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I'm going through my drafts. My dash will soon be graced by bangers that I had long forgotten.
#and some mediocre ones#and some downright bad ones#you decide which is which#i dont have the energy
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You! Internalize that you do not always need to "improve your art/craft" now! It's great to learn and develop your skills, but you do not need to come from a place of hating where you are now! You certainly do not need to force yourself to improve if it is coming in between you and enjoying the things you do. Improvement for improvements sake does not have to be the only goal, nor the only one that "should matter"
You are allowed to have motifs, enjoyment, ameturism, and "less skill." Kill and devour the capitalist in your head that dictates that you must always improve for everybody else's sake and your "productivity."
#art#i've bought some knitting needles and i don't plan to be a goot knitter. i want to be a 'good' crocheter though#i think i denied myself learning to knit because it 'should mean' that i improve upon my skills every picosecond of the day#look - i want to be a good crocheter for MY sake. i want to be a mediocre knitter also for MY sake#i want to be like squidward - able to do so much art in a vast array of mediums without being the best#also squidward is a *good* artist and a mediocre clarinet player and that is GOOD#he's genuinely a very talented artist. his music is a different beast though <3#a jack of all trades is a master of none - but better is he than a master of one#gentle reminders
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I hate AI. You wanna see your favorite character say something? Here
Dick Grayson: Hi, Don't use AI to make me say things. I'm literally a fictional character, just think.
Look at that Nightwing himself told you not to! Want another?
Dean Winchester: AI is fuckin' stupid, nothing can fake being a human on my watch.
Wow, amazing!
Support the actual humans in your fandom.
#ai#fuck ai#why does ai get to write and do art and create music while some real people cant? why is ai talking over human leasure activities?#why cant ai work for us instead of talking our creativity?#if you write a fanfic that is all one block of text with no plot and horrible spelling its better some bs chat gpt 'wrote’#dc comics#robin#dick grayson#nightwing#dean winchester#jensen ackles#supernatural#support human artists#support human writers#support fanfic writers#anti ai#some of you are getting a little too chummy with AI#🗞stop🗞using🗞AI🗞#even the most mediocre human art is better then ANYTHING AI can 'create'#'bUt i WaNt tO aCtUaLly tAlK tO tHeM.' go find a roleplay account
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One of the more interesting things, as I slowly read my way through the Discworld series, is how specific they are.
No one else could have written the books I've read except a person living through the latter half of the 20th century. No one in the 1850s or the 1950s or the 2020s could have told jokes in quite the same way, on topics as diverse as shopping malls, rude earthworks, Morris dances, sword and sandal movies, movies in general, computers, academia, quantum, gender and changing expression of that gender, etc. It is in some ways a sort of artifact of the late 20th century---largely because that's when the books were written, but also because I suspect Pratchett was a collector of shiny facts and liked working them into his writing.
And of course, I grew up with the same references (or, at least, was reading Pratchett at the right time to figure out what he was referencing) so it works marvelously on me.
Which makes me wonder....what's the 21st century equivalent? Is there a writer out there who trenchantly and amusingly referencing tiktok? Is that even possible in the modern understanding of lit? Are there writers who manage to integrate facebook intelligently and cleverly into their prose---not as 'found media' (which is fine, but not what Pratchett is doing) but describing the human experience of being on facebook, and how that connects with the whole experience of being human at all?
#I never got around to reading No One Is Talking About This I wonder how well it answers this question.#discworld#I had a horrible thought. is this.....is this why people like that book about goth tracy flick.#I thought it was thoroughly mediocre but what if that's why! they get the same kick out of a 'guardian of the sand' reference#that I do when I know pratchett is talking about 1940s film or computers in the 90s.#oh my god.#I have to. think about this some more.
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Did I accidently write more than just a few lines of dialogue for this scene?... *shyly fumbling with fingers* 🥹👉👈 maybe...
Sorry, I suck at words and this isn't betaread nor properly proofread and I am not native english, I'm very sorry in advance...
full story down below
(Chappel Roan - Love me Anyway)
(Benson Boone - Slow it Down)
"VICE-CAPTAIN!!!!"
The tiny moving plush-like thing in his hand apparently started screaming as well now.
"WHY ALWAYS MEEE!?!?"
What looked like the chibi mini-version of the Defence Force's biggest trump card, struggled to hold on his thumb, kicking around those little feet of his.
"Well, now I'm quite curious abut THAT story..."
"I CAN'T TURN BACK AND I AM T I N Y !!! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )"
"I see that... How'd you even get in here?"
Tiny #8 stopped fidgeting a bit. Instead two unproportionally big round dark eyes goggled at him. It was undeniably adorable to look at. "Well after THIS happened, I couldn't grab my phone on the table anymore, so I ran around to find someone, but I figured Narumi and Kikoru would very likely take advantage of my situation and do something stupid with me."
"Oh yeah, they definitely would and I get why, honestly."
"So I ran around to find you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THE 1st DIVISION IS, WHEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS, OK?! And then I saw the slightly opened window and just crawled in... ༼☯﹏☯༽"
"Wait... you know where my temporary place in the 1st Division is located? Why?"
"....Coincidence? (*゚ー゚) "
He sighed. "Well just when you think you saw everything...Kafka Hibino enters the stage..."
"SIR, WHAT SHOULD I DO?? WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME??"
"you really want me to answer that, bud?", he barely tried to hide the undertone of his voice, which left the small creature on the palm of his hand baffled for a second.
"Wha-? HEY, MEAN!! What are you on about!?"(>д<)
"Yeah, maybe, I don't know STOP CHANGING in general, like I told you f.ex.. or maybe stick to your training routine without going OVERBOARD on a regular basis? How 'bout that?"
The big dark round eyes got even bigger with every word spoken.
"Yeah, don't look at me like that, I might coincidently got wind of stuff, you know?"
His unexpectedly open and emotional response threw Kafka off. For a second he forgot about his *tiny* main problem, his mind jumped between confused and worried and he couldn't comprehend with his reaction for now. After some awkward seconds in silence, Hoshina's tone grew significantly calmer, but still sort of off to his usual self-assured expression. "Well at least this time you're actually telling me about stuff that bothers you, huh?"
Silence again. While hanging from the palm of his Vice-Captain's hand Kafka realized something (besides his size) was different. His senses grew more aware of his surroundings to find answers.
"Are... are you drunk, sir?"
Besides the slight scent of alcohol in the air, and the - well quite obvious - bottle of sake on the table, the startled twitch on his face confirmed Kafka's guess was right. Other than the sake the only other thing on the table were some snacks. Another odd thing to Kafka, who was used to see Hoshina's surroundings stuffed with documents, loose papers, books and other work related things.
The silence lingered around them uncomfortably. To Kafka's suprise Hoshina was seemingly struggling with words. A look on his face Kafka couldn't remember seeing before. Now his mind definitely jumped to 'worried'.
Hoshina tried to mimic an insulted face and looked away. "A little tippsy at most... I'm off-duty for tonight.." Besides the slightly blushed nose and cheeks, Kafka now noticed some dark circles under red eyes. "..and despite my gut telling me better, I assumed I probably won't be needed anymore today, and that I could hang loose a little. It's not my Division after all, there's another Captain and Vice-Captain in charge here. So I might as well make use of that chance... Should have known, it would end up that way or another.. " He smiled a bit and Kafkas felt like his heart clenching from the sight. "Although I definitely should have placed my bet on YOU to be the reason for that." He chuckled lightly, while his expressions grew somewhat softer.
"I'm sorry, Sir."
"Nah, it's fine. As if I didn't get used to your-"
"I never put much thought to it, but ever since the Defence Force started preparing for the big counter attack on #9 your workload must've at least doubled in the 3rd and 1st Division.. and here I am still taking over the rest of your time as well..."
"Don't like where this is going, officer... You're not starting pitying me, are ya?"
"No I-...I just feel like.. I didn't realize, and there for not appreciated your work enough.." Silence. "And also.." The tiny kaiju had his look glued to the floor in front of him for a while now. "I know you told me to brush it off earlier but,... I truly regret ... not telling you about... #8 n'stuff.. I'm sorry... I'd change that if I could.."
A small plushy-sized Kaiju was gently put back on the ground again. Hoshina scratched his nose for a second, before bending far back to the other side of the room. He grabbed for his smartphone that was burried in piles of carelessly pushed aside documents.
"As I said. You're here now, aren't ya?" When he got his phone he chose to stay laid down on the floor and started typing something on the lightened screen.
A tiny transformed Kafka carefully made his way around and walked up on eye-level with Hoshina's face again. Once again overwhelmed by his current state of being, he let himself fall back on the floor and sat on the ground. "So... what should I do?"
"The first thing WE do is trying to make some calls. But since you seem to be in no life-threatening condition, we might have to wait 'till tomorrow for a first medical examination. If that's the case you'll stay, and I get you down to the lab first thing in the morning."
"Wait!" The tiny Kaiju made a suprisingly far jump right up to Hoshina's chest and pressed the (for him very big) red hang-up button on the screen with both paws. "You're right about that, I won't die this second from being tiny, so we might as well wait for tomorrow."
The questioning look on the opposite's face made a tiny Kafka look away and scratch his neck shyly. "Well, since you're ... I dunno,... I feel like, I can't have you be seen d-dru- .. like this by other officials of the 1st Division, b-because of me..."
A finger poked his forehead, which caused a tiny being like him to fall right back landing on warm soft fabric of Hoshina's shirt.
"Idiot. But you might be right about that."
#kn8#kaiju no 8#fanart#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#kafhoshi#kafhoshi pls come and calm my mind#I don't know why but I get a thing out of slightly fed up Hoshina.. he would never actually be pissed at kafka tho#but I always thought like.. boy this man can't have that much energy / caffeine for all the stuff he is responsible for at#and I love storylines that could theoretically fit into canon#went through my pile of shame aka. WIPs I abandoned#tried working on some and failed#sticked to this one then.#mediocre happy with both text and fanart#guess its because of my mood tho#I had some weird days I tell ya...#ADHD problems all the way#like i broke a piece of my tooth AND my car lol the irony#there would be days I'll handle these things better but I'm very much ignoring my problems rn#my dad felt the need to help out his “little girl” once more and took care of the car for me#I'm really thankful for it but at the same time I feel horrible 'cause I'm like 31 ;_; I should handle my own sht rn n I feel like I can't#also my HAND is ITCHING for DAYS#these are the most unreasonable and confusing tags right here sry#I'm sure I'll laugh about it in a few months looking back at it (´◡`)#icy's art
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i think im about to get to watch my government shut off the americans power and like....this whole situation is stupid and dangerous but its also just so fucking funny.
put tariff on us? okay we'll stop selling american beer and also new york and Pennsylvania can deal with the dark
#my premiere is fucking incompetent but he isnt dangerous therefore its funny as hell those were his firs ttwo solutions#again the us is the one whos going to suffer for the tariffs#we grow your crops because youre get recalled so often theyre basically inedible#simple solution is we just distrubute across canada instead of importing back from yall#other than desert crops and like ...specialty things we dont need yall as much as you need us#and it pisses me off some of pur premieres are too stupid to realize that#like the solution really is just that simple#we stop helping the us and look after ourselves and other allies and were gucci while the americans burn#not that most of yall deserve to#but still canada shout not be panicking the way some of us are we dont need the us to support us with their mediocre pay anyway#also ALL YOUR OIL COMES FROM OUR COUNTRY#PLEASE LET THIS RELATIONSHIP CRUMBLE JUST ENOUGH THAT THE RIGS ARE ABANDONED AND PIPELINES DOWN SOUTH ARE CANCELLED#WE DONT NEED THE US BUT THE US SURE AS FUCK NEEDS US STOP FREAKING OUT
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Creature. (The rendered ones are referenced from manga panels)
#mediocre art#tokyo ghoul#On some level I think I should like Kaneki more than I do but there's this weird sense of detachment#I have not only from him but being able to perceive him as a character?#I don't even dislike him it's just that I can't feel any which way about him at all. He's a catalyst for events#feels more like the conch from Lord of the Flies or something rather than a fictional person.#He doesn't suffer and learn from the consequences#he just suffers and does what got him there again. It's arguable that the lack of punishment denies him the satisfaction#but if that's the case why does he end the story with everything working out perfectly for him?#Why do his friends oblige his flaws and accept his lack of change?#Is the problem my lack of understanding or his lack of good writing?#Is he well written?#Why do I like a certain character from a different anime who's a very similar person with very similar dynamics#but with a goal and acceptance by himself and those around him that his actions really are reprehensible and cannot truly be atoned for#not only more but to the point that he's actually one of my favorites?#Am I just sitting upon a throne of entitlement#because his thought process and experiences are not catered to be applicable to and understood by myself?#GOD IF I KNOW ANYMORE#I'm not pressuring myself to like him or anything I just don't understand anything about kaneki these days and I don't know why
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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane
★ version without text + image based on under cut :


★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa
#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard#the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out#i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system#also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding#nobody will care about thiz#nobody botherz with what i make anymore#why should i#itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway#so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok#itz fine#i don't mind#some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping#what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around#im such a failure child#sigh
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Arthur’s skin is still warm from the bath, the tips of his hair still damp, and he smells faintly of lavender.
“Is Queen Mithian still as beautiful as they say?” Gwen asks Arthur.
She’s lying with her head pillowed on Arthur’s shoulder while his fingertips brush against her temple and her hair — more an absent-minded motion than an actual caress.
Arthur’s fingers stop. He kisses the top of her head. “Never as beautiful as my queen.”
Gwen pokes him lightly in the chest with her finger. “That's not an answer.”
“Are you jealous?”
“No,” she says, truthfully.
There was a time when Arthur could’ve chosen Mithian instead of Gwen, had he wanted — and he didn’t. (Didn’t choose her, and didn't want her, although he might have wanted to want her, and came close to convincing himself that he did). She’s only curious to hear how Arthur felt about meeting the woman he almost married again, after so long.
“I suppose she is. Beautiful,” Arthur answers after a pause. “If everyone’s comments are any indication. I can no longer tell. You’ve ruined me for any other woman.”
Gwen smiles. “You flatterer.”
“It’s not flattery if it’s true,” Arthur says. “Your beauty outshines anyone else’s. And it’s not even near the top of the list of your qualities.”
He says things like that, sometimes — he even means them. Monumental things, uttered with complete casualness, not because he thinks them insignificant but as if he were just stating facts. Something he would be stupid to deny or to resist.
In the early days of their courtship, Gwen used to find it terrifying. She’s since grown used to it. Mostly.
“But I wasn’t there to outshine anyone,” she teases him.
She’s being playful, perhaps a bit giddy from the wine. She expects Arthur to reply in the same vein — to heap more compliments on her until they reach the height of ridiculousness, or to make a silly joke — but his tone shifts.
He takes Gwen’s hand and places it over his chest, covering it with his. “You are always with me,” he says, solemnly.
And their hands aren’t quite in the right place, because Gwen’s head is in the way, but she understands his meaning all the same — my heart. The term of endearment he sometimes uses for her, when feeling especially sentimental.
#well excuse me for thinking arthur would act like a complete simp around his wife. that's canon.#this is from an arwen smut chapter. I'm not even linking to it.#for the 2 (?) people who cared yes I will write that last vignette at some point#I'm stuck on a merlin x sefa ficlet that doesn't want to be written#it might never see the light of day but I'd like it to happen#pray for me. although I think no one but me cares#it is now my mission to make merlin x sefa appealing to at least 1 other person#and I believe I can do it through the power of my mediocre writing#merlin fanfiction
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can i be emotionally vulnerable crumbl cookies are not fucking good
#theyre way too much money too wtf#gwext#my dad brought some home like yesterday#theyre bad they arent good#like theyre not Bad theyre mediocre in terms of a cookie but wtf... wtf ...#it tastes storebought#if anything storebought tastes better#like it has this specific flavor and its not a good one#you can tell when a cookie is crumbl i mean this negatively#even the cakes like why are you vaguely dry and flavorless
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i don't like nor fw taylor swift, but some of her original songs like 'teardrops on my guitar' and 'white horse' will never not be my shit. idc.
#arispeaks#it was before she became this overhyped#mediocre white woman who people worship#and damn did that latter one get a bitch through some rough times.
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Why is it so difficult to sit down and just read these days? I used to read a book in a single sitting but now it's like I have no attention span.
*opens up a book with an engaging writing style, well-crafted characters, and a decent grasp of pacing*
*proceeds to tear through it*
Ok so maybe it's not entirely a me problem....
#I have been SLOGGING through a book a friend loaned me (like...a year and a half ago...)#she gave me the whole trilogy but I know I'll be lucky to get through book one but I want to try#(after this I'm removing the rest of this writer's stuff from my tbr I can't)#but then I picked up Emily Wilde over the weekend since I ended up with both the printed and audio versions#since I was at home and not work I sat down and read it with no problem#and now I'm poking at a Discworld book and I'm already like a quarter of the way through it#it's both frustrating and a relief lol#in related news I decided to sign up to judge the book contest I've judged the last couple of years#hadn't meant to but they're very short of judges and I got Kenzie to join me#so soon it'll be back to reading...some mediocre writing again#(in fairness this contest did introduce me to a couple of really good writers)#(one of whom has a sequel coming out next month)
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I think, for me, the hardest part about making Jojo OCs is creating their Stands. Naming them is pretty simple, but thinking up unique designs and abilities is a different story. How do you guys do it? ;_;
#the superpower wiki helps with brainstorming#but I still can’t choose which ones I wanna go with#also stands are complex and I am mediocre at drawing complex things#I’ll get it though#just gonna take some time#hc talks: oc time#jjba#jjba oc#fan stands#not art
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i think i just cringed into an out of body experience
#og post#dcposting#im impressed it took 62 issues to get a really bad romance. there were some mediocre ones but this one is 😐
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Love making edits of Malevolent with songs that fit narratively.
Like, I love storyboarding but I don’t have the time for it atm. Busy with applying to schools. So I feed my obsession with these characters by making edits in a couple of hours, rather than a month (or more) making an animatic
I’ll be free of college apps one day </3
For now, my edits thrive
#I’ll probably never post them#but it is rather fun for me and my friend#if I ever do post one#it’s cause I made an animatic of it#I love malevolent as a podcast#but sometimes I wish it was visual so I could make the best edits of it ever#songs included but not limited to ‘west end girls’ ‘wicked game’ and ‘jigsaw falling into place’#the edits are mediocre at best#but some of the ideas in them are vv cool#it’s vv fun to play around with audio#esp when I’m not good at it lmao#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent edit
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i really wanna do more pieces of prsk characters as songs from diary of underage observation but i only have a couple solid ideas for other ones..... if anyone has thoughts or suggestions pls lmk!! just shoot me an ask :3
#prsk#pjsk#idk.#i know who i wanna do for the title track#and i think parade of mediocre people too#but like honestly the other ones im really iffy on. so id love some second opinions#vocaloid
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