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The school holidays always make me a little weird.....anyway my brain won't shut tf up about identity things again and maybe I just need to id as queer idfk at this point
#personal#dnt rblg#it's 2 am but idk anymore man#maybe i just need to try and go to more queer things in Melbourne#and reconnect with ppl#bc like once again i am surrounded just by single ppl or straight cis ppl#idk like i feel connected to other sapphics#but maybe i need to make out with a guy just to ya know be sure#but i still don't know if i even want to date a guy if I'm a girl#and i feel like i can't be loose with labels bc my brain fucking short circuits if i am#but also lesbian has felt like it fits and when i see images of historical lesbians I'm like yeah!!#idfk man#maybe it's also been like 2 years since i last went on a date#and like....5 years since I've had sex let alone kissed somebody#I've had crushes but rn i feel so...... disconnected from that part of me#but also dating apps fucking suck and i don't have the energy for them#so it's a little self inflicted#idk i just need someone to lay their entire body on top of mine for a while#edit: saying anything about this outloud feels like it would be too real and my brain doesn't want to deal with that rn
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you're grabbing lunch with a nice man and he gives you that strange grimace-smile that's popular right now; an almost sardonic "twist" of his mouth while he looks literally down on you. it looks like he practiced the move as he leans back, arms folded. he just finished reciting the details of NFTs to you and explaining Oppenheimer even though he only watched a youtube about it and hasn't actually seen it. you are at the bottom of your wine glass.
you ask the man across from you if he has siblings, desperately looking for a topic. literally anything else.
he says i don't like small talk. and then he smiles again, watching you.
a few years ago, you probably would have said you're above celebrity gossip, but honestly, you've been kind of enjoying the dumb shit of it these days. with the rest of the earth burning, there's something familiar and banal about dragging ariana grande through the mud. you think about jeanette mccurdy, who has often times gently warned the world she's not as nice as she appears. you liked i'm glad my mom died but it made you cry a lot.
he doesn't like small talk, figure out something to say.
you want to talk about responsibility, and how ariana grande is only like 6 days older than you are - which means she just turned 30 and still dresses and acts like a 13 year old, but like sexy. there's something in there about the whole thing - about insecurity, and never growing up, and being sexualized from a young age.
people have been saying that gay people are groomers. like, that's something that's come back into the public. you have even said yourself that it's just ... easier to date men sometimes. you would identify as whatever the opposite of "heteroflexible" is, but here you are again, across from a man. you like every woman, and 3 people on tv. and not this guy. but you're trying. your mother is worried about you. she thinks it's not okay you're single. and honestly this guy was better before you met, back when you were just texting.
wait, shit. are you doing the same thing as ariana grande? are you looking for male validation in order to appease some internalized promise of heteronormativity? do you conform to the idea that your happiness must result in heterosexuality? do you believe that you can resolve your internal loneliness by being accepted into the patriarchy? is there a reason dating men is easier? why are you so scared of fucking it up with women? why don't you reach out to more of them? you have a good sense of humor and a big ol' brain, you could have done a better job at online dating.
also. jesus christ. why can't you just get a drink with somebody without your internal feminism meter pinging. although - in your favor (and judgement aside) in the case of your ariana grande deposition: you have been in enough therapy you probably wouldn't date anyone who had just broken up with their wife of many years (and who has a young child). you'd be like - maybe take some personal time before you begin this journey. like, grande has been on broadway, you'd think she would have heard of the plot of hamlet.
he leans forward and taps two fingers to the table. "i'm not, like an andrew tate guy," he's saying, "but i do think partnership is about two people knowing their place. i like order."
you knew it was going to be hard. being non-straight in any particular way is like, always hard. these days you kind of like answering the question what's your sexuality? with a shrug and a smile - it's fine - is your most common response. like they asked you how your life is going and not to reveal your identity. you like not being straight. you like kissing girls. some days you know you're into men, and sometimes you're sitting across from a man, and you're thinking about the power of compulsory heterosexuality. are you into men, or are you just into the safety that comes from being seen with them? after all, everyone knows you're failing in life unless you have a husband. it almost feels like a gradebook - people see "straight married" as being "all A's", and anything else even vaguely noncompliant as being ... like you dropped out of the school system. you cannot just ignore years of that kind of conditioning, of course you like attention from men.
"so let's talk boundaries." he orders more wine for you, gesturing with one hand like he's rousing an orchestra. sir, this is a fucking chain restaurant. "I am not gonna date someone who still has male friends. also, i don't care about your little friends, i care about me. whatever stupid girls night things - those are lower priority. if i want you there, you're there."
he wasn't like this over text, right? you wouldn't have been even in the building if he was like this. you squint at him. in another version of yourself, you'd be running. you'd just get up and go. that's what happens on the internet - people get annoyed, and they just leave. you are locked in place, almost frozen. you need to go to the bathroom and text someone to call you so you have an excuse, like it's rude to just-leave. like he already kind of owns you. rudeness implies a power paradigm, though. see, even your social anxiety allows the patriarchy to get to you.
you take a sip of the new glass of wine. maybe this will be a funny story. maybe you can write about it on your blog. maybe you can meet ariana grande and ask her if she just maybe needs to take some time to sit and think about her happiness and how she measures her own success.
is this settling down? is this all that's left in your dating pool? just accepting that someone will eventually love you, and you have to stop being picky about who "makes" you a wife?
you look down to your hand, clutching the knife.
#writeblr#this is a mashup of like 3 dates i accidentally went on lol#by that i mean that i was out with a woman on a date in 2 of these situations#and a man just. joined us. and we were too awkward to say anything while he tried to ''date'' me#& one was a longterm friend that i was like. you what????#like he's nice he's a doctor and my mom was SO happy she was like raquel think about it#''it's a perfect love story you grew up together and reconnected as adults and like the same things and he's friends with ur brother#and his sister is one of ur close friends!!!''#yes but alas. he is a boy . she only likes girls. can i make it any more obvious#anyway im tryna write about like the force of male attention being actually incredibly ingrained to women like we are SUPPOSED to like it#it's seen as the only important thing#even if ur gay#and it's a nuanced thing idk#and while rn i i.d. as lesbian#like .... it wouldn't be UNTRUE to say i am probably like ''cusp bisexual'' bc i CAN experience attraction to men bc like .#sexuality is fluid...#don't tell straight ppl tho bc they do not understand the concept that ppl don't necessarily need a solid everlasting label#they're like GET in the BOX#if ur gay & in boston i'm 30 and pretty please come kiss me.#(i usually only date older ppl sorry in advance tho)
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his flower...
Aww, from the signing doodle board and the Adventurer’s Bible long illustration… He likes flowers he likes shells, just a guy and his flower he picked from the side of the road, what��s not to love. Nature lover boy…
#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Toshiro nakamoto#Shuro#he’s so cute he looks so genuinely happy what…#It really doesn’t look storebought which is insane to me. He went and picked a flower with his noble hands from the dirt somewhere#In both of these it can be assumed it’s for Falin/he’s thinking about her which. I’m sobbing#He knows she wouldn’t want a neat trimmed bouquet bc she loves raw nature stuff. His love for her frees him a lil in its own way….#Gives him a motivation to reconnect with his interest in bugs and stuff like when he was a kid…#This is the man who got his wedding proposal rejected bc she wants to travel and went “good for her good for her”#SNAIL TOSHIRO FOR THE WINNNNN#There’s stuff to analyze here but ik toshiro positivity gets some ppl aggressive I’mma stop here pls no hate on this post <3#Answering this ask at the speed of light. Gonna answer some others tonight#Nature lover toshiro
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I am surprised that you still can't find a partner. You're gorgeous, interesting and cute at the same time.
(probably because you may be a federal agent)
i suffer from “can’t communicate effectively because of anxiety” BUT it’s getting a lot better!!!
i’ve also had a lot of “you are great but i’m seeing someone else now, bye” experiences. like, this happened three times. two in one year 😭 it takes a while to get over that and restore your self confidence, lol!!
#the first time especially destroyed me#like. it was my first feedee/feeder (more like encourager) thing#i was trying so hard#but after it ended i lost a lot of weight#it’s funny to me now lowkey bc it wasn’t serious at allllll#but i was emotionally invested#and he reconnected w a vanilla former gf so. idk who really lost there#the FUNNIEST part is that two of them happened on the exact same day 2 years apart#that fact helped me thru it#plus. it’s good to be fat on your own!!#it makes u stronger#i’m so worried the ppl that did this to me stalk my page.#i really doubt the first guy does but the second.. there’s a chance. he knows the account#but i doubt it if he’s w someone seriously
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Whenever ppl imply Damian would be homophobic I just kinda assume they're either new to comics or have some internal biases to work out cause I don't know who they're talking about but it isn't my boy Damian ultimate-over-invested-ally Wayne
#not mr showed up to a enbys house at midnight to teach them how to deck a transphobe#not mr had to be physically restrained from decking the transphobe himself by jon#you could not PAY that boy to stay away from pride comics be fr#just know he hated when Tim came out cause he was like dammit now I respect smth about Drake#tim: do you have a problem with me being bi? damian: you being bi is the only thing ive ever respected about you#my boy shows up in pride anthologies more often than like any of the comfirmed queer characters put some respect on his name#he is not helping ppl come out and reconnect left right and center just for yall to imply he'd be a homophobe#he is leading the damn parade#slightlyslothspeaks#batfam#damian wayne#no one does it like him
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Wait hehe.
Modern au where Eddie has a decent following in social media and is known as both a guy who does ttrpg with a few friends and does cool metal covers of different song genres. He's weird, sure, and will also post two minute video monologues but it's done while camera is mildly unfocused on a worm on the wet pavement, or he'll rant about prog rock and then two minutes later go "I'm sorry my statements on Keith Emmerson were inappropriate and I guess" *pauses and looks off camera* "he totally deserves to be in the rock and roll Hall of Fame" like it's a hostage video and someone made him say it because he looks like he's having a terrible time about it.
Anyways he's an internet funny little man and one day he posts a tiktok or what have you labeled "tfw ur bf is sitting in his platonic soulmate's lap instead of yours" and it's just of Steve sitting sideways across Robin's lap on someone's couch chatting and smiling with her before turning to Eddie and giving a little finger wave.
This is of course met with internet hullabaloo because is that Steve Harrington and Robin Buckley? Famous indie music duo who are also starring in a popular new tv series? Social media weirdos? Beloved and popular and bizarre and memeable? Queer icons RobinandSteve? Was Eddie serious? He was dating thee Steve Harrington?
An hour later Robin tags Eddie in a post that is a video obviously taken from slightly under Steve as the angles are a bit weird, and Eddie can be heard saying "oh my god how could I have forgotten you're, like, really famous how'd I do that Steve! Babe, Stop laughing! It was supposed to be a silly relatable post! You're no better Buckley-hey why are you filming this? My mortification isn't funny!!" While the video is just shaking of Steve curling in on himself and Robin trying to focus on Eddie and you can hear them both cackling over Eddie talking. She captions it "tfw ur QPP's bf forgets you two are famous and that most ppl don't know they're dating. Or didn't, at least"
#eddie munson#steve harrington#robin buckley#steddie#stranger things#eddie and his little cringefail posts#when asked how they met they say they went to hs together and then reconnected#finda's rambles#finda writes stuff#famous steve harrington#why yes i did just have the second half of an edible tha ks for asking#drug mention#i dont thi k a lot of ppl on here wld know who keith emmerson is but hes one of the greatest keyboardists of all time#and elp is not in the rrhof and im. astounded. bamboozled. (its because...'mainstream' rock hates/d prog)#took until the 2010s for prog bands to get into the rock and roll hall of fame#so i am pushing my prog rock fan steve on you all now#i mean that the relationship between prog and other subgenres is weird compared to everything else and it wasnt seen as true to rock
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considering spiderleg is like *that* and squirelflight being diehard fire alone i cant imagine them being friends in BB like they were sort of in the canon books. were they or did it disolve after time passed and spiderleg got more into traditional/thistle law. also who were her other friends? i saw daisy was in another ask but who else (really eager to know who booed at mousefur and thronclaw lol)
So to begin with, Squirrelflight is in an odd place, generation-wise. She is born while Firestar is on his quest with Brokenstar, and grows up in a period of peace and prosperity.
Unfortunately she keeps failing her goddamn assessments
So while Leafstripe is a fully trained Cleric, Sorreltail recovered from being hit by a car and graduated, and Ashfur tried to hold out for her for a while before moving up, Squirrelpaw is here absolutely eating leaf litter with her wrecklessness
Goldenflower, her mentor, even tries to tell Firestar that she's not being vindictive, just in case he got the wrong idea. He assures her that, no. No he understands <:/
So Spider, Shrew, and Squirrel end up as apprentices together. There was a time where they were really close, getting in trouble in spite of their three strict mentors. Bad influence trio, all of them coming from respected parents and doing their best to embarass them.
That only started to change when Squirrelpaw went on the Great Journey, but then returned just in time to see Shrewpaw die. A lot of things were different, now. Squirrelpaw came back exalted for being on a holy quest. Spiderpaw had watched a lot of his clanmates die. She was spending more time with Brambleclaw; he had become very protective of his little brother, Birchkit.
They had both grown in a flash. Hard times will do that to you.
During the Great Journey, Spiderpaw was really close to the other Clan apprentices while Squirrelpaw hung out with the Sundrown Patrol. Spider looks back at this time in his life with a lurch in his stomach that he can't put into words.
He was there when Paw Soup was made. Talonclaw and Smokefall were friends of his even more than they were friends of little Birchkit. Spiderleg just left it behind when they got to the Lake, where his little brother never could. Clan loyalty, strength, honor... all that. He felt like he had to make a choice.
As a person, Spiderleg is torn in many directions by all of the things that happened to him. His head-of-construction father, his educator mother, his friend who won status by breaking the rules, three dead siblings before his warriorhood, the destruction of his ancestral home, the journey that challenged everything, his mentor Thornclaw, the backfired meeting, ardor for Daisy, crashing down with unwanted kits...
His consistent trait is that he's easily swept up in whatever fills him with the most passion, tossing himself into things until a bubbling sense of disgust makes him break it off. Regardless of if it was the good thing to do or not.
Religious euphoria and self-flagellation just seems to stabilize that impulse, for him.
The last time he was friends with Squilf was during their vigil upon reaching the Lake. They did it together, because they were both long overdue. He thought about Shrewpaw, and wondered if she did too.
But neither one of them broke the silence between them. They still haven't.
#better bones au#BB!TNP#BB!Squirrelflight#BB!Spiderleg#Ppl don't talk enough about that horrible feeling of being at the deathbed of a friendship#Knowing it's dying in front of you#But not knowing how to say goodbye to it. Or if you can stop it.#But the worst part is that even when it dies it hangs in the air#Is it secretly alive? Or is it just haunting you#There's a history between us. Is the look of recognition in your eyes like a shared glance at a grave?#Or is it a silent prayer that what we had can come back from the dead#But too much has changed.#If they hung out past that vigil it was always with that tension in the air.#Until Squilf broke it off with Ash and their friend groups irrevocably split#Though any chance of reconnecting was definitely torched by that Backfired Meeting
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Genuinely intrigued by the potential of Peri and Irep's dynamic but only in a platonic way so I end up not vibing with the fandom's portrayal of it 😔😔😔
(No but listen LISTEN they were kinda-almost-friends when we last saw them in FOP, yeah? Now they're enemies, with both actively fighting each other, and Irep going so far as to try and kill Peri's parents. What happened? When? What influenced it? Did they ever become friends, or did it nosedive the moment the cameras turned off? What about Sammy? How do Irep's parents factor into this? Could it ever be fixed? There's just so much we haven't seen, and romance just feels like too easy a solution to me. Let their friendship be easy to break, fragile. Let them have to work to keep the connection. Fairies and Anti-Fairies are literally made to be opposites, so what happens when two genuinely and truly become friends?)
((and yeah I guess a lot of this could factor into a romantic angle but ALAS the fandom seems to be leaning heavily into the funny toxic yaoi angle 😔 I don't mind it! By all means, please have your very harmless fun! But it ain't my jam :P Perhaps I'll have to write a oneshot myself...))
(((see tags for more rambles i guess. whoops a bitch spoke too much in there as he always does)))
#i'm banned (self inflicted) from writing long fics until i finish this one i'm working on#and honestly I might keep the ban afterwards i am SO BAD at working on long fics. never finished one ever#oneshot guy thru and thru. but painfully. disastrously. i have so many long fic ideas...#anyway I like to think that they did become friends#and then not friends. and then friends again. and then not friends. and then-#and sometimes it was Peri's fault but a lot of the times it was Irep not feeling like he was allowed to be Peri's friend#and doing something to break it off#but Peri would keep trying to be his friend or Irep would realize that he still wants to be#but one day. Peri just gave up#he was tired of this back and forth. of never knowing if he was gonna be friends with this guy tomorrow or not#so he stopped trying. decided that if Irep wanted to be friends again HE would have to be the one to try and repair it#and also give him an apology maybe. not for breaking off the friendship again just for all the fucking murder attempts#(''if i die you die too dumbass-'')#unforch this happened to line up with Irep finally reconnecting with Anti-Cosmo and Anti-Wanda again#and with them discouraging being friends with fairies + peri not trying to fix it this time... it. uh. kinda broke it off for good#('maybe not for good. maybe there's a chance. maybe Irep would-... ugh. it's not worth thinking about...')#Sammy's still friends with both of them though. It is Not Fun#gives Sammy my childhood experience of my two fighting friends wanting to sit with me at lunch but refusing to talk to each other#okay damn this post got long af. did not realize i had thought about this so much until i practically dropped a fic down here#anyway. actual tags? actual tags#fop#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#peri fop#irep fop#peri fairywinkle-cosma#uh. do ppl search irep's full name... augh#irep anti-fairywinkle-anti-cosma#congrats elkniwirep your name fucking sucks. it's awful#a new wish
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hi oomfs! it's been a while.
felt the urge to log in here again because i was hit by a sudden bout of nostalgia (in the middle of a quarter life crisis because i am growing old but i still feel so young blablabla all that good stuff)
fyi, i'm now 24... time sure flies. i think the last time i was consistently active here was halfway through high school when i was 15-16. now i have a degree in public health and i'm already halfway through med school. that's insane.
wondering how many of you from back then are still here. how has everyone been? i hope you're all doing good :)
#ocean.txt#i'm so bad at keeping in touch w/ ppl unfortunately#i've been reconnecting w/ things i used to love and i remembered this blog still exists#i used to spend hours a day making edits for this blog or writing fanfiction and poetry#kinda sad to admit that younger me was much better at all those creative pursuits than present me#the ironic thing is my old laptop was a dinosaur... now i have a better laptop but i do nothing on it except study#i love what i'm doing now but at the same time i'm mourning for my past self if that makes sense
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Imposter Syndrome as a native person is very real, especially if you're reconnecting or white-presenting.
Whenever pretendians with large platforms built on their "heritage" are outed as liars, it can affect actual natives mental health - which is why pretendians are such a huge issue.
To all natives with Imposter Syndrome, it's hard but you know your heritage and who you are - don't let liars take that away from you, especially when they want to be you.
#woc#woc experience#latina#latine#poc#latino#imazighen#indigenous#native#pretendians#imposter syndrome#reconnection#white presenting poc#white passing poc#when i was early in my reconnection journey i often had imposter syndrome surrounding my heritage#and i often still do when people who have faked their heritage for years are outed#i know my heritage - im accepted by my local community & tribe#i know my family and yet it still can affect me sometimes#and i think it's important that as an indigenous woman who's been through it - to tell other indigenous ppl who are less secure in their#heritage that we do experience imposter syndrome and that pretendians do impact our collective mental health#i owe it to my indigenous brothers and sisters to let them know that they are not alone in experiencing this#and remember most pretendians don't experience imposter syndrome around their fake heritage because they don't care enough to
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I feel like over the years, even the word "reconnecting" itself was misconstrued by some because I've kind of observed different people or gotten anons that essentially implied that being mixed race automatically means that you're "disconnected" or "reconnecting". I've had people assume this about me that I must be reconnecting or that im not involved in my culture because I'm mixed race, but that isn't the case. I've been involved all my life.
#i got my Cree name when i was three months old#i engaged in a tradition the second i got home as a newborn#my first word was in Cree#i was swaddled in a moss bag#so i feel like a lot of ppl really don't understand what 'reconnecting' means half the time
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i feel shy talking here when i dont have anything worth sharing but i cant help feeling like ive said things in the tags that could be brought up in court
#im joking#i think i just get embarrassed saying smth that most ppl can see out in the open. its like when prey animals are grazing in a pasture#and then they hear a twig snap yk. im like that. but talking in the tags is more comfortable because it just feels more.. hidden?? quiet???#its kind of like how i prefer responding thru asks than DMs.. idk if it has something to do with space or less pressure#i also use these as an excuse to ramble a little abt recent events so. ive worked a little bit on shuffle and prestos backstories ^_^#i was thinking abt giving them a shared past where they knew each other as kids and forgot but i also though hmm.. idk if it would drive th#story i want bc i think itd be better if they bonded over similar experiences instead of the fact that they knew each other before. i get#that reconnecting and reconciling your idea of someone now and then is a good concept but id have to think abt it.. i dont want it to feel#like they owe each other to be friends again just bc they were as kids. ive experienced that a lot and all it did was make me feel guilty#so i think id want to write it as u can be friends with someone who had similar experiences and make u wish you knew each other then#i also know theyd hate each other but idk HOW. i suck at writing conflict so idk if theyd try to make each other eat glass and why#idk if itll ever come up but id also like to see if theres a way i could rationalize why they have animal ears.. normally i say aliens#but ive had an idea for a species and background for that too. although its very abstract and it probably has a lot of holes#smth abt peoples souls attaching themselves to smth they identify with.. although i dont know to what extent like if it can#be called a sona or if it can even be smth mythical like a unicorn or god itself.. its very weird rn#yapping#oc talk
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I was afraid for a long time to admit it but ur life INDEED gets so much better without disgusting ppl in it
#i have reconnected with my good friends :D and we now share so many interests :D and i have great ppl on here to talk about stuff too :D#and i have gotten into the commie youth organization and am gonna be writing texts and holding movie discussions!! i wanted to do that#for so long#and job is going well and i have a little road trip planned next weekend and I'm idk. so content now. people are noticing my art more too#i cannot ask for more and tbh idk why I'm typing this all out but guys it gets better i promise <3
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to this day the perfect transition, both musically and thematically, from drugstore perfume to get the gang together on hesalien makes me insane. Its like one long story, the loneliness and dysphoria and boredom that comes with being a teen trapped in their hometown with no escape and no prospects and then flash forwarding to your 20 year high school reunion after you ran away and found some sort of happiness and seeing how the people and the place have has only festered and rotted the connections you did feel you had, revealing itself as somewhere that was never very kind or safe for you. It's closure on that nostalgia that grows as you get older, a stark reminder that you were right to leave, and just because you miss something doesn't mean you should go back to it
#barry.txt#ppl swore for years gtgt was an mcr song but its definitely not#mcrs breakup caused a lot of this introspection and looking back but i think people just saw the title and wanted it to be about mcr#im not the first person to say this im just like#aughhhh hesitant alien you are my every thing#like the pointed transphobia from the characters in gtgt is a natural extention of the examining gerard was doing surrounding their gender-#identity and expression and probably a lot of the actual stuff they would hear from people around them esp if they were reconnecting w old-#-friends which can be...painful#i remember gerard defending this writing choice on twitter bc it was 2014 and people did Not get it#aughhh. i#aughhhhhhhh#hesitant alien the woman you are#its also a sequel to the 10 year reunion of kill all your friends gtgt and kill all ur friends are literally the same song
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another headcanon moment.. thinking about jackle on this monday evening
he can’t shapeshift like nights or reala but he can imitate the voices/sounds of other nightmarens well (and imitate nightopians which is useful not only for hunting but also just because it’s funny to him) (he also can’t dualize or drill dash- it would probably be hard with a cape anyway lol)
stores all his Trinkets™️ in his cape, there’s like ~1000 years of stuff in there. somehow he can still find anything he needs in there and nobody knows how
(it’s basically just stuff he finds in nightopias that he likes— he likes currency a lot and has a bunch from different places/times (because people love to dream about money lol))
he can also go in there himself and bring other people in there. he used to work with reala a lot after nights rebelled and they devised a tactic in which he would throw his cape and reala would jump out of it to scare people while jackle got the ideya
(he befriended reala after nights left mainly for societal gain but eventually realized he actually liked having a friend lol, and later on reala kind of adopted him as a sibling siblinghood ended with nights, now jackle is my favorite brother)
(he sort of has those fake friendships with every nightmaren, he forms them because he knows there’s at least something he can get from each of them and everybody knows he’s not sincere about it, including reala)
for a majority of his life he resents being a second level a lot, he doesn’t like other marens knowing it (eventually starts to move past it when he realizes (after wizeman’s defeat) that wizeman kind of hated all of them equally regardless of level ☹️)
#sharing hcs always feels cringe but i want to tell ppl alsksnsnd#also nights is Not Happy when they eventually reconnect w/ reala and find out he considers jackle a sibling#(for reasons i want to write about later but dw they eventually accept each other.. eventually)#(and then they team up to terrorize reala)#the jackle and reala become besties fic will happen eventually
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Well I'd be damn, they done put Lesbians in my game show.
#Love Wins! The two fucked up game show runners are Married Lesbians!#i missed drawing them together bruh i love them so much#Going to be doing more ZNS stuff because i recently reconnected with some old buddies who helped and contributed their own ideas to da story#Hi guys 👋#so the ZNS brain rot is back#(greatly apologize to the ppl who follow me for my Ben drowned arg content)#ZNS#The Zero Nero Show#Nero#Pam#Lesbian#wlw#Old women Yuri canon in ZNS we don't discriminate here#oc#Original story#nero's scribbles
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