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Oh my gosh Beardsley that was SO SMART to figure out the people whose blood crystallizes are the people who TURN DOWN being brought back to worship Ankarna god DAMN
#that’s so interesting that buddy agreed to that so quickly#like the man was FULL helio#then got murdered and was like FUCK THAT I’mma rep this nameless rage god#do you think he knew that was gonna happen#I’m gonna say no and he was so mad at Kipperlilly for murdering him that he agreed#which is maybe what she wanted to happen although as a long term plan that seems… poor to say the least#ankarna#d20 ankarna#buddy dawn#kipperlilly copperkettle#kipperlilly clerickiller#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fhjy speculation#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high speculation#fhjy ep 16#untapped rage#untapped rage spoilers#live reaction#ally beardsley#kristen applebees#lotta SMART MOVES from Kristen applesbees in the last two Les
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I kind of hate all the comparisons between kipperlily and like. Those fuckass "affirmative action fucks me over I wish I was [minority] so it would be easier" people because none of that. Is what she said. She said the bad kids already had more experience with adventuring before they got to augefort and it meant they had an advantage. Which is true. Yeah Riz was lower-class but his mum was a COP. Riz, Kristen and Fig had parents who were heroes (Sandra-Lynn is an active ranger, Kristen's parents are paladins, Sklonda is a rogue), Adaine's family was super rich and politically influential, Fabian had both. Gorgug's the only one who wasn't actively at an advantage [IN THE CONTEXT OF HAVING PRIOR KNOWLEDGE ABOUT HEROISM] and she didn't have shit to say about him. Kipperlily was the first person in her family to try heroism, the bad kids are largely legacy admissions.
Additionally to the people comparing it to the "anti-affirmative action" crowd: do you know what affirmative action is. The bad kids didn't receive special consideration on their admissions to aguefort or scholarships or additional financial support or extended assessment times or anything. How could she be mad about affirmative action if none of these people received affirmative action. What they DID have was knowledge about their classes that started much earlier than high school, which is what Kipperlily said in her file that she thought grading should be adjusted for because she did not have that.
To me it's less like affirmative action and more like augefort is like an IQ test. They pretend that it's fair and objective, but you can be taught how to do those things from a younger age, and if your parents took the time to teach you pattern recognition and shit then you'll do better on an IQ test than someone who wasn't trained for it and everyone will act like that makes you innately smarter when it doesn't. It just means someone taught you how to do that earlier.
Barring Gorgug, every one of the bad kids had access to information about heroism and their class at a younger age than Kipperlily did, which primed them for success in their classes. Every one of them got additional information about mysteries from their families (and even direct battle-tactics training from Bill), Riz especially with getting classified info out of his mum. Kipperlily does not have hero relatives. She's the first in her family line to attend a hero school. She knew nothing about it before her first day, meanwhile Kristen was already the chosen of Helio, Adaine had already been attending the best wizard school in the country, Fabian had already spent his whole life training with his father, and Riz was already involved in solving mysteries using info and tactics he got from his parents.
They aren't necessarily "privileged" (except Fabian and Adaine), but Kipperlily didn't say they were, she said that in the specific context of attending a hero school they had a prior-knowledge advantage. Saying they didn't is like comparing the grades of a kid who's academic career started with preschool with a kid who didn't attend until middle school and acting like one of them wasn't better prepared.
#like cmon people. you already hated her so you're reaching to justify it more#is it reason to be as hateful as she is? no. but she was 14 when she said the shit about riz's dad and. CRUCIALLY. kids from healthy homes#dont wish death on their parents lol. like objectively#shes not poor but neither is fabian. neither was season 1 adaine. and yet we wouldn't say their home lives were GREAT now would we#or that they had nothing to complain about just because they were economically advantaged#she thinks its unfair because she came into augefort blind meanwhile riz had been doing investigator shit for years already#and she has not learned healthy coping mechanisms. like brennan calls her anger childish and its because shes a CHILD#and she only became this cruel because she's possessed by literally the god of rage. because it was that or death#ive even seen people waxing tragic about every other rat grinder's “deal” with ankarna but acting like kipperlily was just fine with that#because she was angry already. she DIED. and having anger issues/emotional regulation issues doesnt mean you WANT TO DESTROY THE WORLD#she probably wanted to live just as much as any of the others did. and this was the sacrifice. she was 16#d20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high#kipperlily copperkettle
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creating for a fandom from teenage years to adulthood is so special because you can see where your subconscious was through the history of your works
#just thought about this because i for fun started drafting a fic where marinette's 21 and seeing people her age doing#'grown up' stuff like getting married#and she's like? what? i still go to my mum when i need help? how are people my age having BABIES when i AM a baby?#but last year i was writing a lot about first year of uni vibes or living with flatmates etc#the year before that i was writing about dealing with depression and anxiety and feeling constantly at war with yourself and people you love#before that i was writing about friendships drifting away after the transition from secondary education -> further education#before that it was about dealing with jealousy when you have feelings for someone but not knowing how to properly articulate it#before that it was general stuff about impostor syndrome and worrying about inherently not being good enough#i dont know. i just love that i can see my own growth through how i have written and do write marinette and adrien#they have grown with me...! from 15 to 16 to 17 to 18 to 19 to 20 to 21#♡alizeh talks♡
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im so normal about thalia and jasons relationship (no im not)
#thalia spent all those years pushing down her feelings about jason because he was dead and if he wasnt he was good as dead#finally to find him again only to have to go because it was her duty#then he dies a hero#but she has to live with herself because of course SHE got revived#but jason didnt.#fucking survivors guilt.#and once again#she has to move on and continue her duty#and do you think it haunts her at night that theres a chance she will live for centuries when her brother died at like 16#thalia grace#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#toa#trials of apollo#tbm spoilers#riordanverse
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I am absolutely on board with the shadow of rose dlc having Rose be pissed at Chris and everyone.
she's sixteen and having a miserable time at school.
from her perspective, Chris is overbearing and unreasonable (without explaining anything to her, I ASSUME, in classic Chris fashion).
on top of just being a miserable teenager, she's confused/irritated about her powers and her father, with basically no way to remedy either.
It's so fascinating to think of her POV vs Chris' POV of the whole thing. Based on what I know of the timeline between re8 and the dlc, Chris and co. have been able to keep her from falling into the hands of anyone who would exploit or tamper with her as a bioweapon. But I imagine that she feels very alone/trapped/misunderstood.
#rosemary winters#chris redfield#shadow of rose#the internet is very confusing about who rose lives with/is raised by#but it seems like she's been able to have a fairly normal life (aside from bullying about her mold). ESPECIALLY compared to Eveline#I like to think that Chris wants to keep Rose from having the same bad things happen to her that happened to people he knew#he's so grumpy though. I don't blame a 16 year old for being argumentative to him.
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I spedrun 37's event when there was only 2 hours left lmfao... the beefing between her and 210 was pretty hilarious to see their back and forth is gold even though I was pretty damn lost at all the mathematical and philosophical terms being thrown around...
also him holding that magazine lmao
#reverse 1999#playing rev 1999#why are you beefing with a 16 year old over a game of hopscotch mr 210.#and then there's 6 who did NOT want to join the game the moment 37 saw him and like fucked off and only came back at the very end.#my severely introverted king#and then finding out sophia wasn't an aperion native was interesting. also all her thoughts on 37 from their childhood to current hmm#never could quite understand her thinks she can never live up to her and their differing roles has a tinge of an inferiority complex in her#part but despite it all she does indulge and love her all the same... damn no wonder people keep making vernetto parallels of sophia and 37
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I actually am God's strongest soldier when it comes to defending female anime characters
#this is specifically about Lucy Heartfilia#i was defending that girl with my entire being to my guy friends#they were like we love her but she's so bad in the beginning#and im like THATS THE FUCKING POINT#SHE WAS AN HEIRESS WHO BARELY PRACTICED HER MAGIC FOR THE FIRST 16 YEARS WHILE TEAM NATSU HAS BEEN PRACTICING FOR THEIR WHOLE LIVES#SHE'S LEARNING#WE GET TO SEE HER GROW AND DEVELOP IN REAL TIME#SHES NOT USED TO COMBAT#anyways#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#team natsu#anime#god's strongest soldier#shitpost#manga#female anime characters
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the boys I teach have been so unpleasant to me this week but the boys I used to teach have been really sweet and tbh it helps so much.
#the ones I teach can’t help it fully#(I mean they CAN and I have to hold them to that)#but also like. puberty the mire of adolescence the pain of growing up the horror of being 15 or 16 years old etc#but it’s still so gross and draining to interact with all the time: to feel like I am making no headway#disheartening to the max#so to have former students show back up —show appreciation and gratitude#is sooooo healing#and they do it in funny ways#two of them just stopped by my room and talked about their lives and their grandma’s very old house she lives in or their job at Burger King#and then another one wrote ��I miss your class’ on the board. and then another one was like ‘hey you should teach AP next year’#(I would never) and he was like ‘please’ and it helps so much#because they were often toads when I taught them!#but the goodwill remains past the point and beyond their moods#and I am so constructed by nature and temperament to forget that#I only ever feel as good as my current class/experience with a student#so I need the bolstering effects of my past work#lol
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Giving a complicated tragic childhood backstory to your favorite character is all fun and games, until you realize you need to account for how old all the other adult characters would have been at the time and realize that scenes that would work perfectly if one character was twenty three and the other was fourteen stop working when you need other characters who are played by adult actors clearly younger than they are to be in college at the same time so your story beats line up thematically.
#Don't worry. I made an excel document for this over a year ago#Was that unhinged? Yeah. But this is harder than you think it is#In unrelated news it is now reasonable to have a child in your 20s 30s or 40s depending on when the plot needs the child#Also people in their early 20s can be in grad school have already established careers and adopt children now. I've declared it.#Also: Hollywood stop trying to trick me into believing women in their 30s are the same age as men in their 50s. It's never gonna work.#I'm fighting for my life to make these age gaps normal even on a platonic level#Don't worry I aged the girls up and the boys down#But still this is a bit ridiculous#If you use the actors' ages it doesn't work. Garrison's actress is 16 years younger than Curtain. Why?#I mean I like the casting. But SQ is a teenager. We know Curtain has had his evil plans at least since SQ was born and lost his bio dad#and if the Whisperer is Garrison's invention that means she and Curtain were working together when SQ was born#If SQ in the show is 16 (the actor was older I believe) and Garrison is 37 (that's how old the actress is now she was younger at time)#That means Garrison was only 21 and Curtain was well into his 30s. And that's after you age SQ down and Garrison up for the calculations#So Garrison was likely (according to the shows' casting) even younger than that which begs the question what was Curtain doing?#Was he spending his 30s lurking around college campuses and high schools looking for a kid whose inventions he could steal?#What in the Marcus Cutter is that about?#All these jokes about Garrison being SQ's uninvolved divorced stepmom but nah she's really his estranged big sister#also this is very frustrating because the irl age gap between the actress who plays Number Two and Tony Hale only 7 years#but they're the ones for whom a 16 year age gap would have actually made sense because he adopts her in the books!#but now since Garrison is clearly so much younger than Number Two Curtain and Benedict I have to deal with this#(Don't worry I figured it out and made the age gaps normal. You just now have to believe Number Two is only a year older than Garrison)#It was the stress of living with her family that aged her and Garrison just looks naturally super young that's what we're going with.#And don't get me wrong:#I do like the actresses and actors they casted they're great but sometimes I google the ages and I'm like oh you cannot be serious#But we've (more or less) figured it out#Rant over#writing#writing struggles#tmbs
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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First draft of Doc is complete! I plan to make her outfit more cohesive and change her prosthetic to look more like Armarouge later, but this design is fairly solid as is
#pokemon#pokemon oc#pokemon trainer oc#armarouge#braixen#my art#my ocs#amputee character#disabled character#Frankie was Doc's first student. She's 8 years older than her so Frankie was 16 and Doc was 24#it was a two-week program that paired aspiring highscoolers to seasoned inventors and these two hit it off#Frankie said she wanted to be exactly like doc when she was older and then proceeded to lose an arm not even three years later#so she certainly lived up to that promise!#not featured here but Doc also has a Charizard that Frankie lovingly calls “Bluntensmoken”
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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"
#quote from MLP:FIW#sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day#sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids#my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit#step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER#<- like grades n shit#also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement#step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail#also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth#i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad#also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse#i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this#not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself#also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family#also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her#sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic#she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying#i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy#<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS#my sisters and i feel like shit#i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys#i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had#Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post
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I have such a love-hate relationship with Kie's parents. Love you for caring about your daughter's education, but hate you for stopping her from clearing John B's name. Love you for recognising how much danger she's in because of what she gets up to with the Pogues, but hate you for not listening when Kie is trying to get you to understand her. Love you for thinking that sending your daughter away will finally protect her from all the kidnapping/shooting/killing/drowning/disappearing, even though it breaks your heart, but hate you for sending your daughter away.
#Like her mom TRIES to be reasonable by giving her a credit card so she has money and a phone to call her if Kie is ever in trouble#and then almost immediately fumbles the bag by not trusting her again#I totally get that her parents still see her as their 16 year old daughter but the Pogues lived on an island ALONE for five weeks#They werent kids anymore and the adults failed to understand that#obx#outer banks#john b obx#john b routledge#kiara carrera#kie#kie obx#sarah cameron#sarah obx#pope heyward#pope obx#jj maybank#jj obx#jjk x reader
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I’ve mostly been thinking about this in the context of an AU I created, but I’ve been thinking a lot about Toki’s transition out of his parents’ home and into the real world.
I imagine he left before he was 18 and had to support himself entirely from before that in order to get himself out. And like idk I’m just thinking about the moment when he finally moves out and he’s sitting on a bed that he bought that’s in a room he can call his own, and like he thinks he’s going to be instantly happy and that everything will be perfect, but then he has to reckon with the fact that it isn’t, and now he has to deal with grieving his old life and trying to fit in to a new life he doesn’t really understand and keep himself afloat.
#metalocalypse#toki wartooth#idk I’m just. projecting I guess.#thinking abt when I moved out and like once everyone left and I was just alone in my room I had this moment of like.#this is my life now and I have left everything I knew behind.#idk those first two years were a rough fucking transition#and like I feel it now#and it’s weird because it’s been nearly two years but like I got this sudden wave of grief for the first place I lived when I moved out#there were a lot of issues and my landlord/roommate did not treat me well#but also she took in a fucking 16 year old trans kid she barely knew#and like she dealt with my family harassing us and stalking and threatening her family#and put up with me through like all my really serious emotional and mental issues#and like idk I’m feeling a little nostalgic#bc that house was also like where I got to invite my friends over for the first time#it was where I hosted my first parties and made my first zines#and had my first trainwreck of a relationship#and like some shit went on that made our relationship unsalvageable#and I love my roommates now and we make a conscious effort to treat each other well and communicate and mitigate issues#but like idk I just wished we hadn’t ended on such bad terms
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Made this meme some months ago but forgot about it, yesterday some kids at work told me I looked 30 and thought I was talking about my daughter (I'm 18 and I was talking about my cousin)
#look. when i was 16 i did try to make an unlikable cousin to believe im 32 as a joke#and she did believe it for a few years#but i accidentally mentioned my real age in front of her. so now she knows#but...#why did these girls thought i was 30😭😭😭#kids have no sense of aging do they#they way they said i looked 30 sounded like an achievement#which- it can be- not everyone lives to grow old and i dont want to be one of the people that hide their ages#but i will not be 30 for the next 12 years#... wow 12#btw for anyone not understanding the plural form joke#plural form is the polite manner#you use plural 'you' and verbs when talking face to face with someone older or someone you should show respect to#(like a boss or a teacher etc)#so- its used for older people#im not that old 😭#they keep -σειςσαςing me😭#sugarenia talks#sugarenia thoughts
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something something the gang continues fighting supernatrual problems within the town, even going to universitys near each other/ the same one so they can continue working as a group since it's fun. Eventually they face another creature that causes them to experience their greatest fears and Ethan is forced to fortell the future over and over and watch as none of his friends ever belive him. He realises that his greatest fear has evolved from being alone, to being with people but never heard, because isn't that worse? to be seen but to never be listened to?
Anyway they deal with the super natrual creature and alls okay and they start beliving Ethan again but it still FUCKS with him.
ps if you see how I just wrote ethan into casandras position (without the "no Apollo I do not want to have sex with you omg" moment), shhh no you didn't.
#mbav#my babysitters a vampire#ethan morgan#I always like thinking about how the season 1/2 tropes would be reflected later in their lives#like I think Benny's fear later would be a fear that he's depended upon ONLY for his magic and not for himself#or that Erica will become afraid of returning to humanity NOT because she prefers being a vampire/ thinks its superier#but because she's scared she won't be able to help her friends as much and also afraif to return to what she wants was#because she never experienced humanity at it's best only ever as a 'nerdy girl' in highschool which cannot have been a great experience#how are you meant to act as a human 20 year old when you only experienced life up untill 16?#what the fuck am I on about again
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