolute messâ grinding down on his face, riding his digits, gagging as Loganâs hips match the pace of his fingers, grunts vibrating against you as he fucks your throat.
Logan curls his fingers in a way that has you seeing every fucking color of the rainbow. You come, moaning around the base of his cock and rocking back and forth on his fingers and mouth, muffled sobs spilling from your stuffed mouth.
When he feels you shivering on his tongue, overstimulated and sensitive, he pulls away from your center, the soaked fabric of your panties falling back into place once more.
Your mouth is still full of him, lips lazily sucking him down as your body tries to get ahold of the white hot pleasure still coursing through you.
âCâmere, baby.â
Itâs a soft whisper against your thigh, but it settles over you, his soothing voice swirling around your shaky body like a warm blanket. Letting his cock fall from your lips, you scramble as fast as your body allows before you find yourself straddling Logan, staring down at the man with cloudy, wet eyes.
And maybe Logan is sickâ because the sight of tears spilling over your cheeks has his cock unbelievably hard, a growl threatening to tumble out at the way your pretty, crimson hair spills over your shoulders.
Still, he wants to make sure youâre okay.
âWhatâs wrong, honey?â Logan watches at the way a small smile graces your features, even as tears continue to glisten your lash line. âYou okay?â
âNothing's wrong, just feel so good.â Your voice is a little hoarse, no doubt from the way his dick was fucking your whiny mouth. Your voice is still the sweetest thing heâs ever heard, those few words going straight to his dick.
Logan feels his own lips tug upwards as you speak. Even though heâs fucked you silly and stolen two orgasms, he tenses with desire as he notes the want dancing in your irises.
âGood.â
âMhmm.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, a moment where hungry eyes lock in on one another, sensual energy threatening to burst.
Then, in a flash, lips are locked and tongues whirl together familiarly. Itâs a hot, lewd kiss filled to the brim with desireâ the passion almost too much with how it lights up every inch of your bodies, a fire threatening to spread.
Neither of you are sure who moved firstâ but it doesnât matter because the way Loganâs hand wraps around your hair, creating a makeshift ponytail in a tight grip, steals your attention.
If someone were to see the two of you, they would see how desperate and needy you both were.
Youâre kissing Loganâs top lip, biting before soothing the sting with a sweet, soft suck. Your thighs are spread over his own entirely and your position has your cunt settling over his cock nicely. Loganâs free hand grips the skin of your ass tight, guiding as you grind against him, the soaked panties catching on the tip of him with each thrust. The fingers tangled in your hair are unforgiving, tugging harshly as Logan grunts into your open mouth.
Youâre both a mess of passion and lustâ and your body thrums with the idea of his cock inside you.
âSuch a good girl, thatâs it. Fuckââ Logan nearly whines, the feel of your wetness on his bulge has him trapping your lips in another all consuming kiss.
Your hands, lit up with energy, find purchase in his pretty hair, yanking as he kisses you vulgar, because everything is somehow too much and not enough.
âLoganâ need you. Need you so bad, baby.â
Logan wants to eat you up entirelyâ somehow youâre still not satiated, rubbing your slick all over his lap and begging him for more. If he was a better man, he wouldâve fucked you already. As it is, he likes it a little too much hearing you beg for him.
âShhh, you got me, honey. Iâm right here.â
âFuck me, please. Need you inside, Logan.â
Thereâs tears in your eyes again, ready to spill over if the ache between your thighs isnât soothed in the next five minutes. Youâre clinging to him, hips stuttering because itâs just not enough and you both know it.
âMy poor baby.â He sighs, the words somehow a mix of condescending and genuine and it makes you cry out. âSo needy, huh?â
âJust for you.â The way you say it, itâs a message you both understandâ you need him in every way possible, not just sexually.
He wonders if you know just how badly he needs you, especially now that heâs got a taste of you.
âIâm yoursââ you start, but itâs cut off by the squeak you emit when youâre suddenly flipped over, Loganâs muscular form hovering over you, his dog tags swinging between you.
âYouâre mine.â Itâs not a question, but a statement and it sends a thrill over you.
âYours.â Youâre nodding, eyes wide and so fucking pretty that it makes Logan squeeze his hands, the metal of his claws threatening to break through the skin.
He pulls his shirt off then, pride filling his chest at the way your eyes glaze over, a lip taken between your teeth as you stare at the vein that leads to his cock, which is pulsing with the promise of release.
He doesnât comment on your lustful eyes, instead tracing his fingers down your body, until he reaches the hem of your baby pink lace. It doesnât leave much to the imagination but Logan might break something if he doesnât see your tits in all their glory.
You get the message, leaning up and slowly pulling the fabric from your chest, your breasts and midsection on full display. If he hadnât already eaten you out twice, you wouldâve moved to cover your taut nipples. Instead, you grip the chain of his necklace and pull him back down with you, sighing when youâre chest to chest.
âDo you know how long Iâve wanted this?â He says, pecking your lips once, licking a stripe down your throat. Wetness coats both nipples as his tongue swirls over them. âDo you know how badly Iâve wanted to have you under me?â
You moan, nails digging into his shoulder blades at the fluttery feeling his lips bring, deep enough to elicit blood from his skin. Logan groans, head tipping back as his hips thrust down suddenly, the tip of his cock ramming into your clit.
âFuck, Logan.â Your hands span the expanse of his back, scratching each time he bumps your button just right. His jeans are still on, resting just below his thighs and something about the way he couldnât even get up to properly take them off makes you shudder.
Heâs rutting against you now, dick rubbing filthy over your panties and it dawns on you then that he hasnât come yet, too preoccupied with taking care of you.
Determined, you slide one hand onto his asscheek, pushing him further into you, while your other grips his chin, pulling his mouth to yours in a slick, open-mouth kiss.
âCâmon Logan, fuck me, please.â
Logan turns into something animalistic thenâ flipping you over without warning, caging you between his arms. Your gasp is audible as he yanks your wet lace to the side, before thrusting forward, and fucks his cock into you with one thrust.
âOh my god, fuck me, fuck me, fuck meââ the feel of Logan finally inside you had you absolutely fucking drunk on the feel of him.
âTryinâ to, baby.â He grits, arms flexing beside your head, fingers intertwining with yours as he sinks into you, inch by inch, until you were filled to the brim.
Loganâs body covers yours, lips pressing all over your shoulder blades to soothe the little whines you let out at how fucking full you felt. Itâs everything you want and moreâ you want to memorize the feel of him, every ridge and vein as he bottoms out.
âBaby,â he grunts, fingers flexing with yours as he stays still, for your sake. âSo fuckinâ tight, so fuckinâ wet.â
And it was trueâ despite the fact that heâs huge, he slipped in easily because of the mess you created, a slick mix of your come and desire that seeps from you.
âLogan, fuck me, please.â You ask so sweetly, as if you werenât impaled by his cock right now.
With that, he slips out of you slowly, before fucking into you hard, deep. Then, he fucking ravishes youâ creating a steady, fast paced rhythm and fucking you dumb with his cock.
Youâre a whiny mess. Your hair grows darker, hands glittering between his grip each time he slams into you, each time your cunt squeezes around him.
Completely cock drunk, your back arches, ass up and hips slamming back against his with your cheek pressing into the mattress as you sob.
Youâre so fucking needy that his own thighs are wet with your desireâ he growls at the sight, fucking you even faster.
âYouâre mine. Have been since you came here.â Logan growled, releasing your fingers in favor of gripping your hair and pulling you up until you were pressed into his chest. âMy fuckinâ girl.â
âYours!â You cry, tears rolling down your face. Your entire body jolts with pleasure, and you feel like you couldnât breathe, not with how euphoria threatens to smother you. âMâso close!â
âI know, honey, I know. Can feel you fuckinâ squeezinâ around me.â Logan moans out, pushing you back down into the mattress and finding purchase on your hips, pulling you back hard. âGonna come all over me?â
You donât answer, instead crying out as you feel a sharp flash of pain on your asscheek, Loganâs hand swift and quick. The pain mixes into pleasure when he rubs at the red skin, pressing sweet kisses on your back.
He wishes you could see yourself right now; maybe then you would understand why he was so intoxicated by you.
Your pretty body is bent over, ass up and face in the sheets as whimpers seep out. The lace that drove him crazy is yanked to the side, grazing his cock each time he drove deeper inside you. Youâre so beautiful like this, he wants to keep you forever.
Sweet, little âuh,uhâsâ fill Loganâs ears as he speeds up, pulling you back up once more against his chest. He wants to be as close as fucking possible, the feel of your skin on his almost searing.
You turn your head back, lips seeking out his own. He kisses you, sucking at your lips as he continues to fuck you vigorously.
The fluttery feeling of your cunt squeezing around him suddenly sends him over the edgeâ low groans falling in your open mouth as hot, searing spurts of come coat your walls.
Knowing that Logan had lost it, finally giving into the temptation like youâd been doing all night, has you whining as your own orgasm surrounds your entire being.
âBabyââ Logan thrusts shallowly, riding your orgasms out as long as he could; if he could, heâd never leave this feeling behind. Seemingly, you agreed as your nails dig into his forearms that hold you up, eyes squeezing shut at the overpowering bliss tingling everywhere. âI got you, itâs okay.â
âLogan, fuck!â It comes out as a huff, head against his sweaty neck, body completely limp in his hold.
Youâd never been so incredibly sex-dazed in your life. From this moment onward, Logan has ruined you for anyone else.
Though, you hope there isnât anyone else.
Logan kisses your head before untangling from you; a smirk dancing across his usually gruff features at the little whine let out as he pulls out. He gently rolls you onto your back, laying your head tenderly on the pillows. It was such a stark difference to the rough way heâd fucked you minutes prior, but butterflies flutter around your stomach all the same.
You watch his eyes trail lower, landing on the mess between your thighs.
Logan is mesmerized by the sight; your pussy is destroyed , so wet with his come seeping out of your hole. Mindlessly, he lowers himself until heieye level with your sex. Sans any warning, his fingers are thrusted back inside.
He ignores your hiss in favor of trying to push his come back inside, to keep you full of him. His eyes meet yours, watching as your chest rises as you observe him. Thereâs a glint in your eye that has his heart stuttering.
âI want to kiss you.â You whisper, soft and a little bashful, as if he didnât have his fingers inside you. You look too fucking perfect, hair returning to its original color, eyes cloudy with unspoken words, a smile gracing your face.
How could he deny you when you looked like that?
Logan kisses your clit once, enjoying the way you jump before removing his fingers.
With those same digits, he sticks them in his mouth, sucking the flavor of you both and humming. He could hear the way your heart picked up at his actions. He releases them with a loud âpopâ, before finally coming back to you.
He hovers over you, and like youâd done earlier, soft hands pull at the chain until his lips melt with yours in a soft kiss. Logan pulls back, resting his head on yours, eyes connecting with yours.
âHi.â You giggle then, nose bumping his in the proximity.
âHi, baby.â Logan kisses your lips once more, before rolling beside you. You wouldâve whined at him if it werenât for the way he immediately pulls you onto his chest.
With your limbs tangled, a kiss pressed to your forehead, you think this could be heaven and if so, you never wanted to leave.
It was quiet for a momentâ the two of you content to listen to one anotherâs heartbeat, the breaths that fall from lips. Then, you break the silence, because of course you do.
âLogan?â
âHmm?â
âJust so you know, Iâm expecting you to take me out before you get me like this again.â You mutter against his slick chest, where your head rests as you wrap yourself around the man like a koala.
A deep laugh fills the room, chest rumbling because what the fuck?
Heâs fucked you, with his mouth and cock, and now youâre laying on him as his come seeps out of you and youâre demanding him to take you out?
He was going to in the first place, but he thinks itâs cute you decided for him.
Logan may be a man thatâs been alive for almost two centuries, practically immortal, but itâs completely possible youâll be the death of him.
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