#and some personal shite

[flymetosnarryland]

Lonely heart.

Hullo in 2025. Happy New Year, guys. It's a bit late, I know, but hey, it still counts! ɷ◡ɷ

I'm finally feeling better and slowly coming back to normal. It's good, because I missed a lot a healthy routine. Mine is far from perfect yet, but I'm going there with fresh new goals. This, heh, kinda sad Snape is a weird way to open my New Year's fanart journey, but I think I had to throw something out of my system. Last weeks probably. And something I realised that I miss, but I'm feeling pulled back emotionally too much to... kind of open and try again? (Woah, admitting it out loud even made my eyes wet. That's called progress, I suppose.)

I'm happy though about coming back to writing. I also missed Snarry a lot. Going from creating it almost every day to longer break felt so weird, so... disconnected? Still is, in a way. This old man needs someone to reignite the fire. Harry would be perfect for that, wouldn't he?

[liaragaming]

Profound Dragon Age Quotes

Curious what quotes from Dragon Age stick out for people - not the "swooping is bad" ones that are funny - but that ones that really struck a cord.

I'll drop a few. Please reblog with your own.

DAO

"Daughters never grow up, Anora. They remain six years old with pigtails and skinned knees forever."— Loghain Mac Tir

DA2

"No one tells you how to mourn. And when someone says, 'move on,' you take their hand and say 'my choice.'" — Aveline Valen

DAI

"It's dangerous when too many men in the same armor think they're right." — Cole

[timeisacephalopod]

The type of Christian who asks atheists how they don't like, murder people on the reg are so funny to me because they seem to think their religion makes them the Peak of Morality when statements like "if you don't believe in God how comes you don't do X thing" all but outright state they have no idea why shit like murder and rape is bad except that God doesn't like it lmao. Like way to admit you have no intrinsic sense of morality and need to be afraid of a higher power to be a decent person, but I promise if you're not a piece of shit it's actually very natural not to want to do heinous evil shit all the time potential punishment from a higher power or not 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

[majortomwaits]

so i haven't used fictionpress since i was like 16 or 17, i used it to post my original stories at the time, and today, so after nearly 10 years, someone messaged me there, telling me how much they love my work and i'm baffled?? like thanks, i suppose, but man.......

[hohsalle]

just remembered sanson fgo exists, he is now possessing my mind

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

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[mistress-light]

I bought the gaming pc......

Specs: 

Case:  Corsair iCUE 5000X RGB Tempered Glass

Processor: Intel® Core™ i9-13900KF - 24 Cores

GPU:  NVIDIA RTX 4090 24GB

Cooling: NZXT Kraken Elite 360 RGB Black

RAM:  Kingston Fury Beast RGB 128GB DDR5-5600

Motherboard:  MSI MAG Z790 TOMAHAWK WIFI

Power supply:  : 1000 Watt be quiet! Pure Power 12 M

OS: Windows 11

[guhhhhhhhhhhh]

This week on a whim I decided to start a book filled with interviews discussing what it was like to live through the fall of the USSR and trying to reconcile that past with the 'present' situation in Russia (the book came out in 2015 I think) and I'm so glad I picked it up, because this is the first thing I've read in a long time that has genuinely changed me as a person and the way I think about my life. There are so many touching tales about humanity and hope and cruelty and having to live and cope with bitter disappointment and unchangeable situations outside of your control and it speaks so much to what it feels like to be alive today, even though the interviews took place in the 90s/early 2000s and I've never lived through anything like what the people in this book have experienced. I'm not even halfway through this book, the audio version is nearly 24 hours long!! But it's been consuming me with Thoughts and I just needed to get some of them out

[phagodyke]

sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(

[flymetosnarryland]

Bluebells.

I don't remember when was the last time I've had so fucking much stress. And even panic attacks (thanks to work, yay). The good thing is that now, thanks to sessions with psychologist, I'm finally able to fight it all. Hah, right. It sounds simple, but it's not. Merlin. It's hard and it's scary, but I'm really proud of myself with every and each small step forward.

And again drawing differently. Hope you don't mind the change for a while. I'm really happy that I finally managed to do something for myself and chill a bit ɷ◡ɷ

[franklyimissparis]

Hi sorry if this is a little bit creepy but I noticed your tags on your post about Alex and drugs about your dad being in the music industry and I have so many questions (Totally feel free to ignore this though lol) But uh is he famous? 👀 And it sounds like he knows Alex in some sense? Also if he does know Alex, my Milex heart is very curious if he’s heard anything about them. it must be so cool to hear stuff behind the scenes like that

okay so i’ve gotten variations of this question to some degree before but i ignored them ngl 😭 but anyway i probably won’t talk abt this again unless it’s particularly relevant (or funny tbh) so here we go lads.

my dad isn’t like PROPER famous but he’s well-respected within the industry. i’m a little hesitant to give more detail than that given that this is a music-related blog and some of you may have heard of him and could potentially work it out if given more clues (though i’m sure most of you probably wouldn’t bc again it’s not like he’s a household name or anything mad, thank god tbh 💀) also a little reluctant to discuss too much about things bc though i love my dad, he’s kind of a prick and we have a bit of a difficult relationship. music is quite literally the only thing i have in common w him so the idea of anything i post here (especially my Gay Antics) somehow getting back to him actually makes me feel ill lol.

anyway to answer your questions about alex, i would say “know” is a strong word but yeah they’ve bumped into each other quite a bit over the past like 20 years AM has been on the scene. my dad is also good friends w a few people who have worked closely with him. but i wouldn’t really say they have a direct connection or anything and i deffo wouldn’t want to make it out to be something it isn’t lmao. personally i’ve never met alex or had any special perks or anything at any AM gig (though tbh if my dad would actually ever agree to go w me i probably could have gotten backstage so that’s unfortunate). i did technically have the opportunity to meet him and some others one time in like 2018-2019ish but i got violently fucking ill and couldn’t go 😭😭 little bit glad in hindsight though bc i will say that once the hero illusion breaks it’s significantly less fun to be an unhinged fan of someone.

re: milex, i’ve never straightforwardly asked my dad about it bc i don’t want to hear his thoughts tbh lmao. i know he’s heard rumours abt miles’ sexuality because he brought that up out of nowhere once but to my knowledge it was more along the lines of vague gossip (tho i can speculate of course). he hasn’t mentioned anything to me abt alex’s either way but i’ve also never asked.

[valkyrien]

wHAT

I JUST HAD TO READ THE TAG ‘I PREFER MY READERS TO BE 21+ YEARS OLD’ ON A FUCKING FANFIC

LIKE

WHAT THE BUGGERY DO YOU THINK YOU’RE WRITING THAT YOU BELIEVE WE NEED TO BE PUSHING SODDING MIDLIFE CRISES WITH A HEAPING SIDE OF POST-VOTING-AGE-EXHAUSTION AND SATURATED WITH AT LEAST TWO SHAGGING DECADES PLUS WORTH OF EXISTENTIALIST DREAD TO BE ‘READY’ FOR YOUR WORDS YOU FECKING CENSOR-HAPPY LITTLE TWITBIRD?!

[novadreii]

I know I'm getting low when I wish I could speak to my mother.

[anzuhan]

i should draw yamikawa stuff again !

[zanderbobs]

January assignments are DONE!!!