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This is basically FNAF Ruinā¦
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf cassie#fnaf mimic#fnaf mxes#fnaf ruin#security breach#fnaf gregory#I havenāt drawn enough things for ruin#but itās funny to think of all the moving parts in it#mxes is just trying to do his job š#and then this kid shows up and starts breaking things#maybe he should be less threatening looking idk#MXES has resting sinister face#cassie my beloved you went through way too much
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āCOME + FUCKINā TAKE IT!ā (2024) on scrap fabric, hrt supplies, acryclic paint, upholstery & cotton thread.
#hehe finally posting my art again#iāll sew it on my jacket soon#trans art#idk if i should move the t bottleā¦..#or leave it where it is
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give me some whiskey and ill draw The Most Thing i can come up with
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this wasnt the personal thing i wanted to draw this weekend but it has been on the back burner for a while so. it counts !!!!!!#i did sketch this last night. MODERATELY hammered and the final comic is Just A Tad diff from the sketch im wheezing#just in terms of angles but still thats huge to me#CHAT everyone knew i was gonna draw SOMETHING as soon as i saw those tentacles#however i flipped the script on you all. probably. idk SOMEONE prob assumed i woulda had magneto use them#but how the turn tables .... have turned. this is so stupid JVLKJVLA if this gets 5k on twitter ill do a charles ver MAYBE.#welcome back to my ongoing series of These Old Men Will Make Their Weird Love Affair Everyones Problem#i have an exam in the morning i need to stop this#ill have to this week like Truly but still VJELRKVJE I GOTTAAAA STOPPP DRAWIN THIS LATE#anyways. please enjoy this is so dumb but i got to try drawing charles' powers in effect so thats nice#i should do a study of that one day ... not anyday soon LMAO GOD moving on goodnight everyone !!
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Doodle that evolved into "ready for Krillin's wedding" maybe š¤
#sketch#gohan#son gohan#chichi#son chichi#db#dbz#dragon ball#dragon ball z#this was supposed to be a sad piece where they were ready for goku's funeral#subtely sad like theyd be smiling but chichi would have the spider lily in the center of her bouquet#but then idk#gohan should be happy for once LOL#also i hate this im sick of it i wanna post it and be done and move on#i hate colouring why do i do this to myself
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Touchy feely 20 years later
#aaaaaaagh this one is so inconsistent#OH WELL. WE MOVE FORWARD.#would she actually do this in canon no probably not lol#but idk if we're going with mischaracterization I THINK#she should be allowed to be a liiiiittle cheeky sometimes#just a bit#āIf you wanna dance I'll take the leadā ok I see how it is with you two damn#anyways hell yeah sis get his waist#guilty gear#baiken#anji mito#anbai#darkplums#yeah I'm still pushing for that name sue me#my art
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realized the @blumineck pose was perfect for celegorm so here he is!
#silm#silmarillion#celegorm#have not properly drawn him in so long#is this his first solo piece?#i had to go check out my old design for him to remember the tattoo placement#but i like how it turned out!#except the bottom limb of the bow is a little wonky :(#it should be a little more curved but i forgot to move the canvas when drawing it and ran into the bottom of the screen so oh well#also why is he running around the woods with white pants? idk#probably aredhel rubbing off on him
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My ulterior motive in wanting (my) Rook and Lucanis to have at least one child together is that itās the simplest way I can think of to convince Lucanis to step down as First Talon (a title he didnāt even ask for and doesnāt want, but is either unwilling or incapable of communicating as much to his grandmother - who probably wouldnāt even listen to him anyway, because when has Caterina ever considered Lucanisā feelings?).
Risking his own life by having the giant target that is the rank of First Talon painted on his back (practically an invitation to the other power-hungry houses whoād love nothing more than to see House Dellamorteās downfall) is one thing, but putting the safety of Rook and their children at risk? Knowing that the other houses (with the possible exceptions of de Riva and Cantori, given Viago and Teiaās fondness for Rook) wouldnāt hesitate to harm or threaten them if it suited their purposes? Unacceptable.
Even if Rook is a Crow too (or especially if Rook is also a Crow, since that makes any children they have with Lucanis the scions of two powerful Crow houses), the risk is simply too great. Itās practically inevitable that someone will eventually try to use them against him.
Lucanis lost his parents to the Crows. He already thought heād lost Rook once. He will not risk losing the woman he loves or their children for the glory of House Dellamorte and a title he never wanted.
(Worse, he will not make his children orphans, left for Caterina to raise and mould as he and Illario were. Not if he can prevent it.)
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#rookanis#veilguard spoilers#dragon age rook#rook de riva#arden de riva#arden x lucanis#anyway i just think arden and lucanis should both leave the crows for their own good#what would they do instead? idk i havenāt figured that out yet#move to orlais and keep wyverns maybe lmao
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Mandatory relationship graph to get to know my ship(s) better. And yes, two graphs because I see DO and SWK as two different person and the dynamics would differ too.
Some thoughts
I have SWK listed up taller than DO - in my AU, the DO starts out being 160cm tall and then grows with each artifact he collects. It's also why in some of my art you can see DO being taller than Oz, or the same height as her.
By the time the journey comes to an end, Oz's hair has grown longer. She's still undecided about cutting it or not.
I don't think the DO has a high horny level, I think he is faaaar too focused on completing his quest of obtaining all the artifacts. But he does get flustered very easily when Oz sometimes grabs his hand or clings on to him cause something scared her, or when she compliments him.
DO does very easily get jealous though, he is a wee bit possessive. He does't like seeing other people or yaoguai get close to her, it makes him want to just wrap his arms around her and not let her go while glaring thousand daggers at the other person. He was not happy when Oz jokingly asked if the Yin Tiger is married and if not he would marry her.
DO and Oz switches between big and small spoon, although I think the taller DO grows the more he prefers to be the big spoon. SWK is the big spoon no questions asked ("You're such a koala sheesh." "I do not know what this koala you speak of is.")
With DO, Oz had lot's of different names to call him, mostly just to get his attention. "oi, you. Monkie. Kiwi. Peach. Luffy (kudos if you get the reference)".
With Su Wukong, it's mostly him that has the endearing nicknames for her, stuff like ęØ±č± (YÄ«nghuÄ, cherryblossom bc of her hair color), åæčå®č“(heart and liver treasure), darling, princess, my queen.
I don't see Oz having a lot of nicknames for SWK though, she'll most likely refer to him with Wukong. If she is calling him The Great Sage, Your Highness, Your Majesty, she is being sarcastic.
There is no confession between DO and Oz, I think both are being far too busy trying to survive, with one trying to get all the artifacts and the other trying to go home. But there is no doubt that they care for each other and have become good friends.
SWK confesses first. My HC is that after the whole journey to the west + buddhahood + leaving buddhahood + gamble and plan his death + the experience and memories he gaines as DO traveling with Oz made him a lot more mature and appreciate the things he has in his long (immortal) life. And that includes Oz. Of course he still maintains a mischievious streak. He knows what he wants and he wants to be with her. He also knows that she has other shit to deal with, like the Celestial Court trying to put a leash on her now (because family history) and that she is still looking for a way back home, so he tell her how he feels, but that he understands she has other priorities at the moment, aaaand that he will continue to support her and be her friend, but also that he will wait for her because what is another 500 years of waiting ("yeah i don't think I'm gonna live that long.")
also also, SWK is definitely the hornier one. But he doesn't get jealous or possesive like DO does. He is very secure in himself and he trusts his partner. Ofc if someone is being pushy and makes Oz uncomfortable he will step in ASAP
I've also marked DO as having no relationship experience because I don't see him as having any, i feel like all his life he was preparing for this quest. But since he gets SWK memories after he finishes the quest, I do think that makes him having some experience? Especially since the game mentiones SWK and White Bone Demon were a thing, and he was im trever able to let her go and it was one of the reasons he left buddhahood. Idk about you but I do think that indicates a deep bond they had.
aaaaand that's it. Here is the empty template for those who also want to do it:
#szynkART#the ham talks#using my tumblr to write down all my hc and thoughts before I move on from this hyperfixation#ughhhhhhhhhhhh maybe I really should try to write fanfiction again#last time I did was 10-12 years ago during peak first Avenger movies and Fantastic Beasts#but also idk if anyone would read it.#I feel like nowadays people prefer reader Y/N fanfics over ones with OCs??#I remember *old man's voice* back in my days#there were barely any Y/N reader fanfics and it was mostly OCs and self-inserts#cepheus baskerville#black myth wukong#black myth wukong oc#sun wukong#sun wukong x oc#sun wukong x reader#starfruit
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LET ME OUT
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Anyways I always wanted to doodle this specific pose from Toyless' animation why because I can :]
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This was the specific screenshot I based the pose off I love hands grabbing head!!! :
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The original video ^ (I'll be real with yall I was shocked the original song was poppy playtime because my only experience with it was that all my baby cousins loved that franchise. And they would show me vids off it at family gatherings because I was the babysitter. One of em even debated me abt fnaf like chill out bro you weren't even born when it came out!!!!!)
Glitchtrap rambling time woohoo let's go!!!!
-I redrew em again because I think I'm almost 100% happy with its design!!!! Like I don't wanna change their face so much because the way his face is shaped is my fave!!! Like they have the same style of muzzle as sonic characters!!!!!! I just made it rounder cuz its their early days before this au lore
-I just wanna achieve the unnaturalness with their design. Like they don't belong here. They want to get out. LET HIM OUT. type vibe basically like that's why it has like those kind off teeth instead off the rabbit ones. They get those later in the au.
-I fucking love Glitchtrap so much you don't understand they're so peak!!!!!! I jokingly hate him because I despise what it did to Vanny.
-I was a fan since day 1 bro is just so unique like woah a non animatronic for a change?!?!? STRAIGHT UP A FURSUIT!??!?! Color me impressed!!! I love zooming on it its model and seeing everyy little detail!!! Like omg bro is crying and drooling on the suit!!!!! There's also a patch of uneven stitching pattern on the top of their head compared to their mostly symmetrical design!!!
-I was so fixated on em like my level of obsession for him was bad bad!!!! Like yeah it was still there when Vanny came around during the curse of Dreadbear DLC but you don't understand it surpassed all my Foxy art!!! The first fnaf character I fixated on!?!?? Like what and yall can ask my IRLS bro had lots n lots of art!!!!! I have so much trad art of glitchy it's embarassing!!! Atleast I improved tbh!!
-I just really really loved the fan animations were bro got to time travel to the older fnaf animations and fuck em up!!!! Causing them all to glitch out like hello PEAK!?!?!?! No im not biased to rabbit characters with whiskers shhhhh... SHHH...
-Because I know all those animations already and it's like omg omg OMG Glitchtrap kinda expanded my music taste imma be fr... Fnaf autism is so bad I omfg I only listened to fnaf songs and the only time I listened to other franchises songs is because someone animated fnaf over it... like yeah I was an animation meme kid but even then I only remember the lyrics and titles to songs if I saw fnaf on them (cringe!!!!) So yeah thank u Glitchtrap <33333
-I think Malhare is the cooler name but the Glitchtrap name is cool too because when the names end in trap like this it makes me think they're like warrior cats adjacent. So in this one they just fluctuate between either Malhare or Glitchtrap
-Also another reason he's my super fave is because my brain predicted it's gloop form!!!!
-Like no joke literally the same character I dreamt about during the early days before Princess Quest.
-Except mine was a shadow like the shadow animatronics. More wispy than gloopy. I think the reason I dreamt it was because Shadow Toy Chica and fan made shadow animatronics were getting popular!! But legit same character and colors!!!!!!!
-Just a big dark mass with purple eyes surrounding it like literally the same character my brain came up with and I'm just wow <3333 minus the fact my design had really big giant swirly white eyebrows
-However my Shadow Glitchtrap was kinda more wack to say the least. Like heheheh cuz Glitchtraps a fursuit there's no denying that I changed the dream design a bit. In my old Glitchtrap designs they'd have a zipper and so what would happen was they'd unzip and flip their insides into outsides to reveal the Shadow Glitchtrap thing which was hiding inside them.
-Like those plushies that you can unzip to reveal a different plushie design basically!!!!
-TBH I prefer Glooptrap because yeah!!!!! Amalgamation of hate let's go!!!!!! I think with how gloopy he is its just fun to draw I love the fact that the weird Glitchtrap blockers look like that it fits too much with my own preestablished AU lore.
-I feel like Glitchtrap turns into Glooptrap from like the seams of their suit. Like you see that each part the suit got stitched just turn black as black liquid pours out like ohhh that shit haunted!!!! Bursting outta the seams like oh this guy has no one inside they're all just black sludge!!!!
-In this AU specifically (The one with my millions of Vanny designs) is actually a spoof fnaf AU where everyone lives!!! Like I have 3 AUs technically one of them being the fnaf cast in my oc world where they become my ocs basically called Rabbit City. My other one which is my more serious canon adjacent fnaf AU where no silly stuff or shipping happens, and it's just more overall following my own formed understanding of the canonicity and the series of events with me trying to keep the animatronics more game accurate (I dont think ive posted any of that here due to me feeling like my style limits the nit and grit I wanna go with it). And this one I mainly post on here where everything is just silly and bends to my command and everyone lives because I love everyone <333333 Literally playing with my toys type AU where I do what I want which is why a million vanny designs are in this AU specifically. I usually tag it as this š¦š©·šš°šš°šš°šÆ because the original name of this au is self indulgent and I'm embarrassed but it's too iconic to change it.
-Glitchtrap in this AU is just much more goofy and silly infecting people like a zombie virus and possessing them for his own gain. Weird eldritch horror that came out of a fnaf fangame. Anything goes in this AU so if I wanna make Glitchtrap a mind controlling zombie warlock wizard so be it!!!! Sorry I love zombies soo much you will have to take this trope out of my cold dead hands!!!!! I love rot!!!
-That's why it's wrinkly because they too me are like a rotten banana (Even though his associated smell to me is lemongrass). Imagine squeezing a banana still with it's skin on. That's how I imagine bro turns into glooptrap if they didn't open the zipper in time. Also because I love the design trope of rotting and withering sue me. I love when the flesh sags across the body. Wrinkles are great bro theyre so real!!!!! Also because back then people kept drawing him as skinny as a twig??? Even though they have fat??? So I made them fatter mostly because like I love the gloop part of it hiding inside <3333
-They're more green pink and purple because imma be real my fave color combo ever <33333
-I wanna do an xray piece with them soon to show their insides but I'm still uncertain if I have the art prowess to concoct it exactly like how I envision it yet. Like I need to squash and scretch them more. They need to look more decrepit and horrible!!!!! something like the unknown from dbd!!!!
-They can't actually emote properly stuck in a permanent smile
-Glithctrap and Vannyās dynamic is like Lord Hater and Commander Peepers in this one. There's more character adjacent to the dynamic between them concocted in my head but I wanna draw a comic abt it :]
-Like yeah one second they're besties and the next they're at each other's throats ready to strangle eachother. Vanny reluctantly trying to help him at first like how she was first called.
-Oh also in this specific AU Glitchtrap isn't connected to William in the slightest more just it's own thing!!!!
-He's like an AI that wants to be human. It believes it is human. They've mimicked people too much that they don't know what they are anymore. Or what it wants anymore. What do they want.
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#glitchtrap#fnaf glitchtrap#fnaf help wanted#fnaf vr#malhare#fnaf au#fnaf fanart#my art#š¦š©·šš°šš°šš°šÆ#ppl who read through my shit I love you but im sorry this one is pretty long#I should draw others sometimes besides vanny#but wahhh I don't wanna#Idk if anyone would be that interested to see my own reimaginings lol#I love doing these collage backgrounds#a treat for me getting to use stickers on picsart after suffering a million crashes#I hate the new ibis update everything lags so bad now I can't even move text without it stopping and freezing#sighs I will get through this omg the vector suck#tw eyestrain
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finally started p5 royal ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc heās patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm itās insane ššš#heās so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again iām ending it all. you didnāt come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumireā¦.i love her so badā¦..my sweet girlā¦.my baby ā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļø#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn šššš with her big soft doe eyes and how sheās so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BADā¦..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro heās literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash š#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully iāll finish the game this week iām sick of this. i want to move on
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ah. it hurts
#kimi ni todoke#i knew this episode would wreck me personally but..... idk this.. this here just.. oh it killed me#grief is so.. its so... it eats you whole#and you really do think you arent allowed to move on or smile or eat#because you should be sad#my mom told me the story that about 2 or so weeks after my dad died#when she went back to work#her colleagues made a joke at the lucnh table and she laughed#and one of them said oh look she can already laugh again#and he meant it nicely but my mom felt SO GUILTY#can i even be allowed to move on with my life if someone died that i love#am i allowed to smile tto have wishes to be annoyed about things to be angry about things to complain#ah. man ah man. i love kimi ni todoke so much i can barely put it in words
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Aftermath.
#hey guyssss#skuaclan#ravenpelt idk i think you should maybe tell someone about how your clan leader injured you in a fit of panic and defensive rage LMAO#(that was a 'sunstar injured ravenpelt for questioning orders' event from moon 18 that i moved back a bit bc it worked way better here)#moon 17#clangen ocs#ravenpelt#chirpheart#berrystripe#cinderplume#fogbloom#foxfern#sunstar#sunbite#sorry this is a wee bit late. various things came up#can't make promises as to how fast the blog will go- im posting this right after finishing it- but i want to get back into this#there is closure and lore with cinderplume i want to draw out but i think ill wait another moon or two to do it#i want it to be close enough to chronologically fit right/be relevant but also ive been on moon 17 for a loooong time#the timeline must progress#blood cw
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Every so often Iāll see interpretations of Liaraās N7 armor display as creepy/obsessive behaviour ā and thatās a fair interpretation! But it got me thinking about my own interpretation and, well
It kinda makes sense, doesnāt it?
Whether you romance her or not, she still has that armor display. The archaeologist. Displaying the armor of someone Importantā¢ļø, someone whose most recent importance was downplayed by the Alliance ā support for Shepardās Reaper theory was waning, the Alliance sent them off to more remote spots, Alchera happenedā¦
Liara is first and foremost a student of history, and an Asari one at that. Sheās trained to see those patterns of history, and knows a legend when she sees one ā beyond whatever else Shepard may have been known for before ME1. And in the aftermath of Alchera, Iām sure she got her first real experience with how humans, and the Alliance in particular, will try to bury or gloss over inconvenient truths ā if they can be bothered to acknowledge those truths in the first place
They didnāt memorialize Alchera until Shepard was back, two years later. They didnāt want to keep a spotlight on Shepard, on why they were even out there. But Shepard didnāt stay buried, and, well, maybe other ghosts wouldnāt either
All this to say I personally see Liaraās display as her own way of honoring Shepard as a historical symbol, as someone Historically Importantā¢ļø, and part of that history is a part the Alliance wanted to forget, was happy to forget until they couldnāt anymore
But Liara wasnāt going to forget, and sheād make sure galactic history broadly wouldnāt, either. And in ME3, she takes that conviction one step further, seeding Shepardās story, the story of the Reapers, all throughout the galaxy
That just reads as more narratively consistent to me, anyway š¤·āāļø
#mass effect#liara t'soni#again nothing wrong with the other interpretation!#I just think the fact that Liara is an archaeologist a historian and an alien from a species that lives a long time#and probably sees death differently or grieves differently#should also be explored#āshe gave Shepardās body to Cerberusā yeah she probably figured better them than the collectors#and if she gave it to the Alliance and they interred Shepardās body (no guarantee theyād cremate)#whatās to stop the collectors from doing a little light grave robbery#maybe Asari donāt put as much stock in corpses maybe itās not as big a deal for them#cuz the soul aināt there#idk#she probably had Doubts that Cerberus could bring them back#but at least the collectors would be going after them and not potentially moving into an area with more civilians just to get that body bac#idk I am rambling#maybe Iāll rewrite this when I can word properly
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The Preferable Alternative - Part 16
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#tmnt#rottmnt#preferable alternative#my doodles#rise mikey#rise draxum#draxum's stupid face is the soul reason this update took me 2 weeks#Everytime i went to work on this#having to draw him immediately stopped me#but i did it!#and now i get to move on!!#until i inevitably have to draw him again#i so excited for the next several scenes#i had a lot more fun than i should have drawing the pen#idk why#i just did
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I started writing yet another tag essay in the notes of a different post where OP posited that the reason established relationships that are rock solid or functional are hard to write and find in fiction because there's missing tension due to the lack of will they won't they, and how one way to solve this in a story is to make the characters insane about each other. (The post is here.)
And don't get me wrong! I like when characters are a little or a lot unhinged about each other! and I also like relationships that self destruct, tragedies that end badly, and all that jazz I enjoy these things a lot! They're good things!
But I'm thinking about relationship tension again and how like, okay yes sometimes we want our characters confess they're in love with each other and get together and sail off into a soft epilogue, etc. This too is love!
But I think fundamentally to deny the fact that two (or more) people can love each other deeply, be totally committed to each other, and yet still have difficulties and life problems to tackle together is an underexplored facet of romance. The mundane of this is where the real romance lies on our day to day as people, and I find this so...rarely? tackled in fiction?
Maybe this is because I'm ace, but I feel that there's a distinct? vibe to these sorts of mature and enduring romances where like, the love is there, the commitment is there, but we still have moments we need to work for it because that's life and we work for it because we find each other worth it.
What is more romantic than compromise with someone you care for deeply? What is more romantic than tackling problems together and trying to come to an agreement and sometimes not being able to but still having done your best and accepted the outcome anyway?
What is a long lasting relationship that isn't about give and take and growing together or coming apart? Aren't those stories interesting? How could any long lasting relationship where people are deeply in love with each other be boring when like, to BE in a relationship with someone for ten, twenty, thirty, sixty years and come out the other side of that saying 'you're the one, you're still the one, you've always been the one' is one of the most wild and rare type of relationships to have?
What sort of sacrifice and compromise and work it takes to build that sort of relationship, isn't that interesting? To persist despite moments of doubt and periods of despair and all the work it takes in mundanity? all the trials a relationship like that has to survive and has survived, isn't that still tension? isn't that still interesting?
Maybe it's just me that I find this more interesting than "will they? won't they?" Either they will or they won't but when I'm reading a romance they mostly will! But do they have what it takes to stay there? And if they do isn't that one of the most interesting things in the world to look at?
Isn't that also love?
#writing#idk I just think maybe we should have more of these types of stories#I find mundanity interesting#maybe it's just because my parents met each other at 18 and 19 respectively#and have since moved across the world#had three children#multiple medical scares#and made so many sacrifices and their life stories are SO interesting#and yet they've come out the other side each day still being like#'you're the one and you've always been'#that makes me feel like these sorts of love stories are perhaps one of the wildest types of romances that we could ever have#and I'd love to see it more in fiction
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsukiās home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isnāt anything surprising or something you wouldnāt be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma itās just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal itās just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if Iām stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsukiās whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsukiās background is so funny because she doesnāt like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we donāt know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes thereās dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and itās probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether thereās physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so itās basically just Schrƶdingerās physical abuse for no reason#Iām not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if Iām just stupid but thereās multiple interpretations but itās seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk itās weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again Iām sorry gang Iām not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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