#i just want them to be okay

[randomspagetti]

Choco had almost left after dropping off his last bamboo shoot delivery, he looked back at the citadel, his heart feeling a lot lighter now that he knew his father was successful. As he finally walks off the bridge, he's soon stopped in his tracks

"Dark Choco?"

He whips his head around in shock, a voice he hadn't heard in a year, belonging to none other than his father echoed through the thick snow

And there he is. Standing there in black and white robes, holding his souljam and an expression that held nothing but grief

"Father..."

He doesn't know what to say. There's so much. His childhood, his father's apology, his resentment, a cycle of searching for his approval that only ever led to sorrow, there's so much that he could say yet nothing would come out.

But that didn't matter

The second Choco had responded Cacao sped up to his side and swept him in a crushing hug

Such familial feeling yet unfamiliar, Choco felt overwhelmed with emotions, hugging back.

"I-I'm so sorry father"

"You have nothing to apologize for. My son, My darling boy..."

Cacaos hands combed through Chocos hair as he held him, allowing himself to feel the parental love he wanted to show for so long as Choco gripped him tighter, afraid to lose him again.

Maybe things would be different this time

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Sorry guys the new update made me sappy, there's so much I want to say about it, but what made me mad was the lack of Choco and Cacao reuniting, so I made this ^^

I cannot write well but I tried, I hope you all like it

[homey-comb]

okay listen i had a terrible thought this morning and i need someone to listen. do people age in the fade. because the grey wardens eventually succumb to the calling at an older age. but i left loghain in the fade. is peepaw still kicking in there? are alistair and hawke okay--

[akiiame-blog]

It's really difficult watching a friend you really look up to clearly not doing okay mentally. I want to help them so badly, but I don't have the resources to do so.

I just hope that they'll be okay.

And if anyone needs this today: You matter. You are loved.

[otterronpas]

Haven't finished reading mizu5 yet but I had to doodle them. Doomed yuri (no spoilers for mizu5 please!)

[ftme]

no charlos hugs after two wins and podiums. only four more races of them together….. might actually go crazy

[kilfeur]

Quand je regarde mes séries j'entends souvent dire "Si ils parlaient correctement de ce qu'ils ressentaient, y aura pas de conflit ou de problème dans leur relation". Et en soit c'est vrai, dans une relation il est important de communiquer. En revanche ce qui se passe dans maws ne peut pas se résoudre simplement par de la communication. Pendant cette saison 2, le trio a commencé a avoir leurs propres choses concernant leurs vies. Jimmy est devenu Flamebird pour le Daily Planet et a une équipe. Lois a le choix de booster sa carrière. Mais Clark ? Il n'a que sa vie Superman, on voit qu'il aime bien son boulot au Daily Planet. Mais je trouve pas que ça le passionne autant que Lois.

Sans compter que Lois a aussi ses problèmes, son père, le fait que ses problèmes de confiance et d'abandon reviennent à la surface dans les récents épisodes. Elle aime Clark mais ne sait pas comment correctement entretenir cette relation pareil pour Clark. Avant Jimmy et Lois, il s'était isolé des autres et du coup ça lui arrive d'être un peu ignorant concernant les signes et les relations sociales. Leur manque de communication n'est pas dû à un manque de confiance l'un envers l'autre. Mais parce qu'ils craignent la réaction de l'autre si ils l'apprennent. Mais aussi par le fait qu'en ce moment, des évènements les dépassent complètement et n'ont pas pu trouver ne serait ce qu'un moment pour se poser et parler seul à seul. Clark et Lois sont tellement focalisés sur leurs problèmes qu'ils se négligent l'un à l'autre, voir même être distant sans même le vouloir. Au bout d'un moment, ça finit par craquer comme on a pu le voir avec Lois par exemple.

C'est pour ça que j'avais pas mal apprécié Jimmy dans cet épisode, car il sait pas comment parler à Clark suite à ce qui s'est passé au Star Lab. Ce qui est assez compréhensible ! Mais en parlant avec Kara qui le comprend à une certaine mesure, il arrive à retrouver le courage nécessaire pour pouvoir lui parler !

Oui il faut parler dans une relation mais parfois il arrive que même parler avec son ami ou son partenaire, ça peut aggraver les choses. Je sais que les gens n'aiment pas les clichés du manque de communication, le malentendu etc... mais en soit c'est quelque chose d'assez réaliste dans les relations qu'elles soient romantiques ou platoniques. Ce que traverse le trio est en soit réaliste et je pense que c'est pour ça que ça rend leur relation triste en soi !

When I watch my series, I often hear people say "If they talked properly about how they felt, there wouldn't be any conflict or problems in their relationship". And in itself it's true, in a relationship it's important to communicate. But what's happening in maws can't be solved simply by communication. In season 2, the trio began to do their own thing with their lives. Jimmy has become Flamebird for the Daily Planet and has a team. Lois has the choice of boosting her career. But Clark? He's only got his Superman life, and you can tell he likes his job at the Daily Planet. But I don't think he's as passionate about it as Lois is.

Not to mention that Lois also has her own problems, her father, the fact that her trust and abandonment issues come to the surface in recent episodes. She loves Clark but doesn't know how to properly nurture that relationship, and the same goes for Clark. Before Jimmy and Lois, he'd isolated himself from others, so he's sometimes a bit clueless about signs and social relationships. Their lack of communication isn't because they don't trust each other. It's because they're afraid of how the other will react if they find out. But also because, at the moment, events are completely out of their control and they haven't been able to find even a moment to sit down and talk to each other alone. Clark and Lois are so focused on their problems that they neglect each other, even being distant without meaning to be. And after a while, it just snaps, as we saw with Lois, for example.

That's why I liked Jimmy in this episode, because he doesn't know how to talk to Clark after what happened at Star Lab. Which is quite understandable! But by talking to Kara, who understands him to a certain extent, he manages to find the courage he needs to talk to him!

Yes, you have to talk in a relationship, but sometimes even talking to your friend or partner can make things worse. I know people don't like the clichés of lack of communication, misunderstanding etc… but in itself it's something quite realistic in relationships whether romantic or platonic. What the trio is going through is in itself realistic, and I think that's what makes their relationship sad in itself!

[yourchocolatenachostudent]

I love Eddie very much, but seriously, bro really needs help and something tells me that Frank can't handle the amount of shit that Eddie carries.

I think Eddie said that Buck likes to fix broken things? Great, here's one.

[nightmare-creatures-art]

[number-0-iz]

LIVE THOUGHTS ON BRIDGERTON

SEASON 3, EPISODE 5

(Short)

I am very happy for them

I can't imagine what's going through Pen's head about Eloise. She wants her friend back so bad.

On the flipside, I can't imagine what Eloise must feel. Just very, very stunned I guess.

I hope they'll be friends again soon cause I loved their friendship.

No big lists in the future cause I wanna soak it all up. I also just had my last exam yesterday so I am FREEEEEE.

[pleeborp]

You know what I love? That when we meet Nicky in S2 and he talks with Taylor for the first time, he consistently refers to Glenn as one of Taylor’s grandfathers.

He mentions multiple times, “if someone got ahold of us your grandpas would be in big danger” or whatever.

But that gives me the impression that some part of Nicky still thinks of Glenn as his dad.

And that makes me wanna cry I love my Close Boys.

[twocrowssinatrenchcoat]

I'm absolutely obsessed with Rick and Birdperson, birdrick if you will, and I've spend too much time drawing them so I come to share my work.

Enjoy :D

Mostly Flesh Curtains and Blood Ridge era because I'm still not over their backstory.

[sweethearrt]

NO BCUZ THE EGGS ARE DEFINITELY HATCHING..If you've seen the period of how lizard eggs hatch and what they look like, it's quite literally the same of how the qsmp eggs looked. My thought is that the federation took them for the last few days so they could hatch and in a proper environment. (Then again, we all know how the federation works, so this probably isn't the case.)

[crownjewel123]

What if we bargained for land and resources instead of indiscriminately BOMBING THEM TO DEATH. SO MANY CHILDREN. SO MANY INNOCENTS. It’s absolutely DIABOLICAL that after almost THREE MONTHS they continue this. The occupation knows exactly what they are doing. They know they are bombing hospitals, schools, mosque, churches, REFUGEE CAMPS. Continuing to say that these people are ALL human shields for Hammas…

What did they expect to happen when they have been killing people’s FAMILIES? A tea sesh??? When you occupy a state and indiscriminately attack them where they can’t sleep, can’t eat. Can’t rest.

That type of trauma DRASTICALLY alters people. The anger and resentment typically boils into violent action. Why? They don’t listen to peace. Peace is not loud enough for them to hear.

At this point I don’t know what else to do. It doesn’t matter how loud we are screaming. Yeah the boycotting is hurting, yeah the protests put pressure, but the Palestinians DON’T have the luxury of time. Every second of their day is spent in suffering.

Whether it be infection from injury, and no hospital to seek out. The lack of food, and no aid to be found. The Palestinian people are dying of starvation of dehydration of infection, of illness. And every bomb the colonialist state drops is another death sentence with lasting consequences.

For now until a better idea comes to mind, I will continue to advocate for my friends. (Because every single person in Palestine that needs our help has a friend in me.)

[zaxazoom]

its good omens depression hour...

[plum-and-solitude]

I just finished Good Omens Season 2 and I have some BIG FUCKING FEELINGS, mostly about the last episode, so. You know. Spoilers ahead.

In no particular order, but starting with what is seriously SO devastating to me and working from there:

Aziraphale wants to go after Crowley SO BAD. "But... My bookshop!" I'm sorry Angel, you pronounced it wrong - it's, "But, my boyfriend!!" He wants to postpone Metatron like he did before the Apocalypse, so he can run after Crowley and I am devastated that he didn't get to. 😭

ALSO the end credits with Az going up in the elevator and Crowley driving away, I feel like you can just READ it in Aziraphale's face: "He'll see, I'll prove it to him. I will SHOW him how I can protect Us. How I can protect EVERYTHING. (ESPECIALLY the love of my eternal life.) I WILL. Make. A. DIFFERENCE." Because that scene is AFTER Metatron says, "We call it the Second Coming." Our Angel is momentarily TERRIFIED for what will happen to the Earth but then he gathers himself and you can SEE the level of devotion this ineffable fool is about to put into making SURE everything he loves (Crowley) (also, the Earth, but) (Crowley) is safe.

Crowley just being left with the overwhelming feeling that he's not enough for Aziraphale EXACTLY as he is, that the conditions for Aziraphale's love don't have room for the DEMON Crowley, only for his former Angelic self. (I wanna tear my HEART out, these goons are gonna kill me.)

And now, for the obvious one, The Kiss™. I saw so many spoilers, lord have MERCY. I do wish I had avoided social media as soon as I saw Season 2 was here, but I am a DAMNED FOOL. I will not make the same mistake when season 3 comes out in (WAY TOO LONG I NEED IT RIGHT NOW DAMMIT) what, like 3 years? 🥲

So, that was a little bit ruined for me, but still very powerful:

The way Aziraphale has to FIGHT not to embrace Crowley too (the HAND), the way he has to come back up from whatever depths of "I had never even DARED to hope but now this is actually HAPPENING" that Crowley transported him to, gasping, confused, elated, and HEARTBROKEN, the way he says, "I forgive you," either as a way to push back emotions he doesn't feel like he's ready to deal with yet OR as genuine forgiveness for the pain Crowley has put him in by refusing to go with him. (I REFUSE to believe it was forgiveness for the kiss itself.) The way he gently touches his lips. I'm assuming he's thinking, "Yes, but not NOW. Not like THIS."

The way Crowley just. Fuckin GRABBED him. So desperately. "PLEASE understand what you're doing to me. PLEASE understand how I truly FEEL about you. Please... PLEASE don't go." The way he looks cautiously HOPEFUL that THAT would be enough to make Aziraphale stay, holding on until the final confirmation that he's not going to, "I forgive you." The way he says, "Don't bother." It all GUTS me.

"Nothing lasts forever."

"i NEED you." 😭

When Crowley is talking about how they don't need Heaven or Hell, and Az is shaking his head because he KNOWS that it doesn't matter if they run away together, they'll never be FREE. They will ALWAYS know that they abandoned Earth to the whims of Heaven and Hell and that he and Crowley could never truly be happy with that sacrifice. They BOTH love the Earth and everything on it and NEITHER of them would be able to live with themselves if they left it unprotected and something happened that they could at least TRY to prevent. He knows the ONLY way to save EVERYONE is from the INSIDE.

And Crowley knows PERSONALLY what the consequences of that type of thinking are. He doesn't WANT to see Aziraphale go through what he had to go through, for simply ASKING a few questions. He SAW what they were going to do to Gabriel, for outright DENYING Heaven's plan for Apocalypse 2.0. He doesn't want his Angel to fall, because he SAW what happened to him after his first little lie, how it ate him up inside, when Az just THOUGHT he was a demon now. Crowley can't even bear to IMAGINE what Aziraphale would go through KNOWING he was actually a demon because he tried to directly influence or change the Will of God. Crowley simply canNOT bear to watch. (But you and I both know he'll be there anyways. Aziraphale always needs rescuing and Crowley needs to always rescue him.)

"But rescuing me makes him SO happy."

I can't get "It's always too late" out of my head and there WILL be art incoming, wait and see.

I am deceased. But, I will be back with more after I rewatch the entire season. Possibly even the whole series, I need to go back to the ending where everything seems like it's going to be fine for a while, to soothe me achin' heart. 😭

[crowtial]

thinking about the fact that crowley was literally at his most vulnerable at the end of ep6 as we watch him tear up and get so desperate, with the kiss being a last act of desperation to get aziraphale to stay because deep down he knows he’s fighting a losing battle after hearing what azira had to say about going back to heaven 🙁

he is literally gripping onto azira in that kiss, almost as a plea - you can see his grip slightly tighten at one point and see him subtly but visibly shaking 🙁🙁