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she's still in my blog description
#I don't know if I should change it. I dont want to.#the idea of changing it feels like getting rid of them#and that hurts#but. should I change it? am I just desperately clinging to ghosts?
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The masses yearn for slightly homophobic James
Slightly homophobic James who laughs when Sirius first tells him, because he thinks it's a joke.
Slightly homophobic James who uses the terms that schoolboys commonly would have used in the '70s for classmates they thought were gay.
Slightly homophobic James who tells Sirius firmly that he cannot tell Fleamont and Euphemia about this.
Slightly homophobic James who tells Sirius he just has to meet the right girl, and then he'll be normal.
Slightly homophobic James who eventually comes to terms with the fact that this isn't a phase and his mates do seem to love each other, but who secretly believes it's not the same kind of love he shares with Lily.
Slightly homophobic James who eventually tells them he just is happy they're happy together, and it's worth it for how happy Sirius is about it, but he secretly hopes that someday the two of them will find nice women to settle down with.
#imp speaks#SLIGHTLY HOMOPHOBIC JAMES WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND BUT WHO TRIES HIS BEST#AND DOESN'T HAVE A CHANCE TO REALLY GROW AND CHANGE BECAUSE HE DIES BEFORE IT CAN HAPPEN#AND SIRIUS IS LEFT WITH LOTS OF UNRESOLVED FEELINGS AND QUESTIONS#especially if sirius raises harry#he's going to raise harry with remus and deep down he knows james wouldn't have been okay with it#and that HURTS#chaos night
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having one of those days where the grief is too much so instead of going to work and seeing all the reminders of you i am going to cry in my bed and maybe make some of your soup later
#i’m also gonna listen to our work mix and try to remember the sound of your voice#because truthfully it’s been so long i can’t remember#and that hurts#as someone with an already terrible memory the idea of losing any of you is hard#especially because i remember it being comforting#i just miss you man#things still aren’t the same without you
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Goddamnit I do not need to get emotional over this again
#cloud speaks#tw vent#thinking about matpat’s retirement#I can’t tell if I adjusted to it or if I’m in denial#because now I’m thinking about it and#this was/is one of my biggest role models#and I was so young too growing up with him so he shaped a lot of the way that I think and perceive things#and he’s just. gone.#and that hurts
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The way Sam gets upset at Tee calling Kirk her hubby in from of Mon despite Mon knowing that he's her fiance and the way she stares at all of them and the way Sam has so much she wants but has never, ever learned how to express herself because expressing herself is so, so dangerous in her life.
Sam has spent an entire lifetime learning not to be herself because being herself meant risking her life, her family, her life and now she's faced with a chance for someone she loves and something she wants but also the knowledge that trying to act on it is still dangerous...
And all her friends are teasing her about it, constantly, laughing and giggling and joking about the deepest desires that she cannot face.
#gap the series#gap#thai ql#thai gl#thaigl#gl drama#bl series#ql series#ql drama#sammon#sam x mon#mon x sam#monsam#like it's both funny and sad#because it is a bit funny how she handles it#but you also know everything that's shaped her like this#and that hurts
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sigh its missing him hours again chat
#messages from the stars#someone tag#sometimes it hits me that like. we really are broken up#theres no going back#its over#not too long ago we were happily in love and now thats just#thats gone#i wish i could go back but i cant#and that hurts
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What if we bargained for land and resources instead of indiscriminately BOMBING THEM TO DEATH. SO MANY CHILDREN. SO MANY INNOCENTS. It’s absolutely DIABOLICAL that after almost THREE MONTHS they continue this. The occupation knows exactly what they are doing. They know they are bombing hospitals, schools, mosque, churches, REFUGEE CAMPS. Continuing to say that these people are ALL human shields for Hammas…
What did they expect to happen when they have been killing people’s FAMILIES? A tea sesh??? When you occupy a state and indiscriminately attack them where they can’t sleep, can’t eat. Can’t rest.
That type of trauma DRASTICALLY alters people. The anger and resentment typically boils into violent action. Why? They don’t listen to peace. Peace is not loud enough for them to hear.
At this point I don’t know what else to do. It doesn’t matter how loud we are screaming. Yeah the boycotting is hurting, yeah the protests put pressure, but the Palestinians DON’T have the luxury of time. Every second of their day is spent in suffering.
Whether it be infection from injury, and no hospital to seek out. The lack of food, and no aid to be found. The Palestinian people are dying of starvation of dehydration of infection, of illness. And every bomb the colonialist state drops is another death sentence with lasting consequences.
For now until a better idea comes to mind, I will continue to advocate for my friends. (Because every single person in Palestine that needs our help has a friend in me.)
#free palestine#free gaza#vent post#ramblings#i just cant anymore#i just want them to be okay#they’re hurting#they’re suffering#and that hurts#and we are just watching#and there’s so much more we are blind too#an eye for an eye makes the world blind#the world has been blind for a long time
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i love my siblings dearly but seeing them go on amazing vacations with their partner feels like i got stabbed in the back by mine
#i really want to travel with my partner and i dont need to travel to another continent#but i just cant get her excited#and that hurts#so i should do it alone or find a travel partner
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Kinda still not okay with the fact that one of the last Kacy scenes we got was Lucy snapping at Kate instead of them reassuring each other, since I'm pretty damn sure they were both feeling the same way about the situation
#And since they know each other well enough to not read that exchange as “Oh is that all you're doing”#And that hurts#I miss them so much already y'all#There are so many stories we were looking forward to with them#Ugh this sucks#Lucy Tara#Kate Whistler#Kacy#Lucy x Kate#Kate x Lucy
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something something both Bianca and Jason died and neither answered Nico when he tried to summon them afterwards.
#in bianca's case she didn't response until percy was there. so technically it didn't count#or something like that. i dont know.#i just remember at some point nico tried calling for her before and she didn't reply#and that hurts#in jason's case i just KNOW it#pjo#hoo#toa#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#trials of apollo#nico and jason#nico and bianca#bianca di angelo#jason grace#nico di angelo#yone rambling#riordanverse#grief#death#underworld siblings
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Being autistic and having three of my already limited comfort things completely destroyed by people going full shitty racist, misogynistic, and/or transphobic has inflicted some kind of ✨Special✨damage to my brain. 🥲
#autistic experiences#not related to hp books#two YouTube channels I liked to watch that relaxed me#and an author I loved to read and reread went straight into the good ol british lad’s racism and misogyny#a few years ago#and I just#I’m limited with what makes the happy brain juice really fire off bc of depression#and unfortunately autistic brain was like THIS THING THIS THING ONLY THIS THING#and then punch in the face#personal#batwynn talks#anyway not really important just#my anxiety and stuff is really kicked off since#and it sucks#also THEY suck#and that hurts
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I feel bad because I do things trying to be friendly and nice when I really like someone, but I always end up being the stupid one who the other person doesn't fucking care.
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Yeah this shit is bleak dawg. It doesn’t even help that Justin Kirk (Hamilton Burger from Perry Mason) is here. Reliving 2016 is nothing I ever needed to do, not even in my favorite white people nonsense show.
#🤢🤢🤢#I cannot justifiably baby girl Roman or Kendall Roy anymore#and that hurts#succession#succession spoilers
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#i had how inadequate i feel around him#like hes beautiful all the people he associates with are so beautiful and pretty#and im so fucking ugly#like i know he'll never even think of us together like that#and that hurts#everytime i look at him this feeling just grows up in my chest and makes me feel like im going to die#i know they say looks dont matter#but im not even good at talking#i stutter talking to anyone new#and i freak out anytime anyone even looks at me#god im pathetic#i hate my brain
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Soldier. Poet. King.
"There will come a ruler Whose brow is laid in thorn Smeared with oil like David's boy"
Duty. Strength. Resignation. You were told to do things and you did them. The world is something that was put into your hands and that you must deal with - so you will. You have a rigid back and steady hands, either metaphorically or physically. Is it nature or nurture? You don't know. You are tired of being steady. You dream of feeling alive. Not that you aren't, but, sometimes, it's hard to remember that there is a heart between your ribs. Your love is where you breathe. Come on, breathe. In. Out. It starts now.
#ic; maybe this one? {ic quizzes}#owo#i feel like this says a lot about him#he is bound by his duty as the wol#he will always be DEFINED by that duty#he wants to rest and to lay down the weapons but he will never be free#and that hurts#feel free to steal!!
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I very very rarely use Instagram but on the rare times I do go on there I am reminded how little I actually know about people and how fast time passes
#in the people insta recommends i follow there are the YOUNGER SIBLINGS of my friends#which#they were 10 last time i saw them and now they're posting pics on instagram?#it feels like they grew up without me seeing it#and that means my friends did too#and THAT hurts
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